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This is my suicide note.

My name is Zhou Yinjia, 19 years old.

I have no money. No father.

And my mom left me years ago.

I now declare that no matter how I die,

my death has nothing to do with Xia Yutong.

I need water.

You're peeing.

I don't care. I'm thirsty!

You're ridiculous.

You're ridiculous.

You're more ridiculous.

Here you go, idiot.

If I drink this glass now, do you think I can pee it out immediately?

There's something wrong with you.

Very powerful.

Loosen up.

Let's go.

Why didn't you want me to hold you?

You're too heavy. Tong Tong!

I'm not heavy.

Are you leaving or not?

No!

I'm leaving.

You're going to leave without me?

Fine I'm coming.

- You were heavy! - I'm not!

I am very light.

I'm taping your eyelid to expose your eyelash roots.

Please be gentle.

OK.

Why aren't you working?

We don't have any customer now.

I'm paying you to work here.

You've got to find something to do.

Ouch that hurts.

Can you be gentle?

The tape is already tight.

It really hurt my eyes.

I'm sorry.

- What are you doing? - I said be gentle.

Do you understand human words?

You're doing it on purpose, aren't you?

No I didn't do it on purpose.

- I'll gonna do the same to you. - Ms?

- Can you educate your employee? - What's wrong?

Look at you dressing like a little whore.

- What's wrong with me? - Do you know how to do anything?

Who are you calling me a little whore?

- That's you. - You're a fucking old whore.

- You will make me blind. - You opened your eyes.

I'll give you a taste of that.

I'll give you some pain, okay?

What the hell! Stop hitting her!

What are you doing?

She's hurting me! Why can't I hit her?

Will you stop fighting?

Do you two want to work here?

Giving me trouble all the time.

Get the hell out!

You really can't hire people like them.

Fucking bitch!

If she makes me blind, can you afford that?

- I'm so sorry. - Take the bag and we'll leave.

Can you check my eyes?

These kids don't know what they're doing.

I think she dropped glue in my eyes. I don't want to be blind.

Can you clean my eyes, please?

Okay, okay.

Find some eyedrops please.

I'll look for it.

Come on.

Should I go see a doctor?

Hurry up, hurry up!

Don't leave! What the fuck?!

Where are we going now?

Going to have fun!

We're not going back there?

For more fights?

So... are we fired?

I think so.

I'm so happy! Tong Tong!

We're free!

Hey!

Take that bag.

Paper, scissors, rock.

Whoever loses goes.

- Come on. - No backing out!

I won't.

Paper, scissors... Rock!

Go.

Two out of three games.

You didn't say that.

That's the rule. Everybody knows.

Come on. Two out of three.

Paper, scissors... Rock!

Go for it.

- What's wrong? - They're all looking at me.

- No one's looking at you. - I'm afraid.

- I'm scared. - Come on.

I don't want to.

You take the lead.

And then I'll go.

Fine, I'll show you. Pick a good one.

I'll watch for you.

- Quickly. - Such a coward.

Hurry!

Let's do it together.

Together.

Don't get caught.

I'll count one, two, three.

One!

Two!

Go!

Go!

We're gonna get beaten.

Hey! Tong Tong!

They came first.

We brought a lot of booze.

Who's that girl?

I don't know.

Where did you get so much booze?

We stole them obviously.

From where?

You guys are amazing.

Why did you bring her?

What can I do? She follows me around all day.

Otherwise, I can't even come out.

You're still living with her?

-Where else could I live? -You're under her control.

I don't even have a place to live.

Where is that thing?

I don't have it yet.

I've been waiting all day.

It will be here soon. Trust me.

Sit over there.

Make some room.

Just sit down.

Open the beer.

She can't smoke. She's been learning for a long time.

You teach her.

Do you want one?

Come on, come on.

Let's drink.

She doesn't smoke.

Give her a cigarette.

Spit it out.

Do you feel it?

Forget it.

Let's play something exciting. Let's play 15-20.

What's the rules?

No no three!

Drink. Drink.

Drink it up.

No no two!

You lost.

Give a kiss. Give a kiss.

You kiss her, okay? Just you two.

Come on.

Don't be shy. We're all girls.

I'll do it!

I'll count three, two, one, and you kiss.

Three, two, one.

One more!

Stop pushing!

What the fuck are you doing?

Are you trying to fight? Get rid of her.

It's okay.

Just ignore her.

This one.

18 yuan.

Why is it so cold?

It's going to rain.

Tong Tong.

Was it good last time?

Pretty good. Where is it?

I don't have it now.

We can go get it at my house.

You don't have it with you?

It's not safe recently. Police watching everywhere.

I promise it's more fun this time

Really?

So how do we go to your house?

We can drive.

My bro is driving.

I'll drive.

- Hurry. - Okay.

This is your car?

Yeah. An old car.

Are you inviting me in?

Yeah.

Thank you.

Get in.

We're here.

Get off.

Let's go get the stuff.

Get off.

-Are we there? -Why don't you take it down?

I'm a little dizzy.

Get off now.

I said we're not getting off!

Just come with me.

We'll just wait here.

Don't touch her.

Let's get it down.

Didn't you want her to come?

Forget it!

Oh my God!

You really are gross.

Come sit here for a second.

What is this place?

So dirty.

You're not clean anyway.

And you ate it.

Here it is.

So little.

That's all I can get.

It's very expensive. Can you not show it off?

This is not enough..

We'll all get arrested because of you.

- How are you getting home? - It's none of your business.

You can shut up.

You can take my bro's car.

I'll drive.

It smells good.

Smells like shit.

Tastes like paper.

I can't even taste the weed.

How do you feel now?

I'm a little dizzy.

- That's how it should feel like. - Not bad.

Smoke a little.

Try it.

Come on!

Fuck!

It's on fire.

Damn...

Wait a second. What is that?

Jesus, it's a police car.

Let's go!

Drive! Come on.

It's right behind us.

Holy shit.

I fell off.

Bye bye.

I'm not drunk.

I'm tired.

I want to sleep.

But I want to do that.

Watch me.

Put your hand here.

Rub it.

Yeah here.

Rub it. Rub.

Keep doing it.

Yes like that.

Feel good?

Keep going.

I'm going to bed.

Hello?

Yes, you have my phone.

That's my phone.

Right I was there last night.

I remember you.

Yeah, I remember...

From last night

All right.

I can go get it.

Afternoon works for me.

I'll go to you.

I know that place.

Yeah, bye.

What's this?

I found it in the living room.

It's sticking my hair down.

I'm going to get my phone.

- I found my phone. - I'll go with you.

Done.

Bye-bye.

Wait for me!

Any fish today?

Do you have money?

Has your mom sent you money?

Where are you? When are you coming back?

Why is it so loud over there?

Are you in a net cafe?

Hello?

What the fuck! It's occupied.

What?

Get out of the way.

Let me play my game now.

Where can I sit?

- Sit on your boyfriend. - Who's my boyfriend?

Obviously, it's him. Not me.

Here.

How do I sit?

How do you want to sit?

- I'm a little heavy. - It's okay.

You're not as heavy as Long Ge.

Get closer.

Why are you touching me?

You can touch me too.

Touch where?

Wherever you want.

What color is this?

I haven't even seen anyone else have this color.

It's kiwi.

So rough with your stuff.

I'm not.

This phone is very tough.

Let me test it.

You'll have to pay if you break it.

What do you want?

I want...

I want the most expensive phone.

The most expensive phone.

Is that okay?

Is this an iPhone?

Is this yours?

Who's looking for you?

I don't know.

Yinjia.

Will you slow down?

Do you have to act like this?

My new phone.

iPhone 4.

Who gave it to you?

Just someone.

Who is it?

A rich person.

And you just accepted it?

I can't afford it myself.

Why can't I take it when it's given to me?

So you're a prostitute?

Prostitute? Do you know what a prostitute is?

Talking bullshit.

Are you a prostitute?

I'm not a prostitute.

You look like a fucking prostitute.

What are you talking about?

You're a fucking prostitute.

What are you doing?

Hey!

Fuck you.

What's wrong with you?

You want this phone so much, don't you?

It's none of your business!

Prostitute!

You're insane.

Turn around.

Tong Tong!

Tong Tong!

Where are you going?

Going out

Where?

With who?

That's enough.

Why doesn't it stop?

Is it broken?

It's been broken for a while.

Get someone to fix it.

Look.

We don't have money.

Why do you have so much money?

Did that guy give it to you?

Too ugly.

Can you stop following me?

35th floor.

Hey.

Come with me.

You can't go in.

I'm going in with her.

You sit there.

-Tong Tong. - Stop it.

...or why would I come bother you, Mr. Chen.

This is the turnover for the past few months.

For you to take a look at.

Put it down.

Hey.

You can leave now.

Long Ge will contact you if there's anything.

All right.

Stop watching.

What's there to see?

Is that the guy from last time?

Sit down.

How does he look so beaten?

He was wounded. Got a few stitches.

Sit down.

It's so hot in here.

Come here.

Don't be shy.

Is this where you live?

Sometimes. I come here once or twice a month.

So what are they doing out there?

They're having some fun.

What's the fun?

Some fun things.

Like what Long Ge gave me?

What's that?

Just...

Right.

What's up now?

I told you to stop doing it.

Come on.

- Stop doing that. - Give it back!

Do something else! Here you go.

Who's that?

Here.

What is she doing?

Try it yourself.

Can you stop following me all the time?

Do you know her?

Is that your friend?

No. She's a friend of Long Ge's.

Is this what they do?

The balloon?

You know that?

Can I do it?

Do you know how to?

- Just sucking it right? - Yeah.

But will I faint?

- Just try a little bit. - Will I pass out?

I don't think so.

You should feel like laughing.

Slow down.

That's a cute purse you got there.

You feel anything?

How do you feel?

What are you...

You okay?

I feel a little dizzy.

Just a little?

Long Ge.

Let's go.

Yo!

Get her outside.

Okay.

What are you doing?

Get going.

Hurry up.

Let go of me.

- What are you doing here? Leave! - I'm not leaving.

- Why are you staying here? - I'm not leaving.

Get out!

Don't hit her!

What's wrong with you girls?

What are you doing?

I want to be with you.

You can wait for me outside

- Wait for me in the hallway. - No.

- It will only take half an hour. - I'm waiting right here.

I'm not doing anything here.

I'm staying here.

What are you doing here? What can you do here?

- Just stand here? - I don't care.

She wants to stay. She has nowhere to go.

Then stay.

I'm leaving.

No need to wipe.

Is she joining us?

Wanna take off your panties?

Do I take them off now?

You can shave the pubic hair.

You'll feel better.

Pubic hair?

Yeah.

You can shave it.

That's what American girls do.

You could dye it as well.

Dye it?

Yeah.

You can dye it orange. The same color as your hair.

Have you done this before?

It's okay if you have.

I don't have virginity complex.

I've only done fingering.

Why only fingers?

Should I take this off?

Not yet.

Don't be nervous.

Take it easy.

I can't breathe.

Stop. I can't.

I'm scared.

Don't be.

I'll be gentle.

Does it hurt?

You look pretty in my clothes.

So pretty.

This isn't very expensive either.

Look at that earring.

This one is really nice.

It's 2,000 yuan.

Why are you looking at suitcases?

I want this suitcase.

You want this?

But we don't need a suitcase.

But you...

Maybe we'll go on a trip one day, and we'll need a suitcase.

Okay?

Welcome to Samsonite.

Hello.

Can you show me the bags over there?

Over here?

Yeah that one.

Show me that one.

This one?

No, no. The one over there.

Never mind. We don't need it.

Quickly, quickly!

Stop!

You're so strong.

Yin Jia, I'm going to America.

Chen Wen is taking me with him there.

When?

10th of next month.

10th of next month?

10th of next month

10th of next month!

Can you not go to America?

I will make a lot of money.

Really a lot of money.

We can buy whatever you want.

You can wear whatever dress you like.

We will live in the house you like.

Please don't be like my mother.

Don't leave me.

Please?

I don't want to leave you.

But I also really want to go to America.

I heard everyone in America lives in big houses.

Everybody has a job.

They make a lot of money too.

I can go there first and try to fit in.

I'll bring you over after I get settled.

But you will forget about me.

How will I forget about you?

I won't forget about you.

You have to trust me.

We will go together.

Go to America together.

I need to talk to you.

I'll go get it for you.

All good. I'll go.

Tong Tong crashed your car.

What car?

The silver one.

Is she okay?

Yes.

That's good.

What about your car?

She doesn't have money to pay for it.

Then don't worry about it.

Can you not take Tong Tong to America?

Bring her to America?

I'll do anything for you.

I don't need you to do anything.

Think about it.

Can you get me some cigarettes?

I don't have money.

Me neither.

What's up?

Just getting some cigarettes.

Pay for it.

I'll pay before we leave.

Wait a minute.

That's the exit.

Which computer are you using?

Open it.

I'll do anything for you.

Let's not do this again.

Why?

Because only couples would do this kind of thing.

We are not a couple.

So you only do it with that guy.

Right.

Then how do you know he won't do it with others?

I believe him

What if he does?

Then I'll kill both of them.

Hey bro.

Someone's looking for you.

Hello.

Where are you?

Where are you?

Where is your home?

Do you live alone?

Yeah.

Let's start.

Start what?

I sleep with you. And you won't take Tong Tong to America.

Have you slept with anyone before?

Yes.

Who?

I won't tell you.

So can we start now?

No.

You need to make me interested in you first.

Stand up.

Turn around.

Kneel on the couch.

Put your hands on the couch.

Put this leg down.

Arch your back.

Bring your butt back a little.

Arch more.

Let me take a look.

You can leave now.

Where to?

Go back home.

You won't sleep with me?

No.

Why not?

Actually, you have a decent figure.

But...

You don't have any femininity.

Yes, I do.

Great.

Just enjoy yourself.

Can you help me apply eyeliner?

Eyeliner?

Why?

I just want to try some makeup.

Why? You never have any makeup.

It's fun.

Just try it yourself. Where's the fun if I help you?

Just help me.

- Just one eyeliner. - I need to read.

Can you even understand it? It's English.

Why can't I understand it? I have a dictionary.

Will you use dictionary when you go to America?

Yes I will.

Are you crazy?

What's this ridiculous dress?

Is this your mom's dress?

It really is.

It's so ugly.

This is my best-looking outfit.

You have to sleep with me today.

Oh really?

Go put on another dress please.

Take off your shoes.

You're very flexible.

Spread your legs.

You are well prepared.

Can we continue?

Get up.

Turn around.

Open your mouth.

Lick it.

Your teeth. Fuck.

You two are quite different.

Look at me.

Open your eyes.

I said open your eyes.

Open your eyes.

Fuck.

Open them.

Open your eyes.

Come up here.

Come over here.

Sit down.

Move.

Move up and down.

Faster.

Move faster.

Hey.

What?

Are you really willing to do anything?

Suppose.

...if I asked you to sleep with Long Ge?

No difference.

What if I told you to kill yourself?

Tong Tong.

Tong Tong.

Tong Tong.

Tong Tong.

Come home with me.

Let's go.

Okay? Let's go home.

Leave me alone.

What are you doing here?

Come home with me. Let's go.

Leave me alone!

You are still here?

What else do you want?

Ms. Chen!

Let me go in for a moment!

Please, I beg you.

I just want to know if he's in there!

- Call the security guard. - Yes.

- Is the gate locked? - I just want to take a look please!

Chen Wen has left to America.

Stop making a scene here.

He said he would take me with him.

- Why should he take you? - I'm his girlfriend!

Are you insane?

How can a girl behave like this?

No manners.

Chen Wen. Are you done?

Did she leave?

Yeah. She already left.

Why are you dying your hair again?

Yellow was nice. It suited you well.

Why dye it black?

Don't touch me.

- Do whatever you want. - Close the door.

Close it yourself.

Did you fart?

It stinks.

It really stinks.

Get up.

You pooped your pants.

Get up now!

Tong Tong.

She didn't pay me!

I'll pay for her.

- What's up? - Where did Chen Wen go?

He went to America.

- Did he really? - Yes.

What's his American phone number?

I don't know.

- You don't know his number? - No.

- You're lying. - I don't know.

- Guys. Let's go. - Just one second.

Didn't he say he would take me with him?

You might as well ask her.

What does she know?

Ask her.

What do you know?

I'm asking you.

He said you know something.

I don't know.

Will you tell me or not?

I don't know.

Tong Tong!

Tong Tong!

Tong Tong, listen to me.

Let's go home.

Let's go home, Tong Tong.

I'm not living with you anymore.

Fuck that home.

Listen to me.

What do you want to say? Say it! Say it!

Are you going to say it?

Stop acting like you're so innocent!

Tong Tong.

I slept with Chen Wen.

He said he wouldn't take you to America if I slept with him

It was his idea.

Tong Tong, he's a bad person.

You can't be with him. Tong Tong.

Can you open the door?

Tong Tong.

I've called the police.

See for yourself.

I've called the police.

Hello?

Stop taking my things!

Give them back!

Get out!

Tong Tong.

Fuck off!

Take off your pants now.

They are mine.

Take them off!

Tong Tong, listen to me.

Take them off.

Tong Tong.

Let me in. I need to talk to you.

Just one last thing!

Let me in!

This is my suicide note.

I am Zhou Yinjia.

I have no money.

No father.

And my mother left me years ago.

I now declare no matter how I die

Stop your performance!

Fucking die?

Kill me, please.

Kill me.

I won't.

Kill me.

Don't always...

Please kill me.

Stop acting like this!

Please

Kill me. Kill me.

What benefit do I get from killing you?

Kill me, I beg you.

Kill me.

Kill me.

Kill me.

Didn't you say that you will kill whoever sleeps with Chen Wen?

Kill me.

Fine.

Give me the knife.

Why are you dodging?

One more time.

One more time.

- Stop dodging! - One more time.

One last time.

You lying bitch!

You wanna die?!

You do?

I'm sick of playing with you.

Kill me. Please.

I don't want to play with you anymore.

Does it hurt badly?

Let me take a look.

Hello?

Hello?

Someone is hurt! She's bleeding a lot.

What's her situation now?

Her thigh is bleeding heavily. It was cut by a knife.

You can't close your eyes.

Look at me.

Look at me.

Yin Jia.

Don't fall asleep.

Did you say anything?

This is my suicide note.

My name is Zhou Yin Jia, 19 years old.

I have no money. No father.

My mother left me years ago.

I declare that no matter how I die

It has nothing to do with Xia Yutong.

She is my only family.

I need you.