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[ Music ]

[ Smoke Alarm ]

[ Phone Vibrates ]

[ Smoke Alarm Continues ]

[ Phone Vibrates Continue ]

[ Alarm Stops ]

[ Phone Vibrates Continue ]

[ Car Pulling up ]

Hey.

Hey, hey.

Wasn't expecting you.

Ted cut some guys early.

Missed you.

[Kiss]

[ Laughs ]

What? They'll be fine.

I'm good. Oh god.

What the hell?

Hey. When'd this happen?

God damn it.

Come on.

Did you pay the bill?

Yeah, I paid it.

Look, Roxanne said she'd get me on a good shift

at the bar if I come back.

Babe, the tips are good there.

It'll only be a couple nights a week.

Yeah.

Alex.

How's it gonna fix this, huh?

[ Door Slams ]

[ Dogs Barking ]

[ Texting ]

[ Text Alert ]

[ Breathing Heavy ]

[ Music ]

Hey, Rox.

[ Music ]

Is this it?

Yep.

You sure you don't want me to wait?

Make sure everything's okay?

I'll be fine.

Thanks, Hun.

Don't get lost out here.

Thank you.

[ Knocking on Door ]

[ Knocking on Door ]

Hey, Cheyenne, this is Doctor Paulson

up at the Pembroke Medical Center.

I wanted to let you know,

Sandra was admitted again last night.

We're going to keep an eye on her,

but just give us a call back whenever you get this,

all right?

910-.

Where's your car?

Now I know if I ever want my kids to come visit,

I just have to go and have myself a heart attack.

Who called you?

Was it that bitch from reception?

She has an out for me, I tell you what.

The doctors can't do their job for shit.

Even if they had a gun to their head.

Believe you me, some of them have had a gun to their head.

Would you get me my ashtray?

It's setting by the kitchen window.

I'll take a beer while you're in there.

Are you going to make me drink alone?

You're not pregnant, are you?

Did they say anything?

About what?

About what's going on, how you can keep

from this happening all the time.

Those doctors, don't give a shit about me.

They're better off if I just keep on dying.

So that's it?

That's it.

Mama.

You know I had a leak?

Not like a faucet, but inside the walls.

Hissing, spraying, God knows where.

'Course I don't know what the hell to do.

I had Becky's husband come by and take a look.

Redneck piece of shit made it worse, of course.

Then you wouldn't believe, AJ Lowry, you remember him?

He come by and he fixed it.

Did a damn good job too, considering.

What? You come all the way down here to lecture me?

Mama, I need some money.

'Course you do.

I'll pay you back as soon as I get on my feet.

What's his, your husband, boyfriend?

He don't help you?

We're not -- .

I think I need to leave him.

Just like your father, always running.

Y'know the grass doesn't get any greener, trust me.

He don't hit you, does he?

It's hard to keep him happy, and he don't like me working.

What a hardship that must be.

Chey --

I'm gonna go get us some food.

[ Music ]

[Female 1:] [television] This top looks incredible

with bright colored pants.

[Female 2:] Yeah, absolutely fantastic.

[Female 1:] What a statement.

[Female 2:] How fabulous?

[Female 1:] Off the shoulder, wearing it like this.

[Female 2:] Or wearing it like that.

[Female 1:] Then you get this ruching,

this beautiful ruching all the way around,

and the elastic is beautiful around the neckline.

And then you get -- .

I'm going to bed.

[Female 1:] And sort of a gray --

Don't bother.

I'll get it in the morning.

[Female 1:] Beautiful sleeve on the ankle.

And then this beautiful, heavy, heavy lace.

And then when you get down here.

[Female 2:] Yep.

[Female 1:] This is gathered.

[Female 2:] Yeah.

[Female 1:] So this is ruched, it's ruched on the side,

both sides, and I'm going to show you something else.

So this is netting, which actually holds you in.

[Female 2:] So if you want to wear a skirt, your tummy,

it's like having a bit of shape wear.

[Female 1:] Oh, completely.

[Cheyenne:] Goodnight.

[Female 2:] So you can wear this inside a skirt, like this,

and it's smooth, and you can wear it so that it's ruched

up like that, and then you can pull it down.

Magnificently.

[Female 1:] It's life-changing.

[ Television ]

[ Sirens ]

[Female 3:] Patient's being transported routine,

at this time.

No. No, it was sudden.

You know, I don't know.

I'm not sure.

Okay. How much will that be?

Uh. What if he can't afford that?

So do you have to get the urn or-- ?

You know, is the box, like, sturdy enough?

Uh-huh.

Okay. Yes.

Yes, ma'am.

I'm going to need to call you back.

Yep. I will, thanks.

[ Phone Vibrating ]

[ Text Alert ]

[ Text Alerts ]

I can't do anything with this for you.

This is junk.

1974, Les Paul.

It's beautiful.

It's in good shape, all original.

There's a crack there.

What are you looking to do here, pawn or sell?

I need to sell it.

Where'd you get it?

It was my dad's.

Well, probably the best I can do is 500.

No. That's the best I can do.

600.

650. That's my final offer.

All right.

Let's go write it up.

[ Phone Vibrating ]

[Phone Operator:] The number you have dialed is not available

at this time.

At the tone, please leave a voicemail.

Fuck.

[ Phone Ringing ]

Cheyenne, I know you see me calling you.

I know you seen Alex show up on the ID.

What are you doing?

You can't keep running forever, baby.

I'm the only home you've got.

I love you.

[ Banging ]

[ Door Rattling ]

[ Door Rattling ]

Janelle.

Holy shit.

What the hell are you doing?

What the hell are you doing?

You broke in.

I lost my key.

How long you been here?

Since the hospital.

Where the hell have you been?

Mama's, Mama's gone.

Yeah, sorry.

Noah got sick and I had to drive all the way to Jacksonville

to find an Urgent Care to take Medicaid.

Oh shit.

Noah, this is your Auntie Chey.

Say hey.

Hey.

You thirsty?

Is Mimi here?

Mimi's in heaven now, remember?

When will we see her again?

Not for a while.

What?

I didn't know you'd be here.

Well, I called you.

No you didn't.

Yeah, I did.

I haven't had that number in like 6 years.

Okay, so this is Noah?

You can talk to him.

Hey, Noah.

How old are you?

Use your words.

Five.

I wouldn't use that shit.

Here.

Did you send in an obituary?

No. I've been a little busy and we need to figure

out the memorial first.

We're not burying her, right?

No, it's way too expensive.

Well, that's cool.

I didn't realize you'd been coming home.

Here and there.

Figured Mama would have mentioned it.

Well, she wasn't really retaining that much at the end.

I guess it was the drinking and the meds.

Hell, she probably thought it was you half the time.

So how you been?

Good.

Mom life. Living here and there, working in restaurants mostly.

What about you?

Mom.

What baby?

I'm hungry.

I'm going to run to The Pig.

You want to stay here with him, or you coming?

Hey man, watch it.

You're going to poke a hole in that,

you'll have to buy it, eat it raw.

Oh, Harold called me.

Noah, get down.

He want to talk about the will.

Who?

Mom's attorney.

You have the will?

Noah, go get us a pizza.

Janelle, I've been looking everywhere for it.

Well, I'd I lose it.

Harold's got it at his office.

What?

His name is Harold?

Like and the purple crayon?

I had that same thought first time I met him.

I can't believe I just remembered that.

You were obsessed with that book.

It's his favorite.

Well, I don't know what he told you,

but it may not come to much.

I called the banks.

I don't have all that paperwork showing power

of attorney, though.

Well yeah, it's all in the house, the estate.

What about the house?

She left it to us.

I thought you hadn't seen the will?

I haven't.

And that'll be $28.15.

I got it.

No, here.

No, really, it's okay.

Sorry. I feel like I know you.

Isn't this?

Yeah.

No.

Yeah, yeah.

You used to sing that song.

God, what was it?

Delta Dawn.

At all Jesse Ray's, basement parties.

Yeah, you were great.

I don't remember that, sorry.

I don't know.

Thanks Robbie.

You're welcome.

See you later.

Bye. Did you get one?

This is a nice car.

It's not mine.

I'm just borrowing it from a friend.

You can put him down in Mama's room.

He likes ours.

I'm out of cigarettes.

I might have some.

I should probably quit anyway.

Thanks for handling everything.

I honestly didn't know what to do when I got the call.

My ears started ringing.

Having to tell Noah.

It's messed up explaining death to a kid.

You know, near the end, when she was in and out the hospital,

I always brought her back here, but I never came inside.

I just couldn't.

I'd sit up in the yard and watch her go.

You know, she never looked back.

Not once.

I don't get it.

After everything that Mama put us through,

all the guilt she shoved down our throats with everything

that happened with Dad, I never thought I would ever come

back here.

Never thought I'd set foot in this house again.

Let alone bring my kid here.

Yeah, no.

All this time you were coming back.

I was the one getting the calls, Janelle.

With the heart failure and the liver failure,

and all the bullshit.

That was me.

I know.

Well, if you knew, why didn't you do anything?

Why didn't you help?

Because it was your turn, Chey.

I did my part.

Your part?

Everything was different after you left.

The past doesn't change just

because you decide it don't concern you anymore.

I'll call the Funeral Home.

I fixed pizza.

What do you even wear to a memorial?

Wakey, wakey, eggs and bakey.

Eggs and bakey, huh?

I'm a mole.

Hey, AJ called.

Colleen's ready at the shop.

You coming?

Colleen?

My bike.

Yeah. Don't give me that.

Noah, breakfast.

Noah.

Eggs and bakey?

Are you the one working in this house?

Eat your breakfast.

Look, I was thinking after this we could go see about the will.

Get that figured out.

Hey.

Hey, do you mind following me in mom's car?

Sure.

Are you all right?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Why?

I don't know, you just seem tense.

I'm good. Noah, shoes.

What? All right, come on.

When did they say they'd need it back by?

Two weeks.

Yeah, I was thinking it was the battery.

I'm starting to think it's the alternator.

I've got some time, I can work on it tomorrow.

Okay.

Hey.

Hey.

Hey, Chey.

Hey

It's been a long time.

Yeah.

Hey, Kora.

AJ fixed mama's leak.

Yeah, I know, she mentioned.

Sorry about your loss.

Thank you.

I'll get your receipt.

What?

Borrowing a friend's car?

Now I know why you've been coming home.

Shut up.

Batteries fixed, just need a signature.

It says there's no charge.

You didn't have to do that.

It's all good.

You still working on music?

Thought maybe that's what you'd been doing all these years.

Oh, not really, no.

What about you?

Just been here.

Hey, you should take Colleen back.

No, what?

It'll be good for you.

I know you still know how to ride.

I'll call you.

Okay.

See you back at the house.

You good?

Yeah.

[ Music ]

Noah's down.

What is that?

I found it in mama's closet.

I can't believe I missed these.

Yeah, they must be left over from when she was pregnant.

I kind of like it.

Look, I need Harold's number,

I'm going to call him first thing.

You want some?

I'm all right.

I think I have something better anyway.

It's probably old as shit.

Was that just in there?

Yeah.

You got papers.

Shit, yes, I do.

No.

Janelle, that is the most janky high school shit I've ever seen.

I can't believe she just has that.

You didn't know Mama smoked?

Where did she even buy it?

Robbie.

Well, that explains a lot.

Think she was always a little stoned there towards the end.

Or maybe it was just, I don't know, apathy.

At least it made her nice.

Yeah, I think she felt like she had to be.

You know, because of Noah.

Not bad.

Whatever.

Place is a wreck.

I think he takes after me.

I still can't believe you're a mom.

Me neither.

It's hard.

The older he gets the more I feel like I don't have the right

to tell him what to do, how to behave.

I feel like I'm faking it most of the time.

Does his dad help out?

I didn't want him to.

What's it like being pregnant?

Shit.

Weird.

Weird and beautiful.

Feels like a lifetime ago.

I remember thinking, is my body really meant to do this?

Must have been, because it just kept changing.

And it felt right.

The first time he kicked, that's when I became a mom, I think.

He wasn't a separate part of me anymore.

We were connected.

I still feel like that.

Even now when he's off running

around being his own little person.

I still remember what it felt like to hold him in my body.

Do I know him?

Who?

Noah's Dad.

He's in Fayetteville last I heard.

What about your guy?

You're not married, are you?

No, we've only been together about two years.

Well, what's his name?

Alex.

But we're not.

I mean, I left him, I guess.

You guess?

Yeah, right before Mama died.

That's why I was here.

So it happened?

I mean, things were fine at first.

More than fine.

I loved him, I think.

We met when I was waiting tables down in Biloxi.

What the hell were you doing, Biloxi?

I was still trying to get out West, but I ran out of money.

I had a friend with a hook up at one of the casinos

and I was laying low, playing a couple shows,

mostly slinging drinks.

Just putting it away for a car.

Alex was doing contract work down at the basin Gulfport.

He come in after shifts and we drink, talk about music,

what we wanted to do with our lives.

Just kind of dream together, you know?

So what happened?

Things changed.

I still can't believe you and AJ Lowry are thing.

Can you imagine that back in high school?

[ Laughs ]

Yeah. He looked really good fixing that leak in Mama's wall.

Are you done with this?

Hey, how come you blew Robbie off earlier?

He was asking about how you used to play.

I just don't like talking about that stuff anymore.

It's in the past.

Damn.

That's sad.

There isn't any money in music.

Well yeah, not at first.

Nobody makes it right off the bat.

Yeah, but it wasn't really going anywhere.

Alex made enough for us both to float us for a little while,

and when his job was up we took my savings and just got

in the car and headed West.

We hit New Orleans and just kept on going,

trying to make it to the Grand Canyon.

Why am I talking about this?

You were telling me why you quit music.

Right.

Yeah, Mama got sick, and I mean,

I was broke by the time we got back here and got a place.

I wonder if it's as big as they say.

What?

The Grand Canyon.

They say it's like nothing you've ever seen.

Like river cutting through rock a mile deep.

And I mean, people, they hike down there

and they just stay there for days.

Why?

Because they want to.

I remember when we got through Texas, I just cried.

I don't know why, it's like the way the sky opens up like that,

right before your eyes.

Just felt like coming home.

It reminds me of Grammie.

Living out there in New Mexico?

Arizona.

Arizona.

Out there in that mud house.

What? She literally lived in a house made of mud.

You don't remember her talking about that?

It was cob.

Same difference.

I wonder if it's still out there.

It would've been cool if you found it.

How come you came back?

Shit, feels like I never left.

I'm always right down the road from this God forsaken county.

But uh, I don't know.

Noah mostly, and I got tired of living in motels.

This is a good one.

[Music] Delta Dawn, what's that flower you have on?

Could it be a faded rose from days gone by?

And did I hear you say --

[singing] He was meeting you here today to take you

to his mansion in the sky?

[Music] She's 41, and her daddy still calls her baby.

Everyone around Brownsville thinks she's crazy.

Because she walks downtown with a suitcase in her hand.

[ Music Fades ]

[singing] In her younger days they called her Delta Dawn.

Prettiest woman you ever laid eyes on.

Then a man of low degree stood by her side,

promised her he'd take her for his bride.

Delta Dawn --

What's going on?

Old lady working tonight?

No, she out of town.

She's what now?

She ain't around.

Letting out the leash.

Careful, man, you remember what happened to Hank's old lady.

Aw, piss off, Grigs.

Naw, dude, I seen Alex's girl, she good and quiet.

Well, ain't you lucky.

I can't get my old lady to shut her mouth.

Well, maybe you should find something to put in it.

Can we get some wings or something?

I'm hungry.

I bet your fat ass is.

[singing] Delta Dawn, what's that flower you have on?

Could it be a faded rose from days gone by?

And did I hear you say he was meeting you here today

to take you to his mansion in the sky?

To take you to his mansion in the sky.

[ Applause ]

Thank you very much.

Do you ever wonder about Dad?

Like where he ended up?

I stopped thinking about that a long time ago.

People like that don't come back.

I've missed you.

I think I'm pregnant.

Well, that's a good thing, right?

I think so.

Does he know?

I want to do it on my own.

I'm happy for you.

[Cheyenne:] Me too.

[ Text Alert ]

[ Text Alert ]

[ Text Alerts ]

[ Texting ]

Morning.

Morning.

How long you been up?

A while. Mama's sleepy.

Yeah, I bet.

Why do you drink that?

Makes me less sleepy.

I'm only sleepy at night time.

That's good.

You want some milk?

Noah, do you go to school?

I did once.

Yeah? Did you like it?

It was all right.

Mom says we'll go to school now that we live here.

Really?

I liked it better when Mimi was here.

Was she nice to you?

She gave me toys sometimes.

It's not ready yet.

Hey, Scutters.

Look, I was thinking we could go into town today,

figure out the will, see what's next for the house.

Janelle.

Yeah, okay.

Sounds good.

Well, when should we go?

Whenever I'm not doing anything.

Well, did he say anything about paperwork when you were

on the phone with him?

Janelle.

Yeah, no, he didn't say anything about paperwork.

Well, can I have his number?

I don't mind giving him a call

to double check before we go all the way down there.

Cheyenne, it's so early.

Okay, fine.

Are you ready?

Can I just have your phone?

I'm full.

Sure, fine.

Mom, I'm full.

I hear you, baby.

Go find Mr. Stick.

Noah says y'all are going to be living here now?

Yeah, all three of us can.

It's our house.

Well, I think we should at least talk

about what it would look like to sell.

Property value's gone up now that the factory's bought out.

This place could really go for some money.

Enough to get us both on our feet.

What the hell, Janelle?

Why do you want to sell the house?

I didn't say that.

You literally just did.

Can I just have your phone?

Fine, it's your damn house anyway.

I know.

How do you know that?

Does it matter?

I should have told you earlier.

You think?

I just thought if you believed she left it to the both

of us then you might stay.

Why the hell would I stay here?

I have been sitting here by myself,

going through all this shit trying

to get this place up on the market.

Is this why you were coming back,

so she would leave it to you?

Even if it was, it didn't work.

Obviously.

I cannot believe you.

I really wanted you to stay.

You never think about anybody other than yourself.

I don't need this.

Noah!

[in the distance] Now.

Because I say so.

Just do it.

Come on.

Where are you going?

Does it matter?

You deal with it.

Hey. Excuse me.

Hey, we're not taking any more walk-ins.

Oh no, I'm looking for someone you might know.

Cheyenne Barrow.

Nope, don't know that name.

You sure?

Seems like the kinda place everybody knows somebody.

Look, man, I ain't got time for small talk.

I'll let you know when we get

that alternator in from Fayetteville.

Appreciate it.

See you.

Can I help you?

Nope, just asking for directions.

Appreciate it.

Take care now.

[ Music ]

[Music] Oink, Oink, here, and an oink, oink there.

Here an oink, there an oink, everywhere an oink, oink.

Old McDonald --

[ Yelling ]

[ Crying ]

[ Crying ]

[ Music ]

Wait here.

It's hot.

Okay, come here.

It won't be cold, but it'll blow the air around.

Hey.

Can I talk to you?

I just need a minute.

Okay. Yeah, come on.

What's up?

I'm losing the house.

I thought you said you and Chey owned it, 50/50.

Yeah. Well, we don't.

It's hers and she wants to sell.

Have you talked to a lawyer?

I can't afford that.

If she sells, we got no place to go.

I should get him home.

Janelle.

Come here.

[ Music ]

[ Knocking ]

It's open.

[ Knocking Continues ]

Come on, Janelle.

Hey.

Mind if I come in?

Hey.

I missed you so much.

Chey, I missed you so much.

Chey.

Shh. It's okay.

Hey, I'm right here.

Look at me.

Oh, I've missed you.

Baby.

Come here.

What's wrong?

Please, don't make me do this right now.

[ Crying ]

Why don't you want me touching you, Chey?

I can't.

I treat you right, keep a roof over our heads.

Is there somebody else?

Is there somebody else?

How can you ask that?

What am I supposed to think?

After you just get up and run off like that?

That's right, just walk away.

I'm not walking away.

Why don't you want me touching you?

You afraid I'll be able to tell the difference?

Be careful, you're dripping it everywhere.

Oh, hey.

I was wondering who's truck that was.

I'm Alex.

I'm Janelle, this is Noah.

Noah.

What's up man?

Hey, I'm so sorry about your mom.

Thanks. I just wish I was here with Chey when it happened.

Yeah, I would have been here sooner, but it's hard to get

up with Chey sometimes.

Make sure I figure out that phone when we get back.

I have stuff for you to look at.

Papers. And you need a napkin.

Come on.

Yeah, go.

Sorry, this place is such a mess.

It's been crazy trying to go through all the Sandra's stuff.

We've barely been able to leave the house.

Yeah, I bet.

Well, does anyone want a beer?

Is that you?

Yeah. When Dad was here.

He took that picture.

You two look a lot alike.

We used to get that.

I could write a damn book report

on Thomas the Tank Engine at this point.

But at least it works.

Hey, can you grab me another while you're up?

That was the last one.

Well, damn.

I can go on a run.

I can do it, it's okay.

Actually, that'd be great, because I need to go

over this deed shit with Chey before y'all leave.

Yeah.

Are you sure?

Yeah, I don't mind.

I'll be right back.

Just, you know, be good.

Okay, what is going on?

He's just always like this around new people.

I thought y'all broke up.

Yeah, I know.

You're being weird.

I'm fine.

Well, did you tell him you're pregnant?

What?

Did you tell him you're pregnant?

Didn't you want to go over that paperwork?

[Lillian:] We'll just take this.

[Cashier:] Can I see your ID?

[Lillian:] Yes, Ma'am.

[Cashier:] And yours.

Why the fuck do you need to see my ID?

It's fucking wine.

Y'all need to get out of here.

Are you serious?

Stupid.

Go on.

Come on, let's go.

Bitch.

Takes one to know one, hun.

Just the Hamm's.

It's going to be $8.50.

So?

I mean, it's all right here.

Seems like a sick joke, she'd leave it to me.

Well, you still think you're going to sell?

I know it's your decision, legally.

I don't know, try to think ahead.

Think about the baby.

I need the money.

We both do.

You really want to live in this place?

What is this?

Lavender wallpaper.

I saw it in a magazine once.

We can clear all the shit out from our old room.

Hey. I was scared shitless when I found about Noah,

but it all worked out.

You said you want to try something new?

I saw today that the bank's hiring.

And I'll be here, I'll be a good aunt.

You're not going to be an aunt, Janelle.

Since when?

This morning.

Are you sure?

I could barely tell what it was.

It was so tiny.

But I knew.

She's gone.

It was a girl?

I thought so.

I was gonna name her Imogene, after Grammie.

Cheyenne, I'm sorry.

Me too.

You know, Alex is the reason I don't play anymore.

Why I can't pick up a guitar.

What?

Made him jealous, I guess.

Because you're good?

He just didn't like the way other people,

other guys looked at me.

When I was up there, like it threatened him or something.

That's bullshit, Chey.

Yeah. You know the real shitty part?

I still love him.

In this weird messed up way.

It's like, I don't know, like he's messed with my mind.

He's got this hold on me.

You don't deserve that.

I know, but I've hurt him too.

Everybody's hurt, and everybody's been hurt.

We're humans, it's what we do.

[ Laughing ]

Take it easy girl, take it easy.

Get out.

Get out.

[yelling] Get out!

Thanks for the drink, asshole.

[ Laughing ]

Are you OK?

Yeah, I'm fine.

[Lillian:] Are you sure?

[Rae:] Yeah, I'm sure.

I tried, Janelle.

I'm just so tired.

You're one of the strongest people I know.

The whole reason I was able to leave town was because of you,

because I wanted to be just like you.

Don't confuse running with being free.

Does he?

Ask and ye shall receive, or some shit.

What'd I miss?

Nothing.

That don't look like nothing.

We were just talking about Mama.

Oh, yeah, Mama.

Mama. Mama, Mama, Mama.

Where's the ice?

The thing's broken.

Two and a half hours on my day off,

no ice for the whiskey, sis?

We just thought you were getting beer.

Oh, well you thought wrong.

Didn't you?

[ Laughing ]

I'm just fucking with you, man.

Let's play some cards or something, it's early yet.

I'm pretty tired.

I think I'm going to hit it.

Take a beer if you want.

Waste of money.

I think there's some cards around here somewhere.

I don't want to play cards.

Were you even going to come back?

I'm sorry.

Are you?

I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it.

Yeah, you would.

Are you pregnant?

No.

Why can't you just admit it?

I'm not pregnant.

How can you say you love me and lie to my face like that, Chey?

I don't get it.

I didn't say I love you.

Well, fuck me.

Look, I was pregnant, but I'm not anymore.

That doesn't even make sense.

What the fuck?

Where are you going?

I feel fucking crazy.

Alex!

Alex!

Alex, stop!

Hey, get off, get off me.

You're drunk.

Hey. Hey, hey, what are you doing?

No.

Just give me the fucking keys.

Alex.

Enough. Enough!

Ahh.

Hey, what the hell is going on?

Alex.

What happened?

Oh god.

Are you okay?

Oh my god.

[yells] Did he hit you?

It was an accident.

Let him walk it off.

Cheyenne.

Hey. Hey, come here.

It's okay.

Come here.

It's all right.

I'm sorry.

Are you all right?

Why is there everyone mad?

We're not mad.

We're not mad, okay?

Okay.

Alex was upset, but he's gone now.

Why does he do that?

Because he's a very angry person.

Will he get better soon?

No, he won't.

But he's not going to hurt you or anybody, okay?

Okay.

He'll be gone in the morning.

[ Knocking ]

Hey. Come on, get up.

Come on.

Where's Noah?

He's out back.

Thanks.

What about the truck?

I think it's fine.

He's got it.

Chey. Chey.

You coming home today?

There's still a lot to do for the house.

You want some eggs?

No. No, no, thank you.

Hey, do you mind watching this?

I'm going to go check on Noah.

You can say it.

I don't have anything to say.

Are you sure you're not hungry?

Stop asking me that.

What is it?

Do you want to talk about last night?

You do, apparently.

So spit it out.

I was pregnant, but I lost it yesterday morning.

Okay.

That's it?

You don't have anything to say?

What do you want me to say, Chey?

Huh?

Alex, I lost our child.

Does that mean anything to you?

Of course it means something.

I don't get credit unless I react the way you think

I should?

I'm not coming home with you.

Okay.

Okay.

God damn it.

Cheyenne.

Cheyenne.

Come with me.

I won't ask you again.

You better be gone before Noah gets back in here.

Okay, baby.

You just remember, this is what you wanted.

I can do something cooler than that.

You ready?

Is he gone?

I'm proud of you.

I just want to get in the car

and drive till I can't recognize anything anymore.

I can look into getting the house up for sale.

You don't have to do that.

Well, it's not mine.

I don't want it.

You need it.

You and Noah.

Are you serious?

Thank you.

I love you.

Noah really wants to go down on the creek tonight.

Can you stay?

[Music] In the night when the wind comes howling.

Just one more night?

[Music] Over the mountains and the forest in my mind.

In the shadow places I try to hide.

I catch myself longing for a feeling.

Now bring it over to here.

[Music] The places I've never known.

I tip my hat to the sun, honey I got time to figure it out.

It looks like --

[Music] I'm a river running to the sea.

Let me wonder where I belong.

Give me back to the wild that knows me.

Drink the rain that washes me clean.

I take the road less known.

I tip my hat to the sun.

Honey, I got time to figure it out.

I'm a river running to the sea.

I'm a river running.

[ Crying ]

[ Music ]

How do you dream in a world on fire?

I'm not asking for myself, I'm asking for my child.

I want her to know what it feels

like to be free, to be wild.

How do you dream in a world on fire?

When I was young I got to be lost and lonely.

Got to leave the town where everyone had known me.

I got to follow that winding road just to see where it goes.

How do you dream in a world on fire?

When I was young, I got to be lost and lonely.

Got to leave the town where everyone had known me.

I got to follow that winding road just to see where it goes.

I got to sing the sweet, sad song of youth.

I got to follow my dreams, my truth.

How do you dream in a world on fire?

I'm not asking for myself, I'm asking for my child.

I want her to know what it feels

like to be free, to be wild.

[ Music ]

I got to sing the sweet, sad song of youth.

I got to follow my dreams, my truth.

Oh, how I wander how you do.

Oh, how I wander how you do.

How do you dream in a world on fire?

I'm not asking for myself, I'm asking for my child.