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No matter how hard I think,

I don't know what to think about this.

So...

As always...

You make the move, just as you always have.

Even if you want to give up,

bite the bullet.

And just this one time...

Please get yourself together,

and come to me.

Let's get out.

Where?

Why are you wating for your death? What are you waiting for?

We can just hold hands and drown ourself at the beach.

Why are you waiting for your death when you want to die?

Get up. If you want to die so bad, let's kill ourselves together now.

Mom!

Don't even call me mom! You awful bastard!

You can't do this to me if you think I'm your mom. Awful bastard.

You sent away Jung to America, Gook Soo to Seoul.

And you sent away a girl who loves you.

What else are you sending away now?

My eldest son is gone.

Are you going to send away your mother

who grew old waiting sixteen years for you to get out of jail?

Fine, send me away. Send everything away.

Send your mom away. Send your poor mom away.

What things do you have to send away?

You got nothing already. You don't have anything to send away.

You wait there.

Wait.

No.

Now eat Tenggie.

I was worried about you not being patient about food.

But now you are good.

When you become a guide dog, you shouldn't forget about this.

That's how you will become a great guide dog.

Are you really going to leave in three days?

I must have had the foresight.

At the Puppy Walking,

we wrote our both names for Tenggie's guardian.

Tenggie...

I don't think I can take Tenggie to Kang Won Do.

You know the Puppy Walking ends next month, right?

Take good care of her and then give her away.

You are eating really well.

I got indicted without detention, right?

If you get in trouble one more time,

then, you are imprisoned right away.

Thank you.

What's wrong, Detective Jung?

Park Chang Gul's arrest warrant is rejected.

He already prepared what he's going to do when this would happen.

The bank clerk we investigated already quit the job and left the country.

Jjang Gu and Park Chang Gul got together.

Jjang Gu will get released soon and Park Chang Gul won't get arrested anymore.

W..wait.

We arrested this guy the moment he drugged people at the club.

But that guy got released?

Do you think that makes sense? Huh?

There is no other way.

We need Yang Kang Chil's testimony and Oh Young Hak's evidence.

Gook Soo, are you really going to Seoul?

There is no reason for me to stay here.

Why? Can I not be the reason?

How many times did I tell you that I'm not human.

I can't fall in love with humans.

I don't feel like it.

My heart is beating when I see you.

But, it's just...

the same feeling I have after three glasses of Soju.

Because I'm not human.

Since you are leaving...

Then...Can I kiss you?

Let's make a deal.

Even if you have wings to fly, if you stay with me for a year,

Then I will kiss you to make your wings fly.

Kang Chil is sick and Jung is gone.

If you are also gone,

Mom would be really sad.

What do you think? Do you want to make a deal?

I don't need your lips.

When you were asleep,

I kissed you just in case.

But my wings didn't fly.

I think last time was just a coincidence.

But...

Thank you for liking me.

What? What are you talking about? I don't like you!

You are acting like an idiot.

I was just interested in you.

It's the same thing anyway.

Hyo Suk.

Please improve your taste in men.

First you lived with someone abusive.

And now you crush on non-human being.

Why do you live like this? You are pathetic.

You're a sharp spoon.

I told you I never liked you.

You keep acting like an idiot!

I hate my life.

Why do I like that kind of person?

This one...This one too...

I don't know which one is good even if I look at it.

Jung, take a look. You are going to use it. Which one would be good?

-Don't buy it. -Why?

If you go to America, I'm going to call you whenever I want to.

Don't you want a secret phone?

I won't go to America.

Give me the one that works well in America.

-This one should be good. -Oh, okay.

This bastard...

He didn't have any stuff when he came to me.

Even when he leaves me, he doesn't have any stuff.

I should have bought him more clothes.

Gook Soo.

If you save some money later,

go visit America.

Go check if Jung is studying to be a doctor, or just hanging out with his friends.

And if he is not studying, then you should punch him on his face. Okay?

Damn it.

Even if I want to pack more, there is nothing to pack.

Gook Soo.

It's been a long time since we drank. Do you want to drink?

Do you want me to buy some drinks?

We are saying goodbye soon. Why drink?

When Jung leaves,

I will leave too.

Okay...

But...

You seem like you have a lot of thoughts in your mind.

What are you thinking?

To Mom...

I was thinking how I should say good bye to Mom.

Anyway, why is Mom so late?

I never understood why people spent money on places like this.

But now I understand.

The mood is really good.

Stop crying.

What time is the flight?

Grandma...

Can I really not go?

You have to go. Why not go?

If I go...

What about you?

Dad is sick. What about you?

I...

I run a store and eat well.

I can live anyway.

Wondering if you have become a doctor.

Whether it's autumn or spring where you are.

I can live like this. I'm fine.

I don't think this is right, Grandma.

I think this is right.

What your dad said is right.

Not letting you go because he loves you so much

is not the right thing to do.

I...

I can become a doctor here.

If you are doing this for me, you don't have to do it.

I can go to a college by myself.

That's what you think.

But your dad is trying so hard not to show you he's sick.

Now, you have to be prepared for the end.

I...

I want to do everything I can for your father while I can.

I don't know if it's good or bad.

I am thinking of doing what he wants to do.

I didn't do anything for him. This is the least I can do.

Your dad said he can't see you leaving.

Tonight...you stay at Hyo Suk's place and leave.

Don't be sad.

He's afraid that he won't bel able let you go because he loves you.

Please just think about how much he cares about you.

Oh, and this is allowance for you. Please take it.

You must become a doctor.

And cure people like your dad. This is what you should do.

I am really glad that your biological dad is really nice.

I wish it snowed now.

My heart hurts...

I'm leaving now.

Take care of yourself.

Call me when you arrive.

Dad...take care of yourself. I will call you when I get there.

Jung.

-You should wash up. -Yes.

Let me text more.

Your phone rang.

It's been ringing for a while Why don't you get it?

It's Jung.

I sent him a text message to say goodbye.

Now he is texting me constantly saying good bye, take care of yourself.

It bothers me so much.

Everything bothers you. Doesn't it?

do You think he's going to keep doing that in America?

You're not going to see him before he leaves. Why don't you reply to his text?

You jerk.

-Thank you for the meal. -He's already done eating.

He crammed the food into his mouth. He didn't even chew.

Oh my goodness...

Kang Chil!

My car is broken, and I have to move these to my hospital.

Help me please.

I've been thinking if I should go to Seoul or not.

But I think I'd better stay here in this hospital.

While I saw Ji Na packing, I was thinking what would happen to the animals.

Suddenly, I lost my sense of duty.

That's why.

I didn't ask.

Go with Ji Na.

I know you're doing this because you worry about her.

You're afraid that she'll get hurt.

If you know then shut up.

If you have to let her go,

It shouldn't be now. It should have been earlier.

What you're doing is no different from what thug would do.

Yeah.

Yes, you're right. I am a thug.

Thug, Yang Kang Chil.

No, you're my friend.

So...

I want my friend to be wise.

And be happy.

I sent 10 messages to him early in the morning

Oh..you did.

I asked him to think about it again one last time.

I said I don't want to go to America.

I said I'd miss him.

Take care of yourself,

Learn how to use a computer.

So I can email you.

I said all that.

But...

He only replied once.

Be nice to your parents in America.

And don't call me.

Ji Na.

I'm very selfish.

Telling my dad and grandma not to let me go was all lies.

If I really didn't want to go,

then I wouldn't go.

But...

I'm going.

I don't know why I'm going.

Maybe it's because my real dad lives there,

or if it's I can study as much as I want to.

Or just because I'm just selfish jerk.

My biological dad...

Maybe I've really wanted to find my biological dad.

Dad was really nice to me...

Grandma and Uncle Gook Soo were very nice to me too.

I don't know why I can't give up going there.

I really don't know what I'm doing.

Jung.

It's just that you have two fathers.

You just have a dad here and one in America.

You can't choose your father.

Don't think you chose your father who lives in America.

You were a really good son to Yang Kang Chil.

Now, you're going to be a nice son to your dad in America.

And, you can come back again.

Your dad has a really good son.

Step aside.

Why are you packing like this? Goodness.

These are already washed. Why did you fold them like this?

Mom.

Eat well.

Why worry about me? You take care of yourself.

-Am I your son? -Then are you a jerk?

If you're not my son, I wouldn't have sworn to you.

You're not my fake mom. You're my real mom.

I know.

I don't know why I'm folding this. It's going to get messy if you go to Seoul.

When you arrive in Seoul,

you should fold them nicely, and put them in a closet.

Is today the day you're going back to jail?

Yes.

Don't tell me you decided this because of us.

Nobody wanted it.

But...

I'm leaving just as you told me to.

Just like the first time we met four years ago.

Just as you ordered me to eat, sleep go and come...

I really don't want to leave, but I am because you told me to do so.

I...really appreciate it.

Go to Yong Hak.

I don't want to get disappointed again.

I'm tired of this kind of work.

Even if I go, there wouldn't be any evidence.

He would just fool us, just like the world has fooled us.

Besides, I only get to live for a couple of months.

There wasn't any miracle for us. Right?

Yeah, you're right.

Yes, there is no miracle.

If there wasn't any miracle for us,

I wanted to make miracle with you.

Two thugs that never had the chance to live like humans

met in jail and wanted to fight against to the world.

Eventually they get to live as humans, just as they had always hoped.

So, even though I wanted to be an angel, I didn't cry when I knew I couldn't fly.

Sky? So what if I can't fly the sky. Heaven? So what if I can't go?

Here I have you whom I love.

And I have my mom who runs the fish market.

And I have my dad who has a warm heart.

So, I thought I didn't need anything.

If you're not happy,

Heaven becomes meaningless.

I know.

You don't know.

It was you who made me a mutant not an angel.

You should have believed me.

You should have helped me make a miracle.

You should have been happy while you're still alive.

You can't just go back to jail.

It was you who ruined the miracle.

Maybe...

This moment you have always told me about...

This moment might be the key that makes the miracle.

Don't think about your future yet.

Even if I leave,

at this moment,

You should do what you really want to do.

It's us who has to get ready to let you go. Not the other way around.

You are crossing the line.

Hello, why?

I put money in your account.

It's time to come to me.

Why? You are so desperate that you can't even wait?

Do you want me to come now?

Now?

Where do I go? Huh? Where?

You bastard. Your eyes are so swollen.

What is this?

Mom wanted me to see her so I went. And she gave me this chicken.

Because you guys like it.

She said eat it while waiting at the airport.

I told her to see you guys, but she kept saying no.

That old woman...

Here. Let's eat for her.

We are going to go now.

What are you doing?

-Huh? -Putting ice.

Why are you putting it when it's cold?

It's wasting money.

Give it to me!

Leave it to me.

Do you know why your fish sells less than her fish?

Because you put less ice and that makes them less fresh.

That's right!

What's right?

You just put more ice to make it look more puffy.

You are fooling people.

Stop it and give it to me.

Why are you wandering around in this cold weather?

Who told you to do this?

He was just trying to help you. Why are you so upset?

If you really want to help me, then go find the girl who loves you.

Where are you going?

Why are you sulking all of a sudden?

Jung and Gook Soo are gone. Just like you wanted. Why so depressed?

Why did you send them away then?

How could you not listen to me even one time?

Even a dog would try to listen to his mother.

How can you not listen to me? How?

If you are not meeting anybody, then go eat at home.

Are you listening to me?

How could you not listen to me at all?

Nobody would like you.

What did you eat?

You even let Ji Na go! Who else are you sending away?

Are you going to send away your old mother who waited sixteen years for you to come out of jail?

Fine, send me away! Send everyone away from you.

Send your mom away. Send your poor mom away.

Okay! Go try to kill yourself.

If there is no miracle for us.

I wanted to make a miracle happen for you.

Two thugs that never had the chance to live like humans.

I wanted us to fight the world so that we can live decently.

How are you going to live after you let me go?

If you wanted to let her go, You should have let her go earlier.

This is no different from what you would have done as a thug.

This moment can be the key that makes a miracle.

At this moment, do what your heart wants most.

You make the move like you always have.

Even if you want to give up, bite the bullet.

One time, just one more time get yourself together.

And come to me.

Jung Ji Na.

Do you really...

really want to live with me at Kang Won Do?

Okay, then let's do it.

Go wait at your house. I will call you.

Hello?

It's Yang Kang Chil.

I'm going to Yong Hak now.

Then, I will tell my guys to protect the people around you.

Please do that.

Okay.

I will do that.

Call the police to protect Kang Yang Chil's mother and house.

Oh yeah!

Am I only worth shaking hands with?

I will see you later.

Wait up Jung!

Dad told me to check my account before I leave.

What money is all this?

This isn't money. Forget about it.

Suddenly I don't know why I'm listening to your father.

He never does what I want him to do.

Jung!

You go now.

Let me have this. Let's keep in touch.

I will be outside. Just call me if you need something.

It's been a long time...

since we have seen face to face this close.

Isn't it Kang Chil?

I don't expect you to give me the evidence.

But the reason I came here is that

for the last time...

I want to have faith in the people of this world.

You are human too.

You won't fool me anymore.

So whether there's evidence or not,

Tell me the truth.

I haven't fooled you since that incident sixteen years ago.

At that time...I was so scared. You also saw my dad.

He is a bit slow and lacking.

The only way that I can protect my dad was that.

It seemed like the only choice I had.

I don't know where the evidence is.

The phone I gave you.

The pictures that I sent you at first.

What are these?

Things you should know in case I die.

What are you talking about?

I really don't know what you are...

Chang Gul...

Chang Gul!

Sorry...

Yong Hak... Yong Hak!

If you go to the place where you missed the knife,

there will be the real knife...

Now we are really...

done with Min Ho's incident.

Kang Chil.

Don't hate me too much.

We all were...

too young.

Damn it.

You're not coming?

I'm not coming.

What?

Go to under the bridge of Jong Cheon Apartment.

It's where the evidence is.

It's about you, me, Min Ho, and Yong Hak.

There is no evidence.

I don't believe it.

You don't have to believe it. Then come to me.

I will welcome you.

But, if you don't go now,

Min Ho's brother, Detective Jung will get the evidence.

Because, I'm going to hang up and call detective Jung.

It's your choice.

You come here or get the evidence.

He is on his way.

You don't know where the evidence is. Right?

I don't know.

Even if he gets there faster, it won't be easy to find the evidence.

Only me and Yong Hak know where.

Okay. Bye.

I'm going to go meet Ji Na now.

I'm not asking for permission.

I'm just letting you know becuase I think I should do that.

I'm not interested in that.

It's more important to catch the murderer who killed my brother.

It's your problem whether you meet or not.

Send the picture and the address of the evidence.

Your dad said that

if you hadn't been born into your family,

Jung Min Ho's incident would have been resolved eariler.

Your father also said it's all his fault.

He made you like this.

Do you know how much I loved him?

I didn't kill him.

I'm innocent.

Even if you don't believe me, I'm innocent.

Even if people in the world don't believe me, I'm innocent.

Hey, you fearless girl.

I may not always fulfill your hopes.

I may get sick, I may not survive.

I may die. I may not live forever.

At this moment, I don't hope for those things.

I'm going to do my best to live.

There is no reason not to do that.

But I might not be able to do that.

I will take the medicine and bear all the pain.

But, when the pills don't work, I'm going to make the choice without fear.

When that time comes, please let me go.

Don't make me eat and breathe forcefully.

If I stop breathing, just let it be.

And don't tell me my choice wasn't the best.

Just like when your dad left you,

if I also...

can't do it by myself...

I'm going to leave you too.

Even if it's scary to imagine now,

imagine living without me a thousand times.

When you think you can handle that, let's go to Kang Won Do.

Even if I die,

let me leave in peace.

I...

in my last moment,

I want you to know that...

I'm going to a better place.

If you think that

it is where your mom and Min Ho are,

It's not that bad of a place to go.

It's not a place to fear.

If I must go,

it's probably okay to go.

So, don't worry.

Sometimes, please forget me,

and smile brightly...

But, if you miss me sometimes, cry a little bit and then smile again.

You live for that moment.

I was very very happy to live with you.

And I love you.