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Hmm.

Thank you.

I love you. I love you.

I love you.

I love

you.

How did you think he was getting away?

Heh.

Help me.

Speak with you.

Can it wait?

No, it can't.

I'll just be a moment. Okay.

My God, Carrie, is everything all right?

Everything's okay.

I just need to talk to you. Of course.

What is it?

There's a part of my life that I've left out.

A part I didn't think was important.

Thought it was in my path.

I've always told you that you've been the most significant love in my life.

And it's not completely true.

About two years before we met, I had my heart broken by that guy, Gabe.

The one that's here tonight?

Yeah.

I wasn't expecting him or anything. He just showed up.

Before Gabe.

He was a different person.

He was more carefree.

Lighter.

Probably. Laughed a lot more.

I hadn't built a wall.

My God, Carrie, what did he do to you?

Nothing.

He didn't do anything. He...

He told me

he'd never leave me. He held me and told me he'd never leave me.

And then I woke up one morning and he was just gone.

And it devastated me.

Him and I were all fire and passion, but underneath it all,

there was a tenderness.

Seeing him here tonight, I miss it.

Do you miss him?

No.

I love you, Neil.

I love that we're compatible as partners in business and that we have an easy

friendship.

I miss that feeling of being desired.

I miss feeling like if someone doesn't have me, they'll just die.

I know you wouldn't die.

I sometimes wonder if you'd even cry.

I don't know if I'd cry either.

What?

I don't know if I would cry because I don't think I could breathe.

I don't think my heart would go on beating if you left.

I'm pretty sure I'd stop living.

I know I'm bad at showing it sometimes, but you were my everything.

And what about Cheryl?

What about her?

When I see the two of you together, I can't help but think terrible things.

I've been spending so much time with her lately.

Late nights at the office, business meetings.

Is there something going on between you two?

Is she giving you something I can't? No.

Never.

I'm so sorry if I made you feel that way.

I'm so sorry I let work get in the way.

I've been talking to Cheryl about what to do while we're out of town.

While we're on our honeymoon.

Honeymoon? But we're not taking one. You're working on the Wilson case.

We're going to take them later. No.

We're going right after the wedding.

Case or no case.

That case is not going to be with me the rest of my life.

You are my future. None of this is.

If I've neglected you, I'm sorry.

But I need you.

I need you next to me.

For all time.

I wish I could show you better.

I wish I could paint you a picture or write you a song.

I love you, Neil.

There's someone else out there that deserves these songs.

What do you mean?

I love Neil.

But don't you remember what we had all those nights?

We could have it again.

It's not the nights I'm worried about.

Goodbye, Gabe.

Good luck.

When we're young, the passion comes easily.

It pours out of us with everything we do.

There's no getting around it or enough of it.

As our lives shift and change and we settle into the day -to -day, it's easy

forget what once was.

But it's also easy to forget that often that passion is misplaced or misused or

not directed toward any one person at all.

and that it often fades as quickly as it started.

The quiet passion that exists between two hearts that recognize each other,

that's the thing that lifetimes are made of.

Bye -bye.