All language subtitles for Shine_on_me_ep17

♪You are the sun in my life♪

♪You're the light of my love♪

♪When I'm lost in the dark♪

♪Every shadow fades away♪

♪You are the sun in my life♪

♪You're the light of my love♪

♪When I'm lost in the dark♪

♪Every shadow fades away♪

[Shine On Me]

[Adapted from Gu Man's novel,
Shine On Me]

[Episode 17]

When exactly are you leaving
for Changbai Mountain tomorrow?

The flight's at noon.

You're going to Changbai Mountain
with your mom?

You should head out after lunch,

since you have to get your stuff packed.

Right.

It's like minus twenty-something
over there.

Head out?

You're not staying

for the New Year's Eve dinner?

Last year, you didn't show up
until Chinese New Year's Day, either.

This is just too much.

I made the decision.

Guang's flying tomorrow.

Driving back late

isn't safe.

And you have the nerve to ask?

Who's the one

running Guang ragged,

making her go back and forth?

Here, Grandma.

You have some too.

Oh, by the way, Grandma,

Jiang Rui said

he's coming to pick me up in a bit.

Jiang Rui is coming?

The only time I saw him
was when he was a kid.

He's probably

all grown up now, isn't he?

Yeah, he's a real looker now.

Just way more full of himself.

He just got his driver's license

and has been showing off like crazy.

I've got to get a good look at him.

Okay.

Okay.

Oh, so sharp.

Last time I saw you,

you were just a tiny little thing.

You haven't changed a bit.

Still as young as ever.

All right,

let them get going.

Alright.

Okay.

Come on.

Drive safe.

Okay.

Give us a call

once you get there.

- Okay.
- Alright.

Goodbye,

both of you.

Bye.

Drop by anytime.

- Sure.
- Bye.

Maybe I should drive?

Fine.

Your carriage awaits, Princess.

I'm heading off.

Drive safe.

Bye.

- Goodbye!
- Goodbye!

Your dad upset you again?

No.

I'm used to how he is.

Why didn't I see him just now?

Well, after you called him
your "ex-uncle,"

I'm not surprised he's dodging you.

As soon as lunch was over,

he was called away to play Mahjong.

Hey, I wasn't wrong to call him that.

He wasn't

always like this.

It's normal. People change.

But look at my grandparents.

They haven't changed a bit.

They have all this money,

but still insist on
farming their own land.

And they still only play Mahjong
for a yuan a round.

And Mom hasn't changed either.

Then the ones who stay the same

should stay together

and just have a good time.

We're flying
to Changbai Mountain tomorrow anyway.

Don't dwell on it.

New Year, new beginnings.

Okay.

- Happy Chinese New Year.
- Happy Chinese New Year.

Happy Chinese New Year.

Have some more.

Tastes good, right?

Can you get me some of that?

I made it. Good, isn't it?

[Lin]

Happy Chinese New Year.

Happy Chinese New Year to you too.

[Yin Jie: Happy Chinese New Year.]

Xiguang, I almost forgot.

Happy Chinese New Year.

Happy Chinese New Year.

Where's my red packet?

None from me. Ask them.

Actually, life couldn't be better.

I feel content.

A fresh start for the new year,

and a fresh set of goals.

So now you're timing

your messages, huh?

Yes.

Just picked it up myself.

I thought you'd at least
get a little flushed.

So, when are you

bringing her around

for a visit?

Judging by how things are going,

I don't need you

to work your magic yet.

Fine, I'll wait.

But if it takes too long,

I'll be disappointed in you.

I'll try not to give you that chance.

What are you chatting about?

Yusen's little secret.

About love.

Nice.

Yusen,

your mom

may act cool

and never nag,

but she's actually been

bringing it up a lot to me.

Don't ruin

my cool vibe.

Oh,

on the first day of Chinese New Year,

we can just hang out around Beijing.

Then maybe hit the slopes
in Chongli on the second?

Since Switzerland used to be

our yearly tradition and all.

Plus, you'll get to break in the gift

I gave you.

Chongli?

It's going to be absolutely packed.

Mom, Mr. Luo,

how about

we do Changbai Mountain

instead?

[Changbai Mountain]

[Welcome to Changbai Mountain,
Jiang Rui!]

You really love
being the center of attention.

That was all my mom's doing.

The Jiang family, right?

I'm your driver and guide,

Hu.

I'll be with you for the next few days.

Let's head to the parking lot first.

Okay.

Sure.

Come on, sir.

Let me get that for you.

Thanks.

Happy?

I figured you'd have a lot of luggage,

so I brought the bus.

Once we're at the resort,

we'll switch to the minivan.

Okay.

Go on up.

It's cold down here.

Go ahead. We'll get the luggage.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Alright.

You've got more luggage

than the rest of us put together.

Oh, stop. You're being dramatic.

I just brought

my own gear,

unlike you, who's traveling light.

I'm sure they sell everything
at the resort anyway.

Plus, there's always rentals.

Right, Mr. Hu?

You can just call me Hu.

The resort here

is fully equipped with everything.

You'll be able to get whatever you need.

Buying gear at the last minute
is such an amateur move.

But with the way you ski,

you're basically a scuttling crab.

Professional gear
would be a waste on you anyway.

Jiang Rui, you're dead.

Stop.

Jiang Rui.

You two, take it easy.

It's slippery out here.

Don't go breaking a bone

before we even hit the slopes.

He said I look like a scuttling crab.

I didn't even mention the fact

that he's "all gear and no idea."

What the heck?

Are you serious?

I just haven't skied for three years
because of high school.

I used to kill it on the slopes.

Just wait till I find my legs.

I'll be tearing up the black runs
in no time.

There's a saying:

"Bright child, dull adult."

Maybe now that you're older,

your body has just grown stiff.

Still younger than you, though.

They were so thick as thieves
just yesterday.

A few hours later,

they're already at it again.

That's just how it is when you're close.

Didn't you and Jiang Yun
always spar like that

when you were kids?

Him?

He never dared to talk back to me.

I shut him down every time.

Sounds like

Jiang Rui is showing more spine

than I did.

[Lin]
When I was chatting with my mom,

an idea popped into my head.

What is it?

We still haven't named

the PV garden.

How do you like

"Liuguang Garden"?

Focus on your conversation.

No shop talk.

Have you arrived
in Changbai Mountain yet?

Who are you chatting with?
You look suspiciously happy.

We literally just had a fight.

You're not checking my phone.

Who's fighting?

I even gave you the window seat.

There are
a dozen window seats here, okay?

Move over.

No.

Move.

Not happening.

Oh, my scarf and beanie!

Ugh, so annoying.

Actually, there's something

I forgot to tell you.

I learned a huge secret

while I was home.

But if you're gonna be like that,

I'm keeping it to myself.

As if I care.

You sure you don't want to hear it?

It's about you.

Fine, don't come crying to me later,
Nie Xiguang.

Every day you wait

is a day of happiness
you're missing out on.

We're here. This is the place.

Wow, it looks like something
straight out of a fairy tale.

Come on, hurry.

Thanks.

Our hotel

is divided into two sections,
the main hotel

and the villa area.

The villas are incredibly popular
this year

and were fully booked a long time ago.

The building...

- where we just checked in
- Watch your step.

is the main hotel.

That's where you'll need to go
for breakfast.

Do we have to walk over there

every morning?

Of course not. I'll be your shuttle.

Worst case,

I can just bring back some local treats.

- Honestly, just staying in
- Come on.

and having some tea

would be nice too.

I even saw some deer

on the drive over.

Really?

It's kind of a thing here at this hotel.

You don't even have to
leave the grounds to see them.

Come on.

Thank you.

Watch your step, everyone.

Careful.

Take a photo of me.

Hang on.

You can't even see
who it is in this shot.

Never mind that.

That's the whole point.

See?

Ugh, so tacky.

[Lin]

Xiguang, hurry up. It's freezing.

[- Expecting what? - Photos?]
Mystery photo incoming. Check it out.

She actually gave away her location.

Thanks.

What does that mean?

He's acting so sketchy.

Mrs. Jiang,

let's take a quick breather.

Later, I'll show you guys

around the resort's shopping street

and we'll grab some dinner.

Then we can sit down

and plan out

the rest of the trip.

We were supposed

to go to Tianchi Lake tomorrow.

But the main peak is closed

due to the weather.

We're still waiting for word

on when it'll reopen.

But the rest of our plans

are still a go.

I'm skipping the tourist spots tomorrow

and heading straight to the slopes.

No, you're going.

Wait,

why?

You can't

force me.

Because I'm the one

paying for this trip.

Listen up, everyone!

It's the frozen apocalypse,

and we are on the run!

The zombies

are right on our heels!

Jiang Rui,

what kind of weird novels

have you been reading lately?

How was it?

I can't do that again.

My heart is about
to jump out of my chest.

I thought you said
you didn't want to come?

You are having more fun than anyone.

I love this.

What do you say? One more time?

Or the off-roaders are fine too.

Hu!

What would you like, Madam?

Could we do something

less intense?

Not bad, right?

Move a bit this way. Yeah.

Perfect.

Does it look good from here?

It's okay.

Yeah, move over a bit.

Let's get the mountains in the shot.

The one footing the bill
calls the shots.

The one footing the bill
calls the shots.

The one footing the bill is your mom.

Take a picture with me.

Let's get one together.

Oh, come on, Mom.

No.

Forget it.

I'll just take a candid of you.

No, forget it.

Let's call it a day.

Let's head back and recharge.

[Changbai Mountain]
[Powder Snow Valley]

Let's hit the hot springs after dinner.

I've arranged everything.

Count me in.

My face is literally numb.

No, Nie Xiguang.

That's for middle-aged people.

Don't be so lame.

It's only 3 PM.

We're definitely going skiing.

Forget the hot springs.

We have to stay
until the night session is over.

Just go by yourself.

I haven't even bought any gear yet.

Let's go pick some out.

Jiang Rui!

Don't run off.

You're covering half, right?

I got it.

Quit harping on it.

This is why you should've packed

your own gear.

The selection here is meh.

I'll buy the outfit and pads,

and I'm renting the board.

Lugging it around is a pain.

You are pathetically lazy.

What?

I don't even know

what board fits me.

It's been forever

since I last skied.

Renting is just smarter.

Let's go.

[Vector]

Welcome.

Please, feel free to look around.

We have snowboards, skis,

and all the gear you'll need.

Great.

She's a skier.

We need a full set of gear,

everything except the skis.

Got it.

So cute.

Jiang Rui.

What are you doing here?

What are you doing here?

You look good in anything.

Do you have this in my size?

Yes, we do.

What about those boots?

Are they good for beginners?

With the flex on these,

they're perfect for beginners.

What's your size?

EU 37.

Okay.

Just a moment.

Thanks.

Rental clothes all look the same anyway.

If you didn't bring anything,

you should just buy a set at the store.

I brought

my full setup.

I brought mine too,

but I want to switch it up.

I need some advice.

Zhuang and I are total noobs.

We don't know jack.

Xu?

Zhuang,

is he a friend of yours?

Yeah.

He's a student I used to tutor.

You're here skiing, too?

Yeah, just on vacation.

We're here for a team-building trip.

What a coincidence.

I'm just here helping my cousin
pick out some gear.

Miss,

I've got your clothes ready.

You can try these on right over here.

I'll get you fitted for boots
once you're done with the clothes.

Okay.

Alright, let's try some on, too.

Right this way, please.

This one's good.

Zhuang.

Are you going to learn
snowboarding or skiing?

I'd recommend snowboarding.

Guys look so cool doing it.

I can give it a try.

Yeah, try it out.

No need to buy

a board and boots just yet.

Just get a face mask,

some snow clothes,
and you're good to go.

This one looks pretty good.

Try it on.

How come

Xu is here at Changbai Mountain, too?

Could it be that Zhuang Fei

saw my messages

in the group chat

and tipped him off?

No.

He said it was a team-building trip,

but still...

Come in.

Here.

I've wiped

and dried your boots.

Thanks.

By the way, Ms. Zhang,

I won't be home

for lunch tomorrow.

I'm hanging out
with two high school friends.

Wait, it just hit me.

Your friend's brother,

Mr. Zhuang,

who used to tutor you.

He came by

looking for you

while you and Xiguang
were studying abroad.

Xu?

What was he looking for?

No idea.

It was bucketing down that day.

I told him you were overseas studying,

and he just took off.

Did he try calling you after?

Nope.

Maybe the time difference
messed things up and I missed it.

And Ms. Zhang,

we were on a study trip,

not studying abroad.

Why do you always get that mixed up?

I can't keep all that straight.

I'll do it myself.

Done.

Xiguang,

how do you like it?

Does it fit?

It's great.

I'll take the pink one.

Okay, I'll bag that up for you.

Okay. Thanks.

Let's go try on the boots now.

This way, please.

Gee, these ski boots

are total bricks.

You're gonna be walking

like a robot tomorrow.

Don't jinx me

before we even hit the slopes.

My bad.

These are actually pretty standard

for beginners.

If they're too soft or light,

you won't be able
to drive the skis properly.

Excuse me.

Could you help us get these clothes

in their sizes?

Just a moment.

I'm helping her with her boots.

I'm the only one in the shop today.

Sorry about the wait.

Go ahead.

I can try these on myself.

No worries, we can wait.

Thank you.

These feel pretty good.

I'll take these.

We've also picked out some other things.

Let's check them all out together.

Sure thing.

Thank you.

Xiguang, let me take those.

You can take this one.

Xu,

we're heading out now.

See you around.

Take care. Come back soon.

See which one you like.

The detail on this one is different,

right?

If you really don't

feel like skiing,

we could go

to the hot springs instead.

Why wouldn't we go?

We've already bought everything.

We'll go to the ski center,

drop off our gear, rent the boards,

and then head back for dinner.

After that, we'll hit the slopes.

I'm just afraid you're distracted

and might end up having an accident.

And besides,

they might be out there skiing, too.

Don't worry about it.

It's been so long.

We're going.

Are you sure?

You weren't even looking
where you were going just now.

I was just wondering

why I didn't see

that roommate.

Never mind.

It's none of my business anymore.

Jiang Rui,

didn't you say yesterday

that you had a secret to tell me?

Change of plans.

I'm holding off for now.

I need to see how things go first.

You don't actually have it, do you?

You're just making it up.

I really do.

Then let's hear it.

Nope. I need to feel things out first.

♪I'm inside my mind♪

♪Lost in how you shine♪

♪You left your light with mine♪

Why can't I stop?

You can do it!

You've got this!

- Can't get up, huh?
- Jiang Rui!

♪Don't leave it up to me♪

I'm okay.

Don't worry about me.

♪That you're everything I need♪

Let's go again!

♪Baby, I don't wanna forget♪

♪You are breaking down my walls♪

This is so much fun!

♪And I'm about to risk it all for you♪

Okay.

♪I see that perfect silhouette♪

♪I just wanna give my time♪

Wait,

why am I tilting to the side?

I'm veering off!

♪You chasing sunsets♪

One fall, two falls.

And you're out!

♪You chasing rainbows♪

I can make it up there.

♪Oh you girl, you have it all♪

How did I slip again?

Something's not right.

I used to handle

the green runs just fine.

That was a lifetime ago.

And you claimed
you didn't need an instructor?

Just give in and hire one already.

I just need a minute

to get my form back.

♪Desire♪

I don't know how to ski,

so I can't teach you.

Isn't Hu going

to teach my mom and the others tomorrow?

I'll just tag along.

Poor Hu.

He has to teach
a whole bunch of newbies.

♪Desire♪

♪OK just listen to me♪

Pull me up.

♪Loving you so easily♪

♪This can be hard to believe♪

Keep practicing for a bit.

I'm going to take one more run

and then we'll head back.

Go ahead.

♪You are everything I hope for♪

Xiguang, be careful.

♪And you're lovely baby♪

♪I want you to know♪

♪Making me feel some type of way♪

Zhuang,

you're picking this up so fast.

You'll have no problem

on the green runs tomorrow.

What about me?

Give me your verdict.

You?

You need more practice.

It's getting pretty late.
Let's head back.

I think I saw a karaoke bar
on the shopping street.

What do you say we head over there?

I'm down.

Sure.

I have to say,
coming to Changbai Mountain

was a great call.

The amenities here are top-notch.

Last year in Hokkaido,

there was nothing to do but ski.

There were only two

or three places to eat.

Wait, let's take a picture.

I haven't updated my Moments yet today.

You're literally addicted
to posting, you know that?

Hurry up!

Coming!

- Hurry.
- Coming.

This isn't working.

The camera's not catching
the scenery at this angle.

This will do.

We can't even fit everyone in the frame.

It's okay.

But...

Zhuang Xu,

isn't that

the cousin of the student you tutored?

Why don't we ask her

to take a group photo for us?

It might be a bit of an imposition.

Are you two

not that close?

I'll go talk to her.

We're both girls,
so she'll probably be cool with it.

Hi, I'm Zhuang's colleague.

We met at the shop

this afternoon.

We'd like to get a group photo.

Do you mind snapping

a few pictures of us?

Sure.

Here.

Thank you.

Here we go!

I'm sorry.

It's freezing, and I messed up the shot.

Let's take another one.

One more!

No worries.

Xiguang, your hands are freezing.

Let me take over.

Here's your phone.

Thanks.

Come check these out.

Pick the ones you like
and I'm gonna post them now.

Xu,

could you take a few photos

of Xiguang and me?

Xiguang,

I don't have my phone with me.

Let me use yours.

I'm gonna ask Xu

to take some photos of us.

Come on.

We're taking pictures.

Cheer up and give a bigger smile.

Xu, are we good?

[Lin]
So, how was the night skiing?

If you're happy with the photos,

I'll head out.

♪Like a shadow chasing the light♪

Xu,

wait a second.

♪Always just one step away♪

♪You pretend your smile is strong♪

There's something
I've been meaning to ask you.

♪But the pain still shows through♪

What is it?

Ms. Zhang told me a few days ago

that over the summer vacation,

you came to my house looking for me.

Was there something you needed?

Mr. Zhuang,

what brings you here in this downpour?

Ms. Zhang, sorry to disturb.

I'm here to see Jiang Rui.

I tried calling him twice,

but I couldn't get through.

Jiang Rui and Xiguang

have gone overseas for study.

Didn't they tell you?

♪You are the sun in my life♪

♪Yet I could not reach you
through the long night♪

♪I can only wait in silence♪

♪Hoping the dawn will break♪

That doesn't matter anymore.

So I don't need to tell
Xiguang about this,

right?

Is there even any point?

I see.

Goodbye, Mr. Zhuang.

What were you two talking about?

He just asked a few questions
about Zhuang Fei.

It's nothing.

It's getting really late.

Let's head back.

Let's go.

Alright.

- Happy Chinese New Year.
- Happy Chinese New Year.

Happy Chinese New Year.

What the heck?

I can't believe the karaoke bar is full.

It's Chinese New Year.
There are tourists everywhere.

Drinking in our room is just as good.

It's more chill anyway.

Right.

Otherwise, we'd be stuck

listening to Kevin hog the mic

and torture our ears.

Watch your mouth.

Maybe one day

I'll quit being a finance grunt

and make it big as a superstar.

Then, you won't even be able to get

an appointment with me.

Yeah, right.

I have so much dirt on you.

One word from me,

and you'll come crawling back

to treat me to dinner.

Stop talking trash.

I've got nothing to hide.

What dirt?

Seriously?

Last time

at the karaoke bar,

he got wasted

and told me everything.

And I recorded the whole thing.

Come on, cheers.

Seriously, Kevin,

I think Zhuang has a better shot

at debuting than you do.

We're in different leagues.

He's an idol,

but I'm a vocal legend.

But hey, Zhuang Xu,

what if we start a duo?

What should we call it?

The Huaya Duo.

Oh, brilliant.

Just hearing that name...

completely killed my vibe.

I don't even want to debut anymore.

The Huaya Duo.

Drinking straight is no fun.

Let's

spice things up with a game.

- Sure.
- I'm in.

Standard cards or Texas Hold'em?

Truth or Dare.

I need to get some dirt
on you guys, too.

That game is so played out.

Yeah, seriously.

We even know how many times

you've been rejected

since you were a kid.

But we've got

someone new to play with today.

So, you're coming for me.

How do you know

it'll even land on me?

There's always a chance.

Anyway, you guys have already dug up
all my secrets.

I've got nothing left to fear.

Alright, let's do it.

Start it up.

Come on.

Let's get started.

No need to explain the rules, right?

We're playing the mild version.

If you don't want to answer
or do the dare,

you just take a shot.

Okay.

Alright.

I'm the first one? Seriously?

Okay, I choose Truth. Shoot.

How many exes do you have?

Two.

Your questions are so lame.

I agree.

My turn to spin the bottle.

Truth.

Make it a hard one.

How many people have you dated?

Oh, so now the question
isn't lame anymore?

Yup!

None.

No way, I don't buy it.

Why?

That's another question.
Save it for next time.

Spin it.

Quick.

Come on.

Yeah.

Wait, how does this work?

Do I ask myself?

No, I still get to ask.

Let's see.

Why?

Is it because you got rejected

like Kevin?

Hold on, isn't that two questions?

Wow, you're such a cheapskate.

Okay, let me change it.

Is there someone you like?

I can choose to drink instead, right?

Now you're being no fun.

Yeah.

Zhuang.

Look at him.

He's totally wasted.

They were even trying
to outdrink each other.

Who's the bigger lightweight, seriously?

It's freezing.
What are you doing out here?

I've had too much.

It's so stuffy in there.
I was starting to feel dizzy.

Isn't that your student

and his cousin?

So they're staying at this hotel too.

Probably in the villa area.

It's beautiful over there.

Too bad they were all booked up

when we tried to reserve.

This place is nice too.

More convenient.

To be honest,
I felt a bit awkward today.

Why?

When we were at the slopes,

I thought

you weren't close
with your student's cousin.

So I asked her

to take a photo of us.

But seeing the two of you later,

I get the feeling

you two have a history.

I don't think

I've even spoken to her.

Call it a woman's intuition.

And besides, staying at this hotel

was your idea, wasn't it?

Did you know

they were staying here

and planned all this?

My brother

planned the trip.

I told you guys about it.

But then he caught a stomach bug,
so he couldn't make it.

I see.

But why have you been drinking like that

ever since you got back?

I can tell

you've been putting on a brave face,

even though you were

laughing and chatting along.

So you do have a history.

If you really like her,

just go for it.

What's the point of drinking alone
like this?

If I were you,

I'd just ask her out.

No.

When they walked past us just now,

I should have

just shouted out to them.

It's not what you think.

There's no history between us.

And

if memory serves,

she has a boyfriend.

Hey, Xu.

Is your stomach bug better?

It's better.

I went to Aunt's for dinner

with Mom today.

I'm completely fine now.

The timing couldn't have been worse,

making me miss out on Changbai Mountain.

You can always go some other time.

It's not like it's far.

My colleagues chose Changbai Mountain

because of me.

That's why I had to show up.

I know.

Xu,

are you having

a good time there?

Did you come across

anything interesting?

What could I possibly come across?

You know, just something fun,

or someone.

Zhuang Fei.

Did you know Jiang Rui

was coming to Changbai Mountain?

Xu,

I...

I just think

you should give yourself a chance.

Back in Shanghai,

that time you got drunk and...

Don't ever do something like this again.

I understand.

But

you've told me since we were kids

that if you want something,
you have to fight for it.

Fight for it?

How?

She already has a boyfriend.

So how am I supposed to fight for her?

Am I supposed to

steal her away?

♪A patch of heavy clouds above♪

♪That winding, twisting road we walk♪

♪Stopping and going countless times♪

♪Love feels less rushed that way♪

♪The rain from yesterday
has finally cleared♪

♪And today the sunshine
feels so warm and bright♪

♪I used to hide away in the corner♪

♪But now I long
to follow close behind you♪

♪How much longer
must I keep missing out?♪

♪When it's only you
who makes my heart race♪

♪I've rushed through the endless crowd♪

♪I'm holding your hand at this moment♪

♪Clutching tight, with tender arms♪

♪I just want to keep your gentle smile♪

♪I've made it past the endless trials♪

♪I'm gazing into your eyes
at this moment♪

♪No turning back
or fear of winter's chill♪

♪The sunlight shines like you♪

♪And like me♪

♪Dreams realized, broken and gone♪

♪Nothing more than a dream all along♪

♪Wake up to the bright lights
on the streets♪

♪I'm here by your side♪

♪The sky dimmed, deepened and died♪

♪Nothing more than some rain inside♪

♪Open the window
to boundless blue skies♪

♪Side by side, just you and I♪

♪Side by side, just you and I♪