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[ NBC theme tones play ]
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-Previously on
"Brilliant Minds"...
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-I reconnected with one
of my old team doctors.
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-In Texas?
-He offered me a spot
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in his residency program.
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This is, like, my dream job.
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-Then what's keeping you here?
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The hospital gala's tonight.
-It's kind of last minute.
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-Why do I feel like
you're trying to wreck this
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before it even starts?
-I don't know
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if I could handle
another heartbreak.
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-You're it for me.
-When I was 10 years old,
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my mother was diagnosed
with a malignant brain tumor.
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I remember her doctor
not because he saved my mom,
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but because he dangled
the possibility that he could.
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-What is this?
-It's where your father is.
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-You got stood up?
-I think so.
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[ Car alarm blaring ]
[ Dog barking ]
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??
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[ Siren wailing ]
-[ Exhaling heavily ]
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??
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Is anyone here?
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??
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??
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??
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??
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[ Siren wailing ]
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-...over here.
-We're getting in there now.
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We're getting the jaws out.
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-Make the hole! Coming through!
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-What are the injuries?
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-Two-car collision,
no passenger.
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First driver seems
a little shaken,
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but mostly just bumps
and bruises.
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We're breaking out
driver number two right now,
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but she's been unresponsive
since we arrived on the scene.
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-Steady her neck.
-Hold on! I got it!
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-All right, easy. Great.
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-Here we go.
-Bring her out.
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Just a second.
Let me get in here.
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I have a pulse,
but it's thready.
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-We have an I.D.?
-Negative.
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We haven't found a wallet yet.
Cops are running the plates.
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-Andy, come with us.
I need another medic back there.
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I'm losing her pulse.
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[ Siren wailing ]
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??
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[ Siren wailing ]
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I don't hear breath sounds
on this side.
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She's down a lung.
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-Looks like 14 gauges
right in front of you.
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??
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??
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-We got it back.
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Attagirl.
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30-year-old female in an MVC,
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extricated with a thready pulse.
-Coming through.
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-Got ROSC after I needled
her tension pneumo.
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-Ready?
-3, 2, 1.
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[ Grunts ] All right.
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Airway intubated
with normal end tidal.
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Breath sounds bilaterally.
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Look at her chest deformity.
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There we go.
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[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
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There's blood around her heart.
She's gonna lose her pulse.
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Give me a thoracotomy tray
right now!
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-Yes, Doctor!
-Neuro team, checking in.
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Standby until she's stabilized.
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??
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-It's Michelle.
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[ Lines ringing ]
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Dr. Wolf, um,
we need you back in the E.D.
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It's an emergency.
-Come on, man.
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Pick up, man. Pick up.
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-What are her vitals?
-I can't tell
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what's happening yet,
but Ericka's trying
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to get a better look.
-Where's our Uber?
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-Hey! Uh, it's four minutes out,
but trying.
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-Hello?
Why is there a pause?
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-There's E.D. no vitals
recorded yet.
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-Hey!
-She's not hooked up anymore.
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-Okay,
what about her neuro exam?
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-We're not able to get one
because there's too many
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trauma surgeons around.
-It's a thoracotomy.
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-They doing an E.D.
thoracotomy.
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-Get me an intracardiac epi!
-Yes, Doctor.
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-Van...
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[ Tires screech ]
-Bronx General. Now.
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-Thought you were off
for the night.
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What's up with your hand?
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-Uh, no, it's just the art
of motorcycle maintenance.
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Hey, Michelle Lambert
got brought in.
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Terrible car accident.
-What?
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Dr. Markus' Michelle?
Is she okay?
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-Uh, we don't know for sure yet.
They won't let neuro
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anywhere near her
until she's out of surgery.
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-Okay, well, you can join me
on my consult.
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Must be the other driver.
Nic Bozic. 19 years old.
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The E.D. couldn't get any
answers from him during intake.
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-I can't believe
this is happening.
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It's not real.
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-Hi, Nic.
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I'm Dr. Pierce.
This is Dr. Wolf.
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And we're here to help y-
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-[ Gasping ]
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I'm sorry. [ Laughs ]
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I-I just can't stop laughing.
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[ Laughing ]
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-Let's go a UTOX and
get him upstairs for an eval.
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-Yeah.
[ Laughing continues ]
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??
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-Where is she?
-She's in the O.R.
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She just went in.
-Take me to her. Take me to her.
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[ Air hissing,
monitors beeping ]
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??
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-If you haven't yet,
it's time to call her family.
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-Her mom's busy watching Liam.
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-I need you to look at me, Van.
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??
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Her family needs to know.
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The sooner, the better.
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??
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-Hey, bud.
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What are you in Sharkie
doing here?
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It's way past your bedtime.
-What did you expect me to do?
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Leave Sharkie home alone?
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-Um, this actually
isn't really a conversation
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to have around little ears.
-Hey, you want to go play
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with Auntie Dana?
I can show you
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how to draw on the walls
without getting in trouble.
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-I wanna draw a pirate ship!
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[ Indistinct speaking
over P.A. ]
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-Uh, Michelle's injuries
required her
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to have immediate surgery,
but the thoracotomy
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to repair her aortic injury
should be wrapping up.
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Once she's out,
we'll expedite scans
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to assess any other damage.
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-Is she gonna be okay?
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-Well, what I do know right now
is that your daughter
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made it through the surgery
without any complications.
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And she has a team of doctors
who care about her deeply.
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After imaging,
I'll have more to share.
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-What should I do until then?
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-The neuro waiting room
is on the third floor.
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Dr. Markus can show you
if you want to wait
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somewhere more quiet
and comfortable.
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-I'm sure I can find it
on my own.
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Thank you.
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[ Indistinct conversations ]
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-Did you see that?
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She hates me.
I can feel her resentment.
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-Everyone wants
the same thing right now, Van -
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for Michelle to be okay.
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Just channel all of your energy
into that.
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-Yeah.
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-Your UTOX and alcohol
labs came back clean,
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which is good news.
-I told the police I was sober,
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but they breathalysed me anyway.
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I never drink the night
before a game.
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-What's your sport?
-Hockey.
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I was driving upstate
for a tournament.
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-Nic, have you called
your parents?
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-No.
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No, I don't want
to freak them out.
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I just want this to be over.
Can I go?
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-Well, we aren't
out of the woods yet.
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Your reaction -
it may have been shock,
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but it could point to something
more serious.
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That accident could
have caused some real harm.
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So let's eliminate
all those options
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and not give your parents
anything to worry about.
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-Deal.
-Okay.
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-Can I ask -
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how is she?
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The other driver?
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-Uh, she's in surgery,
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but there's room to hope.
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-[ Chuckles ]
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-Whatever happens to her
[chuckles] it's -
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[chuckles] it's my fault.
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[ Laughing ] I mean,
this is gonna ruin my life.
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[ Laughs ]
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-Is that the guy?
Who hit Michelle?
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-Van, let's not. Come on.
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-I'm so...
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[laughs] sorry.
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[ Laughing ]
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-Okay, come on. Come on.
-You're laughing?
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-Come on, Van. Come on.
Let's go. Let's go.
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Let's get out of here.
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[ Laughing continues ]
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-See?
We're drawing on the walls,
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but without getting in trouble.
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My sister and I used to do
this all the time growing up.
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It looks pretty cool, right?
[ Chuckles ]
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-Hey.
-Hey.
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Thanks for sticking around
after your shift.
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-I can't believe
that you knew her.
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I did everything that I could.
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-I just wish there was
something we could do
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to make it better for V-A-N.
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-Van. That's my dad.
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-You can spell!
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Love that for me.
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-Are you the janitor?
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-Uh...
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Oh. [ Laughs ]
Not quite.
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I'm a paramedic.
And this is to my ambulance.
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-Cool.
Can we go for a ride
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and go real fast
through red lights?
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-Yeah.
-I don't think so, Liam.
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-Oh.
Okay, well, Auntie Dana
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is a rule follower.
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But I like to live
a little dangerously.
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You want to go
turn on the lights?
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-And the sirens.
-You got it.
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-Auntie Dana just likes it
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when everyone
she cares about is safe.
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-And Auntie Katie
likes that about her.
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Oh, okay. Yeah.
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Wait a minute.
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We've never had a shark
in there.
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-[ Breathes deeply ]
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[ Knock on door ]
-Hey, Dr. Wolf.
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If this is about Van,
don't worry about it.
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I calmed him down.
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He's just eager
for her to wake up.
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-We all are.
But this is not about Van.
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This is about you.
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-What's up?
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-The residency director
of a Dallas medicine program
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reached out about a referral.
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For you.
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-I'm really sorry.
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I meant to talk to you
about it today, but then -
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-You're not actually
leaving us, are you, Dr. Nash?
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-Being in the E.D.
made me realize
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how much I missed
the rush of the field.
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This job is my way back.
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??
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-Do you know the thing
I value most in my doctors?
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Strong bedside manner.
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It allows patients to feel safe,
to open up to us.
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You're the best at it, Jacob.
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I would really hate to lose you.
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-Michelle's in the scanner.
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??
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??
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-There is a massive subdural.
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Diffuse severe contusions
and evidence of herniation.
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-All consistent
with our post-op exam.
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-Would you consider
a decompressive hemicraniectomy?
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00:11:27,395 --> 00:11:29,813
Like with Jorge Torres?
-Van, she's already herniated.
255
00:11:29,814 --> 00:11:31,899
There's nothing surgical
that can help her.
256
00:11:31,900 --> 00:11:33,359
-Respectfully,
that is complete bull.
257
00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:34,693
She's young and she's healthy.
258
00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:36,153
There's always something to do.
259
00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:38,322
-Her pupils are already
fixed and dilated.
260
00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:41,242
These injuries
are not survivable.
261
00:11:42,327 --> 00:11:44,829
I am so sorry, Van.
262
00:11:44,954 --> 00:11:47,624
-I don't need an apology.
263
00:11:47,707 --> 00:11:50,543
I need you to do
what only you can do, Dr. Wolf.
264
00:11:50,627 --> 00:11:52,462
Fight.
265
00:11:52,545 --> 00:11:55,435
Michelle only stands a chance
because she's here with us.
266
00:11:58,301 --> 00:12:00,345
-Hey, Van...
267
00:12:00,387 --> 00:12:10,271
??
268
00:12:15,860 --> 00:12:17,237
-Does Van have a case?
269
00:12:17,278 --> 00:12:19,114
Is there a reason
to hold out hope?
270
00:12:19,197 --> 00:12:22,117
-You saw for yourself how
catastrophic those scans were.
271
00:12:22,242 --> 00:12:25,161
False hope is dangerous
at times like this.
272
00:12:25,162 --> 00:12:26,704
I'll update the family,
and then I'll perform
273
00:12:26,705 --> 00:12:28,832
the brain death exam
later today.
274
00:12:28,833 --> 00:12:30,708
-Cardiac death
would have been way easier.
275
00:12:30,709 --> 00:12:33,210
That way, he could see it,
but her heart's still beating.
276
00:12:33,211 --> 00:12:34,963
She looks alive.
-But when doctors
277
00:12:34,964 --> 00:12:37,089
declare brain death,
it allows for organ donation,
278
00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:39,133
which otherwise
wouldn't have been possible.
279
00:12:39,134 --> 00:12:41,927
Saves countless lives.
-Well, It certainly saved Sam's.
280
00:12:41,928 --> 00:12:44,763
We'll approach van the way we
approach any resistant family.
281
00:12:44,764 --> 00:12:46,433
We'll tell the truth.
282
00:12:46,434 --> 00:12:48,267
We conducted a complete
brain death exam
283
00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:51,771
and the person he loves is gone.
284
00:12:51,772 --> 00:12:54,356
It'll be difficult, but
eventually he'll come around.
285
00:12:54,357 --> 00:12:55,775
-I get why he's in denial.
286
00:12:55,776 --> 00:12:57,484
We've all heard
horror stories of people
287
00:12:57,485 --> 00:12:59,403
being declared brain dead
prematurely.
288
00:12:59,404 --> 00:13:01,071
-When the test is done
correctly,
289
00:13:01,072 --> 00:13:02,490
we can trust the diagnosis.
290
00:13:02,491 --> 00:13:04,616
Brain death is absolute
and irreversible.
291
00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:06,036
You know that.
292
00:13:06,037 --> 00:13:08,120
I need one volunteer
to assist with the exam.
293
00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:09,914
-I will.
294
00:13:09,915 --> 00:13:11,874
Like you said, Dr. Wolf,
Sam is only here
295
00:13:11,875 --> 00:13:13,625
because a neurologist
somewhere decided
296
00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,920
to have an honest conversation
with a family.
297
00:13:15,921 --> 00:13:18,297
-How is shutting me out
having an honest conversation
298
00:13:18,298 --> 00:13:19,883
with Michelle's family?
299
00:13:19,884 --> 00:13:21,759
You don't get to make
decisions without me here.
300
00:13:21,760 --> 00:13:23,177
If you want to do
something more,
301
00:13:23,178 --> 00:13:25,972
you can start
by respecting my wishes.
302
00:13:25,973 --> 00:13:28,891
-Van wants to be present
for Michelle's brain death exam.
303
00:13:28,892 --> 00:13:32,062
I often allow families
in the room, but with Van,
304
00:13:32,063 --> 00:13:33,979
a big part of me wonders
if it's the right call.
305
00:13:33,980 --> 00:13:36,148
-Maybe this will help
him process the loss.
306
00:13:36,149 --> 00:13:37,400
Accept what happened.
307
00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:39,027
-Yeah.
Why you hesitating?
308
00:13:39,028 --> 00:13:40,986
-Maybe more information
isn't always better.
309
00:13:40,987 --> 00:13:43,157
Maybe there are things
better left unseen.
310
00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:47,410
But if it helps him process,
I can allow it.
311
00:13:47,452 --> 00:13:50,246
Are these Nic Bozic's scans?
-Yes. The other driver.
312
00:13:50,372 --> 00:13:52,123
-His tox screen
came back clean,
313
00:13:52,124 --> 00:13:54,041
so I'm wondering whether
his symptoms are neurological.
314
00:13:54,042 --> 00:13:55,334
-What, you don't think
this is Psych?
315
00:13:55,335 --> 00:13:56,419
-It's too hard to tell.
316
00:13:56,503 --> 00:13:58,171
Too lucid for psychosis,
317
00:13:58,172 --> 00:14:00,130
too upbeat
for Major Depressive Disorder.
318
00:14:00,131 --> 00:14:02,091
And no life events
point to complex trauma.
319
00:14:02,092 --> 00:14:04,176
-It's possible the accident
caused some subtle damage
320
00:14:04,177 --> 00:14:05,678
that we aren't appreciating
on CT,
321
00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:07,680
but with this clean
of a scan and history,
322
00:14:07,681 --> 00:14:09,390
it would seem related
to the accident.
323
00:14:09,391 --> 00:14:11,266
-Well, in his defense, laughing
at distress makes sense,
324
00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:12,727
neurochemically speaking.
325
00:14:12,728 --> 00:14:14,770
It releases a dream cocktail
of endorphins,
326
00:14:14,771 --> 00:14:16,231
dopamine, lowers cortisol.
327
00:14:16,232 --> 00:14:17,856
-Somehow I don't think
low cortisol
328
00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:19,483
will do him any favors
on the ice.
329
00:14:19,484 --> 00:14:21,319
-He plays hockey?
-Yep.
330
00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:22,653
-Interesting.
Maybe we should
331
00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:25,156
bring Dr. Nash in on this.
-Hmm.
332
00:14:25,281 --> 00:14:28,576
Dr. Thorne told me
he got a job offer.
333
00:14:28,660 --> 00:14:30,286
Is this your way of
334
00:14:30,287 --> 00:14:32,413
running through the airport,
begging him to stay?
335
00:14:32,414 --> 00:14:34,790
-Begging people to stay
isn't exactly my style, Carol.
336
00:14:34,791 --> 00:14:37,585
Just ask my dad. Or Josh.
337
00:14:37,711 --> 00:14:41,256
-Well, I'm, for one,
I'm happy for Dr. Nash.
338
00:14:41,381 --> 00:14:43,091
-Yeah.
339
00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:45,593
Sometimes we gotta let
our fledglings fly.
340
00:14:46,793 --> 00:14:50,305
-She's been off sedation
long enough.
341
00:14:50,306 --> 00:14:51,626
Her hemodynamics are good.
342
00:14:51,641 --> 00:14:53,393
There's no fevers.
343
00:14:53,435 --> 00:14:55,905
Nothing that will affect
the results of our exam.
344
00:14:55,906 --> 00:14:58,022
Do you have any questions
before we start?
345
00:14:58,023 --> 00:15:00,191
[ Air hissing,
monitors beeping ]
346
00:15:00,233 --> 00:15:06,865
??
347
00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:09,534
No pupillary response to light.
348
00:15:12,996 --> 00:15:15,373
No corneal reflex.
349
00:15:17,584 --> 00:15:20,086
No oculocephalic reflex.
350
00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:25,133
??
351
00:15:25,175 --> 00:15:27,385
No oculovestibular reflex.
352
00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:33,224
??
353
00:15:33,350 --> 00:15:35,393
No gag. No cough.
354
00:15:39,397 --> 00:15:43,568
-I know you have to do
the response to pain test.
355
00:15:43,610 --> 00:15:46,071
Go on.
356
00:15:46,112 --> 00:15:54,287
??
357
00:15:54,371 --> 00:16:02,045
??
358
00:16:02,128 --> 00:16:05,924
-There is no response
to painful stimuli.
359
00:16:08,593 --> 00:16:10,679
Can you call in her family?
360
00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:12,554
They want to be here
for the apnea test.
361
00:16:12,555 --> 00:16:14,516
-No.
Dr. Wolf, she's not ready
362
00:16:14,517 --> 00:16:16,475
for the apnea test.
If she fails that test,
363
00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:18,228
then she's proclaimed
brain dead.
364
00:16:18,229 --> 00:16:20,813
Are we - Are we sure the
sedation's out of her system?
365
00:16:20,814 --> 00:16:22,624
-We are.
-What if she's locked in or -
366
00:16:22,691 --> 00:16:26,403
-You've seen her exam
and her imaging, Van.
367
00:16:26,486 --> 00:16:27,696
This is not like Roman.
368
00:16:27,821 --> 00:16:29,511
-Okay,
then we give her more time.
369
00:16:29,614 --> 00:16:31,364
We do the second
brain death exam,
370
00:16:31,365 --> 00:16:33,450
and if she fails that,
then you can do the apnea test.
371
00:16:33,451 --> 00:16:34,743
That used to be
the recommendation anyway.
372
00:16:34,744 --> 00:16:36,371
-It's not anymore.
373
00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:41,835
You know nothing
is gonna change over time, Van.
374
00:16:44,754 --> 00:16:46,881
-I need more time.
375
00:16:47,007 --> 00:16:49,426
Okay?
376
00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:51,469
Please.
377
00:16:53,096 --> 00:16:54,973
-[ Clears throat ]
378
00:16:55,015 --> 00:16:57,684
Okay.
379
00:16:57,726 --> 00:17:00,145
We can wait until later
to do the second exam.
380
00:17:03,523 --> 00:17:05,483
-So, what happens next?
381
00:17:05,567 --> 00:17:08,403
-We will repeat
the brain death test,
382
00:17:08,445 --> 00:17:10,915
and then we'll take Michelle
off the ventilator
383
00:17:11,031 --> 00:17:13,533
to see that she
doesn't breathe on her own.
384
00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:15,618
That's the apnea test
we talked about.
385
00:17:15,619 --> 00:17:17,453
-I don't know if
this is the right time to ask,
386
00:17:17,454 --> 00:17:18,913
but I trust your opinion.
387
00:17:19,039 --> 00:17:20,849
-Please ask any questions
you have.
388
00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:25,503
-Michelle wrote
out her advanced directives.
389
00:17:25,628 --> 00:17:30,592
She wanted to be sure that
everything was set up for Liam.
390
00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:37,599
And she was very clear that
she wanted to be an organ donor.
391
00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:39,642
It was important to her.
392
00:17:39,726 --> 00:17:42,645
-It's - It's too early to be
discussing donation, Shauna.
393
00:17:42,646 --> 00:17:44,855
Professionally, I'd advise
we hold off until the second -
394
00:17:44,856 --> 00:17:46,441
-Van. Van.
395
00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:48,818
Please.
396
00:17:48,902 --> 00:17:52,072
I need to hear
what Michelle's doctor thinks.
397
00:17:52,155 --> 00:17:59,287
??
398
00:17:59,371 --> 00:18:01,456
[ Indistinct conversations ]
399
00:18:03,750 --> 00:18:06,086
-An EEG, Van?
400
00:18:06,169 --> 00:18:08,630
-Well, I'm grasping at straws,
but I have to try.
401
00:18:08,713 --> 00:18:10,463
If I don't,
how else will Liam know
402
00:18:10,465 --> 00:18:13,385
that I did everything I could
to try and save his mom?
403
00:18:13,510 --> 00:18:14,886
-You want company?
404
00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:16,888
-I'm good. Thanks, though.
405
00:18:16,930 --> 00:18:25,438
??
406
00:18:25,522 --> 00:18:34,906
??
407
00:18:34,907 --> 00:18:36,782
-We obviously
have a lot to discuss,
408
00:18:36,783 --> 00:18:38,576
but today Van is our priority.
409
00:18:38,618 --> 00:18:40,078
Nothing else matters.
410
00:18:40,079 --> 00:18:42,079
Do you understand?
-I completely agree.
411
00:18:42,080 --> 00:18:44,623
So, you are aware that he's
putting EEGs on a dead person?
412
00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:47,168
-Yes, I am aware, Dr. Porter.
413
00:18:47,169 --> 00:18:49,003
And it won't change
the outcome for Michelle,
414
00:18:49,004 --> 00:18:51,006
but it may change the outcome
for Van,
415
00:18:51,007 --> 00:18:53,007
so let's let him have
his process, okay?
416
00:18:53,008 --> 00:18:54,467
-I get it.
417
00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:57,053
Grief looks different
for every person.
418
00:18:57,178 --> 00:19:00,015
I wouldn't wish that loss
on my worst enemy.
419
00:19:00,016 --> 00:19:02,057
Have you asked him
about his mirror touch?
420
00:19:02,058 --> 00:19:03,100
I mean, surely he would -
421
00:19:03,101 --> 00:19:04,561
[ Groans ]
-Hey!
422
00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:06,771
-Ask me about
my mirror touch now, bitch.
423
00:19:06,813 --> 00:19:07,981
'Cause I know that hurt.
424
00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,858
-Hey. Hey.
425
00:19:09,899 --> 00:19:17,532
??
426
00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:24,456
-Ah. Dr. Wolf, this is Rachel.
427
00:19:24,497 --> 00:19:26,541
She's a family friend.
And a rabbi.
428
00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:29,711
-It's nice to meet you.
Shauna filled me in.
429
00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:32,630
I'd like to offer spiritual
guidance however I can.
430
00:19:32,756 --> 00:19:35,050
-Michelle isn't religious.
431
00:19:37,761 --> 00:19:39,095
-Can I ask who won?
432
00:19:39,179 --> 00:19:40,680
-Oh, no, Rabbi.
433
00:19:40,681 --> 00:19:42,639
When it comes to violence,
nobody ever wins.
434
00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:44,059
It was a lapse in judgment,
435
00:19:44,225 --> 00:19:46,478
But Van knows
he's better than that.
436
00:19:48,855 --> 00:19:51,232
-Can I interest anyone
in a smoke, hmm?
437
00:19:51,233 --> 00:19:53,150
-This is a non-smoking hospital,
Rabbi.
438
00:19:53,151 --> 00:19:54,819
Pretty sure most hospitals are.
439
00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:57,489
-Oh. [ Chuckles ]
Figures.
440
00:19:57,572 --> 00:20:00,700
You can get away
with so much more in Hoboken.
441
00:20:00,867 --> 00:20:02,952
Should we take this chat
outside?
442
00:20:03,036 --> 00:20:04,704
In my experience, a smoke break
443
00:20:04,705 --> 00:20:06,330
makes hard talks
a little easier.
444
00:20:06,331 --> 00:20:08,249
-Hoboken...
445
00:20:08,333 --> 00:20:12,462
New Jersey has religious
exemption for brain death.
446
00:20:12,545 --> 00:20:14,422
Michelle can't be declared dead
447
00:20:14,423 --> 00:20:16,590
if we claim it goes against
her religious views.
448
00:20:16,591 --> 00:20:18,550
-You just said Michelle
isn't religious.
449
00:20:18,551 --> 00:20:20,679
-Religious exemption?
Is this true?
450
00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:23,932
-That law was created out of
respect for religious beliefs.
451
00:20:24,099 --> 00:20:26,810
It would be unethical
and highly disrespectful
452
00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:28,269
to use it as a loophole.
453
00:20:28,436 --> 00:20:30,230
-I think the rabbi
has a point, Van.
454
00:20:30,313 --> 00:20:33,775
-But what we can do
in this moment is breathe
455
00:20:33,858 --> 00:20:36,528
and listen to each other
and join together in prayer.
456
00:20:36,653 --> 00:20:38,446
It could be very powerful.
457
00:20:38,488 --> 00:20:40,073
[ Knock on door ]
458
00:20:40,115 --> 00:20:42,367
-Nic, there's somebody
I'd like you to meet.
459
00:20:42,409 --> 00:20:43,993
This is Dr. Jacob Nash.
460
00:20:43,994 --> 00:20:46,286
-Before he was a neurologist,
he competed D1 -
461
00:20:46,287 --> 00:20:48,623
-Dude,
my dad went to Notre Dame.
462
00:20:48,624 --> 00:20:50,958
"Nash The Smash"
is a legend in our household.
463
00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:53,169
-"Nash The Smash?"
-God, man.
464
00:20:53,211 --> 00:20:56,214
That was the one nickname
I was glad to retire.
465
00:20:56,215 --> 00:20:57,423
-If it makes you feel
any better,
466
00:20:57,424 --> 00:20:58,842
my nickname is way worse.
467
00:20:58,925 --> 00:21:00,969
My teammates call me The Joker.
468
00:21:03,179 --> 00:21:05,056
Like the villain.
469
00:21:05,098 --> 00:21:06,641
I can't help but lose my mind
470
00:21:06,683 --> 00:21:09,561
anytime things get intense -
or violent.
471
00:21:09,686 --> 00:21:12,814
-If I ever went against somebody
named Joker, I'd be shook.
472
00:21:12,815 --> 00:21:14,356
You ever got in one
of your opponents' faces
473
00:21:14,357 --> 00:21:15,984
and was just like
474
00:21:16,151 --> 00:21:20,530
[imitating Joker]
"Why so serious?"
475
00:21:20,572 --> 00:21:23,241
[ Laughter ]
476
00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:27,328
-[ Cries ]
477
00:21:27,495 --> 00:21:30,707
-Nic, what are you feeling
right now?
478
00:21:30,790 --> 00:21:34,711
-I don't know.
I-I meant to laugh.
479
00:21:34,753 --> 00:21:37,403
-Can you tell us how you feel
about the car accident?
480
00:21:37,422 --> 00:21:40,050
-[ Chuckling ] I feel horrible.
481
00:21:40,133 --> 00:21:41,885
[ Laughing ] I - I -
482
00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:45,722
I hear the other
driver isn't gonna make it.
483
00:21:45,889 --> 00:21:48,141
[ Laughing ]
484
00:21:48,224 --> 00:21:50,101
I tried to brake,
485
00:21:50,268 --> 00:21:52,729
but it was raining,
486
00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:54,606
and the roads were ice
487
00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:56,649
and I didn't see her.
488
00:21:56,691 --> 00:21:59,486
[ Laughs ]
I can't go to jail.
489
00:21:59,611 --> 00:22:01,780
[ Laughs ]
-It's okay. It's okay.
490
00:22:01,781 --> 00:22:02,988
No one's blaming you.
491
00:22:02,989 --> 00:22:04,866
Let's practice grounding.
492
00:22:04,949 --> 00:22:06,409
Just breathe.
493
00:22:06,493 --> 00:22:08,036
[ Laughter subsides ]
494
00:22:08,078 --> 00:22:09,913
Okay.
495
00:22:09,996 --> 00:22:11,915
-[ Breathing deeply ]
496
00:22:11,956 --> 00:22:13,750
-I think I know what it is.
497
00:22:13,751 --> 00:22:16,293
In the movie, Joaquin's
Joker has Pseudobulbar Affect.
498
00:22:16,294 --> 00:22:19,172
His feelings were sound.
His reactions are the thing
499
00:22:19,173 --> 00:22:20,756
that were out of sync,
like Nic.
500
00:22:20,757 --> 00:22:22,342
-And how do you know that?
501
00:22:22,343 --> 00:22:23,967
-My incredible
neuropsych mentors
502
00:22:23,968 --> 00:22:25,636
taught me how to think
outside the box...
503
00:22:25,637 --> 00:22:26,846
and Reddit.
504
00:22:26,971 --> 00:22:29,015
-His nickname is The Joker.
505
00:22:29,016 --> 00:22:30,849
So the accident
didn't cause this.
506
00:22:30,850 --> 00:22:32,560
-It's unlikely,
507
00:22:32,561 --> 00:22:34,228
especially since no damage
showed up in the scan.
508
00:22:34,229 --> 00:22:35,479
The cause
could be more insidious.
509
00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:37,107
-Mm-hmm.
-ALS, MS,
510
00:22:37,108 --> 00:22:39,149
a traumatic brain injury.
-Mm-hmm. Concussions.
511
00:22:39,150 --> 00:22:41,068
Too many head shots
or hits from playing rough.
512
00:22:41,069 --> 00:22:43,905
So his emotional incontinence
is from hockey,
513
00:22:43,988 --> 00:22:46,074
not the accident.
-Bingo.
514
00:22:46,199 --> 00:22:48,952
It's rare, so we'll need an MRI
and PBA exam, but -
515
00:22:48,993 --> 00:22:50,620
-There is hope.
516
00:22:50,662 --> 00:22:53,081
Well done, Dr. Nash.
517
00:22:53,206 --> 00:22:55,542
[ Both chuckle ]
518
00:22:57,168 --> 00:22:59,587
[ Telephone ringing ]
519
00:22:59,713 --> 00:23:02,173
We are really losing
a good one with Nash.
520
00:23:02,215 --> 00:23:03,758
-Mm.
-[ Chuckles ]
521
00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:06,636
You think you can sway him?
-Oh, one can only hope.
522
00:23:06,637 --> 00:23:08,679
I could use all the allies
I can get around here.
523
00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,598
-[ Chuckles ]
524
00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:13,768
-Dr. Porter's speech
was about me at the gala.
525
00:23:13,769 --> 00:23:15,394
I'm the doctor
who treated his mother.
526
00:23:15,395 --> 00:23:17,354
-The woman you told me about
at Halloween?
527
00:23:17,355 --> 00:23:19,691
The one who haunts you?
-Elizabeth Asher.
528
00:23:19,774 --> 00:23:21,644
When I tried to apologize,
he told me
529
00:23:21,651 --> 00:23:24,529
what I did caused his father
to drink himself to death.
530
00:23:24,530 --> 00:23:26,071
He blames me
for ruining his life,
531
00:23:26,072 --> 00:23:29,284
and he came here
to return the favor.
532
00:23:30,869 --> 00:23:33,121
-You say you cared
about his mom, right?
533
00:23:33,122 --> 00:23:36,206
Now, how do you think
she would feel
534
00:23:36,207 --> 00:23:39,961
if she knew her son was hurting
this bad 20 years later?
535
00:23:43,173 --> 00:23:45,592
-Okay, fine.
536
00:23:45,675 --> 00:23:48,261
I'll keep trying for her.
537
00:23:50,305 --> 00:23:53,016
-Anything else
you want to talk about?
538
00:23:53,058 --> 00:23:56,978
-Well, I already told you
I was fixing my bike.
539
00:23:57,020 --> 00:24:00,523
-On days like today,
we're all hurting.
540
00:24:00,565 --> 00:24:02,275
Even Charlie.
541
00:24:02,276 --> 00:24:04,943
I have a good friend who's
an even better therapist -
542
00:24:04,944 --> 00:24:07,113
Dr. Rosenthal.
543
00:24:07,238 --> 00:24:08,907
-Mm.
544
00:24:08,908 --> 00:24:11,116
-Charlie doesn't really
strike me as the therapy type,
545
00:24:11,117 --> 00:24:12,452
but be my guest.
546
00:24:12,494 --> 00:24:14,621
-I was talking about you,
Wolf.
547
00:24:14,622 --> 00:24:17,456
The deeper you bury something,
548
00:24:17,457 --> 00:24:19,834
the harder it'll fight
to come out.
549
00:24:20,259 --> 00:24:23,754
-There was a case study
in med school
550
00:24:23,755 --> 00:24:25,923
about a woman who
was misdiagnosed with depression
551
00:24:25,924 --> 00:24:28,926
for years till they figured out
it was Pseudobulbar Affect.
552
00:24:28,927 --> 00:24:30,845
Nice catch.
553
00:24:30,887 --> 00:24:32,180
-Thanks.
554
00:24:32,263 --> 00:24:34,599
Nic's a good kid.
I feel for him.
555
00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:36,975
Can't be easy having a condition
like a Batman villain.
556
00:24:36,976 --> 00:24:38,853
-Well, I have the same
disposition
557
00:24:38,854 --> 00:24:40,938
as another Batman villain,
and yet Dana
558
00:24:40,939 --> 00:24:42,607
still won't let us get a cat.
559
00:24:42,608 --> 00:24:44,692
-But I fully support your right
to wear a Lycra bodysuit.
560
00:24:44,693 --> 00:24:46,778
-Now, see,
I can get behind that.
561
00:24:46,820 --> 00:24:48,822
Halle Berry, Hallelujah.
562
00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:50,407
-Oh, my God.
-[ Chuckles ]
563
00:24:50,490 --> 00:24:52,617
-I'm taking Michelle
to New Jersey.
564
00:24:54,327 --> 00:24:55,620
-Okay.
565
00:24:55,662 --> 00:24:58,081
Um, but why? And how?
566
00:24:58,082 --> 00:25:00,791
-New Jersey has a religious
exemption for brain death.
567
00:25:00,792 --> 00:25:02,419
And I don't know the how yet.
568
00:25:02,544 --> 00:25:05,171
That's why I'm looping
in the Fantastic Four.
569
00:25:05,296 --> 00:25:07,007
Can we borrow Katie's ambulance?
570
00:25:07,048 --> 00:25:11,386
-I don't think borrowing
ambulances is a thing.
571
00:25:11,469 --> 00:25:12,721
But I can ask.
572
00:25:12,804 --> 00:25:14,597
-All right, Van, slow down.
573
00:25:14,598 --> 00:25:16,807
You're not thinking straight.
This could get us all fired.
574
00:25:16,808 --> 00:25:18,727
-What do you care?
You're leaving?
575
00:25:18,728 --> 00:25:21,812
Look, I'm getting Michelle
out of here
576
00:25:21,813 --> 00:25:23,981
before Wolf can perform
a second brain death test.
577
00:25:23,982 --> 00:25:26,067
If you want to help,
this is your chance.
578
00:25:26,109 --> 00:25:31,239
??
579
00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:33,157
-Is it just me,
or does that uniform
580
00:25:33,158 --> 00:25:34,366
really bring out your eyes?
581
00:25:34,367 --> 00:25:36,202
-It's because I'm a deep autumn.
582
00:25:36,244 --> 00:25:37,912
-Mmm.
-What do you want, babe?
583
00:25:37,913 --> 00:25:40,289
-What, a girl can't pay
her girlfriend a compliment
584
00:25:40,290 --> 00:25:42,917
without an ulterior motive?
-Not mine.
585
00:25:42,959 --> 00:25:47,087
-Van wants to take
Michelle to New Jersey,
586
00:25:47,088 --> 00:25:50,133
and obviously
an ambulance is the safest way.
587
00:25:50,216 --> 00:25:53,303
-That sounds just a tad illegal.
588
00:25:53,304 --> 00:25:55,596
-What happened to your
rule-breaking spirit, Rodriguez?
589
00:25:55,597 --> 00:25:59,100
-There is no way
that you would be this reckless.
590
00:25:59,142 --> 00:26:01,436
-Uh...
591
00:26:01,561 --> 00:26:04,272
-You're banking on me saying no,
aren't you?
592
00:26:04,439 --> 00:26:07,067
So that you can tell Van
that you tried?
593
00:26:07,192 --> 00:26:09,027
What would you do if I said yes?
594
00:26:09,069 --> 00:26:11,529
-I would say, "Thank you.
595
00:26:11,696 --> 00:26:13,323
Let's go to New Jersey."
596
00:26:13,490 --> 00:26:16,159
A sentence I rarely utter
with such enthusiasm.
597
00:26:16,242 --> 00:26:19,537
But, honestly, Van is desperate.
598
00:26:19,538 --> 00:26:22,498
And maybe this is just a way
of postponing the inevitable,
599
00:26:22,499 --> 00:26:24,669
but he needs to know
that we are here for him.
600
00:26:26,419 --> 00:26:28,421
-I wish I could help,
but I can't.
601
00:26:28,463 --> 00:26:31,466
Sorry, Dana.
My hands are tied.
602
00:26:44,145 --> 00:26:46,255
-Thank you for coming in,
Mr. and Mrs. Bozic.
603
00:26:46,256 --> 00:26:49,191
We've diagnosed your son
with a neurological form
604
00:26:49,192 --> 00:26:50,819
of emotional incontinence
605
00:26:50,902 --> 00:26:52,987
which causes him
to have a reaction
606
00:26:53,029 --> 00:26:55,079
contrary to what he's
actually feeling.
607
00:26:55,115 --> 00:26:56,991
It's called Pseudobulbar Affect.
608
00:26:56,992 --> 00:26:58,492
-You remember
when I was grounded
609
00:26:58,493 --> 00:27:00,077
for cracking up
at Nana's funeral?
610
00:27:00,078 --> 00:27:01,704
-Well, we always thought
you had a -
611
00:27:01,705 --> 00:27:03,331
a strange sense of humor.
612
00:27:03,373 --> 00:27:06,042
-Undiagnosed concussions
from playing hockey
613
00:27:06,126 --> 00:27:07,460
are the culprit.
614
00:27:07,502 --> 00:27:10,338
It'll take some time,
but with SSRIs,
615
00:27:10,422 --> 00:27:13,008
mood stabilizers,
coupled with therapy,
616
00:27:13,049 --> 00:27:15,343
he can regain control
over his emotions.
617
00:27:15,344 --> 00:27:17,302
-Another silver lining is
that we've ruled out
618
00:27:17,303 --> 00:27:19,138
negligence for driving
under the influence.
619
00:27:19,139 --> 00:27:21,850
The accident was deemed
no fault due to the weather.
620
00:27:22,892 --> 00:27:26,021
-Thank you
for not writing me off.
621
00:27:27,939 --> 00:27:31,276
Could you give this letter
to the other driver's family?
622
00:27:33,069 --> 00:27:34,654
[ Laughs ]
623
00:27:34,821 --> 00:27:36,406
I, uh...
624
00:27:36,407 --> 00:27:38,449
I wanted to tell them
I was sorry in person,
625
00:27:38,450 --> 00:27:40,577
but any time I'd think about it,
I'd laugh.
626
00:27:40,578 --> 00:27:42,619
By the time I'd written it down,
it was too late.
627
00:27:42,620 --> 00:27:44,621
The doctors had already put her
in the ambulance.
628
00:27:44,622 --> 00:27:46,541
-Ambulance?
629
00:27:47,792 --> 00:27:50,503
Nic, can you tell us
exactly what you saw?
630
00:27:50,670 --> 00:27:56,217
??
631
00:27:56,301 --> 00:27:58,553
-Okay, so, since we have
632
00:27:58,554 --> 00:28:00,387
no accepting hospital
on the other side,
633
00:28:00,388 --> 00:28:03,475
I guess we'll just find
the nearest E.D.
634
00:28:03,516 --> 00:28:05,185
when we cross state lines.
635
00:28:05,226 --> 00:28:08,021
-Unit 242,
what's your location?
636
00:28:08,104 --> 00:28:10,106
Please respond.
-Um...
637
00:28:10,190 --> 00:28:12,650
[ Radio turns off ]
-Nice.
638
00:28:12,692 --> 00:28:14,944
-What a mess we're in.
639
00:28:15,028 --> 00:28:18,198
-Wolf taught us well.
640
00:28:18,281 --> 00:28:21,409
-So then what's this
about you leaving?
641
00:28:21,493 --> 00:28:23,161
And when were
you gonna tell me?
642
00:28:23,244 --> 00:28:26,122
Because it didn't seem
to come up when we were kissing.
643
00:28:26,206 --> 00:28:29,459
-Look, I was gonna tell you,
but then you kissed me,
644
00:28:29,584 --> 00:28:32,879
and I gotta be real with you,
Kinney.
645
00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:35,130
I'd been waiting a long time
for that to happen.
646
00:28:35,131 --> 00:28:38,510
But, uh...
647
00:28:38,551 --> 00:28:40,051
It's a sports clinic in Dallas.
648
00:28:40,136 --> 00:28:42,222
And, uh...
649
00:28:42,305 --> 00:28:44,391
-Your dream.
650
00:28:44,432 --> 00:28:46,685
I'm really, really happy
for you.
651
00:28:46,726 --> 00:28:49,270
And really, really sad for us.
652
00:28:51,564 --> 00:28:54,442
-You know, Wolf tried
to convince me to stay.
653
00:28:54,526 --> 00:28:56,653
A part of me
was hoping he would.
654
00:28:56,736 --> 00:28:59,614
-Well, he can't do that.
655
00:28:59,739 --> 00:29:02,158
As much as he wants to.
656
00:29:02,325 --> 00:29:03,743
As much as he'll miss you.
657
00:29:03,827 --> 00:29:06,413
As much as he might wonder
658
00:29:06,454 --> 00:29:09,249
what would have happened
if you'd stayed.
659
00:29:09,332 --> 00:29:11,126
We can't ask people to stay
660
00:29:11,167 --> 00:29:14,963
because then what if
they resent us if they do?
661
00:29:15,046 --> 00:29:20,427
??
662
00:29:20,468 --> 00:29:23,638
Neuro's really gonna miss you,
Jacob.
663
00:29:25,098 --> 00:29:28,935
-And I'm really gonna
miss Neuro.
664
00:29:29,102 --> 00:29:35,525
??
665
00:29:35,608 --> 00:29:37,902
[ Cellphone vibrating ]
666
00:29:42,407 --> 00:29:45,827
[ Monitor beeping ]
667
00:29:45,952 --> 00:29:49,164
-Is it okay if I talk to her?
668
00:29:49,247 --> 00:29:51,249
You know,
in case she can hear me?
669
00:29:57,839 --> 00:30:00,425
I keep thinking about
the day Liam was born.
670
00:30:00,426 --> 00:30:04,428
You were so angry at me
'cause I could barely handle
671
00:30:04,429 --> 00:30:07,223
being in the delivery room.
672
00:30:07,307 --> 00:30:08,892
I just couldn't explain to you
673
00:30:09,017 --> 00:30:11,269
that I could literally
feel your pain.
674
00:30:12,937 --> 00:30:16,024
It didn't help that you waited
six hours to get the epidural.
675
00:30:16,107 --> 00:30:21,404
??
676
00:30:21,529 --> 00:30:25,450
The whole time,
I was holding your hand,
677
00:30:25,492 --> 00:30:28,411
blown away by how calm you were.
678
00:30:29,871 --> 00:30:33,708
You remember what you said to me
when they put Liam in your arms?
679
00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:37,712
You said,
"I wish I could live forever
680
00:30:37,837 --> 00:30:40,298
so I could see his whole life."
681
00:30:42,676 --> 00:30:45,053
He's still so little.
682
00:30:48,807 --> 00:30:50,850
He needs you.
683
00:30:53,269 --> 00:30:55,313
We need you.
684
00:30:57,190 --> 00:31:00,026
Please don't leave us, Michelle.
685
00:31:03,613 --> 00:31:06,616
-Oh, my God, Van.
686
00:31:06,700 --> 00:31:08,743
-[ Inhaling sharply ]
687
00:31:10,662 --> 00:31:12,747
-Jacob!
Turn the ambulance around!
688
00:31:12,872 --> 00:31:16,209
She's alive!
[ Both laugh ]
689
00:31:18,336 --> 00:31:21,089
Hey. Hey, Michelle.
690
00:31:21,214 --> 00:31:23,258
You're okay You're okay.
You're okay.
691
00:31:23,341 --> 00:31:25,343
Oh!
692
00:31:25,468 --> 00:31:27,804
-? You sleep ?
693
00:31:27,846 --> 00:31:30,223
? But your soul ?
694
00:31:30,348 --> 00:31:33,852
? Your soul ain't sound ?
695
00:31:36,521 --> 00:31:38,148
-She's awake.
696
00:31:38,273 --> 00:31:41,484
-You never gave up.
-? You scream ?
697
00:31:41,568 --> 00:31:46,656
? 'Cause you know
it's a long way down ?
698
00:31:46,740 --> 00:31:49,075
-Mommy!
-Hi, honey!
699
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:50,952
Ooh!
700
00:31:50,994 --> 00:31:52,829
Hi.
701
00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:55,081
Ah.
Mommy was in an accident,
702
00:31:55,165 --> 00:31:57,917
but everything's okay now.
703
00:31:58,001 --> 00:32:00,378
-By the power vested in me,
704
00:32:00,503 --> 00:32:04,007
I now pronounce you
husband and wife.
705
00:32:04,090 --> 00:32:07,177
Van, you may now
kiss your bride.
706
00:32:07,260 --> 00:32:09,554
-[ Chuckles ]
707
00:32:11,264 --> 00:32:13,641
[ Cheers and applause ]
708
00:32:14,893 --> 00:32:18,813
-? Please ?
709
00:32:18,897 --> 00:32:24,611
??
710
00:32:24,736 --> 00:32:27,322
-[ Laughs ]
711
00:32:27,405 --> 00:32:35,163
??
712
00:32:35,288 --> 00:32:39,000
-? Tell somebody ?
713
00:32:39,042 --> 00:32:48,426
??
714
00:32:48,635 --> 00:32:57,352
??
715
00:32:57,435 --> 00:32:59,479
[ Monitor beeping ]
716
00:33:01,439 --> 00:33:03,692
-She's never coming back,
is she?
717
00:33:03,733 --> 00:33:08,655
??
718
00:33:08,697 --> 00:33:10,865
Tell Jacob to turn
the car around.
719
00:33:10,949 --> 00:33:16,538
??
720
00:33:16,621 --> 00:33:20,375
-Hey, Jacob,
we can turn around.
721
00:33:20,458 --> 00:33:22,502
Let's head back
to Bronx General.
722
00:33:22,669 --> 00:33:28,758
??
723
00:33:28,842 --> 00:33:31,886
[ Air hisses ]
724
00:33:31,970 --> 00:33:34,055
[ Monitors beeping ]
725
00:33:37,434 --> 00:33:39,728
-And now we wait 10 minutes.
726
00:33:39,811 --> 00:33:47,027
??
727
00:33:47,193 --> 00:33:54,993
??
728
00:33:55,118 --> 00:33:57,037
Thank you.
729
00:33:57,203 --> 00:34:02,917
??
730
00:34:03,001 --> 00:34:09,215
??
731
00:34:09,299 --> 00:34:12,927
-Her carbon dioxide
climbed above 70.
732
00:34:13,011 --> 00:34:15,096
There were
no spontaneous breaths.
733
00:34:16,973 --> 00:34:19,100
Time of death - 2:11 p.m.
734
00:34:19,184 --> 00:34:25,774
??
735
00:34:25,857 --> 00:34:32,072
??
736
00:34:32,155 --> 00:34:34,908
I love you.
737
00:34:35,075 --> 00:34:44,959
??
738
00:34:45,001 --> 00:34:54,761
??
739
00:34:54,886 --> 00:34:57,055
[ All crying ]
740
00:35:05,188 --> 00:35:07,598
[ Indistinct conversations ]
-Is it that good?
741
00:35:10,068 --> 00:35:13,947
-I know I'm the last person
you want to talk to right now.
742
00:35:13,988 --> 00:35:16,408
And I'm sorry
for what I said earlier.
743
00:35:16,449 --> 00:35:19,202
It was, uh, thoughtless.
744
00:35:19,285 --> 00:35:21,538
But I do have to say something.
745
00:35:21,579 --> 00:35:23,248
I was Liam.
746
00:35:23,331 --> 00:35:27,168
When you lose a parent
at a young age, it's confusing.
747
00:35:28,670 --> 00:35:32,382
Everyone showers you
with attention and gifts.
748
00:35:32,424 --> 00:35:34,050
They're sad,
749
00:35:34,134 --> 00:35:36,720
and they're trying to be
so happy around you.
750
00:35:36,761 --> 00:35:38,263
-[ Laughs ]
751
00:35:38,346 --> 00:35:40,396
-Honestly,
I didn't really fully grasp
752
00:35:40,432 --> 00:35:43,435
the reality of it
until my dad died, too.
753
00:35:43,476 --> 00:35:46,563
But the - the point is,
754
00:35:46,688 --> 00:35:51,026
dying of a broken heart
is not as romantic as it sounds.
755
00:35:51,109 --> 00:35:52,652
Don't give up.
756
00:35:52,777 --> 00:35:54,863
Liam needs you now more
than ever.
757
00:35:56,448 --> 00:35:58,158
Don't let him lose you both.
758
00:35:58,241 --> 00:36:01,327
Unless you, uh, want Liam
to turn out like me.
759
00:36:04,497 --> 00:36:08,251
-No, that's my bite, Sharkie.
760
00:36:08,335 --> 00:36:10,795
Come on.
Sharkie, I want my bike.
761
00:36:10,837 --> 00:36:13,590
I don't want Sharkie to have it.
762
00:36:13,631 --> 00:36:15,592
-Hey, kiddo.
763
00:36:15,717 --> 00:36:17,177
[ Grunts ]
764
00:36:21,639 --> 00:36:23,850
-I know everything
didn't happen
765
00:36:23,892 --> 00:36:25,894
the way you and Michelle
wanted it to,
766
00:36:25,935 --> 00:36:28,563
or the way I wanted it to
for that matter.
767
00:36:30,648 --> 00:36:34,361
But she always said
what an amazing dad you are.
768
00:36:34,362 --> 00:36:36,195
-You don't have to say
all that, Shauna.
769
00:36:36,196 --> 00:36:38,782
-She'd want you to know.
770
00:36:38,823 --> 00:36:42,410
She told me that every time
Liam looked up at you,
771
00:36:42,494 --> 00:36:45,080
she'd fall for you
all over again.
772
00:36:47,332 --> 00:36:51,419
I'm glad she had you.
773
00:36:51,544 --> 00:36:54,172
I'm glad Liam has you.
774
00:36:56,341 --> 00:36:57,425
-Thank you.
775
00:36:57,467 --> 00:37:01,930
??
776
00:37:02,055 --> 00:37:03,264
-Wow.
777
00:37:05,517 --> 00:37:07,352
-It was Liam's idea.
778
00:37:07,394 --> 00:37:09,187
He wanted to do it for his mom.
779
00:37:09,229 --> 00:37:12,065
-Oh, that's beautiful, buddy.
780
00:37:12,190 --> 00:37:14,567
Yeah, she would have loved it.
781
00:37:14,609 --> 00:37:17,112
Hey.
Can I tell you something?
782
00:37:17,237 --> 00:37:21,241
So [clears throat]
before Mommy died,
783
00:37:21,282 --> 00:37:23,932
she said that if anything were
to ever happen to her,
784
00:37:23,993 --> 00:37:26,788
she wanted to help people
who were very sick.
785
00:37:26,871 --> 00:37:29,582
So we're going to do
something called an honor walk.
786
00:37:29,666 --> 00:37:31,418
It's very special.
787
00:37:31,419 --> 00:37:33,043
It's for people like Mommy
who are so brave
788
00:37:33,044 --> 00:37:34,713
and chose to help others.
Okay?
789
00:37:34,796 --> 00:37:36,297
-Mm-hmm.
-Yeah?
790
00:37:36,423 --> 00:37:38,425
All right. Yeah.
791
00:37:38,466 --> 00:37:41,011
This is great.
Look at these jellyfish.
792
00:37:41,094 --> 00:37:43,304
Did you do this one?
-Yeah.
793
00:37:43,305 --> 00:37:45,431
-You can tell because it's
your favorite color.
794
00:37:45,432 --> 00:37:46,975
Great.
795
00:37:47,017 --> 00:37:48,643
Wow.
796
00:37:48,685 --> 00:37:51,104
[ Young Fathers'
"Tell Somebody" playing ]
797
00:37:51,271 --> 00:38:00,655
??
798
00:38:00,780 --> 00:38:03,908
-? Tell somebody ?
799
00:38:03,950 --> 00:38:09,164
??
800
00:38:09,205 --> 00:38:14,336
??
801
00:38:14,419 --> 00:38:15,962
? Tell somebody ?
802
00:38:17,380 --> 00:38:20,842
? Tell somebody ?
803
00:38:20,925 --> 00:38:24,346
? Tell somebody ?
804
00:38:24,429 --> 00:38:27,849
? Tell somebody ?
805
00:38:27,932 --> 00:38:31,144
? Tell somebody ?
806
00:38:31,311 --> 00:38:36,524
??
807
00:38:36,525 --> 00:38:40,277
-The stolen ambulance
wasn't reported,
808
00:38:40,278 --> 00:38:41,738
so it's not on your records.
809
00:38:41,780 --> 00:38:44,407
You have Katie to thank
for that.
810
00:38:44,491 --> 00:38:46,993
Well, luckily,
you only made it a few miles.
811
00:38:47,077 --> 00:38:49,788
-Dr. Wolf [clears throat]
I've been thinking,
812
00:38:49,829 --> 00:38:52,999
and I need to step away
from the department.
813
00:38:54,668 --> 00:38:56,920
-Of course.
Take as much time as you need.
814
00:38:56,961 --> 00:38:58,546
Two weeks, a month?
815
00:38:58,630 --> 00:39:00,423
-I was thinking longer
than that.
816
00:39:00,465 --> 00:39:02,634
I need to be there for Liam.
817
00:39:02,676 --> 00:39:05,095
I don't know when I'll be back.
818
00:39:05,136 --> 00:39:06,554
-Well, we need you.
819
00:39:06,638 --> 00:39:09,224
Dr. Markus, you have a gift.
820
00:39:09,225 --> 00:39:11,016
-I always thought
my mirror touch
821
00:39:11,017 --> 00:39:12,977
would make me a better doctor,
822
00:39:13,019 --> 00:39:15,230
that it was my purpose.
823
00:39:15,355 --> 00:39:17,482
But I was wrong.
824
00:39:17,524 --> 00:39:19,109
I need it to be a better dad.
825
00:39:19,192 --> 00:39:22,112
-Well, if I were
in your shoes, I would stay.
826
00:39:22,195 --> 00:39:24,406
Work can be a stabilizing force.
827
00:39:24,407 --> 00:39:26,031
Don't cut yourself off
from that.
828
00:39:26,032 --> 00:39:28,076
-I'm not you, Dr. Wolf.
829
00:39:28,201 --> 00:39:30,870
I need time for myself
and my family.
830
00:39:32,831 --> 00:39:34,708
-I understand.
831
00:39:34,833 --> 00:39:37,752
How about you, Nash?
Can I convince you to stay?
832
00:39:39,045 --> 00:39:42,424
-When I got injured,
doctors were in
833
00:39:42,549 --> 00:39:45,301
and out of the room
telling me what was best for me.
834
00:39:45,427 --> 00:39:48,680
No one ever took the time
to get to know me.
835
00:39:48,722 --> 00:39:52,684
Not the way you take the time
to get to know your patients.
836
00:39:52,726 --> 00:39:54,310
I want to give athletes
837
00:39:54,311 --> 00:39:56,603
the kind of care you taught me
every patient deserves,
838
00:39:56,604 --> 00:39:59,441
the kind of care
I wish I got when I was a kid.
839
00:40:02,068 --> 00:40:03,445
I've gotta go.
840
00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:07,949
-Okay.
841
00:40:07,950 --> 00:40:09,950
-I don't start
for a couple of months,
842
00:40:09,951 --> 00:40:13,455
so I'm gonna help
Van and Liam for a while.
843
00:40:14,789 --> 00:40:18,251
-Well...Bronx General
will miss you.
844
00:40:20,587 --> 00:40:23,548
I'll miss you.
845
00:40:23,590 --> 00:40:26,301
My door is always open.
846
00:40:28,219 --> 00:40:29,971
-Wolf pack forever?
847
00:40:30,930 --> 00:40:32,432
-[ Chuckles ]
848
00:40:32,515 --> 00:40:39,939
??
849
00:40:40,023 --> 00:40:47,447
??
850
00:40:47,530 --> 00:40:56,164
??
851
00:40:56,247 --> 00:40:58,583
[ Running footsteps ]
852
00:40:58,625 --> 00:41:00,065
[ Keys jingling, lock turns ]
853
00:41:00,126 --> 00:41:03,838
[ Door opens ]
854
00:41:05,256 --> 00:41:08,259
[ Horn honks,
dog barks outside ]
855
00:41:11,054 --> 00:41:12,847
-Don't be alarmed.
I know Noah.
856
00:41:15,141 --> 00:41:16,351
-I know.
857
00:41:17,394 --> 00:41:20,063
I knew we'd meet sooner
or later.
858
00:41:20,105 --> 00:41:21,523
-Who are you?
859
00:41:21,648 --> 00:41:24,901
-Sofia.
860
00:41:24,984 --> 00:41:27,153
You look just like him, Oliver.
861
00:41:29,155 --> 00:41:31,199
-Greg, move your head.
862
00:41:36,079 --> 00:41:46,006
??
863
00:41:46,089 --> 00:41:55,849
??
864
00:41:56,016 --> 00:42:06,026
??
865
00:42:06,076 --> 00:42:10,626
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