Original subtitles

No way...

What was that just now?

That was definitely...

Takeru...

Takeru has...

Yes, this is...

Even if things hadn't turned out this way,.

you should've been prepared for this since you said you'd protect her.

A frail person changing into someone strong.

The day when she no longer needs your strength would come sooner or later.

Is that really such a bad thing?

sayonara to sasayaku minikuki sekai ni

Whisper goodbye to the unsightly world,.

akaku akai sono hane de subete wo kazatte

and embellish its entirety with those crimson wings.

yogosareru hodo itoshiku omoeru

The filthier this world becomes,.

kono chikyuu de iki wo shiteru mono yo

the dearer its living things are.

nikunde iru hodo dakishimetaku naru

The more I hate it, the stronger my desire to embrace it.

kagami no mae betsu no jibun jitto mitsumeteru

Staring intently at a mirror reveals my dark side.

soshite hito wa yowasa kakusu tame ni

People hide their weaknesses,.

yasashii dareka wo kizutsuketa

by hurting those who are kind.

sayonara to sasayaku minikuki sekai ni

Whisper goodbye to the unsightly world,.

akaku akai sono hane de kirari to maiodoru

and dance around it gloriously with those crimon wings.

douka atsui kisu wo

Please kiss me passionately,.

souyo nando demo

as often as you want,.

abaredashita kokoro ni kizuita nara

if you notice my heart raging violently.

mou ichido kawareru

So I might change once more.

Takeru...

Takeru.

Come here, Takeru.

Mom...

Mommy?

I'm sorry, Takeru.

Mommy was lonely.

Mommy...

Mommy, that hurts!

Mommy...

Mommy!

I'm sorry, Takeru.

Mommy!

Mommy!

Your mother...

...was heartbroken ever since your father's death.

Hikari...

What? What are you talking about?

Your dreadfully beautiful mother.

Stop it!

Why do you know of this?

That's something I finally put behind me!

You could never forget.

The memories of not being loved by your mother have been chiseled into your heart.

As long as you carry that wound, you won't be able to love anyone.

The first thing you'd recall is the fear of being dumped by the one you love.

Stop it!

I don't want to hear it!

You want to feel loved, yet you erect barriers for fear of getting hurt.

You then feel that you're not worthy of love and take on a subservient role.

But... that's just like me.

I'm... no different from you.

Episode 11

Flowing With Time

It looks like the sky is burning.

Takeru!

Stay back!

I can't... control myself!

I'm getting annoyed... and my head is buzzing...

I feel like killing something at random!

I don't get it...

What is this feeling?

Takeru, there's no need to force yourself.

You don't have to hold yourself back.

Just go with your impulses.

No matter how your heart feels, your body wants to kill me.

There's no need to restrain yourself.

You should already know that you're no different from those ugly monsters.

No!

That's not true!

This isn't me!

Hikari, you're also...

I called her Hikari-sama when she assumed a human form, but originally, this being didn't have a name.

Of course, it neither had emotions nor a will of it's own.

Void of needless things that were never necessary to begin with.

Since we're merely a part of this universe's history.

I didn't ask you!

That form you're in has nothing to do with your will.

It's probably due to the living things on this planet.

Those who've tasted the fear of death from me have carved their memories into your body and made you this way.

Despite that, this useless thing you call a heart stands in your way and confuses you.

Let fear and desire handle things and you'll survive.

No!

No, no!

That's not what I want!

I just wanted to protect you!

How can you protect someone if you cannot love?

Someone who's constantly afraid of his old wounds...

Sis...

No!

Don't say that!

He... really could transform...

It can't be...

That can't be...

That can't be Takeru.

B-But there's no doubt about it.

That was definitely Takeru.

What the heck... is going on?

I... don't want to!

Takeru!

Takeru!

Damn it!

What's happening to me?

Hey, Mari!

This is your fault!

This is all your fault!

If you had never come...

What did you do to Takeru?

Fix it back...

Bring everything back to the way it was!

Stop! That Hikari is...

Let go.

No!

I won't let go until everything is back to the way it was!

I said, "Let go!"

Mari!

No!

No...

Sis, you promised...

You promised with me that you wanted things to stay the way they were!

I came to put an end to this stifingly ugly world.

It isn't good or bad.

It's just my primary objective.

No!

You shouldn't destroy this world!

If you're going to try,.

I'll just have to stop you.

Since that's... my duty.

Then do so!

This was fated from the beginning!

I can only... destroy.

But, do you really believe you can do something to me with that?

I know...

I know, so don't say it like that!

Stop it, Akari.

Ryou?

This doesn't suit you.

No, Ryou! Your hand!

It's okay.

See?

There are other things you can do, instead of this.

Hm... It's almost time...

Are those all... butterfy clusters?

What on earth is going to happen?

Let's run!

Run where?

Takeru.

Takeru!

About Hikari...

You're the only one who can do anything about it.

The thing that Hikari had been searching for is you.

The one who can accept her...

That can't be.

Hikari never loved me after all!

She's just like mom...

She's going to abandon me!

Takeru!

Yes, your mother shouldn't have left you.

I understand because the same thing happened to me.

That's why we're best friends, right?

But we can't do anything about that.

That hole can't be filled no matter how hard you try.

What about you, Ryou?

Weren't you the same as me?

I'm the big brother so I had to pull myself together.

I ended up telling Kimi that our parents died.

I couldn't possibly tell her that we were abandoned.

I don't ever want Kimi to feel abandoned.

I don't think I can ever forgive my parents either.

I see...

I always thought you and I were the same,.

but you're strong...

I'm sorry for not noticing your suffering all this time.

But it's not over between you and Hikari.

She's not your mother,.

so stop running from her!

You've still got a chance!

Hikari cannot be separated from you because she was born from your heart!

From me?

What would happen to Hikari if you abandoned her?

You of all people should know!

I'm sorry, Takeru.

Mommy was lonely.

I was lonely.

No.

The one who was lonely...

...was me.

See, Hikari is still over there.

Hikari.

Hey...

What happened here?

Mari!

Is everyone okay?

Yes.

But...

Mom,.

Takeru is...

That's... Hikari?

And that's... who you're calling Takeru?

That's Takeru?

So that transforming stuff was real after all!

Mrs. Nishino, you're diving in the wrong place...

No, don't come!

Hikari, come back to me.

I don't have a place to go back to.

Don't say that.

Don't worry about my appearance.

I love you.

Come, Hikari...

Why aren't you trying to kill me?

Hikari!

My sister can't possibly hate Takeru.

She needs him...

They can't be separated...

Oh boy... Why are they dragging this out?

Did she also get poisoned by this "human heart" thing?

Well, I guess I'll do what I'm supposed to.

So... what happens now?

Come with me if you want to find out.

But aren't you afraid, Jennifer-sama?

In situations like this, living things usually...

Oh, before that...

Don't be silly.

Hey, Icchou!

It may not have been for that long but you did take care of us,.

so allow me to pay my respects before we leave.

What the...?

Oni-kun?

Sumie-sama, your daily home-cooked meals were delicious.

Hey... don't tell me you have something to do with this?

This world will soon meet destruction.

My master has finally given that order.

What are you... saying?

Well, I'm not surprised that you don't understand right away...

This was a pretty good planet to be on but...

Well, this is destiny.

Hikari, do you hate me?

Don't say it like that!

Expecting me to say "that's not it!"

Hikari!

Shut up!

Mari!

I'm in a hurry so I'll be going now.

I don't think we'll meet again but be strong until the time comes.

Whatever.

Hey, Mari!

Well then.

Akari!

Should we go after Mari.... or Ryou?

What a dilemma...

Weren't you running away, Hikari?

What, giving up already?

You're still here?

I wanted to change my theory a bit.

You seem to be different from those monsters,.

since you're using that power for yourself.

You're the one who made Hikari human, and I thought it might end another way under different circumstances.

I may have said a lot of terrible things but please forgive me.

What, you're not even going to lend me a hand?

Sorry but I'm not that nice.

That's not me.

If you're lucky, let's meet again.

Takeru!

Mari!

Isn't this enough?

It's pointless to continue going after Hikari now.

She wasn't even human to begin with.

You can't understand her!

Stop thinking that no one ever loved you.

I'll give you love,.

there's no need to suffer.

Mari...

Thank you.

But...

...Hikari saw into my heart, and I understand hers as well.

Hikari has a heart, too.

She's just like me.

I finally understand that after this shameful struggle.

But I have to do everything I can even if it's shameful.

Takeru...?

Hikari, what about you?

Why won't you kill me with one shot?

I told you not to come!

You're not trying to run at all!

Stop being so persistent!

Cut it out already!

If you're not going to kill me, say that you love me once more!

Hikari!

That's... dirty.

The forest has...!

massugu ni kocchi wo neratteru taiyou

The sun aims straight at us.

natsu to iu hikari ni yakaretai

I want a tan from the bright summer light.

kyou ga donna fuu ni watashi wo kaete yuku no kana

I wonder in what way today is going to change me.

chotto dake fuan demo suteki

Despite some worries, it'll still be great.

hajike tobu waki agaru natsu no kakera ga

A part of summer bursts, jumps, and boils,.

kirari sora ni umi ni sekai ni furi sosogu

hitting the sky, ocean, and world.

dakishimete

Hold me.

sasayaita sono toki anata wa dousuru

What will you do when I whisper those words to you?

ayafuya na yasashisa nanka iranai

I don't want precarious affection.

yokan wa isshun de shinjitsu ni naru kara

Since a hunch can become truth in an instant,.

kono atsui kisetsu ni

in this hot season.

Next Episode

I have a dream.

That one day, I can become a normal girl.

Not Takeru's ideal girl but a normal one.

Because, if I can still love you, nothing can be more wonderful than that, right?

Next time, on the final episode of This Ugly and Beautiful World,.

Final Episode

The Song of My Heart

"The Song of My Heart."