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I'd tell you that they'd run off...

or...

they were at the infirmary.

Some of them I'd say I saw them eating with their families.

"Didn't you see them? Oh, I'm sure you'll see them tomorrow."

Didn't you see them? I'm sure you'll see them tomorrow.

No. I remember, I saw... I saw them,

I know I saw them. They can't be...

I saw Jenkins.

I saw Penbroke.

I saw them.

I saved a few...

so you could make yourself not know about the rest...

I saw...

I saw...

Heather Redmond and her baby. They were playing together.

I saw them. I know I saw them...

I'm a woman...

and a Cylon.

I didn't seduce you.

Hope seduced you.

And the more you ate of it, the less you saw.

You ate yourself blind.

Why didn't you just kill us when you knew that we were lost?

I'm not a monster.

I didn't want to do what I did. I did it when the probabilities dictated it.

You kill when you're in a war.

You kill when you have to.

You kill the ones your enemy values.

It's basic. You should know that.

I trusted you.

How could I have guessed?

Baltar did.

Oh, what, he didn't tell you?

Or did you block that out too?

What did you tell them?

That you stayed behind till the grisly end on New Caprica,

so that you could, what? So you could...

You could feed information to the resistance.

Who do you think allowed you to do that?

- That's a lie. - No, it's not a lie.

You think I'm blind?

You see, I literally had a gun...

pointed to my head.

But nobody forced you to play both sides.

There's not much difference between my brain and yours, Felix.

We can choose...

to not make the connection!

You can see someone kill in front of you...

twice...

and still hang on to your ignorance.

Instead of calling it a flaw, you call it...

hope, or...

faith...

love.

So, I'm asking you Mr. Gaeta...

who is the real traitor in this room?

- I'm not a traitor. - No, of course,

because there are far worse things than being a traitor, aren't there?

If your friends only knew the truth...

But don't worry... I know about your little secret.

I know what your Eight did!