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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:03,128 --> 00:00:04,921 [ NBC theme tones play ] 2 00:00:04,922 --> 00:00:06,672 -Previously on "Brilliant Minds"... 3 00:00:06,673 --> 00:00:08,632 -I reconnected with one of my old team doctors. 4 00:00:08,633 --> 00:00:10,301 -In Texas? -He offered me a spot 5 00:00:10,343 --> 00:00:11,678 in his residency program. 6 00:00:11,761 --> 00:00:13,304 This is, like, my dream job. 7 00:00:13,346 --> 00:00:15,140 -Then what's keeping you here? 8 00:00:15,141 --> 00:00:17,975 The hospital gala's tonight. -It's kind of last minute. 9 00:00:17,976 --> 00:00:19,893 -Why do I feel like you're trying to wreck this 10 00:00:19,894 --> 00:00:21,813 before it even starts? -I don't know 11 00:00:21,814 --> 00:00:23,522 if I could handle another heartbreak. 12 00:00:23,523 --> 00:00:25,942 -You're it for me. -When I was 10 years old, 13 00:00:25,984 --> 00:00:28,694 my mother was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor. 14 00:00:28,695 --> 00:00:32,490 I remember her doctor not because he saved my mom, 15 00:00:32,574 --> 00:00:36,453 but because he dangled the possibility that he could. 16 00:00:36,536 --> 00:00:39,039 -What is this? -It's where your father is. 17 00:00:39,080 --> 00:00:41,916 -You got stood up? -I think so. 18 00:00:45,253 --> 00:00:47,422 [ Car alarm blaring ] [ Dog barking ] 19 00:00:47,464 --> 00:00:51,676 ?? 20 00:00:51,801 --> 00:00:54,220 [ Siren wailing ] -[ Exhaling heavily ] 21 00:00:54,387 --> 00:01:01,102 ?? 22 00:01:01,227 --> 00:01:03,396 Is anyone here? 23 00:01:03,563 --> 00:01:12,572 ?? 24 00:01:12,739 --> 00:01:21,748 ?? 25 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:30,924 ?? 26 00:01:31,091 --> 00:01:39,265 ?? 27 00:01:39,349 --> 00:01:43,520 [ Siren wailing ] 28 00:01:43,521 --> 00:01:45,229 -...over here. -We're getting in there now. 29 00:01:45,230 --> 00:01:47,023 We're getting the jaws out. 30 00:01:47,024 --> 00:01:48,607 -Make the hole! Coming through! 31 00:01:48,608 --> 00:01:49,984 -What are the injuries? 32 00:01:49,985 --> 00:01:51,402 -Two-car collision, no passenger. 33 00:01:51,403 --> 00:01:52,778 First driver seems a little shaken, 34 00:01:52,779 --> 00:01:54,529 but mostly just bumps and bruises. 35 00:01:54,530 --> 00:01:56,448 We're breaking out driver number two right now, 36 00:01:56,449 --> 00:01:58,492 but she's been unresponsive since we arrived on the scene. 37 00:01:58,493 --> 00:02:01,830 -Steady her neck. -Hold on! I got it! 38 00:02:01,913 --> 00:02:03,748 -All right, easy. Great. 39 00:02:03,790 --> 00:02:05,208 -Here we go. -Bring her out. 40 00:02:05,291 --> 00:02:08,003 Just a second. Let me get in here. 41 00:02:08,004 --> 00:02:09,670 I have a pulse, but it's thready. 42 00:02:09,671 --> 00:02:11,589 -We have an I.D.? -Negative. 43 00:02:11,590 --> 00:02:13,298 We haven't found a wallet yet. Cops are running the plates. 44 00:02:13,299 --> 00:02:15,634 -Andy, come with us. I need another medic back there. 45 00:02:15,635 --> 00:02:17,470 I'm losing her pulse. 46 00:02:17,554 --> 00:02:19,764 [ Siren wailing ] 47 00:02:21,808 --> 00:02:28,815 ?? 48 00:02:28,898 --> 00:02:31,860 [ Siren wailing ] 49 00:02:31,861 --> 00:02:33,694 I don't hear breath sounds on this side. 50 00:02:33,695 --> 00:02:35,238 She's down a lung. 51 00:02:35,239 --> 00:02:37,072 -Looks like 14 gauges right in front of you. 52 00:02:37,073 --> 00:02:44,873 ?? 53 00:02:44,956 --> 00:02:52,589 ?? 54 00:02:52,672 --> 00:02:54,341 -We got it back. 55 00:02:56,092 --> 00:02:57,302 Attagirl. 56 00:02:57,344 --> 00:02:59,137 30-year-old female in an MVC, 57 00:02:59,138 --> 00:03:01,096 extricated with a thready pulse. -Coming through. 58 00:03:01,097 --> 00:03:04,017 -Got ROSC after I needled her tension pneumo. 59 00:03:04,142 --> 00:03:06,728 -Ready? -3, 2, 1. 60 00:03:06,811 --> 00:03:08,605 [ Grunts ] All right. 61 00:03:08,606 --> 00:03:10,606 Airway intubated with normal end tidal. 62 00:03:10,607 --> 00:03:11,940 Breath sounds bilaterally. 63 00:03:11,941 --> 00:03:13,693 Look at her chest deformity. 64 00:03:13,818 --> 00:03:15,236 There we go. 65 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:17,238 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 66 00:03:17,239 --> 00:03:19,573 There's blood around her heart. She's gonna lose her pulse. 67 00:03:19,574 --> 00:03:21,492 Give me a thoracotomy tray right now! 68 00:03:21,493 --> 00:03:23,369 -Yes, Doctor! -Neuro team, checking in. 69 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:25,080 Standby until she's stabilized. 70 00:03:25,163 --> 00:03:33,296 ?? 71 00:03:33,380 --> 00:03:35,507 -It's Michelle. 72 00:03:39,969 --> 00:03:41,971 [ Lines ringing ] 73 00:03:42,055 --> 00:03:44,516 Dr. Wolf, um, we need you back in the E.D. 74 00:03:44,517 --> 00:03:46,183 It's an emergency. -Come on, man. 75 00:03:46,184 --> 00:03:48,436 Pick up, man. Pick up. 76 00:03:49,813 --> 00:03:51,623 -What are her vitals? -I can't tell 77 00:03:51,624 --> 00:03:53,315 what's happening yet, but Ericka's trying 78 00:03:53,316 --> 00:03:54,900 to get a better look. -Where's our Uber? 79 00:03:54,901 --> 00:03:57,821 -Hey! Uh, it's four minutes out, but trying. 80 00:03:57,904 --> 00:04:00,281 -Hello? Why is there a pause? 81 00:04:00,282 --> 00:04:01,824 -There's E.D. no vitals recorded yet. 82 00:04:01,825 --> 00:04:04,285 -Hey! -She's not hooked up anymore. 83 00:04:04,286 --> 00:04:06,036 -Okay, what about her neuro exam? 84 00:04:06,037 --> 00:04:07,579 -We're not able to get one because there's too many 85 00:04:07,580 --> 00:04:08,956 trauma surgeons around. -It's a thoracotomy. 86 00:04:08,957 --> 00:04:10,750 -They doing an E.D. thoracotomy. 87 00:04:10,751 --> 00:04:12,584 -Get me an intracardiac epi! -Yes, Doctor. 88 00:04:12,585 --> 00:04:14,045 -Van... 89 00:04:14,170 --> 00:04:16,297 [ Tires screech ] -Bronx General. Now. 90 00:04:16,298 --> 00:04:19,591 -Thought you were off for the night. 91 00:04:19,592 --> 00:04:21,344 What's up with your hand? 92 00:04:21,345 --> 00:04:23,971 -Uh, no, it's just the art of motorcycle maintenance. 93 00:04:23,972 --> 00:04:25,902 Hey, Michelle Lambert got brought in. 94 00:04:25,974 --> 00:04:27,976 Terrible car accident. -What? 95 00:04:28,101 --> 00:04:29,851 Dr. Markus' Michelle? Is she okay? 96 00:04:29,852 --> 00:04:31,687 -Uh, we don't know for sure yet. They won't let neuro 97 00:04:31,688 --> 00:04:33,439 anywhere near her until she's out of surgery. 98 00:04:33,440 --> 00:04:36,359 -Okay, well, you can join me on my consult. 99 00:04:36,401 --> 00:04:39,362 Must be the other driver. Nic Bozic. 19 years old. 100 00:04:39,363 --> 00:04:41,405 The E.D. couldn't get any answers from him during intake. 101 00:04:41,406 --> 00:04:43,073 -I can't believe this is happening. 102 00:04:43,074 --> 00:04:44,659 It's not real. 103 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:45,994 -Hi, Nic. 104 00:04:46,077 --> 00:04:47,704 I'm Dr. Pierce. This is Dr. Wolf. 105 00:04:47,871 --> 00:04:49,622 And we're here to help y- 106 00:04:49,706 --> 00:04:52,667 -[ Gasping ] 107 00:04:52,792 --> 00:04:55,170 I'm sorry. [ Laughs ] 108 00:04:55,295 --> 00:04:58,381 I-I just can't stop laughing. 109 00:04:58,423 --> 00:05:00,467 [ Laughing ] 110 00:05:00,468 --> 00:05:02,676 -Let's go a UTOX and get him upstairs for an eval. 111 00:05:02,677 --> 00:05:05,805 -Yeah. [ Laughing continues ] 112 00:05:05,972 --> 00:05:09,934 ?? 113 00:05:10,101 --> 00:05:11,811 -Where is she? -She's in the O.R. 114 00:05:11,895 --> 00:05:14,125 She just went in. -Take me to her. Take me to her. 115 00:05:16,608 --> 00:05:18,526 [ Air hissing, monitors beeping ] 116 00:05:18,568 --> 00:05:23,907 ?? 117 00:05:23,948 --> 00:05:27,118 -If you haven't yet, it's time to call her family. 118 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:29,496 -Her mom's busy watching Liam. 119 00:05:32,332 --> 00:05:34,209 -I need you to look at me, Van. 120 00:05:34,292 --> 00:05:39,589 ?? 121 00:05:39,756 --> 00:05:43,093 Her family needs to know. 122 00:05:43,176 --> 00:05:45,387 The sooner, the better. 123 00:05:45,428 --> 00:05:52,811 ?? 124 00:05:58,733 --> 00:06:00,318 -Hey, bud. 125 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,237 What are you in Sharkie doing here? 126 00:06:02,238 --> 00:06:04,947 It's way past your bedtime. -What did you expect me to do? 127 00:06:04,948 --> 00:06:06,866 Leave Sharkie home alone? 128 00:06:06,908 --> 00:06:09,661 -Um, this actually isn't really a conversation 129 00:06:09,744 --> 00:06:12,872 to have around little ears. -Hey, you want to go play 130 00:06:12,873 --> 00:06:14,540 with Auntie Dana? I can show you 131 00:06:14,541 --> 00:06:16,333 how to draw on the walls without getting in trouble. 132 00:06:16,334 --> 00:06:18,336 -I wanna draw a pirate ship! 133 00:06:18,378 --> 00:06:20,505 [ Indistinct speaking over P.A. ] 134 00:06:20,547 --> 00:06:22,597 -Uh, Michelle's injuries required her 135 00:06:22,632 --> 00:06:25,102 to have immediate surgery, but the thoracotomy 136 00:06:25,176 --> 00:06:27,929 to repair her aortic injury should be wrapping up. 137 00:06:27,930 --> 00:06:29,972 Once she's out, we'll expedite scans 138 00:06:29,973 --> 00:06:31,223 to assess any other damage. 139 00:06:31,224 --> 00:06:32,892 -Is she gonna be okay? 140 00:06:32,893 --> 00:06:34,977 -Well, what I do know right now is that your daughter 141 00:06:34,978 --> 00:06:37,312 made it through the surgery without any complications. 142 00:06:37,313 --> 00:06:40,191 And she has a team of doctors who care about her deeply. 143 00:06:40,192 --> 00:06:42,234 After imaging, I'll have more to share. 144 00:06:42,235 --> 00:06:43,987 -What should I do until then? 145 00:06:43,988 --> 00:06:46,071 -The neuro waiting room is on the third floor. 146 00:06:46,072 --> 00:06:47,573 Dr. Markus can show you if you want to wait 147 00:06:47,574 --> 00:06:49,576 somewhere more quiet and comfortable. 148 00:06:49,701 --> 00:06:51,911 -I'm sure I can find it on my own. 149 00:06:51,995 --> 00:06:53,997 Thank you. 150 00:06:54,039 --> 00:06:56,958 [ Indistinct conversations ] 151 00:06:57,000 --> 00:06:58,460 -Did you see that? 152 00:06:58,543 --> 00:07:00,587 She hates me. I can feel her resentment. 153 00:07:00,628 --> 00:07:03,038 -Everyone wants the same thing right now, Van - 154 00:07:03,048 --> 00:07:04,632 for Michelle to be okay. 155 00:07:04,716 --> 00:07:07,594 Just channel all of your energy into that. 156 00:07:07,677 --> 00:07:10,722 -Yeah. 157 00:07:10,805 --> 00:07:13,808 -Your UTOX and alcohol labs came back clean, 158 00:07:13,892 --> 00:07:16,362 which is good news. -I told the police I was sober, 159 00:07:16,363 --> 00:07:17,978 but they breathalysed me anyway. 160 00:07:17,979 --> 00:07:19,605 I never drink the night before a game. 161 00:07:19,606 --> 00:07:21,358 -What's your sport? -Hockey. 162 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:24,569 I was driving upstate for a tournament. 163 00:07:24,652 --> 00:07:26,522 -Nic, have you called your parents? 164 00:07:26,529 --> 00:07:28,114 -No. 165 00:07:28,156 --> 00:07:30,408 No, I don't want to freak them out. 166 00:07:30,492 --> 00:07:32,494 I just want this to be over. Can I go? 167 00:07:32,619 --> 00:07:34,746 -Well, we aren't out of the woods yet. 168 00:07:34,829 --> 00:07:37,248 Your reaction - it may have been shock, 169 00:07:37,332 --> 00:07:39,834 but it could point to something more serious. 170 00:07:39,835 --> 00:07:41,794 That accident could have caused some real harm. 171 00:07:41,795 --> 00:07:44,339 So let's eliminate all those options 172 00:07:44,340 --> 00:07:46,924 and not give your parents anything to worry about. 173 00:07:46,925 --> 00:07:49,344 -Deal. -Okay. 174 00:07:49,427 --> 00:07:51,513 -Can I ask - 175 00:07:51,596 --> 00:07:53,765 how is she? 176 00:07:53,890 --> 00:07:55,392 The other driver? 177 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:58,269 -Uh, she's in surgery, 178 00:07:58,395 --> 00:08:00,855 but there's room to hope. 179 00:08:00,939 --> 00:08:03,733 -[ Chuckles ] 180 00:08:03,775 --> 00:08:07,237 -Whatever happens to her [chuckles] it's - 181 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:09,197 [chuckles] it's my fault. 182 00:08:09,280 --> 00:08:13,243 [ Laughing ] I mean, this is gonna ruin my life. 183 00:08:13,368 --> 00:08:14,953 [ Laughs ] 184 00:08:15,036 --> 00:08:17,372 -Is that the guy? Who hit Michelle? 185 00:08:17,414 --> 00:08:19,082 -Van, let's not. Come on. 186 00:08:19,207 --> 00:08:21,584 -I'm so... 187 00:08:21,668 --> 00:08:24,212 [laughs] sorry. 188 00:08:24,295 --> 00:08:25,672 [ Laughing ] 189 00:08:25,673 --> 00:08:27,339 -Okay, come on. Come on. -You're laughing? 190 00:08:27,340 --> 00:08:28,674 -Come on, Van. Come on. Let's go. Let's go. 191 00:08:28,675 --> 00:08:30,093 Let's get out of here. 192 00:08:30,176 --> 00:08:33,013 [ Laughing continues ] 193 00:08:33,138 --> 00:08:35,265 -See? We're drawing on the walls, 194 00:08:35,306 --> 00:08:37,559 but without getting in trouble. 195 00:08:37,642 --> 00:08:40,687 My sister and I used to do this all the time growing up. 196 00:08:40,812 --> 00:08:43,690 It looks pretty cool, right? [ Chuckles ] 197 00:08:43,732 --> 00:08:45,692 -Hey. -Hey. 198 00:08:45,693 --> 00:08:47,484 Thanks for sticking around after your shift. 199 00:08:47,485 --> 00:08:49,946 -I can't believe that you knew her. 200 00:08:49,988 --> 00:08:51,990 I did everything that I could. 201 00:08:51,991 --> 00:08:53,490 -I just wish there was something we could do 202 00:08:53,491 --> 00:08:56,077 to make it better for V-A-N. 203 00:08:56,119 --> 00:08:57,495 -Van. That's my dad. 204 00:08:57,537 --> 00:08:59,706 -You can spell! 205 00:08:59,789 --> 00:09:01,458 Love that for me. 206 00:09:01,541 --> 00:09:03,460 -Are you the janitor? 207 00:09:03,543 --> 00:09:04,878 -Uh... 208 00:09:05,003 --> 00:09:07,922 Oh. [ Laughs ] Not quite. 209 00:09:07,964 --> 00:09:12,135 I'm a paramedic. And this is to my ambulance. 210 00:09:12,218 --> 00:09:13,553 -Cool. Can we go for a ride 211 00:09:13,554 --> 00:09:15,054 and go real fast through red lights? 212 00:09:15,055 --> 00:09:17,223 -Yeah. -I don't think so, Liam. 213 00:09:17,349 --> 00:09:20,602 -Oh. Okay, well, Auntie Dana 214 00:09:20,685 --> 00:09:22,062 is a rule follower. 215 00:09:22,187 --> 00:09:25,732 But I like to live a little dangerously. 216 00:09:25,733 --> 00:09:27,232 You want to go turn on the lights? 217 00:09:27,233 --> 00:09:29,277 -And the sirens. -You got it. 218 00:09:29,319 --> 00:09:31,029 -Auntie Dana just likes it 219 00:09:31,112 --> 00:09:33,490 when everyone she cares about is safe. 220 00:09:33,531 --> 00:09:36,785 -And Auntie Katie likes that about her. 221 00:09:39,537 --> 00:09:41,122 Oh, okay. Yeah. 222 00:09:41,247 --> 00:09:42,582 Wait a minute. 223 00:09:42,624 --> 00:09:44,459 We've never had a shark in there. 224 00:09:44,542 --> 00:09:46,795 -[ Breathes deeply ] 225 00:09:48,797 --> 00:09:50,674 [ Knock on door ] -Hey, Dr. Wolf. 226 00:09:50,675 --> 00:09:52,132 If this is about Van, don't worry about it. 227 00:09:52,133 --> 00:09:53,385 I calmed him down. 228 00:09:53,386 --> 00:09:54,968 He's just eager for her to wake up. 229 00:09:54,969 --> 00:09:56,470 -We all are. But this is not about Van. 230 00:09:56,471 --> 00:09:58,223 This is about you. 231 00:09:59,724 --> 00:10:01,976 -What's up? 232 00:10:01,977 --> 00:10:04,603 -The residency director of a Dallas medicine program 233 00:10:04,604 --> 00:10:06,314 reached out about a referral. 234 00:10:06,439 --> 00:10:08,316 For you. 235 00:10:10,694 --> 00:10:12,654 -I'm really sorry. 236 00:10:12,655 --> 00:10:14,446 I meant to talk to you about it today, but then - 237 00:10:14,447 --> 00:10:17,492 -You're not actually leaving us, are you, Dr. Nash? 238 00:10:17,782 --> 00:10:20,911 -Being in the E.D. made me realize 239 00:10:20,912 --> 00:10:23,498 how much I missed the rush of the field. 240 00:10:23,581 --> 00:10:25,417 This job is my way back. 241 00:10:25,458 --> 00:10:30,922 ?? 242 00:10:30,964 --> 00:10:34,384 -Do you know the thing I value most in my doctors? 243 00:10:34,426 --> 00:10:36,636 Strong bedside manner. 244 00:10:36,720 --> 00:10:40,598 It allows patients to feel safe, to open up to us. 245 00:10:42,142 --> 00:10:44,436 You're the best at it, Jacob. 246 00:10:46,479 --> 00:10:48,773 I would really hate to lose you. 247 00:10:49,941 --> 00:10:52,027 -Michelle's in the scanner. 248 00:10:52,110 --> 00:10:59,826 ?? 249 00:11:09,294 --> 00:11:16,259 ?? 250 00:11:16,343 --> 00:11:18,303 -There is a massive subdural. 251 00:11:18,386 --> 00:11:22,390 Diffuse severe contusions and evidence of herniation. 252 00:11:22,515 --> 00:11:24,726 -All consistent with our post-op exam. 253 00:11:24,727 --> 00:11:27,394 -Would you consider a decompressive hemicraniectomy? 254 00:11:27,395 --> 00:11:29,813 Like with Jorge Torres? -Van, she's already herniated. 255 00:11:29,814 --> 00:11:31,899 There's nothing surgical that can help her. 256 00:11:31,900 --> 00:11:33,359 -Respectfully, that is complete bull. 257 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:34,693 She's young and she's healthy. 258 00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:36,153 There's always something to do. 259 00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:38,322 -Her pupils are already fixed and dilated. 260 00:11:38,323 --> 00:11:41,242 These injuries are not survivable. 261 00:11:42,327 --> 00:11:44,829 I am so sorry, Van. 262 00:11:44,954 --> 00:11:47,624 -I don't need an apology. 263 00:11:47,707 --> 00:11:50,543 I need you to do what only you can do, Dr. Wolf. 264 00:11:50,627 --> 00:11:52,462 Fight. 265 00:11:52,545 --> 00:11:55,435 Michelle only stands a chance because she's here with us. 266 00:11:58,301 --> 00:12:00,345 -Hey, Van... 267 00:12:00,387 --> 00:12:10,271 ?? 268 00:12:15,860 --> 00:12:17,237 -Does Van have a case? 269 00:12:17,278 --> 00:12:19,114 Is there a reason to hold out hope? 270 00:12:19,197 --> 00:12:22,117 -You saw for yourself how catastrophic those scans were. 271 00:12:22,242 --> 00:12:25,161 False hope is dangerous at times like this. 272 00:12:25,162 --> 00:12:26,704 I'll update the family, and then I'll perform 273 00:12:26,705 --> 00:12:28,832 the brain death exam later today. 274 00:12:28,833 --> 00:12:30,708 -Cardiac death would have been way easier. 275 00:12:30,709 --> 00:12:33,210 That way, he could see it, but her heart's still beating. 276 00:12:33,211 --> 00:12:34,963 She looks alive. -But when doctors 277 00:12:34,964 --> 00:12:37,089 declare brain death, it allows for organ donation, 278 00:12:37,090 --> 00:12:39,133 which otherwise wouldn't have been possible. 279 00:12:39,134 --> 00:12:41,927 Saves countless lives. -Well, It certainly saved Sam's. 280 00:12:41,928 --> 00:12:44,763 We'll approach van the way we approach any resistant family. 281 00:12:44,764 --> 00:12:46,433 We'll tell the truth. 282 00:12:46,434 --> 00:12:48,267 We conducted a complete brain death exam 283 00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:51,771 and the person he loves is gone. 284 00:12:51,772 --> 00:12:54,356 It'll be difficult, but eventually he'll come around. 285 00:12:54,357 --> 00:12:55,775 -I get why he's in denial. 286 00:12:55,776 --> 00:12:57,484 We've all heard horror stories of people 287 00:12:57,485 --> 00:12:59,403 being declared brain dead prematurely. 288 00:12:59,404 --> 00:13:01,071 -When the test is done correctly, 289 00:13:01,072 --> 00:13:02,490 we can trust the diagnosis. 290 00:13:02,491 --> 00:13:04,616 Brain death is absolute and irreversible. 291 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:06,036 You know that. 292 00:13:06,037 --> 00:13:08,120 I need one volunteer to assist with the exam. 293 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:09,914 -I will. 294 00:13:09,915 --> 00:13:11,874 Like you said, Dr. Wolf, Sam is only here 295 00:13:11,875 --> 00:13:13,625 because a neurologist somewhere decided 296 00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,920 to have an honest conversation with a family. 297 00:13:15,921 --> 00:13:18,297 -How is shutting me out having an honest conversation 298 00:13:18,298 --> 00:13:19,883 with Michelle's family? 299 00:13:19,884 --> 00:13:21,759 You don't get to make decisions without me here. 300 00:13:21,760 --> 00:13:23,177 If you want to do something more, 301 00:13:23,178 --> 00:13:25,972 you can start by respecting my wishes. 302 00:13:25,973 --> 00:13:28,891 -Van wants to be present for Michelle's brain death exam. 303 00:13:28,892 --> 00:13:32,062 I often allow families in the room, but with Van, 304 00:13:32,063 --> 00:13:33,979 a big part of me wonders if it's the right call. 305 00:13:33,980 --> 00:13:36,148 -Maybe this will help him process the loss. 306 00:13:36,149 --> 00:13:37,400 Accept what happened. 307 00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:39,027 -Yeah. Why you hesitating? 308 00:13:39,028 --> 00:13:40,986 -Maybe more information isn't always better. 309 00:13:40,987 --> 00:13:43,157 Maybe there are things better left unseen. 310 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:47,410 But if it helps him process, I can allow it. 311 00:13:47,452 --> 00:13:50,246 Are these Nic Bozic's scans? -Yes. The other driver. 312 00:13:50,372 --> 00:13:52,123 -His tox screen came back clean, 313 00:13:52,124 --> 00:13:54,041 so I'm wondering whether his symptoms are neurological. 314 00:13:54,042 --> 00:13:55,334 -What, you don't think this is Psych? 315 00:13:55,335 --> 00:13:56,419 -It's too hard to tell. 316 00:13:56,503 --> 00:13:58,171 Too lucid for psychosis, 317 00:13:58,172 --> 00:14:00,130 too upbeat for Major Depressive Disorder. 318 00:14:00,131 --> 00:14:02,091 And no life events point to complex trauma. 319 00:14:02,092 --> 00:14:04,176 -It's possible the accident caused some subtle damage 320 00:14:04,177 --> 00:14:05,678 that we aren't appreciating on CT, 321 00:14:05,679 --> 00:14:07,680 but with this clean of a scan and history, 322 00:14:07,681 --> 00:14:09,390 it would seem related to the accident. 323 00:14:09,391 --> 00:14:11,266 -Well, in his defense, laughing at distress makes sense, 324 00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:12,727 neurochemically speaking. 325 00:14:12,728 --> 00:14:14,770 It releases a dream cocktail of endorphins, 326 00:14:14,771 --> 00:14:16,231 dopamine, lowers cortisol. 327 00:14:16,232 --> 00:14:17,856 -Somehow I don't think low cortisol 328 00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:19,483 will do him any favors on the ice. 329 00:14:19,484 --> 00:14:21,319 -He plays hockey? -Yep. 330 00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:22,653 -Interesting. Maybe we should 331 00:14:22,654 --> 00:14:25,156 bring Dr. Nash in on this. -Hmm. 332 00:14:25,281 --> 00:14:28,576 Dr. Thorne told me he got a job offer. 333 00:14:28,660 --> 00:14:30,286 Is this your way of 334 00:14:30,287 --> 00:14:32,413 running through the airport, begging him to stay? 335 00:14:32,414 --> 00:14:34,790 -Begging people to stay isn't exactly my style, Carol. 336 00:14:34,791 --> 00:14:37,585 Just ask my dad. Or Josh. 337 00:14:37,711 --> 00:14:41,256 -Well, I'm, for one, I'm happy for Dr. Nash. 338 00:14:41,381 --> 00:14:43,091 -Yeah. 339 00:14:43,216 --> 00:14:45,593 Sometimes we gotta let our fledglings fly. 340 00:14:46,793 --> 00:14:50,305 -She's been off sedation long enough. 341 00:14:50,306 --> 00:14:51,626 Her hemodynamics are good. 342 00:14:51,641 --> 00:14:53,393 There's no fevers. 343 00:14:53,435 --> 00:14:55,905 Nothing that will affect the results of our exam. 344 00:14:55,906 --> 00:14:58,022 Do you have any questions before we start? 345 00:14:58,023 --> 00:15:00,191 [ Air hissing, monitors beeping ] 346 00:15:00,233 --> 00:15:06,865 ?? 347 00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:09,534 No pupillary response to light. 348 00:15:12,996 --> 00:15:15,373 No corneal reflex. 349 00:15:17,584 --> 00:15:20,086 No oculocephalic reflex. 350 00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:25,133 ?? 351 00:15:25,175 --> 00:15:27,385 No oculovestibular reflex. 352 00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:33,224 ?? 353 00:15:33,350 --> 00:15:35,393 No gag. No cough. 354 00:15:39,397 --> 00:15:43,568 -I know you have to do the response to pain test. 355 00:15:43,610 --> 00:15:46,071 Go on. 356 00:15:46,112 --> 00:15:54,287 ?? 357 00:15:54,371 --> 00:16:02,045 ?? 358 00:16:02,128 --> 00:16:05,924 -There is no response to painful stimuli. 359 00:16:08,593 --> 00:16:10,679 Can you call in her family? 360 00:16:10,680 --> 00:16:12,554 They want to be here for the apnea test. 361 00:16:12,555 --> 00:16:14,516 -No. Dr. Wolf, she's not ready 362 00:16:14,517 --> 00:16:16,475 for the apnea test. If she fails that test, 363 00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:18,228 then she's proclaimed brain dead. 364 00:16:18,229 --> 00:16:20,813 Are we - Are we sure the sedation's out of her system? 365 00:16:20,814 --> 00:16:22,624 -We are. -What if she's locked in or - 366 00:16:22,691 --> 00:16:26,403 -You've seen her exam and her imaging, Van. 367 00:16:26,486 --> 00:16:27,696 This is not like Roman. 368 00:16:27,821 --> 00:16:29,511 -Okay, then we give her more time. 369 00:16:29,614 --> 00:16:31,364 We do the second brain death exam, 370 00:16:31,365 --> 00:16:33,450 and if she fails that, then you can do the apnea test. 371 00:16:33,451 --> 00:16:34,743 That used to be the recommendation anyway. 372 00:16:34,744 --> 00:16:36,371 -It's not anymore. 373 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:41,835 You know nothing is gonna change over time, Van. 374 00:16:44,754 --> 00:16:46,881 -I need more time. 375 00:16:47,007 --> 00:16:49,426 Okay? 376 00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:51,469 Please. 377 00:16:53,096 --> 00:16:54,973 -[ Clears throat ] 378 00:16:55,015 --> 00:16:57,684 Okay. 379 00:16:57,726 --> 00:17:00,145 We can wait until later to do the second exam. 380 00:17:03,523 --> 00:17:05,483 -So, what happens next? 381 00:17:05,567 --> 00:17:08,403 -We will repeat the brain death test, 382 00:17:08,445 --> 00:17:10,915 and then we'll take Michelle off the ventilator 383 00:17:11,031 --> 00:17:13,533 to see that she doesn't breathe on her own. 384 00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:15,618 That's the apnea test we talked about. 385 00:17:15,619 --> 00:17:17,453 -I don't know if this is the right time to ask, 386 00:17:17,454 --> 00:17:18,913 but I trust your opinion. 387 00:17:19,039 --> 00:17:20,849 -Please ask any questions you have. 388 00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:25,503 -Michelle wrote out her advanced directives. 389 00:17:25,628 --> 00:17:30,592 She wanted to be sure that everything was set up for Liam. 390 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:37,599 And she was very clear that she wanted to be an organ donor. 391 00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:39,642 It was important to her. 392 00:17:39,726 --> 00:17:42,645 -It's - It's too early to be discussing donation, Shauna. 393 00:17:42,646 --> 00:17:44,855 Professionally, I'd advise we hold off until the second - 394 00:17:44,856 --> 00:17:46,441 -Van. Van. 395 00:17:46,566 --> 00:17:48,818 Please. 396 00:17:48,902 --> 00:17:52,072 I need to hear what Michelle's doctor thinks. 397 00:17:52,155 --> 00:17:59,287 ?? 398 00:17:59,371 --> 00:18:01,456 [ Indistinct conversations ] 399 00:18:03,750 --> 00:18:06,086 -An EEG, Van? 400 00:18:06,169 --> 00:18:08,630 -Well, I'm grasping at straws, but I have to try. 401 00:18:08,713 --> 00:18:10,463 If I don't, how else will Liam know 402 00:18:10,465 --> 00:18:13,385 that I did everything I could to try and save his mom? 403 00:18:13,510 --> 00:18:14,886 -You want company? 404 00:18:15,011 --> 00:18:16,888 -I'm good. Thanks, though. 405 00:18:16,930 --> 00:18:25,438 ?? 406 00:18:25,522 --> 00:18:34,906 ?? 407 00:18:34,907 --> 00:18:36,782 -We obviously have a lot to discuss, 408 00:18:36,783 --> 00:18:38,576 but today Van is our priority. 409 00:18:38,618 --> 00:18:40,078 Nothing else matters. 410 00:18:40,079 --> 00:18:42,079 Do you understand? -I completely agree. 411 00:18:42,080 --> 00:18:44,623 So, you are aware that he's putting EEGs on a dead person? 412 00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:47,168 -Yes, I am aware, Dr. Porter. 413 00:18:47,169 --> 00:18:49,003 And it won't change the outcome for Michelle, 414 00:18:49,004 --> 00:18:51,006 but it may change the outcome for Van, 415 00:18:51,007 --> 00:18:53,007 so let's let him have his process, okay? 416 00:18:53,008 --> 00:18:54,467 -I get it. 417 00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:57,053 Grief looks different for every person. 418 00:18:57,178 --> 00:19:00,015 I wouldn't wish that loss on my worst enemy. 419 00:19:00,016 --> 00:19:02,057 Have you asked him about his mirror touch? 420 00:19:02,058 --> 00:19:03,100 I mean, surely he would - 421 00:19:03,101 --> 00:19:04,561 [ Groans ] -Hey! 422 00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:06,771 -Ask me about my mirror touch now, bitch. 423 00:19:06,813 --> 00:19:07,981 'Cause I know that hurt. 424 00:19:08,064 --> 00:19:09,858 -Hey. Hey. 425 00:19:09,899 --> 00:19:17,532 ?? 426 00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:24,456 -Ah. Dr. Wolf, this is Rachel. 427 00:19:24,497 --> 00:19:26,541 She's a family friend. And a rabbi. 428 00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:29,711 -It's nice to meet you. Shauna filled me in. 429 00:19:29,836 --> 00:19:32,630 I'd like to offer spiritual guidance however I can. 430 00:19:32,756 --> 00:19:35,050 -Michelle isn't religious. 431 00:19:37,761 --> 00:19:39,095 -Can I ask who won? 432 00:19:39,179 --> 00:19:40,680 -Oh, no, Rabbi. 433 00:19:40,681 --> 00:19:42,639 When it comes to violence, nobody ever wins. 434 00:19:42,640 --> 00:19:44,059 It was a lapse in judgment, 435 00:19:44,225 --> 00:19:46,478 But Van knows he's better than that. 436 00:19:48,855 --> 00:19:51,232 -Can I interest anyone in a smoke, hmm? 437 00:19:51,233 --> 00:19:53,150 -This is a non-smoking hospital, Rabbi. 438 00:19:53,151 --> 00:19:54,819 Pretty sure most hospitals are. 439 00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:57,489 -Oh. [ Chuckles ] Figures. 440 00:19:57,572 --> 00:20:00,700 You can get away with so much more in Hoboken. 441 00:20:00,867 --> 00:20:02,952 Should we take this chat outside? 442 00:20:03,036 --> 00:20:04,704 In my experience, a smoke break 443 00:20:04,705 --> 00:20:06,330 makes hard talks a little easier. 444 00:20:06,331 --> 00:20:08,249 -Hoboken... 445 00:20:08,333 --> 00:20:12,462 New Jersey has religious exemption for brain death. 446 00:20:12,545 --> 00:20:14,422 Michelle can't be declared dead 447 00:20:14,423 --> 00:20:16,590 if we claim it goes against her religious views. 448 00:20:16,591 --> 00:20:18,550 -You just said Michelle isn't religious. 449 00:20:18,551 --> 00:20:20,679 -Religious exemption? Is this true? 450 00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:23,932 -That law was created out of respect for religious beliefs. 451 00:20:24,099 --> 00:20:26,810 It would be unethical and highly disrespectful 452 00:20:26,893 --> 00:20:28,269 to use it as a loophole. 453 00:20:28,436 --> 00:20:30,230 -I think the rabbi has a point, Van. 454 00:20:30,313 --> 00:20:33,775 -But what we can do in this moment is breathe 455 00:20:33,858 --> 00:20:36,528 and listen to each other and join together in prayer. 456 00:20:36,653 --> 00:20:38,446 It could be very powerful. 457 00:20:38,488 --> 00:20:40,073 [ Knock on door ] 458 00:20:40,115 --> 00:20:42,367 -Nic, there's somebody I'd like you to meet. 459 00:20:42,409 --> 00:20:43,993 This is Dr. Jacob Nash. 460 00:20:43,994 --> 00:20:46,286 -Before he was a neurologist, he competed D1 - 461 00:20:46,287 --> 00:20:48,623 -Dude, my dad went to Notre Dame. 462 00:20:48,624 --> 00:20:50,958 "Nash The Smash" is a legend in our household. 463 00:20:50,959 --> 00:20:53,169 -"Nash The Smash?" -God, man. 464 00:20:53,211 --> 00:20:56,214 That was the one nickname I was glad to retire. 465 00:20:56,215 --> 00:20:57,423 -If it makes you feel any better, 466 00:20:57,424 --> 00:20:58,842 my nickname is way worse. 467 00:20:58,925 --> 00:21:00,969 My teammates call me The Joker. 468 00:21:03,179 --> 00:21:05,056 Like the villain. 469 00:21:05,098 --> 00:21:06,641 I can't help but lose my mind 470 00:21:06,683 --> 00:21:09,561 anytime things get intense - or violent. 471 00:21:09,686 --> 00:21:12,814 -If I ever went against somebody named Joker, I'd be shook. 472 00:21:12,815 --> 00:21:14,356 You ever got in one of your opponents' faces 473 00:21:14,357 --> 00:21:15,984 and was just like 474 00:21:16,151 --> 00:21:20,530 [imitating Joker] "Why so serious?" 475 00:21:20,572 --> 00:21:23,241 [ Laughter ] 476 00:21:25,160 --> 00:21:27,328 -[ Cries ] 477 00:21:27,495 --> 00:21:30,707 -Nic, what are you feeling right now? 478 00:21:30,790 --> 00:21:34,711 -I don't know. I-I meant to laugh. 479 00:21:34,753 --> 00:21:37,403 -Can you tell us how you feel about the car accident? 480 00:21:37,422 --> 00:21:40,050 -[ Chuckling ] I feel horrible. 481 00:21:40,133 --> 00:21:41,885 [ Laughing ] I - I - 482 00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:45,722 I hear the other driver isn't gonna make it. 483 00:21:45,889 --> 00:21:48,141 [ Laughing ] 484 00:21:48,224 --> 00:21:50,101 I tried to brake, 485 00:21:50,268 --> 00:21:52,729 but it was raining, 486 00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:54,606 and the roads were ice 487 00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:56,649 and I didn't see her. 488 00:21:56,691 --> 00:21:59,486 [ Laughs ] I can't go to jail. 489 00:21:59,611 --> 00:22:01,780 [ Laughs ] -It's okay. It's okay. 490 00:22:01,781 --> 00:22:02,988 No one's blaming you. 491 00:22:02,989 --> 00:22:04,866 Let's practice grounding. 492 00:22:04,949 --> 00:22:06,409 Just breathe. 493 00:22:06,493 --> 00:22:08,036 [ Laughter subsides ] 494 00:22:08,078 --> 00:22:09,913 Okay. 495 00:22:09,996 --> 00:22:11,915 -[ Breathing deeply ] 496 00:22:11,956 --> 00:22:13,750 -I think I know what it is. 497 00:22:13,751 --> 00:22:16,293 In the movie, Joaquin's Joker has Pseudobulbar Affect. 498 00:22:16,294 --> 00:22:19,172 His feelings were sound. His reactions are the thing 499 00:22:19,173 --> 00:22:20,756 that were out of sync, like Nic. 500 00:22:20,757 --> 00:22:22,342 -And how do you know that? 501 00:22:22,343 --> 00:22:23,967 -My incredible neuropsych mentors 502 00:22:23,968 --> 00:22:25,636 taught me how to think outside the box... 503 00:22:25,637 --> 00:22:26,846 and Reddit. 504 00:22:26,971 --> 00:22:29,015 -His nickname is The Joker. 505 00:22:29,016 --> 00:22:30,849 So the accident didn't cause this. 506 00:22:30,850 --> 00:22:32,560 -It's unlikely, 507 00:22:32,561 --> 00:22:34,228 especially since no damage showed up in the scan. 508 00:22:34,229 --> 00:22:35,479 The cause could be more insidious. 509 00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:37,107 -Mm-hmm. -ALS, MS, 510 00:22:37,108 --> 00:22:39,149 a traumatic brain injury. -Mm-hmm. Concussions. 511 00:22:39,150 --> 00:22:41,068 Too many head shots or hits from playing rough. 512 00:22:41,069 --> 00:22:43,905 So his emotional incontinence is from hockey, 513 00:22:43,988 --> 00:22:46,074 not the accident. -Bingo. 514 00:22:46,199 --> 00:22:48,952 It's rare, so we'll need an MRI and PBA exam, but - 515 00:22:48,993 --> 00:22:50,620 -There is hope. 516 00:22:50,662 --> 00:22:53,081 Well done, Dr. Nash. 517 00:22:53,206 --> 00:22:55,542 [ Both chuckle ] 518 00:22:57,168 --> 00:22:59,587 [ Telephone ringing ] 519 00:22:59,713 --> 00:23:02,173 We are really losing a good one with Nash. 520 00:23:02,215 --> 00:23:03,758 -Mm. -[ Chuckles ] 521 00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:06,636 You think you can sway him? -Oh, one can only hope. 522 00:23:06,637 --> 00:23:08,679 I could use all the allies I can get around here. 523 00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:10,598 -[ Chuckles ] 524 00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:13,768 -Dr. Porter's speech was about me at the gala. 525 00:23:13,769 --> 00:23:15,394 I'm the doctor who treated his mother. 526 00:23:15,395 --> 00:23:17,354 -The woman you told me about at Halloween? 527 00:23:17,355 --> 00:23:19,691 The one who haunts you? -Elizabeth Asher. 528 00:23:19,774 --> 00:23:21,644 When I tried to apologize, he told me 529 00:23:21,651 --> 00:23:24,529 what I did caused his father to drink himself to death. 530 00:23:24,530 --> 00:23:26,071 He blames me for ruining his life, 531 00:23:26,072 --> 00:23:29,284 and he came here to return the favor. 532 00:23:30,869 --> 00:23:33,121 -You say you cared about his mom, right? 533 00:23:33,122 --> 00:23:36,206 Now, how do you think she would feel 534 00:23:36,207 --> 00:23:39,961 if she knew her son was hurting this bad 20 years later? 535 00:23:43,173 --> 00:23:45,592 -Okay, fine. 536 00:23:45,675 --> 00:23:48,261 I'll keep trying for her. 537 00:23:50,305 --> 00:23:53,016 -Anything else you want to talk about? 538 00:23:53,058 --> 00:23:56,978 -Well, I already told you I was fixing my bike. 539 00:23:57,020 --> 00:24:00,523 -On days like today, we're all hurting. 540 00:24:00,565 --> 00:24:02,275 Even Charlie. 541 00:24:02,276 --> 00:24:04,943 I have a good friend who's an even better therapist - 542 00:24:04,944 --> 00:24:07,113 Dr. Rosenthal. 543 00:24:07,238 --> 00:24:08,907 -Mm. 544 00:24:08,908 --> 00:24:11,116 -Charlie doesn't really strike me as the therapy type, 545 00:24:11,117 --> 00:24:12,452 but be my guest. 546 00:24:12,494 --> 00:24:14,621 -I was talking about you, Wolf. 547 00:24:14,622 --> 00:24:17,456 The deeper you bury something, 548 00:24:17,457 --> 00:24:19,834 the harder it'll fight to come out. 549 00:24:20,259 --> 00:24:23,754 -There was a case study in med school 550 00:24:23,755 --> 00:24:25,923 about a woman who was misdiagnosed with depression 551 00:24:25,924 --> 00:24:28,926 for years till they figured out it was Pseudobulbar Affect. 552 00:24:28,927 --> 00:24:30,845 Nice catch. 553 00:24:30,887 --> 00:24:32,180 -Thanks. 554 00:24:32,263 --> 00:24:34,599 Nic's a good kid. I feel for him. 555 00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:36,975 Can't be easy having a condition like a Batman villain. 556 00:24:36,976 --> 00:24:38,853 -Well, I have the same disposition 557 00:24:38,854 --> 00:24:40,938 as another Batman villain, and yet Dana 558 00:24:40,939 --> 00:24:42,607 still won't let us get a cat. 559 00:24:42,608 --> 00:24:44,692 -But I fully support your right to wear a Lycra bodysuit. 560 00:24:44,693 --> 00:24:46,778 -Now, see, I can get behind that. 561 00:24:46,820 --> 00:24:48,822 Halle Berry, Hallelujah. 562 00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:50,407 -Oh, my God. -[ Chuckles ] 563 00:24:50,490 --> 00:24:52,617 -I'm taking Michelle to New Jersey. 564 00:24:54,327 --> 00:24:55,620 -Okay. 565 00:24:55,662 --> 00:24:58,081 Um, but why? And how? 566 00:24:58,082 --> 00:25:00,791 -New Jersey has a religious exemption for brain death. 567 00:25:00,792 --> 00:25:02,419 And I don't know the how yet. 568 00:25:02,544 --> 00:25:05,171 That's why I'm looping in the Fantastic Four. 569 00:25:05,296 --> 00:25:07,007 Can we borrow Katie's ambulance? 570 00:25:07,048 --> 00:25:11,386 -I don't think borrowing ambulances is a thing. 571 00:25:11,469 --> 00:25:12,721 But I can ask. 572 00:25:12,804 --> 00:25:14,597 -All right, Van, slow down. 573 00:25:14,598 --> 00:25:16,807 You're not thinking straight. This could get us all fired. 574 00:25:16,808 --> 00:25:18,727 -What do you care? You're leaving? 575 00:25:18,728 --> 00:25:21,812 Look, I'm getting Michelle out of here 576 00:25:21,813 --> 00:25:23,981 before Wolf can perform a second brain death test. 577 00:25:23,982 --> 00:25:26,067 If you want to help, this is your chance. 578 00:25:26,109 --> 00:25:31,239 ?? 579 00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:33,157 -Is it just me, or does that uniform 580 00:25:33,158 --> 00:25:34,366 really bring out your eyes? 581 00:25:34,367 --> 00:25:36,202 -It's because I'm a deep autumn. 582 00:25:36,244 --> 00:25:37,912 -Mmm. -What do you want, babe? 583 00:25:37,913 --> 00:25:40,289 -What, a girl can't pay her girlfriend a compliment 584 00:25:40,290 --> 00:25:42,917 without an ulterior motive? -Not mine. 585 00:25:42,959 --> 00:25:47,087 -Van wants to take Michelle to New Jersey, 586 00:25:47,088 --> 00:25:50,133 and obviously an ambulance is the safest way. 587 00:25:50,216 --> 00:25:53,303 -That sounds just a tad illegal. 588 00:25:53,304 --> 00:25:55,596 -What happened to your rule-breaking spirit, Rodriguez? 589 00:25:55,597 --> 00:25:59,100 -There is no way that you would be this reckless. 590 00:25:59,142 --> 00:26:01,436 -Uh... 591 00:26:01,561 --> 00:26:04,272 -You're banking on me saying no, aren't you? 592 00:26:04,439 --> 00:26:07,067 So that you can tell Van that you tried? 593 00:26:07,192 --> 00:26:09,027 What would you do if I said yes? 594 00:26:09,069 --> 00:26:11,529 -I would say, "Thank you. 595 00:26:11,696 --> 00:26:13,323 Let's go to New Jersey." 596 00:26:13,490 --> 00:26:16,159 A sentence I rarely utter with such enthusiasm. 597 00:26:16,242 --> 00:26:19,537 But, honestly, Van is desperate. 598 00:26:19,538 --> 00:26:22,498 And maybe this is just a way of postponing the inevitable, 599 00:26:22,499 --> 00:26:24,669 but he needs to know that we are here for him. 600 00:26:26,419 --> 00:26:28,421 -I wish I could help, but I can't. 601 00:26:28,463 --> 00:26:31,466 Sorry, Dana. My hands are tied. 602 00:26:44,145 --> 00:26:46,255 -Thank you for coming in, Mr. and Mrs. Bozic. 603 00:26:46,256 --> 00:26:49,191 We've diagnosed your son with a neurological form 604 00:26:49,192 --> 00:26:50,819 of emotional incontinence 605 00:26:50,902 --> 00:26:52,987 which causes him to have a reaction 606 00:26:53,029 --> 00:26:55,079 contrary to what he's actually feeling. 607 00:26:55,115 --> 00:26:56,991 It's called Pseudobulbar Affect. 608 00:26:56,992 --> 00:26:58,492 -You remember when I was grounded 609 00:26:58,493 --> 00:27:00,077 for cracking up at Nana's funeral? 610 00:27:00,078 --> 00:27:01,704 -Well, we always thought you had a - 611 00:27:01,705 --> 00:27:03,331 a strange sense of humor. 612 00:27:03,373 --> 00:27:06,042 -Undiagnosed concussions from playing hockey 613 00:27:06,126 --> 00:27:07,460 are the culprit. 614 00:27:07,502 --> 00:27:10,338 It'll take some time, but with SSRIs, 615 00:27:10,422 --> 00:27:13,008 mood stabilizers, coupled with therapy, 616 00:27:13,049 --> 00:27:15,343 he can regain control over his emotions. 617 00:27:15,344 --> 00:27:17,302 -Another silver lining is that we've ruled out 618 00:27:17,303 --> 00:27:19,138 negligence for driving under the influence. 619 00:27:19,139 --> 00:27:21,850 The accident was deemed no fault due to the weather. 620 00:27:22,892 --> 00:27:26,021 -Thank you for not writing me off. 621 00:27:27,939 --> 00:27:31,276 Could you give this letter to the other driver's family? 622 00:27:33,069 --> 00:27:34,654 [ Laughs ] 623 00:27:34,821 --> 00:27:36,406 I, uh... 624 00:27:36,407 --> 00:27:38,449 I wanted to tell them I was sorry in person, 625 00:27:38,450 --> 00:27:40,577 but any time I'd think about it, I'd laugh. 626 00:27:40,578 --> 00:27:42,619 By the time I'd written it down, it was too late. 627 00:27:42,620 --> 00:27:44,621 The doctors had already put her in the ambulance. 628 00:27:44,622 --> 00:27:46,541 -Ambulance? 629 00:27:47,792 --> 00:27:50,503 Nic, can you tell us exactly what you saw? 630 00:27:50,670 --> 00:27:56,217 ?? 631 00:27:56,301 --> 00:27:58,553 -Okay, so, since we have 632 00:27:58,554 --> 00:28:00,387 no accepting hospital on the other side, 633 00:28:00,388 --> 00:28:03,475 I guess we'll just find the nearest E.D. 634 00:28:03,516 --> 00:28:05,185 when we cross state lines. 635 00:28:05,226 --> 00:28:08,021 -Unit 242, what's your location? 636 00:28:08,104 --> 00:28:10,106 Please respond. -Um... 637 00:28:10,190 --> 00:28:12,650 [ Radio turns off ] -Nice. 638 00:28:12,692 --> 00:28:14,944 -What a mess we're in. 639 00:28:15,028 --> 00:28:18,198 -Wolf taught us well. 640 00:28:18,281 --> 00:28:21,409 -So then what's this about you leaving? 641 00:28:21,493 --> 00:28:23,161 And when were you gonna tell me? 642 00:28:23,244 --> 00:28:26,122 Because it didn't seem to come up when we were kissing. 643 00:28:26,206 --> 00:28:29,459 -Look, I was gonna tell you, but then you kissed me, 644 00:28:29,584 --> 00:28:32,879 and I gotta be real with you, Kinney. 645 00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:35,130 I'd been waiting a long time for that to happen. 646 00:28:35,131 --> 00:28:38,510 But, uh... 647 00:28:38,551 --> 00:28:40,051 It's a sports clinic in Dallas. 648 00:28:40,136 --> 00:28:42,222 And, uh... 649 00:28:42,305 --> 00:28:44,391 -Your dream. 650 00:28:44,432 --> 00:28:46,685 I'm really, really happy for you. 651 00:28:46,726 --> 00:28:49,270 And really, really sad for us. 652 00:28:51,564 --> 00:28:54,442 -You know, Wolf tried to convince me to stay. 653 00:28:54,526 --> 00:28:56,653 A part of me was hoping he would. 654 00:28:56,736 --> 00:28:59,614 -Well, he can't do that. 655 00:28:59,739 --> 00:29:02,158 As much as he wants to. 656 00:29:02,325 --> 00:29:03,743 As much as he'll miss you. 657 00:29:03,827 --> 00:29:06,413 As much as he might wonder 658 00:29:06,454 --> 00:29:09,249 what would have happened if you'd stayed. 659 00:29:09,332 --> 00:29:11,126 We can't ask people to stay 660 00:29:11,167 --> 00:29:14,963 because then what if they resent us if they do? 661 00:29:15,046 --> 00:29:20,427 ?? 662 00:29:20,468 --> 00:29:23,638 Neuro's really gonna miss you, Jacob. 663 00:29:25,098 --> 00:29:28,935 -And I'm really gonna miss Neuro. 664 00:29:29,102 --> 00:29:35,525 ?? 665 00:29:35,608 --> 00:29:37,902 [ Cellphone vibrating ] 666 00:29:42,407 --> 00:29:45,827 [ Monitor beeping ] 667 00:29:45,952 --> 00:29:49,164 -Is it okay if I talk to her? 668 00:29:49,247 --> 00:29:51,249 You know, in case she can hear me? 669 00:29:57,839 --> 00:30:00,425 I keep thinking about the day Liam was born. 670 00:30:00,426 --> 00:30:04,428 You were so angry at me 'cause I could barely handle 671 00:30:04,429 --> 00:30:07,223 being in the delivery room. 672 00:30:07,307 --> 00:30:08,892 I just couldn't explain to you 673 00:30:09,017 --> 00:30:11,269 that I could literally feel your pain. 674 00:30:12,937 --> 00:30:16,024 It didn't help that you waited six hours to get the epidural. 675 00:30:16,107 --> 00:30:21,404 ?? 676 00:30:21,529 --> 00:30:25,450 The whole time, I was holding your hand, 677 00:30:25,492 --> 00:30:28,411 blown away by how calm you were. 678 00:30:29,871 --> 00:30:33,708 You remember what you said to me when they put Liam in your arms? 679 00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:37,712 You said, "I wish I could live forever 680 00:30:37,837 --> 00:30:40,298 so I could see his whole life." 681 00:30:42,676 --> 00:30:45,053 He's still so little. 682 00:30:48,807 --> 00:30:50,850 He needs you. 683 00:30:53,269 --> 00:30:55,313 We need you. 684 00:30:57,190 --> 00:31:00,026 Please don't leave us, Michelle. 685 00:31:03,613 --> 00:31:06,616 -Oh, my God, Van. 686 00:31:06,700 --> 00:31:08,743 -[ Inhaling sharply ] 687 00:31:10,662 --> 00:31:12,747 -Jacob! Turn the ambulance around! 688 00:31:12,872 --> 00:31:16,209 She's alive! [ Both laugh ] 689 00:31:18,336 --> 00:31:21,089 Hey. Hey, Michelle. 690 00:31:21,214 --> 00:31:23,258 You're okay You're okay. You're okay. 691 00:31:23,341 --> 00:31:25,343 Oh! 692 00:31:25,468 --> 00:31:27,804 -? You sleep ? 693 00:31:27,846 --> 00:31:30,223 ? But your soul ? 694 00:31:30,348 --> 00:31:33,852 ? Your soul ain't sound ? 695 00:31:36,521 --> 00:31:38,148 -She's awake. 696 00:31:38,273 --> 00:31:41,484 -You never gave up. -? You scream ? 697 00:31:41,568 --> 00:31:46,656 ? 'Cause you know it's a long way down ? 698 00:31:46,740 --> 00:31:49,075 -Mommy! -Hi, honey! 699 00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:50,952 Ooh! 700 00:31:50,994 --> 00:31:52,829 Hi. 701 00:31:52,954 --> 00:31:55,081 Ah. Mommy was in an accident, 702 00:31:55,165 --> 00:31:57,917 but everything's okay now. 703 00:31:58,001 --> 00:32:00,378 -By the power vested in me, 704 00:32:00,503 --> 00:32:04,007 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 705 00:32:04,090 --> 00:32:07,177 Van, you may now kiss your bride. 706 00:32:07,260 --> 00:32:09,554 -[ Chuckles ] 707 00:32:11,264 --> 00:32:13,641 [ Cheers and applause ] 708 00:32:14,893 --> 00:32:18,813 -? Please ? 709 00:32:18,897 --> 00:32:24,611 ?? 710 00:32:24,736 --> 00:32:27,322 -[ Laughs ] 711 00:32:27,405 --> 00:32:35,163 ?? 712 00:32:35,288 --> 00:32:39,000 -? Tell somebody ? 713 00:32:39,042 --> 00:32:48,426 ?? 714 00:32:48,635 --> 00:32:57,352 ?? 715 00:32:57,435 --> 00:32:59,479 [ Monitor beeping ] 716 00:33:01,439 --> 00:33:03,692 -She's never coming back, is she? 717 00:33:03,733 --> 00:33:08,655 ?? 718 00:33:08,697 --> 00:33:10,865 Tell Jacob to turn the car around. 719 00:33:10,949 --> 00:33:16,538 ?? 720 00:33:16,621 --> 00:33:20,375 -Hey, Jacob, we can turn around. 721 00:33:20,458 --> 00:33:22,502 Let's head back to Bronx General. 722 00:33:22,669 --> 00:33:28,758 ?? 723 00:33:28,842 --> 00:33:31,886 [ Air hisses ] 724 00:33:31,970 --> 00:33:34,055 [ Monitors beeping ] 725 00:33:37,434 --> 00:33:39,728 -And now we wait 10 minutes. 726 00:33:39,811 --> 00:33:47,027 ?? 727 00:33:47,193 --> 00:33:54,993 ?? 728 00:33:55,118 --> 00:33:57,037 Thank you. 729 00:33:57,203 --> 00:34:02,917 ?? 730 00:34:03,001 --> 00:34:09,215 ?? 731 00:34:09,299 --> 00:34:12,927 -Her carbon dioxide climbed above 70. 732 00:34:13,011 --> 00:34:15,096 There were no spontaneous breaths. 733 00:34:16,973 --> 00:34:19,100 Time of death - 2:11 p.m. 734 00:34:19,184 --> 00:34:25,774 ?? 735 00:34:25,857 --> 00:34:32,072 ?? 736 00:34:32,155 --> 00:34:34,908 I love you. 737 00:34:35,075 --> 00:34:44,959 ?? 738 00:34:45,001 --> 00:34:54,761 ?? 739 00:34:54,886 --> 00:34:57,055 [ All crying ] 740 00:35:05,188 --> 00:35:07,598 [ Indistinct conversations ] -Is it that good? 741 00:35:10,068 --> 00:35:13,947 -I know I'm the last person you want to talk to right now. 742 00:35:13,988 --> 00:35:16,408 And I'm sorry for what I said earlier. 743 00:35:16,449 --> 00:35:19,202 It was, uh, thoughtless. 744 00:35:19,285 --> 00:35:21,538 But I do have to say something. 745 00:35:21,579 --> 00:35:23,248 I was Liam. 746 00:35:23,331 --> 00:35:27,168 When you lose a parent at a young age, it's confusing. 747 00:35:28,670 --> 00:35:32,382 Everyone showers you with attention and gifts. 748 00:35:32,424 --> 00:35:34,050 They're sad, 749 00:35:34,134 --> 00:35:36,720 and they're trying to be so happy around you. 750 00:35:36,761 --> 00:35:38,263 -[ Laughs ] 751 00:35:38,346 --> 00:35:40,396 -Honestly, I didn't really fully grasp 752 00:35:40,432 --> 00:35:43,435 the reality of it until my dad died, too. 753 00:35:43,476 --> 00:35:46,563 But the - the point is, 754 00:35:46,688 --> 00:35:51,026 dying of a broken heart is not as romantic as it sounds. 755 00:35:51,109 --> 00:35:52,652 Don't give up. 756 00:35:52,777 --> 00:35:54,863 Liam needs you now more than ever. 757 00:35:56,448 --> 00:35:58,158 Don't let him lose you both. 758 00:35:58,241 --> 00:36:01,327 Unless you, uh, want Liam to turn out like me. 759 00:36:04,497 --> 00:36:08,251 -No, that's my bite, Sharkie. 760 00:36:08,335 --> 00:36:10,795 Come on. Sharkie, I want my bike. 761 00:36:10,837 --> 00:36:13,590 I don't want Sharkie to have it. 762 00:36:13,631 --> 00:36:15,592 -Hey, kiddo. 763 00:36:15,717 --> 00:36:17,177 [ Grunts ] 764 00:36:21,639 --> 00:36:23,850 -I know everything didn't happen 765 00:36:23,892 --> 00:36:25,894 the way you and Michelle wanted it to, 766 00:36:25,935 --> 00:36:28,563 or the way I wanted it to for that matter. 767 00:36:30,648 --> 00:36:34,361 But she always said what an amazing dad you are. 768 00:36:34,362 --> 00:36:36,195 -You don't have to say all that, Shauna. 769 00:36:36,196 --> 00:36:38,782 -She'd want you to know. 770 00:36:38,823 --> 00:36:42,410 She told me that every time Liam looked up at you, 771 00:36:42,494 --> 00:36:45,080 she'd fall for you all over again. 772 00:36:47,332 --> 00:36:51,419 I'm glad she had you. 773 00:36:51,544 --> 00:36:54,172 I'm glad Liam has you. 774 00:36:56,341 --> 00:36:57,425 -Thank you. 775 00:36:57,467 --> 00:37:01,930 ?? 776 00:37:02,055 --> 00:37:03,264 -Wow. 777 00:37:05,517 --> 00:37:07,352 -It was Liam's idea. 778 00:37:07,394 --> 00:37:09,187 He wanted to do it for his mom. 779 00:37:09,229 --> 00:37:12,065 -Oh, that's beautiful, buddy. 780 00:37:12,190 --> 00:37:14,567 Yeah, she would have loved it. 781 00:37:14,609 --> 00:37:17,112 Hey. Can I tell you something? 782 00:37:17,237 --> 00:37:21,241 So [clears throat] before Mommy died, 783 00:37:21,282 --> 00:37:23,932 she said that if anything were to ever happen to her, 784 00:37:23,993 --> 00:37:26,788 she wanted to help people who were very sick. 785 00:37:26,871 --> 00:37:29,582 So we're going to do something called an honor walk. 786 00:37:29,666 --> 00:37:31,418 It's very special. 787 00:37:31,419 --> 00:37:33,043 It's for people like Mommy who are so brave 788 00:37:33,044 --> 00:37:34,713 and chose to help others. Okay? 789 00:37:34,796 --> 00:37:36,297 -Mm-hmm. -Yeah? 790 00:37:36,423 --> 00:37:38,425 All right. Yeah. 791 00:37:38,466 --> 00:37:41,011 This is great. Look at these jellyfish. 792 00:37:41,094 --> 00:37:43,304 Did you do this one? -Yeah. 793 00:37:43,305 --> 00:37:45,431 -You can tell because it's your favorite color. 794 00:37:45,432 --> 00:37:46,975 Great. 795 00:37:47,017 --> 00:37:48,643 Wow. 796 00:37:48,685 --> 00:37:51,104 [ Young Fathers' "Tell Somebody" playing ] 797 00:37:51,271 --> 00:38:00,655 ?? 798 00:38:00,780 --> 00:38:03,908 -? Tell somebody ? 799 00:38:03,950 --> 00:38:09,164 ?? 800 00:38:09,205 --> 00:38:14,336 ?? 801 00:38:14,419 --> 00:38:15,962 ? Tell somebody ? 802 00:38:17,380 --> 00:38:20,842 ? Tell somebody ? 803 00:38:20,925 --> 00:38:24,346 ? Tell somebody ? 804 00:38:24,429 --> 00:38:27,849 ? Tell somebody ? 805 00:38:27,932 --> 00:38:31,144 ? Tell somebody ? 806 00:38:31,311 --> 00:38:36,524 ?? 807 00:38:36,525 --> 00:38:40,277 -The stolen ambulance wasn't reported, 808 00:38:40,278 --> 00:38:41,738 so it's not on your records. 809 00:38:41,780 --> 00:38:44,407 You have Katie to thank for that. 810 00:38:44,491 --> 00:38:46,993 Well, luckily, you only made it a few miles. 811 00:38:47,077 --> 00:38:49,788 -Dr. Wolf [clears throat] I've been thinking, 812 00:38:49,829 --> 00:38:52,999 and I need to step away from the department. 813 00:38:54,668 --> 00:38:56,920 -Of course. Take as much time as you need. 814 00:38:56,961 --> 00:38:58,546 Two weeks, a month? 815 00:38:58,630 --> 00:39:00,423 -I was thinking longer than that. 816 00:39:00,465 --> 00:39:02,634 I need to be there for Liam. 817 00:39:02,676 --> 00:39:05,095 I don't know when I'll be back. 818 00:39:05,136 --> 00:39:06,554 -Well, we need you. 819 00:39:06,638 --> 00:39:09,224 Dr. Markus, you have a gift. 820 00:39:09,225 --> 00:39:11,016 -I always thought my mirror touch 821 00:39:11,017 --> 00:39:12,977 would make me a better doctor, 822 00:39:13,019 --> 00:39:15,230 that it was my purpose. 823 00:39:15,355 --> 00:39:17,482 But I was wrong. 824 00:39:17,524 --> 00:39:19,109 I need it to be a better dad. 825 00:39:19,192 --> 00:39:22,112 -Well, if I were in your shoes, I would stay. 826 00:39:22,195 --> 00:39:24,406 Work can be a stabilizing force. 827 00:39:24,407 --> 00:39:26,031 Don't cut yourself off from that. 828 00:39:26,032 --> 00:39:28,076 -I'm not you, Dr. Wolf. 829 00:39:28,201 --> 00:39:30,870 I need time for myself and my family. 830 00:39:32,831 --> 00:39:34,708 -I understand. 831 00:39:34,833 --> 00:39:37,752 How about you, Nash? Can I convince you to stay? 832 00:39:39,045 --> 00:39:42,424 -When I got injured, doctors were in 833 00:39:42,549 --> 00:39:45,301 and out of the room telling me what was best for me. 834 00:39:45,427 --> 00:39:48,680 No one ever took the time to get to know me. 835 00:39:48,722 --> 00:39:52,684 Not the way you take the time to get to know your patients. 836 00:39:52,726 --> 00:39:54,310 I want to give athletes 837 00:39:54,311 --> 00:39:56,603 the kind of care you taught me every patient deserves, 838 00:39:56,604 --> 00:39:59,441 the kind of care I wish I got when I was a kid. 839 00:40:02,068 --> 00:40:03,445 I've gotta go. 840 00:40:06,239 --> 00:40:07,949 -Okay. 841 00:40:07,950 --> 00:40:09,950 -I don't start for a couple of months, 842 00:40:09,951 --> 00:40:13,455 so I'm gonna help Van and Liam for a while. 843 00:40:14,789 --> 00:40:18,251 -Well...Bronx General will miss you. 844 00:40:20,587 --> 00:40:23,548 I'll miss you. 845 00:40:23,590 --> 00:40:26,301 My door is always open. 846 00:40:28,219 --> 00:40:29,971 -Wolf pack forever? 847 00:40:30,930 --> 00:40:32,432 -[ Chuckles ] 848 00:40:32,515 --> 00:40:39,939 ?? 849 00:40:40,023 --> 00:40:47,447 ?? 850 00:40:47,530 --> 00:40:56,164 ?? 851 00:40:56,247 --> 00:40:58,583 [ Running footsteps ] 852 00:40:58,625 --> 00:41:00,065 [ Keys jingling, lock turns ] 853 00:41:00,126 --> 00:41:03,838 [ Door opens ] 854 00:41:05,256 --> 00:41:08,259 [ Horn honks, dog barks outside ] 855 00:41:11,054 --> 00:41:12,847 -Don't be alarmed. I know Noah. 856 00:41:15,141 --> 00:41:16,351 -I know. 857 00:41:17,394 --> 00:41:20,063 I knew we'd meet sooner or later. 858 00:41:20,105 --> 00:41:21,523 -Who are you? 859 00:41:21,648 --> 00:41:24,901 -Sofia. 860 00:41:24,984 --> 00:41:27,153 You look just like him, Oliver. 861 00:41:29,155 --> 00:41:31,199 -Greg, move your head. 862 00:41:36,079 --> 00:41:46,006 ?? 863 00:41:46,089 --> 00:41:55,849 ?? 864 00:41:56,016 --> 00:42:06,026 ?? 865 00:42:06,076 --> 00:42:10,626 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 61507

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