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Oh, you think I'm sexy?

Well, I think you're sexy, too.

Oh, yeah? You like that?

Good. I like it, too.

What? Oh, you like what I'm wearing?

This is just something I found and threw on.

You don't think it's too slutty, do you?

Aw, that's too bad.

Because I want to be a little slut.

Yeah?

You like it?

It's just something I threw on.

I like it, too.

You're really funny.

You don't think it's too slutty?

- Hey-- - Dad! Knock!

Sorry. Uh...

I didn't think you'd be in bed already.

I'm tired.

Okay, I'm just--

going to work and wanted to say goodnight.

'Kay, goodnight.

Thank you.

Thank you so much for being the best crowd we've ever had.

I'm serious.

I love you.

- We love you! - Thank you.

Payton, here you go. Wipe yourself off, though.

We got this press interview downstairs, okay?

Now?

Yup. You can handle it, do you think?

Yeah.

Yeah?

It's only going to be five, ten minutes.

- Can we do five? - Yeah, sure.

She's, uh, just some vlogger or something.

- Named Laura. - Sounds good.

- Laura? Hey. - Hi.

- Laura, this is Payton. - Hi.

- Hey, Payton. - Payton, Laura.

Hi, I'm Laura with Going Lyrical.

- Thanks for taking the time. - Of course.

- Sit down. - Thank you.

Uh, here you go. Excuse me.

Thank you.

Speaking of music, you've been very open about

your journey with sobriety.

Can you talk more about that?

Yes. Um... Sure.

I... I think the more we can talk about these things,

the more we can break down the stigma.

Yeah.

And I hope that by being open about my struggles

I can make a positive change in the world.

Next up, the latest music video

from Norwegian superstars Floorplan.

Here.

Did you change it some more this time?

No, I copied it exactly.

Just checking.

By the way, I think you're dyslexic.

You should really get that checked out.

Shouldn't we go if we have to stop by your neighbor's still?

Yeah.

So, house party at yours this weekend?

Because we know so many people who want to hang out with us.

We gotta take advantage of the empty house somehow.

I'm just going to try not to think of

what my dad is doing.

Did I tell you the place his new girlfriend picked?

No. Why?

In-room jacuzzi and romantic views.

I hate that.

Hello, Mrs. Guthrie.

Old fucking creep.

Do you think we'll get to meet him tomorrow?

Who? Payton? I don't know.

I don't know what I'd do.

I swear I would die.

Uh, I can think of a couple things.

Gross!

Why gross? You think he's hot, don't you?

- Yeah, obviously. - So?

It's just not like that. It's hard to explain.

He understands me. We have a connection.

You're telling me

you don't think about him at night when you're al--

No, no. I'm not having this conversation with you.

You're a pervert.

Oh, come on. You know you want to suck his big...

- No, no, no, no! - ...throbbing--

Okay! Jesus, you're sick.

Just be a minute, okay?

'Kay.

So, how long are they gone for this time?

My neighbors? A few weeks.

Florida?

Alaskan cruise.

Ugh. Please kill me before I get old

and think taking a cruise is a good idea.

Don't worry.

Global warming will kill you long before that.

Perfect.

Steph, don't.

That's the girl with the dead mom.

So? She's so desperate for attention.

She's a psycho.

♪ ...turns me on ♪

♪ You help me through the solar daze ♪

♪ You don't deserve to be unnoticed, girl ♪

♪ You're not the only one who's living ♪

♪ In a messed up world ♪

♪ Don't have to take that shit ♪

♪ You've had enough of this ♪

♪ And you know you're not the only one ♪

♪ Who's sick of it ♪

♪ You don't deserve to be unnoticed, girl ♪

♪ You know this world is run by charlatans and amateurs ♪

♪ And you know you're not the only one ♪

♪ That's sick of it ♪

♪ You don't deserve to be unnoticed, girl ♪

♪ You're not the only one who's living ♪

♪ In a messed up world ♪

♪ Don't have to take that shit ♪

♪ You've had enough of this ♪

♪ And you know you're not the only one ♪

♪ Who's sick of it ♪

♪ You don't deserve to be unnoticed, girl ♪

Your dad tells me you're a big fan of this band,

the-- the Floodplain?

Floorplan.

Floorplan! Yes. Yeah. Cool.

You know, I went to some great concerts back in my day,

if you can believe it.

Cool.

You know, maybe we could get a little crew

of our own together and go see a show.

You know? The three of us?

Could be fun.

Rylee, Marnie's asking you a question.

It's okay.

Yeah, sounds fun.

Yeah?

This is Sid's house here.

- Right here? - Yeah, here.

Cool.

And... here we are.

Oh, she looks so cute.

You see what she's wearing?

Stop.

Hey, Sid!

Hey, Marnie.

You look great, honey, and look at that purse.

Yes, okay!

Thanks.

You're a big fan of Floodplan, too, huh?

- Yeah. - Yeah?

- Yeah. - Cool. Me too.

Me too, babe.

Okay, here we go.

Okay. Bye now!

I'll see you Sunday.

Have fun!

Bye!

Sorry, that was brutal.

Nah, it's cool. At least your parents care where you are.

Marnie's not my parent.

Hey, I have something that'll make you feel better.

Where did you get that?

Never mind where I got it from. Just thank me.

Tonight's gonna be all ours.

What did you do?

Just have a shot.

Floorplan! Floorplan! Floorplan!

Floorplan! Floorplan! Floorplan!

Come on, we gotta get to the front.

Floorplan! Floorplan! Floorplan! Floorplan!

Ferndale!

It's so good to be back!

♪ I will never know ♪

♪ What you and I could have been ♪

♪ I will never know ♪

♪ What this stupid tattoo means ♪

♪ Seems too good to be true ♪

♪ When I'm alone with you ♪

♪ I'mma drunk, I'mma joke, I'mma hit 'til I choke ♪

♪ Do you think we deserve each other? ♪

♪ Is this what you call payback? ♪

♪ Waking up in the snow on the street in my clothes ♪

♪ Do you know where I lost my phone? ♪

♪ Is this what you call payback? ♪

♪ Payback ♪

♪ Is this what you call payback? Payback ♪

♪ Hey, darling ♪

♪ Can you hear me? ♪

♪ I just called to hear your voice ♪

Mm, do me.

♪ If I'm honest ♪

♪ I am struggling ♪

♪ Could I come over for a while? ♪

♪ But you smell it on my shirt again ♪

♪ I swear it's only second-hand ♪

♪ But you always knew when I was telling lies ♪

♪ I had another incident ♪

♪ I woke up in an ambulance ♪

♪ This morning wasn't good, but I'm alive ♪

♪ And I'm crying out ♪

♪ But there's no sound ♪

♪ Do you think that I deserve a second chance? ♪

♪ And I'm going down ♪

♪ In sight of land ♪

♪ I'm waving and I'm reaching for you hand ♪

♪ When all my world is black and blue ♪

♪ All I need is you ♪

♪ With everything I put you through ♪

♪ Only one thing stays true ♪

♪ When all my world is black and blue ♪

♪ All I need is you ♪

They played all the old stuff

I didn't think they would.

Yeah, totally.

Um, ready to head?

What?

Chris is here to pick us up.

Don't you want to check out the merch?

Buy stuff online. Come on.

I thought we were gonna try and meet Payton.

Ry, please?

Okay. I'll be fine. You just go.

Okay. I'll go meet with him first

and we'll come get you in, like, half an hour.

- Yeah, sounds good. - Okay.

I know, John. Okay? I do!

Please, stop repeating it.

It was bad.

Bad, you know that, right?

- Yeah. - It was horrible.

- It was one-- One bad night. - No, you know what?

Fucking up your career is one thing.

- But see all these guys? - Yeah...

Oh, really?

Yeah. I don't think you get it, do you?

I'll be right back...

Woman on PA: The venue is now closing.

Please make your way to the exists.

Come on. Come on.

Hey, this is Sid.

I never check this, so just text me.

Fuck.

Hey, man. I need the car.

Don't worry about it. It's my show.

Fuck!

No!

No, no, no, no, no, no!

Hey, hey, hey! Are you okay?

Oh, sweet fucking God.

What were you doing in the middle of the fucking road?

I couldn't see you. Are you okay?

Hey, are you okay?

You're Payton Adler.

Yeah.

I love your music. I'm a huge fan.

Yeah?

What's your name?

I'm Rylee.

Rylee. Pleased to meet you.

Look at me. Look at me.

You know, this was an accident, okay?

I'm sorry.

Yeah. It's fine.

You alone?

Uh, I was... here with a friend.

I just don't really know where she went.

I'm a bit stranded.

Stranded?

Hey, you all right?

Do you want a ride?

Really?

Yes. Do you need a ride?

Yeah.

Yeah? Okay, come on then.

♪ When you're around me ♪

♪ I can feel holy from just your touch ♪

♪ Lost little girl, when you were... ♪

It's really not that far from here,

especially at this time.

You can just keep driving straight,

and I'll let you know when to turn off.

Sounds good.

You were really great up there tonight.

I mean, I've been a fan for a long time,

but, uh, you know, I've never seen you live.

I love your music, though.

I mean, it's got me through some really hard times.

"Hearts That Shatter,"

I know you wrote it when your mom died, and...

...I lost my mom, too, so it meant a lot.

I'm sorry to hear that. Really. That's, um...

That sucks.

It's okay. I was really young.

She was killed in a car accident.

I don't even know why I'm telling you this.

I think I'm a little drunk.

I'm-- I'm just so happy that I got to meet you.

I mean, I had this feeling about tonight,

but then my friend ditched me to go hang out with this guy,

and I couldn't find her.

I mean, now I know it was all for a reason...

now I'm here with you.

You can just turn off to the right up here.

I'm just going to make a quick stop first,

and then I'll drop you off, okay?

Is that okay?

Yeah, yeah.

Cool.

♪ Show me how ♪

I'll be quick. Five minutes tops.

Cool, I'll-- I'll just be...

...here.

- Hey! - Yo!

What's up, man? How you doing?

Hey. Hey, what the fuck are you doing?

You said you'd be five minutes

- Who's that? - Don't worry about it.

- I'm just giving her a ride. - Ow.

Jesus, Payton. Don't bring randos to my house.

- I don't need that here. - I said don't worry about it!

See you later.

I'm sorry, okay? You said you'd be five minutes. I--

It's fine.

It's fine, okay?

Didn't mean to make you mad.

Look.

Just please tell me where to drive next

so I can drop you off.

Just turn off at the next right.

This... is not how this night was supposed to go, okay?

I just thought, you know, you're Payton Adler.

You wrote "Regret" and "Nightfall" and...

...I waited my entire life for this moment.

Could we please just start over?

Okay? I shouldn't have come up to the house. I'm sorry.

You were just taking so long I didn't know what to do.

Payton?

Payton!

Payton! Stop! Stop!

Stop! Stop!

Oh.

Holy shit, are you okay?

Yeah, I'm fine. I'm fine.

Are you sure?

Yeah. I'm fine.

Okay, just-- just turn-- turn off to the right.

Okay. Whoa!

Payton. Stop, stop, stop! Payton, stop!

Payton, stop. Stop! Stop the car!

Stop the car!

I'm gonna call an ambulance, okay?

No, no, no, no, no.

Just-- Just give me a second.

We just need to get inside.

Someone's gonna hear you.

My house is just around the corner.

No one's home...

Your house is-- No. It's fine. It's fine.

Okay, just--

Here.

Can I have some water, please?

Yeah. Just in the bathroom.

- Hm? - Just in-- in here.

Yeah, that's awesome. That's great. Thank you.

Yeah, I'm-- I'm fine.

Thank you.

Thanks.

Can I get you anything?

I'm... fine. Thank you, though.

I'll get you a clean towel.

Thank you.

Fucking hell, Ry.

Jesus Christ. You scared the shit out of me.

I thought you were a murderer.

We couldn't find you back at the Rex,

so I figured you must have ditched and come home.

I tried calling you, like, a hundred times.

My phone died.

What were you gonna do if I was a murderer?

Smother me with towels?

Payton Adler is in my bathroom.

Shit.

Seriously? What is that?

Oh, fuck.

Holy shit, that's Payton Adler.

Yeah, I told you.

No, please. Just get out.

Okay, okay.

I'm fine. I tripped.

Are those--

Yeah, I think so. Here. Help me.

Just get out, please. No!

I just need a minute.

Okay, okay.

No. No!

Get out! Just get the fuck out!

Payton?

What's he doing here?

It's a long story. I'll tell you later.

Payton, come on. Just open the door.

Seriously, he looks fucked. Should we call someone?

My dad can never know.

We just want to help you.

I don't think he's doing good.

- Payton-- - I'm fine.

- What was on the floor? - Just let us in, okay?

One second.

Payton, you're scaring us.

Just one second, okay?

Payton?

What the fuck was that?

We need to get in there. He might be hurt.

Payton, are you okay?

Let's go.

Come on, sunshine. Waiting for ya.

Payton, come on.

Shit.

It's the same John guy again.

- Turn it off. - He's famous.

People are obviously looking for him.

And that's why he's gonna be so happy

we kept him safe and didn't call anyone.

I still think we--

Shh. He's awake.

How are you feeling?

Mm, what happened?

Where am I?

He's brain damaged.

He's not brain damaged, he's fine.

You're in my room. You're safe.

I'm so sorry, okay?

We just didn't know what else to do.

You were acting crazy. You passed out in my bathroom.

You freaked Sid out.

I'm sorry. It's um...

I've got a medical condition with my blood sugar.

And when it gets too low, I get blackouts.

That's probably what happened.

Look, I'm sorry if I wasn't myself,

and thank you for the wonderful place to crash,

but I'm-- I'm feeling better. I really have to go.

Like, right now. Please.

What's this?

I've never seen those before.

They were in your pocket.

So, what do you want? Money?

- No! - Money?

Do you want money or something?

No. No, we're just trying to protect you.

- This is insane. Hey! - No.

- Why are you being so mean? - Anyone, please! Help! Help!

Stop yelling! Please, stop it!

- Help me! Anyone! Hey! - You have to understand!

We're not trying to hurt you!

I'm being held hostage!

We're just trying to help you!

- We need to let him go. - No!

- Yes! - You heard him,

he's gonna tell people we held him hostage.

- No, I'm not. - And who's gonna believe him?

I have a giant bruise on my thigh to prove

he hit me with his car, and proof he's back on drugs.

No, no, no. Hey, listen. Listen.

Just undo this right now and you'll never see me again.

No! Okay? This isn't you.

I knew it last night when we stopped at that house.

I just... I didn't want to believe it.

You've relapsed, and it's okay.

It explains everything. There's no judgement.

Okay, you've got a substance abuse problem.

No, I don't have a substance abuse problem.

I have a handcuffed to a fucking wall problem!

Last night you nearly killed yourself,

you nearly killed me!

Can I talk to you outside--

No, we saved your life and you're not even

- a little bit grateful? - No! Don't! Please!

Come back and undo this! Please!

I'm not joking around!

I'm gonna lose my fucking mind!

Ry, what just happened?

He's doing drugs again.

- So? We do drugs. - It's different.

He's an addict.

Weren't we just handcuffing him

until he was sober enough to drive?

Look, I know I'm right about this.

Right about what?

Help!

Right about keeping him here until he can get this

out of his system.

We are not doing that.

I'm worried about you.

Is this about your mom, because...

...because I know that was really fucked up, but--

It's not that.

Okay?

Payton Help!

I know it seems crazy.

But just think about all the things that had to happen

to get us here.

It's too many coincidences. It's like-- like

the universe is telling me that I'm meant to help him.

So, let's get him into rehab.

He did that already. You saw where it got him.

We can make a difference here,

do something that actually matters.

Isn't that what we're always talking about?

Just trust me on this, okay?

We just need enough time for him to get this

out of his system and to see what he's doing.

Otherwise, what's to stop him from hurting someone

or hurting himself?

I promise it'll be okay.

♪ ...waving and I'm reaching for your hand ♪

Okay, we can keep him here for a few more hours,

but no more.

You have to promise me, okay?

♪ All I need is you ♪

Are you even listening? Rylee!

This is Payton's phone. Leave it.

God damn.

Eric, right? I'm Payton's friend.

Oh, yeah.

We've met. John.

Oh, John. Yeah. From the Quiet Things tour.

Right. Yeah. Can I come in for a sec?

Yeah, yeah. Come in.

So, still tour managing?

Yup.

That's nice.

So, someone said

that Payton might have been here last night.

Ooh, yeah. He was. Want some?

No. Is he still here?

No, he's not. Why you asking?

Because he hasn't been responding to me,

and I don't want him to miss tonight's show.

Yeah, that sucks, man.

Yeah.

Uh, I don't know what to tell you.

He came here, we chilled out, and then he left.

Huh.

Okay. So, he said nothing?

Nope.

What'd you sell him, Eric?

Hm? I'm not a cop.

I'm just trying to figure out what's going on

so he doesn't ruin his fucking career.

Xannies. Some coke.

Not a big deal.

It actually is a big deal.

This is my card.

So, take it,

and if you think of anything useful, call me.

And listen, when Payton comes back into town,

don't pick up the fucking phone, okay?

You guys need to get a fucking life.

You get a life.

♪ Sticks and stones may break my bones ♪

♪ But the drugs won't hurt me the drugs won't hurt me ♪

♪ Ex-girlfriend keeps calling my phone ♪

♪ But the bitch can't hurt me ♪

So I'm not worried ♪

♪ All alone, did it on my own ♪

♪ So I show no mercy, I show no mercy ♪

♪ With my bros but I got my pole ♪

♪ Screamin', "Please don't urge me" ♪

♪ "Please don't urge me" ♪

♪ Smoke my dope and I pop my Perky ♪

♪ And lock my phone 'cause these hoes be lurking ♪

♪ Sticks and stones may break my bones ♪

♪ But the drugs won't hurt me the drugs won't hurt me ♪

♪ Ex-girlfriend keeps calling my phone ♪

♪ But the bitch can't hurt me ♪

♪ So I'm not worried ♪

♪ All alone, did it on my own ♪

♪ So I show no mercy, I show no mercy ♪

♪ With my bros but I got my pole ♪

♪ Screamin', "Please don't urge me" ♪

♪ "Please don't urge me" ♪

♪ Fuck these hoes, all they do is irk me ♪

♪ Fuck these hoes, all they do is irk me ♪

Hey.

I'm gonna make the call tonight.

So, just get the guys to grab their shit

and head to the venue.

I'll make up some excuse.

The cops won't help for 48 hours.

Let's keep this quiet for now.

He'll surface...

He always does.

Come on, come on. Come on.

I can't do this.

Yes, you can.

Okay? I know it's hard, but it's gonna be okay.

I swear, if you let me go, I'll--

I'm not gonna tell anyone.

Otherwise, they'll find me

and you'll never get away with it.

No one is looking for you.

Yes, they are.

They're probably not far off.

No. No one is coming.

Your band made a post that said you're sick

that's why you canceled.

You're lying.

"We are heartbroken to announce

we will be rescheduling tonight's show at the Dome.

Unfortunately, Payton has the flu."

They don't care about you.

But I do.

Okay? I can help you.

I get your pain.

Just make it stop.

Please.

Try and get some sleep, okay?

I promise tomorrow will be better.

♪ Have you been to Jesus for the cleansing power ♪

♪ Are you washed in the blood of the Lamb? ♪

♪ Are you washed? Washed? ♪

♪ Washed in the blood of the Lamb? ♪

♪ Are you washed? Washed? ♪

♪ Washed in the blood of the Lamb? ♪

♪ Waking up today ♪

♪ You feel unwell ♪

♪ This week is overstayed ♪

Oh, Sid.

♪ Everything that's good ♪

That's not me.

♪ Some days you think this life is a carousel ♪

♪ We're not giving up ♪

♪ This ain't over yet... ♪

Oh my God.

Payton, come on.

Come on, we need to get you cleaned up.

He looks like he's dying.

Can you go to the laundry room,

and just get me some towels

and a pair of my dad's clean boxers?

♪ Girl, you're not the only one... ♪

This isn't okay.

Just go!

♪ Don't have to take that shit ♪

Sure.

♪ You've had enough of this ♪

♪ And you know you're not the only one ♪

♪ Who's sick of it... ♪

Payton?

Come on, I need your help here.

Here.

Oh, fuck.

This feels wrong.

So, you'd rather leave him sitting in his own shit?

Give me that.

No, it's just, like, it's a violation.

He's not even awake.

So? Nurses do this shit all the time.

What's the difference? Don't make it weird.

I'm starting to freak out a little here, Ry.

He's not getting any better.

If anything he's getting worse.

Look, you read what it said online, okay?

Just... It can take anywhere from one to five days

depending on how much he was using.

This is all still within normal withdrawal range.

Don't worry. I've got a plan.

I don't think we can carry him.

You have a better idea?

Otherwise my dad will be home soon, so...

Just make sure he's out for real and not faking it.

And what do we do if he does wake up?

Rylee?

Here. Happy?

Whoa, Rylee. What the fuck!

It's my dad's. It's for work.

Here. I got you.

You get his hands. I get his feet.

Rylee!

I fucking told you he played us!

Help me! Help!

Help!

Someone!

Please! Please! Help me!

Hello! Hello!

Where the fuck is everybody?

Help me!

Please. Come on!

Hey!

Payton! Just stay there, wait.

Payton, wait!

Stop!

You're crazy! Get off me!

No!

Close the door. Close the door.

Okay. What if the neighbors come home?

They're gone till the end of next week.

Let's get him downstairs.

Then we'll put his car in the garage.

Okay.

- He's too heavy. - No, no, no.

Okay.

Just a bit farther.

- Just put-- - Go faster!

Put him down.

Just put him down.

Okay.

Is he dead?

No, no. He's fine. He's...

I think he's just passed out.

Rylee, I told you. I...

He was gonna kill you.

Okay, okay.

Okay, it's fine. Okay?

We're fine.

Look at me.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Does it look bad?

Let's just get you cleaned up, okay?

He bit me.

We need to figure out what we're going to say.

Say to who?

Everyone!

We need to get our story straight.

I mean, oh my God. Everybody's going to hate me.

I'm gonna have to change my name.

I'll never get my driver's license.

Why would they hate you?

Why? Did you see what just happened?

When he tells people what I did--

He's not gonna tell anybody.

You don't think he's going to wake up?

I thought you said he was just passed out.

We need to call an ambulance.

Just calm down, okay? He's fine.

We just need to stick to the plan.

The plan?

No, no, no, no.

We were only trying to keep him safe and off the road,

which honestly is the cops' job anyway.

So, they should be thanking us, and-- and--

and we have proof.

Who's gonna believe him

when we look like this, I mean...

We tried to let him go and he assaulted me

and tried to kill you. So, I had to do what I did--

He wouldn't have actually hurt me.

Are you serious?

He was about two seconds away from bashing your brains in.

It's over.

You need to face reality here. I can't do this.

Look, I know that there are risks,

but I also know that that man down there, he needs my help.

He doesn't want it, Rylee!

He doesn't want your help,

and he doesn't...

want... you.

You're wrong.

Where are you going?

Home. I'm done.

What, to go tell your mom,

who doesn't care whether you live or die?

I'm the only one who's ever been there for you.

You can't leave me.

What are you gonna do? Handcuff me, too?

Move!

Please!

Please.

Okay.

Okay, fine.

Let's just-- Let's talk.

No, no, no, no!

Stop!

I just wanna talk to you!

No! I don't want to talk to you!

Stop! Please stop!

Stop!

Just look at me.

Rylee!

Be quiet. Be quiet.

Shh.

Be quiet. Shh.

Shh.

Who wants a treat? Do you want a treat, fella?

Okay, we're good. We're good.

Sidney?

Sidney. Sidney.

Sidney, wake up!

Come on. I know you're faking it. Just come on!

Hey, Dad.

Rylee, this place is a mess.

Just because I'm gone for the weekend,

you think you can turn into some sort of slob?

It's not a big deal. Just relax.

- Dad. - And clean the bathroom.

How many times have I told you to hang your towels?

I know. I'm sorry. I will.

Spotless.

Fuck.

Where am I?

Somewhere no one can hear your screams.

Why are you doing this to me? What'd I ever do to you, huh?

You hit me.

You told me to get in your car.

You got high and drove off the road.

You freaked out

and passed out at an underage girl's house.

Maybe you should ask yourself

why you did those things first.

Why didn't you just kill me if you hate me so much?

I don't hate you.

Why not?

I'm just a pathetic fucking junkie.

I'm not really in the mood

for your self-pity party right now.

I'm telling you the truth.

My friends don't care enough to look for me.

What does that tell you, huh?

That you have shitty friends.

You wouldn't have said that if you knew

what I put them through.

It's just the things I do when I get fucked up.

Then why do you do it?

Because I grew up with it.

Addiction runs in my family.

I was abused as a child.

Really?

No, but what do you want me to say?!

There's no reason for it, okay?

You've been on the road for years and years

and there's an insane schedule

and everyone's expecting you to be a certain way, right?

And for them it's...

...it's one night, they want to party.

But for me it's every single night.

And it's not like you can just tell the promoters

and playlisters that create your fucking career

that, "No, I don't want that.

No, I'm too tired. I don't want that anymore."

So, you rally.

You rally and you give them exactly what they want.

Exactly who they want you to be.

And who do you want to be?

I don't know.

Not this.

You have a second chance now.

Don't you think you owe it to yourself

and to everyone who loves you to at least try

and turn it around?

All of this has to be worth something.

I believe in you.

That you can be the person

I know you are capable of being.

The person who wrote all those songs.

We just got a new blind item in about

a foreign-born B-list rockstar.

Apparently, his band has been canceling shows

because he's disappeared.

Our guess? It's Payton Adler with another relapse.

♪ This morning wasn't good, but I'm alive ♪

♪ When all my world is black and blue ♪

♪ All I need is you ♪

And for those of you who did not do well,

and you know who you are, semis are in two weeks.

I suggest you start studying now.

Good thing her face is better birth control than the pill.

Don't need any more idiots on the planet.

What is your problem?

I don't have a problem.

Then tell me what you just said to my face.

I didn't say anything.

Not everything's about you.

Fine. Whatever.

Maybe you should brush your teeth

after you finish throwing up your breakfast.

Your breath stinks.

Excuse me?

Rylee, they need you in the principal's office.

Bring your stuff.

I bet they found a gun in her locker.

Ooh!

Okay, that's enough. That's enough.

♪ Ooh, ooh ♪

♪ Bitch, I wasn't finished, so shut the fuck up ♪

♪ And with God as my witness, nobody gives a fuck ♪

♪ You've only got one purpose and it's to lick my nuts ♪

♪ And if you didn't realize then now you know what's up ♪

♪ Yeah, now you know what's up ♪

♪ Yeah, I taught you how to fuck ♪

♪ You're a trick, you're a opp ♪

♪ Bitch you soft you forgot ♪

♪ 'Bout these tits its your loss ♪

♪ You're my bitch, I'm the boss, bitch ♪

♪ Don't want me, you don't want me ♪

♪ You don't want me ♪

♪ My pussy got teeth ♪

I'm so sorry about Sidney, honey.

Call me if you need anything, okay?

I'll be right outside, all night.

Thanks. Goodnight.

Night.

Love you.

Goodnight.

This is so awful.

Thanks for staying the night.

Of course. Of course.

I can't imagine what she's going through.

I can't imagine what Sidney's parents are going through.

They've got this asshole kid she was texting with

in questioning right now, if I find out he did it

I swear to God I'll kill him myself.

Okay, hey. It's okay...

What are you doing?

Uh... Nothing really. Just scrolling.

Sorry.

That shit's addictive.

Everyone's trying to sell you something,

but it's all fake.

You know I had to change my name to sound more American.

It's never enough.

Less and less people are coming to our shows.

My dream was to be a life-changing artist.

I don't think I made much of an impact.

I wanted to...

I wanted to leave a legacy,

but instead I write painfully forgettable songs,

at least that's what Rolling Stone said

about my latest album.

Fuck them.

You really want to make music for

a bunch of tired old hipsters anyways?

Your music changed my life.

Before I found your songs...

...I was really messed up.

My dad doesn't know me.

I suck at school and sports,

and I didn't have any friends besides Sid.

And even then, she didn't understand

how fucking miserable it was to be me.

To feel... like everything is meaningless.

Here.

What's this?

It's my mom's. She died when I was ten.

I can't-- I can't.

Just listen.

I was ten.

And I had my swim meet semi-finals.

So, I had to go all the way to Williamsfield for it.

My mom was supposed to pick me up,

and I waited outside, but she never came.

She'd been killed by an impaired driver.

I used to think what if I just hadn't made the semi-finals?

Would she still be here?

Or what if someone had locked up that guy

before he ever got behind the wheel?

What then?

I just...

...I need you to understand why I did the things I have.

Without your music,

I never would have made it after she died.

Your songs were the only thing that made it feel

like I could be okay, like I wasn't alone.

I want you to have it.

Please.

Your music matters.

You matter.

Rylee.

Can you come here a minute?

Why?

Sit. I just want to talk to you.

Did you go through my room?

Okay. Listen...

You had no right to do that.

I didn't go through your room.

I went up there to wake you up and you were gone,

and I was worried. You can't leave like that.

I went for a walk. I couldn't sleep.

Okay, I'm not here to get you in trouble.

Just... to help.

Well, I don't need your help. I'm fine.

Then you want to tell me what this is?

I've never seen those before.

I know you're going through a lot right now,

but doing drugs is not a solution to anything.

Believe me, I--

I'm not doing drugs.

Then why did I find these in your room?

Well, for all I know, you put them there.

Okay, I'm trying to give you a chance to explain.

I had some trouble when I was younger myself,

and I wish that someone had been more understanding

when I needed it.

I know your dad doesn't always get stuff like this.

Are you gonna tell him?

Yeah. I'm gonna have to. He's your dad.

And who the fuck are you?

You're not my mom. You're nobody.

So, why don't you just mind your own fucking business?

Where are you going?

I don't know, Marnie.

I'm so hopped up on drugs I have no idea.

Jesus Christ.

Hello?

Hello?

Hello?

Is someone here?

Hello?

Hello?

Oh, thank God! Help me, please!

- Holy shit. - Help, help!

- Hey, hey! - I'll get help.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait!

Oh, what the fuck!

Oh, my God.

Oh, please. Don't!

Payton, calm down. Hey.

Just breathe.

What happened? Is she dead? Jesus Christ!

Please, just look at me.

We'll get through this together.

Just breathe.

Good.

Just don't look, okay?

No!

Don't!

No!

Hey.

Hey, Dad.

What's this?

I needed to stay busy, so I made some comfort food.

Want some?

Sure.

Where's Marnie?

She didn't call you?

She said she had a work thing. She ran off.

Yeah. I told her I didn't want you being alone today.

Dad. Dad!

I'm fine.

This is your mother's recipe.

You know, if you weren't fine...

look, I know you don't want to talk to your dad, but...

You know, I see a lot of things at work,

and I know...

I know your mother...

...she would have been a lot better at this than me, but...

...you can talk to me.

I know.

I know what I did was awful.

I'll carry that guilt for the rest of my life,

but you didn't know her.

She would have ruined everything.

I only did all this because I love you.

Helping you will be the greatest thing I ever do,

and I can't change the world...

...but I can help you do it.

I've been writing.

I don't know if it's world-changing stuff, but...

"I think of you in a world so meaningless.

With your blue eyes so brave.

I couldn't see you, but you saw me.

A soul to be saved."

This is beautiful.

These past few days, there's, um...

There's a lot I wasn't ready to deal with.

I remembered why I...

...wrote to begin with.

It was my way of processing how I felt.

All the anger, and grief and pain.

I really didn't mean for this all to happen.

I know,

but the truth is,

I wouldn't have stopped if it wasn't for you.

People have tried. I've tried.

But it took you to get me back to myself. You.

But I don't know what to do now.

She's dead and I--

We'll figure it out.

Like you said.

I didn't know her.

But I've known plenty of people like her.

People like that, they want to stop you.

You can't let them.

No. People like us, you and me,

we're different, and we need to stick together.

I love what you're wearing.

This?

It's just something I threw on.

You don't think it's too slutty?

No, I think you look beautiful.

This is crazy.

I know.

It's gonna be okay, I promise.

You helped me, so let me help you.

Okay?

Hm?

So, what do you want to do?

I've been thinking.

Hm?

I have an idea.

Okay.

No. Stop. Stop this.

Stop! Payton! Stop, stop!

Payton! No!

I'm helping you.

I can help you.

Payton, I love you. I love you.

No! This isn't love!

No!

Payton, no! Stop it! You can't leave me here!

No!

♪ Ave Maria ♪

Come on, come on.

♪ Ave Maria ♪

Payton.

Payton, stop. No!

♪ Ave Maria ♪

♪ Ave Maria ♪

No. Come back! Come back!

♪ I would die... ♪

♪ For you ♪

No.

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪

♪ I would die for you ♪

♪ I would die for you ♪

♪ I would die for you ♪

♪ I would die for you ♪

Hey.

Hey, you get my message?

We got a call. We gotta go.

Uh, yeah, yeah. Just give me a second.

Uh...

I'll be home for dinner.

Just call me if you need anything.

All right.

They wouldn't tell me what's going on.

Let me talk to him.

Sir, it's a closed crime scene.

I'm not asking to go in there, am I?

Give us some room here. Give us some room.

I'm asking for answers.

Why is it so hard?

No help at the station the other day.

What do you guys do?

I saw you at the station.

Can you tell me what's going on?

No, I don't keep drugs in the house.

Come on, man. I was the one who called you.

I'm not in the wrong here.

He was already acting crazy when he showed up.

I tried to help him. I did everything I could.

I swear to God. There was nothing I could do.

We got some blood out here.

I'll go check it out.

It can't be.

What do we got?

What is it?

Hey, Jan. What is it?

Ron.

Just tell me what's going on.

Let's just go back inside.

Ron.

Come in.

Hey.

Just letting you know I'm leaving.

'Kay.

Yeah?

Nothing.

I'll see you later.

Thousands have gathered here today

to pay respect to Payton Adler,

frontman of the band Floorplan.

It was a year ago that the singer died by overdose,

and fans continue to speculate

if this was an accident or suicide.

A female victim was found in his car

along with the murder weapon carrying his fingerprints.

The controversy is furthered after lyrics were posted to

Adler's social media before his death,

the contents of which were recorded by his band

in what has now become a Grammy-winning hit,

making Payton Adler

part of an elite few posthumous winners.

We did it.

♪ Everything I do, every single move ♪

♪ Every single time I've ever thought of you ♪

♪ You make one turn into two, war into a truce ♪

♪ I'm so embarrassed, but I gotta tell the truth ♪

♪ I got a crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Thinkin' of you everywhere, your house, my house ♪

♪ The car or in my room ♪

♪ I got a crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Every single thing I make, say, think or do towards you ♪

♪ You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you ♪

♪ You, you, you, you ♪

♪ I got a crush on you,

♪ Do you crush on me too?

♪ You, you, you, you, you, you, you, you ♪

♪ I thought I was in it, but I changed my mind ♪

♪ Crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ I changed my mind, I changed my mind... ♪

♪ Crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Try to dig my grave ♪

♪ Ooh, it gets hard ♪

♪ It, it, it gets hard ♪

♪ It gets so fucking hard ♪

♪ Wake up, repeat, ah ♪

♪ Wake and repeat, ah ♪

♪ Every day the same, all white red, red ♪

♪ I got a crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Thinkin' of you everywhere, your house, my house ♪

♪ The car or in my room ♪

♪ I got a crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Every single thing I make, say, think or do towards you ♪

♪ I got a crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Thinkin' of you everywhere, your house, my house ♪

♪ The car or in my room

♪ I got a crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Every single thing I make, say, think or do towards you ♪

♪ You, you, you, you ♪

♪ I got a crush, crush, crush, crush, crush ♪

♪ Do you crush on me too? I got a cru-- Ah! ♪

♪ You, you, you ♪

♪ I got a crush on you, do you crush on me too? ♪

♪ Every single thing I make, say, think or do towards you ♪

♪ Everything I do, every single move ♪

♪ Every single time I've ever thought of you ♪

♪ You make one turn into two, war into a truce ♪

♪ I'm so embarrassed, but I gotta tell the truth ♪

♪ I got a cr-- ♪

♪ Crush on-- ♪

♪ Crush on-- ♪

♪ You, you ♪