Original subtitles

Behind me Whispering secrets

in my hair And yes, I

know You're my wildest lover You're my

deepening And you will ever be

John,

I swear to God you can do it.

Look, look, Lola's here, and I'm telling you, she's clean.

That's right, I'm telling you, she's straight.

What?

What do you mean you went dark?

Didn't the band... No, look, I know they paid to hear Lola rain, but... Oh, my

God.

Oh, Jesus Christ, John, don't fucking shut me out, okay?

I put my whole fucking life into this act.

Look, I'm telling you, you gotta believe me, man. Lola's right here, and she's

clean.

She's sorry.

Hold on, hold on.

Tell her you're fucking sorry.

All right?

You hear that? She'll be there.

John, look, you can't do this to me, man, because we got a fucking contract.

This is my wife, the greatest female rock artist in history.

Oh, for God's sake, John, please, you got to understand, my whole fucking life

is riding on this.

All right.

Yeah, well, I'll just, I'll wait for your call.

John, um, just don't leave me in the dark, okay?

Fucking cross -eyed, cock -sucking bitch.

No, Luke, no. Baby, don't.

Bobby's in the hospital.

He caught a bottle in his fucking face.

That was the first hour.

The second hour, they're ripping out the seats.

You killed me, Lola.

Now stand up.

Stand up and walk, you dumb cunt.

Look at this, you fucking junkie.

I can't get down.

You got anything?

Anything? All right. All right. Shut up and relax.

Relax. Relax.

Okay? You're going to sing for me. All right? You're going to sing for me.

All right? I love you. Okay? I love you. They love you.

Okay?

Relax.

Yeah, I look great.

Yeah, I know.

Yeah, but...

Yeah, okay, I understand.

Yeah, thanks for calling me.

Don't look at me like that.

Don't you dare, office boy.

I can buy and sell you.

You love me?

Want me to sing for you?

That's okay, Lola.

You won't have to go up there anymore.

Know where I was?

Oh, fucking.

With a couple of kids who don't even know my name.

Who didn't pay 20 bucks to see me on some lousy stage.

Who didn't tell me how much they'd love me if I'll get up there tomorrow night

and do the whole fucking number again.

All right, all right, don't worry.

It's okay.

You take these, all right? And I'll cut in pairs.

And you're going to go to sleep.

All right? You take these.

Go ahead.

You'll feel better, all right? They love you.

That's okay.

That's okay.

Yeah.

Well, look, man.

I guess none of that matters now, does it?

Oh,

really?

You like that, huh?

You're wet.

I just want to... What do you want? You want to fuck?

You want a good fuck, huh?

Are you singing?

Are you dancing?

Come on, get me high. You like what you're feeling?

Come on. You like what you're feeling?

Yeah? Come on. You like what you're feeling?

Come on, fuck me.

Oh, fuck me. You killed our bastard.

Come on.

Come on, shut the fuck up.

Luke.

Then you could never keep up with me.

Bye, you.

his body.

Your scarlet splash against canvas.

Your face emerging from the deep.

And though it was long ago, you were my lover.

You gave your name to me for all the time.

I want to tell you a story.

You see, there was this boy who had no talent at all,

but he wanted to be something.

So he went to the place where he loved, where they played the music.

And it's like what you said, he was just an office boy.

But he learned.

He learned.

And he worked for years like a fucking slave.

And then, Lola, something magic happened.

Something that was so special to him.

It was as if the whole sky opened up for him.

I met you, Lola.

You were a goddess to me.

A superstar.

I put your act back together again.

And in one year, you were headlined all over the country.

I loved you so much, Lola.

You know how many years I spent making that fucking garden work?

And you blew me away.

Well, that's it.

Story's over, babe.

This is the end.

And you went into time.

I was in all the papers for months.

Everybody knew my name.

I was impressed.

I

cried at the

hearing, telling the world of our tragic finale.

The public went crazy over me.

Everybody loves Amada.

Of course, I had to tell him I was innocent.

Major Starr signed with me.

I became a millionaire.

I needed an assistant.

Kate's her name.

Kate loves me.

She just won't let me be.

If only you could see me now, babe.

The American dream.

Killing you was the smartest thing I ever did.

If only I didn't see your face.

Even now when I close my eyes.

Even for a second.

Go away.

Lola. Go away.

Oh, Lola.

Go away.

Lola.

Go away, Lola.

Hush, baby.

Katie's here. Everything's all right.

Katie's here now.

You're okay.

Go away.

Lola, go away.

I've never seen anybody get dressed so fast.

Come on, come on. Give me my tie. You look fine.

Yeah.

Yeah. You're driving for that Luke Frame guy again, right?

Yep. How'd you know? By the way your hands shake.

He makes you nervous, doesn't he?

Kind of.

He's one of the big guns in the music industry.

I am a musician, you know. I know you hate that fact, but I am.

Being a chauffeur is not my life.

Well, don't bite my head off. I'm not really a sales girl either, you know.

I didn't mean that kind of nervous.

Do you think he really killed her?

You know that singer. What was her name?

Lola. He went to trial for that.

Her name is Lola Rain.

It was a hearing, not a trial, and she overdosed.

Yeah, but he was living with her at the time.

There was a huge scandal, an orgy, and then they hushed it up.

And then I heard that they decided... Fernie, it was a long time ago.

And if he was into wild parties then, now he almost lives like a hermit.

He's living with a very nice lady named Kate.

Yeah? What's he act like?

Oh, he acts okay.

He's hard to talk to. He says funny things.

Sometimes he does weird things. But other than that, though, he's all right.

bet it's the guilt.

He can't forget about Lola.

It's driving him crazy.

He can feel her from way back down inside his mind reaching out for him.

You're twisted.

You know that, friend?

We're talking twisted.

The man may have a few screws loose, but he has the power behind the hottest

artists in America today.

And if he did murder her, what's it to you anyway?

I just don't want you to get any bizarre ideas from anybody in the music

industry. That's all.

Mario.

That last night.

Was it okay?

Franny, why do you always ask me that? I came, didn't I?

Yes, it was great. You were great. I was hot.

But I'm hot now.

You didn't... so hard and so fast last night. I didn't get a chance to...

Franny, it's late. I'm already late.

I know, but can't you just touch me? Make me come with your mouth.

I know it. I know I should have left last night when I had the chance.

Yeah, right, and gone to Phoebe.

Yeah, I could have gone to Phoebe's, couldn't I? But I came here, didn't I?

Well, now I'm leaving.

Sorry I couldn't satisfy you. It's not that. It's just that... Next time I'll

to Phoebe's. At least she appreciates me.

But I... I love you.

You shit.

Love, huh?

You cold -hearted bastard.

Why don't you ever dream about me?

Alright, how far are you going?

All the way.

Alright.

You're okay, Luke. You're okay.

I'm here.

I'm here.

Okay.

Okay.

Don't do that.

Don't do that.

Don't do that.

That's Mario.

Oh, Mario.

Get dressed.

Get dressed, goddammit!

Don't do that to me.

At arm's length.

Not always.

Unless you want a hot fuck.

Hey, look, don't talk like a slut.

Oh, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

The car is here.

We'll be right there, Mario.

Unless you want a hot fuck or you're having one of your bad dreams.

Isn't that right, Luke?

Isn't it? Yeah, I guess so.

Isn't it also true that you don't really love me at all?

You're never going to love anybody except... Look, Kate, there's a lot of

I do love.

There's the music business. There's the money I make. I like to push people

around.

There's a lot of things that aren't so nice, too. Now, if you just want to be

included in one of those things, then you just go right ahead.

That isn't what I meant.

I know.

But it's a long way to Philly, and we'll talk on the way there.

Listen, I need to talk to you about the new after -rulings and Sheldon.

I need to talk to you about the Modern Sin concert.

Yeah. Okay? Yeah.

Are you a student?

Not exactly.

No.

Why'd you come back?

Lou.

Are you from the coast?

Um, yeah. How'd you know?

I've been traveling a lot lately.

Don't leave me hanging out here in the dark!

Come home.

Please? God, thank you. Do you guys really mean it?

Look. What?

Oh, what am I saying?

Oh, it would be great. I don't know anyone in New York.

Oh, come on, Kate.

I can't pay you with money, but I can do lots of things.

I'm awfully good to talk to.

Please?

What do you say, Kate?

Okay, all right. You win.

It'll be nice having someone here to talk to.

Please stay.

I missed you.

Well, um, can I get us drinks?

Yeah, let me get the usual, babe.

Terry. Oh, milk, please.

Milk.

Okay.

You and Kate, you're not married, are you?

No, I'm not married.

No, Kate and I, uh, we're just good friends.

I'm being too personal.

I'm sorry.

It's just that I find you very... No, that's okay. That's okay. I want you to

know.

Luke's right. We're just good friends.

Thank you, Kate.

That's all.

Anyway, Luke, you don't have to worry about me holding up my end of a

stimulating conversation.

I bet we're not.

Well, one promise.

You'll never be bored here.

Cheers.

I'm never bored anywhere.

Well, I think I'd like to go to bed now.

Well, the bedroom's on the right.

Bathroom's in the middle of the hall.

Sweet dreams.

I always have sweet dreams.

I hope you have them too.

Good night.

Good night.

Okay, Kate.

Party's over.

Let's crash.

No, Luke. No, no, Kate.

Please.

Freeze. I like that.

Hey, hey, hey.

What is all this just friendship?

Hey, and what is this Terry?

Why did you bring her here?

In the dreams, Luke.

Every night. Come on, Katie. You know you love it.

I love you, you shithead.

Oh, come on, Kate. Why does everything have to be a fucking Hollywood dialogue

with you?

Do you love me?

Luke.

Katie, look, man. If I didn't feel anything, why would you be living here

me? Why does it have to be so cut and dry?

Well, why's there always got to be a goddamn soap opera with you, huh?

Why do you want to live in a dream world?

Look, you get to sleep through your nightmares. I'm awake for mine.

Oh, because I say I don't love you every five minutes so I can fuck you?

If that's the way you feel, why don't you just move out?

Because this is my house.

Well, I don't come with the territory.

Well, what's your fucking problem, Kate?

What's the matter? You think I don't care about you?

I do. I care.

I'm proud of you.

Care? I said love. Get your slimy hands off of me.

Now I'm going to go have another drink. Alone.

You can call it Terry.

Or you can have Lois Ghost.

Or you can just jerk off.

Kate, I can't talk about it.

Hello, Kate.

You, uh, you surprised me.

What's the matter? Can't you sleep?

No, I, uh... Is Luke sleeping?

I don't know. Oh, can I, um... Can I fix you a drink?

That's right, you don't drink.

I want you to take off your clothes.

I think I'm gonna like living here.

Amen.

Mario, suck on my pussy.

No, no.

Suck on my balls. Go in front of me.

Go in front of me.

Come on, let me see it.

Check it.

Oh, baby.

Oh,

no. Suck on my cock.

Put it in your mouth.

on my pussy now, Mario. I've fucked on your dick enough.

Shut up, shut up, shut up.

I don't like it out of this.

Put it in your mouth, put it in your mouth.

Let me see it.

Come on, Mario.

It's my turn.

You'll have your chance. Shut up. Just suck.

It's enough. How much more do you want?

Come here.

Suck it right there.

That's it.

Look at my balls. Look at my balls.

Just look nice and easy. Just look.

Just look.

Just look.

Just look. Just like that.

Is that enough now?

Want me to suck your pussy?

Mm -hmm. Get over there.

Mario!

Come on, eat my pussy now.

Want me to, huh?

Come on.

Let me see it.

You've got enough.

Let me see. Oh, it's wet.

Come on, Mario.

Like that?

No, I'll suck mine.

How's it feel?

It feels good. Give me some tongue.

No. Put your tongue inside. Move it. Let me see you move it. Come on. Use your

muscles. Move it.

I have to knife. Come on, suck it. Let me see you move it.

That's beautiful.

Come on, give me some.

Okay, you got it.

Oh,

baby.

Oh,

play with the clit.

You want it?

You want my dick?

My cock?

Beg for it. Come on. Oh, Mario, put it in. Give me some cock.

No. Oh, come on. Put it in.

All right.

You ready? Here it goes.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh, nice and tight.

You feel that?

Oh.

We belong together.

I want you to stop seeing Phoebe.

Okay? I want us to live together.

Mario!

Answer me!

I haven't slept so well in ages.

I slept like the dead.

Kate, take her out of here and get her some new clothes, will you?

Let's make her a star, for God's sake.

I don't want to see her face in the daylight.

Go on.

I'm having a party tonight.

You what?

Build this place with some living people.

Listen, I really don't need any new clothes. I'll pick up the losses.

No strings attached.

Just one long celestial chain. Right, Kate?

It's okay, Terry. Really, I'd love to take you shopping.

You know, I really would love a pair of real spike heels.

Oh, Kate could help you there.

She knows a place that sells needle spikes.

I got scars all over my back.

with you.

What could be wrong?

Cunt. Twat.

I haven't been betrayed lately.

Not that I know of.

Go on, get out of here. I got things to do.

I don't understand.

That's right, you don't.

You spend your time being efficient, demanding love.

And you don't understand.

Maybe you're lucky you don't.

You see, Kate, you dip one little finger in hell and it sticks to you

like a rotten scale.

It covers everything you touch.

And then you see something that nobody else should have to see.

Then I'd see myself.

I love you.

I know.

I know.

No, not this time. You talk to me now.

Why? What's wrong?

Is she getting to you too?

Look, I'm not blind. I can see a lot better than you think.

Really? Then you can see how I feel.

Does it matter?

Your nipples are hard.

I'm not giving up without a fight. Shut up. Shut up. She's going to hear you.

She's waiting in the car.

No.

You mean Lola. No, no.

We're alone.

We're alone. Oh, baby, I love you.

Please, please, can't you let him wait?

I love you, Pastor.

I love you.

Sing!

No, I can't.

No.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

You've got to spoil it.

Carrie has to go, Luke.

She has to.

Tonight, you've got to tell her.

After my party, Kate, I want you to buy her pretty things.

I will.

I know what you like.

Don't like no parties.

Don't like no fucking.

Don't like the bleeding.

Don't like pretending.

I've come too far. But here I am.

I must admit it.

Oh, can't we please?

Don't like no parties.

Don't like no belly.

Don't like no butler.

Don't like no pussy.

With filth and bones.

I want to sue you.

Put this routine.

It seems so per se.

I'm happy to have come tonight.

I was so happy.

The food in this party.

Excuse me. Baby, I need to talk to the boss.

Oh, sure.

Have you told him yet?

She looks great, doesn't she?

Luke, please.

What? She's alive, Anita.

You haven't told him?

Luke, do you love me?

Yeah.

I love you.

No!

Go away!

Leave us alone!

I'll go away if that's what you want. No, no, don't go, Kate. No, stay. I want

you to... I want you on your knees and worship me.

Superstars!

You are nothing.

Nothing at all!

I'm not afraid of you.

Sure you're not, Luke.

You're warm.

I'm always warm.

Hmm?

Thanks.

Oh. Oh.

Kay wants me to leave, doesn't she?

Don't leave me, Lola.

Don't ever leave me again.

Then I won't.

I'll get her to let me stay.

She's easy.

Will you do something for me?

I'll do anything for you, Luke.

I want you to stay right here.

In my bed.

And go to sleep.

While I'll take care of Kate.

I can't sleep with all this music.

Besides, it's still early. I want to go back to the party. But this is important

to me.

Please, my whole life.

Look, don't fucking shut me out, okay? I spent my whole life to put this act in

the garden, man.

Well, I'm telling you, Lola's clean, all right? Just right here.

I got something for you.

No, Luke, don't.

Baby, don't.

Here.

I want you to take these.

You've been under a lot of strain.

I want you to take these and I want you to rest.

And I want you to go to sleep.

I don't want to take needles. Luke, please!

I had a bad dream.

I had a bad dream.

I can't your blood fly Suicide

You're

always standing just inside me