All language subtitles for Waterloo Road s10e16 Kenzie Leaves Home

The subject is on genetics.

Who do you think you are?

I don't know. You little tramp. Listen
to you, you'd go with anything.

Tell me, do you think... Well, you know
what's on one.

Turn it, turn it.

Punishing kids being bullied, it's a
cyberbully.

What have you spun up for?

Not hungry.

What's the deal?

The good news is, the lump is benign.

Thank you, doctor.

What did the doctor say? A pill.

Got to change my lifestyle, obviously.

I'm here for you, okay?

She's got cancer.

Sonia, we know.

That's it. Hold your seat.

Drive it through.

Pick it up.

Come on.

Okay, come on. This is the final sprint.
200 to go. Come on, push.

You're nearly there. Keep it going.

Come on.

Focus on the clock. Solid play.

50. Same. 10.

1 .5 down on the target.

What? Your sprint's good, but stamina's
still a problem.

But it's what I've been walking on.

All day, every day.

1 .5 is nothing. Yeah, but over 10
miles, it's going to add up, isn't it?

the new bike will help.

It's lighter.

Visualise getting into the corners
early. Pace yourself.

Empty in the tank in the last 200.

You're in good shape. Fit, lean.

You just have to focus on this
afternoon, yeah? I'm focusing.

It's all I've been focused on ever since
we were placed on that team.

It's all I've been interested in.

You ready?

Sponsorship, the pro team play, the
international event.

The club wouldn't have got you this bike
if they didn't think you were worth it.

And you are.

Yeah? Yeah.

Dale?

Morning, boys.

Dale, sit yourself down. Oh, no, I'm
just going to go and have a shower.

Sit yourself down, OK? We'll put up with
the smell. Right, Maggie's race day

breakfast. You've got porridge, cereal
and egg noodles.

Max.

I'll have that if he doesn't want it.
Get your greedy mith off you.

Go on, get that down you now and make
sure you eat your lunch early. We need

light and ready to go.

Will you be able to pick up my
prescription?

Kenzie, it's been days. Please, speak to
me.

I told you I didn't know about you and
Scott sleeping together.

How many times do I have to tell you
that doesn't make a difference?

You're my mum. He's half your age.

How long are you going to keep this up?
How long will it take for you to undo

what you did?

I didn't... Think I'd find out. No, I
didn't mean to do it.

You make it sound like you...

You broke my phone or you stole my make
-up. I've known him since year eight.

When did you start fancying him? Year
nine.

Sports day, year ten. Don't be silly.

Me?

I've told you. I didn't know about the
two of you. I told you it wasn't a big

deal.

I'm sick of the silent treatment. I
don't have to explain myself to you.

well, you know what? Maybe that's the
answer.

What are you doing?

Kenzie?

You don't want to talk about it.

Fine. Don't talk about it.

Where are you going?

Anywhere. I don't care.

As long as I'm not here with you.

You can do what you like with who you
like now.

Kenzie.

And you can look at...

Oh,

cheer up, mate. It might never happen.

Maybe I'll wake you up.

Oh, dear.

What's up today?

Anguish.

If only we did exams in chasing girls,
eh?

We'd be an ace to have people.

Don't tell me one of these girls has
broken my wee boy's heart.

Bye, Dad.

See you later.

Come here, let me help you. I've got it.

Looks impressive.

Fancy pizza tonight?

Yeah, thanks. I'll be drowning my
sorrows after the terrible market I get

this project.

Are you still okay to give me a hand at
lunch?

Yes, I said I would.

Next week?

How'd you swing that?

Didn't take no for an answer, and
eventually the counsellor agreed with me

be best to see Leo as soon as.

I bet he did.

She also suggested that a break from his
usual routine and environment would

benefit, so I thought he should come and
stay with me till then. No need.

I'll be taking him to the lakes next
weekend. In the middle of the mocks with

the school under threat. I'll believe
that when I see it.

Morning. Morning.

We'll discuss this later.

Everything all right?

Never better.

Morning, everyone.

First day of the mock today.

Obviously, they're a useful gauge as to
how our students are doing, but a good

set of results can also tell our parents
and the LEA that we can deliver on our

promises.

Nervous, gentlemen?

I've set the bar high for my students
all term, so I'm confident they'll rise

the challenge.

I don't think their high -pressure
tactics worked their way there, GPD.

But they all seem to be enjoying
themselves, so that helps.

As long as that enthusiasm translates
into results. The LEA are looking for

consistency across all subjects, so I'm
hoping you'll both do your bit.

That's why I'm here.

Good luck.

What's so amusing?

You. Yes, sir. No, sir.

Let's see who's laughing when the
results come in.

Keys, please.

You said a couple of nights. That was
two weeks ago.

Oh, come on, George.

The contract to my new place comes
through as soon as I get my paycheck.

I'm afraid I reached the limit of my
generosity about an hour ago when, in

futile attempt to find my TV remote, I
stumbled upon a mad odour of sock and a

pair of fetid underpants, apparently
breeding under a sofa cushion.

Were they red?

Were they red? What difference... Look,
once upon a time, I had a life, pitiful

as it was. Now I have a teenager.

Not even one I had the pleasure of
conceiving. So?

One more night.

Let me find somewhere to day.

You have a car, don't you?

I mean,

I'm so angry.

What about the other Sonia Donovan?

That poor woman.

Everything all right?

Do you see it?

I'm sorry you're still going through
this.

Have you changed your number?

Twice. And I don't go on social media
anymore. I've closed all my accounts.

OK. Well, as I told your parents, we
will do everything we can to make sure

are as protected here as you can be.

I think it's about time the police were
involved. The community support officer

has been great, but he can only do so
much.

Whoever this moron is, clearly they know
how to hide.

Like someone here.

We both know that.

Yeah, well, just keep taking the screen
grabs of the phone stuff. We need that

for evidence. And make sure you don't
reply to anyone.

It's not going to do any good.

I don't know why you can't just admit
it. There's nothing that anyone can do.

Everything that can be done will be
done.

We'll get them.

But when?

Morning.

What about a B &B?

Got enough for a couple of nights?

Yeah, but then what?

Thanks for not telling me to go back.

Oh, absolutely.

Tell me.

I'm sure they don't.

Who wanted a favourite with you?

After school?

After school?

What? No Romeo and Juliet routine at
lunch?

No, not today. Both busy.

He's got mocks. Boom. That's what he
said, was it?

He's too smooth.

It's the beginning of the end.

What are you talking about?

I know the signs.

I gave it a week.

Tops.

He came on too strong.

You might have tried to blind me last
week, but actually, all you've done is

me see what a complete cow you are.

Do you think he'll choose you over me?

We can find out if you like.

Come on, settle down, please. We're
about to start.

I want absolute quiet.

Do not turn over the papers until we
have it.

Please, please.

You're only wasting your own time.

Thank you.

Ladies and gentlemen, you have two hours
to complete your exam, starting now.

Mr Jackson, you can start.

Dale.

Thank you, Leo. We get the idea.

Yay!

Yeah, this looks impressive, Abdul.

It's not. It's basic.

I'm mapping my own DNA.

I can't even do it properly.

My dad says the DNA testing will cost
too much.

It's not cheap.

That's why we provide a fictional
family's DNA results for a project like

I want it to be more. I don't really
remember my mum that much. But she had

these really green eyes.

That's what everyone else says about
her.

And my dad's boring brown eyes.

A DNA test could tell me everything.

I don't know why he wouldn't do it.

Well, there's lots of reasons why
someone won't want their DNA tested.

Health reasons.

Some people don't want to be on certain
databases.

Aye, maybe give you some sort of
terrible disease.

Very funny, Alex.

Look, I think you've got the makings of
a great project about dominant eye

colours in different ethnic groups and
how it's evolved through the

Yeah, maybe.

Come on, hit the paper.

No talking.

What are

you

doing?

Visualising.

You just don't want me here.

It's a mock.

Also disrupting the exam.

No, I'm not. You are.

What, am I disturbing anyone?

Quiet, everybody. If you don't start
immediately, you're going to be in

detention. I've not done anything.

Do you know what?

I'm trying to get off time for this
today.

Silence, everybody.

You're on with your exam.

I'll be right back.

Dale, you need to come back and finish
your exam.

I can't get my head around this today.
It might be good for you to focus on

something other than your trial. That is
only my trial. Dale, this is an

important exam for you. No, it's not.
It's pointless.

The mocks are an important part of your
exam preparations.

It's training.

Do you understand about training?

Education is the most important thing.
Not as important as me getting into a

cycling team. I can set these exams any
time I want. You are not going to mess

this up for me. Get back in there now.

Meet me.

I'm warning you.

Even. He said Dale laid it out. Nothing
I couldn't handle. What are you doing

here? Saving you by the looks of it.

Weren't as quiet when I turned up.

Just like it was me passing and not you
know.

Where is he then?

Dale.

Thank you Mr Braxton. I can handle it
from here.

I want these on my desk first thing
Tuesday morning.

Mackenzie's got double acts been a bit
quiet since that field trip.

What the hell happened out there?

Well, whatever it is, her and Justin
have been pretty close, everything.

It's none of my business.

What, so you're saying the two of them
being together doesn't bother you at

Look, if that's what they want to do,
then good luck to them.

It's nothing to do with me.

You're being ridiculous.

No, I mean it.

When I asked for his consent and the
sample, he was free.

You can't let that idiot Alex Putrie get
into your head.

Look, my dad always put his hand in his
pocket.

School trips, new laptop, maths tutor.

Never a question. Abdul, you're not
going to kill over and die.

How do you know?

There's all that stuff about people
finding out they've inherited incurable

diseases. What if I have?

See, my mama happened really fast.

Well, that's what my dad said when he
talks about it.

Which is never.

Look, I know what he's like.

If you could do anything to avoid faking
up to it, you will.

Well, I want to know if I'm going to get
him.

Leo, just a minute.

Can you do that for a second? Yeah.

What is it, then?

Just to warn you that your mum has
organised your first counselling session

next week. Great.

Give it a chance.

And I want some advice, some tech
advice.

All right.

If I wanted to block someone who was
texting me, how would I do that?

That depends if you know the number of
the person you're trying to block.

Don't tell me you're getting cyber
-bullied as well.

Sorry, you lost me.

This is about Bonnie, isn't it?

Everyone knows she had a right go at
Rhiannon. Look, I don't want to talk

that. I just want to know if it's
possible to block someone who is

Right, well, if the number's withheld,
then no.

Otherwise, it's fairly simple.

Right, thanks.

So, is the number withheld?

Yeah.

No.

Well, even if it is, there might be some
way for me to work around it. Just let

me think about it. Right, thanks.

It's just hypothetical.

He shouldn't be discussing this with
anyone else.

Don't worry, I'm sure he doesn't
actually care. He's probably just

himself.

Nothing he's done so far has worked.

Well, he's called on the master.

I just need five minutes with your
phone.

Give you my phone.

Yeah, I'm not going to take it anywhere.
I can do it while you eat.

Maybe my dad ate all that chocolate.

No way.

He'll just call her, try and get me to
go back.

No, John.

Come on.

Come on, Sonia, now. Do it now.

Hi.

I, uh, just wanted to say, um, well,
it's amazing.

Um, because...

What I mean is, the other Sonia.

No, no, not the other one.

Me.

I'm... Sorry.

I'm just... I'm really, really sorry.

What was all that about?

She's trying to put on a brave face, but
bottling it up will just make things

worse. It can't be ethical. By that one,
you're all on your own.

And we all know what a cold fish or
sister is. It looks to me as if it's

for direct action.

Well, if I'm going to fail an exam, we
might as well do it in style, eh?

I shouldn't even have went.

It's a total waste of time.

I don't reckon D 'Oliveri's going to let
it go.

Right, let's go.

Well, what are you doing?

You should be dressed.

Not until I've made up that 1 .5.

Deal. Do it on the road. I need to know,
don't I?

I'm not just going there to fail.

Are you going to nag me?

Are you going to time me?

Right, OK.

So, what do you think?

You and me and a whole night of ridding
the world of the zombie population of

New York?

I know why you didn't want to have that
DNA test.

And I understand why you haven't told
me.

I... But I'm the one it affects.

And I know it's hard for you, but I have
a right to know.

Why don't you want to know if it was
you?

Please, I just told the truth.

I'm sorry.

We should have told you from the
beginning.

But then Mum died and...

There never seemed to be the right time.

It was the right thing to do.

What?

Your mother and I, we had problems
having a baby.

She wanted a family so much.

Doctor, I... I don't understand. Wait.

You're not my dad.

Of course I am.

In every way that matters.

Abdul, listen to me. But we... Wait,
where did I come from?

Here in the UK.

Where's my birth certificate then?

I don't know. It's here somewhere.

I need some time.

Abdul, wait.

Abdul.

Abdul, wait.

Abdul.

When I used to ask why there were no
photos of me as a baby, you said it's

because we didn't have a camera.

That's not true, is it?

And then this stupid test.

So it's all lies.

Everything. No.

From the moment we saw you, we loved
you. You must understand that. You were

real parents.

We never knew who they were.

Come back to the shop with me.

I need to think.

And you should have told me earlier.

But just please don't follow me.

Hapto, please.

That's it, then. Keep going, Nick. Keep
going.

Come on, then.

That's it.

Ready.

Yes!

0 .5 under.

Half a second under.

I'm done, mate.

I think you should put a wee bit more
fuel in the tank. No, just before your

time trial. It's 2 .18 now.

Mate, I've done it.

Is it really only for a couple of
nights? My flat goes through at the end

week. I'd get a reference first if I
were you.

What do you think, George?

If he's spinning you the old two nights
only line, be afraid.

Be very afraid.

Oh, maybe it's not such a good idea.

Thanks, mate.

Pleasure, mate.

Hey, did Dale come back in the end?

It was a tough call.

I'm not sure I would have handled it the
same way.

What are you talking about?

Dale Jackson took it upon himself to
disrupt this morning's mock by walking

Yeah, well, it happens occasionally.

And?

I went after him.

I tried to persuade him to return, but
he was more interested in his cycling

trial.

I was gone a matter of seconds.

You left the pupils alone during an
exam?

What were you thinking? I mean, you
risked having to reschedule the entire

When were you going to tell me? It won't
happen again.

And I'll make sure Dale Jackson is
punished severely. I know these are

results for all of us. Yeah.

Dale shouldn't have walked out, but a
big day for him.

Possibly the biggest day of his life.
Maybe he just needed some support.

You found your kit, then?

Yeah. Did you like your pasta?

I just had a pop jack.

Well, that's not enough, and you hardly
touched your breakfast this morning.

OK, OK, as long as you're sure.

I'm going to try and make it to the
trial today.

Oh, great.

You go get him, kid.

I know how important this is to you.

And you, back to school pronto.

Right, thanks.

Oh, to what do we owe this pleasure?

Mrs Budgin, Kenzie needs a place to stay
tonight.

This isn't a hotel, you know.

I told you this wouldn't work.

Er, hang on a minute.

What's up?

It's nothing.

She can't be at home right now.

I'm sorry to hear that, Beth.

What's happened? Is your mum OK?

Miss me just for a couple of nights,
please.

You're 18, aren't you?

Well, then, it's none of my business.

OK, two nights, that's it.

And I don't care what's gone on, you let
your mam know that you're here safe,

all right? Otherwise, no deal.

OK? Follow me.

I'll make the bed up, it'll look better.
See?

This is great, eh? Yeah, this is the
first and the last time you'll be

in here, sunshine.

Tops it for the morning, get to the
bathroom before Darren.

Thanks, Mrs Badden.

I'm gonna go give her a hand with a
shake.

Do you want one?

Nah.

Oh, come on, Dale. These are hardly
gonna put any weight on you.

No, it's not that. It's where they've
got stuff in them that's banned.

You never know.

I don't know how you do it.

Shaking all the time.

Have you ever get blaggered?

Yeah. Could drink you under the table.

Could you, yeah?

Yeah. Sawed down for a few years.

Drink.

And drugs.

I'd done it all by the time I was 14.

And I would have carried it on if it
wasn't for cycling.

You know, I had a choice.

It was this or that.

Oh, right.

Yeah, I chose this.

I'm never going back.

Ever.

Are you all right?

Yeah. How are you feeling?

Good, you?

Let's get it done, then.

Hey.

Where have you been?

My whole life has been a big, fat lie.

Why did they do that?

They must have known I'd work it out in
there. What are you on about?

Turns out the reason why my dad wouldn't
do a DNA test is because he's not my

dad. What?

Yeah.

First I lost my mum and now I did.

Crazy.

Abdul, it's me.

Come back and let me explain.

Yeah, or call me.

Please.

Bye.

All right, aye?

Are you still breathing?

Abdul, stop!

Hey! Hey!

Stop it!

What's going on?

What's this, Abdul? This isn't like you.

OK, let's go somewhere a bit less
public, come on.

The best thing you can do is talk to
your father.

If he's not my dad and my mum wasn't my
mum, then who is?

What if I want to find him?

That's something you really need to talk
to your dad about.

He probably wouldn't tell me, would he?

He wasn't going to tell me anything
until I caught him out.

When you're old enough, you'll be able
to access your record yourself.

But I think you'll find now everything's
out in the open, there'll be a lot more

understanding. And don't forget, they'll
have jumped through a lot of hoops to

be able to adopt.

They weren't very hard to get you.

Yeah, I guess.

Do you want me to call him to come
collect you early?

No, it's all right, miss.

Thanks, miss.

Abdul, your dad's a good man.

They don't give kids to just anyone who
comes in off the street.

Why don't you even call me?

What? Calm down.

That's the last thing I need, seeing his
ugly gob every two minutes.

Problem, Miss Gilpin?

No. Miss Windsor.

You?

Quiet, thank you.

I'm going to ask you that question
again, and I'd like you to think very

carefully before you answer.

Is there a problem?

You know what? I can't be bothered with
this. Or will you?

Right, that's it.

You... Didn't mean it. Got a lot going
on, all right?

I'm worried about him. I should be here.

Skipping a lesson's one thing, but
you've got a mock this afternoon.

Mr Fitzgerald will lose it when he finds
out.

F, but if I'm going... There's your
week. We're talking a week's detention

more.

More than a week.

I'll cover for you.

Thanks.

It's one thing.

Hey, is Lorne around?

He's invigilating in the gym.

Can I help?

I've been for an advance from Petty Cash
Hotel.

Can't face going back to sleep in my
car.

Are you that sure?

Bad, isn't it?

You did tell everyone I was looking for
him.

I've got a spare room.

Why don't you stay with me?

I couldn't. I wasn't fishing, honestly.

I'll be fine.

That's not a problem.

I mean, it ain't a big flat, but you'd
be very welcome.

Yeah, but you're not... Forget that.

I'd love to have you.

You sure?

Yeah.

You're amazing. You know that.

OK, it won't be for long, and I promise
I'll look after you.

Properly.

Can't wait.

OK.

And where do you think you're going, Mr
Brown?

Get in.

I'll run you back before anyone notices
you're missing.

What do you know about these?

You don't seem too surprised.

Who am I?

I mean, I don't know.

No time for loyalty, Lenny.

He reckons every gram of weight slows
him down.

Have you seen him? He's like a beanpole.

And what's he been doing?

He's not eating.

And when he does, he's just making
himself sick.

Since when?

Since he came here.

Right. Come on.

Hey. Sorry about that thing with Lorna.
I'm sure that moment will keep you warm

in the car tonight.

Ah, actually, go on, dig.

Think Sonny's a red or a white wine
-coloured girl?

Gonna make an effort, that night in the
flat, mate.

Hey, maybe I'll play it safe, but
there's something fizzy.

What's the matter, Kenzie?

I'll just drop the act for a second,
will ya?

Speak.

She's had an argument with her mum. She
moved out.

Where to?

The schoolhouse.

Truth is, she's not really ready to
leave her mum.

Well, how about I go back home then?
It's not that easy, is it?

Thanks to you.

It wasn't on my phone.

Well, look, you've got to sort it out.

No, I don't.

Kenzie doesn't want anything to do with
me, that's cool.

In all this mess, there's one person
who's fault it isn't, and she's the most

upset.

That doesn't seem right to me.

Sorry.

Trying to help them.

Kenzie, wake up.

You all right?

Leo? Hey.

I don't know what they did to my phone,
but it seems to have worked. No more

dodgy texts so far.

Are they still coming through on your
laptop?

Oh. I don't know. I haven't checked my
emails.

All my social media accounts are closed
now, though. Okay, check your emails if

you like.

Really? Yeah, of course.

Thanks.

Do you have a password?

Do you want my help or not?

Love Machine 101.

No gaps, no gaps.

I see.

I've been budging the way that... Mr.
Ray, we need to talk.

I'm worried.

I don't think you should be... Sorry,
Maggie. We're minutes away from

Can this wait?

We just came to see how you were.

Wish you luck?

Yeah. No, I'm good.

I'm good.

I can't wait to go on.

You know, I'm really glad you both came.

Forget the time, eh?

God knows you deserve it.

Well then, are you ready?

Are you kidding?

I'll smash it.

Good luck, mate.

Thanks.

OK, let's get you kidding, sir.

Ten seconds.

Five,

four, three,

Two, one, go.

Okay, settle down, please.

Where's Lenny?

He had a migraine, ma 'am.

A migraine?

Really?

I didn't know he suffered.

When he does, they're torture.

Don't you need a brain to have a
migraine?

Something you won't be troubled with
then.

He's not worried about exams again, is
he, Lisa?

No, I'm honest.

It's just a headache.

Like a really bad one.

If I find out you're lying, you'll be in
the same meat -long detention as Lenny,

OK?

Ah, Carrie.

You and Lenny are sick of thieves.

Lisa tells me you can't make the exam.

Any idea why?

Um, he's ill.

He's got a headache.

Really bad one. He had some cheese at
lunchtime. It looked like he was in

Well, he'll still have to sit the exam
when he gets better.

Not bad for a posh bird.

Whatever.

All right, son. That's enough.

I have to.

What are you doing?

Hey. All done.

Thanks.

Leo, what do you think you're doing?

Is this yours?

He's banned from using these things.

It's OK. Dad asked me to help sort
Bonnie's cyberbully out.

He did what?

Are my emails OK to check now? Um...
According

to our son, the one

who's about to undergo treatment for a
gaming addiction, you've got him fixing

computers. Is that right?

Of course I am. What have you been
doing?

Apparently you asked him to sort out
Bonnie Kincaid's bullying problem. I

him on a laptop.

I asked him for advice.

I asked him if it was possible to block
text messages.

I certainly did not give him permission
to be on a laptop.

I didn't think so. So not only did he
lie about that, he also used her

to play that game again.

Look, the counsellor is really going to
help.

So let's just get through the next week
without any more incidents, OK?

I'm sorry, Dad.

you should stay with me and I'm not
going to argue about this.

Don't look at me. I don't have any say
in this, do I?

No. Not this time.

It's all right, mate.

Stop fucking the whole thing. Dale, let
them see to you.

Danny, can I have a word?

Do you know why this has happened?

It's a tough circuit and he's utterly
spent. He's just pushed himself a little

too hard.

You're damn right he did.

Not just today.

Do you know what he's been doing to
himself?

What do you mean? I should never have
let him do this.

What's going on?

Dale, I know that you've been avoiding
meals.

You've got a problem with food, Pet, and
it is dangerous.

Is this true?

No.

No, I eat.

Don't I? You've seen me, Lenny.

I've got to let them know.

If you are joining the team, then they
need to be made aware.

No, you can't, please.

I'm fine.

Yeah, you and I both know that you're
not.

Maggie, please.

I'll lose my place on the team.

Don't say anything. This is all I've
ever wanted. I'm sorry, Dale.

Don't say anything.

Maggie, please, don't...

I need to talk.

That's your first half hour.

Hey sir, there's another door in the
cupboard.

Where's the door, sir?

Do you mean this room, sir? On the
right.

It's not there, sir.

What?

Yes, it is. I made a start last week.

How am I supposed to finish my pot
without glue, sir?

And I need about five second -sized
drills.

Right. Um, OK, look, just £10 best you
can for the minute, OK?

Well, I can't do any more until I've
finished drilling, sir. This is

sir.

Right, OK, everyone, stop what you're
doing. We're done with tools.

I would if I had one.

Okay, quiet down.

It appears we have a problem.

Stop what you're doing.

We can't carry on.

So

you're going to have

to reschedule.

Yeah.

Maybe they were stolen.

By who?

I don't know. A student?

Even if that is true.

It is still your responsibility to make
sure that everything's in order.

Sorry. Guy, you're a talented teacher,
but you're making too many mistakes.

You leave me with no choice. As of now,
you are officially a cause for concern.

You will be monitored, and if the
situation doesn't change, then we will

option but to let you go.

Leave me alone, please.

Kenzie. What do you want?

To talk.

And sit here.

Have you taken your iron supplements?

And I was your age.

I'd already had you.

And then I started to get sick.

And I thought it was because I was
trying to carry on partying whilst

after a baby, but then it got worse, and
by the time I was 23, I was

sleeping most of the day at times.

But no matter how ill I got, I wasn't
going to let anyone else look after you.

He was the only thing that kept me
going.

Why are you telling me this?

Because sometimes I feel like somebody
pressed the pause button when I was 18.

And then when they pressed play again,
it was like it was 15 years later.

And sometimes I forget.

Look, I know you won't believe this, but
I never planned it and neither did he.

I was so humiliated.

I'm sorry it was stupid and wrong, but
it wasn't deliberate.

I don't blame you for wanting to move
out.

Look, this is what I've got put by.

Maybe you can put it towards getting a
flat or something.

Do you want me to move out?

Of course I do.

Neither do I.

Come here.

I'll make it all right, I promise.

Your dad's already here.

Thank God, Bill.

I'm sorry, Nick, that's a special one,
but...

Now, don't process the paper like I'll
get it in the night, you know?

It's fine.

I understand it's my fault.

Hi. Hiya.

We've got something to tell you.

Oh.

Well, actually, so have I.

We already know your news.

That's right.

You naughty girl.

Um, you see, the thing is, I never meant
for it

to die. It just... What?

Flexed his pecs?

You're truly incredible, Sonia.
Honestly, to be going through the

you are and still manage to take in a
stray.

But you need to take care of yourself,
too. And we have...

A surprise for you.

It's a pamper day at Arlington Manor.

Now, it's a full spa day with a facial
and a massage.

Complete luxury with our love.

Oh, I can't. No, no.

Do not say a word.

I honestly don't know what... Abdul,

what have you been doing?

Er, we'll leave you two to it.

Would it make any sense?

What is your name on my birth
certificate?

Why don't we go on? Tell me!

It was how they did it there.

It was just what they gave them. It says
I was born in Pakistan.

You said I was born in UK. Why did you
tell me I was adopted here?

I was in shock.

I didn't know what to say.

This is where our life together started.

This is where we became a family.

Why didn't you tell me?

I should have been told a long time ago.

It just seemed easier.

And we were happy.

And then, when your mum died... I don't
know, I was scared that I'd lose you too

if you knew.

You were the most important thing in my
life.

But what if I want to find out who my
real parents are?

Huh?

There's an orphanage.

They're dead.

I'm sorry.

Never meant to hurt you.

I wish you'd told me.

I was so thrilled to think this day
would never come.

Oh, I'm so sorry.

She came to see me.

So you're good.

Are we okay?

Which I guess is good, so.

Look, I just wanted to say that I am
sorry.

Can we not mention it again?

I did a bad thing.

I don't really wish I could change it.

Do you?

I'm sure.

Well, um, what was that?

Me trying to make a change.

I'm with Jossie now.

This is never going to happen.

It'll always be me and it'll always be
you.

You know that.

I had to say something first. I had to
tell him.

You nearly killed yourself.

I know you hurt him and you hate me.

But I had no choice, okay? And one day
you're going to understand that.

Now, I am going to help you get on that
team, okay? I promise you.

But we are going to do it the right way.

I just can't seem to find a record
anywhere of Abdul being born in the UK.

I'm in trouble.

We should go away for a bit. Run away?

I just want you to know that this thing,
I'm serious about it.

Leave me alone.

It must be hard.

Knowing your girlfriend likes being born
in the air.

So, how are things generally?

How much?

I know you've had a lot of therapy,
miss, but it's not really for me. I

take the blame for the boys' problems.

So, does that mean I can cycle again?

Absolutely not.

Want to have some fun? How's all these?

Baggies.

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