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Previously, on Heated Rivalry...

Can I ask if you've ever been with another guy?

It's really okay.

Let's be best friends.

- You and her are not...

We're not.

[ in RUSSIAN ] You're playing on the same team

as Hollander this year, right?

I don't think I can keep pretending

I don't like you anymore.

[ in RUSSIAN ] You know I love you.

I know you do.

But it's not the same as it is with Jane.

You scared me.

I was gonna ask you,

will you come to my cottage this summer?

You know we can't do that.

I'm coming to the cottage.

And the most valuable player is...

Scott Hunter.

Thank you.

Um...

A few weeks ago,

I achieved my lifelong dream.

Winning the Cup.

Those of you who've done that know how it feels.

I don't even think I have the words to describe it.

But something else happened that night.

Something you may

have noticed got a lot more attention

than the Admirals winning the Cup.

Woo hoo!

Woo!

It's, uh, it's been an interesting month.

In case you missed it somehow, I --

came out as gay

in a ridiculously public way.

And I've always been a private person.

I've never really shared anything about my private life.

But from what I've seen over the past few weeks,

it's-- it's maybe important that I do, a bit.

Fans have been sending me messages...

and a lot of young fans,

telling me how much it meant to them for me to come out.

And look, I -- I love hockey.

I'm so grateful that I get to do this for a living.

But I also know what it feels like to not fit in.

When I was a teenager, I...

I realized that I may be that thing --

that hockey players like to throw around as an insult.

The kind of language that I heard on the ice

and in the locker room every day

was a constant reminder that I was different.

When -- when you have a secret that you work...

as hard as I did to protect, it's, um...

it's exhausting.

It's a non-stop effort.

And it's also really, really...

lonely.

Thankfully,

I found the person who changes everything.

And he gave me the confidence

and strength

and the need to be honest about who I am.

Fear is a powerful thing.

But then, uh, I found the one thing that is more powerful.

So I share this honour with my teammates and my coaches.

But I also share it with you, Kip.

You have made me better in...

every conceivable way.

I love you.

Thank you!

Is this a Jeep?

No, it's British.

Practical.

Good in the snow.

Okay.

♪ "L'anarchie des jours heureux" - La Bronze ♪

Are you hungry?

It's about a two hour drive,

but we can stop for something if you want.

No, I'm okay.

I think you're gonna like the cottage.

It's, uh, relaxing.

Ah, is that what we are going to do?

Relax?

I hope so.

I would like to relax with you.

For once.

I bought, uh -- groceries,

so we don't need to leave.

Or not leave much.

I-if we don't want to.

Thank you for inviting me.

I'm glad you're here.

Me too, but...

also, like...

terrified, yes?

Did anyone recognize you?

At the airport or anything?

No, no. Not that I noticed.

Cool.

The cottage is super private,

so we don't need to worry about anything.

Not even your parents?

No.

I told them I was on a silent retreat,

like a meditation thing.

What?

Does that sound fake?

Yes!

Ah!

It would if it was anyone but you.

I can carry my own bag.

How are your ribs?

Fine, I can take my bag.

I can't believe you played with those bruised ribs.

Whoa, you can't?

Okay, maybe I can.

Wow!

Your real estate fetish really paid off, huh?

I didn't buy this.

I had it built.

Oh, I know.

I can give you a tour,

if you'd like, or --

I could make us some lunch.

There's plenty of food.

Also, I bought you Cokes,

though, uh --

the water here is really good.

I have my own well.

You can see it.

In case you're... thirsty.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!

Wait, um,

it's been a while, so I might not last long.

Yes, same. But we have two weeks.

Yeah, cool.

W-wait, um...

same?

Mmm.

You said "same."

You haven't --

been with anyone lately?

Mm, no...

Not since...

No, not since, so can we...

Really?

Really?

Hollander, i-it...

is not a big deal, okay?

Yeah, but it's been...

Months, yes, I know!

So can we fuck now, please?

I haven't, either.

Not since the last time.

I have an idea.

What?

For the next two weeks,

let's just be honest with each other...

about...

what we actually think

and...

maybe how we really feel?

I will try.

Really?

Yes.

I will do anything

if it will make you touch my dick right now.

Should I show you to your room?

There's two guest rooms downstairs,

so plenty to choose from.

Mmm. I will need a king-size bed.

They all have a king-size bed.

And a view.

They all have a view.

Hmm.

And I will need a...

What do you call it?

An en-suite bathroom.

Hmm.

Well, that might be a problem.

Oh, why is that?

There's only one with an en-suite.

And it's mine.

Ah...

This is awkward.

This room isn't available to the guests.

Mmm.

Disappointing.

I'm sorry, sir. We'd really like to accommodate you, but...

Sir, I'm just a bellboy!

You can't treat the staff like this.

Oh, I think I know how the staff likes to be treated

after all these years,

hmm?

Wait.

Wait, wait, wait.

Uh, no.

Ah.

Why are you making so many burgers?

The recipe was for eight, so...

Okay, you cut it in half.

What, you can't do math?

Leave me alone.

No.

Okay, fine. I should have cut it in half.

Ordinarily, I would give the rest to my parents,

but that would probably ruin

my whole silent retreat lie, I guess.

Yuna and David, yes?

Mm-hmm.

And?

And what?

Tell me about them.

What do you want to know?

I don't know.

I don't know anything.

I know your mother is Japanese or something.

Probably where you get your looks.

Half of them, yeah.

And your dad is...

what, boring?

Is that where you get your boring from?

He's not boring.

So, he's exciting,

reading the New Yorker?

He's normal, okay?

He works for the Treasury Board of Canada.

Hmm.

Crazy!

Fuck you!

He played hockey for McGill.

Whoa.

McGill?

What the fuck is McGill?

Is McGill a town?

It's a really good school.

My parents are great.

Do they know?

About you?

Of course not.

No, about you.

No.

Would they not be good about it?

I don't know.

I mean,

no, they'd be fine.

I'm sure they would be, but...

I don't know. We haven't talked about it.

Sometimes, I think I would have told them already.

Oh, this is my fault.

No...

Well, I mean, yeah -- kind of.

Look...

I think you can tell your parents you're gay

without giving them a list

of all the guys you're fucking.

I know, I know.

Anyways, it -- it just doesn't really matter.

You done?

Nice, right?

So we just sit here and look at it?

Yes.

We just sit here and look at it.

Canada is fun.

Shut up!

It was just Rose.

Mm. Just Rose?

She's just checking in.

You're not jealous, are you?

No.

Ilya, I'm gay.

Yeah, not so gay you can't fuck Rose Landry.

Oh my God.

It was, like, twice.

And both times were complete disasters.

I'm not sure she's looking for a repeat performance.

Oh, disasters like how?

I'm not going into details.

What the fuck was that?

A loon?

A what?

A loon. It's -- it's a bird.

Sounds like a fucking wolf.

It's a bird, trust me.

You're so scared.

What kind of a bird makes a noise like that?

A loon!

A fucking wolf?

Stupid Canadian wolf bird.

Oh, so now you speak bird, too.

Fluent.

I hate you.

No, you don't.

Have you talked to your brother lately?

Mm-mnh.

Is that a good thing?

Probably, I don't know.

I'm sorry about your family.

Even if they suck, you must miss them.

My mother didn't suck.

She was great.

How did she die?

By accident.

She accidentally swallowed a whole bottle of pills.

How old were you?

Twelve.

I found her.

I don't want you to think she was weak.

I don't.

She wasn't.

She was so funny and beautiful.

She was so sad.

And my dad was so hard on her.

And...

Motherfucker!

Do you wanna go inside?

No.

Good morning.

Good morning.

I like you.

I like you too.

You can't pick Montréal!

Yes, I can.

I've always wondered what it would be like to be a Metro.

You know, historically, they're the best team in sport.

Better than the fucking Yankees.

Oh, I know so.

Well, I'ma be Boston.

Good choice.

I'm gonna fucking kill you.

I am you.

Well, you're not anything.

I'm on the cover of the fucking game.

Oh, fuck. It's Hayden.

He just had a baby. I haven't talked to him in weeks.

You're a baby.

Hey, buddy.

Yeah, uh. Yeah, how's, um...

I know, I'm so sorry.

But how's... Amber? Right?

How is she?

Oh, yeah, the pics are cute.

Oh, good, good. And -- and, uh, Jacki's good too?

Is it better than, um...

Y-yeah, no, I--I remember that.

That was a tough time.

Uh...

S-sorry, hey, just, um...

my mom's on the other line.

I'm just gonna get rid of her, okay?

What are you doing?

I think you know.

Please stop.

I don't think it's what you want.

Later, okay?

Okay, I make you a deal.

I won't touch you, but if you get hard...

I won't get hard.

Okay, so no problem then.

Ilya...

Shane...

Uh, s-sorry, man, yeah, my -- my mom is so annoying sometimes.

Uh -- s-sorry, you were saying?

Oh, right, yeah, yeah, uh, Mark.

And that's her middle brother?

Brother-in-law,

right.

But he's the one...

Got it, right, yeah, from Thanksgiving.

Yeah, yeah, he's--he's great.

Uh...

Well, that's nice he could come and stay.

Cool, cool, yeah, yeah, tha--that makes sense.

Uh, no, nothin' -- much here.

Th-th-the headaches are better.

... Fuck.

Uh -- no, s-s-sorry, j-just a text.

Totally.

Yeah, totally -- totally clear, so...

all's well there.

Ah, jee-- jeez.

Sorry, hey, one -- o-one second.

Oh, fuck.

Oh, fuck!

Ah.

Sorry, man, I just... I have to run.

Someone's at the door.

Fuck...

No, it's just...

It's just -- just Amazon.

But, um, I-I'll call you next week, and...

Yeah, yeah, so, totally.

And, um...

Alright, yes. Love you, man.

And, uh, give my --- my best to Jacki and the kids.

Fuck you...!

Fuck you.

Why was that so hot?

Because you like to be bad.

Hey,

s'not -- that's not what this is.

You and me.

Maybe it was at first, but...

not now and not for a long time.

So, you love Hayden?

Alright...

So I was thinking I'm a...

a free agent next season.

Yeah?

Yeah.

You wouldn't re-sign with Boston?

Then where?

I don't know, I was thinking maybe a Canadian team.

Not Montréal, huh?

No, I mean, I know.

But I would --

love to not have Russian passport.

I could marry Svetlana.

She's American. Would be easy citizenship.

She would do it.

Her, uh, father is goalie -- Sergei Vitrov.

Yeah, you've told me.

She would help me.

But...

is she, I don't know, someone you'd want to marry?

We are friends.

We would be fine.

And it would be for the passport.

Okay.

But...

But what?

But you like women,

right?

You could find someone you'd...

want to marry for real,

and still get the passport.

Maybe, but...

But what?

I have this problem.

What's the problem?

I like women, yes?

Yeah, I know.

And everywhere I go,

I'm surrounded by beautiful women.

And they love me.

Sounds rough.

Yes, it is.

Listen.

And these women, they're so --

sexy and fun.

But I am always thinking

about

this...

slow fucking hockey player

with beautiful freckles.

And a weak backhand.

A weak backhand?

Yes, very weak.

And he's so boring, and he drives this terrible car.

It's a normal car!

I am always wishing that these women were him.

It's a terrible problem, huh?

Do you want that problem to go away?

Mm-mnh.

I don't ever want that problem to ever go away.

Don't marry Svetlana.

Just don't.

I know it wouldn't be for love or whatever.

Just don't.

We can figure something else out, okay?

Okay.

Mmm.

I have another idea.

What idea? What is happening?

What if you played in Ottawa?

Ottawa is same division as Boston.

We're still rivals.

Okay, but listen.

... ?

First off,

super close by.

Second, Ottawa needs a star center,

and they're nowhere near their cap,

so they could definitely afford you.

And maybe we could start to change the narrative a bit.

What?

Hollander, I just woke up.

What is... "narrative"?

Boston and Montréal. Tha--that's intense.

Everyone knows that.

But Montréal and Ottawa?

A-And look, lots of guys have friends on other teams.

We're not rookies anymore.

There are younger guys

coming in

frothing at the mouth.

Let them hate each other.

We don't need to keep this up until we retire, do we?

We're n--

We're not fucking wrestlers.

Hollander, Hollander,

Okay, it's very late.

And this is so many words.

What are you getting at?

Well, you'd play for Ottawa.

I play for Montréal.

Okay? We're -- we're only two hours apart, and --

we start a charity.

Something that,

you know, we both care about.

And we come up with a story, like I-- I approached you.

Or I approached you.

Fine, sure.

And we tell the press and everyone

that by working on this cause that we both love,

that --

we developed a mutual respect for one another and,

um...

And we like sucking each other's dicks.

Any questions?

Fuck. Off.

This is a good idea, Rozanov.

Okay. Okay!

It's not bad.

So we start the charity.

Yeah, an-- and it wouldn't be bullshit either. Like --

we can really start a charity.

Something cool that -- that means a lot to both of us.

And,

you know, we still play hard against each other on the ice.

Shut up!

And then if people saw us out in public or whatever,

it wouldn't be so fucking crazy.

And we're only two hours apart,

all year round.

Apply for, like, citizenship here in Canada.

And maybe,

one day when we both retire...

we could be together.

For real.

You really think that far ahead, Hollander?

I do.

About this.

And is that what you want?

To be together?

So much.

So much it scares me.

Hey...

Я тебя люблю.

Я тебя люблю... !

I love you.

Holy shit.

I mean...

I love you too.

Fuck, Hollander... !

Oh my God, I love you so much.

Does it...

Does it fucking kill you too?

Not anymore.

How did we let this happen?

We were both very stupid

and irresponsible.

This is real though, right?

Mmm...

Please fuck me.

What was your mother's name?

Irina.

Why?

I was thinking

we could start a hockey school.

Like a summer camp for kids, and...

give the money away to mental health organizations.

Like suicide prevention.

It was just an idea.

She would have loved you.

Like I love you.

Say it again in Russian, please.

Я

тебя

люблю.

Whoo!

Is this where you do yoga,

or up there?

No, I do it inside.

The producer wanted me...

Wait, you saw that?

Yeah,

it was very good.

I needed help sleeping, so...

You're an asshole.

How's the water?

You're in it.

Yeah, but I want to know how you like it.

F-Fuck you!

What if my phone was in my pocket?

Ah, it's not.

You left it on the table.

It's been ringing all morning.

You're still an asshole.

Give me a kiss.

You're cold.

Do you want pasta from last night or hot dogs?

Hot dogs.

Okay. They're gonna have to defrost a bit.

So we have a little time...

Maybe.

What do you have in mind?

Nothing that'll take too long...

Ah...

Mm.

Oh fuck.

Maybe you should...

Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- Do you want me to... - No, no.

Fuck.

Fuck, this is a fucking nightmare.

Shane...

Oh, fuck -- this is a fucking nightmare.

Oh, what the fuck am I supposed to do?

Ah!

We should go talk to him.

Yeah, what if he doesn't want to talk with -- ?

What if...

Fuck -- my mom!

Hey! Hey, hey, hey, they will talk to you.

Yeah, but I-- I fucking lied to them.

For so many years, I fucking lied to them,

and now my dad just walks in on me.

This...

This is my fucking nightmare.

This is my actual fucking nightmare, Ilya!

Okay, okay.

Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?

Fuck, I'm scared.

Yes, it's scary.

But you're brave.

Shut up.

You are, you're brave.

I feel like I'm gonna die.

So much for easing them into it.

Maybe...

maybe he didn't even notice.

Hmm?

Okay.

I'm gonna get changed.

I'm gonna drive over.

Uh...

And then...

And then -- fuck! What am I gonna say?

Oh!

Do you -- do you want me to come with you?

Would you?

Of course.

Okay...

Okay.

Okay.

That--that is not gonna help.

Oh, they don't know I play for Boston?

Uh, maybe you should wait in the car.

Fuck. Nevermind, sorry.

Hey, it's me.

Shane.

Hi.

I left my charger at your place,

and it's the old one that fits into my phone,

and all the other chargers we have are newer, so...

It's okay, Dad.

I'm sorry. You shouldn't have found out that way.

Found out what, exactly?

I'm gay.

Which I was gonna tell you soon.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I...

Yeah, and this is Ilya.

Rozanov.

But you already know that.

Hi.

He's visiting, and we're, um...

Lovers.

No, Ilya, that's gross...

But --

you hate him.

No.

I mean, I get that, but no, I actually, uh...

I love him.

I did not want this to be how I told you.

Uh,

I'm sorry.

Can we just sit down, please?

Here.

I think we thought...

maybe...

you were... gay?

You did?

I think we thought it was certainly possible.

For how long?

Mmm, for a while, I guess.

We both know you pretty well, Shane.

I mean, what we did not suspect

was that you were so...

friendly with -- Rozanov.

Ilya.

Ilya, sorry.

I know.

It's a

long story.

When did this... happen?

Wait.

The All-Star game.

You two had so much chemistry.

No, it was before then.

Wow!

Wow.

Wow.

So, when?

Since our, uh,

rookie season.

Since your rookie season?

No, is not true. Since before that.

Not helpful.

Before?

The summer before.

So you've been in love since...

[Shane] - No! No. No. [Ilya] - No, no, no, no, no. No. No.

No, just, uh...

Just... what?

Uh, just...

Just... ?

Just...

Ilya.

Oh.

'Kay.

[Yuna] - "Just"... [David] - Just what?

Lovers.

Okay, no one is allowed to use that word again.

Well,

I would love a drink.

And there were no nice men in Montréal?

I don't know.

Probably there were?

And do your teammates know?

No, nobody knows.

Mm!

This is good vodka.

Thanks.

I try to buy the Russian stuff.

Mmm.

You never...

I mean, you -- you never let him win, did you, Shane?

Do you let Dad win at cards?

I'd rather die.

Same here.

OK.

So is your plan, to...

what?

just keep doing this in secret until you both retire, or... ?

Probably. I -- I don't know.

Pr--probably, yes.

Oh, no, that's s-sad.

I know. We know.

W-We just can't...

come out and, like,

announce it.

Ilya, I gotta say, I'm surprised.

You have such a reputation as a ladies' man.

Hmm.

Is not untrue.

Ilya likes both.

Oh.

It's true, I've been with many women, but...

I have only been in love with one person.

Same here.

Only one.

Well, just...

Hey.

Hi.

Thank you.

Mom, um...

I need you to know that

I did

really try.

I tried really hard, but, um...

I just can't help it.

And -- I'm sorry.

I --

Oh, no, you have nothing,

nothing to apologize for.

Look at me. Look at me.

Look at me.

I'm sorry --

that I made you feel like you couldn't tell me.

Hey...

I am so,

so proud of you.

Okay?

Please forgive me.

I forgive you, Mom.

I love you.

Oh, I love you too.

So much.

You okay?

Yeah.

Alright... okay.

Okay. Okay, okay. Enough.

Alright, what's the plan?

We need a statement prepared in case anything leaks.

Something classy and simple.

Mom...

And I'm gonna quietly reach out to the premium brands,

or maybe just Reebok an--and Rolex and Speedo.

They're gonna be thrilled, I think,

once they wrap their minds around this.

There's a world of opportunity here,

if they do it right.

Mom, can you just take three steps back, please?

I'm not gonna come out or anything yet. I --

We just want...

a future.

I don't know.

You play in Ottawa?

Yes.

We would be closer, and with the charity.

Mm-hmm, and you have no loyalty to Boston?

Jesus, Mom!

What? They drafted him!

You would leave Boston for Shane?

Yes.

Hmm..

Mom?

Loyalty is important.

He's trying to be loyal to me, not Boston.

Well...

My mom cares a little too much about hockey.

Yeah, I see where you get it from.

Have you talked to Scott Hunter?

No.

I did.

You did?

Yeah, briefly.

After MLH award in June.

And... ? What did he say?

Nothing.

I didn't tell him about Shane and me.

But what he did, it was...

Yes, it was very brave.

It changed things for me at least.

Maybe for us.

Shane...

Shane.

I'm okay. I'm just freaking out.

I'll be okay in a second.

Hey.

Hey, hey, hey.

We're good here.

Your family is here.

Your boyfriend is here.

You're good here, okay?

My boyfriend?

I mean, yes.

I think so, probably.

Since rookie season...

The summer before.

I'll bring the chicken and some salad stuff.

Pick up beer in town.

Please text.

Why? We'll just be there around 5:00.

Please text.

We'll text.

Pay attention to your phones.

- Thank you for pasta. - Thank you!

Drive safely. I love you.

Love you!

♪ "Bad Things" - Cailin Russo ♪

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♪ I want what I see ♪

♪ I wanna do, d-do, d-do, do, d-do, d-do ♪

♪ Bad things with you ♪

♪ I mean, oh my God ♪

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