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Previously on The Kardashians. So what's going on with your house?

Because you're going to eventually go back there. You're my best friend.

It's so crazy because he's such a good friend and he's such a good dad.

I meet my person. Why put you through that?

You're really living large these days. I've gained a lot of weight here because

of my dad.

You're kind of on that cusp of surgery.

I am taking Saint and his best friend on a trip to London and Paris.

Like, how cool is this?

OMG!

It's such an amazing bonding experience.

What happens if he moves on? How are you going to feel about that?

Is she going to regret not getting back with him? What was mine said when you

cheated?

You're asking me?

Yes. What else am I talking to?

When you did that with my dad and you had four kids and you had a family, this

whole thing, yes, I know you were really young, which is a big factor.

I think being really young and dumb is something that plays into it because you

don't really understand the consequences of your actions.

But what was my dad not doing that made you want to look elsewhere?

I don't know because he was such a great husband and such a great dad. And I

think that I fell into a situation where I thought that the grass was

greener somewhere else.

And I made a huge mistake.

That's like my life's biggest regret.

When I got divorced, Robert and I became best friends.

We talked on the phone all day long, helped each other through things all the

time. And I did have regrets. I thought, wow, what was I thinking?

So I just want Chloe to be really careful when she makes these decisions

and she has to let somebody go.

You know, I'm not proud of the way that I behaved during that time, but...

You know what?

Everything happens for a reason.

I really do live my life by thinking God has a plan.

And without that whole thing happening, there never would have been Kendall and

Kylie. Right.

I just want you to be happy.

I already have my happily ever after with my kids. I'm totally happy. When

have a partner.

I always put that person first and I don't want to put anyone first but my

Life is short. My kids are this age only for a minute, literally a blink of an

eye. I couldn't agree with you more.

I am proud of myself for being with them, diving into them as much as I have

because it's really easy just to be like, no, someone else do it.

But that's not what I want to do in my life right now. And it's not who I want

to be. But how amazing for your kids and how amazing to have this experience

with them and be so present.

Because a lot of people aren't.

I move very fast and make decisions quickly.

Chloe taking her time, that's amazing.

And I understand where she's at. And I think it's at a really healthy place.

She is one of the strongest people I've ever met.

I want to just enjoy my life with them. And if I find a guy, then I'll find a

guy. But that's not my top priority.

But I genuinely don't want anything right now. I don't want the

of another person.

So give me time.

Deal.

So we just left London, and our next leg on our soccer tour is

to Paris to see Paris Saint -Germain play.

And while I'm here, I have a little meeting with Choupette, Karl Lagerfeld.

cat because chupette is supposed to be my date for the met i want to spend some

time with her get to know her and just see if we vibe i

think

i'm still learning how to be a single

parent and i just did the j shetty podcast

where I spoke about parenting.

And I mean, I should be used to it now, but everyone had a lot to say. I'd say

parenting is the thing that has taught me the most about myself.

And it's a really hard task when you have four kids and they all want to be

to bed at the same time.

I think it's just those nights when you can't divide yourself and you have to

just work with what we have.

The struggles that my kids go through really have nothing to do with the

of help that I have.

Obviously, having nannies and a chef to help cook is beyond helpful.

It's all about family and enjoying these moments. It takes a village to raise

kids, but at the end of the day, your kids only want you.

The boys are having the best time.

Always.

They're having so much fun.

David Beckham sent them jerseys.

They're living it up.

I wish my boy thought that, that I'm the coolest mom ever. Do you guys think I'm

the coolest mom ever? Dylan does.

Riley does.

Okay. Oh,

your mom's the coolest mom ever.

I'm second. I'm okay to be second to your mom, guys.

As long as my boy thinks I'm the coolest mom ever.

The one thing everyone has in common is just the amount of time that we have.

And I'm raising four kids, and I split my time between my work, my family,

my four kids. And I want to make sure that my kids have 90 % of that.

Yeah, we running in the clouds and we won't go home. If they try to turn it

down, I'm going to say, oh, no.

Looking pretty.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.

That piece came out good. How about that thing we had to make out of nothing?

Brad buffed this out a little.

Yeah, it's much cleaner like this. Right?

You cocketed it.

Yeah. Oh, that's nice.

This comes out.

Why does it always look like a vagina in the middle?

Look at that thing. It's magnificent.

Did I break it?

No, you're good. We got insurance.

Wow.

This is so nice.

I still very much have an interest in flipping homes.

Are you still thinking about doing this?

Yeah. I'm here at one of Scott's properties that he's been working on for

while, just to kind of check it out. And then I leave right after, and I'm going

to Paris for work.

This is gorgeous.

Yeah, we did stone all the way in.

Traverking all the way in. So pretty.

But this is the life of building, if you want to get into it.

You're not scaring me.

Did you know that I might have to get back surgery from that car accident I

in?

Yeah, my back sucked.

I was with Mason.

and we were out on the little dirt bikes, and he was asking me to teach him

to wheelie. So I was wheelie -ing for him, and I fell backwards right onto my

tailbone, and now I've got bull back problems.

What's shaking? I need someone to help me with my dog. What's the name of the

dog? Pyro. He's three years old.

Why? What's he up to? He's just wild.

I'm having serious issues with him. Like what? He's just...

So much like I swear he has like separate like really bad separation

and he's just a wild guy He's like I have anxiety, and I think he has anxiety

right you're freaking out over and getting more anxious, right?

Maybe I'm the problem. I don't know maybe he feels my anxiety.

I could be that much anxiety Yeah, I've been really bad lately lately worse than

ever yeah, it's one of the reasons why I'm like actually scared to have

I cannot have kids because of it, but it is scary. Honestly, the scariest part

for me is I'm like, am I just going to get worse throughout life? Because I

like it's worse than ever right now. And I'm just like, the older I get, is it

just going to get worse and worse and worse? I had it really bad and I got

better. Yeah, I hope. I hope.

How old were you when your anxiety started? I think I was about like eight

what I remember. But I thought there was like something physically wrong with

me. Like I made my mom take me to a heart doctor and a lung doctor and a

doctor and all these people because I thought something was wrong.

And at that time, too, like, people didn't really talk about anxiety the way

they do now. I never knew that that's what that was until later in life being

like, oh, that's what that was that whole time.

And I had no clue.

Everybody's got a problem.

Yeah. I think that's the common misconception.

Like, we're all human and we all feel everything.

And it's not that people judge, right?

How the f*** could you be anxious? How hard could your life be? You're pretty.

You have money.

You work. You have a great job.

Yeah, great. Yeah. I have all those great things on paper.

But I don't feel great. Yeah. So, yeah.

I have definitely struggled with a little bit of guilt for even feeling

or feeling unwell because I do have a lot of blessings, and I am a really

person. But we all have shit to a certain degree, so I think just a little

compassion would be nice.

I'm also such a control freak, so I wish I could, like, fix it or stop it. I

feel like everybody in your family is control freaks. I know. I think we get

that from Kris Jenner.

I mean, she's a controller.

She's a controller.

That's for sure.

Cheers to a good time.

Cheers to a good time.

The best day of your life, huh?

Two tweaks.

We are celebrating True's fifth birthday. True, you're going to be five.

Right, Dream?

Miss True, what do you want to say to the camera?

Look at the camera.

Down the barrel.

What are they squealing about?

What?

Get out of here.

I know my life is crazy stressful, but when it comes to my kids, no matter what

it is, a real fishy.

I know how to leave everything at the door, and I just immerse myself in kid

land. Don't fall in the pool.

You know, it was my baby girl, little Tutu's fifth birthday, so it's exciting

being able to have all the cousins here.

And it's my mom's birthday today, so I think it's a good way of, yeah, you

I got my angel in heaven, I got my angel on earth, so we're celebrating both

today. So it's a special day for me and the family.

Oh,

we'll get tweets here.

No, it's Chloe's idea. So the fact that she brought it up said, hey, you know,

for your mom's birthday, instead of it being like a heavy day, why don't we do

it as, you know, True's birthday party, your mom's birthday. So incorporate it

once. So it means a lot.

Birthday is in.

True.

Thanks, Cora.

Thanks for coming.

Of course.

We wouldn't miss it.

Storm, you've never looked better.

Where's Truesil?

This is so cute.

Bye. Love you. I'm, like, so exhausted I can't even stand up. I love you. Are

you pregnant?

No. Oh, and you get to pick your own stickers?

Yeah, and then they get them sewn on.

Stop it.

Hi.

A boom.

Boom.

Boom.

Boom.

Okay, you do it.

They have cotton candy.

They have cake. No sugar.

Oh, okay. You can't have either of those. Nope. Well, they have backpacks.

can put your name on one.

No sugar added.

There you go.

It's better now.

I like it inks. It's not as, like, trying. Trying to hurt? Okay. That's

yeah. It's lined up.

Cheers. Cheers. Here we go, two.

Hold on, five.

I can't believe my girl is five, and every year gets... More and more

I feel like we just had her fourth birthday, the kitty birthday, like in a

blink. So it's nuts how quickly time flies, and I just want to savor every

single moment with her. She's my little angel, and I just love her so, so much.

All right, can we give True a ride for her birthday?

You good?

Yeah, I'm great.

You cheer on True, and then you get to go by yourself.

Is he driving you crazy?

I mean, yes and no.

It's livable. I mean, I've survived this long. Yeah.

Yeah, I figured that.

I am going to the Met with Karl Lagerfeld's cat

as my date, and I'm so excited.

Let me just somehow get this hair out of my face.

Since I'm here on this soccer trip, I figured it might be the perfect place to

come and meet Shepet.

Is Kat going to like me?

Are you nervous?

I'm nervous. I literally feel like I'm going on a blind date.

Hi, I'm Lucas. I'm Shepet's agent. So nice to meet you.

Thank you for coming here.

Thank you. Welcome to Paris.

So nice to meet you. Thank you so much. Thank you.

And the lady.

Oh, my goodness.

I did my first fashion shoot ever when North was in my belly

with Karl Lagerfeld shooting it. And we shot a few times after. I mean, he's a

legend. And I get what an honor it is to bring his baby, Choupette.

Oh, no, no. Not where she is.

Pretend she won't do anything to you.

Aw,

it's okay. I act like that sometimes, too.

I think Choupette is playing hard to get. Maybe she just has to warm up, you

know? She is.

I see them.

Choupette is really key to my whole vibe for the Met this year. So if we don't

vibe, I don't know what I'm going to do.

I just hope she warms up to me.

Because this wouldn't be cute.

Please don't bite me.

No,

she's not the biggest cuckoo.

Okay, we'll chill.

Hi, baby.

She won't bite you.

She's not the biggest cuckoo.

She's not the biggest cuckoo.

You'll be able to. We'll try to help her.

So I'm getting a little bit nervous. And I think I just fully want to pivot.

There's so many factors that I think could be negative, especially with the

cameras and the people. Even if she's scared from the cameras and not me.

I don't know if it's fair. It's a choupette.

So I think I realized really quickly that choupette.

The Met.

Look at the shark. Did you guys see the shark?

Oh, my gosh.

That is so cool.

The shark in a stingray?

Yeah.

Hi, guys. Hey, there's a shark over here. A real shark.

Unlike the shark publicist.

Beautiful. Love it.

You look so cute today.

Papa, say thank you.

Hi.

Hi, lovey.

You've got to love a great kid's birthday party. And I am such a sucker

great party favor. Happy birthday, True. I love you.

Da, da, da, da, da.

Your mom and Corey are hopeful for a future for you two.

I think it's probably really confusing to people because Tristan and I get

so well. But I think other people want more. And I just, I know where I'm

comfortable. And I'm comfortable with where I'm at right now, which is a

family. It's really weird.

It's weird.

Daddy of the year.

Daddy of the year. Best father. Yes. Best father of all.

That's right, that's right, man. In the house, all the energy you bring to the

house, and then all the positivity, and then with the kids, and then everything

that's going on, and now it's so whole, it's like your house finished, and then

it's like Chloe's going to be crying.

Yeah.

I'm two steps away, so I can always come back. I can always come back.

So it's like that's good for everybody, the kids and everything.

Papa's at the house. The house is whole, right, Papa?

Right, Papa?

Keep it going. Keep the good times going.

Do you guys want coffee?

I don't drink coffee.

You just don't drink sugar. You don't drink coffee.

You don't drink soy.

Soy free.

Sugar free.

Wow. Free of everything, babe. Wow.

Alcohol free.

You guys look so cute.

True, it's tweak slime.

Tristan is moving out this week and it is bittersweet. Like my biggest fear

initially is about True.

Tatum's too young to know what's going on.

But True, is this going to her up that she's basically to her memory

has never remembered her dad living with her. And now all of a sudden he's

living with her and puts her to bed every night. And she has this great

relationship that I don't want.

to do anything that's going to be damaging to her.

I guess it's destined that the parents are going to screw up their kid at some

point, but I want to try to avoid swearing up my daughter as long as

Let's go, Tutu!

Oh, wait, what?

What?

There's just been a lot of sadness with losing Tristan's mom, Andrea, and trying

to acclimate Amari into just a new life, essentially. It's been a lot.

Today,

having it be such a joyous day, it's been magical.

And where you're just not thinking about anything that's too heavy.

Let's write a five -year -old's birthday party.

Okay. One, two, three.

Happy birthday to you.

I've loved every bit of today. The happiness and the balloons and

just makes you happy.

So I don't know, maybe I threw this party for myself, but I needed it.

it is, I needed it.

Wow, look how cool the TV is.

Saint, you want to change or you want to wear this?

No, I want to get the New Jersey and kick. We are here.

The Paris Saint -Germain field.

Let's take a quick picture right here. All their favorite players play here.

It's just such an amazing experience.

This is like a dream come true.

Okay, at the count of three, name your favorite player. One, two, three.

The Paris!

Guys, look at how cool this is.

We are on the pitch in Paris at the PSG game. This is crazy.

The Saint is like freaking out.

We're the ultimate soccer mom side.

Seeing the players run out and the boys, like, light up screaming their names.

All the fans are going crazy and screaming for all the players. Like,

a fun experience that they're here on the field. They get to see this all.

Say messy.

Messy. They're freaking out.

Want something sweet?

Sure. Sweet. Look at those big marshmallows.

Guys, guys, we can control ourselves, guys.

Me?

I don't know what they're saying, but I heard them say Mbappé.

Mbappé again, left foot this time.

Likes to cut back to his right.

Why? Because I was so late.

I'm in Paris because I am working with a new brand. I'm working with L 'Oreal.

And I'm here to do our first round of big shoots. I have four full days with

them. We're going to go meet the players after the game.

Kim happened to be in Paris at the same time taking all her kids to a soccer

game, so I rushed out of a fitting, and I'm here.

Dropped in for Messi brilliantly, cut back to his left and tries to sneak in.

You want to sit here, Saint, and I'll sit over there?

Saint, you want to sit here?

Okay, I'll sit over one.

Hi,

how are you?

Neymar is out sick with surgery, but still FaceTimed my kid. So nice.

We'll do it the same time next year.

But only if you guys behave.

You guys are going to have to be really good, make really good grades.

Yeah, what do we say to Auntie Kimmy?

You know, Saint, he has like his soccer league that he's in, but he's never

scored a goal.

First game back, scored three goals in the first game. I feel like he was so

inspired. That's like a little win when we got home. I was so proud of him.

and point it toward the camera.

And then whip your hair and go back around.

I don't know if this hair whips.

Someone tell me we caught that on video, the whole little runway in the kitchen.

Oh, yeah. Well, Hulu video.

Pipe me up a little.

And then open up to me a little bit.

George, love, look back.

Cute. Oh, my God, that's... So you, yay, first shot over.

Woo!

Lemmy is growing. We are coming up with new products all the time.

We are making my world -famous smoothie.

But we are using Lemmy's DR Irish Seamoth with the new products, but we're

constantly doing content. So I put one cup of coconut water, a cup of

blueberries.

Really good content here.

Then I have a very specific blending technique, and I start low.

So I go like low to high, really high, and then back down until it's back

to really slow.

And that's the masterpiece.

Yes. Bill is taking notes. Yeah, Bill, how are you doing?

This is a day in the life of the office. Bill is definitely taking notes.

A whole look today.

A whole look. This is so cute. Am I sitting here? You're sitting here. I

that. Thanks. And I love those shoes.

They were actually part of my Halloween costume one year.

No, it looks so good.

Look, there's days we come, we feel more pajama, we feel more, like, chill, and

then there's these.

Yeah. So if the comment's on there, am I reading the comment?

Yeah.

But they'll just see it, too.

Okay. In this scene, you read some really funny, mean tweets.

Yeah.

Shout out to all the haters.

You guys, I'm, like, ready to fall asleep.

Can we give you a match? I'm not allowed.

Oh, my God.

We have a little more. I'm on the craziest thing of no.

The caffeine would kill me, though, without it.

I'm on so much caffeine right now just to be here.

You ready for it?

Yeah. What are these comments? Just girl, bye.

Can't wait to use that.

Can the Kardashians just retire?

That would be nice.

A Kardashian wearing an agnostic front shirt. Really? Does she even know who

they are?

Absolutely not. It is a shirt from my husband's closet.

She never eats them on camera.

And we brought you a spit cup. And I brought you a spit cup.

Perfect.

Perfect. So good.

Cute.

I think like silly criticism doesn't bother me. I think when people get

extreme and hateful and are like so intense about it, it's a little jarring,

I think. But silly criticism is just funny.

Have you decided what you're doing for your birthday yet? No, like we thought

were going to be in New York for Saturday Night Live. Oh, and you're not.

we're not because of his finger.

I can't believe the pictures.

I know. We'll be on tour for our anniversary.

I know, I keep forgetting about the crazy world tour you're going on.

I know. Travis has his Blink -182 tour coming up. I am definitely going to

as many shows as possible.

I'm tired thinking about it with no caffeine.

Oh, no, you need caffeine. You can't have a little.

I need caffeine on the tour. And just for every day.

Hello.

How are you?

This is like living the life of luxury at 5 o 'clock in the morning.

Oh, I'm hungry.

Scott's having an epidural today because I reached out to Dr. Snibby, and he put

us in touch with Dr.

Jang, who's going to do the epidural. Is anybody perkier at 5 a .m. than me?

You get up at 5 or 4 or 3.

So this is Dr.

Snibby's recommendation, the guy who's in my bed.

Yeah, sends you right off. Yeah.

Well, you're not getting, like, a vasectomy or anything.

No. Wait, have you had a vasectomy? Yeah. You did?

Uh -huh. Forgot.

That's why I call these random girls.

God. I'm just kidding. I don't have one. Oh, my God. It's so early.

I was too scared just in case if later down the road maybe I want to have more

kids or something.

Are we here?

This is it? Yeah. Okay, great.

Oh.

my god is this where she had i have ptsd this is where i had my hip surgery okay

ptsd she has ptsd i'm gonna this is not about you again oh sorry it's about

scott never mind now listen i have an announcement to make ladies this one

a little kooky after he wakes up from anesthesia we apologize in advance you

know scott doesn't have much of a filter without anesthesia It's not pretty. And

he's just a little wild, you know? You'll regret it. I'm dead serious.

Some people might take that the wrong way. And in today's day and age, you

want to take any chances.

Just behave yourself.

But if any of you guys are up for it, I would be. No.

We're going to get sued.

Are you ready?

I'm going to cut my penis off.

And you're going to have to get a bigger tool than that.

Just take off your shirt and put on the gown.

We're going to put the rat.

It's Keeks.

Quick tip for you.

Hi. It's going to be great.

Oh, hi, Mom.

Hi, sweetie.

We need to get his IV in.

Okay, I just wanted to make sure you weren't there by yourself. Okay, love

Thank you, love you.

Love you.

She's talking to me. Oh.

Do you do the IV?

Yeah.

I love Scott so much, and I would do anything for him. And he's like my son,

he's not going to be showing up at something like this. Chris, I'm going.

What? Oh, honey.

I love you.

Ta -ta. Okay. You're going to be great.

Okay. You can really bend over well with that new whip.

Oh, my gosh. Yes.

Snipster. Snipster.

Bye. You're going to be great. Love you. Love you.

Enjoy the nap.

Okay. I know Scott's in good hands, and I have a busy day. I've got things to

do, so I'm out, but I know he's in a safe place.

All right.

Who's going to watch him when he wakes up?

Hey, Scott, who's picking you up today?

I thought Christmas, but I guess she left.

Yeah, she had to go to the office.

Do you want to drag me out?

I'm sorry. I have to stay at work.

That goddamn new hip.

She was running around like Sonic the Hedgehog.

I can't believe she left me.

Are you done?

You left me?

I love Scott so much, and I would do anything for him.

Maybe I'll see you over one of the holidays this year.

Hey, how you feeling? How's your back?

Feels okay.

And I'm going to rep today. I think it's like ice chill.

Your mom was thinking about me.

How did it go? She came with me. She did. The procedure was 15 minutes. I

up. She wasn't there.

That was nice.

I love you. I love you. I got to get going.

You wake up anesthesia and you hope that you're like, mom is standing there.

She's like, I actually think I have got an eating.

Honey, I love you. You're going to do great. I've got to get running.

It's five in the morning. Where are you going? No one's even up. I'm like, at

five?

She's insane. What are you doing?

But by the way, she doesn't, don't take it personal. She would do it to me, too.

I'm surprised she came for the ride.

I was excited enough for that.

Like, she didn't even have to walk in.

It's always, I got to go film.

I cannot talk.

We're filming right now.

She loves that experience.

Hi, honey. I know I haven't talked in a long time.

She's filming right now. Every time I'm like, reality show.

You're allowed to pick up your phone. You're allowed to talk. Part of the

Keep on talking.

I loved the conversation Scott and I had the other day. And I know he's been

feeling a little anxiety lately, as have I.

So I wanted to set up a little sound bath for us. I thoroughly enjoy them. I

find them very helpful just to kind of chill me out, calm me down.

A sound bath is a session where you lie down and close your eyes

and someone comes and plays crystal singing bowls for you. And it's very

soothing and meditative.

Oh dear, are you okay?

Yeah, I know, my back hurts.

What I do is invite you to get an intention personally, silently to

It's a new moon tonight.

Yeah. Same thing, right? Shit, it is? Yeah. Oh, God, I got to cancel like

What I encourage you to do is, you know how you can feel like a subwoofer in

your body? You know, when you're listening to music, like bass. In your

Yeah, you feel it in your body, but it's loud.

Oh, no. Like if you're in the club or like in your car, turn it up. I don't

actually listen to music in my car. I try to have that time for myself, which

weird. All right. Well, imagine that you felt the bass in your body. I just

don't get it. I'm sorry. I want to get it. Okay.

I want to feel the boom. I know what we're going to do. Here comes the boom.

Can I?

This is a tuning fork.

Kendall loves these.

You'll feel some bass. Here comes the boom.

Imagine that.

The sound waves are like little massage therapist hands, and you can, like, hear

them. Like how little? Like a child? As little as you want.

Like a child thing? Like, I'd say, like, like a hand. What do you mean? She had

a little massage by a little person. I don't know how little.

Oh. Does that feel okay? That's cool.

That's a lot. Now you can feel it, like, in your body, right?

I'm going to get two spots behind your head where the vagus nerve comes close

the surface.

Scott will not shut up. He can't sit still, and I can't say that I'm shocked.

Sounds like Tinkerbell arrived. But there's, like, the sounds affect your

in a certain way that literally, like, calms you down.

Here comes the boom. I can feel it. Okay, so the gong can get pretty loud.

So if it starts to stress you out at all... No, I like it. Take some nice

breaths. Okay, good.

Feel free to lay there as long as you need to.

No rush getting up whatsoever.

I may never do a sound bath with Scott again.

No offense to him, but I would love if he continued to do them on his own.

But I prefer a sound bath by myself.

I feel like a new man.

I felt the boom.

Did you do this for me?

Now we're attached.

It came right out.

I'm so hungry. I haven't eaten yet today.

I hate everyone.

Just when your day doesn't go right, I want...

I'm going to shut the whole thing down.

What is special about mine and Malika's relationship is she gives it to me

straight and she'll tell me how she feels. But it's always said with love.

Ooh, thank you.

Do you like this every day?

Like what every day? This is like the calmest I've ever been.

Oh, dear.

No, my like what every day? Do you not have any joy?

Yeah, when I see my kids.

Tristan, is he still with you?

No. Thank you so much. He has moved into his home.

Tristan has officially now moved out, and he is at his home a block away from

mine.

Tristan just, like, walks over to do carpool in the morning with the kids.

he's still very much there. And me and Tristan never shared a bedroom or

anything like that.

It's sort of the same thing, but he's at a different house. Once the kids are

asleep, he goes to his house and I stay at mine. He didn't want to go.

No, I don't think he wanted to go, but his house flooded.

His mom just passed away. When all of that happened, obviously I was like,

we got this like you've been here and then it just kept taking longer and

how long they were there for which is fine and i'm it was so good for him and

true so good for him and tatum all of that yeah it was interesting for him and

because prior to that tristan and i were barely talking and then i was just

thinking how do i get like how Do we go back to normal now?

I would really like for us to do something fun together.

I think we should go to HomeGoods. I think we should go to Target.

I think we should go to Four Seasons to have lunch and get a massage.

Then I think we should go out.

You need to do a little bit more for you.

You were like, the life of the party.

I'm still the life of the party.

What party? What party? What party do you go to? You have to go to a party.

I go somewhere.

One day you have to get back out there.

And I will.

I just, right now, I'm...

so overwhelmed with just life.

You have to practice the thing you want to become eventually.

After a while, you start to go, you know what, I can do all of these things and

still do some things that make Chloe smile and give me something else to talk

about outside of my kids and Tristan and Amari and tragedy.

You've got to give yourself something else.

I really appreciate how much people want me to get out and socialize and leave

my house. I know it makes me sound like a crazy person.

But that's not what is best for me right now. Like, where am I even going?

What do you guys want me to do?

What's out there?

I don't think anything that great.

Not right now. My mom called me over to her house, and we were just chatting

about a bunch of things. And she was like, you know, I just don't get mad. I

just want to talk to you. And I typically know that means it's about,

either why am I such a recluse or, like, my romantic life. It's interesting that

people keep saying that to you. It's interesting.

I mean, I love my mom for so many reasons, but one of the main things that

beautiful about her is how forgiving she is and how a lot of us are in my

family. But her specifically, because being a mom, if someone did what

Tristan did to my daughter, I would probably castrate them. For sure. And

smile doing it.

What happened between me and Tristan, I've been cheated on by many people.

dealt with it. I got it. This other situation was the most wild thing.

Yeah. And it's not only finding out that he had someone else pregnant, but while

I secretly had my own surrogate pregnant, never in a million years

would I have been blind, like would have thought that.

Cut to that.

Then this whole year goes by. My son's not even one yet.

And look how much it's changed.

I wasn't speaking. I didn't speak to Tristan at all for six months, not even

about the kids. But like, and now look, now we're back to being really good

friends.

Like I want to date someone. Not now. I'm exhausted.

What do they say? Take it over somebody. You have to get under somebody else.

Like I'm sure that's obviously a really easy route. And you're definitely

distracting yourself.

as to what you need healing from.

Someone's form of healing is not my form of healing, and that's not right or

wrong. But I just need to do what speaks to my soul. And if I felt like going

out, if I felt like dating, and if I was open to that right now, I would do it.

There's nothing holding me back. I just genuinely don't have these feelings

right now. But I want to date people, I think, and, like, see what's out there.

I want to feel.

proud like when I go into a room and I'm with my man and I'm not I don't think

everyone's laughing at me for being a weak bitch for staying with someone you

are the furthest from a weak woman it takes a very strong woman to forgive

people it takes a very strong woman to be hurt multiple times by the same

and still smile in their face there's nothing weak about that I don't care

anybody says In an ideal world, I wish I was married and that, you know, we had

our family together.

Like, that's what everyone wants. But I'm not attracted to Tristan. Like, I'm

not like, wow, that's a big say.

You're still attracted to him, right? Yeah, no, no, no. I know he's very

handsome. No, no, Tristan is so handsome.

He's like a beautiful creature, statue of a human.

Like, I'm not like blind, but I can't think about, like, kissing him on the

lips, like none of that would, it's just not in my wheelhouse.

Okay. Maybe think about it this way.

Maybe you might want to try to save your family. Maybe you might want to give

this a shot despite. I've tried to save my family a couple of times and you want

to make God laugh, tell him your plans. Guess what, buddy? I got no more plans.

Right. Okay.

Stop laughing at me. I just.

want like my life a little bit. So it's not never.

Well, I don't, I don't know. I don't, I don't, I don't know what it

is. It's definitely not now.

Next on the Kardashian.

Ladies, are you ready to go on an adventure?

You want to give the horses some cookies?

Let me take a photo. Wait, Drizzle, Drizzle, stand next to Stormy.

Is that your mom?

Are you okay?

They're fine.

She totally hijacked my date with my grandkids. So I decided I'm going to do

TV show called American Horror Story.

I know I have to slow down, but I can't.

I'm about to go to Pelican Bay and visit a prison there.

No one comes here. Definitely not a Kardashian.

My last year incarcerated, they spent over $100 ,000 to keep me in a cage.

How much therapy could you provide to stop them from going to prison? This is

what I want to teach our boys.

Mom, you up big time with me? I do not.

Got big time. There's issues that I have with my manager, not my mom. Who cares

about my wound?

Okay, I get the point. I've never heard, and she likes to patronize me. No, you

misunderstood, okay? Because you're just somewhere else. You're spiraling.

What could you do to a piñata?

Oh, what I could do to a piñata is, oof, I'll probably go to jail. Beat the shit

out of that piñata.

Oh, if we're teaching good things, though, with the pinata thing, when a

beating the shit out of a bunny with a baseball bat and then you're being

rewarded for decapitating a poor little animal.

That bleeds candy.

It bleeds candy.