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Beverly Hills is home to some of the
most wealthy and powerful people in the
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world. They drive the finest cars, shop
at the best boutiques and they live in
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the most outrageous homes.
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They also have access to the most
exclusive and high -end erotic club
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I created that club. It's called
Sanctum.
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Sanctum is a secretive society where we
do a black -time masquerade, private
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dinner parties, and an erotic theater.
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It's a place for my members to explore
their wildest fantasies and learn about
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their true sexual selves.
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Welcome to my world.
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Jenna. How are we doing? You remember
Jenna?
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Why should I remember Jenna?
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Hi Jenna, how are you?
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I'm good, do I get a hug? How much do I
remember Jenna?
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It's been a little bit. I know. It's
been since the yacht.
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Yeah. I don't know if you remember.
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Oh yeah. I don't know if you remember
the yacht.
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Do you remember the yacht? It was all a
big blur. Is it a blur?
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Yeah. I remember some of the yacht.
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Okay good, the makeup was good.
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Yeah. So we're doing kind of a natural
thing. Yeah.
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Oh, hey, yeah, meet Eddie.
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Hey. Hey, Eddie, how are you? Thank you
for coming today.
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It's nice to see you. And it's cool
you're going to shoot this for us. Thank
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you, yeah. I'm excited.
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And I want to talk a little bit about
what we're thinking about. Please.
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So Alina is doing, you tell them about
the clothes.
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Yeah, so what we want to do is like a
wet shoot kind of, so maybe shower or
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where she gets wet, and then like, you
know, it's kind of like a wet T -shirt.
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The hair is going to be wet. I think so,
yeah.
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So we have 45 minutes until we have to
leave this house. Yeah.
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But I know I can make it happen. We can
make it happen. I just know two pictures
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in this one. After the lashes are done,
is she ready?
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Yeah. Okay.
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When I'm looking for locations for photo
shoots, oftentimes they come with very
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narrow time frames. So we have to get in
and get out.
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Put a little pressure on us.
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Wait, let me see. Wait, this is the
thing. We have like literally like two
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minutes. So what can you do in two
minutes? In two minutes, I can put it
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here like this. Okay, so then let's
leave her hair down because that looks
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stupid. Yeah.
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Really? Yeah.
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Slit her hair down. Is her hair good? I
just think it fits better with this
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outfit. Right, we just don't have time.
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Let's get her in her outfit.
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But I want the shot to be perfect.
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Yeah, let's get her in her outfit.
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But I still want it to be perfect.
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Yeah, but this shot will be good enough.
So let's get her in her outfit.
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Her hair's not right yet. I don't like
her hair like this. I don't like her
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like this. I don't want to do this.
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Alina. Alina.
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Listen. Alina. I want it to be perfect.
Put her in her outfit.
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No, really. I really want it to be
perfect. Put her in her outfit. I always
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everything to be perfect. It's a shoot
or like performances, whatever it is.
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end result is what's the most important
to me.
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So we're going to do her hair down now?
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Yeah. So we'll get the makeup on there.
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I'm always stressed somehow.
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I should always, you know, relax a
little bit more. But it's always
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It's always like, we don't have time, we
don't have this, we have to do it fast.
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So, I mean, of course I'm going to
stress.
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Okay, so we're going to start shooting
with this, and then this is going to
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start to get wet. She's going to start
to get wet, and then we're going to take
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the panties off at some point, and then
when she does, she'll kind of pull this
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down in front like that.
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But we'll start kind of like this and
see where that takes us, finish up. Are
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you cool with that? Yeah. Okay. Perfect.
Okay, let's do it. Let's do it.
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How about shoes in the shower, no?
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No. No shoes.
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Beautiful.
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Good job.
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Right, slow.
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Kind of like your hair.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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Yeah.
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Yep. Nice.
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Keep moving.
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Yeah, slow.
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Perfect. Yeah, I want to see some tight
jibbing.
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Want to take a look?
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Mm -hmm. Okay, let's get your T -shirt
wet now.
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And take the panties off.
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Here, give me the pennies. Okay.
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Maybe we can sell them now for life.
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Good job.
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And try to play with them.
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Yeah.
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Beautiful.
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Good. That's really hot.
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That's hot. That's hot. That's hot.
That's fucking hot. Roll your eyes.
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Okay, let's do the licking one. So kind
of like be like right here and then
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like... Yeah, that's good. Oh, wow.
Cool.
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Good. Yeah.
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Don't press your boobs on the glass.
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Yeah. That's fucking hot.
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That was the fastest shoot and one of
the most amazing ones. That was pretty
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good
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I'm two people and it's hard to find
balance.
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When I'm on that side of the fence where
I'm actually waking up and doing yoga
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and eating healthy and meditating and
praying and being really present for my
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family, I feel fucking great.
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And I'm also someone who likes to step
completely outside of it.
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And when I'm in this place of hedonistic
indulgence and sex and
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drugs and alcohol, I do enjoy it.
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I enjoy going into the darkness.
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It would seem that someone could easily
decide which life they want. Right. But
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I don't know if I'll ever like make that
concrete decision.
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Hopefully I will find the answer.
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That was a beautiful little show,
actually.
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Any word on Damon yet? I was just going
to give him a call.
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I guarantee he has to deal with some
chicks. Do you think he's going to bring
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some chicks?
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I guarantee you. You didn't say he
always does this shit. I guarantee you,
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Damon. Damon never rolls by himself.
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That's so true.
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And if he's late... When he has us, I
thought it was going to be a family
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No?
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Voicemail. Really?
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Love it.
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I've decided to take the family on a
little road trip to see a shaman. I
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it'll be a nice excursion away from
Sanctum. What are we doing today?
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He just mentioned something about going
and picking up something for the shaman.
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And that's it. I don't know anything
else.
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And I'm hoping that she's able to guide
not only me, but some of the people
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around me to something meaningful.
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I know a lot of shamans sometimes will
take you on like past life kind of thing
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or like help you figure out what your
spirit animal is.
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But for me, for me, it's like the shaman
has to have like a really good energy
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or something. I feel that. Right. If
he's going to be like, you know, if I
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feel him, then it's like, oh, whatever.
I just, you know. It's going to be
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interesting. But mainly my purpose of
doing this is to kind of just get away
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from.
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L .A. and just be able to relax.
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Yeah.
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Hi. Hi.
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Hi. Hey.
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Finally. Hey, guys. Sorry we're late.
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Yep.
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You know.
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I'm happy you're here finally.
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I'm happy I'm here too. I'm so sorry I'm
late. Even though you ignored my call.
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Yeah, we were wondering why you were
late.
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Yeah. And we started throwing out ideas
that you probably picked up. I had some
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women. Yeah. A few women. Yeah. We
placed bets, actually.
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Alina lost $20. I had to start the
morning off right. I'm just kidding.
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Today, whatever happens and whatever
this thing is and whatever this shaman,
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however she guides us, think about that
idea of letting go of fear or of worry
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and starting to think about, like, what
can go right. That maybe would be your
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sort of journey today.
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Yeah, but I do have this fear, like,
always this opening up thing. I notice
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when, especially with, like, drugs.
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I had, like, one bad experience once at
Coachella. Someone gave me something, I
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didn't know what it was, and it was,
like, a really, really bad experience
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me. Whatever this drug was, it showed me
that, like, we have, like, 100 % brain
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capacity to think with. It was crazy.
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It's just I'm so, like, controlling that
I'm just, like, you know, I just always
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want to be, like, perfect. I also have
control.
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We're going to go into this shop, right?
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Traditionally, you don't give a shaman
money for her teachings. You bring her
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gifts, him or her, but in this case,
her.
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And so we decided to stop at a store
along the way and get some gifts for the
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shaman.
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Hello. Hello.
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Hi. Feel free to take a look around and
let me know if you have any questions.
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Thank you.
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Thank you so much.
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Let's like wander for a second and just
see what's going on.
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You know what? I've never had a
turquoise ring. I had a turquoise
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one point. This one resembles some type
of a gem. Look at it. Pink.
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This has some type of a CD.
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Oh, yeah.
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Oh, my God. We'll ask them about opals
because I see them all over the place.
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Turquoise, we know, is pretty.
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Prevalent. It's the turquoise and, like,
the red stone. I want to know what, you
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know, the red one. Is that a red, oh, is
that coral? Or is that a red turquoise?
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I don't know.
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Be careful. Oh, my God. I got to do it.
Let me do that.
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Yeah, kind of like a, you know.
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You're the worst.
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They look like they're fairly
authentically made, you know.
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Yeah. This is probably similar to how
they would have been made. These are
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really actually quite beautiful.
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Oh, my God, this is real hair.
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It's not real hair. It is. It's real
hair. No, it is.
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It's definitely real hair. Oh, my God.
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Give me a kiss, Elena. Oh, my goodness.
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Give me a kiss.
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So what is Sweetgrass? That's fantastic.
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We'll have to learn. I know what stage
it is. Let's take it, and then we'll ask
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them exactly even what it is. I got
feathers, even though they're not
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Jonathan, it looks like you are in that.
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Are you wanting to purchase that?
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I'm thinking about it. Really? I like
it.
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What does something like that cost?
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That shirt is $1 ,800.
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Oh. Please.
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Put it on the card.
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Let me give you my black card.
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So we've got to get going. I think we
have everything that we need. So let's
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write it up and let's make it happen.
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Okay, guys.
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Thank you so much. Thank you. Bye. Thank
you. Bye.
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Are we doing any activities out there? I
think there's some yoga.
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Yoga? Nice. Oh, I love yoga.
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Hi. Hey, everyone.
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Hi. Want to do some yoga?
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Yes. It's going to be clothing optional,
so this might lose itself.
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I'm kind of excited.
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Oh, my God. What the fuck?
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This is naked yoga. But everyone,
they're wearing fucking clothes.
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What the fuck is that?
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Show your ass, Jonathan. That would be
the perfect show. Show your ass, Selena.
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Don't worry about me. Worry about you.
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Yoga has been incredibly beneficial to
me. When I'm, like, at my sanest, it's
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when I've done yoga in the morning. If I
start my day like that, I'm having a
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good day.
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So, as I said, it's clothing optional.
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And if you guys feel like you want to,
if you get warm enough, please feel free
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to join me in nudity.
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Naked yoga is not really my thing. I'm
not really a nudist.
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And by so...
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try to keep it professional and not be
nude around my people.
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We're just going to practice today
honoring our bodies, self -acceptance,
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loving ourselves.
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So please, you would mind joining me on
the floor.
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Roll your shoulders up, move your neck,
kind of rock it to the front, to the
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side. My favorite part about the naked
yoga was...
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The instructor, she was just so pretty
and she was like this hippie from like
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the wrong time.
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She should have been like in like 1964
or something. And yet here she was in
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2017 and her spirit and her thing was so
pure.
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Make sure your knees are at about a 90
degree angle.
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Drop your head.
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Relax your neck.
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Bring your chest through your arms.
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Exhale.
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The idea is to push your heels back as
hard as possible, not as much up back.
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Feel the lengthening through your neck
forward, your heel back.
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Bring your knees up and kind of just
wrap your arms around them and sway back
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and forth, massaging your low back.
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Are you farting?
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It's a mat.
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Yeah, right.
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Alina's little childhood decides to come
out and says, he farted, he farted. I
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didn't. I didn't.
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Partying is allowed.
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You guys are such fucking clowns.
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I'm having some fun, but it's a
different kind of fun. We are a family,
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know, even if it's developed into the
family of misfits.
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Namaste.
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Namaste. Thank you so much for
practicing with me, guys. Thank you.
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Wonderful. You're going to feel warm
soon.
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You don't want me to pass out from
dehydration to you?
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Wow. Wow. Definitely middle of nowhere.
So we're about to see a shaman, and I
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expect that it'll be pretty interesting.
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Hi, I'm Damon. How are you? Oh, my God.
Hi, Damon. I brought you a gift,
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actually. Oh, my God.
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Oh, my God.
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Wow.
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I'd say I'm pretty spiritual.
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I do believe in, like...
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spiritual practices and like having
faith in the universe and stuff like
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like spirit god whatever you want to
call it you know there's no wrong way
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so um we're going to be going into an
original and authentic mongolian yurt
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and this is about purifying anything
that's just not um good for the soul
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I think the idea of this trip was to
explore a little bit outside of all of
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comfort zones.
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That's incredible.
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This is the Mongolian Yurt.
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And there's something about that that
can open you up to other parts of
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that maybe you didn't even know.
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We're there. So the first thing I want
to do is I just want to kind of center
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and just kind of anchor in because we
can have external obstacles, but if
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peaceful in our mind with it, it's not
an obstacle for us. So this sweat lodge
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is basically that. We're clearing out
internal obstacles that would keep us
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our joy, our peace, our happiness.
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So everyone just kind of sit in what I
call the dignified way, kind of
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upright.
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crown towards the sky and you're tapping
your source
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that which has always been with you that
which can never leave
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you i personally didn't have a
connection with the shaman i was trying
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what she was guiding us to feel but i
couldn't sense that so the
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spirits are always with us and so now
that we're attuning to them we can start
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attuning to Their wisdom, their medicine
for this moment.
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So this is a talking stick.
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It's basically a rose crystal.
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It's got the different colored chakras
here. When this is being held, the
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holding it gets to speak.
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And that means everybody, their hearts
are open, their ears are open, and
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they're listening.
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I'm a huge fan of crystals and healing
stones. I think they make a huge
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difference and can help someone through
a lot of different things.
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I'm excited for this process.
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I've, like, really needed something like
this to get me, like, refocused and
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recentered and more in touch with my
spirituality and stuff.
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And I went through a really intense
breakup in February.
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It's okay. I know I haven't really
worked through a lot of that.
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But, like, yeah, I just...
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It feels like everything's been, like,
whirling around, and I just need to,
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like, get more grounded in myself.
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It's a great aspiration.
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The truth is, like, seared in our
hearts, right?
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And so when it's spoken, it is, like,
yummy, like, ah, that too, right?
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When you're, like, holding all of
everything in, and for someone to just
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like, you know?
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Just let it go. Let it be. It feels like
such a relief sometimes.
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I have a feeling you have something more
to ask or say.
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So I would like to, and I don't want to
exclude you guys, but I have a feeling
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there's some medicine that I have with
him, and there's another room that's a
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teepee down there.
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Would you like to go down there, just
the two of us, and I'd like to maybe
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assist you in that process?
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Are you guys okay with that? Yeah,
definitely go.
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Okay, yes.
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It was interesting the way she, like,
keyed into me. She just, like, zeroed in
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on me and, you know, apparently felt
that I was, I don't know, I was
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to her in some way. And strangely
enough, I felt the same thing.
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It's about your higher chakra and your
heart. So let's just kind of, you've got
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these energies here, let's just kind of
anchor it all in.
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And then maybe just we'll see if we can
go out through that top there, okay?
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If there was one thing that you wanted
to be gifted or shifted or cleared, what
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would that be?
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There's something I don't understand and
I don't even know how to walk through
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it. I don't even know how to vocalize
it.
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You're such an ancient soul.
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And you really want to know the truth
and you want to know the truth.
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So just find yourself completely open
and receptive in your heart.
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Just feel all the energy flowing through
you like waves.
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Just washing through you.
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Cleansing anything that doesn't serve
you at this moment.
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There's some self -forgiveness in you.
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There's like some shame.
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But all the shame is a self -judgment of
I stepped out of line.
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While the shaman was trying to heal me
and expand my mind, I slowly started to
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get it.
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Just let go of anything, you know. We
don't have to hold on to judgment,
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blame.
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In that moment, I could see that I've
really got to stop beating myself up.
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How about the greed of life, life, life,
life?
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I'm living two lives simultaneously.
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The hedonist and the family man.
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If I can keep these two worlds separate,
honoring both my real family and
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my sanctum family.
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Everything will be okay.
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I'll be able to have my cake and eat it
too.
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The rest of the world, I mean, do you
guys relate to me or do I sound like a
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fucking nutcase?
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