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Previously on Survivor, Clay gave Jake a piece of his mind. I didn't like that

statement before they depressed that council leader. I put my production up

basically against anybody, and that offended Clay.

The tribe was surprised to find their loved one at the reward challenge.

But even more surprised when the family members had to compete against each

other. There's that juice.

It was Helen's husband Jim who stomached the victory.

and became an honorary tribe member for a day. With Jim as a confidant, Helen

had a chance to talk about strategy.

Brian will play fair. Clay won't. Clay's a selfish son of a gun.

At the immunity challenge, the tribe was surprised again.

This time, castaways and family members competed together, and brotherly

teamwork paid off for Ted.

Before tribal council, Helen approached Brian with her concerns about Clay.

Do you feel that he has earned a number one or two spot?

At tribal council, despite a campaign to get rid of Clay, Jake was voted out of

the tribe. The tribe has spoken.

The five former members of Chewygon are all that remain.

Tonight, one of them will go.

Four days.

Five to go.

We haven't been to tribal council to vote off a Chewygon member since day 12.

Chewygon, who started out as the joke team of survivor, as the losers, as the

old people, as the ones that, you know what, you band of misfits, you can't do

anything right. But we never lost focus and we never gave up. The core of

Chewygon is right here. If it wasn't for us.

We would have been extinct.

And now, definitely the game is on. Jake left.

Now it's Chewy gone. Now we have to vote each other out. The game is on full

speed ahead.

What skills coming to play at this part of the game?

Skating skills.

Who's the best skater?

Ice skater. Who's got the longest skates on? Who's the best at cutting corners,

going around circles?

Because usually on skating, you've got to be ice cold.

You can't lose your cool.

You've got to be like ice.

You've got to have friendships.

You've got to cut off those friendships.

You've got to keep stringing people along and, bam, throw them a nice

Mr. Freeze is in the house.

Even though it's about 110 out here.

Got my skates on.

Got it, ma 'am.

Oh, yeah, a mirror.

Oh, crap.

Can you believe this? Look at this.

I'm a nothing.

Hey!

Tree male!

How? Read it.

Oh, y 'all got to come see this. I can't read this. You got a mirror.

Don't look at it too much. We don't want it to crack.

Y 'all not going to believe the wrinkles in my face.

I could not believe how I look. I mean, it looks like I'm 60.

I'll tell y 'all one damn thing.

I've got a lot more wrinkles I've got now than I had when I came. Oh, my God.

Get out of here. We've got to go get our mirror and bring it over here to Brian.

Behold the magic mirror. You've never looked so great.

This is no illusion. You've really lost some weight.

Compare yourself to these photos taken just before the game.

You may return to regular size, but you'll never be the same.

Oh,

God.

Hold on a second now.

When I first saw my own picture, I started laughing because I was fuller. I

these little cheekbones, these little chubby cheeks there.

And I had some bosoms. That was kind of funny.

And now I look kind of like the stick figure.

Look at Clay.

I am hot, y 'all.

You have a trophy here.

Now let's go look at the mirror. That's where you have to be.

This is a lineman. This is like a tight end.

I told you. Look how big your neck is.

Look how big it is there.

Actually, seeing myself in the mirror, I didn't know who the heck I was.

I mean, I looked at myself before, and now, oh, my gosh. It's like.

Two totally different people. I look like my brother.

This guy is gone.

I think I still look fat.

Oh, shut up.

You are a drug.

You look everywhere.

You don't see the six pack. Six pack?

Yeah. I see little lines right here.

You kind of look at yourself and tell you're losing some weight, but looking

yourself in a full -length mirror, I, you know, one look was enough for me.

like, oh, yeah, I still look fat and great.

I got lines in my face. Okay, I'm done. Now my damn teeth are yellow.

The guns are gone.

Excuse me, pretty girls.

These guns right here were cannons. I got like nine millimeters.

The women could barely see themselves because the men took over the mirror.

was pathetic.

We couldn't get the men out of the way. They were admiring, lifting their, hey,

look at these guns, boy. I mean, they were pathetic.

Who's next?

You know who. It's actually Danny James.

Okay. Danny is getting kind of tricky, you know, with that.

I know.

So I don't know what the deal is with that, but we're still in play though,

right? Yeah.

Sure? Yeah, it's good, yeah.

It's just I don't know what's happening here with everyone else. So it might be

every man for himself, keep on your toes sort of thing. You know what I'm

saying? I don't know.

Do I need to watch out for anything? I don't know yet.

I'm wondering about myself, too. I think Brian is a good guy.

Him and I had a verbal alliance.

And it was strong, but I don't think it's strong anymore.

Well, I'm not sure that's recent.

That's all I'm saying.

That's all I can say because it's appealing.

When I did a checkpoint of our status, he wavered a little bit. He kind of

wavered a little bit. And to me, we've always operated in the mode that...

Our plans have been solid.

Don't take anything personal.

Everything is based on business. Well, that sent a signal to me saying that

wavering in our alliance, that something has changed.

Lookie, lookie, lookie.

We haven't even opened it. We haven't opened it. I just opened it. It looks

a book.

Oh, my God. This is true. Quite a book.

A picture's worth a thousand words. You need only a picture, too. The one to get

this last reward, last reward, will be rejuvenated when you're through.

It's time to dine on good food and wine.

Damn. And wait.

There's a whole lot more.

This rewards the one for you if you're hungry, tired, and sore.

Who's always asking about food?

You don't get any more food.

You've had your food. Sorry, so you're done. With me, those that I've trusted

until this point, I'm going to continue to trust maybe 80%, 85%. But I'm not

going to sit back and just base the results of this game.

on that trust.

One of my strategies from day one was to adapt to any given situation.

So I wanted to communicate with Helen and ask her her feelings of who she felt

the top four would be.

And I started drawing in the sand.

The alternative option is to eliminate clay and bring helen myself and janie in

the final four then make a decision on how we want to operate uh with brian you

know whether we want to keep them or whether we want to you know vote them

and it was good for me to know that she was basically on the same footpath as i

was as far as clay's um contribution to the tribe clay doesn't do anything he

lays around all day he doesn't go out, get wood. He doesn't go through the

hole. He does nothing. He just lays around all day. So logically, he would

the next, in my mind, the next person to get voted out.

Hey, guys.

What do you think of the ride?

Let's go. Big Ted, take the front.

No one had mercy on you. Get on in, baby. This is what you're playing for.

Oh, my God.

Oh,

my

God.

I don't want to get out.

It fits too good.

We've got a channel to do it.

First things first, let's talk about this SUV. Not a bad looking ride, huh?

The winner will win a Chevy Trailblazer. The other part of the reward is

a day at a spa, survivor style.

We've also arranged for a nice massage.

And what would a day at the spa be without food?

Nice, big Thai meal.

Could be a huge advantage going into the last five days.

Worth playing for? Yes.

Here's the challenge.

It is a race.

Your goal, collect and unscramble a collection of letters that spell an

activity. Here's how it works.

At the start, you're going to be standing on your first of eight English

letters. Unlash it, move to a trough.

Mixed in with a bunch of tie symbols, you will each find an underscored

letter. Once you find your second letter, move on.

You'll then come to a group of flagpoles. Choose one, untie it, your

will release.

The third stop, cargo net.

Get up the cargo net, get your letter, get down.

Around the corner, you'll find a tree. Again, Thai symbols and English letters.

This time, they are covered in silk.

Start uncovering them until you find another English letter.

You're then going to move to a rope pole. There are 17 ropes, but only five

the rope poles lead to an English letter.

This time, attached to the letter is a key. Take the letter and the key and

to a treasure chest.

Use the key to unlock the treasure chest.

At the bottom of the treasure chest, you'll find the two last letters.

You'll then race to one of the easels, like the one you're standing in front

and unscramble the letters of two words that describe an activity.

First person to unscramble them correctly wins the Chevy Trailblazer,

the spa, break from the game.

Let's head over to the start. We'll get going.

Here we go, guys. Great reward at stake. You are looking for eight letters

total. You're standing on the first one. Survivors ready?

Go!

You're standing on the first one, guys.

You're standing on the first one. Clay, you're right. That's what I thought I

heard you say. That wasn't for sure.

Clay's got his first one.

Where are we going?

Hey,

you got one underneath there. You're standing on your first one. Oh.

Looking for the underscore.

Looking for an underscore.

Underscore means English letter.

Helen's got two.

Ed's got two.

Ryan's got two.

Clay's got two. It's a tight race.

All you're doing here is untying. We'll drop the letter.

Ellen has her third letter.

Ted's got his third letter. Clay's got his third letter. Brian's got his third

letter.

Jan, don't give up. You're still alive.

Everybody's got four except Jan.

You're looking for another letter. Remember the underscore.

Clay's got his fifth letter, and he's off.

Brian's got his fifth.

Boy, you got lucky on your first one.

Nope, try again, Brian.

Brian's got one. Take the letter and the key.

The last two letters are in the treasure chest.

Nice little surprise in there, huh?

Moving to an easel. Start solving them.

Two words that form an activity when you put them together.

Underscore will be on the bottom. Remember.

Two words when put together are an activity.

Two words. English. I got it right here, Jeff.

Brian thinks he has it.

What are you spelling?

Road trip.

That's not road trip.

Got it, got it.

Look at me.

Road trip. Ted wins reward.

Yeah, baby.

That was ball game.

We got a truck, baby.

Yeah.

Yeah.

What was it, Ted?

You, baby.

Ted, what was the word?

Shouldn't have yelled it out.

Good job, fellas. No problem. That's for you. Good job.

Way to go, Ted.

All right, guys. Here's the deal. Ted, nice work.

Thanks, Jeff. Nice SUV. It's all yours. And a day at the spa.

I'm loving it. How much fun is it if you can't share it, right? Sure enough.

But at this point, picking somebody to share it with is not such an easy task

with only five days left.

It was an immunity challenge, and I could have been out just like that.

But that person kept me in the game.

Now, I always told her that I owed her. So, Helen, let's have some fun today.

I left the keys in the ignition.

Follow down the beach as far as you can go. Then a right down the old prison

road, you'll come to a gazebo where your day of relaxation awaits.

smell it oh brand new how's it handling your own car your own

car i've never won lotto i've never won any raffle ticket and so for me winning

the car was truly a dream come true and we need to talk just a little bit

because um what i was trying to get at is i don't even know where jammy was

i know she doesn't like clay you think he came up to me today and said what

clay do he does nothing i'm tired of him ordering me around In the car, Kelly

and I really had a chance to talk, and the plan that I proposed was getting rid

of Kalei at the next travel call.

And if he was working, then that's one thing I would respect, but he's not

it. What, do you think he just came for the date? All he does is order you guys

around. Yeah, order us around.

Then I'm going to leave it up to you to work with Jan. I think I can take Jan

with me. And somehow, someway, just relay it to me whether we got her or

Okay.

Oh, my God.

We got to know the Moses and look at their nice clean body.

Welcome. So what they have? We have for you dinner shower

And the fat this is beautiful cocoon car Cocoon car

Okay

Oh, my God.

It was so nice to have somebody prepare a meal for me. It was so nice to not

have it be the mussels, clams, crabs, leaves that we've been living off of.

at this.

Okay, right. This is mine.

What are we going to do?

Helen or I, we don't drink alcohol.

I think we need to celebrate.

We said, okay, fine.

This is a once -in -a -lifetime experience.

And we're going to go for it. Cheers.

Cheers.

Ah! That's good.

I want to just dive into that. Cashew chicken.

Very good.

This. This right here.

Do you see that?

Taste yourself.

Okay, I'll try. I fixed my plate as if I was the old Ted, the 310 -pound Ted,

which was normal. I was like, oh, man, I can knock this out with no problem. Oh,

my God.

I'm getting full.

Are you kidding me? I am not kidding you. I've only begun.

Please, please, please.

Okay, make some room.

You made the mistake of putting rice on your plate.

Okay. Wine. Bad idea. Try the wine. Try the wine.

God, you're disappointing me.

Look at the food on your plate.

You know what I'm saying? I don't want to break the plate.

What? I don't want that thing.

If he'd have went back to you, you'd have got it, but if he went to me, he'd

have got it.

I'm pissed off any time I don't win. I don't like losing.

I'm very envious of him right now.

Jealousy, I guess, is I wish it was me.

Me and my big mouth.

What'd you say?

I said the answer.

I had it. I just was misspelling.

Ted got his truck due to me. I didn't even get a thanks.

Should have thanked me.

Anybody that gives you something for free.

I was there when it was, hey, thanks, appreciate it.

Have you seen it earlier about all the whispering?

Who was in the whisper?

Teddy and, um, Helen.

Hmm. They thought I was asleep.

Well, I saw that right in the dirt over there. I don't know what it was about.

Hmm. I don't think they have a lunch.

I still think Helen does what's up with, um, what needs to be done.

Can you pass that wine?

Whoa, Ted!

What? Yeah.

Out of here. I think he needs to be out of here. You work on Danny? I'll work on

Danny. Helen, you're going to get full court pressure, both from Brian.

And from Clay.

You got to be quiet about that. You know what I'm saying? Oh, yeah.

Then we get the Clay out of here. Right.

With his lazy behind. Right.

Boy, we need to do that. So anyway, I forgot where I was.

Helen!

How you doing, baby?

It's heaven, Ken.

Hey, I'm not drunk. Am I drunk? No.

I love you.

Ted, I love you, and I cannot tell you what this means to me.

Hey, Hallie, is it my turn to shower? It's your turn, and enjoy that shower.

Give me a preview of how that massage is.

Oh, yeah, boy.

Yeah.

See how good this feels?

Oh, my gosh!

Oh!

Woo!

Now, I'm assuming this shoe shine stuff is toothbrush.

Mm -mm.

Oh, gross.

Hey, Helen, is that massage good?

Heaven, Ted.

I don't know that Ted even remembers what he was saying. You know, if you've

ever been in the company of someone who's had too much to drink, they start,

like, getting silly.

But you know what? It wasn't my reward. It was Ted's reward. So being the polite

guest that I was, I let him enjoy his night.

Is my masseuse ready for me?

Yeah. Are you ready for me, Miss Masseuse?

Okay.

Oh!

Oh!

Oh! He's massaging my...

I indebted you.

No, I don't worry about it. I like Ted. I really do. I enjoyed my night with

Ted. I was clean.

I had on silk pajamas.

I was in a comfortable bed. I'm listening to the ocean. I mean, it just

get any better than that.

Hey, Helen, what type of wife did we have, man? My body is drunk, but

my mind is clear. And I'll remember all of it.

When your mind is mush, that's when you're drunk, in my opinion.

Helen, I don't want to go to sleep. I want this night and this day to last

forever.

I'm going to try to suck in this last piece of it because once I lay down,

it's over. I know.

Am I talking too much? Are you ready to go to sleep? I'm ready to go to sleep

whenever you want.

All right, Helen.

I'm about to go to sleep. Thanks for a great night, Chuck.

Good night.

Good night.

Okay, they're going back up to where? That's them, y 'all. Is that them?

Yeah, that's them, yeah.

Dan, you got to smell good from here.

Merry Christmas.

No way.

Don't you be teasing us.

Merry Christmas.

How was the massage?

It's the worst massage ever in my life. Terrible. Anytime you're away from camp,

you wonder, especially at this stage of the game, who might be talking about you

back here. You could drive yourself crazy.

Becoming paranoid.

I'm trying to avoid getting into that quagmire. So I don't know what went on

here last night.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. And it fits perfectly.

Have you been naughty or not? I've been very naughty, sir.

I've been. I want to be. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

Oh, yeah.

Salud.

Salud. We will be naughty tonight.

Can we taste it? Oh, hell yeah.

Chicken cashew, there's spiky beef.

Come on, Dan. Whatever we can put in there, we put in there. Thank you so

Oh, yo, this is heaven.

You like, Danny?

Good, good.

Teddy got that brand new, beautiful car. Isn't that just a cool assignment?

Thank you, darling.

That was so cool.

Coming back, to be honest with you, I did feel a little envy or jealousy, if

will. And as expected, I felt that from Clay, that he was very jealous of the

fact that I won. But it didn't matter, and it doesn't matter.

I did promise Ted, and I did exactly what I promised.

that I would try to get to Jan and feel Jan out and see if she would be willing

to vote for Clay.

This is the opportunity.

I've got you in the number three, and possibly you and I in one and two.

I haven't won any of the two yet.

It doesn't have to be.

It doesn't have to be. I know.

If you want, you don't even have to tell me tonight.

Or if you want to tell me right before we're going, who you want to vote for.

Well, I would like to vote to go, just because we've been through so much

together. I know. Then do me a favor and let me know who you're doing, because

if we don't vote in a block... That's right.

I just don't see anything to Clay or to Brian that we talked, because that'll

slip both of our thumbs. No, no, no, no.

Brian has played a very good game.

Yes, he has. I have no problems anymore.

And he keeps Clay so close.

Keep your friends close, you keep your enemies close. Mm -hmm.

Here we go.

Thanks, Pat.

Have fun.

Helen

could

very well be playing me, but at the same time, she won't. Helen is somebody that

respects me completely. I've taken her a long way.

She owes me, and she knows it. If you see Ted come over to me, make sure

somebody comes over so he doesn't have the chance to start. Okay. Or give up

wrong impression.

I have a feeling if Clay sees me talking to Ted at all... I've already had to

say you're going to be fine and not to worry about it. Don't, I mean, I'm

locked. I'm definitely playing two sides of the fence. Yeah, that's what you've

got to do. And I would bet you to a person, everybody out here is playing

sides of the fence. Just hope you don't get caught.

You know, I sat and listened to everything he said, and I yeah, yeah,

to death. Yeah, I know, I know. Agreed, agreed, agreed.

Let Ted leave when he thinks he can leave.

Yep. Ted thinks I'm solidly in his court, and I may be.

Brian and Clay think I'm tight with them, and I may be.

Quite frankly, I don't know at this point.

Guys?

First things first.

Big Ted, give it up, buddy.

What's up, Nathan?

Immunity, back up for grabs.

For today's immunity challenge, you will start at the base of a 10 -step

staircase. The only problem is the steps to the staircase are not finished. Ten

missing pieces are out in the field. Each piece is unique and will only fit

one step.

Gather your missing pieces.

one at a time, and build your steps one at a time from the bottom to the top.

First person to get to the top with their steps completed correctly wins

immunity, guarantees themselves a one in four shot.

Big enough stakes?

Yes, sir. All right, let's do this thing.

Here we go, guys. This is for immunity and a guaranteed spot in the final four.

Survivors ready?

Yes. Go!

You can grab one piece at a time.

You can gather them all first and then start building or build as you go. Your

strategy.

Clay has his first step.

So far we just have one step.

Clay has one. Everybody else is gathering pieces.

Jan has her first step.

Brian grabs his last piece. He's going to start building steps.

Blay has two steps.

Jan has two steps.

Brian has two steps.

Ted and Helen not yet on the board.

Brian has three steps.

Ted has one step.

Ellen has her first step.

Clay's got his third.

Brian has his fourth step.

Jan has her third step.

Clay has his fourth step.

Brian has his fifth step.

Jan with four.

Clay has his fifth step.

Brian has his sixth step.

Clay has his sixth step.

Brian's at seven.

Three to go for Brian.

Clay working on his seventh.

Brian has eight.

Helen has two.

Brian has nine.

Wait, still working on his seventh step.

Brian taking a nice leisurely walk and put his tenth step in.

Walk on up,

Brian. Nice job.

Brian wins immunity.

Good job, Brian. Just like that. Good job, Brian.

Thank you, sir. You bet.

You're now guaranteed a spot in the final four. Thank you. Nicely done. I

appreciate that. Take a moment to enjoy it up here.

Celebrate your victory.

I think at this point in the game, everyone could be playing everyone.

So I think it's only natural for everyone to be on pins and needles and

really observe everyone in camp.

Because everyone's wondering whether or not they're the next target.

I'm wondering if I'm the next target.

Logically, I would think that I am. I mean, I won an immunity and I won a

reward.

So I may be perceived to be physically and mentally strong.

I'm asking brother to brother.

Mine and X. They got one. Yeah.

Wyatt, what are you doing?

I was just thinking that.

Jan, Clay.

And I wasn't sure whether I was going to be talking. I'm not sure.

I'm dealing with, like I said before, Clay and H.

Unless something changes, I'll let you know.

All right, cool. I just wanted to... I think you're the only person who can

me a straight up answer.

I told you. I'm not sure what's up with them.

i'm not sure about that so that's what we're targeting

okay those are really pretty katie i got one with

nature and it was just beautiful and everything those are really cool

how about picking one of these with the exception of this one and that one oh

katie helen had come to me because If you look at it, I could be a

swing vote.

You know, if Helen and Ted had an alliance, they could pull me, we could

Clay out.

I'd really have to think about it. And I would think about it from the

standpoint of what would be best for me in the long run.

I'm not sure there's any true, true alliance right now. I think people are

talking, but I don't think the word alliance, that I will not vote against

has ever really been said by any of the five.

You know, Helen and I are very, very tight.

But trust at this point in the game, it's very hard and it's a very thin

And I might trust you with everything in another situation, but this is a game.

So even if someone tells you something, they might not do it.

We've got to be careful with my puff holder socks since they actually

technically are still socks that I wear.

Someone's burning them again because I got a new burn in them.

When you know where everyone's head's at.

It gives you that much more control.

It gives you that much more confidence. It gives you a little bit more useful

ammunition. I've got three pieces of ammunition I can use.

One, I've got my trump card.

Jan. Grandma Jan. She's disposable.

Looking good on that black.

Oh, yeah.

Styling. Oh,

boy. Yes.

Number two, I've got my loyal and trustworthy soldier, Helen.

I know where her head's at. I know how she feels about me. I'm very...

Confident and good feeling about her and her worth ethic.

My good friend, Uncle Clay.

I know what he wants. He knows what I want.

I know he doesn't want Helen. I know Helen doesn't want him.

When I need to use that against each other, I will. But in the meantime, I'm

just sitting back. So there's my three.

There's my three ends.

One disposable, a loyal soldier, and a good friend.

Really, if you get to thinking about it, using people in this game, isn't

everybody getting used in one way or another? That's the name of this game.

Use everybody you can on your way to the top.

Here we go again. The circus has come to town.

We'll now bring in our jury.

Aaron, Ken, Penny, and Jake.

Think about it. Five of you.

Five Chewygon members still in the quest for a million dollars and the title of

sole survivor.

Directly across from you, four people. The four members of our jury. All four

Supjai members. All four voted out by you.

And up until tonight, you were in control.

Chewagon had the numbers, and systematically, one by one, you

And in doing so, put your fate in their hands.

That is now the majority of the jury.

And I wonder how that feels, to be sitting there knowing it may be too late

do anything about it.

Clay, how does it feel?

Scary, and believe me, I laid awake at night and thought about that.

They've got to vote for somebody. I just hope I'm one of the two that they're

voting for. That's the only thing I can hope for is to try to figure out how to

get to the top the easiest and the best way for Clay to do it.

And that's what I'm searching for.

Helen, how do you win this game?

They have the numbers, that's right, but they also have to vote for one of the

two. And unfortunately for them, one of the two is going to be a Chewagon

member. I'm hoping that when it comes down to voting, that they vote on merit.

who pulled their weight, who was a good member to be around.

Brian, you've been out here 36 days now. In a sense, is your fate sealed within

this tribe?

No, nobody's fate's ever sealed until the fat lady sings, as I like to say.

There's still a couple days left, and I can't predict the future.

Who knows what's going to happen?

Jan, you put this tribe together. Is there an added burden on you when it

to voting?

Yes, I feel very much so because I've grown with this tribe. We scraped and

fought our way to keep together, so it's very hard to have to vote someone off

that has worked very hard. There's very little difference between any of the

five of us. It is time to vote. Jan.

You're up.

We're a fierce competitor, and so am I, which means if it's down to you or me,

it's going to be you before me.

Nothing but strategy, and it's time for you to go. Goodbye.

I'll go tally the votes.

Once the votes are read, the decision is final. The person will be asked to

leave the tribal council area immediately.

I'll read the votes.

First vote.

Ted.

Ted. Two boats dead.

Jammed. One boat jammed. Two boats dead.

Dead.

No need to read the last boat. Need to bring you a torch.

Take care, guys.

Ted, the tribe has spoken.

Okay.

All right, you guys.

Okay.

Well, you've lasted 36 days.

You have made it to the final four.

Here's what's left. Over the next three days, there will be three tribal

councils. Two immunity challenges, one winner. And that winner will be

determined by that jury.

You guys can head back to camp.

Good night.

Stay tuned for scenes from our next

episode.

Next time on Survivor.

Only four remain.

And it's down to the last three days on the island. At this level in the game,

it becomes cutthroat. So the next couple days, I expect to be extremely

stressful. Join us for a two -hour finale and find out who will be the sole

survivor.

This has been a long...

and wonderful trip. I was truly blessed to make it this far. Sure, I would have

loved to have went, but it's okay. I fucked it all in and I have no regrets.

To my baby Morgan, I did this to show you that nothing beats a failure, but a

try.