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Okay, buddy.

Listen, have a good day, okay?

We'll meet here after school.

Yes, not today.

I have to work.

You understand, right?

- Yes. - Yes.

I do.

Understood.

I love you, big guy.

I love you.

Ha?

Come on, I don't want you

embarrass yourself in front of your friends.

Okay, I'll leave you alone.

See you.

Stay out of trouble.

Hey, Zander!

You are my friend now.

Okay, that's definite

the most difficult test of the year,

so I hope that you have learned.

Okay, let's see.

'Admire'.

Your turn, Kayla, go!

B-E-W-U-N-D-E-R-N, admire.

Ouch!

You're ruining my life.

Conner, Reagan!

Concentration.

Okay, so who can for me

Spell 'handsome'?

Why are you so obsessed with me?

Mr Wiley!

Stop now.

One more time and you know what happens then.

Go...

Jeremy.

G-U-T-A-U-S-S-E-H-E-N-D, handsome.

Yes, that's you!

Okay, next, ooh, this is difficult: butterflies.

Boom, my buddy!

Don't leave me hanging, Zander.

Can I hear it in one sentence?

You can do it.

When I see someone who I love,

I have butterflies in my stomach.

Butterflies.

Okay, butterflies.

S-C-H-M-E-T-T Mr. Wiley, Conner

is behaving extremely inappropriately.

No no!

Reagan is a huge testicle.

Stop, that's enough, you two.

Level 1 violation.

Conner, sit forward.

Swap places with...

With zander.

Thank you for being a You're a team player, my buddy.

Long distance relationships never work.

Bye, have a nice day.

Bye, Mr. Wiley!

Bye.

Hey, thanks for being so good, my buddy.

Oh, you're not off the hook yet.

Pow wow.

Okay, so let's talk about before, what was going on?

It was Reagan.

What do you think?

She pinched me.

Four times.

Okay, I hear you, but just apologize

and be careful that it doesn't happen again.

You're sitting next to Kayla, so...

What are you doing?

Walk me home.

Close your eyes, think of someone.

Are you thinking of someone?

Can you see the person?

Yes.

Open your eyes.

Every time you click on one If you stepped

into line, you broke that person's back.

I...

I thought you'd break it His

mother's back when stepped on.

I have two dads, so it can't be right.

Wow, whose back are you breaking then?

Conners.

Me too.

babe?

Mm-hmm?

Can you put this away for me?

Clear.

Thanks.

But don't get used to it,

because tomorrow is my day.

Oh, I know.

Mm-hmm.

I don't do anything.

Okay, but now.

- Okay. - Thanks.

Look what I have for your dad.

Doesn't he already have a newer one?

Hey, this is better than new.

It belonged to your great-grandfather.

He has it yours Left to

Grandpa, who gave it to your Dad.

I had them repaired and cleaned.

She's cool.

Oh yeah?

Think so.

Do you know, one day you'll meet

someone you love also give something.

OK.

So, listen, uh...

I have to...

Yes, I know.

Work.

Yes.

Work.

Sorry, buddy.

But thank you for understanding.

And hey, Have a good day, big guy.

I love you.

Come on, no love for the birthday girl?

Bye, Keith.

All right, behave yourself.

You too, my buddy?

I'll do it, Mr. Wiley!

Oh.

Reagan takes care of you.

I'm such a good friend.

Talk to me.

About what?

I have no idea two dads or something.

I don't want to cause you any trouble.

So, now you don't want to bother me.

What does that mean?

Do something annoying.

I'm never annoying!

Do I have to break you two apart?

Yes.

I take full responsibility for my actions, Mr. Wiley.

Reagan, you know this is a Level 1 violation.

Sit forward.

Swap places with Jeremy.

hurry up, my time is precious.

Reagan, don't take it too far.

Let's leave it at one Violation Level 1 for today.

I can't see anything from here, can you?

Bye, Mr. Wiley.

Bye.

Well done today, Conner.

My buddy!

Thank you for being so good again today.

Wait a minute, Squeaky.

We need to have a little pow-wow about earlier.

Let's go.

OK.

Have a nice evening.

Hey.

Is this Bill's classroom?

Uh, I mean, Mr. Wiley.

Aha.

Um, is he busy in there right now?

I don't know.

OK.

Oh.

Tomorrow will be better, okay?

- Okay. - Hey!

Hey how are you?

Can we go?

Yes, I just have to get my things.

OK.

Thank you for waiting for me.

You're such a good friend.

Oh my goodness, is that your girlfriend?

She's so cute!

Walk me home.

Mr. Wiley's girlfriend is really pretty.

Do you think I'm pretty?

I don't know, I've never had a girlfriend before.

Oh, so now you don't want to talk?

That's a lot for a single back.

You could kill someone!

So, about today, have you done your project?

Can I copy from you?

Zander, do you like your cake?

Looks like this like he likes him.

And I know what you will like.

Happy Birthday.

What is that?

For me?

Wow.

You're wonderful.

You're wonderful.

Happy Birthday.

- Thanks. - Gladly.

Let's see what that is.

Wow, wait a minute, wait a minute.

Look at that!

Uh-oh.

I'm so sorry.

I didn't even think about that.

Everything's okay, don't worry.

It's really okay, you can...

They use these...

She is small!

No, it's very simple.

You take them like this, they take out the connecting pieces,

and put them back in.

I'll have it repaired for you next week.

I'm really sorry.

Everything's fine, she's wonderful.

- Love you. - I love you.

OK.

Let's get ready.

Don't stay awake too late, okay?

Good night, buddy.

First word: admire.

Don't cheat!

Just let me see.

No chance.

Second word:

Handsome.

Hey, give it back, you idiot!

Give it back, you...

Sorry.

What's going on back here, boys?

- He took my test. - I'm cheating.

Is that correct?

Aha.

Well, I know the rules.

Whoa, what are you doing?

Cheating is a more serious one Violation level 2.

Don't look at me like that.

Ooh!

That's enough!

Okay, third word.

Butterflies.

All right, kids, pens in your pencil cases, please.

Take your things, and

your tests, and hand them in.

Have a nice weekend everyone.

Thanks, Jeremy.

Have a nice afternoon, Mr. Wiley.

Thank you too.

- Bye, Mr. Wiley. - Have a nice weekend.

- Just a moment, my buddy. - Bye, Mr. Wiley.

Pow wow with you.

Thanks, Reagan, let's go.

Zander!

Come on, please.

Thanks.

Have a nice weekend.

My buddy, you're usually good.

What was going on today?

I...

Hey.

Hey, don't worry.

Be careful...

Look, it's just the two of us here, no one else.

Whatever's going on, I'm

always here for you, okay?

I love you.

Zander...

Buddy.

I'm your teacher, um...

If you uh...

You are a child.

You are my good student, we are buddies um...

Did you steal that?

Hm?

Where did you get that from?

Zander, does this belong to your dad?

Is he picking you up?

No.

Don't cry.

Sorry, buddy.

Didn't you talk to him?

Of course I talked to him.

OK.

He needs to hear it from you.

I don't know what to say.

Where do I start?

Am I talking about stealing, or about that...

Talk about stealing.

I...

Did you know that I had to leave work when...

I don't want to hear that.

I know you don't want to hear this.

I don't really care.

I know.

You should have yours Change priorities.

Go to him.

OK.

Go.

OK.

OK.

We don't have to talk.

I understand you.

I'm sorry.

What am I supposed to do with you?

Do you know, how important is it to me?

It's more important that you have them.

And the good thing about it all is,

that if the big pointer lands right here,

you will feel much better.

Promised.

I love you, little one.

I really do.

So, wanna step on some lines?

I have to tell you something.

- What? - Conner is my new friend.

What's going on, man?

Uh!

Come here, buddy.

Nice to see you.

You too.

How was your day?

It was okay.

Yes?

Yes, mine too.

Not bad.

Hey, dad?

Yes?

I love you too.

I know.

Uh!

I know.

I'm a lovely guy!

No, uh...

How was your day?

Was your day good?

Puppies are adorable.

Hey, do you want a dog?

Yes.

Too bad.

♪ Get ready, ♪ ♪ I don't accept apologies ♪

♪ Can't play? ♪ ♪ Because I didn't say anything. ♪

♪ She's in my head. ♪

♪ I don't regret anything, ♪

♪ she's in my head. ♪

Hey!

♪ At this magical hour... ♪

Hey!

Hi.

Um, you went to the concert the other day, right?

Scotty Watts Band?

Yes.

Would you like to be with me?

to go to lunch? I, I, yes, I wanted to eat something.

Would you like to eat with me?

K-sure.

Okay, yes!

So if you put it in you have to put words to it,

I mean... what's so special about Scotty Watts?

I just don't understand why you don't talk to him.

I mean, you see him all the time.

It's just...

everything would change.

When I hear Scotty,

I can imagine as he is and...

I can... understand him.

To meet him...

would change everything.

You have to block out everything else.

Ready?

♪ I see you. ♪

♪ I always kiss you. ♪

♪ I see you, you are mine. ♪

♪ I always kiss you. ♪

♪ I see you, you are mine. ♪

♪ I always kiss you. ♪

♪ I see you, you are mine. ♪

♪ I always kiss you. ♪

♪ I see you, your lie, ♪

♪ I always kiss you. ♪

Hi!

Hey.

Uh, do you feel like it? to go to Franco's tomorrow evening

for a pizza?

Oh, I can't.

Scotty is playing tomorrow night.

He won't mind if you miss a show.

Yes, but he's playing songs from his new album...

Julian!

You can't love him like that...

...adore.

We're going to Scotty's show,

but you're going to meet him.

Trust me.

It's worth it.

That was a great concert.

Thanks!

Wow, I've always said we

have the most adorable fans.

What's your name?

Uh, Marcy.

Marcy.

Um, if... I... I'm a big fan.

I went to almost all the concerts.

Hmm.

Are you going... do you like to party?

Because the boys here,

they love to party.

When, uh...

Will you be releasing the album soon?

Sorry, but is that is that your friend?

Marcy!? No, we are not together!

Julian...

♪ I'm so sad about? ♪ ♪ These eyes I have. ♪

Yes, of course... I'll come with you!

♪ Baby, leave the good ones ♪ ♪ Times flare up, ♪

♪ and we can see the sun, ♪

♪ let it rise above us. ♪

♪ About us... ♪

♪ Baby, leave the good ones ♪ ♪ Times flare up... ♪

So, um,

Maybe we could eat at Franco's or...?

I already have plans.

I just thought maybe we could do something together...

We!?

I thought you said there is no “we”?

Marcy...

You are...

my buddy.

Your buddy?

Have you ever thought about it, how do I feel?

Do you even think about me?

Am I important to you?

Mates don't kiss, Julian!

♪ Sing songs, ♪

♪ tell me what you want to be. ♪

♪ I can't tell you if ♪ ♪ I have to be free, right, ♪

♪ at home. ♪

♪ I'm full to the brim, ♪

♪ and talk to my dog, ♪

♪ I'm weird. ♪

♪ Head in the stained fog. ♪

♪ Slowly... ♪

♪ Can't find the words. ♪

Dude!

Hey man!

You're back, man. So good to see you!

I have bad jet lag...

Really? I can help with that!

Come in!

Tell me, how was it in Europe?

Oh, it was crazy!

Real?

I bought some awesome records!

Real? Awesome, man!

Yes man, I...

I missed you, dude!

Oh, that's sweet!

And where is Anna?

A thousand meters?

Okay, a thousand meters!

And are you going to keep all the records for yourself or...?

Of course not, man!

Dude, let's meet at my place this evening.

OK!

Anna and I...

We broke up!

Where is this record from?

Berlin.

Berlin?

God, you are a man of taste!

So, I thought to myself, you should mix this

with the one you had in last summer New York.

Do you want to try?

What?

Mix!

No...

Come on!

Try it.

I think you've got it figured out.

OK!

Always slow!

This is not the right moment.

You have to fade it in slowly.

Understood.

Everything okay.

No fear.

Are you up for an early morning workout?

Yes.

Already...

Are you ashamed?

For what?

How was swimming?

Oh,

I just...

I just... tested the waters, you know.

But I...

I wonder where my swimming partner is.

I thought he was here, when I came,

but when I got out of the water came, he was gone.

It's a little early, you know.

I mean, he seemed pretty fit yesterday!

Maybe he just needs time...

you know, to...

...to do things little by little.

But I'm sure that he comes back.

He just needs some time.

Brandon!

Hey!

Terrific.

Good Good.

Keep throwing on this pile, and the game is ours, right?

- Yes. - Good!

Thrown over!

Yes, on purpose!

Listen...

The Tigers will be super tight in the end zone.

You can't make such incomplete throws tomorrow.

You have to concentrate.

Relax, man, these hands are perfect.

Yes, good, but tomorrow these

hands have to be more than perfect.

Understood?

Our timing must be 100%.

- Sure, 100%. -Hey. Hey!

When have I ever let you down?

On the field or off it?

Both.

There's someone here who wants to talk to her.

-Cynthia Banks. -Hi.

From The Chronicle.

QB1 only.

- He's yours. - Great.

- Shall we meet later? - Yes.

Oh, you wanted to ask me something.

- Yes, I wanted to. - Yes.

Okay, if they go to the

Flats, what do you do?

- I'm going to the left side. -Hey.

What do you do then?

I'll take the left side, Biggs the right.

- From the inside out. - Yes, sir.

OK.

- See you there. - Coach.

Hey.

Yes.

What was that?

Thought it would take longer.

Yeah, I thought maybe I should go with the team?

Once you're in Florida, you're not

going to keep the press stuff short.

- I understand that. - So you could get used to it now.

Promote the team, promote yourself, - promote the program.

- Got it, coach.

Be careful...

I'll be fine!

OK?

I won't disappoint you.

Okay, I'm just trying to help you, okay?

I wish someone had explained a few things to me sooner.

Then things would be different.

If I could turn back time, to change a few things,

I would do it immediately.

You have a real chance.

Don't screw it up.

OK.

At school?

what are you doing, when you finish school?

Um...

I'm currently looking at a few JuCos.

My father says my grades have to stay good.

So, I might as well play a little ball.

Howdy QB1.

Best prospects, that I have ever seen.

More potential than your coach.

I saw him play you know, your coach.

Barnes...

When he was your age.

Never helped him...

I'll do it, old man.

Real shame with his weakness.

He always blamed everything else for his problem,

but we all know what really happened, didn't it?

We know...

that this won't happen to you.

Hey Brandon.

Watch the outsides tomorrow.

You have a nasty pass rush.

When you reach your 40s,

go on the offensive. Believe me.

Thank you...

Mister Monday morning quarterback.

Fuck Monday morning.

It's Friday night, that's what counts.

You like something?

Hey.

What's up, man. You know Liza, right?

You're going to Florida, right?

After this season, right? That's so cool.

My brother told about you when he was on your team.

Thanks.

You're welcome.

It's really cool that you're finally getting away from here.

Yes...

Could we just talk to each other for a moment? Him and me?

Yes! Of course, no problem. I, um...

Meet me over there in a few minutes, okay?

Thanks a lot, man!

Hey...

No worries.

No worries? About what?

I don't know, you're rubbing your neck like that.

Of course you take the dirtiest table.

You know, I thought about not going.

You know, to Florida.

What are you talking about?

About that...

About the fact that we grew up here.

You and me.

Yes, that's the reason why you want to get out of here.

- This is our place. - This is a place.

At best.

- Coach left and came back. - Do you think that's better?

To end up like Coach?

Waking up every morning

to go to this school,

the same day

to experience over and over again

in this hole.

No people drive past or through here.

Nobody wants to stay here, Brandon.

Every guy on our team,

your boys.

I.

We would kill for it

to get this chance, that you have.

And for you to fucking say something like that...

You can't treat us like that.

See you tomorrow.

Hey!

Don't fucking touch me.

Don't fucking touch me.

When did my friend Brandon lose his damn balls?

Okay, that's enough!

What the hell are you two doing?

Save that for the field!

Brandon!

Hey!

Man, come back in.

I don't matter to anyone.

Everyone doesn't care what I want.

Man...

It was the same way when you came to the party today.

And?

What? You're going back and taking this girl home?

- The What'sHerFace? - Uh... Liza.

Yes!

Uh...

No.

No, not today.

A Liza

there will always be.

Especially here in this city.

Yes.

Do you know, J?

It could just as easily be you who leaves.

No.

Not yet.

But I will.

Oh yeah?

Yes.

Where are you going?

No idea. I heard...

Florida is supposed to be beautiful.

What?

Shit. Sorry.

Here we are.

We worked for this.

You accomplished a lot this last season.

You kept your focus

with every single opponent, that you have encountered.

You made it here

by pushing yourself forward

and believed in you.

No one

deserves this more than you.

But your work is not done yet.

There is one final test ahead of you.

One last chance,

to go out there and show everyone

who you are and what you have become.

Everything ends

with this moment.

this moment,

when you go into battle with your brothers.

Don't let him pass you by.

You deserve it.

Enjoy it,

but give it your all out there on the field.

Don't look back one day

and wish you had done something differently.

I want you all to hold hands.

Feels

the power

in this room.

If you have this

take energy

and put them in your hearts

and carry you out into the field,

can't you just play,

but win.

No regrets.

Demons on three.

One! Two! Three!

Demons!

Here.

OK!

OK.

That's good.

OK.

OK!

- Okay! -Hey.

Can I be upstairs?

OK.

You don't hit.

I'll try a different angle.

No, let me. I already know.

- Are you soft? - I just need a second.

Are you staring at the wall, to get hard?

What?

No! No...

I...

I'm staring at your tits.

-Okay Zach! - Hey!

Hey you're really hot, really.

Zach, I've slept with a lot of guys.

No, it's not that, I don't care, that you are easy to get.

What!?

Oh no, I didn't mean that, just me...

I think you're gay.

What!?

No... I'm not gay.

That's why you always have a whiskey dick.

I don't always have a whiskey dick.

Exactly! You don't have any whiskey dick!

You have a gay dick!

No...

No no. My cock wants you!

My friends have already told me that you are probably gay.

Okay, who?

You don't know.

Exactly! So how can they know

I'm gay if they don't even know me?

You know we met at SoulCycle.

-Amy! -Zach...

You are sweet...

But you need to clarify a few things with yourself!

And then she said, "You can't get

anyone up, Because you're gay!"

And then she just left!

Ice cold!

But I'm a grown man.

I'm too old, to suddenly be gay now.

Everyone is different.

Some men don't know that they are gay

until they are married and have children.

And some men are Gold Star gays.

Gold Star?

Never had sex with a woman.

And then there is Platinum Star Gays.

Platinum Star Find Gays Vaginas so

disgusting they were born via cesarean section.

Do you think I'm gay and just don't realize it?

Have you never thought about it, that maybe you like men?

How did you know that you are gay?

Do you remember when we met in 8th grade?

Had to change in

the locker room?

And how everyone was nervous about someone looking at their crotch? Yes.

Well...

I was always nervous that someone would catch me looking.

Do people do that?

Just because you couldn't get hard with a

woman doesn't automatically mean that you are gay.

It's about more than that.

But then... I thought about it again and was like, Hmm, maybe not!

But then we did it anyway.

Is that him?

"He"?

Guys, you all remember Zach, right?

Well, he's not feeling well because he's... girl said he was gay.

Yes!

Those were the days!

Drew, you've never had Sex with a woman.

Yes, but only because I respect her so much!

Maybe you can help.

What is the ultimate test to find out whether someone is gay or not?

There is no such thing as a universal gay feeling...

- Are you into cocks? - Um, I've never tried it.

But I know when a guy is good looking or not.

That can't be true.

I told him we would answer all his

questions about what's different, if you're gay.

If you want to know If you're

gay, you have to do it with a man!

Woah, aren't we being a bit hasty?

Maybe you like it!

Then you won't waste any More time with...

Vaginas!

Don't say that word here.

I want to enjoy my brunch and you're provoking me.

Watch out, Zach...

Sexuality means Intimacy and passion

and who you want to share it with.

Don't lie to the boy.

Being gay is a talent that not everyone can master.

I'll show you the world through our eyes.

What do you see?

Um...

People who eat?

Don't eat, Zach!

This is brunch!

The first rule of a gay brunch:

endless mimosas for the whole

table, or you'd better get lost.

You don't have to drink, if you don't want to.

That's why we keep them.

One of the clearest signs that that you are really gay, there

is a lesbian next to you, who disapproves of your decisions.

Zach, brunch is to gays what the

school cafeteria was to straights.

In WeHo you will find the

typical bears: big, strong, heavy.

They are like these children, that already look dirty

and have to shave during the 6th hour. Oh, and then there's this Light version of the bears: - The otters.

- So, like

the athletes?

Oh my god, this is literally something completely different.

And let's not forget

the most infamous

tribe of all: the twink.

Twinks are like plastics.

Almost mentally ill and almost underage.

How am I supposed to remember all of this?

Most of the time it's pretty intuitive.

Like, a daddy is an older guy, who likes to hang out with

younger people, and sugar daddies are daddies with money.

And then there are the puppies, the

silver foxes, the puppies, the

wolves, the bulls, the fitness bunnies, the queens...

Thank you David Attenborough! How is that supposed to help him?

Seriously, I don't think so that I fit in somewhere.

Is everything okay with you? Would you like to order?

Hey, uh, what tribe do you belong to?

Sorry?

Well, I mean, you're pretty hairy,

but you're a little too slim, to be a bear,

but too old for a twink or an otter,

and you're not a sugar daddy, because you... you're a waiter.

So... which tribe?

What did I say?

Everything okay?

No, guys, I'm sorry. It was...

It was just too much.

It's okay, man.

I didn't leave brunch sober

so we're giving up now!

He still has to deal with one Man driving, remember?

- Let's slow down a gear. - Good...

A date!

How am I supposed to find a date!?

You could go to one ...go to an inconspicuous bar?

Oh my God! Let's take him to church!

- We always go to church! - Do you think he's ready for this?

Wait, people...

I know gays have a complicated relationship with God...

Oh no!

Not 'church'...

Church!

The gay bar.

Oh no. No! I'm not going to a...

Going to a gay bar plays a big role in coming out.

If you want to know You have

to know what being gay means!

This will be fun! And there is no pressure at all.

Maybe you'll get a date.

- And maybe not. - Let's just have fun.

Good!

Fine, I'll come with you!

Not in that outfit.

Why? What's wrong with that, what am I wearing?

This looks a little more like you, but...

Is there a secret door or something somewhere,

where are your real clothes?

I think this emphasizes...

If it's too tight, I don't wear it.

This will make you look so tanned!

Real?

Look at that!

More... check this out!

Wow.

Legend. Gay Queen. Queen. Yes!

No, I don't wear makeup!

These bags are not designer pieces.

This is homophobic!

OMG look who just followed me on Instagram!

Your ugly clothes.

This is a disaster. Look at him.

It's a bit Miami Vice, but I think you can wear it.

Look at that butt!

Phenomenal. Phenomenal!

You've had it since school.

Where do they come from?

Shhh! Don't tell him.

Do I really have to wear this?

That's the uniform!

- Is that even my shirt? - It's all ok!

You look good.

Oh!

Hi sweetie.

Do you see?

You're perfect! Now...

Be the little bitch who you can be.

Hey, mom!

Eat a cock!

Oh, Zach! Looks like this like you have friends too.

Oh my God, I know her!

Wait, what is he doing?

I thought you were supposed to stay away from twinks?

Honey, Drew is a twink!

Come here! Come on!

You don't have to go there if you don't want to.

When there is a time talking to a guy

it is now.

Hello stranger!

Zach! This is Justin!

- Hey, I'm Zach. - Hi, nice to meet you!

Nice to meet you!

Nice to meet you!

You too!

Nice! Oh...

Thanks!

Another one!

Zach is new to the gay scene, so be nice to him!

I'm making my rounds, but let's hang out soon.

Oh my god, yaaas!

Is this your first time in a gay bar?

Yes, uh...

Yes, is it that obvious?

You don't have to worry. You're pretty hot.

Oh! Oh...

Thanks!

So it's a good thing I left my sleeves at home, right?

Looks like they get along.

Yaaas!

Finally.

So, let's get something to drink?

Yes, yes, definitely. Uh...

What do you want?

We drink tequila shots.

Oh, uh...

Okay, yeah cool, um...

Hey, could we have five tequila shots, please?

Hey...

We want to have fun, right?

Could we get ten?

Please? Thanks.

That makes 80.

What!?

Okay, uh...

Yes...

Okay. Here... Thanks!

- Cheers! - Yes, cheers!

Woo! Let's move on!

Oh, wow, I'm so sorry. Everything okay?

Yes, everything is okay. I'm doing well. Nice evening!

Gays are so friendly!

My God, that old guy...

Why does he come here? So scary, right?

Uh...

Yes, I mean...

It's a little scary, when he's alone here, right?

Come with me to the toilet.

Where are they going?

- Should we save him? - What?

No, that was the plan!

That wasn't bad at all!

Let's make the night special.

Like we die young.

Is that Ke$ha?

Okay, you're really answering it!

You are soft.

I just need a second...

Are you staring... are you staring at the wall, to get hard!?

I think someone wants in.

No worries. It's all ok.

Hey, sorry, I...

Hey!

Got it! Okay...

I couldn't do it.

I couldn't get any up.

Well...

At least I know I'm not gay! I'm just disturbed!

Do you think it was maybe because it

was on some dirty place toilet happened?

Who knows? Honestly.

You know, this whole thing Being gay thing.

It's not as easy as I thought.

Who said it's easy, to be gay?

Thanks.

For what?

Because even though I'm so confused or whatever,

at least I know that I feel something.

I know toilets aren't sexy,

and... twinks are really scary!

And...

I have some really great friends,

who stick by me in all this madness.

How did that feel?

I think...

I think I will...

Zach!

Is that the SoulCycle guy?

Understood!

Ow!

Don't bite!

It must be after midnight!

Deathly silence.

All the calls in the night, all the screams, all the...

orgasmic sound effects.

Lost and forgotten for so long.

You and I seem to be the last two people in this world.

Yes!

You and I are the last two people in this world.

Apart from the child, that is watching me

from so far away.

Don't turn your head, when I'm still in your mouth!

Otherwise you'll tear it down!

He's been watching me for two weeks.

I'm sorry, if I'm a nuisance...

for your good time down there.

Wherever you are...

But I have to speak.

I have to speak, so that I feel less lonely.

Don't pity me.

I don't feel sorry for you either.

When I feel less lonely, I tell myself that I am less lonely.

Even though I know I'm not...

am less lonely.

Places like that...

Absolutely disgusting with this one

Stink of death, although they have their charm too if you ask me.

Ask...

not me!

Amateur!

You know, I could know you

and you could know me, if I...

would take it out of your mouth for a brief moment so you could speak.

Just don't say anything. Don't you dare...

to say your name! And don't look at me!

Into my eyes...

Knowing someone means to lose someone.

At least in the world, that I chose.

Or in the world, who chose me.

Nobody can know.

One can know and not be known,

together with the need to know and the need to be known,

someone starts to know but what anyone knows is

the exact opposite of that what someone really knows.

What someone really knows is exactly what someone doesn't know.

So...

Someone is lonely.

On and on until the end of time.

Do you know what i mean? Ow!

Don't answer me!

I mean...

You know, last night...

Last... last night?

Yes!

When someone was down there...

like you do now.

He looked up at me.

At the exact same moment I looked down at him.

And our eyes met.

First his left eye my right, then my right to

his left, then all four eyes at once, I was...

Lost...

No, scared. No...

Threatened.

I mean, eye contact?

Here!?

What the hell!

I mean, I had all of mine

Connections reduced...

to other men. To these...

experiences.

So I'm... ran away... to...

somewhere and nowhere, both at the same time. Somewhere...

Nowhere? Nowhere. Somewhere...

This is hard work.

I once knew someone.

Brandon.

Should I use the word?

Love?

How should I say it without it sounding like a cliché?

I can't do it!

I can't say anything without it sounding like a cliche,

because it's a cliché! Brandon was my...

One and all...

soulmate.

My better half.

And on this very night two years ago, someone...

Something...

Brandon taken away.

Taken away from me.

Someone. Something.

Killed him. Killed him like a...

character in a cheesy TV series, as if there were another kind.

And I...

have my...

Heart closed...

Heart!

'Heart'? Another cliché!

Things had taken a turn for the worse

and then I was here!

Night after night.

For night after night. For night, for two years!

Good prospects, I thought!

Anonymous!

Like you and me and our four eyes. Anonymous.

I don't know Brandon anymore and I will never know Brandon again.

And I just can't accept that!

To the point that I refuse, to know another man.

Until I die, as long as I live.

Die, live, live, die!?

I thought Brandon would be my savior, but now it looks like...

my salvation just as well...

I think I just came.

Thanks for the company!

Whoever you are.

You were!

A fleeting encounter...

However small. Well...

Not small.

Alone again.

And there doesn't seem to be a cure for it.

Don't run away!

I had to put everything into it to gather the

courage to come over to you.

Didn't you see me waving you here like crazy?

I dislocated my shoulder.

I'm not like the others, with whom I saw you.

I'm not looking for cheap thrills.

I'm lonely.

Just like you.

Hmm.

So can you hear me over there?

From where you watch me.

No, I asked someone to have one Place the bug on your tail.

Sorry...

I make bad jokes, when I'm nervous.

Why are you here?

Here?

Yes! Here.

Where else could you be?

There?

Yes, but you're here now.

Here?

Yes, here.

Here?

Can we at least agree that you are here now?

Not there?

Not there.

Here!

Okay...

Okay!

Good.

But you're too young.

You're too cute. Why are you here?

You are...

too hot.

Why are you here?

Don't make me blush

while you get on my nerves.

Why are you here?

Because...

I don't want to become just another shadow.

Outside after midnight, while he runs away from himself?

What does this mean?

What does anything mean?

Why have you been watching me for two weeks?

Why did you let me

watch you for two weeks?

I don't know...

Of course you know.

You can't argue with someone, who says "I don't know".

Oh?

I didn't know that.

Hmmm.

This could be the start of something. Or...

The end of something.

Or exactly the other way around.

Robby.

Don't tell me your name. I don't want to know you.

- Robbie is not my real name. - Oh, great!

Everything is right in this world (!)

What... is your name?

Our conversation can't go any further.

Please.

Why?

Why?

Because I'm here?

Not there?

Billy.

No.

Your real name.

Billy is my real name.

Paul.

What?

My real name...

Paul.

Oh.

I get the feeling that...

you're not the type of man who will hurt me.

Like...

all the others did it.

All the others?

Since... the day where I was born.

Not my style.

I'm not just looking for cheap thrills.

This could be the start of something.

Or the end of something.

Or exactly the other way around.

Don't bite.