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Remember how I told you
my parents drop in
unannounced?
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Mm.
I just got a text.
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They are coming here
tomorrow.
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Okay.
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It's not "okay," Shaun,
it's an ambush.
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My parents
don't come to visit,
they come to judge.
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They hate everyone I date,
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which means
they're gonna ask you
a ton of awkward questions.
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It's going to be
uncomfortable.
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Very.
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Okay.
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You hate surprises.
Why aren't you
more thrown by this?
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Because it's not
a surprise.
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They're behaving exactly
the way you said.
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So a disaster is fine
as long as it's
a predictable disaster?
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A disaster
implies consequences.
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We're adults.
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Why would it matter
what your parents think?
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I don't know,
because they're parents.
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Doesn't it bother you
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that your grumpy
second dad Glassman
still doesn't like me?
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Dr. Glassman likes you.
No, he doesn't.
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(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
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I have to go.
Fine.
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But I'm gonna text you
some talking points.
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Mostly subjects to avoid.
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And it's gonna be
a very long list.
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(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
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How long
has she had this wound?
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Uh...
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She fell off the vault
two months ago.
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Oh. Slow healing
and signs of oral bruising.
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Are you
on a restricted diet?
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Coach put me
on a performance diet.
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High protein, high fiber.
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I can show you
her training log.
It's very standard stuff.
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(CHUCKLES)
Although the noodles
that she likes,
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they did a number
on my stomach, too.
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What noodles?
Konjac.
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Girls on the squad eat them
all the time.
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Konjac noodles
were banned in Australia
several years ago.
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They're dangerous,
basically indigestible.
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We will get
another doctor
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to assess your symptoms
and do a workup.
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But we need to get Darya
to Imaging right away.
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I review my schedule,
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starting
with the last appointment
and working backwards.
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It's an effective
technique.
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You might want
to write this down.
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Uncle Marcus,
we had a deal.
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No special attention.
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That deal's off.
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Livvy, you're struggling,
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and I can't sit on
the sidelines anymore.
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But special treatment
from my uncle,
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it's only going
to make things worse.
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I owe it to you,
and I owe it to this hospital.
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I know you have
unique talent.
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So you've noticed
both that I'm screwing up
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and that I have
unique talent?
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I noticed the talent
long before you started here.
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Aunt Tilly's
annual barbecue.
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You gave this to me
when you were five years old.
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And that moment,
I knew you were special.
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CLAIRE: Hmm.
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Giant mass of fiber blocking
entry to her intestines.
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Her blood tests
also show low calcium
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and other nutritional
deficiencies.
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Can I see
the 3D reconstructed images?
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(MACHINE BEEPS)
It's unlikely
to pass on its own.
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We'll have to break it up
and remove it endoscopically.
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She also needs
to quit gymnastics.
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She has severe osteoporosis
with compression fractures
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in almost all
of the thoracic vertebrae.
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Huh.
Interesting.
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She is a 14-year-old girl
with the bone density
of an 80-year-old woman.
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(THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
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SHAUN:
You have kyphoscoliosis,
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caused by insufficient diet
and overtraining.
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We need to
surgically stabilize
across the deformity
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to prevent the spine
from failure and paralysis.
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Spinal fusion...
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That means that
she can't compete, right?
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Yes.
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And the Games,
they're less than a year away.
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Could we wait until after
to have the surgery?
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If left untreated,
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there's a 20% chance
of progression,
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which could lead
to respiratory failure
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and death.
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(SIGHS)
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It's your call.
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I take risks every day.
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I'm not giving up
my dream.
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(SIGHS) You're 14.
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It's not your call.
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Her mother passed away
when she was a baby.
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And my father just told you
it's my decision.
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Coach is my dad.
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Do what you need to do
to clear the blockage,
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but leave her spine alone.
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CLAIRE: She wants
to risk her life for a trophy,
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and her dad
is okay with that.
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I mean, that has to be
some form of abuse.
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This hospital is
not gonna win a lawsuit
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against a caring father
who supports
his daughter's dreams.
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All you can do
is pull him aside
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and try to convince him
to be responsible.
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(CHUCKLES) Yeah.
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Convincing people
to be responsible
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has not been
my strong suit lately.
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We're not still talking about
Coach Dad, are we?
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You've been avoiding me.
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I've been busy.
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Recovering from
a motorcycle accident
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that you lied about?
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There's nothing
to tell.
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I hit a patch
of wet pavement.
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Well, Audrey... (SIGHS)
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You have PTSD.
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I'm dealing with it.
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I don't think you are.
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Well, I also have a truckload
of other things to deal with,
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including the annual
surgical fundraiser
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Glassman just dumped
in my lap.
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Yeah, parties,
they're important.
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I'm dealing with it.
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Mm.
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How long have you had
the severe heartburn?
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Uh, six months,
maybe a year.
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BP is 142 over 90.
That's a little high.
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Yeah, well, Darya and I travel
a lot for competition.
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I don't take care
of myself.
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Prioritizing your work
over health is a bad idea.
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For you and your daughter.
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Thank you.
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But may I kindly remind you,
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how long are the shifts
that you doctors work?
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High stress, no sleep.
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When something is important,
huh, you give it all you got.
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True. But we're adults.
Darya's not.
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Yeah, but she's very different
from other girls her age.
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I mean, Darya,
she works her butt off.
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She's earned
my r... Respect.
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You okay?
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Oh, I'm feeling
some kind of chest pain.
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(MONITOR ALARM)
His oxygen sat
and pressure's dropping.
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(GASPING)
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Possible MI, lung problem,
or aortic aneurysm.
Secure his airway.
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Poor perfusion.
I think he's septic.
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And vitals aren't improving.
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Might be
a spontaneous pneumothorax
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and trapped air
in his chest.
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No, his chest would sound
like a kettle drum.
There's fluid in there.
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Give me a blade, curved clamp,
and a chest tube.
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Boerhaave syndrome
is easily misdiagnosed.
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Nice catch
with the percussion technique.
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You may have saved
this man's life.
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(MONITOR BEEPING)
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Give me more retraction.
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These tissue planes
are terrible.
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We're gonna have
to debride the mediastinum.
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There's too much damage
to repair the esophagus
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without risking
a chronic fistula.
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The ongoing leakage
into his chest
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means it would just be
a matter of time
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before he dies
from an infection.
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The safest approach
would be to permanently divert
the esophagus.
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And he'd have to
eat through a tube
for the rest of his life.
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But I don't
see a better option.
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In 24 hours, with
broad spectrum antibiotics
and drains,
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the infection could clear
and give us more options.
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Which buys everyone time
to come up with another
brilliant win.
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ASHER: Does she really
call her own father "Coach"?
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He is her coach.
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What do you call
your father?
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Abba.
Pass.
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Frank.
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That's his name.
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Mm.
Do you respect
any traditions?
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Not random ones.
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Why should we create labels
for things that
already have names?
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It's not just what
Darya calls her dad,
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it's how they act
with each other.
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They're like coworkers.
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That doesn't
sound bad.
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If I were meeting
Lea's co-workers tomorrow,
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she would be
much less anxious.
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Family is supposed
to make you anxious.
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Introducing a new boyfriend
to your parents,
it's a big deal.
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It's a rite of passage.
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(MONITOR ALARM)
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Polymorphic ventricular
arrhythmia.
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Torsade de Pointes.
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We need magnesium sulfate
two grams IV.
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(ALARM CONTINUES)
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Heart rate's 170.
She's not responding.
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Move in
the defibrillator.
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(DEFIBRILLATOR WHIRS)
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Charged to 100 joules.
Clear.
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(DEFIBRILLATOR THUMPS)
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(ALARM STOPS, BEEPING RESUMES)
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Did we do something
wrong?
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No.
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Which is puzzling.
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Mistakes by
first-year residents
are expected,
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but cardiac arrhythmia
in a 14-year-old
is definitely unexpected.
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I was gonna ask
if you wanted a ride,
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but if you're
working late...
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Twenty hours
to figure this out.
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You sure you want
to waste one of them
driving home and back?
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I think while I drive.
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Not as well.
Not in the car.
Not at home.
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Too comfortable,
too many distractions.
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Better to buckle down here,
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where, as a bonus,
your colleagues can see you.
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(SCOFFS)
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I was under the impression
that results
are more important
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than how a doctor
is perceived.
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And Jordan is running rings
around you there, too.
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Results don't matter
if you can't make
people listen.
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Is that why
you didn't want to perform
the esophageal diversion?
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You didn't hear me?
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(EXHALES SHARPLY)
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I made a decision
for the good of the patient.
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Now,
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it's up to you
to prove me right.
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(DOOR OPENS)
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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She has
a prolonged QT interval
and sporadic extra beats.
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Okay,
I'm gonna get the newbies
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to recheck the renal panel
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and order endocrine
and genetic studies.
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I already did.
Also a tox and drug screen.
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Are you okay?
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Mm.
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Lea's scared.
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Mm.
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Then I should
prepare myself.
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There is
definitely something about me
her parents won't like.
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No, Shaun.
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You are who you are.
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Who you are is great.
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You've been preparing for this
your entire life.
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When you do
something important
for the first time,
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like surgery,
you practice.
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I should practice
meeting her parents.
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Mm, how?
It's not like
there's a simulator
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for learning how to navigate
awkward social interactions.
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00:11:53,802 --> 00:11:54,803
There is.
251
00:11:56,270 --> 00:11:58,172
But I need pizza.
252
00:12:02,210 --> 00:12:03,177
Hmm.
253
00:12:05,546 --> 00:12:08,716
Shaun, I'd like you
to meet my parents,
Pam and Mike.
254
00:12:08,850 --> 00:12:11,052
(SOFT JAZZ PLAYING)
255
00:12:11,185 --> 00:12:12,486
Hi, Pam.
256
00:12:14,022 --> 00:12:15,589
Hi, Mike.
257
00:12:16,891 --> 00:12:19,427
(CHEWING)
258
00:12:22,530 --> 00:12:24,132
Lea tells us you're a doctor.
What specialty?
259
00:12:24,265 --> 00:12:25,666
I am a surgeon.
260
00:12:25,800 --> 00:12:28,202
What a shame.
I hear surgeons are arrogant
and overrated.
261
00:12:30,504 --> 00:12:31,472
DR. GLASSMAN: Okay.
262
00:12:31,605 --> 00:12:32,941
Morgan, I'm sorry,
263
00:12:33,074 --> 00:12:34,508
but can you just
give it a rest
for half a second?
264
00:12:34,642 --> 00:12:36,444
I'm in character.
Please address me as Pam.
265
00:12:37,045 --> 00:12:38,046
(CLEARS THROAT)
266
00:12:39,881 --> 00:12:42,016
I read recently that,
while you're sleeping,
267
00:12:42,150 --> 00:12:44,052
you accidentally eat
eight spiders every year.
268
00:12:48,622 --> 00:12:50,258
Yes.
269
00:12:50,391 --> 00:12:53,995
And I read that, sometimes,
they lay eggs in your stomach,
270
00:12:54,128 --> 00:12:56,130
and then
you can have thousands
of spiders...
271
00:12:56,264 --> 00:12:57,231
Shaun.
272
00:12:57,365 --> 00:12:58,766
You said not
to disagree with him
273
00:12:58,900 --> 00:13:00,634
when he says something wrong
and pointless.
274
00:13:00,768 --> 00:13:02,270
I didn't tell you
to agree with him,
275
00:13:02,403 --> 00:13:04,638
because that only gives him
more wrong
and pointless things.
276
00:13:04,772 --> 00:13:05,773
(LIQUID POURING)
277
00:13:05,907 --> 00:13:08,642
Good.
That's helpful.
278
00:13:10,078 --> 00:13:11,145
Let's continue.
279
00:13:12,947 --> 00:13:14,949
Did you know that Arizona
doesn't have
Daylight Savings Time?
280
00:13:15,083 --> 00:13:16,250
Saving.
281
00:13:18,419 --> 00:13:21,555
It's "saving," not "savings."
That's grammatic...
282
00:13:25,927 --> 00:13:29,263
Wh...
How am I supposed to know
what is pointless?
283
00:13:29,397 --> 00:13:30,598
Facts are facts.
284
00:13:30,731 --> 00:13:32,666
Okay, okay, okay.
This isn't gonna work.
285
00:13:32,800 --> 00:13:34,635
We could spend
the rest of the evening
286
00:13:34,768 --> 00:13:38,172
teaching Shaun
the fine but trivial art
of how to finesse trivia.
287
00:13:38,306 --> 00:13:39,640
But the real problem
288
00:13:39,773 --> 00:13:41,809
isn't gonna be small talk
and family bickering.
289
00:13:41,943 --> 00:13:44,078
The real problem is
what happens
when Lea's parents
290
00:13:44,212 --> 00:13:47,281
express real concerns
about their daughter?
291
00:13:47,415 --> 00:13:50,051
What concerns?
Concerns
any parent would have.
292
00:13:50,184 --> 00:13:51,852
You two barely
know each other,
293
00:13:51,986 --> 00:13:53,687
you haven't been dating
very long,
now you're living together.
294
00:13:53,821 --> 00:13:56,190
This relationship
is moving too fast.
295
00:13:58,993 --> 00:14:00,361
You're wrong.
296
00:14:00,494 --> 00:14:03,497
I thought you said
we shouldn't argue
with your dad.
297
00:14:03,631 --> 00:14:06,867
That wasn't my dad.
That was 100% Glassy.
298
00:14:07,001 --> 00:14:10,471
You can't prepare
for how these evenings
can go wrong.
299
00:14:10,604 --> 00:14:12,240
Families are full
of surprises.
300
00:14:12,373 --> 00:14:13,341
Like how
you don't like Lea.
301
00:14:22,550 --> 00:14:24,986
(CLEARS THROAT)
I never actually
said that.
302
00:14:26,687 --> 00:14:28,322
(SCOFFS)
303
00:14:38,866 --> 00:14:40,734
(FOOTSTEPS APPROACH)
304
00:14:40,868 --> 00:14:42,336
Wow.
A first-year all-nighter.
305
00:14:43,337 --> 00:14:44,838
Brings back memories.
306
00:14:44,973 --> 00:14:46,207
Not of myself, of course,
307
00:14:46,340 --> 00:14:48,476
but of the losers who thought
staying up all night
308
00:14:48,609 --> 00:14:50,778
drooling on their laptops
made them look like
better doctors.
309
00:14:52,746 --> 00:14:55,916
So, cure cancer yet?
310
00:14:56,050 --> 00:14:59,353
I'm trying to find
a new way to repair
a ruptured esophagus.
311
00:14:59,487 --> 00:15:02,823
"Fundic reinforcement
with intercostal muscle flap."
312
00:15:02,957 --> 00:15:05,859
Pretty cutting-edge stuff.
But why not go with diversion?
It's a lot safer.
313
00:15:05,994 --> 00:15:08,729
Because "safe"
is ordinary and boring.
Like me.
314
00:15:09,697 --> 00:15:11,499
My uncle thinks
I need a win.
315
00:15:11,632 --> 00:15:14,635
And the only way to do that
is to be impressive,
like Jordan.
316
00:15:15,703 --> 00:15:16,437
Makes sense.
317
00:15:17,905 --> 00:15:19,107
You agree?
318
00:15:19,240 --> 00:15:22,076
That Dr. Allen
is impressive? Yeah.
319
00:15:22,210 --> 00:15:23,444
And everybody knows that
320
00:15:23,577 --> 00:15:26,380
because Dr. Allen makes sure
everybody knows that.
321
00:15:26,514 --> 00:15:29,883
She and your uncle are cut
from the same fashionably
high-end cloth.
322
00:15:30,018 --> 00:15:31,285
So, I don't just need to be
a better doctor,
323
00:15:31,419 --> 00:15:32,486
I need to be
a different person.
324
00:15:32,620 --> 00:15:33,721
Wow.
325
00:15:33,854 --> 00:15:35,556
You might want to start
by being a person
326
00:15:35,689 --> 00:15:37,258
who feels a little less sorry
for themselves.
327
00:15:39,693 --> 00:15:41,929
Either you're an awkward,
inconsistent loner
328
00:15:42,063 --> 00:15:44,732
who's irritatingly apologetic
about your best qualities,
329
00:15:44,865 --> 00:15:46,734
or you're a quietly
brilliant surgeon
330
00:15:46,867 --> 00:15:48,536
whom others ignore
at their own peril.
331
00:15:48,669 --> 00:15:49,803
If you're the first one,
332
00:15:49,937 --> 00:15:51,739
quit now
and stop wasting resources.
333
00:15:51,872 --> 00:15:53,774
But if you're the second,
be that.
334
00:15:57,545 --> 00:15:59,213
Maybe a little louder.
335
00:16:02,316 --> 00:16:04,285
(PAPERS RUSTLE)
336
00:16:09,923 --> 00:16:13,261
(INHALES AND EXHALES SHARPLY)
337
00:16:13,394 --> 00:16:15,829
CLAIRE:
Where should we start?
338
00:16:15,963 --> 00:16:19,833
Centerpieces,
appetizers,
color schemes?
339
00:16:19,967 --> 00:16:22,436
Please tell me
that you're at a hotel
in the middle of the day
340
00:16:22,570 --> 00:16:24,038
because you're
having an affair.
341
00:16:24,172 --> 00:16:25,439
There were no surgeries
scheduled,
342
00:16:25,573 --> 00:16:27,575
so I decided
to volunteer to help.
343
00:16:27,708 --> 00:16:29,277
How helpful.
Hmm.
344
00:16:29,410 --> 00:16:31,712
We can get the job done
in half the time
345
00:16:31,845 --> 00:16:33,447
and still
have time to talk.
346
00:16:35,149 --> 00:16:36,950
Or we can just talk.
347
00:16:37,085 --> 00:16:38,852
I am not a 14-year-old girl
348
00:16:38,986 --> 00:16:41,021
whose next backflip
could kill her, Claire.
349
00:16:41,155 --> 00:16:42,323
I don't need saving.
350
00:16:45,859 --> 00:16:48,196
What do you think
about twinkle lights?
351
00:16:48,329 --> 00:16:49,963
Too prom?
352
00:16:55,769 --> 00:16:56,870
ENRIQUE: Our tests show that
your heart problems
353
00:16:57,004 --> 00:16:58,806
are being caused
by excess estrogen levels.
354
00:16:58,939 --> 00:17:01,242
ASHER: And we want to know
how it got in your system.
355
00:17:01,375 --> 00:17:03,477
Medication?
A supplement?
356
00:17:03,611 --> 00:17:06,180
Coach gave you
my training logs.
You know as much as I do.
357
00:17:08,582 --> 00:17:11,252
We also know that you're in
a very competitive sport,
358
00:17:11,385 --> 00:17:13,687
so maybe there's something
you're taking that's not
on the training log.
359
00:17:13,821 --> 00:17:15,589
If you are, we can't
divulge that to anyone.
360
00:17:15,723 --> 00:17:16,757
You think I'm doping?
361
00:17:17,891 --> 00:17:19,193
No way.
362
00:17:19,327 --> 00:17:21,162
If your coach
is pressuring you...
He's not.
363
00:17:23,331 --> 00:17:25,899
I'm sure
it's a one-time thing.
364
00:17:26,033 --> 00:17:27,501
Keep monitoring me.
I'll be fine.
365
00:17:29,036 --> 00:17:31,872
Darya, you've made
your dreams come true
366
00:17:32,005 --> 00:17:35,008
by being stubborn,
being relentless,
367
00:17:35,143 --> 00:17:36,910
and just making
things happen,
368
00:17:37,044 --> 00:17:40,080
but that's not
how your heart works.
Or your spine.
369
00:17:40,214 --> 00:17:41,515
She's not being stubborn.
370
00:17:45,052 --> 00:17:46,920
It is going to go away,
isn't it?
371
00:17:48,522 --> 00:17:50,023
Because you are
taking something.
372
00:17:53,194 --> 00:17:54,695
And now you're
going to stop.
373
00:17:59,833 --> 00:18:01,702
Which means that it wasn't
performance enhancing.
374
00:18:03,036 --> 00:18:04,238
What is it for?
375
00:18:08,542 --> 00:18:11,512
You took drugs
for boobs?
376
00:18:11,645 --> 00:18:13,647
The girl on YouTube said
it would make them bigger.
377
00:18:13,781 --> 00:18:15,616
Phytoestrogens used
in herbal remedies
378
00:18:15,749 --> 00:18:17,885
can cause swelling
in breast tissue,
379
00:18:18,018 --> 00:18:20,254
but there are potentially
dangerous side effects.
380
00:18:21,522 --> 00:18:22,523
What the hell
were you thinking?
381
00:18:22,656 --> 00:18:23,957
I didn't know
it would make me sick.
382
00:18:26,327 --> 00:18:28,596
I got tired of hearing
the boys on the men's team
383
00:18:28,729 --> 00:18:29,730
talking about women
with curves...
384
00:18:29,863 --> 00:18:33,167
What if it showed up
on a drug test?
385
00:18:33,301 --> 00:18:35,669
What if you got banned
from the Olympics?
386
00:18:35,803 --> 00:18:37,705
It's natural. It doesn't mess
with performance.
387
00:18:37,838 --> 00:18:39,707
Other girls...
I don't care
about other girls,
388
00:18:39,840 --> 00:18:41,742
and I didn't think that
you cared about other girls.
389
00:18:41,875 --> 00:18:43,244
Are you... (SIGHS)
390
00:18:45,112 --> 00:18:48,416
I can't believe that you're
willing to risk everything
391
00:18:49,583 --> 00:18:53,387
for something so childish.
392
00:18:53,521 --> 00:18:55,323
It's not childish.
393
00:18:55,456 --> 00:18:56,757
I give a lot to my sport.
394
00:18:58,526 --> 00:18:59,993
I just wanted
something for me.
395
00:19:03,331 --> 00:19:04,598
You're not an adult.
396
00:19:07,601 --> 00:19:08,602
Mm.
397
00:19:12,640 --> 00:19:14,642
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
398
00:19:21,282 --> 00:19:23,351
Fix her heart
399
00:19:23,484 --> 00:19:25,586
and her spine.
400
00:19:25,719 --> 00:19:28,589
(STAMMERS) What?
You can't do that.
Are you punishing me?
401
00:19:28,722 --> 00:19:30,524
I'm doing my job.
402
00:19:33,093 --> 00:19:35,162
I'm your father,
and we're a family,
403
00:19:35,296 --> 00:19:37,865
and it is my job
to make good decisions
when you won't.
404
00:19:39,967 --> 00:19:42,336
(VOICE BREAKING) Since when
is being my father your job?
405
00:19:44,338 --> 00:19:47,040
We never do anything
but talk about gymnastics,
not even Mom.
406
00:19:49,310 --> 00:19:51,912
If you didn't think I needed
my father after she died,
why start now?
407
00:19:52,045 --> 00:19:52,846
Darya...
408
00:19:56,817 --> 00:20:00,187
I'm calling the team lawyer
and filing for emancipation.
409
00:20:00,321 --> 00:20:02,923
You think I can't make
my own decisions?
Try this one.
410
00:20:04,224 --> 00:20:05,726
You're fired, Coach.
411
00:20:27,981 --> 00:20:29,583
DR. PARK:
We could try T-tubes.
412
00:20:29,717 --> 00:20:30,918
Using them results
in the formation
413
00:20:31,051 --> 00:20:32,920
of a controlled fistula
and route for drainage.
414
00:20:33,053 --> 00:20:34,888
Interesting.
But the patient
would still have
415
00:20:35,022 --> 00:20:37,190
a long recovery
and chance of reinfection.
What else?
416
00:20:37,325 --> 00:20:38,892
I found some
very interesting research
417
00:20:39,026 --> 00:20:40,861
on endoscopic
vacuum therapy.
418
00:20:40,994 --> 00:20:43,831
It's under investigation
for the management
of esophageal leaks.
419
00:20:43,964 --> 00:20:47,034
Definitely innovative,
Dr. Allen,
but a little too much so.
420
00:20:47,167 --> 00:20:48,969
This concept hasn't even gone
through clinical trials yet,
421
00:20:49,102 --> 00:20:50,704
and we need to
perform surgery today.
422
00:20:53,674 --> 00:20:55,142
Dr. Jackson,
you've been quiet.
423
00:20:59,079 --> 00:21:01,749
I was thinking about
fundic reinforcement.
424
00:21:01,882 --> 00:21:04,051
My idea is to use
the patient's own good tissue
425
00:21:04,184 --> 00:21:06,086
to reinforce
the primary closure.
426
00:21:06,219 --> 00:21:09,222
In this case,
using the stomach
as the patch.
427
00:21:09,357 --> 00:21:11,291
Like the way
we use a skin graft
for third-degree burns.
428
00:21:14,395 --> 00:21:16,897
Well, he'd be at risk
of a diaphragmatic hernia.
429
00:21:17,030 --> 00:21:20,934
Not if we cinch up
the lower esophageal sphincter
with a fundoplasty.
430
00:21:33,080 --> 00:21:33,814
(GLASS THUDS)
431
00:21:42,255 --> 00:21:43,323
Mm.
432
00:21:45,258 --> 00:21:48,128
Shaun, Lea tells us
you're a doctor.
What's your specialty?
433
00:21:49,397 --> 00:21:51,098
I am a surgeon.
434
00:21:51,231 --> 00:21:54,267
But we are not all arrogant.
Though many of us are.
435
00:21:54,402 --> 00:21:56,336
I'm still not sure
if that's good or bad.
436
00:21:58,906 --> 00:21:59,840
(CLEARS THROAT)
437
00:22:00,974 --> 00:22:01,942
(CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY)
438
00:22:02,710 --> 00:22:04,478
Is it hard?
For you?
439
00:22:07,114 --> 00:22:08,716
I mean,
it's a difficult job.
440
00:22:08,849 --> 00:22:10,384
Shaun is excellent
at his job.
441
00:22:12,085 --> 00:22:13,787
(SIGHS)
442
00:22:17,057 --> 00:22:18,325
So, how do you feel
about vaccines?
443
00:22:18,459 --> 00:22:19,960
(SOFTLY) Oh, my God.
444
00:22:20,093 --> 00:22:22,195
Because, uh,
they worry me.
445
00:22:22,329 --> 00:22:24,698
They don't worry me.
446
00:22:24,832 --> 00:22:25,799
Oh.
Really?
447
00:22:25,933 --> 00:22:27,568
Because we've read
a lot of stuff.
448
00:22:27,701 --> 00:22:29,770
Especially since Lea
told us about you.
449
00:22:29,903 --> 00:22:32,606
Vaccines don't
cause autism, Mom.
450
00:22:32,740 --> 00:22:33,507
Want to talk
about religion now?
451
00:22:33,641 --> 00:22:34,842
(CHUCKLES)
452
00:22:34,975 --> 00:22:37,010
(SOFTLY) I think that
that was on the list
453
00:22:37,144 --> 00:22:39,146
of things
not to talk about.
Mm.
454
00:22:39,279 --> 00:22:40,213
Lea wrote you a list?
455
00:22:40,347 --> 00:22:41,882
Dad.
Well...
456
00:22:42,015 --> 00:22:44,818
Honestly, Lea, if we're
so impossible to talk to,
why even have us here?
457
00:22:45,953 --> 00:22:46,820
Hemorrhoid surgery.
458
00:22:48,956 --> 00:22:51,324
Excuse me?
Want more wine?
459
00:22:51,459 --> 00:22:52,826
I removed a hemorrhoid
460
00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:54,995
from a patient with
terminal cancer.
461
00:22:55,128 --> 00:22:57,598
He only had
a few months to live,
and nothing would change that,
462
00:22:57,731 --> 00:22:59,900
but the surgery did make him
more comfortable.
463
00:23:03,704 --> 00:23:06,206
I suggest
we treat this evening
like hemorrhoid surgery.
464
00:23:06,339 --> 00:23:07,841
(SIGHS)
465
00:23:09,209 --> 00:23:10,611
(CHUCKLES)
466
00:23:13,514 --> 00:23:15,215
Now, that's...
That's a good point.
467
00:23:15,348 --> 00:23:18,251
(BOTH LAUGH)
468
00:23:18,385 --> 00:23:20,554
You don't have to give him
any more lists.
Let him talk.
469
00:23:20,688 --> 00:23:22,656
I like this guy.
(CHUCKLES)
470
00:23:22,790 --> 00:23:24,357
Okay.
471
00:23:25,693 --> 00:23:27,027
To hemorrhoid surgery.
472
00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,428
MIKE: (CHUCKLES)
To hemorrhoid surgery.
473
00:23:28,562 --> 00:23:30,564
(GLASSES CLINK)
474
00:23:30,698 --> 00:23:34,034
** Everybody's feeling
warm and bright
475
00:23:34,167 --> 00:23:36,504
** It's such a fine
and natural sight
476
00:23:36,637 --> 00:23:38,772
(SIGHS)
I went.
477
00:23:38,906 --> 00:23:41,742
** Everybody's dancing
in the moonlight
478
00:23:41,875 --> 00:23:43,911
I went to see
a psychiatrist.
479
00:23:45,579 --> 00:23:47,247
I'm... I'm so relieved
to hear that.
480
00:23:47,380 --> 00:23:49,216
Well, once.
481
00:23:49,349 --> 00:23:51,785
The doctor said my symptoms
warranted medication,
482
00:23:51,919 --> 00:23:53,353
so I haven't
been back since.
483
00:23:54,655 --> 00:23:56,990
Why?
If you need medication...
484
00:23:57,124 --> 00:23:59,126
Why did you keep
your PTSD a secret?
485
00:24:00,594 --> 00:24:03,931
You chose to deal
with your issues
privately,
486
00:24:04,732 --> 00:24:06,399
on your own terms.
487
00:24:08,001 --> 00:24:10,904
Why am I not entitled
to the same choice?
488
00:24:11,038 --> 00:24:14,742
Doing something
self-destructive
489
00:24:14,875 --> 00:24:16,744
is not a choice,
it's a mistake.
490
00:24:16,877 --> 00:24:18,478
Just like it was
when I did it.
491
00:24:18,612 --> 00:24:23,050
So, when I do something
you agree with,
it's great.
492
00:24:23,183 --> 00:24:24,652
When I do something
you disagree with,
493
00:24:24,785 --> 00:24:26,820
it's because I'm sick.
No.
494
00:24:26,954 --> 00:24:28,321
You know, this is why
I don't want to talk to you,
495
00:24:28,455 --> 00:24:31,925
because it's not
a conversation,
it's a lecture.
496
00:24:32,059 --> 00:24:33,126
( CELEBRATION PLAYING)
497
00:24:33,260 --> 00:24:34,127
Audrey.
498
00:24:36,263 --> 00:24:38,131
(SOUND FADES)
499
00:24:38,265 --> 00:24:42,435
(FLATLINING)
500
00:24:42,570 --> 00:24:43,937
(DISTANT) Audrey...
501
00:24:44,071 --> 00:24:45,372
(SOUND RETURNS)
Please, Claire,
let me go.
502
00:24:45,505 --> 00:24:46,707
No.
503
00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:48,141
I just want to go home.
I'll be fine.
504
00:24:48,275 --> 00:24:50,477
Let me give you a ride.
You can't drive like this.
505
00:24:50,611 --> 00:24:52,012
Come on.
506
00:24:52,145 --> 00:24:53,146
I said I'm fine!
507
00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:54,314
No. You're not!
508
00:24:56,617 --> 00:25:00,053
** Celebrate good times
Come on
509
00:25:00,187 --> 00:25:01,955
There!
Now no one's driving home.
You happy?
510
00:25:03,691 --> 00:25:06,794
** Celebrate good times... **
511
00:25:10,664 --> 00:25:13,333
(MONITOR BEEPING)
512
00:25:13,466 --> 00:25:15,502
DR. ANDREWS:
The two main challenges
of Boerhaave syndrome
513
00:25:15,636 --> 00:25:19,039
are timely diagnosis
followed by
viability of repair,
514
00:25:19,172 --> 00:25:21,541
and with this innovative
surgical approach,
515
00:25:23,110 --> 00:25:25,145
I think we might
achieve both.
516
00:25:25,278 --> 00:25:27,347
I need silk ties
and LigaSure.
517
00:25:35,122 --> 00:25:38,125
(DR. PARK SIGHS)
518
00:25:38,258 --> 00:25:39,793
His chest infection leaked
through the diaphragm
519
00:25:39,927 --> 00:25:41,995
into the intraperitoneal
space.
520
00:25:46,133 --> 00:25:48,001
There's an abscess
behind the stomach.
521
00:25:49,402 --> 00:25:52,005
It's making the entire
posterior stomach friable.
522
00:25:52,139 --> 00:25:53,741
What if we use
an intercostal muscle flap
523
00:25:53,874 --> 00:25:55,142
to patch the esophagus
instead?
524
00:25:55,275 --> 00:25:56,910
If we do that,
it raises the risk of sepsis.
525
00:25:57,044 --> 00:25:58,545
The patient
signed off on risk.
526
00:25:58,679 --> 00:26:00,280
We should at least try.
Not this level of risk.
527
00:26:00,413 --> 00:26:01,414
We need
to do the diversion.
528
00:26:01,548 --> 00:26:04,417
Uh... Your idea was good.
529
00:26:04,551 --> 00:26:05,753
Don't give up on it
so fast.
530
00:26:05,886 --> 00:26:07,254
Reverting to diversion
doesn't mean failure.
531
00:26:13,326 --> 00:26:16,196
I searched
"eating meat near me,"
which was a mistake,
532
00:26:16,329 --> 00:26:19,633
but I did get a recommendation
for a steak house
your father might like.
533
00:26:19,767 --> 00:26:21,869
You don't have to be nice
to my parents anymore, Shaun.
534
00:26:22,002 --> 00:26:22,803
We won't be
seeing them again.
535
00:26:22,936 --> 00:26:24,437
Why not?
536
00:26:29,076 --> 00:26:31,011
"We need to talk
about Shaun."
537
00:26:31,144 --> 00:26:32,445
Mm.
538
00:26:32,579 --> 00:26:34,815
They don't think
I'm mature enough
539
00:26:34,948 --> 00:26:37,384
to be in a challenging
relationship.
540
00:26:37,517 --> 00:26:39,753
Leave it to my mom,
she took us both out
in one shot.
541
00:26:43,323 --> 00:26:46,593
You do get
that this is insulting.
To both of us.
542
00:26:46,727 --> 00:26:49,596
From the people who supposedly
love me most in the world.
543
00:26:49,730 --> 00:26:50,630
They don't.
544
00:26:51,732 --> 00:26:53,600
Not the most.
545
00:26:53,734 --> 00:26:54,935
Not anymore.
546
00:27:01,074 --> 00:27:02,075
Lea...
547
00:27:05,913 --> 00:27:08,248
People who meet me
548
00:27:08,381 --> 00:27:11,251
are usually uncomfortable.
549
00:27:11,384 --> 00:27:14,321
And most of the time,
that doesn't go away.
550
00:27:16,023 --> 00:27:17,657
How do you handle that?
551
00:27:19,492 --> 00:27:20,961
I try to be patient.
552
00:27:21,995 --> 00:27:23,530
Sometimes it works.
553
00:27:24,131 --> 00:27:26,133
(INHALES DEEPLY)
554
00:27:26,266 --> 00:27:29,136
Maybe you're a more
mature person than I am.
555
00:27:29,269 --> 00:27:31,338
But I'm not sure
if that is gonna work for me.
556
00:27:43,150 --> 00:27:44,451
Have you seen
Dr. Lim this morning?
557
00:27:44,584 --> 00:27:46,253
Uh, no. Why?
558
00:27:46,386 --> 00:27:47,487
Darya's lawyer called.
559
00:27:47,620 --> 00:27:49,957
I need Dr. Lim.
Dr. Lim's not here.
560
00:27:50,090 --> 00:27:52,025
I don't know
if she'll be in today.
561
00:27:52,159 --> 00:27:54,627
If it's an emergency,
maybe Dr. Glassman...
562
00:27:54,762 --> 00:27:57,464
Dr. Glassman's in meetings
this morning.
Who needs me?
563
00:27:57,597 --> 00:28:00,100
Darya's lawyer is demanding
that the hospital
release her client.
564
00:28:00,233 --> 00:28:02,169
Tell her lawyer we're not
releasing our patient
565
00:28:02,302 --> 00:28:04,204
until she's healthy
unless we receive
a court order.
566
00:28:04,337 --> 00:28:05,405
What's your problem?
567
00:28:05,538 --> 00:28:07,307
Dr. Andrews
encountered complications.
568
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:09,076
He asked me to inform you
that the surgical plan
569
00:28:09,209 --> 00:28:10,844
needs to change
without the patient's consent.
570
00:28:10,978 --> 00:28:12,245
That's Andrews' call.
571
00:28:12,379 --> 00:28:14,147
I don't need details,
just coffee.
572
00:28:17,484 --> 00:28:19,219
I changed my mind.
I need the details.
573
00:28:20,821 --> 00:28:22,055
Stay here.
574
00:28:25,793 --> 00:28:27,660
Long, painful recovery
with a feeding tube,
575
00:28:27,795 --> 00:28:29,696
or risk of death.
576
00:28:29,830 --> 00:28:31,164
As his next of kin,
it's your call.
577
00:28:33,801 --> 00:28:35,168
I have to decide?
578
00:28:35,302 --> 00:28:37,737
You made
a life-or-death choice
for yourself.
579
00:28:37,871 --> 00:28:39,006
In fact,
you insisted on it.
580
00:28:39,139 --> 00:28:40,573
Well, that's different.
The doctors were asking me
581
00:28:40,707 --> 00:28:42,009
to give up something
I really wanted.
582
00:28:42,142 --> 00:28:43,376
The only difference is,
your father is laying
583
00:28:43,510 --> 00:28:45,178
on an operating table
waiting for you to grow up.
584
00:28:49,883 --> 00:28:51,418
If something bad happened,
I'd be responsible.
585
00:28:51,551 --> 00:28:53,186
Yes.
586
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:55,055
That's the definition
of adulthood.
587
00:29:01,194 --> 00:29:02,529
I don't know what to do.
588
00:29:02,662 --> 00:29:04,064
Of course you don't.
589
00:29:04,197 --> 00:29:05,833
It's an impossible choice.
590
00:29:05,966 --> 00:29:08,401
Terrible things happen
either way.
591
00:29:08,535 --> 00:29:10,270
And, yeah, it's on you.
592
00:29:10,403 --> 00:29:13,073
(BREATHING SHAKILY)
593
00:29:13,206 --> 00:29:14,374
(VOICE BREAKING)
I can't do it.
594
00:29:15,843 --> 00:29:17,210
I just can't.
595
00:29:21,915 --> 00:29:23,216
You're not a grown-up,
Darya.
596
00:29:23,350 --> 00:29:25,218
Luckily.
597
00:29:25,352 --> 00:29:28,889
So those of us who are
will make the impossible
decision for you.
598
00:29:31,324 --> 00:29:34,794
Dr. Andrews will do
the diversion.
599
00:29:34,928 --> 00:29:37,430
Someone will bring you
to see your father
when he's out of surgery.
600
00:29:42,235 --> 00:29:43,236
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
601
00:29:52,445 --> 00:29:53,313
(DOOR CLOSES)
602
00:29:56,716 --> 00:29:57,817
What was that?
603
00:29:57,951 --> 00:29:59,752
I saved that girl
when you couldn't.
604
00:29:59,887 --> 00:30:03,056
Yesterday, you told me
to respect her decision.
605
00:30:03,190 --> 00:30:06,126
Today, you tortured her
into changing her mind.
606
00:30:06,259 --> 00:30:08,896
Oh, did I make
a little girl cry?
607
00:30:09,029 --> 00:30:10,998
I can't do this.
I'm done trying to help you.
608
00:30:11,131 --> 00:30:13,033
(CHUCKLES) Oh, please.
You're never really done.
609
00:30:17,905 --> 00:30:20,140
You know who you were
last night?
610
00:30:20,273 --> 00:30:21,341
My mom.
611
00:30:22,075 --> 00:30:23,911
Drunk, angry,
612
00:30:24,044 --> 00:30:25,845
refusing to lift a finger
to help yourself,
613
00:30:25,979 --> 00:30:28,848
lying about it,
and taking your pain
out on me.
614
00:30:30,817 --> 00:30:32,485
It's gonna keep happening
until you get help.
615
00:30:33,486 --> 00:30:36,123
Take the medication,
talk to someone,
616
00:30:36,756 --> 00:30:38,158
do something.
617
00:30:39,092 --> 00:30:40,093
Please.
618
00:30:45,999 --> 00:30:47,834
I'm not your mother, Claire.
619
00:30:47,968 --> 00:30:49,836
I'm not your responsibility.
620
00:30:49,970 --> 00:30:51,871
I'm your boss.
621
00:30:52,005 --> 00:30:53,340
And I don't owe you anything.
622
00:31:07,787 --> 00:31:10,123
(ELEVATOR BELL DINGS)
623
00:31:10,257 --> 00:31:11,691
(SIGHS DEEPLY)
624
00:31:11,824 --> 00:31:14,594
Shaun?
What are you doing here?
625
00:31:17,730 --> 00:31:20,033
You're wrong
about me and Lea.
626
00:31:20,167 --> 00:31:23,070
Oh. Well, no offense, Shaun,
but this is between family.
627
00:31:23,203 --> 00:31:26,239
Lea is my girlfriend,
628
00:31:26,373 --> 00:31:28,241
and the texts you sent
were about us.
629
00:31:28,375 --> 00:31:30,510
We're sorry
you saw those.
630
00:31:30,643 --> 00:31:33,546
Shaun,
you're a very nice young man,
631
00:31:33,680 --> 00:31:36,549
and we enjoyed
meeting you.
632
00:31:36,683 --> 00:31:38,351
It's just... (SCOFFS)
633
00:31:38,485 --> 00:31:40,520
We've known Lea
a lot longer
than you have.
634
00:31:40,653 --> 00:31:42,522
Yeah, she's, um...
635
00:31:42,655 --> 00:31:44,757
Well, I mean,
she has a good heart,
636
00:31:44,891 --> 00:31:46,293
she just doesn't
think ahead.
637
00:31:46,426 --> 00:31:48,895
And she will do anything
to get under our skin.
638
00:31:49,029 --> 00:31:51,164
You wouldn't believe
some of the people
she's dated.
639
00:31:52,465 --> 00:31:54,667
I'm different
640
00:31:54,801 --> 00:31:57,937
than anyone she's ever dated.
641
00:31:58,071 --> 00:31:59,539
How is that not a change?
642
00:31:59,672 --> 00:32:01,574
That's true, Shaun.
643
00:32:01,708 --> 00:32:04,211
I'm just not sure
it's a good thing.
644
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:15,388
You knew her then.
645
00:32:16,889 --> 00:32:19,492
You don't know her now.
646
00:32:19,626 --> 00:32:22,095
All you know
are her mistakes.
647
00:32:22,229 --> 00:32:25,598
And you don't trust her
because you aren't sure
you were good parents.
648
00:32:30,103 --> 00:32:33,673
You said our relationship
has challenges.
649
00:32:33,806 --> 00:32:34,807
You're right.
650
00:32:38,778 --> 00:32:42,315
Lea and I
go through challenges
together.
651
00:32:42,449 --> 00:32:44,417
It's one of the things
that makes us stronger.
652
00:32:45,885 --> 00:32:49,356
Lea challenges me
to try things,
653
00:32:49,489 --> 00:32:51,358
even things
I know I won't like,
654
00:32:51,491 --> 00:32:53,993
because it is not
always better
to stop and think.
655
00:32:54,127 --> 00:32:57,430
And I make Lea patient,
because I can be
very frustrating.
656
00:32:58,965 --> 00:33:00,267
So can the two of you.
657
00:33:04,404 --> 00:33:09,442
Maybe this challenge
will make your relationship
stronger, too.
658
00:33:23,590 --> 00:33:25,125
(EXHALES DEEPLY)
659
00:33:26,093 --> 00:33:27,260
(MONITOR BEEPING)
660
00:33:32,965 --> 00:33:35,635
If you really think I should
have the spinal surgery,
661
00:33:37,104 --> 00:33:38,338
I trust you.
662
00:33:40,173 --> 00:33:41,508
I do.
663
00:33:43,943 --> 00:33:45,478
I'm sorry.
664
00:33:47,980 --> 00:33:50,850
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
665
00:33:50,983 --> 00:33:53,019
(SIGHS)
666
00:33:53,153 --> 00:33:54,887
Ever since
your mother died,
667
00:33:57,190 --> 00:33:58,325
I've been scared.
668
00:34:01,161 --> 00:34:03,830
What did I know about raising
a little girl all by myself?
669
00:34:03,963 --> 00:34:07,500
(CHUCKLES) And you...
You were a handful.
670
00:34:08,535 --> 00:34:10,470
Bouncing off the walls,
671
00:34:10,603 --> 00:34:12,505
backflips
off the furniture.
672
00:34:12,639 --> 00:34:15,208
You couldn't get me to the gym
fast enough.
673
00:34:15,342 --> 00:34:18,945
Because
when you were on the beam,
674
00:34:20,647 --> 00:34:22,682
or flipping
through the air,
675
00:34:24,651 --> 00:34:25,718
you're not just
a little girl.
676
00:34:25,852 --> 00:34:29,088
You are
an amazing athlete.
677
00:34:30,857 --> 00:34:32,692
As your coach,
678
00:34:32,825 --> 00:34:35,528
you make me feel amazing,
too.
679
00:34:38,998 --> 00:34:40,867
All this time,
680
00:34:41,000 --> 00:34:43,770
I thought I was giving you
exactly what you needed.
681
00:34:47,140 --> 00:34:49,442
But I was wrong.
682
00:34:49,576 --> 00:34:52,545
What you needed
was for me to be your dad.
683
00:34:53,946 --> 00:34:56,149
And what your dad
would have told you,
684
00:34:57,250 --> 00:34:59,152
that no matter
how you look,
685
00:35:01,454 --> 00:35:03,156
or what you achieve,
686
00:35:05,192 --> 00:35:07,360
you will always be
a beautiful,
687
00:35:07,494 --> 00:35:11,030
strong superstar to me.
688
00:35:15,268 --> 00:35:17,404
(INHALES SHAKILY)
689
00:35:18,905 --> 00:35:20,573
(SIGHS)
690
00:35:25,312 --> 00:35:26,846
Thanks, Dad.
Yeah.
691
00:35:33,886 --> 00:35:34,621
DR. GLASSMAN: Thank you.
692
00:35:44,197 --> 00:35:45,665
(SIGHS)
693
00:35:54,507 --> 00:35:56,609
I like you.
Okay?
694
00:35:57,043 --> 00:35:58,278
Stop.
695
00:35:58,411 --> 00:36:00,513
You're gonna
make me cry.
696
00:36:00,647 --> 00:36:02,181
You're a very cynical person,
you know that?
697
00:36:02,315 --> 00:36:04,651
Mm, actually, I'm not.
698
00:36:04,784 --> 00:36:08,187
But you're
a very grouchy person
who cannot give a compliment.
699
00:36:09,055 --> 00:36:10,156
(INHALES SHARPLY)
700
00:36:10,290 --> 00:36:11,624
(SIGHS)
701
00:36:13,293 --> 00:36:15,795
You're funny.
You're smart.
702
00:36:16,629 --> 00:36:18,431
And you make Shaun happy.
703
00:36:18,565 --> 00:36:20,199
(CUP THUDS)
704
00:36:20,333 --> 00:36:22,101
Which I guess
is a good thing,
705
00:36:22,235 --> 00:36:25,405
but it also means
you can make him
very, very sad.
706
00:36:25,538 --> 00:36:27,006
And that worries me,
frankly.
707
00:36:28,140 --> 00:36:30,910
I am not planning
on hurting Shaun.
708
00:36:31,043 --> 00:36:33,813
It's rarely intentional,
you know?
709
00:36:37,617 --> 00:36:40,653
My parents have
an issue with Shaun.
710
00:36:43,490 --> 00:36:46,459
And I just don't
want Shaun's parent
711
00:36:46,593 --> 00:36:48,661
to have a problem
with us, too.
712
00:36:52,031 --> 00:36:53,466
Too bad.
713
00:36:58,405 --> 00:37:00,373
Everything Shaun
has gone through,
714
00:37:01,708 --> 00:37:06,045
all the rejection
and the pain,
715
00:37:07,814 --> 00:37:10,350
the victories,
they all belong to him.
716
00:37:13,119 --> 00:37:16,423
But I feel every single high
717
00:37:16,556 --> 00:37:19,058
and every single low.
718
00:37:21,528 --> 00:37:23,596
So, I'm sorry, I'm...
719
00:37:25,932 --> 00:37:27,800
I'm not going to stop
worrying about him,
720
00:37:27,934 --> 00:37:30,703
even if
he doesn't need me to.
721
00:37:36,208 --> 00:37:40,112
Well, if Shaun saw
that stain on your tie,
it would drive him crazy.
722
00:37:55,227 --> 00:37:56,363
Hey, Liv.
723
00:37:56,496 --> 00:37:58,565
I'm sorry we didn't get
to perform your surgery,
724
00:37:58,698 --> 00:38:01,568
but I'm really proud
of the way you stepped up.
725
00:38:03,803 --> 00:38:05,505
That surgery
wasn't mine.
726
00:38:05,638 --> 00:38:07,407
Of course it was,
and it was brilliant...
727
00:38:07,540 --> 00:38:09,308
And neither was
the stone.
728
00:38:10,977 --> 00:38:14,381
That story you told me about
how you spotted my talent?
729
00:38:14,514 --> 00:38:15,748
Um, I don't remember
any of it.
730
00:38:18,050 --> 00:38:19,619
I didn't paint that rock,
731
00:38:19,752 --> 00:38:22,088
and if I handed it to you,
732
00:38:22,221 --> 00:38:24,657
it didn't mean anything
because I was five.
733
00:38:24,791 --> 00:38:28,361
You have been carrying around
a memory for over 20 years
734
00:38:28,495 --> 00:38:31,598
that represents your dream,
not mine.
735
00:38:31,731 --> 00:38:33,299
Clearly, that's not
entirely true.
736
00:38:33,433 --> 00:38:34,667
You went
to medical school.
737
00:38:34,801 --> 00:38:37,336
Because I do want
to be a great doctor.
738
00:38:37,470 --> 00:38:39,205
I wanted it so bad
739
00:38:39,338 --> 00:38:42,308
that I let you push me
to think up
some flashy surgery,
740
00:38:42,442 --> 00:38:44,777
even when my instincts
already told me
741
00:38:44,911 --> 00:38:46,946
to do what I thought
was the right thing,
742
00:38:47,079 --> 00:38:49,516
and was the right thing.
743
00:38:49,649 --> 00:38:51,083
Livvy, I just want to help you
be the best...
744
00:38:51,217 --> 00:38:53,686
You want me
to be Jordan.
745
00:38:53,820 --> 00:38:57,590
If you're looking
to mold someone in your image,
she's perfect.
746
00:38:59,959 --> 00:39:01,794
But, Uncle Marcus,
I've got to be me.
747
00:39:03,863 --> 00:39:05,364
And you can't
help me do that.
748
00:39:13,606 --> 00:39:14,807
Hey.
749
00:39:18,144 --> 00:39:21,180
I'm still gonna brag on you
like a proud uncle.
You know that, right?
750
00:39:21,313 --> 00:39:22,214
(CHUCKLES)
751
00:39:33,960 --> 00:39:35,327
Dr. Jackson.
752
00:39:35,462 --> 00:39:36,829
(CHUCKLES)
753
00:39:46,873 --> 00:39:48,240
(KNOCK ON DOOR)
754
00:39:59,519 --> 00:40:00,753
(DOOR CLOSES)
755
00:40:00,887 --> 00:40:03,456
It's your parents.
Yep, Shaun. I saw.
756
00:40:03,590 --> 00:40:05,191
They probably
want something.
757
00:40:05,324 --> 00:40:07,627
We should prepare.
Either they want
to yell at us,
758
00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:09,428
in which case,
we should not answer the door,
759
00:40:09,562 --> 00:40:11,197
or they could want to take us
for dinner...
760
00:40:11,330 --> 00:40:12,865
(CELL PHONE CHIMES)
...but we are already
halfway through...
761
00:40:12,999 --> 00:40:14,100
They want to take us
to dinner.
762
00:40:16,335 --> 00:40:17,436
Should I open the door?
763
00:40:18,170 --> 00:40:19,171
What do you think?
764
00:40:21,340 --> 00:40:22,875
I think...
765
00:40:29,048 --> 00:40:31,751
...they must have been
good parents.
766
00:40:35,855 --> 00:40:39,058
We should have dinner
with them.
767
00:40:39,191 --> 00:40:40,259
Do you want
to text them back?
768
00:40:42,595 --> 00:40:44,296
(CELL PHONE THUDS)
769
00:40:48,601 --> 00:40:49,802
(SIGHS)
770
00:41:05,652 --> 00:41:08,087
Last year,
after my mom died,
771
00:41:08,220 --> 00:41:12,291
I was going through
some problems emotionally.
772
00:41:12,424 --> 00:41:14,827
I was diagnosed
with PTSD.
773
00:41:16,428 --> 00:41:17,463
I see.
774
00:41:17,597 --> 00:41:18,965
Melendez knew.
775
00:41:19,098 --> 00:41:21,668
Um... Morgan found out
because she's Morgan.
776
00:41:21,801 --> 00:41:23,903
But I didn't tell
anyone else.
777
00:41:24,036 --> 00:41:25,938
I... I didn't want
anyone to know.
778
00:41:26,072 --> 00:41:27,940
Why are you
telling me this now?
779
00:41:29,408 --> 00:41:30,943
Because
780
00:41:32,411 --> 00:41:35,347
Lim is going through
something like it,
781
00:41:35,481 --> 00:41:36,382
but maybe worse.
782
00:41:37,917 --> 00:41:40,452
She isn't going
to therapy.
783
00:41:40,587 --> 00:41:41,888
She has refused medication.
She...
784
00:41:42,021 --> 00:41:44,323
Okay. Um...
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
785
00:41:44,456 --> 00:41:46,559
I don't think you should
be telling me this.
786
00:41:46,693 --> 00:41:48,127
Whatever Lim told you,
787
00:41:48,260 --> 00:41:50,162
she told you in confidence
and as a friend.
788
00:41:50,296 --> 00:41:52,632
Mm. But she's not
just a friend.
She's my boss.
789
00:41:54,466 --> 00:41:55,334
You're her boss.
790
00:41:56,603 --> 00:41:58,938
So I'm telling you
because
791
00:41:59,071 --> 00:42:01,373
I have no place else
to turn.
792
00:42:01,507 --> 00:42:03,810
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
She won't let me help
793
00:42:03,943 --> 00:42:05,612
because she says
it's not my job.
And she's right.
794
00:42:08,615 --> 00:42:11,984
But it's your job
to protect the hospital.
795
00:42:13,452 --> 00:42:14,587
And her.
796
00:42:19,191 --> 00:42:20,026
So...
797
00:42:25,264 --> 00:42:26,565
(THUNDER RUMBLES IN DISTANCE)
798
00:42:26,699 --> 00:42:28,635
(RAIN FALLING)
799
00:42:30,302 --> 00:42:32,038
(CLOSING THEME MUSIC PLAYING)
54953
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