All language subtitles for S04E22 - Reflections

I really think you're all crazy. I'm
fine. There's nothing wrong with me. I

think there's a strong possibility that
Holly is anorexic.

I like you, Tina.

I like you, too.

I'd like to have somebody around who
understands.

I'm fine.

I'd be just fine if everybody would
leave me alone.

It's just because we care about you. Get
out of my life!

Hey, I'm Nicole.

You want to go to prom with me?

You want to die an urban death?

I'm going to study with Jessie,
remember?

Oh, yeah.

I'm free. Let's get in.

Hey, why don't you ask Mary Jo
Capoletti? You know, she really likes

Yeah, she's cute.

So, Adama, who are you going to ask?

I don't know, man. The problem's a big
thing. I don't want to decide too fast.

You better hurry up, man. The problem's
in less than a month.

Yeah, but what if I ask one girl and I
see another one I like better?

Do like I do, man. Ask both of them.

Yeah, I don't get it. If you already got
a date, why are you asking all these

other ladies? For insurance.

You see, if I get locked in and then I
find somebody better, then I'll just

my first date and then I got it covered.

What about the girl you dump? You're
still free.

Hey, Margaret!

Thanks for the lift, Daddy. You're
welcome, baby.

And for breakfast, too.

What breakfast? You hardly ate anything.

I didn't have much of an appetite.

Holly, this thing with your mother and
me, it's just something we have to work

out for ourselves.

How are you going to work it out when
you're living in Connecticut and she's

New York?

Sweetheart, I love your mother.

She loves me.

We just want different things, that's
all. Different things?

Well... Holly, wait!

promise you were gonna make.

One thing I can promise you, though, I'm
always gonna love you.

You're always gonna be daddy's little
girl.

Daddy, I love you.

Hit the showers. Hit the showers.

Hi.

Polly, nice work today. You really look
good.

Was it? I thought so. Come on. Baby, you
were gliding all over the floor.

Oh, thanks, Miss Fran. I just have to
lose a little more weight.

Lose more weight? You lose one more
pound and you're going to be invisible.

Keep up the good work.

You ready for the shower, Skinny?

Where's your sense of adventure, Miss
Sherwood?

Where's your sense of fun?

Why is this so important to you, anyway?

Well, I don't think Miss Grant and Mr.
Sharofsky are all that interested.

Well, I can't speak for Mr. Sharofsky,
but I'm dying to know.

Speak for me, Miss Grant.

What's the story?

Well, if you must know, I asked Miss
Sherwood to be my prom date, and she

refused. What?

Elizabeth, how tired, Lydia.

Can't you just see Mr. Morlock all
dressed up in his blue tuxedo?

And you know he's going to buy you one
of those beautiful wrist massages.

I can just see the two of you
foxtrotting the night away.

There you go. And she's going to pass
all that up. And we have to be there

anyway. We're chaperones. My point,
exactly. We are chaperones.

The prom is not for us. It's for the
kids.

Sorry. You understand. We're both guys.

I went to an all -boys school. I never
got to go to a prom. Since we have to be

there anyway, I thought we could go
together.

Why don't you go, Mr. Sherwood? It's not
going to kill you.

Well, thank you, Benjamin. Thank you for
your support.

Don't mention it. Even a guy like you
deserves a break once in a while.

Not necessary.

Just a minute.

Is that a yes or a no?

Don't look now, but you just put your
apple pie on my tray.

My tray?

You don't do me any favors. You know
where this stuff goes, don't you? Right

your side. Oh, please, Nicole, you don't
have an ounce of fat on you.

Nicole's talking.

Is that all you're eating?

Shawl happens to be loaded with
calories.

Yes, but that happens to be diet jello.
You know, I haven't seen you eat

anything but low -fat, fat, diet bits.

I'm on a diet.

You don't keep going.

When I have lunch with you, Holly, I
feel like I'm eating a godly. Look, do

want the pie or not?

Oh, I don't want the pie. Thank you.

Do you want my pie?

Have my jello, too.

All right, Clash. You've had three weeks
to read the tin drum. Let's discuss.

Personally, I felt that this was a very
weird book.

All right.

That's fair.

What were your feelings about the little
boy?

You mean the one that never grew? Yeah.

Why do you think he didn't grow?

Well, see, I don't know.

Well, he didn't grow because he fell
down the stairs and that stunted his

growth. Everyone agree with that?

Not necessarily.

You see, I think the author was going
for something more. I think that there

something in the little boy's life that
he really hated.

And it was all that stuff with his
parents.

So to punish them and to get their
attention and maybe even their love, he

himself down the stairs.

But that's not why he didn't grow. He
didn't grow because he decided not to.

But that's ridiculous. Why would anybody
decide not to grow?

I don't think he liked adults.

So he decided not to be one.

Boy, talk about picking out.

Mm -hmm.

Park the city.

You're not actually going to eat all
that stuff, are you?

Just watch me.

What about your diet?

What diet?

Yo, Nicky.

Well,

hello.

Hey, so you going to sing at the prom or
not?

I don't know, Jessie. I mean, it's the
prom. I might want to dance, you know?

Geez,

it was just the fry. What's the big
deal? The big deal is that I have my

over here, I have my cake over here, and
I have my hamburger over here. You just

don't disarray somebody's food, okay?

I don't like the sloppy tray.

Congratulations. On what?

I didn't hear you were nominated for
prom queen.

That's great.

That's all you're going to say? That's
great?

What do you want me to say? That's nice.

I'm excited.

Holly, is something wrong?

I'm sorry.

I've got to go, Chris.

I really don't understand what the
problem is. There are students in this

who'd be willing to kill for a B+. I
really think I deserve an A, Ms.

I worked very hard on this book report.

If it makes you feel any better, nobody
got an A. It doesn't. I don't care about

anybody else or their grades.

I just care about mine.

My parents are going to be very
disappointed in me. With a B+. They're

through something right now, and they
just don't need this.

Hi, are you okay?

You don't feel okay. Your hands are
freezing. I said I'm okay, okay?

I have to talk to you all about that. I
know all of you all are going to find it

a bit boring, but needless to say, I'm
going to say it anyway.

Now, this is a ballet class.

In ballet class, there are certain
things I expect from you. One of them

To dress properly.

How did you get here?

It wasn't hard to figure. You've been on
my case ever since I got into this

school. You look like I'm still on your
case.

How come I'm the only one you ever pick
on? What makes you think you're the only

one?

Amatulo.

Amatulo, baby, baby.

These are not tights, honey. These look
like jogging pants.

They are jogging pants.

Short shorts.

We don't wear tennis shoes in this
class. Pink.

Pink ballet slippers. Got it?

Got it. And I'm the only one that wears
earrings.

A pink baked potato.

And Holly, Holly, what is this thing you
are wearing?

Miss Graham, cold.

Cold? After that bar we just finished
doing? Honey, come on, take that off.

Come on.

I said no!

Class dismissed.

Miss Grant, I'm sorry I snapped at you.
It's all right.

It's just... It's okay, honey. If you
want to wear this big old thing, you go

right ahead.

It seems a real shame to me. You have a
very nice figure, and I don't know why

you want to hide it.

Nice figure? I'm fat.

Fat? I know, you probably think I'm
crazy, but, Miss Grant, my thighs aren't

best. That's why I want to keep dieting.
I just want to shed a few more pounds.

Holly. What are you talking about,
honey? Come on, come on. Look, you're

few pounds. You're only a few pounds of
water you're shedding. Weight. New

calories.

Awesome.

How much weight have you lost?

I don't know.

Not nearly enough.

It's going to be great.

Oh, put those up there.

That'll work.

Jesse, you call that a palm tree?

Palm trees are green. That's brown.

No, it's brown.

It's a dying palm tree.

Well, can you keep it alive until the
prom? Put a little green on it.

This is crazy. We're New Yorkers. What
do we know about Hawaiian decor?

That's right. I mean, what are we going
to have for music? What lovely hula

hands? Hawaiian wedding song, the war
chant, Don Ho's greatest hits. I love

this. I'm writing it down.

Oh, and for the freshmen, so we can have
Hawaiian fun.

Cute.

She looks like she's doing this right.

Put you away.

She's supposed to be painting trees.

Dreams. That's what Holly was supposed
to do before she would show up.

What's with her?

I don't know. I don't even think she's
got a date for prom, Doris.

No date? No, that's not normal.

You don't have a date.

Yeah, but that's different. I'm saving
myself.

so long for this night I pray that a

star would guide you my way to share

with me this special day where a

ribbon in the sky for our love if a

light

I'm working on this piece for an
audition, and I thought an objective

might... Uh -huh.

It's Holly, Susie.

She's losing weight.

I know. She's on a diet. I think she's
way past being on a diet. I think

a strong possibility that Holly is
anorexic.

Just to keep an eye on...

All right, maybe she's lost a little bit
too much weight. All she's got to do is

eat. I know. I know.

I feel the same way as you. All Lydia
suggested was... How are you guys doing

out there?

We're doing fine, pal.

Listen, what does a dance teacher know
about this?

She's not a doctor.

I don't care what she had. We know our
daughter.

Less talking, more eating.

Now, Holly, why don't you come in here
and join us? I'll go in a second. Just

let me finish the chocolate souffle.

There. Does that sound like a kid who
doesn't like food? She makes three kinds

of salad. She invites us to the big
dinner. She makes soup, a main course,

now she's working on a chocolate
souffle. She likes to cook.

Susie, I'm trying to understand your
concern, but I think you're... Oh.

Wow. Who's this?

The leg of lamb is to die for, huh?

Let me card. No, no, no.

It's the fun part. I want to do it,
Daddy.

This is so great having the three of us
here in my place for dinner.

It's like a family.

I'm looking forward to this all day.

Daddy, you're going first. You're a
growing boy.

I'll just have a 10 -pound portion,
please.

There.

Thanks. You want more?

Yeah, hold the plate.

Mmm, smells good.

Potatoes?

Just two.

Here we go.

Oh, thank you.

You guys can thank me by making all
gone.

This is really good, honey. Really good.

Oh, Miss Sherwood!

Mr. Morlock, I've already told you I
will go with you, is your... Date!

Not so loud.

Okay, I'm sorry, but... You've got to
start making some plans. All right.

I'll meet you at the Punchbowl, 8 o
'clock.

It's not that simple. I don't know what
to do. What's the procedures? What do we

do now? Mr. Morlock, you're making much
too much of it. Look, it's my first

prom. I don't even know what to wear.

Look. You rent yourself a nice tux, not
brown.

What color should the cover be?

Well, thanks a lot. My parents want me
to go see a psychiatrist.

Well, maybe that's not such a bad idea.
It's a terrible idea. I don't need a

psychiatrist. I'm fine. Sometimes we
think we're fine and we're not.

What's that supposed to mean? Holly, I
know. I have been there.

If you're anorexic, there may come a
point where your body chemistry takes

and you have nothing to say about it
anymore.

That's ridiculous. Holly!

You may want to eat, but your body will
reject food. If you get to that point,

there may be no going back.

I can't believe this.

I really think you're all crazy. I'm
fine. There's nothing wrong with me.

You know, when I was your age, I
remember having a similar conversation

mother. I told her I was fine. I meant
that.

But I wasn't.

You're wrong this time, Miss Grant.

You're wrong.

I hope not.

Well, I got to be careful.

No. Take my time.

No. Hey, Holly.

Hey, look, look. I've asked 100 girls to
go. I thought about six have accepted.

You're going to take six girls at a
prom? Of course not, man. Don't be

can't afford six corsages. That's what I
figured. I got to whittle down the list

a little bit, you know, pick the best
one.

Okay, so who's the contenders here? I'd
say there's Mary Ann Lewis.

Oh, does she still have her braces?

She got braces?

Yeah. That's why she didn't smile. She
just nodded her head.

Forget Mary and Louis.

So let's see, that leaves, um... That's
your date for the prom.

Go ask her, man.

Go ahead.

What did you ask her?

It's still too early, Emmett. Something
better may come along.

Come on, something better than that?

Yeah.

Well, if you ain't gonna ask her, I am.

Oh, we're going to the hookey loud.

Hookey, hookey, hookey, hookey, hookey,
hookey loud.

Everybody loves the hookey loud.

Where the loud loud is the cow cow at
the hookey loud.

To the hooky loud.

Hooky, hooky, hooky, hooky, hooky loud.

Pardon me.

Pardon now. We are talking hooky loud.
Hooky.

I'm talking hooky.

They're there. They're right.

Be careful now. Hold it tight. We hooky.

Hooky.

Guess I messed it through the sink.

All the people don't see.

That was wonderful.

Why didn't you guys look that up?

It's about greatness.

You know, when I picked up a Hawaiian
motif for our prom, I never realized I'd

figure out something so dazzling, so
spectacular, so stupid. Well, at least

it's worthless.

I mean, I will get up and change from my
prom dress into my sarong.

Sorry I'm late.

Miss Laird, you're late for rehearsal.

And why aren't you in your costume?

Because I couldn't get into it.

They're too revealing, Dorian.

Half naked. Ah, what's that word for?

It makes us look fat and ugly.

Come on, you have about 11 steps before
you're ugly.

Really? And about 15 before you're fat?

Okay, now I'm the head of the prom
committee, and if I say we do the whole

number, we do the whole number. If not,
it's just tough noogie.

Well, then I guess it's tough noogie for
me.

Holly?

Holly, what is going on? Leave me alone.

No, you're not getting off that easily.
Now, there is something wrong. You're

not acting like yourself.

If you ask me, it's this crazy diet
you've been on. I'm trying to lose

What's the matter with that? Millions of
people do it. Right. Well, maybe

millions of people diet. That's one
thing. But starving, you're... Are you

right?

Holly! I'm fine.

I'd be just fine if everybody would
leave me alone.

It's just because we care about you. But
out of my life!

We should have listened to you, Miss
Grant. Can we see her?

She doesn't want to see anybody right
now.

But is she going to be okay?

Is there anything I can do, Susie?

You had this.

And you got over it. How?

I wanted to live.

She's doing this because she doesn't
want us to split up, isn't she?

Forgive me, Mr. Lear, but I would not
play that game with her right now. If

thinks she's winning by doing this,
she's just going to keep...

The doctor said she could... She
might... Excuse me. I want

to get some air.

Excuse us, please.

Holly, what are you trying to do?

What are you trying to prove, Holly?

You're killing yourself. This is not
good. Stop it. You're killing yourself,

Holly. Baby, no. Baby, no.

me away, but I'm just going to come back
because I love you. You have to go now.

There's nothing you can do to change
that.

Get well, because I'm not giving up on
you.

I'm Tina.

I'm Holly.

I heard they had another one of them in
here.

You want to see something really great?

Go ahead, take a look. What is it? It's
an album.

I cut out pictures of my favorite
models.

They're all so thin.

Yeah, I know.

Is that Cheryl Teague's? Yeah.

Does she have a great body or what?

I want to be her.

I'd give anything to have a figure like
that. You?

I'd have to lose 10 pounds before I
could even get close to fitting into

bikini. I'd have to lose 15.

Oh, yeah? You haven't seen my thighs.

I have baby hippo thighs.

Oh, you should see my... So where?

Lunch, girls.

Tina, you get back to your room, and I
want to see you eat this time, okay?

You haven't touched food in days.

I touched it.

Happy? Keep pushing it, Tina.

I ate my whole breakfast this morning.
Sure you did.

Honey, the next time you throw your food
away, make sure you do it off camera.

What are you going to do to get any
privacy around here anyway?

Just eat and put some meat on those
bones. Then you can have all the privacy

want.

Well, I guess I better go now.

Remember, Big Brother is watching you.

You put all these up.

They're here to deal with them.

They think I'm eating.

What do you mean they think you're
eating? How do you fool them? From

and everything.

I have this tricksy.

I take bites of food and I make believe
like I'm chewing.

And when I wipe my mouth, I spit it out
of my napkin.

And later, I flush it down the toilet.

There's no cameras in there.

I used to throw it out the window, but I
almost hit an orderly.

I like you, Tina.

I like you, too.

It's nice to have somebody around who
understands.

Yeah.

I don't need a friend right now.

What's the matter?

Nothing.

I just got a little dizzy.

Get used to it.

Holly, why don't you eat?

Please, eat.

I'm not hungry, Mom.

I know your father, and I love you very
much.

I know, Mom.

And we know that you love us.

I do.

But you can't solve our problems by
starving yourself to death.

You might succeed in keeping us together
for a little while.

But time is not on your side.

And if you die, Holly, if you succeed in
killing yourself,

your father and I will grieve for you,

we'll mourn for you, and we'll miss you
very much.

But life will go on.

And we'll be here, and you won't.

You won't be here, Holly.

Do it for yourself, honey.

Tomorrow morning, the sun will come up.

The darkness will fade.

Tomorrow morning, without a warning.

In each of our hearts, the whole world
will start

again.

Celebration, a song on the wind.

I feel it.

Get shining.

There is a promise.

A sword in the stone.

Make it your own.

Tomorrow morning.

Reach out so far. Your dreams touch the
sky.

When he calls you, just hold it.

Because you know just what to say.

And you know just what to do.

And I want to tell you so much.

I love you.

Sharofsky, don't you want to try some of
my homemade poi?

No, thank you. I already have some. Mr.
Morlock?

Are you kidding? That stuff looks awful.

Well, thank you very much.

Well, don't get your nose out of joint.
When you made those cookies last year,

they were terrific. I told you so at the
time. You messed up on the poi.

Now, if the truth hurts, I'm sorry. I'm
just being honest.

Well, Mr. Morlock, you look like a geek
in that tuxedo.

If the truth hurts, I'm sorry. I'm just
being honest.

Elizabeth! Here I am, Mr. Murlock,
reporting for duty.

Just kidding.

For you, Elizabeth.

How sweet.

It's a wrist corsage.

Can I have everybody's attention,
please?

Are we having a good time?

privilege of announcing this year's prom
queen.

Our contestants are Jamie Carter, Nicole

Chapman, Alicia Ayer,

and the

winner is

Miss Nicole Chapman.

For this.

Um.

But I really can't accept it.

Because there's.

There's someone.

Who deserves it more than I do.

Holly Laird.

And now our new prom queen will lead off
the next dance with her escort.

I don't have to take that much more
time.

Would you like to dance?

I'd love to.

Long to see the sunlight in your hair

And tell you time and time again How

much I care Sometimes I feel my heart
will

overflow Hello

I've just got to let you know

Cause I wonder where you are.

And I wonder what you do.

Are you somewhere feeling lonely?

Or is someone lost?