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Gotta get back fast.

Want my fucking turn!

You're good man, Yonder.

Good shit.

Oh, look.

There he is.

He's going pretty quick.

Nice.

Fresh air.

Oh, shit.

Hey, Lucas.

You all right?

Okay.

Not too much to ask.

We have a huge debt to pay.

There could be serious repercussions.

All right, all right.

Hey. How's it going?

I know you probably won't understand any of this.

But whatever.

I don't either.

I just think it might help me feel better if I like.

Get it out.

If I tell someone.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Hey, come look at my sitting.

Mom? Dad!

It almost sounds like a made up story.

And maybe it is.

How would I know?

What do you mean?

Oh, I hey, you.

And you know what?

I'm going to leave you and I'll burn this place in the fucking ground.

You fucking gross bitch! Try me.

Why don't you try me?

Hey! Ooh,

please don't go in that.

So how do I really know what's real?

And what's just inside my head?

Look at the little light there, bro.

Well, when did you.

How can you even see this baby?

More?

Oh, look, I already am eating.

That's what I thought, too, until I actually started counting my calories.

Well, yeah. I mean, I've been counting my calories too.

It's just

I just get full, like, so easily.

I found out I'm an actor more so.

It's like one of the three body types,

and I just have a really high metabolism,

so it's just hard for me to.

But I'm also, you know.

No, man, you know, force that shit down.

Okay.

Oh. Anyway.

Josie's having a party night.

She just texted me.

I don't I don't know about that, man, I just -

Come on, bro.

She just got new roommates.

That could be kind of hot.

All right.

Yeah, yeah.

I'll go.

Let's go.

It's going to be great.

New talent time.

Hey, Lucas.

I was just thinking.

We definitely have to do the dune buggy again.

Dude, that shit was so much fucking fun.

Yeah, we should,

And when you flipped that, she was insane.

Yeah, like really bad whiplash from them.

That story to tell the kids.

All right.

The kids?

Yeah. Like when you have kids.

Well, when are you talking about.

Does this shirt look okay?

Yeah. You look great.

Let's get out of here, bro. I'm ready to get fucked up right now.

We do have to go for the drive. Come on. Like.

A light wash.

Oh, God.

Oh, yeah.

Oh my God, Alan!

That's me. Buddy. Hi.

How you doing, dude? Great.

Did you just get here? Yeah, we just parked outside.

Italia is fucked up. I also know where to park.

I want drink, honey. Yeah, yeah.

Now that I'm thinking about it, I did drive.

Yes, I just want me to see where I can make a killer drink right now.

Margarita.

Just one won't hurt. One.

All right, all right.

I was parked in a handicapped spot, but it was four, five minutes.

Like, I just don't understand why I got the ticket.

I was just running in and getting a coffee.

I left my house or something.

This cop is in my face like you shouldn't park here.

There's someone trying to park.

I was like, why is he driving anyway? He's handicapped.

He shouldn't be behind the wheel.

Whatever. I'm going to go get another drink.

See you in a minute.

- Yeah? - Fuck yeah. Whoa!

It smells like fucking weed in here.

Am I right?

Okay, this is getting weird.

I got to go. No, no.

Do not leave these people.

I got you.

Sorry, dude.

Here you go.

I don't think it's broken.

Thanks. Man.

I'm Lucas, by the way.

Oh, yeah. I'm Addison.

You can call me Addy, though.

That's what my friends call me.

Oh, nice. Yeah, yeah.

So someone's like, oh, I need some some addy to study for this test.

And the friends like, yo, bro, I got you.

And then they just show up with you.

Yeah, yeah.

They like, they like wheel in this big box.

And the guys like, whoa, whoa, whoa, what is that?

And then I jump out on my.

Okay.

I need some more weed.

Oh. Are you cool?

Sativa.

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

I don't like being paranoid. Anyways.

Well, it's.

Just,

it's so obviously stoned.

I just found spirits crushing

your sympathetic

good grace.

When's my last day?

Come on, don't.

My miracles are so low.

You still love

good medicine.

You also bother with talking.

Yeah. Thanks.

It's the world's turn. Go

for everything and blow

up for the coming to.

Give it back!

No! My.

Yeah. Let's go.

- Right, right now? - Yeah right now

We, we gotta bounce.

Okay.

Alan?

Yeah. I just have to get going.

Oh, yeah.

- Do you have a snapchat? - Do you have a snapchat?

Cool.

We we should, definitely hang out.

Yeah.

I'm in Minnesota this weekend for my brother's birthday,

but I'll be back for the fourth miniature soda.

Okay.

Bye bye.

Wait.

So, yeah, she, like, runs the restaurant chain. She,

well, she owns it, but she's also that chef and stuff, and they've been

they've hired twice recently, but I just

normally they hire from her program,

which is kind of weird because they like kind of fucking suck.

And I don't get like, is.

Anyways, so I'm gonna apply there eventually.

But I just want to like, hone in my powers more.

I want like Zeno level, you know?

Yeah, totally.

But what do you do in for life?

I have not heard.

Yeah.

Well, I mean, like, I'm studying to be an architect right now.

Yeah, but I don't know, like,

But I'm sort of like, neat about also doing, like, city planning,

but, but, I'm just gonna, like, finish my degree in architecture, you know?

And it's it's not that. It's not that hard to transition.

Like Bob the builder.

That's fucking crazy.

It's so weird.

Like, people our age are like, like,

choosing what they want to be forever.

It's just like, you know, I guess it is pretty random.

Yeah.

I still feel like a kid, though, honestly.

What do you do? It.

Do a Latin bitch boy.

No. You're gonna fix this.

Point your finger, idiot.

It's like the people that, like,

break the sand.

Okay, you've lost access to the thing.

I'm fine.

This is fine.

Really?

Yeah. Like, I don't know, like, usually with this stuff, like.

Like, I'll, like, text someone, you know, or hang out with them, and it's like,

it's fine, but, like, it's also like, like, pretty annoying.

But now, not with you, though.

Like, I really like you.

Oh. Umm. I'm sorry.

I don't like you in that way.

Oh. Oh.

Umm, Okay.

- No that okay. - We can still be friends.

No. Yeah, yeah.

Like I

I'm sorry. I've just.

I've made this all weird.

I was fucking do this. It's fine, it's fine. You didn't.

You didn't even make it weird. I mean, I'm I'm the one who said it.

I mean, like, I want to be friends, you know, like, you're.

You're..uhh.. you're really cool.

Okay.

Because I do really want to be friends.

Like. But. Yeah. Yeah. Me too.

Okay.

Damn, dude, that fucking sucks.

Definitely thought she was India.

Yeah, it's like we had this whole plan to go watch the fireworks

and all that tomorrow, and I don't even know if I want to go anymore.

It's going to be all weird.

Definitely don't go and not do that.

Yeah, I just do.

You see my blue bowl?

No. I totally know who Zeno is.

Okay, then who is he?

He's a character from a movie.

Shut up! You're so annoying.

What?

You don't know who he is?

You are so fucking stupid.

Zeno is a little football looking motherfucker

in the Dragonball universe, and he's literally.

Trying to say

that was a lot of fun.

Yeah, it was.

Okay, okay.

Thanks. Later or whatever.

Yeah.

Okay.

I'll, text you back.

Okay.

Thank.

Wait.

Hey. Hey. Hey.

Sorry. I.

I really like you, Lucas.

And I just like.

I was just nervous before, and

I really like you. I'm sorry.

We really.

Yeah.

Oh, dude.

I'm sorry. Dude, I literally just like.

Okay.

So annoying.

Wait, are we actually going to do this?

Yes.

No. Not yet.

- Yeah, I - - I mean, we we can, we can.

No I'm good.

Okay.

Wait.

I'm sorry.

What? I'm sorry.

- Okay... - Okay, okay, I'm good.

No. I'm good, I'm good. Okay.

I'm good, I'm good.

Okay.

Okay. Good night

Good night.

Are you running so fast?

This view is really pretty.

Is, pretty is.

You know, you're so gay.

Dude, I'm gonna break up with you.

Yeah.

What, like crap?

Well, I just want to see your eyes.

Really? I want you to.

Okay.

See? You.

This is gonna sound really stupid, but.

Hey. Got.

Okay.

What?

Yeah.

What?

What are you talking about?

Hey. Is everything okay?

Yes. Some stupid shit

and stuff.

I'll tell you about it later. It's

not like talk about it, man.

Okay.

I think he's high, dude.

You look more.

Shut up!

Stop, stop, stop!

No. Bad.

Oh, wait.

Well, wait wait wait.

Hold on, hold on, I forgot.

Look what I made you.

I didn't fuck is that?

It's an ashtray.

That's true.

Oh, my God, I love you.

What?

Nothing.

Come on, come on.

What did you say?

I love you.

I love you, too.

Cool.

I'm kind of nervous.

Yeah?

Yeah. I have a key.

You're an idiot.

[sounds from TV]

Hey! There he is!

- I'm Addison. - Ah, come here!

Nice to see you in person now.

Yeah.

Sarah! Sarah get down here, sweetie.

She's still in the shower.

Oh, hey, get some good workouts in, Yeah, he's super buff now.

He's, he's trying to be a model, you know.

- Oh, really? - Yeah. - No, she's joking.

Come on in.

Yeah I was in school for a little bit, but,

I honestly just really didn't like it.

It kind of made me really depressed, so, Yeah, I left, like,

midway through my sophomore year, but,

I love LA, so I stayed here and,

and I'm just working at this, like, pet store thing, and I really like it.

I have a cat, so I can, you know, get food

and and it's finished college, because that's very important.

Sarah.

Come on.

You can't be telling Addie how to live a life over here.

Oh, of course, I was just being silly.

No, no, you're you're fine.

Probably not, but, Lucas, I gotta tell you,

I was watching this kill a documentary on the streaming about penguins.

Right?

They travel these long journeys just to make

they want to across the ice for miles.

Was there one of those on hippos?

I feel like I just watched one on hippos.

I. I just like it, but those are really fun.

We can't. The penguins just fly.

We. No, penguins don't fly.

No, no, penguins can't fly, you idiot.

You learn that in like fucking third grade.

I don't, she's

anyway this one penguin, he goes, who wanders off away from the herd?

You know what happened to him?

Dead.

That's why we gotta stick together

and voila!

People on this planet.

You only got one family.

We got to look out for each other.

Ain't that right, Addie?

Yeah, yeah.

Yeah, definitely. That's cool.

Have to have to watch it with you sometime.

Well, you can watch it as much as you want on stream it.

One of the crazy thing about.

Hey, what are you, cooking? Sorry.

It just it smells so good.

Oh, well, just a simple little dish.

Pesto pasta.

Where do you see the meal we got coming for you?

Oh, we know I actually want to be a chef.

If if I were going to go back to school, it would be culinary school.

But you know.

Hey, Sarah, come here for a second.

What?

What, are you, deaf?

Honey, you should come here.

It. Can you grab me

some more of those killer dates?

The dates?

Yeah, dates.

Big box, organic.

Oh, honey, I don't know where you keep those.

Sweetie, you really are something.

Oh, I think I would know if I told you

where we keep the dates.

Top shelf at the pantry.

Oh. Oh, silly me.

I forgot that for a second. Got what?

Do you see this killing me?

Oh, we got.

It it smells really good.

Yeah when they said it was four days a week, I got worried I wouldn't be able to,

but it, I worked out to where it doesn't overlap with any of my classes.

You're doing great things.

You got this internship.

You got this great girl.

Yeah.

Yeah, I like her a lot.

She's a funny one.

Doesn't really let you talk much,

I mean, I guess I think she's just nervous.

Yeah. Poor thing. Listen.

Your mom's saying that she's

still seeing those comments up on the page.

You got to get this check to stop saying these hateful things about you.

Especially when it's up in the cloud where everyone could sleep.

Literally nobody's going to see that stuff.

It's on private.

And she's like, obviously joking.

Don't seem like it.

And, you know, I,

I really don't appreciate you guys

just like calling me up like that and screaming at me.

Okay, stop with the you guys. It's your mom.

She's going on mental. Okay?

Why does she feel the need to fucking log into my account as we listen?

Look at me. Look at my face. Are you gay?

No. Then why are you letting a call you gay?

I see what she's doing.

She's calling you a gay boy.

She's calling you a bitch.

She's making a fool out of you.

And it's all up on the cloud.

Yeah, she's just joking.

Like, literally makes no sense.

Why are you guys so upset by.

Oh, stop with the.

You guys

okay, your boss over

at the internship, she's probably going through your paperwork right now.

They find this shit, they're going to fire you.

Okay? Yeah. I'll talk to her.

No, you don't talk to you. Tell a real clear.

Delete those. Calm. Hey.

Yeah.

Whatever.

Okay.

Hey. Just looking out for you.

Don't worry. I'll talk to your mom about hacking to you.

So much so that. Man.

Don't get me wrong about the girls, I like it.

It's a beauty.

Okay, okay.

Oh. What you looking at?

I think it's like a hairy chicken.

So I was just, like, thinking about,

going to Minnesota for Thanksgiving.

I know we had kind of talked about it.

Tickets can just get expensive if we wait.

Yeah. No, it's just,

I don't know if I have time to go on a big trip just because of of

working. So.

Okay.

Yeah. Just,

let me know.

Hey are you sure I can't stay over tonight?

I just, like I miss you.

I feel like I haven't seen you forever.

I mean, I want you to just.

I've just been, like, really busy and stuff, like,

I keep, like, not getting to go to the gym because I'm always so tired

when I get back from school

or work.

I mean, like,

I don't know, like, I, I totally could,

I just gotta stop being so fucking lazy.

I feel like thank you shouldn't be so hard on yourself.

Like,

I don't know, maybe you could like,

go to the gym,

like, only three times a week

or four times a week, I guess, instead of, like, basically every single day.

I know, but I can't do that because, like, I just like,

I hate being skinny and I have the ability to get there,

so I just gotta I just got to do it.

I don't think you're skinny, though.

You think you're home.

Thanks.

That's very sweet of you.

So I pay month to month at her place.

So I was thinking,

I was thinking pretty soon

maybe I could move in here. Oh.

Yeah.

Yeah, yeah.

No, no, I mean, it's really there's no pressure, and it's only if you want to.

- No, no - So it's it's like no rush - I want to. Yeah.

No, I don't think Alan would mind like, that'd be cool.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Roomies!

- Here you want some? - Oh, no. It's okay. I'm going to work out later.

It's going to be all right.

Yeah. Got.

Oh, I got to go now.

Now? Yeah.

No, no no no no no no no, we've got to go now.

I'm serious.

I'm serious.

Like the door on your way out.

Okay. Hey.

Sorry I'm late.

No, no.

It was. It was.

I thought she had it. Like she knows.

It's probably the say no.

Yeah, it sounded like it was a done deal to me.

Why, honey, we know she's already planning it with you.

What?

I know that.

How do you think?

Because your mom's reading the text messages.

I am not.

Mom. What the hell happened?

How do you even do that?

I have my phone.

She sees it on the.

Yeah, I'm not even reading those.

Don't be silly.

Went back, son.

I'm paying the rent over and I'm paying a whole lot of money

for the special school you want to go to so bad.

And I ain't doing that so this girl can come in distress

at you and turn the place into a drug house. Why?

We know she does the drugs, honey, we don't think

she's a good influence on you.

And I've seen the way she treats you.

She just seems so hateful.

And I mean that. Just. Joe care.

Stop.

Look, first she's calling you gay.

Now she's trying to leech off.

You pay less and rent, Well, you know, it looks.

Look at me.

Look,

I can't run around with a hot chick like that.

Makes you feel good.

But I'm not gonna let you fall into any traps.

It's just what family does.

They look out for you.

Moral of the story is, it ain't happening.

No girl moving in with you.

We clear?

Yeah.

Of course.

I was really going to say, you know. Are you going back out?

I know that, let's be real.

It's just too much at this age.

It'd be like you're married, right?

That's if you want some crazy bitch screaming in jail all the time

like I got over here.

Oh, you do your little

play down, Sarah.

Anyway, shut.

We're so proud of you.

You keep doing great things.

You know what's best for you.

Yeah.

Hey, we'll see you in a couple of days, right?

Thanksgiving.

I'm cooking to kill a turkey.

Ring ring ring.

Your girlfriend is calling.

Ring, ring ring.

I'm not fucking around.

Ring ring ring.

Your girlfriend is calling.

Ring ring ring ring.

Hey, hey, what are you doing right now?

You want to fuck?

No, I can't right now. I gotta work out.

Oh, okay, then

let's just hang out later tonight.

I have some work to do.

So can we just hang out Friday or something?

Oh, what work do you have to do?

Shit that I have to get done.

I don't know why it matters so much to you.

Oh, okay.

Jeez, what's your problem? I just I'm sorry.

We can't hang out every single night, okay?

What the hell we don't like.

I literally never see you anymore.

You're always so busy. I seriously can't do this right now.

So can we just.

I'll see you on Friday. Okay?

Fine. I'll see you on Friday.

I. Yeah, or are you not?

What do you mean?

Of course, I'm not a Trump supporter. What's people do?

Actually thinking that I voted for Donald Trump?

Of course I did it. I'm a liberal person.

I voted for Biden,

bro. Hey,

listen,

Addie texted me and told me to tell you

to, responder.

What the fuck I did?

Why is she even texting you that stuff?

She's been, like, super

clingy lately, and it's just like,

it's really annoying.

Yeah.

You are

you still thinking of moving her in here?

Honestly, no.

I've been thinking about it, and she's just going to be a distraction.

It's going to be like, I'm married and like, I don't know.

I'm just not ready for that shit.

Honestly, that's the first thing I thought of when you told me, like,

whoa, a little fast.

Much like, no way is that going to work out, you know?

No chance. No chance.

If that was my girl afterwards.

Yikes, yikes.

So good. Yeah.

How come you didn't say anything?

Zero chance family.

Zero chance.

I would worked out so.

That's cool.

Yeah.

So, have you thought about when I would move in?

Yeah. Of course.

We haven't talked about it. My.

And I don't want to be pushy or anything. I.

I want what you want to.

Yeah, well, I said I wanted to.

I want to say

sorry, for being annoying on the phone the other day.

It's okay. It's just, you know, I've just been really stressed lately, and

I just I need some time to myself sometimes.

Okay.

And, Lucas, I really mean it

when I say you shouldn't be so hard on himself.

Like, I think you're doing really great. And

I'm really proud of you.

And, you know, maybe you should talk to me about it.

Like, what's upsetting you?

Whatever. I think it might help it.

It's. Talk to me about what's stressing you.

It's just I know who I'm stressed.

And I think talking about it's just going to make it worse.

Okay. I don't know what to do.

Then.

What, like you're being super distant lately,

and I feel like I can't even talk to you, so, like, I'm just trying to help you.

Yeah, but I know that it won't help.

How do you know that?

I know myself, okay, I know, I know what's best for me.

This feels weird.

Lucas, can you please just stop?

What?

After tonight, can we just not see each other for a few days?

I just I really need you to give me some more time. Why?

Why do you need, like, an absurd amount of time alone?

It's kind of fucking weird.

Like, don't you get time alone at work?

No, because I'm working.

I just say I need time to sort through shit in my head

and, like, it's just like that. I'm sorry. That's not the way you work.

But we're two different people, and that's just what I need, okay.

Sorry.

Please, just do that for me.

Okay.

Ring ring ring.

Your girlfriend is calling,

right?

It's a perfect

example of the classic American suburban mall.

And that's the Rolling Acres mall.

So the Rolling Acres mall is located in Akron, Ohio.

You will see.

The temple.

And there's a lot of.

Hey, Lucas.

Okay.

Hey, could you do me a huge favor?

Sure.

Yeah. Yeah. Okay.

What kind of favor? I kind of have to get to class. Yeah.

I was just wondering if you could record the lecture for me.

I have an appointment.

I really can't miss it.

Yeah. Yeah.

Okay. Cool. Dude.

Oh my God, thank you.

Yeah.

You know, actually, is it is it cool if I just recorded on my phone

and then send it to you?

Yeah, well, you know, I gave you that, and I asked you to do this.

I have my appointment, so.

Okay. Yeah.

Sorry. Oh. Thank you.

Yeah.

Of course.

Do I know you?

Yeah.

Just take back,

Oh. Is that.

Oh, dude, it's probably because my hair, right?

I mean, oh, you know, it's grown out so long, so.

Yeah, if you could just record the lecture, that'd be great.

Yeah, yeah, I can do that.

Right?

See you later, man!

Wait, how am I going to get this back to you?

Okay, it's,

I substitute I hear your professor did not.

We did a lesson plan, and.

But that's okay, because I brought a little something.

I like to show all my classes on the first day.

Let's see here.

So I'll be honest with you, this is pretty weird, but,

you guys are going to like it.

The concept is actually very eye opening.

Give it a shot. So we'll talk about it.

Okay.

And here we

are, the granddaddy of all quantum weirdness.

The infamous double slit experiment.

To understand this experiment, we first need to see how particles

or little balls of matter.

If we randomly shoot a small object,

say, a marble, at the screen,

we see a pattern on the back wall

where they went through the slit, then hit.

Now, if we add a second slit,

we would expect to see the second band duplicated to the right.

Now let's look at waves.

The waves hit the slit

and radiate out, striking the back wall

with the most intensity directly in line with the slit.

Unless you disagree, Mark.

When we add the second slit,

something different happens.

If the top of one wave leads

the bottom of another wave, they cancel each other out.

So now

there is an interference pattern on the back wall.

Places where the two tops meet for the highest intensity,

the bright lines and where they cancel.

There is nothing.

Where they cancel.

Okay.

So I'm not just like.

Why are you being so mean to me? It's just a cat.

I don't know, it was a weird day.

What?

We don't talk for a second.

Yeah.

I don't think

things are working out between us.

What?

Sorry, guys.

It's so fucking.

No, no you're not.

I did not. Listen, I know you need space.

I know you need space, and I can give you more space.

I know it's just like

we've been trying to do that, and it it's it's not working in, like.

Okay, but I promise, I promise, I promise I'll give it to you.

Please, just give me a chance. I'm sorry.

This is something that I need to do.

Okay.

Just.

Sorry,

sorry.

It's.

Do you still love me?

I don't know.

I just sorry, thought.

So do you think we can

still hang out

when you're not busy?

Yeah. Let's.

I love hanging out with you.

It's just.

I really need time to think things through.

I'll be around if you need.

Okay.

Wait.

Addison, I gotta go.

Okay.

Bye. Bye.

Oh. Lucas, I just wanted to write this.

To say how proud of you I am.

And to let you know how much you've helped me.

You are such an amazing person.

And I hope you realize that.

I know that I love you,

and I feel like we're meant for each other

and that certain things are just clouding your feelings, right now.

Thank you so much for being my best friend

and for making me so, so happy.

I love

Addie,

you talk over people when you do it a lot.

It's annoying.

Okay, but do you not understand that? That makes me feel like shit.

It's like you're trying to make me feel that I'm not.

But you are.

And like you just said that things were getting better.

I don't wash my hands.

Obviously they're not.

Like it's shit like this.

Like. Like, why do you have to get so sensitive about it?

I don't look, I just thought that maybe you'd want to try to improve yourself.

I don't know.

Why? What are you doing?

Why does it have to be like this?

Please, just get out of the car, okay?

Look, I know that.

I know I fucked this up,

and I know that I'm annoying and and I have shit to work on, but I.

I want to stop,

okay?

Do you realize what you're doing is stressing me the fuck out right now?

Like you said, you give me time and space and shit, and you're not doing

that.

Sorry.

Can you please just go inside?

Okay.

Okay.

[music in background

Hello?

Hey. What are you doing?

You know, we hear, like,

Alan, he's like,

for a drug. It's.

It's really fucking funny.

Yeah.

Sorry.

I'm not gonna be able to make it like.

Oh, why you.

Come on.

I did you, like, bailed on me, like, last Thursday.

It's just like, I don't know, I.

I miss you a lot.

I gotta go.

What?

Are you, like, avoiding me or something?

I said

hello, hey, I

there's something wrong.

Oh, well, I just have to go.

Wait. But I'm like,

we can talk about, like, I can head over to your place right now.

Whatever it is, like.

Like we can figure it out, you know?

Hell, no.

Don't go to my house. Why?

Oh, wow.

Oh, here in the city,

it is clearly over and over out there.

People are hearing one thing on it.

You don't know what that second.

Well, get this morning.

Are we ready? One.

Four. 321.

Happy new year on the people.

Have a new day. Very.

You know. I.

Love.

Lucas,

I want you to look me right in the face, okay?

Look at this fat face.

I've known you

since you were a little baby.

I known you since you were this big.

I've known you since you were watching the Blue's Clues on the television.

I got you the big red chair and everything.

I've known you since you were picking your nose and eating the books.

Okay?

And you're telling me.

You're telling me you don't remember any of that?

You got nothing.

Nothing at all. No.

To say some kind of joke.

Oh. I'm sorry.

I don't know who you guys are.

These are delicious.

Listen, doc. No.

Okay, well, Lucas, you're good to go.

Just change that bandage every so often.

Keep clean.

But don't worry much. It's just a scrape.

You know, your amnesia, it's mainly attributed to.

You had a close head injury and

luckily, you know, it could be way worse.

It could be really gross for me.

You know, sand may seem nice and soft, but it's really just a bunch of little rocks.

Rocks?

They are hard.

Just.

Be careful out there, okay?

Okay.

I knew something bad was going to happen.

I looked on your phone and they said they were getting alcohol.

Whenever you're with Ellen.

Oh, we should have never let you move in with Sarah.

Stop.

Alan.

Where's Alan?

Back at the apartment.

Already had a big talk with his parents.

I just remember, like, more of the the recent stuff,

you know, just like you and me and in school and shit like that.

You know, but it's just like,

more of the more of the old stuff, you know, it's it's pretty much all gone.

I mean, that's a

it's fucked up.

Yeah. It's, it's it's weird.

And,

I was just wondering, man, I could really use your your help with some stuff.

You know, it's,

It's.

That's cool.

Oh, yeah, I got you.

I got you.

Hey, are you even listening right now?

Yeah, I got you.

Hey, bro.

Hey! Head of the gym.

Want to come?

I'm good.

I think I'm going to pass.

All right.

Hey, there's a party tonight.

You want to party?

Let's go get so high tonight, bro.

You can smoke a J.

Smoke a little. Bing bong is. Come on.

I mean,

maybe,

I guess

just, let me know when you're going to leave,

but I'll let you know.

It's pretty cool.

Oh my God!

Josie. What's up girl?

Did you just get here?

So where are the drinks? That's.

That's one thing I need to know.

Right?

I just,

I want

that's what all my friends call me.

Well, it's nice to meet you.

What's up with a Band-Aid?

I, I, I was in the desert.

I fell and hit my head on a rock.

You just, like, fell randomly.

I was like,

no, you're an idiot.

You know, I was there was like, Hey, what's up guys?

I was just, you know, wondering if I could get a picture.

Would that be okay with you?

Yeah, I'm gonna get one. Okay.

Just give me one second.

Just give me a second.

Okay? Get it. I'll set.

Okay, okay. There you go.

All right. You ready? One? Yeah.

All right.

You guys did great, you know?

You guys okay.

Thank you.

Okay, I need more. We.

Will sativa.

What's sativa?

You don't know.

What's true is, No, I don't know all tech scams.

You're a fool.

Come here, let me show you.

Okay.

What's something like

really embarrassing about yourself.

Well, I.

So, I'll go first.

Okay, umm., sometimes I'll just, like,

talk out loud.

My cat.

And usually it's just like

when I'm, like, talking through something to myself.

Really? But you're like.

Like your cat.

Like a dog.

No. Let me pick anybody.

Okay your turn.

When I was younger,

I used to pick my nose and eat my boogers.

I think what?

Venus.

Fuck did you kick ass?

Right.

So is this, like, a continuous game?

Oh, right.

No. I'll go again.

So, I'm on anti-anxiety medication, and,

last week, I just kind of decided

to stop taking it, and.

I don't know why I'm telling you that.

Oh, no, no, no, no, it's okay.

I don't know why I'm, like, crying either.

Like, I'm not sad or anything.

Just,

Do you want to hug?

No. Yeah.

Of course, from.

Hey, Addison.

Hey. Sorry.

I just got back to LA, and I can't online for some reason,

so I just thought I'd call tomorrow.

I didn't wake you up or anything, did I?

No, no, no, I, I was, I was about to call you, actually.

Oh, really?

That's weird.

Yeah.

Are you doing anything right now?

I but I remember the point.

Like, right before I flipped over and

I thought about checking my seatbelt,

you know, but I didn't.

It's just.

It's just crazy.

It feels like a made up story.

It's it's it's not,

you know, and it's not really real.

It doesn't sound made up.

I mean, honestly, I would be really scared if I were you,

so I wasn't dream that I was scared of.

I felt like I had done something wrong,

something terrible, and I had all this guilt.

So I don't know if I've actually done something bad

in my past or

I could.

It's just a dream,

you know, because I just can't fucking remember.

I mean, if even if you did do something bad, like

it kind of, then I'm bad

because, I mean, you're, you know, you're a really sweet

person.

Thanks.

Do you actually want to know

something embarrassing about me?

Okay.

Okay.

So over the past month,

or just.

I'm, like, really down on myself and and sad and

and lost and.

Just like, whenever I'm alone,

you know, like, I'll try to make myself cry.

Like, try to force tears on my face, but, like,

I can't,

you know, and it just ends up hurting my face really bad.

That's.

I mean, that's horrible.

I don't know why.

I just don't, you know, like, I don't know how you're

supposed to respond, and it is kind of depressing.

No, it's really. It's okay.

I, I cry all the time for no reason, so that's fine.

Yeah. Okay. That makes me feel better. Good.

I think it's I think it's going to be okay.

Okay.

It's going to be okay.

Okay.

Dates.

Sarah.

Big box of organic dates.

Well.

Where are they?

Are you serious?

Really?

I think I would know if I told you where we keep the dates.

You really don't know where we keep

the dates?

No, sweetie, you're killing me.

Why don't you look on the top shelf in the pantry?

Well, we've been keeping them for years.

Okay?

I mean,

I'll go check.

Yeah, and you'll find them.

It's going to be a killer meal.

Oh, shit.

I totally forgot.

We we have to leave.

There's this, this this class trip that, that I'm going on

where we're actually going to go study the architecture and Big Bear and,

yeah, it's like we're going to go look at the log cabins and stuff.

We have to go.

I'm sorry, I forgot what

if you're not going to stay for the killer meal?

Thank you. Your mother made this whole meal.

I know, it's just I have to be my friend's place.

I'm not going to stay for the killer meal.

Well.

Okay. Fine.

Sorry, I yeah.

Oh, it's okay, honey, always food's going to go to waste.

It was nice to meet you, Addison.

Yeah. It was.

It was nice to meet you, too.

Lucas.

Lucas!

Hey, are you all right?

Yeah.

Yeah.

I'm sorry for wanting to leave.

Oh. No.

It's fine. I'm here.

You're being really weird.

Yeah.

Also, I'm.

I'm sorry, I,

I know I interrupt people a lot.

I, I could hear myself doing it tonight.

It's just something I do when I'm nervous, so I'm.

I'm sorry. No one.

Don't worry.

I'm not thinking about anything to do with you.

Oh, like when you talk a lot.

Oh, I just want you to know I'm working.

Okay.

No, it doesn't bother me.

I don't even think that.

This industry point is

for all of us who have done all.

I mean, if someone special is my son,

do you think.

It doesn't have to be another.

It could be under the gun.

All I need is someone special

standing at my side.

All I need is someone special

standing at my side.

Now, why haven't you been going to the therapy?

I mean, I kind of stopped having those visions, and I was like, wait,

I thought you'd make a progress with Linda.

But you want your memories back.

I mean, I, I do it.

It's just like, look, I found some old tapes.

Found some videos up in the attic.

I watched the film all the time, though.

So bring back some memories. No doubt about it.

You can't just quit, son.

I'm not going to let you toss your life in the gutter.

You're not dead. I just like

I want you to know that I'm okay.

I've been feeling a lot better lately.

I've been having, like, a like a really, really great time with Addison.

She's. She's really at work.

I mean, I've been really fighting myself

lately, and.

Look, I know I haven't spent that much time with you, and,

I'm going to change that, okay? I promise.

And maybe we can get to know each other better.

Like, maybe even on a deeper level and before. And.

But, I'm really happy.

I just, I,

I want you to know that.

My son Lucas.

I've been putting up with a lot of shit lately.

I've been trying hard to be understanding.

But this is getting out of hand.

You going mental?

All right? And I'm worried sick about you.

We like to curl.

But what about you?

Own flesh and blood?

Like you're.

You're not even with us on Thanksgiving.

You're supposed to spend Thanksgiving with your family.

You've been avoiding us for months,

getting medicine before you lost your memory.

You're over this shit now.

You're going backwards.

Back to when you were a little kid, when you'd spend days

in that fucking room.

You shut yourself in that room saying you got a thing.

You think too much, get up doing the things you gotta do,

cut the crap and get the string a thick fucking skull.

You're not some special little flower.

You're a human being on this fucking planet.

Just like me.

Just like your mom. Just like everybody else.

You got it.

Hello?

I don't think I'm a special flower.

Yeah, you do?

Yeah, you do a lot.

You wouldn't be doing this.

You're putting us through hell here, and you're not even talking to us.

Well, I mean, I just said I'd spend more time with you.

How about this, then?

When you get back, first of all, you get down to the therapy,

then you come have a killer dinner.

We watch the tapes and we have some real family time.

Okay. Yeah, yeah, we can do that.

All right, buddy boy.

Oh, this is going to be great.

You'll be back to normal in no time.

Just keep being strong.

You know what's best for you.

I've always told you that, I gotta go.

Oh, yeah? Yeah, yeah.

Okay. Go spend time with that girl. Right? She's a beauty.

I'll see you when you get back. All right.

Well, see you then. But

you you you let me think.

- Okay? - Yeah.Yeah.

I'm just, in my head, I.

Okay. Yeah.

Good one.

Okay.

You know, I'm just gonna I'm just going to hang out in here for a second.

You can go out there with them, okay?

Yeah. Me out there in a second. Okay? Okay.

Don't be too long, okay?

Playing a game too.

We'll go have fun.

What's up, you dumb motherfucker?

Stop!

What are you doing here?

We were supposed to hang out, remember?

Yeah.

What's wrong?

What happened?

I don't know, it's just the the same shit.

Okay. Can I just say it?

I really need to figure this out right now.

Well, let me help you.

I can help because I just. I really don't think you can know.

Okay. No, listen,

remember when you helped me apply to Patrick's?

You helped me get through something that I wouldn't have been able to do on my own.

And I know that this is different, but it's really similar in a way.

So just let me help you.

Look, you just need to leave, okay?

I just I really don't think there's anything you can do right now.

How do you know? I just know what I need, okay?

I know, I know, and I know what's best for me right now.

Lucas, I seriously innocent.

Please. Oh.

Please.

Okay,

fine. Bye.

So if you could just, record the lecture.

Oh, yeah, that'd be great.

Okay, just make sure you don't actually listen to what's really on there.

It's a bunch of noises.

Yeah, I got it right. A piece of him right?

Here.

He's.

I'm excited for Lucas

coming to dinner tonight.

Yeah.

But that's okay.

I, I a little something.

I wanna show all my classes on the first day.

I'll be honest with you.

In the videos, I.

It's great, but,

the concept, the concept is truly I.

It was shot.

So we can talk about it after you watch it.

All right.

Okay.

Do you know how to use this? Because.

Yeah, like the twice I hit record.

So it's recording.

Hey, come look at my setting.

Hi, mom. Dad.

So when we throw things

that is not heard through two slits, we get this.

Two bands of hits.

And with waves, we get an interference

pattern of many bands.

Yeah.

Let's go quantum.

Yeah.

And electron is a tiny, tiny bit of matter.

Like a tiny marbles.

Let's fire a stream through one slit.

It behaves just like the marble.

A single band.

So if we shoot these tiny bits

through two slits, we should get like two marbles.

Two bands to see what

an interference pattern we fired.

Electrons, tiny bits of matter through.

But we get a pattern like waves and not like

little marbles. How?

It doesn't make sense.

Mod physicists are clever.

They thought maybe those little balls are bouncing off each other

and creating that pattern so they decide to shoot

electrons through one at a time.

There is no way they can interfere with each other.

But after an hour of this,

the same interference pattern seemed to emerge.

But physicists were completely baffled by this,

so they decided to peek and see which slit actually goes through.

They put a measuring device by one slit

to see which one it went through, and let it fly.

But the quantum world

is far more mysterious than they could have imagined.

When they observed, the electron went back to behaving like a little marble.

It produced a pattern of two bands,

not an interference pattern of many.

The electron decided to act differently,

as though it was aware it was being watched.

Sorry.

Don't tell anybody about that.

Oh, no. It's fine.

I don't care.

Is that a

indica or sativa?

What?

Oh, I, I don't know.

Like that video you showed.

All right.

You know, some.

That it's weird that,

like, nobody really talks about that experiment.

More like.

Oh, or maybe they do that.

I don't I don't really know.

No, I mean, you're right, they really don't.

And because it's scary, I mean, we're afraid of that kind of stuff.

We like to act like we're totally in control.

But no

matter how many people act like they do,

nobody really knows what the fuck's going on.

Okay. But.

We're all in the same boat

like nobody knows.

You know, we kind of just have to go with it, see what happens.

Sometimes what happens is actually pretty cool.

You just have to try your best.

That's really all you can do.

Yeah,

Yeah. No, that totally makes sense.

Just talk.

It sucks when you try to make, like, one person happy.

And that makes somebody else, like, sad or angry.

I don't know.

Seems like I wouldn't worry too much about that shit.

Know most people are very self-aware,

you know, like, I don't think I'm better than anybody else.

It's great actually.

Kind of sad when you think about it, but it is what it is.

What I'm trying to say is it

you don't have to try for those kinds of people, you know,

you have to do what you think is right if you want, you know?

And I mean, unless that stops another person from doing what they want.

Sorry, sorry, I'm.

I forgot what we're talking about.

Oh, no.

No, it's it's okay.

I think I get it, actually.

And even if I don't, I mean, it's it's still pretty interesting.

Cool.

Who should.

I go have a dinner with my parents.

All right. Sounds fun.

I'll see you later.

Hey. Yeah. Probably not.

I'm the substitute. Oh.

Yeah.

Well, have a great week or whatever.

I mean, like, thanks for the talk and stuff.

Like problem.

Okay. Yeah. Bye.

Well.

You fuck!

Oh, fuck!

Lucas, what are you doing?

I'm so sorry.

I didn't mean to scare you. I probably should, just like,

said your name.

Hi. Hi.

I'm so sorry.

Oh, my God, I know I really am sorry for, like, pressuring you, and.

It's okay. I'm.

I know you're just worried, like I shouldn't.

I don't know what you're going through, and I shouldn't

assume that you work through things the same way that I do.

So I know, but, like, I should have, like, communicated with you better.

It's just like, I get it. I get really overwhelmed.

I think sometimes it's okay.

It's okay to want alone time.

I don't know why.

I assume the worst and I don't even know why.

It's just like

I feel things a lot,

okay?

It's not like a bad thing.

Okay.

Are you feeling okay?

Like, did you figure out, like, what was, you know.

Yeah,

I think I did. And

I feel a lot better now.

Yeah.

So I love you.

Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.

I don't know, you get me out

the window.

You have to go. Leave.

I have to work.

So just you come back down here.

Just fucking up.

I just go because you're crazy. Then why?

Just because I haven't spoken in.

They been

a little bit and a little bit of.

A little bit of me.

And I may have a little bit

and have inspections.

And then I think I will be.

Okay.

Oh, yeah.

It's that Ady shit right?

Yeah. It's it's all me.

No, it's pretty crazy. I actually,

I don't think I've ever had, like, a New Year's kiss.

Yeah, that's.

Not it.

It's pretty insane if you think about it like.

Oh, shit. Here we go. You guys all right?

Oh, shit.

Five four.

Three two. One.

Happy new year.

Let's go next year. Wow.

Yeah, I don't know.

He's just like.

Helen is fucking rude.

Yeah. He gets aggressive.

I just can't wait to fucking cuddle.

I just want to cuddle up.

I can't wait till we get home.

It's all right.

I'm at my. At your place.

I didn't mean.

No, no, no, I mean, I,

I feel like whenever we go to your place, it still feels like

I'm going home.

Yeah.

All right.

I just want you to know that

I'm always going to be there for you,

no matter what.

Oh, my.

Oh, fuck.

Would you stop looking so.

Oh, she's there, like, completely in her fucking lane.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Do you think they crashed?

Oh, shit.

I don't know.

Oh. Thank God.

Weird

is in cars. You.

Think they're gonna be okay?

Yeah, I think so.

Should we?

You want to go?

Yeah.

Ring, ring, ring. Your girlfriend is calling.

Ring, ring, ring.

I'm not fucking around.

Ring or.

Hey, I fucking do that again.

Addison. No.

Look, please.

I was I was really just trying to.

I mean, electron,

it's a tiny, tiny bit of that.

We would expect to see at the screen.

We see a pattern on the back wall there.

They would do the shit. Hey!

What are you looking at?

Oh, yes.

I think I know that guy from somewhere.

Oh, 1 a.m..

I got a cat.

Really?

Yeah.

What kind of cat?

He's a tuxedo cat,

you know, because he has, like, a white belly and then black on the back.

Yeah, I know what a tuxedo cat is.

Do you like him?

Yeah. He's all right.

- I got him a little harness - You should walk him like a dog.

- take him on a walk.

I should probably go.

Oh. Okay.

Well, it was, it was.

It was really good to see you. Okay.

Honestly, I didn't even think that, you know,

you were going.

What?

What?

I mean, you kind of just stopped talking to me.

Okay.

I'm sorry, I don't.

I don't mean to be weird.

- We kind of are. - Well, I'm...

Not really.

I mean, like, it's kind of confusing, like, I thought.

I thought we were getting to be really cool again.

Like, we were. We were kind of,

So what, you like,

started to like me again.

I don't know what.

Like you started talking to me again.

Like you wanted to hang out. What?

- What happened to that? - I've literally had no friends.

I mean, after James and I broke up, it was like I...

[whispers to herself]

Why do you make things into something that they're not?

I mean, for the millionth time.

Lucas, I don't like you like that anymore.

Well, I mean, you're not indifferent.

What?

What do you mean, in -

Indifferent?

What do you mean?

- I don't, I don't know, like, - Look, I'm just trying to get out.

I'm done, I'm done.

I'm just like, stop with this weird, arrogant thing that you're doing.

What?

I really just wish that you would open yourself up to me again.

Like, I just want to spend time with you, like I like. I want to talk with you.

And I'm not saying that it would.

It would work out or anything.

Like maybe we just end up being friends.

- But I just wish that you'd give it a chance. - I don't want to!

Why not?

Look,

not to be mean, but you are really fucking annoying, okay?

And I'm just looking back.

- There were things that you did that, - I know, I know, and,

and I'm sorry.

I thought back to those things, too.

And, like, I just don't.

I really don't think you have those problems with me anymore.

Listen, all I ever wanted in

my entire life was a genuine connection with someone.

I never I never had that.

- Can you just not - - I know that what you saw was me just being, like.

Really? Like, overwhelmed and weird.

I was just, like, living unconsciously and, like,

I just wish that you could see how hard it was for me to even, like,

- see what I was... - Trauma.

We all have it.

Yeah, but I'm not like that anymore.

But it's not even about that, Lucas.

Okay? I didn't

I don't even think I ever loved you.

I mean, I,

I didn't know what love was for me until I met James.

I know, just I.

It's just the truth.

Sorry.

Well, you know what?

It felt real to me.

Well.

Feel whatever you want. I...

I gotta go, I know.

Okay, well, I mean, you said that, like, eight times, so.

Lucas, I don't want to end things like this. I don't...

Me neither

Like, I really do think we could be friends in the future.

Maybe just

I don't know.

Not right now.

Yeah, I mean, I, I, I think we can be, too. Like...

Okay.

Thanks for the coffee.

- No problem. - Bye. - Bye

Who asked you

to give it back, bro?

To earthquakes?

Well, hurricanes hit us, but not everything's suffering.

Everyone's cold can escape the set and have it in us.

But I'm going to wear.

Everyone's comfortable shopping.

The weather's coming up cause that feels better.

It's no surprise,

I'm out to paradise.

If my name is

I really don't get why

out of all the ways things could have turned out

Why this.

Maybe there's some reason, but

I can't know.

All I can do is leave it alone.

Doesn't feel right.

But I hope I'm wrong.

I just wanted to be happy.

I mean, I want everyone to be happy.

But what can I do?

I'm just one dude.

So I'm come to the end.

And just keep thinking about what could have been.

If I'd known better.

But I can't go back.

This is my path now.

There we go.

That's two out of three.

I. I swear to God, you're both fucking cheating, bro.

Yonder, you pick scissors every single time.

Look at him go.

I got this weird feeling.

Check your seatbelt.

Who knows what would have happened

if I didn't listen?

That doesn't mean it isn't hard, though.

I still feel like I have this hole in my heart.

And I don't think it's healing or getting better anytime soon.

I think I'm honestly just getting used to it.

Being there and,

I don't know, like, maybe,

maybe it never will.

You know?

I don't know,

I guess we'll see what happens.

Thanks for listening.

Pretty good listener.

This is stupid.

Sometimes I...

just wish somebody would tell me everything's going to be okay.

It's going to be okay.

What?

It's going to be okay.

Thanks.

On of ten over in the suburbs.

Nothing hurts.

You were selling.

Destined to find your place among the greats.

Put out your easy date.

Major credit.

Call it play by indecision

and your bright potential.

Tempting to aglow you, Jeff, through life.

Just finding ways to cope.

The one thing you share of you

I get off when you're home.

You spite of death.

What happened to the dreams you spoken of?

What happened to your plans?

Other goofy stand up.

The dozen patterns in you tattoo?

No, but Bethesda's still.

You like it? How?

The things you that would just show up

while you still have your health.

Blue.

I've found yourself in Southeast Asia Cup quarter

life crisis face tell a septic man.

But you know

you can't wait to be

back on your couch alone.

Hey, Clinton, you you're home.

Hey, Britain.

Yeah. You know.

Hey, Clinton.

You you. Oh,

hey. The ten year.

Oh. And,

Britain. You

you go

and let's you you go

at the time you go.

At the time, you do love

and love to make you.

Love. Man.

You love me.

I. Because.

How do I really know? It's

damn real? Yeah.

Okay, I'll just say a couple times. Right?

Because how do you know what's real and what's just and say I had it?

Yeah, because how do I really know what's real and what's just inside my head?

Okay.

How do I know it's really real?