All language subtitles for Korengal.English

Where I grew up, like, in Oregon,

I was always up in mount hood,
snowboarding and skiing.

And when I was in Afghanistan,

whenever I looked out at the mountains,

I didn't think, like, "Afghanistan.

Oh, there's Taliban roaming up there,

like, going into their little caves,

and they're about to shoot at me."

Whenever I looked up there,
for the most part,

tried to think of back home,
something peaceful, you know,

something... something nice.

For the last four and a half years,

the Korengal has been known as
Afghanistan's valley of death.

We're taking heavy fire from...

The valley was just too remote,
too difficult to resupply,

and too dangerous

like the isolated outpost called Restrepo.

Fire in the hole! Fire in the hole!

And from the bottom of a Mountain,

we watched Restrepo burn.

Is there anything that
you miss about Restrepo,

about the Korengal valley?

Oh, yeah, I...

I'd rather be there than here.

I'd... I'd go back right now, if I could.

I'd want to...
I'd go back the Korengal right now.

Get in the fucking window.

Korengal valley...

I always wondered why I
was in the korengal.

But...

When you get told that the
bigger mission is that,

hey, you're not in the korengal
to go and hunt the bad guys.

You're in the korengal so
the bad guys come to you,

and you kill them.

It was just a valley.

It's a valley that is...
if you look from high above,

it looks like a quiet valley.

You look to your north,
your South, east and west,

it's just mountains, it's rocks, you know,

and it was wooded.

Everybody thinks, "you're over there?

Then you're in the desert." No.

If you went a little north of us,
it looked just like...

Like Colorado Springs, like, Denver.

It was gorgeous.

But the minute I got there,

the minute I got off the
helicopter I got shot at.

I saw it from a distance, it was beautiful.

Bullets came in, "fuck this place.

I want to go... I want to go home."

That day, when we took over,

our command sergeant major Vimoto,
he was at the kop.

And he asked, "hey, where's my son at?"

He said, "you don't have to...
just show me where he's at,"

and you know,
and I go up on this ledge and stuff,

and I point down.

"You tell him I said hello.
I came out here.

I know he's out there on
patrols and doing his thing,

and stuff like that,
but you tell him your dad said hello."

As soon as it came across the net

and said we had a K.I.A. I
looked at first sergeant,

I was like, "it's Vimoto."

I just lost the sergeant major's son,

the brigade sergeant
major's son in my company,

the very first day that I go out there

and the very first thing
I told them to go do,

where I'm the only one in charge,

and I get his son killed, I was, like...
at a loss.

I mean, what do I do from here?

You lose somebody that
quickly in a deployment,

it kind of hits home, like, whoa.

When's my turn then?

If he got killed this quick,

how many people are we going
to lose by the end of this?

As bad as it may be,
we have to continue, you know?

We can't sit there, you know, and just cry.

And the thing... we'll do that, you know.

If you're gonna cry, you do it.
You know what I'm saying?

If you're going to go in a corner

and do what you have to do,
you go do it, you know?

But when I need you back
to be part of the team...

Because the bad guys are still there.

Tomorrow we going to go
on a different patrol,

and someone else is going to
try to take another shot at you.

The korengal was a major highway

for all sorts of Taliban
and enemy activity.

It's been that way for years.

It was in a deep part of the mountains

where they were using that
area to traffic weapons

a lot, you know, weapons and supplies.

And it was just finding
those trails and those guys,

you know, I think was, you know,
what we were supposed to do.

But honestly, like, I don't know,

we just knew that they were there

and that's where we're
going, and, you know,

it was a shithole and, you know,
we were there to deal with it.

Think about putting into context...

Somebody moves in and decides
to take your house over.

You're going to fight for it,

and that's exactly what they did.

Hey, what you got? Do you got it pided?

No, just from the southwest.

"Tic," it, stands for "troops in contact."

And what it is is basically
anytime that we are engaged

being the U.S. forces
are engaged by anybody

or we engage somebody else.

We were getting, you
know, anywhere from one

to ten to fourteen sometimes a day.

Moreno, get the fuck outta there!

An ungodly amount of tics, I think 220...

225 tics that Restrepo was involved in

in some way, shape, or form.

We just fucking got fucking rocked.

I mean, that's basically 365 days

that they could have shot at them.

They shot at them nine months straight.

We're getting fire from,
from one of these draws.

They think they're getting
fire from down there.

We're in the middle of this valley

in sandbag huts that we built,

no running water. No life.

Chinooks would come in,
helicopters would come in,

deliver our supplies of food, water.

You know,
think about being alone for days on end,

you know, in an isolated area.

Even though you're with people out there...

We had nothing.

That was as ghetto as it comes.

The hardest thing was you just never knew

if you were going to start getting shot at.

It's like, I'd be laying there on my cot,

and all of a sudden you'd
just hear the cracks flying by

and RPGs going by, blowing up,
right on the HESCOs,

on the other side of where you're sleeping,
you know?

You have to accept that fact,

that you could die at any second.

This is the place to be.

There's a little secret
about second platoon...

Everyone can play the guitar almost.

You know what I'm learning, dude?

Pass that up, man.

Came in here with no... no cover, nothing.

And then we built this
place up into a resort,

and, you know.

Oh, yeah. This is a real resort.

Yeah, resort. This is resort Restrepo.

I mean, in summertime,
we put a pool up here.

But in the winter,
we'll make it a ski lodge.

Base people right out of here.

Sergeant Simon was joking he
was going to get some skis

and, ski down, you know, get the whole...

The army feeling into it, you know?

We'll have some bullet holes
in some walls and stuff.

Maybe, you know,
a few rounds come in once in a while.

I'm telling you, you look out the door,

this place could be sports
heaven if they just...

If they just stop shooting at us, you know.

This is nine-November, Roger, copy.
Fire... He's in the draw.

Shot two two zero six bullets.

The first thing you hear
when you get ambushed

or you get in a firefight,
or whatever it is,

the first thing you hear
is just a loud crack.

The bullets passing by
your head, the snaps.

You hear that snap and your first...

Exactly how were trained, the snap is...

The first instinct is to,
you know, get behind something.

That's exactly what you do,
you know, you get cover.

Then you find out, by sound and distance,

you know, where is this coming from?

Someone give me a direction! That way.

Seventeen-o-five, seventeen-o-five.

One of the things we're
all would learn about

is that you may not see it,
but you can hear it.

And that's our tactical awareness.

We're able to pick up the different sounds.

We got a general vicinity of where he's at.

You had to name

your terrain features you have around you.

You just can't say,
"that green hill over there."

Is it coming from honcho hill?
Is it coming from 1705?

Is it coming off the spartan spur?

On nipple rock! Hey, I got eyes on him!
I got eyes on honcho hill.

Everybody'd just started
shooting at that direction.

As a team leader, my second instinct

is to find out where everyone else is.

I return fire

and then immediately
start checking my guys.

Hey, is everyone alright? Yeah, yeah.

Do they have enough water?
Are they running low on bullets?

Are they shooting in the right direction?

Everybody good?
I probably scan my guys 100 times

during a 3-minute firefight,
that's what I do.

We're taking contact from the
east side of the valley...

I was the RTO,
so as soon as I heard a crack,

I'd just hop on the radio and be calling,
like,

"troops in contact,
we're taking fire from the east.

There's probably about
five of them out there."

Then you got the squad
leaders bouncing around

from each position where
their soldiers are firing from

trying to give me a situation report,

give me a status.

Is the guy still there?
Has he picked up and moved?

I'm trying to paint a picture
through the company commander,

'cause he's talking to
highers trying to gather

all these other assets.

Yeah, yeah, you get scared.
I'm not going to lie.

There was times, like, I was pinned down,

and I was like...
you know, rounds, cracking overhead.

You know, I'd hunker down,

you know, catch my breath,
you know, pick up and move.

'Cause you can't... you can't really...

You can't take that long of
a pause in the firefight.

Sometimes you get pinned down real bad,

and they just come way
too close for comfort,

and you have no cover.

That's when you get a little bit scared.

Yeah, it's frightening.

I think if anybody told
you they weren't scared,

they're kind of bullshitting you,

but its scared...
you know that that fear is there,

but you just put it away.

First time I got shot
at, I was pretty calm.

It was kind of surprising for me
'cause I actually thought

I was going to panic, or just freeze up.

But I actually didn't.

Unfortunately, there are some people that,

they let it get the best of them,

and I think that's kind of
the big distinguishing thing

with fear is how you
tolerate or deal with it.

Um, majority of people are
able to kind of push it aside

and they understand what needs to be done.

They can, you know, deal with it later.

Unfortunately,
there are some that it takes effect of them

immediately,
and they basically become useless for you.

Funny part was my mom always
wanted me to join the army.

Since I was a little kid,
she wanted me to join, you know?

She always thought I'd be good at it.

She was like, "you're a natural leader.

You'll be great at it."

Nah, I ain't joining the army,
no way, no way.

Sure as shit, here I am.

Here I am, unfortunately.

Unfortunately and fortunately,
all at the same time.

I don't know, as black men, I mean,

I am the only one in the platoon.

I'm one of... one, two, three, four,

if you count the cook,

five, if you count the two cooks...

Black people in the company.

Oh no, Choikey.

There's me Choikey, Miller,
who are infantry guys,

and first sergeant, that's it.

Like, black people don't
jump out of planes.

Black people don't want to come out here

and get shot at.

Most infantry dudes are going to be

your average "hooah" ranger white dude.

I mean, they're not...
you're not going to see

too many black dudes, and, I mean...

And you see it,
I get plenty of shit around here,

being the only black dude, but it's...

98%of the time, it's all in good fun,

and you're going to run
across some guys out here,

they may not admit it to my face,

they might not say it if they
think anybody's listening,

but they'll tell you they don't like me.

I guaran-goddamn-tee it,
but, at the same time,

I bet there's not a one of them would say

I wouldn't take them in a firefight.

Get out there, I'm just like,

"man, I did not picture it like this."

I have never fought in that that
rough terrain before in my life,

walking up a Mountain with a combat load,

with the loose shale?
I think we broke something

like 15 ankles while we were over there.

It's insane, you know,
you think you're getting

to the top of a Ridge or
to the top of a Mountain,

and you get to that point
that you've been looking at

for the past 500 meters, and you get there,

and you think you're at
the top and you look up,

and it just doesn't seem to end.

Those mountains sucked, you know?

And you're just like, wow, like sucking.

We were in good shape,
like, we could run all day.

We could, you know, pushups, sit-ups,

all that stuff,
but walking in that environment,

straight up mountains,
there was no preparing for that.

Korengal valley is right in the middle

of these two major supply routes.

Very easy for the Taliban
to traffic weapons.

And that terrain...

It almost affords these guys
a ghost-like ability to move.

They know it.
We're playing in their backyard.

We wear our helmets. We wear IBAs.

You know, we wear all our kit

normally averaging
probably 60 to 75 pounds.

They, on the other hand, are out there

in basically a sheet.

That's what they're moving
around the mountains in.

But then they'll have a Russian-made

heavy machine gun, called a Dishka.

It's very similar to our 50-Cal.

This weapon system, with its tripod,

is roughly a 120 pounds.

They'll pick this up and
move it around quite easily.

Thorough the mountains, through draws,

over these monster rocks,
and its like, we move, you know,

one of our 50-cals and the tripod,

you know, we move it 50 feet,

and we're like, "oh, man, that's a smoker."

Those Chechnyan rebel guys,
those hired guys,

they're ruthless, awesome.
Awesome fighters, trained.

They came equipped, like,

they went through a basic training,

and knew how to fight.

You have to respect the enemy.
If you don't, you're sucking.

For the enemy assessment,

there are several reports
of higher-level leaders

leaving the valley for a few days.

We are unsure where they are
going or why they are leaving...

We always listened to
what was called the bub,

and it'd come over the company radio.

Well,
they would tell you what ICOM traffic was,

and ICOM traffic is haj
talking to each other

back forth on these little handheld radios.

Your spot reports.

"Hey, the enemy's brought in
so many mines into the valley.

They brought in 30 hand grenades."

When you start hearing
that type of ammunition

coming into the valley and
the guys hear about it,

they start thinking about the ranch house,

because they know what...
they know the dramatics

of what happened up there.

Chosen company was up at ranch house.

That was the name of their...
their fire base.

And they got overran.

A few Taliban were going up

to one of the guard
positions in the ranch house

saying they were workers.

And when the one of the
soldiers went up there,

the enemy actually was...
as soon as they got within range

just opened up on them

they were inside the wire

taking over guard positions.

Their P.L., captain Ferrara,
had to call in gun runs

on that
- on that compound and, you know,

separate the enemy from the friendlies.

I definitely had concerns

that there would be an attempt on Restrepo.

The ranch house incident,
of course, reinforced that.

When I'd actually think of

we were about to get overrun,
would be at nighttime.

You have lots of time on your hands.

You you start, kind of,
you know mind-playing things.

I know it went through my mind,
not all the time,

but some nights more than others.

There was one night that I remember

that I was pretty fucking petrified.

I was afraid to go out, you know to piss.

There's a little bit of a
walk to the piss tubes...

And we had heard that they're
going to do an attack on us

and it's going to come from the north.

Everybody pulls guard.

Everybody thinks about things like that.

Well, what if they came
from this direction?

How would they come over,
how would we react?

You start, you know,
running those scenarios.

If you were telling somebody else,

they could probably point
out flaws in your scenarios,

tell you why that would
never or could never happen.

But... you know,
you still make them up in your head.

This place always this quiet?

What's that?
Is this place always this quiet?

Yeah.

Every now and then,
a couple people come through.

So this is the lumber yard,
what's called the lumber yard?

The lumber yard bizarre.

I always call it the lumber yard, cause...

Lumber.

Where are you from, Donoho?

California. Where in California?

Redding. Way north. Oh, wow.

It's like Oregon, practically.

You take it back. Take it back.

How come the people in Oregon don't like

the people in California?

'Cause we're better than they are.

The only good thing that came
out of Oregon is the Gerber.

The Gerber is from Oregon.
And Pemble-Belkin?

I don't know about Pemble-Belkin.

Actually, we're supposed to party

when we get out of the army.

Show each other the good
side of each state.

You guys are gonna compare states?

You gonna visit him, he's gonna visit you?
Yes.

Sometime... in the next ten years.

Probably when we get out of the army.

How come you joined?

I don't know.

No, at first, I wanted to become a sniper.

That was my main thing.

Then I wanted to jump out of airplanes.

Travel.

I wanted to travel. That's about it.

What do you think of your decision,
you glad you're in?

Yes and no.

Did you count on something
like the korengal?

Nope. Definitely not.

I mean,
would I rethink my decision at the time?

No.

Nah, I made a lot of really good friends.

Lots of good friends.

Definitely good experiences
to tell the grandchildren.

Yeah.

I was in the korengal valley.

"Oh we heard about that in school."

That's what I want to hear.
I want to hear that.

"I heard about that." Yes, you did.

Today's mission, going down to Loy Kalay

in the vicinity of the mosque.

I think that the greatest ally,

the greatest thing that
we had for us going on

was the fact that we forced
the boys to go out continuously

to keep the enemy off his feet.

He could never get into a rhythm.

He could never really
predict that this is the time

that they're going to be there,

this is the time that they're not.

You'd hear the enemy just going crazy

trying to figure out where we were.

They usually ended up
finding out where we were.

But that type of ability to
move started setting the tone

in the right direction,
cause they felt like

we were hunting them.

I'm sure captain Kearney's probably not

going to appreciate this one,
but there were a lot of times

when we went out into an environment

where we knew was more...
exposing than necessary.

Pretty much, hey,
let's put the food on the table.

See if anybody wants to come eat.

You're definitely out there

with our cheese in the wind.

We're definitely bait.

The most kinetic place for us now, sir,

is directly in front of us, hilltop 1705...

The boys thought I went
out too much sometimes.

They had that heart,
deep-down feeling like, hey,

you know, he's just making us go out there

just because he wants badges
and glory and stuff like that.

I don't care about any of that.

I thought the best way to keep
them alive was the offense.

Right before the patrol,

everybody would just started gearing up.

A lot of times we'd have
music playing off an iPod

or something like that to get
everybody kind of pumped up

or chilled out or whatever you need

'cause usually, we'd be
getting a firefight.

So gotta have a little
adrenaline already going,

but you still have to be calm.

I don't let the nerves get to me.

Like, I don't want to get nervous.

I try not to get nervous before I go out.

Prior to us going out on patrol,

the biggest thing is,
you know, briefing your guys,

focusing guys in on, hey,
we're probably going to get hit.

We're going to move into this village.

Like, oh, man, this village,

every time we go there, we get engaged.

When we left the wire,

most of the guys were scared.

And what was going through their mind

was that hopefully I
don't get to die tonight.

You know,
hopefully I live to see another day.

Either we'd go down the east side

of Restrepo, down behind this cliff side

or we'd go up on the West
Side where you had to run

off the side of the road right there,

because sometimes they'd ambush us

before we could even start the patrol.

We'd usually get pretty spread out

so they can't just pinpoint
a small cluster of guys

and just take them all out in one burst

if he can or something.

We'd search the road,

make sure nothings' out of place,

scan the mountains, scan the trees,

and as we're moving we're
actually thinking of, hey,

what can we run to next
in case we do get shot at?

Look for your next...
next spot you're going to go.

If they start shooting right now,
where you going?

Shit, I could tell you,
if somebody starts shooting

right now, where I'm going.

I'm going up over that desk.
No... no questions.

You're suspicious of everything.

You see a tiny hole in the
ground and you step on the hole,

you look around the hole,
you pick up rocks,

you wonder why there's a rockslide

at the end of the Ridge.

Do people walk up that a lot?

Is that why all the rocks are down there?

Is it just erosion? You don't know.

You'd be looking up into the mountains.

That eerie feeling...

Knowing that they're looking at you.

Your heart's beating.

It raises and goes down like a field mouse.

Your mind will wander a little bit,

you'll wonder what part of the
village we'll be setting up in,

and you realize you have
to keep thinking about

where you are right now,
keep yourself in the now.

Right now you're about half and half

between how much the walk sucks

or how much it's just gonna
suck to be in that village.

And depending on the day,
you either got shot at

right as you're walking in
or right as your walking out.

That's when we took contact.

You get in the village,

and you already don't see anybody.

Random fucking goats walking around.

You know they've taken off.

They ran up to their little,
tiny hiding spot,

which we can't see.

You round up anybody you can talk to.

Anybody.

Here you go, kid.

You know anything about the
shooting a few days ago,

that I asked him about?

We haven't found anybody else to talk to.

We're gonna start pushing
back to op Restrepo, over.

Okay, Roger.

If we get hit,
where's it going to come from?

Initially, we'll probably take
a few from this hill right here

majority of it's going to
come from back on the...

The southwest

but let's hope that doesn't happen.

On the way back, you're...

It's a split between,
how shitty the walk is

and how much you're
sucking, how much faster

you need to go so you don't
get your ass shot off.

A little faster, harder, more cover.

Pick the shittier route...
it's going to suck more

because I'm going to stay alive.

That last stretch to get up to Restrepo,

from our best cover and concealed route,
was a draw.

And the problem with the
draw was it didn't take us

all the way to Restrepo.

It only took us to the very tip of it,

and you had to run the road to get there.

And usually you'd bound,
and some guys would cover

at the back,
some guys would over-watch the front,

and you'd run.

Once, Kim and Lambert,
they're running on the road,

and RPGs, AK, PKM fire just came,

came in full force, and Kim tripped,

and he rolled, and the
bullets were hitting,

I don't know,
a foot or two in front of Kim's face.

Lambert was still out
there and he went out there

and was dragging... and he helped Kim up,

dragging him back in.

OK, I'll put it this way, like,

pretty much every day,
we got in a firefight.

Every single day,
somebody was trying to kill us.

Our friends were getting shot next to us.

People were...
lost their arms, lost their legs.

We had our friends get killed.

And then, you're thinking in your head,

I still have another ten...
ten fucking months to go.

And, you're like...

You're like, pretty much, I never thought

I was going to make it
out of the valley alive.

Out here in the korengal,
we've lost dear, close friends,

and we've had wounded friends,
and it takes a toll on everybody

'cause when you go out on a patrol

you don't know who's next,

so it messes with your head in every way.

As an NCO, it's hard to keep your morale up

and not let the... your soldiers know

because I mean,
if they see that you're down,

they're gonna start taking a toll.

It's going to impact them as well.

So you got to keep yourself up

and constantly make sure
your soldiers are...

You know, like right now, it's cold out.

Got to make sure they packed
right before we came out.

We check on them throughout the night.

"Hey, you warm? You good?
You got enough food?

You got enough water? Everything alright?"

You know,
just make sure they're constantly ready

because if one soldier's
not looking around enough,

not doing what he's supposed
to do he's putting other lives

in jeopardy just by him
not paying attention.

If you fail your job,

you're failing everyone in that patrol.

Making a mistake and
getting someone else killed,

that's the biggest fear,
that was my biggest fear.

I'm not doing this for
recognition from my country.

I'm not doing this so that somebody goes,
"wow.

Those guys are really patriotic.
Those guys are really brave."

Truthfully,
I could give a shit what anybody thinks,

except for those guys
to my left and my right

cause' that's what it's about.

Those guys are what it's about.

I ain't going to lie, that's...

And, that's why in a deployment,

you see people run out under fire

to go pull their buddy back.

The brave thing, it's guys coming together,

doing their job because they
know that the guy next to them

needs them to do their job,
so that they can all go home.

Bravery?

Bravery to me, as an example,
would be something

along the lines of someone
who goes out of their way,

despite the...

The very likely potential of dying,

and risking his life to...

To, you know, protect another one.

This Ridge,
all the way through that hilltop up there.

Two/fours up there.
Two/fours up there? Okay.

We didn't talk about that word very much

'cause we didn't feel what
we were doing was bravery.

We were there, we signed up to do...
to do this,

and all of our friends and
buddies and soldiers and,

you know, peers and superiors
were next to us doing it,

so you couldn't really,
you know, pick out bravery.

It's somebody putting themself... you know,

putting their life on the line,
putting themselves at risk

for somebody else,

and it's an everyday thing down there.

Every single person that
got shot over there,

they didn't worry about themselves one bit.

All they asked about was,
"how are my guys doing?"

Sergeant rice, when he got hit,
he's like, "where's my team at?

Is solo okay? Is Jackson okay?

Is Vandenberg alright," you know?

When sergeant Padilla lost his arm,

his arm was missing.

He had shrapnel in his face,
and he was just asking

if everybody was okay, and that...
that's bravery.

It's called a m145.

When you zero it, you
fucking zero at eight.

Fucking, open the feed tray cover.

Alright, you're gonna fucking sweep.

Make sure these... all things fucking work.

Everything pushes down, fucking moves.

To fucking load it, take it off safe,

put it back forward, put the rounds in,

make sure they're fucking seated.

And put your hand like this,
like you're fucking...

Like a salute kind of thing,
hold them there, slam it shut.

Everybody's got their favorite weapon.

I'd have to say... in order of weapons,

I'd have to say 50...

240... the mark...

And then 203 and then probably the saw.

You learn to love your weapon.

Like,
I know a lot of guys like the 240 gunners,

even though that's a
shitty-ass weapon to carry

'cause it's so heavy...

To load the 240, all you do...

Tilt it to the side.
Makes it a little bit easier.

Put the rounds in.

AT4's, small DS, those are fun too, laws.

Shooting a law... I love shooting laws!

A law is a light anti-tank weapon.

It's a bazooka?

One, pull the pin. Pin.

Step two, remove rear cover and strap

three,
it says "pull open until it locks here."

Four, release safety.
Five, you're going to aim it.

And then six, you're going to squeeze that

right there to fire it.

When I started out during the deployment,

I carried a 203...
that's a grenade launcher...

And I loved being a 203 gunner

just 'cause I like things that go boom.

The louder the booms...
because, traditionally,

the enemy that we're
fighting is more afraid

of the booms than they are the death.

The 50-Cal is the biggest machine gun

we had up there.

Some guys are mark guys,
some guys are 50 guys.

I'm a 50 guy.

The 50 is the sexiest
weapon the army's got.

It's loud,
it shoots a whole hell of a long way.

They say, that round only has to be

within 18 inches of you, to sear flesh.

That's bad-ass.

When you shoot that thing,

it'll rock your world,

it just... it's a giant machine gun.

What's not to like about
a giant machine gun?

You sit out there at Restrepo,

and you just dwell about being out there.

Damn, I'm at fucking Restrepo.
I'm in Afghanistan, Meh.

You might as well get over with...

It's not going to do you any good.

Hey, guys!

I mean,
our quality of life was what we made it.

Whatever we could hump up there

or whatever we could do for
ourselves is what happened,

you know, and that's what gave
us our ability to survive.

Is that heavy?

No, sir.

You got Marlboro reds Cunningham?

Yes, I do!

Six cartons of fucking different flavors.

Jesus. You know what that means? Smoke up!

I got a chair, too.

What's the chair for?

The chair's for the platoon, man.

I stole that fair and square

from a sergeant first class in Kuwait.

Mother fucker's crying now.
He ain't got no chair.

Sergeant first class elder.

We got your chair, man.
We got your chair, brother.

Sorry.

They eventually slung us up a generator,

a gas generator with a big...
big blivott of fuel

so we could run electronics.

There it is! The fan, the fan!

Nice! Nice!

It was op Restrepo. It was our place.

It's all we had.

Go!

No!

I told you. I said "generator."

Is it weird being on leave?

You guys, you guys are out
there and you're, you know,

in a swimming pool or whatever.

I mean, you deserve the leave,
but does it feel weird?

I don't know, it sucks being away.

'Cause you're thinking like, what happens

if something happens to somebody you know?

But it's nice being home.

Yeah.

It's hard coming back 'cause like...

The hardest part's probably
saying goodbye to your family.

Like walking through the
gates to go into the airport,

or to go through security,
all your family's

just standing there kind of crying,

and then you got to...
you got to make that step.

Once you get through there,
then it's easy to come back.

How was your leave?

It was excellent.

I got to see my family.

I spent more time than I
usually do with my family.

You know, I thought me and my fiancée

were going to have a lot of problems,
and we didn't.

We were arguing a lot
before I went on leave.

Like, I was pretty much...
I was pretty much...

We were both pretty much on the
verge of leaving each other.

It was just a combination
of being stressed out here

and not wanting to get shot
and never seeing your family

and everything and then, you get home,

and it's just like...
you know, you're like, "yes!"

You can go get drunk and fucking have fun

and party out and stuff.

When you go home,

is there someone you talk to about it all?
No, I didn't talk to anyone.

I can't talk to my mother
'cause she worries enough as it is.

And, well, family is just always family.

And I couldn't talk to them.

My stepfather's actually
been in the army before.

He somewhat understands what
I've been going through,

but I didn't want him worrying either,

seeing that I couldn't sleep and...

Just more of a chore for them back at home.

What about, like, friends?

You know, male friends,
like, close friends?

No, I mean... no.

Actually,
I just stayed to myself for the most part.

I went out, had fun,
but didn't really tell anybody

about my problems back here.

See, Hoyt, it's important to remember...

Make sure they get behind cover.

Got eyes on them. You do?

Right above lumber yard.

Say about 100 meters to the
right as you're walking up it.

There is a dude in fucking...

I don't know, maybe BDUs, black. Okay.

He's underneath the tree in the shade?
I think that might be a cow.

But right behind that,
about fucking five feet,

something just popped up over,
looked over here,

and then fucking popped back down.

I guess it's more of... prefer to fight

on my terms type deal.

Like, fighting here and stuff like that,

that'd be perfectly fine with me, but like,

those times where you have to get

in the fucking low ground
and shit like that,

it's like I don't really
look forward to those

as much as I used to.

So this feels pretty good here,
like, we're good?

Yeah, I mean, it's not bad.

I got a tree that is okay.

You got some rocks up there
and shit like that so...

Is there anything about
this you're going to miss?

Shooting people.

It's always fun shooting.

Is there anything you miss about Restrepo?

The firefights, I ain't going to lie.

The firefights... but
we miss the firefights

in Restrepo or in the korengal, period.

I think a lot of us kind
of miss that adrenaline.

And I don't personally talk to astronauts

or you know any kind of extremists,

but until you hear the snap of a bullet

go by your head or hit your head...

There's nothing else like it.

All right, we're getting engaged again,

because our guys are moving.

Fucking blowing my God damn eardrums out!

Toves is fucking having a blast.

Oh, shit!

I'm on fucking fire! Your turn!

Hey, solo! Two on three! Lumber yard!

See any metals, fucking smoke them!

Roger that!

Aye-aye, motherfuckers!

Fuck you!!

Toves!

Come on!

Get some!

You want to fucking...
you want to shoot again, man?

Yeah, but my barrel's kind of hot!

So's mine, dude. So I'm going to
let it cool down for a little bit.

Look at that fucking shit!

That is intense! What the fuck is that?

That was awesome!!

It was a bomb, baby! Whooo!

Look,
fucking dude's over there fucking on fire!

That's the shit, dog!

Aww. That's it?!

Dude, my eyes are so powdery.

That was pretty intense!

I really don't think we
took too many rounds.

It was just fucking awesome
just shooting again.

I think if you ask anybody
about the adrenaline,

that adrenaline rush from those firefights?

It was a feeling that we
got to know quite well,

you know, and got to like.

Some fights go bad, you know,
if you lose friends,

people get hit,
it doesn't feel great at all.

But you know,
when you've had a nice firefight,

stuff was close,
and you know everybody comes back unhit?

You're just like...
you just cheated death, =.

You know, you feel... you just feel great.

And then it's pretty rough

when you go 100 Miles
an hour to a dead halt.

We did everything to deal with the boredom.

We have talked about
everything with each other

that you can talk about
with another person.

Everything.

We'd have a five- or six-hour conversation

about who would win in a fight,
George Clooney or Fabio.

Why did we talk about that for six hours?

I have no clue.

I still say George Clooney would win,

but you're like, damn,
life is getting weird up here.

Just imagine living two feet from somebody

for months at a time and
not being able to get away.

Eventually,
they're gonna get pretty annoying.

They start to smell worse.
They start to sound stupider.

After sitting around,
kind of being boxed up,

you know, it gets... it gets to a person.

And you... you see the guys on edge,

like, "when's the next
round?" Just looking.

The tensions would come from,

"okay, I know they're going
to start shooting at us soon.

Like, we haven't been
shot at for two weeks.

So they're probably storing
up all their ammunition,

all their weapons right now,

and they're going to hit
us hard right now."

For some of us...
I kind of always liked hearing

they're gonna attack
'cause I got to do my job

yeah, I mean, sometimes you just...
you want to fight

so bad just to pass the time.

And the only thing you have to do

is read a book or get into a firefight...

When you don't have that excitement anymore

you got to find stuff to fill its void.

I've been hit!

No, why don't fucking you stay there

where I fucking put you? Roger.

How do we connect to the Korengalis?

That's definitely a hard thing.

I know that we're serving a purpose

besides just killing bad guys.

We are helping that country.

We are helping the local populous.

Providing them with a lot
of things they've never had.

Like sometimes when he lays down,
is it a burning sensation?

Varner.

We come in, they're going to take what

they can get from us, and then,
as soon as the Taliban comes in,

they're going to give them what they want.

But they're a little more
scared of those guys than us.

So I think they play both sides,
and they'll be friendly

to your face, but, you know,
in the end they're...

They're just kind of in the middle,
trying to survive.

I'd like to welcome all
the elders of korengal.

We're going to welcome governor Wahidi,

the governor of Kunar province,

and colonel Ostlund,
the task force rock commander

presiding over the Kunar
province with governor Wahidi.

They're going to talk to you
guys today about security,

about some of the roads
ahead that are going to lead

to a prosperous and safe korengal valley.

Do I respect them?
I don't respect the Korengalis.

Like, when you gather them all up, no.

They're a bunch of liars,
and they didn't want us,

they didn't want our help.

Are there certain individuals in
the korengal that I do respect?

Yes, I believe that they want
it better for their people

and they want it better for their families.

But they were caught between
a rock and a hard place.

Basically, governor, there is a sense

of intimidation in the valley.

We continually get the elders from Chichal,
Kandalay,

and Kamisar saying, "hey,
we're willing to work,

but we need Haji Zalwar Kahn to tell us

that we're allowed to work."

Haji Zalwar Kahn, I don't trust him.

Do I respect him? Yes.

Because I don't know that
I could carry the weight

of all the korengal valley

and be able to play the United States

and the insurgents that can
come in the middle of the night

and knock on his door not carry a weapon,

and I won't know who it is,
and they can do whatever.

And Zalwar Kahn is saying, like..

But we understand that if I go in here

and bark at these people,
I kick in their doors,

and that I do piss them off,

the next time that's gonna
be that many more guns

shooting at me.

And, the instincts of survival are, hey,

if more people hate you, greater chance

that you're gonna not come
out of this thing alive.

I've seen the first guy we brought in,

the oldest of the kids,
and he's always coming through here.

And... I've... he's just shady.

The kid's just shady as shit, and he...

Every time we pass him on the road,

he doesn't want to make eye contact.

He always looks nervous. I don't like him.

I know this dude.

So, what am I supposed to think when...

When the guys are shooting
from where you were

and then from not to far
away from where you were?

About the amount of time
it takes to walk up there.

This is a GSR kit.
It checks for gunpowder residue.

Like,
basically if they've handled any ammunition

any explosive stuff like that.

Basically what we're looking for is...

There'll be little,
tiny blue specks that stand out.

And,
that's the signs that we're looking for.

Right now we're not getting anything.

Hey, sir,
I don't have any hits on any of these.

I mean, they came up clean.
So he could be innocent.

Or just washed your hands.
I don't trust him for...

You know, as far as I can throw him

but you cant do anything if
you don't have any evidence.

It's just like the states, you know?

This whole "going there and
act like their friend" thing

doesn't work, especially when you got,

you know,
the Afghani that we caught trying to put

the roadside bomb in, the IED,

just spitting on us, calling us,
you know, infidel and stuff.

You know,
hearts and minds goes out the window then.

Hearts and minds goes out
the window when you see

the guy shooting at you,
and then he puts his wife

and kids in front of him, knowing full well

that we wont shoot back.

Got some women and
children up on the roof...

Or the guy that shakes our hand,
takes the ten bags of rice

we give him for his family
and the school supplies

and the coats and immediately walks up

the Mountain and shoots an rpg at us,

walks back down then
smiles the next morning

when he's walking his goats.

Fuck his heart and fuck his mind.

We, um, had thoughts about the elders

just lying straight to us
and there was times where

we just wanted to, you know,
beat the shit out of them

and make them tell us the truth.

I mean... now, that's...
I know I'm not the only one

'cause I know someone...
we talked about it.

And the guys...
there was a point with me and the guys

were just talking about, hey, you know,

we should just grab him, kick his ass,

and make him tell us the truth.

Hey, eyes into that valley on those guys

that were down there!

That's where I want you to scan.

We got a spotting scope! Use that on 1705!

There would be the
firefights where we'd see...

Actually see, somebody get killed.

Now look at him. Yeah.

Split him into fucking pieces, man.

Seen the dude running

and then you seen him
blowing into pieces...

We all started cheering.

It's pretty much like a "fuck you" to them.

'Cause every single day
they're trying to kill you

when you're trying to bring
something good into their val...

Into this shitty-ass valley they have.

That has not even running water in it,
really.

And then, after every single
day of them trying to kill you

and then finally you know that
you fucked one of them up,

you're like... it almost makes...

It makes you cheer a little bit.

In your mind you're thinking,
this guy could have,

you know, murdered my friend.

He could be the one that put the bullet

through so and so's head.

He could be the guy that
shot me in the head.

The cheering comes,
I think, from knowing that

that's a person you'll
never have to fight again.

That's a person that's not gonna
attempt to kill you ever again.

And as sick as people
may think it is at home

or people that don't understand it...

Fighting another human being is...

Is not as hard as you'd think
when they're trying to kill you.

You can't kill me, motherfuckers!

This one's for you, America.

For a while there,

I started...

I started thinking that God hates me.

And, like I said,
I'm not religious or anything,

but I felt like there was this hate for me.

'Cause I did... sins, you know? I sinned.

And,
although I would have done it the same way,

everything the same exact way...

I still would feel this way, you know?

I'd still...

And that's the terrible thing of war,
you know?

You do terrible things.

And then you have to live
with them afterwards.

But you'd do them the same
way if you had to go back.

So what do you do? You know.

It's like a fucking...

It's an evil, evil,
evil thing inside your body.

It's like fucking good
versus evil inside there,

and... everyone tells you,

you know, you did a honorable thing.

You did all right. You're all right.

You did... you did what you had to do.

And I just hate that comment.

"Did what you had to do."

'Cause I didn't have to do any of it.

And that's what the fucking thing is.

That's the hardest thing to deal with.

You know, I didn't have to do shit.

I didn't have to go in the army.

I didn't have to become airborne infantry.

I didn't have to do any of that.

But I did, you know?

And, that comment,
"you did what you had to do,"

just drives me insane.

Because is that what God's going to say?

"You did what you had to do, good job"?

Punch you on the shoulder and fucking say,

"welcome to heaven," you know?

I don't think so.

They're 762 ak47 rounds with wings.

Due to the fact that I, got...

You know, took one the head.

Kind of grazed off my helmet.

So they had...

Some angels were watching
that bullet when they

popped me in the head, so I've got my wings

I got this one right here.

That's the good tattoos right there.

These are the things you get drunk

and wake up like, oh, jeez..

When did you get that?

My 18th birthday.

And how long ago was that?

Two years ago.

How come you got it?

Partly because I wanted to
kind of make my dad mad.

'Cause he didn't really want me to get it.

And another because my great
Uncle was in the 101st,

and that was kind of for him.

Do you have any other tattoos?
Or just that one?

Just that one right now.
You going to get any more?

Yeah, I'm going to get the
memorial of everyone who's...

That we lost here.

Sergeant rice has some names on his arm

from his last deployment.

He's going to get another one too, with, -

as far as I know,
he's going to get the quote

from the beginning of "8th of November."

Which is what? It's
- no...

"There's no love greater..."
Er... what is that?

I can't remember it.
You have it on your iPod?

Yes, I do.

Hello, I'm Kris Kristofferson.

On November 8, 1965,
the 173rd airborne brigade

on operation hump, warzone D in Vietnam

were ambushed by over 1,200 VC.

48 American soldiers lost
their lives that day.

Our friend Niles Harris,

retired 25 years, United States army,

was one of the wounded who lived.

This song is his story.

Caught in the action of kill or
be killed... It's coming up.

Greater love hath no man

than to lay down his life for a friend.

That's it.

♪ Said goodbye to his mama ♪

♪ as he left South Dakota ♪

♪ to fight for the red, white and blue ♪

♪ he was 19 and green with a new m-16...
♪

This is from last deployment.

This was the five guys
that were killed in action.

These metal bands right here symbolize

and memorialize the people
that our company lost.

All the way from OEF 6,
actually, until OEF 8.

And they will always be
with me the rest of my life.

And I carry these as a remembrance of them.

I'm... they, this right here

is just a small representation,
but this right here

means a lot to every
soldier within the company,

because every day that they
wake up or every day...

Just like... I got this,

and they're always going
to be attached to me.

And especially for me
being their first sergeant.

It... it's something I
will always remember.

Tell me what outpost Restrepo is named for.

Op Restrepo is named after
our original medic we had,

Pfc Juan Restrepo.

He was a good friend of the platoon.

Real, real wild guy. Everyone liked him.

And when we were handing over Phoenix

to third platoon, the last patrol,

he was sh... he was shot and killed.

How did he die? What happened?

I wasn't out there.

I was at op3 when Restrepo got hit.

And we were getting food.

And sergeant Rentis came in there,

and all like... a couple of the guys

that were out on patrol with
him were in the chow hall.

Well, the old one, and, he's like...

He's like, "yeah, he didn't make it."

And I'm like, "who was it?"

And he's like...
he's like, "it was Restrepo."

And right then I just...

I just broke down and
started crying right there.

It was like... probably just crushed me.

It was just pretty bad.

And then...

Is it a good thing that this place

has been named after him up here?

Yeah. Yeah.

Here, sir!

Staff sergeant Ortiz!

Here, sir!

Pfc Restrepo!

Pfc Juan Restrepo!

Pfc Juan S. Restrepo!

Ready! Aim!

Fire!

Ready! Aim!

Fire!

Ready! Aim!

Fire!

We did the ceremony, we all walked away,

and there's this little room.

Like,
you notice it when you're coming off the LZ

in blessing, kind of going in to blessing,

there's a little guard post,
a little itty-bity room.

Our whole platoon was
just squeezed into there

'cause we didn't want
to see any of us crying.

But we we're all sitting there,

just no one talking to each other,
just upset.

And then, when you like, you...
before you deploy,

you have this blue book you fill out.

It's just a bunch of information
about how you want to be buried,

who you want notified first,

who you want to notify your family,

and then how do you want your memorial.

So he picked out his song...

You get to pick out what
songs you want played.

So we're all really upset
and all of a sudden,

the song "I will survive"
comes on in Spanish,

and he'd requested that if he died,

and we all just start laughing.

I jumped on that one.

Hey, Vaughn, those are our mortars.

So you don't have to worry.

Kind of scared me a little bit.

Yeah, I was kind of scared, too.

I kind of pooped a little.

I didn't really poop, but...

It did scare me a little bit.

Just tell my family I love them.

All right, nice knowing you.

I know you, you'll tell my mom,
but that's about it?

Yeah I'll tell her after.

I think right now, you know,
after 15 months of this place,

not saying that I couldn't
do another deployment.

Just don't want to do another deployment,
you know?

And I just want to,
sort of hang out with my family.

You know I have a 2-year old niece

I haven't even...
seen only a handful of times.

I miss my family.

Miss my dad. Miss my mom.

You know, my ol...
younger sister almost died.

You know, a lot of... a lot of things going

in your brain, you know,
when that shit goes on

and you can't be by their side so...

'Cause, I've built my lifestyle
for the last 12 months here

getting shot at, you know?

So I'm just going to take me time to...

Work that out, you know?

And then it's going to
take a while for me to get

"Un-hooha," if you know what I'm saying.

And then finding a job and being happy

and all that crap

see a lot of... a lot of worries.

They all move

to like different spots
for a test-fire action?

Would have been cool if they all
test fired at the same areas.

What's gonna happen down there?

What's going to happen?

Shooting of some sort? I think? Possibly?

Again? Yeah, again.

Nice. Nice cape.

Oh, it's hailing, dude!

Aw, nice!

What a fuckin' retard!

My damn pecker got nailed!

I hate this stupid weather. Is that hail?

Yeah. Fucking awesome.

The brothers we lost
actually hit me pretty hard.

My shit's getting wet.

I think about the guys that went down.

And there was a time where actually

I didn't care about anything.

I didn't care about getting
shot or if I died over there.

That's how bad it got,
to a point it took...

Quite a few people to actually
try to pick me back up.

And that was months after that.

There was times where I
would actually shoot back

and not duck.

I wouldn't even be doing what I should know

I should of been doing the right thing.

I would... I would run into open
not caring or would just walk,

and I would be getting
chewed out by a team leader

or a squad leader you know,
"hurry up, get behind cover,"

and I still wouldn't... didn't care.

I didn't care if I died or not.

I started doing what I was supposed to

after I got a talk from
one of the guys telling me,

"if you go down, you have to
think about the bigger picture."

There's a possibility that
when they come and get me

in the open, someone else could get shot.

And it just got me thinking.

And I started paying attention a bit more

and actually started doing the right thing.

I wouldn't say I was caring much,
but I was just doing it,

doing it for them, not for me.

This is to certify

that the President of the
United States of America

has awarded the bronze star
medal to private first class

Miguel Cortez for exceptional

and valorous actions during
operation enduring freedom

while assigned as a rifleman in
the 2nd platoon, battle company,

2nd battalion, five-oh-third infantry.

Private first class
Cortez's unwavering courage,

aggressiveness,
and leadership while under fire

were decisive to his company
defeating an enemy attack.

Private first class Cortez's
performance reflects

great credit upon himself,
task force bayonet,

combined joint task force 1-oh-1,

and the United States central command.

Hey, man, how'd that feel?

Awesome! Felt good?

Felt good.
Yeah, you guys looked proud up there.

Well, of course. We accomplished something.

We got recognized for it.

I'm happy.
And you didn't start crying or anything?

No, no, I'm not sentimental like that.

I don't break down or anything.

I'm a soldier through and through.

All right, congratulations. Thanks, man.

We got the new unit's company XO

and their company commander coming in,

learning that their life's gonna
suck for the next 15 months.

You see the one with the real white, like,

clean roof over it?
It's kind of like a "U" almost?

Yeah, that's the house I was
telling you about with sadiq.

Across the river you see that
other house over there? Right.

That's what they call the ghost house.

Today, doing a movement to contact down

to the village of Karingal,
which is this second

to last one you guys can see down here.

Talk to villagers, IO themes,
gain atmospherics,

and then introduce you guys to the AO.

My guys here explain to them what we do,
why we're doing it,

and if you guys are confused,
ask them questions.

Battle base viper-six-one-Romeo
prepare to copy op-co, over.

Now what do I tell them?

When they say "Roger,
send it" you send them up the grid.

This right here is lieutenant G.

He's going to be taking my place.

He's going to be the commander
here for the next year or so.

He knows about your concerns.
He knows about your issues.

They'll shoot at you from in Marasta naw.

They'll shoot at you from Donga,

and they'll shoot at you from Darbat.

I don't know of a village,
except for Ali Abad

and Babeyal, that hasn't shot at me.

Tell them I'm going home after this.

So stay safe.

No fucking way! I'm smashing this guitar.

I'm sorry, dude,
I told you I was smashing this guitar.

You're smashing it? Oh, yeah!

Hey, we're smashing the guitar.
Out front here. Where?

Why? Because I said I was going
to and I don't fucking lie.

Go be a rock star.

Alright.

Here we go. This is awesome.

Wow! That thing really came apart.

PTSD!

I got lucky man, what can I say?

Hell no!

Get the fuck outta here early.

Hopefully get home before
the end of the month.

Isn't that right, Walker? Yes, sir.

The greatest thing that we did is I think

we put together a group of
soldiers and brothers that....

Can look at themselves in
the mirror at night and know

that they didn't shamelessly
kill anybody or cause any harm.

And then, number two,
that they did everything

that they could down there
to bring those people...

I don't want to say joy or happiness,

but to bring those people
into the 20th or 21st century.

And I think that they
can sleep well at night

knowing that they did
something out there that,

you know, wasn't illegal, number one,

and they don't have demons
inside because of it.

Go back there and enjoy yourself,
you've earned it.

And we haven't left anywhere
until the aircraft shows up.

I know you just sitting here
waiting for the aircraft.

And if the aircraft doesn't show up,

I'll just give you some more ammo

and we just go on another patrol.

All right? Hooah?

Hooah. All right, take care of yourselves.

All our guys are starting to leave already,

going different places,
getting out of the army.

It's heartbreaking.
You'll never have that back.

And you see the new guys
come in and you just...

You can't look at them the same.

Even if they've done more combat than you,

if they've come from somewhere
else they're still not...

They're still not your brother.

They're not that guy.

They've been there when any of us

have almost lost our lives.

I would do anything for them.

I would walk across the country
to help them change a tire,

in a heartbeat.

I get in scuffles with my family,
my girlfriend,

and, you know, when you spend too much time

with, you know, your friends,
or so on and so forth

it's like, well, you'll never understand.

It's not your position to understand.

Um, I might have, you know...

You may have your family's blood
running through your veins.

You know, you didn't shed it with them.

I will never be as close

with anybody else in the world,

unless I get married someday, or whatever.

But I'll never have that, you know,

the bond of friendship,
I guess, with anybody else.

We're closer than family would be.

I mean, I like me,
I told them time and time again

if a grenade went off and I
know there was no other choice,

I would actually throw myself on a grenade.

And the guys know that I
would without hesitation.

You make a conscious decision to say

I'm willing to die for this guy.

And that's a hell of a statement for a guy

you've known two years.

I love my wife.
I love spending time with her.

I like to see my mom.

But if I could get on a
bird right now and go back,

yeah, I would.

All right, let's get up there.