All language subtitles for Greys Anatomy s22e12 Get Lucky.eng

? When I was a child ?

Meredith:
Until the 17th century,

scientists thought
blood was a one way street.

Simone:
Corban's labs are in.

His white count's 22, and
his acidosis is getting worse.

He's septic.

All he wanted
was to meet his nephew.

Simone: Should we consider
comfort care measures?

No. Page Ndugu

and tell the O.R. desk
that I want the same team

from Nora Young's
ventral aorta surgery.

You're doing the ventral
aortic reconstruction?

Between his sepsis
and the bleeding,

it's our only option.

Assuming that I can get
the consent from his sister.

You want me to talk to her?

I was the one
who convinced him

to do the TEVAR.
It should be me.

They believed
blood was produced by the liver

and consumed like food
by the body's tissues,

until British physician
William Harvey

published a treatise
so explosive,

it was banned in England.

I spent a lot of time
imagining this in med school

instead of studying
microbiology.

Amelia: Mm. Does
the real thing measure up?

I wouldn't want to inflate
your ego.

Mm. Well...

I'm a neurosurgeon,
so that ship has sailed.

Hey. This is gonna
sound crazy, but, um...

Do you want to, like,
go on a proper date?

Get dinner tomorrow night?

Yeah, I'd love to,
but I have my son -

[ Inhales sharply ]
Um...my sunrise hiking club,

uh, in the morning.

You hike?
Uh, I just started.

You know, there's nothing like
fresh air in the morning.

Right. Um...

I should go.

I should probably change
before rounds.

He posited that blood was part
of a circulatory system

continuously pumped through the
body and recycled by the heart.

? Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ?

In other words,
when it comes to blood,

what goes around comes around.

Oh, no. Okay.

Why - Why do you
have to leave so early?

I have to prep
for a sternal reconstruction.

Dr. Wright wants to work
with me more

before she'll write me
a letter of recommendation

for that attending position
in Boston.

You're still on
this Boston thing?

What do they have
that we don't?

My parents.

Nieces and nephews.
Cream pie.

Oh, I forgot about the pie.

[ Chuckles ]

Uh, did you forget
how to knock?

The door was open.

Millin. You're on
my service today.

Thought you'd be at work
by now.

I'll be in time for rounds.

I expect you
to bring your A game.

It's an important case.

I always do.

I'll see you both later.

Yeah.

Simone!
Would it kill you to be nice?

She is trying to tell me what
to do before I've had coffee.

Where is Simone?
We're supposed to be

going over fertility stuff
on the way in.

Fertility stuff?
Yeah, we're freezing our eggs -

Well, I mean I am.
I can't speak for her.

Pretty sure
you just did.

Simone never made it
back last night.

Critical patient.

Oh, then
can I get a ride?

Oh, me, too? Please?

Do I look like
a soccer mom to you?

[ Cellphone chimes ]

She's texting me.

I didn't say anything.

Look.

I muted her.

Focusing on my other patients
like you told me to.

[ Sighs ]
[ Ben laughs ]

You must have really
handed it to him.

I gave him
constructive feedback.

At least he knows
where he stands.

It's the same
with me and Dr. Wright.

I know what I need
to improve on.

See, he thinks
that I don't care.

But I've been searching
high and low

for more infusion treatments
for Katie.

Any luck?

Just a bunch of unanswered
emails and dead ends.

Sugihara wants to put her on
her prior immunotherapy regimen.

Oh. I'm sorry.

Hey, what's on
your schedule today?

Um, consults, meetings,
residency admin.

Push 'em.
Hmm?

Dr. Goldberg is
out sick today

and needs somebody
to take his procedures.

Oh, come on.

Save some lives with me.

Let's save some lives.
[ Chuckles ]

Luna and Hattie
are still napping.

Uh, the baby monitor's
on the coffee table.

Uh, you already
mentioned that.

Um, extra diapers are
upstairs in the linen closet,

and the - the pediatrician's
number is on the fridge.

We're not going to Siberia.
I know that.

And we need to find a dresser
big enough for the twins today.

I've been fasting
in anticipation

for the Swedish meatballs,
so I would love to get there

before I go into
a hypoglycemic coma.

If you have any issues
at all,

please don't hesitate
to call.

Will do.

Okay.

[ Peyton cooing happily ]

I think you're supposed
to hand over the baby now.

Oh, yeah. Okay.

Okay, okay.
Don't wake your sisters up.

Is it weird that we're handing
our babies over to someone else

for the first time,
and all I feel is -

Unbridled joy?

[ Both chuckle,
cellphone chimes ]

Oh, no.

There might be a leak
at my rental property.

Where I lived
before I moved in here with you?

Oh! Wow. I always forget
that you own that dump.

I installed a water sensor
when the last tenants moved out,

and I should probably
check on this.

Well, just call a plumber.

Oh, no. They'll charge an arm
and a leg just for showing up.

It won't take long to fix.

Okay. I'll come.

Are you sure you really want to
hang out at "that dump"?

Yeah, I'll just -
I'll just sit in the car.

[ Singsong voice ]
? First day of freedom ?

[ Chuckles hesitantly ]

Hey. So, I haven't gotten to
officially welcome you back yet.

You go somewhere tropical?

Oh, do Chicago
or Boston count?

[ Chuckles ] Well, sabbatical
looks good on you.

What do we got?
Paramedic: 42-year-old male,

head trauma after colliding
with a glass door.

GCS 15. No LOC.

Presented with epistaxis
and a small forehead lac.

B.P. is 130 over 80.

Nasal bandage was applied
at the scene.

Okay, sir,
welcome to Grey-Sloan.

I'm Dr. Hunt,
this is Dr. Shepherd.

Jeremy: Yeah, yeah,
do you have a safe?

Dude, what are you doing?
Sorry. I'm, uh - I'm done.

Only my little brother
could get hospitalized

running into a door.

Uh, it happens more
than you'd think.

We were brunchin'
with my work buds.

Finally got this V.P. promotion.

Yeah, I-I don't know
what happened.

I must have blacked out
when I won the -

Won what? Won biggest loser?
[ Laughs ]

Owen: We've got a possible
head trauma here.

Lucas: What's that?

Wes:
It's a lottery ticket.

It says he won
$2 million.

What?
You won $2 million?

Oh - He's out!

Trauma three's free.
Let's move.

Hey, hey! Hands off!

Okay.

[ Knock on door ]
Winston: Hey. Griffith said

you're doing
the ventral aorta.

I said
she must have misheard.

Yeah. First, I need
to come up with a plan

to present to Leticia,
who is understandably skeptical.

Wait, you said
the TEVAR went well.

Well, it did.
And then he coded.

His pseudoaneurysm
degenerated.

How badly?

[ Sighs ]
The aorta is unsalvageable.

Break glass
in case of emergency.

The TEVAR could have worked.
I had to try.

No, we should have done this
yesterday

when he was more stable.

We don't have time
for hindsight.

That's on you.
You were so afraid

to try this surgery again
that you wasted his best shot.

Nora was just as bad,
if not worse.

That was a miracle.
You said it yourself.

If this doesn't work on Corban,
that's it.

We'll never try
this surgery again.

Now you've made that almost
certain here.

What, do you want me
to apologize

and say that I was wrong?

I made the right call

with the information
that I had at the time,

and it was a bad outcome.

And now Corban is dying.

So either you can help me
come up with a plan to save him

or stop wasting my time.

- Captions by Verbit -

Toni: Dr. Millin.

Mr. Hill didn't want
to start without you.

Scott: I was starting
to think you abandoned me.

Jules: No, I was just
finishing a chest tube.

I would never abandon
my favorite patient

or his better half.

Oh, I bet you say that
to all the old fogies.

I didn't realize
you all knew each other.

I scrubbed in
on Scott's CABG

with Dr. Beckman
a couple months ago.

Toni: Then by all means,
take it away.

Scott Hill, 73,
status post-CABG

complicated by osteomyelitis.

Now status post
multiple debridements

to the sternum
and costal cartilage,

resulting in a 12 by 10
centimeter wound.

Today we are starting
his reconstruction.

Yeah, I thought the CABG
would help me be more active

in retirement.

We're in our world traveler era,
as the kids say.

Love that for you guys.

Robin: We did have to cancel
our safari in Tanzania.

Fortunately, the tour company
let us reschedule.

[ Laughs ] She did what you
told her to do, Dr. Millin.

What, you sweet-talked them
and then cried?

Mm-hmm.
The tears did them in.

Well, that or describing
this gaping hole in my chest.

Hey, we're going to try
and close that up today, okay?

Millin, Mohanty,
take him for a repeat C.T.

to confirm
our surgical plan.

Got the full refund, right?
Yes.

Told you, it works every time.
Every time.

I was crying and crying.

Brent: Can't believe
he won two mil.

It's almost as much
as I've loaned the poor bastard.

You should wait outside.
Owen: Okay, let's get ready

for rapid sequence intubation.
I love his broke ass,

but he's a sad,
bottomless money pit.

You know what I'm saying?

Owen: Whoa, whoa.
Hold the paralytic.

He's waking up.
Shepherd?

Hey. Look right here.

Okay, do you know your name
and where you are?

Jeremy. I-I'm -
I'm in the hospital.

Hey, I'm right here
with you, bro.

Anything of note
happen today, Jeremy?

Uh -
Yeah, my boy got paid, y'all.

Owen: Okay,
let's do a FAST exam

and get that bleeding
under control.

Amelia: I want to get
a head C.T. right away.

You know, I can hold onto that.
No, I think he's got it.

His sweat might melt off
the numbers, bro.

Owen: Okay,
I'm not seeing any free fluid.

We need to get him upstairs.
We will update you when we can.

Hey!
Can you please leave the room, sir?

Please. Thank you so much.
Goodbye. Thank you.

Thank you, Bryant.
Let's get him up to C.T.

I gave your sex friend
a ride to work this morning.

You're welcome.

I hope you were normal.
Griffith, you got that?

I was.
Yeah, we got it.

Wish I could say the same
for Millin.

Oh, crap.
I was supposed to meet her.

But you didn't. And now Bryant
may or may not think

that you're trying
to have a baby.

What?
I'm just the messenger.

Teddy: We will dissect away
the part of Corban's

reconstructed esophagus
that's behind the sternum.

And that should give us
the access that we need.

It should?
It's hard for us to know,

given Corban's scar tissue.

He wanted
this surgery yesterday.

You talked him out of it.

It was an
unnecessary risk then.

And now?

His aorta
is too damaged.

It has to come out.

[ Sighs ]

What do you think?

I know it's scary.

But this surgery is Corban's
only chance of survival.

And Dr. Altman and Dr. Ndugu
are the only surgeons

who can and have done it.

Yeah, after they drew it
on a napkin.

If it helps,
I assisted on the first one.

I've seen it save
someone's life.

If I say yes
and he dies -

He will die for sure
if you say no.

Do it.

Please don't
make me regret it.

Kavita: Did you check Scott for
scars at possible donor sites?

Jules: Lots of moles,
but no sign of scarring

on the arms, back,
abdomen, or legs.

Did you measure
the depth of his wound?

Same as
when I staffed it with you.

Four centimeters.

Toni:
How's it looking, team?

The internal mammary arteries
must have been sacrificed

in the debridements.

There's no local blood supply
to plug a flap into,

but we could connect it with
the axilla or lateral chest.

What about tunneling
omentum from the abdomen?

It's interesting.
Mohanty? Thoughts?

It's a nice idea in theory,
but a free flap

offers thicker soft tissue
coverage over the heart.

And it looks
so much better.

Well, Scott doesn't care
how it looks.

He just wants to go on safari.

He'll care when he sees it.
Trust me.

Maybe, but that's if he survives
a 10-hour surgery.

I mean, omentum
must be less.

And it comes
with a built-in blood supply.

This is lifelong coverage.

It's what I would want
on my chest.

Sometimes the correct
approach just takes longer.

Okay. If Scott were
a 20-year-old bodybuilder,

we'd do the free flap.

But omentum
is the right call.

Way to jump in, Millin.
Thanks.

I'll page general surgery.

That's the spirit.

What's your problem?

I don't have one
now that we're doing omentum.

You're a second year.
I'm a fellow.

We're not even running
the same race.

Jo: Hey.
Nardi just fed Hattie

and now Peyton's down.
I gotta pee. Whew.

How's it going?

The pipe
is completely corroded.

Why don't you take the car
and go without me?

God. This place is an explosion
of linoleum and wood paneling.

Yeah, well,
you've been here before.

Who thought popcorn ceilings
were a good idea?

Mm.
No wonder your tenants fled.

Wow. Isn't it crazy
they left this?

Yeah.
What's with all the packages?

Oh, I j-
I ordered a few things

that got delivered here
by mistake.

Uh-huh.

Um, have you been...

spending time here?

Only when I have to
check on something.

Okay.

When was the last time?

Ah...
[Stammers] Tuesday.

When you went to get diapers

and you left me with
screaming twins for two hours?

I...did
stop here briefly.

I had to check on
the mailbox,

and then...I just needed
a little time to decompress.

Oh.

You really need
to stop talking right now.

Jo -
You know what?

You want to decompress.
You want a little space?

Be my guest!

Ah, Jo...

You made that chole
look easy.

Can't believe how quickly
you got the critical views.

Yeah.

You still thinking
about Katie?

I just feel like
I failed her.

Mnh-mnh. Mnh-mnh. The federal
government failed her.

Saving her life "doesn't align
with their priorities."

I am her doctor.
I'm supposed to figure it out.

Consult request
for a sternal reconstruction...

for Dr. Wright.

Wright? Uh...

You know,
if you're not feeling up to it,

I'm sure they can find
somebody else.

You know, I can't help Katie,

but I can help you
get in with Wright.

Let's show plastics
what you're made of.

[ Chuckles ]

Put your hands down for me.

Would you go out
with someone who has kids?

Are you trying
to set me up?

Just answer the question.

No, thanks.

Hey.
You have kids.

When do you tell people
that you're seeing about them?

Only person I've dated so far
already knew about them.

You two are useless.

Wes: Told him security
could hold on to his ticket,

but he won't let go of it.

Would you?

Alright, Jeremy, hold still.

Jeremy: Okay.
Hey, while it's just us,

I'm sorry about my brother.

Uh, no need. He's fine.

He's a jerk.
I'd tell him off for you,

but he's been keeping me afloat
since I lost my job,

and I don't want him
to cut me off.

Didn't you just
win the lottery?

Yeah...I guess I did.

He has a small contusion on
the left temporal lobe. Bryant?

Monitor him for any change
in clinical status

and give
prophylactic Keppra.

I'll let you
take it from here.

Intercom page:
Nurse Virginia Leon to the ICU.

Nurse Virginia Leon to the ICU.

It's time.

You can go to
the waiting room.

Can he hear me?

Blue:
He's heavily sedated -

But it can't hurt to try.

[ Chuckles tearfully ]

Hi.

I hope my son
is just like you.

We've decided
to name him Corban.

And if you don't want us to,

make it through surgery
and tell me yourself.

Love you.

The second
that you know anything -

I will come and tell you.

Link: Can you come out
so I can explain?

Jo: How long has this
been going on?

[ Sighs ]
I don't know. A few months.

What about your tenants?

I told you. They moved out.

A few months ago?

My God. This is worse
than I thought.

You've been cheating on me
with your house.

It's platonic, I swear.

Look, it's not
like I was coming here

when you were in the hospital
with the girls.

Oh.
How thoughtful of you.

We can't fit any
of this stuff at our place,

and music is how I relax.

Cry in the shower
like a normal person.

You know what?
I'll go shopping,

and you can stay here
and jam.

Fine. I've got a new
reverb pedal I can try out.

Great.

I'll call the plumber.

No, I can fix it myself.

No, you've lost
that privilege.

[ Sighs ]

[ Knock on door ]
Owen: I thought I saw

signs of life in here.

Well, I'm not back to work
until next week.

I'm just grabbing
a few things.

Aren't you supposed
to be resting?

I'll rest when I'm dead,
which I'm not.

Unless Catherine finds me.
[ Chuckles ]

Well, I won't tell.

Oh, um, tell Altman
good luck for me.

Wha-
The ventral aorta?

I assumed you knew
they're doing it again.

Richard, Teddy and I,
we just signed divorce papers.

I'm sorry to hear that.

Honestly, I'm not sure
how we ended up here.

Well, sometimes
things just don't work out.

More often than not,
in my case.

Oh, you'll get
back on your feet.

I'll stay for the surgery,
but Catherine's at the dentist.

If I'm not back before she is,
there'll be hell to pay.

You should go.

Yeah.
I'll see if I have time.

It's good
to see you, Richard.

Oh -
Oh.

Someone order
a general surgeon?

Oh, Dr. Bailey,
thanks for joining.

Dr. Warren,
good to see you again.

At your service.
Or rather, on your service.

Her service, actually -

So I took a look
at your patient's scans,

and, you know, should be
relatively straightforward,

as long as the right
gastroepiploic vessel

is enough
to supply the omentum.

Looks sufficient to me.
We'll see you in the O.R.?

We're going to harvest that
omentum like you've never seen.

Okay.

I panicked.
Ah -

Oh, this is going to be
harder than I thought.

[ Sighs ]

[ Door opens ]

Oh, Kwan was right.
You are in the supply closet.

Why are you
in the supply closet?

We're doing
another ventral aorta.

I heard. Big day.

Can you watch the kids
for me tonight?

Of course.
I just wanted to say good luck.

What if we can't
do it again?

What if Nora was
just an anomaly?

There was
a lot of skill involved.

If this doesn't work out, then
Corban never meets his nephew,

and I am a fraud.

When you're backed into
a corner, that is when you rise.

I've seen it in war zones.
I've seen it in the O.R.

I see it with our kids.

Don't put more pressure
on me right now.

I am just saying
you can do this.

You're just in your head.
You need to take a breath.

Don't tell me what I need.
That's not your job anymore.

And frankly,
it was infuriating when it was.

Okay, well, I'll, um...

I'll get the kids from school,
and, uh...

good luck.

Toni: That was
excellent technique

with the dermatome,
Dr. Mohanty.

Want to do the honors
with the mesher?

Kavita:
Absolutely. Thank you.

[ Bailey clears throat ]
Mm-hmm?

Um, pull the omentum through
for me.

Okay.
No twisting on its pedicle,

and the main vascular arcade
remains intact.

Well done, Dr. Warren.
Ben: Thank you.

You're one of our best
and brightest.

I'd hate to lose you
to plastics,

but I know that's
where your heart is,

especially with your interest
in burn patients

and experience
as a firefighter.

Toni: Firefighter
and an anesthesiologist?

How many lives
have you had?

I like to think they all
led me here.

Well, that should do it
for me.

Thanks to
Dr. Warren's dissection,

your flap should cover
everything you need.

Toni: Hey, do you call him
Dr. Warren at home, too?

[ Chuckles awkwardly ]

Okay. That looks great.

Now we just need
to finish the inset

and get the graft on.
[ Telephone rings ]

N.D. Nurse: This is O.R. two.
Dr. Wright,

they're asking for you on
an urgent burn case in the pit.

Toni: Warren, want to join me?

I'd love to.
Great.

Dr. Mohanty, you and Millin here
good to finish up?

Kavita: Of course.

Brent: Come on, now.
Y'all can't keep him here.

We gotta go pop some bottles,
celebrate. On him, for once.

Yeah, no, sorry.
Doctor's orders.

Alright, let's talk
dollars and cents.

Of course you're gonna
hit me back

for the car
and the back rent, right?

You're a millionaire.
You're a millionaire.

You're a millionaire.
Okay, why don't we table this

until after your brother's
out of the hospital?

Doc, J-Dawg would be face-down
in a ditch if it wasn't for me.

You know I've hated
that nickname since I was 8.

Well, I've hated picking up
your tab for the last 12 months,

but that's what brothers
are for, right?

Hey, if you don't
want to do it, I will.

We got a problem here?
Uh, that depends.

Are you gonna keep
being a total -

You should go.

Him or me?

Bryant, out. Now.

Amelia: I'm sorry about that.
Yeah, it's -

What's happening?
Alright.

He's seizing!
Adams, help roll him.

We need some diazepam,
and alert C.T.

Oh. Hey.
What you heard

this morning isn't true.
Okay.

I am not actively trying
to have a baby.

I'm just freezing my eggs
in case I want one someday.

Got it.
Which I might not want one.

Just an insurance policy -

Congrats. Also,
none of my business.

Oh, I just didn't
want you to think

I was withholding some
critical information perta-

I don't, you know?
Great.

Because what we're doing
right now doesn't have to stop.

I mean, there might be
a few days here and there

where we shouldn't -
You know?

Yeah.
But overall, we can keep doing

the thing that we're -
Understood. But, uh, right now,

I'm trying to do my job,
and I'm mostly failing,

so I really can't talk.

Uh, h-how about
a drink at Joe's later?

If they ever
let me leave, sure.

Okay.

Yeah. Okay. So -

Oh. Sorry. Yeah.

Jules: I can cut
the sutures for you.

Kavita: I've got it.

I really don't mind.

I said no.

Should I call for
another resident,

since you clearly
don't want me to help you?

Not if your idea of helping

is making me look ridiculous
in front of our attending.

You told me
to be on my A game.

So that I can impress
Dr. Wright.

I applied for
an attending position

at the Fox flagship
in Boston.

It's perfect. Great benefits,
grant money, close to my family.

And I needed
her recommendation,

which I was supposed
to lock down today.

If you wanted me
to make you look good,

you should have said so.

Right.
I'm serious.

I'll keep that in mind
for next time.

Can I get in
on those lower inset sutures?

Nope.
Too close to the pedicle.

Teddy: I know that we
have disagreed on Corban's care,

but I need to know
that you are fully on board

with the surgery
and with me.

I was on board
with the surgery yesterday.

I still am.
And me?

I'm a professional.
That's not what I'm asking.

It's not just
that you made the wrong call.

You flat-out
dismissed my opinion.

I didn't.
I considered it fully.

Did you? 'Cause if you'd
set your ego aside,

we might not
be in this mess.

Or Corban would
already be dead,

and then that would be
on both of us.

If something goes
wrong in there,

I need to know
you hear me.

I will. You have my word.

Then I have your back.

Let's go build an aorta.

Where is this guy?

What are you doing?

Oh, I just thought I'd see
what all the fuss is about.

Th-That's my Martin.

Mm-hmm.
So be careful.

This song is called, "This is
What Betrayal Feels Like."

[ Off-key strumming ]

Okay, I get your point.

Can we put it back now?

Not until you apologize.

You know what? No.
[ Gasps ]

What is wrong with me grabbing
a few minutes of alone time

so I can be better
for you and the kids?

I had a heart pump
keeping me alive

after delivering two other
bodies out of my body.

I can't breastfeed,
which I know is okay,

but I still
feel horrible about.

And hormones have turned me
into someone

that I would avoid
on the O.B. floor.

I am not okay!

I am not me.

I am a hideous shell
of my former self.

No -
And you don't see it

because you're off
in the man cave,

which is actually
an entire crappy house.

[ Knock on door ]

Plumber's here.

Here's a list
of discharge summaries.

Stay away from Jeremy, and don't
leave until you get them done.

You punishing me?
You were out of line.

That dude was walking
all over our patient.

It doesn't matter. It's not
our job to get involved.

And if you do it again,
I'll have to tell Bailey.

Got it. So don't treat
the whole person.

Just be a robot
checking boxes.

Yeah, that's not what I said.
I'd love to stay and chat,

but I got a whole bunch
of discharge summaries

I need to go through.
Thanks for the lesson, boss.

[ Chuckles ]
Thank you.

I thought
that Brent took it.

You have a condition
called SIADH.

It can happen
after a head trauma.

Usually resolves on its own.

Low sodium levels
caused the seizure.

You'll need I.V. fluids
and medication to correct it.

Okay. Thank you.
[ Knock on door ]

Boom. [ Laughs ]

Don't ever say I never did
anything for you.

And, um, I also called Mom.

Man, get - Stop.

You should let Jeremy rest -
N-No.

I've been wanting to say this
to him for a long time.

I hate you. I mean, I love you.
You're my brother,

and I wouldn't have been
able to get through

this last year without you.
But when you're mean about it,

it makes me hate you.

We were just having fun.

It's not fun. Not for me.

Maybe we just take
a breather.

I-I just always thought
it rolled off your back.

I'll lay off.
Really?

That's it?
Yeah. I'm not a monster.

[ Chuckles ] I guess I should
have said something years ago.

I'm gonna put in your orders.

You still gonna pay me back
for the rent, though?

[ Scoffs ]

Teddy: This scar tissue
is cemented in.

Simone: Worse than Nora's?
Winston: By a mile.

Blue: You know what else
is different this time?

Simone: Blood flow?

All those people
watching up there.

Teddy: Stay focused.
Winston: I don't know

if we're gonna be able
to get through all this.

Altman.

If we give up now,
he'll die.

Alright, um, 15 blade.

What are you -
Using the scissors

is like blunt dissection.
It isn't working.

I'm gonna try working
layer by layer,

see if I can find the correct
surgical plane to orient myself.

Okay. I'm with you.

[ Speaks indistinctly ]

[ Foghorn, siren wailing ]

Guess who aced
his burn consult?

Okay,
tell me everything.

Well, thanks
to my days as a firefighter,

I knew to mix
and put a laxative on the burn.

Yeah, the polyethylene glycol
binds to the phenol

to stop the chemical burn
from getting worse.

Impressive.

And that is what
Dr. Wright said.

[ Chuckles ]
Thank you for talking me up.

Someone had to. You weren't
doing yourself any favors.

Okay, what can I do
to help you?

Oh -
Call more hospitals

about Katie's
immunotherapy?

Handle bedtime so you can
look into more options?

Yeah, I don't need
any of those things,

but, no,
I appreciate the sentiment.

[ Cellphone chimes ]
Hold on.

How's my favorite patient?

Well, nurse gave him
some pretty strong pain meds,

so he's a little loopy.
[ Chuckles ]

Love of my life over there.

I love her more
than I love elephants.

Something wrong?

Uh, the flap
is dark and swollen.

I'm going to take a listen.

? Keeps ricocheting ?

Damn it.

What happened?
Everything okay?

There's no signal.

? Just 'cause it's gone,
it's not over ?

I'll call the O.R. and page
Dr. Wright. Get him ready.

He needs to go
to surgery again.

There's no blood flow
to his flap,

so we need to get him
to the O.R.

to see what's happening ASAP.

Don't go visit the zebras
without me.

Excuse me.

? A circle is drawn, we fight ?

Winston: Alright, graft
is completed. It's time.

Teddy: Alright,
let's rapid pace the heart.

? We begin, in the end ?

Alright, clamp's off.
GIA stapler.

? Moving on ?

Alright. Ready to
staple off the aorta.

? We echo ?

Staple line is well
approximated. Looks intact.

? We echo ?

You did it.

[ Applause ]

? I carry the light ?

Alright, let's take him
off bypass.

Clamps.
[ Monitors beep ]

? I try to reflect ?

? Where love and loss
intersect ?

? Carrying like a ghost ?

Simone: That was amazing.

Alright, I am going to go
update Leticia. You good?

Yep. Ready to close.
Alright.

? Over, we rise ?

Whoa, whoa, whoa!
Ndugu!

-Oh, my gosh.
-I need laps.

Where is it?
Damn it. Get me gown and gloves.

There's too much blood.
Alright, I've got pressure

on the defect. Griffith, get in
here and suction around my hand.

? A circle is drawn ?

Hang on.

? We fight, we win ?

Alright, there. A small defect

on the leading edge
of the staple line.

We didn't fire the staples
all the way across.

Okay. Put him
back on bypass.

[ People speaking indistinctly ]

Alright, I'm here.
Okay. Get your hand in here.

Yeah.
Suction.

Hang on, Corban. Hang on.

[ Suction gurgling,
siren wailing ]

? We echo ?

Katie Rogers, 27.

Stage four gastric cancer -
I already know that part.

Short of breath. Satting 89%.
Abdomen's distended.

Dr. Bailey...I can't breathe.
Yeah.

No, no, it's okay.
We've got you.

Well, don't just stand there!

Let's move!
? We're just moving on ?

[ Suction gurgling ]

Toni: There's a stitch
tied down over the pedicle,

cutting off its blood supply.

Nothing?
This is a serious mistake.

Warren and I left you
to complete the inset

and place the skin graft.

I expected it to be done
not only successfully,

but perfectly.

Jules: The flap looked viable
when we left the O.R.

Kavita: W-We didn't see anything
restrictive over the pedicle.

Save it. I don't have time
for excuses.

Our patient now has no tissue
coverage over his wound

and will most likely need

many surgeries
he might not survive.

Just go.

I'll clean up the wound

and get the wound vac
back on myself.

Winston: Almost finished
closing this gap.

Teddy:
Alright. Last stitch.

And right there.

Done.
Blue: Are we sure the closure

is going to be adequate?
Simone: Will the suture hold?

After watching so much
of Corban's blood volume

spray all over this O.R.,
I am not sure of anything.

But I watched Ndugu
tie these sutures,

and they look great.

So...let's take him
off bypass.

[ Monitors beep ]

Alright. Clamps off.

[ Monitor beeping ]

Person: We have a rhythm.
Pressures are coming up.

Alright.
Altman, we did it.

Altman.

We did it.

Well done, everyone.

Alright, let's prep to close.

[ Sighs ]

$400, and he has to come back
tomorrow with a part.

Should have
fixed it yourself.

[ Chuckles ]
? The love I had for you ?

? It used to keep me
up at night ?

You know, I'm sorry
for hiding all this from you.

I guess I was afraid that
you'd be madder if you knew.

? Close my eyes, but you said ?

Honestly...

I'm more jealous
than mad.

? Not forgotten, not abandoned ?

See, you need a place
like this, too.

You need someplace
you can go for peace and quiet.

A...woman cave.

I feel guilty
even thinking about it.

Why?
The patriarchy?

? It barely fills my chest ?

Uh-huh.

You know, if we're going
to get through this,

we have both got to
take care of ourselves.

What would I even do in my -
She shed?

? Not abandoned,
just misplaced ?

Dame den?
Mnh-mnh.

[ Laughs ]
Okay. I'll stop.

Lady lair.

? All the love you had ?

[ Laughs ]

You could take
guitar lessons.

Yeah, but I'm already
a musical genius.

[ Laughs ]

? With the love I have for you,
was it ever mine to lose? ?

You look like
you've seen a ghost.

Yeah. The ghost
of an omental flap

that died at the hands
of negligent residents.

You've got a lot going on.
Uh, we can chat tomorrow. I -

No, no. It's fine.
Everything's fine.

It's all - It's all fine.

What's up?

Um...

I have a son. Scout.

He's 5. He's adorable.

He splits his time
between his dad and me,

and I have him tonight.

And that is why
I couldn't hang.

You were nervous
to tell me about a cute kid?

It was kind of a deal breaker
in my last relationship,

and that kind of broke me.

And if it is a deal breaker
for you, too, I totally get it,

but I would rather know
before starting something.

That would make me
a hypocrite.

So...

This is Zachary. He's 7.

Obsessed with trash compactors

and synthesizers
from '80s pop songs.

Uh, are you -
Single mom.

Mm.
My sister lives with me.

She watches him when I
reconnect with an old crush.

Which happens
all the time.

Not really.

? Was it ever mine to lose? ?

Rain check?

Rain check.

His pressures are holding
without much inotropic support.

It's great news.
Yeah.

Do you think that we will
ever do this surgery

without major complications?

Third time's the charm.

[ Both chuckle ]

Somehow I doubt it.

We're a team on this.

And if we stay one,
we can save way more patients

than just Nora and Corban.

You've been here for two days.
Yeah.

You should go home,
and I'll keep an eye on him.

Thanks.

Intercom page:
Dr. Caivano to the ER.

Dr. Xenia Caivano to the ER.

Poor thing. Must have liters
of fluid in her abdomen,

pushing up on her lungs.

Okay, so we'll need to do
a paracentesis,

if you could get me
set up for that -

Adams. Adams?

She called and texted,
and I didn't respond

because I was too busy
following your rules.

This would have happened
regardless.

No, she trusted me,
a-and she was scared and alone,

and... [ Sighs ]
I wasn't there.

I think you need to take
a break from this case.

No, no, no. I-I -
I will do whatever you need.

I just need -
No, it's not a punishment.

I just, I -
I think you need to step back.

[ Welshly Arms'
"Shelter" playing ]

? Keep the storm behind me ?

Meredith: Breaking new ground
is never easy.

? Give me peace
through the heartache ?

Yeah, come sit.

Yo.
Hey.

I just did the ventral aorta
with Altman and Ndugu.

It was freaking epic.
It was historic.

That's cool.
I'm proud of you.

Something happen
today, or...?

My patient won the lottery.
By having you as their doctor.

No, no,
he literally won the lottery.

$2 million.
Mm! Did not see that coming.

[ Both chuckle ]

? So give me shelter ?

I'm going out of town
for a minute.

Is everything okay?

My brother's epilepsy's
gotten worse,

and he's in a coma.

I'm sorry.

You want
to talk about it?

No, no. I just -

I didn't want you wondering
where your lap dances went.

Well, I mean,
uh, you sure?

I've been told
I'm a pretty good listener. I said I'm good.

You have to pull the rug out
from under people.

Have a good night.
Shatter their reality.

Ask more questions
than you answer.

It takes what Dr. Harvey
called a "love of truth"

and a whole lot
of intestinal fortitude.

? Take me to the other side ?

Thank you.
For not saying anything.

You didn't have to do that.

I could tell that the Boston
job is really important to you.

It is.

There will probably be
an M&M soon.

I'll email you my op note
and photos from the O.R.

They'll want to review
post-op imaging, too.

Should I be worried?

? 'Cause the storm is coming ?

The M&M will suck,
but we'll be fine.

Get some sleep.

? And I'm tired of running,
when I need some cover ?

But it also requires faith,

that the world won't come
crashing down around you,

that you won't be burned
at the stake.

? Give me shelter ?

How'd it go?

Oh, well,
it wasn't smooth sailing,

but our patient is stable.

That's great.

So, uh, Allison wanted to
fall asleep with the lamp on,

so just make sure to turn it off
before you go to bed.

Thank you for pinch hitting.
I-I really appreciate it.

Always happy
to get more time with the kids.

I'm sorry
I bit your head off earlier.

You did nothing wrong.
I was just in a panic spiral,

and I couldn't see it.

Well, I stand by it.
You are at your best

when you're backed up
against the wall.

Little mean sometimes.
[ Chuckles ]

But brilliant.

You are never going to stop
believing in me, are you?

? Give me shelter ?

Why would I?

And that this new reality
is going to be better...

? Give me shelter ?

...or at least truer,
than the one that came before.

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