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♪ New Jersey Radio ♪

- Good morning and happy Valentine's Day

on this Friday, February 14th.

the time at the tone is 2:00 a.m.

In City Hall today, Mayor Rudy Giuliani

will meet with officials to discuss construction plans

for the 9/11 memorial.

New Jersey Governor Jim McCready makes concessions

with the New Jersey Bus Drivers Union to end their strike.

Officials are hopeful service will resume next week.

Do you like that?

You love that tight pussy.

Oh, yeah.

Ah, fuck yeah.

Fuck yeah. Fuck yeah.

Oh, fuck.

Fuck, your cock's so fucking big.

Yeah, your cock's so big.

Yeah, you should fucking cum inside me, baby.

Can you...

What, baby?

Can you be quiet?

You normally like it when I talk like that.

Yeah. Not today, okay?

- Okay. - Not today.

Whatever you want, baby.

- Let's go. - Okay, yeah.

Yeah.

♪ My heart can feel the pain ♪

♪ Feel it right now ♪

♪ My heart can feel the pain ♪

♪ Deep, deep down inside ♪

♪ I have the notion that all you want ♪

♪ Is to protect your foolish pride ♪

♪ Without a doubt ♪

♪ I love you inside out ♪

♪ And I've never, never felt ♪

♪ This way before ♪

♪ I'm just a nervous wreck ♪

♪ You've got me so upset ♪

♪ My heart can feel the pain ♪

♪ Yeah, my heart can feel the pain ♪

♪ Feel it right now ♪

♪ Yeah, hey, my heart can feel the pain ♪

♪ Only you can wake up this feeling within ♪

♪ I'm begging to stop ♪

♪ I can't take it no more ♪

♪ And it's the same thing over again ♪

♪ I can feel it ♪

♪ My heart can feel the pain ♪

♪ Deep, deep down inside ♪

♪ I have a notion that all you want ♪

♪ Is to protect your foolish pride ♪

♪ I need you so, I need you so ♪

♪ My heart can't take it no more ♪

- Hey, gorgeous. - Good morning.

- Look what I got. - What?

You're a lifesaver.

How was it out there?

Yeah, you know, same shit, different day.

You know, you don't gotta take extra johns out there.

I don't mind.

I wanna pay Vinny back, you know?

Hmm.

So, how you feeling?

- Just pregnant as fuck. - Aww.

You remember that one time junior year in high school

when you pretended to be pregnant

to get out of gym class?

Little did I know, Mr. Peppetti used to get off

on 17-year-old pregnant girls.

"Hey. Hey, Angel, how far along are you?"

- Oh my God. - "Oh, yeah?

Oh, yeah?"

Fucking perv!

God.

But in four months it's gonna be for real.

Gianna Isabella Marino.

And Ponyboi is gonna be your godfather.

Angel, I told you, if I step into a church,

I'll burst into flames.

Yeah, shut up.

- I don't make the rules. - I got you a little something.

Oh yeah, what?

Oh, it's nothing.

Over here.

I, I was making it with Teresa's kids

and I thought, what the hell?

- It's so cute. - Yeah, see, we're matching.

Oh, honey.

- Happy Valentine's. - Thank you.

Happy Valentine's, baby.

I, um...

I gotta go home.

Vinny's taking me out for lobster tonight.

- Ooh. - Yeah.

How fancy.

You know, you're gonna find a man.

Not like these riffraff that come crawling up in here.

A real man that treats you like the queen you are.

You really think so?

I do.

By the tip of these French tips.

I pinky promise.

- Oh. - Yeah.

- Okay.

- Alright. - Mm-hmm.

Hey, uh, anyone happen to see

the most gorgeous girl in New Jersey?

Hey!

Hey.

Come here, baby.

- Gorgeous mother of my child. - Oh my God.

You look so hot.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Hey, happy Valentine's, honey.

Aw, thank you.

Is it okay if I go home?

My tummy's been feeling kinda icky.

- Yeah, yeah. - Yeah, is that okay?

Of course, yeah, I don't need you tonight.

Okay.

Gotta take care of our little peanut.

Yeah, you're so sweet.

That's my daughter right there.

Yeah.

- Yeah, we got a big night. - Okay.

Uh, reservation at 8:30, so.

- 8:30. - Yeah, I'll pick you up later.

- I'll be ready. - It's gonna be hot.

Yeah.

Hey, hey, you do something sweet for yourself, okay?

Yeah, I will.

Okay.

- Hey, I love you. - Love you.

Okay.

- I love you so much, baby. - I love you.

I love you so much!

Get out of here.

Damn.

What, you thought I forgot about you?

Huh?

Take that shit out.

Must've stole this.

Mm-hmm..

Yeah, Vinny.

You really know how to treat a girl.

Yeah, you know I treat my bitches right.

Look at these. Are these are new?

- I like these. - I ain't your bitch.

You're right.

You're right, yeah, okay.

I forgot, uh...

What are you? You my little princess?

Hmm?

Mm, my little pony?

- Yo, stop. - You know you love it.

My little pony.

Mm-hmm. Mm.

Fuck.

So, you wanna fuck or what?

What do you think?

- I love it. - Shit goes hard, huh?

- Yeah. - Yeah?

Yo, check this shit.

Mm. Alright.

I'm busting up this shit right now.

Mm, mm.

Yeah, so check it, now check it.

♪ So, I'm a hard hitter ♪

♪ My farts taste thicker ♪

♪ I ain't sipping the white hoes ♪

♪ I only shoot the dark liquor ♪

♪ Highest bidder, ma didn't raise no quitter ♪

♪ After my geometry, isosceles the babysitter ♪

♪ Yeah, fuck with no condom, shit's got me on trial ♪

♪ Practice oral cosmetics, put white in her smile ♪

♪ Staying firm in the law, my physics defy Bible ♪

♪ Judge, I swear on oath, I come a river, no de-Nile ♪

♪ Uh, ladies call me Cenzo ♪

♪ 'Cause they know that dick bigger ♪

♪ Rich cracker on the outside, but I fuck like a-- ♪

Vinny, it's really dope.

- Yeah? - Yeah, I love it.

You're so talented.

Baby, stop it, see, that's why I love you.

Right.

Yo, Sticky said he's got some boys in the city.

Mm.

He said I could sell some tracks to him.

- Really? - Yeah.

Got the baby coming in a few months, you know.

Daddy's gotta hustle.

Yeah.

Vincenzo.

What up, Lucky?

Yeah, I got new shit.

Yo, I can't fucking hear you, bro, you're breaking up.

Oh yeah, yeah, it's real pure, purer than a nun's pussy.

Nah, I said it's purer than a nun's pussy.

A nun's pussy.

'Cause it's pure-- Yo, forget it.

Alright, I'll cut you a good deal,

friends and family rate, mm-hmm?

Bet, Ponyboi will see you.

Lucky's gonna be here at 8:00.

Fuck, yeah!

You said I had the night off.

Yeah, not no more.

This fat fuck just became our VIP.

He's gonna get me in with his brother

for the night's drop, and that's big shit.

So, I need you to show him good time, alright?

Here, give him that Tina.

Cooked that shit myself, call it the "Proud Mary"

'cause it keeps on burning.

The fuck, Vinny?

It smells like Pine-Sol.

It's the same shit, it just cost me less, alright?

He ain't gonna know the difference, trust me.

You really think it's worth selling this shit

just to make a little more money?

Yeah, well, if you weren't sloppy,

maybe I wouldn't have to bail your ass out all the time.

So watch your fucking mouth.

Yo, and I told you I'd pay you back.

I've been working the Turnpike all night.

Talking back to me, hmm?

Look at me.

I don't wanna fight.

So, be a good little girl and do as you're told.

Okay?

Look, if you wanna pay me back,

I actually been meaning to ask you something.

What?

Got a lot of homies hitting me up

for chicks with dicks.

I noticed your hormones are low.

Could probably get Dr. Russo to hook it up.

Switch you to estrogen? Hmm?

What do you think?

- I'll think about it. - Hmm.

You know, I'd also pay for you to get your tits done.

So, you don't gotta wait for the hormones to kick in.

I'll think about it.

Oh baby, whatever you want, whatever you want.

Goddamn.

I think you make a beautiful woman.

Good for business, too.

It's cold out.

Get dressed.

Now, on some real shit.

If I was Janellie, I would've done the same shit.

How you gonna go ruin a kid's birthday like that?

Bitch, if my man wasn't paying child support

and I found out he was paying

for some other bitch's kid's party at Chuck E. Cheese's,

oh, I'm rolling up on that ass.

I'm getting there early as fuck,

getting me a greasy slice of pizza.

Y'all are eating.

Fuckin' up that salad bar before I fuck his ass out.

Yo, dead ass, you'd be the baby mama from hell.

All I'm saying is, when a nigga got it coming...

He got it coming.

And I ain't afraid to lay the hurt on his ass, either.

Good morning.

- Hey, Foxxxy. - Hi, hon.

Muah, muah.

How you doing?

How was it last night?

Uh, you know, same shit.

That's mad cute. Is it new?

So damn nosy. No, it's old.

My titties just finally fill it out.

Yo, yo, yo, what's going on?

We talking about titties?

Good morning, Vinny.

Good morning. How'd we do?

Thank you.

Thank you, boos.

Damn. Smells like a good night.

Alright, look, remember, charge extra tonight.

It's Valentine's Day, alright?

Let's fleece these motherfuckers,

supply, demand and shit.

Okay, Vinny, with the intro to business lessons.

Nah, bro, on some real shit,

niggas be mad sentimental on Valentine's Day.

Mm.

- We deserve the upcharge. - That's right.

Alright, I gotta bounce.

Y'all be safe tonight, yeah?

Peace.

Bye.

Y'all still wanna hang out after your shift?

- Hell yeah, I wanna hang out. - I'm trying to get drunk.

Alright, let's do it.

I got my outfit picked out!

Fucking kidding me.

- Who was it? - My mom.

She's been fucking calling me all fucking week.

Fuck that bitch.

Don't need to waste your minutes on her.

You got all the family you need right here.

Love you, boo.

- Love you. - Look, we gotta go.

Alright, take care. See you later tonight.

- Mm-hmm. - Alright.

- Love you. - Bye.

Girl, come on.

Why are you running?

'Cause I gotta get out these shoes.

Come on.

Great news for commuters and travelers.

The New Jersey Bus Drivers Union has reached an agreement.

Normal services will resume tomorrow morning.

In other news,

a three alarm fire has damaged at least three

or more homes late Wednesday night...

Fuck.

Hello?

Hola, Ma.

I was living in fucking gas stations,

because of him.

Oh, wow.

Fuck you.

Goodbye.

♪ They say you found somebody new ♪

♪ But that don't stop my loving you ♪

♪ I just can't let you leave ♪

♪ Forget the love I have for you ♪

♪ Guess I could find somebody, too ♪

♪ But I don't want no one but you ♪

Hey.

Howdy.

Can I help you?

I can manage, thanks.

Okay, cool.

Yeah, well, um, if you need any help,

just let me know.

I'll be here.

All night.

Sweet ride you got out there.

Thanks, Ponyboi.

How do you know my name?

Oh, yeah.

Right, the...

I'm Bruce.

Oh, like Springsteen.

You a big fan?

Yeah.

Every Jersey girl is.

What's your favorite song?

Hmm, that's tough.

Probably "I'm On Fire."

Hmm.

You know that one?

♪ Hey, little girl, is your daddy home? ♪

♪ Did he go and leave you all alone? ♪

♪ I got a bad desire ♪

You got a good voice.

Well, thank you very much.

♪ Tell me now, baby, is he good to you? ♪

- No. - Come on, now.

- No, you don't want to hear me. - Oh, I do.

♪ Can he do to you the things that I do? ♪

♪ Oh, I can take you higher ♪

♪ Oh, oh, I'm on fire ♪

You're not too bad yourself.

Thank you.

You're not from around here, are you?

Can you tell?

Yeah.

- I live in Vegas. - Really?

You ever been?

No, I've never even been on a plane before,

but I've always wanted to go.

Like, if I ever got married, on my honeymoon or something.

I know, it's a dumb dream.

No, no. I'm a sucker for those pretty lights myself.

I'm actually on my way.

In the middle of the night?

Nothing my Mustang can't handle.

Hey, Ponyboi, I'm sorry I'm late.

You wouldn't believe the traffic.

Not only that, my cab driver doesn't know shit.

Gets off the wrong exit,

puts me on Fish House Road,

and there's an overturned tractor trailer.

Yeah, Lucky, just wait in the back.

I'll be right there.

Tell you the Pulaski Skyway, Turnpike,

whole goddamn state's a mess.

Oh, and Roberta,

she makes me drive all the way to Fort Lee,

'cause I got the wrong mozzarella for dinner.

Are you kidding me?

That's crazy.

She's crazy, right?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's fucking crazy.

I'm telling you, kid, don't ever get married.

Now if I don't make the money drop in time,

Two Tone's gonna kill me.

Well, honey, then let's make this quick.

You don't want to piss your brother off.

Vinny tells me you guys got some uh, great new crystal.

We sure do.

Ooh, let me try some.

Come here, baby.

Ah, thank you, baby.

Ooh.

That's fucking great.

I'm glad you like it.

For you, and for Vinny.

Thank you, baby.

Set the mood.

Sweet.

Come on. Smoke with me.

- No, honey. - Come on, just a little bit.

Come on.

I want you to feel good, too.

- Come on. - Okay, okay.

That's my girl.

Come on, baby.

I can protect you.

Give you a home.

My little pony.

Holy fuck.

Good, isn't it?

Yeah.

Damn, baby, you're so warm.

You got me so hot, baby.

Let me get another hit.

- You sure? - Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, oh, oh. This is fucking great.

Ohh, ohh.

You like that?

Oh, yeah, baby.

You know what I like.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, fuck.

Yeah, you like that?

Yeah?

Oh, yeah.

Oh, that's it.

Oh, fuck, baby.

Fuck.

Oh my God. Oh my God.

Oh, baby.

Baby, that was so fucking good.

Baby?

Lucky?

Lucky?

Lucky.

Lucky, wake up.

This isn't funny, Lucky.

Lucky, wake the fuck up.

Lucky?

Wake up, you fat fuck!

Fuck.

Oh my God. Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Oh my God.

911, what's your emergency?

- Nothing, sorry, wrong number.

- What up? - Hey.

Where you at?

Um, can you come to Fluff N' Stuff?

Mm. No, I got dinner soon.

All I got is this stupid cherry shit.

That's okay, baby, thank you.

Who the fuck is that?

Oh, it's Gina.

You're going to meet her tonight.

She's joining the family. God.

I ain't going to be able to make it down there, though.

You good? You need something?

No. I'm good.

Hey, you want to try this new Tina?

You wanna push it for me, baby?

Yeah?

Oh my God, it's so pretty.

Where the fuck is my T?

It's fucking all out?

Fuck.

Yes!

Shit.

Holy shit.

Oh my God.

Bye, Lucky.

I'm sorry.

- Here.

- Thanks.

Angel.

My dad's dying.

What?

I really think I should go down the shore

to Point Pleasant and see him.

Yeah, you gotta.

You think maybe I could borrow your car?

Oh, you don't want to take the bus?

The buses, they're not running, 'cause of the strike.

But I should really be there, you know?

Yeah, yeah, of course, hon.

Don't worry about it. Here.

Who you calling?

Well, it's technically not my car,

so I just got to run it by Vinny, but he'll understand.

No!

I don't want to worry him.

So I'll just take the car and I'll be back in a few days.

Easy.

What's going on?

Nothing, Angel. My dad's sick.

No, something's up.

My mom's been calling me all week.

Look.

See?

Why do you have Lucky's briefcase?

Oh, that.

That's a Valentine's Day gift.

He gave you his briefcase for Valentine's Day?

Yeah, um, I always told him

how I wanted a briefcase, so, his specifically,

and uh, he gave me his briefcase.

Yeah, he's so sweet, Lucky, you know?

Angel, what the fuck is the big deal?

It's your fucking car.

Aren't you supposed to be my best friend?

Oh, don't give me that.

I would gladly give you my car.

But you're lying about something.

The only liar here is your boyfriend.

What's that supposed to mean?

He's cheating on you, Angel.

With who?

Who isn't he fucking?

He's a bad person.

And we shouldn't be around him anymore.

Look, he's pushing shitty Tina, it could kill somebody.

Is he fucking you?

No, of course not, Angel.

No. No.

You're a fucking liar.

I didn't think you were this twisted.

Is your dad even sick?

You know what? I don't want to know.

I don't even care, get the fuck out of my house.

Get the fuck out of my house.

- Angel, come on. - Now!

Yo, baby.

Ready for some filet mig-non?

Fuck, fuck.

Oh, that's good fucking wine.

Mm, mm.

You look beautiful tonight.

Baby, what's going on?

Why are you not eating?

- Is there enough croutons? - No.

Sweetheart, can we get some croutons over here, please?

It's okay, don't listen to him.

- It's not okay. - Thank you.

There's like fucking three in there.

- It's fine. - It's Valentine's Day.

Thank you.

You know how much fucking money I spend in this place?

Are you cheating on me?

Where the fuck did that come from?

- Just answer the question. - Of course not.

What the fuck?

Ponyboi told me you were.

He said you've been cheating on me with a lot of girls.

And with him.

Is that so?

What the fuck is so funny?

I mean, it's hilarious.

It's fucking bullshit, babe.

Hmm? Come on.

Are you seriously gonna listen to him?

What, is he down to like, two fucking brain cells?

- Why would he lie to me? - 'Cause he's jealous of you.

That's why.

Hmm?

He's jealous of what we have.

You got everything he wants.

You're beautiful.

You got a good heart.

Got a little baby on the way.

You're gonna be an excellent mother.

I know, I know. It's sad.

He's like a compulsive liar or some shit.

I mean, he's like--

I mean, come on, he can't even decide

if he's a dude or a chick.

I'm thinking about letting him go.

- Really? - Oh, yeah.

I mean, we don't got time for this shit.

Not with the baby coming.

Hmm?

Come here, gimme your hand.

Right?

I love you more than anything.

I love you, too.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

You know you're my entire world, right?

- Yeah. - Hmm, hmm?

Hmm?

- Vinny. - What?

- Vinny. - Oh, what?

Are there people around?

Goddamn.

Got to do a little tinkle, okay?

- You're disgusting. - I love you, baby.

I'll be right back.

Fuck.

- When you're finished recording,

you may hang up or press one for more options.

Hey, you little fucking piece of shit.

I know what you did.

Try to fuck me like this, I will bury you.

You hear me? You're fucking dead.

Hey, Mick.

You got any testosterone I could buy off of you?

Fuck.

Yeah? You'll be there tonight?

Okay, yeah, I'll swing by.

Alright.

Yeah, thanks, hon.

You sound like dick.

Deadass, I'ma slap the shit out of you.

Hello, no one is available.

Straight to voicemail again.

Where the fuck is he at?

Fuck if I know.

Ponyboi!

Ponyboi?

Ponyboi?

Hey. Oh my God.

- Shit. - Oh my God.

Oh my God.

Is he dead?

He's dead, isn't he?

- He's dead! - He's dead!

Don't touch him.

Oh shit.

Fuck.

Call Vinny.

Bitch, call Vinny!

No, Vinny, I can't have it.

Okay, okay.

Vincenzo.

Baby, what's wrong?

Get the check, babe.

Jesus fucking Christ.

Little fucking, motherfucking bitch!

He wouldn't do this.

Baby, wake up, please, okay?

Your friend ain't who you think he is.

He killed this fucking dude

and he stole all my fucking money.

He's a little fucking snake.

Alright, bitches, come on, I need you.

- Let's go, help. - No.

No, fuck this!

- What the fuck? - Come on, we gotta go.

Fuck that?

Yeah, it's above my pay grade.

The hell it fucking is.

- I'm so sorry. - Yo, get your ass back!

Alright, so that's how it's gonna be?

Yeah, I'm gonna remember that shit.

Fuck, fat fuck.

Angel, baby, you just gonna fucking stand there

or are you gonna help me?

Please, grab the legs, something.

Let's go, come on.

Oh my God.

Oh the count of three. Let's go.

You can do it. Ready?

Oh, fuck.

Fuck. Fuck!

Okay.

Okay, baby, look at me, look at me.

It should be cool, alright?

Very quietly, get rid of this.

You can fucking do it, I know you can.

Yo, yo, yo, yo!

Wow, Two Tone?

In my laundromat? Good to see you.

Celio, what's going on?

- Shut the fuck up. - Sure.

Where's Lucky?

I, I don't know where Lucky is.

My dear brother is more loyal to me

than a fucking golden retriever.

You follow?

Gotta be honest,

I don't know what the fuck you're talking about.

I know he comes here to fuck your prostitutes.

Some whore named Ponyboi.

That's quite the fucking name if you ask me.

So, where is he?

- Motherfucker. - Excuse me?

No, no, no, I'm not talking to you.

I'm talking about Ponyboi, okay?

He doesn't even work here anymore.

Now you're calling me a liar?

No, no, no, that's not what I'm saying.

What are you saying?

I'm saying I dropped that fucking meth-head

about two months ago, alright, before Christmas.

He must be sneaking in behind my back

or something, right?

Meeting his johns in here, son of a bitch.

Oh, fuck.

Where are we going?

This fucking place, look at this shithole.

I swear to you, on my mother, Ponyboi's the one you want.

You will find my fucking brother,

you understand that?

You understand what the fuck I'm telling you?

Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.

You hear me, princess?

I got you.

Get the fuck out of here.

Asshole.

Fuck you.

Baby?

Baby, where the fuck are you?

You're so fucking amazing.

- Is he gone? - Yeah.

You okay? I'm sorry.

You did so fucking good, baby.

You did so goddamn good.

Listen, he's gonna-

I think I gotta find this fuck before the drop.

The drop?

Cancel it, cancel it.

- We got a situation. - Cancel it?

Ain't no fucking way am I canceling, baby.

It could all look suspicious.

Plus, we got mad people buying tonight, huh?

You know how fucking big this is for me?

You know how close I am?

- He could be anywhere. - Yeah, I know that, baby!

I'm sorry. That was condescending.

I'm just trying to fucking-- fuck.

Fuck! I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Just thinking.

I know where he fucking is.

Listen, hey, hey, look at me.

You just stay here and watch the place, alright?

Take that.

What the hell am I supposed to do this?

Take that, baby. You gotta protect yourself, alright?

And now, baby. Listen, I'm gonna go take care of everything.

And I'll be right back. I promise.

- You gotta trust me, okay? - Vinny.

Yeah, you know how much I fucking love you, my Angel.

And then it's just gonna be you and me, alright?

Us.

I love you so fucking much.

Hey, Mick.

Well, look who it is.

Happy Valentine's Day.

How you doing?

Better now.

Um, so is Russo in?

Oh, yeah. You just missed him.

New guy's in.

But good luck. He has never helped me out.

Fuck.

What's the matter?

Nothing.

I'm leaving town tonight, so I'm looking to stock up.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Um, I just need to get these hormones,

so no matter where I go, I can still be me, you know?

Yeah.

Look, let me try my luck here. Thanks, hon.

I go to Charlie in Newark, at the Empress.

Yeah. Um, but me and her don't really...

Look, thanks for your help, Mick.

Assistance needed in dental care.

Hello?

What?

I'm on break.

Hi.

Um, is Dr. Russo here today?

No. He's not here tonight.

Damn.

Can I help you?

Well, he usually helps me get my hormones.

I don't suppose maybe you could help me out?

You asking me to illegally sell you

a Schedule III controlled substance?

Well, you said it, not me.

You have beautiful lips.

Thank you.

I got 15 more minutes left on break.

Make them worth my while,

I'll see what I can do.

Mom? Mom?

Assistance needed in aisle 9.

Uh, do you prefer injection?

Oh, uh, I don't take estrogen.

What?

Uh, yeah, I take testosterone.

Why the hell do you take that?

Because that's what I take.

Aren't you a transsexual woman?

No.

I'm intersex.

Like a hermaphrodite?

Could you just give me the fucking T?

- Please? - Yeah.

Sure.

Looks like we're out.

What?

We were supposed to receive a shipment today.

There must have been a delay.

Are you fucking serious?

If you want more feminine features,

you should really be taking estrogen.

Yeah, I know what the fuck estrogen does.

- Keep your voice down. - Or what?

You're gonna tell everyone how you just blew me?

You need to leave. Now.

Fuck you!

- What the fuck? - Keep walking, keep walking.

- What the fuck? - What'd you think, huh?

You think I wouldn't fucking find you, huh?

- Get off him, get off him! - Who the fuck are you, bro?

Fuck you!

I'm the wrong motherfucker.

The wrong fucking one.

Got me fucking going now.

Where you going?

Fuck.

Intersex variation.

Anorchia.

Absence of testes.

Treatment, testosterone replacement therapy

and testicular prosthetic implants.

Don't worry.

We will make you a normal boy.

♪ If I should try to chase from your mind ♪

♪ A memory so pleasing ♪

♪ I'm leaving behind ♪

♪ Think only of the best ♪

♪ And always remember me ♪

♪ Remember me ♪

♪ Oh, I'll just leave for a while ♪

♪ Now I'll come back to you someday ♪

- That was a close one.

How long were you out there?

I'm not sure.

Coffee?

Where are we?

Call yourself a Jersey girl, can't tell you're in a diner?

I've been to my share of diners in America.

There ain't nothing like a Jersey diner.

That's 'cause diners were invented in Jersey.

Is that right?

Mm-hmm.

1912, Union City, built by Jerry O'Mahony.

Hot damn.

I might be a Jersey girl, but that don't mean I'm stupid.

I never thought you were.

I bet you were bright.

I got shit grades, but I always liked history.

What about it?

I just think it's really interesting how some people

fuck shit up,

but then there's other people trying to make shit better.

Like they got something different going on in them.

Everyone has that.

- I don't think so. - It's true.

Even you.

You still on your way to Vegas?

Man of my word.

Can I come with you?

I could pitch in for gas and stuff.

-I could-- - You running from something?

No. I just...

I never left Jersey and I'm itching for a new start.

- Keep your money. - For real?

You can come on one condition.

I want to get to know you.

What do you mean?

I love nothing more than a good story.

And seems like you've got one or two.

Buddy, I could write a whole book.

Bestseller, I'm sure.

So, what?

You want to know my whole fucking life story?

Kid, relax.

You don't got to say nothing you don't want.

I just reckon there's a God-given reason why I walked

into your laundromat this evening.

And why I found you freezing your ass off

by the side of the road, about to meet your maker.

You see what I'm getting at?

Yeah.

Fine.

I can do that.

Then you got yourself a deal.

You pinky promise?

I'm a man of my word.

You gotta bite on it or else you don't mean it.

You're a wild one, you know that?

I said bite on it.

I just gotta make one stop.

There's an old friend I need to see.

That's right, I forgot.

You're right, you're my little princess, right?

My little pony.

Mm-hmm.

Fuck.

So, you wanna fuck or what?

Vinny, where you at?

Vinny?

Hey, hey, hey! Hey!

- Can I help you? - Uh, hi!

Oh my God.

I love your makeup.

Oh, and the diamonds in your nails?

Oh, yo, dead ass.

You're so fucking pretty.

Hey, are you good?

Uh yeah, is Vinny here?

Vinny, Vinny!

Hey, baby.

- Who are you? - I'm Gina.

- Gina? - I'm gonna be working here.

Hi, I'm Angel.

I'm the manager here.

Yeah, so, so you met with Vinny?

Uh, yeah, today.

Yeah? Where'd y'all meet?

Lincoln Tunnel Motel.

Foxxxy was right.

His dick is huge.

Have you fucked him yet?

- Oh, sh-- - Hey, hey!

Oh my God!

Fuck, Gina!

Just breathe. Stay with me, okay?

Okay, okay.

Teresa?

Teresa, I need you to come here, okay?

My friend, my, my friend is sick, okay?

So, what about you?

Who taught you how to drive?

My father.

And? How was that?

Fine.

What kind of car did y'all drive?

A red pickup truck.

Cherry red.

- Mm. - I loved that truck.

What'd you love about it?

I don't really know.

My mom said when I was little, I used to cry a lot.

So, my dad would put me in his pickup truck

in a car seat,

and we'd drive all around Point Pleasant.

It was the only thing that would help me fall asleep

some nights.

It kind of became our thing growing up.

- Hmm. - Going for drives in the truck.

But then I got older and things changed.

What changed?

Well, for starters, he wasn't a big fan of all this.

And then one night in high school,

I took the truck out without asking

and took it to a party and fucking totaled it.

And that was the beginning of the end there.

For the truck, and for us.

I bet he misses you.

- ♪ You are my church ♪

♪ You are my place of worship ♪

♪ I heard you're the plug and I'll be the circuit ♪

♪ When I got court, I hope that you're the verdict ♪

♪ When you're around, my insides turn inverted ♪

♪ My blood starts to rush when I see you, doorman ♪

♪ I know you're nearby and I know your purpose ♪

♪ Take one look at you, your heaven's incarnate ♪

♪ What is the spell, baby? Please show some mercy ♪

♪ Melting like ♪

♪ An ice cream when you... ♪

- Thanks.

And where's Charlie?

♪ Melting, you're a daydream ♪

♪ Stay a while ♪

♪ I pray that I can learn to be funny ♪

Mm.

So what's with the name?

I know your mama didn't name you Ponyboi.

No, my daddy did.

And how'd he come up with that?

When I was little, I was obsessed with ponies.

And whenever I went to the doctors,

he said if I was a good boy, he'd get me a pony.

Did he ever get you one?

No.

But he used to win me knockoff My Little Pony dolls

on the boardwalk.

He knew they were for girls, but he wanted to cheer me up.

This one was my favorite.

But I had a whole collection.

Maybe like 60.

- Oh.

Why were you at the doctor so much?

I was born a little different.

I like that you're different.

Give it up for the queen from Queens, Miss Gloria Rosa.

It's my favorite time of the year.

Happy Valentine's Day from all of us here at the Empress.

And if you have a song to sing for your love,

yeah, I'm looking at you.

Don't be shy.

Get up here.

Yeah, in your dreams.

This already is.

Get up.

Get your fucking hands off me!

Look, let me explain myself at least.

Let me be clear with you, Ponyboi.

I don't fuck with you.

I just got a call that my girl Gina's in the hospital.

That is my fucking family, okay?

Me and my girls built this place

from the ground up after I left that laundromat.

And I remember the day that I left,

because you were still new to the block.

I thought, you know what?

She a awkward little queen.

But she gonna be alright.

She got a good head on her shoulder.

She'll know better than to fuck around with Vinny.

- It ain't that easy. - Well, obviously it is.

'Cause you know what, Ponyboi?

There's boys like you running around looking all stupid,

swearing up and down you one of the girls

that gets real girls like us murdered.

- Are you fucking serious? - Yeah, I'm fucking serious.

What makes me different than you or any of your girls?

What makes you the same?

We both do what we gotta do to get by.

I know damn well there's things you've done

that you ain't proud of.

But I don't fault you for them.

Yeah, I stuck around too long.

But tonight, I'm getting out.

Just like you.

It's been a long fucking day.

I just need one person,

one person to cut me a fucking break,

and I thought that was gonna be you.

Sit down.

Sit down, Ponyboi.

What do you want?

I just need some testosterone.

Yeah, so um...

How much can I get for this?

What?

I don't know.

You tell me.

This whole day, I've been running around Jersey,

hunting down these hormones.

It's what my doctor said I needed.

It's what my parents said I wanted.

To be a normal boy.

But I don't know who I'm supposed to be anymore.

No one told me I had options.

I didn't know who I was for a long time.

Hormones change the way we see ourselves.

The way the world sees us, treats us.

But even with all that,

hormones didn't tell me who I was.

It took me a long time to figure out,

that part was my job.

What makes you Ponyboi isn't the hormones.

It's actually who you decide to be.

And if you don't know who that is yet,

it's okay.

Take your time.

You'll figure it out.

Eventually.

But all this here,

the boobs, the hair, the makeup,

it's just smoke and mirrors, baby.

All of it.

You're gonna be okay.

Thank you.

Park on the next block.

What the fuck are you doing here?

You lying sack of shit.

You gonna let your girl talk to you like that?

Shut the fuck up, Stick!

I know about Gina.

You fucking dumbass.

Alright, let's talk about this in private, okay?

No, I don't give a shit what you have to say, Vinny.

Lucky's dead,

because of this Tina you cooked.

Then you fucked this poor girl.

She comes to laundromat tweaking.

And you almost killed her, too.

What other kind of secrets you got, Vinny? Huh?

You about to be the father of my baby.

Our baby.

Is that how you gonna raise our kid?

He's not ready. He's not ready.

Running around doing dumbass shit?

Being a fucking idiot?

Making a fool out of yourself?

How am I supposed to trust you?

Look at you!

Look at you, you stupid, stupid little--

Yo, what the fuck, man?

Shut the fuck up.

Oh my God.

♪ I feel so good ♪

To Vegas.

To Vegas.

Hello?

You really thought you could play me like that, huh?

Vinny, no! No!

Yo, calm the fuck down.

What the fuck did you do to her?

I'm gonna fuck her up

if you don't get your bitch ass over here.

Ponyboi, don't come!

Oh, shut up.

Everything okay?

Wait here. I'll be quick.

What up, G?

- How you livin'? - How we doing, baby?

Got a little taster for you.

Hi. I'm coming to get you.

Just wait right there, okay? I'm coming.

- God. - Angel.

Oh, I should have believed you.

- I'm so sorry. - No, it's okay.

- I'm so sorry. - Let's leave, okay.

Is that my little pony?

Oh, shit.

- Yeah, back the fuck up! - Alright.

Tell him to drop it.

Stick.

Are you fucking serious right now?

Yeah, I'm fucking serious. Drop it.

Angel, take the gun.

Take this.

And get out.

Get out!

- Move! - Alright.

See you at home, babe.

You, in the car now!

- Do you even know how to use that fucking thing?

Okay.

Man, you got some fucking nerve putting that shit in my face.

Shut the fuck up.

Yeah, after all I've given you?

Me, shut the fuck up?

So, you're gonna shoot me or what?

Alright.

You don't have any fucking balls.

Fuck!

Wake, wake, wake, wake, wake.

Wakey, wakey.

Hmm.

Shit goes hard, doesn't it?

Damn.

Had some good times, baby, hadn't we?

Fuck you.

No, fuck you!

You know from the first time I ever saw you,

it was like instinct, I had to protect you, you know?

I had to take you in.

Give you a home.

My little pony.

Right?

Baby.

Little did I know that

you were an ungrateful little fucking cunt.

Ruined my fucking life!

I really want to be a dad.

I really did.

This was a family.

Now look what the fuck you've done.

I gave you fucking everything!

Hmm?

And I fucking loved you.

Why the fuck is that so funny?

Love me?

You only did shit for me so I could keep sucking dick

for you.

Lucky.

He's dead because of you.

You think you're a gangster, Vinny.

But you're not.

You're just a little white boy from Jersey.

You're a closeted fucking loser.

And you want to know what else?

What?

You're gonna be a terrible fucking father.

Fuck you.

Perfect timing.

He's all yours, Two Tone.

I'm done with this piece of shit.

Yo, what the fuck?

Vincenzo, a real fucking brain surgeon.

You're joking, right?

This faggot killed your brother and he stole your fucking money.

Hmm? He's the one you want!

That's not what your girl told me.

Easy.

Take it easy.

Right? So...

Alright, fuck this.

No!

My brother?

Oh, man.

Hold on.

Briefcase.

Okay, here, here.

It's all here.

I don't want to ever see you in this town again.

We understand each other?

Yeah.

Let's get my brother.

There, you're good.

Thank you.

Where are you gonna go?

I got a cousin down at Seaside.

Gonna crash at hers for a bit, but I'll figure it out.

How about you?

I don't know.

Come with me.

We could go down the shore

and then get the fuck out of Jersey.

We could go anywhere.

Maybe we could go to Vegas.

No, babe.

We gotta stay.

I'm a Jersey girl.

I'm gonna be a mom.

It's what I always wanted.

I know, honey.

Go. Don't look back.

If you don't know where to go,

go back home to your folks, okay?

Okay.

Hey.

Okay?

Yeah.

Go.

I'll call you, alright?

Yeah.

Okay, passengers, final stop

is right at Seaside Heights.

Point Pleasant, next stop.

Next stop.

Hello?

Mom?

Papa?

Oh.

Yeah.

'Cause he liked making fun of me for playing with dolls.

Oh, nothing.

I fell outside.

Yeah.