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I hope you don't mind feet.
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My toes swell up like crazy at night.
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Want an edible?
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No, I'm good. Thank you, though.
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I'm sorry. So you're, like, friends with
my dad?
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I wouldn't exactly say friends. I live
in the unit upstairs. Your dad and I
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have, like, an arrangement.
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An arrangement?
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Gross. It's not sexual or anything.
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Oh, I wasn't thinking it was. What?
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I water his plants while he's away.
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Away where?
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I take it you two aren't close.
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Not since I was a kid.
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When you saw him last, did he look
thick?
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Seemed fine to me.
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On second thought.
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Settle in.
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This stuff hits quick.
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Troy Green.
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I know that this past week has been
difficult without Drs. Nash and Marcus.
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But like the brain, we have the capacity
to adapt, and adaptation requires
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cooperation.
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That said, I know it's obvious that
there's been tension between Dr. Porter
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me. That is why I want it to be known
that I am the doctor who treated his
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mother. The gala speech that Dr. Porter
gave was about me.
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I'm sorry.
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Charlie, so you came here for, like,
what?
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Revenge? I came here to be a good
doctor. Okay.
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Calling a code. We have to go.
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Smart move.
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Taking away my leverage.
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This isn't a game, Dr. Porter.
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I am not your enemy.
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How did you find that apartment?
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You can pay enough for anything.
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The only thing that tops your curiosity
about my life, Dr. Porter, seems to be
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the fragility of your own.
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You can go.
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Okay, I finished setting up your dating
profile.
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All I need is a picture.
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Oh, can't this wait? I have a patient.
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I see what you're doing.
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It's about the thorn thing at the gala?
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Nothing. Okay, look, the man prefers
someone simpler, with less baggage.
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No, no, no.
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Lauren just knows you're not the type of
woman that he rebounds with.
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And maybe it's not a bad idea to look
outside the hospital.
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Give the apps a chance.
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Playing the field sucks, but it's worth
it to have someone to come home to.
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I want that for you.
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Not that there's anything wrong with a
woman being alone.
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Nice try.
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I'll think about it.
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Betsy, look at you.
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You are glowing. Oh, well.
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I'm feeling real good lately.
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But I got so worried when I heard about
your suspension.
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Because you've been such a light since
the building collapsed, right? You ever
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find out who reported you? Now, how do
you know someone reported me? You know
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how these nurses can talk. Oh, do they?
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Mm -hmm.
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Okay, well, unfortunately, we only have
so long. My schedule is tight today.
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What brings you in?
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I'm sorry. Where are my manners? This
here is my baby D 'Angelo.
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How cute.
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My life has been turned around since I
adopted him. I'm sleeping better through
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the night. I'm not having as many bad
dreams.
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But the problem with D 'Angelo here can
yowl. And my neighbors went to my
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landlord. And now I'm going to get
evicted if I can't prove that D 'Angelo
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emotional support animal. Now, Betsy, I
can't just hand out emotional support
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letters. No, no. No, no, I'm not asking
you to do that. No, no, get to know D
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'Angelo.
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Some days it feels like he's my only
reason to get out of bed.
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Dr. Chandler to MICU. Jared, a cup of
coffee?
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Um, what can I do for you, Miss Silva?
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Okay, I see you wore your grumpy
stethoscope today, but I think you're
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like this one.
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Benson Bowman.
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A bull rider in town with his touring
rodeo for a few days came to the ED
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a fall. They noted proximal leg
weakness, but CT, x -ray, and utox were
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normal. So I squeezed him in for an
appointment today.
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And fair warning, I have a thing for
cowboys. Buckling belts, knocking boots,
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if I faint... Let's hope there's someone
there to catch you.
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Where's our cowboy?
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Come on.
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Mr. Bowman, I'm Dr. Wolf.
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Yeah.
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It's nice to meet you.
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You're quite the musician.
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Yeah, I learned from a fella in New
Orleans who said music keeps the brain
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sharp. Indeed, it does.
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So I don't see anything wrong with your
brain on these scans, but I do agree
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with E .D. Your gait is peculiar. This
could be muscular or skeletal. I see
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you've broken quite a few bones.
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Yeah, that's par for the course. A
rider's supposed to fall, but lately it
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like I could fall before the chute even
opens.
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Just need to hydrate more, I guess. You
do have significant sensorimotor
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polyneuropathies. Oh, you understand any
of that? That means you've got some
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merit damage in your arms and legs.
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Oh, well, I wouldn't need so many fancy
words to tell you that. That could be
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the result of your extensive injury
history, but I would like to run some
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additional tests just to rule out any
neurological causes.
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Sure thing.
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Yeah, I appreciate you, Doc.
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I'm looking for Benson.
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Anyone know where he is? Benson?
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Baby? Hey there.
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I'm Dr. Wolf.
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Dear heavens, you are one handsome man.
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You're a doctor?
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I am.
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They hear you're looking for Mr. Bowman.
Are you Mrs.? That boy wishes. I'm
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Grace Ann.
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Grace Ann Stevens.
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Benson's my guy. All right, right this
way, Grace Ann. I'm Benson's doctor. I
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can show you his room.
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It's right around here.
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Oh, my God.
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Okay.
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98 .6.
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Totally normal. Benson, can you walk us
through how you felt before your
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temperature dropped?
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Yeah, a little woozy, I guess.
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Look, it ain't a big deal, all right?
This happens sometimes.
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Benson runs frigid, especially after,
you know, he has a BM.
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All right.
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Yeah, it's been happening like this for
about a year. Comes on fast, goes away
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faster. Yeah, but it's never been like
that before.
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That was something else.
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Persistent sinus tachycardia.
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What's going on with me, Doc?
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I just discharged Miss Chen. Room 303 is
free if you need it. Thanks.
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I can't stop thinking about this Charlie
thing. It's like John Wick levels of
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obsessed, but with, like, stethoscopes
instead of guns. And his speech, all the
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feels. I guess you had to be there.
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I'm doing it in a drop -off van tonight
after my shift if you want to come. Oh,
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I almost forgot.
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I applied for that grant.
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The mental health services grant that
Bronx General is sponsoring.
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I didn't realize that was your thing. I
landed an interview.
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Will you help me with practice tonight?
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Yeah, of course.
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Yes.
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That's great.
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Congrats. Thanks.
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So, Erica is going for the same grant
that I wrote you a reference for. Yeah,
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but I never would have even considered
it if I'd known she was applying. Why
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not? Your proposal's great. These grants
are like a gold star on your resume. Do
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you know how hard it is to get hired
after residency without one? No, but
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Erica's just so good at these things.
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Kinney is a nuclear -level overachiever
addicted to success.
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Some stiff competition might be healthy
for her.
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Betsy was arrested.
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What? She got into a fight with her
neighbors. Cops showed up. They found
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place crawling with cats like dozens.
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When they said it was a public health
hazard, Betsy lost it. Where is she?
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44th Precinct. Okay.
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Hey, have you tested for Toxoplasma
gondii yet? It's a parasite transmitted
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through cat feces. The one where rats
fall in love with cats? Right. Some say
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that Toxo could be what's behind the
misconception of the crazy cat lady. The
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pathogen alters the neurons to spark
obsession.
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Maybe I got Toxo because I keep bringing
home strays from the bar. That's an
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interesting theory, but fringe.
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I'll look into it. Thanks.
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No, no, and no.
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Benson's mixed neurologic exam.
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His autonomic instability, his intensely
sweaty palms.
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None of these symptoms are explained by
our in -house workup, but it is notable
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that the life of a pro bull rider is
full of close contact exposures.
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Manure, dirt, fertilizers, other
animals, even spiders.
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Rodeo trailers travel, right? Like a
circus, it's feasible that southern and
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western pathogens are at play.
Especially if he naps in hay.
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Hay naps.
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Really? I mean, how much do any of us
actually know about a rodeo? I know
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Carter. You might be onto something, Dr.
Porter.
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Benton's tachycardia is concerning.
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Whatever's happening could be silently
worsening.
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Best thing we can do for him now is put
ourselves in his... boots?
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Sounds like we're going to the rodeo.
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Welcome to the Empire State Livestock
Show and Rodeo.
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Where should we start?
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Well, we'll need to talk to the tour
manager and get samples from the dirt in
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the arena as well as from any fertilizer
feed that Benson might have come in
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contact with. I read that riders can get
sick from their bulls, so maybe we get
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some specimen from old Elsie.
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Elsie? Those are boys.
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They don't teach you all that in med
school?
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That would be a vet school.
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Heard that, Buckle Bunny.
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Some Rodeo 101 for you city flickers.
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Barrel racers, like me, travel with our
horses, but bull riders draw a new bull
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for each competition.
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Which means there's not just one LC for
you to get specimens from, but... three.
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Well, we need samples from both ends.
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Dr. Wolf, you and I have got a date with
the Agricultural Expo.
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I'll be at the concession stand.
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I never want to see another bull in my
life.
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Why do they have so much saliva?
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Thanks.
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So, I actually also applied for the
grant and I got an interview too.
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Oh. Why didn't you tell me?
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I guess I just was worried that it would
be weird. Is it weird? It feels weird.
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Dana, relax.
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I've been working in therapy to not let
my competition trigger me. There's no
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reason we can't both go for it. That's
true.
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And I'm glad that therapy is helping. I
wasn't sure if going for the grant was
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bad or Sam or... What?
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You've just been talking more about your
bio mom lately.
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Have I?
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Come on, we should find Wolf.
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Wait a minute.
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Hey, hey, hey, excuse me. Can I get a
little help in here? My arms are like
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crazy.
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Oh, no.
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There's something on me. We all got bed
bugs in here.
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I'm going to need your help. No, go to
hell.
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Get them off me.
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They're under my skin.
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Have you ever seen the mummy?
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When the little beetle dug himself under
the little guy's arm? They were
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scarabs, honey.
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Oh, whatever they're called. It was like
that.
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Crawling up under my skin.
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Have you ever experienced hallucinations
like that before?
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Well, I've been knocked in the head a
few times.
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Saw stars, but it wasn't like that.
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It felt too real.
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What about now? Are you still seeing or
feeling any bugs?
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I feel right as rain now.
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But that is how I get when I get my good
luck charm by my side.
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It's the power of love and all that.
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So sorry you had to go through that on
your own, baby.
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I'm here now.
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I'm going to take care of you. Well, if
this issue were psychiatric, it's
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unlikely that your episode would have
resolved this quickly. We are still
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analyzing the samples from the rodeo to
see if there's any connection.
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But in the meantime, Grace Ann, keep
doing what you're doing.
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On it. Not letting this one out of my
clutches.
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Lab results from the rodeo figured you
should debrief Wolf.
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Are you open to some feedback from
someone who's been awarded six grants?
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You have my attention.
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I used to walk into those interviews and
just rattle off a bunch of sassy facts.
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It wasn't until I actually opened up
about what the grants meant to me that
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committees lit up.
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My advice?
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Don't be afraid to get personal.
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Thanks.
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Speaking of getting personal, you.
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Dr. Wolf?
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My mentee has questions.
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One, not your mentee. And two, now that
your C for Vendetta mission is
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accomplished, are you really just going
to keep hanging around?
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Are you trying to get rid of me, Danny?
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Okay. And who says my mission is
accomplished?
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Are you open to some feedback?
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You're a good doctor, despite some
sociopathic tendencies.
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Maybe spend less time trying to prove
Wolf wrong and show people how your
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approach works.
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I have a patient.
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Hi. Everything all right?
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Totally. I was just on my way to find
you. The rodeo results are in. Great.
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And there is nothing relevant here, so
this isn't environmental or infectious.
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What are we missing?
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Dural Racer and the germaphobe.
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Oh, excuse me. Oh, naked cowboy butt.
Whoops, sir. We should have put a sock
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the door. I thought I told you to laugh.
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They drank the hand sanitizer.
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I think they're drunk.
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That's just the beginning of our
worries.
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Benson, why didn't you tell me you're an
alcoholic?
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We don't call it that where I'm from.
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My mama, she was born with that, oh,
what do you call it?
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Fetus alcohol disease. Fetal alcohol
syndrome.
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Yeah, the day I was born, first thing
she asked the doctor was, is he like me?
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She drank all nine months of her
pregnancy.
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That's what we do.
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My family, my friends.
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I was sober 12 years, then I turned 13.
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I wasn't even drinking when I came in
here, though.
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I was sober all two days. I didn't think
it was related.
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Well, what you have is called a typical
Wernicke disease, sometimes referred to
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as wet brain.
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It's a thiamine deficiency caused by
chronic alcohol abuse. Alcohol blocks
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thiamine, commonly known as vitamin B1.
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And in severe cases, it can lead to
paralysis, coma, even death.
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Yeah, but thiamine.
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That's what y 'all got me hooked up to.
It's going to fix me. Well, it will
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alleviate some of your symptoms. The
wide gait, the hypothermia. But I
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your hallucination was caused by alcohol
withdrawal.
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Which Grace Ann treated with hand
sanitizer.
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Grace.
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She was just trying to help me.
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She's seen me through a lot.
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We've always been there for each other.
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We got this dream.
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of owning this big ranch with one of
those wraparound porches.
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We'll get us some rocking chairs.
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And we'll sit back under that pink
Montana sky and sip a couple cold ones.
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I don't think Grace would be too keen
sipping sparkling water instead.
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Well, how would she feel about sitting
on that porch all by herself?
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I've tried everything.
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I worked all the steps.
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I went to therapy.
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I hired a sober buddy. Expensive rehab.
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Cheap rehab.
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I even tried hypnotherapy and those GLP
-1s.
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I just wasn't born with an off switch.
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Then we need to get you one.
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Did you say neuromodulation?
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Correct. Deep brain stimulation, DBS, is
a surgery that uses electrical impulses
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to retune neural pathways.
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One could also point out the similarity
to a modern -day lobotomy. I'm the first
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to acknowledge the troubled history of
psychosurgery, but deep brain
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to treat severe alcohol use disorder is
something different. I've seen DBS for
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movement disorders, of course, and even
read about it for OCD, but never
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alcoholism. That's because there aren't
that many people who can benefit from
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it, people who are motivated to change
but who can't stop drinking despite meds
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or therapy.
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Well, that describes Benson, so how does
it work?
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We don't know how it works. Not exactly.
But it does work for some people. Not
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enough to guarantee abstinence
necessarily, but ideally enough to
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urge to drink. Without impacting
anything else in the pleasure -reward
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That is what it seems like. I mean, this
is at the forefront, team. Which is why
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I don't even know why we would consider
it. We barely know anything about our
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patient other than the fact that he's a
drunk. And if nothing has changed that
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yet, then nothing will. This is a
disease like any other.
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The window is quickly narrowing for
Benson. At this point, there are just
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that many other options.
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Good luck convincing the chief.
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Let me handle him.
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Well, if this doesn't make sense for us,
you've known this patient all of 24
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hours. We need a more longitudinal view
of what he's tried, his commitment. I've
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known Benson long enough to know he's
been trying to stop drinking for a
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This is a powerful addiction, Josh. His
life is at stake. We could save him. I
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hear where you're coming from.
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Done DBS countless times. Whenever for
this indication, this is a real risk. In
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an unapproved... I'm sorry, this is
about FDA approval?
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You're the one who was pushing DBS on my
patient with Tourette's. That's not an
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approved use either. And you said no.
Yeah, because Tourette's wasn't about to
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kill it. I'm not just one surgeon making
calls about one patient. I'm the chief
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to okay an unapproved surgery. With
uncertain outcomes and no mechanism for
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reimbursement?
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I'm sorry, I simply can't.
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Dr.
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Wolf, you got a sec?
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Also, did you just drink hand sanitizer?
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Uh, it's patient research.
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I wanted to ask your advice.
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I'm applying for this grant, and I have
to speak to a panel, and I'm not sure
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what to say.
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Comfort is in sight.
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You want to get ahead?
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Button up.
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Be professional.
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Boards love that in our line of work.
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But enough.
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I can do that.
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Thanks, Dr. Wolf.
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I'm glad to see your time in the clink
hasn't changed you. Well, I'm still
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considering getting a neck tattoo.
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But it's all been worth it if it means
that I can keep my baby.
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I spoke with Officer Rogers, and he's
willing to drop the charges.
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If we can get this situation under
control.
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Betsy, how come you weren't honest with
me about how many cats you had? Because
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it fluctuates. Even I don't know how
many there are sometimes.
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People may think that makes me some kind
of old kook with cats.
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But the thing is, D 'Angelo and these
strays, they make me feel whole.
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I wake up with purpose.
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It's been a long time since I felt that.
And there's nothing wrong with having a
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companion. But when it gets excessive,
it can become a health risk.
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As it happens, your lab results came
back positive for Toxoplasma gondii.
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What is that? Never mind.
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Okay, how do we treat that? While you
were exposed to the pathogen,
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it's not an active infection.
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So physically...
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There's nothing to treat.
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I mean, you said it yourself.
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You've never felt better. But we still
need to find a solution so you and your
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babies can have a safe place to live.
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Nichols is being completely
unreasonable.
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Benson is the perfect candidate for DBS.
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He's tried everything.
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There is no other option.
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Relapses are often caused by euphoric
recall. His mind only remembers the
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pleasurable aspects of drinking.
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Do I have you for a Greek off?
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Because I keep forgetting all the bad
parts about being married.
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Maybe I need DBS.
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Well, you can't get it at Post General.
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I can't believe Josh.
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Did Josh mention Dr.
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Bo Pedrosa?
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He's a neurosurgeon. He practiced here
before you came.
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running a clinical trial on DDS, mostly
in patients with OCD, but I have a
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feeling he will make a humanitarian
exemption for Benson. Well, why didn't
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mention it?
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He must have slipped his mind.
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Carol, you're biting your lower lip.
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No, I'm not. You're lying. What are you
hiding from me?
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Dr.
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Pedrosa is... Josh's boyfriend.
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So you're going to cut out the part of
my brain that craves alcohol?
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Not quite.
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Surgeons will place electrodes in the
areas of your brain involved in your
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addiction. It's still experimental, but
there is a private hospital running a
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trial that we can try to get you into.
The goal is to reduce your cravings and
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the anxiety you feel around needing to
drink.
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How soon?
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Can we just hold on for a second? This
is all happening so fast.
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I understand.
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But this is a once -in -a -lifetime
opportunity. They don't let just anyone
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these trials.
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I get that Benson drinks, but surgery
seems like a bit much, doesn't it? The
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rodeo's like family. We got plenty of
people who want to help. You tell us
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this is an issue, then the other guys
and I can handle it.
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Grace.
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Come here.
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Hey.
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I love that you don't make me feel like
I have a problem.
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But I do.
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I need to hear that. You know, there is
no guarantee.
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It likely won't remove your cravings
altogether, but with continued therapy,
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could make you a... Different person?
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I've seen Benson try to get sober.
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He's not the man I fell in love with.
This time will be different.
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After everything we've tried to get me
right, we ended up here.
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In this city, in this hospital, with
this...
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Nut of a doctor, no offense, who's
offering me something that no one else
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will.
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This might be my one shot to get back on
the ball. In my mind, there are two
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choices. Either we go through with the
surgery, or your career, your life, as
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you know it, is over.
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All right, I'm so sorry to keep you all
waiting.
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Oh, please, don't worry about that.
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Mr. Bowman, you're lucky you saw Dr.
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Wolf. I wouldn't make time this quickly
just for anyone.
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I've heard a lot about you, Doctor.
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Uh, yeah, I've heard about you as well.
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So... The way I like to explain this to
my patients is that...
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Your reward system has been hijacked by
your addiction, and this is the first
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step to getting it back.
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Yeah, that sounds real good.
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Now, this surgery is just the beginning
of a long journey. I like all my
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patients to see a psychiatrist before we
move forward, and the people in your
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life are essential.
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They will need to be equally committed
to your recovery, or you'll be going
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through brain surgery for nothing.
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I'm here for Benson.
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Good. Yes.
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Having good people in your life is
everything.
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So how have you been, Betsy? Well, it's
real quiet now with just me and D
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'Angelo. But in finding homes for all my
other fur babies, I realize that this
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city is...
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full of cat lovers.
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And I'm now a proud member of the Cat
Museum and the NY Cat Film Festival. I
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even got invited to CatCon in Pasadena.
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It sounds like you found your people,
Betsy. That's amazing progress.
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And I have more good news. I can sign
off on D 'Angelo officially being your
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emotional support animal.
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And you two can both stay in the
apartment.
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How does that sound? How does that
sound, baby?
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How about you, Dr. Pierce? You ever
think about getting a cat for yourself?
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Well, you make being a cat lady look
good.
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Thank you.
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I'm not sure I can pull that off the way
you do.
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Dr. Pierce, I am a 60 -year -old widow
rebuilding her life.
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I haven't got time for such trifles.
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Life's too short.
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You see me.
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Think of all the surgery it could do for
us.
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No more money wasted on rehab.
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I could finally give you that life you
always wanted.
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All I've ever wanted was you.
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What if... What if this surgery changes
you?
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Look, you heard the doctor.
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I'll still be me.
478
00:28:49,520 --> 00:28:50,520
Just a better version.
479
00:28:53,660 --> 00:28:58,620
Maybe if this works, you could get it
too.
480
00:28:59,580 --> 00:29:00,580
We'd be in it together.
481
00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:03,700
What do I need the surgery for?
482
00:29:04,120 --> 00:29:05,120
Gracie, come on.
483
00:29:06,660 --> 00:29:08,280
You could drink me under the table.
484
00:29:08,740 --> 00:29:10,320
That doesn't make me a drunk.
485
00:29:11,700 --> 00:29:14,560
If you want to quit drinking, fine, but
don't put your stuff on me.
486
00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:15,840
Look, I'm ready for this.
487
00:29:18,190 --> 00:29:19,190
I need it.
488
00:29:22,010 --> 00:29:23,530
But I also need you.
489
00:29:24,950 --> 00:29:26,110
My good luck charm.
490
00:29:30,750 --> 00:29:31,930
You have me.
491
00:29:34,670 --> 00:29:35,670
You know that.
492
00:29:38,910 --> 00:29:40,370
So then do this with me.
493
00:29:42,390 --> 00:29:43,390
Come on.
494
00:29:44,510 --> 00:29:45,510
Get sober.
495
00:29:49,000 --> 00:29:50,000
for us.
496
00:30:15,940 --> 00:30:20,020
Dr. Dane, we're so excited to hear from
you today. Happy to be here.
497
00:30:22,180 --> 00:30:23,860
Your proposal is impressive.
498
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:27,980
Thank you. How do you plan on balancing
your grant work with your current
499
00:30:27,980 --> 00:30:32,160
caseload? Well, I love working with my
patients, of course. But even in my
500
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:36,380
year, I've already successfully
completed three research projects. I
501
00:30:36,380 --> 00:30:37,380
three -pronged approach.
502
00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:39,960
Communication, structure, and
transparency.
503
00:30:40,300 --> 00:30:41,300
Oh, wow.
504
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:44,560
That is a great question.
505
00:30:45,399 --> 00:30:47,560
I guess I haven't really thought about
it.
506
00:30:48,340 --> 00:30:52,740
You know, I've never really been great
at time management. It is my one flaw.
507
00:30:52,920 --> 00:30:56,800
Why don't you tell us what made you
interested in pursuing this particular
508
00:30:56,800 --> 00:31:00,320
grant? The statistics of how difficult
it is for patients living with mental
509
00:31:00,320 --> 00:31:02,000
illness to get care are staggering.
510
00:31:02,220 --> 00:31:06,660
And the cost that society then has to
bear is unsustainable. So, Dr. Dang, why
511
00:31:06,660 --> 00:31:07,660
do you want this?
512
00:31:19,820 --> 00:31:25,360
When I was young, my sister battled
depression for years before taking her
513
00:31:25,360 --> 00:31:31,760
life. My parents made it impossible for
her to talk about what she was going
514
00:31:31,760 --> 00:31:32,760
through.
515
00:31:33,620 --> 00:31:38,180
She was alone, and she shouldn't have
been.
516
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:44,440
As providers, we should be there for our
patients, especially when no one else
517
00:31:44,440 --> 00:31:45,440
is.
518
00:31:46,220 --> 00:31:49,800
I want to make sure that when patients
come into our hospital, they have
519
00:31:49,800 --> 00:31:56,520
who is going to protect them, someone
who has the patient's best interests at
520
00:31:56,520 --> 00:31:57,520
heart.
521
00:32:00,220 --> 00:32:01,280
No matter what.
522
00:32:07,380 --> 00:32:11,020
Maybe if my sister had that,
523
00:32:11,180 --> 00:32:15,420
she would still be here.
524
00:32:26,090 --> 00:32:27,090
Good run?
525
00:32:28,290 --> 00:32:33,110
Well, if it isn't Dr. Potster. Thank you
for introducing my boyfriend to my ex.
526
00:32:33,650 --> 00:32:37,310
Well, thank you for introducing me to
the wonderful world of dating apps.
527
00:32:37,970 --> 00:32:39,750
Besides, I did you a favor.
528
00:32:40,070 --> 00:32:41,450
It was going to come out eventually.
529
00:32:43,010 --> 00:32:44,210
Let me ask you something.
530
00:32:44,990 --> 00:32:49,410
As chief, you have access to all HR
files, right?
531
00:32:50,270 --> 00:32:51,810
So you know who reported me?
532
00:32:52,490 --> 00:32:53,490
Carol.
533
00:32:54,280 --> 00:32:56,980
You know, I can't... You don't have to
confirm nor deny.
534
00:32:59,020 --> 00:33:00,580
I think it was Dr. Day.
535
00:33:00,900 --> 00:33:04,540
I sit on the board for a grant she's
applying for, but she couldn't even look
536
00:33:04,540 --> 00:33:06,260
me while she talked about her sister's
death.
537
00:33:06,820 --> 00:33:12,560
It was a suicide, and Allison's case
must have reminded her of her sister.
538
00:33:14,220 --> 00:33:16,980
It felt like she wanted me to know it
was her.
539
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:19,800
Why do you feel about that? Why do you
think I feel about that, Josh?
540
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:22,020
I don't like it.
541
00:33:22,590 --> 00:33:26,570
Look, I'm glad that she had the strength
to stand up for what she believed in.
542
00:33:26,850 --> 00:33:27,890
And I was wrong.
543
00:33:28,330 --> 00:33:30,690
I have accepted that.
544
00:33:31,070 --> 00:33:34,530
But I am just so frustrated.
545
00:33:35,210 --> 00:33:36,370
Carol, you're a good doctor.
546
00:33:36,650 --> 00:33:38,710
Don't let this convince you otherwise.
547
00:33:39,050 --> 00:33:43,270
And as much as Wolf makes a fuss, he
cares about those interns.
548
00:33:43,970 --> 00:33:48,650
Dana reporting me, he'll see that as a
betrayal, and he cannot handle that.
549
00:33:49,590 --> 00:33:50,590
Well...
550
00:33:51,590 --> 00:33:56,210
Then we should make sure that he doesn't
find out.
551
00:34:03,650 --> 00:34:05,690
Vincent, should we wait for Grace Ann?
552
00:34:08,250 --> 00:34:09,250
She ain't coming.
553
00:34:12,290 --> 00:34:13,889
I'd do anything for that girl.
554
00:34:16,409 --> 00:34:18,590
You just can't see what you can't see.
555
00:34:24,609 --> 00:34:26,429
No. I've got to take this ride on my
own.
556
00:34:28,449 --> 00:34:29,989
I'll see you on the other side, partner.
557
00:34:53,389 --> 00:34:55,350
You're quite impressive, Dr. Wolf.
558
00:34:55,850 --> 00:34:57,850
It's not easy getting people to accept
help.
559
00:34:59,230 --> 00:35:01,090
Sometimes it can be our own worst
enemies.
560
00:35:24,710 --> 00:35:26,890
I should have been home yesterday.
561
00:35:28,850 --> 00:35:29,850
Yesterday.
562
00:35:32,650 --> 00:35:35,250
Oh, you almost torched your winter wear.
563
00:35:36,890 --> 00:35:41,270
Van and Jacob are lucky. They are the
only odd couple I cook for. Can you
564
00:35:41,270 --> 00:35:43,630
my phone and see how long we'll bake
this bad boy for? Mm -hmm.
565
00:35:48,610 --> 00:35:53,370
Oh, my God, Dana, the grand committee.
566
00:35:54,700 --> 00:35:55,700
The email?
567
00:35:56,680 --> 00:35:57,920
Quick, open it.
568
00:36:02,800 --> 00:36:03,800
Dana, you did it.
569
00:36:04,420 --> 00:36:05,420
You got the grant.
570
00:36:05,640 --> 00:36:06,960
I got it? You got it.
571
00:36:07,640 --> 00:36:08,640
You got it.
572
00:36:09,540 --> 00:36:13,800
I got it. I got it.
573
00:36:15,060 --> 00:36:21,520
I wish we both could have won. I guess
Blitzy's with you any day. No, stop it.
574
00:36:21,760 --> 00:36:22,860
You deserve this.
575
00:36:23,730 --> 00:36:24,730
Thanks.
576
00:36:25,030 --> 00:36:29,270
It was tough putting myself out there
like that, but it was worth it.
577
00:36:30,150 --> 00:36:31,810
I'm proud of you for being open.
578
00:36:33,570 --> 00:36:37,050
I wanted to talk about my birth mom
during the interview, but I didn't.
579
00:36:37,970 --> 00:36:41,290
My whole life I told myself not to think
about her, but now I am thinking about
580
00:36:41,290 --> 00:36:42,290
her.
581
00:36:42,430 --> 00:36:45,170
And I want to find her.
582
00:36:46,250 --> 00:36:47,530
That's amazing, Erica.
583
00:36:48,470 --> 00:36:52,330
Let me offer my finest stocking
services.
584
00:36:53,660 --> 00:36:54,660
Brief charge.
585
00:36:54,980 --> 00:36:56,180
Oh, well done.
586
00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:04,500
I'm starting to wonder if I'm the only
food -motivated one in this
587
00:37:05,460 --> 00:37:06,460
Shoot, dinner.
588
00:37:07,060 --> 00:37:08,280
Totally lost track of time.
589
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:10,280
Sorry, babe.
590
00:37:10,680 --> 00:37:12,120
You make it up to me.
591
00:37:13,120 --> 00:37:15,220
I met your colleague, Dr. Wolf.
592
00:37:15,480 --> 00:37:16,379
Nice guy.
593
00:37:16,380 --> 00:37:18,200
He seems to care a lot about his
patients.
594
00:37:18,860 --> 00:37:20,000
Like someone I know.
595
00:37:20,480 --> 00:37:21,900
Yeah, yeah, he's a good doctor.
596
00:37:22,700 --> 00:37:26,020
Don't really know him that well. Hey,
are you ready for dinner? Sure. I'm sure
597
00:37:26,020 --> 00:37:27,020
we can still make a reservation.
598
00:37:39,460 --> 00:37:40,540
How long have you been there?
599
00:37:41,840 --> 00:37:45,040
It was actually impressive how you
advocated for DBS.
600
00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:49,560
I wasn't sure it was suitable for an
alcoholic, but going after an
601
00:37:49,560 --> 00:37:50,560
for this patient?
602
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:53,080
That's the kind of leadership that I
want to embody.
603
00:37:53,500 --> 00:37:55,020
Addicts deserve a second chance.
604
00:37:56,500 --> 00:37:58,260
Perhaps your father could have used one.
605
00:37:58,720 --> 00:38:02,140
Your mother opened up to me during her
treatment. She said your father started
606
00:38:02,140 --> 00:38:05,660
drinking long before she got sick.
Neither of you are responsible.
607
00:38:06,100 --> 00:38:07,720
Neither was I. Is that how this works?
608
00:38:08,240 --> 00:38:11,300
You tell me a nice little fun fact about
my family and we're all good? Charlie,
609
00:38:11,320 --> 00:38:12,320
what do you want?
610
00:38:15,760 --> 00:38:19,660
To be honest, I wanted you to fire me
after that gala speech.
611
00:38:20,090 --> 00:38:21,190
I did what I came here to do.
612
00:38:21,430 --> 00:38:23,110
But someone reminded me I'm a good
doctor.
613
00:38:24,350 --> 00:38:25,350
Maybe I want to stick around.
614
00:38:26,190 --> 00:38:29,170
Maybe run a department like this one
day.
615
00:38:29,950 --> 00:38:33,330
Revenge is a ravenous beast if you let
it. This obsession with the past will
616
00:38:33,330 --> 00:38:34,330
tear you apart.
617
00:38:34,450 --> 00:38:35,630
Focus on your future.
618
00:38:47,870 --> 00:38:49,210
Addiction isn't a loop.
619
00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:51,080
It's a spiral.
620
00:38:54,880 --> 00:39:00,320
You may think you're moving forward, but
it's only when you hit the bottom that
621
00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:02,060
you realize you've just been going down.
622
00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:12,400
I left the front door unlocked for you.
623
00:39:14,860 --> 00:39:17,380
Made you a set of keys so you don't have
to break the window.
624
00:39:26,570 --> 00:39:29,270
So what else can you tell me about my
father?
625
00:39:29,590 --> 00:39:34,370
Look, usually I live for some drama, but
I'm not really trying to get involved
626
00:39:34,370 --> 00:39:37,050
in whatever's going on between you and
your dad. Well, what's going on between
627
00:39:37,050 --> 00:39:40,570
you two? You said you had an
arrangement. You watered his plants in
628
00:39:40,570 --> 00:39:41,570
what? Are you hungry?
629
00:39:41,630 --> 00:39:42,770
We could order a pizza.
630
00:39:43,310 --> 00:39:44,870
What are your thoughts on stuffed crust?
631
00:39:47,930 --> 00:39:49,150
When's the last time you slept?
632
00:39:49,430 --> 00:39:50,450
I don't sleep.
633
00:39:51,170 --> 00:39:52,049
Not much.
634
00:39:52,050 --> 00:39:55,030
Your dad's the one who suggested
edibles. They haven't been helping.
635
00:39:58,700 --> 00:39:59,700
He was treating you?
636
00:39:59,940 --> 00:40:00,940
Kind of.
637
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:05,720
He heard me screaming in the middle of
the night. I have these crazy dreams.
638
00:40:05,860 --> 00:40:08,340
Then I wake up unable to move. Sleep
paralysis.
639
00:40:08,820 --> 00:40:11,700
That's what your dad said. I started
talking to him about my symptoms.
640
00:40:12,660 --> 00:40:14,040
Monday, I guess I had a seizure.
641
00:40:14,780 --> 00:40:17,320
Noah offered to be my doctor, pro bono.
642
00:40:18,040 --> 00:40:22,100
He always liked to make house calls when
I was a kid. So I bartered with him. I
643
00:40:22,100 --> 00:40:23,600
didn't want to feel like a charity case.
644
00:40:24,270 --> 00:40:29,250
He'd be my doctor, and in return, I'd
help him write his life story.
645
00:40:32,890 --> 00:40:34,210
He told me about you.
646
00:40:35,630 --> 00:40:37,310
How he lied about being dead.
647
00:40:38,930 --> 00:40:39,930
Wild.
648
00:40:43,170 --> 00:40:44,350
You need a doctor?
649
00:40:45,750 --> 00:40:50,330
Why don't I treat you on the house and
in exchange?
650
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:53,640
You can tell me what my father's been up
to for the last 30 years.
651
00:40:58,080 --> 00:40:59,100
Got yourself a deal.
652
00:41:38,410 --> 00:41:39,410
Greg, we'll get ahead.
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