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The amazing thing
about the world
that Nick created
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through the movies, books,
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and the ones
we know the most, songs,
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is they're full
of the most divine,
beautiful characters.
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Does it look all right?
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Man, look.
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And then,
you know, there's
the most pathetic of victims.
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The most ruthless of evildoers,
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and just the worst of humanity.
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In Nick's world,
there's always characters,
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people, songs,
him dealing with the unknown.
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It's so deep,
the worlds that he conjures up.
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The kind of feeling is always
deep and intense in everything.
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You know he feels
an incredible responsibility
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when he's writing.
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He's curious about words.
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Sometimes it can be
like ten years later,
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and I'll call him up and say,
"It's such a beautiful song."
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And he's like, "Duh!"
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He is
and always was a poet.
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His creativity,
his intelligence.
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There's no fear.
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The sort of reference
for songwriting
is a mystical force.
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It's heavily influenced
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a lot of the way
that I approach my work.
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Nick's
constantly going "What if?"
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"What about here?
What's happening there?
What do we do with that?
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What's love?"
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I think it's his search
for the human soul.
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Nick wants to know
why he's here.
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Not many people
want to know that.
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I wanted
to ask you
about the music.
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There's always been
lots of archetypes
in your music
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and mythic figures.
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It is
my natural language
to do it in that.
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I'm a storyteller.
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These characters in the songs,
I don't look at them
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as sort of literary
inventions as much
as just parts of myself.
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I think what's
interesting with Nick is
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the way it's evolved over time.
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He was somebody who wrote
songs about characters.
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He wrote songs,
he wrote stories.
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The songs
begin to take on
these sort of archetypes,
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I think Nick is very good
at pulling the gears
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to push forward
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at different points
of those characters.
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Yeah.
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We're not an outlaw,
or we're not an angel
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or a saint or a devil or a god.
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We contain all of those things.
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But in a way, what they
collectively show us
is far more important
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than what they show us
individually.
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An archetype
is a set of characteristics
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that we recognize universally.
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The archetypes become
like a roadmap
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showing you
where you need to go.
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They're the things
that lead you.
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The hero's journey and Jung
and Freud, you name it,
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going all the way to Buddhist
and ancient Chinese myths.
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It's usually
"how do you cope
with the darkness?
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What you do with that?"
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This is my room.
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My gun.
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Nick, I think,
was very interested
in the outlaw,
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the kind of
Old Testament type world,
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the so-called norms of society
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and what is
considered acceptable,
what is just.
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The outlaw challenges
all those things.
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What do you dream at night?
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Um...
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Uh...
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Committing sins.
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I dream about sin.
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"He sticks
a Lambert & Butler
in his mouth,
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lights it and blows
a trumpet of smoke
at his reflected image.
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Then he notices
the shadows behind him
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have begun to bleed and smudge
and reposition themselves.
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They seem to be growing longer
and taking on personalities
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that would not normally
be attributed to them
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as if they were
advancing upon him
from the spirit world.
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Bunny has
the unforeseen feeling
that he is going to die."
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Bunny Munro
came out of this idea
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that I'd been formulating
for a while
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about a kind of total fuck up.
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Nick took those ideas,
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embellishing it further
as a novel.
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Crucially, Bunny Munro
is a very complicated man.
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I think that
he's sexy, he's funny,
he's endlessly charismatic.
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He's also vile
and thoughtless
and careless
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and, crucially, I think, broken.
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Guess what my name is.
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I'm Bunny.
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- Bunny?
- Bunny.
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I think part of
what makes him
so insidious
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is that he's great with women.
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He is able to give them
what they need
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up to a certain point
and then he's out.
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Bunny is an outlaw
in that he exists outside
of a moral framework
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we've all accepted
as the moral framework
to live by.
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Doesn't give a shit
about any of it.
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I think the great thing
about anti-heroes
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is that they give us
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permission to transgress
without actually transgressing.
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I know Nick
likes to write about
these outlaws and bandits
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who are actually
incredibly complex.
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And then it's
incredibly intriguing.
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You're developing this bond
with this desperado.
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Well, I mean,
it's cool that stuff, right?
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Everyone loves an outlaw, no?
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The outlaw is something
that really galvanized us
at a younger age.
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We're very taken
by those figures.
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Ned Kelly was an outlaw figure
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that loomed very large
in our imaginations.
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Nick actually grew up
in Kelly country.
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There's a direct lineage
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to some of
the very dramatic things
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that were happening
in Melbourne
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when Nick was growing up.
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Tonight, Melbourne police
are still at a loss to explain
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who bombed the city's
police headquarters or why.
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But we're also
in a very extreme
part of the world.
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It's like another planet.
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And we are the uninvited.
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For me, it's always been
fundamentally important
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that I'm seen
as an Australian performer.
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I mean, it's always
been my thing.
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It's my shtick.
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And that the Bad Seeds
are an Australian band.
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I think Nick could
only come from Australia.
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Australian art,
when it's at its best,
someone like Barry Humphries,
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there's a poetic nature to it.
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There's a playfulness,
a sort of sacredness,
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and a profanity to it.
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It wasn't many moons ago
that they thought we were
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a bunch of rough diamonds
down here.
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We've got more culture
than a penicillin factory
in Australia.
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The Australian morality
is like criminal morality.
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Like, the rules
you're taught at school
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are very much jailhouse rules.
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In Australia,
you had to be good
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or the audience
would rip you apart.
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The Birthday Party
and the early Bad Seeds
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is confrontational music.
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The idea was to provoke.
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You got that feeling
when you went to see them
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that anything could happen.
Violence could erupt.
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Like, they were ready
to die on stage, you know?
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Nick was always
a figure of myth.
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He was like Jesus or something.
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Like evil Jesus of Melbourne.
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I met Nick
at the drug dealer's.
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I was just
an innocent private schoolboy
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working on
my first heroin habit,
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and I walked in
and there was
the prince of darkness
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sitting on the couch.
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He was watching a documentary
about earthworms.
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I asked,
"What are you watching?"
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And he just turned around
and bared his teeth at me.
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For me,
certain drugs...
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It wasn't so much
the drug itself.
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It was more
the chaotic lifestyle around it
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and the weird and wonderful
people you meet
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when you're leading
that lifestyle.
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That formative experience,
provides a lot of the seed corn
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for the characters
you subsequently create.
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The engine room
of that creativity
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is often that kind of
disinhibition of youth.
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I mean, they were
definitely outlaws
in Melbourne
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and then they came to London.
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And London
clearly wasn't enough,
so they went to Berlin.
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Berlin in the '80s was
the ideal territory for Nick.
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It was an outlaw place.
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If you didn't shoot anybody,
you could basically do
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everything else
you wanted to do.
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Anything could happen.
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A lot of creative people
came to Berlin.
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I mean, Bowie and Iggy Pop
came here for a reason.
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And I think pretty much
the same reason
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pulled Nick Cave to Berlin.
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The reason
for going to Berlin
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was that each time
we went there,
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we would become
acquainted with people
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who just had
an extremely open
attitude towards music
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and towards art in general.
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They're just concerned
in the joy of creating,
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which sounds
totally pretentious.
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But it's quite true.
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People seem to
conduct themselves
in a decadent manner.
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Always staying up all night,
getting drunk, taking drugs.
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One more song, then it's over.
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But I'm not gonna
tell you about a girl.
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I wanna tell you about a girl.
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Nick was the king of Berlin.
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When I made
Wings of Desire,
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he had split up
The Birthday Party.
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He had formed the Bad Seeds.
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The Bad Seeds were always
this kind of...
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It felt, as an onlooker,
a force to be reckoned with.
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They looked amazing,
didn't look like anything else.
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The Bad Seeds was like
this crew of mad pirates.
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Rare to have that place
where it's art and action
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and yearning
and danger and love,
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and all those things
come together.
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What Nick did was
he put together
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very dynamic individuals.
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So Blixa Bargeld
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was from Einsturzende
Neubauten.
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He is so unique
and such a creative force,
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and Mick Harvey was
kind of like the anchor
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keeping everything together.
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The dynamic
between him
and all the Bad Seeds
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is unlike anything
I have experienced
with any other artist.
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Most bands
write the song, do demos,
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play that
to the record producer.
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The producer then has ideas,
then they get into rehearsal
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and work out different
arrangements and all that.
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There's none of that.
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He'll sit down at the piano
and start going,
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"Right, this song
goes like this.
Dun-dun-dun!"
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And he goes,
"There's another bit
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that comes in
and goes like this.
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Then there's a stop.
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And I don't know
what happens after that.
All right, you ready?"
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Shall we record it?
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- Yeah.
- All right.
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One, two, three.
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That pressure of time
is 100% down to the fact
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that he's just
incredibly impatient.
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He's the most impatient person
I've ever worked with.
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He has
surrounded himself
with these people
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who are so imaginative
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and have a beautiful
aesthetic on music,
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but they can follow him
and it works.
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Yeah, I'm Nick Cave.
This is the Bad Seeds.
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I think
his earlier music
had more archetypes.
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These kind of wild men
who were actually
incredibly complex
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and you know,
or homosexual or whatever,
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you know, just
everything was much more
than met the eye,
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but they had
this threatening manner.
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But of course they had
all this kind of
devastation inside.
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The Mercy Seat.
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"The face of Jesus
in my soup"
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seems like a classic
Nick Cave line
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because it is the transcendent
and the ordinary, all together.
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"The meal trolley's
wicked wheels" like...
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I think that's something
I've so learned from him
is just like...
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The mystical and the mundane,
251
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bring them together,
and that makes a good line.
252
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The Mercy Seat is his first
monumentally great song.
253
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It's something he was
drawing on,
254
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which came
from an older tradition,
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with Johnny Cash,
John Lee Hook and stuff,
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where you find a persona.
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For The Mercy Seat,
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you sing from the persona
of the guy on death row.
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The idea of
the electric chair
being called a mercy seat
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and then it gets so fast,
and it's so manic and wild.
261
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It's just
this sort of swirling miasma
of terror
262
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that builds into this feeling
of, "You're going to
meet your maker."
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And it's just such
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a fantastic
piece of theater.
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The kiss-off line at the end,
about, you know, the confession.
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There's almost a joy
in how dark
the lyrics are being.
267
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It's so him.
268
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He's exploring the depths
of the human psyche.
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It's like all these things
that we're scared to admit
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'cause it's terrifying
to admit it.
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Everybody has it in them.
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I think there's a voice
that you have
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that stands outside
of who you seem to be
in this mortal life.
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The greatest gift
that you have
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is a subconscious.
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That's the connection
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with the bigger forces
in the world.
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The different dimensions,
the different cosmic forces
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that you don't really
understand yourself.
280
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So if you let the subconscious
do the heavy lifting in art,
281
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that gets you into these places.
282
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We all have
our shadow.
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Our shadow side,
we tend to repress and bury,
284
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and that tends
to unleash itself
285
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in other ways.
286
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It builds up
and it will spill out.
287
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That shadow world of ours
is almost limitless.
288
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I think it's
a very healthy thing
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to force ourselves
to look in the mirror
and see the full picture.
290
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Much of the time
we spend pushing down
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particular aspects
of our characters
that we don't want to look at,
292
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you know,
I find that it is healthy
293
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and therapeutic,
if you want to use that word,
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to look at those aspects
of your character.
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There've been
criticisms, really,
296
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about the kind of characters
I write about,
that they are me.
297
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And they're right.
298
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You know,
Stagger Lee's exploits
299
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got more and more extreme.
300
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And provocative.
And... what's the word?
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Transgressive, right?
302
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I remember
seeing the first time
they did Stagger Lee,
303
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which is obviously
an old traditional song.
304
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When he got to the part about
"I'll crawl over 50 pussies
305
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just to get to
one fat boy's arsehole,"
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you could feel
the absolute shock.
307
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The audience was shocked.
308
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There's like 50,000 people
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that just felt like
they'd been slapped.
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I believe
there's some interesting
projects in the works,
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a concept album based
around the murder ballad.
312
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Is it a very strong genre
of lyric writing?
313
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Yeah, particularly
in blues and country music
and stuff like that.
314
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It's just an excuse
for me to write a whole lot
of violent lyrics, really.
315
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Fucking "Murder Ballads"
devastated me.
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It fucking shook me to my core.
317
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He's touching
something in me
318
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in a way that is
absolutely terrifying.
319
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I had nightmares for weeks.
320
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Getting out of bed
shaking, panic.
321
00:21:03,840 --> 00:21:06,280
You know what I mean?
Because it expressed
322
00:21:06,400 --> 00:21:09,160
such a fucking part of humanity
that's so terrifying.
323
00:21:09,280 --> 00:21:12,160
So many people,
I've played
that record for them.
324
00:21:12,280 --> 00:21:15,080
"You gotta fucking hear this."
They don't wanna hear it.
325
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They don't want to hear it.
They don't want to admit it.
326
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You know what I mean?
It's a mirror.
327
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Art has a purpose.
328
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It's not just entertainment.
329
00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:31,280
It's there for us to grow
and understand how to be alive.
330
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We're all a lot darker
than we like to believe.
331
00:21:40,800 --> 00:21:43,520
By the time
we got to "Bunny Munro",
332
00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:47,200
Nick was well settled
into Brighton.
333
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He is
with the love of his life.
334
00:21:52,120 --> 00:21:55,000
She's pregnant,
they're gonna have twins.
335
00:21:55,120 --> 00:21:56,520
They have twins.
336
00:21:56,640 --> 00:21:58,520
It was a whole new chapter.
337
00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:03,520
The Death of Bunny Munro
is his feverish nightmare
338
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about how bad he could
fuck up his own marriage.
339
00:22:06,960 --> 00:22:12,200
And like a sort of
self-flagellating,
masochistic horror tale
340
00:22:12,320 --> 00:22:16,160
about how evil
he personally could be.
341
00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:21,920
"He realizes,
in a shadowy way,
for a brief moment,
342
00:22:22,040 --> 00:22:25,040
the weird imaginings
and visitations and apparitions
343
00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:28,920
that he has encountered
with the ghosts of his own grief
344
00:22:29,040 --> 00:22:32,000
and that he was being
driven insane by them."
345
00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:36,240
The interesting
thing about creating
your own myth
346
00:22:36,360 --> 00:22:40,440
is, at a point,
where does that line dissolve?
347
00:22:41,560 --> 00:22:44,760
Are you the myth
or are you the person?
348
00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:00,840
After most of the shoots
I did with him,
349
00:23:01,000 --> 00:23:02,120
I'd go, "Never again.
350
00:23:02,240 --> 00:23:05,440
I'm never gonna
fucking photograph Nick again."
351
00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:07,400
'Cause it was torturous.
352
00:23:11,240 --> 00:23:14,160
Am I being too revealing?
353
00:23:14,280 --> 00:23:18,440
You know someone so well,
you don't want to piss them off.
354
00:23:21,000 --> 00:23:23,440
The hair was a huge thing.
355
00:23:23,560 --> 00:23:28,280
I remember him
spending hours on his hair.
356
00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:33,160
I started to point out to him
that I never had got
357
00:23:33,280 --> 00:23:35,040
really a bad photo of him.
358
00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:40,080
And I think he just
started to kind of
give himself to the process.
359
00:23:47,080 --> 00:23:50,800
This is the famous
Nick Cave in Blue Wig.
360
00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,960
He didn't question
me dressing him up.
361
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:58,120
You know, he loved
the feeling of the Lycra,
362
00:23:58,240 --> 00:23:59,800
and he was up for that.
363
00:24:00,360 --> 00:24:02,360
Everything's so dusty in here.
364
00:24:02,800 --> 00:24:04,360
My God.
365
00:24:04,480 --> 00:24:06,240
Okay, so this is what...
366
00:24:07,680 --> 00:24:09,760
This is what he was wearing.
367
00:24:12,320 --> 00:24:16,120
And, of course,
in my usual perverted way,
368
00:24:16,760 --> 00:24:20,600
I cut the nipples out,
but we don't
get to see that in the photo.
369
00:24:23,400 --> 00:24:25,320
So that's what
I would have done.
370
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:29,440
And then I would have
painted the lipstick here.
371
00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:33,560
You know, he wanted to be
in uncharted territory
372
00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:37,280
with not S&M
or any of the other fetishes.
373
00:24:37,400 --> 00:24:39,720
There was no guardrails.
374
00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:45,720
Nick's just got this capacity
to grow, grow, grow.
375
00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:49,560
Like, that's what he does.
He's never still.
376
00:24:51,280 --> 00:24:53,920
There's definitely
a feeling of restlessness.
377
00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:56,000
Like these pilgrims,
378
00:24:56,320 --> 00:25:00,200
these characters,
these adventuring guys
trying to find new worlds.
379
00:25:00,320 --> 00:25:01,360
It is him.
380
00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:12,360
The Pilgrim is the person
who has to, in the human form,
381
00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:14,320
journey out into the world,
382
00:25:14,440 --> 00:25:19,680
with all its complexity
and all the fragility
of being a human.
383
00:25:23,200 --> 00:25:25,440
I love the word anyway,
the pilgrim.
384
00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:26,800
Nick is on a mission.
385
00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:32,040
I think it's his search
for the human soul.
386
00:25:33,040 --> 00:25:35,880
Nick wants to know
why he's here.
387
00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:38,880
Not many people
want to know that.
388
00:25:44,160 --> 00:25:48,000
The Pilgrim's journey is
both towards what is known
and what is unknown.
389
00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:51,960
You're going somewhere.
You're not just rambling.
390
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:56,800
And then, on that journey,
you meet people,
have conversations.
391
00:25:56,960 --> 00:25:58,120
They...
392
00:25:58,240 --> 00:26:00,960
sometimes hold you back
and they sometimes
push you forward.
393
00:26:03,440 --> 00:26:06,040
Nick decided one day
394
00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:08,720
that he wanted to do
a duet with Kylie.
395
00:26:11,080 --> 00:26:12,760
She was pure pop,
396
00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:15,680
and everyone was like,
"What the fuck?"
397
00:26:15,800 --> 00:26:17,200
But that was Nick.
398
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:26,120
It was hugely controversial
within her own management.
399
00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:32,880
And so it was something
for her to step into this
male drug-addicted world,
400
00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:35,840
which she did,
to sing this song.
401
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:39,520
And she just showed
extraordinary courage
to do that.
402
00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:47,600
He's a believer
in the unknown
403
00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:50,280
and in having a relationship
with the unknown.
404
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:51,960
He's a believer
in putting himself
405
00:26:52,080 --> 00:26:55,280
in situations where
he doesn't exactly know
what he's doing.
406
00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:57,760
I think collaboration
is like that, because
407
00:26:57,880 --> 00:27:00,360
you're dealing with an element
that's beyond your control.
408
00:27:00,480 --> 00:27:01,960
It's the other person.
409
00:27:12,200 --> 00:27:15,120
Nick had finally
cracked the drugs.
410
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:19,040
He was not returning
and he was on fire, creatively.
411
00:27:20,240 --> 00:27:22,240
He was always,
like a lot of addicts,
412
00:27:22,360 --> 00:27:25,840
very nervous
that without the drugs,
413
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:29,920
will that creative energy
be fully expressed?
414
00:27:30,280 --> 00:27:34,000
And I tried very hard
to convince him
415
00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:38,400
that's a trick and a delusion
that a lot of artists fall into.
416
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:43,600
I think the people
he collaborated with
along the way
417
00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:45,560
have changed definitively,
418
00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:48,200
and the nature
of the collaboration
has changed.
419
00:27:54,160 --> 00:27:56,480
I think
the collaboration
with Warren is different,
420
00:27:56,600 --> 00:27:59,440
because they actually
sit and do it together.
421
00:27:59,560 --> 00:28:01,600
They make music together.
422
00:28:01,720 --> 00:28:04,240
Whereas I don't think
that's what was going on
423
00:28:04,360 --> 00:28:06,880
with Nick and Blixa
back in the day.
424
00:28:07,000 --> 00:28:09,720
If you don't change,
you just stagnate.
425
00:28:11,200 --> 00:28:12,480
Is that all right, then?
426
00:28:13,640 --> 00:28:16,120
Ninety eight out of a hundred.
427
00:28:18,720 --> 00:28:22,160
I just love working
with the guy, right?
I-I don't...
428
00:28:23,280 --> 00:28:25,720
I don't really look
at what he's doing or...
429
00:28:27,040 --> 00:28:28,800
That's for you guys to do,
430
00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:31,320
fucking journalists
or whatever.
431
00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:39,200
There's also
an improvisational element
to Warren and Nick,
432
00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:43,720
how they work,
versus the early days
of the Bad Seeds.
433
00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:59,480
Certainly, by the time
they get to Push the Sky Away,
434
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:01,720
it's the first inkling
that things are shifting,
435
00:29:01,840 --> 00:29:03,520
that Nick's idea
of the song is shifting.
436
00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:16,000
Nick called one day
and said, "We're
about to start a new record.
437
00:29:16,120 --> 00:29:18,600
Do you want to come down
to Brighton and hang out?"
438
00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:23,920
On the first day we got there,
439
00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:27,360
they came in,
and Nick sat at his desk
440
00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:29,400
with piano at the side of him,
441
00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:32,200
and Warren sat on the floor
442
00:29:32,320 --> 00:29:35,120
with synths and pedals
and weird...
443
00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:37,240
stuff
all around him.
444
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:45,600
And they just started
hammering away at these things.
445
00:29:45,720 --> 00:29:48,160
It was the most bizarre...
446
00:29:48,280 --> 00:29:49,640
Chaos.
447
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:52,400
Sonic chaos.
448
00:29:52,520 --> 00:29:55,960
We had to avoid
looking at each other
449
00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:58,840
for either giggling or going,
450
00:29:58,960 --> 00:30:00,280
"This is gonna be
the worst record ever.
451
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:01,840
What are they doing?"
452
00:30:15,560 --> 00:30:18,320
You're asking me
to map a process
453
00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:21,920
that I've never
tried to analyze
454
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:25,240
because, call it
superstitious or whatever,
455
00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:28,800
I've always felt that
whatever was kind of,
456
00:30:29,880 --> 00:30:32,240
you know, mystical
about it or whatever,
457
00:30:32,360 --> 00:30:33,920
should remain that way.
458
00:30:36,280 --> 00:30:39,120
You know, five, six hours
of hammering away
459
00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:44,560
and you just figure,
"This is the end of
anything creative at all."
460
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:46,600
Then something will appear.
461
00:30:56,520 --> 00:30:59,240
Warren doesn't know
where he's going,
and he doesn't care.
462
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:01,080
It's in the process
of making it
463
00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:03,080
that you're discovering
what it is.
464
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:04,760
Just jamming.
465
00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:09,160
And when you do that,
the song itself surprises you.
466
00:31:09,280 --> 00:31:11,360
It gets out of
what you think you should do,
467
00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:13,480
and it gets out of
what you know,
468
00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:17,800
and it becomes something
that's its own thing by itself.
469
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:26,400
All I care about
is the exhilaration
470
00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:28,080
of being in that moment
471
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:30,120
when the fucking atom's
splitting.
472
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:12,360
"Higgs Boson Blues",
obviously it's a journey,
473
00:32:12,840 --> 00:32:14,880
but it's a hallucinatory
journey, isn't it?
474
00:32:23,640 --> 00:32:25,800
It questions
whether there's a god,
475
00:32:25,920 --> 00:32:30,040
and you've got this guy
who's driving to Geneva
476
00:32:30,160 --> 00:32:32,240
uh, because he doesn't like
the fact
477
00:32:32,360 --> 00:32:34,920
that they're
experimenting with the atoms,
478
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:38,000
and if it comes out
a certain way,
479
00:32:38,120 --> 00:32:39,920
it means God doesn't exist.
480
00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:42,920
I mean, that's to me,
the underlying threat.
481
00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:44,560
But it's not obvious.
482
00:32:47,120 --> 00:32:49,840
There's
this journey to check in
on what's happening
483
00:32:49,960 --> 00:32:51,360
to the spiritual state
of the world
484
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:52,800
as well as
485
00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:55,080
the physical,
atomic state of the world.
486
00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:02,720
Think of them
in the line of people like
Carl Sagan or Carlo Rovelli.
487
00:33:03,240 --> 00:33:05,440
These are explorers.
488
00:33:05,560 --> 00:33:10,040
They're explorers of
"what does it mean to be human?"
489
00:33:13,160 --> 00:33:15,920
When that record
Push the Sky Away was finished,
490
00:33:16,040 --> 00:33:17,120
it felt like it wasn't the end.
491
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:19,800
It felt like it was
the beginning of something,
492
00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:21,720
it was going to go
somewhere else.
493
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:25,240
I remember Nick and I
having a talk, you know...
494
00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:30,640
It was like a promise,
and it was like
it was signaling.
495
00:33:30,760 --> 00:33:33,480
It was like a promise
being thrown down.
496
00:33:36,000 --> 00:33:39,200
The Pilgrim
is just a reminder
to stay grounded,
497
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:41,640
even with this
transcendent power,
498
00:33:41,760 --> 00:33:44,120
to kind of stay attached
to the Earth
499
00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:46,160
and to stay attached
to the people in it,
500
00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:49,680
and that the human connection
as well as the divine
501
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:51,560
is just as important.
502
00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:05,400
On a journey of any kind,
503
00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:08,440
the weather will
sometimes be good,
and sometimes bad.
504
00:34:08,560 --> 00:34:11,840
Sometimes it will feel
like a pilgrimage.
505
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:15,840
Sometimes, it'll just feel like
a really difficult journey.
506
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:20,160
We respond as best we can
to what comes to us
along the way,
507
00:34:20,280 --> 00:34:23,520
in terms of trial,
frustration,
company, support.
508
00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:27,000
We learn as we walk,
and we learn to cope
509
00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:30,000
with the dead times,
the empty times,
510
00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:32,680
when we walk.
511
00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:38,600
This is a sensitive
but important question.
512
00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:43,920
How did the tragic death
of Nick's teenage son
513
00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:47,520
impact on him,
not just as a man,
but as an artist?
514
00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:27,160
For most of my life,
I was just sort of, um...
515
00:36:29,680 --> 00:36:33,320
in awe of my own genius,
you know.
516
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:36,400
A-And I had an office,
and I would sit there
517
00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:37,960
and write every day,
518
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:43,040
and whatever else
happened in my life,
it was peripheral...
519
00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:46,600
Even annoyances,
520
00:36:46,720 --> 00:36:48,680
because I was involved
521
00:36:48,800 --> 00:36:53,240
in this great work
that I, you know...
522
00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:56,240
And this just
collapsed completely.
523
00:36:56,360 --> 00:36:59,440
And I just sort of saw
the folly of that,
524
00:36:59,560 --> 00:37:06,600
the kind of disgraceful
sort of self-indulgence
of the whole thing.
525
00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:12,040
Um, it just...
My priorities changed.
526
00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:15,240
You know, I still
work all the time.
527
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:17,520
Um, I still go on tour.
528
00:37:18,200 --> 00:37:22,400
I still piss everyone off
because I'm making a new record
529
00:37:22,520 --> 00:37:24,960
or I'm depressed
because I can't write songs.
530
00:37:25,080 --> 00:37:31,200
So the same things still apply.
But that, um, that...
531
00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:38,040
that idea that art
sort of trounces everything,
532
00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:39,880
it just doesn't
apply to me anymore.
533
00:37:40,000 --> 00:37:45,200
I'm a father and I'm a husband
and a person of the world.
534
00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:49,520
These things are
much more important to me
535
00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:52,040
than the concept
of being an artist.
536
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:58,640
That kind of grief
is a form of madness.
537
00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:01,880
It brings you
pretty close to going under.
538
00:38:05,560 --> 00:38:07,400
We're all gonna know
pain and loss.
539
00:38:07,520 --> 00:38:10,280
We're all gonna know
joy and euphoria.
540
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:12,840
These elements
are battling away within us,
541
00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:16,160
and I think that's,
to me, is a place
542
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:17,640
where great things are made.
543
00:38:20,600 --> 00:38:23,160
He's just got to
put one foot
in front of the other.
544
00:38:50,880 --> 00:38:53,200
Suddenly, it felt like
the worlds collided,
545
00:38:53,320 --> 00:38:56,920
his creative world
and his sort of private life.
546
00:39:00,240 --> 00:39:02,840
Children in Nick's work,
and certainly in "Bunny Munro,"
547
00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:05,280
are symbols
of hope and potential.
548
00:39:05,400 --> 00:39:08,600
and unsullied as yet
549
00:39:08,720 --> 00:39:10,680
and impossibly wise, I think.
550
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:13,760
You know, I think
that being able to see
the world unfiltered
551
00:39:13,880 --> 00:39:16,080
allows us then
to see the world
through their eyes,
552
00:39:16,200 --> 00:39:17,760
and to see it
in different ways.
553
00:39:20,240 --> 00:39:23,360
Nick still has
that inner child.
554
00:39:23,880 --> 00:39:26,680
He actually was
always great with kids
555
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:30,080
because there was a freedom
and a kind of anarchy,
556
00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:31,680
to kids that he loved.
557
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:34,800
He loved
the naughtiness of kids,
558
00:39:34,920 --> 00:39:38,200
when the kids were
calling out the adults.
559
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:40,680
That's one of
the great things about kids,
560
00:39:40,840 --> 00:39:43,800
is they-they
expose our bullshit.
561
00:39:44,880 --> 00:39:48,640
You have a song
like "O Children",
which is like an anthem
562
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:53,800
to all the children
that get abandoned
by the adults.
563
00:40:30,520 --> 00:40:32,240
That, to me,
is what storytelling is.
564
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:34,080
It's not just the narrative.
565
00:40:34,240 --> 00:40:37,320
It's all the emotional
sort of landscapes
566
00:40:37,440 --> 00:40:39,840
and the thematic issues
that you can dive into.
567
00:40:39,960 --> 00:40:42,240
And he managed
to do that in song.
568
00:40:44,440 --> 00:40:47,840
I was in awe
of that artistry,
that majesty, really.
569
00:40:47,960 --> 00:40:48,960
And I still am.
570
00:40:55,440 --> 00:41:00,320
He dealt with a tragedy
that I cannot fucking imagine
571
00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:03,600
the depth of pain and suffering
that he's gone through.
572
00:41:04,240 --> 00:41:06,960
And to come through it
to the other side,
573
00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,560
into a place
of honoring his son
574
00:41:09,680 --> 00:41:12,440
and living a life of art
and dealing with his pain,
575
00:41:12,560 --> 00:41:14,400
fucking handling it
and dealing with it.
576
00:41:14,520 --> 00:41:17,360
Who can do that?
Very few fucking people.
577
00:41:21,320 --> 00:41:24,320
"Ghosteen"
is made in such
an extraordinary context.
578
00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:27,600
You know, after this
personal catastrophe.
579
00:41:29,240 --> 00:41:31,480
I was living
with Nick in LA
at the time.
580
00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:35,960
And my introduction
to Ghosteen was
him with his computer
581
00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:37,840
just playing
various bits of music
582
00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:40,760
and actually just singing
over the top in his kitchen.
583
00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:44,720
And then I went out
to where they were recording,
584
00:41:44,840 --> 00:41:47,000
this place out in Malibu.
585
00:41:49,120 --> 00:41:53,720
That record
was a really
isolated experience.
586
00:41:54,640 --> 00:41:57,720
We'd just set up
and do all this...
587
00:41:57,840 --> 00:42:01,280
these overdubs and that,
and then go to bed
588
00:42:01,400 --> 00:42:03,880
and I'd sleep
for a couple of hours
589
00:42:04,000 --> 00:42:06,400
and then the mixers
would be there,
590
00:42:06,520 --> 00:42:08,920
and I'd go down
in my underpants
591
00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:11,760
and sit on the bench
and just listen to them.
592
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:14,840
And I couldn't really believe
what was coming out.
593
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:20,480
"Ghosteen", for me, felt like
the only time
I've been in the studio
594
00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:23,400
where it really felt like
something else was in there,
595
00:42:23,520 --> 00:42:26,200
there was another
force present in there.
596
00:42:32,120 --> 00:42:33,800
They were
locked into something.
597
00:42:33,920 --> 00:42:36,920
And it does make
a nonbeliever like me
suddenly think,
598
00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:38,920
"Hang on. What was
going on in that studio?
599
00:42:39,040 --> 00:42:40,560
What was hovering about there?"
600
00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:44,960
'Cause there were spirits
hovering around them, for sure.
601
00:42:47,400 --> 00:42:50,960
I remember
when he and Warren
were making "Ghosteen,"
602
00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:54,080
and I just remember feeling
like my heart would explode.
603
00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:56,320
It was so affecting,
604
00:42:56,440 --> 00:43:00,360
and so, um, extreme,
the feelings,
605
00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:04,400
and to be in the room
while that was happening, was...
606
00:43:05,400 --> 00:43:06,360
fascinating.
607
00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:25,040
Whoa.
608
00:44:26,000 --> 00:44:26,920
So...
609
00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:29,800
You know...
610
00:44:33,280 --> 00:44:36,240
here's a guy writing about...
611
00:44:37,640 --> 00:44:40,760
these things that are
beautiful and terrifying,
612
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:44,400
mythological
and hard to imagine,
613
00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:47,920
but so vividly
you can imagine them,
the way he writes about them,
614
00:44:48,040 --> 00:44:51,480
these horses on fire,
running into these
magical fields.
615
00:44:56,040 --> 00:44:58,800
I just wanted it to be
in my system,
616
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:04,080
so I was resonating
with this thing
that Nick had done,
617
00:45:04,200 --> 00:45:06,320
which was
to make this record that...
618
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:09,600
was about after Arthur's death.
619
00:45:10,280 --> 00:45:14,400
And I wanted to be part of that,
because Arthur was my godson.
620
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:16,280
And I never...
621
00:45:16,400 --> 00:45:21,160
I wanted him to be
in my system irrevocably
622
00:45:21,280 --> 00:45:24,480
and never to leave.
And this was another way
623
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:28,880
of having
that child's imprint in me,
624
00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:32,840
and being able
to hold on to him
for as long as I live.
625
00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:41,680
I'd sort of had
this young person's idea
626
00:45:41,800 --> 00:45:46,840
that I'd make something
really great one day,
627
00:45:46,960 --> 00:45:50,440
and that would be the end of it.
Like, a masterpiece.
628
00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:51,640
Um...
629
00:45:51,880 --> 00:45:55,800
And when we finished Ghosteen,
630
00:45:56,480 --> 00:45:59,720
Nick just looked at me
and he said, "Fuck, we did it."
631
00:46:00,320 --> 00:46:03,840
But I just thought
maybe that's the end
of our collaboration.
632
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:06,680
Like, how could you
get outside of that?
633
00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:12,440
You find a place
where Arthur exists,
634
00:46:12,560 --> 00:46:16,560
and his spirit enlivens
and animates that place,
635
00:46:17,680 --> 00:46:22,520
and you can possibly
begin to think about him
636
00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:25,960
without that terrible,
searing pain of loss.
637
00:46:30,200 --> 00:46:32,000
Nick was
sharing his grief.
638
00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:33,480
He shared the pain,
639
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:36,560
how thoroughly
he reached people
640
00:46:37,360 --> 00:46:39,240
and moved people
in a different way
641
00:46:39,360 --> 00:46:41,200
than rock and roll
can ever move them.
642
00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:45,320
He moved them
in an existential way.
643
00:46:48,680 --> 00:46:52,080
The songs took on
a whole different
quality afterwards.
644
00:47:11,320 --> 00:47:12,920
So I don't know
where I read it
645
00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:15,880
that he was asked
by a teacher in high school
646
00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:17,560
what he wanted to be
when he grew up.
647
00:47:17,680 --> 00:47:19,680
He said, "I wanna be a guru."
648
00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:23,400
And I thought
that was interesting.
649
00:47:31,400 --> 00:47:34,680
Well, what do prophets do
in the Biblical stories?
650
00:47:36,080 --> 00:47:38,480
They name
what other people
don't name.
651
00:47:39,800 --> 00:47:40,800
What's going on, I think,
652
00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:43,960
in some of the great
classical prophets
of the Bible,
653
00:47:44,080 --> 00:47:47,400
they call people back, to say,
654
00:47:47,560 --> 00:47:49,320
"This is what
you're supposed to be.
655
00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:53,280
This was the vision
that got you going.
What have you forgotten?"
656
00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:58,560
I've always had
a religious temperament,
even as a child,
657
00:47:58,680 --> 00:48:00,640
but no need for it.
658
00:48:00,760 --> 00:48:03,800
And I was sort of drug addicted
for a couple of decades,
659
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,480
and had a great interest
in this sort of stuff,
660
00:48:06,600 --> 00:48:08,360
but no need for it.
661
00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:13,720
And, I think,
after Arthur died,
not immediately, but...
662
00:48:13,840 --> 00:48:15,800
You know, it's been
quite a while now,
663
00:48:15,920 --> 00:48:20,120
but rather than feeling anger
towards that sort of stuff
664
00:48:20,240 --> 00:48:22,400
or rejecting
that sort of stuff,
665
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:28,320
I felt a slow movement
towards a religious life
666
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:32,560
that I've found
extremely helpful,
667
00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:37,720
and a kind of widening thing
that's happened in my life.
668
00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:42,960
One time, we had
a conversation
669
00:48:43,080 --> 00:48:43,880
about Christianity,
670
00:48:44,000 --> 00:48:45,160
and I said,
"So, do you believe
671
00:48:45,280 --> 00:48:46,280
in redemption then?
672
00:48:46,400 --> 00:48:48,200
You know,
the fundamental tenet
673
00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:49,240
of the Christian faith,
674
00:48:49,360 --> 00:48:50,960
that you're born again."
675
00:48:51,080 --> 00:48:53,120
He goes, "That doesn't
interest me in the slightest.
676
00:48:53,240 --> 00:48:54,640
I never even think about that."
677
00:48:54,760 --> 00:48:57,840
That is the fundamental thing,
678
00:48:57,960 --> 00:49:00,720
but that is not
what's foreground in his mind.
679
00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:05,280
His line on it
is that to believe in God,
680
00:49:05,400 --> 00:49:07,880
it's an act
of imagination, you know?
681
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:10,400
And he believes
in the imagination.
682
00:49:10,520 --> 00:49:11,800
But he's also somebody
683
00:49:11,920 --> 00:49:12,800
that would see doubt
684
00:49:12,920 --> 00:49:15,160
as being part of faith.
685
00:49:18,760 --> 00:49:20,640
It's a more
responsible way to be.
686
00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:25,400
It's more responsible
to be a believer.
687
00:49:26,520 --> 00:49:28,400
And it's easy to be a cynic.
688
00:49:28,520 --> 00:49:31,000
He's a doubter of faith, right?
689
00:49:31,120 --> 00:49:32,640
My last conversation with him,
690
00:49:32,760 --> 00:49:33,720
I don't even know
691
00:49:33,840 --> 00:49:35,040
if I should be saying this,
692
00:49:35,160 --> 00:49:38,040
but it was about--
He can have these moments
693
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:44,680
where we'll really
go into, you know,
"Is it foolish to have faith?"
694
00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:46,880
Is it ridiculous to have faith?
695
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:50,320
He'll have no problem
opening that up.
696
00:49:50,440 --> 00:49:55,320
And that's what I feel like,
with Nick, it's more like
God working through him,
697
00:49:55,440 --> 00:49:58,400
and sometimes,
I'll be trying
to remind him of that.
698
00:50:03,640 --> 00:50:07,920
He will write
in what you might call
699
00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:10,000
strongly mythological terms
sometimes.
700
00:50:10,760 --> 00:50:12,360
Like "Wild God."
701
00:50:13,800 --> 00:50:14,960
It's both...
702
00:50:16,400 --> 00:50:19,920
chaotic and life-giving.
703
00:50:20,800 --> 00:50:22,640
Interesting title,
as well.
704
00:50:23,800 --> 00:50:24,800
"Wild God."
705
00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:28,360
That notion that the god
isn't just benevolent,
706
00:50:28,480 --> 00:50:32,280
that it's
an unpredictable spirit.
707
00:50:34,040 --> 00:50:37,560
I mean, the power
with which he's
doing it now is staggering.
708
00:50:37,680 --> 00:50:38,720
You just can't believe it.
709
00:50:38,840 --> 00:50:41,200
I couldn't believe it
when he played me Wild God.
710
00:50:41,320 --> 00:50:42,760
I literally couldn't believe it.
711
00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:50,320
He's always looking
to not repeat himself in a way,
712
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:54,280
yet there are themes
that follow through.
713
00:51:08,800 --> 00:51:12,120
The songs are not loaded
with the weight
of the other records.
714
00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:15,760
They're kind of--
"It's a new dawn.
715
00:51:15,880 --> 00:51:17,040
Come on, here we go."
716
00:52:04,280 --> 00:52:07,280
His voice, too,
is coming into his own.
717
00:52:07,400 --> 00:52:11,880
He's finding that voice
that talks to humanity.
718
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:18,000
I was sent a copy
of "Faith, Hope and Carnage."
719
00:52:18,120 --> 00:52:20,960
This is the book
of conversations between
Sean O'Hagan and Nick.
720
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:25,400
And was really very, very moved,
very struck by it.
721
00:52:25,760 --> 00:52:27,000
Two things he insisted on
722
00:52:27,120 --> 00:52:28,400
when we agreed to the book
723
00:52:28,520 --> 00:52:30,320
was that we wouldn't go back
724
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:32,480
and be nostalgic
about the old days.
725
00:52:32,600 --> 00:52:35,720
And that it wouldn't
be an interview.
It had to be a conversation.
726
00:52:38,240 --> 00:52:40,880
Sean O'Hagan
is kind of prodding Nick
727
00:52:41,000 --> 00:52:43,680
to say more about
what is it that feeds
728
00:52:43,800 --> 00:52:46,600
and nourishes
and energizes him,
729
00:52:46,720 --> 00:52:50,680
and how does that relate to his
experiences of deep trauma
730
00:52:50,800 --> 00:52:55,120
and dislocation, disconnection
and almost unbearable loss
731
00:52:55,240 --> 00:52:57,160
that he's been through.
732
00:52:57,280 --> 00:53:00,240
Nick has a way of rising
to that challenge
733
00:53:00,360 --> 00:53:03,640
and digging quite deeply,
and, I guess quite painfully,
734
00:53:03,760 --> 00:53:07,440
and talking about
the decision to...
735
00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:10,360
to let other people in
736
00:53:10,480 --> 00:53:13,040
to the world of trauma
and how you handle it.
737
00:53:14,480 --> 00:53:16,560
When we toured
the book
around Britain and Europe,
738
00:53:16,680 --> 00:53:18,160
people would
come up and tell you,
739
00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:20,200
"This book has
changed everything.
740
00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:21,520
I feel there's hope."
741
00:53:21,640 --> 00:53:23,360
Particularly people
who have lost a child,
742
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:25,320
which is as bad as it gets.
743
00:53:25,440 --> 00:53:28,560
There was a lot of that stuff.
It was, it was profound.
744
00:53:29,360 --> 00:53:31,880
That's the interesting thing
that Nick talks about.
745
00:53:32,880 --> 00:53:36,200
How he used to wind himself up
to go on stage, and he would...
746
00:53:36,720 --> 00:53:39,160
He sort of intimated
that he didn't like them.
747
00:53:39,280 --> 00:53:40,720
He didn't particularly like
his audience.
748
00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:42,200
He went to war with them.
749
00:53:42,320 --> 00:53:46,360
So, I always think the distance
he has traveled since that
750
00:53:46,480 --> 00:53:47,600
is kind of...
751
00:53:48,920 --> 00:53:52,200
to a position
of complete respect
for his audience
752
00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:53,920
and love for them even.
753
00:53:56,280 --> 00:54:00,240
This is really
quite a complicated thing,
754
00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:04,320
but the sort of void
that was left...
755
00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:07,120
There was a kind of
rushing in of meaning
756
00:54:07,240 --> 00:54:10,440
that came into that void,
in all sorts
of different ways...
757
00:54:12,320 --> 00:54:15,160
that allowed me
to see the world
in a different way.
758
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:19,480
Allowed me to be
much more, um...
759
00:54:19,600 --> 00:54:23,320
basically compassionate
towards the human predicament.
760
00:54:24,640 --> 00:54:25,960
Less embittered.
761
00:54:27,560 --> 00:54:30,480
It was kind of
a counterfactual response.
762
00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:34,640
It, in fact, rather than
made me bitter,
763
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:38,480
it did the opposite
in some way.
764
00:54:38,600 --> 00:54:43,280
It made me much more connected
to, um, people in general.
765
00:54:46,200 --> 00:54:48,880
There's
something prophet-like
about coming back
766
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:51,160
and trying to talk about hope.
767
00:54:52,840 --> 00:54:54,360
Nick's trauma that he had
768
00:54:54,480 --> 00:54:55,360
been processing
769
00:54:55,480 --> 00:54:57,280
was a horrendous one,
770
00:54:57,400 --> 00:54:58,520
and it was a current one.
771
00:54:58,640 --> 00:55:01,040
It was the loss of a child.
772
00:55:01,160 --> 00:55:03,760
Mine was like
another form of trauma.
773
00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:06,680
What I was realizing
in my trauma recovery
774
00:55:06,800 --> 00:55:08,920
was that I'd already died
a long, long time ago.
775
00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:09,960
I died...
776
00:55:11,200 --> 00:55:13,400
as an infant,
when I was first abused.
777
00:55:13,520 --> 00:55:14,640
You've died.
778
00:55:16,680 --> 00:55:20,080
Thomas decided
that he was gonna
give up art, you know?
779
00:55:20,200 --> 00:55:23,720
Nick was like, "Okay,
that's not a good idea."
780
00:55:23,840 --> 00:55:27,840
And Nick, at the at that time,
I think was struggling with...
781
00:55:28,520 --> 00:55:31,760
he was in his
three-month depressive period
782
00:55:31,880 --> 00:55:32,960
of having to write songs,
783
00:55:33,080 --> 00:55:36,000
struggling to come up
with some songs.
784
00:55:36,120 --> 00:55:39,120
He said, "Well,
I'm going to write you a poem.
785
00:55:39,320 --> 00:55:42,120
And if I do that, you've got to
at least make me something."
786
00:55:42,240 --> 00:55:43,840
He made
this kind of weird trade.
787
00:55:43,960 --> 00:55:45,720
Two days later,
I get White Elephant.
788
00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:17,920
I can vividly right now
remember reading it
789
00:56:18,040 --> 00:56:22,360
and understanding that
this was his invitation
to an intimacy.
790
00:56:42,600 --> 00:56:45,760
The violence
in that song was my violence.
791
00:56:46,360 --> 00:56:50,800
I would shoot you
in the fucking face
if you got too close to me.
792
00:56:50,920 --> 00:56:52,280
You know what I mean?
At that time.
793
00:57:01,280 --> 00:57:03,680
I was trail running
after he'd written me
that song.
794
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:05,840
There'd been
these huge fires in Malibu,
795
00:57:05,960 --> 00:57:08,840
so it'd be like
a volcanic wasteland.
796
00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:17,320
I'd see this purple flower,
almost like a thistle,
797
00:57:17,440 --> 00:57:20,640
but it was like,
in the morning sun, like...
798
00:57:20,760 --> 00:57:22,760
And there was something
about this song
799
00:57:22,880 --> 00:57:25,200
and seeing that flower
that I felt like...
800
00:57:25,360 --> 00:57:28,560
My feeling was that
that was Nick, that flower.
801
00:57:28,680 --> 00:57:30,840
That was who Nick was
in my life.
802
00:58:02,560 --> 00:58:03,920
Yeah, it's a beautiful gift.
803
00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:05,920
You know?
804
00:58:06,520 --> 00:58:07,640
And out of that,
805
00:58:09,000 --> 00:58:11,280
I painted...
806
00:58:11,800 --> 00:58:13,960
I painted
The Kingdom in the Sky.
807
00:58:24,880 --> 00:58:27,920
Really early on,
any chance I'd get,
808
00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:30,600
I would go and see
the Bad Seeds tour.
809
00:58:31,520 --> 00:58:34,200
And then,
when I joined the band,
810
00:58:34,320 --> 00:58:37,160
suddenly I was
either behind him
or to the left of him
811
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:40,080
or to the right of him,
or in the studio.
812
00:58:41,400 --> 00:58:43,560
And it wasn't until recently,
813
00:58:43,680 --> 00:58:47,560
I was mixing
the live show from Paris,
814
00:58:47,680 --> 00:58:51,000
and I watched the film of it
as I was mixing it,
815
00:58:51,680 --> 00:58:54,160
and it was the first time
I'd watched him
816
00:58:54,280 --> 00:58:57,840
from the audience,
for a few decades.
817
00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:02,840
And I was moved to tears
watching him.
818
00:59:02,960 --> 00:59:04,840
You know, he does
have this thing
819
00:59:04,960 --> 00:59:08,160
that he's a conduit
for something else.
820
00:59:11,320 --> 00:59:14,720
And you know
he fucking means it.
821
00:59:14,840 --> 00:59:16,120
He just means it.
822
00:59:17,760 --> 00:59:19,880
He means it when he delivers.
823
00:59:22,040 --> 00:59:24,240
The spirit
of the music
is moving through him.
824
00:59:25,080 --> 00:59:28,680
The different levels
of focus, concentration,
humility, respect,
825
00:59:28,800 --> 00:59:32,920
that's swirling around
in the moment.
It's just so brilliant.
826
00:59:35,840 --> 00:59:38,520
His persona
on stage
became different.
827
00:59:39,240 --> 00:59:41,400
He became
so much more generous.
828
00:59:42,760 --> 00:59:45,240
The way he sees single people
in the audience,
829
00:59:45,360 --> 00:59:48,360
the way he
communicates with people,
really communicates,
830
00:59:48,480 --> 00:59:51,320
not just as a show,
but he wants to communicate.
831
00:59:51,440 --> 00:59:54,960
And that is such a great thing
in rock and roll, because...
832
00:59:56,240 --> 00:59:58,080
The Rolling Stones
don't communicate.
833
00:59:59,200 --> 01:00:02,040
They're a great band,
but they do not communicate.
834
01:00:02,160 --> 01:00:03,400
And Nick is communicating.
835
01:00:09,960 --> 01:00:11,600
I think now it's, um...
836
01:00:12,320 --> 01:00:14,840
It's less "bad boy
fire and brimstone"
837
01:00:14,960 --> 01:00:19,720
and more like,
"How do we heal? How do we
look after each other?"
838
01:00:22,120 --> 01:00:24,360
He's probably become
more of a helpful preacher,
839
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:28,120
even though he was also
a helpful preacher to me
840
01:00:28,240 --> 01:00:30,560
in the fire and brimstone era.
841
01:00:32,640 --> 01:00:36,120
When I went
to see Nick Cave perform,
I see, like...
842
01:00:36,720 --> 01:00:39,840
To me, I guess the way
that I understand God is
843
01:00:39,960 --> 01:00:41,400
I understand it
through performance.
844
01:00:41,520 --> 01:00:43,000
And when I see Nick...
845
01:00:43,880 --> 01:00:47,480
And for a second, something
is pouring into the room
846
01:00:47,600 --> 01:00:51,560
and I think it's love
or presence or something,
847
01:00:52,240 --> 01:00:55,240
it really does feel like
the heavens kind of pour in.
848
01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:42,840
The Prophet traditionally has
the skills of a showman,
849
01:01:43,600 --> 01:01:45,120
of a magician,
850
01:01:45,240 --> 01:01:47,560
and is able
to conjure something.
851
01:01:47,680 --> 01:01:50,840
These great
kind of religious experiences
852
01:01:50,960 --> 01:01:54,280
that people very eloquently
described over the centuries,
853
01:01:54,400 --> 01:01:58,320
the moments of revelation,
are moments of conjuring.
854
01:02:22,440 --> 01:02:24,080
Joy in this context is radical.
855
01:02:24,200 --> 01:02:25,280
It is revolutionary.
856
01:02:25,400 --> 01:02:27,600
It's certainly not happiness,
857
01:02:28,280 --> 01:02:31,960
not sort of mindless,
beaming complacency.
858
01:02:32,080 --> 01:02:34,680
That's not quite
a Nick Cave style.
859
01:02:35,120 --> 01:02:37,800
It's not even positivity,
positive thinking.
860
01:02:37,920 --> 01:02:41,000
It's just letting
something of the...
861
01:02:43,080 --> 01:02:45,960
exuberance of life...
Exuberance even
is the wrong word.
862
01:02:46,080 --> 01:02:49,080
The abundance of life
rise up.
863
01:03:56,760 --> 01:03:59,000
I think Nick's
pretty happy.
864
01:03:59,440 --> 01:04:01,480
And it's weird, you know,
865
01:04:01,600 --> 01:04:04,360
because ten years ago,
866
01:04:04,480 --> 01:04:08,680
the idea of Nick ever
being happy again
seemed impossible.
867
01:04:08,800 --> 01:04:11,800
And I'm sure
if the Nick
from ten years ago
868
01:04:11,920 --> 01:04:14,880
met the Nick from now,
he wouldn't be ready for him.
869
01:04:15,720 --> 01:04:17,240
You know what I'm saying?
870
01:05:07,600 --> 01:05:08,680
Thank you very much!
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