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Bye. Bye.

You want one?

I told you I quit.

So?

Doesn't mean you can't have one.

Yeah, it does.

Words, words, words, words.

You're such a dork.

We used to cut school and get fucked up all the time.

What the hell happened to you?

That was like ten years ago.

I'm trying to grow up.

Something maybe you could stand to do.

Well, Mom's giving me a job at the supermarket.

You didn't grow up with Mom, okay?

She doesn't come through on anything.

She's been fired from every supermarket she's ever worked at, including the one

last week, which I don't even think you knew about.

Exactly.

So that means that there's an open spot.

Kenzie, get your gross fucking cigarette off my shit.

I have a test next week, okay?

If I fail, I'm going to lose my free ride, and you know that.

So what?

Who wants to pay for school anyway?

That's stupid.

People want to go to college because they want to have a future.

Fuck the future.

We're going to die soon anyway.

Look.

I'm sorry I burned your book with my cigarette.

Do you want me to go steal you another one?

You know I think this whole school thing is stupid, but... I'll still do it.

For you.

No.

It's fine.

I... I guess I should thank you for stealing them.

I honestly don't know how you do it.

Fuck, these things are expensive.

I can't afford them. Please. You couldn't even steal gum from the corner

back when we were in eighth grade.

You're never good at that shit.

And your dad sells stolen car parts for a living. And my mom...

My mom just gets fired from the grocery store she works at.

So I guess you inherited the trait.

I gotta study.

What are you doing? Stop it.

What? You go to some dumb school and suddenly you're too good for me?

No.

Kenzie, you're my fucking stepsister and it's weird, okay?

So?

I gotta study.

That was a long time ago, okay?

And we were young.

Never stopped us before.

And we were confused.

I know you want me.

I can't resist.

Fuck.

Why can't I ever say no to you? Let's just make this quick.

Don't you worry.

Look.

Oh, my God.

Do that other thing I like. Put my balls in your mouth.

Yeah, you fucking dirty little brat. There you go.

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah.

Fuck.

Put them both in. Put them both in. Show me. Show me, you fucking dirty little

girl. There you go. Yes, yes, yes.

If you don't like that, don't you want, you can stop studying and pay attention.

all my attention to you.

Isn't it?

Isn't it?

Yes. You little fucking brat. You like it.

I do like it. I do fucking like it. I do. I do. Why? Why should I like it? Why

should I fucking like it?

Why should I like it with you?

I do. I fucking do. I can't fucking help it.

Never.

fucking see you, could you?

Who's in charge here, huh?

Who's in fucking charge here?

You are, big brother. You love your big brother and you trust your big brother?

You will fucking come when I say it.

But you can fucking come.

Yes. Now look at me. You want to come? Look at me.

Yes, you can, baby. Yes, you can.

Yes I do.

I said don't fucking...

Keep making me want to be done.

You fucking little slut.

You dick where it belongs.

Of course you belong right in here. I'm sorry.

What the fuck is wrong with you?

many times so hot i

love how we know each other's bodies so well it's amazing

so fucking stupid i'm so fucking stupid you can't get like

like pregnant or anything right no no no i'm on the second week of my

cycle so

Didn't they teach you this stuff in your fancy school?

No.

No, they don't.

Fuck, listen, I gotta grow up and move the fuck out of here.

I mean, I'm not gonna be like everyone else stuck here in this place with a

fucking kid.

Well, where do you want to go?

I'll go with you.

I don't know where I'm going.

But you cannot come with me.

Why don't you go to, like, college or trade school or a fucking hair school? I

mean, you're so smart.

Stop fucking lecturing me.

You need to get some sleep.

I love you Jack.

Jack?

Jack!

Oh, hey.

Hey.

Morning. Hi.

Why are you sleeping in your car?

Um, oh, I just came early to get a good parking spot, and I

guess I dozed off.

Sorry.

Yeah, that's why I told you you should live on campus. It makes things so much

easier. I just walked to class.

Yeah, well, I only live a couple miles away, so it's not a big deal.

Where did you say you lived again?

Over near Bloomfield, like on the border area.

Like near Royal Oak?

Yeah, yeah, right over near Royal Oak.

Are you stressed about the test today at all?

a confession to make. I'm kind of a really big dork.

I've been, like, obsessed with existentialism ever since I was in,

grade. So, I've already kind of read everything on the syllabus, and now I'm

just rereading it, like, for fun. So, I'm pretty rude.

Whoa.

That's impressive.

I never thought that there'd be...

A real benefit to Jean -Paul Sartre being my best friend in high school.

Who?

Oh, you really are unprepared. You're supposed to know the name of the author

who wrote the book that you were supposed to read.

Oh,

that's how you say his name.

I always pronounced it Jean.

That's cute.

Do you want to walk to class with me? Or do you want to keep sleeping in your

car?

Yeah, totally.

I totally want to walk to class with you. I totally don't want to keep

in my car.

Come on, I'll buy you a coffee along the way.

Bye.

Okay.

Close your book.

Farrah, I want you to collect all of the tests, please. Put them on my desk.

And in the few precious moments that we have left together, class,

I'd love to get some of your own personal takes on Sartre and his

how existence preceding essence affects you in your own life.

Any volunteers?

Join us.

Ever since I was younger, my parents always really wanted me to go to med

school. Like, I wasn't allowed to watch Saturday morning cartoons until I had

the entire periodic table memorized.

I'm not joking.

It's like everyone around me decided my path before I had the chance

to think about it myself.

Because I was raised by doctors and because I managed to place into the

biology and chemistry classes in high school.

I'm still trying to find my own existence through my own consciousness.

And I don't think it's going to be in med school.

Well, actually, Joanna, what you're citing is one of the most common

that humans make.

which is to assume that existence is something tangible, like a job or a

path in your case.

Reality is existence is determined by our actions, but our actions are

determined by our consciousness.

Jeff?

If our actions determine our consciousness,

I fucking hate my consciousness.

I'd like a new one.

Okay, elaborate.

You see, it's this essence that takes control of me.

I see myself making decisions I know I shouldn't make.

And I can't stop making them.

And in those moments, I get possessed by...

In those moments, like, I'm possessed by my own mind.

And I can't separate.

So tell me.

Do our actions define us?

And do they have to?

Well, Jack, it's an interesting point that you raise.

It's actually skipping ahead a little bit to next week's reading assignment,

which is the theories of absurdism.

The belief that anyone can do anything to anyone at any time, and it's

completely not based on our actions. The world doesn't have any actual meaning

except for what you make of it.

So what is the point of anything?

Well,

Liam, it's a question that I would love... All of you to ponder over the

week as you read the required chapters.

So with that, thank you. Class dismissed.

Appreciate it. Everybody, as always, highly insightful.

Please don't forget midterms. They're coming up. You guys know where my office

is.

I'm always there.

Hey. Hey. Knocked out a bit.

Not a big deal. We're only discussing the entire meaning of life.

Yeah. Sorry about that. That got... That got really heavy.

Sorry, I've just been going through some shit.

Like, um... Girlfriend shit?

No.

No.

No.

Family stuff.

Well, don't worry. You're not alone. My family is...

Crazy.

That's why you should live on campus and get the fuck away from them.

One day.

So what time is your next class?

Not till two.

Do you want to kill some time in my apartment? It's nothing

glamorous, but it's definitely more comfortable than sleeping in your car.

Ha ha.

Yeah.

Sure, why not?

Lead the way.

Goodbye, you guys.

Yeah, me too.

I mean, I like you.

I like me too.

I'm pretty cool.

No, it's okay.

Listen, like, I like you and we can just hang out. We don't have, you know, we

can just like, you know, make out and do whatever. I don't have to do that. I

can wait.

It's totally fine.

Okay.

You could still put it in my ass.

What?

I guess you'd still be a virgin then.

Like your logic.

As we learn today, we're in control of our own actions.

Or are we?

This is okay.

Virgin when it comes to my ass on the mouth.

God, yes, yes, yes.

Right there, yeah.

I feel so fucking hard in my hands.

Yes.

Fuck, yes, yes, yes. Fuck, it's so good.

Yep.

kill some time right yeah i am i

hope you want to do it again sometime um

i want to get to know you better you're really fascinating

no you don't

which is right next to it.

You want to walk together?

Okay.

Let's go.