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Give it to me! - No!

Well, wait! - Hey!

Lilli? Want to 'n juice?

Woman judge? Simply does occur, nipping at times.

Oh, well, really.

Sorry. This is terrible to me. I am an interior designer.

Spaces and images simply fascinate me. - Do you want to 'n coffee?

You're welcome. With a little milk and sugar, please.

This used to be a distillery, and I can then convert the.

Wonderful, really.

And so close to the lake.

How did you actually come to me? - My husband Thomas is bionic.

He works a lot in the U.S., on the east coast. And a colleague there,

David Gersh, has two works from you. Then, at the Institute.

And as we have learned that here live just around the corner, so...

I could not believe it. Do you remember David?

For him, I've done two things. The portrait, I think, was his father.

He was an art collector or something.

Your pictures have such a force! As spontaneous and direct.

Thank you.

And you want to be portrayed? - I? No.

I would like a portrait of my children.

From my daughter and my son. - Ah yes. How old are they?

My daughter Lilly is 21, studied dance and singing at the Theatre Academy.

And is now in its third year.

And the boy? How old is it? - Alexander has just become 19.

And who also lives in Munich?

No. Alexander... Yes, that's the problem.

Alexander's fatal accident. Last fall.

Yes, I'm sorry. - He had an accident.

A hunting accident.

I've heard They have experience with the dead.

Well,

I've already coupla times preoccupied with death.

So, I think that such a picture, that can help even at the funeral.

This, for example, which is the Ferdl.

That was the Son of people next door.

I've painted from memory.

Is driven out by rowing boat.

Who can swim really well, but probably not good enough.

What do you think would cost a portrait?

That depends on the size.

And then is yes's to something like a double portrait.

When do you think Your daughter can take time?

If you do not need too many times... - Why? Has something against the picture?

Well, she has actually against everything, what comes from me.

And from Alexander, is there a photo? - Mountains. And videos.

He was a beautiful boy. Photogenic. We have photographed him constantly.

He was an excellent skier. In the German squad performance.

We had him in this elite boarding in Berchtesgaden for top athletes.

He was very popular. - Have you thought about the size?

Great!

Approximately 1.50 m x 2 m. Is that possible? - No problem. The bigger the better.

I've introduced myself at the piano. The two have a lot of singing together.

I've always loved this picture. The two together on the piano.

Oh well. The size, two persons.

I'd say: 20,000? - How long do you need?

Three months. - And when can you start?

Once your daughter has time. - Could it be finished by Christmas?

Yes.

You get 50% at the beginning?

Yes, it would be nice if you go anyway. And then the rest on delivery.

And then of course everything I needed, what to... of material, images, videos...

and so there is, of Alexander. Ferdl has always rumgetrieben with me.

And I have reversed the colors.

I tell Lilly that she should come forward. - Well, I'm there.

Thank you. This is very exciting. I'm happy.

Is not that strange? These people to have all the time?

Those are my people.

You sometimes talk with them? - Yes.

And? The answers in this case? - Sometimes.

Take good care of my child!

They greet me with the specialists Bionics in Germany:

Professor Dr. Thomas Richter!

Ladies and Gentlemen! The Flight of the Dragonfly,

the almost frictionless surface the dolphin skin...

and the static of a R�hrichthalms to get on the track,

are not abstract goals for us...

Please, the TV interviews we do over there!

Thomas, are you coming over then? - Please do not leave me.

Do not worry, I'm with you.

Yes? - Hi, I am. 'm Fine?

Ah, hello. Yes, all right. With you?

Tobi wants to Spain, but in October. I gave you tells them, 's course.

In Salamanca. So, I think it's good, do not you?

Yeah, sure, if he wants! I care.

And how much do you need? - It costs 900th Can you add 600?

Yes, is good. - Tells you about it to me?

Soon? - He can also pick up's, when he wants.

He just needs to pass. We could then go eat or something.

Weis on it just yet. - For 600, he can come but once.

Do you find it good for? - What? To blackmail him.

With money. - Oh, forget it.

I am referring it to you tomorrow. - I think it's a good thing.

Salamanca. - Yes, yes, determined. So, bye, Max

Ciao! - Oh, Max?

What? - Heeled woman has died.

Do you remember? The women among us. She lay dead in her apartment one weeks.

Sounds gray blessed. - You can say that loud!

Shall I tell you what: This could happen to me.

So, ciao, Beac Take care. - Yes, ciao.

Man, what is n 'for a Schei�tor? - Yes, that is old and stuck.

I'm sorry since, however, must occur to determine.

Yes, good. - Super. Great goal.

What? May I come in? - Yes, yes, absolutely.

Wow!

Do you like coffee? - Yes. Milk? Sugar? Both.

Ah, how the mom!

However, that has been get the gate. And indeed with a heavy H�ftschlag.

Logical.

I f�nd's really good if you smoke here not there!

Super. Then we're even I's f�nd nice if I would not be here.

Oh, I find it beautiful, that you are still there.

Please. - Thank you.

So what you need from me? - Why need it?

Maybe we can get to know us. - At four, I must be out of town.

I was hoping you had more time. - Well, sorry, really sorry.

They are not so keen on this project? - Bingo. Grand prize.

Why? - Because you answer the questions correctly.

No, I mean, why bother you the way this picture?

Because my brother is dead. And my mother Deco wants him to hang on the wall.

Yes, I hope so, that it is longer than just decoration. - Sure.

I'm really sorry that your brother is dead.

I heard you paint often dead.

Yes. - Are they all dead?

Some, not all.

And the? Is he dead? - Yes.

Who is it? - A friend.

You can live here too? - Yes.

So, who is not dead This is one of my favorite pictures.

Who is it?

A boy.

Pretty. - Yes.

Do you live alone? - Yes.

Are you gay?

As you come out now? - Just in case. 'S feeling.

No idea. - What 's that mean?

I have no idea. I live for so long alone.

I have no idea.

So, so.

And how to find my brother?

Yes, he looks like 'n nice guy.

That he was. - But he grins' n bit much.

Wear your hair like this? With braid?

No, only when I'm training. - Ah, what kind of training today?

Dance training. We are working on choreography.

Is that fun? - Goes like this.

So what you need from me? - I would like to do 's some pictures.

Coupla sketches. And then we need Sun 'S piano like you do at home.

Maybe there's something you in school?

I can rumschauen in the area. - Yes, there are all sorts of pianos.

I'll find one already there. - Well, and I would love to you...

talk about your brother.

I will surely find a piano.

You will not escape us! - The I'll get!

I'll finish you!

Hold on girl, let her Do not pull it firmly binds

do not let them escape. Because we do not know your face,

We do not know. You are not welcome with us,

you really are not of us...

Stop, stop, stop!

You know what I'm saying now. The other yes you fly it. What is this?

You give the tone, not the other!

Nothing has been decided, Lila.

If you can not be bothered to do that, do not! All over again!

Hello. - Good day. What can I do for you?

I would like an espresso and water. Can I just...

Yes, please. - Thank you.

Terrible hotel bars at this time, or? Really bleak.

Yes? - Yes.

So empty and so dark. - I like the really quite good.

You probably do not travel as much like me. I live virtually in hotels.

And those bars are my living room. - What do you do?

I am dental representative. You allow?

I got a suite here on the first floor. For the sale. Until Monday.

Hm

Richard Peters. Oh, Ritschy.

Beatrice. Beatrice Marlow.

Nice name.

And what's for lunch, Beatrice?

Peanuts. - Oh, no!

Because I'll get us anything more beautiful. - Oh yeah?

You know, Ritschy,

I'd totally like to but me and my boss,

because what we have going.

And the same is, and we always have so little time.

For the Americans can take months.

Say hello to beautiful home, Ritschy.

Yes, I'll call you on from home. - Hello.

Have you 's new found friend?

I'm only 'an hour here.

No, it's not a problem I leave to the phone.

So do I. Ciao!

Excuse my book came out today.

Cool photo. - Five years of work.

You can keep it, if you like. - Thank you.

Do you come home from school? - Yes.

And do you rehearse "Alice"? - Yes. Beautiful.

What do you take?

You play but still the "Alice", right?

What can I get to drink, Doctor? - What do you like to drink?

A water I would have liked. - A water and a glass of white wine.

Yesterday I was at this painter. - Yes? How was it?

I find I've seen totally stupid idea.

If the Eliane wants, do it. - Dad, this is totally stupid.

What manner of man is that?

Kinda weird. Who lives in the studio between all these pictures of dead people.

That is like so 's mausoleum.

He has already begun to paint? - No. We have only talked Sun

You want us on the piano. - I know.

Dad, I find that really creepy.

Comm

Sun

You're welcome. - Thank you.

How's Mom? - Quite well, I guess.

She has a lot to do. This new order in the city.

A flagship store, big deal! - Yes?

You look tired.

Do you need money? - No.

I do not know my school... - Lila, go to this painter.

Let's paint yourself. Give him what he needs. It is very important for your mother.

And for you? - Do you understand?

Whether you understand me? - Yes.

Little greeting from the kitchen.

Have you already decided? - The tenderloin?

I do not know. - Twice the filet, please.

English medium? - Medium!

Hello?

Hello! - Hello!

Well, how was it? - We've got a whole page in GEO.

And? - Very positive.

And with Lila?

She was with the painter. - Oh yeah? And? Oh well.

She goes.

Too bad.

Great! - Well.

Hey, great! Encore!

I'd be the way finished.

I will give you a rematch. - Ok. I get us two more beers.

Two more, please.

Sporty, athletic.

I also war 'n beer? - If yes mal 'ne new variant.

You've got one already. - One for me one for my friend.

Your friend?

At least for today.

Can I call you again? - I do not even know your name.

Aldo. And you? - What 's for the' s name?

Spanish or something.

I hot Lila. - Ok, beautiful Lila.

I'd like to get to know you.

I did not have a pen.

Hey, Lilly!

Hello. - Hi, Lila.

Coffee? - Do you have something else? A beer?

Are you actually styled like this? Normally? - Sometimes, yes.

Looks good. It's disturbing, when I shoot, while we talk?

Should I undress? - Do not be.

Have a look over, please.

More about me forth. Tell you some of the lessons.

What do you want?

What is it like what you studying there?

Acting, singing, dance, literature.

And by everything a little bit, or what?

Oh, sit some games on the pillow. And the head a little backwards.

Do you want to paint me that way? Stretched out on your couch?

I collect only impressions.

So, Max, why have you been alone for so long?

Because here no one einrennt the door.

It sounds lonely. - Oh, I get along very well.

And you is that enough? Cope?

I like being alone.

Do not be afraid of being alone? - Oh, I'm more scared in front of people.

Would not you be happy? - Being happy?

So, now I do even a little music. - Hey, yes, you have Peter Gabriel.

Yes, Lila, but I need you now 'Calm than a short time.

Sit down please there on the chair.

Thank you.

And the whole thing looks like in practice? Do you live alone?

No friend or lover? - Currently no.

Why are you doing sketches of mine If you have already photographed me anyway?

Because it's two different things.

That's one thing that tells me the camera, how they look, and the other,

what my eyes tell me. As my hands to describe.

So, as I want your hands even describe, Max?

Yes, well of course. I want to please your mother, yes.

Tell something about your brother.

You have so often played piano together?

Yes, and quite a lot of singing.

What, for example? - Pop songs, musical numbers.

Alex liked fun stuff. - Oh, Alexander was funny?

Jap. Alex was really funny! - And how?

Did he tell jokes? - No, he was more like physically.

For me it has always the "Dancing Turk" made.

He could beat me. Sometimes he is will thus come into the kitchen,

when I quarreled with my mother. Then he has behind her back...

the "Dancing Turk" made. That was very funny.

So he was more of a peacemaker?

Could be. Alex hated confrontations.

Unlike you.

And he has reconciled with her parents? - Even with my mother.

In any case better than I do.

Alex took my mother always pretty great.

They had quite a lot in common. - Aha. What?

Do you know "La belle indifference"? The beautiful indifference?

Everything great, no problems. So untenable. - Have a look on the window.

Yes, is good. And your father?

For Alex had to be a star! At school, in sports, ever.

And? Was he one of being a star?

He was very disciplined.

He has been running each morning 5 kilometers. No matter what the weather.

He was at Berchtesgaden in the ski-boarding. Once his teacher has called on us,

with him because she 'NEM snowstorm nowhere could find. Since he is also running.

In the pitch dark, and then he has run, because he could see nothing more,

sheer blizzard. - The I imagine quite tiring before.

Every day of training and then go to school. - Maybe.

And, you have a lot of arguing with each other? - No idea. No.

With Alex, you can not argue. He was my biggest fan

He has even taken this show when I've gone through.

That was in school, in the auditorium. I've got a song sung a solo.

Alex was sitting pretty far forward. I remember I saw him with his recorder...

on her lap. When he saw that I was him 've seen, he has made the "Turks".

Since I had to laugh. I thought I'll kill him. I was really scared,

I can not sing anymore. But when drankam my solo, he was totally quiet.

He has not looked at me once more.

He saw the whole time on his recorder , holding the mic in the air.

He looked as if he prays.

He probably just checked the volume. But I think

he looked away on purpose, so that it does not distract me.

No idea. I will never forget as he has not looked at me.

And at dinner, he has the tape then played for the whole family.

And then as have all applauded, because Alex has whispered into the mike:

That was beautiful, Lila.

That's what he whispered to tape. "That was beautiful."

What did my mother actually how my brother died?

She said in a hunting accident. - A hunting accident?

Yes. - That is also's a good formulation.

Why?

Alex was in his whole life Auf'n never hunt.

My brother killed himself. - What?

With a gun. So, the part is right.

Only it was no accident. He is in the forest went behind our house,

has set up a stone and the gun in his mouth.

How, He has left a message?

No, nothing.

Are you sure it was suicide?

Now you sound like my mother already. - Why? Which is sure

that it was an accident, right? - No. She knows that it was he himself.

But they do not want it to others . know The "people"! She is afraid

that she is guilty then or something. Our bad mother.

How, and this was now a year ago?

Well, just about. Need what else?

No, that's enough for today. Thank you. - Good. I gotta go now.

I need a few more pictures on the piano. - I organized das.

Well. And another thing. - What else?

I would just need someone who is in addition, is for your brother.

So someone who is similar in size, has similar shape. You know there wen,

of which can make? - Definitely.

I'll call you. In a few days, yes? - Good.

Hey. - Hi, Lila.

We want to go up? Ciao, see you tomorrow. - Ciao.

Hey wait, you long ago? - Hi, Lila. No problem.

Max, this is Tom. Tom, Max - Hi, Tom.

I'll be right back, okay?

Can you even put this? No, on the other side, please.

Yes.

Lilli play you something. - What?

Yes, anything that you can no idea.

Tom, can you make time here?

So? - Yes, and you look at Lilly.

Yes! Lilli, look over here to me!

Yes, well, well!

Just play something different, something from the past, something funny.

My brother has actually touched you, while you were playing the piano?

Your hands on my shoulder? - Sure, sometimes.

Tom, you do it again?

Lilli, you sing along?

Are you stupid? Do you think I am a lump of clay on which you fiddle...

and can rumdr�cken as you want? I'm sick of this crap!

I'm gone! Thank you for your help.

Been hard for them. I mean, who is dead, her brother. - I know, I know.

I'm off here, OK?

Yes, ciao.

Shit.

How now? I've still got any coffee?

I was just leaving.

Again the same thing?

Hello, two latte and a biscotti, please.

Are you cold? - No, not at all. Why?

You look great.

And the tests? Went well? - What kind of tests?

Of which you told me on the phone. - Oh.

Yes, no problem. Everything is great. - Ok, congratulations.

Why are you so late? - I was still in the studio.

I'm working on so 'NEM big thing. Construction of wood and papier-m�ch�.

6 feet tall! Do this together with 'a buddy.

If experience with wooden sculptures. Age Hare. 34 and still at the academy.

This is a shop would be nothing for me.

The thing here is big, really big.

Tob me out like I, you know? I'm happy here with the whole body.

Rumklettern somewhere on it, hold on, that's my thing.

Looks good!

A space to fill, with a single operation.

I imagine it in 'huge NEM Bank lobby before. Or at the airport,

in the middle of the arrivals hall. Nothing for the living room. Is clear, right?

And what kind of women you so pleased?

Quite different.

Do you like me?

Yes, I like you.

Much? - Listen,

I gave you a cup of coffee purchased and even 's Biscotti.

For as 3, maybe 4 �. - Well, that's a start.

Do you like me then? - I'm not so sure.

You are quite interesting, But your sweater is stupid.

Sweater is stupid?

My sweater is gone. My shoes are ok?

Yes, your shoes are ok.

Thank you, God, she likes my shoes.

And, you're good in bed?

So far, there's still no complaints. - So you think you're good?

Yes, I'm good. Shall I prove to you?

Do not know.

You're a strange girl.

I'm not weird. I'm just so 'ne theater bitch.

In any case, you're talking like 'a bitch.

Maybe I'm just 'ne big mouth. - Oh yeah? Nothing behind it?

Not much.

I think not.

I think I'll go now.

Yes? - Tomorrow. Am I disturbing?

Mama, I sleep. - Did I wake you? I'm sorry.

I thought you were already awake. It's been almost eleven. - Yes.

Were you like this long? - Well, not so long.

But I was so drunk. - How come?

No idea, just because. And that had to be -?

Well be that needed.

Mama! - I just wanted to hear, how's you.

Super. Apart from my terrible hangover.

And clear in all the school? If their good progress with the samples?

Goes like this. - Goes to you again the pleasure?

I must get up now, Mama.

Do you remember when you were little, have sometimes we made a picnic lunch.

I have you picked up from school, then we are the Pinakothek...

Either way down, and then we have because the issue looked at.

Then we have cake on the lawn eaten, Lila.

Do you not remember? You're so like hurtling through the corridors in the museum.

Preferably in socks.

I can only remember your many friends.

But let's have it good together, right?

Do you need something for the winter? You want to but hopefully not again...

These gray sack dress. - I like the gray bag.

Do we want to go shopping next week? Now there are at least still everything.

Weis on what I prefer. - Buy So what if I can, then.

We would argue yes but only. - People pay a lot of money,

to hear my opinion. You make... - We are just different types.

Alexander has always I can attract.

I got in an hour ago classroom. - I will not stop you.

Yes, all right. - Bye.

Well?

I wanted to see me, what is there to watch already.

Are still nothing to watch. - Too bad.

Shall we walk?

Why there's really nothing yet to see? That always takes so long?

Well, it just is not so easy with you.

We were here twice, in the summer, with our Aunt Andrea.

As we drove on as' NEM thing. Alex was there maybe 10 or so,

and these weird things he has said. - What?

That our family is like a boat so such a pedalo.

That we glide gently and peacefully. But we, if you take from the bottom...

would look all pretty solid kick.

But that is the can not see from above.

Pretty clever, my little brother.

Oh, the other day at school, which was maybe not sent by me.

I'm sorry.

Ok.

Where were you this afternoon? - A private affair.

Lilli, you should play the leading role.

Lilli, now come on!

Help!

Lilli, now come at last! - I do not want!

Come on!

Do not go, I will not go. - But I must go!

Aldo, Aldo, do not go away not go away.

I have to. - Come on inside me.

What? Here?

Are you crazy?

Anita! Moment!

Anita. Pull yourself out of the middle. And hold your tension.

You do not keep your stress. Moment. And pull you out from the sternum.

And think of your Compr. Yes?

I'm sorry, I had an accident. - Save your explanations, Lila.

You can sleep from now, celebrate, , to smoke as you want.

Anita is the "Alice" play. - What?

If you want to talk about you can come to my office tonight.

Now we are rehearsing, and I beg you, We no longer stop.

Thank you.

But this is be nice so the roofs.

Can you not imagine, to live in so what?

'S little bit, right?

What now, seriously? - Perhaps, yes.

Will you relocate? - No, only as an idea.

Do not you think that we 's bit had a lot of excitement lately?

I think it would be nice here. And in the city to be, that would be something different.

Cinemas, cafes, theaters...

You would move now? Here? Haste you forget what kind of a stress,

so 's move?

Thomas, do you mean really serious, right?

Alexander's room, as long as we want still leave the way? - What?

Yes, you mean, I can not with, how do you ever sit in Alex's room?

And staring at the wall? - So what?

I wanted you to think about it sometimes. - I do not think about it.

I do not want to move. What do you want now at once?

Sandra has become separated from you?

If you would show me just one time, that you have something to us is...

It has to happen something, Eliane. - I do not want. It's all so ok.

Nothing is ok. - But, everything wonderful. No.

Leave me alone! - Talk to me. Keep your hands off me, Beac...

What? Come on, spit it out! Say it! - Stop it.

Stop it!

I can not stand it any more. - Stop it! Stop making it?

With this shit pressure. With this pressure. You put all people under pressure.

Did you put him under pressure and made him mad, with your print.

What I really like, is the dialogue of the materials.

The concrete on the one hand, the nature on the other: Wood, moss, bones.

Because to me this shows that the nature repeatedly finds its way,

and place when we do not fight. - Well, as the inner structure out occurs.

And you made all last year? - All last year.

Which has very red hands.

Maybe yes, the work properly. - Nice to see you made it.

Where is he now, the artist friend? - Over there.

The one with the leather jacket. Looks good, right?

Well, if in so Mediterranean types of stands, then yes.

It always goes back down the drain.

What number is this glass?

Honestly, I have a feeling for something. I'm in there practice.

Shall I introduce you? He's got a job here. - No, thank you.

I now can not stand him already. - Lilly, we are going.

I have to go.

When I can now actually times look at our picture? - Soon.

I'll be in touch, ok?

Hello, Aldo? It's me.

I wanted to ask if we are tonight ? see I'm done here by 5.

Call me.

I love you, yes?

"Hello, my dear Aldo, I'm sitting here in my chemistry seminar and listen...

This talk about nuclear acids. Actually, I think of you..."

What are you doing? - I've looked around only once.

Do you read my letters? - I've only browsed in the sketchbook.

You read my letters! - He's fallen out of the book.

My shirt did you also. What is this? - Aldo, I did not want to...

I wanted to see what degree you're working. Then a letter from the book has fallen.

I wanted to... - Pulling my shirt off! Aldo.

Pull it out!

How do you get to read my letters? That's none of your shit.

I know that. I did not want to... Will not happen again. Ok?

Then you can take poison.

You know what? I do not think that here so well.

What? - "What?" Our relationship!

You're asking too much from me. You want be with me always, always be with me.

I can not even take a piss alone. And if they do, you snooping around here.

I'm really sorry, with the book. I do not know what got into me.

I want to explore every angle of you. - Can it be that I do not want it?

I want you to belong only to me. - I want to belong to nobody, man!

Forgive me. Never happens again. I do that never again, I promise you.

Want to be fucked now?

Los pulling at you.

Where are you going?

Work. - Can I come? Man, Lila, I'm going to work.

Please, I do not even bother you. I'll put myself into the corner and learn.

Come on,!

Come on, now. - I can not find the other shoe.

Man!

Here!

I brush my teeth more quickly. - What? You can clean your house.

Aldo.

Hello, Aldo? It's me again.

Now talk at least once with me.

Please.

I do not know what I did wrong.

Call me, yeah, I'm home.

Most of the children go barefoot.

Hi, this is Aldo, Please message after the beep.

Well, how was the lady? Pink panties.

Aldo? - Hello and good afternoon.

Their number was 10,000 participants from selected. You now have the opportunity to

a trip worth � 7,000... - Shit. You asshole!

You dirty, stupid, cowardly asshole!

Yes? - Lilli?

It's me, Max I need your help.

I get no further. You can come here?

Lilli? Are you still there?

Now? - Yes, if it works?

You want a beer? Maybe a towel? - Well, thank you.

You're smoking? - Yes. You want one?

Yes.

Thank you.

'M Fine?

Goes like this.

Do you sleep enough? - No.

Too many parties?

So, why do not sleep enough?

Because of this Fernando, painter-type or what?

Aldo, Aldo His name is Max.

What is that a stupid name? - Did not you say,

You need my help? What's going on?

Yeah, right. I have a problem with an image.

I want you to look at the time. Let's go over?

I noticed that among the images I've gotten from your mother

no one is where you two are together or sometimes even touched you or something.

I've searched for it, because I want to know, of course,

could look like so touching. Since, it is now.

Yes, that's good. - Do you's?

I do not know what to say.

Do you think your mother likes it?

Determined.

A bit dark, maybe.

And he does not smile. Since I am not sure if she likes it. But otherwise

Are you not satisfied? - No idea, his eternal smile...

happened to me on my nerves. - Right. Is it ok.

Yes? But something is wrong. What's wrong? - I do not know.

How does it feel then? Your brother feels right for you?

I do not know. - Now it's saying! I find this picture scary.

Scary? - Yes, I see like this?

So cold?

It looks as if he wants something from me and I remember not at all.

It's up to me. I have no idea. - No, I know it wants.

I just feel lately.

As if he follows me.

Sometimes I wake up at night and I the feeling that he is standing next to my bed

or in the room. Well not the real Alexander,

But the feeling of someone which is in the room.

It feels terrible.

It is as if he 'had opened the door ne and I can not return to war.

Like so 'ne door so' NEM plane where parachutists jump out.

The door is open and attracts me to jump.

I could. It's easy.

'S Just a matter of a few seconds.

I think that's what I mean when I say that he persecuted me, or...

attracts or repels, or something.

This man, who has been dead three years

Did he also killed himself? - No, he did not. Yes, sort of.

He has too much rumgemacht with drugs, with nothing but hard stuff.

And I always wanted to paint finish. But somehow it still does not.

When the man's me again caught properly.

I'm actually rather someone who is on Edge is. So a little bit off,

longer as an observer or spectator.

And I was really involved with in life. Fully clear.

Every moment was life with the rich, and above all, unpredictable.

What was the problem? - The problem was, I was married.

They were married? - I've even had a family.

A wife and a son. I'm the son still. He is now 18th

And at the same time was the man for me too much. Too intense, too crazy.

His death was a relief to me. The people are dead, Lila.

Erik Alexander was his name. They can not pull or push more,

because they are dead.

Look, as I see you. That there, that's you!

They are strong and determined.

Shit, strong.

I am strong. I can strongly be. That's the point but not yet.

That's not the point.

But maybe I can even sometimes one to ask how I feel.

Maybe someone can indeed times get interested in how it's going to me!

How am I really going! Oh, I'm so tired.

Can I sleep here? I must sleep now.

My bathrobe! - Were you been swimming?

Yes. When it's time? - Where does that come from?

That was in the stack of your mother. - I know this is not at all.

I think it's good. I noticed that. I think it looks,

as if he were in love in the picture. And in the one who shot him.

Right, somehow satisfied.

Hm, is a strange feeling, a photo to see Alex, I do not know.

It reminds me somehow because he also had a life without us.

Have you had breakfast? I've never smoked eel in the house.

I do not want eel.

Oh, right. Sun Dancers even chain smoke for breakfast.

And then eat salad leaves, right?

Sorry, we are making now.

Hello!

I have you not heard. - Hello, I'm called.

You look good.

Bit pale. I can do to pick up the mantle?

It's here in the garden, right?

Well, Alexander was always go to your hand.

He was very affectionate. This is you pretty much gone on my nerves.

Look, you do not want to give him a hand.

How mean of me. - You always were a bit resistant.

Want some tea?

Is it cold today, will fall.

Still 'a quarter of an hour.

All right with you? - Yes, to some extent.

Did you really a friend at the moment? - No, not anymore.

Was not this guy, this sculptor?

It was nothing.

What? - What I have in the shoe.

Mami!

I do not understand. This is not the image I ordered.

No, but what you have ordered, that has not felt right.

Does not it feel right?

Why did you do that?

It is better that way. Alexander has threatened Lila.

Threatened? What is this nonsense? That's her brother! Happy children!

I think it has something. I understand Although nothing about painting, but Lilli...

is made beautiful. It looks so soft.

Where is your bathroom, please? - The door and then left out, please.

It is this photo, right? - Which photo?

That.

Oh, that from the boarding school. - What?

Yes, a classmate gave it to me, John, when I Alex 'things have taken.

Are you sure? - Yes, definitely.

I think we have to go now. Andi is waiting.

Thank you. I'm out.

We drive to my aunt's birthday.

They provide us with the home? - Yes. Thank you. Lilli?

I'll be right!

I like it very real.

Looks as if we smile in the mirror.

Thank you.

The guy she was but not all. This looks totally stupid.

I do not want a picture of him, I want Alex! - Lilli But he has yet made good.

For this alone it's worth the money. But you like it, right?

No wonder! - I mean, I would have to bring the times:

"Oh, you wanted a red wall? Oh, I've just painted yellow.

Yellow is still quite beautiful. You know, Red has not felt right."

20000 �! I would be fired. - The man is an artist, not a painter Wanda.

Super, artist. - I like it.

Yes, now you like it. Only you do 'S giant rebellion, that you should then.

Since I do not like, like me! - What is now called for again?

If it you do not like, I take it with. - With? Where to?

Yes, I'll hang on with me somewhere.

Hello.

Sara! - Hi, Lila!

Hello, little Indians.

Uncle Thomas!

Well, are you?

Next week it's been a year, eh? - Au.

Have you cut? Bad? - No, it's not bad.

Thank you.

And how does that feel?

Is already, I think.

And the two over there?

Do you think who would grieve for me too?

Lila!

Can this idiot to stay with you? He let me paint the picture is not finished.

Come here, sweetheart. You stay now times a bit with us, yes? Comm

Lilli, come on, I must show you something!

Look, I've painted for you. - Thank you.

This is what we are eating today. That's Grandpa and Alex. Us to look and wave.

Let me clean. Let me clean. Mama said I should play too.

With my magic sword I'm gonna cut into pieces. And I can fry you.

Or put on the stove. Or I can and the ears cut off.

Now look what you've done.

Are you crying now?

I want to have my brother. - You can still take me as a brother.

I think we have been Sarah's birth nothing changed here.

And the couch, for example, which must necessarily out.

Maybe you can relate only once again. With the baby starts all over again.

Do not know why you have to change something. It's all good.

Finally, I will in the coming months again most of the time...

spend on the couch.

Rejoice yet. I can get you the stuff.

On what did you think? - No clue.

Paul would like, you stand up? Why does its not high? Is still high. Both!

But their cries, when the ice comes. - No.

Papa, you call! - Yes, logical.

Let the filling are easy. - No, no, it tastes good.

A warm yellow I would imagine. But not even insensitive.

True, would be pretty yellow. - I thought you were going?

So what? - Lila, how are you with "Alice"?

I imagine it as stressful, so 'had a main role to dance.

I no longer play the leading role. I'm fired.

Really? - I knew it.

I call the on and do the reverse. You have a hangover.

No, you do not. I want the "Alice" does not dance anymore.

This musical is not for me Trallala. - Wow, two years for nothing.

Now that is not serious. - Then she danced her first leading role...

stop next year. You are doing just... - Stay out of you.

I think I do not want to dance. I just want to sing, that is me.

What do you think how many girls there, have a very nice voice?

Are you doing this training so that you are in 'n few years must sing jingles?

Ask me yet again why, Dad. - Why? Do you think I do not know?

Stop it, whining, Lila. Do you want that Alex's death and ruined your life?

Man, I sometimes feel I've not only lost my brother.

Your father is right, and you know it

Exactly, because you are united you again. If ye be not otherwise agree, too.

But since you are once again a properly hard-hitting concrete wall.

Super.

Max?

Oh, Lila, again? - What are you doing here?

I try out something. You can help me. Look at this,

You press the shutter button here. - And what happens then?

Press here until I say "now". And then you turn on the lamp here.

Yes? But stay on the trigger. - Ok.

Yes. - So?

Yes, good!

And now...

Lamp. And out!

So! That had to be now.

That interests me.

Picasso rumgemacht with light. Looks good right out.

What a nightmare.

What that picture? - No, the picture is good.

But it is supposed to actually Her mother killed. - Yes.

Now's just like me. - Yes, yes, fine.

Because, that's it. That's what I mean. Have you seen it?

Beautiful as it moves. Our racers! Or?

Who loved the snow. Is always totally freaked out when the first flakes.

Has left everything and left and ran outside.

They have liked him very, Her brother, right?

I'm fond of him had not always not at all.

Everything he has done, was always so perfect.

I hated that. I always thought that Alex is never sad.

He has no reason. He has no real problem.

I'm such an asshole.

Show me some games, how to dance.

Honestly, I can not.

And now? - You must take me, you're the man

You gotta show what you want.

But this is not much.

Good!

Say: I, Max Hollander, am gay.

Really gay.

That seems so incredibly yourself to fascinate you?

So, yes. Say it again.

But I notice now somehow quite heavy.

I must go.

We'll see you soon, yes?

Are you awake? - No.

I want to Alexander's boarding school. I must there to find out what. - Good luck.

Are you coming? Please.

No. - Super. I'll pick you up by 10. Until then.

Hello, John. - Hey.

Sorry, I had to get this stuff. - Nice that it worked.

This is Max, a friend of mine. - Hello.

You have exam soon, right? - I'll wait outside. Makes it sometimes, yes?

I must eat something. Want anything? - Yes, I take 'n coffee.

Alex has a great deal about you. - Really?

Already.

Yes, there is now a year since and somehow it is not better.

I can imagine. - A coffee, please.

The photo did you do it?

Max, the man you've just seen, who painted a picture of Alex and me.

Instead he has used this photo, because of the look in Alex's face.

He thinks Alex looks out as if he were in love.

And that's true but somehow, do not you think?

He's really something in his eyes. And then my father told me,

that you took the photo. I thought that if Alex was gay...

and would not dare, right? My parents were ecstatic.

Perhaps it would be the reason and... Sorry. It is totally stupid.

Must you go? - No, I'm still a little bit.

I would like to provide you the solution. But Alex and I,

we shared a room, nothing more.

And Alex had nothing to do with guys I do not think so.

He was simply mistaken withdrawn.

I mean, he was funny in a good mood. Had always cool spells and stuff.

And there was no one of what had against him.

But actually knew what no one about him.

He was for the people what they have wanted. And just as he wanted it.

Always' make a show, always stay cool, you know?

Maybe he was a bit alone.

Sorry. So, I mean that I have nothing run with your brother.

But I remember very well that night, I've made the photo.

We hung around a bit, have smoked, drank tequila or something.

It was determined only two or so.

I'm there with my camera rumgemacht, and we chatted about at home.

I did what my parents told and so, and he has spoken of you.

Exactly, but the expression in his face.

He has about you.

Here you go. - Thank you.

I've got it dirty... - Super, sit quietly in the gas station fire.

Yes.

Take you just simply not that important. Maybe it was not even about you.

Then we have it stop all messed together.

You have to stop looking for a reason because there's maybe more than just one.

And you listen to, to be mad at him. - Sour? I'm not mad!

But because he makes you feel guilty.

I know this, believe me. I know it pretty well.

Come, let us continue.

What will happen to me?

What for you want from me?

Who I am, I am I? How strange?

Let me go away. Help!

We'll get you to blow your way through the dirt, we catch you...

Mom, it's me, Lila. I've been thinking about the mantle.

You wanted to go shopping with me.

Oh, forget that shit coat, Mom. Actually...

I just wanted to say it will come back. Yes?

This will be good again.

Good night.

Mom, it's me, Lila. I've been thinking about the mantle.

You know already, what do you do next?

Look to the right. No idea.

I probably need to get out here. Faces are,

loud people on the street... - Sounds good.

But in the end I paint but then again on to my friend.

So, the picture is certainly ready now.

I have to go. I have an appointment.

Oh wait, again. I have a little something for you.

I wanted to give you. Look here.

Yes, it was an attempt. Is not all that bad, right?

Thank you.

Give it to me yet.

I'll miss you. - Yes, yes, I understand.

About a year ago We have lost Alexander.

He took his own life.

We still do not know why.

And who now are they? - The children of my procurement office.

This is Lila.

The study in Munich singing and dancing. - Singing and dancing.

You can study it?

And now the mom wanted a nice Paintings of her two beautiful children?

Yes, it is.

I love them, the rich people. What would we do because without them?

Who is it?

My father.

Hey, Stella, are you coming up to us?

Hi. - Hi, Tobi. Happy birthday.

Thank you.

How was Spain? Salamanca?

Cool.

I wanted to give you.

Thank you.

Is that your girlfriend there? - Yes.

What's her name? - Stella.

Stella. Pretty.

Yes, well then. Thank you for the picture.

Yes, yes, maybe you bring it pure.

Maybe it's snowing tonight. - Ok.

Ciao, Papa.

So, take care.

Goodbye, Mr. Hollander!

Bye, Stella. Do you care around the picture?

I do not want it wet, ok? - Will do!

What are you doing? - I could not sleep.

Because I thought I had caught at it. - It's only in two weeks.

Everything should be nice if it comes.

Want one? - Yes, please, why not.

Have not you already told her? - What?

That you take off.

No. That's what I do when she is here.

We had also good times together.

Absolutely!

Alex! We hear now with the bullshit!

That's enough!

Ok, ok, apology accepted.