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Hey.

Hey Linda.

Come here.

Come outside.

I wonder what Tokyo looks like from up there.

I don't.

Why not?

I'd be scared.

Scared of what?

Dying, I guess.

They say you fly when you die.

Fucking cold.

Hey, check out this book Alex gave me.

It's like the Tibetan Bible.

It's all about what happens after you die.

Look.

You're going to become all Buddhist, aren't you?

No.

You know they're all the same. Fucking Catholics and Jews.

Just a bunch of sexes out to get their hands on their money.

It's gonna make you a junkie. It's gonna make you a fucking Buddhist.

No, he's just a friend. I'm not gonna become a Buddhist.

Alex is a fucking junkie. He's not your friend. Come on. He's not your friend.

I gotta go.

Hey.

I'll see you later.

See ya.

Let's lock the door.

Good.

Why does she say I'm a junkie?

I know I'm not a junkie.

I know all the way I am.

I know I'm not a junkie.

She's my sister, but sometimes she isn't all the way I am.

Why else would Brutus assist me?

Probably wants a blowjob.

That's disgusting.

But I think I am anyways.

And now I know how to judge him.

Wow, it's really coming in.

This is it.

It's all right.

This is the best.

What if you're fainting?

You're not going to faint.

Hey, I've been looking for you.

Can you bring me my stuff?

Can't you come and get it?

No.

I need you to bring it to me. Oh, okay. Where are you?

I'm at the void.

You know, I'm really thugged out yesterday.

I'll wait for you.

Actually, actually, I'd rather... Hello?

hope is gone.

Did I act normal?

Look at your pupils.

Look at your eyes.

Is this the

neighbors?

Did they hear me? Did I scream?

Maybe I did.

How you doing?

Nothing much.

Getting pretty good.

Pretty good.

I think I need a shower.

No.

Don't worry about me.

I'll stay away from what happened.

Hey, how you read the book?

The book? Yeah. Not a book of the dead.

Yeah.

Yeah, I haven't actually finished reading the whole thing, but it's pretty

It's a wild book.

I'm glad you like it. Do you mind if I keep it so I can finish it? No, I don't

mind. Oh, thanks.

Thanks, thanks.

You okay?

Yeah, well... I bumped into your sister.

Yeah? Yeah.

I mean, that cunt, Mario.

I fucking hate that guy.

I can't believe she's going out with him, you know?

If she ever gets pregnant, I'll kill the baby.

I swear to God.

Look, anyway, do you mind if we go and see her tonight?

I'd really like to see her.

Yeah, sure.

First, though, we have to stop by the void. I have some stuff I've got there.

You want to come?

The void?

Yeah. Well, I like the place, but I'll follow you, and we go and see your

sister. Oh, yeah.

Let's go. Great.

Can I grab some water?

Yes, sir.

What up?

You're not taking everything, are you?

No, only his share. Man, that's a lot of gear.

Yeah. Shit.

It's fucking dangerous, you know?

You should let him come and fucking pick it up himself.

No, he won't come by here anymore after what happened with his mother.

Well, he found out.

Yeah. How did he find out?

I don't want to talk about it. All right.

You don't mind if I take your water?

No, bring it. All right.

Your feet are really empty.

You told me this, Ray.

Hey, what was it?

You're pipping, man.

Yeah.

Yeah, you can tell?

Yeah, you look pretty fucked up.

I popped some... some tabs this morning and...

And just took a hit of DMT before you came, actually.

Shit, you think I'm gonna be dead?

Yeah, and the day isn't over either.

Hey, do you think Bruno has anything stronger than DMT?

Come on, you're gonna break your brain, man.

You should read the book of the dead.

That'd be a lot better.

You can wait until you die, and you'll get your big trip.

That book is still confusing to me.

How would you explain it?

It's a little bit hard to explain.

So, basically, when you die, the spirit leaves your body.

Actually, at first you can see all your life, like, reflected in a magic mirror.

Then it starts looking like a ghost.

And you can see anything that's happening around you. You can hear

but you can't communicate with the world you're living in.

And then, these lights, all different lights, of all different colors.

These lights are the doors that pull you into a plane of existence.

But most people, they actually... They actually like this

world so much that they don't want to be taken away.

So that's when the whole thing turns into a bad dream.

The only way out is to get reincarnated.

Does it make any sense?

Yeah, I guess so.

I don't know.

What's the bad trip?

Well, the bad trip is you've got all these nightmares, you know? You go like,

yo, crazy.

All your fears become reality.

And it scares the shit out of you.

It's like, what's happening to your mind? That's what you want to do, right?

At that point, you wish you never died.

Then, some darker yellow lights appear to you.

You represent all these couples making love.

And then, the light comes out from their bellies. You need to get closer to give

you a vision of a possible future life.

And you choose the light that suits you the best.

You know, end up in a womb.

And you're reincarnated. End of story.

And basically, you do this forever and ever until you manage to break the

circle.

You follow me?

You mean we're stuck in this world for all of eternity?

You mean there's nothing better out there?

Hey, you know what?

I can't wait to see your sister.

She looks real beautiful, man, you know?

I know, but she's still my sister, okay?

I know, I know. You know what I'm saying, you know? I'm not lying. What

say? She's gorgeous.

Fuck off.

You should look after her, you know?

What are you talking about?

You're turning into a dealer.

I'm not turning into a dealer.

Yes, you are. What are we going to do tonight?

You know?

You look at what your sister's doing, you know? She's trying to stop you from

doing that.

What, are you schizophrenic?

You're the one who introduced me to your provider.

Ah, come on.

Honestly, you should try to get a job, you know?

I don't know.

I mean, you know, you're a smart guy, you know?

Good DJ and...

Maybe ask the club to give you a job part -time, like bartending.

It's really fucking easy. I did it.

Piece of cake, you know? Especially in Tokyo, man.

You're a foreigner, you're good -looking.

You know, there's a big difference between taking psychedelics and being a

dealer, you know?

I said I'm not a dealer. And you're a dealer, and you're a motherfucker, man.

I can't believe you're fucking that old bitch, you know?

Here in Tokyo, there's a lot of fucking cute chicks everywhere and you're

fucking some old bitch. And she's a foreigner as well.

At least if you're fucking a Japanese old bitch, you know. She fucked me.

Anyway. Oh, man. Look at that.

Hey,

um... I'm gonna dump my bottle.

Back in a sec.

Have you heard of Datura?

No.

Crazy shit.

Wait, what's Datra?

It's a mushroom.

Yeah. It's the plant that takes you somewhere, you know?

It's pretty freaky.

What's it like?

I mean, what's a trip like on Datra?

Like, you don't even know you're fucking tripping, you know?

You'd be on the floor.

You'd be talking to every fucking body, but...

You realize two weeks later that you was not talking to anybody. You know what?

I mean, I took it. I saw that chick, man. She was gorgeous.

Hang on a sec.

Hang on.

She was fucking gorgeous. I really fucking like her, right?

And I tried to kiss her. I've been talking for 30 minutes. Tried to kiss

She fucking disappeared.

She never existed.

Look, Oscar.

I don't want to see you doing that shit with Victor, right?

So... I'll wait for you guys. Grab some food and I'll see you in a minute.

Okay. All right.

I'll catch you in a minute, man. Okay, see you later.

I hope

Victor's

here already.

I don't know what to wait for.

Sorry.

Please sit down.

I've heard that.

you got such a brother at the void he was bringing some to victor i don't know

what happened i had the shot and victor said he killed him he should run

Who was that?

Doesn't matter.

Are you there?

When the breeze, the cradle, the pool, down the

promenade, cradle and all.

Do you remember that pact we made?

I'm dead.

We promised to never leave each other.

Never ever?

Never, ever.

You swear?

I swear.

And if you die?

I'll come back.

This is a bloodbath.

I won't always be together.

She was sent to a foster home, and I was sent to a different one, and life

became like a nightmare.

You should take her to Tokyo.

I miss her so much. She's younger, and she's still in school.

Come in my flatmate.

Hey.

Check it out.

What?

Holy shit, no way.

Wow.

Pretty cool, eh?

Yeah, it's actually pretty insane.

Like, Tokyo and Africa.

And this is the plane that bring your sister.

Trust me, I really want to. It's just money, man.

Money, money, money that I don't have. Money, money, money.

You can make money. Be smart.

Rob a bank.

Yeah.

Yeah, that's like the hardest thing I could think of. I'd rather be a drug

dealer.

No, man, that's fucking dangerous, you know?

Shitty job. Good drugs are nice, yeah, but you can make a lot of money, but you

can go, like, really deep into the shit, you know? You can end up in prison.

My mum was saying when she was young, to make money, she was a go -go dancer.

Really? Yeah.

She's an amazing woman. You should come and meet her.

Yeah. Come out for dinner, won't you? My parents.

When I met her, she was a go -go dancer in Tokyo.

Yeah, I went down to the club a few times, got a disease.

Anyway, anyway, tell us about you.

Um... Were your parents here in Tokyo?

No, no, my parents passed away a long time ago.

What happened?

If you want, I can find the money today.

How about it?

You don't have a lot of friends in Tokyo, right?

And Victor?

What about Victor?

Nobody knows I'm here right? Nobody

Hey, it's beautiful.

You know what it reminds me?

What? Smoking.

It reminds me of sucking on my mother's nipples.

Best thing in my life.

Yeah, freak.

When is this after going to be hitting?

You know the good thing about it is that you can manage to overcome your fears.

You can take your destination wherever you want.

Hey, Mom.

What happens if you die?

I'll be with you forever.

I will always watch you.

I will watch you from the sky.

You promise?

I promise.

You love Daddy more than you love me?

No, I love you both.

But it's a different love.

A very different love.

Hey, Deja vu?

Deja vu?

Do you remember me?

We were all here last week. Do you guys remember?

Do you take drugs?

Drugs? Yeah, do you take drugs?

No. Never once have you taken drugs? Never once.

Never once.

Never once.

But I like alcohol.

Yeah, so you like alcohol and then you like drugs.

It's like one step, then the next step. One step, yeah.

Are you David?

Yeah, where's your phone?

What? Some of my friends said I could come by here to get some stuff to party

with.

Who's that? Who's your friend?

It doesn't matter. What do you have? What does it matter? Who's that your

friend?

Gaspar. Alright.

Thank you. What do you want?

12 more eggs.

How much is Coke?

10 grams for 60.

Okay. Yeah, that's good. Are you sure?

Here, take it.

There you go.

That's coming down. Be careful.

They're really trippy.

Hey, guess what? I finally found an apartment.

That's great.

I have a job now.

Hey, and I have enough money for your ticket.

Are you kidding?

Isn't it exciting?

Oh, my God.

Well, how'd you make enough money to buy me a ticket? That's crazy.

Hey, I told you I have a job.

Wow. Oscar, I love you.

Start packing, okay?

So what are we getting?

E is an acid.

And I think I can get some DMT too.

Oh, nice.

Can I come with you?

Not a chance.

You guys still paranoid?

Do you have the money, though?

Yeah.

The drug guy, he's a dirty bastard, you know?

Yeah, he likes boys.

Who is this?

Bruno.

The guy that get me drunk.

Don't even take a drink.

He's here. You go there on your own and take a drink. You might wake up two days

later with his shit on your mouth, you know.

Or your own shit, you know.

Actually, I didn't post him to you today, but I won't come back with you,

should be careful.

You know what his new trick is.

He can't even be turned on by fucking now, so what he does is... Hey.

I'm not gonna jump from here, am I?

Hey.

When some new guy gives him the blowjob, yeah?

He sticks his finger inside his own ass.

And then, he wipes his finger on the back of their head.

So they walk around with shit on their head.

That's the guy I was telling you about.

Hey, you look just like me.

What's your name?

Ask her.

So what do you want?

Do you have any idea what's going on?

I don't know.

What?

Nothing.

What happened to him?

Poor baby, screaming for his mum all night.

Yeah, this is what I'm looking for.

Cheers, mate.

Nice. Hey.

Uh, do you have any DMT?

DMT? I might have a little bit left.

You ever tried GHB?

It's funny, you know, DMT only lasts for six minutes.

But it really seems like eternity.

It's the same chemical that your brain really sees when you die.

It's a little bit like dying would be the ultimate trip, you know.

Hey.

Let's try that.

Be careful.

It leads to the huge gutters.

You know, all those bums are hiding there.

People go at night in those gutters.

What do you think?

It's fucking hot.

Yeah?

Imagine if, like, the walls are all clear and all your friends are inside,

fucking, like, massive melt of this massive orange.

Yeah.

I've got something for you.

You should be dead before you try DMT.

Tibetan Book of the Dead?

I'm assuming it's about death.

Well, it tells you how your spirit comes out from your body after you die.

Have you had an out -of -body experience?

Have you? Yeah.

Once, as well.

What's it like?

First, it fucking took me so long to get there, you know? I had to practice.

Swing down my breathing, swing down, swing down.

It's like my mind.

He's out.

And I can see myself, you know, just above myself.

I really freaked out because I thought I would not be able to get back in my

body. Yeah, it's fucking crazy, you know. Yeah, that's cool, you know.

Hey, it's me again. Hey, hey, hey, check this out, check this out.

Hey, it's me again. It's me again.

Look at that.

What happened to us?

You'll be taken care of, dear. We promise you'll be taken care of.

I'm good!

I'm good!

I'm good! Hey.

You know what?

I dropped the gun at the accident.

family from now on.

Just you and me.

Do you want some more?

That's good.

Hey.

Pittsburgh Club. Wanna go?

Hey, take this pill.

What is it?

Ecstasy. I never did it before.

Just take it. Is it dangerous?

No, it's a drug. Come on, it's like a vitamin.

Okay. You're gonna love it.

Yeah? Okay.

Woo!

They are coming.

Your sister, she's a real tough one, you know.

You've got to care for her.

All right, here's the deal. You front me the money for the eat. I take the risk

of scoring a stunt and stuff. We go for a 50 -50 split and you get all the

profit.

Wait, wait, who's your dealer?

That's none of your business.

Okay, so how much do you need?

Look, where were you?

I was looking for...

That guy got you way too drunk.

Hey, guys.

Hey, seriously, let's go.

Come on.

Let's go.

You know that tomorrow is the anniversary of mom and dad's death?

I really feel so happy here with you.

I feel free.

I feel very, very free.

Promise me you'll never leave me? Of course.

Will we die together?

Never die.

We'll never die?

Never. We're immortal?

Yes.

We will never die.

Good.

What?

Have I grown?

What?

I look like a woman now?

Blue?

Do you believe in reincarnation?

I don't have a mental age of five anymore.

Don't you want to find a real job?

Fuck no.

Everybody who has a job is just a slave.

There's one important thing, though. It's to have a goal.

Like, do you have a goal?

I don't know.

You should have a goal.

Maybe have a big love affair?

Hey, what did that guy want with you in the nightclub?

He offered me a job.

Doing what?

Hey.

You're Mario, right?

Yeah.

Look, that's my sister.

Don't touch her, okay?

Don't be a bad brother.

Say, how much do you want?

Uh, 50 pounds.

It's for me and my friend. Look, man, I don't want to know your friend. I don't

want him to know me, okay?

Okay.

Hey, baby.

You like snakes?

And don't look so nervous.

We're good friends, yeah?

Do you want any coke?

Any ice?

No.

Do you have any DMT?

No.

Come here.

What are you looking at?

Wanna

try

some?

Ready, you guys?

What the fuck are you doing here?

It doesn't matter to you I'm not hurting anybody.

I just messed up. You're selling the drugs to my girl. Fuck off. Give it

Fuck.

If I ever see you again here, I'm...

Do you know what Mom and Dad said?

What? That they would bring us to Japan one day.

Can Doggie come?

What's up?

Where the fuck were you?

You didn't come home last night. You didn't call me.

You can let me know the next time I get laid by that dick -thucker.

If you mean Mario, I wasn't with him.

What? Are you jealous?

Oscar, who is this man?

How's it going? I'm glad you could make it.

Come on.

So I know you like MDMA, right?

Sure. You want to try some of this?

Yeah, can I take it?

Sure.

You can worry about the price later.

Straight from Amsterdam.

Real trippy shit, man.

Cool.

Thanks, man.

And I got what you wanted.

Got you a little DMT.

Just light her up.

A bit longer, come on. Real, real go for it.

Just, you want to be careful, though. You might drop it and you might fucking

burn yourself.

So if you want, I can help you out next time. I can hold it for you.

Hey. Hey.

What are you doing here?

Just came to see you.

Alaska, how are you?

Hey, I'm fine.

Hey, darling, do you want to see what's on TV? Mm, good.

Let's go to your place.

I don't know why I'm paying you for this shit.

Have you slept with my mother?

What are you talking about?

If you fucked my mother...

You

piece of shit! You piece of fucking shit!

Victor!

Victor, call me back.

What did you dream about, Oscar?

Do you remember that pact we made?

Kind of.

We promised to never leave each other.

No matter what.

Ever, ever.

Never ever.

I got into a fight with Victor last night.

You want a trip?

Linda. I wonder what Tokyo looks like from up there.

I don't.

Why not?

I'd be scared.

Good at what?

Dying.

I have to bring this shit to Victor.

You want to come?

Sure.

By the way, have you read the book of the day?

We'll come in here.

Don't worry, I'm burning his death now.

Yeah, everything's gone.

They're fucking assholes.

First they said he had a gun and now they won't even take a fucking autopsy.

I can't believe this is real.

The voice is still here. They are looking for Alex.

You're Alex's friend, right?

Tell us about him.

I'm asking you to say something.

I don't know anything.

Yes, you do. Don't lie.

I can smell when people lie.

And if you can help us, we can help you out.

We can help you to get out of this situation.

If you don't, you go to jail.

And you don't want to go there.

So tell us about your friend Alex.

We know that he knows the main supplier.

Say something.

What did they say?

They say Dingo's brother had a friend who attacked one of the offices and they

want us to let them know any information.

It's in Japanese, I can't read it.

Come on, I can do it for you.

It's positive isn't it?

Yes, it's positive

You alright?

Oh, man.

You're sweating a lot.

So, you mean I can't get any coke from you?

No. I got rid of my entire stash. How do I know Oscar didn't give my name to

that slimebag Victor?

Stop it!

Stop it!

Stop it! Stop it!

Don't you see she's just using you?

No.

That's not the point.

It's just that I like Linda.

She even won't have a baby with me.

Hey, are you okay?

No, man, I'm not okay. I'm in deep shit.

Can you do me a big favor?

Can you go to my place and speak to my roommate?

Yeah, I need some money.

Yeah, he knows where it is.

I need a jacket as well.

I'm freezing.

And don't call him.

You go to my place.

I'm sure the cops are tapping your phone.

Okay, okay. Look, I'll call you later and I'll give you a place for the

All right.

All right. Ciao.

Mario is just a good fuck.

I should have listened to my brother.

I should have been with Alex.

I really liked him.

Doctor, he won't touch us, you know?

What do you say?

He's okay.

That's all we can say

The manager isn't happy with you then.

We can't keep you anymore.

But what am I going to do?

I'm not your daddy.

But I could take care of you.

Are you listening?

I would have already convinced suicide if I didn't have this sensation.

That Oscar is somewhere around me.

I wish you could come back to life.

Stop holding yourself.

I know it's hard to admit.

But...

Dead. It's dead.

Please let us know if he gets his speech back.

That thing is not my brother.

He's obviously not like he was.

That thing is fucking disgusting.

Shut up.

No.

Have you two decided where we're going?

Have you two decided where the fuck we're going?

There's no way I could put up with him.

Don't fucking touch me!

Let's get the fuck out of here.

Hey, wake up.

Hey.

Hey, wake.

Hey.

They burnt you, didn't they?

They burnt you, didn't they?

They tortured you.

They tortured you.

Come on.

Think about it. Close your eyes and think about it.

If you're lucky, you might find your ashes.

Go on, little cunt.

Go on!

Close your eyes. Think about it.

Go on.

Another dream where my brother resuscitated from the morgue.

Nick Creepy keeping his remains in that box.

What are you gonna do?

That's your fucking brother.

Those remains are not my brother's.

Do what you want.

There you go.

Thank you, man.

Are you okay?

Oh.

Shit. Thanks.

You got cigarettes?

Oh, yeah, yeah. I do.

Hey,

I'm gonna need some money.

Okay. I'll ask Linda to bring it to you. She wants to see you. Yeah.

Yeah.

Is she still with Mario?

What do you want?

I want to say sorry.

I want to say sorry.

Sorry.

That's what you came here to say?

That you're sorry?

Yes. Really?

Yes.

Why don't you go make yourself useful and go kill yourself?

Yeah.

Why don't you go make yourself useful and fucking go kill yourself?

You don't mean that.

I do. You don't understand that.

I mean, it's partly my fault. For me and Oscar, go

fucking... Kill yourself.

You piece of shit!

No, but Oscar started dealing drugs because, because, because you, you were

all these sleazy people. Because it's me!

I just wanna be alone I

just wanna be alone

Hey.

Good to see you.

Good.

How have you been?

I've been better.

Me too.

Sorry about your brother.

It's okay.