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- [James] It was emotional.

- Oh, it was definitely, I mean, yeah, oh it emotional.

Most emotional I've been in a long time.

So, (knocking on glass) and I can't believe Jules

for the fifth time, how many times have I told her

not to do stuff that you've been with documenting.

- [James] Yeah, I know, yeah, I know.

- And she never listens.

- Well, there was that whole time with, yeah.

(knocking on glass)

- [Tommy] Gram!

Gram!

Come on. (knocking on glass)

Jules!

Jules, open up, it's Tommy. (knocking)

- I mean, it ju- - [James] I know like she,

they said, I mean, she, you know,

your sister seems like she could pass out.

You know what I mean?

- I don't, I don't see her taking her out anywhere.

- [James] No, and I mean, they go, they're not maybe, I mean

I'm sure they're probably here.

I mean, but like, she could still be like, "I passed out."

I mean, she was pretty, she, your ma,

your grandma said she was not...awake.

- But knowing her, she's probably taking her Zoloft.

Jules probably taking her Xanax and her Zoloft.

- Yeah.

- And my grandmother's probably drinking a bourbon.

They probably both fucking passed out. (knocking)

- Oh my God. (laughs)

Wow.

- [Tommy] Jules!

Come on, man, Jules!

Jules!

Jules!

- [James] I don't think anybody's here.

Oh, she's coming.

- Grandma!

(knocking)

- [James] Maybe she's got like, what do you think, like a

got like a - You don't know what-

a dude in there?

- Jules, if you're in there with a guy

I'm gonna give you 10 seconds

and I'm gonna come in, I don't care if you're naked.

I don't care what you're doing.

Answer the door. (knocking)

- [James] She's, oh my God.

If she's walking in, make sure if

she's having sex - Jules.

with somebody, make sure you get that.

- No, do not get that.

(door creaking)

- [James] Oh. - [Levi] What's the deal?

- [James] Yeah. - Gram.

She's here.

- [Levi] Oh.

- Grandma.

- [James] Grandma's out cold, she asleep?

- Grandma.

- [Lisa] She drunk?

- [James] Hey, Grandma.

- Jesus Christ.

- [James] What's wrong?

Is she like,

- [Levi] She asleep? - [James] Is she hot?

- She's dead.

- [James] What? - [Lisa] What?

- [Levi] Oh, wow.

- When did Jules leave?

- [James] I mean, no, that's, no, that's a joke, right?

- No, it's not a joke.

- [James] What, what, what?

- Fucking Jules.

What the fuck did she do?

- Your grandma's dead.

- I told her stay in the nursing home.

Right?

- [James] I, I mean, yeah, she's old.

I, I really don't know what to say.

That's pretty remarkable.

- Jules!

- [James] Go ahead, Levi.

- [Levi] Yeah, yeah.

- Don't, don't film my grandmother.

- [James] No, no, we're not.

- [Levi] Oh yeah we won't. - [James] We're like you know.

- Jules!

- [James] Unusual situation. - Look at this, look at this.

Jules! - [James] Passed out?

- [Levi] Oh shit. - Yeah, of course she is.

- [James] Oh bro, dude. - Jules.

Wake up!

Jules!

Oh man, Jules.

- [James] Do you want, do you want me to call 911, man?

- Yeah, yeah, please.

- [James] Okay, yeah I'll call 911.

- They're stiff already.

- [James] What's the address here?

What's the address, Levi, what's the address?

- [Levi] Uh, uh,

uh, 175...

- [James] Does anyone know the fucking address?

Hello, I got a - Uh...

- It's 175 Roma Roma - [James] I got a, there's a-

There's a, there's an incident here at the address

we need an ambulance, uh, and I guess uh, police.

Um, the address is like, what is it again?

175 - 175 Roma yeah.

- [James] Roma, in the back, it's in the back.

It's um two women.

I dunno, one's old.

One's old and one's young, I don't know.

I don't know, I don't do this-

- [Tommy] James, just have 'em get a police.

- Yeah, I mean, I don't know, I can't I can't

I'm not gonna t-, she's saying she wants you to see

if her mouth is, like, way is clear.

- She's dead, tell 'em she's fucking, they're dead.

- [James] Okay well he's saying that they're dead, okay.

So he's pretty assertive on that issue.

He's pretty much intractable. - [Tommy] They're dead.

And irreversible on that particular point, so I dunno.

I mean, maybe you could get the cops to come.

It'd probably be interesting to have them here.

Um, - This is...

- [James] I don't, you know, I don't, do what you do.

Do your thing.

("Devil Like You" by Bridge City Sinners plays)

? Down the road where nobody goes ?

? There is a story only two people know well ?

? One lies dead while the other lives free ?

? I'll tell it, dear, if you'll listen to me well ?

? One summer day, the weather was nice ?

? Two young lovers, a groom and a bride ?

? That night they shared the same bed ?

? Didn't know they would end up dead ?

- What's going on, what's the time of their death?

What's happening?

- Sir, we really, it's too early in the process to give you

anything more than just what we discovered up there.

- We can't do time of death.

We went and checked, we checked vital signs.

The were no vital signs.

Pupils fixed and dilated, even rigidity in the muscles.

This all leads us to believe they didn't survive.

- You don't know how long they've been dead?

About, I mean- - We really can't call it

without full check.

- I don't, you're not giving me exact time, you know,

an hour?

Three hours?

- Not our department, you know what?

Wish we could give you more information,

but this isn't, this isn't what we do.

We come in and do the medical.

- Was there any foul play?

- We have to test the area.

You know, some, we're gonna bring in a team.

- We do the medical part.

- [James] I mean, you know if somebody's dead or not.

- Well, yes, they were nonresponsive.

And, you know, I'm sorry to break that news to you,

that, you know, they've passed.

- But you don't find it odd that there was no break in,

there was no nothing and they're both dead.

- We're just doing the medical part.

- [James] I mean, it's like five minutes and the cops

aren't here, I mean, what's the story with that?

I don't understand, like, these guys, guys, like,

they don't, they can't tell you anything.

- I know, I'm sorry, I don't mean to be rude,

but I mean, it's my mother and my sister up there.

- I understand, I'm very sorry for your loss,

but there's not much we can do except check them out.

And we can't even call time of death at this point in time.

- Could I go up there?

- This is a, this may be a crime scene.

We, we don't know, we don't know any-

- But if there's something- - [James] I'm saying maybe

you should wait for the police, I don't know.

- I don't, I don't know.

- If there's something hazardous up there,

we just gotta let you know it might not be safe

to go up there.

- What I'm gonna do is this. - [James] Yeah.

I appreciate and respect you guys.

You guys can stay outside. - [James] Yeah.

You don't have to come in with me.

- [James] Okay.

- I gotta see what's going on with my sister and my mother.

- [James] Alright. - My grandmother, ahh...

- [James] Well that's okay 'cause we're out of batteries

anyway so we can't keep rolling.

- [Lisa] Yeah. - Yeah, yeah, it's...

Great, great, I'm gonna go.

- [James] Okay.

- Thank you for your help. - Yeah, sorry, sir.

(barge rumbling by) (distant traffic)

- I mean, the way it reads right now, it just,

it appears to be an accidental

death due to

carbon monoxide.

That's what they both had in their system.

That's what was found.

And that all stems basically from,

and again, keep this between us.

There was a car in the garage that was left running

and apparently the fumes got up into the house

and it, you know, took 'em both out.

And again,

- I get it.

- We really don't have to say this,

but keep this between us.

- I, I get it.

- So he's a repeat offender, several DWIs.

And apparently that was another night

where he seemed to be intoxicated.

He parked the car in the garage, shut the door, and

car's left running, so that's not gonna,

that's not gonna be a pretty ending for that, so.

- Did you lock him up?

- I can't really talk about that.

- I don't know, I don't even want to know.

- At this point.

- I don't even wanna know.

I don't want to know his name.

I don't, trust me, I don't want to know.

- No, I know, and that's why I'm not giving you

that information.

Because we don't need any, you know, any other damage done.

But that, that, listen again, that's,

that's not really the issue.

The issue is that they died, it's an accident.

That's- - [James] Coincidental.

Wow.

- What's coincidental, why would-

- I just, I just don't see how they, you guys, not you,

but how you, your guys at your department,

Just, guy got drunk numerous times.

- This is a, I mean, these kind of things

happen quite often.

You know, a lot of people do die from carbon monoxide.

It's not unusual.

Especially with, you know, automobiles and stuff like that.

- [Lisa] Happens at Airbnb's all the time.

- I mean, it's, this is not an uncommon occurrence.

- So, so-

- That's what the tox reports read.

And, and, and that's, that's the conclusion.

But again, you know,

let them come to you with this information.

You know, I don't wanna, I don't wanna

get jammed up. - [James] 'Cause they're not

done with the total investigation.

- Well, they are done with the investigation, but I just

don't want me to be the one to tell him that,

- Oh okay. - [Detective] You know,

- So, so we know each other over 20 years.

You can look me in the eyes right now

and tell me under no circumstance whatsoever

was there any foul play in this?

And if you do, I'll leave it be, I'll walk away.

- Tom, 100% it was an accident.

- I mean, I could kind of understand like, he thinks that,

I mean, like, I I believe that somebody murdered his,

his sister, I don't think it was an accident.

Fuck it accident. - There's no doubt about that.

But, but who could like,

- Well, who could it be, let's think about it.

It could be that serial killer dude.

It could be...

- Oh, Cropsy?

- I don't know, the guy he said that he was, remember he,

when he was killing?

- I mean, but there's like, at any one time

there's like 15 serial killers roaming around

at least North America.

- [James] Yeah.

- [Lisa] At the same, like, all at one time, minimum.

- That's so awesome.

- [Lisa] So, - Yeah,

we could be in the middle of one, right (laughs)

- You know what I mean?

- [Levi] Yeah.

- Fingers crossed. - [Lisa] Yeah.

You know, I mean, it's good, it's good for the story anyway.

- It is, can you imagine if we come upon, like,

a serial killer lair?

- Oh. - No one believe it,

you can't even write that.

- You can't.

- No - [Lisa] No.

Like a Hannibal Lecter type deal.

- These things make you cry out of control.

I'm real sorry about that.

- James is hot.

Um. - Mm hm.

- I'm a little...

- Oh, no, no, I, I, she was a wonderful, wonderful woman.

(Tommy exhales)

Wonderful woman.

- Father, please. (footsteps crunching leaves)

- When I was a child, I speak as a child.

I also understood as a child.

I thought as a child.

But when I became a man, I put away childish things.

For now we see through a glass darkly but then face to face.

Know, I know in part, but then shall I know.

Even as also I am known. (clears throat)

And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three.

But the greatest of these is charity.

(footsteps crunching leaves)

- I love you.

You were an awesome woman.

I'll never forget you.

(leaves crunching)

Father, thank you.

Thank you for-

- It's nice to meet you, thank you very much.

Thank you for your service.

- Can't believe she's gone.

- Would you like to say a few words, you think,

you wanna say something?

- I just wanna say, this woman was my, my

this was my grandmother, my mother.

She was my whole life.

She looked out for myself and my sister.

- [James] Yeah.

- Even when we were in foster care, she

she fought, like, through the court system to get us.

She just, she was a unique woman

as you guys met towards the end.

And um,

I'll think about her every day.

- Are you gonna have a separate service for your sister?

- That's something that we'll, we'll talk about

off camera with my sister.

(James mumbles)

This, my grandmother, I had a, I had, she was my everything.

- She really was, and I mean, I loved her.

I thought she was great.

- Yeah, so like I said, she, you very, yeah,

Had a lot of issues, as you know, towards the end,

not much family, so this is me and her, this.

- [Father] Fitting?

- Because it was just always me and her.

- Sure, well, you know what they say, you know,

you know, beautiful, rich, poor.

In the end, they're all equal, you know.

We're all, you know.

- Maybe a king or a street sweeper.

Sooner or later you lay with the reaper, right?

- Beautiful, yes.

God, you get that?

- [Lisa] Yeah. - [Levi] Yeah.

- Neat, it was good.

- [Levi] Did you write that?

- I just kinda went off the cuff.

- [Levi] Oh wow. - That's gorgeous.

- Yeah. - [James] Yeah.

Okay, well, you know,

- Grandma, I love you and I'll see you every

I'll come visit you every day.

- Don't forget to, you know, don't forget the whiskey.

- I should have brought one bro, laid it there.

Next time I come remind me to lay one.

- Yeah, I will yeah, because that's what she liked, right?

- Yeah, she's liked a, a bourbon.

- Bourbon, that was right, it was bourbon.

- She liked the bourbon.

- She's so awesome.

- Yeah, Father, she was awesome.

It was awesome.

I know the turnout doesn't show, but yeah.

- God bless you, my son.

- Thank you.

- [James] Thank you, yeah. - Thank you.

- All right guys, let's go back to the car.

- [James] Yeah, definitely, okay, Amen.

Horrible things, I mean, like,

your grandmother, your sister.

I mean, it just seems like,

were you happy with when Marino told you?

Like, like are you satisfied with that?

- No.

I mean, I know the guy for a long time, so I get it.

As much as hard, it's hard for me to believe.

Yeah, I, I, I'll go with it right now.

Does it bring closure to me, no.

- [James] I don't wanna tread too heavily on this, but um,

it just seems like there's like,

you know, after all the stuff that's gone on,

you know, with the Frank Richie and the, the body on,

you know, and the guys calling the cops,

and that guy saying there's a contract and all that stuff,

I mean...

- Yeah, I mean, there's a lot to

digest.

I'm, I'm not really an emotional type of person

but I'm processing a lot of stuff here,

even for me.

So, um, yeah.

- [James] I mean, he said carbon monoxide poisoning, right?

- That's what he says, uh huh.

Yeah.

Yeah.

- And you feel like, it seems like you're not totally

talkative today, right?

So like, I mean, like, you're not, like

this is a pretty bad, this has been a bad week.

I mean, in general, like, like this has been a bad

time for you. - Yeah.

It's, it's probably the worst times of my life right now

since I was a kid.

(music plays in background)

(walkers' footsteps) (birds squawking)

- [James] People going about their life.

- Yeah I didn't realize how fragile it is.

- I mean, is there anything else you wanna say?

- No, man, I just, I, I don't wanna do this today.

I can't do this today, guys.

(Tommy exhales)

(patting pillow)

(sink trickling water)

(thunder booms outside)

- [James] We'll do it later.

We need to have, we have to talk.

(water trickling)

We need to have to talk.

We need to have a talk.

- [Lisa] Uh yeah. - [James] Later.

- [Lisa] Yeah, yeah, copy that.

- [James] Yeah.

- [Female Videographer] Very much copy that.

(thunder rumbling)

- I'm, I, I think Tom's like, I think he is about to br-

I, I, I feel like

Tom's like, you know minutes away from

having a mental breakdown.

Like, I mean, like, he's discussed now.

- I was gonna say something

but I didn't wanna like stop the train.

- Yeah, but I mean, is it, is it hurting?

You know,

is it hurting what we're doing?

- No, I don't think so, I think it's part of it.

- You mean his breakdown?

- [Lisa] Yeah.

- It'd kinda be awesome if he broke down.

- [Lisa] It would be amazing.

- I guess for the, for the

for the thing, for the documentary.

- A story arc would be great.

Yeah. - [James] Yeah.

Should we-

- [James] I mean, I guess I, I mean I guess he's,

I mean he's just so

he just, he just feels like he's,

I mean, I guess, you know, his Grandma died.

Whatever.

- Yeah.

- [James] Sister, crazy sister.

I mean to be honest with you, that's kinda,

that's not such a bad thing.

- That was like,

- Those were two like, you know, albatrosses over his head.

- Yeah, they were really holding him back.

- [James] Yeah, yeah, c'mon seriously.

- Yeah.

- That's like, like The Sword of Damocles,

the two of them.

'Cause like the poor grandma, I mean, she's like,

how much longer did she have?

- [Levi] Yeah, yeah. - Yeah.

- And her sister, her sister, Jesus Christ.

- But great story. - [James] Yeah, okay.

- But you know he's like, - Oh my God,

free to be the person that he need to be.

He's like, uncovered.

- So but he's internalizing it - [Levi And Lisa] Yeah

- But I'd like him to externalize it, that's the problem.

Otherwise I got nothing, right, I got dead air.

Like, there's that whole thing in his house where

he's just sitting there, you know, and then he's clean.

I mean, he's not his heart, he's like,

he's cleaning the tools, but his heart's not in it.

- No, he doesn't, he just looks kinda like deadpanned.

Which is like, that's dead air to me, that's dead space.

- I just, let's see, let's see if he breaks.

- Don't push, don't, - [James] Cross our fingers.

- Okay.

- [James] No I'm not gonna push him.

- Yeah we can't

- I mean, like, I, you know, I know I like to give him

I like to give him a hard time, but it's hard to

when he is like this, that's the problem, man.

It's, he's not as fun as he was.

? Do you ever feel alone in a crowded room ?

? Alcohol on my breath better put on a little perfume ?

? I'm out looking for a man who makes me feel like ?

? You used to a long time ago ?

- Oh, every fucking actor that is Italian is like,

oh, I'm like going be like Al Pacino

and I'm gonna be like De Niro, oh,

and then Good Fellas comes out like, oh yo,

And then, oh, I'm a fucking Italian, and I'm the one that-

- It's all mob and police shit,

- All of it, all of it. - [Levi] All of it,

every single one.

- And the trend, and it's not even honest because

if you really look at it, like honestly, if you go, we,

we are in Staten Island.

We are in Mafia Central.

- [Levi] Yeah.

- And all of this is like, to me, Staten Island is the

fucking rub 'n pub guy, Chris William Will,

- Exactly. - Will Smith.

("Pick Your Poison" by Bridge City Sinners continues)

? Walk of shame four AM oh man it's cold ?

? Knees are weak, I need a drink, this is getting old ?

- Yeah, it's fucking oh, didn't yeah

- That's fucking reality.

Not like, and this guy, he doesn't seem like-

- So how do we find-

- He's not like Mister, like, you know, like you got like,

Joey Bones sleeps with the fishes, you know,

he wasn't like that at all.

- Maybe that's what they're like now, you know.

- He's like, he's like a normal father.

I think they all are.

I think that's the, I think that's what's cool about that.

Like, the truth of it.

Look at the truth of it.

It's just, it's like, I think, is Tom Irish?

I don't even know what he is right.

? Pick your poison, misery loves company ?

? But the drugs just aint as fun as they used to be ?

- You know what I really would love tonight?

Is like, I just like to get like fucking

drunk,

but I, - Okay.

I can't though, I can't.

- Oh.

- And I'm losing weight.

- Oh, okay, so that's a big factor.

- Maybe this weekend I'll, maybe Saturday I'll,

- That's a big fact, that's why-

- I just feel like I should have a celebratory, like, wine.

- That's why we microdose.

We, we do microdosing and we do the edibles and all that

because it's-

- Doesn't it make you paranoid?

- No, it agrees with me quite well.

? So pick your poison, let it drag you down ?

? Six feet underground, never make your mama proud ?

? Pick your poison, come on you're in too deep ?

? Oh them demons in your head they ?

- I mean, like, - So,

- I mean, I, but I, like, you know,

ultimately though I have to say, I think I, I blame Patrick

for all of this.

- [Levi] Of course. - [Lisa] Definitely,

because he messed up our whole sound.

The sound we had to, like, repeat.

We had to, like, go find somebody else.

And then their family, somebody got murdered.

- That's why I had to get so close to him.

- I mean, like, honestly I think you can trace

all throughout humanity, all

all the calamities, all all,

- All the Patrick.

- All throughout the universe, everything all

comes down to - (indistinct)

the moment at which converged from

from the beginning of time to the end of time.

All converged on the moment in which we met Patrick.

- Yeah. - It's right there.

- I think you're right.

- That is the beginning of entropy

and all trouble of everything everywhere all at once.

- Easy scapegoat.

? Walk of shame, four AM, oh man it's cold ?

? Knees are weak, I need a drink, this is getting old ?

? I used to hold your hand ?

? But now I hold this bottle so close to my heart ?

? Use all these strange men just to feel whole again ?

? But you said that we'd never part ?

? So pick your poison, why don't you come on down ?

? To the local bar in town, just to see who's around? ?

? Pick your poison, pick your poison ?

? Misery loves company ?

? Company ?

? But the drugs just aint as fun as they used to be ?

? We're out here getting high 'cause we feel so low ?

? I need a little powder for my nose ?

? I've been empty for years just trying to fill ?

? The void where we both used to live ?

? And I drink every night just to try to forgive ?

? But I know that I'll never forgive ?

? So pick your poison, let it drag you down ?

? Six feet underground, never make your mama proud ?

? Pick your poison, come on, you're in too deep ?

? Oh, them demons in your head they got you losing sleep ?

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