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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:19,124 --> 00:00:21,551 ♪ (MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 2 00:00:21,552 --> 00:00:24,854 ALI: What happens in a month, six months, a year? 3 00:00:24,855 --> 00:00:27,587 When she tells you she just wants to be friends? 4 00:00:28,230 --> 00:00:30,689 Nate, why would I do a single thing for you? 5 00:00:31,147 --> 00:00:32,355 'Cause I'll put you in jail. 6 00:00:32,927 --> 00:00:34,647 I need you to get in your car and drive down 7 00:00:34,648 --> 00:00:35,939 to the East Island police station. 8 00:00:35,940 --> 00:00:37,647 You're going to walk up to the receptionist, 9 00:00:37,648 --> 00:00:39,968 and you're gonna tell her you'd like to confess to a crime. 10 00:00:39,969 --> 00:00:41,369 OFFICER: Do you recognize that man? 11 00:00:41,393 --> 00:00:43,783 He's the guy who assaulted me the night of the carnival. 12 00:00:45,984 --> 00:00:47,562 Can you please get out of the pool? 13 00:00:47,563 --> 00:00:50,230 JULES: This whole town is so fucking boring. 14 00:00:54,731 --> 00:00:57,855 RUE: I'm a burden, and it is what it is and it's embarrassing 15 00:00:57,856 --> 00:00:59,023 so I'm sorry. 16 00:01:00,397 --> 00:01:02,439 No funny business, Christopher! 17 00:01:04,397 --> 00:01:06,689 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 18 00:01:07,230 --> 00:01:08,230 Fuck. 19 00:01:15,345 --> 00:01:17,094 ♪ ♪ 20 00:01:18,189 --> 00:01:21,064 ("DIDN'T I BLOW YOUR MIND THIS TIME" BY THE DELFONICS PLAYS) 21 00:01:21,647 --> 00:01:24,442 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 22 00:01:24,443 --> 00:01:26,940 RUE: Cassie's dad was really handsome. 23 00:01:26,941 --> 00:01:30,610 The kind of handsome that made people treat him differently. 24 00:01:33,481 --> 00:01:36,980 ♪ I gave my heart and soul to you, girl... ♪ 25 00:01:36,981 --> 00:01:40,022 RUE: Her mom used to get really upset at him for flirting. 26 00:01:40,023 --> 00:01:41,980 PARTY GUESTS: ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ 27 00:01:41,981 --> 00:01:44,897 RUE: Which wasn't fair. It wasn't his fault. 28 00:01:44,898 --> 00:01:46,852 He really loved her. 29 00:01:48,105 --> 00:01:50,271 He really loved them all. 30 00:01:50,272 --> 00:01:54,022 ♪ You never knew girl, oh ♪ 31 00:01:54,023 --> 00:01:56,188 ♪ Didn't I do it, baby ♪ 32 00:01:56,189 --> 00:01:59,730 RUE: Her dad always wanted her to become a professional ice skater. 33 00:01:59,731 --> 00:02:01,897 Wow. Thank you! 34 00:02:01,898 --> 00:02:03,855 Aw, happy birthday, kiddo. 35 00:02:03,856 --> 00:02:06,605 RUE: And for a while, she thought she might. 36 00:02:06,606 --> 00:02:07,939 She was a natural. 37 00:02:07,940 --> 00:02:10,522 ♪ It seems to make you laugh ♪ 38 00:02:10,523 --> 00:02:11,855 ♪ Each time I cry ♪ 39 00:02:11,856 --> 00:02:13,605 RUE: But her dad couldn't afford lessons, 40 00:02:13,606 --> 00:02:16,772 so he stopped encouraging her. 41 00:02:16,773 --> 00:02:19,772 When she hit puberty, her mother and her became best friends. 42 00:02:19,773 --> 00:02:21,856 SUZE: You're an angel. 43 00:02:23,522 --> 00:02:25,360 I feel like a big baby. 44 00:02:26,856 --> 00:02:30,855 Cassie, woman to woman, hmm? 45 00:02:30,856 --> 00:02:32,772 You're perfect. 46 00:02:32,773 --> 00:02:34,981 ♪ I thought that heart of yours was true, girl ♪ 47 00:02:36,189 --> 00:02:38,438 ♪ Now didn't I think it, baby ♪ 48 00:02:38,439 --> 00:02:41,522 - Holy moly, look at you. - What? 49 00:02:42,314 --> 00:02:45,063 You're gonna be a real heart breaker. 50 00:02:45,064 --> 00:02:46,897 Trust me. 51 00:02:46,898 --> 00:02:49,105 RUE: And it wasn't just her body that changed. 52 00:02:49,106 --> 00:02:50,480 But the rest of the world, too. 53 00:02:50,481 --> 00:02:51,730 You remember Uncle Ted? 54 00:02:51,731 --> 00:02:53,814 Oh, boy, look at you. All grown up. 55 00:02:53,815 --> 00:02:55,480 Come on, give me a hug. 56 00:02:55,481 --> 00:02:59,730 - You really filled out. - Sassy Cassie. Come here. 57 00:02:59,731 --> 00:03:03,313 I bet you got all the boys wrapped around your finger. 58 00:03:03,314 --> 00:03:04,772 Boop. 59 00:03:04,773 --> 00:03:06,480 (BOTH CHUCKLE SOFTLY) 60 00:03:06,481 --> 00:03:08,313 RUE: Their family wasn't perfect. 61 00:03:08,314 --> 00:03:10,396 ("ELI'S COMING" BY THE NYLONS PLAYS) 62 00:03:10,397 --> 00:03:13,480 Her mom had, you know, some issues. 63 00:03:13,481 --> 00:03:16,271 Oh, my God. 64 00:03:16,272 --> 00:03:19,105 RUE: And her dad struggled to keep a steady income. 65 00:03:19,106 --> 00:03:22,438 ♪ Everywhere I go ♪ 66 00:03:22,439 --> 00:03:23,830 ♪ Eli's a comin' ♪ 67 00:03:23,831 --> 00:03:25,688 ♪ She walked, but she never got away ♪ 68 00:03:25,689 --> 00:03:26,806 ♪ Eli's a comin' ♪ 69 00:03:26,807 --> 00:03:28,814 ♪ She walked, but she never got away ♪ 70 00:03:28,815 --> 00:03:30,134 (SUZE AND GUS ARGUING) 71 00:03:30,135 --> 00:03:32,022 - SUZE: Fuck you. - GUS: This is my family... 72 00:03:32,023 --> 00:03:34,730 - RUE: And they fought. - (INDISTINCT ARGUING) 73 00:03:34,731 --> 00:03:37,731 In the way all parents kind of fight. 74 00:03:38,397 --> 00:03:40,480 - (GLASS SHATTERING) - (SUZE YELLING) 75 00:03:40,481 --> 00:03:43,731 RUE: Except for the night before she started ninth grade. 76 00:03:45,856 --> 00:03:49,522 (MUFFLED ARGUING) 77 00:03:51,773 --> 00:03:55,439 (MUFFLED ARGUING CONTINUES) 78 00:03:59,439 --> 00:04:03,188 RUE: Her mom told her that her dad was just being irrational. 79 00:04:03,189 --> 00:04:06,688 Your father had some serious jealousy issues. 80 00:04:06,689 --> 00:04:08,688 Let me tell you. 81 00:04:08,689 --> 00:04:11,522 Plus, he couldn't hold a steady job to save his life. 82 00:04:11,523 --> 00:04:15,564 I just think he didn't want the responsibility of being a father. 83 00:04:17,564 --> 00:04:19,265 It's too much work. 84 00:04:20,600 --> 00:04:22,730 RUE: But Cassie had heard differently. 85 00:04:22,731 --> 00:04:25,105 My mom said your mom cheated on your dad. 86 00:04:25,106 --> 00:04:27,146 And that's why he left. 87 00:04:27,147 --> 00:04:28,854 What? 88 00:04:31,439 --> 00:04:33,939 (SHUDDERING) 89 00:04:36,449 --> 00:04:38,605 RUE: At first, she was really angry at her mom. 90 00:04:38,606 --> 00:04:41,387 She resented her for being such a hypocrite. 91 00:04:42,272 --> 00:04:45,773 - (LIQUID POURING) - (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV) 92 00:04:47,773 --> 00:04:51,011 RUE: But then she realized that her dad wasn't perfect. 93 00:04:51,818 --> 00:04:53,818 I don't know if I want to be associated with herpes 94 00:04:53,842 --> 00:04:54,814 but, you know... 95 00:04:54,815 --> 00:04:56,396 RUE: And her mom wasn't either, 96 00:04:56,397 --> 00:04:58,779 and maybe they just weren't right for each other. 97 00:05:00,814 --> 00:05:03,480 (ALL LAUGHING) 98 00:05:03,481 --> 00:05:06,396 RUE: He used to visit them on weekends. 99 00:05:06,397 --> 00:05:08,189 Bye, Dad. 100 00:05:11,773 --> 00:05:13,522 - Bye, Dad. - RUE: But, eventually, 101 00:05:13,523 --> 00:05:15,481 it became once every couple of weeks. 102 00:05:17,481 --> 00:05:19,271 He said he was coming. 103 00:05:19,272 --> 00:05:22,272 RUE: And then sometimes, more than a month would go by. 104 00:05:24,481 --> 00:05:27,647 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 105 00:05:27,648 --> 00:05:29,980 - RUE: Then one night... - (CAR HORN BLARES) 106 00:05:29,981 --> 00:05:32,355 ...he was driving home from work... 107 00:05:34,397 --> 00:05:37,146 - (TRUCK HORN HORNS) - (GLASS SHATTERING) 108 00:05:37,147 --> 00:05:39,689 ...and was in the ICU for 23 days. 109 00:05:41,105 --> 00:05:43,658 The doctors were afraid he'd never walk again. 110 00:05:46,704 --> 00:05:49,431 But Cassie knew he was strong, and that he'd get better. 111 00:05:54,146 --> 00:05:56,720 He was prescribed fentanyl for pain. 112 00:05:57,731 --> 00:05:59,969 Promethazine to offset the nausea. 113 00:06:00,536 --> 00:06:02,105 Liquid Lorazepam to sleep, 114 00:06:02,106 --> 00:06:04,689 and Imitrex injections for migraines. 115 00:06:07,647 --> 00:06:10,615 ♪ ♪ 116 00:06:11,691 --> 00:06:14,647 Cassie would text him and talk to him. 117 00:06:18,064 --> 00:06:21,330 But as more time went by, the less responsive he became. 118 00:06:22,856 --> 00:06:24,355 And eventually, months went by, 119 00:06:24,356 --> 00:06:25,950 and she didn't hear from him at all. 120 00:06:27,231 --> 00:06:30,438 Until one night, a week after her 15th birthday, 121 00:06:30,439 --> 00:06:33,816 she got a text from a random number at about 1:00 in the morning. 122 00:06:33,817 --> 00:06:36,228 _ 123 00:06:36,229 --> 00:06:37,564 _ 124 00:06:40,481 --> 00:06:43,968 _ 125 00:06:46,981 --> 00:06:49,772 (GARAGE DOOR SQUEAKS OPEN) 126 00:06:49,773 --> 00:06:52,605 And even though she was excited to see him 127 00:06:52,606 --> 00:06:54,188 and wanted to hug him, 128 00:06:54,189 --> 00:06:57,355 there was something about the whole thing that scared her. 129 00:06:57,356 --> 00:06:59,271 I want you to know there's never a day goes by 130 00:06:59,272 --> 00:07:00,939 I don't think about you. 131 00:07:02,300 --> 00:07:04,530 The number you texted me from. 132 00:07:05,873 --> 00:07:07,183 Can I call you? 133 00:07:10,064 --> 00:07:12,355 That's my friend's phone. 134 00:07:12,356 --> 00:07:15,814 But I promise I'll reach you to you with my new number, I... 135 00:07:17,459 --> 00:07:19,958 Don't cry, baby. (EXHALES) 136 00:07:21,272 --> 00:07:23,773 I'm okay. I'm fine. Don't... 137 00:07:25,981 --> 00:07:28,939 I just miss you, Dad. 138 00:07:30,814 --> 00:07:33,084 I miss you, okay. I love you. 139 00:07:39,598 --> 00:07:41,396 RUE: He said he needed a few things, 140 00:07:41,397 --> 00:07:43,778 and made her promise that she wouldn't tell a soul. 141 00:07:58,272 --> 00:08:00,105 (SNIFFLES) 142 00:08:04,481 --> 00:08:07,605 (DOOR CLATTERS) 143 00:08:07,606 --> 00:08:09,063 RUE: Cassie kept her promise, 144 00:08:09,064 --> 00:08:10,930 and never told anyone about that night. 145 00:08:12,326 --> 00:08:14,850 - She also never saw her dad again. - (DOOR SHUTS) 146 00:08:16,397 --> 00:08:19,286 She fell in love with every guy she ever dated. 147 00:08:20,606 --> 00:08:22,396 Whether they were smart or stupid 148 00:08:22,397 --> 00:08:24,856 or sweet or cruel, it didn't matter. 149 00:08:31,439 --> 00:08:34,064 ♪ ♪ 150 00:08:41,189 --> 00:08:43,397 She didn't like to be alone. 151 00:08:44,420 --> 00:08:48,004 - What are you doing? - EX-BOYFRIEND 1: I'm just filming you. 152 00:08:48,834 --> 00:08:50,086 Why? 153 00:08:50,087 --> 00:08:53,313 RUE: And every guy she ever dated asked for the same things. 154 00:08:53,314 --> 00:08:55,353 EX-BOYFRIEND 2: Can I film you sucking my dick? 155 00:08:55,354 --> 00:08:56,986 What? No! 156 00:08:56,987 --> 00:08:59,605 - What? Stop. - EX-BOYFRIEND 3: Let's make a sex tape. 157 00:08:59,606 --> 00:09:00,811 What? Get out of here. 158 00:09:00,812 --> 00:09:03,083 EX-BOYFRIEND 4: Come on. I won't tell anyone. 159 00:09:03,084 --> 00:09:04,522 EX-BOYFRIEND 5: It's not that big of a deal. 160 00:09:04,523 --> 00:09:05,022 Yes, it is. 161 00:09:05,023 --> 00:09:06,188 I don't wanna do this. 162 00:09:06,189 --> 00:09:08,105 RUE: And she almost always said yes. 163 00:09:08,106 --> 00:09:10,397 Even though it didn't always make her feel good. 164 00:09:13,731 --> 00:09:16,522 And she knew that most guys, after she broke up with them, 165 00:09:16,523 --> 00:09:18,688 would always share those photos or videos. 166 00:09:18,689 --> 00:09:20,188 (MOANING, SLAPPING IN VIDEO) 167 00:09:20,189 --> 00:09:23,146 The first time she found out, she had a panic attack, 168 00:09:23,147 --> 00:09:25,839 and wanted to swallow a whole bottle of Tylenol. 169 00:09:27,647 --> 00:09:29,480 But she didn't. Because, I mean, 170 00:09:29,481 --> 00:09:31,361 what's the worst thing anybody could say to her? 171 00:09:31,385 --> 00:09:34,428 That she gave a blowjob to a guy who didn't deserve it? 172 00:09:34,429 --> 00:09:36,389 And she figured by the time she was out of college 173 00:09:36,413 --> 00:09:38,524 and looking for a job, 99 percent of the population 174 00:09:38,525 --> 00:09:40,731 would have leaked nudes, anyway. 175 00:09:41,647 --> 00:09:43,688 ♪ ♪ 176 00:09:43,689 --> 00:09:46,666 And then, at the beginning of the year, she met McKay. 177 00:09:46,667 --> 00:09:48,605 And fell in love with him. 178 00:09:48,606 --> 00:09:50,351 And he fell in love with her. 179 00:09:50,352 --> 00:09:51,486 I love you. 180 00:09:51,487 --> 00:09:53,355 RUE: And even though things weren't perfect, 181 00:09:53,356 --> 00:09:55,730 he loved her for who she was. 182 00:09:55,731 --> 00:09:57,730 And even though she had made a couple of mistakes, 183 00:09:57,731 --> 00:09:59,230 I mean, they weren't big ones. 184 00:09:59,231 --> 00:10:01,730 They weren't the kind of things you couldn't come back from. 185 00:10:01,731 --> 00:10:05,980 ♪ Don't you know being so close ♪ 186 00:10:05,981 --> 00:10:08,064 ♪ To the edge ♪ 187 00:10:09,481 --> 00:10:12,647 ♪ When you are near me ♪ 188 00:10:14,147 --> 00:10:17,606 ♪ Ooh aah ♪ 189 00:10:24,272 --> 00:10:26,981 (SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYS) 190 00:10:31,963 --> 00:10:38,444 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 191 00:10:39,481 --> 00:10:42,730 NARRATOR (ON COMPUTER SCREEN): Previously on "Love Island"... 192 00:10:42,731 --> 00:10:45,400 LAURA (ON COMPUTER SCREEN): Grab the amazingness 193 00:10:45,401 --> 00:10:47,439 that you have with Josh by the balls. 194 00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:50,897 RUE: People are always telling me about great TV shows. 195 00:10:50,898 --> 00:10:53,271 How I just have to watch this show. 196 00:10:53,272 --> 00:10:56,897 But the truth is, I don't want good TV. 197 00:10:56,898 --> 00:10:58,939 I don't want a novel, or some slow burn, 198 00:10:58,940 --> 00:11:00,939 or anything that feels like work. 199 00:11:00,940 --> 00:11:02,688 That's why I love reality TV. 200 00:11:02,689 --> 00:11:06,480 It's funny, it's dramatic, and I can focus on it. 201 00:11:06,481 --> 00:11:09,397 It's pure, effortless entertainment. 202 00:11:10,689 --> 00:11:13,980 NARRATOR (ON COMPUTER SCREEN): Romance hits the rocks. 203 00:11:13,981 --> 00:11:15,429 MAN (ON COMPUTER SCREEN): She doesn't talk to me, 204 00:11:15,430 --> 00:11:17,350 she doesn't acknowledge me. She's playing a game. 205 00:11:17,374 --> 00:11:19,480 - Honestly... - RUE: I want to lay down one moment 206 00:11:19,481 --> 00:11:21,146 and then look around the next 207 00:11:21,147 --> 00:11:22,605 and realize I have watched 208 00:11:22,606 --> 00:11:24,355 22 straight hours of Love Island 209 00:11:24,356 --> 00:11:25,980 over a two-day period... 210 00:11:25,981 --> 00:11:29,647 - ...and yearn for more. - (MUSIC PLAYS ON COMPUTER SCREEN) 211 00:11:29,648 --> 00:11:32,814 Some people may find that depressing. 212 00:11:32,815 --> 00:11:34,689 I don't. 213 00:11:37,522 --> 00:11:40,705 It is, however, a good way to measure depression. 214 00:11:40,706 --> 00:11:43,313 Because when reality TV begins to feel like work, 215 00:11:43,314 --> 00:11:46,105 like, final season of Mad Men work, 216 00:11:46,106 --> 00:11:48,605 you know you're depressed. 217 00:11:48,606 --> 00:11:53,439 Like, haven't got out of bed to pee in 24 hours depressed. 218 00:11:54,230 --> 00:11:56,980 (LIQUID SLOSHING) 219 00:11:56,981 --> 00:11:58,856 (INDISTINCT TV CHATTER) 220 00:12:02,189 --> 00:12:04,189 CASSIE: Do I look different to you? 221 00:12:05,023 --> 00:12:06,688 You look fine to me. 222 00:12:06,689 --> 00:12:08,855 'Cause I feel different. 223 00:12:08,856 --> 00:12:10,856 Okay, well, you don't look it. 224 00:12:11,773 --> 00:12:13,980 I don't think I'm gonna go to school today. 225 00:12:13,981 --> 00:12:18,271 - 'Cause of Daniel? - No, not 'cause of Daniel, Lexi! 226 00:12:18,272 --> 00:12:20,605 Daniel's the last fucking thing I care about right now. 227 00:12:20,606 --> 00:12:22,526 Okay, well, it's all you ever fucking talk about. 228 00:12:22,550 --> 00:12:26,230 That's not true! I asked you how I look. Not about Daniel! 229 00:12:26,231 --> 00:12:28,063 Yeah, well, you look beautiful, Cassie. 230 00:12:28,064 --> 00:12:29,355 You look fucking amazing. 231 00:12:29,356 --> 00:12:31,146 It's literally all anyone's ever told you 232 00:12:31,147 --> 00:12:32,396 your entire life. 233 00:12:32,397 --> 00:12:35,606 Like, listen to yourself. It's fucking exhausting. 234 00:12:37,898 --> 00:12:39,314 (DOOR SLAMS) 235 00:12:51,356 --> 00:12:54,314 (TV SHOW PLAYS INDISTINCTLY ON COMPUTER) 236 00:13:02,939 --> 00:13:05,063 RUE: The thought of having to stand up, 237 00:13:05,064 --> 00:13:09,647 exert 172 muscles each step for 35 feet, 238 00:13:09,648 --> 00:13:12,605 just so I can sit on cold porcelain and piss out toxins 239 00:13:12,606 --> 00:13:15,396 over and over again for the rest of my life 240 00:13:15,397 --> 00:13:17,522 makes the whole concept of living 241 00:13:17,523 --> 00:13:20,773 feel like one long, sadistic joke. 242 00:13:22,481 --> 00:13:25,980 But the absolute worst part of depression 243 00:13:25,981 --> 00:13:28,271 is that even though you know you're depressed, 244 00:13:28,272 --> 00:13:31,647 you're unable to stop yourself from getting worse. 245 00:13:33,481 --> 00:13:36,647 But I wasn't the only one feeling down. 246 00:13:37,105 --> 00:13:38,647 (DOOR OPENS) 247 00:13:38,648 --> 00:13:41,580 JULES'S DAD: Jules? What's wrong? 248 00:13:42,176 --> 00:13:43,322 I'm sick. 249 00:13:43,880 --> 00:13:46,314 Okay. Let me know if you need anything. 250 00:13:48,023 --> 00:13:49,605 - (DOOR CLOSES) - RUE: After Halloween, 251 00:13:49,606 --> 00:13:52,147 Jules didn't go to school for a full week. 252 00:13:55,564 --> 00:13:59,397 And even though I sent her about 50 texts, she didn't respond. 253 00:14:00,154 --> 00:14:01,943 Happy Halloween. 254 00:14:01,944 --> 00:14:04,396 RUE: I could tell something bad had happened. 255 00:14:04,397 --> 00:14:07,023 And that it had something to do with Nate. 256 00:14:08,489 --> 00:14:12,937 _ 257 00:14:12,938 --> 00:14:15,105 (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS THREE TIMES) 258 00:14:15,106 --> 00:14:16,486 (DOOR BUZZES) 259 00:14:16,487 --> 00:14:18,565 RUE: Tyler Clarkson was booked for assault. 260 00:14:20,855 --> 00:14:25,229 But this shit wasn't adding up. 261 00:14:25,230 --> 00:14:28,022 And I was putting together the pieces of the puzzle. 262 00:14:28,023 --> 00:14:29,254 (SIZZLING) 263 00:14:29,255 --> 00:14:30,560 Howard, let's roll. 264 00:14:31,356 --> 00:14:34,522 I wasn't gonna stop until I got the truth. 265 00:14:35,023 --> 00:14:36,396 (PA BUZZES) 266 00:14:36,397 --> 00:14:38,814 WOMAN (OVER PA): False accusations in today's world 267 00:14:38,815 --> 00:14:40,647 can cause serious long-term damage 268 00:14:40,648 --> 00:14:44,230 to one's career, reputation, and emotional well-being. 269 00:14:46,898 --> 00:14:49,688 We all owe Nate Jacobs a heartfelt apology, 270 00:14:49,689 --> 00:14:51,063 and are excited and thrilled 271 00:14:51,064 --> 00:14:53,939 to have him back at East Highland. 272 00:14:53,940 --> 00:14:56,105 LEXI: Why would Jules lie to help Nate? 273 00:14:56,106 --> 00:14:57,355 I don't know. 274 00:14:57,356 --> 00:15:00,230 - Well, have you asked her about it? - No. 275 00:15:00,231 --> 00:15:02,313 - You haven't asked her? - No. 276 00:15:02,314 --> 00:15:04,271 RUE: Keep looking, you mook. 277 00:15:04,272 --> 00:15:06,205 I'm Morgan fuckin' Freeman 278 00:15:06,206 --> 00:15:08,355 and this is the beginning of the third act. 279 00:15:08,356 --> 00:15:11,230 Well, doesn't that seem like the first logical step? 280 00:15:12,856 --> 00:15:16,188 Honestly, Howard, this whole thing is beyond logic. 281 00:15:16,189 --> 00:15:18,981 - (MATCH SCRAPING) - Unless... 282 00:15:21,647 --> 00:15:23,105 Jules is in love with Nate. 283 00:15:23,522 --> 00:15:25,387 LEXI: Why would Jules be in love with Nate? 284 00:15:25,388 --> 00:15:26,522 You should listen to me. 285 00:15:26,523 --> 00:15:27,811 Bennett, the cigarettes are killing me. 286 00:15:27,812 --> 00:15:28,812 Hear me out. Listen. Listen. 287 00:15:28,813 --> 00:15:30,730 Listen, the night of the carnival, she said she wanted 288 00:15:30,731 --> 00:15:32,651 to go meet up with this guy she met online, okay? 289 00:15:32,675 --> 00:15:35,271 He's some fuckin' jock, he's from a conservative family, 290 00:15:35,272 --> 00:15:37,438 and they were talking and texting. 291 00:15:37,439 --> 00:15:39,146 They've been texting for weeks. 292 00:15:39,147 --> 00:15:42,563 And when I say texting, I don't just mean regular fuckin' texting. 293 00:15:42,564 --> 00:15:43,898 They were sexting. 294 00:15:43,899 --> 00:15:45,605 (MATCH STRIKES) 295 00:15:45,606 --> 00:15:47,590 Like nudes? 296 00:15:47,591 --> 00:15:49,522 Yeah. Side note, 297 00:15:49,523 --> 00:15:51,647 very nice dick. Very clean room. 298 00:15:51,648 --> 00:15:53,063 Oh. 299 00:15:53,064 --> 00:15:54,980 She never fucking say his face. 300 00:15:54,981 --> 00:15:57,230 Yeah, so Jules is catfished. 301 00:15:57,231 --> 00:15:59,031 Now hear me out. So the night of the carnival, 302 00:15:59,055 --> 00:16:00,188 she made plans with this guy 303 00:16:00,189 --> 00:16:01,605 to meet up with him at the lake, okay? 304 00:16:01,606 --> 00:16:03,271 I fucking go home. Next thing I know... 305 00:16:03,272 --> 00:16:05,313 - (KNOCKING) - She's fucking knocking at my window. 306 00:16:05,314 --> 00:16:06,730 - (KNOCKING) - She's all emotional, 307 00:16:06,731 --> 00:16:08,188 she's got fucking tears in her eyes. 308 00:16:08,189 --> 00:16:11,022 I say, Jules, what the fuck happened? 309 00:16:11,023 --> 00:16:13,189 She looks at me. She goes... 310 00:16:13,939 --> 00:16:16,230 "He didn't look like his pictures". 311 00:16:16,814 --> 00:16:19,313 Yeah, that's like, the definition of catfishing. 312 00:16:19,314 --> 00:16:21,641 No, but do you know what his name was? 313 00:16:22,564 --> 00:16:25,314 - Nate Jacobs? - Tyler. 314 00:16:27,673 --> 00:16:30,105 Like, Tyler Clarkson? 315 00:16:31,606 --> 00:16:33,898 You're goddamned right. 316 00:16:34,882 --> 00:16:38,271 Maddy is 17, Tyler's 22, and they fornicated. 317 00:16:38,272 --> 00:16:39,899 Statutory. 318 00:16:39,900 --> 00:16:42,139 Yeah. You saw it, I saw it. We all fucking saw it. 319 00:16:42,140 --> 00:16:43,373 Including Nate. 320 00:16:43,374 --> 00:16:46,105 And what is a lighter offense than statutory? 321 00:16:46,106 --> 00:16:47,730 Assault. 322 00:16:47,731 --> 00:16:49,689 - (SLAMS) - Bingo! 323 00:16:52,856 --> 00:16:55,396 Rue, are you pouring coffee in the water filter? 324 00:16:55,397 --> 00:16:57,271 - Yes, I am. - Instead of water? 325 00:16:57,272 --> 00:16:58,952 - Yes, I am. - Well, please, don't do that. 326 00:16:58,976 --> 00:17:01,730 And it's late. You shouldn't be drinking caffeine. 327 00:17:01,731 --> 00:17:04,411 Mom, please. I have homework. 328 00:17:05,406 --> 00:17:07,366 Well, there's a sentence I never thought I'd hear. 329 00:17:07,367 --> 00:17:09,738 (COFFEE POT GURGLING) 330 00:17:09,739 --> 00:17:11,814 Will you let me know when this is ready? 331 00:17:13,272 --> 00:17:14,503 (PHONE RINGS) 332 00:17:14,504 --> 00:17:15,596 LEXI (OVER PHONE): Hello? 333 00:17:15,597 --> 00:17:17,105 Howard, it's Bennett. 334 00:17:17,106 --> 00:17:19,706 LEXI (OVER PHONE): It's 2:45 in the morning. Don't you ever sleep? 335 00:17:19,730 --> 00:17:23,230 Listen, why would Nate single out Jules in the first place? 336 00:17:23,231 --> 00:17:26,023 It's obvious he was sexually attracted to her. 337 00:17:28,023 --> 00:17:31,063 And because Jules is predominantly het, okay, 338 00:17:31,064 --> 00:17:34,522 he wooed her with his, uh, fucking creepy jock magic shit. 339 00:17:34,523 --> 00:17:37,022 She's super fuckin' sensitive, she's very forgiving, 340 00:17:37,023 --> 00:17:38,603 and she's basically the most wonderful 341 00:17:38,604 --> 00:17:40,855 fucking person on the planet... 342 00:17:40,856 --> 00:17:42,772 she fell for him. 343 00:17:42,773 --> 00:17:44,939 That's why she fucking testified. 344 00:17:44,940 --> 00:17:48,022 I'm a genius. I'm a fucking genius. 345 00:17:48,023 --> 00:17:50,773 Hey, Mom! I'm a fucking genius. 346 00:17:52,064 --> 00:17:53,647 I'm not even tired. It's crazy. 347 00:17:53,648 --> 00:17:55,271 I'm not even fucking tired. 348 00:17:55,272 --> 00:17:56,688 I feel amazing. (CHUCKLES) 349 00:17:56,689 --> 00:17:58,729 LEXI (OVER PHONE): I'll be honest with you, Bennett. 350 00:17:59,435 --> 00:18:00,980 You're too close to this case. 351 00:18:00,981 --> 00:18:04,023 - (PHONE CLICKS) - (DIAL TONE) 352 00:18:04,481 --> 00:18:05,939 (SLAMS) 353 00:18:08,064 --> 00:18:09,439 (EXHALES) 354 00:18:12,564 --> 00:18:15,564 - Who was that? - LEXI: Rue. 355 00:18:16,481 --> 00:18:19,185 Think she's in, like, a manic state. 356 00:18:19,738 --> 00:18:20,940 CASSIE: Is she okay? 357 00:18:22,189 --> 00:18:24,188 I don't think so. 358 00:18:24,189 --> 00:18:32,576 _ 359 00:18:37,522 --> 00:18:39,939 - _ - Fuck. 360 00:18:42,272 --> 00:18:44,105 (SIGHS) 361 00:18:50,230 --> 00:18:52,772 I don't know what you're gonna say, but this feels like... 362 00:18:52,773 --> 00:18:54,264 really dramatic. 363 00:18:55,064 --> 00:18:57,396 Yeah, this is spooky. 364 00:18:57,397 --> 00:18:59,814 It is not spooky, BB. 365 00:19:00,481 --> 00:19:04,438 I just, I need your advice on, like, two things. 366 00:19:04,439 --> 00:19:08,189 And I need you guys to promise me not to say a single fucking word. 367 00:19:11,647 --> 00:19:15,462 So, the night of Daniel's Halloween party, 368 00:19:15,463 --> 00:19:17,471 something happened. 369 00:19:22,189 --> 00:19:25,522 ♪ ♪ 370 00:19:25,523 --> 00:19:28,209 (GROANING) 371 00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:31,230 - (KAT PANTING) - I don't usually come that fast. 372 00:19:33,147 --> 00:19:35,230 That was amazing. 373 00:19:35,231 --> 00:19:36,855 (SIGHS) 374 00:19:36,856 --> 00:19:39,981 It's funny. I always thought I was gonna lose my virginity to you. 375 00:19:40,522 --> 00:19:42,856 (BOTH PANTING SOFTLY) 376 00:19:43,856 --> 00:19:47,939 - You're a virgin? - No, I mean, when we were younger. 377 00:19:47,940 --> 00:19:51,689 - When we dated. - We dated? 378 00:19:53,689 --> 00:19:55,432 Yeah, in sixth grade. 379 00:19:57,397 --> 00:19:58,640 You and me? 380 00:19:59,689 --> 00:20:02,689 Yeah, for like five months. 381 00:20:04,230 --> 00:20:05,731 Oh. 382 00:20:06,314 --> 00:20:10,064 I literally have no recollection of that. (GROANS) 383 00:20:14,397 --> 00:20:16,647 Wait. Am I hearing this correctly? 384 00:20:16,648 --> 00:20:18,897 You want to tell McKay that you made out with Daniel 385 00:20:18,898 --> 00:20:20,941 at the carnival and on Halloween? 386 00:20:20,942 --> 00:20:23,062 Yeah, but, I don't... I don't have to say it's Daniel. 387 00:20:23,086 --> 00:20:25,688 Bitch, that's the craziest idea I've ever heard. Right? 388 00:20:25,689 --> 00:20:27,022 For sure. 389 00:20:27,023 --> 00:20:29,223 Yeah, but I want to be honest with him. 390 00:20:29,224 --> 00:20:30,722 (GROANS) 391 00:20:31,564 --> 00:20:35,105 - You cannot tell McKay. - But it's not like I cheated-cheated. 392 00:20:35,106 --> 00:20:38,188 Kissing is worse. It's so much more intimate. 393 00:20:38,189 --> 00:20:41,438 And if anybody brings it up, you deny, deny, deny. 394 00:20:41,439 --> 00:20:43,271 Okay, but, I just... I don't want there to be 395 00:20:43,272 --> 00:20:44,792 something this bad between us forever. 396 00:20:44,793 --> 00:20:46,673 I wouldn't worry about it, Cassie. It's not like 397 00:20:46,697 --> 00:20:48,522 you guys are gonna be together forever. 398 00:20:48,523 --> 00:20:50,791 Kat, what the fuck is your problem? 399 00:20:50,792 --> 00:20:53,271 You're being a bad friend now. You were a bad friend to me, 400 00:20:53,272 --> 00:20:56,396 and this whole new personality is seriously unlikable. 401 00:20:56,397 --> 00:20:57,897 World Star! 402 00:20:57,898 --> 00:20:59,563 Why, because I won't sit and listen to you bitch and moan 403 00:20:59,564 --> 00:21:01,563 about your psychotic, abusive boyfriend 404 00:21:01,564 --> 00:21:03,855 who you've literally broken up with a thousand times? 405 00:21:03,856 --> 00:21:06,939 It was literally the lowest point in my life, so, yeah. 406 00:21:06,940 --> 00:21:09,146 That and the fact that you're just fuckin' mean. 407 00:21:09,147 --> 00:21:11,647 Maddy, ever since I've met you, all you talk about is yourself. 408 00:21:11,648 --> 00:21:14,022 Your clothes, your boyfriends, whatever superficial shit 409 00:21:14,023 --> 00:21:15,730 you think is so fucking important. 410 00:21:15,731 --> 00:21:17,396 Sorry I'm no longer interested. 411 00:21:17,397 --> 00:21:20,355 I don't know about everyone else, but I miss the old Kat. 412 00:21:20,356 --> 00:21:22,188 You know, the one who had a sense of humor 413 00:21:22,189 --> 00:21:24,026 and wasn't a fuckin' cunt? 414 00:21:24,027 --> 00:21:25,778 Damn. 415 00:21:35,522 --> 00:21:37,647 ♪ ♪ 416 00:21:41,981 --> 00:21:44,189 (SOBBING) 417 00:21:49,147 --> 00:21:52,105 (SOBBING CONTINUES) 418 00:22:00,272 --> 00:22:02,105 What was the other thing? 419 00:22:02,106 --> 00:22:04,105 CASSIE: What other thing? 420 00:22:04,106 --> 00:22:07,147 You said you needed advice on two things. 421 00:22:08,898 --> 00:22:10,328 I don't remember. 422 00:22:11,898 --> 00:22:13,329 What would you do? 423 00:22:14,981 --> 00:22:17,360 Um, I don't know. 424 00:22:17,361 --> 00:22:19,063 I've never really been in a situation 425 00:22:19,064 --> 00:22:21,688 where two guys have been interested in me. 426 00:22:21,689 --> 00:22:23,689 CASSIE: That's 'cause you're shy. 427 00:22:24,885 --> 00:22:27,980 I guess so, but I've also never been in a situation 428 00:22:27,981 --> 00:22:29,980 where I've been interested in two guys. 429 00:22:29,981 --> 00:22:32,147 That's also 'cause you're shy. 430 00:22:32,731 --> 00:22:34,285 LEXI: Maybe. (CHUCKLES) 431 00:22:35,198 --> 00:22:38,116 But if you were in my situation, what would you do? 432 00:22:40,355 --> 00:22:43,355 Honestly, I don't think I would say anything. 433 00:22:46,564 --> 00:22:49,981 What if not saying something makes you feel really bad? 434 00:22:51,554 --> 00:22:53,232 LEXI: Worse than saying it? 435 00:22:54,426 --> 00:22:55,801 Yeah. 436 00:22:58,023 --> 00:23:01,564 Well, then, I don't think you have any other option. 437 00:23:09,064 --> 00:23:11,105 (KNOB TURNING) 438 00:23:12,105 --> 00:23:14,564 (INSTINCT CHATTER ON COMPUTER SCREEN) 439 00:23:17,314 --> 00:23:18,795 How are you feeling? 440 00:23:19,751 --> 00:23:22,667 Uh, I think I have the flu or something. 441 00:23:23,064 --> 00:23:25,129 GIA: You want me to get you something? 442 00:23:25,130 --> 00:23:28,439 - Something to drink, or something... - Uh, no, I'm good. 443 00:23:33,981 --> 00:23:36,227 You sure you got the flu, Rue? 444 00:23:38,115 --> 00:23:39,322 Gia, right now I just need you 445 00:23:39,323 --> 00:23:41,032 to leave me the fuck alone, all right? 446 00:23:44,064 --> 00:23:45,731 (DOOR SLAMS) 447 00:23:46,105 --> 00:23:48,939 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON COMPUTER SCREEN) 448 00:23:52,355 --> 00:23:55,773 - (EXHALES) - (ON COMPUTER SCREEN): Previously... 449 00:24:03,981 --> 00:24:07,314 Look, Nate, we all make mistakes in life. 450 00:24:08,230 --> 00:24:09,814 We hurt the ones we love. 451 00:24:09,815 --> 00:24:12,105 We let down our friends, our family. 452 00:24:13,189 --> 00:24:14,855 Sometimes we do it out of ignorance. 453 00:24:14,856 --> 00:24:17,064 Sometimes it's selfishness. 454 00:24:19,522 --> 00:24:21,128 I am not perfect. 455 00:24:22,481 --> 00:24:24,147 You know that. 456 00:24:25,105 --> 00:24:27,438 But I've spent my life trying to do better. 457 00:24:27,439 --> 00:24:28,890 You have not. 458 00:24:30,981 --> 00:24:32,856 But it is my wish for you. 459 00:24:34,314 --> 00:24:36,664 I don't know how you got out of this situation. 460 00:24:37,314 --> 00:24:40,710 I know you didn't deserve to, but you did. 461 00:24:41,403 --> 00:24:43,279 And I admire whatever it took. 462 00:24:44,522 --> 00:24:47,096 I just hope it didn't teach you the wrong lesson. 463 00:24:54,522 --> 00:24:55,939 (DOOR SLAMS) 464 00:25:00,522 --> 00:25:02,731 (LIQUID SLOSHING) 465 00:25:04,272 --> 00:25:07,230 ( LOVE ISLAND PLAYS INDISTINCTLY ON COMPUTER SCREEN) 466 00:25:09,450 --> 00:25:11,313 RUE: Okay, this is gonna sound sick, 467 00:25:11,314 --> 00:25:13,522 because I'm actually in a lot of pain right now, 468 00:25:13,523 --> 00:25:16,268 due to the sheer weight and strain on my bladder, 469 00:25:17,088 --> 00:25:20,023 but, man, does this make me miss opiates. 470 00:25:20,981 --> 00:25:22,645 (GROANS) 471 00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:25,188 Because your bladder is trained from a very early age 472 00:25:25,189 --> 00:25:27,022 not to pee whenever it wants to, 473 00:25:27,023 --> 00:25:28,814 it needs permission from your brain. 474 00:25:28,815 --> 00:25:30,146 And when you're really high, 475 00:25:30,147 --> 00:25:33,230 your brain gets a little... lazy. 476 00:25:33,231 --> 00:25:35,688 Too lazy to say something. 477 00:25:35,689 --> 00:25:38,313 Come on. Breathe. (EXHALES) 478 00:25:38,314 --> 00:25:39,912 Come on, please. (WHIMPERS) 479 00:25:39,913 --> 00:25:43,605 It's probably why so many drug addicts die on toilets. 480 00:25:43,606 --> 00:25:45,355 - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) - (GROANING) 481 00:25:45,356 --> 00:25:46,731 (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 482 00:25:49,105 --> 00:25:52,313 The truth is, the last time I left this room, 483 00:25:52,314 --> 00:25:54,606 I didn't have the best experience. 484 00:26:01,023 --> 00:26:03,397 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 485 00:26:08,481 --> 00:26:11,105 (CEREAL CLATTERING) 486 00:26:14,606 --> 00:26:16,855 (MILK POURING) 487 00:26:16,856 --> 00:26:18,587 RICK: Sleeping all day? 488 00:26:19,606 --> 00:26:22,162 - It's quite the life. - (LESLIE CHUCKLES SOFTLY) 489 00:26:22,163 --> 00:26:26,396 RUE: Meet Rick. My mom's new boyfriend. 490 00:26:26,397 --> 00:26:29,063 RUE: If you were to ask Rick to describe himself, 491 00:26:29,064 --> 00:26:30,855 he'd say he was... 492 00:26:30,856 --> 00:26:32,355 "A romantic at heart. 493 00:26:32,356 --> 00:26:35,188 I'm adventurous. I love to travel. 494 00:26:35,189 --> 00:26:37,396 I love the outdoors... 495 00:26:37,397 --> 00:26:42,606 ...great art, great movies, great wine. Forever young". 496 00:26:46,314 --> 00:26:48,147 (RUE, GIA CHUCKLE) 497 00:26:49,814 --> 00:26:52,396 Sorry, I'm sorry. (CHUCKLES) 498 00:26:52,397 --> 00:26:53,897 Oh. 499 00:26:53,898 --> 00:26:57,355 - I miss your dad. - Me, too. 500 00:26:57,356 --> 00:27:00,168 - RUE: So, enter Rick. - (PHONE BEEPS) 501 00:27:00,169 --> 00:27:02,272 - (PHONE DINGS) - So... 502 00:27:04,064 --> 00:27:07,605 Your mom tells me that you have a new, uh, 503 00:27:07,606 --> 00:27:09,355 "best friend". 504 00:27:10,981 --> 00:27:12,538 What is that supposed to mean? 505 00:27:13,689 --> 00:27:15,355 That, you know. 506 00:27:16,314 --> 00:27:19,439 - (CHUCKLES) - You got a new best friend. 507 00:27:22,975 --> 00:27:24,332 You know what, Rick? 508 00:27:26,147 --> 00:27:27,741 Why don't you go fuck yourself? 509 00:27:28,439 --> 00:27:30,480 How dare you speak to someone like that? 510 00:27:30,481 --> 00:27:32,105 - Like that? - Who? (SLURPS) Rick. 511 00:27:32,106 --> 00:27:34,063 - Don't be a smart-ass. - Did I offend you? 512 00:27:34,064 --> 00:27:35,772 Apologize right now. 513 00:27:35,773 --> 00:27:38,022 RUE: In retrospect, I was a little cunt-y. 514 00:27:38,023 --> 00:27:41,438 - But Rick does suck, and I was angry. - (SPOON CLATTERS) 515 00:27:41,439 --> 00:27:43,230 For a lot of reasons. 516 00:27:43,231 --> 00:27:45,230 Rick, I sincerely apologize 517 00:27:45,231 --> 00:27:47,220 for telling you to go fuck yourself. 518 00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:51,814 What I really meant to say is that my mom can do better 519 00:27:51,815 --> 00:27:54,522 and I hate seeing you sit in the chair my dad sat at. 520 00:28:00,272 --> 00:28:02,522 (PHONE DINGS) 521 00:28:04,348 --> 00:28:05,532 _ 522 00:28:05,872 --> 00:28:08,772 _ 523 00:28:09,189 --> 00:28:11,331 _ 524 00:28:11,856 --> 00:28:13,064 _ 525 00:28:14,606 --> 00:28:17,018 _ 526 00:28:17,522 --> 00:28:18,731 _ 527 00:28:19,211 --> 00:28:27,045 _ 528 00:28:27,047 --> 00:28:28,588 (EXHALES) 529 00:28:30,147 --> 00:28:32,898 (LOVE ISLAND PLAYS INDISTINCTLY ON COMPUTER SCREEN) 530 00:28:36,064 --> 00:28:39,731 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATION ON COMPUTER SCREEN) 531 00:28:41,317 --> 00:28:43,275 RUE: If I am bipolar... 532 00:28:44,984 --> 00:28:48,358 I sure as shit prefer mania over depression. 533 00:28:50,314 --> 00:28:53,313 Yo, Fez. So you know how in every '90s thriller, right, 534 00:28:53,314 --> 00:28:56,730 Morgan Freeman plays, like, the same semi-psychic black cop. 535 00:28:56,731 --> 00:28:59,146 - Yeah. - So, I know that's kind of racist, 536 00:28:59,147 --> 00:29:00,897 but the point is, in every movie, 537 00:29:00,898 --> 00:29:04,313 he's always calmly putting the fucking pieces of the case together, 538 00:29:04,314 --> 00:29:06,313 while everybody else around him is fucking freaking out, 539 00:29:06,314 --> 00:29:08,647 saying, "You don't know what the fuck you're talking about, Morgan. 540 00:29:08,648 --> 00:29:10,355 You're... You're a fucking bad husband. 541 00:29:10,356 --> 00:29:11,963 You should fucking retire". 542 00:29:11,964 --> 00:29:16,022 But no. Morgan is fucking hyper-focused. 543 00:29:16,023 --> 00:29:18,522 Because he can see beyond the little details. 544 00:29:18,523 --> 00:29:20,814 He's looking for the big fuckin' picture. 545 00:29:20,815 --> 00:29:23,856 Because all of this shit? It's connected, Fez. 546 00:29:24,397 --> 00:29:28,563 And it is way bigger than any of us can even fucking see. 547 00:29:28,564 --> 00:29:29,939 (WATER SLOSHING) 548 00:29:31,272 --> 00:29:33,063 The point is, that's me. 549 00:29:33,064 --> 00:29:36,313 Right now, that is fucking me. 550 00:29:36,314 --> 00:29:39,773 I can see everything so fucking clearly. 551 00:29:40,314 --> 00:29:42,396 I know what happened, I know why it happened, 552 00:29:42,397 --> 00:29:45,251 and I know what the fuck I'm gonna do about it. 553 00:29:46,981 --> 00:29:48,313 Word. 554 00:29:48,314 --> 00:29:49,731 Word. 555 00:29:50,564 --> 00:29:54,105 - She can't hear me, right? - She can't see you, either. 556 00:29:54,106 --> 00:29:57,314 Okay, good, 'cause this is, like, some real top-secret shit. 557 00:29:57,814 --> 00:30:01,647 Trust me, Rue, she not gonna gossip. 558 00:30:02,793 --> 00:30:04,260 RUE (SIGHS): Okay. 559 00:30:05,314 --> 00:30:08,314 - Do you still have that gun? - FEZCO: What gun? 560 00:30:09,261 --> 00:30:10,981 The one from the couch. 561 00:30:12,360 --> 00:30:15,308 I mean, I got a couple guns. 562 00:30:15,894 --> 00:30:17,537 Why do you have so many guns? 563 00:30:17,538 --> 00:30:19,272 My grandma. 564 00:30:22,206 --> 00:30:23,496 That's cool. 565 00:30:23,498 --> 00:30:25,867 What you worried about my guns for? 566 00:30:28,314 --> 00:30:31,223 Okay, well, I was thinking... 567 00:30:32,076 --> 00:30:36,681 that maybe you could use one to scare Nate Jacobs. 568 00:30:39,064 --> 00:30:41,064 Are you serious? 569 00:30:41,066 --> 00:30:44,417 I mean, I'm not not serious. 570 00:30:44,418 --> 00:30:46,396 Rue, that must be the dumbest shit 571 00:30:46,397 --> 00:30:48,063 you've said all fucking day. 572 00:30:48,064 --> 00:30:50,980 You don't have to fucking point it at him. You could just... 573 00:30:50,981 --> 00:30:54,396 You could, like... You could flash it. 574 00:30:54,397 --> 00:30:57,480 You really have lost your fuckin' mind, Rue. 575 00:30:57,481 --> 00:30:59,647 Fuck, it's a bad fucking idea, okay? 576 00:30:59,648 --> 00:31:01,799 I just was fucking spit balling, here. 577 00:31:02,564 --> 00:31:04,270 (SIGHS) 578 00:31:04,271 --> 00:31:06,230 I mean, he fucked with me, he fucked with Jules. 579 00:31:06,231 --> 00:31:08,647 And I want fucking revenge. Okay? 580 00:31:08,648 --> 00:31:10,481 - Sorry. - (PHONE DINGS) 581 00:31:14,522 --> 00:31:16,647 Fuck. Mouse is here. 582 00:31:16,648 --> 00:31:17,981 The guy with the... 583 00:31:17,982 --> 00:31:20,730 All right, so, stay in here. Be quiet... 584 00:31:20,731 --> 00:31:22,971 Fez, I can't... I can't stay in here. Like, I'm really... 585 00:31:22,972 --> 00:31:25,612 - Yes, the fuck you can. Shh! - I'm not good with awkward silences. 586 00:31:25,636 --> 00:31:27,522 Be quiet. Listen, I'm really serious right now. 587 00:31:27,523 --> 00:31:29,939 You just need to sit your manic ass down, 588 00:31:29,940 --> 00:31:32,522 and be quiet for five fuckin' minutes, Rue. 589 00:31:32,523 --> 00:31:34,271 I'm not fuckin' playin' with you. 590 00:31:34,272 --> 00:31:38,064 - Sit down and shut the fuck up. - (DOOR SLAMS) 591 00:31:53,564 --> 00:31:55,605 (EXHALES) Okay. 592 00:31:55,606 --> 00:31:57,773 So fuckin' weird. 593 00:32:08,900 --> 00:32:10,525 VOICE OF PILL BOTTLE: Psst. 594 00:32:12,569 --> 00:32:13,861 Psst. 595 00:32:17,439 --> 00:32:18,439 Psst. 596 00:32:19,522 --> 00:32:20,981 Yo, Rue. 597 00:32:22,854 --> 00:32:24,480 BOTH (WHISPERING): Rue. 598 00:32:24,481 --> 00:32:26,313 Rue, I'm so lonely. 599 00:32:26,314 --> 00:32:29,200 (WHISPERING): Me, too. Don't forget about me. 600 00:32:29,201 --> 00:32:32,730 That old lady? She doesn't even know we exist. 601 00:32:32,731 --> 00:32:34,939 ALL: Rue! 602 00:32:34,940 --> 00:32:38,063 Eat us all. 603 00:32:38,064 --> 00:32:39,104 - Eat... - Us... 604 00:32:39,105 --> 00:32:40,063 - All! - Eat... 605 00:32:40,064 --> 00:32:41,084 - Us... - All! 606 00:32:41,085 --> 00:32:43,605 Eat us all! Eat us all! 607 00:32:43,606 --> 00:32:45,023 (DOOR CLOSES SOFTLY) 608 00:32:47,064 --> 00:32:48,314 (SIGHS) 609 00:32:48,981 --> 00:32:51,814 MOUSE: Yo, I'm gonna need you to start moving some weight. 610 00:32:53,314 --> 00:32:56,605 Yo, I'm just trying to keep it low-key over here, man. 611 00:32:56,606 --> 00:32:58,480 And I'm trying to make fuckin' money. 612 00:32:58,481 --> 00:33:00,980 FEZCO: Even if wanted all this shit, bruh, 613 00:33:00,981 --> 00:33:03,105 I don't got the money for all this, man. 614 00:33:03,106 --> 00:33:05,980 That's why you in luck. I'm gonna front it to you. 615 00:33:05,981 --> 00:33:09,189 Ten percent on the vig, and I'll collect in a month. 616 00:33:11,230 --> 00:33:13,438 I'm not tryin' to do all that shit, man. 617 00:33:13,439 --> 00:33:15,230 (CHUCKLES) 618 00:33:15,231 --> 00:33:16,720 I ain't asking, bruh. 619 00:33:17,689 --> 00:33:19,773 Step yo shit up. 620 00:33:23,272 --> 00:33:26,396 (WHISPERING): One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. 621 00:33:26,397 --> 00:33:29,855 One, two, three, four, five, six, seven. 622 00:33:29,856 --> 00:33:31,189 One... 623 00:33:31,564 --> 00:33:33,856 (BIRDS CAWING) 624 00:33:36,439 --> 00:33:40,147 - ♪ ♪ - (CAWING CONTINUES) 625 00:33:56,397 --> 00:33:59,898 ♪ ♪ 626 00:34:07,023 --> 00:34:08,647 RUE: The other thing about depression 627 00:34:08,648 --> 00:34:10,855 is it kind of collapses time. 628 00:34:10,856 --> 00:34:12,689 Rue, are you listening? 629 00:34:14,898 --> 00:34:18,105 RUE: Suddenly, you find your whole days blending together 630 00:34:18,106 --> 00:34:21,522 to create one endless and suffocating loop. 631 00:34:30,230 --> 00:34:32,230 So you find yourself trying to remember 632 00:34:32,231 --> 00:34:34,689 the things that made you happy. 633 00:34:39,105 --> 00:34:41,605 - JULES: Do you want to get closer? - RUE: Yeah. 634 00:34:41,606 --> 00:34:44,146 RUE: But slowly, your brain begins to erase 635 00:34:44,147 --> 00:34:47,064 every memory that ever brought you joy. 636 00:34:52,898 --> 00:34:54,939 And eventually, 637 00:34:54,940 --> 00:34:58,773 all you can think about is how life has always been this way. 638 00:35:02,773 --> 00:35:05,814 And will only continue to be this way. 639 00:35:10,023 --> 00:35:11,560 (LOVE ISLAND THEME MUSIC PLAY) 640 00:35:11,562 --> 00:35:14,647 NARRATOR (ON COMPUTER): Previously on "Love Island"... 641 00:35:14,648 --> 00:35:16,772 LAURA (ON COMPUTER): Grab the amazingness 642 00:35:16,773 --> 00:35:18,730 that you have with Josh by the balls. 643 00:35:18,731 --> 00:35:21,772 RUE: I wonder if Jules is having fun. 644 00:35:21,773 --> 00:35:23,814 ANNOUNCER (OVER PA): Stay clear of the tracks... 645 00:35:23,815 --> 00:35:26,480 (ANNOUNCEMENT CONTINUES INDISTINCTLY) 646 00:35:26,481 --> 00:35:29,313 ("BE MINEZ" BY AMANDLA PLAYS) 647 00:35:29,314 --> 00:35:31,355 ♪ I don't want to kid around ♪ 648 00:35:31,356 --> 00:35:33,230 ♪ Like a man who's dying ♪ 649 00:35:33,231 --> 00:35:37,647 ♪ Grinning at the end, wondering if you'll always be mine ♪ 650 00:35:39,939 --> 00:35:41,647 ♪ Be mine ♪ 651 00:35:44,397 --> 00:35:47,137 ♪ I don't wanna spite God with my given fear ♪ 652 00:35:47,138 --> 00:35:48,142 (JULES YELLING) 653 00:35:48,143 --> 00:35:50,818 ♪ I just want euphoria, the more you're here ♪ 654 00:35:50,819 --> 00:35:52,480 (BOTH LAUGHING, CHATTERING) 655 00:35:52,481 --> 00:35:54,814 TC: Oh, I missed you! 656 00:35:55,689 --> 00:35:57,730 TC: So how are the suburbs treating you? 657 00:35:57,731 --> 00:35:59,647 - JULES: They're claustrophobic. - (TC CHUCKLES) 658 00:35:59,648 --> 00:36:02,396 Yeah, how do you like it? How you doing? 659 00:36:02,397 --> 00:36:06,647 I don't know. It's been a weird, weird-ass year. 660 00:36:07,731 --> 00:36:09,480 Weird in what way? 661 00:36:09,481 --> 00:36:11,772 Weird in every way. 662 00:36:11,773 --> 00:36:14,939 Shit. You make some good friends, at least? 663 00:36:14,940 --> 00:36:17,313 - Yeah, I got one. - Yeah? 664 00:36:17,314 --> 00:36:19,980 But it's, like, complicated. 665 00:36:19,981 --> 00:36:21,522 Oh. 666 00:36:21,523 --> 00:36:24,480 Well, are you friends, or are you a little bit more, 667 00:36:24,481 --> 00:36:26,814 - like a special kind of friend? - Both, I guess? 668 00:36:26,815 --> 00:36:28,396 - Aah. - Yeah. 669 00:36:28,397 --> 00:36:31,022 Okay. What, are you in love with him or something? 670 00:36:31,023 --> 00:36:34,022 - (CHUCKLES) Her, not him. - Oh! 671 00:36:34,023 --> 00:36:35,772 - Ooh, a little plot twist. Okay! - Yeah. 672 00:36:35,773 --> 00:36:37,814 No room for hetero-normativity in here. 673 00:36:37,815 --> 00:36:38,815 My bad. 674 00:36:39,355 --> 00:36:41,563 So... what? 675 00:36:41,564 --> 00:36:44,814 - I don't know. I don't know what it is. - Yeah. 676 00:36:44,815 --> 00:36:47,481 It's not, like, great right now. 677 00:36:51,064 --> 00:36:54,564 I'm not exactly, like, in the best place. 678 00:36:56,689 --> 00:36:58,731 Why? What's going on? 679 00:37:01,731 --> 00:37:04,689 I came here so I wouldn't have to think about it. 680 00:37:07,355 --> 00:37:08,898 Understood. 681 00:37:10,023 --> 00:37:11,688 (CHUCKLES) 682 00:37:11,689 --> 00:37:14,022 ♪ What the fuck, what the fuck ♪ 683 00:37:14,023 --> 00:37:18,856 JULES AND TC (SINGING ALONG): ♪ Feel the morning on my face ♪ 684 00:37:19,522 --> 00:37:24,189 ♪ Ain't a pill that I didn't take ♪ 685 00:37:24,606 --> 00:37:29,689 ♪ Just a lifetime, it's been a long day ♪ 686 00:37:30,189 --> 00:37:34,606 ♪ 'Cause I'm asleep when... ♪ 687 00:37:35,773 --> 00:37:37,105 Oh! 688 00:37:40,105 --> 00:37:42,230 (BOTH LAUGHING) 689 00:37:42,231 --> 00:37:43,897 ♪ Camouflage ♪ 690 00:37:43,898 --> 00:37:45,396 ♪ Don't forget your hashtag ♪ 691 00:37:45,397 --> 00:37:48,314 - This one? - No, I'm one more up. 692 00:37:49,230 --> 00:37:52,688 (BOTH LAUGHING, CHATTERING) 693 00:37:52,689 --> 00:37:54,606 ♪ You're a dead man ♪ 694 00:37:58,064 --> 00:38:01,230 ♪ You gonna run them, they don't ever run you ♪ 695 00:38:01,231 --> 00:38:03,064 Yo, Anna. 696 00:38:04,939 --> 00:38:06,438 - Hey. - TC: Anna, 697 00:38:06,439 --> 00:38:08,731 someone I want you to meet. 698 00:38:09,355 --> 00:38:11,981 Hi. I'm Jules. 699 00:38:13,272 --> 00:38:14,981 I know. 700 00:38:15,814 --> 00:38:18,188 - TC: Like it? - Did y'all make these? 701 00:38:18,189 --> 00:38:22,397 - TC: Our friend did. - I mean, are you guys gonna go out? 702 00:38:22,898 --> 00:38:25,480 Uh, Anna's always trying to put makeup on me. 703 00:38:25,481 --> 00:38:27,438 - So awkward. - (JULES CHUCKLES) 704 00:38:27,439 --> 00:38:30,314 ♪ Feel the morning on my face ♪ 705 00:38:33,981 --> 00:38:36,688 JULES: I remember walking out of Sears 706 00:38:36,689 --> 00:38:39,231 with my first pair of heels in my backpack. 707 00:38:39,232 --> 00:38:40,146 ANNA: Cute. 708 00:38:40,147 --> 00:38:44,271 And my heart was fucking racing. 709 00:38:44,272 --> 00:38:47,438 And I got home, and went straight to my room, 710 00:38:47,439 --> 00:38:50,146 locked the door, put 'em on... 711 00:38:50,147 --> 00:38:53,230 And, I just... 712 00:38:53,231 --> 00:38:54,897 felt like... 713 00:38:54,898 --> 00:38:57,105 I was collecting... 714 00:38:57,106 --> 00:39:03,189 herbs, or making potions in order to up my manna, you know? 715 00:39:04,647 --> 00:39:06,022 Like, it started with that, 716 00:39:06,023 --> 00:39:08,480 and then it was clothes, and then it was... 717 00:39:08,481 --> 00:39:12,480 makeup, and eventually hormones. 718 00:39:12,481 --> 00:39:16,731 Um, I just kind of kept leveling up. 719 00:39:17,939 --> 00:39:21,313 So, what level are you at now? 720 00:39:21,314 --> 00:39:23,438 I don't know. 721 00:39:23,439 --> 00:39:28,731 But I definitely haven't reached my full power. 722 00:39:31,397 --> 00:39:33,980 But you date guys, right? 723 00:39:33,981 --> 00:39:36,647 Date isn't really the right word. 724 00:39:36,648 --> 00:39:38,980 What she means to say is that she's a slut. 725 00:39:38,981 --> 00:39:42,355 - JULES: Fuck you! - What, it's not an insult! 726 00:39:42,356 --> 00:39:45,606 - I mean... - But you normally hook up with guys. 727 00:39:47,064 --> 00:39:48,730 JULES: Yeah, but... 728 00:39:48,731 --> 00:39:51,855 my relationship to men is weird. 729 00:39:51,856 --> 00:39:55,397 - ANNA: Like, how? - In my head, it's like... 730 00:39:58,023 --> 00:40:00,396 If I can conquer men, 731 00:40:00,397 --> 00:40:03,564 then I can conquer femininity. 732 00:40:05,564 --> 00:40:08,439 Why do you need a guy to make you feel more feminine? 733 00:40:11,731 --> 00:40:13,064 ANNA: Hmm? 734 00:40:14,898 --> 00:40:17,731 - We'll circle back to that one. - (JULES CHUCKLES) 735 00:40:20,814 --> 00:40:24,022 - So have you? - Have I what? 736 00:40:24,024 --> 00:40:26,147 Conquered femininity? 737 00:40:27,647 --> 00:40:29,439 JULES: I don't know. 738 00:40:29,898 --> 00:40:32,730 But, it's not like I even want to conquer it. 739 00:40:32,731 --> 00:40:35,563 It's like I want to fuckin' obliterate it. 740 00:40:35,564 --> 00:40:39,563 - And then move on to the next level. - ANNA: Mmm. 741 00:40:39,564 --> 00:40:42,438 BOTH: And the next, and the next. (CHUCKLING) 742 00:40:42,439 --> 00:40:45,563 Level up. Level up! (LAUGHS) 743 00:40:45,564 --> 00:40:49,647 Yeah. I don't really know what the means, or looks like, but... 744 00:40:50,939 --> 00:40:53,522 - I want it. - TC: Queerness is infinite. 745 00:40:53,523 --> 00:40:55,396 (CHUCKLES) 746 00:40:55,397 --> 00:40:57,939 ANNA: Okay, look at me. 747 00:40:59,439 --> 00:41:02,314 Yeah. You look adorable. 748 00:41:03,606 --> 00:41:05,647 - Stop. - (JULES CHUCKLES) 749 00:41:11,913 --> 00:41:13,261 I'm pregnant. 750 00:41:15,230 --> 00:41:16,522 What? 751 00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:20,985 Are you for real that you're 100 percent pregnant? 752 00:41:23,397 --> 00:41:24,439 Yeah. 753 00:41:28,606 --> 00:41:30,314 (SIGHS) 754 00:41:33,023 --> 00:41:34,939 I... (SIGHS) 755 00:41:36,814 --> 00:41:38,689 I'm sorry, uh... 756 00:41:40,105 --> 00:41:41,981 Are you all right? 757 00:41:44,731 --> 00:41:47,856 Yeah, I'm... I'm just a little bit nervous. 758 00:41:49,689 --> 00:41:51,481 Nervous about what? 759 00:41:53,397 --> 00:41:55,189 About what you're gonna say. 760 00:42:01,604 --> 00:42:03,885 You're not really thinking about having this kid, are you? 761 00:42:04,481 --> 00:42:05,856 (CASSIE SNIFFLES) 762 00:42:08,388 --> 00:42:10,075 I really love you, McKay. 763 00:42:11,023 --> 00:42:12,146 Yeah, I love you, too, 764 00:42:12,147 --> 00:42:14,189 but I'm doing a lot of shit right now. 765 00:42:15,522 --> 00:42:17,307 I'm in the middle of school right now. 766 00:42:18,240 --> 00:42:20,782 It's a big fuckin' responsibility, Cassie. 767 00:42:23,105 --> 00:42:26,023 What if this is what I'm supposed to do with my life? 768 00:42:31,105 --> 00:42:32,606 What the fuck? 769 00:42:33,355 --> 00:42:35,563 My parents are gonna kill me. 770 00:42:35,564 --> 00:42:36,772 My coach is gonna kill me. 771 00:42:36,773 --> 00:42:38,334 My parents are gonna fucking kill me. 772 00:42:39,023 --> 00:42:40,606 Fuck. 773 00:42:43,147 --> 00:42:46,188 Cass, I don't even think you wanna have this baby, okay? 774 00:42:46,189 --> 00:42:48,605 It's not a... It's not a fuckin' fairy tale. Like... 775 00:42:48,606 --> 00:42:52,189 It may seem all cute and cuddly to you, but this is real shit. 776 00:42:52,898 --> 00:42:54,647 I'm not even ready to be a dad. 777 00:42:54,648 --> 00:42:57,814 I don't know if that's selfish to say or whatever, but... 778 00:42:57,815 --> 00:43:00,064 Children are fuckin' scary. 779 00:43:02,906 --> 00:43:05,586 You wanted to talk about it, so here we are, we're talking about it. 780 00:43:05,610 --> 00:43:07,402 But I say we don't do it. 781 00:43:08,898 --> 00:43:12,439 I'm not saying I'm gonna have a baby. 782 00:43:14,564 --> 00:43:15,898 (SNIFFLES) 783 00:43:16,886 --> 00:43:19,853 I just wanted to dream about it for a minute. 784 00:43:23,689 --> 00:43:25,105 (EXHALES) 785 00:43:25,939 --> 00:43:27,272 (CASSIE SNIFFLES) 786 00:43:29,898 --> 00:43:31,606 (SNIFFLES) 787 00:43:45,412 --> 00:43:48,298 You'll make the best mother on the planet one day. 788 00:43:50,981 --> 00:43:53,481 - (SNIFFLES) - I say that without a doubt. 789 00:43:59,564 --> 00:44:01,772 (BREATHES DEEPLY) 790 00:44:01,773 --> 00:44:04,647 - Hello? - (MAN ON COMPUTER CLEARS THROAT) 791 00:44:06,314 --> 00:44:09,355 For some reason your screen is black. Should I call you back? 792 00:44:09,356 --> 00:44:12,188 MAN (ON COMPUTER): No, I prefer to keep it that way. 793 00:44:12,189 --> 00:44:14,438 Oh. Okay. 794 00:44:14,439 --> 00:44:16,163 You drive a hard bargain. 795 00:44:16,164 --> 00:44:18,855 (CHUCKLES) Yeah, well, a girl's gotta eat. 796 00:44:18,856 --> 00:44:20,772 MAN (ON COMPUTER): 300 for thirty minutes. 797 00:44:20,773 --> 00:44:25,271 - You should have asked for more. - Really? 798 00:44:25,272 --> 00:44:29,689 MAN (ON COMPUTER): Let me see your whole body. Stand up. 799 00:44:36,689 --> 00:44:38,029 Yes. 800 00:44:38,031 --> 00:44:39,688 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 801 00:44:39,689 --> 00:44:41,522 Keep going. 802 00:44:42,564 --> 00:44:44,064 Yes. 803 00:44:45,522 --> 00:44:47,564 Fantastic. 804 00:44:51,397 --> 00:44:53,355 (UNZIPPING) 805 00:44:59,064 --> 00:45:01,105 Are you nervous? 806 00:45:01,106 --> 00:45:04,688 I-I-I... (CHUCKLES) I mean, I don't usually, um... (SNIFFS) 807 00:45:04,689 --> 00:45:06,438 undress. 808 00:45:06,439 --> 00:45:10,689 MAN (ON COMPUTER): But I am special. Right? 809 00:45:13,147 --> 00:45:14,689 Yes. 810 00:45:15,856 --> 00:45:18,064 MAN (ON COMPUTER): Then say it. 811 00:45:19,731 --> 00:45:21,855 You're special. 812 00:45:21,856 --> 00:45:25,564 MAN (ON COMPUTER): So, get undressed. 813 00:45:26,898 --> 00:45:30,731 (SLOW BREATHING ON COMPUTER) 814 00:45:42,731 --> 00:45:45,898 Oh, wow. 815 00:45:47,023 --> 00:45:53,001 (MAN ON COMPUTER BREATHING HEAVILY) 816 00:45:53,002 --> 00:45:56,230 You're beautiful. 817 00:45:59,898 --> 00:46:01,814 ♪ Boom, bitch, boom, bitch ♪ 818 00:46:01,815 --> 00:46:04,563 ♪ We on the move bitch, ready set go ♪ 819 00:46:04,564 --> 00:46:06,897 ♪ Ready set go, ready, set, go ♪ 820 00:46:06,898 --> 00:46:08,855 ♪ Aim for the stars, if we miss ♪ 821 00:46:08,856 --> 00:46:11,563 ♪ We going to the moon, bitch, ready set go ♪ 822 00:46:11,564 --> 00:46:14,314 ♪ Ready set go, ready... ♪ 823 00:46:14,939 --> 00:46:17,939 - Can you get me a mango La Croix? - NATE: Um-hmm. 824 00:46:17,940 --> 00:46:21,314 - And those cherry rolling papers? - Anything else? 825 00:46:31,856 --> 00:46:34,522 - What up, Fez? - What's up, man? 826 00:46:34,523 --> 00:46:38,189 Yo, can I get, uh, two of the rolling papers, too, bruh? 827 00:46:39,856 --> 00:46:41,605 Yo, man. 828 00:46:41,606 --> 00:46:45,564 I don't know what's been going on with you, Rue, and Jules and shit. 829 00:46:46,272 --> 00:46:50,355 But you should know, I really do care about her. 830 00:46:54,950 --> 00:46:56,928 Aren't you, like, her drug dealer? 831 00:46:57,939 --> 00:46:59,522 Nah, man. 832 00:47:01,064 --> 00:47:03,314 What, are you in a relationship? 833 00:47:04,397 --> 00:47:06,814 (SNIFFS) Nah, bruh, that's like, my family. 834 00:47:06,815 --> 00:47:08,379 NATE: So it's platonic. 835 00:47:09,106 --> 00:47:10,855 Look, man, 836 00:47:10,856 --> 00:47:13,941 all I'm saying is, leave her and her friends alone. 837 00:47:16,105 --> 00:47:17,368 Is that a threat? 838 00:47:19,606 --> 00:47:21,600 Nah, I'm just telling you. 839 00:47:22,439 --> 00:47:23,666 NATE: Or what? 840 00:47:24,981 --> 00:47:27,856 We're not gonna be having this conversation. 841 00:47:37,647 --> 00:47:39,689 NATE: Fezco, let's get this straight. 842 00:47:40,647 --> 00:47:42,522 You're, like, half a retard. 843 00:47:42,523 --> 00:47:45,063 You dropped out of school at 20, and now... 844 00:47:45,064 --> 00:47:46,761 you're a gangster. 845 00:47:47,762 --> 00:47:51,230 What are you, like, fucking Tony Montana? What's the plan? Hmm? 846 00:47:51,231 --> 00:47:54,522 You gonna be living in a mansion, fuckin' pet tigers and shit? 847 00:47:56,177 --> 00:47:58,138 Go fuck yourself. 848 00:47:59,314 --> 00:48:00,991 Listen, bruh. 849 00:48:02,878 --> 00:48:06,510 All I'm sayin', you keep fuckin' with Rue and her friends, 850 00:48:07,090 --> 00:48:08,483 and I'mma kill you. 851 00:48:12,084 --> 00:48:14,355 It's gonna be $5.75, playboy. 852 00:48:14,356 --> 00:48:16,898 (REGISTER TAPE WHIRRING) 853 00:48:28,731 --> 00:48:30,606 - (CAR DOOR SLAMS) - (ENGINE STARTS) 854 00:48:31,731 --> 00:48:33,522 (YELLS) 855 00:48:33,523 --> 00:48:38,105 RUE: An adult bladder can hold two cups of urine. 856 00:48:38,106 --> 00:48:40,980 But if you're telling your bladder to hold off because, say, 857 00:48:40,981 --> 00:48:43,814 you're in the worst depression of your fucking life, 858 00:48:43,815 --> 00:48:46,188 your bladder will eventually fill. 859 00:48:46,189 --> 00:48:48,355 (GROANS, CHUCKLES) 860 00:48:48,356 --> 00:48:50,939 - (LIQUID SLOSHING) - And what begins to happen is... 861 00:48:50,940 --> 00:48:52,897 all of the toxins that your kidneys 862 00:48:52,898 --> 00:48:54,396 have pushed into your bladder 863 00:48:54,397 --> 00:48:56,814 begin to travel back into your kidneys. 864 00:48:56,815 --> 00:48:59,146 (GROANS) 865 00:48:59,147 --> 00:49:01,188 (PANTING) 866 00:49:01,189 --> 00:49:02,563 (WHISPERS): Fuck. 867 00:49:02,564 --> 00:49:05,271 I know what you're thinking. Rue, this is insane. 868 00:49:05,272 --> 00:49:08,105 Don't get a kidney infection. Walk to the bathroom. 869 00:49:09,272 --> 00:49:12,898 Trust me, I'm thinking the same fuckin' thing. 870 00:49:14,856 --> 00:49:16,229 (GROANS) 871 00:49:16,230 --> 00:49:18,105 - (GIGGLING) - Like a little pot? 872 00:49:18,106 --> 00:49:19,480 ("REVERIE" BY ARCA PLAYS) 873 00:49:19,481 --> 00:49:21,147 (SNORTS) 874 00:49:22,606 --> 00:49:26,481 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 875 00:49:31,481 --> 00:49:34,314 (SONG CONTINUES) 876 00:49:43,564 --> 00:49:46,189 (ALL LAUGHING) 877 00:49:47,647 --> 00:49:51,023 (SONG CONTINUES) 878 00:49:55,898 --> 00:49:58,939 (SONG CRESCENDOS) 879 00:50:03,939 --> 00:50:06,522 (RHYTHMIC HEARTBEAT) 880 00:50:11,230 --> 00:50:13,689 (HEARTBEAT CONTINUES) 881 00:50:14,355 --> 00:50:18,689 ("I'M NOT IN LOVE" BY KELSEY LU PLAYING) 882 00:50:24,856 --> 00:50:27,146 ♪ I'm not in love ♪ 883 00:50:27,147 --> 00:50:29,563 - JULES: You remind me of her. - ANNA: Who? 884 00:50:29,564 --> 00:50:31,271 ♪ So don't forget it ♪ 885 00:50:31,272 --> 00:50:33,480 JULES: My best friend. 886 00:50:33,481 --> 00:50:36,105 ANNA: So what's she like? 887 00:50:36,106 --> 00:50:39,772 - JULES: Honestly? Kind of a mess. - (JULES AND ANNA LAUGH) 888 00:50:39,773 --> 00:50:41,522 ANNA: So I'm a mess? 889 00:50:42,355 --> 00:50:45,193 - Yeah. - ANNA: How am I a mess? 890 00:50:46,898 --> 00:50:49,814 - I don't know yet. - (ANNA CHUCKLES) 891 00:50:49,815 --> 00:50:52,064 ♪ Don't think you've got it made ♪ 892 00:50:54,230 --> 00:50:58,605 - ♪ I'm not in love, oh, no ♪ - I think I'm really high. 893 00:50:58,606 --> 00:51:02,271 - (BOTH GIGGLING) - ♪ It's because... ♪ 894 00:51:02,272 --> 00:51:04,606 - JULES: Should I text her? - ANNA: No. 895 00:51:09,898 --> 00:51:12,688 (BOTH BREATHING HEAVILY) 896 00:51:12,689 --> 00:51:14,856 ♪ ♪ 897 00:51:23,105 --> 00:51:24,939 (LAUGHS SOFTLY) 898 00:51:25,898 --> 00:51:28,063 You only get one more. 899 00:51:28,064 --> 00:51:29,688 (PANTING) 900 00:51:29,689 --> 00:51:31,563 (WHISPERS): Fuck. 901 00:51:31,564 --> 00:51:34,188 (WINCES, THEN EXHALES) 902 00:51:34,189 --> 00:51:36,396 (GROANS) 903 00:51:36,397 --> 00:51:38,647 (PANTING) 904 00:51:43,397 --> 00:51:45,606 (EXHALES) 905 00:51:46,689 --> 00:51:49,439 (PANTING CONTINUES) 906 00:51:50,981 --> 00:51:54,147 ♪ ♪ 907 00:51:57,355 --> 00:52:00,439 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 908 00:52:20,481 --> 00:52:21,856 Jules. 909 00:52:22,939 --> 00:52:24,480 What are you doing here? 910 00:52:24,481 --> 00:52:26,969 - NATE: You texted me. - I did? 911 00:52:27,481 --> 00:52:29,481 Did you not want me to come? 912 00:52:31,522 --> 00:52:33,173 You here alone? 913 00:52:34,064 --> 00:52:39,230 ♪ It hides a nasty stain that's lying there ♪ 914 00:52:39,231 --> 00:52:41,022 No, no, no, no, no. 915 00:52:41,023 --> 00:52:44,980 ♪ So don't you ask me ♪ 916 00:52:44,981 --> 00:52:47,063 ♪ To give it back ♪ 917 00:52:47,064 --> 00:52:48,855 I'm scared of you, Nate. 918 00:52:48,856 --> 00:52:51,397 I'm sorry. For everything. 919 00:52:52,939 --> 00:52:55,230 I'm sorry for hurting you. 920 00:52:57,023 --> 00:52:58,480 You... 921 00:52:58,481 --> 00:53:02,146 you were the most beautiful person that I've ever known. 922 00:53:02,147 --> 00:53:04,688 I'm Tyler. (SNIFFS) 923 00:53:04,689 --> 00:53:06,961 I'm the person that you fell in love with. 924 00:53:06,963 --> 00:53:08,129 (JULES SCREAMS) 925 00:53:08,130 --> 00:53:10,730 - (THUDS) - I wanna kill you. 926 00:53:10,731 --> 00:53:13,230 I'm yours. I'm all yours. 927 00:53:13,231 --> 00:53:18,355 ♪ I'm not in love... ♪ 928 00:53:26,731 --> 00:53:28,939 - (SLAPS) - JULES: You're a pussy. 929 00:53:28,940 --> 00:53:31,189 - You're a bitch. - (NATE COUGHING) 930 00:53:33,522 --> 00:53:36,189 And I wish the whole fucking world could know. 931 00:53:37,689 --> 00:53:39,626 (KISSING) 932 00:53:39,627 --> 00:53:43,397 (SONG CONTINUES) 933 00:54:02,773 --> 00:54:04,623 I know this isn't gonna end well. 934 00:54:13,481 --> 00:54:15,481 (SONG ENDS) 935 00:54:17,522 --> 00:54:19,814 (SOMBER MUSIC PLAYS) 936 00:54:25,731 --> 00:54:26,895 Hello? 937 00:54:29,230 --> 00:54:30,989 Yeah, I'd like to report a crime. 938 00:54:32,064 --> 00:54:35,439 - (SIREN BLARING) - (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON POLICE RADIO) 939 00:54:37,147 --> 00:54:39,939 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON TV) 940 00:54:46,230 --> 00:54:47,898 CASSIE: Mom. 941 00:54:51,397 --> 00:54:53,272 I think I need your help. 942 00:55:09,898 --> 00:55:11,064 Come here. 943 00:55:11,522 --> 00:55:14,605 Come here. It's okay. It's okay. I love you so much. 944 00:55:14,606 --> 00:55:15,897 (CASSIE SOBBING) 945 00:55:15,898 --> 00:55:18,315 (WHISPERS): I love you so much. You're so beautiful. 946 00:55:33,189 --> 00:55:34,480 - FEZCO: Fuck! - (BUZZER BUZZING) 947 00:55:34,481 --> 00:55:36,355 - East Highland PD! - (BANGING) 948 00:55:36,356 --> 00:55:37,980 - Open the door! - FEZCO: Come on, bro. 949 00:55:37,981 --> 00:55:39,901 - Hurry the fuck up out there! - (TOILET FLUSHES) 950 00:55:39,902 --> 00:55:41,600 OFFICER: We know you're in there. Open up! 951 00:55:41,601 --> 00:55:43,939 FEZCO: Fuck! Goddamn it! 952 00:55:44,481 --> 00:55:46,897 - Fuck, bro. - What the fuck, man? 953 00:55:46,898 --> 00:55:48,488 Come on, bruh. Hurry up, for real, man. 954 00:55:48,489 --> 00:55:49,554 (POLICE YELLING) 955 00:55:49,555 --> 00:55:51,271 - (CLATTERING) - (BANGING ON DOOR) 956 00:55:51,272 --> 00:55:53,939 - POLICE: Unlock the door! Open up, now! - (FLUSHING) 957 00:55:53,940 --> 00:55:55,980 Goddamn it! 958 00:55:55,981 --> 00:55:58,689 (SNIFFLING, SHUDDERING) 959 00:56:04,355 --> 00:56:06,856 LESLIE: Rue, what's wrong? 960 00:56:08,939 --> 00:56:10,898 (SOBBING) 961 00:56:13,439 --> 00:56:15,522 Okay, baby. Come on. 962 00:56:16,189 --> 00:56:18,355 Come on. Come on. 963 00:56:19,314 --> 00:56:20,688 RUE: I had a therapist once 964 00:56:20,689 --> 00:56:23,396 who said that these states will wax and wane. 965 00:56:23,397 --> 00:56:25,022 Which gave my mother relief, 966 00:56:25,023 --> 00:56:27,188 because it meant that in the bad times, 967 00:56:27,189 --> 00:56:29,355 there would be good times. 968 00:56:32,439 --> 00:56:33,855 But it also gave her anxiety 969 00:56:33,856 --> 00:56:35,980 because it meant that in the good times, 970 00:56:35,981 --> 00:56:37,667 there would be bad times. 971 00:56:38,481 --> 00:56:39,730 It always confused me, 972 00:56:39,731 --> 00:56:42,355 because I didn't really know what it meant. 973 00:56:42,689 --> 00:56:44,606 (WHISPERS): It's okay, baby. 974 00:56:45,856 --> 00:56:47,397 It's okay. 975 00:56:48,314 --> 00:56:49,939 But it did sound a lot calmer 976 00:56:49,940 --> 00:56:52,230 than the way I would describe it. 977 00:57:01,898 --> 00:57:05,439 I think I need to go back on medication. 978 00:57:12,773 --> 00:57:17,773 LESLIE: There you go. How you feel? Okay? 979 00:57:23,898 --> 00:57:26,772 I know you're feeling low right now, baby. 980 00:57:26,773 --> 00:57:30,564 But the fact that you didn't turn back means you're gettin' better. 981 00:57:33,105 --> 00:57:35,064 (WHISPERS): It does. 982 00:57:37,105 --> 00:57:38,606 It does. 983 00:57:42,355 --> 00:57:44,313 RUE: Granted, I didn't realize until later 984 00:57:44,314 --> 00:57:47,563 what waxing and waning implied. 985 00:57:47,564 --> 00:57:50,438 That these feelings were fixed and constant 986 00:57:50,439 --> 00:57:53,606 and would never end for the rest of my life. 987 00:57:56,522 --> 00:57:59,355 (WIND BLOWING) 988 00:58:13,500 --> 00:58:15,647 ♪ ♪ 989 00:58:30,449 --> 00:58:34,292 _ 990 00:58:45,295 --> 00:58:47,313 ♪ Every single night ♪ 991 00:58:47,314 --> 00:58:50,105 ♪ I endure the flight of little wings ♪ 992 00:58:50,106 --> 00:58:52,980 ♪ Of white-flamed butterflies in my brain ♪ 993 00:58:52,981 --> 00:58:56,939 ♪ These ideas of mine percolate the mind ♪ 994 00:58:56,940 --> 00:58:58,355 ♪ Trickle down my spine ♪ 995 00:58:58,356 --> 00:59:00,647 ♪ Swarm the belly, swelling to a blaze ♪ 996 00:59:00,648 --> 00:59:04,063 ♪ That's where the pain comes in ♪ 997 00:59:04,064 --> 00:59:07,897 ♪ Like a second skeleton ♪ 998 00:59:07,898 --> 00:59:11,730 ♪ Trying to fit beneath the skin ♪ 999 00:59:11,731 --> 00:59:14,980 ♪ I can't fit the feelings in ♪ 1000 00:59:14,981 --> 00:59:18,396 ♪ Oh, every single night's alight ♪ 1001 00:59:18,397 --> 00:59:23,355 ♪ With my brai... ♪ 1002 00:59:23,356 --> 00:59:26,855 ♪ ...ain ♪ 1003 00:59:26,856 --> 00:59:30,730 ♪ What'd I say to her, why'd I say to her ♪ 1004 00:59:30,731 --> 00:59:32,438 ♪ What does she think of me ♪ 1005 00:59:32,439 --> 00:59:34,396 ♪ That I'm not what I ought to be ♪ 1006 00:59:34,397 --> 00:59:36,438 ♪ That I'm what I try not to be ♪ 1007 00:59:36,439 --> 00:59:39,814 ♪ It's got to be somebody else's fault ♪ 1008 00:59:39,815 --> 00:59:41,939 ♪ I can't get caught ♪ 1009 00:59:41,940 --> 00:59:45,814 ♪ If what I am is what I am 'cause I does what I does ♪ 1010 00:59:45,815 --> 00:59:47,355 ♪ Then brother, get back ♪ 1011 00:59:47,356 --> 00:59:49,230 ♪ 'Cause my breast's gonna bust open ♪ 1012 00:59:49,231 --> 00:59:53,230 ♪ The rib is the shell and the heart is a yolk ♪ 1013 00:59:53,231 --> 00:59:57,480 ♪ And I just made a meal for us both to choke on ♪ 1014 00:59:57,481 --> 01:00:00,313 ♪ Every single night's a fight ♪ 1015 01:00:00,314 --> 01:00:05,146 ♪ With my brai... ♪ 1016 01:00:05,147 --> 01:00:08,897 ♪ ...ain ♪ 1017 01:00:08,898 --> 01:00:12,772 ♪ I just want to ♪ 1018 01:00:12,773 --> 01:00:16,563 ♪ Feel everything ♪ 1019 01:00:16,564 --> 01:00:20,313 ♪ I just want to ♪ 1020 01:00:20,314 --> 01:00:24,397 ♪ Feel everything ♪ 1021 01:00:42,944 --> 01:00:44,564 LESLIE: Last night, 1022 01:00:44,566 --> 01:00:46,646 I couldn't stop thinking about the day you were born. 1023 01:00:46,670 --> 01:00:47,897 ♪ (VOCALIZING) ♪ 1024 01:00:47,898 --> 01:00:49,647 LESLIE: What if I heard a voice... 1025 01:00:49,648 --> 01:00:51,292 ♪ (VOCALIZING) ♪ 1026 01:00:51,293 --> 01:00:53,146 Some narrator who said... 1027 01:00:53,147 --> 01:00:55,563 ♪ (VOCALIZING) ♪ 1028 01:00:55,564 --> 01:00:57,313 "Here's what's going to happen". 1029 01:00:57,314 --> 01:00:59,314 (VOCALIZING) 1030 01:00:59,773 --> 01:01:02,272 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1031 01:01:02,731 --> 01:01:05,981 - (BREATHES DEEPLY) - ♪ Doing it all ♪ 1032 01:01:06,564 --> 01:01:10,773 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 1033 01:01:14,230 --> 01:01:15,898 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪ 1034 01:01:16,647 --> 01:01:18,188 ♪ I'm gonna disappear ♪ 1035 01:01:18,189 --> 01:01:20,772 Obviously, there's something wrong with her! 1036 01:01:20,773 --> 01:01:23,147 - (GRUNTING) - (PANTING) 1037 01:01:23,689 --> 01:01:24,773 ♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪ 1038 01:01:25,189 --> 01:01:27,480 But all this happened because I left. 1039 01:01:27,481 --> 01:01:29,397 ♪ (MUSIC CONTINUES) ♪ 1040 01:01:31,814 --> 01:01:34,856 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 75828

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