All language subtitles for Greys.Anatomy.S22E09.WEB

When it comes to surgery,

the adage "It's better
to ask for forgiveness
than permission"

doesn't apply.

Trim me up
and make me a new man.

All right, man.

Big day for you
at the hospital?

You might say that.

We must obtain
informed consent from our
patients before any procedure.

It's roommate code.

If Mohanty comes over,
I get a heads-up.

Okay, no, roommate code
is paying your bills on time

and doing your own dishes.

Adams will back me up.

I live with my aunt.

Your life makes me sad.

Hey. I thought you had
a thing against chocolate
for breakfast.

I do, but Sally doesn't.

She also likes sports bars,

'90s grunge cover bands,
and small-batch bourbon.

Things still
going well for her and Rob?

They're going well enough

that she's not thinking about
a certain attending

and what he's doing, or who.

-Love that for Sally.
-Love that for Sally.

Do you know who Sally is?

No. She sounds like
a good time.

It's not just a way
to cover our asses
if something goes wrong.

We want you to understand
the care you'll receive
and the risks involved.

You still stuck
on the hormone correlation?

I can't figure out how to
replicate a good data set.

Well, you could remove ovaries
from the female mice

to see if lack of estrogen
affects the equation.

-Or I could castrate
the male mice.
-Or you could do that.

That works also.

I need a break. Can I help you?

Yeah, you can cut carrots
for the salad.

Okay.

You really went all out.

I am giving her
the benefit of the doubt.

Eight years is a long time to
go without speaking to someone.

In my defense,
a lot of that time
she was drunk or high,

but Charlotte says
she's doing really well.

Says she's sober
and that she has
a new project or something.

You're excited to see her.

I am. Yeah, we used to be
really close, especially after
we lost our mom.

When she's not
detonating her life,
she's actually really funny.

She's a lot more fun than I am.

Well, I can't wait to meet her.

Looks like you won't have to.

Hey, big brother.

Erica, who's this?

This is Miles.

My son.

Come in.

Hi.

We want you
to know exactly what
you're getting yourself into.

Everyone's fired.

She doesn't mean it.

You are a VIP. You should be
in a private room.

-This place looks like
a cattle pen.
-I'm fine.

I told that nurse to put
that IV in your right arm.

Does anybody talk to anybody
around here?

Michael, can I have a word?

I'm sorry, my wife, she's--

A woman
who knows what she wants.

That's one way to put it.

-What kind of doctor is she?
-A urologist.

I'm having surgery for
prostate cancer. She's antsy.

Understandable.

-Curtis James.
-Oh, Richard Webber.

You people
need to communicate.

I've got prostate cancer too.
Stage IV.

It spread to my spine,
so they're putting a catheter
in to help with the pain.

I hope
it makes you comfortable.

I just want to spend
as much quality time
with my kids as I can.

I said,
"Get him a private room."

No, no.

I see Catherine's having
a word with Nurse Michael.
How are you?

-Doing a lot better than
Nurse Michael.
-Good.

So, I kept my schedule light
in case you need anything.

Oh, good. I need you
to occupy my wife.

She's making the staff nervous.
I don't need that today.

How about I round on
your patients or anything else?

She's replaced three of
my nurses in half an hour.

Give me that. You all need
a better system for this.

I'll do my best.

Are you telling me
that you can't find the chief

of this hospital
a private room?

Good luck, Richard.

Listen,
I'm telling you it's okay.

Give the man a VIP room now.

We can put
the baby right here.

I don't wanna ruin
your furniture.

No. It's okay.
I have three kids who have
already taken care of that.

I'm barely managing the one.

-I can take your coat.
-Actually, you have two.

Charlotte's an adult.
It's a little different.

Oh, thank God he slept

-almost the whole drive here.
-You drove from Madison?

You think I'm gonna fly
with a six-week-old?

I didn't think anything.
I didn't know there was a baby.

Yeah, well,
I thought I would surprise you.

Slash, I didn't want you
to pass judgment on Miles
before you met him.

Well, I'm not judging him.

Does the baby need
anything else?

No, thank you. There's
a pacifier. I'll find it.

-Okay.
-Thank you.

-Who's the father?
-You gonna beat him up
after gym class?

I'm just asking
who the father is.
Who's the father?

His name's Ken.
We dated a little over a year,
then we broke up.

I broke it off.
It was my decision.

Oh, okay. Well, as long as it
was your decision.

Is everybody hungry?
Lunch is ready.

-Thank you so much.
-Okay.

If he needs
a vascular procedure, he's
mine. You've had easily 20.

Sally has done...

Uh, we were paged
for a consult?

Uh, Mitch Lau, I'm Dr. Millin.
This is Dr. Adams.

We hear that
you're experiencing tingling
and weakness in your left arm?

Uh, and some occasional
sharp pain.

I teach tennis lessons,
so I get weird shoulder stuff.

Mind if we examine you?

Have you experienced
anything like this before?

No, but it said online
that left arm tingling
is a sign of a heart attack?

Tell me I'm being paranoid.

It's better to be safe, and we
will get you checked out.

Right.

Sorry if this is a little
uncomfortable, Dr. Webber.

Do whatever you have to do.
I mean, you're in charge.
I trust you.

You ready, sir?

I'm ready. I know the drill.

Ten,

nine,

eight...

seven...

six...

Curtis?

What are you doing here?

Be straight with me.

How much longer do I have?

It's hard to say.

But you're not dying today.
Look, I've got you.

Someone get me a defibrillator.

You can't save him.

Dad?

I need a hand here.

I told you
there's nothing you can do.

Look, I'm a doctor.
I'm not gonna let him just...

Look, he has a family.

Let's charge to 200.

Make me a new man, will you?

You're not getting a trim now.
This man is dying.

He's already gone.

That's not true.
Look, his BP's--

Those monitors
don't know anything.

You don't know
what you're talking about.

Look, he's got
metastases in his spine,

his lymph nodes, his bladder.

They're gonna find it in
his bones next.

He's been through chemotherapy,
hormone therapy, surgery.

He can't walk
without debilitating pain,

which is why he's getting
the intrathecal pump.

But we all know
that's just palliative care.

There are people
who have survived
stage IV prostate cancer.

He just needs one of epi.

Not enough, not him.

And not me.

Squeeze my hands.

Should I tell my boss I'm not
gonna make the lunch shift?

I didn't know tennis
had a lunch shift.
Flex your elbows.

I'm also a server
at Fisherman's Lure.

The lunch crowds tip
really well.

Business lunches.
Lots of people
with corporate credit cards.

You waited tables too?

No, I have a brother who stole
a corporate credit card.

He was a generous tipper,
at least.

They help a lot.
I'm a rideshare driver too.

Just trying to get by
since I got laid off.

-I'm sorry.
-Yeah.

I grew up here
during the tech boom

when every kid thought
learning to write code

was a ticket to a house
on Mercer Island

and a holiday company party
with Sting.

Well, we all have dreams.

I started coding
in middle school,

eventually got a degree
in computer science,
with honors.

Then AI happened. I trained
a computer to take my job.

All right, we're ready for
the chest X-ray.

He's got an opacity
behind his collarbone.

If it's a mass pressing on
his brachial plexus
or subclavian vein,

that might explain
the tingling in his arm.

I'll call radiology
and page cardiothoracic.

Sorry, what's happening?

Not sure yet. We want to get
a CT scan to find out more.

You might wanna call your boss.

Well, there go my tips.

Last year we rebuilt
the residency program
and restored its reputation.

It's time to level up.

This year I want to integrate
VR into our skills lab,

and I want to expand
the wellness program

with a meditation area
and more team building.

Sounds good.

And to kick things off,
we'll take the residents

on an all-expenses-paid retreat
on the French Riviera.

Mm-hmm?

I'm sorry,
did you say something?

I know that you are worried
about Richard's surgery,

but you can trust his team.

Miranda, please. I know Richard
is in great hands.

-Okay.
-Read line 45, page two.

Uh, Richard's estate plan--
this seems private.

He was updating it
this morning.

He has a burial plot
at Lakeshore.

Well, that's a nice cemetery.

Next to Adele Webber.

So that's what
you're upset about?

The man wants to be buried
next to his dead ex-wife.

Well, technically,
she's not an ex.

I'm his wife now.

Well, what does it matter?
You're all dead.

Are you and Warren
planning to be buried
next to each other?

No, actually,
I'm planning to be cremated.

I am going to sit in
my children's homes,

so they have to look at me
before doing anything stupid.

Not me.
I wanna be laid in the ground,

next to the man
I pledged my life to.

Well, you are Catherine Fox.

If you feel so strongly,
do something.

-You're right.
-Yeah.

He wants to be buried
next to Adele,

I'll just buy the damn plot
on the other side. Mmm.

Hello, Lakeshore.

You'll need more tests
to be sure,

but it looks like you have
a benign brachial
plexus schwannoma.

The only word I understood
was "benign."

Uh, Dr. Kwan.

Schwannomas are tumors
that develop within the nerves.

So, in your case,
you have a large tumor
in the brachial plexus

that is affecting your arm.

Yeah, that's why you feel
occasional pain and tingling.

This could really mess up
my ability to serve.

He teaches tennis lessons.

I was thinking about
at the restaurant.

He has a couple of jobs.

What do I do about it?

You'll wanna
have it surgically removed.

Our cardiothoracic department
will submit

a prior authorization request
for your insurance,

and once they approve it,
we can schedule surgery.

Schwannomas grow slowly,
but eventually,
it will destroy the nerve.

You don't wanna ignore it.

Don't think I could
if I wanted to.

Well, it was good
to meet you, Mitch.

How long does this
prior authorization thing
usually take?

Well, I'm not an expert,
but maybe a month,

and then another two months
to schedule surgery.

I'm not sure I can work
much longer like this.

Yeah, some patients apply
for disability.

Is that enough to pay rent?
I don't wanna move back
with my parents.

You can push
your insurance company to
fast-track the authorization,

and we can submit
a peer-to-peer review for them.

I have a better shot
at winning Wimbledon

than getting past
their automated phone system.

I wish there was more
we could do.

Yeah, the guy who laid me off
said the same thing.

We'll, uh,
go get your paperwork.

Okay. Okay.

It is so nice to eat
a homemade meal
after two days of fast food.

-Well, there's more
if you want it.
-Are you sober?

-Nick.
-No, it's okay.

-Surprised you
didn't ask sooner.
-Is that a no?

Two years and change.
I go to AA meetings every week,

and you will be happy to know
I am gainfully employed.

Really?

Where do you work?

I am an office manager
at a law firm downtown.

So, yeah. Although, I'm on
maternity leave right now,

but they've been
really, really good to me.

I just... You know,
I wanted a chance to be
a mom and to do it right.

Uh, but Miles is such
a good baby.

Ugh. During the day. At night,
it's a whole different story.

You know, when my youngest
was a baby, I used to just
have to put her in the car

and drive around
the neighborhood for hours.

That's the only way
he'll go to sleep.

How old are your kids?

That's my cue.

Let me get him. It's not
every day I get to hold a baby.

She's great. This place is,
like, just gorgeous.

Hey, listen, we're not done
talking about you.

Baby, job, sobriety.

Those...
Those are the headlines.

-Do you not believe me?
-Do you not see why I wouldn't?

The last time I saw you,
you told me to get
my act together,

and so I did.

So now, for the first time
in my entire life,

I have a job with benefits.

I already picked out
a day care.
I got my act together.

How can you not see
the difference?

Because we
have been here before.

That's why.

-All right.
-Where are you going?

To the bathroom. You wanna
lock up your medicine cabinet?

I already did.

Hey, you know,
our patients are typically
inside the hospital.

I'm writing a letter
for Mitch's insurance.

Well, don't use AI.
It's what got him into
this awful situation.

Speak to a representative.

Representative.

Representative!

What happened to human contact?

You know, I'm surprised you
wouldn't rather talk to robots.

There were a lot of times when
my parents couldn't make rent

or pay for food or bus passes,

and the only reason we got by
is because people went
out of their way to help us.

Robots don't care.

I thought you got by
'cause your parents were
low-key hustlers.

That, too.

His pain will be
ten times worse
by the time he gets approved,

if he gets approved.

Yeah, and the irony is that
by then it could be emergent

and the insurance
would have to cover it anyway.

I have an idea
on how we can help him.

One of your parents' schemes?

No, this one's inspired
by my friend Sally.

No,
please don't transfer me.

Uh, Mitch.

They've got me on
a 30-second loop
of Vivaldi's "Four Seasons."

Play the whole damn thing,
why don't you?

Are you sure about this?

Why wouldn't I be?

'Cause you could wait
and discuss this with Richard.

Miranda, burial plots
are like prostates.

Once they're gone,
they're gone.

Can't say
I ever thought of it that way.

I can always sell it
if I change my mind.

Property with a lake view
is always a good investment.

I just don't want
your plans for death

to get in the way of you
being there for Richard now.

I have no trouble
multitasking, dear.

I just think that
you might want to make
this decision with Richard

rather than
while he's under anesthesia.

Hello. Yes, Lakeshore,
I am still here.

One moment. Miranda.
Go, go, go, go.

Come on, honey.

That man owes me.

Yes, this is Catherine Fox.

Have a seat.

Get a trim.

And fill me in on your life.

A man just died there.

Suit yourself.

Are we really
not gonna talk about it?

Dwelling on unpleasantries
won't bring him back.

I meant you.

It won't bring me back either.

I've got it now.

That's why I'm here.

If you're hoping for some
father-son bonding over this,

that's not happening.

I wanted to know
your experience.

-You never said much.
-Because it's a private matter.

We're family, and family
shouldn't have to suffer alone.

I wasn't suffering.
I was stoic.

That's how Webber men do it.

Yeah, I remember how
you snapped at me

for not holding it together
at Mom's funeral.

Was there a problem with that?

I was ten.

I had feelings.
I wanted you to talk to me.

Now you want to dredge up
the past. All right, all right.

Let's talk about how you--
how you used to do that--

that Johnson boy's
math homework so he wouldn't
beat you up after school.

Or when you tried
to kiss Mary Hodge
at the junior high dance.

But she turned and you
ended up with your lips pressed
against her shoulder.

How do you know
all these things?

This is your dream, man.
It's all you.

Still wanna talk about this?

Can you clean me up?

Yeah, that's more like it.

Now, tell me.

What have I missed?

I have a daughter.

Her name is Margaret.
Or Maggie.

She's brilliant.

Mmm.

So, it looks like a lipoma.

Yeah, we should
probably get a CT scan of this.

Here we go.

Uh, hey, excuse me,
I need help.

I have a tumor
in my upper chest,

and I started having
acute onset severe pain
and weakness in my arm.

Oh, I can help you, Mister...

Lau. Mitch Lau.
I was here this morning.
I-I should be in the system.

Yeah. Follow me.

Okay.

And when did your pain
get worse?

- It's onset, so... Uh...
What do we do?

She couldn't even
get through lunch
without blowing up.

Yeah, but you jumped on her
about the baby.

Because I didn't know
there was a baby.

She always used to do this
when we were kids.

Have secret babies?

No. Bury the lede.

She could never just say,
"Hey, I lost your jacket,"

or, "I got a parking ticket
with your car,"

or, "I'm dating the guy
you hate on the swim team."
I know, dude.

Then you'd find out

and she'd act like you were
the idiot for thinking
she should've told you.

Would you have been
any less mad?

I don't know. I never got
the chance to find out.

What did she think
was gonna happen here?

Maybe that you'd fall in love
with him and support her
as a new mom.

You were genuinely excited
about her visit this morning.

Maybe let's not
jump to conclusions.

People can start over.
Amelia did.

Erica is not Amelia.

What was that?

Hang in there, bud.

Her car is gone.

Dr. Dhaliwal to oncology...

Great. Now I'll come around.

Okay, one more time for me.

Okay.

You know, I'm so sorry.

-I'll be right back.
-Mm-hmm.

-I'm examining a patient.
-We know. We saw him
this morning.

-We think Beckman
should do the consult.
-Ndugu already saw him.

Which is why we think it would
be good to have a second
opinion, like Beckman's.

Stop being weird.

Ndugu submitted Mitch's case
to his insurance for approval,

but that takes time.
Mitch doesn't have time.

-So he's faking it?
-No.

The arm pain is real.

He has a large schwannoma
in his brachial plexus.

He was laid off
and he's doing a bunch of jobs

that require
the use of his arm.

If he doesn't work,
he doesn't get paid.

So you told him
to fudge his symptoms.
Who came up with this plan?

Sally. Can you just
play along, please?

I don't think I can.
I'm a terrible liar,
and I think it's too late.

You called for a consult?

Wasn't this guy
here already today?

Yeah, he's got a benign
brachial plexus schwannoma.

Yes, he came back
with acute onset severe pain.

-I think his tumor
might have ruptured.
-Okay, I'll take a look.

Um, I'm sorry.

Nice to see you guys again.

She is a really terrible liar.

Well, just smile and nod.
Just smile and nod.

I don't know where you are,
I don't know what you're doing,

but you need to get back here
right now.

Oh, God.

I can't believe
this is happening again.

Every time. Every time.

I want her to be okay so badly,
I ignore all of the red flags.

Well, she's only been gone
a few minutes.

-Yeah, but this is
how it starts.
-Should we go look for her?

Honestly, I wouldn't even know
where to begin.

Well, when Amelia's
feeling anxious,
she goes to a meeting.

Yeah, or we could just go to
every bar in a ten-mile radius.

I'm just trying to help.

Well, you're not.
You don't know her.

-Now where are you going?
-Gonna go get more diapers
and formula.

-There's diapers
and formula in the bag.
-Guessing it won't be enough.

She sounds like a spitfire.

Oh, she is.

She has our hands
and Mom's stubborn streak.

Yeah, I believe you
also got that streak.

And she's pregnant.

It's a boy.

Ah. Another Webber man.

Well, actually, he's a Pierce.

Nah, he's got our genes.

Congratulations, Grandpa.

-This is nice.
-I told you.

No. Maggie needs to know this.

What? Can you repeat that?

Uh, she should know
about our family history

in case her son
has a higher risk
of prostate cancer.

What?

You know,
I'm gonna unplug this thing.

I don't understand. This noise,
it doesn't bother you?

You're too sensitive. Relax.

Come on now. Sit down.

Close your eyes.

Ah, it's getting worse.

It doesn't go away.

But, eventually,
you'll stop hearing it.

So what do you--
what do you think?

Well, all signs point to
a possible intratumoral bleed,
except one.

Kwan?

The CT we did earlier
that didn't show any bleeding?

Bingo. Do you think
there's a chance that
he's exaggerating his pain?

I don't think so.

I mean, I guess it's possible.

Can't symptoms
escalate pretty quickly
if a tumor suddenly bleeds?

They could, yeah.

Okay, do we really wanna
question his pain level?

Okay. Book an OR
and I'll meet you there.

-Yeah.
-It's a good call,

'cause even a benign tumor
can be dangerous
if it expands rapidly

-or if there's
sudden internal--
-Cut the crap.

I know what you're doing.
Adams and Millin, too.

His tumor could destroy
the brachial plexus. He could
lose function of his arm.

I am already in hot water
with Bailey for going rogue
this year, okay?

I cannot be a part of this,
and you better be
smarter about it too.

I won't save your asses twice.

Had to go to
two different stores
to find the right size diapers.

I got formula,
glass bottles, wipes.

-How is he? How's Miles?
-He's fine.

Okay. Mer, I'm sorry. I just...
I just... I had to get out.

I had to wrap my head around
her abandoning ship.

Well, that seems to run
in the family.

Can you not do that?
Can you not equate us?

I told you
I was going to the store.

Meanwhile, she's
a human tornado that swoops in
and destroys my life.

-Not if you don't let her.
-You think I can control
what she does?

I think you can control
the way you react to her.

She's a new mother
and she's probably exhausted.

And your life looks
pretty intact to me.

So why don't you
just take a beat
and not rush to assumptions?

Yes, sure, but you
have to understand, Mer.

Before she left me
with Charlotte,

I was gaining respect
as an attending
at a prestigious hospital.

I just put an offer on a house.

I bought a ring.

You've never mentioned
that you were engaged.

I wasn't engaged.
She left before
I had a chance to propose.

Becoming a parent
to a ten-year-old wasn't part
of Ashley's plan, all right?

It doesn't matter.

The truth is, I'm scared.
I'm scared, all right?

I love this life
we're building-- me, you,
the kids, our work.

I don't wanna lose it.
Do you understand that?

I don't wanna lose it.

Well, you're in luck, because I
don't scare that easily.

So whatever it is,
we'll figure it out together.

Hi.

More suction.
Kwan, tell me what you see.

The schwannoma is
well-encapsulated.

There is a lot of
cystic degeneration, but it
looks like the nerve is intact.

-Correct. And?
-He'll be back
to playing tennis soon?

There's no internal bleeding.

Do either of you see
any hemorrhaging
around the nearby vessels?

- No.
- Nothing.

That's right. Given
the amount of pain he had,
something's not adding up.

Griffith, any ideas?

Could the tumor
have been trapped between
the scalene muscles?

That is possible,
but not likely.
How'd he describe his pain?

He said he had
acute onset severe pain
and weakness in his arm.

Or something like that.
Do you need suction?

Okay, let's place
a drain and finish this up,

and someone tell Millin
I wanna talk with her.

Why do you need her?

Just have a few questions.

It looks like Richard
will be out of surgery soon.

Okay, thank you.

Oh, you didn't get the plot?

It already
belongs to someone.

I tried to buy them out,

but it turns out
that their family has been
dying there for generations.

You know, the vow is
"Till death do us part."

I know. I've said it twice,
and twice it didn't stick.

You know,
when I was divorcing Robert,

he said to me that
I was a hard woman to love.

Well, that's
a horrible thing to say.

It wasn't wrong.

So I just poured my heart into
raising Jackson and my career.

I had a couple of
memorable entanglements.

We don't need the details.

The more time went on,

the more finding true love
just seemed like
a thing of the past.

And then I met Richard.

I met Richard, and all
I could see was our future.

Places we'd go,
things we'd see,
what we'd say to each other.

I didn't have an exact list.

I just knew that
I wanted to experience
everything with him.

And whatever time
we had left would...

would never be enough.

That's why unity in death...

gives me peace.

Oh, that's lovely.

But maybe
you can find that peace

without having to be buried
right next to him.

Miranda, what...

what service are you using
for your cremation?

I'd like to do that.

Well, there you go.

Spread my ashes
all on top of Richard's grave.

I'll be closer to him
than Adele.

That is not what I meant.

This makes me feel
so much better. Thank you.

Okay, when can I go see
my husband?

-Stop poking at me.
-When did this happen?

It doesn't matter.
It is what it is.

You distracted me. Why did you
let me just gab on and on?

Well, we were both having
a good time.

We could've had more time
if you'd said something.
I am a doctor.

Are you saying
this was my fault?

You knew
I chose this profession
to help people like Mom.

Dad, why didn't you
let me help you?

So now I've robbed you
of your chance
to play the hero, huh?

I didn't say that.

Look, you saw how
I couldn't get through a meal
without my back hurting.

You saw how many times
I went to the restroom

when we watched football
on Thanksgiving.

I didn't know those could be
symptoms of cancer.

But you did.

You're the doctor. You could
have said something too.

So where were you?

I went for a drive
and I-I called my sponsor,

which I probably
should've done before I drove
all the way up here.

You were gone for two hours.

I also took a nap, all right?

I am so sleep-deprived.

I'm not thinking clearly.

Yeah, or at all.

I know that you're freaked out
because of what happened
with Charlotte.

I am telling you,
I am not that person anymore.

Well, you're doing a good job
of acting like it.

You're the one
who hasn't changed.

You refuse to see me
as anything other than
your messed-up little sister.

You lied about having a baby.

Then you show up here,
and you're acting like it's
no big deal.

Okay. You want to know
what happened?
You want to know the truth?

A couple of nights ago,

I was driving Miles around
to get him to sleep.

And he was screaming so loud,
I couldn't even
hear myself think.

And before I knew it, I was
pulling into the parking lot
of Ron's Tavern.

And I sat there for ten minutes
staring at that door.

I knew if I walked in,
there'd be no turning back,

so I started driving
and I came here.

I thought you'd be able to
help me figure things out.

I thought if I told you
about him, you would
just start yelling at me--

the conversation would be over
before it started.

I'm gonna go get Miles,
and we're gonna let you
get back--

No, wait. It's okay.
Listen. Please.

Could you just sit down?
Where are you gonna go?

I'll find a hotel.

No. Just...

stay.

You can stay here. We can talk.

We can figure things out.

But I've already imposed on you
and Meredith enough.

You kidding? She's probably
making up the guest room now.

You'd be imposing if you left.

Okay. Thanks.

-Just don't go
running off again.
-Well, don't piss me off.

Dr. Joseph to OR 2.
Dr. Kennedy Joseph to OR 2.

Are you still operating
on Mitch?

Just finished. Griffith and
Kwan are closing him now.

I'm sure he's glad
to have that taken care of.

Did it go okay?

Yeah. Yeah, in fact,
it was fairly simple.

There was no bleeding
in the tumor's vessels.

I'm glad it went well.

Yeah, do you find it suspicious

that he presented with
textbook symptoms of a ruptured
vessel with no rupture?

Something else must have been
making the pain worse.

There's nothing else
you want to say?

I only know what he told me.

Okay, then. See you later.

I failed you.

-It's in the past.
-I should've said something.

I should've pushed you
to get checked earlier.

I've regretted it
since the day I lost you.

And now, I'm going to survive
the disease that killed you.

And I'll carry
that guilt with me
for the rest of my life.

Richard Webber. What have I
told you about tears?

-Webber men don't have them.
-I mean it.

What's that prayer you say?

Hey, hey, the one about...

knowing what you can change
and what you can't.

A serenity prayer?

Yeah. That's the one.

What's happening?

Uh... You're coding.

You hang on. You hang on!

Charge to 200. Clear.

I'm already gone.

I'm not stopping.
I'm not stopping.
Charge again to 300.

-Richard.
-Clear.

-Charge again.
-Son.

Have the wisdom
to know the difference.

Bailey?

Hey. Welcome back.

Is Catherine...

Chomping at the bit
to get in here.

Promising to sit here
until you woke up

was the only way she agreed
to stay off this floor.

I know it was a big ask.

I appreciate you.

You might want to
withhold judgment on that.

Can you do me one more favor?

So, I need to know
what it is first.

A urology patient.

Curtis James.

Can you see how he's doing?

Tell him I'm here if he
needs to talk about anything.

Sure.

Um, I'll go
get Catherine first.

It's not always possible
to seek permission
before making decisions.

And you won't get it right
every time.

In those cases, you'll need
to seek forgiveness.

-Want some?
-No, thanks.

You love this kind.

Ndugu knows we helped Mitch.

I didn't say anything.

Is he gonna report it?

More importantly, does he think
I was a part of it?

Whatever it was.

I don't think
he's gonna do anything,
but he knows I lied.

I'm sorry.

It's not your fault.
I blame Sally.

That bitch is dead to me.

Thank you.

You hope your patient,
your friend,

your family member will
understand you tried your best.

You hope
they'll show you grace.

They're both asleep.

Good. They need it.

And they only have
about 30 minutes

before the kids come home
and the whole house
is full of chaos.

Chaos is where Erica thrives.

Well, then I'm glad
you invited her to stay.

Me too.

Can I ask you something?

Would you, um...
Would you really have
raised Miles with me?

I mean, if it had come to that?

Are you asking me
if I wanna have another baby?

No. Definitely no.

But I meant what I said.
Whatever happens,
we're in this together.

I know.

Asking yourself
for forgiveness
can be even harder.

We carry the burden
of our past mistakes.

Thank you for taking
such good care of him.

Thank you
for taking care of me.

I didn't do anything.

It couldn't have been easy
for you to step back

and let somebody
take the lead on this.

Well, you know
I don't like being
second banana to anyone,

but in this case,

it was worth it.

You are cancer-free.

Say it again.

You are cancer-free.

But if you let them go,

you can soar.