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What's he doing, Calvin?

He gets his test results tomorrow.

Saw you checking out those Ray-Bans.

Right.

Why do all pilots think that they're rock stars?

I heard he wears them to bed.

You should find out.

He's not my type.

Girl, I'm starting to believe you don't have a type.

Lady need a ride?

No, thanks.

Sorry about my son.

His wife's still breaking him in.

Hey, the other boy.

He's a sweetheart.

All right.

Thank you for sharing, Anne.

So listen, guys.

Why don't we try an exercise?

Okay, relax.

It's not a test.

Here you go.

Now make a list, all right?

Make a list of all the things that you want to do.

All right, let your imaginations run wild.

If you want to scale Everest, then go ahead and write that down.

What if I want to rob a bank?

I can't say that I approve, but go ahead and write it down.

I know a good lawyer.

Feel free to inspire each other, okay?

Use each other for support.

Nice of you to join us, Skye.

Well, you know me, Dan.

I'll be late for my own funeral.

Yeah, well, you're more than welcome to stay.

But any repeat of last week's behavior and I'm going to have to ask you to leave.

I'll be good as gold.

All right.

You're new.

I'm Skye.

Calvin.

So, what are you doing here, Calvin?

Some terrible exercise about climbing mountains and shit?

Yeah, actually.

Want to copy mine?

I'm a little promiscuous when it comes to support groups.

What's with you?

Sorry, you're...

based...

That was a wink, dummy.

Playtime's over.

Get back to work.

What now?

I don't know what to write.

Write anything.

No one cares.

You're dying, remember?

Just don't write something cliche like swimming with dolphins.

And don't write Disneyland.

I've been to Disneyland.

It's shit.

Plus, there's, like, a thousand dying kids

there, so no one treats you special or anything.

Not even Mickey Mouse.

That's, like, passe to him, you know?

You got a girlfriend?

Boyfriend?

No.

But there's someone you like.

Maybe you...

think about them when you're...

Jesus!

Well?

Can you leave me alone, please?

Just tell me your name, dummy.

Don't call me that.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.

I just get so angry sometimes, you know?

I lash out.

It's so unfair.

I should have my whole life ahead of me.

I'm screwing with you.

Give me that.

That'll do for starters.

Great job today, guys.

See you, guys.

See you later.

Thanks again.

Thanks again.

Great job.

Hey, Dad.

How'd it go?

Well, still got cancer.

Yeah, I'm... I'm aware it's a support group.

I know it's not voodoo.

Oh, come on.

You're killing me.

Hey, Calvin.

Help a girl out?

I'm gonna be late for work.

Oh, come on.

It will just take a second.

Just, you know, push it or something.

Not like that.

Come on.

Put some hurt on it.

Sorry.

It sucks, huh?

The big C?

They've run out of stages for me now.

What about you?

I gotta go.

Hey.

Hey, drop this.

I thought I felt something.

There's nothing wrong with you, Calvin.

I just don't know how many more ways to say it.

Well, what about my symptoms?

You say that you experience pain, discomfort, and I believe you.

But that's not indicative of cancer.

Okay, and what about my mold?

It's the same size as it was last week.

Maybe we should do more tests, just to be sure.

There aren't any more tests.

Your health issues aren't physical.

I thought sending you to that support group would give you a bit of perspective.

I'm not making this up.

All right?

Calvin?

I'm not a hypochondriac.

Your symptoms journal?

This is the time that you need, I think you are.

Hey.

Oh.

That was you, right?

With your dad and your brother?

Mmm-hmm.

Sorry about that.

I know all about it.

I have four... brothers... back in Ohio.

Cool.

Cool.

You've obviously never been to Ohio.

I don't travel much.

You work at an airport.

I've never flown.

What?

Really?

I...

How is that even possible?

You my friend are a disgrace to the aviation industry.

So what do you write in there?

Oh, um...

Stuff.

You know.

Sounds like a bestseller.

Calvin Lewis to the information desk.

Calvin Lewis to the information desk.

It's me.

Guess you should go then.

I'm Izzy.

Oh.

Um...

See ya.

Hi, I'm Calvin Lewis.

Hi, Calvin!

Hi!

Hi!

What are you doing here?

Oh, you dropped this at the meeting.

Oh, you have another one.

Do you not have, like, school?

Is this your ride?

Wow.

Yes.

Can I take it for a spin?

No.

Please?

No.

But I'm dying.

Okay, it's not insured for civilians, so... Civilians?

Oh, come on.

I'm not going to sue.

Cross my heart and hope to... Sky.

So are you one of these guys that's always

going on strike and breaking people's stuff?

No.

Have you ever gone through someone's luggage?

What's the weirdest thing you've ever found?

I bet you've found some filthy things, haven't you?

Go on.

You can tell me.

I'm really good at keeping secrets.

I'm about to go and shift, so... Oh, amazing.

I will come with.

What?

No.

I...

Is that a goldfish?

Yeah.

He's for you.

This is Boris.

What?

But you can call him whatever you want because

you know the whole three-second memory thing.

Oh, my God.

Um...

Why are you here?

You are just as bad as Boris.

I'm here to return your ID.

Okay.

Thank you.

Um... Now...

Please, go.

I mean, I could.

Look, I'm sorry to be blunt, okay?

It's just the way I am.

But if you're going to beat this thing, you're going to have to grow a pair.

You don't have cancer of the balls, do you?

Because that would make me kind of a dick.

Nope.

I do not.

Oh, thank God.

Okay.

So, we start tomorrow.

Start what?

My to-die list.

It's like a bucket list, but not as low.

Don't worry.

I'm not going to drag you to Amsterdam.

I've got work tomorrow.

So... Play the cancer card.

Okay.

Cancer card?

I have cancer.

Sometimes they give me money.

Okay.

So what do you say?

Um... Are you down or are you down?

Ooh!

Let's do this.

Um...

I'll...

Take good care of Boris!

So, Lucy, seriously, what do you think?

On time, week early, week late?

No.

No, no, no, no.

Just... Pick a day.

Pick a day.

Wait.

What are you guys doing?

It's a gentleman's bet.

Just try to get a gauge.

Okay.

The baby's gonna come when it's gonna come, Bob.

Okay.

Well, just so you know, these Lewis boys all came late.

Isn't that right, Ellen?

So, you gonna head back to college next year?

I don't know.

Haven't really thought about it.

Figured after six months at the airport, you'd be running back.

You know, I don't mind working there.

12-hour shifts, back-breaking labor.

Yeah, what's not to like?

All right, take it easy.

How's that working out for you?

You can stay here as long as you like.

His test came back clean.

No, no, no.

You just spent money that you don't have testing for something that he never had.

Thanks for dinner.

Ashley, please tell me Ewell is coming to your party.

Did someone say party?

Let's go.

You don't like seeing a ghost?

Just haven't seen you around lately.

Been busy.

We knew dying could be so time-consuming.

So, we've gotta go.

You coming, Ashley?

I'll catch up with you guys.

Okay.

See you.

Bye.

So, I'm having a party this weekend.

Cool.

You should come.

If I have the time, sure.

Cool.

I should...

catch up with you.

Bye.

Bye.

I thought we were meeting by the fountain.

You came.

You okay?

I have cancer.

Right.

About that.

Less talk, more shopping.

Oh.

You know, it's kinda creepy that you're

hanging out outside the ladies' changing room.

I'm fine.

So, how long you been in the States?

Dad moved us here when I was ten.

You at Kingston High?

East Kingston.

Go Bluebirds.

Woo.

Skye, you know, something I should tell you.

Let's go.

The kind of support group thing we were at.

Can you run in those shoes?

I don't... What?

Never mind.

Hold this.

What's in it?

Skye.

Run!

Run?

Wow.

This doesn't even match.

Hmm?

That is some Stone Cold Pervert 101 shit right there.

I didn't get it.

I knew I recognized you.

I never forget a face.

This guy goes to my old man's cancer support group.

No shit.

Oh.

New meds, right?

When my old man's medications change, he goes batshit crazy, too.

Come on.

You should have said something.

All right.

Get up, boy.

You're okay.

All right.

Not your fault.

Not your fault.

Okay.

He's closed.

Hey.

You fight this shit.

Can you hear me?

That was so full out amazing.

Get off me.

They full on tasered you.

I can't believe that wasn't on my list.

You set me up.

I told you to run.

I could have been arrested.

And I could have lived to 102.

You stole some shit.

You got away with it.

Just enjoy the moment.

Okay.

So you got tasered and pissed yourself.

But you did something you'd never do.

What have you done before?

Doesn't that feel good?

Admit it, it's a rush.

Give me your hand.

Feel that?

Do you feel that?

Yes.

What does that mean?

It means I'm a lie.

No, Calvin.

It means you're a pussy.

How would you expect to beat a lie detector test if you can't regulate your heartbeat?

Why would I need to beat a lie detector?

Because it's on the list, dummy.

I give up.

I used to think you were cool, Calvin, but you're not.

Don't ever call me again.

I don't even have your number.

Skye, wait!

What else is on your list?

I gave up on the thing, too.

So did you ask, what's her name, out on a date, yet?

No.

Does what's her name have a name?

Izzy.

Izzy, Izzy, Izzy... Calvin's getting busy.

Is she here?

Can I meet her?

Skye, I need to tell you something.

You're a virgin, I know.

No.

I'm not a virgin.

Really?

What?

I'm just surprised.

You kind of have that aura.

Can you be serious about something for just a minute?

I can be serious about finding Izzy.

Get off the road!

Girl, you didn't even take any selfies.

And we're the hot boys.

Unlike you, I actually care what's on the inside.

Wow.

Do you think she's too cool for me?

She's too everything for you.

I have to take this.

Oh, now's your chance.

Drive up there and whisk her away.

Do I have to do everything?

No.

Let's go.

I don't know if I should give this to you.

She's so out of your league.

Fine.

I can just ask her out whenever I want.

I see her all the time.

What if she says no?

When you call her, ask her what she's wearing.

Girls like that.

Hey, Izzy.

It's Calvin.

Hey.

Hey, Izzy.

Hey, Izzy.

What are you wearing?

Hello, Izzy.

Creepy.

I'm Calvin.

Sup, Izzy.

It's Cal.

It's Cal.

Sup, Iz.

It's Calvin.

Hey, Izzy.

It's Cal.

Please leave your name, number and a detailed message.

Please

leave your name, number and a detailed message.

Sorry.

I'm...

I'm Calvin.

Sky's friend.

Why was he dressed as a ghost?

Why was he dressed as a ghost?

What are we doing?

Oh, my God.

What?

You look grown up.

Sky, who's Calvin?

Calvin?

Calvin's here.

Why didn't you say?

Wait, why do you look grown up?

Uh, Ashley's having a party.

All the friends are going to be there.

Um, but so are her parents, so, you know, lame.

You're going to a party?

Yeah, Calvin's bringing me.

And who's Calvin?

Don't worry, we won't be late.

Sky, your mum asked you a question.

Who's Calvin?

Who's Kelvin?

It's from my support group.

I can't believe this wasn't on my list.

Did you steal it?

Let's just say I know a guy.

What?

I know people.

And, hey, I thought you said this was a costume party.

Oh, it is.

I just, I don't think my parents would approve of mine.

Should I be worried?

When are you not?

Watch it.

You're swerving all over the place.

Okay, I'm not swerving.

This is swerving.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, no.

No, no, no.

Ruh-roh.

Maybe not the best time to come out of your shell, Calvin.

We can't run them.

Stop.

Just stop.

Just stop.

License and registration, sir?

Yeah.

It's you.

Man, this is a nice rig.

What is this, custom?

Jesus H.

Christ, it is you.

How you been, man?

You came back?

Mm-hmm.

Hang on.

You were at the support group, too.

No, for real.

Straight up and down.

No, I'm good, I'm good.

Um... Cancer.

Whoa.

We'll walk this off.

You kids have a good night.

All right.

Hey, bro, if you need anything, anything, you give your boy a holla, all right?

We confiscated some high-grade icky.

Would you like some, sweetie?

You know, he's, uh...

We're driving.

Oh, right.

Sorry.

I'm here for you, bro.

Just a call away.

Holy shit, Calvin.

We've got the cops on speed dial.

So, I called Izzy.

Oh, yeah?

How did that go?

Look alive!

Skye, you said people were getting dressed up.

Oh, jeez, Calvin.

Always with the negativity.

Come on.

Skye, hold up.

What up, bitches?

Death's in the house.

Skye, hey.

How'd you know I was there?

So, are you drinking tonight?

Or are you all, like, super medicated and shit?

Yeah, I'm drinking.

Every time you leave, you got me feeling like a fiend.

Need the nicotine, I don't get it.

I'm mean.

Need to feel the buzz, do you know what I mean?

I gotta get away, I call my Spanish mommy.

I so thought you didn't want to talk to me.

No.

I thought that you were avoiding me.

No.

I missed you so much.

I missed you, too.

Oh, no.

Amanda.

Are you good?

I'm fine.

I think it's okay to go back in.

Okay, yeah.

Skye, Skye, we gotta go.

But I'm having so much fun.

Please, please, come on.

Skye.

Skye.

Skye, get in the car.

Stranger danger.

Stranger danger.

Can you keep your voice down?

No.

Skye.

Ashley knows how much I like him.

Skye, please.

Your parents are gonna kill me.

I don't feel so good.

Oh, no.

Don't.

Don't.

Hey, Bob.

Hi, girl.

How you feeling?

You wanna hop up front?

I'm good.

Hey.

Skye.

Are you okay?

No thanks to you.

Come to the party you said.

It'll be fun.

No, you invited me.

Tomato, tomato.

Are your parents mad at me?

You left me on the porch and ran away.

You completely bailed on me, man.

Well, you shouldn't have put me in that position, Skye.

Do you know how worried I was?

No, Calvin.

I must have missed your calls.

Is this a game to you?

I'm dying.

You can't keep pulling that on me.

No, Calvin.

I mean, I'm dying.

What am I supposed to do?

Curl up in a ball and cry?

I've done that.

Alright?

I just wanted to have some fun.

I'm sorry I ruined your life.

I mean, you were doing great before I came along.

Hey, guys.

Izzy.

Hey, girlfriend.

What's up?

Did you call that number?

They're sending out the information.

I think you'll be a great flight attendant someday.

Maybe you can even get your brother to fly with you.

That's the dream.

Jonah, sit down.

Skye.

I really should get going.

Boyfriend waiting for you?

No.

No.

No boyfriend.

Well, what are you waiting for?

Pull the pew.

Okay.

Just for a second.

Have you tried these muffins?

They are to die for.

So.

Izzy.

I've got this dilemma.

There's like this boy that I really like.

And I want to go on a date with him.

Like so bad.

But our parents are being all psychotically parental about it.

Anyway.

Long story short.

I can't go without a chaperone.

So I came here to beg my big brother to help a sister out.

Okay.

Calvin here thinks it's way too late to ask someone.

And...

Oh my god.

You guys should go together.

Skye.

FYI, if you wanted to.

Like you could totally pull that off.

Just go, you know, as colleagues.

We're not exactly colleagues.

Aren't we all colleagues though?

You know, like when you really think about it.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Please.

Please, please, please, please, please.

I would love to help.

But I've had a crazy week.

And I just...

What did I say?

There's no way she could have known.

Known what?

You tell her.

Tell me what?

I have cancer.

It's a rare strand.

I don't have much time left.

I don't know what to say.

You don't have to say anything.

Just come to the movies with us.

What just happened?

I don't know.

You look nice out of uniform.

I don't look nice in uniform?

No.

I mean, I didn't.

I...

Maybe you should try Skye again.

She does stuff like this all the time.

Like pretend she's your sister?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I'm sure she's fine.

But she really is sick, right?

Yeah.

Yeah.

We met at some cancer support group.

Oh, my God.

I had no idea that you... No, I... Yo, yo, yo, make some room for your girl, Skye.

Will that peeps miss me?

Jig is up, Skye.

Bollocks.

You're late.

It's starting.

A little thank you would be nice.

What, for ruining my chances with Izzy?

Oh, come on, I set you guys up.

I'm like a postmodern Cupid.

She thinks I have cancer.

What?

I know.

What?

I overheard you talking with Dan.

And you didn't say anything.

You're the one pretending to have cancer?

Oh, no, no, I never said... Anything?

I tried to tell you.

Right, congrats.

It must be real nice having a clean bill of health.

Where are you going?

Home.

No, no, Skye, you're the one who came to me.

My bad.

Where?

What?

Punch someone in the face?

No, help a sad case.

Wow.

Thanks.

Before I got sick, I was just waiting for my life to start.

Turns out life doesn't work that way.

I thought maybe I could help you see that.

I didn't ask for your help.

Friends don't wait to be asked.

You know, I actually liked you.

I mean, sure, you're hung up and weird.

And if I had a single other friend in the entire

world, I'd probably have nothing to do with you.

But as messed up as that is, I liked you.

I thought you liked me too.

Skye, I do.

I want to be your friend.

Why?

Because...

you terrify me.

And... you excite me.

And when you're not around...

I miss you.

I miss you.

You really miss me?

Yes, I do.

Like how much?

Like on the scale of one to ten?

Oh my god, Skye, shut up.

You're not going to try and kiss me now, are you?

Are you really going to punch someone in the face?

Oof!

Are you sure I'm allowed to be in here this late?

You can change in... there!

It's fine, don't worry about it.

Then why are we whispering?

I don't make the rules.

You make all the rules.

I heard that.

You jumped off of that?

I didn't jump, Calvin.

I didn't jump.

It's not called State Jumping Championship.

Well, you go first.

What?

That was amazing!

How did you do that?

Your turn.

Oh, sh...

How did you do this?

No, you're doing fine!

You're doing so good.

Listen, it's scary the first time.

No.

Oh, come on, it's just... It's the little one.

You'll be fine.

I'm just gonna... No, you can't do this.

OK, Jess, just stand.

That's it.

Just stand and just look forwards.

Look forwards.

Don't look down.

Oh, my God!

You're erect!

What is this?

Where are you going?

No, no, Calvin!

OK, we'll take a different approach.

Just... Look out.

Chin up.

Run.

Yeah, I'm just gonna run.

Jump.

State Jumping Championship!

Let's go!

You did

it!

You did it!

I can't.

Whoa!

I can't believe I dived.

I dived.

You fell.

Right.

Plus, you got to see me in a bathing suit, so

tonight is just one big wet dream come true for you.

Oh, my God.

Hey, you should really get this mom checked.

It's pretty serious.

Screwing with you.

Thank you.

Hi.

Hey.

Hi.

No Skye here today?

No, she has a doctor's appointment.

I am so sorry about Saturday.

I swear I didn't put her up to it.

I've had worse dates.

This guy took me to the movies once.

Halfway through, he goes to the bathroom, and when he comes back, he sits three rows

in front of me and puts his arm around some random girl.

He thought she was you?

I didn't stick around to find out.

You gotta go?

I have some time.

Izzy, these are incredible.

You really like them?

Are you kidding?

They're amazing.

Oh, my God.

I'm gonna miss my flight.

I can give you a ride.

Do you want it?

Really?

Yeah, I got a tug.

Uh-oh.

Mom looks mad.

Okay, well...

I better go.

Um...

Izzy, do you want to, like...

Do you want to... Do you want to hang out some time?

Just the two of us?

Without Skye?

I'd like that.

Let's go!

You better get your scrawny ass on display.

That's the guy you're dating?

He's two years younger than me.

Oh, right, fine, three.

Look, I know it's weird, but there's something about him.

Something rich?

He's sweet.

And he's thoughtful.

Good.

Just make the announcement.

Calvin.

Have you ever killed anyone?

No?

That's true.

Skye, have you ever killed anyone?

Yes.

That's a lie.

This is harder than I thought.

Calvin.

Is Skye your best friend?

No.

That is a lie.

What?

Am I your best friend?

No.

Definitely a lie.

Calvin.

Real life situation.

Do you smell your own farts?

No.

That's not inclusive.

Calvin Lewis, would you switch places with me if you could?

Yes.

Hi, love.

Dad in?

No.

She'll be back soon.

Do you want to watch a film tonight?

No.

Something funny?

Yeah.

It's a good idea.

Have a tea?

Yeah.

Do you think they made the right choice?

Not going back to England?

That's not what she wants.

All her friends are here.

Not like she sees them.

She spends all her time with Calvin.

Well, he seems to be helping.

Do you think we can trust him?

No.

It's not him that I'm worried about.

All right, let's go.

Skye, how is this on the list?

It says it right here.

Get arrested with cow blood.

You just added that in.

My list, my rules.

Lock him up.

Skye, this isn't funny.

You know how fast you're walking?

On an incline.

Is that a thing?

Is that even a thing?

It's absolutely a thing.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Kids these days, I tell you, what do you even see in this guy?

Are you jealous?

No.

Oh, my God, you're totally jealous.

I'm not jealous.

Come here, just a little bit.

Yeah.

Skye can...

Skye can, like, look at it, like, 8 o'clock, 8 o'clock.

You know, over there.

No, no, no, just the eyes.

Keep the face.

There you go.

Listen, she's...

I mean, you know her situation, right?

I guess.

It would be amazing if you could give us your phone number.

Is this for you, or is this for her?

It's for her.

Just write it down.

You know, sir, stop resisting.

Come on.

Thank you so much.

I really, really appreciate this.

Seriously, I will have you and your whole family arrested.

All right.

You absolutely suck.

Thank you very much.

Are you serious?

Hey, you want us to run a background check on him, sweetie?

No.

No, I'm sure his number will be just fine.

What?

What's so funny?

Nothing.

Skye, what's so funny?

She packs a mean punch.

Does it hurt?

Uh, kind of, yeah.

Oh.

Is that better?

No, it hurts like hell.

I still can't get over the fact that you work

at an airport, but you're afraid of flying.

Well, we have some very important work down on the ground.

I bet you've never unloaded the cargo hold.

Only because the unions won't allow it.

Otherwise, I'd be all up on those bags.

I was sick of him lying to me, so I dumped him.

And then his job came up, and I thought, what the hell?

A change of scenery can't be all that bad.

Get away from the ex.

Get to see the movie.

The world.

Sounds like a win-win for me.

What about you?

Do you think you'll ever go back to school?

I don't know.

Did you drop out because of...

Sorry, I shouldn't have asked.

No, no, look.

I...

Yeah?

I may do something.

Oh, wow.

Thank you.

What is it?

It's the sacred ibis bird.

The sacred what now?

The sacred ibis bird.

In ancient Egypt, it represented the god Thoth.

When you die, Thoth would question you on your life, and if the scales were

balanced, he'd say your heart was just and true.

I love it.

No one's ever made anything from you before.

Yeah.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I think Thoth would say a lot of good things about you.

I love you.

That all you got?

How do I look?

Great.

You didn't tell your parents I punched you, did you?

Did you?

Did you?

Uh-huh.

Ugh.

I can't get over the change in kids.

It's your secret.

Maybe I can try it on Frank.

Is Calvin's mum okay?

He didn't tell you?

Of course not.

He had a sister who died.

After that, she just shut down.

That's so sad.

I hope my parents will be able to come.

The way I see it, you have two options.

You either get cancer, or you never ever tell her the truth.

I can't keep lying to her.

I don't know, Calvin.

I mean, I like you for who you are.

But what if Izzy only really likes you for your cancer?

Okay.

People really got off on that shit.

Okay, moving on.

What's next on your list, eh?

What adventure are you going to take me on?

So there's this one thing, but it's kind of embarrassing.

I don't think you can say anything to surprise me anymore, Skye.

I've never made love.

Your face!

Funny.

So what do you say?

Your place or mine?

Skye, I hate to break it to you, but you can't wink.

Yes, I can.

You cannot wink.

This wink you're doing with your tongue and your eyes is not a wink.

Like, your tongue comes out, your eyes droop.

It's unnecessary.

It's like...

I like your hug.

You're crawling around.

You okay?

You don't need to involve the...

This better not be a sex dungeon.

That is in the basement.

Calvin Lewis, as I live and breathe.

I think you just made a gem.

What do you think?

It's a nice crib.

It's for Frank and Lucy's baby.

I'm almost finished.

Wait.

You made this?

Calvin?

It's beautiful.

Wait, you made this?

Well, my dad kind of got me into this when I was a kid.

Helps me take my mind off things, you know?

I love it.

How about that sex dungeon?

Are you sure it's okay for me to sleep here?

As long as you're not afraid of heights.

Calvin, are you awake?

Maybe.

No, I'm not.

This way.

This way.

Okay, over here?

Yeah.

Right.

Oh, God.

Where are you taking me?

We'll see.

Just a bit further away.

You're about thus.

Oh, isn't that a weird echo?

What?

Where are we?

You'll see.

Be patient.

It will be revealed.

Uh?

No peeking!

Watch your step.

Okay.

You can open your eyes now.

I can't.

May I have your boarding pass?

Straight ahead on your right.

Flight attendant will be with you shortly.

You know, there's no bathroom on this plane

in case you want to join the mile-high club.

Okay.

Welcome aboard this flight from nowhere to nowhere.

It's a pleasure to have you with us.

Your comfort and safety are our primary concern, so please pay close attention to

the following useless information.

Sir, if you could please return your seat to its upright position.

To fasten your seat belt, place that metal tip into the buckle and tighten the strap.

If the captain pressure should fall, panels

above your seat will open revealing oxygen masks.

Reach up and pull that mask in close.

Place it over your nose and mouth and then secure it with the elastic band.

Place the vest over your head and fasten the straps to the front of the vest.

Thank you for not flying with us.

We hope you enjoy your date.

Julia.

Oh, there we go.

Yeah, Eden, there you go.

That was awesome.

Thank you.

That was... terrifying.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.

The dining experience isn't 100% authentic.

It was hard enough bribing Julian without getting the caterers involved.

Okay, I'm just amazed that you went through so much trouble.

I wanted you to see what I do.

You know, you guys can apply for last-minute cancellations.

You should really take advantage of that.

I think you're forgetting about my whole heights issue.

I would make sure you had a good flight.

Do you think you're gonna stay in New York?

For a while.

Sure.

I mean, where I'm from.

You can't go two steps without everybody being in your business.

That sounds familiar.

Mm.

Yeah, I can't imagine.

Moving back in with my parents, we'd probably kill each other.

Don't get me wrong, I love them, but...

No, it's not that bad.

I mean, with work and Skye, I'm hardly there, so...

She means a lot to you.

I think I would fall apart if I was in her shoes.

Didn't think you'd show.

Come.

I don't know where she gets the strength.

Well, she's not as strong as she looks.

Well, it's a good thing she has you, then.

John?

Are you up?

It's been days.

I'm sick.

No, you're not.

Well, I can't keep covering for you at work.

Then I'll quit.

Not this time.

I've already watched somebody I love give up on life, and I'm not gonna do it again.

You wanna throw it all away?

Fine.

You do it somewhere else.

I'll help you pack.

Dad.

Dad, look, I'm getting up.

I'm sorry.

Listen, son.

No one deserves to start their life the way you did.

But at least you gotta start.

Do something with it.

Anything.

I gotta get your mother's prescription filled.

I'm sorry.

You got it, Dad.

Hey.

Sorry I didn't call sooner.

So is he, as a cancer fetish, after all?

I missed you.

Yeah, yeah.

I did!

Really?

Like on a scale of 1 to 10.

Your mom says you've been in here for days.

I think I'm just gonna lay here and lick my wounds until the end of time.

See that kid again?

I swear to God... No.

It wasn't his fault.

I wanted it.

I just...

didn't think it would be so quick.

I mean, he looks like he knows what he's doing, but... OK, yeah.

No, I don't need the details.

Come on.

Let's get you out of here.

I want to show you something.

Keep it in your pants, Calvin.

It's important.

Come on.

You didn't dig me a grave, did you?

I mean, I know I went AWOL for a few days, but still.

It's my twin sister.

We were in a car accident.

When I was eight years old.

It was my mom driving.

It wasn't her fault, but...

Why didn't you tell me?

It's not something we really talk about.

You know, I think it...

would have been easier on my mom if we both died.

Don't say that.

I'm like a constant reminder.

Birthdays must have sucked.

Haven't had one since then.

What?

Would have been too hard on my mom.

Everyone deserves a birthday.

Close your eyes.

Why?

Just...close them.

OK, now open them.

Happy birthday, Calvin.

Come on, let's go.

She looks like you.

I mean, a better looking person.

Like, way better.

OK, yeah, yeah.

What was college like?

Well, you know, I dropped out after one semester, so...

Why do you ask?

I've just been thinking about all the stuff I won't get to do.

Was it fun?

I didn't really...

fit in.

Ooh, shocker.

I mean, I didn't intend on staying home this long.

But you just kind of get sucked in, you know?

Everything's so...

familiar.

What's this?

This is... was my symptoms journal.

I've been keeping one since I was a kid.

Why?

I don't know.

I guess I've always... kind of had this feeling I was gonna die.

Hate to break it to you.

At college... I kept having these panic attacks.

Like...

all the time.

I... I didn't...

drop out.

I flunked.

Couldn't handle it.

And, uh...

Anyway, um...

the reason I'm showing you the journal is that... I have stopped.

Thanks to you.

I made a new one.

When I started going to support groups...

everyone had the same list.

I wanted to be different, so I did...

a bunch of stuff that no one's ever gonna remember.

But I don't...

have much time left, so...

I don't really wanna waste any more of it doing... dumb shit.

Don't talk like that.

Like what?

Like you're not gonna make it.

Go into the powder room, give me 50 bucks.

Breakfast at Tiffany's.

Oh, don't tell me.

Calvin Lewis, you have a lot of living to do.

Hey, Frank.

What's up?

No.

Really?

Okay.

Oh, my God.

Yeah.

Uh...

Hey, Lucy.

Okay.

I'll, uh... Yeah, I'll... I'll see you in a bit.

Amazing.

Okay.

Okay.

Bye-bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Bye.

Sky.

Sky!

Any change?

I'm sorry about this morning.

I needed to hear it.

I think I'm gonna try and find my own place.

You don't have to move out.

I know.

It's a girl.

Did she wake up?

Just for a few minutes.

He's our favorite.

You sit with that for a minute.

I could use some air.

Of course.

Skye.

Hey.

Yeah?

No.

No, don't.

Don't do that.

You act.

In practicing.

It's that damn cat scene.

Can we come in?

Oh my god, you have a baby.

Yes, you do.

Do you want to hold her?

Does she have a name?

This is Amber.

At least she could do with naming the kid after me.

Well, um...

Lucy and I were talking.

And...

it would mean a lot to us if you would both

do us the honor of being Amber's godparents.

They do know I'm not long for this world, right?

We can think of a better role model for our daughter.

She's gonna hear all about you, I promise.

I promise you that.

Maybe just the good stuff.

What do you say, Cal?

Cal?

Hey, hey, hey.

It's okay.

It's okay.

It's okay.

I got you.

It's okay.

It's okay.

I got you.

Hey.

You good?

You good?

Yeah.

Let's go back inside.

No.

Don't do that.

I can't watch her die.

This isn't about you.

Okay?

And what you think you can or can't do.

This is about her.

And she needs you in her corner right now.

All right?

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

What's the matter?

I don't know what you want to do.

I'm not angry.

Lay me down, lay me down And though we still

pretend We know the time is now for letting go

And you wouldn't

be here if you didn't observe citrus and pistachios Excellently observed,

Mr. Candide.

But we must cultivate our garden.

You made me a coffin.

Is that weird?

We're way past weird.

Please tell me you're joking.

What, you don't like it?

Calvin, it's a bloody death trap.

I know.

This was just the prototype.

For real this time.

It's perfect.

Do you want to try it out?

Not just yet.

So what are you going to do about Izzy?

Sky, I'm... Don't sky me.

Being a wuss got you into this mess.

Well, being a wuss and being me.

If you're going to dig yourself out of it, you're going to have to do it alone.

I'm not sure what's on the other side of this, but...

I wouldn't bank on having me around to help.

We need to stay.

Join us.

So...

I guess now we just wait.

I have to say...

I thought once I'd made up with Ashley and the girls.

And once I'd put in a good word for Calvin with Izzy.

Once I'd told you guys how much I love you.

I really thought they'd come for me.

Maybe they're stalling.

Yeah.

Maybe they're having second thoughts.

What do you think, Calvin?

Think they're having second thoughts?

Maybe.

Yeah.

Maybe.