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[To Love]

[Episode 10]

[Ji Xiao'ou]

[Flowing Thoughts Cafe]

[Flowing Thoughts Cafe]

♫ Reignite our youth ♫

♫ We wait for the sun to rise ♫

♫ The signal to restart ♫

♫ The part covered by the cloud ♫

♫ Is now sparkling before our eyes ♫

♫ Everyone was born with a halo ♫

♫ Everyone is the main character ♫

♫ The wish list for the future ♫

♫ How much have you fulfilled? ♫

♫ Dada dada dada da ♫

♫ Reignite our youth ♫

Mom?

Yo.

Your shop is reopened and you haven't gotten one customer?

Would you like a cup?

No need.

Do you want to know what I did today?

I submitted your information to a matchmaking company.

I realized besides your physical appearance,

there's no other advantage that you have.

You think too highly of me.

These are a few that I found suitable.

Every one of them has a yearly salary above ¥500,000.

Why don't you take a look?

No thanks.

Don't you know that matchmaking now is highly competitive?

They were all born after 1995.

You can't be picky when you were born after 1990.

I'd rather be single for life.

Then it's over.

A woman that doesn't get married and doesn't have kids,

it means you've lived in vain.

Mom, if you keep forcing me to follow traditional expectations,

I'll go become a nun tomorrow.

Go. Even the temples now require a master's degree.

Even if you want to become a nun, they don't want you.

Xiao'ou, don't be annoyed with me.

I'm just trying to look out for you.

You're not young anymore,

and you're all alone.

You don't even have a drinking buddy.

My heart aches for you.

You and Yan Jin...

What was your relationship with him?

We never started.

Nothing.

Then why is your condition recently so bad?

It's worse than when you broke up with Zhao Tinghui.

If you don't want to talk about you and Yan Jin,

I won't ask anymore.

But you can't give up yourself because of a man.

The road ahead is still far.

You just want me to find a boyfriend, right?

I don't want those wonky guys. I'll find one myself.

You're not just saying this out of anger?

Just wait at home. I'll bring one home for you to see.

How's this? I don't look like someone nobody wants, right?

You are still as attractive as before.

Not to mention, this outfit looks nice on you.

This brand is nice. If you like it, take it.

You are so generous.

I bought it from Vipshop. Every day has a sale. I'm thinking to buy a few more.

Great.

Ji Xiao'ou, you dressing up like this all of a sudden...

What are you scheming?

Don't you want me to find a new relationship? I have to dress up a little at least.

Which bar nearby is the trendiest and has many hot guys? Why don't you take me there to have a look?

Did Yan Jin do something to you?

I just don't want to live a boring life like I did.

I want to be more like you. I want to go out more and have fun.

Okay. I'm tired of learning how to cook anyway.

Today, we're going to drink and relax.

I'll take you on the trip of your life.

[Closed]

Fang Niya,

you're such a flake.

You said you would come and you never came.

You're really strong-willed. You've already done this for a few days already.

I really have stuff to do today. I can't be there with you.

Whatever! Besides I have asked Yue Yue and the others.

You are someone that picks love over friends.

- Hello, pretty girl. - Pretty girl.

- What do you want? - You are alone?

Pretty girl, isn't it boring to drink alone?

- We can drink with you. - Yes.

You guys must be dreaming.

Hey. Don't leave.

Actually, I like you. Why don't we go have fun over there? Just a little while.

- Let's go. Let's go. - Let go of me.

- Let's go play a little. - Let go of me.

Let's go.

Let go!

Who are you?

Go away.

How is it related to you—

Hey!

Let's go.

Wait a minute.

Xiao Yu, why are you here?

Sister, you're drunk. Don't drink anymore. I'll take you home.

I hardly have time to come out and relax.

Can you not control me like my mom?

I want to go to the bar across the street.

Don't go, Sis.

Don't stop me. I just want to drink a little.

Let's go back to Flowing Thoughts Cafe. I'll drink as much as you want with you.

Flowing Thoughts Cafe is boring.

I'm tired of being there every day.

I just want to have some fun.

Perfect. Since you're here,

help me pick a guy. Let's go.

Ji Xiao'ou!

Are you still Ji Xiao'ou?

Why does it matter if I am?

For a person like Yan Jin,

is it worth it to waste yourself like this?

You're not punishing anyone when you're like this.

You are just letting the bad guys be happier.

Don't think I'm that important.

Even if I waste myself, the bad guys won't know.

They are living happily.

There's no need for you to hurt yourself like this.

He won't ever come back.

You think your bar hopping and flirting with men

will make yourself feel better? No. You aren't that type of woman.

You are just hurting yourself more. You'll end up hating yourself even more.

Forget him.

I can't forget him.

I can't forget.

The more I want to forget, the more the memories flow through my mind.

I just can't forget him. I can't forget him!

Let's go. Let's go back to Flowing Thoughts Cafe.

In this lifetime, I can only possibly lie to you about one thing.

That is, that there will be a day I no longer love you.

Yan Jin, tell me the truth.

What you said to me at Lichuan, was it true?

If you're a man, tell me the truth.

It's true.

Every word that I've said to you is true.

Don't leave. Don't leave me here alone.

Sorry, Xiao'ou.

Sorry.

Sorry.

[Flowing Thoughts Cafe]

You're awake?

What time is it?

It's around 11:00 a.m. How do you feel?

I'm fine.

I've already got the store managed. You can rest today.

Drink more water.

How did I come back yesterday?

Zhan Yu brought you home.

Was it only Zhan Yu?

Yeah. You were crying and vomiting last night.

Zhan Yu didn't sleep all night taking care of you.

He called me in the morning.

What are you thinking about?

Nothing. My head just hurts a little.

What were you talking about earlier?

I was saying Zhan Yu is such a caring boy.

Not only didn't he sleep all night taking care of you,

he even made porridge for you in the morning.

He waited for me to arrive before leaving for school.

Before he left, he reminded me again and again.

Honestly, you aren't going to consider Zhan Yu at all?

How many times do I have to say it for you to believe me?

I really don't have feelings for Zhan Yu.

But can you defend yourself against his feelings for you?

You can control your own heart but can you control his?

After what you told me last time,

I started noticing that Zhan Yu's level of nice is a little overboard.

Do you think I should clear things up with him?

Zhan Yu didn't even confess to you yet.

Don't you think this will make it awkward for the both of you?

I'm very sure of my feelings. Zhan Yu will only be my little brother.

In the end, what you are saying is, you can't let go of Yan Jin.

Go do your work. I'm going to sleep a little more.

Bad girl.

Sister, is your stomach not feeling well again? I'll wipe, you rest.

I'm fine.

Xiao Yu, you haven't had a good sleep the last couple of days to take care of me. Take off early today.

I'm not tired. Today, Zhang Peng is not here. You can't finish so much work.

Xiao Yu, I made you worry for this period of time.

I won't do it again.

Don't say that. You've been taking care of me and my mom before.

Sister, you treat us really well.

I just want to keep things like this and take care of you for life.

How is that okay? You are still young. You should work hard towards your dream.

You need to find a suitable girl for yourself, too.

So you can have a happy family.

You must be well so I don't have to worry.

I'm not getting married if you are not.

You can't compare yourself to me.

I want you to think about yourself more.

Listen to me. Go home early. Your mom is waiting for you.

You're not fully recovered yet. Are you sure you don't need me to accompany you?

I'm fine.

That night I was convulsive. I drank too much and spewed out nonsense.

Don't take it to heart. Go home.

Okay. I'll go then.

Remember, if you don't feel well or can't sleep, you can always call me.

Stay safe on your way home.

I'm going home, Sister.

[Flowing Thoughts Cafe]

What led you to think that Zhan Yu was killed for love?

He liked you, didn't he?

Are there other possible reasons?

After Zhan Yu was killed, the killer dismembered his body.

It was extremely ruthless.

Even if it's not for love, it was at least for revenge.

From your understanding,

do Zhan Yu and Yan Jin have a grudge against each other?

I still don't understand. Wasn't Yan Jin with Xiao Meiren already?

According to Yan Jin's statement, he didn't really like Xiao Meiren.

He had a reason for approaching Xiao Meiren.

In his heart,

he only liked you.

[Yan Jin]

This meal is a treat by Wei.

He has something to talk to you about.

Manager Yan, it's been a long time since we've known each other.

We've never had such a quiet setting to drink like this.

This is a toast to you.

I don't really understand what kind of toast Manager Liu is giving.

This is the first cup of alcohol.

It's for apologizing for the insulting words I've said to you.

I'm just brash. I say whatever comes to mind. Don't take it to heart.

Let's forget our previous unpleasantness.

The second cup.

My parents died when I was young.

I don't have any relatives. Sister Mei is the closest person that I have.

To me, she's also the most important person.

Thank you for risking your life to save Sister Mei.

And I also hope that from now on you will treat Sister Mei well.

This third glass,

from this day onwards... I hope that the two of us can cooperate as brothers, and do even bigger things together.

This is my first time hearing Manager Liu speak so much.

I'm not really used to it.

As for me, I don't have anything worthwhile to say.

It's all represented in this cup of alcohol.

Okay, good. Come, let's sit down and eat.

Let's eat.

Watching the two of you drink like that is scary.

Oh, right. Do you have plans for tomorrow?

No.

Then go shopping at the mall with me.

I want to buy two new outfits.

Is there something to celebrate?

Yes.

That Wu Feng I told you about before has already arrived in Liyuan.

We've agreed to meet at Panlong Mountain tomorrow.

By the way, you should make some arrangements for the evening.

No problem.

That man is so superstitious.

He said we have to wear white clothing when meeting with him.

He's that particular about it?

What do you mean, particular? It's totally outdated superstition.

If I weren't to make some money,

I wouldn't be associating with this kind of person.

All my white clothing is a bit old,

so I want to buy something new.

It will attract a good omen.

Okay.

I'll definitely buy the most beautiful clothes for you.

A wedding dress?

Yes, a big wedding dress.

Keep eating.

Brother Chao!

Long time no see.

Long time no see.

Let me introduce you.

Sister Mei. Manager Yan.

Hello, Sister Mei. Hello, Manager Yan.

Hello, Brother Chao.

- Where is Old Wu? Is he still worshipping? - He is.

Manager Liu and Sister Mei, please come with me.

Manager Yan, please stay here.

What's this about?

I'm really sorry. Manager Yan's zodiac is in conflict with Manager Wu today.

It's best not to meet.

Could you let Boss Wu know

that Manager Yan is a very valuable business partner to me

and also a very good friend.

When we're all meeting as insiders. Let's drop those rigid rules.

Sorry, Sister Mei. Manager's Wu's rules cannot be broken.

You're in conflict, you—

No problem. Let's follow Boss Wu's rules.

How about this, Brother Chao?

Please inform Boss Wu that this evening I'll treat him

at my restaurant for some seafood.

Thank you, Manager Yan.

Boss Wu is a vegetarian.

Also, this evening he's arranged to meet some very important friends. Thank you, by the way.

That's fine.

All of you go in and talk.

I haven't come to Panlong Mountain for a long time.

I'll go look around. You go on.

Please come inside, you two.

Wu Feng's intent to avoid meeting me was over my head.

If I couldn't see Wu Feng,

I would never get inside the drug trafficking organization.

And the pressures on Zhan Yu would become even greater.

Aiyo. You've finally come.

What's made you look for me so urgently?

First, have a seat.

Did that Wu Feng have other lousy ideas?

Don't mention him to me.

You don't know that after you left yesterday,

Wu Feng took me to burn incense and pray to Buddha.

Then, we had to see some... Master Hui Yuan, and listen to his lecture.

The whole afternoon, we were listening to him talk about the truths of letting go in life.

My brain almost exploded listening to him.

That Master Hui Yuan is very famous.

Ordinary people can't hear his lectures.

This Wu Feng is really well-respected.

And also very superstitious.

The point is after we met with Master Hui Yuan,

we went to see a Master Zhou.

In the end, something happened.

He predicted something inauspicious.

Inauspicious? What do you mean?

Master Zhou's basic idea was

that Wu Feng's zodiac isn't suitable for him to go to the West.

He needs to find someone whose date of birth corresponds to "gold in the sea" to go before him. (Chinese Five Elements Theory)

Otherwise, the business would not go smoothly.

Then, Wu Feng remembered that you had come.

- Me? - Yes.

You have a "gold in the sea" destiny.

To let you meet with Wu Feng the first time, I gave him your lunar date of birth.

He clearly remembered you are "gold in the sea."

Only you can succeed with this deal, so Wu Feng asked for you to meet him at noon today.

If you don't go, we won't be able to do business with him.

No. Didn't they say my zodiac was in conflict with his,

and we shouldn't meet?

How come it doesn't work without me now?

So, tell me, what should we do about this?

Now, Liu Wei and I can't do this.

All our hopes lay on you, Brother.

Sister Mei is right. You're the only one who can do this.

I hope Master Zhou can do me this favor.

Money isn't a problem.

I heard long ago that Manager Yan was not an ordinary man.

Seeing you today,

you really have a face of wealth and fortune.

Hope your auspicious words come true.

But you really aren't ordinary, Manager Yan.

The fact that Boss Wu and I have arranged to meet,

how did you know that?

Who can do better physiognomy than Master Zhou in Liyuan?

Since Manager Yan is that righteous,

how can I say no?

Then, thank you in advance.

It's getting late. I'm leaving.

Since you are here on the mountain,

why not have your fortune told before you go?

Next time.

Okay!

"I would rather obey it than decline it politely."

- You are loyal. - A toast to "gold in the sea."

Manager Wu, how were the drinks today?

The drinks today were delightful.

Come drink again.

Today, it's been a pleasure to talk with Mr. Yan.

You really are the guardian angel in my life.

CEO Mei, you have amazing eyes for people.

Manager Wu has good eyes. When you say this,

I feel even more at ease.

Thank you, Boss Wu, for giving me the opportunity.

In the future, feel free to call on me for anything you need, Boss Wu.

I won't refuse under any circumstances.

Okay. At this point, I'll take my leave.

- Sister Mei. - After you.

- I'll be leaving. - Get some rest.

Ji Xiao'ou! Are you still Ji Xiao'ou?

For that Yan Jin, is it worth it to waste yourself like this?

Even if I waste myself, the bad guys won't know.

He'll never come back again. There's no need to torment yourself.

I can't forget him.

The more I want to forget,

the more the memories flow through my mind.

I just can't forget him. I can't forget him!

[Flowing Thoughts Cafe]

Hey!

What are you doing?

Why are you here?

If I hadn't come,

Ji Xiao'ou would have been sullied by a certain person.

No, you need to leave.

If Liu Wei's people find out, Ji Xiao'ou will suffer because of you.

As long as you don't report it, no one will know.

Yan Jin,

tell me the truth.

What you said to me at Lichuan, was it true?

If you're a man, tell the truth.

It was true.

Every word I said to you was true.

Don't leave me. Don't go.

Don't leave me alone by myself.

Sorry, Xiao'ou.

I'm sorry.

You need to go.

Come down with me.

Are you at all clear about your identity?

Ji Xiao'ou is only your sister.

You're the one who told me to look after her.

Did I let you pursue her and take advantage of her with the excuse of taking care of her?

Don't think that I don't know what you've been doing lately.

She's not even your woman.

You don't have any authority over what I do to her.

Ji Xiao'ou is absolutely my woman.

If it weren't for this case, she and I would have long been together.

What does it matter if you're together? As long as you're both not married, I can pursue her.

You're quite whimsical.

If Ji Xiao'ou knew your drug dealer identity,

- would she care for you? - She would!

In the past, I felt close to death.

I didn't have the right to like others.

But now, it's different. I'm on the police's side.

As long as I can redeem myself, my life still has hope.

Why can't I pursue the woman I love?

Not only will I pursue her, but I'll also do it boldly and madly.

Even if Ji Xiao'ou knows all this, she'll forgive me.

That's what you said yourself.

Forgiving isn't the same as loving.

Can you not understand this?

I mean, who gave you this confidence?

Even if you hadn't gone astray,

even though you are handsome and a great violinist,

you can't even guarantee you and your mom's daily necessities.

You don't even know what will happen in your future.

How could you provide for Ji Xiao'ou's happiness?

Not only you can give her nothing,

you will become a burden to her life.

But I'm different.

I can give Xiao'ou any kind of lifestyle she desires.

She can get married to me loud and proud.

She will have endless blessings if she's with me.

Are you so amazing just because you have money?

You can look down on people if you have money, is that it?

If you had a family like mine, a father like mine,

you probably wouldn't even be as well as me.

When you have a lofty life, you're just mooching off your father.

Without him, you are nothing.

Do you think people who are born well-off don't have to work properly?

If you don't try or strive for anything,

would money automatically come to your pocket? Dream on.

There're a lot of children who were born poor like you who can change their conditions by working hard.

And you?

You chose to do illegal stuff, chose to give up on yourself.

You used your life in exchange for money.

Zhan Yu,

this is your only chance.

Don't think about those useless things.

Now is the critical moment of the trade between Xiao Meiren and Wu Feng.

All you need to do is to pick up your energy and fully cooperate with me.

If this operation fails because of you,

I won't forgive you.

At that time, Zhan Yu and Ji Xiao'ou were really close.

How did it feel for you?

I was worried,

but I was at the critical stage of this case.

Liu Wei made a lot of mess for me. I really couldn't care about this.

You knew that Zhan Yu wasn't serious about working with the police.

Why didn't you arrest him?

Liu Wei is a hard person to earn trust from.

If I had messed with his people at that time, he would've figured it out.

If it was because of this

that affected the mission, wouldn't I win the battle but lose the war?

You are pretty reasonable.

We should be reasonable as humans.

Especially for people like us.

As police, we can't let our emotions make decisions for us.

From what I'm hearing,

you made a mistake in the past because of your emotions?

No.

Did it have to do with Zhan Yu?

A pitiful person must have certain spiteful characters.

Ji Xiao'ou and I were tricked by his pitiful background,

and his innocent lying face.

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''From Night to Day'' - Singer: Yang Haoming

♫ Your eyes are free like dreams ♫

♫ Like how the blue whale gently swallows and spits the water ♫

♫ The palm lines reincarnate to waiting in this life ♫

♫ To waiting in this life ♫

♫ You control my heart's rhythm ♫

♫ I love you, please come to my universe ♫

♫ Don't cry, hold tight to my hand ♫

♫ Joy and tears ♫

♫ Every little memory belongs to you ♫

♫ From night to day ♫

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♫ Don't cry, hold tight to my hand ♫

♫ Joy and tears ♫

♫ Every little memory belongs to you ♫

♫ From night to day ♫

♫ Without you ♫

♫ From night to day ♫