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At three o 'clock.

Oh, yes.

You must be Barbara Parker.

Yes. Please have a seat. The doctor will be right with you. Thank you.

Doctor, Barbara Parker is here to see you.

Fine. Send her right on in.

You may go in now, Barbara.

Oh, well.

Come right on in, Barbara.

My, my.

Your mother never told me you were such a beautiful little girl.

You are very pretty, you know that?

Thank you.

That's the one thing in life. You must always pay compliments to people. Did

know that, Barbara?

Uh -huh.

Are you relaxed a little bit?

Yes. Well, I'll tell you what.

Don't mind this little ball.

I usually...

use this to relax myself so don't pay any attention to it now you

and i are going to become very good friends and we're going to do it by

having a little rep session you talk about yourself and

i'll ask you a couple of things and a couple of questions and then we'll go at

it is that all right with you i'll certainly try okay

Now, I want you to take me back to when you were a little girl.

Okay? Do you recall the man that called you over to his car?

Do you recall that scene?

I was walking home from school one day.

I was alone because my girlfriend, who usually walks with me, was sick.

Anyway, this man drove up and called to me, but I couldn't hear what he was

saying.

It looked like he was lost and wanted direction somewhere, so I told him I

didn't know much about the names of the streets.

Then I saw that his pants were open and his thing was sticking out.

He put his hand on it, and I ran as fast as I could down the street until I

reached home.

I was really scared.

I see.

Well, Barbara, this sort of thing happens to thousands of girls like you

year.

But within a year or two, they usually forget it.

Now, let me ask you this. Did you feel kind of nauseated?

I don't know. There was like a tickling feeling in my stomach.

A ticklish feeling?

Well.

See now, were there any other symptoms?

There was a wet spot in my panties, like I'd wet them.

Did you still have that strange feeling?

Oh, yes. That's my whole problem, Doctor.

It keeps getting worse and worse, like... At the time, I went out to see

William could fix my bike.

William lives in this apartment we rent over the garage.

He does the yard work and repairs things while he's going to college.

When I got inside the hallway, I could hear him laughing and making funny

noises. She had her arms around his neck.

William touched every part of her body while they kissed.

I could see she was enjoying what he did.

She clung to him tightly like he was carrying her safely to some secret

And she put her legs out under him, and as they opened, I could see she didn't

have any pants on underneath.

She was so hairy that it looked as if there was a forest between her legs.

I wondered if someday I would be that hairy.

William rubbed her legs softly and little moaning sounds poured from her

I opened the door further to get a better look.

They kissed harder and harder.

And with each kiss, her moans seemed to grow louder.

Everywhere.

Even her breasts, where Mama told me no one was supposed to touch.

She moaned even more as he touched her there.

She leaned closer to him, but...

put her hands around him even tighter.

His hands glided over her body like the hands of a sculpture creating a work of

art.

Then he opened the zipper and pulled the thin dress to her waist, exposing her

breasts.

I was afraid they would notice me standing there through the crack in the

but they were too involved in what they were doing to notice me.

She was nude now and frantically trying to help William get undressed.

She rubbed his leg and told him to hurry, that she couldn't wait any

William stood up and unfastened his pants.

I felt embarrassed and turned my eyes away for a second, but I knew I just had

to see.

They were both naked now and began to kiss again.

William felt her all over.

She put her hand on his thing and held it.

She stroked it back and forth and rubbed his hand all over her body while he

kissed her.

William whispered something in her ear and she laid across him.

He laid down on the couch and put his feet up on her.

She bent over and got down close to him.

Then she put his thing in her mouth and began to suck on it like a big popsicle.

Her tongue moved all around it, as if she was trying to eat it.

Again and again she plunged it into her mouth.

He grew bigger and bigger, letting out little moans of pleasure.

I had never seen anything like it before.

It really made me glad to see William getting so much pleasure.

That funny tickle returned deep inside my stomach and moved down into my legs.

There was a wetness in my pants again, too.

The girl pulled and pushed until it seemed she was going to wear him out.

William seemed to enjoy every movement.

Her tongue was like a snake and... Every stroke moved faster and faster.

William seemed as if he would explode any minute.

My legs were beginning to trim. Panties were so wet it was running down my leg

in a hot stream.

I wanted to see more, but my legs would have collapsed from the excitement if I

hadn't turned and went home.

Now, what happened when you got home?

Well, I had... to go home and take a shower and change my clothes, but I had

strange experience.

Tell me about it.

Well, when I got home, I was really shaking and my pants were just soaking

When I went into the bathroom to change them, I felt between my legs and

couldn't believe how wet it was and how hot.

Just putting my hand there made it get even wetter.

I got into the shower and let the cool water flow over my body.

My legs were still trembling, but it made me feel better.

Just the touch of my own hands made chills run through my body.

I guess I was wishing it was William's hands rubbing me, because when I closed

my eyes, I could see him there.

I could feel him touching my breasts.

As the water ran over my breasts, it made my nipples stand out like bullets.

I rubbed soap all over, and it seemed to make my skin slick and smooth.

His hand slid across me so lightly it almost tickled.

His hands were all over my body moving faster.

The warmth between my legs grew warmer with every touch.

There was a force pulling my entire body from inside, and it made me move in ten

thousand directions at once.

I could see the images of William and the girl dancing along the droplets of

water on my face, his hands reaching out for me, touching and kissing.

I could feel my hands being caught up in a kind of whirlpool, and I knew they

were really William's hands touching me everywhere.

My body was on fire under the cool water, but...

I could feel a sea about to emerge.

A geyser was rising to the surface to put out the fire.

It tore at my skin to break free, and suddenly my whole body seemed to be

spinning in all directions, drawing every muscle as tight as it could go.

As I stood beneath the running water, my body felt immersed in happiness.

It was such a wonderful feeling.

I'd never felt like that before.

Well, Barbara, apparently you experienced your first orgasm, huh?

That's a funny name for such a good feeling.

Well, you experienced something very young in life that many women never feel

their complete lifetime, Barbara.

Did you tell your mother about this?

Oh, no, not after the way she talked about sex. She said it was dirty.

She says boys just want to take my clothes off and do bad things to me.

Maybe she's the one who should be in here, talking to me instead of you both.

Huh?

By the way, Barbara, who is this Jimmy?

Tell me about him.

He was this boyfriend I had at school until Mama found out what we did.

Tell me about it.

We went on a picnic.

It was a Friday afternoon and Jimmy was older than I was and he had a license

and a car.

Anyway, we ended up by the river kissing in the back seat.

Jimmy always tried to neck with me, but I had never let him because of what Mama

said.

This time, when he tried to touch my breasts, I let him.

It felt good having him touch me and I could tell he liked not having me say

His hands wandered all over my body, and he seemed to go crazy when he realized

I would let him touch me.

He kissed me all over, and that sent wild tingles through my bones.

He put my breast in his mouth and sucked on it like a baby.

It was really a great feeling, and I could understand why women like to nurse

their babies.

His kisses moved down across my stomach, and it felt so good that goosebumps

came out on me.

He tore off my panties and crushed his face against the wetness that had been

growing between my legs.

I pulled at his shirt as he played with me, driving me wild.

And he moved his tongue slowly back and forth, making me feel like a liquid fire

flowing around him.

I hoped to God he would never stop.

He told me to get the blanket that he wanted to lay on the grass.

We were so excited that we couldn't even unfold it.

I tried to take off my dress, but before I could, he was all over me again with

his kisses.

He was driving me wild, and soon my legs got too weak to hold me.

I slid to the ground, grabbing at his pants.

My fingers couldn't move fast enough to free him.

And soon there was nothing between us.

He pulled my head down to his thing and told me to kiss it.

I did what I saw the other girl do to William, moving it in and out of my

Jimmy sighed with pleasure as I moved back and forth.

He was saying more, more.

I kissed it from all sides and angles.

It continued to swell in my mouth, as if to tell me how much it was enjoying it.

Jimmy moaned when I rolled my tongue around like the other girl did.

We laid down, and I kissed him more, hard and soft, fast

and slow, and in every direction.

Jimmy was eager and pulled me to the ground, spreading my legs wide as he

between them.

I could feel him forcing his way in with all his strength.

It hurt terribly, and I just knew it wasn't going to go.

But then something seemed to tear inside me, and he had got in.

I could feel myself bleeding as I burned from the pain.

But still it was beautiful.

We moved together in a rhythm of motion.

He kept going faster and faster and faster until everything

seemed to be in a blur.

Jimmy nearly collapsed from exhaustion and had to stop for breath.

But then we were back at it again, and in a moment his warm juices seemed to

flow all over my body.

It was such a beautiful feeling, just to lay there in the green grass with the

sun drowning me in a pool of warm colors, like a rainbow that had

a million tiny pieces.

Now that feeling that you got, was it the same feeling as the one when you

in the shower?

Yes, only much better.

Did you see him again after that?

We used to go to the same place every Saturday.

I want to ask you something.

And I want your own version of it.

How did your mother find out about Jimmy?

And tell me a little about it.

I told her about it when she found out about William.

I figured I might as well tell her everything. She couldn't get any madder

she was.

Okay, let's hear.

What happened between you and this new name you just mentioned? You and

Okay?

Well, it had just been one of those days where nothing seems to go right.

My history teacher gave us a surprise test which really surprised me.

It failed.

And it ruined the good grade that I had worked hard for all year.

It was an exceptionally hot day, too.

And walking home from school, the air was so warm, it seemed to be like a

blanket around me.

When I got home, I grabbed my bathing suit and changed in the cabana.

I had thought about swimming without my suit, but I knew that if Mama caught me,

I'd be dead.

I did it once at night when all the lights were off.

It seemed as if I was the only person in the whole world.

The air was cold, though, and I can remember I nearly froze getting out.

I still liked it, though, even though it was cold.

It's really nice having a pool in your own backyard, especially on those hot

days just before school gets out.

I got into the water slowly and felt the coolness around my legs and then my

whole body.

The heat of the sun seemed to just disappear.

Water makes me feel so weightless and free that sometimes I just want to fly

away.

We have a little raft that I float on.

I climbed up on it and let the sun dry off the little droplets of water that

clung to my skin.

The heat came right through my bathing suit.

But my body was still cool from the water.

I took off the top and let the sun touch my white skin.

My breasts had been covered so long that they'd never felt the heat of the sun.

It made my nipples tingle, and the new sensation gave me a little tingle I had

felt before.

I wanted to be completely nude.

And I knew that Mama would be at work at least another hour, and that William

was at school, so there really was no reason not to be.

The sun shimmered across the droplets of water on my breasts and flooded between

my legs like a soft hand.

A big cloud drifted over, and I wished that I had Jimmy's hand touching me

there.

I thought of William, too.

And the time I had seen him put his hand between that girl's legs made me moan.

I was thinking how good the shade from the cloud felt when I heard someone

calling for me at the house.

It was William.

I had forgotten that he was going to fix my bike after school.

I felt so silly standing there behind that towel.

I was sure he had seen me before I could get to it.

Besides, I had seen him nude.

Why shouldn't I have let him see me?

Suddenly, I dropped the towel and clung to him.

I kissed him and could tell he was really surprised, but he didn't throw me

I wanted to touch him.

I wanted to tear his clothes off him.

The few seconds it took him to get undressed seemed to take forever.

The raft was still floating in the pool, so William got it and we laid down on

it.

As he laid on top of me, I could feel the weight of him pressing down on me,

making the tingle inside stronger and stronger.

He kissed my breasts one at a time, holding them inside his mouth like

pieces of candy.

Then he pulled me up to him, and I knew what he wanted me to do.

I could feel him growing with every stroke.

I filled my mouth with him and felt the heat of the sun beating down on us.

We laid down.

He tried to get inside me.

And I wanted him to so bad.

But he still wasn't hard.

That was when he told me about the problem he had getting hard.

Before I really had a chance to feel sorry for him, I looked up and saw Mama

standing there with her mouth gaping.

She just started screaming at the top of her lungs and ran into the house.

Barbara, you can imagine how your mother felt when she found you with William.

You know, you are underage, and even though you consented, there was nothing

else she could do.

She told the police that he raped me.

They put him in jail.

I'm sure she meant the best for you.

But he was my friend.

Besides, it was my idea.

Barbara, I'm sorry all this had to happen to me.

But maybe it's all for the best.

You know, you're in a funny syndrome here. You seem to be giving yourself to

people all the time.

And maybe that's where the problem lies.

You just can't.

Use friends for that purpose, you know. You should save yourself for when the

right man comes along, Barbara.

I don't understand.

Well, Barbara, what I'm trying to say, sweetheart, is that you should save

yourself for the time when you do get married.

And it'll all be much better.

Much, much better.

I'm too young to get married.

Oh, now, come on now, sweetheart.

There's nothing wrong with you, except that you just started sex a little too

young, and you seem to be having a problem with it.

You know, you're going to have to give it up sometime or another.

But I don't want to give it up.

Well, what causes you to?

What makes you say you don't want to give it up?

Well, it's just that when I get that tingly feeling, I can't help myself.

Tingling feeling?

Like, where do you get this tingling feeling on top of it?

Down, down here.

Do you get it up in here?

Somewhere in here?

Yes. How about somewhere in here?

Does that make you tingle?

Does it tingle here again?

A little lower.

Right here?

Still lower.

Here?

Getting closer.

You tingle a lot, you know that.

Are you feeling more relaxed around me?

Yeah.

Do you like the therapy?

Huh?

Does that feel better?

Hmm.

Huh?

Do you always get this tingling sensation when you're around a man?

Always. Do you?

Well, I'll tell you what.

We are beginning to...

on to one another.

And that's what I've been wanting you to do.

You know, get closer to me so I know exactly what to do with you.

I'm getting steamed up a little myself.

You know that? You're a very good patient.

You like that?

What's the matter?

What's the matter?

You're just another dirty old man.

Come on back here, Barbara.

Hold it a minute.

Has she left yet?

Yes, she left just a second ago. Just now?

You know, I can't remember when I've seen such a change in a patient in just

visit.

Oh, really?

This is just remarkable what you did for her. This remark is what I think she's

going to do.

What'd you say?

I was just talking about the form of treatment I used on her. Oh, yes.

I'll bet you used that new hypnotherapy on her.

You know, I've been taking a night course at City College.

We've really been getting into that.

Oh, are you? Mm -hmm.

Do you think if you had some time sometime, you could tell me more about

Oh, it would really impress my teacher.

Oh, you mean you really would like to experiment with this? Oh, yes.

You like an actual...

Oh, right. You don't know how I would have pressed my teeth here if I could

her that I'd been through it.

You would like for me to take you through it. Is that it? Oh, yes.

Yes, I would.

Do you think we could do that sometime?

By all means. I don't see... How about now?

I have nothing to do all at once. Oh, really?

Sure. Why not?

Oh, if it wouldn't be too much trouble, I'd love to do it. I really would.

I'll tell you what.

Why don't you follow me to my office and let's go through it.

How would that be? Oh, that would be great.

Well, it's holding it. Okay.

Come on with me. Mm -hmm.

And up there.

Good. There.

Okay.

And sit down on that couch.

All right.

I'm certainly glad you mentioned this, Miss Billings, because the last patient

had just now, I never got to finish.

Oh, you didn't finish.

No, she left me hanging, and I guess she took off. She was a little too much

with it.

Oh, I see. First of all, I want you to lay back a little bit. Just like that.

Just relax.

And when I bring this light out here, don't worry about it. You just do as I

tell you, all right? All right. And I'll use this ball to help relax you with

the light.

All right. Now, let me bring this out here and concentrate.

Little by little, on what I say, and concentrate watching the ball.

Will you, Mr. Billings?

Now, I want you to realize.

Realize.

Now, you are going back into sleep.

Little by little.

by a little further back.

You're beginning to feel drowsy.

You're completely asleep.

And you will not wake up until I count to the count of three.

and snap my finger and then I will ask you to wake up to the snap of my finger.

You will not wake up until after the snap of my finger.

Raise your right hand.

Put it down.

Raise your left hand.

Put it down.

Good.

Miss Billings, I want you to get up and

take your clothes off.

Now.

Take all of your clothes off.

You're going to really learn.

That's a good therapy.

You'll like it.

You're really going to enjoy this.

When we get done with this session, Miss Billings, you will really appreciate

it. Do you know that?

Yes, I'm sure I will.

And I'll come over to you.

And you and I are going to get better acquainted.

Do you feel better now?

Yes. Do you feel my hands on your hand?

Do you feel my hand on your breath?

Oh, yes.

Oh, baby.

Feel better?

Yes. Do you feel much better all over?

All over.

Feel relaxed?

Oh.

Much better.

Are you completely relaxed now, Miss Billings?

Oh, yes.

This therapy suits you, you know that, sweetheart?

You'll have more issues like this.

Good. Oh, I didn't know you were that good in a session.

Do you want this session?

Oh, yes, I'd like that. Great.

How do you feel, sweetheart?

I feel fine.

Do you feel relaxed now?

Mm -hmm.

All right, I'm going to tell you what I'm going to do.

I'm going to count to three.

And at the end of my number three, I'm going to snap my fingers.

And you're going to wake up. You're not going to remember anything that

happened. Just your joy and happiness.

Okay?

One, two, three.

Wake up.

There you go.

Oh, my.

How do you feel?

Oh, I feel great. Relaxed? Yeah.

Well,

did you like the therapy?

Yes, I did.

How does your body feel?

Relaxed? Oh, very much.

You're not tensed anymore?

No.

Good. I'll tell you what.

You know, we have two patients coming this evening, right? Yes.

So, we'll have to do this more often.

Okay? Okay. Fine.

Okay, you go back to your office and line up the patients and let's get back

work. All right. Okay? Thank you, Doctor. Thank you, Mr. Billings.

light.