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You shouldn't be doing this.

You ready?

- I don't know.
- Come on.

Come on.

Shit.

You ought to take a chill pill, you.
I don't know what the mad rush is.

- We've started.
- So what? He's guilty, he'll plead.

It's a foregone conclusion.

They're not even gonna
want to see any exhibits.

- There's no way he'll plead.
- Oh, he'll plead.

Even if he pleads
for manslaughter,

there's no way he's gonna
plead guilty to murder and rape.

I thought he was only
charged with murder in the end.

The prosecution allege that
in the early hours of Saturday,

the 2nd of August, 2010,

the defendant,
georgios stelikos,

raped and murdered by
strangulation Maya woods,

whose body he then
redressed and abandoned

outside her parents' home.

The prosecution
also seek to prove

that on Sunday, the
15th of may, 2008,

the defendant raped and
partially strangled Hannah Conway.

What's the point? He's not gonna get
anything extra for a two-year-old rape.

The point is he's a serial
rapist. Gill doesn't want him

sent down for 12
years for the murder

and then back out and not
on the sex offenders' register.

How come I missed this?

It will be when you're
on loan at syndicate five.

We turned up another four women.
They all attended at st Mary's.

And they'd all been sexually assaulted
in exactly the same way as Maya.

And they all described
stelikos right down to his tattoos.

But it was only Hannah Conway who
is willing to come and give evidence.

Yeah, but why complicate
a straightforward,

in-the-bag murder charge
with iffy rape charges?

He drugged her and asphyxiated
her while he was penetrating her.

That's not just rape, that's
violent pre-meditated rape.

And you think she should
let him get away with it?

Good morning.

I'm leaving you to it.

Just wanted to make sure
that prosecution said everything

that they were supposed to
say in our opening speech.

- And did they?
- More or less.

Good luck, ladies, not
that you should need it.

Not with the murder anyway. A
bit of luck with the rape, maybe.

- Who's defending?
- Nicholas savage.

Looks about as
savage as a wet sponge.

Usher: Detective
constable Bailey.

DC Bailey.

You arrested mr
stelikos at 7 pm?

Yes.

But he wasn't interviewed until the
following morning, is that correct?

Yes.

And is it true that, when
he was put into the cell,

you made a point of going with
him along with the custody officer?

I wouldn't usually do that

once I've handed over
someone to the custody sergeant.

No.

Perhaps I can jog your memory.

Is it true that you said to him
as he was being locked up,

"sweet dreams, pretty boy."

Uh...

Uh... no.

Do you recall not saying it?

I... I didn't say it.

But mr stelikos has
made it very clear that

that is what you said to him.

So you'd decided that he was guilty
before you'd even interviewed him,

didn't you?

I didn't say it.

And that's why you belittled him
and spoke to him as you did, isn't it?

I...

I didn't.

And doesn't it typify your attitude
throughout the whole investigation?

No.

Didn't you and other
members of your team

close your minds to
other avenues of enquiry?

No.

Did you ever at any point

consider the possibility that

mr stelikos had simply gone
for an innocent evening out?

The fact that Maya's
drink was spiked

before she left the
club with the defendant,

the fact that she
had been asphyxiated

and his semen was inside her
after she left the defendant's flat...

Please answer yes or no.

Meant that, by the time
we had identified him,

he was clearly a person of
some significant interest to us.

So, no, you never really
considered throughout the

his version of events was true.

Did he spot the bump?

I don't know.

I just perjured myself.
I just lied in court.

How?

It was nothing, it was
tiny, it was just stupid.

[Sighing]

He knew I'd said it to stelikos
and it was the first thing he did,

so I was on the back foot, I was
panicking through the whole thing.

Talking shite,
babbling like an idiot.

Detective constable Scott.

It'll be nowhere near as
bad as you think, believe me.

I've made a right fool of
myself in there before now.

Look, Hannah's
downstairs with her

victim support worker if
you want to go and say hello.

Please give your full
name and rank to the court.

Janet Scott.

Detective constable,

Manchester metropolitan
police major incident team.

DC Scott, were you the
exhibits officer in this case?

Yes.

And I this role did you attend
the post-mortem of Maya woods?

Yes.

What can you tell us about the
clothes the deceased was wearing?

It was immediately apparent to
me that someone other than herself

had dressed her, I.E.
After death had occurred.

Apparent? How?

Her tights were
on back to front.

When you take your tights off
there's always an impression left

where the heel goes. So when
you put them back on you...

No woman would ever put her
own tights on the wrong way round.

Rachel: Hannah.

I told you I wouldn't
let you down.

- [Sighing] Where's sian?
- She's gone to the loo.

Can I get you another coffee?

No thanks, I'm shaking
enough, look. [Giggling]

It's gonna be tough in there

and you know he's
gonna bring up your past.

But all you have
to do is tell the truth.

We might not get the
rape conviction, Hannah.

But we're gonna try.

Yeah. Damn right, we are.

You remember,
whatever happens in there,

whatever the outcome
on the rape charge,

that maggot is going down for
a long, long time for killing Maya.

And I was lying there naked.

I don't know how I'd got naked.

He was on top of me.

Inside me and...

He had his hand around my neck.

I couldn't move.

[Sobbing] I couldn't breathe,
I thought I were gonna die.

Did you know why
you couldn't move?

I think I realised
that I'd been drugged.

Even when it was
happening, it was...

I wasn't actually that drunk.

I mean, I'd had a bit to
drink but I wasn't that bad.

And then what happened?

The next thing I
remember I was [sighing]

Walking down the street dressed.

I don't know how I got dressed.

Just knowing that
i'd been raped.

I've just got one
final question.

Were you asked
to identify the man

who inflicted this repugnant
sexual assault on you

in a formal
identification process?

[Sniffles] Yes, I was.

And was that man identified?

Yes.

No more questions, my lord.

[Clearing throat]

Miss Conway,

are you someone who is capable of
coming into a court and telling lies?

No.

Can I take you back to
the November of 2007.

You had a job,
didn't you, in 2007?

- Yes.
- And where were you working?

Cross keys pub in failsworth.

And can you tell the court
why you lost that employment?

Miss Conway?

I took some money.

And you stole some money.

And it went to court, didn't
it? The magistrates' court?

Yes.

And you told the court that you
hadn't stolen the money, didn't you?

- Miss Conway?
- Yes.

In fact, you had
done it, hadn't you?

Because you were found guilty.

[Whispering] Yeah.

So...

I'm going to
repeat the question.

Are you

somebody who is capable of
coming into court and telling lies?

Miss Conway...

I think you've made
your point, mr savage.

[Clearing throat]

So...

Earlier in the year, when

detective constable
Bailey approached you,

how willing were you to come
and give evidence in court?

[Clearing throat] A
bit nervous at first.

Nervous? Reluctant? Is
that... Is that a fair word to use?

Until she persuaded me.

How long did it take
her to persuade you?

- Days, weeks, months?
- A few weeks.

So she was very persistent,

even though you'd
made it very clear to her

that you didn't want
to come to court?

[Inaudible]

Excuse me for a minute.

Just give me one second.

You are skating
on such thin ice, pal.

I thought you were
getting rid of it.

You told me that you
were getting rid of it.

"It?"

Yeah, I was.

But I couldn't.

Don't worry, I'm not gonna
sting you for maintenance

because I don't want you
to have anything with "it".

And if you continue in trying
to pull me into bits in there,

I will wreck your marriage and
your career faster than you can say...

Yeah. Look I'm just doing
my job, Rachel, and you really

shouldn't make
threats like that.

You are using things
that I told you in private.

You should have told me about the baby.
You can't just make decisions like this.

- If... if it's mine...
- I love this "if'".

I think your assistant is
wondering what you're doing talking

to a nasty, manipulative
bitch like me.

And why do you always
wear black in court?

Respect.

If we are in court, it's
because someone's died.

Gill reckons that it
helps focus the jury

on how serious it is what
the defendant's done.

Well, and what if there isn't?

If they've got to court
then they've done it,

believe you me, hoops we have
to jump through to get them there.

Got 98% in my German test.

Languages.

You see? You get
that from your dad.

That was one mother of
a big, fuck-off ding-dong

you and me dad had
this morning, cock.

Oh, god!

Where is he?

I think he's went
upstairs, sulking.

Two things, syntax, get
it right, and the "f" word,

don't bother.

[Man talking on TV]

I'm sorry,

Ade, about this morning.

I was in court, there was
no way I could be late.

It was only the flaming dishwasher.
I appreciate it doesn't empty itself,

- and it was my turn.
- Can you get it ou t of your head

that it was about
the dishwasher?

It was about so
much more, Janet,

than the stupid dishwasher.

You're not seriously
gonna sleep in here.

I'm watching telly.

Right, captain. Bugger
off, Janet. Thank you. I will.

Georgios stelikos
changed his story.

"I dropped Maya off
outside her parents' house.

"I watched her walk up the path.

"I saw her let herself
into the house."

And you've seen the police interview
with mr stelikos where he elaborates

on seeing her take
the key out of her bag.

We now know that
this didn't happen.

Because the police
subsequently found

that key on the floor
at mr stelikos's flat.

And that's when he was
obliged to change his story.

And that's all it was.

A story, a lie.

A lie he had to construct because
Maya woods was already dead

when he drove her
body there and dumped it.

The police failed to
follow up other leads.

And, as a result, their entire
case against mr stelikos became

based on lazy assumptions
made by officers

who decided they could
make him fit their bill.

And on top of the police's
relentless pursuit of anything

and everything that falsely pointed
towards mr stelikos being a murderer,

they also want us to
believe that he's a rapist.

But all they've got
to justify their claims

is the reluctant testimony
of a registered drug addict,

who detective constable Bailey
badgered and then groomed

to tell you what
she'd like you to hear.

And that is why you cannot
lawfully find mr stelikos guilty

of either one of
these two charges.

- Twat.
- Twat.

Did I tell you that, um, Hannah
once showed me this photo

of herself from before.

Before he did
what he did to her.

She was really pretty.

Had long hair, blonde.

Sweet looking.

She had a life.

And she enjoyed it.

Well, you know,
perhaps, when this

delightful man is behind bars,
she can get it back on track.

[Beeping]

Jury's coming back in.

I'll get the bill. You phone
Gill. She'll want to be in for this.

Have nice day, chief inspector.

You're kidding.

You said it yourself, Gill,

there's no accounting for the complete
dickheads you can end up with on a jury.

But... so... the murder.

Both counts, not guilty.

[Phone ringing]

Ds roper.

Andy, you won't believe this.

Just got in, they
told me the verdict.

He's got off. Both counts.

How the hell did that happen?

She shouldn't have complicated
it with that rape charge.

- What happened, boss?
- Don't, Julie.

How is that justice
for my daughter?

I got to go, Andy,
' I'll ring you back.

Eh? The man's as guilty as sin.

It's written right through
him. It's all over his face.

Mrs woods, I'm
amazed, I'm appalled,

I hardly know
what to say to you.

I've been a police officer
for 27 years. And this...

They should never have got that

scruffy bit of trailer trash
in, that was what did it.

This was about my daughter dying

in appalling circumstances.

Not that grubby article.

Come on, love, come on.

She never used to
be a grubby article.

You all right, boss?

No. I'm not.

Gonna have to go
and get plastered.

Yeah.

I don't make bad calls.

No, Gill, we know.

So, how come I just
made one then, eh?

What the hell on earth
happened in there?

A drink, I think.

Come on. I'm buying.

Two years, six months,
five days. And I tell you what,

days like today, it
can't come fast enough.

Oh, you'd be bored out
of your nut inside a week.

You'd be knocking on the
door begging to come back.

Oh, don't you believe it.

You got any fags, Rachel?

- No, I'm not smoking. Why?
- Feel like one.

You haven't smoked
a cigarette in 15 years.

- Yes, I have.
- When?

Days like today,
Janet. Days like today.

You bastard!

- You shitting bastard!
- [All clamouring]

Hannah!

You're gonna die!
You're gonna die!

- He's not worth it.
- Leave it.

No, I'll kill him. I
am gonna kill him.

- No!
- You're gonna wake up dead, arsehole.

And it'll be me that's done it!

[Groaning]

Get off, bitch. You
lying, little bitch!

You told me whatever happened, he
was going down for what he did to Maya.

You back off, lady!

You do not do that
to one of my officers.

Ever.

Go home.

- Mad bitch.
- Shut up and go.

Come on, you bastard!
I'll have you, shit for brains.

- Hannah.
- Hanna, look at me.

- [Hannah panting]
- Look at me. Look at me.

Assaulting a police
officer is three years.

You consider yourself
very lucky. Take her home.

[Muffled upbeat music playing]

Any better?

[Sighing]

This is all my fault.

- What is?
- The whole thing.

I gave him is defence.

- No, you didn't.
- No, Janet, I did.

No, you didn't. You did your job.
You did what Gill told you to do.

This was Gill's big idea to find other
women that had been raped by him.

- You just...
- I used to talk to him about it.

- Who?
- Nick.

When we were investigating
nine months ago,

I used to talk to
him in the evenings,

and that's how he knew I
said, "sweet dreams, pretty boy"

because I told him.

He knew how I badgered
Hannah to testify.

I was nearly living on
her doorstep at one point.

He knew I was... I was obsessed

with pinning stuff on stelikos

and I know it was all for the right
reasons but I gave him everything

that he needed to
construct that defence.

And he got away with it.
All of it. Everything. Shit.

What?

He's a barrister.

And you're telling
him stuff like that?

No, he was my boyfriend.

Do you not tell Ade stuff?

Ade's a geography
teacher. And, no I don't.

So he was a barrister. How many
barristers are there in Manchester?

I mean, come on,
what was the odds

of him ending up
representing that nasty little...

Well, clearly not that extreme because
that's exactly what he ended up doing.

I'm sorry.

Don't apologise to me, love,
it's not my daughter that's dead.

Well...

Okay.

You wonder why Gill goes
on at you sometimes, hmm?

You still haven't made
that leap, have you?

You what?

You're a detective.

There are some things you
don't talk about to anyone.

Don't tell Gill what
you've just told me.

Because she'll leg ya.

You've seen the mood she's
in. She'll have you off the mit.

Look.

Shit happens.

We're just gonna
have to move on.

I just need to...

You know, I missed the
play that Elise was in at school

because of this job.

Because three nights on the trot,
her ladyship had us buzzing around

clubs in oldham, and I
didn't half get an earache

off Ade about
it, but I thought...

I thought, no. No, it's worth it

because we are gonna
nail this murdering bastard.

And you are talking
to Nick about it?

[Rachel gasping]

- I'm bleeding.
- What?

The baby... I'm bleeding.

I'm sorry.

We both looked really carefully
and we're not getting a heartbeat.

I'm afraid the baby's died.

[Grunts]

I'll, um, pop
outside in a minute

and try ringing
your sister again.

What?

[Sighing]

What did they say again

about what's gonna
happen? I wasn't taking that in.

There's like a suite that
they're gonna take you to

and they are gonna induce it.

- Now?
- Yeah.

- So I'm not having an operation?
- No.

They want you to
deliver it normally,

they think its better if
they don't have to operate.

You'll be home by tomorrow.

It's just weird having
something dead that's inside you.

[Exhaling] What an odd day.

[Breathing deeply]

[Phone ringing]

Gill Murray.

It looks like he's had
a bit of a battering.

Good morning.

What is it? Hit and run?

Hit and reverse over the body

several hundred
times and then run.

I have no idea. It's a
mess, I can tell you that.

Look at this.

If you don't mind me interfering
with your human rights.

Both his eyes have popped out.

Do you know, I have never seen
that. One eye, yes. Two eyes?

What?

Tattoo. Like a star.

Inside left wrist.

No way.

Hallelujah.

There is a god after all.

Georgios stelikos.

I'm amazed Gill
didn't send you home.

No, she um... [Inhaling deeply]

She said, "take off
as long as you want or

"come back in, if you
want to keep busy."

She... you know, she was, um...

Oh, sorry.

Do they know why it happened?

Um... they...

Think the umbilical card was too
narrow, so it wasn't getting enough stuff.

Protein through.

They think it died
over a week ago.

They advised me
not to look at it,

so it must have
looked very um...

I nearly said,

"I've see more dead bodies

"than you've had
hot dinners, pal."

But I didn't look at it.

You sure you're
fit to be on duty?

Yes.

I'm sorry I was
heavy-handed with you.

No, no, no, no.
I need telling, I...

If you didn't keep me in line,

I'd have been, god knows,

I'd have been back
in uniform months ago.

I am learning, Janet.

I will learn.

Good.

'Cause I'd be bored out
of me tree without you

to look forward to every day.

[Chuckling]

[Knocking at door]

What do you want?

Oh, I'm fine. Thank you.

- Lying bitch.
- Hannah.

I was as upset as you were.

You was?

You've managed to get
over it already, have you?

We need to ask you
some questions, Hannah.

About what?

No, not here.

How much have you had to drink?

A bit.

Can you tell me what
day of the week it is?

How you feeling?

How many fingers?

How are you feeling?

I don't know.
You tell me, bitch.

You call me that one
more time, Hannah...

What were you up to last night?

- I don't know. Why?
- Those bruises look nasty.

There was an incident
last night, Hannah,

and we need to ask
you some questions

about your whereabouts
when it happened.

What we need is you,

sober, down at the station now.

Eat your butty, drink your tea.

What incident?

Okay.

Stelikos is dead.

- How?
- We don't know exactly, yet.

Not till the
pathologist tells us.

Hannah.

Hannah.

You made death
threats to stelikos

in front of three police
officers yesterday,

so please believe
me when I tell you that

nobody else is laughing.

After the incident, you
went back to your flat?

Yeah, I got a taxi with sian.

- This is ridiculous.
- Janet: And you got home

about five o'clock?

I begged Dean fielding to
give it to another syndicate.

Why won't he?

We're the only syndicate
with any capacity.

Mit is at breaking point.

They decided this at a strategic
leadership meeting last night.

I told him, I said,

"you better flag it up to command
because they're not gonna know

"what's hit them when
the press get hold of it."

Stelikos' family's
kicking off, apparently.

Do you blame them?

Two bottles.

Andy: Do you really
think she's capable?

She has enough on every
day getting herself out of bed.

Anyone's capable.

If there's one thing I
know about murder

is that anyone's capable.

Was when DC Bailey and I
knocked on your front door.

Yes.

There are still some
significant gaps

in what you're
telling us, Hannah.

Listen, I keep telling
you I've been off my head.

I don't know what
I've been doing.

I don't think I've
killed anybody, but...

How did I do it?

Did I shoot him?

Ideally, I would have garrotted
him with some rusty barbwire.

And one round his balls as well.

[Phone ringing]

- Nick: Rachel.
- What are you playing at?

Have you changed
the fucking locks?

[Chuckling] You stupid bitch.

So I'm sorry, are
we talking to me?

- What are you thinking?
- When?

You think, you don't
just, you just, you just

do whatever comes
into your head next.

Are you drunk?

- Yeah.
- Where are you?

Burger bar on chapel street.

We had a deal.

- Had.
- What?

You couldn't stand
losing, could you?

I'm sorry, Nick, you
are way ahead of me,

I'm struggling to
keep up with you.

Someone

rang my wife and told her
that you were having my baby.

It wasn't me.

Well, then who
the hell did, then?

I don't know. I've no idea.

Why don't you try miss
bimbo junior counsel? Hmm?

How well does she know Caroline?

'Cause she seemed
very interested

when you came over to
talk to me the other day.

Not shagging her
as well, are you?

But, anyway, the
upshot is that she knows

and she's kicked me out so,

guess what? I
need the flat back.

- Hang on a minute.
- What?

You can't.

Can't I? Why not?

She's found out, you can't
blackmail me any more.

I have rented my flat
out through an agency so,

I would need to give a
month's notice if I wanted it back.

Yeah, well, you know, if
you are gonna dish it out

you need to be able to
take it, don't you, Rachel?

I lost the baby.

It died last night.

This is all your stuff.

I took the Liberty.

Well, you didn't think
it was mine, did you?

Bye.

Waitress: Sorry, we're
closing in five minutes, love.

[Car honking]

Here you go. It's hardly
the malmaison, but...

Oh, no, I would've
rung Alison, but...

You know, she's not got
room to swing a mouse

and, anyway, I
would have had to talk

and explain and go
through it endlessly, so...

I'm glad you're here.

Ade and I had a bit of a
shouting match the other day

and he's been sleeping in
here ever since so, you know,

it's no bad thing
if he's forced back.

What's all this?

Oh, yeah.

Dig in if you're
bored of an evening.

It's that girl I told you about.

You know, the one
who I was at school with?

Here you go, boss.

Has that got sugar in it?

No.

[Sighing]

Three!

She loves you. She'd
do anything for you.

You're right up
there with lady gaga.

I'm speechless.

You're pale.

I'll make you something to eat.

Thank you, Janet.

Thank you!

[Sighing]

Yes, it's a light blue
Volkswagen passat.

Registration tango four-six-one
apha Lima November.

Mr hallywell: A hit and run?

My car?

Just outside the city centre
in the small hours yesterday.

Well, the thing is,
mr helliwell, is that

inside the vehicle hadn't
been tampered with at all.

So, what we were wondering

is if the person who took your
vehicle had access to a key.

Was anybody hurt?

Do you have your own key?

Do you have a spare key?

In top drawer.

Did you have any
visitors yesterday?

Only me cousin.

What is your cousin's name?

She wouldn't steal my car.

Sian cook,

she's Hannah's
victims support worker.

We've got an address, do you
want us to get round there now?

Maybe she's at work.

Either that or she's hiding
upstairs shitting herself.

Yeah, or it still
could be Hannah,

you know, leaning on
sian to get her a car.

- Yeah, it could be.
- Right, what do you wanna do?

Are you all right?

I might have to go and
sit in the car for a bit.

- Do you want me to drive you home?
- No, I'm fine.

You're not fine,
you've got no colour.

I told you, you were daft
coming back to work so soon.

[Phone ringing] I'm fine.

Hello.

DC Bailey, it's sian cook.

- Hannah's friend.
- Hello, sian.

I got your number off
Hannah. I need to talk to you.

Yeah, I need to talk to
you, too. Where are you?

It doesn't matter where I am.

There's just something
I need you to know.

Okay.

It had nothing to
do with Hannah.

What didn't?

What happened to stelikos.

Hannah knew nothing at all.

How you'd know that?

Because I'm telling ya.

Yeah, I'm just asking
how you'd know that, sian?

Because it was me. I did it.

I ran the pig over!

Where are you, sian?

I told you it doesn't matter.

Well, it matters to me
because I need to talk to you.

Well, you are talking to me.

No, properly, face to face.

I'm not going to prison.

Can you tell me
where you are, sian?

Sian?

- I don't want to die.
- You're not gonna die.

Where is she?

Hello, sian, this is Janet.

I am a colleague of Rachel's.
Do you remember me?

- Yeah.
- Listen, love,

we want to help you.
We do wanna help you,

but you'll have to let
us know where you are.

Sian, listen, I know
you're frightened.

I know you've been through
something unimaginable.

But we can help you.

But I can only help you if you
let me know where you are.

I'm...

I'm at the top of the
multi-storey on Ferris road.

Listen, sian, I'm gonna
hand you back to Rachel now,

because I've got to drive.

But we're going to be with
you in five or six minutes, yeah?

And we are gonna
help you. I promise you.

We're gonna help you.

Are you? I don't know.

She's at the top of the
multi-storey in Ferris road.

Be positive but
don't lie to her.

Hi, sian, it's
Rachel again. I...

[Dialling phone]
Just chat to her.

- [Phone ringing] - Have you
lived around here long, sian?

No, no, I mean, I'm just
asking. I'm interested.

We've just been
talking to your cousin,

he seems like a nice fella.

[Phone ringing]

Have you seen any
good films lately?

Woman on phone:
Force operations room.

Hello, this is DC Scott,
major incident team.

We've got a bit of a
situation at the moment

with the suspect indicating
she's gonna harm herself.

Sian, we're here.

Are you up to this?

I need a big bar of
chocolate and a cup of tea

with far too much
sugar in it. Okay?

Is that how you
entice them down?

No, that's for you, you pillock.

Listen, what I need is
for you to stay upright

and stop me creeping
forward. All right?

You're an intelligent
woman, sian.

Can you tell me
what you're thinking?

If, if you can see a way
forward, because I know I can.

I couldn't stand it.

I've seen it so many times.

Lives ruined by this,

unthinking, unfeeling...

It's not even
brutality. It's evil.

And nothing changes.

You get to court and even the
criminal justice system lets you down.

It was a bad decision.

I always knew this
is how I'd end up.

What do you mean?

It happened to me.

Do you wanna talk about it?

When I was 15,

this bloke me dad knew...

I never told anyone.
Not for years.

I spent all my teenage
years being innocuous.

Trying to hide.

Not wanting to be looked at.

Like Hannah.

Trying to be so not there

that no one would even notice
that you didn't turn up to your own...

I never got married.

I never had children.

I never went to college.

I never did anything.

And I could have.

I could have done
all those things,

if it wasn't for that bastard!

My whole life was a...

[Sobbing]

But I knew I'd get him one day.

Or someone like
him. And now I have.

But I'm not going to
prison because of him.

Janet: Sian.

I'm not gonna lie to you.

There are things you're
gonna have to face up to.

But people need you.

People like Hannah need you.

How's she gonna
feel if she loses you?

Don't you think that she's
had enough to deal with?

And all those other people that
you've helped over the years.

How any many have there
been? Forty, fifty? How many?

- A lot, a lot I can tell you.
- Yes.

And they're not gonna
want to read in the papers

that the person who helped
them through the worst thing

that ever happened
to them in their lives

has taken her own life.

Are they?

But I'll tell you
something else.

When they read in the papers

and they see on the
news what you did,

they're gonna know.
They're gonna know

that that verdict was wrong.

That's what I think.

You can face what you
have to face and move on.

I really believe
you can do that.

But I don't regret
what I've done.

Sian, I think

you did what all of us would
dearly love to have done.

[Sian sobbing]

Look, just open the bloody door

and get out here
before I kick it in.

No, not till he apologises.

Look, Elise, I've
had a long day.

I'm not in the mood for this.

I hate him and hate you, too.

You're pretty priceless, you.

You can talk a suicidal
woman off a roof,

but you can't get your own
daughter out of the bathroom.

Elise.

It's Rachel. Can you come
out, kid? I'm busting for the loo.

- Elise: No, you're not.
- No, I am.

[Door opening]

Don't lock yourself in rooms.

If you banged your head
and knocked yourself out

and we couldn't get
in, we'd have to phone...

We'd kick it in,
'cause we're trained.

Sorry, Rachel.

Do you know your mother
saved someone's life today?

Sorry.

I think you should say
sorry to your dad as well.

People just wanna be
given a way out, don't they,

- once they've dug themselves in.
- Most of the time.

I'd have been hopeless
at what you did today.

How are you feeling?

Yeah, I'm fine.

You don't have to
live in there, you know,

you can come downstairs.

I've been reading your
Veronica Hastings stuff.

What's his name,
your retired copper?

Tom Walters, detective super.

Has any one ever noticed,
if this theory of his is correct

and all the murders are linked,

all the victims are
exactly the same age

that Veronica would
have been, had she lived.

Exactly the same.

How weird's that?