Original subtitles

♫ You are the sun in my life ♫

♫ You're the light of my love ♫

♫ When I'm lost in the dark ♫

♫ Every shadow fades away ♫

♫ You are the sun in my life ♫

♫ You're the light of my love ♫

♫ When I'm lost in the dark ♫

♫ Every shadow fades away ♫

[Episode 8]

- Nie Xi Guang. - Xi Guang!

Don't panic. Look at me.

Can you hear me?

Answer me.

What day of the week is it?

Sun...

Sunday...

Xi Guang!

How is she?

Hello? This is Dorm Building 1, Shuangyuan Photovoltaic,

at No. 1 Yuguang Road, Industrial Park.

We have a fall from height. Patient is unconscious.

We need an ambulance.

No visible cranial trauma.

No palpable scalp hematoma. Vitals are stable.

But there was a brief loss of consciousness.

ETA to the hospital is approximately 15 minutes.

[The Second Afflicted Hospital of Gu Su Medical University]

Xi Guang.

Xi Guang.

Nie Xi Guang, don't fall asleep and try to stay conscious.

I'm so dizzy.

Xi Guang. Don't do this to me.

Xi Guang.

Xi Guang.

You are okay.

Sorry to keep you waiting. There was an emergency.

[Fang Sheng Yi]

Based on the initial assessment, there's no major trauma.

We're sending her for a CT scan first.

Family of the patient...

Why don't you go get cleaned up?

I...

Thanks.

I...

I'm fine, right?

What's your name?

Nie Xi Guang.

And mine?

Lin Yu Sen.

Do you remember how you fell?

I fell while climbing over the balcony.

I'm Sheng Xian Min's grandson.

Does that ring a bell?

Sheng Xian Min?

You mean the Chairman of Shengyuan?

You never mentioned that before.

Good.

You're fully conscious.

You're in the clear.

All your tests came back normal,

and aside from a few scrapes, there's no real damage.

Still, you'd better stay here for observation.

Yin Jie came with the ambulance, and I told her to go back.

She'll come to look after you tomorrow.

She must have been terrified, right?

"She was terrified"?

Your "saint-like" compassion is truly breathtaking.

You actually have the energy to worry about others right now.

If you're really such a saint, why on earth did you...

Look, considering everything I've been through,

could you set aside your personal bias and try being nice for once?

What are you crying for?

You're completely unharmed.

What is there to cry about?

Do I not even have the right to cry anymore?

I wouldn't have fallen if it weren't for your friend's scream.

You've put me through all this and now I have to deal with all your snark.

Why can't I even have a good cry?

- Because of me? - If not you, then who else?

I swear, meeting you is the worst luck I've ever had.

First I tripped, then I got hit by those parts,

and now...

Do you have any idea how exhausting the inventory was?

And now, I've actually fallen off a building.

- Nie Xi Guang. - Lin Yu Sen.

I have a question.

Go ahead.

So what if I'm Nie Cheng Yuan's daughter?

It's not like our families have some bad blood between us.

Why do you keep making things so difficult for me?

Are our families...

really at odds?

The Shengs and your father...

have always been on good terms.

Then why?

I also want to know...

why...

Nie Xi Guang.

Does it hurt that much?

Me too.

What's going on with him?

I'm the one confronting him right now,

so why does it feel like I'm the one who hurt him?

Are you okay?

That word...

Ready? Lift.

[Emergency Room]

Are you still having trouble focusing your vision?

Not at the moment.

About your hand, make sure you don't slack off on the PT.

It won't affect your daily activities.

Doctor, what about performing surgery?

He's a neurosurgeon.

Buddy...

I'm so sorry.

This is all my fault.

- You spent over a decade in med school... - It was an accident.

I'm sorry.

Well, she...

Things came up, so she couldn't make it.

Next time...

I'll make sure to bring her with me.

Don't bother.

Stop crying.

♫ Light cast upon the glass ♫

♫ The way ahead fades from sight ♫

♫ Yet as always, unchanged ♫

♫ You are my dream ♫

♫ The vision of joy ♫

♫ Is shining on the road ahead ♫

♫ The perfect ending is to never part ♫

I won't...

act like that again.

♫ Will time erase the weight of grief? ♫

♫ In the end, I drift all alone ♫

♫ With my eyes open or closed, never can I forget you ♫

I won't...

treat you like that anymore.

I promise.

♫ Seeking the faint glow of you ♫

♫ I don't want to close the story ♫

♫ With its last chapter ♫

Come on, Dr. Lin. Tell me.

So, what's the real story between you and that little patient of yours?

You're being way too attentive.

She fell from a building, and I'm her boss.

Isn't it only right that I'm concerned?

Wow, look at you.

You're practically glowing with "compassion".

She's still not feeling great and needs to stay on the IV.

It's safer to keep her here for observation.

But if you get a patient with more urgent needs,

I'll have her clear out immediately.

Fine. But seriously, come clean.

Do you have a crush on her or what?

Can't you diagnose it yourself?

Already did.

Late-stage delayed love sickness.

What's this?

Wait, it's not for me?

Ms. Chen made some congee.

It's for patients, not for healthy people like you.

Xi Guang, you poor thing.

Are you okay now?

I'm so, so sorry. I deserve to die for this.

If anything had happened to you...

If anything had happened, I...

I might as well just go hang myself.

Why are you being so dramatic?

I'm fine.

It's just...

there's this throbbing pain every now and then.

So, what did the doctor say?

Will these scrapes on your forehead and your hand leave any scars?

They definitely won't. Don't worry.

I'm incredibly sorry.

Alright, that's enough. It wasn't your fault.

Feel like eating some breakfast?

- Yeah. - Careful.

Watch your legs.

Where did you guys get this thermos?

I could have just ordered from the hospital.

It's not ours. We only brought some fruit and this congee.

We ran into Mr. Lin downstairs.

He was just standing there, lost in thought.

He asked us to bring this up to you.

Seems his domestic helper made it and sent it over.

Xi Guang, you're in a private room.

I don't think basic insurance covers a private room, right?

What are you worried about?

Mr. Lin already settled the bill last night.

But honestly, it's the least he could do.

If his friend hadn't been screaming like that,

you wouldn't have been startled and fallen.

How do you know she was his friend and not his girlfriend?

You didn't see how harsh Mr. Lin was with her.

It was actually pretty scary.

The girl was terrified when Xi Guang fell,

but if she were his girlfriend, he would've comforted her, right?

Instead, he completely ignored her.

From what I heard, I think they were just old classmates.

But Xi Guang, don't be too hard on Mr. Lin.

He handled everything himself after getting you to the hospital.

Oh, by the way, you threw up all over him yesterday.

I threw up all over him?

Yep.

Seriously, I'm okay.

Don't worry.

Just go back.

I think I'll probably be back in the office tomorrow.

Don't even think about it. You need to rest for a few more days.

Don't push yourself too hard.

We'll head to work now and swing by after we finish.

- Alright, we're heading out. - Go ahead.

Bye.

Bye.

- Bye. - Bye.

See ya.

But Xi Guang, don't be too hard on Mr. Lin.

He handled everything himself after getting you to the hospital.

Before the ambulance arrived,

he was giving you first aid and checking your vitals.

He even had to hold you up while you threw up all over him.

Otherwise, you would've just slipped right off.

I wonder how his hand is doing.

Yesterday, he just lunged forward and caught you with one hand.

He hit the ground on his knees.

[Nie Xi Guang: Thanks for yesterday]

[Nie Xi Guang: Thanks for yesterday]

Thanks for yesterday. [Nie Xi Guang]

[Mr. Lin] No problem.

"No problem"?

I've said my thanks.

That should be enough, right?

♫ You pretend your smile is strong ♫

♫ But the pain still shows through ♫

♫ You are the sun in my life ♫

♫ Yet I could not reach you through the long night ♫

♫ I can only wait in silence ♫

How are you feeling now? [Mr. Lin]

♫ You are the sun in my life ♫

♫ Yet I could not reach you through the long night ♫

♫ I can only wait in silence ♫

♫ Hoping the dawn will break ♫

How are you feeling now? [Mr. Lin]

Sorry, I just fell asleep. [Nie Xi Guang]

I'm feeling much better now.

[Mr. Lin]

I'll check on you in a bit.

Wait, he's actually coming?

Talk about a man of his word.

I just happened to be passing by your door.

[No need]

Lie down.

You should get some proper rest.

I feel fine now.

Um...

I am so sorry.

Yin Jie told me that last night,

I threw up all over you.

I was a doctor.

I've seen much worse.

Yin Jie said your hand got hurt.

It's okay.

Nie Xi Guang.

If I were to forget everything that happened before,

what about you?

Can we wipe the slate clean...

for how I treated you, too?

Is he asking for a truce?

[Forced overtime]

[Taking me to the hospital and getting thrown up on]

[His friend making me fall]

[Somehow cursing him into getting injured]

I don't really hold a grudge.

That's good.

But...

why the sudden talk about wiping the slate clean?

Because I'm afraid...

I'm afraid of seeing patients cry.

Hold on. Was he actually going to say

"I'm afraid of your tears"?

I don't usually cry anyway.

Dr. Lin.

I thought you went home. What are you doing back here?

You didn't sleep all night and still going strong?

You're really the legendary machine of our med school.

A back-to-back shift like mine should've been yours.

Come on, let me introduce you all,

my junior from both college and grad school abroad,

Lin Yu Sen, Dr. Lin.

I know you, Dr. Lin.

I've read your paper on brainstem tumors.

Too bad when I was there for my fellowship,

I heard you'd already resigned.

So, Dr. Lin, where are you stationed these days?

I'm actually not a doctor anymore.

What? Why?

Everyone has their own path.

Okay. We can catch up later.

Nie Xi Guang, right?

I'm Dr. Fang, your attending physician.

Is your head still hurting?

A little bit.

It's like a throbbing pain.

Where exactly?

That's normal.

After all, you fell from the second floor.

It's impossible to come away from that completely unscathed.

It'll take time to recover. Don't rush it.

Okay.

Judging by your scans, there's nothing serious.

However, it's best to stay in the hospital for observation for a bit longer.

Get some good rest.

I'll come by another time.

It's the perfect chance for some alone time,

and you just walked out?

I had no reason to stay.

Are you serious? You're never gonna get the girl like that.

Guess I'm gonna play wingman for you.

By the way, I actually have a surgery coming up.

It's right up your alley.

Mr. Lin.

You don't have to bring me breakfast.

I actually have something on the way.

It was just an afterthought.

Your attending physician is an old classmate of mine.

He has a surgery coming up and it's right up my alley.

So he asked me to consult on the surgical plan.

I see.

Don't you have to work?

Yesterday, I worked until 3 AM.

And now I'm on my annual leave.

Three point zero by two point seven centimeters.

It is in a tricky spot.

It's pressing against the brainstem.

Given the size and location, I'd still recommend a craniotomy.

It offers a better success rate.

The patient is leaning toward Gamma Knife.

I remember you have a patient with a similar tumor profile?

That one was even riskier.

I've seen the charts for that case. Severe facial nerve adhesion.

Yet somehow, you saved the hearing. And no facial paralysis either.

That was incredible work.

There was minor facial numbness post-op,

but it cleared up within two weeks.

Dr. Lin, your preservation rate is insane.

I've only done a few cases.

It's not enough for a real statistic.

I'd say luck played a big part.

He really does love being a doctor.

That's pure skill.

With more surgeries, that rate will only go up.

Dr. Qin is being so clueless.

He knows Lin quit, but didn't even check why.

How could he say that?

[Just]

"Just"?

Just about time for dinner.

How about we all grab a bite?

We've been slammed with so many tasks lately.

Dinner time. Our patient, you can join us too.

Me too?

Yeah.

Since we kind of took over your room,

consider this our payback.

I've seen it before.

What kind of patient ends up having every meal with their doctors?

So, you're saying every meal you eat is either brought by Mr. Lin,

or you're eating with him, Dr. Fang, and others?

Yeah. Ms. Chen said she makes the food for Mr. Lin.

He's here for business anyway,

so he just had Ms. Chen make an extra portion for me.

Does that even sound logical to you?

No. That's exactly why I asked you over.

Xi Guang,

don't you think Mr. Lin might actually be into you?

Seriously? Try using your head.

If that were the case,

his emotional wiring would be completely out of whack.

How does someone flip a switch

from "giving me a hard time" to "having feelings for me" just like that?

So, it must be that he's actually

discussing some complex surgery with the other doctors.

Plus, he probably feels somewhat responsible for my fall.

Besides, it's not like he's the one delivering the food.

Ms. Chen brings it over,

and he just goes downstairs and picks it up,

checks on me for a second, and leaves right after.

If he stays...

it's only to talk shop or trade hospital gossip with the doctors.

In this room?

Yup.

Can you even understand what they're saying?

That's why I asked you to bring my game console.

Mr. Lin's idea of annual leave is truly out of this world.

Is he some kind of workaholic?

It's one thing to pull crazy overtime at the office,

but spending his time off in a hospital?

Yeah.

Dr. Fang said he's always been so hardcore.

Even back in med school, he was a total machine.

He was even more of it once he started at the hospital.

He'd spend a dozen-odd hours in surgery and not even break a sweat.

Your attending physician

has shared quite a lot of gossip about Mr. Lin with you, hasn't he?

Yeah, he seems to love chatting with me.

He's actually...

a bit of a chatterbox.

I really can't imagine Mr. Lin as a doctor.

Xi Guang, has your relationship with him improved?

This is your chance.

Stop being so difficult.

It's alright, I guess.

Well... I can't bite the hand that feeds me.

We have some normal conversations now.

I think the way Mr. Lin treats you is a far cry from how he used to.

But...

why the sudden talk about wiping the slate clean?

Because I'm afraid...

I'm afraid of seeing patients cry.

Yin Jie.

Do I look absolutely terrifying when I cry?

Or is it more like...

the "damsel in distress" look?

The kind that makes others change their minds?

I haven't actually seen you cry yet.

Come here.

- What? - Let me give you a pinch and see.

No way.

Doctor, help!

Cry for me.

Mr. Lin.

Have a seat.

I'm stuck on a really tough level.

Just a sec. Take a seat.

This is killing me.

I'm dying here.

♫ Raindrops ♫

♫ Falling out of time when you are near ♫

♫ Singing in silence ♫

♫ And the world stops ♫

♫ Spinning out of line so uncontrollably ♫

♫ When you are near me ♫

♫ Am I dreaming? ♫

I'm so sorry. I just reached a new level. [Nie Xi Guang]

I got a little too into it.

That was pretty rude of me.

[Mr. Lin]

You shouldn't be engaging in such intense mental activity right now.

Okay, Dr. Lin.

Did you beat the level?

Not yet.

Five, six, seven, eight.

Two, two, three, four,

five, six, seven, eight.

Three, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight.

Four...

Eight. Two, two, three...

Come in.

Good morning.

You seem to be in high spirits today.

I am, Mr. Lin.

I feel like I'm back to 100%.

When can I be discharged?

You'll have to ask your attending physician about that.

I know hospital life can be boring, so I brought you some things.

What are these?

Wait, did you go back to the office just for these?

Actually, I'm not a workaholic like you.

I don't like working overtime at all.

Playing games is mentally draining. You should use work to unwind.

Are you sure this counts as "unwinding"?

Of course. You're using a different part of your brain.

Trust me. I have a PhD in Neurosurgery.

Just...

leave the game to me.

I'll clear that level you were stuck on yesterday.

[Game Over]

[Game Over]

♫ A patch of heavy clouds above ♫

♫ That winding, twisting road we walk ♫

♫ Stopping and going countless times ♫

♫ Love feels less rushed that way ♫

♫ The rain from yesterday has finally cleared ♫

♫ And today the sunshine feels so warm and bright ♫

♫ I used to hide away in the corner ♫

♫ But now I long to follow close behind you ♫

♫ How much longer must I keep missing out? ♫

♫ When it's only you who makes my heart race ♫

♫ I've rushed through the endless crowd ♫

♫ I'm holding your hand at this moment ♫

♫ Clutching tight, with tender arms ♫

♫ I just want to keep your gentle smile ♫

♫ I've made it past the endless trials ♫

♫ I'm gazing into your eyes at this moment ♫

♫ No turning back or fear of winter's chill ♫

♫ The sunlight shines like you ♫

♫ And like me ♫

♫ Dreams realized, broken and gone ♫

♫ Nothing more than a dream all along ♫

♫ Wake up to the bright lights on the streets ♫

♫ I'm here by your side ♫

♫ The sky dimmed, deepened and died ♫

♫ Nothing more than some rain inside ♫

♫ Open the window to boundless blue skies ♫

♫ Side by side, just you and I ♫

♫ Side by side, just you and I ♫