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Don't forget the codings? Regarding vascular surgery?

In room two there is another patient.

Now?

Officially, I'm off duty in three minutes.

The patient can wait.

Would you please have a look? This is something out of the ordinary.

Yes, yes and then it'll keep me busy for another hour...

Good day

Yeah, yeah, I know, I should have come earlier.

What do you mean by 'earlier'?

That's what they all say, isn't it?

What seems to be your problem?

I don't have any problems.

And so, why did you come here?

You don't look particularly healthy.

What did the doctor say?

1 haven't seen a doctor.

Not?

Not since when?

No idea.

I can't remember.

No for a couple of years, I guess.

Why not?

I can't remember.

I got injured somewhere.

And why are you in the emergency room, then?

Because

For how long have had this?

It got like this suddenly.

Which doctor did treat you for this?

Not any.

So no doctor has seen you this far?

There has been no examination?

No, I was doing fine.

Schedule a CT-scan. He is going to C7.

C7?

For how long?

No idea.

The nutritional status is excellent, but the liquid supply is important.

The patient is completely dehydrated, and electrolyte values are derailed.

We should publish this case, the patient is in his early thirties.

Horrible, yes.

What are they doing?

This is against the stench.

Unbearable

Here's the pictures.

He must have had problems for years.

Nearly the whole intestine is filled with it.

And that in Germany in the 21st century!

But if people don't go see a doctor...

In this case this is not entirely true.

I have done some research.

In the archive, I found some old data, with which I could trace the history of the disease.

He went to see a whole lot of doctors.

And he was examined thoroughly.

The patient knew from the start what was wrong with him.

He was diagnosed on time.

He refused any kind of therapy.

Due to fear?

Apparently a clear case of repression.

Who knows how one would react in a case like this...

As outsiders, we cannot imagine the hell he went through.

Dorian? Is this about the past weeks?

Do you have a problem?

Can I help you?

As a friend? -Not as a friend.

As a priest.

I need a priest of confession

I am here for you as a priest of confession, too.

But |I can refer you to father Rosenberg, if you think this might be more easy, or more free.

I only trust in you.

May the Lord be with you.

Yes, ahem, what do you want to say?

It seems like you are not the same person anymore.

It did not escape my attention...

...that you are suffering from...

the divorce...

the divorce from Vanessa.

Hey, see you tomorrow.

Bye!

Nina, hello! Don't forget about tonight!

I got a reservation at Goering's.

You are coming?

I'm counting on you. -Ok!

I really feel like it. Bye!

Hey!

Are you coming to K09 on Saturday?

Wear something decent, or my relation is not going to do you any good.

And leave Vanessa at home,

she would be redundant, trust me

yeah yeah, ok. Ok! Bye.

You know, as everybody else in the village,

that Vanessa has very distinct ideas about her future.

Could it be, that -very consciously-

you have been denying this?

And that now, with increasing knowledge, it only seems as if the situation has changed?

No, it's not like that.

I have to go.

She doesn't have her key.

Thank you

I'll call you.

I can't be denied that Vanessa has always kept very much to herself.

Death has no meaning to us.

Because, as long as we are here, death is not.

And if death is here, we are not.

So there is no reason to be afraid of death.

Well, not death itself,

but the way that leads there.

In this time of superficiality, it is hard for us to understand...

why people, who we trust,

drop us all of a sudden.

We celebrate the exterior, and glorify all that is physical.

Go on!

Stop!

There!

listen, I have to seen the doctor today.

Something is wrong.

The cause of your complaint is a polypus on the right side of your large intestine. during an examination of your intestine,

but microscopic research showed an abnormality in the tissue.

Because malignant cells reach to the cutting edge,

we must assume the problem is not solved completely.

This stage can be cured, but it will require an operation.

We must open the belly, and remove maybe half of the intestine.

Thirty to forty centimeters.

One intestinal segment might be sufficient.

But at your age, we should stick to the save option.

You will withstand the operation well.

I am sorry I have no better news..

At your age, a malignant affection is rare,

but it occurs, unfortunately.

Probably it's running in the family.

Is there a chance it will cure itself?

There are some cases documented in literature,

But we must be critical about cases like these.

But we don't know much about the true nature of cancer,

about the origin and the logic,

many factors are of influence,

not only cellular biology,

but also our mindset, our soul.

We should not schedule the operation for today,

why don't you stay the night and have your sleep out.

Then you take care of your appointments, then you Fix your dates, and schedule your work at the most opportune time.

But don't wait for too long..

I would recommend to get the operation done within three weeks.

No, not yet.

I can't make an appointment.

I'll get back to you.

Yes, I know.

Thank you very much.

Go on, go on, go on!

Up!

What did the doctor say

Nothing special.

It will pass.

And what about your...

...your accident?

This doesn't look good.

Go on, yes!

More, more!

Vanessa getting rebellious?

No, no.

She never was easy.

You are a dork.

She is playing with you!

Proof your independence.

You have nice contact with Karina?

Go get her! It will give your relationship a push forward.

She is a slut, of that I'm sure.

Karina is a good friend I don't want to put that at risk.

Furthermore, Karina is with Keitel..

Nonsense!

You're just afraid you gotten too ugly!

And that's a fact!

You don't look so well, do you?

Do you have a handkerchief?

I only have paper ones.

No way, I don't use those on principle!

You have to tell yourself you are the best, nevertheless.

Forget anything you dislike about yourself.

You only live once,

and all the others must take you for the person you are!

Trust me, I know what I'm talking about.

Dear father?

Shall |1 go on?

Its ok, go on.

I am clueless.

The whole future is collapsing right in front of me.

Dorian, it is not unusual to see all black in a situation like this.

But this has little to do with reality.

The world is still at your feet.

You're still young, and healthy.

Or is there a problem concerning this?

After your accident?

No, no, I feel fine.

I understand you would like talk about the situation.

But would you like me as your priest of confession?

but, it's just...

Do you think God wants to punish me?

God is not interested in punishing for the sake of punishing.

He wants to lead the way,

the right way.

And sometimes it requires some stressing out, to make us turn around.

What's that?

Nothing

I must have bumped into something.

Figure it out, and be true to yourself,

if it actually is the soul that is mourning,

or that is the flesh.

You may not pay any attention to the flesh.

You may not pay any attention to the flesh.

You don't look so well.

Maybe you work to much.

You should take it easy.

No one appreciates your shitty job.

Look at me.

Take my example.

Success and pleasure, those are the key words.

Is that the meaning of life?

Listen, my friend. You and I are not going to figure out the meaning of life.

So live now! For today!

Always!

You know, my motto is

I'm not in this world to control my urges the whole time.

Do what makes you feel good!

Just push aside the unpleasant things.

You look bad, one can't be seen with you!

I feel fine.

Don"t let yourself go. It's all about appearances.

And always show strength. Strength and sovereigty.

You should live exactly what you want to radiate.

Do not accept any weakness, ok?

Take me as an example.

Then you make no mistakes.

Yes, you're good looking.

Yes, I know. -And you are successful.

Yes, I am.

Here you are.

Savoca.

Celebes.

Pallermo.

Klatovy.

Nahoga.

Pashupatinath in Nepal.

Come!

Karina? You scared her off.

She told me, you are only into obscure stuff.

That sucks.

You only live once.

Why don't you come along tonight?

It's ok if you just want to watch.

Come on!

Maybe I will.

I'll call you.

This is Dorian.

He wants to watch.

Don't just stand there! Do something!

You are only disgusting.

It is important not to blame the others for your mistakes, but yourself.

The sins are on your side.

Hm? -No, no thank you.

My head starts to spin.

It's the circumstances, I don't know what's going on.

I can't sleep anymore, I feel insecure.

Persecuted.

Go change, you filthy pig!

You're just too tense, not balanced.

You are begrudging yourself.

The problem is on your side, Trust me!

What about you picking up the cloth!?

Listen, Dorian, I don't know how to help you.

And if you talk to father Doenitz?

Father?

Yes, go on.

I don't know what to do.

Accept God's punishment, whatever it may look like.

Hey, come on.

Come on, go on!

My God!

I have a date tonight at Baldur Schirach. What will you do?

No, no, no appetite.

But tonight?

Man, what is wrong with you?

Do penance! Don't surrender to the flesh!

Come on, it's almost noon, let's walk over there.

Come on, come, at work!

Asshole!

A clarifying talk might help.

But take some time.

Do you need a place to stay?

I'm moving in with my mom.

She won't disagree, she always opposed our relationship.

Hello, Karina.

Yes, hello? -Call me if you need anything.

Thank you.

We should be glad God wants to lay burdens on us, Dorian.

He gives us the chance to do penance here on earth.

We should accept that gracefully.

A child's room.

Come in!

I'm coming back to live here.

Did you know all of them?

At a certain point in time, you know more dead ones then living ones.

Who is that?

A cousin.

1 watched him die.

Blood poisoning.

My aunt.

She died like everyone would want to.

In her sleep.

She always slept with candlelight.

Strangely, the candles were extinct before the burnt up half.

Look at him,

I would like to say more about him, but words are not enough.

He was great,

but his death was horrible.

They are all there, all the ones I have known.

At some time, I believe, you should concern yourself

...more with the living then with the dead.

The Lord shall strike with evil glands,

so thou shall not be healed!

And I am harassed every day -and in the morning my punishment is there.

Nature has given.

Nature will cure.

The Lord,

your God,

is a consuming fire!

God spoke tot Moses:

one of your siblings may not approach the altar.

Not one that suffers may come near me.

For he may not desecrate my sanctuary.

The one that obeys the Lord, will die.

The one that is wise will live in peace.

The one tends to the flesh will not please God,

as the flesh will not submit to the law of God.

Blessed are the ones that suffer.

How is he doing?

Soon the tumor will hit an artery. Then he will bleed and have his peace.

And what should I do if it happens tonight?

Push him into the bathroom, put a bucket under him, and wait till it is over.

Bless you!

I am very sorry, but there is no more reasonable treatment.

Operation is out of the question.

And chemotherapy will restrain the quality of live of the time remaining.

Painkilling medication is important,

which will be granted your son in large amounts.

Caring in a home situation is the most soothing prospect for him.

As I said before, we offer the opportunity of contacting social welfare at any time.

In case you do not know what to do,

please report to us in case you need anything.

I wish you all the best.

Subtitles: Alex Diehl BUT Film Festival