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Hi, I'm Jessica Foppet, adorable butt slut, and I was forced feminized.

Turned it off really innocently.

I used to be a boy, and I used to date girls in boy clothes, and even looked

like a boy.

And then...

I got really into forced feminization as a fetish. I couldn't help it. I was

really attracted to it. I thought it was really hot.

The idea that somebody could turn me into a pretty girl.

And it started off so innocently.

I would watch videos and listen to audio.

I remember the first time that I heard an audio clip that said that I was just

girl and I couldn't be anything else.

I got so turned on.

I couldn't help it. And then I remember...

Feeling like white hot shame on my face because I liked hearing it so much and

it was so sexy to me.

And then the more I got into it, the deeper it got.

So you have to be kind of careful with this stuff or you could end up like me.

Now I don't even like girls.

And I couldn't fathom being a boy.

I'm permanently stuck like this.

Had so many changes happen to my body.

Like these.

These are permanent.

And they're real.

These are real breasts.

That I grew through forced feminization.

I can't. You can have implants taken out. I can't have these taken out. These

are real.

These are forever on my chest. If I tried to go back to being a boy.

There's nothing that I could do about these.

I permanently have girl pits on my chest because I got so deep into forced

feminization.

And I had other things done to my body too, besides growing breasts and taking

hormones.

All the changes to my face and to my breasts were just from videos and

I haven't had any surgeries.

I've had one surgery.

And it was the most feminizing of all.

And it's the most permanent.

There's absolutely no way to undo it.

You see it?

I got really into getting forced feminized. Like a little what?

And I got on the internet.

To find people to feminize me more.

Different dominants.

Mistresses.

Daddies.

One of my daddies.

He had my balls cut off.

There's nothing in there now.

They're all gone.

So again, I cannot do this.

Good. Rabbit hole that if you go down, it can be very permanent.

You've got to be careful.

Now I've got this permanently girly body.

And my little penis keeps shrinking.

And it won't get hard anymore because I have my balls cut off.

All because I got into forced feminization.

All because I thought it was hot. I thought it was a fetish and I was turned

by it.

But I kept going deeper and deeper into it.

And now it's affected my entire life.

And because this doesn't work, the only way that I can have sex is getting

fucked.

So I get fucked in my little asshole all the time.

And that's the only way that I can have sex now.

Because I've been permanently feminized.

I can't get off any other way.

When there isn't somebody to fuck me, I have to use a toy and fuck myself.

My only sexual organ now is my asshole.

Permanently ruined.

I can only ever be a girl now.

I can never go back.

And it's a fetish that took over my life.

After I became a girl, I had to come out to everybody in my life

as a girl. I had no choice.

It was getting deeper and deeper and deeper.

I had to have my name changed, my identity changed.

Because it's permanent.

But I can't go back.

There's no undoing getting your balls cut off or growing tits.

I mean, like, look at them.

They're big.

And they're real.

They're actually real tits.

Sometimes they lactate.

They're fully real breasts on my chest that are never going to go away, ever.

And when they were growing in, they hurt so much.

It was so painful to grow them.

But I kept doing it.

I was being forced feminized. Daddy said I had to.

Daddy would bend me over and take my estrogen shot and

put it in my butt and fill me up with estrogen and tell me that I was a good

girl.

And now I'm stuck this way.

Now I have to take estrogen.

I can't produce testosterone anymore because I had my balls cut off.

I'm at a point where it just snowballs downhill and there's no stopping it.

From here on out, I can only get girlier.

I can't undo any of this.

I'm just a sexy little slut.

Permanently forced feminized.

Permanently ruined.

Can never be a boy again.

Gonna be a girl forever.

All because I got into videos and audio that was about

forced feminization.

So be careful, or the same thing could happen to you.