All language subtitles for Saving.Hope.S04E02_Legendas01.ENG

[ SIREN WAILING ]

[ HEART MONITOR BEEPING ]

[ SIGHS ]

OFFICER, MORNING.

I NEED TO CHANGE
THIS PATIENT'S CATHETER.

MAYBE YOU'D LIKE
TO GIVE US SOME PRIVACY.

ISN'T THAT A NURSE'S JOB?

UH, YEAH, BUT, UH...NEVER AROUND
WHEN YOU NEED ONE, RIGHT?

WELL, THE GUY'S IN A COMA.
NOT LIKE HE CARES.

I GUESS I COULD GET A COFFEE.
[ CLEARS THROAT ]

I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.

THANK YOU.

YOU WERE IN MY HOME.

THAT IS NOT GONNA HAPPEN
AGAIN.

YOU WANTED TO TALK.
NOW'S YOUR CHANCE.

CHARLIE.[ INHALES SHARPLY ]

HEY.WHAT BRINGS YOU UP HERE?

UH, UH, I WAS SUPPOSED TO
MEET, UM, DR. HART.

I GUESS
HE'S RUNNING LATE.

RIGHT.
[ SIGHS ]

SO, WHAT WAS UP WITH YOU
LAST NIGHT?

YOU DIDN'T COME TO BED.
MNH.

I JUST GOT A LOT ON MY MIND.

CAN I HELP?

NO.

NO, IT'S NOTHING
I CAN'T HANDLE.

Dr. Singh:
WE NEED TO FILL THE POSITION
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

WHEN WE CONTACTED DR. KATZ, SHE
RECOMMENDED YOU VERY HIGHLY.

HOW IS SYDNEY?

HARD TO SAY.

NOT REALLY ONE FOR SMALL TALK,
IS SHE?

NO, SHE ISN'T.
[ CHUCKLES ]

SO, WHAT DO YOU THINK,
DR. LIN?

YOU WANT TO
COME TO CLEVELAND?

I'M REALLY FLATTERED
TO BE HEADHUNTED.

WE CALL IT
SURGICAL RECRUITING.

RIGHT.

BUT IT'S A LOT
TO THINK ABOUT.

UM, MAY I TAKE THE DAY
TO DECIDE?

OF COURSE.

BUT WE DO NEED TO
PRESENT OUR CANDIDATE

TO THE BOARD TOMORROW.

BYE FOR NOW.

I LOOK FORWARD TO
HEARING YOUR ANSWER.

ME TOO.

[ SIGHS ]

SO, GIVE ME ALL THE DIRT.
WHAT'S BEEN GOING ON?

MASSIVE DEBT, TONS OF
RESPONSIBILITY, NO AUTHORITY.

I'M BASICALLY
A GLORIFIED TEMP.

WELL, AREN'T YOU
JUST A RAY OF SUNSHINE?

WE HAVE TO GET STAFF JOBS,
ALEX.

I KNOW.
PROBLEM IS, THERE AREN'T ANY.

LET ME ASK YOU --

IF A GOOD JOB CAME UP
OUT OF TOWN, WOULD YOU TAKE IT?

I DON'T KNOW.
CHARLIE'S HERE.

WE'VE GOT THE CONDO,
A GREAT NANNY,

BUT FOR YOU, MAGS, IT MIGHT BE
EVERYTHING YOU'RE LOOKING FOR.

[ PAGER VIBRATES ]

DAWN WANTS TO SEE ME.

MM. DAWN HASN'T WANTED TO SEE ME
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE.

CONSIDER YOURSELF LUCKY.

[ SIGHS ]

[ UP-TEMPO MUSIC PLAYING ]

♪ SO SORRY

[ KNOCK ON WALL ]

GOOD MORNING, ALEX.
COME IN.

YEAH.
YOU WANTED TO SEE ME?

YES. I HAVE A WELCOME-BACK
SURPRISE FOR YOU,

AND I THINK
YOU'RE GONNA LIKE IT.

YOU SEEM...

I SEEM...?

I DON'T KNOW.

HAPPY, I GUESS.

WELL, THANK YOU
FOR CALLING ATTENTION TO IT

AND MAKING ME FEEL
SELF-CONSCIOUS.

AND YOU'RE BACK.

DR. CLARA LEVINE --
YOU KNOW HER?

ABSOLUTELY.
SHE'S GEN-SURG ROYALTY.

WELL, SHE NEEDS SOMEONE TO
ASSIST HER IN THE O.R. TODAY.

AND?

AND SHE'S BRINGING HER PATIENT
DOWN TO THE O.R. NOW.

CLARA DOES NOT
LIKE TO WAIT.

GREAT.
THEN I'D BETTER GET GOING.

OH, AND DAWN?
HMM?

THOSE WERE
SOME PRETTY SWEET MOVES.

[ MUSIC CONTINUES ]

DR. LEVINE,
GOOD TO SEE YOU.

ALEX.
GLAD YOU COULD JOIN ME.

THE PATIENT IS A 37-YEAR-OLD
VETERINARIAN KICKED BY A HORSE.

AND IF IT MAKES YOU
FEEL ANY BETTER,

SOMETIMES HUMANS
KICK THEIR DOCTORS, TOO.

UGH.
NOT WITH 2,000 POUNDS OF FORCE.

OH, DON'T WORRY.

WE'LL HAVE YOU RIGHT AS RAIN
IN NO TIME.

THE, UH, IMAGING SHOWS
THE KICK LACERATED HER SPLEEN.

THAT'LL HAVE TO COME OUT.

I WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR
THE OPPORTUNITY TO ASSIST.

YOU ARE AN INSPIRATION.

OH, DAMN IT.

I LEFT MY PHONE
IN THE E.R.

YOU START PREPPING,
AND I WILL BE RIGHT BACK.

YOU BET.

[ TELEPHONE RINGING ]

Dean: SEVENTH TIME'S THE CHARM,
EH, DR. HARRIS?

WELL, IT DEFINITELY LOOKS LIKE
IT'S HEALING,

BUT ONLY YOU KNOW
HOW IT FEELS, DEAN.

WELL, IT FEELS GOOD
HAVING SEVEN SURGERIES BEHIND ME

AND ONLY --
WELL, MAYBEONE TO GO.

[ SIGHS ] YEAH. SIX MONTHS AGO,
THIS LEG WAS ROADKILL.

EVEN I HAD MY DOUBTS
WE'D SAVE IT.

UM, YOU KEEPING UP
WITH THE PHYSIO?

BEST AS I CAN, BUT I GOT TO
SPEND TIME AT THE SHOP.

THE PLACE IS IN EVEN WORSE SHAPE
THAN I AM.

IF YOU WANT SOMETHING DONE
RIGHT...

YOU DO IT YOURSELF.
EXACTLY.

SO, WHAT NOW, DR. HARRIS?
WE SCHEDULE ANOTHER SURGERY?

UM [SIGHS] I WANT TO SEE HOW
THAT DAMAGED NERVE IS DOING,

SO LET'S GET YOU UP.

[ GRUNTS ] THANKS.

[ GROANING LIGHTLY ]

[ CLEARS THROAT ] WITH THE
BRACE, I GET AROUND PRETTY GOOD.

YEAH. DR. HAMZA IS GONNA DO
A CONDUCTION STUDY,

SEE IF THAT NERVE
IS REGENERATING.

HOPEFULLY WE'LL SEE
AN IMPROVEMENT THIS TIME.

YOU WILL. TRUST ME.

[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]

UH, DEAN, I NOTICED, UM, YOU
MADE AN EARLY RENEWAL REQUEST

FOR YOUR PAIN MEDS.

HOW ARE YOU COPING
THESE DAYS?

OH, JUST FINE.

YEAH? UH...

CHARLIE, I SHOULD NEVER
HAVE COME TO YOUR HOUSE.

I GET THAT.

YOU OKAY THERE, DOC?

UM, YEAH.

--Captions by VITAC--

I KNOW I WAS OUT OF LINE, OKAY?
BUT I-I --

LOOK, COME ON.
DON'T IGNORE ME, ALL RIGHT?

Y-YOU'RE ALL I'VE GOT.

[ DOOR CLOSES ]YOU WERE IN MY HOME.

I WANTED TO TALK.
I DIDN'T MEAN TO FREAK YOU OUT.

I'M NOT THE BAD GUY
YOU THINK I AM.

YOU'RE A CONVICTED MURDERER,
MR. CRENSHAW.

YOU'RE THE VERY DEFINITION
OF A BAD GUY.

LOOK,
YOU DON'T NEED TO LIKE ME,

BUT I AM IN A SITUATION HERE,
AND I NEED YOUR HELP.

[ HAND TAPPING ]

YOU'RE IN A COMA.

TRUST ME --
THERE'S NOTHING MORE I'D LIKE

THAN TO HELP YOU
GET OUT OF THIS HOSPITAL.

SO, IF I CAN DO THAT,
I WILL.

BUT WE COMMUNICATE
ON MY TERMS.

AND RULE NUMBER ONE IS,
YOU STAY AWAY FROM MY FAMILY.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

BUT --I SAID, DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

[ SIREN WAILING ]

[ HEART MONITOR BEEPING ]

[ SIGHS ]

[ TELEPHONE RINGS ]

ROUGH NIGHT?

HEY. NO.
IT WAS A GREAT NIGHT...

JUST A BIT OF A LATE ONE.

MM.

ALSO, I DESERVE A BREAK.

I JUST DEALT WITH A
KID'S BIRTHDAY PARTY
GONE HORRIBLY WRONG.

MOLTEN CHEESE BURNS AND PUNCTURE
WOUNDS FROM POINTY FORKS.

OHH.

FONDUE AND 5-YEAR-OLDS DON'T MIX
IS THE OBVIOUS LESSON HERE.YEP.

WELL, THAT AND GET OUT OF
THE E.R. WHILE YOU CAN.

YEAH. NOT UNTIL I PUT A DENT
IN MY STUDENT LOAN

OR A GOOD STAFF JOB
COMES ALONG.

WELL, WHEN IT DOES,
RUN FOR THE HILLS.

I MEAN,
I LIKE IT HERE.

AND I HAVE MY FRIENDS
AND...

PLACES ARE JUST CONCRETE
AND STEEL,

AND FRIENDS GET OVER EACH OTHER
FASTER THAN YOU THINK.

HMM.YOU KNOW, THEY DID A STUDY,

A STUDY ON THE AVERAGE TIME
IT TAKES

TO BE FORGOTTEN
IN THE WORKPLACE.

GUESS HOW LONG.

I...

2 1/2 DAYS.
OH.

THAT'S KIND OF SOBERING,
ISN'T IT,

THAT NO ONE MISSES ANYONE,
NOT FOR LONG.

RIGHT. GOOD TO KNOW.
[ SIGHS ]

ONE OF YOU GOT A SEC?

YEAH.

[ SIREN WAILING ]

[ RADIO CHATTER ]

WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?DIDN'T EVEN GET A NAME.

OKAY.

HI. I'M DR. LIN.

I SEE YOU HAVE A CUT
ON YOUR HEAD THERE, MS...?

UH, I'M ACTUALLY FINE.
I WAS JUST ABOUT TO GO.

I THINK
YOU SHOULD STAY HERE.

UM, CAN YOU TELL ME
WHAT HAPPENED?

IT'S JUST I'VE --
I'VE, UH, LOST MY PURSE,

BUT I'LL -- I'LL COME BACK
AFTER I'VE FOUND IT.

OH, WE CAN HAVE SOMEONE FIND IT
FOR YOU.

DO YOU KNOW
WHERE YOU SAW IT LAST?

I FELL DOWN IN THE STREET
ON MY WAY.

UM, I THINK IT'S PROBABLY
JUST OUTSIDE.

SOMEBODY COULD STEAL IT.
I SHOULD GO --HOLD ON. HOLD ON.

I REALLY --
I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR THIS.

JUST -- JUST LET ME
CLEAN UP THE CUT. PLEASE?

COME WITH ME.

[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]IT'S OKAY.

YOU JUST HAD A BABY,
DIDN'T YOU?

YES. LUKE. 11 MONTHS.
DO YOU HAVE KIDS?

NO, NO KIDS FOR ME.

[ WATER RUNNING ]IT WAS ALL WORK.

[ WATER TURNS OFF ]

BESIDES, IN THOSE DAYS,
IF YOU STEPPED AWAY,

THEY WOULD NEVER LET YOU BACK IN
AGAIN.

AH, DR. CURTIS.

DO YOU TWO KNOW EACH OTHER?

WE MET YESTERDAY.

SEVERAL TIMES, IN FACT.

GOOD TO SEE YOU AGAIN,
DR. REID.

I HAVE HEARD WONDERFUL THINGS
ABOUT THIS YOUNG MAN.

I'VE INVITED HIM TO OBSERVE.

IF YOU DON'T MIND, DR. REID.

NOT AT ALL.

I'VE FINISHED SCRUBBING.
YOU CAN TAKE MY PLACE.

[ WATER RUNNING ]

[ ELECTRICITY CRACKLES ]Dean: [ GRUNTS ]

ALMOST DONE, MR. POWELL.[ COMPUTER BEEPS ]

NOT TOO UNCOMFORTABLE,
I HOPE?

MNH. BARELY FEEL IT.

HAVING YOUR LEG CRUSHED
BY A FORKLIFT

MUST REALLY
MAKE PAIN RELATIVE.

YEAH.[ ELECTRICITY CRACKLES ]

INTERESTING FACT -- A MAJOR PAIN
RECEPTOR IN THE LOWER LEG

IS CALLED
THE SAPHENOUS NERVE,

DERIVED FROM THE ARABIC WORD
"SAFIN,"

MEANING HIDDEN OR CONCEALED,

BUT THAT'S ACTUALLY IN REFERENCE
TO THE SAPHENOUS VEIN,

WHICH WAS KIND OF HIDDEN,

AT LEAST IF YOU WERE PRACTICING
MEDICINE IN THE MIDDLE AGES.

[ LAUGHS ]

[ COMPUTER BEEPS ]

ALMOST DONE, MR. POWELL.

WELL, LOOK WHO I FOUND
JUST WANDERING THE HALLS.

HEY, DANIELLE.

DR. HAMZA'S JUST ABOUT FINISHED
ELECTROCUTING ME.

OKAY.[ COMPUTER BEEPS ]

ALL FINISHED, DR. HARRIS.

UH, WHY DON'T YOU TWO
GO GRAB SOME LUNCH,

AND WE'LL HAVE THE RESULTS
WHEN YOU GET BACK?

THANK YOU, DOCTORS.

THANK YOU.

HOW'D IT GO?
[ SIGHS ]

ZERO IMPROVEMENT
IN THE PERONEAL NERVE.

SO, THE MOTOR NERVE
IS NOT FUNCTIONING,

WHILE THE SENSORY NERVE
IS CAUSING HIM MUCH AGONY.

IT'S IRONIC
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT.

HE KEEPS TELLING ME
PAIN ISN'T A PROBLEM.

WELL, HE'S BECOME VERY GOOD
AT MASKING IT.

AND HE WANTS
ANOTHER SURGERY.

OKAY, I KNOW HOW MUCH TIME
YOU'VE SPENT WITH HIM, CHARLIE,

BUT THAT LEG IS NEVER
GONNA FUNCTION PROPERLY.

AND IN MY OPINION,
THE PAIN IS NEVER GONNA GO AWAY.

THEN HE'LL LIKELY END UP
SELF-MEDICATING TO MANAGE IT.

IF HE ISN'T ALREADY.

CHARLIE, I THINK IT'S TIME
YOU RE-OPENED THE SUBJECT

OF AMPUTATION.

[ MONITORS BEEPING ]

YOU'RE MARRIED
TO CHARLIE HARRIS, RIGHT?

NOT MARRIED BUT TOGETHER.

AH.

CHARLIE'S A GREAT SURGEON.

AND ACCORDING TO, UH, DAWN,
SO ARE YOU.

SHE SAID THAT?

I TRAINED DAWN WHEN
SHE WAS A RESIDENT.

SUCH A NERVOUS LITTLE THING.

SHE USED TO FOLLOW ME AROUND
LIKE A PUPPY.

I'M SURE WE'D ALL LOVE TO HEAR
SOME YOUNG DAWN BELL STORIES.

AH, ONE DAY
I'LL TELL YOU THE STORY

OF HOW SHE ACCIDENTALLY
SEWED HER FINGER ONTO A CADAVER.

[ LIGHT LAUGHTER ]

OKAY. SUCTION.

[ SUCTION WHIRRING ]

I THINK THAT'S GOT IT.

WE'RE READY TO REMOVE THE BAG.

DR. REID?

LOOKS GOOD TO ME.

HANG TIGHT THERE,
DR. CURTIS.

YOU'LL GET YOUR TURN
IN A MOMENT.

IT NEVER GETS OLD, BOSSING
HANDSOME YOUNG MEN AROUND.

[ CHUCKLES ]

Maggie: WHERE ARE YOU FROM,
NATALIE?UH, I LIVE HERE.

I WAS AT THE HOTEL, UM,
JUST TAKING A LITTLE BREAK.THANK YOU.

A BREAK FROM WHAT?YOU SAID THIS WAS ONLY GONNA BE,
UM, A MINUTE.

CAN YOU GET OFF ME? WH-WH-WHY --
WHY ARE YOU DOING THAT?WE'RE JUST -- JUST --

OKAY, WE'RE JUST DRAWING
SOME BLOOD FOR A TOX SCREEN.

IT'S OKAY.NO, I'M NOT --
I'M NOT ON DRUGS, OKAY?

OKAY. JUST A PINCH.OW.

EASY. EASY, NOW.OKAY. JUST HOLD YOUR ARM STILL
FOR ME.

WE'RE ALMOST DONE.[ EXHALES SHARPLY ]

OKAY, NO, I'VE, UH --
I'VE BEEN HERE LONG ENOUGH.

NO. DON'T GO YET.
I JUST WANT YOU TO WAIT
FOR THE TEST RESULTS.

JUST 10 MORE MINUTES,
OKAY?

NATALIE!
NO!

NATALIE, CALM DOWN.

SOMEBODY CALL SECURITY.

Zach: OKAY. WHOA.NATALIE!

I GOT HER. I GOT HER.DON'T MAKE ME WAIT
FOR THE TOX SCREEN,

AND DON'T MAKE ME FORM YOU
UP TO PSYCH.

JUST TELL ME
WHAT YOU'RE WITHDRAWING FROM

SO I CAN HELP YOU.
OKAY, shh, shh, shh, shh.

[ GASPS ]

I KNOW IT'S THE FUTURE,
BUT VIDEO-GAME SURGERY

REALLY TAKES THE FUN OUT OF
DIVING INTO AN OPEN CAVITY.

OKAY, I THINK
WE'RE ABOUT DONE HERE.

CLIPS.

TOWEL.
[ INHALES SHARPLY ]

AND, UH, CAN WE LOWER
THE TEMPERATURE A LITTLE MORE,

PLEASE?

DR. LEVINE,
SHOULD WE CONSIDER

CLOSING THE VESSELS
WITH SUTURE LIGATURE?

THOSE CLIPS ALONE MAY LET GO
AND CAUSE HER TO HEMORRHAGE.

I DON'T SEE ANY DANGER
OF HEMORRHAGING.

IF I START SUTURING EVERY VESSEL
WITH THESE CHOPSTICKS,

WE'RE GONNA BE HERE
ALL NIGHT.

BUT BASED ON MY EXPERIENCE,

WE MAY HAVE MORE CERTAINTY
WITH SUTURE LIGATURE.

BASED ON YOUR EXPERIENCE?

LISTEN, I DON'T MEAN
TO BE OUT OF LINE HERE.

WELL, AS LONG AS YOU DON'T MEAN
TO BE OUT OF LINE.

DR. SHARPE,
HOW'S HER B.P.?

SHE'S STEADY, DR. LEVINE.

SINCE WE'RE ALMOST DONE
HERE,

HOW ABOUT WE LET PATRICK STEP IN
FOR A MOMENT?

I'D REALLY LIKE HIM
TO HAVE A CHANCE TO ASSIST.

YES. OF COURSE.

[ MONITORS BEEPING ]

Natalie: UH, I'M SORRY.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME
BEFORE,

BUT THIS, UH --
THIS ISN'T NECESSARY.

OKAY, HOLD YOUR HANDS OUT
FOR ME, PLEASE.

[ SIGHS ]

CAN YOU TELL ME
HOW LONG IT'S BEEN

SINCE YOUR LAST DRINK
OF ALCOHOL?

OH, NO, THIS -- THIS -- IT'S,
UM, JUST THAT I'M ANXIOUS.

ARE YOU MODERATELY ANXIOUS,
OR ARE YOU --

I'M VERY, VERY ANXIOUS
BECAUSE I'M STUCK HERE
TALKING TO IDIOTS,

AND EVERY SECOND
I GET MORE ANXIOUS,

AND I'M ABOUT
TO START SCREAMING.OKAY.

GET THAT OUT OF MY EYES!
OH, MY GOD!

[ SIGHS ]

HOW MANY DRINKS DO YOU HAVE
A DAY, NATALIE?

IF I FINISH YOUR TEST,
WILL YOU LEAVE ME ALONE?

A FEW AT THE END OF THE DAY, A
COUPLE AT LUNCH IF I'M STRESSED.

ARE YOU STRESSED A LOT?

YES. I WORK IN ADVERTISING.
IT'S A VERY STRESSFUL JOB.

OKAY, SO, 4 OR 5 A DAY,
MAYBE 35 A WEEK?

UH, THAT SOUNDS LIKE A LOT.

BUT I KNOW
THAT I SHOULD CUT BACK.

WERE YOU IN THE HOTEL
TRYING TO DETOX FROM ALCOHOL?

YES.

BUT I'M NOT AN ALCOHOLIC.

WHAT ABOUT DRUGS?
ARE YOU ON ANYTHING?

I ALREADY TOLD YOU.
I DON'T DO DRUGS.

OKAY, JUST STOPPING LIKE THAT
COULD DO YOU SERIOUS HARM

IF YOUR BODY'S BECOME DEPENDENT
ON ALCOHOL.

YOU'RE RIGHT. I WAS, UH,
GOING ABOUT THIS WRONG.

THE TIMING IS ALL WRONG.

NO, THAT'S NOT
WHAT I'M SAYING.

I HAVE SO MUCH GOING ON
RIGHT NOW,

AND AT WORK, THEY ALREADY
TREAT ME LIKE I'M --

THE THING IS, I HAVE ALREADY
TAKEN A FEW DAYS LEAVE.

SO, UH, I REALLY
SHOULD GET BACK --

NATALIE, YOU CLEARLY
WANTED TO MAKE A CHANGE.

I CAN HELP YOU DO THAT.

JUST LET ME GIVE YOU SOMETHING
FOR YOUR ANXIETY

SO YOU CAN DETOX
UNDER MEDICAL SUPERVISION.

I-I TOLD YOU.

I AM TRULY SORRY ABOUT BEFORE,
BUT THAT SOUNDS EXTREME.

I THINK YOU NEED HELP,
RIGHT HERE AND RIGHT NOW.

FINE. UM, I WILL TAKE THE MEDS
JUST TO CALM ME DOWN,

AND THEN WE'LL SEE.

OKAY.
MADDIE, CAN I GET THE I.V.?

[ SIGHS ]

[ MONITORS BEEPING ]

DR. LEVINE,
THEY'RE READY IN O.R. 7.

TELL THEM I'M EN ROUTE.

PATRICK, JOIN ME

AFTER YOU'VE FINISHED SUTURING
THOSE PORT SITES.

YOU WANT ME TO -- MM.
YES, OF COURSE.

THANK YOU
FOR THE OPPORTUNITY.

WELL, THIS IS AWKWARD.

DID I JUST GET CUT
FROM THE TEAM?

I'M NOT EVEN SURE YOU'RE STILL
IN THE LEAGUE.

THANKS FOR THE BACKUP,
BY THE WAY.

IN ORDER TO BACK YOU UP,

I'D HAVE TO HAVE SUPPORTED
YOUR POINT OF VIEW.

WE WERE LOOKING AT
THE SAME MONITOR.

YOU REALLY FEEL CONFIDENT
THAT THOSE CLIPS ARE GONNA HOLD?

I BELIEVE CLARA LEVINE WAS
PERFORMING SPLENECTOMIES

BEFORE WE WERE BORN.

NOT LAPAROSCOPICALLY,
SHE WASN'T.

NOT TO MENTION,
YOU GET ON HER BAD SIDE,

YOU MIGHT AS WELL
TOSS YOUR CAREER IN THE BIN.

NOW LET'S BE EXTRA CAREFUL
WITH THESE PORT SITES.

PATIENT'S NOT HERNIATING
ON MY WATCH.

SINCE WHEN DID IT
BECOME YOURWATCH?

WHEN YOU TOLD LEVINE
SHE WAS SLOPPY.

I DIDN'T SAY THAT.YES, YOU DID.

NO.
I WAS RECOMMENDING CAUTION.

SENIORITY DOESN'T
MAKE HER IMMUNE TO MISTAKES.

SO, KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT
AND CHECK ON THE PATIENT LATER.

THERE'S A HIERARCHY.I KNOW THAT, PATRICK.

BESIDES, SHE'S BEEN BOOKING
SOLID O.R. DAYS ALL MONTH.

YOU'RE TWO DAYS BACK FROM
MAT LEAVE. YOU ASK ME --

I DIDN'T.BUT I'M GONNA TELL YOU ANYWAY,
ALEX.

YOU SHOULD APOLOGIZE.

THE PERONEAL NERVE
SUFFERED TOO MUCH DAMAGE.

AFTER SIX MONTHS,
WE NEED TO ACCEPT THE FACT

THAT IT'S NOT
GOING TO RECOVER.

DEAN, YOU'LL NEVER HAVE
PROPER MOBILITY IN THAT LEG.

IT'LL GET THERE,
DR. HARRIS.

I'LL FIGHT HARDER.
I'LL DO THE PHYSIO.

[ SIGHS ]

WELL...
GIVEN THE PAIN YOU'RE IN,

I'M NOT SURE THAT FIGHTING
IS THE RIGHT PLAY ANYMORE.

I ALREADY TOLD YOU,
I'M NOT SUFFERING.

DEAN, COME ON.

OKAY.

I HAVE SOME GOOD DAYS,
I HAVE SOME BAD DAYS,

JUST LIKE ANYBODY ELSE.

[ SIGHS ]

WHAT EXACTLY ARE YOU SAYING,
DR. HARRIS?

I'M SAYING THAT WE AT LEAST
NEED TO HAVE A CONVERSATION

ABOUT THE PROS AND CONS
OF KEEPING THE LEG

VERSUS THE PROS AND CONS
OF AMPUTATION.

YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME.

JUST HEAR HIM OUT, DEAN.

LOOK, I TOLD YOU
AFTER THE ACCIDENT

THAT THAT WAS NOT
AN OPTION.

WHAT IS IT? ARE YOU JUST
TOO LAZY TO STICK THIS OUT?

[ INHALES SHARPLY ]

I DID THE SURGERIES

BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT
WAS YOUR BEST OPTION.

I DON'T THINK THAT ANYMORE.

IF YOU WON'T SAVE MY LEG,
I'LL FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL.

I WANT A NEW SURGEON.

[ MONITORS BEEPING ]

ALEX?

SHOULDN'T YOU BE IN THE O.R.
WITH DR. LEVINE?

I'M JUST FOLLOWING UP WITH
THIS PATIENT BETWEEN SURGERIES.

HOW ARE THINGS GOING WITH CLARA
SO FAR?

SHE'S GREAT.
IT'S GREAT.

I'M A LITTLE CONCERNED
ABOUT THIS PATIENT.

HER B.P. SHOULDN'T BE SO LOW,
AND HER HEART RATE'S HIGH.

WAS THERE A PROBLEM
WITH THE SURGERY?

NO.
THERE MAY BE A COMPLICATION.

YOU KNOW WHAT? I WILL FOLLOW UP
WITH DR. LEVINE.

PAY CLOSE ATTENTION.

SHE'S HAD A GREAT CAREER.

THIS COULD BE A GOOD OPPORTUNITY
FOR YOU.

[ SIGHS ]

[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]

[ INDISTINCT SPEAKING
OVER P.A. ]

ABOUT YOUR PATIENT --
I HEARD YOU TWO TALKING.

[ EXHALES SLOWLY ]

I'M IN AN ELEVATOR,
SO I MAY LOSE YOU.

YOU SPYING ON ME NOW?

IT'S NOT LIKE THAT.
[ STAMMERS ]

I THOUGHT MAYBE
I COULD HELP YOU OUT.

I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP.

I CAN WATCH HIM
WITHOUT HIM KNOWING,

FIGURE OUT
WHAT HE'S REALLY AFRAID OF.

I'M PRETTY SURE HE'S AFRAID
OF, UH, LOSING HIS LEG, TOM.

[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]SURE.

BUT MAYBE THERE'S MORE TO IT
THAN THAT.

I MEAN,
I GOT NOTHING BUT TIME HERE.

LET ME HELP YOU.

WELL,
YOU COULD START BY, UM...

NOT CREEPING ON ME
LIKE A GIANT TANGERINE.

DON'T JUST TELL ME
TO GO TO HELL AGAIN.

I'M SERVING LIFE IN PRISON.
I'VE ALREADY MADE THAT TRIP.

REALLY WANT TO HELP?
CHANGE MY PATIENT'S MIND.

[ ELEVATOR BELL DINGS ]

ZACH.

HEY. ARE YOU SENDING HER
UP TO PSYCH?

I THINK
SHE SHOULD STAY HERE.

SHE COULD GO INTO
SERIOUS WITHDRAWAL.

SHE SAYS SHE HAS 35 DRINKS
A WEEK.

35?
MM-HMM.

SO, YOU DOUBLE THAT,
YOU'RE LOOKING AT 70.

[ WHISTLES ] SHE'S LIKE
A ONE-WOMAN FRAT HOUSE.

YEAH.

I'M GONNA FIND HER A BED
IN DETOX.

I DON'T WANT HER LEAVING.

IF SHE'S AS BAD AS I THINK,
THE WITHDRAWAL COULD KILL HER.

OKAY, ADMIT HER.[ GROANING ]

SHE'S SEIZING.

[ HEART MONITOR BEEPING
RAPIDLY ]

OKAY.
PROTECT HER AIRWAY.

OKAY.GRAB THAT ARM.

KEEP HER
FROM PULLING OUT THAT I.V.LET'S GET SOME HIGH-FLOW O2
IN HERE!

OKAY, PROTECT HER AIRWAY.
LET'S MOVE THIS BED!

[ GASPING ]

Maggie:
NATALIE, YOU'VE HAD A SEIZURE,
OKAY, BUT WE'VE GOT YOU.SHE'S IN FULL BLOWN D.T.s.

JUST HOLD HER DOWN.OKAY,
WHERE'S THAT TOX SCREEN?

I'LL GET IT.Natalie: OH, MY GOD!
OH, MY GOD!

OH, MY GOD!WHAT IS IT, NATALIE?
WHAT IS IT, NATALIE?

DON'T YOU SEE?!10 MILLIGRAMS OF DIAZEPAM.

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU GIVEN HER
ALREADY?PLENTY.

SHE SAID SHE DIDN'T, BUT SHE
MUST HAVE A PILL ADDICTION

AS WELL AS THE ALCOHOL.YEAH, BUT IF YOU GIVE HER
TOO MUCH DIAZEPAM,

YOU KNOW THAT YOU RISK
COMPROMISING HER BREATHING,

RIGHT?
OKAY, SO WE VENT HER,

BUT WE CAN'T HAVE HER SEIZING
AGAIN OR HURTING HERSELF.

DO IT.
TOX SCREENS.

YOU NEED TO SEE THIS.OKAY. TAKE THIS.

WATCH HER HEAD.
WATCH HER HEAD.

HOLD HER DOWN.

YEP, HIGH LEVEL
OF BENZODIAZEPINES

ALREADY IN HER SYSTEM.
20 MILLIGRAMS.

I'M GONNA PUSH HER
PAST HER TOLERANCE,

GET HER STABLE,
AND TAKE HER UP TO DETOX.

HERE WE GO. HERE WE GO.ALMOST THERE.

OKAY.
YOU'RE OKAY. YOU'RE OKAY.

[ CRYING ]Shh, shh.

IT'S OKAY.

[ Sobbing ]
PLEASE GET ME OUT OF HERE.

I CAN'T BE HERE ANYMORE.

WE'RE GONNA GET YOU BETTER,
OKAY?

WE'RE GONNA GET YOU BETTER.

DR. LEVINE?
HMM?

I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT
I SHOULDN'T HAVE QUESTIONED YOU

THAT WAY IN THE O.R.

THAT'S FINE.

HOW'S OUR ANIMAL DOCTOR
DOING?

THAT'S ACTUALLY WHY I'M HERE.
HER B.P. IS DROPPING.

SHE'S REACTING TO THE EPIDURAL.
HAVE ANESTHESIA TURN THAT DOWN.

OKAY.
THAT'S A POSSIBILITY.

BUT I THINK
WE NEED TO BE CERTAIN.

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?

I WOULD NEVER HAVE
QUESTIONED A SENIOR SURGEON

WHEN I WAS COMING UP.

HONESTLY, I'M JUST WORRIED ABOUT
THE WELL-BEING OF OUR PATIENT.

GIVE HER SOME FLUIDS.

TELL ME HOW SHE'S DOING
AT THE END OF THE DAY.

UNLESS YOU'D LIKE TO MICROMANAGE
THAT DECISION, AS WELL?

NO. I WOULDN'T.

[ PEN SCRATCHING ]

[ TELEPHONE RINGING ]

HE'S KEEPING HIS PAIN
A SECRET FROM HER OUT OF PRIDE.

I WATCHED HIM.

THE MOMENT SHE LEFT THE ROOM,
HE BROKE DOWN.

WHEN AMY KILLED HERSELF,
I WAS A MESS.

BUT STILL, I WAS PROUD.
I...

I WOULDN'T LET ANYONE SEE ME
LIKE THAT. I...

I DIDN'T WANT
TO LOOK WEAK.

INSTEAD,
IT MADE ME LOOK GUILTY.

IT -- IT RUINED MY LIFE...

...JUST LIKE YOUR GUY'S
RUINING HIS.

[ FOLDER CLOSES ]

MM-HMM.

OKAY. THANKS.

[ RECEIVER CLICKS ]

WELL, I GOT HER FULL NAME --
NATALIE DRYDEN.

TRIED TO GET IN TOUCH
WITH FAMILY, BUT NO LUCK.

HUSBAND LEFT A YEAR AGO
WITH THEIR DAUGHTER.

BOTH PARENTS AND A SISTER --
ALL DEAD.

SO, NO ONE TO STOP HER FROM
DRINKING HERSELF TO DEATH.

NO FRIENDS OR CO-WORKERS?

I TRIED CALLING HER WORK,

MADE UP A STORY
ABOUT FINDING HER PURSE.

THEY SAID SHE'D BEEN FIRED
WEEKS AGO.

HMM.

LISTEN [CLEARS THROAT]

THE QUESTION
YOU ASKED ME EARLIER

ABOUT GOING TO ANOTHER HOSPITAL,
THAT WASN'T HYPOTHETICAL,

WAS IT?
NO.

WHERE?

CLEVELAND.

GYNECOLOGICAL
STAFF POSITION.

WELL, IF YOU DON'T TAKE IT,
I WILL.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

[ SIGHS ]

LOOK, I CAN'T SPEAK FOR EVERYONE
HERE, MAGGIE LIN,

BUT I'LL TELL YOU RIGHT NOW
THAT IF YOU GO...

I'LL MISS THE HELL
OUT OF YOU.

I'M SERIOUS.

THANK YOU.

[ MONITORS BEEPING ]

MAY I HAVE HER CHART, PLEASE?
THANK YOU.

HELLO, CYNTHIA.

I'VE NEVER BEEN KICKED
BEFORE.

I WALKED INTO THAT STABLE.

[ BREATHES DEEPLY ]

IT WAS LIKE THAT HORSE
KNEW I WAS COMING.

YOU THINK THE HORSE KNEW
YOU WERE THERE TO EUTHANIZE HIM?

I DON'T HAVE
ANY OTHER EXPLANATION.

EVEN THROUGH THE PAIN,
HE WAS SCARED.

I KNOW THE FEELING.

TRY TO RELAX, OKAY?

THANK YOU.

YOU'RE WELCOME.

[ BREATHING HEAVILY ]

[ MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY ]

PAGE DR. LEVINE AND BOOK AN O.R.

AND CROSS AND TYPE THIS PATIENT
FOR FOUR UNITS.

I NEED HER BACK ON A TABLE
RIGHT NOW.

LET'S GO!

Alex:
HEY! ANY SIGN OF HER?

NO, BUT OPERATING ON LEVINE'S
PATIENT IS A RISKY MOVE, ALEX.

DOING NOTHING IS A BIGGER RISK,
AND I NEED YOU WITH ME.

I CAN'T DO IT ALONE.

AH, SO, THIS IS TO BE A CAREER
MURDER/SUICIDE, THEN, IS IT?

WONDERFUL.

WHOA! WHOA!
HEY.

BACK IT UP, WILL YOU?BACK -- BACK UP THE BED!

[ GASPS ]

HER CHEST TUBE'S
BEEN DISLODGED.

OKAY, WE GOT TO MOVE.

BETTER?

ARE YOU THIRSTY?

UM,
WHEN CAN YOU RELEASE ME?

I NEED TO
GET BACK TO WORK.

DON'T THINK ABOUT WORK
RIGHT NOW.

IT'S SO EMBARRASSING.

I'M NOT LIKE THIS.
THIS ISN'T ME.

I BELIEVE THAT.

OKAY,
I'M GONNA LET YOU REST.

YOU CAN STAY THE NIGHT,

AND THEN TOMORROW WE CAN TALK
ABOUT THE NEXT STEPS.

THE NEXT STEPS?

DON'T BE AFRAID.

YOU'RE GONNA DO MUCH BETTER HERE
WITH US

THAN YOU WOULD ALL ALONE
IN SOME HOTEL ROOM.

UM, MAYBE THERE'S,
UH, NO POINT TO THIS.

NATALIE, I DON'T KNOW
WHEN YOU DECIDED

YOU WEREN'T WORTH ANYTHING...
BUT YOU ARE.

YOU'RETHE POINT TO THIS.

[ SIGHS DEEPLY ]
OKAY.

NEW TUBE'S DRAINING WELL.
ONE LESS THING TO WORRY ABOUT.

GREAT.

YOU ARE UNBELIEVABLE.[ Chuckling ] SORRY?

INTRACORPOREAL SUTURING KIND OF
GIVES ME THE COLLYWOBBLES.

WHAT?

THAT IS TO SAY, IT --
IT MAKES ME NERVOUS.

WHO'S TO SAY
I'M NOT NERVOUS?

WELL, YOU DON'T SUTURE
LIKE YOU'RE NERVOUS.

HOW'S HER B.P.,
DR. SHARPE?

STILL LOW
AND GETTING LOWER.

HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?

I SUTURED ALL THE VESSELS
OF THE SPLENIC BED,

BUT IT'S STILL COMING PROXIMAL
TO THAT.

MAYBE A BRANCH
OF THE SPLENIC ARTERY?

OR IS IT POSSIBLE SOMETHING ELSE
WAS RUPTURED BY THE KICK?

WOULD HAVE SHOWED UP
IN THE IMAGING.

SOMETHING HAPPENED
IN THE FIRST SURGERY.

I WAS WATCHING.
SUCTION.

BUT WHEN WE SWITCHED PLACES,
NEITHER OF US WERE.

SO, YOU THINK --

PERHAPS
SHE NICKED SOMETHING.

[ SIGHS ]
THE TAIL OF THE PANCREAS.

AND THAT COULD HAVE
OPENED THE SPLENIC ARTERY.

[ SIGHS ]

WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO
OPEN HER UP.

LISTEN,
YOU COULD FIND A DOCTOR

TO PERFORM 20 OPERATIONS
ON THAT LEG,

AND IT WOULDN'T
CHANGE A THING.

Dean: WELL, THERE'S ONLY ONE WAY
TO FIND OUT.

[ SIGHS ]

I KNOW YOU WANT TO
FIGHT FOR THIS.

AND I WOULD, TOO.

BUT, UH,
YOU HAVE TO ASK YOURSELF,

ARE YOU FIGHTING
FOR THE RIGHT THING?

DO YOU WANT A LEG,
OR DO YOU WANT A LIFE?

WE GOT FIVE KIDS.

I'VE ALWAYS
TAKEN CARE OF MY FAMILY.

I'M NOT ABOUT TO
BECOME THEIR PROBLEM.

THE PAIN
THAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH

IS GONNA BECOME A BIGGER PROBLEM
FOR THEM

THAN ANY AMPUTATION COULD.

MAYBE IT ALREADY IS.

HE'S RIGHT, DEAN.

WHAT,
ARE YOU TAKING HIS SIDE NOW?

I'M NOT
TAKING ANYBODY'S SIDE.

YOU'RE A MESS.
YOU'RE ANGRY ALL THE TIME.

I WON'T HAVE YOU
CARE FOR A CRIPPLE.

YOU HAVE TO STOP
USING THAT WORD.

LISTEN,
I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRAZY,

BUT MAYBE LOSING THAT LEG
IS THE ONE THING

THAT'S GONNA MAKE YOU
FEEL NORMAL AGAIN.

[ SIGHS ]

I'M HAVING A HARD TIME IMAGINING
HOW MY LIFE WOULD EVEN WORK.

YEAH, YOU TRUST THE PEOPLE
THAT LOVE YOU.

THAT'S HOW IT'LL WORK.

THIS ISN'T THE 1950s.

I MEAN, THE PROSTHETICS
WE'RE USING NOW --

I MEAN...PEOPLE ARE
CLIMBING MOUNTAINS WITH THEM.

THEY'RE...

[ SIGHS ]

DON'T THINK OF THIS
AS GIVING UP.

THINK OF IT AS GETTING
RID OF THE ONE THING
THAT'S HOLDING YOU BACK.

[ MONITOR BEEPS ]

DR. LIN.

WHAT'S UP?

APART FROM ME NOT HAVING
ANY SURGERIES LATELY.

I WENT TO TAKE A BLANKET
FOR NATALIE DRYDEN.

SHE'S NOT IN HER BED.

WE'VE GOT
A MISSING PATIENT --

FEMALE, 30s,
LACERATIONS ON HER HEAD.

[ MONITORS BEEPING ]

COME ON.

THERE IT IS --
SPLENIC ARTERY.

WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING,
DO IT FAST.YOU SUTURE.

MM-HMM.

DR. REID, WHAT THE HELL
ARE YOU DOING WITH MY PATIENT?

I TRIED TO FIND YOU.
SHE WAS BOTTOMING OUT.

WELL, YOU SHOULD HAVE
TRIED HARDER.

DR. LEVINE --AND YOU, DR. CURTIS --

I SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT
YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER.

B.P.'s IN A NOSEDIVE, ALEX.

WE DON'T HAVE TIME TO TALK
RIGHT NOW,

BUT I WILL EXPLAIN IT TO YOU
LATER.

YOU'RE A JUNIOR SURGEON
WHO THINKS SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING.

WHAT DO YOU HAVE
TO EXPLAIN TO ME?

MY PATIENT IS --

DR. LEVINE,

DR. REID
IS SAVING THIS PATIENT.

WHATEVER YOU'VE GOT TO SAY, YOU
CAN SAY IT OUTSIDE OF THIS O.R.

LET'S GET BACK TO WORK.

NATALIE,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

I, UH, HAVE TO FIND MY PURSE.
I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK.

YOU'RE IN NO SHAPE TO LEAVE.
YOU COULD HAVE DIED TODAY.

DR. LIN, I THANK YOU
FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU
TRIED TO DO FOR ME.

I REALLY DO.

YOU'RE ALMOST
THROUGH THE WORST.

IF YOU LEAVE NOW,
YOU HAVE TO START OVER.

WHERE ARE YOU GONNA GO?I'LL -- I'LL COME BACK.

I WILL. TODAY -- THIS IS JUST --
THIS IS A BAD DAY FOR ME.

NATALIE.

I'M NOT ON LEAVE FROM WORK.
THEY FIRED ME.

I KNOW.

AND MY FAMILY --
THEY'RE GONE, TOO.

I KNOW.

SO, IT'S JUST YOU AND ME
AND A PROBLEM WE CAN SOLVE.

YOU DON'T KNOW
WHY THEY'RE GONE.

I CAN'T EVEN, UM,
SAY IT OUT LOUD.

I -- EVEN IF I FIX MYSELF,
I CAN'T EVER FIX THAT.

THAT IS ALL IN THE PAST
NOW.

I JUST -- I THOUGHT
THAT IF I COULD PUSH MYSELF,

IF I COULD JUST TRY
TO BE SOMETHING,

BUT...I DID, AND NOW I'M THIS,
AND I'M STUCK,

AND I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE
IF I CAN'T BREAK FREE

OR IF I JUST
DON'T WANT TO.

OKAY.
[ SIGHS ]

I CAN GET YOU LONG-TERM
TREATMENT FOR YOUR ALCOHOLISM.

[ SIGHS, GASPS ]

THIS MAY BE
YOUR LAST CHANCE.

DON'T YOU
WANT TO TAKE THAT?

NO.
[ WHIMPERS ]

[ SIREN WAILING ]

[ SIGHS ]

YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT DEAN.
HE AGREED TO THE AMPUTATION.

THAT'S GOOD.
I'M GLAD TO HEAR IT.

I'M GONNA ASK
TO HAVE YOUR WIFE'S X-RAYS

SENT
FROM HER FAMILY DOCTOR,

BUT, UM, BEFORE I DO THAT,
I'D LIKE TO HEAR YOUR STORY.

MY STORY IS
I DIDN'T KILL MY WIFE.

BUT IT'S MY FAULT
SHE'S GONE.

YOU SAID THAT, UH,
SHE TRIED TO HANG HERSELF

TWO YEARS BEFORE SHE DIED.

I DIDN'T TELL ANYONE.

SHE BEGGED ME NOT TO.

YOU'RE ONLY AS SICK
AS YOUR SECRETS.

ISN'T THAT WHAT THEY SAY?

WELL, I KEPT HERS.

AND NOW SHE'S GONE,
AND I'M...HERE...A PRISONER.

THE MEDICAL EXAMINER SAID
HE FOUND EVIDENCE

OF A BROKEN HYOID BONE
IN HER THROAT,

SAID IT WAS CONSISTENT
WITH PATTERNS OF ABUSE,

NOT PATTERNS
OF SUICIDE ATTEMPTS.

I TOLD YOU ABOUT
THE MEDICAL EXAMINER.

YEAH, YOU SAID THAT SOME OF
HIS CASES HAVE BEEN OVERTURNED.

A COUPLE OF THEM SO FAR.

DID YOU KILL YOUR WIFE?

NO. I DIDN'T.

I LOVED HER.

THANKS FOR LISTENING,
CHARLIE.

Alex: OKAY, I DON'T SEE
ANY MORE BLOOD.

LOOKS LIKE WE CAN CLOSE.

SHE'S STABLE.

WAYNE...

THANK YOU
FOR WHAT YOU SAID.

NEVER YELLED AT A SURGEON
BEFORE.

I THINK I LIKED IT.[ BOTH CHUCKLE ]

WELL, I HOPE
YOU NEVER DO IT TO ME.

WILL YOU CLOSE, PATRICK?

MM-HMM.

[ MONITORS BEEPING ]

I'M GOING TO EXPLAIN TO DAWN,
BUT DON'T WORRY.

WHATEVER HAPPENS, I'LL MAKE SURE
IT ONLY HAPPENS TO ME.

EASY, SPARTACUS.

I'VE GOT YOUR BACK.

THANK YOU.

ALEX, DID YOU OPERATE
ON DR. LEVINE'S PATIENT

WITHOUT HER KNOWLEDGE?

YES, I DID.

I TRIED TO REACH YOU.

AND WHEN SHE COULDN'T, SHE SNUCK
THE PATIENT INTO THE O.R.

I HEARD ABOUT
THE CHEST TUBE.

YOU ARE LUCKY SHE DIDN'T
HAVE A COLLAPSED LUNG.

ALEX, YOU SHOULD HAVE
TOLD ME ABOUT THIS.

[ KNOCK ON DOOR ]NOT NOW.

DR. CURTIS ASKED ME
TO DELIVER THIS.

HE SAID IT WAS URGENT.

BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I WAS
TRYING TO PROTECT YOU
FROM THE CONSEQUENCES.

Clara: THE ONLY PERSON FACING
CONSEQUENCES HERE IS YOU.

CLARA...

...YOU NEED TO
LOOK AT THAT.

HOW'S THE PATIENT DOING?

SHE'S OKAY.

GOOD.

THE SPLENIC ARTERY?

YES.

[ SIGHS ]

HOW DID I MISS THAT?

IT COULD HAVE
HAPPENED TO ANYONE.

NOT TO ME.

FIVE YEARS AGO,
THIS NEVER WOULD HAVE HAPPENED.

COULD YOU EXCUSE US,
PLEASE?

YES. OF COURSE.

[ SIGHS ]

CLARA,
YOU'VE HAD A BAD RUN.

MM. I KNOW.

AND IT'S GONE ON
LONG ENOUGH.

I NEED TO WALK AWAY.

I'VE BEEN AFRAID TO.
I'VE...

I'VE BEEN AFRAID OF THE NOTHING
THAT IS WAITING FOR ME.

CLARA --

PLEASE.

IT'S TIME.

♪ WE TRY TO TAKE OFF
ON TIME ♪

♪ BECAUSE WE CARE

♪ THE ANIMALS
WERE AWFULLY KIND ♪

♪ TO LEAD US THERE

HEY.
SOMEONE FOUND THIS.

♪ THEY FELT US NEAR

PUT IT IN LOST AND FOUND.

SHE WON'T BE BACK.

OKAY.

♪ THE WAY WAS CLEAR

♪ EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU KNOW

♪ WHERE YOU BELONG

♪ HOW CAN YOU EXPECT TO GROW

♪ WHEN YOU STAY HOME?

♪ YOUR FEET ARE GOLD

♪ GET OFF THE ROAD

♪ WE SAW A CLOUD OF GRAY SMOKE

♪ RISING FROM YOUR YARD

HEY.
I NEED YOU TO GET A CAKE.

♪ THE WORLD HAS GOT
THE STRANGEST WAYS ♪

FROM BENAROIA'S,
NOT THAT GROCERY-STORE GARBAGE.

♪ TO WORK THINGS OUT

♪ AND OUR HEARTS
WILL NEVER BE THE SAME ♪

♪ I WONDER WHY I CAME

♪ BUT I DID

♪ AND THE THINGS WE THOUGHT
WE'D NEVER SEE ♪

♪ WE LOOK UP TO THE TREES
WHILE THEY SPEAK ♪

♪ I'M RIGHT WHERE YOU ARE

♪ I DON'T NEED MUCH MORE
FOR NOW ♪

[ SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ]
THERE YOU GO.

[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]

YOUR LIMBS SEEM TO BE
IN ONE PLACE.
[ CHUCKLES ]

DAWN DIDN'T DRAW
AND QUARTER YOU.

THANKS TO YOU,
DR. CURTIS.

LEVINE IS RETIRING.

OR DAWN HAS DECIDED
TO RETIRE HER.

DON'T TELL ANYBODY
ABOUT THIS MORNING, OKAY?

MUM'S THE WORD.
THANK YOU.

OH, DR. HAMZA
[Chuckling] I WILL MISS YOU...

AND OUR CHESS GAMES.

DON'T KNOW WHY.
YOU ALWAYS LOST.

[ CHUCKLES ] OKAY, I GUESS IT'S
NOT THE CHESS GAMES I'LL MISS.

IT'S YOU.

AH, WELL,
I WILL MISS YOU, TOO.

[ CHUCKLES ]

WILL YOU
BE VISITING US SOON?

PROBABLY NOT.

MM.

DR. LEVINE.

DR. HAMZA, CAN I TALK TO YOU
FOR JUST ONE SECOND?

MM-HMM.

I JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU THE
VERY BEST FOR YOUR RETIREMENT.

OH. I'M SORRY.
YOU ARE...?

MAGGIE LIN.MAGGIE. YES, OF COURSE.

THANK YOU.

UM,
I THINK I'LL TAKE OFF NOW,

BEFORE SOMEBODY
TRIES TO MAKE A SPEECH.

[ CHUCKLES ]

DR. LEVINE --

DON'T SAY ANYTHING.

I THINK
AFTER FOUR DECADES HERE,

I'VE EARNED THE RIGHT
TO THE LAST WORD.

IT'S A VERY DIFFERENT WORLD
FROM WHEN I WAS STARTING OUT.

THE SNICKERING
AND THE ACCIDENTAL GROPINGS

AND THE SECOND-GUESSINGS
OF YOUR WORK,

ALTHOUGH I THINK
IN THAT DEPARTMENT,

WE'VE COME FULL CIRCLE.

LISTEN, I -- I DIDN'T MEAN
TO GO BEHIND YOUR BACK.

I AM TRULY SORRY.

NO. DON'T BE.
THAT'S MY POINT.

IT IS EASIER FOR YOU.

BUT YOU STILL
HAVE TO PROVE YOURSELF

MORE THAN ANY MALE SURGEON.

EVERY DAY YOU COME TO WORK,
YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT.

I HOPE
YOU'RE UP FOR THAT.

I HOPE SO, TOO.

DR. SINGH, IT'S MAGGIE LIN.

I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR OFFER,

AND I WOULD LOVE
TO TAKE THE JOB.

CALL ME. THANKS.

[ KNOCK ON WALL ]

HAVE YOU COME TO GAWK
AT MY PATIENT AGAIN?

NO, ACTUALLY.
I CAME TO TALK TO YOU.

HOW WAS YOUR DAY?

MM.

LONG, STRANGE, STRESSFUL.

YOU?

YOU KNOW,
SAME OLD, SAME OLD.

YOU KNOW, WE'RE TOGETHER NOW,
THE THREE OF US.

THAT MEANS WE SHARE
THE GOOD STUFF AND THE BAD.

I KNOW.

IT --
IT REALLY IS NOTHING.

NO, CHARLIE...

...IS IT A GHOST THING?

YEAH.
I GUESS I'M KIND OF

STILL GETTING USED TO
TALKING ABOUT THAT.

WELL, SO AM I.

AND SOMETIMES
IT CAN BE A...

I DON'T WANT
YOU TO WORRY.

I WON'T.

[ SIGHS ]

OKAY.

WELL, THE EVIDENCE
MIGHT NOT PROVE YOU'RE INNOCENT,

BUT IT DEFINITELY DOESN'T PROVE
YOU'RE GUILTY, EITHER.

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW LONG
I'VE WAITED

TO HEAR SOMEBODY SAY THAT.[ SIGHS ]

IF I'M GONNA HELP YOU,
IT'S STILL ON MY TERMS.

YOU GOT IT.

NO PROMISES.

UNDERSTOOD.

BUT IF EVERYTHING I'M SEEING
IS RIGHT...

YOU MIGHT HAVE A GOOD SHOT
AT AN APPEAL.