All language subtitles for Saving.Hope.S05E01_Legendas02.ENG

Previously on "Saving Hope"...

Charlie, come back to me.

One more time. All clear.

Alex, please![ Paddles thunk ]

I will stay away from him,
I swear.

Just please, please, please,
please, let him live.

'Cause you've brought me
back to life. Twice now, right?

Woman: They're probably at
the Fellowship Awards.

[ Amplified voice ] Tonight,
we honor two of our own.[ Applause ]

Doctors Maggie Lin
and Alex Reid.

Nothing bad is gonna happen,
because I've got your back.

Hey. You broke your promise.[ Screaming ]

It's time to pay up.

[ Gunshot ]

[ Sirens wailing ]

[ Indistinct conversations ]

Can you tell me your name?Alex Reid.

And where you?
What happened tonight?

It was an award ceremony
for surgeons, and I'm --

A man tried to shoot
my...I...

I have to go. I...

Whoa, whoa, whoa, hey.
You took a fall.

Repeat these numbers for me,
please. 7 --

No, no, no.
I have to find him.

[ Police radio chatter ]

[ Siren wailing ]

Alex? Alex?

Hey. Charlie --
have you seen him?

-No.
-No. Are you okay?

I'm fine. I'm fine.

Zach, have you seen him?

Yeah, yeah. He's over there.
He's back there.

Oh, my God. Charlie?

Charlie?Alex.

Oh, my God.

How come nobody's with you?

Oh, I sent Zach away.

It's okay. I'm okay.
The bullet went right through.

And Crenshaw?

He's, uh, he's dead, Alex.
Cops got him.

Oh, my God.
He's gone.

This is not how I imagined
the night going.

[ Chuckles ]
Yeah, tell me about it.

I had some...some big plans
for after the dinner.

Oh, yeah?
What are you talkin' about?

Well,
let's just say the, uh,

rose petal-covered suite
at the Fairmont's

gonna make someone from
housekeeping very, very angry.

Charlie.

Surprise.
[ Laughs ]

Oh...
[ Sighs ]

You know what?
[ Strained voice] I was gonna...

do this another time,

but it's been quite a night.What are you doing?

And, uh, why not?

Can you, uh,
can you hold that for me?

Here.

You know, I've been...

wanting to do this
for a long time, Alex.

You're all
I've ever wanted.

Doctor? I am so sorry,
excuse me.

My name's Grace.
I was working and...

I saw you win your award.
Congratulations.

Thank you. Um...

Aren't you -- are you okay?

Yeah, yeah, I'm freaked --
I'm a little freaked out.

Yeah, no.
Well, you know, maybe.

I need a subway.

If you could just point me
towards the subway.

Sure. Um, Grace are you sure
that you're okay?

I just wanna go home.You seem like...

I don't feel great.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa!

[ Woman screams ]

Okay, okay, Grace.
Just lay down, all right?

All right, Grace?I don't feel great.
I wanna go home.

Okay, Grace. Okay.[ Groans ]

Gunshot wound!

We need some help over here!

Oh, this is good.
I'll just stay here.

Stay with us,
stay with us.

Left side, lower rib cage.

9th, maybe 10th interspace.

Probably hit
the intercostal artery.

We got to stop this bleed.

This'll have to do.
Sorry, Grace.

-[ Groans, screams ]
-Let's get her in the bus!

[ Groaning continues ]Here we go, Grace.

Oh, please don't leave me.

That's not really a possibility
right now. Let's go, let's go!

Charlie?

I'll be fine.
Get out of here. Go.

Let's go, let's go!

[ Siren wailing ]

Stay with me, Grace.
All right, honey?

Listen to my voice. We're gonna
take good care of you.

Pressure's dropping.
Push ringers.I'm on it.

When people said that catering
was a shitty job,

they weren't kidding.

Okay, oxygen.
Come on, where is it?

Grace, I need you to stop
talking and breathe, all right?

Just breathe for me.
That's all you got to do.

You know, this is funny.
[ Laughs ] My mother --

All right, all right,
we'll contact her right away.

Just keep this on, all right?
That's all you have to do.

Just breathe
and listen to my voice.

[ Chuckles ]
How we doing?

[ Muffled voice ]
Seriously. I am so unlucky.

Grace, look at me.
Look at me, honey. Look at me.

I don't believe in luck.
Okay?

[ Siren wailing ]

Okay, Grace, we're here.

We're gonna lower you down,
all right?

Everything
is going to be okay.

[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

Come on, let's go!
There's no time.[ Whimpering ]

You're gonna be all right, okay?
We've got you.

[ Whimpering ]

Mag. That was quick.

We were right behind you.
What's going on?

28-year-old female, GSW,
left axillary line.

-Can you run a FAST?
-Yeah.

How's Charlie?

He's okay. I can't think about
that right now.

All right, Grace, I'm gonna need
you to calm down, all right?

Calm down for me. Take a breath.

I'm gonna take my finger out
and put a stitch in this.

-3, 2, 1...go.
-[ Gasping, sobbing ]

Extraocular movement is normal.
Reflexes are brisk.

Okay, fluid in the pericardial
and peritoneal cavity.

There it is. Bullet is resting
right by the aorta.

Grace, honey, focus on me, okay?
Look at me.

There you go.

I like that tattoo.
Tell me about it.[ Laughing ]

What is so special about
February 7th, huh?

That's the first time
I got shot.

That's why it's so funny.
[ Laughing ]

♪♪

--Captions by VITAC--

"February 7, 2014.

Rival gang members open fire
in a busy commuter walkway."

I know, and almost killed
Charlie and I in the process.

Alex, you and Grace were
at the same random shootings

two years apart.

Talk about a connection.

It's actually --
It's creepy.

[ Cellphone vibrates ]Let's prep her
for an emergency lap

and hope like hell there's
no damage to her colon.

Yeah, not to mention her spleen,
pancreas, and stomach...

Holy hell.
Is that a ring?

Uh, yes. Another time,
my friend.

Can you prep her for surgery?
I got to talk to the mother.

[ P.A. tone sounds ]

[ Man speaks indistinctly
over P.A.]

Mrs. Summerville?

Yes. Are you the doctor?Mm-hmm.

Where's my daughter?

She's been brought up
to an operating room.

She's okay, right? I mean,
she's going to be okay?

Well, she is in
serious condition.

Why don't you have a seat?

No, I'm good. I just --
just tell me.

Okay, well, Grace has suffered
a gunshot wound.

And the bullet has caused
damage in her abdomen.

The bullet. Another bullet.

[ Chuckles ]

You know, honestly,
when I got the call,

I thought it was
some kind of sick joke.

You and your daughter seem to
have the same sense of humor.

[ Chuckles ]
Um... [ Sniffles ]

I need a priest.

-A priest?
-Yeah. A priest.

I mean, I can't
go through this again.

There's got to be somebody
I can talk to to --

Yes, of course.
I'll find someone.

She didn't deserve this,
okay?

Any of it. She's --No. No. No one does.

As soon as we know anything,
all right?

Okay.

If you'll excuse me.
How's he doing?

If glass is made from sand,
how come you can see through it?

How much morphine
did you give him?

All of it.Hey, baby.

-Hey.
-Hi.

I've got Sekara running triage.

It's not really filling me
with confidence.

You got him?Okay. Yeah, yeah. We're good.

Okay, as soon as imaging
opens up,

we'll get him right in there.See if I have any fractures.

I'm more worried about
your spirits.

Oh, when the spirits
are willing, maybe,

but the flesh is weak.

Charlie, seriously,
is there anybody here

that we need to worry about?

No. No, uh, no Crenshaws
in the house.

But, um, I'm okay, 'cause I got
a morphine drip.

I got my ex-wife waiting on me
hand and foot.

And Jackson's
bringing me nachos.

I'm all good.
You go save that girl.[ Cellphone vibrates ]

Right.
Crap, it's the sitter.

She saw the news
and she's freaking out.

I'll -- I'll call her.No, no, no, no, I'll do it.

You just try to stay in
this dimension, okay?

Okay, before you do anything,

I want you to stop by the lab
and make sure

those Fellowship cocktails are
out of your system, okay?

Of course.

Call the sitter, pee in a cup,
find a priest.

[ Groans ]

Williams.
Hey.

Oh, you came back in.Oh.

Oh, great, great.

I came back in as soon
as I heard.

Yeah. Oh, good. You know, hey.

You get to stand around with
the rest of us

worried schmucks, right?

You know, human component aside,

would've been helpful if a few
more people got shot.

What? No. I'm not talking
about a bloodbath --

Dr. Kinney.
No, I just --

God, I was kidding.
Right? Joking.

It was just that we all came
running back in to help

and there's nothing to do.

Bed 3. Guy's been waiting
for a plastics consult

for over an hour.Thank you, Storms,

for being the slowest surgeon
on the planet.

Come on, let's go. We're up.

25-year-old Dustin...Meyer.

Hey, Dustin.

You can call me
Dr. Dustiny.

Um...yeah, that's not
gonna happen.

You want to tell us
what you did?

[ Exhales ]
Fell off the stage.

Oh. Ow. Um...

let's take a look here,
shall we?[ Groaning ]

[ Clears throat ]

So, Dustin, you're a...

dancer?

Stripper. Yeah.
Down at Lumberjaxxx.

And that's with, uh, three X's.

Yeah.

[ Groans ]Looks like a subcutaneous

extrusion of an implant
through the fascia.

What does that mean?

What -- what happened
to my ass?

Um, the force of the impact
caused a fascial tear,

and your gluteal implant
herniated.

Your, uh, your --
your fake butt flipped.

So, just...unflip it.

What? You -- you guys can
fix this, right?

Blood work all checks out.

Looks like
you dodged a bullet.

[ Chuckles ]

You know what I mean.
You're gonna be fine.

It's not me I'm worried about.
It's that girl.

[ Cellphone ringing ]

Could you get that for me?
That could be the sitter.

[ Ringing continues ]

Other pocket.

Other pocket.[ Ringing continues ]

[ Ringing continues ]

Charlie Harris' phone.

You won a cruise.

Hang up.

What? It could be
a great honeymoon.

Better than
that disastrous one

that we spent
at Niagara Falls

with that heart-shaped bed
that wouldn't stop vibrating.

[ Laughs ]

Well, I guess it did distract us
from the ant problem.

[ Laughs ]

[ Sighs ]

So the suspense is killing me.
What did she say?

[ Exhales sharply ]
We didn't get that far.

You're worried
she's gonna say no.

You are such a guy,
Charlie --

in a good way.

[ Chuckles ]She's gonna say yes.

Yeah, what makes you
say that?

Because I've seen the way
that she looks at you and...

I know that look.

[ Clicks tongue ]
Dawn?

What?

I can't feel my hand.

[ Whispers ] Oh, come on.

"Back in 20"? Damn it!

Hey, hey. Excuse me.

You do know you're in
a chapel, right?

Yeah, sorry. I was looking
for the hospital chaplain.

Have you seen him?

Uh, no. And good luck with that,
'cause I'm here all the time

and I've yet to
meet the man, so...

Great.What was your name?

Alex Reid.

Emmanuel Palmer.

Vascular. Endovascular.
Interventional radiology.

I heard about the shooting,
so I...

So you came here to pray.

But before I became a doctor
I was, uh, in the seminary.

So you're a priest?

Uh, a failed one.
I dropped out.

Close enough. Come with me.

Why'd you drop out of
the seminary?

Uh, long story.

Whose pee is that?

That's her.

Yeah. Can kind of tell by
the thousand-yard stare.

[ Gasps ] Oh, Jackson.
You headed to the lab?

With bells on, Dr. Reid.

-Put a rush on this for me.
-Okay.

Mrs. Summerville:
I just need her to be okay.

Emmanuel: I'll sit with her,
do what I can.

She's in good hands, okay?

So it doesn't matter
if she's awake, right?

I mean, it still counts?
She'll be absolved?

Yeah.
What's going on?

Uh, Ruth here has asked me

to deliver Last Rites
to her daughter.

Ruth, why do you think
she's gonna die?

Because she's cursed,
and I-I want to be sure.

-You're gonna do it, right?
-We're not there yet, Ruth.

Okay, you don't understand --I promise you.

If things don't go well
in that surgery,

there will be time for that.

But right now I'm gonna go
in that room,

and I'm gonna save
your daughter's life.

[ Sighs ]

So, your implant is hidden
in the gluteal crust.

[ Chuckles ] Sounds like
something you get at Pizza Hut.

[ Giggles ]Which means, unfortunately,
until the swelling goes down,

we're not able to operate
on you, Dustin, so...

No. [ Sighs ]
Nobody calls me Dustin.

Well, I'm not calling you
"Doctor."

Look, why don't you go home,
sit on some ice?

When everything settles,
you come back in,

we'll repair the implant.

Yeah, but how long until
I get my butt back?

It could be several weeks.

-No dancing, obviously.
-Dude.

Guys --

Dancing's all I've got.

No show, no dough. You have
no idea what it's gonna be like

to be sidelined for so long.

No, actually,
Dr. Kinney is coming off

of a leave of absence herself,
so...

Sorry. Not in your stars.

[ Curtain rings swoosh ]

Hey. Excuse me. I'm sorry.
Just, um...

Sorry.Sorry.

Um, Dr. Kinney --

I have never understood
the appeal of strip clubs, you?

I --You know, apparently, some of
them actually serve food.

Can you imagine? I mean,
$10.99 for a steak sandwich

and a face dance?

There is not enough
hand sanitizer in the world.

Uh -- What? Everything --
everything okay?

Yeah. Yeah.

No. Were we thorough enough
in there?

We didn't exactly run through
the checklist manifesto.

Keep it in your pants,
Williams.

Book him a follow-up in
three weeks and discharge him.

And, you know, next time
you get the urge to share

a personal tidbit of mine
with a patient,

do me a favor -- don't.

Alex: Can I get more suction?
I could really use my eyes here.

Maggie:
More suction here, too.

[ Suction gurgling ]Amazing she was walking around
after being shot.

Alex: Bullet must've only
grazed the aorta.

There's just minor bleeding
from the gastrocolic vessels.

Maggie: First bit of luck
this girl's had.

Alex: Yeah. Long Metz.

I'm gonna incise
the reptroperitoneum

and find that bullet.

[ Squish ]Whoa! Bleeder!

Spoke too soon. There must be
a tear in the aorta.

Reptroperitoneum must've been
tamponading the injury.

[ Phone rings ]Until we opened her up.

-Doctor Sharpe!
-Sharpe: Already on it.

Pushing more blood.[ Ringing continues ]

Can somebody get that?

I'll need an aortic clamp
and a 4-0.

-Woman: Dr. Reid?
-What?

The lab.
You're clear to operate.

-Oh, good thing.
-Screw that bullet.

I'm gonna cross clamp
the aorta at the diaphragm.

Give us more time
to find the tear.

And then suture it closed.
But once I cut off

the blood supply,
she's got maybe five minutes

before her other organs
shut down.

-Five minutes?
-Alex: Clamp.

[ Monitor beeping steadily ]

Five minutes.
Start the clock.

♪♪

Three minutes since
the aorta's been clamped.

No other bleeds
that I can see.

That's what I like to hear.
Where is it?

[ Monitor beeping steadily ]Come on.

Come on!

There it is above
the left renal artery.

Needle driver.

Ready for the surgical version
of the 100-meter dash?

Whew.1 minute 40 seconds left.

So...about that ring.

Not really a good time,
Maggs.

1 minute 34 seconds.

Really not helping.

Ah...

And...we are done.

With several seconds that I am
no longer counting to spare.

Sutures look good from here.

Let's get ready to ease off
that clamp.

Keep an eye out
for any other bleeders.

Preparing to remove clamp.

[ Inhales sharply ]

Let's hold our breath,
everyone.

She may still have a leak.

Come on, Grace.

Maggie: Holding.

Oozing a bit, though.

Dr. Sharpe,
what's her Pro Time?

Twice normal.

That liver does look
cirrhotic.

She's at major risk
for bleeding out.

I need to go talk
to the mother.

Okay, I'll push clotting factors
and FFP like crazy.

And when you get back, we're
gonna talk about that ring.

[ Gloves snap ]

♪♪

[ Exhales deeply ]

Ruth?

Grace is alive.

[ Exhales deeply ]

But she is having
trouble clotting.

Does she have a liver disease
that you're aware of?

She was born
Hep C positive.

It was because of me.

I had her when I was 17.

I was using whatever
I could get my hands on.

You know, dirty needles.

I gave her up.

She had a good family.
They were good to her.

They took care of her.

[ Voice breaking ] And then
I came back into her life,

and I ruined everything.

I'm sure that's not true.

She found me
a couple years ago.

[ Sniffles ] You know, one of
those agencies, and, uh...

Right after we reconnected,
she was shot.

For the first time.

Hey. Hey, that's just
a coincidence.

Every time.
Every time we get close,

something bad happens.

Ruth, listen to me.

Luck's not in charge here.

I am.

Next few hours are critical,
and we're doing

everything we can
to manage her bleeding.

Just hang in there
and you will see her, all right?

[ P.A. tone sounds ]

[ Woman speaks indistinctly
over P.A.]

Dr. Dustiny?[ Sniffs ]

Oh, sorry. Did I wake you?

No, dude, it's cool. I was
just, uh, just resting my ass.

Little drowsy, I guess.

Your discharge papers.

Ah, you're kicking me
out of here already,

with an ass like
the Elephant Man.

-Just until the --
-Swelling goes down.

Yeah. I know. I know.
[ Groans ]

I'll get you some crutches
before you head out.

[ Groans ]

Dustin, have you been
using cocaine?

What? Like recently?

I'm not judging. Everything you
say in here is privileged.

[ Sighs ]

I just celebrated
five years sober.

Never dance without it.

It reminds me
of messier times.

Right.

Could you have
a cold, maybe?

No. Strike two, Doc.

In my line of work,
you become immune to everything.

I'm like
a kindergarten teacher.

[ Chuckles ] Except my classroom
is full of horny housewives

pelting money at me.
[ Chuckles ]
Charming.

Yeah.

You don't ever
feel exploited?

No. Men can't be exploited.

It's a scientific fact.

[ Chuckles ]

You know, it's not just
about the money.

I like making people happy,
always have.

I think I'm pretty good
at it, too.

Oh.

See?

All right, I should boogie.

I know what it's like
when someone's hogging

the champagne room.

Thanks.

Oh. Ah... [ Sniffs ]

Dustin?

Sorry, can you walk back
towards me?

You're zig-zagging.

Okay, I need you to lay down
and, uh, tell me again

exactly how you fell.[ Groans ]

Dr. Kinney? Your patient in 3,
can you move him out?

I could use the bed.

And by "I,"
I mean Dr. Miller.

I would love to, but I don't
have a patient in 3.

[ Scoffs ]
Your, uh, Magic Mike?

I told Williams
to discharge him.

You did?
Of course you did.

Yes, 'cause,
uh, she told me,

and, uh, so I'll just
go check --

I'll get back --Sekara, why are you
walking backwards?

Is your ass broken, too?

Hey. What's going on?I can explain.

Please.I was following a hunch,

and I think Dr. Dustiny --
I mean, Dustiny --

Dustin -- I think
he has a skull fracture.

When he fell off the stage,
he also fell onto his right ear,

and his gait was affected.

And the clear liquid coming from
his nose wasn't from drug use.

Brain fluid?
Good catch, Cass.

Well, I need to check with
Dr. Hamza to confirm, obviously.

So? What are you waiting for?
Go follow your hunch.

[ Sighs ]

Emmanuel:
All right, Charlie.

You have a bleed that is
increasing the pressure,

cutting off the circulation
to your arm.

So what I'm going to
have to do --

You're going to thread
the balloon

through the catheter
into my arm.

Once you find the bleed,
you'll inflate the balloon,

hope like hell the bleeding
stops -- any questions?

Tough crowd.Forgot my audience for a second.

Um, you know, you guys
need to top me up.

This thing's really
starting to kill.

Unfortunately, you are
maxed out, my friend.

I'd like a second opinion.He's right. No more meds.

Well, you're no fun.
And you're not my friend.

Charlie doesn't have
any friends.

[ Chuckles ]
Thank you, Dawn.

No, seriously, you guys,

I'm -- I'm in a lot
of pain here.

Have you tried mindful
breathing, Charlie?

Charlie's more of a old school
kind of guy.

Emmanuel:
Old school kind of guy?

[ Groans ][ Chuckles ]

Well, old school,
meet new school.

This is what I call Zen surgery.

Dawn.

You won't even know
I was here, Charlie.

Like I was a-a ghost.

The lights are getting brighter
and I don't know what to do.

Well...Well, don't do anything
I wouldn't do.

Surgically speaking.

Well, do I go towards them
or run like hell?

You stay away.

[ Groans ] Stay away from
the carotid artery.

[ Monitor beeps ]

Oh, God. Uh, Doc --

Dr. Palmer?

I'm having trouble
controlling the artery.

I need to go
towards the light.

The bleed must be bigger
than we thought.

We need to get him
to the O.R. now.

-You wait.
-No, I can't, Charlie.

We don't get you to the O.R.
now, you may lose that arm.

[ Water running ]

Emmanuel: Doc.

I'm a cardiac surgeon.

I don't need a babysitter
for an arterial repair.

I wouldn't dream of it.

But another set of hands
and eyes never hurts, right?

And why should those hands
and eyes belong to you?

Just consider me
your vascular parachute.

Oh. No wonder I have you
on nights.

[ Chuckles ] All right,
so what's the plan?

We find the bleed, sew it up,
save Charlie's arm.

And Plan "B"?There is no Plan "B."

Plan "C" is you get too frisky
in there, I turf you.

[ Water running ]

But how is there a Plan "C"
if there's no Plan "B"?

Well, you've obviously
never operated

with the Chief of Surgery
before.

[ Sighs ]
So was Nancy Drew right?

No, you mean...
Dr. Williams?

Yeah.Well, looks like
you owe your resident

a steak dinner.

Oh, I'm a vegetarian.

Oh. Then an expensive
chickpea salad.

Look, the fracture runs along
the anterior skull base

through his cribriform plate.And if I'd sent him home?

He probably wouldn't have made
it to work Monday morning.

Well,
he doesn't work mornings.

What? Just saying,
he's a stripper.

This scan is from Bed 3?

Your -- your patient
in Bed 3?

No, no. He needs an O.R.
right away.

Yeah, that's why we're here.
When can you operate?

Me? No, no, no, no,
no, no, no.

My colleague, Dr. James --
he'll do the procedure.

Mm-hmm.

You know him.

Well...back in the day,

after Victor,
before Jonathan,

I was a committed patron
at his place of business.

I just --
I-I never had you pegged

for a-a Lumberjaxxx
kind of guy, Shahir.

Hmm. Yeah. Dr. Dustiny.[ Chuckles ]

Due to his obvious assets...[ Chuckles ]

...and the whole doctor thing,
that was...
Mm-hmm.

[ Sighs ] He was one of
my favorites.

You can still operate on him.

No, no. No, I'm too close
to this one.

You operated
on Charlie twice.

Yeah, but that's different.

What I got up to at Jaxxx,
it's not physically possible

to get any closer --O-okay, yeah. Just stop.

Shahir, you're the right man
for this job.

Be his Shahiro,Dr. Hamza.

Yes. Yes, I will do it.
[ Exhales ]

But, Dana, I'll fix his head,

but you better save that ass.

Shahir.
Hmm.

You're hurting me.

Okay, everybody get ready.
There's gonna be a lot of blood.

Should I, uh, be standing by
with a mop?

-Oh!
-Oh, okay!

Uh, I wasn't commenting
on your technique,

just the amount
of blood loss.

It's not that.
It's -- it's this arm.

[ Monitor beeping steadily ]

Okay, it's not a bigger bleed.

It's a different pulsatile
bleed altogether. Sponges.

More, more.

I, uh, probably don't
want to see this.

Yeah, me neither.

There. Nice tux.

Yeah. Guess I could say
the same thing for you.

Mm. Clever Concoctions.

Sorry?

It's the catering company.
They own it.

Right.

I can help you
with that bow tie.

Uh, you can't, actually.

Trust me, I've tried.
It's one of the many...

[ Whistles ] ...mysteries.

Well, it looks cool
like that, too.

It's very Clooney.Hmm.

Like you're at the end
of a long wedding night.

Well, that's funny.
I actually proposed tonight.

It's to my doctor,
isn't it?

I saw you two
at the dinner.

You know, the first time we
were supposed to get married,

I, um -- well,
we got into a car accident,

and I ended up in a coma
for eight months.

And when I woke up,
I could talk to, um...

Dead people?

Spirits.

And because of that,

the second time we were
supposed to get married,

I didn't show up.

Well,
you know what they say.

Third time's a charm?

You should show up.Right.

Anyway, things haven't been,
uh, all that great lately.

So, you decided
to double down.

Put a ring on it.

Yeah, apparently I do that.

Well, can I see it?

What?

The ring.

Well, actually,
she's got the hardware.

I just -- I just have
the fancy box.

♪♪

Oh, Dr. Kinney, I wanted you
to know that Dustin's surgery

went off without a hitch.

And you what?
You want to gloat?

It's not really my style.

I prefer a quiet,
self-congratulatory smugness.

I wanted to apologize.

For what?

Saving a patient's life?

[ Exhales ]

I'm the one
who should apologize.

Oh, no.
No, there's no need.

Really. I can't imagine what
you've been through, Dr. Kinney.

Yeah, too much to take
an ass implant seriously

anymore, apparently.

Getting sick and -- and...

coming back, I --

[ Exhales slowly ]
I'm having a hard time.

A hard time what?

Believing in anything.

I just -- Everything has
changed, and I, um...

[ Exhales ]

It's just, it's scaring
the hell out of me.

And, um, seeing how
your hunches have been

bang on today, Williams,

tell me, what should I do?

I don't know.

Right.

[ Chuckles softly ]

Thanks, kiddo. Good talk.

Ruth? Where you going?

Um, just gonna go get some air.

Don't leave.

[ Sighs ] I have to.

If the next few hours
are critical,

I shouldn't be here.

Yes, you should.
Grace needs you.

She needs me
to do what's right,

and for the first time in my
life, that's what I'm gonna do.

But you can't possibly think

that this is
the right thing to do.

So, what, you'd rather I just
stay here and wait

for something bad
to happen again?

Because I'm not
gonna let it.

Ruth, none of this
is your fault.

[ Voice breaking ]
Yes, it is.

I can't explain it.

Some people,
you put them together,

and no matter how much
they love each other,

they just don't work.

They just don't.
[ Sniffles ]

And if you deny that,
it's dangerous.

I don't believe that.

You have a child who needs you,
and nothing else matters.

If you walk out that door,
you're gonna regret it.

Don't do it.

[ Cellphone vibrates ][ Sighs ]

Is it --

No. No, no. Uh,
it's another patient.

I'm sorry. I've got to go.

[ Monitor beeping steadily ]

Dawn. What's wrong?

The arm has been bleeding
for hours.

If I could just
restore perfusion...

The arm may be
too far gone already.

You want to amputate?

Is that
what you're telling me?

No. That's not an option.

[ Monitor beeping steadily ]

All right, let's see
where we're at.

Removing the clamps.

Alex: Come on, Charlie.

We have perfusion.
[ Chuckles ]

Alex: It's gonna be okay.

We may have saved the arm,
but like I said,

it's been bleeding
for a while.

So you're saying you may not be
able to operate again.

Let's not get ahead
of ourselves.

Okay, let's tidy up
and prepare to close.

Thank you.

[ Door closes ]

How many more times
can we do this?

[ Knock on door ]

Well, look who's here.

You had us scared, Charlie.

I, um, I would've thought you'd
have been used to that by now.

You in pain?

Not anymore.

[ Inhales sharply ]

You know, I've been trying
to put this hunk of junk

on your finger for years.

You didn't think I'd forget?

No.

Charlie?

The light's too bright.

Charlie, what's going on?Oh, no.

I just wanted to say goodbye.What? What is it?

Alex, where's Grace?

She's in recovery.
Her mother's with her.

-No, she's not.
-She's fine.

No. You need to go
to her now.

Charlie. Charlie,
I was just with her.Alex --

She's fine!
Go to her.

[ Voice breaking ]
I'm really scared.

Go now.

[ Cellphone vibrates ]

Ruth: [ Crying ]

[ Monitor emitting
continuous tone ]

[ Sobbing ]

[ Tone stops ]

[ Crying continues ]

[ Sobbing ]

Ruth.

[ Sniffles ] I should've gone.
You made me stay.

She's gone.

[ Sniffles ]
My baby's gone.

I am sorry.

[ Sobbing ]
I am so sorry.

I killed her. [ Crying ]

[ Sniffles ]

No! [ Sobbing ]

So can we officially call this

the calm after the storm
and make out?

Well, we have been up
for 36 hours, so...

that might be the only way
we can stay awake.

Hey, whoa. Oh, geez.

[ Door closes ]

[ Knock on door ]Come in! [ Sighs ]

[ Sighs ]
Am I interrupting?

No, no.Kind of.

Dawn, um... [ Clears throat ]
I need a minute.

All right, well, I should
probably get to the E.R.

You know, emergencies
and whatnot.

[ Exhales ]

This seems serious.

Look, uh...

you have been amazing to me
through my entire illness.

Are you quitting?

No.

Thank God.

But...

Dawn, I have changed.

And -- and I need to be
the doctor to fit that change.

I'm not following.

I'm not really sure myself.

But I-I need to...

[ Breathes unevenly ]

In the time
that I have left,

I need to make it count.

I want to re-certify...

as a trauma surgeon.

I want to save lives, not bums.

You want to go back to school
at your age?

Careful, careful.
Watch the ageism, Chief.

Dana, residency.

You -- you would be rounding
with the newbies,

covering call
every other night.

-Think about it.
-I'm up for all of it.

So what? You expect me to just
let you jump the queue?

I think I've earned that right,
yes.

Dana, with all due respect,

you wouldn't last a month
as a resident.

You want to bet?

Hmm? Come on.

Really? You're so sure?

Put your money where
your mouth is, Chief.

Name your stakes.

Give me a consult.
Anything.

I don't have anything.

What about that guy?

He has an STI that he didn't
get from his wife.

Mm, he's clutching
his abdomen.

That's because
she slugged him there.

Congratulations, by the way.Why?

-Fellowship Award.
-I'd completely forgotten.

Yeah, the night did
take a turn.

When I woke up this morning,
I thought,

"Maggie, you've arrived.

You're accepting
your Fellowship Award,

and your cancer study is
gonna save the world."

And then Charlie got shot,
and that poor girl's...

And I don't get to care
about any of it.

Okay, what you just said,
all of that's still true,

no matter
what happened today.

The man I might be
in love with is happy.

Genuinely happy.

With a woman
that I really like.

And I lost
a patient today --

a sweet girl
whose luck ran out.

This isn't what arrived
is supposed to feel like.

Good night.

♪♪

Without a doubt,
craziest night of my life.

I'm still buzzing.

Yeah, well, saving lives
will do that.

Mm.

News travels fast.

Yeah, sorry, I'm not exactly
Jaxxx material.

Says who?

You know, Jaxxx isn't
the only club in the world.

Cassie, what are you doing?

Somebody told me that men
can't be exploited.

[ Chuckles ]

Oh!

I want to test that theory.

♪♪

♪ Bad day

♪ Looking for a way home

♪ Looking for the great escape

♪ Gets in his car
and drives away ♪

Maggie, hold on.
Just...

♪ Far from all the things
that we are ♪

[ Chuckles ]

I paid one of the medics
to go back and grab it.

Congratulations, Maggie Lin.
You have arrived.

Thank you.

♪ Bye to all of the noise

-Good night.
-Yeah.

♪ Oh, he says, bye, bye, bye

♪ To all of the noise

[ Song ends ]

Hey, beautiful.

Congratulations,
by the way.

"The fault, Dear Brutus,
is not in our stars,

but in ourselves."

Think Joel used to say that
before he, uh,

went into surgery.

Joel loved him
some Shakespeare.

Yes, he did. [ Sighs ]

Pretentious little...
whoo!
[ Chuckles ]

Grace didn't make it,
did she?

No.

Must've thrown an embolus.

She was dead by the time
I got there.

But you knew that already,
didn't you?

I just spent the better part
of the night

trying to convince a mother
that she wasn't

bad for her daughter,
and I was...

I was wrong.

How many times can you end up
in a hospital bed?

How many more miracles?

One of these times you're not
gonna wake up, and I...

I can't -- I can't bear that.

What are you saying?

You think we're cursed?

Alex, that's crazy.

Charlie...

you talk to ghosts.

Don't talk to me about crazy.

And I...I love you.

I love you more than I've loved
anyone in my entire life, but...

But this? Us?

We can't keep ignoring
the signs.

There's a little boy...

in his crib at home.

That's a sign.

And that ring
on your finger,

that's a sign, too.

Yeah.

[ Exhales sharply ]

[ Sniffles ]

[ Exhales sharply ]

[ Sniffles ]

[ Sniffles ]

I can't.

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪