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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:36,403 --> 00:00:38,472 (upbeat classical music) 2 00:01:34,194 --> 00:01:35,730 (hawk squawking) 3 00:02:46,668 --> 00:02:48,803 (grass rustling) 4 00:03:01,082 --> 00:03:02,215 Here. 5 00:03:03,651 --> 00:03:05,285 -Thanks. -Glasses. 6 00:03:05,352 --> 00:03:06,621 (groans) 7 00:03:09,123 --> 00:03:10,992 -(phone ringing) -Oh, damn. 8 00:03:11,092 --> 00:03:12,560 You'd better answer that. 9 00:03:14,361 --> 00:03:15,530 It's Helen. 10 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:18,231 -Helen? - Dad? 11 00:03:18,633 --> 00:03:21,102 Yeah. I'm just heading off. 12 00:03:21,502 --> 00:03:23,203 I just saw a pair of Goshawks. 13 00:03:25,840 --> 00:03:26,908 A pair? 14 00:03:27,542 --> 00:03:28,576 Yeah. 15 00:03:29,844 --> 00:03:31,344 Was it a display flight? 16 00:03:31,879 --> 00:03:33,715 No, not fully. They weren't diving. 17 00:03:33,815 --> 00:03:36,517 They were sort of gliding around each other. Beautiful. 18 00:03:36,617 --> 00:03:38,318 -Oh. -At one point they got mobbed 19 00:03:38,385 --> 00:03:40,387 by some angry crows, but they were just like, whatever. 20 00:03:40,487 --> 00:03:42,690 Bet the crows didn't hang around for long. 21 00:03:42,790 --> 00:03:44,659 They're not stupid. -(chuckles) 22 00:03:44,726 --> 00:03:46,194 They didn't want to end up being lunch. 23 00:03:46,293 --> 00:03:47,829 Well done, you. 24 00:03:48,062 --> 00:03:50,263 Still got my spotting scope then? 25 00:03:50,665 --> 00:03:53,034 Er...yeah, sorry. 26 00:03:53,134 --> 00:03:55,136 Bring it back next weekend and don't forget. 27 00:03:55,235 --> 00:03:57,437 -I will. Promise. - Alright. Bye. 28 00:03:57,538 --> 00:03:58,673 Alright. Bye, Dad. 29 00:03:58,740 --> 00:04:00,407 (spirited music) 30 00:04:02,744 --> 00:04:04,344 (bicycle bell tinkles) 31 00:04:36,744 --> 00:04:38,079 Hi, everyone. 32 00:04:38,179 --> 00:04:39,981 Right, grab your things, we're going to the pub. 33 00:04:41,516 --> 00:04:43,718 Yep. Come on. It's a class outing. Let's go. 34 00:04:47,387 --> 00:04:48,990 Little bit more enthusiasm. 35 00:04:49,090 --> 00:04:52,994 Right, it's lunchtime on the 28th of February, 1953. 36 00:04:53,194 --> 00:04:54,962 Watson and Crick are hurrying along this street, 37 00:04:55,062 --> 00:04:56,898 on their way to the Eagle where they're about to 38 00:04:56,964 --> 00:04:58,232 burst through the doors and shout, 39 00:04:58,298 --> 00:05:00,601 "We have discovered the secret of life." 40 00:05:01,102 --> 00:05:03,303 But how did that discovery come to be their story? 41 00:05:03,403 --> 00:05:05,338 What about Rosalind Franklin? 42 00:05:05,873 --> 00:05:07,141 Without her brilliant work, 43 00:05:07,241 --> 00:05:09,510 their Nobel Prize-winning eureka moment 44 00:05:09,610 --> 00:05:11,279 could never have happened, could it? 45 00:05:11,612 --> 00:05:13,781 And throughout this term, we've investigated how science 46 00:05:13,881 --> 00:05:15,583 isn't as objective as we assume it to be, 47 00:05:15,650 --> 00:05:17,852 that societal factors deeply and invisibly 48 00:05:17,952 --> 00:05:19,921 inform its workings. 49 00:05:20,121 --> 00:05:22,256 For example, you could argue that the history 50 00:05:22,322 --> 00:05:24,158 of scientific discovery has been dominated 51 00:05:24,258 --> 00:05:26,093 by the "Great Man" theory. 52 00:05:26,227 --> 00:05:28,095 So, let's consider Crick and Watson 53 00:05:28,162 --> 00:05:30,531 as they rush towards this famous door, 54 00:05:30,631 --> 00:05:33,501 and Franklin, working quietly in her lab, 55 00:05:33,601 --> 00:05:39,173 is it true that "Whoever gets to tell the story, wins the prize?" 56 00:05:39,472 --> 00:05:41,108 Now, some people think that Watson, you can go in, 57 00:05:41,175 --> 00:05:43,211 was a bit of a wanker, but that's not really an expression 58 00:05:43,311 --> 00:05:44,512 that your examiners would appreciate, 59 00:05:44,612 --> 00:05:45,880 so I'd leave that out of your exam paper, 60 00:05:45,980 --> 00:05:47,014 if I were you. 61 00:05:47,114 --> 00:05:48,549 (rustling) 62 00:05:59,660 --> 00:06:01,128 Oh, sorry. 63 00:06:01,461 --> 00:06:02,563 Oh, my God, it's freezing. 64 00:06:02,663 --> 00:06:04,532 Sorry, I'm late. Sorry. 65 00:06:04,632 --> 00:06:06,033 Ooh, a bit of light reading? 66 00:06:06,133 --> 00:06:07,702 You know me, I love a bit of Kripke. 67 00:06:07,802 --> 00:06:09,503 -(Helen chuckles) -I'm starving. 68 00:06:09,604 --> 00:06:12,372 Warm yourself up for two minutes, and then we'll go. 69 00:06:13,373 --> 00:06:14,809 -I spend my life... -Hello, you. 70 00:06:14,876 --> 00:06:16,244 ...sitting on doorways. 71 00:06:17,278 --> 00:06:19,814 You're not a house spider. You should be outside. 72 00:06:19,981 --> 00:06:21,349 Come on. 73 00:06:27,121 --> 00:06:30,224 Excuse me? You have been invited 74 00:06:30,324 --> 00:06:33,728 to apply for a post-doc at the Max Planck Institute. 75 00:06:33,828 --> 00:06:35,696 You jammy devil. 76 00:06:35,796 --> 00:06:38,599 Yeah, but do I really want to go to Germany for three years? 77 00:06:38,699 --> 00:06:40,034 Yes, you do. 78 00:06:40,134 --> 00:06:43,170 Think of all those Nobel Prize winners that went there. 79 00:06:43,237 --> 00:06:45,373 Well, they've only asked me to apply. I haven't got it yet. 80 00:06:45,472 --> 00:06:47,275 Yeah, but you are going to apply, aren't you? 81 00:06:47,708 --> 00:06:49,043 I might do. 82 00:06:49,744 --> 00:06:51,045 (window slams shut) 83 00:06:52,046 --> 00:06:54,447 Excellent news. We can celebrate. 84 00:06:54,548 --> 00:06:56,017 (laughter) 85 00:06:56,083 --> 00:06:58,386 (telephone ringing) 86 00:07:00,554 --> 00:07:01,923 Oh. (beep) 87 00:07:02,189 --> 00:07:04,025 Hi, Mum. I'm just on my way out. 88 00:07:06,160 --> 00:07:08,729 Mum? -I've, um... 89 00:07:08,763 --> 00:07:11,766 I've had a phone call from St Thomas' Hospital. 90 00:07:13,267 --> 00:07:14,434 It's Dad. 91 00:07:15,603 --> 00:07:18,272 He...he went up to London this morning 92 00:07:18,372 --> 00:07:20,908 to cover the storm for the paper, 93 00:07:21,609 --> 00:07:23,110 and, uh... 94 00:07:23,210 --> 00:07:24,645 and someone found him. 95 00:07:24,745 --> 00:07:25,846 (dark music) 96 00:07:25,947 --> 00:07:28,082 He'd collapsed in the street. 97 00:07:29,250 --> 00:07:32,386 An ambulance came and took him to hospital... 98 00:07:33,421 --> 00:07:34,922 (panicked breathing) 99 00:07:35,022 --> 00:07:37,558 But when they arrived, there was nothing... 100 00:07:40,561 --> 00:07:42,163 (muffled talking) 101 00:07:42,263 --> 00:07:43,764 (Helen hangs up) 102 00:07:54,075 --> 00:07:55,142 Helen? 103 00:07:56,911 --> 00:07:58,446 Helen, what's happened? 104 00:08:00,982 --> 00:08:02,350 (exhales shakily) 105 00:08:04,819 --> 00:08:06,020 Uh... 106 00:08:08,556 --> 00:08:09,790 (exhales) 107 00:08:11,058 --> 00:08:12,526 (leaves rustling) 108 00:08:12,994 --> 00:08:14,195 What are we doing? 109 00:08:14,895 --> 00:08:16,330 The table's booked, and we're late. 110 00:08:16,430 --> 00:08:18,366 Well, who gives a shit about the table? 111 00:08:19,166 --> 00:08:20,334 My mum said not to come tonight. 112 00:08:20,434 --> 00:08:21,669 My brother's with her. 113 00:08:21,769 --> 00:08:23,304 We may as well, we have to eat. 114 00:08:24,472 --> 00:08:26,874 Oh, you, uh... you don't like your meal? 115 00:08:28,476 --> 00:08:30,778 Her father passed away. 116 00:08:30,911 --> 00:08:32,046 Oh. 117 00:08:32,146 --> 00:08:33,848 Wait, let me get you something. 118 00:08:33,948 --> 00:08:35,983 (background music playing) 119 00:08:44,125 --> 00:08:45,860 (footsteps approaching) 120 00:08:47,928 --> 00:08:49,697 There we go. Okay. 121 00:08:49,964 --> 00:08:52,133 And, uh...sorry for your loss. 122 00:08:53,300 --> 00:08:54,135 Thank you. 123 00:08:54,201 --> 00:08:55,803 Thank you so much. 124 00:08:57,004 --> 00:08:58,139 Thank you. 125 00:09:11,052 --> 00:09:12,186 Okay. 126 00:09:13,020 --> 00:09:14,255 I'll get the bill. 127 00:09:42,750 --> 00:09:43,951 (sobbing) 128 00:09:47,888 --> 00:09:49,056 (sniffs) 129 00:09:58,766 --> 00:10:00,201 Bye, Dad. 130 00:10:08,375 --> 00:10:09,877 (poignant music) 131 00:10:40,141 --> 00:10:43,444 Mum: He's still working dusk and dawn. 132 00:10:47,448 --> 00:10:49,483 When I finished work, 133 00:10:49,984 --> 00:10:51,819 I thought Dad would do the same. 134 00:10:53,754 --> 00:10:55,990 But I'm still waiting. 135 00:10:56,090 --> 00:10:57,791 Dad: I'm not in your mother's good books. 136 00:10:58,459 --> 00:10:59,660 Yeah, she said. 137 00:11:00,761 --> 00:11:02,763 She wants me to stop working for the paper. 138 00:11:03,797 --> 00:11:05,032 And what do you want to do? 139 00:11:05,332 --> 00:11:06,834 Dad: Carry on, of course. 140 00:11:08,669 --> 00:11:10,171 You could slow down a bit. 141 00:11:10,639 --> 00:11:12,039 What would be the point? 142 00:11:13,307 --> 00:11:14,875 You could have fun with Mum. 143 00:11:16,810 --> 00:11:19,648 You don't need me to be retired to have fun. 144 00:11:22,016 --> 00:11:26,120 (puffs) Dad, that looks nasty. How did you do it? 145 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:27,321 Oh. 146 00:11:27,922 --> 00:11:29,290 Trimming the tree. 147 00:11:30,457 --> 00:11:33,628 How many times you been told about reckless tree surgery? 148 00:11:33,694 --> 00:11:35,162 (chuckles) 149 00:11:35,930 --> 00:11:37,731 Time heals all wounds. 150 00:11:38,999 --> 00:11:40,701 Wounds all heals. 151 00:11:40,968 --> 00:11:42,571 I never forget a face, but in your case, 152 00:11:42,671 --> 00:11:43,572 I'll make an exception. 153 00:11:43,672 --> 00:11:46,373 (Dad and Helen laugh) 154 00:11:46,641 --> 00:11:49,009 These are Mr Macdonald's belongings. 155 00:11:50,778 --> 00:11:52,213 James: Yeah, I... I'll take those. 156 00:11:52,313 --> 00:11:53,814 (bag rustles) 157 00:12:05,359 --> 00:12:06,927 Nurse: I'm sorry for your loss. 158 00:12:15,537 --> 00:12:17,371 (sobbing) 159 00:12:35,055 --> 00:12:36,390 Any hobbies? 160 00:12:37,024 --> 00:12:38,192 Astronomy. 161 00:12:39,594 --> 00:12:41,028 Yeah. Natural history. 162 00:12:41,730 --> 00:12:42,796 Geology. 163 00:12:43,097 --> 00:12:44,265 Etymology. 164 00:12:44,398 --> 00:12:45,700 Ornithology. 165 00:12:46,568 --> 00:12:48,102 He liked aeroplanes. 166 00:12:48,869 --> 00:12:51,138 Might you be interested in a, um... 167 00:12:54,709 --> 00:12:56,544 in a themed coffin? 168 00:13:02,216 --> 00:13:03,250 Um... 169 00:13:10,958 --> 00:13:12,159 (laughs) 170 00:13:13,027 --> 00:13:16,731 There is an astronomy option on the next page. 171 00:13:17,565 --> 00:13:19,601 (laughs) 172 00:13:24,405 --> 00:13:26,574 -(James laughs) -Um... 173 00:13:27,742 --> 00:13:30,411 Do you have anything plain? -(Helen laughs) 174 00:13:30,477 --> 00:13:31,746 Of course. 175 00:13:31,979 --> 00:13:33,414 Sorry, Mum. 176 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:34,815 (laughs) 177 00:13:36,884 --> 00:13:38,419 (whispers) Stop it. 178 00:13:42,791 --> 00:13:44,992 (muffled) I don't know how I'm going to manage the garden. 179 00:13:46,493 --> 00:13:48,028 Dad did everything. 180 00:13:49,597 --> 00:13:51,165 We'll work something out, Mum. 181 00:13:51,465 --> 00:13:52,966 (pensive music) 182 00:14:03,010 --> 00:14:05,145 (birds twittering) 183 00:15:20,053 --> 00:15:21,589 (clock ticking) 184 00:15:25,092 --> 00:15:27,394 ("When We Were Wolves" by My Latest Novel playing) 185 00:15:33,635 --> 00:15:35,737 ♪ ...wolves ♪ 186 00:15:37,271 --> 00:15:40,474 ♪ When we were wolves ♪ 187 00:15:40,575 --> 00:15:41,643 (thump) Shit. 188 00:15:41,743 --> 00:15:42,777 Oh! 189 00:15:44,679 --> 00:15:45,914 Shit. 190 00:15:47,114 --> 00:15:48,282 Shit. 191 00:15:58,392 --> 00:16:00,260 Oh. -Excuse me? 192 00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:02,597 I think you'll find that it says no parking. 193 00:16:02,931 --> 00:16:04,097 Yeah, I can read! 194 00:16:04,198 --> 00:16:05,800 There's no need to take that tone. 195 00:16:06,233 --> 00:16:08,402 Sorry. Sorry, this is just... it's my dad's car, 196 00:16:08,469 --> 00:16:09,838 and I'm not really used to driving it. 197 00:16:09,938 --> 00:16:11,305 Well, perhaps your father needs to give you 198 00:16:11,405 --> 00:16:12,640 a few lessons. 199 00:16:13,307 --> 00:16:15,409 Yeah, well, he can't do that right now, because he's dead. 200 00:16:16,811 --> 00:16:18,145 Sorry. 201 00:16:18,479 --> 00:16:21,081 (song continues) 202 00:16:21,649 --> 00:16:24,284 ♪ And we banged on our pianos ♪ 203 00:16:24,384 --> 00:16:27,287 ♪ La, la, la, la, la, la ♪ 204 00:16:28,989 --> 00:16:30,525 Helen: Thanks for the lift, Dad. 205 00:16:31,926 --> 00:16:33,126 Pleasure. 206 00:16:33,628 --> 00:16:35,864 Trains are a nightmare at the moment, aren't they? 207 00:16:36,931 --> 00:16:38,432 No problem. 208 00:16:39,399 --> 00:16:40,668 How's it going? 209 00:16:43,605 --> 00:16:45,640 I just don't really know. I don't...really even feel like 210 00:16:45,740 --> 00:16:47,441 I want to be an academic anymore. 211 00:16:49,777 --> 00:16:50,778 Okay. 212 00:16:51,646 --> 00:16:53,146 -I don't know. -Hmm? 213 00:16:53,247 --> 00:16:55,517 The kids aren't as inspired as I would like them to be. 214 00:16:55,617 --> 00:16:57,317 You know, they don't really seem to be that interested 215 00:16:57,417 --> 00:16:58,686 in what I've got to say. 216 00:16:58,786 --> 00:16:59,687 Maybe I'm just saying things 217 00:16:59,787 --> 00:17:00,855 that aren't very interesting... 218 00:17:00,955 --> 00:17:02,456 could be a possibility. 219 00:17:03,791 --> 00:17:05,627 Ah, I doubt it. 220 00:17:05,960 --> 00:17:07,629 I doubt it very much. 221 00:17:16,804 --> 00:17:19,541 No, Dad. Please don't even think about it. 222 00:17:20,040 --> 00:17:21,709 Dad. Oh, my... 223 00:17:21,809 --> 00:17:22,977 (Dad grunts) 224 00:17:29,049 --> 00:17:30,317 (sighs) 225 00:17:30,952 --> 00:17:31,853 God. 226 00:17:35,857 --> 00:17:38,325 Hey, hey, hey, hey! You can't take photographs. 227 00:17:38,392 --> 00:17:40,494 You can't be in here. -Dad, come on. 228 00:17:41,529 --> 00:17:42,564 (door opens) Officer: It's a crime scene. 229 00:17:42,664 --> 00:17:44,032 You're gonna have to leave, Sir. 230 00:17:44,532 --> 00:17:46,400 You're gonna have to go. -It's a public road. 231 00:17:46,500 --> 00:17:49,504 No, this is a crime scene. No photographs, okay? 232 00:17:49,571 --> 00:17:51,606 We'll take your camera. -That's alright, don't worry. 233 00:17:51,706 --> 00:17:53,340 No you won't, I don't think so. 234 00:17:53,407 --> 00:17:54,776 If you come back, we'll take your camera. 235 00:17:54,876 --> 00:17:56,276 I don't think so. 236 00:17:56,578 --> 00:17:57,579 Relax. 237 00:18:03,551 --> 00:18:04,852 Silly sod. 238 00:18:10,658 --> 00:18:12,225 Alright, let's go. 239 00:18:17,497 --> 00:18:18,733 It's alright. 240 00:18:18,833 --> 00:18:20,802 (Dad and Helen chuckle) 241 00:18:29,711 --> 00:18:31,079 Now, then... 242 00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:36,651 What were you saying? 243 00:18:36,751 --> 00:18:38,385 (laughs) 244 00:18:40,187 --> 00:18:42,056 How I don't want to be an academic anymore. 245 00:18:42,122 --> 00:18:44,626 (Dad and Helen guffaw) 246 00:18:45,225 --> 00:18:46,561 Oh, look at that. 247 00:18:47,795 --> 00:18:49,229 Wow. 248 00:18:51,566 --> 00:18:52,567 What is it? 249 00:18:52,767 --> 00:18:54,569 (music fades, distorts) 250 00:18:59,874 --> 00:19:01,009 Too late. 251 00:19:01,109 --> 00:19:02,844 No, I missed... 252 00:19:02,944 --> 00:19:04,979 (laughs) 253 00:19:05,079 --> 00:19:06,781 (crow cawing) 254 00:19:08,049 --> 00:19:09,784 Mum: Aunty Mo sends her love. 255 00:19:10,250 --> 00:19:11,619 Helen: That's nice. 256 00:19:12,887 --> 00:19:14,689 We had a glass of wine 257 00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:16,758 and watched a film on the television. 258 00:19:16,991 --> 00:19:18,092 Good. 259 00:19:20,561 --> 00:19:22,730 Well, I better get to the shops. 260 00:19:23,330 --> 00:19:25,700 James and the family are coming over later. 261 00:19:29,436 --> 00:19:31,539 Dad wouldn't want us to mope, would he? 262 00:19:31,939 --> 00:19:35,510 No, he'd definitely be against any kind of moping. 263 00:19:37,444 --> 00:19:39,047 You're not moping now, are you? 264 00:19:39,279 --> 00:19:40,347 No. 265 00:19:41,115 --> 00:19:43,084 No moping allowed. 266 00:19:43,117 --> 00:19:46,521 Okay. Well...bye, then. 267 00:19:47,254 --> 00:19:48,388 Bye, Mum. 268 00:19:50,424 --> 00:19:51,358 (beep) 269 00:19:51,458 --> 00:19:52,994 (choir singing cheerfully) 270 00:20:13,147 --> 00:20:14,849 (low hum of chatter) 271 00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:21,856 Isn't that your job to buy me one 272 00:20:22,023 --> 00:20:23,991 no you're not allowed to because you don't go here 273 00:20:25,960 --> 00:20:26,861 Oh, hang on. 274 00:20:26,961 --> 00:20:28,328 So, you go here 275 00:20:28,395 --> 00:20:30,064 and I'll come meet you the other side. 276 00:20:37,071 --> 00:20:39,339 Those guys are seriously scary. 277 00:20:39,874 --> 00:20:41,075 A single pea falls on the floor 278 00:20:41,175 --> 00:20:42,610 and they take you outside and behead you. 279 00:20:42,710 --> 00:20:44,212 It's in the College Statutes. 280 00:20:44,311 --> 00:20:45,580 (giggling) 281 00:20:51,652 --> 00:20:54,055 -Oculi omnium in te aspiciunt... -(mouths) Sorry. 282 00:20:54,155 --> 00:20:56,057 ...et in te sperant, Deus. 283 00:20:56,157 --> 00:20:58,960 Tu das illis escam tempore oportuna. 284 00:20:59,060 --> 00:21:04,031 Aperis tu manus, et imples omne animal benedictione tua. 285 00:21:07,602 --> 00:21:09,137 (low hum of chatter) 286 00:21:09,237 --> 00:21:11,606 This is Oshan. He's finishing his PhD. 287 00:21:11,706 --> 00:21:14,776 -Hi. How are you doing? -Amar. Nice to meet you, man. 288 00:21:15,676 --> 00:21:16,944 (clears throat) 289 00:21:18,246 --> 00:21:19,881 So, what do you do, Amar? 290 00:21:22,784 --> 00:21:24,284 Uh, I'm an art dealer. 291 00:21:24,952 --> 00:21:26,254 -Wow. -Yeah. 292 00:21:26,386 --> 00:21:27,789 We met on Twitter. 293 00:21:28,222 --> 00:21:29,223 We did. 294 00:21:29,590 --> 00:21:32,392 Good a place as any to get acquainted these days. 295 00:21:32,459 --> 00:21:33,761 Sure. 296 00:21:36,230 --> 00:21:37,832 Was she putting on the Australian accent 297 00:21:37,932 --> 00:21:39,332 just to throw me off? Or was that...? 298 00:21:39,432 --> 00:21:40,802 -(Helen laughs) -Was that... 299 00:21:40,902 --> 00:21:42,503 Yeah, she does it when she's out. 300 00:21:42,603 --> 00:21:44,304 No, no, she is actually Australian. 301 00:21:44,404 --> 00:21:45,740 Okay, she seemed... 302 00:21:45,807 --> 00:21:47,809 Is that your post? Alright. 303 00:21:47,909 --> 00:21:49,644 -She liked you. -Did she? 304 00:21:49,744 --> 00:21:51,846 -Yeah. -Okay. It's alright. 305 00:21:57,450 --> 00:21:59,086 (birds twittering) 306 00:22:06,828 --> 00:22:08,196 Bedtime reading? 307 00:22:11,398 --> 00:22:12,667 Interesting choice. 308 00:22:12,767 --> 00:22:14,168 (chuckles) 309 00:22:23,511 --> 00:22:25,046 Will you come abroad with me? 310 00:22:28,316 --> 00:22:30,551 You...you mean like go travelling? 311 00:22:32,854 --> 00:22:34,288 Where are you thinking? 312 00:22:34,856 --> 00:22:35,823 Germany. 313 00:22:35,923 --> 00:22:37,992 -Germany? -(laughs) 314 00:22:38,693 --> 00:22:39,961 -Okay. -Well, no, 315 00:22:40,027 --> 00:22:41,629 I've got the possibility of a fellowship 316 00:22:41,696 --> 00:22:43,531 at the Max Planck Institute in Berlin. 317 00:22:43,631 --> 00:22:45,166 Oh, I've never been to Berlin. 318 00:22:45,666 --> 00:22:48,903 I mean, I haven't actually, um, finished my application yet, 319 00:22:48,970 --> 00:22:51,404 but I...I'm gonna do that later today. 320 00:22:51,505 --> 00:22:53,341 It's definitely on my to-do list. 321 00:22:54,008 --> 00:22:55,142 Come with me. 322 00:22:56,143 --> 00:22:57,245 (chuckles) 323 00:22:57,879 --> 00:22:59,180 Helen, I can't just... 324 00:23:00,147 --> 00:23:02,083 you know, move to Berlin. 325 00:23:02,516 --> 00:23:04,417 Oh, I know. I don't mean forever. 326 00:23:06,687 --> 00:23:08,189 (bell ringing distantly) 327 00:23:10,490 --> 00:23:11,993 (brooding music) 328 00:23:16,030 --> 00:23:17,365 (door closes) 329 00:23:22,336 --> 00:23:24,171 (engine hums) 330 00:23:35,583 --> 00:23:37,051 Friend: Is it retrievable? 331 00:23:40,755 --> 00:23:42,223 I don't think so, no. 332 00:23:44,325 --> 00:23:46,894 He saw all the self-help books. 333 00:23:46,928 --> 00:23:49,263 Maybe you should have told him about your dad. 334 00:23:49,931 --> 00:23:51,165 Hmm. 335 00:23:51,532 --> 00:23:53,100 Just forget him, Helen. 336 00:23:53,401 --> 00:23:54,702 (sighs) 337 00:23:55,403 --> 00:23:57,638 I told you, this is not what you need right now. 338 00:23:57,738 --> 00:24:01,441 -Okay. Okay. Okay, bye. - Bye. 339 00:24:01,709 --> 00:24:02,810 (beep) 340 00:24:02,910 --> 00:24:04,812 (brooding music continues) 341 00:24:20,127 --> 00:24:21,963 (up tempo music playing) 342 00:24:47,154 --> 00:24:49,090 (engine and music cut) 343 00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:08,642 -Helen. -Hi, Stu. Sorry. 344 00:25:08,743 --> 00:25:10,945 I know I should have called, but I just, um... 345 00:25:16,984 --> 00:25:18,185 Come here. 346 00:25:23,090 --> 00:25:24,158 Coming in? 347 00:25:24,692 --> 00:25:26,293 -Yeah. -Having a weigh-in. 348 00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:27,528 Are you? 349 00:25:28,129 --> 00:25:30,031 -Oh, blimey. -You've got a new Peregrine. 350 00:25:30,131 --> 00:25:32,033 Yeah. This is Sweetie. 351 00:25:33,868 --> 00:25:36,537 You know, softer the name, fiercer the falcon. 352 00:25:37,304 --> 00:25:39,508 Yeah, she's up half an ounce, Mands. 353 00:25:39,840 --> 00:25:41,175 I should have weighed her before. 354 00:25:41,275 --> 00:25:43,677 Oh, I told you, you gave her too much yesterday. 355 00:25:43,778 --> 00:25:45,246 Oh, shut up. 356 00:25:46,647 --> 00:25:48,816 Come here. -Hello, Sweetie. 357 00:25:48,883 --> 00:25:50,519 Come on. Come on. Come on. 358 00:25:50,785 --> 00:25:51,919 (wings flapping) 359 00:25:52,787 --> 00:25:53,988 Alright. 360 00:25:57,558 --> 00:25:59,226 Hey, calm it. 361 00:26:02,463 --> 00:26:03,864 Hello. 362 00:26:06,033 --> 00:26:07,501 She's a beauty. 363 00:26:07,968 --> 00:26:09,538 -Yes. -(laughs) 364 00:26:09,737 --> 00:26:11,038 Alright, shall we go down? 365 00:26:11,138 --> 00:26:12,206 Yeah. 366 00:26:14,408 --> 00:26:15,876 I'll get the door. (keys jangle) 367 00:26:18,879 --> 00:26:20,614 -See you in a bit. -See you in a bit. 368 00:26:21,982 --> 00:26:23,584 (door closes) 369 00:26:24,718 --> 00:26:26,754 (Stu and Helen chatting outside) 370 00:26:29,190 --> 00:26:30,758 Helen: I've been having these dreams. 371 00:26:31,392 --> 00:26:32,626 Bad ones? 372 00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:35,196 Dreams of Goshawks, actually. 373 00:26:35,262 --> 00:26:39,900 Ooh. Goshawks, the wildest and maddest of raptors. 374 00:26:40,501 --> 00:26:41,902 You always said you'd never fly a Gos. 375 00:26:42,002 --> 00:26:43,137 Yeah, I know. 376 00:26:43,337 --> 00:26:45,606 But didn't you have a Finnish Gos 377 00:26:45,706 --> 00:26:48,075 when we first met at that falconry club? 378 00:26:48,175 --> 00:26:49,410 The Old Girl. 379 00:26:50,044 --> 00:26:51,645 Oh, I loved that hawk. 380 00:26:52,713 --> 00:26:54,148 Bloody hell, that was over ten years ago. 381 00:26:54,248 --> 00:26:56,383 That was before you and me got together, Mand. 382 00:26:57,051 --> 00:26:59,487 And Helen was hanging around in Cambridge after uni, 383 00:26:59,588 --> 00:27:00,555 on the dole. 384 00:27:00,988 --> 00:27:02,957 -Oi. -And flying falcons with me 385 00:27:03,057 --> 00:27:04,593 instead of looking for a proper job. 386 00:27:04,692 --> 00:27:06,160 (Helen laughs) 387 00:27:07,461 --> 00:27:08,762 And what was she like? 388 00:27:08,863 --> 00:27:10,331 Oh, she was a beast. 389 00:27:10,798 --> 00:27:13,000 Flying her was as stressful as hell. 390 00:27:14,301 --> 00:27:17,071 You're not thinking of getting a Goshawk, are you, Helen? 391 00:27:17,738 --> 00:27:19,073 I don't know. Maybe. 392 00:27:20,107 --> 00:27:21,675 Seriously, they're a handful. 393 00:27:22,476 --> 00:27:23,644 Do you really want to have to deal with 394 00:27:23,744 --> 00:27:25,679 the perfectly evolved psychopath? 395 00:27:28,415 --> 00:27:29,950 Don't even think about it, 396 00:27:30,585 --> 00:27:32,353 especially not in your current state. 397 00:27:33,622 --> 00:27:35,356 What about a nice little merlin? 398 00:27:35,456 --> 00:27:39,093 No. No, I don't...I don't want a lady's bird, Mandy. I... 399 00:27:40,060 --> 00:27:41,328 I want a Goshawk. 400 00:27:42,296 --> 00:27:43,697 I think... 401 00:27:44,732 --> 00:27:45,833 I need one. 402 00:27:47,067 --> 00:27:48,503 (suspenseful music) 403 00:27:53,007 --> 00:27:54,341 Mm, good. 404 00:27:55,644 --> 00:27:56,677 Mum: I thought I'd make a n attempt 405 00:27:56,777 --> 00:27:58,312 to sort out Dad's study. 406 00:28:00,814 --> 00:28:02,683 Are you still there? -Yeah. 407 00:28:04,985 --> 00:28:06,820 What are you doing about your work? 408 00:28:07,087 --> 00:28:08,289 Um... 409 00:28:13,294 --> 00:28:14,529 Helen? 410 00:28:14,695 --> 00:28:16,163 Well, my, um... 411 00:28:16,497 --> 00:28:17,998 fellowship doesn't end until January, 412 00:28:18,098 --> 00:28:19,900 and I can still teach here until then. 413 00:28:20,267 --> 00:28:22,671 But don't you lose your college house this term? 414 00:28:22,870 --> 00:28:24,171 Where will you live? 415 00:28:26,140 --> 00:28:27,576 Honestly, Helen. 416 00:28:30,144 --> 00:28:31,745 (music intensifies) 417 00:28:35,816 --> 00:28:37,652 (seagull crying) 418 00:29:00,474 --> 00:29:02,243 This feels like a drug deal. 419 00:29:05,647 --> 00:29:07,616 (seagulls crying) 420 00:29:13,655 --> 00:29:15,289 That's got to be him, right? 421 00:29:18,727 --> 00:29:20,361 Why has he got two boxes? 422 00:29:21,328 --> 00:29:23,030 I didn't want one. -Helen Macdonald? 423 00:29:23,097 --> 00:29:24,765 -Yeah? -Could you get your boot for me? 424 00:29:24,865 --> 00:29:26,400 Oh, yeah, sorry. 425 00:29:28,703 --> 00:29:29,638 (sighs) 426 00:29:31,205 --> 00:29:32,306 Oop. 427 00:29:38,212 --> 00:29:39,748 (grunts) 428 00:29:43,851 --> 00:29:45,620 Money? -Yeah. 429 00:29:49,290 --> 00:29:50,759 (rustling) 430 00:29:52,793 --> 00:29:55,229 And your documents. 431 00:30:03,270 --> 00:30:04,739 Thank you. 432 00:30:05,039 --> 00:30:06,273 (bird twittering) 433 00:30:06,373 --> 00:30:07,474 Oh, hang on. 434 00:30:08,208 --> 00:30:10,010 I think she's slipped her hood. 435 00:30:16,083 --> 00:30:17,786 (dark music) 436 00:30:18,952 --> 00:30:20,454 Let's get her out. 437 00:30:21,288 --> 00:30:23,324 I have to check her ring number, anyway. 438 00:30:24,825 --> 00:30:26,327 (box rattles) 439 00:30:26,427 --> 00:30:28,195 (squawking, wings flapping) 440 00:30:32,600 --> 00:30:34,001 Pop her hood on for me. 441 00:30:34,301 --> 00:30:35,969 You don't want to get her scared. 442 00:30:36,070 --> 00:30:37,838 (cacophony of seabirds) 443 00:30:44,579 --> 00:30:46,280 You told me you'd done this before. 444 00:30:46,781 --> 00:30:48,148 Yeah, I have. Just... 445 00:30:48,982 --> 00:30:51,185 not for a few years. And never with a Goshawk. 446 00:30:55,856 --> 00:30:57,625 There you go. See that? 447 00:30:58,459 --> 00:31:01,295 Do you know the trick for a well-behaved Gos? 448 00:31:01,862 --> 00:31:02,863 Murder. 449 00:31:02,963 --> 00:31:04,331 Calms them right down. 450 00:31:04,766 --> 00:31:06,735 Get her out hunting as quickly as you can 451 00:31:06,835 --> 00:31:08,369 and let her kill a lot. 452 00:31:13,808 --> 00:31:17,512 Oh, no. I'm sorry, this is the wrong bird. 453 00:31:17,612 --> 00:31:19,079 What? 454 00:31:21,315 --> 00:31:22,916 (cage closes) 455 00:31:23,618 --> 00:31:25,085 (another cage opens) 456 00:31:29,990 --> 00:31:31,392 This one's yours. 457 00:31:35,462 --> 00:31:36,598 Are you sure? 458 00:31:36,698 --> 00:31:38,065 It says so here. 459 00:31:42,637 --> 00:31:44,506 (sighs) Sorry, this is... 460 00:31:44,873 --> 00:31:46,373 really awkward, but... 461 00:31:46,541 --> 00:31:48,041 do you think there's any chance 462 00:31:48,142 --> 00:31:50,277 that I could have the first one? 463 00:31:51,546 --> 00:31:53,947 I've sold her to somebody else. They'll be here any minute. 464 00:31:55,884 --> 00:31:59,353 I...I know this is really out of order, but please... 465 00:32:01,689 --> 00:32:05,627 please, this isn't my bird. I... She's not. 466 00:32:05,727 --> 00:32:08,095 Please, can I have the first one? Please. 467 00:32:08,897 --> 00:32:11,298 We're gonna have to change all the paperwork. 468 00:32:15,436 --> 00:32:16,771 Thank you. 469 00:32:30,585 --> 00:32:32,821 Are you sure you don't want me to come in with you? 470 00:32:32,921 --> 00:32:34,488 -Sure, yeah. -Okay. 471 00:32:34,589 --> 00:32:36,323 Thank you. Thanks. 472 00:32:37,357 --> 00:32:38,726 Good luck. 473 00:33:26,006 --> 00:33:27,441 (whispers) There you go. 474 00:33:27,942 --> 00:33:29,343 Home now. 475 00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:39,954 Good night. 476 00:35:02,904 --> 00:35:04,438 (soft music) 477 00:37:39,861 --> 00:37:41,629 (music intensifies) 478 00:37:52,607 --> 00:37:54,709 (flapping, thrashing) 479 00:38:09,090 --> 00:38:10,992 (flapping, thrashing) 480 00:39:28,501 --> 00:39:30,338 (whispers) Let's try standing up. 481 00:39:33,608 --> 00:39:34,909 There we go. 482 00:39:37,712 --> 00:39:39,347 Let's go for a walk. 483 00:39:56,063 --> 00:39:57,765 This is my kitchen. 484 00:39:57,865 --> 00:39:59,834 (flapping, thrashing) 485 00:40:02,203 --> 00:40:03,604 It's not that bad. 486 00:40:04,305 --> 00:40:05,405 (poop splats) Oh. 487 00:40:06,140 --> 00:40:07,508 Thanks very much. 488 00:40:07,708 --> 00:40:09,577 These are some of my treasures. 489 00:40:11,579 --> 00:40:13,180 Sabre-toothed tiger. 490 00:40:13,247 --> 00:40:15,182 Bought it with my pocket money when I was little. 491 00:40:15,850 --> 00:40:17,718 Bet you've never seen one of them before. 492 00:40:22,723 --> 00:40:24,358 You're doing very well. 493 00:40:26,661 --> 00:40:28,896 (flapping, thrashing) 494 00:40:38,706 --> 00:40:40,074 And that's a kettle. 495 00:40:43,711 --> 00:40:44,946 And a toaster. 496 00:40:48,582 --> 00:40:49,984 Let's go and look at them. 497 00:40:54,121 --> 00:40:55,389 Good girl. 498 00:40:59,894 --> 00:41:01,262 Good girl. 499 00:41:08,135 --> 00:41:09,804 What's that you're looking at? 500 00:41:10,571 --> 00:41:11,605 (chuckles) 501 00:41:14,075 --> 00:41:16,177 (spirited music) 502 00:41:17,311 --> 00:41:19,246 (church bell ringing) 503 00:41:40,935 --> 00:41:42,269 (weight clanks) 504 00:41:46,741 --> 00:41:48,109 (pencil scribbling) 505 00:41:50,277 --> 00:41:51,679 You've got to eat. 506 00:41:52,313 --> 00:41:53,514 You've got to eat. 507 00:41:55,850 --> 00:41:57,852 (phone ringing) 508 00:42:09,296 --> 00:42:10,631 (phone ringing) 509 00:42:10,931 --> 00:42:12,233 (tools clink) 510 00:42:13,934 --> 00:42:15,069 (phone beeps) 511 00:42:15,169 --> 00:42:16,670 -Yeah? - Stu? 512 00:42:16,771 --> 00:42:18,172 I've been ringing and ringing. 513 00:42:18,873 --> 00:42:20,074 What's up? 514 00:42:20,174 --> 00:42:21,575 Her weight's plummeting. 515 00:42:22,476 --> 00:42:24,045 I'm sure she's getting weaker. 516 00:42:24,378 --> 00:42:25,479 Don't panic. 517 00:42:25,813 --> 00:42:28,249 She was fat as butter when she came out of the aviary. 518 00:42:29,450 --> 00:42:31,852 A Gos like that will take three or four days 519 00:42:31,952 --> 00:42:34,188 before she's chilled enough to eat in front of you. 520 00:42:34,288 --> 00:42:35,856 No, what if she's ill? 521 00:42:36,190 --> 00:42:38,626 And she's sleeping all the time. 522 00:42:38,659 --> 00:42:40,761 She's just a tired baby after a long trip. 523 00:42:40,895 --> 00:42:42,063 Oh. 524 00:42:42,563 --> 00:42:43,731 I think I've made a terrible mistake 525 00:42:43,831 --> 00:42:45,566 and I'm killing this beautiful bird. 526 00:42:45,666 --> 00:42:47,268 She's not gonna die, Helen. 527 00:42:47,368 --> 00:42:48,702 Why didn't you stop me? 528 00:42:50,505 --> 00:42:51,739 Well, I did try. 529 00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:54,008 That's helpful. 530 00:42:55,510 --> 00:42:56,844 I'll speak to you soon. 531 00:42:57,078 --> 00:42:58,345 (beep) 532 00:42:58,979 --> 00:43:00,515 (knocking on door) 533 00:43:04,718 --> 00:43:06,420 (repeated knocking) 534 00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:27,074 -Hi. -What are you doing here? 535 00:43:27,274 --> 00:43:29,110 Well, I came to take you out for some fresh air. 536 00:43:29,210 --> 00:43:30,545 Well, I can't leave her. 537 00:43:30,611 --> 00:43:32,213 Yeah, I thought you'd say that. 538 00:43:32,746 --> 00:43:34,081 Have you eaten? 539 00:43:34,215 --> 00:43:35,616 Or showered, even? 540 00:43:36,083 --> 00:43:37,318 (door slams) 541 00:43:40,788 --> 00:43:41,956 Wow. 542 00:43:43,357 --> 00:43:46,627 It's all a tad fetish dungeon. 543 00:43:47,596 --> 00:43:49,930 Oh, no, the hood's a kindness while I'm training her. 544 00:43:50,931 --> 00:43:52,399 Birds of prey don't think like we do. 545 00:43:52,466 --> 00:43:53,834 If they can't see something then, 546 00:43:53,934 --> 00:43:55,504 to them it doesn't exist. 547 00:43:55,636 --> 00:43:58,172 So, when she's got the hood on, she feels calm and safe. 548 00:43:58,639 --> 00:44:00,174 God, I wish I had a hood. 549 00:44:00,774 --> 00:44:02,276 Exactly. It gives her peace. 550 00:44:04,145 --> 00:44:05,446 And what happens... 551 00:44:06,080 --> 00:44:07,481 when you take the hood off? 552 00:44:08,315 --> 00:44:11,185 Well, the nerves of her eyes and ears are connected 553 00:44:11,285 --> 00:44:13,988 directly to the neurons controlling her muscles. 554 00:44:14,623 --> 00:44:17,124 So, she literally reacts before she thinks? 555 00:44:17,224 --> 00:44:19,493 Yeah. Thinking comes later. 556 00:44:20,294 --> 00:44:21,762 They live at ten times our speed. 557 00:44:21,829 --> 00:44:23,264 Ooh, sounds exhausting. 558 00:44:23,330 --> 00:44:24,798 (Helen chuckles) 559 00:44:26,100 --> 00:44:27,602 Have you given her a name yet? 560 00:44:28,102 --> 00:44:29,103 No. 561 00:44:29,403 --> 00:44:30,539 Why not? 562 00:44:31,672 --> 00:44:33,874 Well, I don't know her yet. Not properly. 563 00:44:37,678 --> 00:44:38,979 Okay. 564 00:44:40,414 --> 00:44:42,349 No, no, no, no, you... you can't stay. 565 00:44:42,983 --> 00:44:45,953 Well...you said that the hawk needs to get used to humans. 566 00:44:46,020 --> 00:44:47,354 Well, I'm a human. 567 00:44:47,589 --> 00:44:49,356 Yeah, but you...you might put her off eating. 568 00:44:49,456 --> 00:44:50,991 She still hasn't eaten, and she needs to eat. 569 00:44:51,091 --> 00:44:53,194 Well, so do I. Look, we'll... 570 00:44:54,195 --> 00:44:55,696 we'll watch some great TV, 571 00:44:55,796 --> 00:44:57,731 have a croissant, and then... 572 00:44:57,831 --> 00:45:00,467 I can fuck off and leave you to tame the dragon. 573 00:45:02,703 --> 00:45:05,039 (television playing) (packet rustles) 574 00:45:06,340 --> 00:45:09,376 -Okay. But don't look at her. -Okay. 575 00:45:09,476 --> 00:45:11,111 Eye contact's a sign of aggression. 576 00:45:11,478 --> 00:45:13,881 -Okay, I won't. -How very convenient. 577 00:45:13,981 --> 00:45:16,050 You know, I've got a nasty feeling he's not one of us. 578 00:45:16,150 --> 00:45:17,418 (laughter) 579 00:45:17,519 --> 00:45:19,753 Harbouring escaping British prisoners, hmm? 580 00:45:19,987 --> 00:45:22,456 When I tell the Gestapo what I have found, 581 00:45:22,624 --> 00:45:24,391 I will get a medal for this. 582 00:45:25,025 --> 00:45:26,427 I want another picture. 583 00:45:26,961 --> 00:45:29,531 I'm not sure a bunch of comedy Nazis are gonna help. 584 00:45:32,132 --> 00:45:34,368 Should we watch a wildlife documentary or something? 585 00:45:34,468 --> 00:45:36,403 No, I hate wildlife documentaries. 586 00:45:37,004 --> 00:45:38,839 (laughter) 587 00:45:39,541 --> 00:45:42,243 Keep them quiet. I will deal with the Gestapo. 588 00:45:45,846 --> 00:45:47,248 (whispers) Good girl. 589 00:45:47,815 --> 00:45:49,517 Have you found the treasure? 590 00:45:49,584 --> 00:45:51,118 Good girl. 591 00:45:51,519 --> 00:45:53,454 Not a smell of it. 592 00:45:53,555 --> 00:45:55,089 Continue to look. 593 00:45:55,322 --> 00:45:56,924 I shall not return to Berlin 594 00:45:57,024 --> 00:45:58,693 until the picture is found. 595 00:45:58,759 --> 00:46:00,060 Okay. 596 00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:01,862 (comedy continues playing) 597 00:46:04,431 --> 00:46:07,368 Gilles! Pierre! Jacques! Emile! My old friends... 598 00:46:07,434 --> 00:46:08,802 Right. I'm going to take the hood off, okay? 599 00:46:08,902 --> 00:46:09,770 Mm-hmm. I'm not looking. 600 00:46:10,605 --> 00:46:14,074 ...sit down, sit down. Wine on the house for my old friends, 601 00:46:14,174 --> 00:46:17,911 Pierre, Emile, Jacques and Gilles. 602 00:46:21,415 --> 00:46:24,151 (gasps) The little bugger ate it. 603 00:46:28,556 --> 00:46:30,257 Oh, my God. 604 00:46:30,357 --> 00:46:31,458 (gentle music) 605 00:46:31,559 --> 00:46:33,060 I think she likes you. 606 00:46:34,094 --> 00:46:35,630 What did I tell you? 607 00:46:37,431 --> 00:46:39,099 (laughing) 608 00:46:41,636 --> 00:46:44,338 Good girl. She's mantling. That's mantling. 609 00:46:44,438 --> 00:46:46,140 So, she's mantling over her prey. 610 00:46:47,441 --> 00:46:48,677 What does that mean? 611 00:46:48,777 --> 00:46:50,477 She's protecting it from any other predator. 612 00:46:50,578 --> 00:46:52,846 Oh. Oh, me? Yeah. 613 00:46:52,946 --> 00:46:55,249 I'm gonna protect my croissant the same way. 614 00:46:58,419 --> 00:47:00,789 Okay, I get it. She's amazing. 615 00:47:00,888 --> 00:47:02,156 Wow. 616 00:47:02,724 --> 00:47:04,091 Well done, Helen. 617 00:47:05,826 --> 00:47:07,194 Come and get it. What's that? 618 00:47:07,294 --> 00:47:09,698 Come and get it. Good girl. 619 00:47:09,897 --> 00:47:11,198 (weights clink) 620 00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:15,169 Good girl, you're heavier today. 621 00:47:18,138 --> 00:47:20,675 (laughing) Ooh, you're already going. 622 00:47:21,075 --> 00:47:23,010 You didn't give me a chance that time. 623 00:47:29,983 --> 00:47:31,218 Ooh. 624 00:47:32,654 --> 00:47:34,054 That's a big bit. 625 00:47:34,154 --> 00:47:36,056 -(squawks) -Mm, what have I got? 626 00:47:36,691 --> 00:47:39,661 (chuckling) Yeah, good girl. 627 00:47:39,993 --> 00:47:41,563 Good girl. 628 00:47:41,830 --> 00:47:43,297 You made a fuss about that. 629 00:47:43,665 --> 00:47:45,399 (squawking) 630 00:47:56,477 --> 00:47:58,412 (splashing continues) 631 00:47:59,446 --> 00:48:01,415 (curtains swish) 632 00:48:04,519 --> 00:48:06,086 I'm gonna call you Mabel. 633 00:48:10,157 --> 00:48:11,726 That means lovable. 634 00:48:14,027 --> 00:48:15,028 Hmm? 635 00:48:17,064 --> 00:48:20,033 That should make you extra fierce, what do you think? 636 00:48:21,870 --> 00:48:23,404 What do you think, Mabel? 637 00:48:32,814 --> 00:48:34,616 You're a good girl, Mabel. 638 00:48:38,318 --> 00:48:39,687 Good girl. 639 00:48:43,825 --> 00:48:45,259 Good girl. 640 00:48:45,860 --> 00:48:47,629 (people chattering) 641 00:48:50,330 --> 00:48:51,965 (whispers) Good girl, Mabel. 642 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:56,236 That's my girl. Good girl, Mabes. 643 00:48:57,104 --> 00:48:58,706 Cyclist: Sorry. 644 00:49:00,207 --> 00:49:01,208 Good girl, Mabel. 645 00:49:01,275 --> 00:49:03,076 (bell ringing, boy shouting) 646 00:49:04,445 --> 00:49:06,480 Jesus. Alright, Mabel, alright. 647 00:49:06,581 --> 00:49:08,917 (cacophony of noise) 648 00:49:09,016 --> 00:49:10,919 (people shouting) (bells ringing) 649 00:49:11,753 --> 00:49:12,921 (bang) 650 00:49:13,621 --> 00:49:14,789 Boy: Hey! 651 00:49:15,355 --> 00:49:16,990 Good girl. (bicycle bell rings) 652 00:49:17,592 --> 00:49:18,893 Good girl. 653 00:49:20,194 --> 00:49:21,596 (bicycle clacking) 654 00:49:28,703 --> 00:49:29,970 Good girl, Mabes. 655 00:49:30,605 --> 00:49:32,807 (choir singing distantly) What's in there? Hmm? 656 00:49:34,041 --> 00:49:35,075 What's in there? 657 00:49:35,142 --> 00:49:36,176 Shall we see? 658 00:49:36,276 --> 00:49:37,645 (women chattering) 659 00:49:44,619 --> 00:49:46,987 Good girl, good girl. 660 00:49:47,387 --> 00:49:49,289 -Good girl. -(women laughing) 661 00:49:55,429 --> 00:49:56,965 Good girl, Mabes. 662 00:49:57,498 --> 00:49:58,933 -What was that about? -Whoa-oh! 663 00:49:58,999 --> 00:50:01,502 (flapping, thrashing) Oh, Jesus! Oh, God! 664 00:50:01,769 --> 00:50:03,638 -I'm so sorry. -No, no. You just spooked her. 665 00:50:03,738 --> 00:50:05,138 That's all. -She spooked me too. 666 00:50:05,239 --> 00:50:06,941 (chuckles) She does that. 667 00:50:07,007 --> 00:50:08,510 Reminds me of home. 668 00:50:09,109 --> 00:50:12,145 My uncle in Almaty has an eagle. 669 00:50:12,647 --> 00:50:14,448 Really? He's an eagle hunter? A berkutchi? 670 00:50:14,516 --> 00:50:16,551 -For years. -Wow. 671 00:50:17,619 --> 00:50:18,887 Where will you hunt her? 672 00:50:19,621 --> 00:50:21,723 Uh, farmland, just a couple of miles from here. 673 00:50:22,590 --> 00:50:24,057 But she's not ready yet. 674 00:50:26,861 --> 00:50:28,395 I miss it there. 675 00:50:31,298 --> 00:50:33,200 (footsteps receding) 676 00:50:46,380 --> 00:50:48,415 (flapping) 677 00:51:01,295 --> 00:51:02,830 Well, I'm glad to hear you're taking the trouble 678 00:51:02,897 --> 00:51:04,899 to get out of the house at last. 679 00:51:05,399 --> 00:51:08,002 Honestly, as if someone spiked my tea with acid. 680 00:51:08,068 --> 00:51:11,806 (laughs) Golly. How did Mabel cope? 681 00:51:12,072 --> 00:51:13,808 Well, very well, considering. 682 00:51:14,008 --> 00:51:15,342 Better than me. 683 00:51:16,343 --> 00:51:18,345 Sounds like you've cheered up. 684 00:51:18,913 --> 00:51:21,616 It's nice you have this hawk as a distraction. 685 00:51:22,684 --> 00:51:24,351 Mabel isn't a distraction. 686 00:51:25,085 --> 00:51:27,689 She's certainly good at taking your mind off things. 687 00:51:28,056 --> 00:51:29,791 What do you mean? 688 00:51:29,824 --> 00:51:30,959 Nothing. 689 00:51:33,093 --> 00:51:35,462 Just don't get lost, that's all. 690 00:51:37,197 --> 00:51:38,633 There's someone at the door, Mum. I've got to go. 691 00:51:38,733 --> 00:51:40,100 I'll speak to you later. - Helen? 692 00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:41,803 (beep) (phone clanks) 693 00:51:48,275 --> 00:51:50,310 Dad: You just have to be patient. 694 00:51:52,112 --> 00:51:53,715 (birds calling) 695 00:51:54,582 --> 00:51:56,149 When I'm on a job, 696 00:51:56,718 --> 00:51:59,887 sometimes I have to wait for hours and hours 697 00:52:00,253 --> 00:52:01,789 to get the picture I want. 698 00:52:01,889 --> 00:52:03,156 (rousing music) 699 00:52:03,256 --> 00:52:05,093 Can't get a cup of tea, 700 00:52:05,727 --> 00:52:07,494 or read the newspaper. 701 00:52:08,796 --> 00:52:10,497 Can't even go to the loo. 702 00:52:10,598 --> 00:52:12,567 (wings flapping) (birds crying) 703 00:52:12,634 --> 00:52:13,935 Listen. 704 00:52:15,570 --> 00:52:17,437 Can't believe it's a pair. 705 00:52:19,707 --> 00:52:21,308 Just look at them. 706 00:52:25,278 --> 00:52:28,616 Watch carefully, so you remember what you've seen. 707 00:52:29,316 --> 00:52:31,184 (birds squawking) 708 00:52:53,941 --> 00:52:56,376 Good girl, Mabel. Good girl. 709 00:52:57,812 --> 00:52:58,680 (door closes) 710 00:52:58,780 --> 00:53:00,948 Good girl, Mabes. Good girl. 711 00:53:02,583 --> 00:53:04,317 Good girl, Mabel. -Miss Macdonald? 712 00:53:04,519 --> 00:53:06,788 -Miss Macdonald! -Hi, Charlie. 713 00:53:06,854 --> 00:53:09,356 Er, there's a rule against keeping pets 714 00:53:09,456 --> 00:53:11,626 in college accommodation. 715 00:53:12,026 --> 00:53:14,896 Oh, I know, but yeah, Mabel's not my pet, Charlie. 716 00:53:14,996 --> 00:53:17,532 She's...my hunting partner. 717 00:53:17,765 --> 00:53:19,232 She has a very distinctive aroma. 718 00:53:19,332 --> 00:53:20,467 Mm, she does, doesn't she? 719 00:53:20,535 --> 00:53:23,403 Like pepper and musk and burnt stone. 720 00:53:23,504 --> 00:53:24,371 (door opens) 721 00:53:24,471 --> 00:53:25,372 Oh. 722 00:53:26,808 --> 00:53:30,645 Well...wow. Here's my under-falconer. 723 00:53:32,714 --> 00:53:34,414 Hi. Pleased to meet you. 724 00:53:34,615 --> 00:53:37,384 Nice glasses. Thanks, Charlie. 725 00:53:39,187 --> 00:53:41,221 Don't forget to collect your post. 726 00:53:41,656 --> 00:53:43,758 It's causing a nuisance to other fellows. 727 00:53:43,858 --> 00:53:45,093 Will do. 728 00:53:45,193 --> 00:53:46,561 (indistinct whispering) 729 00:53:46,661 --> 00:53:48,830 Those sunglasses have gotta go. 730 00:53:48,896 --> 00:53:50,531 Oh, I love these sunglasses. 731 00:53:50,631 --> 00:53:52,567 -Well, she won't. -Oh, okay. 732 00:53:52,667 --> 00:53:54,602 Oh, and you need to put the glove on. 733 00:53:54,702 --> 00:53:56,236 Is this gonna protect me? 734 00:53:56,336 --> 00:53:57,839 Let's hope so. 735 00:53:57,905 --> 00:53:59,173 You know I don't know what I'm doing, right? 736 00:53:59,239 --> 00:54:00,440 I know, you're gonna be absolutely fine. 737 00:54:00,541 --> 00:54:01,776 Hold the food really tightly. 738 00:54:01,876 --> 00:54:03,578 -Okay, got it. -Yeah. 739 00:54:03,811 --> 00:54:05,012 I'm gonna put her on here. -Got it. 740 00:54:05,079 --> 00:54:06,180 And then when I call her, 741 00:54:06,246 --> 00:54:08,182 then you let her go. Okay? -Okay. 742 00:54:08,248 --> 00:54:09,550 What if I damage her? 743 00:54:09,650 --> 00:54:10,918 -(laughs) -Am I gonna damage her? 744 00:54:11,018 --> 00:54:12,754 No, no, no. It's more like the other way around. 745 00:54:12,854 --> 00:54:14,589 Oh, great. That's really good to know. 746 00:54:14,822 --> 00:54:15,957 (Mabel squawks) 747 00:54:17,290 --> 00:54:18,192 Mabel. 748 00:54:18,993 --> 00:54:19,894 (whistles) 749 00:54:23,263 --> 00:54:24,198 Mabel. 750 00:54:28,401 --> 00:54:29,971 (whistles) Mabel. 751 00:54:30,738 --> 00:54:31,639 Mabel. 752 00:54:33,040 --> 00:54:33,875 There. 753 00:54:33,941 --> 00:54:35,076 (distant clang) 754 00:54:35,676 --> 00:54:37,444 Oh. Mabel, come on. (wings thrashing) 755 00:54:37,545 --> 00:54:39,046 Ooh. Shit! 756 00:54:39,113 --> 00:54:40,081 Mabel! 757 00:54:41,348 --> 00:54:42,315 Mabel! 758 00:54:44,284 --> 00:54:45,720 Mabel, Mabel. 759 00:54:47,354 --> 00:54:48,823 -Christina: Oh, my God. -I've got it, I've got it, 760 00:54:48,923 --> 00:54:49,724 I've got it. 761 00:54:49,791 --> 00:54:50,725 Mabel. 762 00:54:51,559 --> 00:54:54,996 -Ooh. Oh, God. What now? -I want you to take that. 763 00:54:55,096 --> 00:54:56,898 I'm going to try and get her down with some food. 764 00:54:57,932 --> 00:54:59,834 Mabel. What's this? 765 00:55:00,101 --> 00:55:00,968 Come on, Mabel. 766 00:55:01,068 --> 00:55:01,969 (taps glove) 767 00:55:02,603 --> 00:55:04,138 (whistles) Mabel. 768 00:55:04,238 --> 00:55:05,239 Helen Macdonald? 769 00:55:05,305 --> 00:55:07,508 Hello. Hi. Y-you know Christina? 770 00:55:07,608 --> 00:55:08,475 (bell ringing) Hi. 771 00:55:08,576 --> 00:55:10,111 I'd heard about your falcon. 772 00:55:10,211 --> 00:55:11,646 -Hawk. -What? 773 00:55:12,613 --> 00:55:13,981 She's a hawk. 774 00:55:15,116 --> 00:55:16,017 Noted. 775 00:55:16,951 --> 00:55:18,920 Wha...what's she doing now? 776 00:55:21,321 --> 00:55:22,523 Mabel's... 777 00:55:23,224 --> 00:55:24,491 treeing. 778 00:55:24,592 --> 00:55:26,194 -Interesting. -Hmm. 779 00:55:26,493 --> 00:55:29,530 -So, what are your plans, Helen? -Sorry? 780 00:55:29,630 --> 00:55:31,799 I understand we're losing you in January? 781 00:55:32,300 --> 00:55:35,368 Yes, I'm, uh...I'm, I'm still firming that up. 782 00:55:36,003 --> 00:55:37,205 Oh... 783 00:55:37,839 --> 00:55:39,774 We're having a lunch next Saturday. 784 00:55:40,074 --> 00:55:43,311 Do bring Mabel along, won't you? I'll...I'll send you details. 785 00:55:43,744 --> 00:55:44,946 Bye. 786 00:55:46,848 --> 00:55:48,716 -You'll have to go. -No, I can't. 787 00:55:48,816 --> 00:55:50,718 Just thinking about it's giving me a migraine. 788 00:55:51,519 --> 00:55:53,353 Mabel? Come on. 789 00:55:53,453 --> 00:55:55,189 What are you gonna do, Helen? 790 00:55:55,923 --> 00:55:57,692 January's not that far away. 791 00:56:02,096 --> 00:56:04,332 Mabel. Come on. Come on, Mabel. 792 00:56:04,464 --> 00:56:05,867 Come on, Mabel, please. 793 00:56:05,967 --> 00:56:07,134 Please, Mabel. 794 00:56:07,367 --> 00:56:08,368 Come on. 795 00:56:09,003 --> 00:56:10,304 Come on, Mabel. 796 00:56:10,705 --> 00:56:11,639 Come on. 797 00:56:11,706 --> 00:56:13,841 (upbeat music playing) 798 00:56:49,409 --> 00:56:50,578 She wouldn't come back to me, Stuart. 799 00:56:50,678 --> 00:56:52,179 It took me hours to get her down. 800 00:56:53,247 --> 00:56:54,282 Just... 801 00:56:54,849 --> 00:56:56,550 I don't know, I feel like I'm failing. 802 00:56:57,018 --> 00:56:58,586 I'll never be able to fly her free. 803 00:56:58,686 --> 00:57:00,755 Shush. You're getting yourself too worked up, 804 00:57:00,855 --> 00:57:02,455 and that's not good for Mabel. 805 00:57:02,924 --> 00:57:04,525 If you're calm, she's calm. 806 00:57:06,027 --> 00:57:07,561 She needs to trust you, that's all. 807 00:57:10,998 --> 00:57:12,432 Bunch of starlings up there. 808 00:57:16,037 --> 00:57:17,437 Alright. Take her hood off. 809 00:57:17,538 --> 00:57:19,307 Alright, Mabes. Alright. -(squawks) 810 00:57:21,208 --> 00:57:23,377 Good girl, good girl, good girl. 811 00:57:23,443 --> 00:57:25,146 (squawking) 812 00:57:26,013 --> 00:57:27,315 -Okay. -Yeah. 813 00:57:28,616 --> 00:57:30,952 -Go on, Mabes. -Yeah. Okay. 814 00:57:32,019 --> 00:57:33,087 Alright. 815 00:57:34,956 --> 00:57:36,557 Present the chick. -Yeah? 816 00:57:36,624 --> 00:57:38,392 Yeah, not far. That's perfect. 817 00:57:38,458 --> 00:57:39,593 (taps glove) 818 00:57:40,528 --> 00:57:41,662 Mabel. 819 00:57:42,563 --> 00:57:44,165 Mabel. (tapping glove) 820 00:57:45,066 --> 00:57:47,601 Come on, Mabes. -No, she's distracted. Hang on. 821 00:57:47,868 --> 00:57:49,403 -Mabel. -Give her a moment. 822 00:57:50,404 --> 00:57:52,406 Just present a little more of the chick. 823 00:57:53,207 --> 00:57:55,509 -Come on, Mabes. -There, she sees it. 824 00:57:55,609 --> 00:57:57,011 -Mabel, come on. -There you go. 825 00:57:57,111 --> 00:57:59,113 What's that there? Give her a moment. 826 00:57:59,213 --> 00:58:00,448 She's coming. 827 00:58:00,548 --> 00:58:02,683 Oh, Stu. Come on, Mabel. Come on. 828 00:58:02,783 --> 00:58:05,653 There you go. Get that chick off her. 829 00:58:05,753 --> 00:58:08,756 Amazing. Well done, Mabes. Well done. 830 00:58:08,823 --> 00:58:10,358 Bring her back. We'll go further. 831 00:58:10,858 --> 00:58:12,159 Two or three yards. 832 00:58:12,492 --> 00:58:13,661 Okay. 833 00:58:13,761 --> 00:58:14,795 Very good. 834 00:58:15,463 --> 00:58:16,998 -Good girl. -Good girl. 835 00:58:17,098 --> 00:58:18,866 I'll take a couple of steps back. 836 00:58:18,966 --> 00:58:20,267 Okay. 837 00:58:20,634 --> 00:58:22,502 -Okay. -Mabel. Mabel. 838 00:58:23,137 --> 00:58:24,105 (rousing music) 839 00:58:24,171 --> 00:58:25,706 Go on. Go on. 840 00:58:26,440 --> 00:58:30,044 -Good girl. -That's very good. Lovely. 841 00:58:30,678 --> 00:58:32,179 Mabel. 842 00:58:32,279 --> 00:58:33,614 -(squawks) -Yeah. 843 00:58:34,181 --> 00:58:35,483 Alright. Bring her back. 844 00:58:36,851 --> 00:58:38,386 (crow cawing) 845 00:58:38,919 --> 00:58:40,454 Good girl. 846 00:58:40,988 --> 00:58:42,556 There you go. 847 00:58:42,757 --> 00:58:43,991 Okay. 848 00:58:44,325 --> 00:58:45,359 Okay. 849 00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,695 Alright, no, fur... you can go further than that. 850 00:58:47,795 --> 00:58:49,497 -Just say when. -I will. 851 00:58:50,598 --> 00:58:52,066 I reckon about there. -Okay. 852 00:58:52,166 --> 00:58:53,567 -Perfect. -Are you sure it's not too far? 853 00:58:53,667 --> 00:58:54,535 No. 854 00:58:54,635 --> 00:58:55,669 Alright. Mabel. 855 00:58:57,204 --> 00:58:59,306 Good girl. That's my girl. 856 00:58:59,473 --> 00:59:00,574 Alright. 857 00:59:02,043 --> 00:59:03,477 -Oh, my God. -That's marvellous. 858 00:59:03,544 --> 00:59:04,678 I think she's ready. 859 00:59:05,679 --> 00:59:06,881 She's ready. 860 00:59:07,882 --> 00:59:09,850 -What a good girl. -Let's take her hunting. 861 00:59:09,984 --> 00:59:12,186 -You sure? -Go on. Be brave. 862 00:59:12,787 --> 00:59:15,222 -Good girl. -We'll put a transmitter on her. 863 00:59:15,790 --> 00:59:16,724 Let me just test it. 864 00:59:16,824 --> 00:59:18,159 (beeping) 865 00:59:18,692 --> 00:59:19,994 Okay. 866 00:59:23,631 --> 00:59:25,366 There we go. -(laughs) 867 00:59:25,466 --> 00:59:27,201 (bell tinkles) 868 00:59:28,469 --> 00:59:30,204 Perfect. Let me just pack up. 869 00:59:30,638 --> 00:59:32,006 That's my girl. 870 00:59:32,406 --> 00:59:33,374 That's my girl. 871 00:59:33,474 --> 00:59:34,742 (coughs loudly) 872 00:59:35,042 --> 00:59:37,211 Got any fags? -(laughs) 873 00:59:37,578 --> 00:59:39,380 Thought you'd given up? -No. 874 00:59:39,680 --> 00:59:40,848 (crow cawing) 875 00:59:40,915 --> 00:59:42,249 You needn't worry. 876 00:59:44,151 --> 00:59:46,887 Mabel was born knowing how to hunt. 877 00:59:50,424 --> 00:59:51,560 Yeah. 878 00:59:52,927 --> 00:59:54,728 Take that anxious look off your face. 879 00:59:54,929 --> 00:59:56,464 (Helen chuckles) 880 01:00:00,768 --> 01:00:01,969 (clears throat) 881 01:00:08,342 --> 01:00:10,211 (bush rustles) (bird squawks, wings flap) 882 01:00:10,277 --> 01:00:12,046 (wings thrashing) Ooh. 883 01:00:13,681 --> 01:00:15,216 Oh, shit. 884 01:00:16,617 --> 01:00:18,052 Shit. 885 01:00:18,285 --> 01:00:19,820 Oh, my God. -Don't panic. 886 01:00:20,555 --> 01:00:21,622 Mabel! 887 01:00:21,922 --> 01:00:23,057 Call her down. 888 01:00:23,124 --> 01:00:24,692 Mabel. I'm gonna lose her. 889 01:00:24,792 --> 01:00:27,495 Helen, you're being ridiculous. Just call her. 890 01:00:27,895 --> 01:00:29,463 Oh, my God. I'm gonna lose her. 891 01:00:30,064 --> 01:00:31,165 No, you're not. 892 01:00:31,265 --> 01:00:32,733 Mabel. (tapping) 893 01:00:34,301 --> 01:00:35,436 Mabel. 894 01:00:35,803 --> 01:00:38,305 Oh, God. Mabel! 895 01:00:38,405 --> 01:00:40,007 Alright. Just let her find her bearing. 896 01:00:40,107 --> 01:00:41,675 She's getting higher and higher, Stu. 897 01:00:41,775 --> 01:00:42,676 She's fine. 898 01:00:42,776 --> 01:00:43,944 No, she's not fine. 899 01:00:44,044 --> 01:00:46,180 She's fu... gonna fucking get lost. 900 01:00:46,313 --> 01:00:47,516 Mabel, come down. 901 01:00:47,616 --> 01:00:48,682 Why isn't she coming down? 902 01:00:48,782 --> 01:00:50,351 She's surveying the land. 903 01:00:50,918 --> 01:00:52,286 (whispers) Oh, come on. 904 01:00:52,820 --> 01:00:53,821 Oh, Shit. 905 01:00:54,054 --> 01:00:55,356 Oh, Shit. 906 01:00:57,224 --> 01:00:58,627 Oh, shit. 907 01:00:59,960 --> 01:01:01,128 Mabel! 908 01:01:04,732 --> 01:01:05,766 (Mabel squawks) 909 01:01:12,973 --> 01:01:14,509 (leaves rustling) 910 01:01:16,010 --> 01:01:17,478 (Helen sighs) 911 01:01:20,314 --> 01:01:21,815 Well, she came back. 912 01:01:22,483 --> 01:01:24,185 That's always a good end to the day. 913 01:01:24,752 --> 01:01:26,020 Mm-hmm. 914 01:01:27,288 --> 01:01:28,657 What if I'd lost her? 915 01:01:30,691 --> 01:01:32,026 Well, you didn't. 916 01:01:37,532 --> 01:01:39,800 I'm not dealing with things very well at the moment. 917 01:01:40,669 --> 01:01:42,503 Don't be so hard on yourself. 918 01:01:44,438 --> 01:01:48,677 Mabel's just working out her place in the world. 919 01:01:50,878 --> 01:01:52,581 Get her out again soon, yeah? 920 01:01:52,846 --> 01:01:53,914 Yeah. 921 01:01:59,787 --> 01:02:00,988 Oh! 922 01:02:01,355 --> 01:02:02,423 What now? 923 01:02:02,524 --> 01:02:03,891 I'm supposed to be teaching! 924 01:02:03,991 --> 01:02:05,326 -Hmm. -Shit. 925 01:02:05,392 --> 01:02:06,727 Oh, no. 926 01:02:07,328 --> 01:02:08,729 (door squeaks) 927 01:02:09,463 --> 01:02:10,497 (door clangs closed) 928 01:02:10,565 --> 01:02:11,498 Shit. 929 01:02:20,174 --> 01:02:21,208 (knocking on door) 930 01:02:21,375 --> 01:02:23,578 The students arrived at the appointed hour, 931 01:02:23,678 --> 01:02:25,412 and you were nowhere to be found. 932 01:02:25,513 --> 01:02:27,682 I'm so, so sorry. 933 01:02:29,049 --> 01:02:31,285 We know how difficult things have been for you. 934 01:02:35,823 --> 01:02:37,424 How's your own research coming along? 935 01:02:38,359 --> 01:02:40,729 Well, I think. Yeah, pretty well. 936 01:02:40,828 --> 01:02:42,530 Look at this place. 937 01:02:42,597 --> 01:02:44,198 (poignant music) 938 01:02:47,001 --> 01:02:48,536 And... 939 01:02:49,604 --> 01:02:51,038 regarding your new... 940 01:02:52,106 --> 01:02:53,307 hobby... 941 01:02:54,609 --> 01:02:58,078 um, look, um, we all have our hobbies, 942 01:02:59,046 --> 01:03:03,250 but...a hobby really mustn't be allowed... 943 01:03:03,551 --> 01:03:04,918 I don't have a hobby. 944 01:03:05,687 --> 01:03:07,154 I have a hawk. 945 01:03:08,422 --> 01:03:09,591 Right. 946 01:03:14,629 --> 01:03:16,330 Who'd have thought a bloke like me, 947 01:03:16,430 --> 01:03:18,600 with one O level in woodwork, 948 01:03:18,799 --> 01:03:20,735 would have a daughter in Cambridge? 949 01:03:21,201 --> 01:03:22,336 Shh. 950 01:03:24,371 --> 01:03:27,274 First Macdonald to go to university. 951 01:03:28,876 --> 01:03:30,344 Hasn't he got used to the idea yet? 952 01:03:30,444 --> 01:03:32,179 No, he hasn't. 953 01:03:33,782 --> 01:03:35,449 I think we should go. 954 01:03:35,583 --> 01:03:37,184 People are trying to work. 955 01:03:38,586 --> 01:03:40,087 (whispers) Mum wants to go. 956 01:03:49,897 --> 01:03:51,265 I'll get him. 957 01:03:54,234 --> 01:03:55,502 (whispers) Sorry. 958 01:03:56,403 --> 01:03:59,708 Is this place still a recruiting ground for the secret service? 959 01:04:02,976 --> 01:04:04,378 No idea. 960 01:04:04,478 --> 01:04:06,380 I mean, you could be a spy. 961 01:04:07,281 --> 01:04:08,717 I wouldn't have a clue. 962 01:04:09,784 --> 01:04:11,485 MI6 wouldn't touch me with a barge pole, Dad. 963 01:04:11,586 --> 01:04:13,053 I'm much too unreliable. 964 01:04:14,421 --> 01:04:17,891 That's exactly what you would say if, in fact, you were. 965 01:04:19,460 --> 01:04:21,529 I read books, and I do my research, 966 01:04:21,629 --> 01:04:23,565 and I sometimes teach bunch of undergrads, Dad. 967 01:04:23,665 --> 01:04:24,998 I'm definitely not a spy. 968 01:04:26,200 --> 01:04:27,201 But you could be. 969 01:04:29,336 --> 01:04:30,638 Yes, I could be. 970 01:04:31,338 --> 01:04:32,574 Thank you. 971 01:04:33,273 --> 01:04:34,375 (laughs) 972 01:04:34,475 --> 01:04:36,377 Ooh. Smell that. 973 01:04:37,344 --> 01:04:38,312 Lignin... 974 01:04:38,379 --> 01:04:39,714 occurs naturally in trees, 975 01:04:39,814 --> 01:04:42,916 but when it decays, it releases vanillin. 976 01:04:43,984 --> 01:04:45,986 So that's why it smells like vanilla. 977 01:04:47,154 --> 01:04:49,156 -It's incredible, isn't it? -Mm-hmm. 978 01:04:50,190 --> 01:04:51,559 (sighs) 979 01:04:54,128 --> 01:04:56,063 You could never be bored in here. 980 01:04:59,299 --> 01:05:01,034 So, you're training her to hunt? 981 01:05:01,301 --> 01:05:03,337 Uh, no. Uh, she knows how to hunt. 982 01:05:03,470 --> 01:05:06,039 I'm training her to let me be there when she does. 983 01:05:06,140 --> 01:05:08,175 -Fascinating. -It's all very Arthurian, 984 01:05:08,242 --> 01:05:10,177 good old Merrie England. 985 01:05:11,044 --> 01:05:13,681 Well, Mabel's a Czech-German- Finnish immigrant, actually, so. 986 01:05:13,748 --> 01:05:16,383 (chuckles) Very good. 987 01:05:16,984 --> 01:05:18,419 Professor Campbell? 988 01:05:19,253 --> 01:05:21,623 Let me introduce you to Helen Macdonald, 989 01:05:21,723 --> 01:05:23,457 one of our fellows here at Jesus. 990 01:05:23,558 --> 01:05:25,860 What a splendid looking falcon. 991 01:05:25,993 --> 01:05:27,027 Hawk. 992 01:05:27,361 --> 01:05:29,396 Yes. Um, falcons and hawks 993 01:05:29,496 --> 01:05:31,398 are as different as cats and dogs. 994 01:05:31,733 --> 01:05:33,635 Falcons are aerial hunters. 995 01:05:33,868 --> 01:05:34,803 They're like fighter jets. 996 01:05:34,903 --> 01:05:36,370 And hawks are... 997 01:05:36,604 --> 01:05:38,138 like Apache gunships. 998 01:05:39,039 --> 01:05:40,909 Low level heavily armed killers. 999 01:05:41,543 --> 01:05:43,545 What will bring her back to you when you let her off her leash? 1000 01:05:43,611 --> 01:05:45,979 Is it...is it merely habit? 1001 01:05:46,180 --> 01:05:48,883 No. It starts off with food and rewards. And then... 1002 01:05:49,349 --> 01:05:51,753 Might there be a... an element of affection? 1003 01:05:52,887 --> 01:05:55,489 The 16th century falconers would have called it love. 1004 01:05:55,590 --> 01:05:58,593 Yeah. The bonds between us are love. 1005 01:05:59,894 --> 01:06:01,596 And you? What do you say? 1006 01:06:02,262 --> 01:06:03,665 Master's wife: Professor Campbell? 1007 01:06:03,898 --> 01:06:06,935 I am so sorry. Will you excuse me? 1008 01:06:07,034 --> 01:06:08,570 (quiet chatter) 1009 01:06:10,971 --> 01:06:12,973 (flapping, thrashing) 1010 01:06:23,250 --> 01:06:24,819 (birds singing) 1011 01:06:33,460 --> 01:06:35,462 (cacophony of birdsong) 1012 01:06:51,846 --> 01:06:53,615 (wings fluttering) 1013 01:06:54,582 --> 01:06:56,116 (chirping) 1014 01:06:58,920 --> 01:07:00,855 (rustling, flapping, squawks) 1015 01:07:03,958 --> 01:07:05,359 (crying) 1016 01:07:07,629 --> 01:07:08,963 (leaves rustling) 1017 01:07:09,631 --> 01:07:10,732 (cries) 1018 01:07:13,467 --> 01:07:15,402 (wings whooshing) 1019 01:07:16,971 --> 01:07:18,205 (Mabel cries) 1020 01:07:22,042 --> 01:07:23,578 (rustling, wings thrashing) 1021 01:07:35,957 --> 01:07:37,559 (small thud) (leaves rustling loudly) 1022 01:07:54,809 --> 01:07:56,744 (suspenseful music) 1023 01:08:26,373 --> 01:08:27,976 (panicked breathing) 1024 01:08:37,552 --> 01:08:39,053 (Mabel squawks) 1025 01:08:41,756 --> 01:08:44,124 (suspenseful music intensifies) 1026 01:09:06,914 --> 01:09:08,448 Good girl. 1027 01:09:17,659 --> 01:09:18,926 Come on. 1028 01:09:19,259 --> 01:09:20,528 What have I got? What's this, Mabes? 1029 01:09:20,628 --> 01:09:22,130 Good girl. 1030 01:09:22,830 --> 01:09:23,865 Good girl. 1031 01:09:23,965 --> 01:09:25,465 (triumphant music) 1032 01:09:28,970 --> 01:09:30,605 Well done, Mabes. 1033 01:09:38,646 --> 01:09:40,213 Good girl, Mabes. 1034 01:09:41,516 --> 01:09:42,850 Well done. 1035 01:09:42,950 --> 01:09:44,986 (upbeat music playing in car) 1036 01:10:02,436 --> 01:10:03,638 (door opens) 1037 01:10:04,337 --> 01:10:05,372 She did it. 1038 01:10:05,973 --> 01:10:07,642 She bloody did it. She caught a rabbit. 1039 01:10:07,709 --> 01:10:08,676 What's this for? 1040 01:10:10,343 --> 01:10:11,512 It's for believing in Mabel. 1041 01:10:12,345 --> 01:10:15,315 I believed in you, you idiot. You coming in? 1042 01:10:15,382 --> 01:10:18,251 No, no, no, no. I've got to get back for Mabel. Hi, Mand. 1043 01:10:18,351 --> 01:10:20,688 -Are you alright? -Yeah, yeah. Never better. 1044 01:10:21,956 --> 01:10:23,256 (engine starts) 1045 01:10:24,458 --> 01:10:25,893 (tyres squeal) 1046 01:10:30,832 --> 01:10:31,866 (gasps) 1047 01:10:32,166 --> 01:10:33,067 Hello. 1048 01:10:33,668 --> 01:10:37,004 (laughs) 1049 01:10:39,339 --> 01:10:41,341 Are you interested? Hello. 1050 01:10:44,344 --> 01:10:45,412 Hello. 1051 01:10:53,320 --> 01:10:54,689 (uplifting music) 1052 01:10:55,656 --> 01:10:57,091 Aah, Mabel. 1053 01:10:57,191 --> 01:10:59,193 Ooh, nice, on the shoulder. 1054 01:11:00,027 --> 01:11:01,394 (laughs) 1055 01:11:06,433 --> 01:11:08,603 (laughs) 1056 01:11:08,703 --> 01:11:10,805 I beg your pardon? 1057 01:11:12,106 --> 01:11:13,141 (gasps) 1058 01:11:13,775 --> 01:11:14,709 (laughs) 1059 01:11:15,076 --> 01:11:16,043 Mabel? 1060 01:11:17,712 --> 01:11:19,147 (laughs) 1061 01:11:22,216 --> 01:11:23,383 Come on. 1062 01:11:25,753 --> 01:11:27,221 That's it, go on. 1063 01:11:27,287 --> 01:11:28,589 That's it. 1064 01:11:28,790 --> 01:11:29,824 (gasps) 1065 01:11:33,761 --> 01:11:35,930 (gasps) Yes, Mabel. 1066 01:11:39,567 --> 01:11:40,768 Go on, throw it. 1067 01:11:40,968 --> 01:11:42,937 (gasps) Yay! 1068 01:11:43,436 --> 01:11:45,173 Well done, Mabel. 1069 01:11:46,373 --> 01:11:47,775 (knocks at the door) 1070 01:11:50,878 --> 01:11:52,180 Who's that? 1071 01:11:53,313 --> 01:11:54,982 Who's that, Mabel? (dog barks distantly) 1072 01:11:55,082 --> 01:11:56,117 (squawks quietly) 1073 01:11:59,287 --> 01:12:00,688 (whispers) They'll go away. 1074 01:12:06,227 --> 01:12:07,762 They'll go away, won't they? 1075 01:12:11,165 --> 01:12:12,499 (knocks at the door) 1076 01:12:16,003 --> 01:12:17,772 (footsteps receding) 1077 01:12:20,274 --> 01:12:21,374 See? 1078 01:12:21,943 --> 01:12:22,977 They're gone. 1079 01:12:35,122 --> 01:12:37,825 Sorry, sorry. Sorry, I'm late. 1080 01:12:37,925 --> 01:12:38,993 Hi. 1081 01:12:39,827 --> 01:12:41,028 -Helen? -Hmm. 1082 01:12:41,128 --> 01:12:42,462 This is Mike Hargreaves, 1083 01:12:42,530 --> 01:12:44,832 Dad's picture editor, from the paper. 1084 01:12:45,099 --> 01:12:46,033 Right. 1085 01:12:46,133 --> 01:12:47,835 He's organising the memorial service 1086 01:12:47,935 --> 01:12:48,736 for your father. 1087 01:12:48,836 --> 01:12:50,738 -Mm-hmm. -And Reverend Davies. 1088 01:12:51,105 --> 01:12:52,472 -Hi. -Nice to meet you. 1089 01:12:52,874 --> 01:12:54,242 As I was saying, 1090 01:12:54,775 --> 01:12:56,744 I have chosen a few hymns. 1091 01:12:57,111 --> 01:13:00,548 I know Dad was fond of, um, Jesu Joy. 1092 01:13:01,182 --> 01:13:03,251 There's Jerusalem, of course. 1093 01:13:04,384 --> 01:13:07,154 Then we'll need to go through his picture archives. 1094 01:13:08,155 --> 01:13:11,259 Helen: What are you doing? Dad: Sorting out my archive. 1095 01:13:12,425 --> 01:13:14,061 Salisbury Cathedral. 1096 01:13:15,329 --> 01:13:17,031 -Is that you? -That's me. 1097 01:13:19,567 --> 01:13:21,369 With your normal shoes on, Dad. 1098 01:13:21,468 --> 01:13:23,037 (laughter) 1099 01:13:23,337 --> 01:13:24,939 Ronnie Kray's burial. 1100 01:13:26,240 --> 01:13:28,709 I had to hang out of a helicopter to get that shot. 1101 01:13:28,809 --> 01:13:29,844 You're kidding. 1102 01:13:29,911 --> 01:13:31,345 (chuckling) No. 1103 01:13:31,411 --> 01:13:32,580 It's what's known in the trade 1104 01:13:32,680 --> 01:13:34,515 as a white-knuckle job. 1105 01:13:35,383 --> 01:13:36,717 The harness had broken. 1106 01:13:38,185 --> 01:13:40,121 So, I had to hang on with one hand. 1107 01:13:40,321 --> 01:13:41,522 I mean, it was fine... 1108 01:13:42,056 --> 01:13:44,625 until the helicopter banked and I nearly fell out. 1109 01:13:44,725 --> 01:13:47,061 Oh, God. Well, that would have been a way to go, 1110 01:13:47,128 --> 01:13:48,461 falling into Ronnie Kray's grave. 1111 01:13:48,562 --> 01:13:49,964 (chuckles) Yeah. 1112 01:13:50,064 --> 01:13:51,532 Weren't you scared? 1113 01:13:51,933 --> 01:13:53,067 No. 1114 01:13:53,701 --> 01:13:55,269 Just look through the viewfinder 1115 01:13:55,369 --> 01:13:57,571 and everything else gets shut out. 1116 01:13:59,106 --> 01:14:00,541 When you've got the camera up here, 1117 01:14:00,608 --> 01:14:02,810 it's like...it's like you're invincible. 1118 01:14:07,949 --> 01:14:09,383 That's a while ago, eh? 1119 01:14:09,750 --> 01:14:11,218 Yeah, I remember that one. 1120 01:14:17,792 --> 01:14:18,826 Is that me? 1121 01:14:21,929 --> 01:14:22,964 Yes. 1122 01:14:23,431 --> 01:14:24,732 How old am I there? 1123 01:14:25,900 --> 01:14:27,902 Probably two or three days. 1124 01:14:29,570 --> 01:14:31,572 So, Tommy wasn't here anymore? 1125 01:14:31,639 --> 01:14:32,773 No. 1126 01:14:33,473 --> 01:14:34,909 After you and he were born, 1127 01:14:34,976 --> 01:14:36,344 we had him for... 1128 01:14:37,411 --> 01:14:38,946 a few hours, that's all. 1129 01:14:39,981 --> 01:14:41,749 Must have slipped out, I'll... 1130 01:14:42,116 --> 01:14:43,617 stick it back in. 1131 01:14:49,957 --> 01:14:51,459 (pages rustling) 1132 01:15:25,860 --> 01:15:27,061 Mum: Helen? 1133 01:15:29,296 --> 01:15:30,464 Helen? 1134 01:15:30,531 --> 01:15:32,466 Sorry. Sorry. 1135 01:15:32,666 --> 01:15:34,402 Yeah, sorry, I was miles away. 1136 01:15:37,104 --> 01:15:39,073 Mike's saying he'd be delighted 1137 01:15:39,173 --> 01:15:42,009 if a family member would care to give a eulogy. 1138 01:15:43,010 --> 01:15:45,546 Not sure I'd be up to it. 1139 01:15:46,313 --> 01:15:47,516 James? 1140 01:15:47,982 --> 01:15:49,150 Um... 1141 01:15:52,119 --> 01:15:55,056 Oh, yeah, so...yeah, I'll do it. Yeah, I'll do it. 1142 01:15:55,156 --> 01:15:56,891 No, I'm used to lecturing to large groups of people, 1143 01:15:56,991 --> 01:15:57,992 so, it shouldn't be a problem. 1144 01:15:58,059 --> 01:15:59,827 Mum: Well, um... 1145 01:16:00,561 --> 01:16:02,363 you are the speaker of the family, I suppose. 1146 01:16:02,463 --> 01:16:04,365 I can put together an order of service. 1147 01:16:04,465 --> 01:16:05,933 I'm happy to do that. 1148 01:16:06,033 --> 01:16:07,201 Mum: Thank you, James. 1149 01:16:08,035 --> 01:16:09,103 Great. 1150 01:16:09,503 --> 01:16:10,938 Great, so, we're all sorted then? 1151 01:16:11,172 --> 01:16:12,173 Yeah? -Um... 1152 01:16:13,174 --> 01:16:14,075 -Great. -James: Thank you. 1153 01:16:14,175 --> 01:16:15,409 Mum: Um, thank you. 1154 01:16:16,310 --> 01:16:17,512 Sorry. 1155 01:16:17,578 --> 01:16:20,515 -Coming? -Yes, we'll just say goodbye. 1156 01:16:20,581 --> 01:16:21,782 Alright. 1157 01:16:33,127 --> 01:16:34,695 (knocks at the door) (keys jangle) 1158 01:16:34,762 --> 01:16:36,230 Christine: Helen? 1159 01:16:41,669 --> 01:16:45,139 (knocks at the door) Helen, it's only me. Open up. 1160 01:16:51,112 --> 01:16:52,646 (keys jangle quietly) 1161 01:17:03,224 --> 01:17:04,559 (suspenseful music) 1162 01:17:17,905 --> 01:17:19,473 (birds calling, singing) 1163 01:17:27,081 --> 01:17:28,315 (distant squawk) 1164 01:17:29,250 --> 01:17:30,619 (grass rustling) 1165 01:17:42,429 --> 01:17:44,198 (Mabel crying) 1166 01:17:47,902 --> 01:17:49,203 (wings thrashing) 1167 01:17:49,303 --> 01:17:50,671 (squawks) 1168 01:17:50,771 --> 01:17:52,773 (suspenseful music intensifies) 1169 01:18:01,015 --> 01:18:02,349 (wings fluttering) 1170 01:18:21,936 --> 01:18:23,470 (squawking) 1171 01:18:23,538 --> 01:18:25,072 (music tempo intensifies) 1172 01:18:42,456 --> 01:18:43,991 (wings thrashing) 1173 01:18:52,800 --> 01:18:54,168 (music slows) 1174 01:18:58,138 --> 01:18:59,406 (beeping) 1175 01:19:05,879 --> 01:19:07,414 (wings thrashing) 1176 01:19:07,515 --> 01:19:09,416 (majestic music) 1177 01:19:27,602 --> 01:19:28,936 (pecking, squelching) 1178 01:19:41,750 --> 01:19:42,816 (doorbell rings) 1179 01:19:44,184 --> 01:19:45,486 (light music) 1180 01:19:51,091 --> 01:19:52,393 (footsteps approaching) 1181 01:19:52,960 --> 01:19:54,895 Helen, I thought you'd forgotten. 1182 01:19:54,962 --> 01:19:57,632 -No. Here you go. -Thanks. 1183 01:19:57,732 --> 01:20:00,501 It's pheasant stew. Mabel caught it. 1184 01:20:00,602 --> 01:20:02,236 She only ate a leg, so, I cooked the rest. 1185 01:20:02,303 --> 01:20:03,504 We can just heat it through. 1186 01:20:03,605 --> 01:20:05,939 Oh, what a shame, we've already eaten. 1187 01:20:06,040 --> 01:20:07,575 (door closes) We? 1188 01:20:07,642 --> 01:20:08,909 Yeah. I told you when I invited you. 1189 01:20:08,976 --> 01:20:10,612 The guys from Queens' are here. 1190 01:20:11,045 --> 01:20:11,845 Come on. 1191 01:20:11,945 --> 01:20:13,347 It's all a bit eccentric for me. 1192 01:20:13,447 --> 01:20:14,616 Well, speaking of eccentric... 1193 01:20:14,716 --> 01:20:16,950 Yes, who is that new visiting lecturer? 1194 01:20:17,051 --> 01:20:19,086 Male: I just think he's so pretentious. 1195 01:20:19,286 --> 01:20:20,254 I can't stand him. 1196 01:20:20,321 --> 01:20:21,255 Female: What was his name again? 1197 01:20:21,322 --> 01:20:22,791 I can't even remember his name. 1198 01:20:23,490 --> 01:20:26,160 Female: Did you hear his lecture on the Long Twelfth Century? 1199 01:20:26,260 --> 01:20:27,361 Male: Yeah, unfortunately. 1200 01:20:27,461 --> 01:20:28,630 (loud chatter) 1201 01:20:30,097 --> 01:20:31,498 (laughter) 1202 01:20:31,599 --> 01:20:33,167 (discordant piano music) 1203 01:20:41,776 --> 01:20:42,976 (dishes clatter) 1204 01:20:43,077 --> 01:20:44,646 How's the packing going? 1205 01:20:46,113 --> 01:20:47,981 Any luck finding somewhere to live? 1206 01:20:49,684 --> 01:20:50,819 No. 1207 01:20:52,787 --> 01:20:54,021 (glasses clink) 1208 01:20:56,758 --> 01:20:58,125 Are you okay? 1209 01:20:59,460 --> 01:21:00,628 I'm fine. 1210 01:21:04,532 --> 01:21:06,133 You don't seem fine. 1211 01:21:06,300 --> 01:21:09,169 Well, I am perfectly fine. Thank you. 1212 01:21:16,778 --> 01:21:19,647 I think you might be over-identifying with Mabel. 1213 01:21:22,383 --> 01:21:23,585 Yep. 1214 01:21:24,485 --> 01:21:26,019 I know that's what you think. 1215 01:21:28,823 --> 01:21:30,023 Okay. 1216 01:21:31,158 --> 01:21:33,728 So long as you're sure that's not what you're doing. 1217 01:21:38,733 --> 01:21:40,668 You want a friendly face for your seminar? 1218 01:21:42,670 --> 01:21:43,705 What seminar? 1219 01:21:43,805 --> 01:21:44,905 You know, 1220 01:21:45,406 --> 01:21:46,940 "Icons of Extinction: 1221 01:21:47,174 --> 01:21:49,778 The Supplantation of Endangered Species," 1222 01:21:49,878 --> 01:21:52,279 dah, dah, dah, dah. It sounds amazing. 1223 01:21:53,548 --> 01:21:54,516 Shit. 1224 01:21:56,350 --> 01:21:57,852 No, I've forgotten. 1225 01:22:01,723 --> 01:22:03,525 I've forgotten. I'll, um... 1226 01:22:05,325 --> 01:22:06,460 I'll have to cancel it. 1227 01:22:06,561 --> 01:22:08,061 (soft orchestral music) 1228 01:22:08,530 --> 01:22:10,230 They're not gonna let you do that. 1229 01:22:18,907 --> 01:22:19,808 Shit. 1230 01:22:22,943 --> 01:22:24,111 Shit. 1231 01:22:25,112 --> 01:22:26,313 I'll be there. 1232 01:22:36,791 --> 01:22:38,292 (orchestral music continues) 1233 01:23:41,088 --> 01:23:42,389 (knock at the door) 1234 01:23:59,874 --> 01:24:01,041 (repeated knocking) 1235 01:24:01,141 --> 01:24:02,309 Mum: Helen? 1236 01:24:12,486 --> 01:24:13,721 (door opens) 1237 01:24:13,821 --> 01:24:15,023 There you are. 1238 01:24:15,657 --> 01:24:17,759 -What are you doing here? -Had the radio on, did you? 1239 01:24:17,859 --> 01:24:18,993 Hi, Aunty Helen. 1240 01:24:19,059 --> 01:24:20,028 Hi, Aimee. 1241 01:24:20,127 --> 01:24:21,663 You've got an ouchie. 1242 01:24:21,729 --> 01:24:23,263 Oh, yeah, it's nearly better. 1243 01:24:23,363 --> 01:24:24,599 Look, it's really lovely to see you guys, 1244 01:24:24,699 --> 01:24:25,667 but it's not really the best... 1245 01:24:25,733 --> 01:24:27,267 We're gasping for a cup of tea. 1246 01:24:27,902 --> 01:24:30,004 -Can I see your bird? -Yeah. 1247 01:24:30,070 --> 01:24:32,406 Dad's car's in a bit of a state. 1248 01:24:32,640 --> 01:24:34,074 I just need to wash it. 1249 01:24:42,984 --> 01:24:44,251 Did it die? 1250 01:24:44,719 --> 01:24:47,087 Oh, no. No, no. That's not my bird. 1251 01:24:47,187 --> 01:24:49,924 That's just, um, one that my bird killed. 1252 01:24:50,558 --> 01:24:53,126 -Is your bird sorry? -No, no, no, it's fine. 1253 01:24:53,226 --> 01:24:56,396 It's what's meant to happen. -Can I have a biscuit? 1254 01:24:56,496 --> 01:25:00,367 -That's a good idea, Aimee. -No, I'm not sure I've got any. 1255 01:25:00,735 --> 01:25:02,235 Um... 1256 01:25:02,436 --> 01:25:04,539 What, what about cups? 1257 01:25:04,606 --> 01:25:06,808 Uh...just wash out a mug or something. 1258 01:25:06,908 --> 01:25:08,408 I'm gonna get Mabel. 1259 01:25:17,117 --> 01:25:18,953 (sniffs, disgusted exhale) 1260 01:25:21,055 --> 01:25:22,322 (James sighs) 1261 01:25:30,297 --> 01:25:31,298 Ooh. 1262 01:25:31,398 --> 01:25:33,801 Aimee, not too close to the hawk. 1263 01:25:33,901 --> 01:25:35,770 Helen: Aimee, this is Mabel. 1264 01:25:36,037 --> 01:25:37,605 Your names both mean love. 1265 01:25:37,705 --> 01:25:38,940 Isn't that funny? 1266 01:25:45,647 --> 01:25:47,115 Is that poo? 1267 01:25:47,615 --> 01:25:49,182 Yeah, that's a mute. 1268 01:25:50,084 --> 01:25:52,285 -She's got two tummies. -Mm. 1269 01:25:52,386 --> 01:25:53,855 Yeah, one's called a crop, 1270 01:25:54,287 --> 01:25:56,423 and that's where all the feathers and the fur go. 1271 01:25:56,490 --> 01:25:58,593 And that's what makes these come out. 1272 01:25:59,627 --> 01:26:00,962 Castings. 1273 01:26:01,261 --> 01:26:03,097 Oh, here comes one. Here comes a casting. 1274 01:26:03,163 --> 01:26:04,866 Here comes a pellet. Look. 1275 01:26:05,499 --> 01:26:07,869 Whoa! (laughs) 1276 01:26:08,569 --> 01:26:10,170 You're lucky you got to see that. 1277 01:26:11,471 --> 01:26:12,540 That's all the stuff she doesn't need. 1278 01:26:12,640 --> 01:26:13,808 She doesn't want that. 1279 01:26:14,174 --> 01:26:15,777 That's all fur and things like that. 1280 01:26:16,077 --> 01:26:18,780 Was that the bird that cut your face? 1281 01:26:20,114 --> 01:26:21,683 Yeah, but she didn't mean to. 1282 01:26:22,482 --> 01:26:24,351 It was an accident. She was just hungry, that's all. 1283 01:26:24,451 --> 01:26:26,020 And she thought I was stealing her food. 1284 01:26:27,622 --> 01:26:31,959 Ooh, she's gonna rouse. (laughs) 1285 01:26:34,762 --> 01:26:36,296 That means she's happy. 1286 01:26:36,831 --> 01:26:39,399 It means she's really happy. I think she likes you. 1287 01:26:39,499 --> 01:26:41,035 -Yeah. -James: Aimee. 1288 01:26:41,135 --> 01:26:42,070 Aimee, not...not so close. 1289 01:26:42,170 --> 01:26:43,403 Come here, please. 1290 01:26:43,971 --> 01:26:45,139 Come here. 1291 01:26:46,040 --> 01:26:47,207 Good girl. 1292 01:26:50,377 --> 01:26:51,746 I'll go and get changed. 1293 01:27:00,788 --> 01:27:02,890 (hushed conversation) 1294 01:27:04,025 --> 01:27:06,894 Mum: The stench of fags 1295 01:27:07,528 --> 01:27:08,896 and rotting meat. 1296 01:27:09,229 --> 01:27:10,230 God, it's disgusting. 1297 01:27:10,330 --> 01:27:11,733 James: She's gone feral. 1298 01:27:11,866 --> 01:27:14,535 Mum: She's always been messy, but this kitchen, 1299 01:27:14,669 --> 01:27:16,369 it is a health hazard. 1300 01:27:17,237 --> 01:27:19,707 Human beings can't live this way. 1301 01:27:19,807 --> 01:27:21,175 James: I don't think she's well, Mum. 1302 01:27:21,241 --> 01:27:22,877 Mum: I can see that. 1303 01:27:25,079 --> 01:27:26,080 Hey. 1304 01:27:26,814 --> 01:27:28,750 -Isn't she amazing? -Aimee: Yeah. 1305 01:27:28,850 --> 01:27:31,953 -Do you need help packing? -No, I'll be fine. 1306 01:27:32,220 --> 01:27:34,522 I can give you a hand to move into the new place if you want. 1307 01:27:34,689 --> 01:27:35,723 Can hire a van. 1308 01:27:35,823 --> 01:27:37,424 I haven't got a place, so... 1309 01:27:42,262 --> 01:27:44,297 How's Dad's eulogy coming on? 1310 01:27:45,833 --> 01:27:47,367 Well, I'm in the middle of writing a talk at the moment, 1311 01:27:47,434 --> 01:27:48,903 but once that's finished. 1312 01:27:49,402 --> 01:27:51,572 You won't leave it till the last minute, will you? 1313 01:27:52,907 --> 01:27:54,142 No, I won't. 1314 01:27:55,342 --> 01:27:57,078 I just need to get this talk out of the way, that's all. 1315 01:27:58,780 --> 01:28:00,214 (people chattering) 1316 01:28:15,395 --> 01:28:17,265 (flapping, thrashing) 1317 01:28:33,915 --> 01:28:35,149 Good afternoon. 1318 01:28:38,219 --> 01:28:40,420 Nature appreciation today 1319 01:28:40,555 --> 01:28:43,090 revolves around distanced looking... 1320 01:28:44,158 --> 01:28:45,660 not interaction. 1321 01:28:46,661 --> 01:28:48,629 We've been encouraged to see the natural world 1322 01:28:48,729 --> 01:28:50,198 as something damaged, 1323 01:28:50,832 --> 01:28:52,266 always threatened, 1324 01:28:53,134 --> 01:28:56,270 something we can look at, but aren't allowed to touch. 1325 01:28:58,272 --> 01:29:00,107 Today, I want to talk about other ways 1326 01:29:00,174 --> 01:29:02,944 of relating to nature than just looking at it. 1327 01:29:03,511 --> 01:29:06,547 Ones that can promote radical shifts in subjectivity, 1328 01:29:07,281 --> 01:29:10,818 grant us forms of imaginative empathy with wild creatures. 1329 01:29:13,120 --> 01:29:16,290 In these times of catastrophic biodiversity loss, 1330 01:29:16,924 --> 01:29:19,160 it's essential that we remind ourselves 1331 01:29:19,260 --> 01:29:21,229 that the world does not belong to us. 1332 01:29:22,930 --> 01:29:24,732 We share it with innumerable other minds... 1333 01:29:24,832 --> 01:29:28,501 How can you like... justify killing for fun? 1334 01:29:28,603 --> 01:29:30,538 (muted chatter) 1335 01:29:34,374 --> 01:29:35,509 Um... 1336 01:29:36,944 --> 01:29:38,512 it's not fun. 1337 01:29:40,380 --> 01:29:42,183 Hunting with a hawk is... 1338 01:29:42,717 --> 01:29:44,384 having the privilege to be involved in... 1339 01:29:44,484 --> 01:29:48,055 well, to witness an entirely natural event. 1340 01:29:49,957 --> 01:29:54,762 And if Mabel catches a rabbit, we eat it. 1341 01:29:55,029 --> 01:29:56,564 Couldn't you feed her bird seed? 1342 01:29:56,664 --> 01:29:58,232 (laughter) 1343 01:29:58,332 --> 01:30:00,368 Uh...no. 1344 01:30:01,636 --> 01:30:03,337 No, she's a carnivore. 1345 01:30:04,839 --> 01:30:06,374 And you see her talons. 1346 01:30:07,208 --> 01:30:09,911 You see her hooked beak for rending flesh. 1347 01:30:10,077 --> 01:30:13,047 And her crines, these, these tiny, tiny little feathers, 1348 01:30:13,147 --> 01:30:15,750 they're...they're, um, they're like whiskers. 1349 01:30:16,250 --> 01:30:18,252 They've evolved to hold the blood until it dries 1350 01:30:18,352 --> 01:30:20,054 and flakes away. I mean, that's what they're for... 1351 01:30:21,055 --> 01:30:22,690 like your legs are for walking. 1352 01:30:22,857 --> 01:30:26,560 No, I have a responsibility to let her be a Goshawk. 1353 01:30:28,729 --> 01:30:32,533 To raise a hawk and not let it hunt would be like... 1354 01:30:34,101 --> 01:30:35,937 be like not letting a child play. 1355 01:30:36,037 --> 01:30:37,405 You call it play? 1356 01:30:37,705 --> 01:30:39,472 No, I...(sighs) 1357 01:30:39,573 --> 01:30:40,975 (louder chatter) 1358 01:30:43,010 --> 01:30:45,112 You...you claim that you're involved in 1359 01:30:45,212 --> 01:30:46,580 "an entirely natural event", 1360 01:30:46,681 --> 01:30:49,083 but all you're really doing is bringing death. 1361 01:30:49,183 --> 01:30:51,752 Well, (laughs)... death's already there. 1362 01:30:52,787 --> 01:30:54,322 You know, death's everywhere. But we're just... 1363 01:30:54,422 --> 01:30:56,924 we're constantly protecting ourselves from it. 1364 01:30:57,291 --> 01:30:58,993 Do you know that every year in the UK, 1365 01:30:59,093 --> 01:31:01,329 30 million little fluffy cockerel chicks are killed 1366 01:31:01,429 --> 01:31:03,097 just because they're males and... 1367 01:31:03,197 --> 01:31:04,598 they can't lay eggs for us to eat? 1368 01:31:04,699 --> 01:31:06,334 I mean, we'd...we want to keep 1369 01:31:06,434 --> 01:31:08,169 death hidden well away, but... 1370 01:31:10,705 --> 01:31:12,573 hunting with Mabel, it's, it's... 1371 01:31:13,574 --> 01:31:16,077 it's an honest encounter with death. 1372 01:31:16,310 --> 01:31:17,945 Woman: Aren't you sorry for the rabbit at all? 1373 01:31:18,045 --> 01:31:19,814 I think Helen has already answered the question 1374 01:31:19,914 --> 01:31:20,915 about the rabbit. 1375 01:31:20,982 --> 01:31:22,283 Helen: Of course I'm sorry. 1376 01:31:24,385 --> 01:31:25,853 Of course, I'm sorry that the... 1377 01:31:25,953 --> 01:31:27,521 the rabbit's got to die. 1378 01:31:28,155 --> 01:31:30,124 Ma-Mabel's got to die. 1379 01:31:31,092 --> 01:31:33,127 I've got to die. So do you. I mean... 1380 01:31:33,894 --> 01:31:36,197 we're all going to die. It's... 1381 01:31:38,099 --> 01:31:39,367 (shaky breathing) 1382 01:31:41,469 --> 01:31:42,636 I ca... 1383 01:31:49,110 --> 01:31:50,344 (bell tinkles) 1384 01:31:52,813 --> 01:31:54,115 (people chatting) 1385 01:32:01,355 --> 01:32:02,857 (cigarette sizzles) 1386 01:32:15,369 --> 01:32:16,837 (soft choral music) 1387 01:32:23,844 --> 01:32:25,312 (choir singing) 1388 01:32:55,142 --> 01:32:56,110 (door closes) 1389 01:33:02,416 --> 01:33:04,553 (pensive music) 1390 01:34:11,819 --> 01:34:13,287 (grass rustling) 1391 01:34:26,500 --> 01:34:27,636 (muffled) Helen? 1392 01:34:34,842 --> 01:34:36,477 Helen, can you open the door? 1393 01:34:36,578 --> 01:34:38,179 It's freezing out here. 1394 01:34:49,757 --> 01:34:50,958 Helen? 1395 01:34:56,030 --> 01:34:58,866 I went to our favourite bookstore at the market today. 1396 01:35:13,180 --> 01:35:16,217 (Mabel squawking) 1397 01:36:00,094 --> 01:36:01,295 (sighs) 1398 01:36:41,636 --> 01:36:43,937 -Hi. -Hi. 1399 01:36:44,938 --> 01:36:47,274 Is that the Hitchhiker's Guide Radio Scripts? 1400 01:36:47,575 --> 01:36:48,743 The original. 1401 01:36:49,877 --> 01:36:51,345 My God, score. 1402 01:36:52,781 --> 01:36:53,947 You want to smell it? 1403 01:36:54,048 --> 01:36:55,282 Yeah. 1404 01:36:58,952 --> 01:37:00,020 Vanilla. 1405 01:37:02,489 --> 01:37:04,091 Shall I make us some coffee? 1406 01:37:05,893 --> 01:37:06,927 Yeah. 1407 01:37:24,178 --> 01:37:25,846 (water pouring) 1408 01:37:46,033 --> 01:37:47,468 (mugs clinking) 1409 01:37:51,773 --> 01:37:53,407 How's the packing going? 1410 01:37:55,777 --> 01:37:57,311 I haven't got time to pack. 1411 01:37:58,212 --> 01:38:01,215 I've got to write the eulogy for my dad's memorial service and... 1412 01:38:01,716 --> 01:38:03,217 I've left it too late. 1413 01:38:05,854 --> 01:38:08,255 Why don't I pack, and you write? 1414 01:38:24,539 --> 01:38:25,774 It's okay. 1415 01:38:28,510 --> 01:38:30,411 It is...it's okay. 1416 01:38:34,181 --> 01:38:36,049 You know, when I was sad, my mum used to comfort me 1417 01:38:36,150 --> 01:38:38,018 with Julian of Norwich. -(chuckles) 1418 01:38:38,720 --> 01:38:40,522 My Grandma taught it to her. 1419 01:38:41,155 --> 01:38:43,123 You know, Medieval mystic abbesses 1420 01:38:43,223 --> 01:38:46,260 who brick themselves up in towers 1421 01:38:46,360 --> 01:38:48,462 was really her thing. 1422 01:38:50,230 --> 01:38:52,634 Not that we know anyone else like that. 1423 01:38:55,603 --> 01:38:57,070 She would say, 1424 01:38:58,272 --> 01:38:59,808 "All shall be well, 1425 01:39:01,241 --> 01:39:02,976 and all shall be well, 1426 01:39:03,678 --> 01:39:06,447 and all manner of things shall be well." 1427 01:39:24,599 --> 01:39:25,966 (tap running) 1428 01:39:39,213 --> 01:39:40,280 (mouse clicking) 1429 01:39:41,215 --> 01:39:42,684 (scuffling) 1430 01:39:54,829 --> 01:39:56,263 Is that one of his? 1431 01:39:56,430 --> 01:39:58,332 -Mm-hmm. -Wow. 1432 01:39:58,432 --> 01:39:59,466 (chuckles) 1433 01:40:02,402 --> 01:40:03,872 (video playing) 1434 01:40:05,773 --> 01:40:06,608 Are we ready? 1435 01:40:06,708 --> 01:40:08,943 Helen: Yep. What's in there? 1436 01:40:09,309 --> 01:40:11,011 Dad: Look what I found, you see. 1437 01:40:11,111 --> 01:40:12,580 (gasps) 1438 01:40:12,914 --> 01:40:14,949 -Dad: Oh. -Helen: H ello. 1439 01:40:15,048 --> 01:40:19,219 James: So tiny. So sweet. ( laughter) 1440 01:40:20,254 --> 01:40:21,856 Where's he going? 1441 01:40:21,956 --> 01:40:23,390 (laughter) 1442 01:40:23,490 --> 01:40:25,292 (everyone chattering) 1443 01:40:31,833 --> 01:40:33,033 Helen: Careful, Dad. 1444 01:40:33,133 --> 01:40:34,903 No, no, no, no. 1445 01:40:35,703 --> 01:40:37,237 He's making a nest in your hair. 1446 01:40:37,471 --> 01:40:38,873 (excited chatter) 1447 01:40:43,443 --> 01:40:44,913 Oh, no. 1448 01:40:44,979 --> 01:40:46,380 No no no... 1449 01:40:47,347 --> 01:40:48,683 Where's he going? 1450 01:40:50,018 --> 01:40:52,085 (laughter, chattering) 1451 01:40:56,490 --> 01:40:58,560 You're safe, Dad, you're safe. 1452 01:41:01,529 --> 01:41:03,665 -Dad: Right. It's good now. -Helen: O kay. 1453 01:41:03,765 --> 01:41:05,733 -Dad: Don't touch it. - I'm not gonna touch it. 1454 01:41:07,001 --> 01:41:07,936 Dad: Ready? 1455 01:41:09,403 --> 01:41:10,872 Hold it steady now. 1456 01:41:13,041 --> 01:41:14,374 Helen: Ahh... 1457 01:41:14,909 --> 01:41:16,443 (laughing) Dad! 1458 01:41:17,545 --> 01:41:19,313 How about that! Together! 1459 01:41:19,413 --> 01:41:20,882 -(laughing) Got it. -(video pauses) 1460 01:41:22,917 --> 01:41:24,084 Helen: Ali Mac, 1461 01:41:25,152 --> 01:41:27,454 A.K.A. Alisdair Macdonald, 1462 01:41:27,822 --> 01:41:30,123 A.K.A. our dad, 1463 01:41:31,158 --> 01:41:32,459 quite liked bridges. 1464 01:41:32,560 --> 01:41:34,127 (laughter) 1465 01:41:36,764 --> 01:41:39,466 He tracked down and memorialised every single way 1466 01:41:39,567 --> 01:41:41,201 to cross the River Thames. 1467 01:41:42,369 --> 01:41:46,106 He got shouted at by farmers and attacked by cows, 1468 01:41:46,774 --> 01:41:49,777 but none of them could stop him from completing his mission. 1469 01:41:53,347 --> 01:41:55,482 He was a quiet man with a camera, 1470 01:41:56,416 --> 01:41:59,252 and every day he set out in search of new things. 1471 01:42:01,522 --> 01:42:03,091 (surprised chatter) 1472 01:42:05,292 --> 01:42:06,961 (laughter) 1473 01:42:07,629 --> 01:42:10,130 He traced the courses of streets and rivers, 1474 01:42:10,765 --> 01:42:12,432 careers and lives, 1475 01:42:12,867 --> 01:42:15,003 storms and stars. 1476 01:42:15,103 --> 01:42:16,604 (murmuring) 1477 01:42:20,975 --> 01:42:23,611 I always thought what Dad taught me 1478 01:42:23,811 --> 01:42:25,747 was to be detached... 1479 01:42:27,447 --> 01:42:28,583 a watcher. 1480 01:42:29,651 --> 01:42:32,152 Using the viewfinder to contain the world 1481 01:42:32,252 --> 01:42:34,154 and keep fear at bay. 1482 01:42:48,803 --> 01:42:50,938 But now, I see... 1483 01:42:52,774 --> 01:42:56,844 how passionately engaged with life Dad was. 1484 01:43:00,247 --> 01:43:01,883 Look, this happened. 1485 01:43:02,349 --> 01:43:03,818 (laughter) 1486 01:43:04,585 --> 01:43:06,219 -And this. -Aww. 1487 01:43:07,789 --> 01:43:09,322 -(laughter) -And this. 1488 01:43:13,861 --> 01:43:15,630 Every shot a testament. 1489 01:43:17,131 --> 01:43:19,366 Reminding us not to miss a moment. 1490 01:43:21,035 --> 01:43:22,369 Not to forget. 1491 01:43:25,372 --> 01:43:27,842 I've been desperately trying not to forget. 1492 01:43:30,444 --> 01:43:32,013 He was a wonderful father... 1493 01:43:34,015 --> 01:43:37,585 with a ridiculous inability to wear anything other than a suit. 1494 01:43:37,685 --> 01:43:39,053 (laughter) 1495 01:43:40,655 --> 01:43:42,523 Um, I went with Dad to Cornwall once 1496 01:43:42,623 --> 01:43:44,759 to photograph a total eclipse. 1497 01:43:44,992 --> 01:43:46,828 And we were standing on a beach, 1498 01:43:47,528 --> 01:43:48,863 when a man, who... 1499 01:43:48,963 --> 01:43:50,665 he told us he was the reincarnation 1500 01:43:50,732 --> 01:43:52,100 of King Arthur, 1501 01:43:52,399 --> 01:43:53,701 he was wearing a silver crown 1502 01:43:53,801 --> 01:43:55,737 and wearing long white robes, 1503 01:43:56,137 --> 01:43:57,605 and he came up to Dad, 1504 01:43:57,705 --> 01:44:00,440 and he asked him, absolutely bewildered, 1505 01:44:01,241 --> 01:44:03,111 "Why are you wearing that suit?" 1506 01:44:03,811 --> 01:44:05,179 And Dad replied, 1507 01:44:05,580 --> 01:44:08,415 "Well, you never know who you're going to meet." 1508 01:44:08,516 --> 01:44:09,917 (laughter) 1509 01:44:10,585 --> 01:44:12,186 (sniffs) 1510 01:44:13,654 --> 01:44:17,191 I think he was the only person in the world 1511 01:44:17,257 --> 01:44:18,893 who truly understood me. 1512 01:44:20,393 --> 01:44:21,629 And now he's gone. 1513 01:44:23,030 --> 01:44:24,464 I miss him terribly. 1514 01:44:27,668 --> 01:44:30,571 But seeing everyone here today makes me realise 1515 01:44:31,572 --> 01:44:33,608 that he was special not just to me... 1516 01:44:33,708 --> 01:44:34,742 (poignant music) 1517 01:44:34,842 --> 01:44:36,276 ...but to all of us. 1518 01:44:37,245 --> 01:44:39,279 And that he's here with us now, 1519 01:44:40,882 --> 01:44:43,718 in our memories, and in our hearts. 1520 01:44:49,557 --> 01:44:50,658 Bless you, Dad. 1521 01:44:54,562 --> 01:44:55,930 I always knew you were a legend, 1522 01:44:56,030 --> 01:44:58,599 but it turns out that you really, really were. 1523 01:45:07,909 --> 01:45:09,677 (people chatting quietly) 1524 01:45:20,221 --> 01:45:21,289 Thank you so much. 1525 01:45:46,479 --> 01:45:49,349 GP: Little interest or pleasure in doing things? 1526 01:45:50,618 --> 01:45:52,019 Helen: Quite often, yeah. 1527 01:45:53,120 --> 01:45:56,057 Some days? More than half the days? 1528 01:45:56,456 --> 01:45:58,159 More than half the days, yeah. 1529 01:45:59,861 --> 01:46:01,028 Poor appetite? 1530 01:46:02,597 --> 01:46:03,698 Same. 1531 01:46:04,699 --> 01:46:06,167 More than half the days? 1532 01:46:07,335 --> 01:46:08,636 Yeah, same. 1533 01:46:10,437 --> 01:46:12,006 Trouble concentrating? 1534 01:46:12,840 --> 01:46:13,841 Yeah. 1535 01:46:15,142 --> 01:46:17,377 Both: More than half the days. 1536 01:46:18,346 --> 01:46:19,881 (slow music) 1537 01:46:20,615 --> 01:46:22,350 Feeling that you're a failure? 1538 01:46:22,984 --> 01:46:24,652 Well, that's just a matter of fact. 1539 01:46:26,120 --> 01:46:27,188 So... 1540 01:46:28,522 --> 01:46:29,891 More than half the days, yeah. 1541 01:46:33,194 --> 01:46:37,565 Taking less trouble over your appearance than formerly? 1542 01:46:38,799 --> 01:46:39,934 Um... 1543 01:46:41,068 --> 01:46:44,338 I don't know. Uh...yeah, maybe. 1544 01:46:49,644 --> 01:46:52,179 It could just be that these are rational responses 1545 01:46:52,246 --> 01:46:54,882 to the realities of my life, 1546 01:46:55,016 --> 01:46:57,018 as opposed to pathological ones. 1547 01:46:58,418 --> 01:47:03,357 No income, no job, no home, no father. 1548 01:47:04,258 --> 01:47:05,860 Are you in a relationship? 1549 01:47:06,060 --> 01:47:06,961 No. 1550 01:47:08,829 --> 01:47:10,097 I do have Mabel. 1551 01:47:11,032 --> 01:47:13,734 -Mabel is your...? -Goshawk. 1552 01:47:17,071 --> 01:47:18,973 But they're a non-affectionate species, so... 1553 01:47:23,377 --> 01:47:24,879 (muffled chatter) 1554 01:47:34,355 --> 01:47:35,488 There you go. 1555 01:47:36,424 --> 01:47:37,992 (clears throat) Thanks, Mum. 1556 01:47:56,110 --> 01:47:58,245 It's time to put Mabel up to moult. 1557 01:47:59,780 --> 01:48:01,282 What does that entail? 1558 01:48:01,749 --> 01:48:04,484 Well, she loses her feathers one by one, 1559 01:48:04,585 --> 01:48:05,953 and grows news ones. 1560 01:48:06,053 --> 01:48:08,356 Gosh. Sounds like hard work. 1561 01:48:08,456 --> 01:48:09,523 Hmm. 1562 01:48:10,891 --> 01:48:11,993 She'll need peace and quiet, 1563 01:48:12,093 --> 01:48:14,028 so, a friend said that he'd have her. 1564 01:48:15,763 --> 01:48:17,365 How long will she be away? 1565 01:48:19,333 --> 01:48:20,534 Six months. 1566 01:48:21,501 --> 01:48:22,470 Oh. 1567 01:48:25,573 --> 01:48:28,642 Well, maybe that'll be a nice break for Mabel. 1568 01:48:33,280 --> 01:48:34,515 And for you. 1569 01:48:40,521 --> 01:48:42,156 The doctor says I have depression. 1570 01:48:46,527 --> 01:48:48,129 I couldn't be sorrier, Mum... 1571 01:48:50,264 --> 01:48:52,133 for putting you through so much worry. 1572 01:48:55,302 --> 01:48:56,637 That's you, Helen. 1573 01:48:57,471 --> 01:48:58,472 You... 1574 01:48:59,106 --> 01:49:00,374 you go too far. 1575 01:49:01,942 --> 01:49:03,177 But you come back. 1576 01:49:07,982 --> 01:49:09,350 (soft, stirring music) 1577 01:49:17,124 --> 01:49:18,759 (birds singing) 1578 01:49:28,169 --> 01:49:29,270 (crow caws) 1579 01:49:38,212 --> 01:49:39,580 (wind blowing) 1580 01:49:54,529 --> 01:49:56,565 (flapping, thrashing) 1581 01:50:55,923 --> 01:50:57,491 Dad: Come on, slow coach. 1582 01:50:58,125 --> 01:50:59,426 I haven't got all day. 1583 01:51:00,261 --> 01:51:01,495 I'm tired. 1584 01:51:01,829 --> 01:51:03,164 It's been a long week. 1585 01:51:04,165 --> 01:51:05,266 Dad: Tired? 1586 01:51:05,733 --> 01:51:07,668 You don't know the meaning of the word. 1587 01:51:07,935 --> 01:51:09,336 (plane buzzing) 1588 01:51:11,105 --> 01:51:13,807 I think that's a little German microlight. 1589 01:51:13,908 --> 01:51:15,442 Quick, my notebook. 1590 01:51:15,577 --> 01:51:16,810 Side pocket. 1591 01:51:18,112 --> 01:51:19,446 Write this down for me. 1592 01:51:21,982 --> 01:51:26,787 Ikarus C42. 1593 01:51:28,422 --> 01:51:31,225 You need a new notebook, Dad. This one's almost full. 1594 01:51:31,425 --> 01:51:33,494 You can get me one for my birthday. 1595 01:51:34,529 --> 01:51:36,697 I thought you wanted a book on grasshoppers. 1596 01:51:36,864 --> 01:51:38,465 Already bought it. 1597 01:51:39,366 --> 01:51:42,002 'Nymphs of the Sahelian Grasshoppers'. 1598 01:51:42,136 --> 01:51:43,538 A bit niche, isn't it? 1599 01:51:44,271 --> 01:51:46,373 Not if you live in Africa and want to protect your crops, 1600 01:51:46,473 --> 01:51:47,676 it isn't. 1601 01:51:50,778 --> 01:51:52,346 But you don't live in Africa. 1602 01:51:53,781 --> 01:51:55,015 (insects chirping) 1603 01:51:59,019 --> 01:52:00,354 Voila! 1604 01:52:00,988 --> 01:52:02,890 The source of the River Thames. 1605 01:52:05,560 --> 01:52:06,561 Is this it? 1606 01:52:07,662 --> 01:52:08,729 Yup. 1607 01:52:09,129 --> 01:52:10,397 But there's nothing here. 1608 01:52:11,700 --> 01:52:12,733 I know. 1609 01:52:14,301 --> 01:52:16,705 You dragged me all this way to look at a pile of stones? 1610 01:52:18,806 --> 01:52:19,873 It's underground. 1611 01:52:21,909 --> 01:52:23,277 It's incredible. 1612 01:52:24,245 --> 01:52:27,081 Thames starts as a tiny little spring, 1613 01:52:27,248 --> 01:52:29,750 way down below the earth right here. 1614 01:52:31,252 --> 01:52:32,353 Amazing. 1615 01:52:33,588 --> 01:52:35,956 I'm gonna photograph every single bridge 1616 01:52:38,526 --> 01:52:41,795 between here, all the way down to the sea. 1617 01:52:43,163 --> 01:52:44,231 That's gonna take a while, isn't it? 1618 01:52:44,298 --> 01:52:45,600 How many bridges is that? 1619 01:52:45,700 --> 01:52:47,868 Over three hundred. Can you stand over there? 1620 01:52:59,847 --> 01:53:02,216 The first bridge is not very far from here, actually. 1621 01:53:02,550 --> 01:53:03,652 Dad. 1622 01:53:04,184 --> 01:53:05,419 It won't take long. 1623 01:53:08,122 --> 01:53:10,991 That's good. Just over a wee bit. 1624 01:53:14,928 --> 01:53:16,096 Smile. 1625 01:53:16,964 --> 01:53:18,265 (chuckles) 1626 01:53:19,266 --> 01:53:20,267 (camera clicks) 1627 01:53:20,367 --> 01:53:21,835 (poignant music) 1628 01:53:26,273 --> 01:53:27,408 (chuckles) 1629 01:54:16,825 --> 01:54:18,459 (poignant music continues) 1630 01:55:54,455 --> 01:55:56,156 (dramatic orchestral music) 1631 01:58:04,384 --> 01:58:06,521 (sweeping pensive music) 108323