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So cute.

Thank you.

I just got it from the store called Ultra Love.

Have you heard of it?

Feeling a little nervous, but... Okay, ladies.

Let's move this party upstairs for a minute. Just continue to get ready

upstairs. Come on. Let's go.

And listen, don't come down until I call you, okay? Do you understand?

No. Do you understand? No noises. Okay? Let's go. Yep. Go.

to see you too.

Yes, yes, I did call car and make it back to the hotel, okay?

Thank you for asking.

Sorry, you have no idea the day that I've had.

Where's our son?

Oh, so he's our son now?

Whatever happened to you had no biological claim on him.

Where's the latest flavor of the month?

Emma?

Guess you didn't read the latest.

Oh no, is she another victim?

I'm the victim here.

She did not appreciate what I did for her career.

You look terrible.

You look beautiful.

Bertie asks about you.

You don't think he knows about anything that's going on, right? He's too young

to understand any of this.

Please tell me you lied to him when he asks about me.

You taught me well.

Mira, come on.

I tell him that Mom is away on vacation and misses him very much.

Because you want me to come home?

I didn't say that.

I hate that you're seeing me like this.

Did they take everything?

I guess thankfully they can't take my talent.

Some things never change.

So?

So?

I'm really glad you're here.

It's not right to keep Bertie from you, even if I have custody.

Well, I appreciate that and I appreciate you.

I heard you were calling people back home and asking about me.

Oh, the ones that don't hang up on me, saying you're getting along just fine

doing much better without me.

That's not true.

It's not?

Oh baby, I've missed you too.

It's not easy being single and this whole sex scandal thing is national

I miss your hazelnut coffee in the morning.

Your porn girls don't bring you coffee in bed.

I miss your warm little body pressed up against mine at night and your ice cold

toes on me.

I miss...

Brushing your chestnut hair in the bathtub.

Cadence. I fear I don't look away.

And your eyes.

I almost forgot how good it feels to look in your eyes. I don't think you can

read my every thought.

Those little flecks of amber.

So pretty.

Don't look away.

I can't.

Hey, hey.

It's okay. Please just calm down. Calm down.

Maybe forgive me. I'm sorry. I just forget myself when I'm with you.

Thank you for being here.

I couldn't be with a friend.

Of course.

Do you believe that...

A person can change.

Do you believe a person like me can be forgiven?

Are you telling me that you're sorry?

Oh, my God.

My Vera, I've hurt the person that I love the most.

Thank you.

Clearly, you have company.

Hey, hey, hey, no. She's my rescue cat, Kenna. She's a little shy, so I'll have

to introduce you to her later.

Honey, I'm done with these porn girls.

They don't know what they want in life.

You want a big family.

You want a bunch of kids running around with your blood coursing through their

veins.

I already gave you Birdie. It's never enough.

You want more.

How many kids do you want?

You're obviously not interested in being a mother.

Do not offend me.

You've got me all wrong. I mean, I do want a big family, and being a mother

always been a goal of mine, but I want love.

Don't you think I make enough money for a surrogate? I mean, come on, babe, you

know me.

Listen to yourself.

How can you be sorry if you can't hear yourself?

You don't want love.

You want to win.

It's not just about the game.

You love the chase.

You dig into people. You make them believe that they can be anything they

to be, achieve anything they want to achieve through you.

And you use their dreams against them.

I want love.

I want a wife.

Having a big family was a goal of mine, but forget it. Birdie.

He's all I need. I love him.

You wouldn't let them take him from me, would you?

I won't.

The judge says I'm not obligated to let him see you, but...

It doesn't feel right.

I don't feel right taking him from you.

It's not good for him.

I prayed on it, and it's a crime to keep a child from his mother. The only crime

that I'm guilty of is being seduced by these little harlots.

Typical Cadence.

Of course, it's their fault.

No.

All the fault here is mine, sweetheart.

Look at you.

You're perfect.

I had everything when I was with you. I was happy.

I just, I don't, I don't know why I always want more.

More money, more success, more respect.

Fuck, you know, it's probably because everybody my whole entire life just told

me I was trailer trash that wasn't going to amount to anything.

And I want those fucking people to eat their words.

I want to be the girl that came from nothing and became successful. And I

you to see that success.

What do I care about success?

I want someone to want me and love me as much as I love.

Did you ever love me?

Love you?

Everything I did was for you.

You're my queen, baby.

And that's why I wanted you to have everything. I wanted you to have your

perfect dream house on the beach. I wanted you to have the car you wanted. I

wanted you to have all the best clothes. I could care less about those things.

I want someone to spend the rest of my life with.

When I had our son, I wondered... I wondered what I

did that was so good to deserve so much happiness.

Things are bad with us.

And when you'd raise your voice and scare Birdie. I know, I know, I know.

you don't know.

Look at how you're talking to me now, even when I have the power to take him

away from you.

What the hell are you thinking?

Are you trying to seduce me?

Do you honestly think I'm so naive to be seduced by you again?

No, no, I mean, well, no, please. Okay, listen, Vera.

It's been so long since we've seen each other. Can we just forget it and talk

about something happy, please?

We were happy once.

And then something evil drove a wedge between us.

Something evil possessed you to shoot porn.

So dirty.

So humiliating. And you humiliated me in front of those little porn stars.

And in front of all of our friends and family when you decided to out yourself

once again, first as a lesbian and then as a professional

pervert.

I had no idea when we met that it would be like this.

It all started so small and I thought it was a phase that you'd stop once you

paid for the house, the car.

I saw you look at the girls.

So many beautiful 18 -year -old girls coming in and out of our home.

And you'd gawk at them with that stupid faraway gaze.

The same way you used to look at me.

I can't even deny it. It's true.

What?

You're right.

And all I can do...

Is say, I'm sorry. But you know what, those two words, they just seem too

and too trivial. You used to tell me that it was all in my head.

You would watch them fuck, and then later that night you would try to fuck

the same way.

I was up at you.

Your eyes were closed.

You were imagining you were fucking whatever bimbo you were filming earlier.

And a little piece of me died inside.

Oh, honey, that never... I would dread your shoots.

The days leading up to your shoots would drain me.

Do you realize how afraid I felt when I heard you direct them?

I sat in Birdie's room paralyzed in fear.

Why did you insist on staying home and sitting alone in his room then? I had

How could I trust you?

When I mustered the courage to come out and watch you film, your tongue was

practically hanging out of your mouth, salivating at those young women,

blonde, 18 years old.

Is that what you're into?

I can't compare.

I can't compete.

How can I be...

Young enough to keep your attention.

Vera, you are sexy.

You're... You're... Lies!

I was never enough.

All I ever wanted was to be enough for you.

Who is it?

Attorneys.

They're all circling around now after the trial trying to collect their money,

but I have nothing left to give. My house, my cars,

I even took my furniture.

This apartment is so... It's just a furnished rental.

Charging me an arm and a leg to stay in this dump.

The house back home?

Don't worry. Thank God for Bertie. They can't... Take the home if there's a

child living in it.

This is a lot.

It's been really hard to go through on my own.

I've got to go.

But you'll come back?

Look, why don't you just come for dinner tomorrow? I mean, you've got to eat,

right? I'll call you later.

I need some time.

It's been really hard to see you.

You liked it.

I love you, baby.

You were right.

About what?

The porn thing.

This isn't for me. This isn't for us.

I should have listened to you.

Babe, let's get out of this job. Let me take you to a place. No.

Later, maybe later.

Good night, sweetheart.

Goodbye.

You know, you smell really good.

Oh, thanks. You have my lotion. Do you want some?

Oh. You don't mind?

Not at all.

Kenna! Kenna! Come here!

Come on, Kenna!

Kenna! Come here!

Is it true what you told her?

What? That you would leave with her?

Oh, babe.

Chelsea is not sexy.

Where's the new girl? Is she coming out?

She's getting cold feet.

Did Vera scare her away?

She's not listening to the news, is she?

Aw, come on out here, honey.

I won't bite.

Kenna and I were just talking about taking some sexy, sensual still

I'll walk you through the whole process.

If you consent, of course.

Seriously, Kenna? Hey, aren't you in enough hot water? As a feminist myself,

a little offended the way this whole Me Too movement infantilizes women.

Well, I wish I had someone to tell me that once you do your first film, porn

forever.

You're family.

Your friends, your old teachers, your neighbors.

We'll all see what society has taught you to cover up.

Kenna, you're just worried she's going to take all your jobs.

That's not it at all.

She should know that there is a stigma behind porn.

And like a scarlet letter, that doesn't wash away.

You know that you can never be a teacher, a politician.

There will be so many professions that will exclude you just because of what

do this very night once you take your clothes off in front of that camera.

This little cutie pie here potted for weeks the last time I hired on a new

Okay, so I have told you and if you're cool with it, then we can knock the

out and go get some time.

Oh, um, I don't know. if I'm ready to take the

big leap yet.

Go home. I don't film immature women.

I'm sorry, ma 'am.

And, you know, you should be because you wasted my time and my money. No.

I've just always envisioned that my first porn would be in this...

Big Hollywood studio.

There'd be a huge crew to film me, a makeup artist to do my face pretty, and

a beautician to curl my hair, a professional stylist to dress me, you

know? Wait, this isn't the 90s. I mean, my investments.

Are stolen from me every day and uploaded to tube sites. And the people

these tube sites are normalized by celebrities that endorse them.

Kanye. Yeah.

I mean, she's right.

Cadence did my first film.

And my second one was done in a state park.

God. I was so nervous the police were going to come and we had no right to be

filming there.

I mean, at least Cadence gives us a private house and a comfortable bed.

Or this.

Why don't you tell us how you feel?

Nervous?

But you look so glamorous in luxe films.

I make her look glamorous.

Well, could you make me look beautiful like Kenna?

Glamorous? Oh, honey, you are already glamorous.

But I need you to answer something honestly for us.

Okay. Do you want to make love to me?

Yes.

And are you ready to share that experience on film for the whole world

I'd love to.

Finally!

Well then, I'll go get my camera and we'll get started.

Well,

clearly she's beaming now that she has your consent.

Let's make a portal here, babies.

We'll start with McKenzie. You can just go off to the side for a minute. We'll

just give them solo shots to start.

Now, McKenzie, I want to see, you know, your best balance. There's no pressure

or anything now. Okay.

I'll just start off low.

All right. There we go.

Beautiful.

Oh, beautiful.

Great. Beautiful.

Be your natural.

Now tease the camera a little bit. Give me a sexy face.

Oh, look at that.

Gorgeous.

Oh, sexy.

God, those eyes are beautiful.

Thank you.

Love that. So gorgeous.

Why don't you go up on the couch on your knees and kind of look back over your

shoulder like that, you know? Yeah.

Arch that back and pop that cute little ass out.

Oh, perfect.

Look at that little booty.

So cute, right?

Let me play with the panties a little, you know, kind of pull on them.

to dupe that camera because the viewers, they want it.

Oh, sexy.

Where did you pick this little darling up from?

She's in my improv class.

Love that.

Oh, look. There you go.

Perfect.

Now maybe just sit back down and kind of spread the legs a little. I'm not

showing anything.

The panties are still on.

There you go.

Let's open them.

Put your hands, like, on your knees, maybe.

Oh, look.

Oh, yeah.

Perfect. So innocent.

Cute.

Loving. So sexy.

Kenna, why don't you come over and model with her?

I mean, you know what to show her to do. You are one of my best actresses that I

have. So, feel free to, you know, help Mackenzie along with the process here.

Good girl.

Oh, you just look stunning together.

My god, sexy little blonde.

Oh, yes.

Love that. Look at this.

Two actresses. I love this.

Now...

see McKenzie how you translate emotion.

So why don't you two just give each other a nice sultry kiss, so to speak.

know, just really passionate.

Wow.

That is lovely.

Good job, ladies. Now to keep... Pretend like, you know, I'm just not even here,

kind of. Just keep kissing each other nice and passionately.

But you're so good.

I can't giggle at you. I'm sorry.

I'm just having a good time.

That's lovely to hear because we love that.

Of course.

No.

McKenzie's tap off. Let's see some breath kissing.

Yes.

To the side.

Love that.

Now,

Kenna, you know, move your way down.

Love the eye contact, baby. Sexy.

So good.

Does it feel good, McKenzie?

Good girl.

Now, Mackenzie, let's utilize your acting.

You know, I want you to envision that you are one of the top girls in the

industry. A bright star.

You know, I wanted to feel your confidence.

Sexual energy and feminine power.

Okay?

Nice and confident.

Let's get those panties off of her. Come on.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Nice. Good thing.

Oh, I don't know. That's exactly what we want to see because he's doing the abs

for the job.

There we go.

I want you to feel each other. Just really get into it.

Good job.

Now show me how you rock pink

Go on. Open yourself up for us.

That's right.

We want to see inside of you.

Good.

Good girl. Open yourself up.

for us.

We want to see inside of that pretty.

Look at

that. Oh my god.

Beautiful.

You think I'm pretty?

Don't know.

Look at that.

Now if you open yourself up for us

I'm gonna

put

your hands on her, you know?

Not yet, Kenneth.

Now, Mackenzie, help Kenna out.

You know, teamwork.

Breathe.

Get Kenna all the way on set, ladies.

Don't lose that passion, though. It's beautiful.

Okay, Kenna.

That was really awesome for you, Mackenzie. Show me how good you want to

teamwork. Look at that.

Thank you.

I know you wanted to pay for it, right?

I can't do it now. You think that you should.

Yeah, me too.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Want to see Kenna too, Mackenzie?

She wants me to.

Of course I do.

Me too. I knew she was going to say that.

She's doing good.

Stay with me.

She's so happy I brought her to you.

Thank you.

Don't you think you look pretty?

Make sure you focus on Mackenzie, Kenneth.

Keep your focus.

Good job, Mackenzie. You're such a good girl.

because this is...

That kind of makes you feel good, baby.

So, I'll let you guys finish up paperwork, but then you'll head out the

door, okay?

Okay. Yeah, sure thing.

Thank you so much for having me. For real.

Yeah.

And thank you for giving me a night that I'll remember for the rest of my life.

Bye. Bye.

Okay, good job, Mackenzie. Let's go ahead and get dressed, ladies. Come on.

Okay. Great job, sweetie.

Thank you again.

Okay.

Cadence, I've been meaning to ask, is everything okay?

Fine.

Well, I couldn't help but overhearing, but everything doesn't seem fine.

Oh, Vera, let's just say that's a situation I have to handle.

A situation?

You're not in love with her? Are we asking personal questions again?

Business.

I don't want to seem insensitive because I care about you. But I care about the

business too.

And I don't want to see your personal life affecting our business.

What are you trying to get at? I mean, you helped me find fresh faces and

compensating for that.

We're not working together.

I mean, we work together tonight.

I'm just saying.

As your friend, I care about you. And I care about our work.

Fine. Fine. You say everything is fine.

But, you know, I had to fend off a paparazzo outside when I got here. And

Mackenzie and tell her I was a retard.

She was probably envious of me.

Well, quick thinking, Kenner.

You know, we're all guilty of having to lie sometimes. I am too. Now you are.

Wait. Is there any truth between us?

I mean, what the hell are we?

Lovers? Business partners?

Neither? Both?

Oh, honey. I know you've been hurt before.

And it's obvious you're still in love with your ex -wife.

But I would love if you would give me and you a chance.

Yeah, no, you did great today. I will definitely be giving you a call again.

Thank you so much.

Mackenzie's waiting for you, Kenna.

Why didn't you come with us?

Dinner's on me and my tree.

What are you, insinuating I can't afford it or something?

No, that's not what I was saying.

I appreciate it, and your concern is great, but nobody knows how to weather a

storm as good as I do.

So, um, you did great, Kenna.

Have a good time.

Goodbye.

Call me.

Did

you

grab my outfit I came in with?

Yeah, yeah, of course.

Okay.

Wow. Making porn definitely worked out for me.