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charismatic opinionated i have to point
out he was short but he was a giant of a

man really a good storyteller he was
completely selfless animated kind

caring devilish laid back very
approachable can i say things that are

completely flattering and wonderful he
had the capacity to have the worst

possible gas he'd be proud of that yeah
he wasn't a saint he was a hell of a guy

he was just so intelligent and um

I'll tell you about it someday.

Do you know who that is?

Andrew.

You know who Andrew is?

I don't know.

Why did Andrew get killed?

Because somebody hurt him, buddy. I'm an
only child, and I'll get around to why

this is of any importance whatsoever,
but... Trust me, there's a deal. Where

were you when you found out?

Melanie. who's on the front desk, calls
back and says, Kate, there's a policeman

from Sunnyvale on the line for you. Do
you want to talk to him? And I said, oh

yeah, put it through to the office.

Are you Kathleen Bagby? I said, yes.
I've got a message here from

You're to call this number. It's the
coroner's office.

You've got bad news.

I said, is my son dead?

And he said, I can't tell you that,
madam. He said, but you've got terrible

news. I dialed this number that he'd
given me. And it was a man, an irate

The coroner's office was closed down.
There's nothing he could do about it.

have to call back tomorrow morning. I
called back to the Sunnyvale police

station. So he gave me another number.
And then I got through to Sergeant

Krulak. And he said, your son is dead
under suspicious circumstances. Have you

got any idea why he was in the park?

Why is my son dead?

Murdered?

He said yes.

And then I called David.

And I said to him, Andrew's dead.

And he said no.

And I heard him throw the phone.

I called the flight crew back and I
said, you know, we're coming. And he

well, that's good. Through that flight,
we just, we thought we'd go get Andrew

and bring him back to California and get
everything organized, whatever, and

then kill ourselves because no point
going on.

That was the first plan.

Obviously, we didn't do that. He gave me
the list to call, and we started

calling. I came home, and there was a
message from Robert.

I was in the living room.

Many people got a kick in the head from
this.

Everybody always says, well, what would
be the difference if one person weren't

alive?

I came home on November 7, 2001, to find
a message from my sister.

At 3 .41 p .m., I called her back.

She told me to sit down.

In the original news, they said an
unidentified man in his 30s was found.

in hospital scrubs none of those words
described who he was and and they could

put them on paper and make them true
nobody said this person this wonderful

person was hurt we met in first grade at
st andrews school in saratoga

california and i soon came to think of
them as my closest friend it was here in

the san jose bay area scattered across
the suburbs that make up silicon valley

that we all grew up There was Chris. Do
I remember how I met Andrew? It was

second grade. And Matt. I can say
without shame that we bathed together.

Michelle. He was the first friend I made
my first day of school. John. We met

the first day of class because of our
names, Atkinson and Bagby. Olivier. We

talked for about 20, 30 minutes and I
realized, wow, this guy's pretty cool.

Heather. Oh, I'm sure you guys hear
things I didn't hear.

Between the two of us, we might actually
be able to put together a half -decent

story. And there was me.

My name's Kurt, and I'm a filmmaker.

I'm Kurt Kenney, and I play Indiana
Jones. He appeared in every movie I made

growing up. We made a movie!

He loved playing bad guys. Jeff, it's
cocaine.

Hey, Todd.

You must be a smart boy.

And having a free pass to smoke and
swear in front of his parents. I will

you! Fizz my ass! Fizz my ass, you son
of a bitch! Christ!

Start the fucking car and get out of
here! Fuck you! Fuck all you fucking

people! I did not say.

That F word, I'm sorry. Which was
probably kind of a cool release for a

made Eagle Scout by age 15.

Mrs. Bagby, having watched it where
Andrew was running around yelling and

screaming, kind of went... I can't
really remember being... Oh, that's not

son. Perhaps you have a different idea
that I got all upset about it. I don't

know. Not my son. And eventually I even
got them in on the act. Son of a bitch,

you little shit!

You're a pain in the ass. You little
bastard.

Does that give you the right to go
yelling about your penis on the air? It

wasn't always fun and games. Son of a
bitch! Oh, Jesus!

Did I actually hit you?

I didn't hurt your hand, did I? Yes, but
don't worry about it. And if you knee

me in the balls again... And I know I
drove him nuts sometimes.

But despite it all...

He always supported me.

He even

invested in my first feature film while
he was working to save for medical

school.

At his memorial service, I talked with
his med school friend,

Anthony, who told me...

I had no idea he took pictures. I'd
known him for 22 years.

What else didn't I know?

I was never going to get to visit him at
his hospital and see what he was like

as a doctor.

I would never be going to his wedding
where I would finally meet his entire

family at the reception.

He would never be telling me anything I
didn't already know about him.

So I decided to make this movie to
travel far and wide to interview

ever knew and loved him to learn
everything there was to know and to make

last movie with him.

I had no idea how many years it would
take or how I would even know when I was

done.

But the longer I waited, the more
memories would be lost.

So I started at home in California, and
as soon as I could, I grabbed a camera.

Okay, Andrew, ready? And said, action. I
had a couple gallons of water. I took a

gallon of water and I poured it on
there, put out the fire.

How would I describe Andrew to someone
who'd never met him? The man never wore

pants. He only wore shorts. Why?

Constantly. I see smoke.

Starts to billow out around the right
-hand side of the cabin there.

Well, Andrew was very good at pooling.
Well, quite frankly, he was a pool shark

is what he was. Well, he had a good
teacher. All around this side, this

bit of tree is right here, all up in
flames.

When we first met him, he had this thing
with his fingernails.

He'd bite them. They looked like they'd
been through a shredder.

And the first place I come to, calls up
the fire department, ring, ring, ring.

I got an answering machine.

At the fire department?

At the fire department.

He's probably the most determined person
I've ever met about doing a particular

profession. His mom worked in the
business, so we would sit and discuss

topic, like venereal disease.

Mom was a nurse practitioner. I'm very
impressed.

OBGYN nurse practitioner.

This water bomber just crashed over the
hill over here and just dumped water all

over this thing. You know, he didn't
get...

an offer to come to medical school at
the end of the first year and i remember

you know that was that was a big downer
i think he felt like he wasn't like

things were kind of stalled for him and
he wasn't really he wasn't living up to

expectations this guy gave me a call
from the department of forestry and he

well i've gone to bat for you and it's
going to be 300 what are you going to do

okay i'll get a job and i'll play again
okay that's problem solution then about

Three weeks after that, I get a call
from some lady again from the Department

Forestry saying, why did you send us a
$300 check? And then, of course, Heather

brought home the application she'd
picked up from the Royal University of

Newfoundland. I had to go look at St.
John's on the map when you got accepted

there. I mean, I knew that's over in the
East Coast. From the land of

California, Andrew Bagby came.

He came to Newfoundland and set the
wilderness aflame.

It's a $75 fine for having a campfire
out of season, and it's $75 for turning

your back on.

It's $150.

Is that all right? Tear up the check.
I'll send you $150.

So if you want to burn down Bay Roberts,
it's $150.

Pretty much the answer.

He's now engaged to this lovely girl,
and he's going to go to med school.

It's great.

Graduation, he was in shorts. Hold on a
second. We'll come back to this. But

before we go any further, you've got to
know what happened.

The whole truth.

So here it is.

A couple of policemen met us at the
airport in Pittsburgh, took us over to

hospital. Bill and Clark picked us up
and took us over to Botch's

funeral home in Greensburg. And then he
took us down the stairway, Gurney at the

other end, with a white sheet over a
body, and

went over to him. And when we could see
his face,

I said, it's really him.

I kissed him and held him, and Kate
kissed him and held him and kissed him

more. Tears were dropping on him, of
course, and Kate went to wipe one of

away off his cheek.

And a plug came out where he'd been shot
in the left cheek.

She pushed it back in and cried some
more. After that, I lost it. And I just

outside and screamed. I was so fucking
mad. I couldn't see straight. God damn

it, I hate it. I've never hated it like
that. Did you know who I hated? Didn't

know who it was. Just knew that somebody
purposely put him there. Whoever that

is, is a monster.

Who hurt him?

A very bad person.

Which bad person?

I couldn't figure out who she was in
relation to Andrew, since Andrew talked

lot about women, but never really
mentioned her.

It makes me sick to my stomach now, but
I was so excited.

That he was dating somebody.

Come on, Shirley, get out from behind
him. I knew he'd been struggling with me

moving on and dating other people.

Or maybe you will.

You already met me. I was excited. I
thought that maybe he had found somebody

that he, you know, could really be happy
with.

But it turned out that way. We went to
the same medical school.

You went to the same medical school?

Yeah, Newfoundland.

Oh, is that right? Canada?

Yeah. Can you recognize my accent?

Did you know her?

Yeah.

Do you remember when they started
dating?

She just kind of appeared. And then she
was there all the time, all of a sudden.

And just didn't seem suited for him. Did
you describe yourself as boyfriend and

girlfriend? Well, no, not really.

I did say there was considerable age
difference.

And then the second time I heard him
talk about it, he actually fessed to the

age difference. I was like, holy shit.
I'm 40 and he's 28.

surely he's got three kids all my kids
have a different last name from me

boar so oh okay me i always had to give
him a hard time so i teased him about

nailing grandma and she seemed so
incongruous with who i would picture him

person like that doesn't isn't just like
completely normal and then one day they

become psycho you know i mean there had
to be some signs just be really

inappropriate with things poor taste
Things that she would say. She was

making kind of sexually inappropriate
comments. But never threatening. We

thought of her as being threatening, but
just something was a little off.

Something wasn't right. She started
calling me on a regular basis. She

forever. Crude things about their
intimate relationship.

But I thought it was kind of odd when I
met her that she was not practicing. She

had finished residency.

quite some time, and yet she was having
trouble getting her credentials.

Nobody said anything because we all
respected Andrew.

And if he wasn't putting the pieces
together or something, it just makes me

think he was just not caring.

He was likely 4 ,000 miles away from
where he wanted to be for the rest of

life. He had had a very difficult, kind
of heartbreaking type of situation with

Heather. You know, whatever happened
with their breakup really kind of

devastated him and just left him
vulnerable.

Someone like Shirley. Andrew, you know
you can do a lot better.

I said, oh, no, I really can't. He'd
poke fun at himself all the time. Yeah,

would. He'd always say. He'd say he's a
short, portly little fella. Yeah. I'm

dressed like I am now. Not looking all
that pretty.

No comment, please. You don't need to go
out with a woman because you can't

think you can do better. It was a
comfort.

And in Newfoundland, it was somebody to
be around, and he enjoyed it. We didn't

really have a commitment or, you know, a
big future plan or anything like that.

We do date other people. Oh, it's just
that.

Senior year thing. After graduation, he
came back to the U .S. to do a surgery

residency in Syracuse, New York, and he
was miserable.

He hated it. Shirley also decided to
move to the States to practice.

You're in Omaha, right?

Actually, no. I'm in Council Bluffs,
which is in Iowa.

We were not very aware of his year in
Syracuse. What a problem she became to

there. And we just had this, you know,
long distance.

You know, get together when you can.

It was a real hard year for him. There
was really no time for anything.

And the fact that there was somebody
that was making a lot of effort to

a relationship with him and represented
something else besides the misery that

it sounded like his internship was, was
hard for him to pass up.

He pretty quickly realized that surgery
wasn't for him and switched to a family

practice residency in Latrobe,
Pennsylvania in July of 2001.

And he loved it. He said, when you
finally find that thing that you know is

niche, it's worth everything in the
world. And he now wanted her to go away.

He did not invite her to Matthew. Yeah,
and she thought she was going to be

coming. She just already had it
arranged. At the morning of the wedding,

Andrew's cell phone started ringing.

And he'd answer it. It's Charlotte. A
minute or two later, it rang again. It's

her again. Andrew got more and more
upset with her. What is your fucking

problem? And he clicked off the phone.
She left 30 -some -odd messages.

on his phone we are very close i
understand his phone in his house rang

times then his cell phone rang 30 times
he's like oh it's her i don't want to

talk with her okay apparently andrew had
already asked charlie to accompany him

to carla marcy's wedding october 20th
before july he had broken up with her a

month before in his mind it sounds so
easy but it's so it's hard when you're a

genuine person who cares he didn't know
how to be a son of a bitch because he

wasn't a son of a bitch harley had been
really like all over Andrew, just acting

possessive of him.

I say, Andrew, hey, do you want
something to drink? And she said, there

hitting on the best man.

So my jaw dropped. It had to. I remember
going.

On the afternoon of Saturday, November
3rd, 2001, he broke up with Shirley once

and for all over lunch at the airport in
Latrobe, Pennsylvania.

Then he put her on a plane back to her
place in Council Bluffs, Iowa, 1 ,000

miles away.

I remember the morning that Shirley
showed up.

He said, you'll never guess who showed
up on my doorstep at 530.

And I said, who? He said, the psychotic
bitch.

And I told him, I said, you know,
Andrew, when I break up with somebody

them on a plane and send them 1300 miles
away, I said, they knock on my front

door. I'm going out the back door and
I'm calling the police.

He said, what do you mean?

I said, Andrew.

I said, be serious.

Nobody drives 16 hours after you've just
broken up with them. I said, do not

meet her in private.

He said, what can happen? And he said,
I'm going to need to catch up with you.

We're going to have to do some serious
talking.

Well, I said, bring some beer. I only
live a block away. I said, when do you

think you'll be done? He said, well,
it's 4 .30 now.

Meet her at 6.

7 .30, I'll be at your house.

Things people should know about Andrew.

He was never late.

And you know what? When Andrew didn't
show up at 7 .30, I knew something was

very wrong.

And when I went back down at 9 o 'clock
and didn't see his car there, I knew

something was wrong.

Let me tell you the events of the day.
Andrew didn't show up for morning

Morning report ended around 8 o 'clock.
I went down to my office. I called

Andrew's house.

Oh, you reached Andrew back. Please
leave a message at the time. Thank you.

Hey, Bags, it's Clark.

Just called to say hello and see where
you're at. I'm going to stop by your

house here in about five minutes. Call
this cell phone, Andrew, where are you

at?

No answer to either one. As I recall,
we're getting pretty close to 9 o 'clock

in the morning, and Rhonda and I and
some of the residents are starting to

little nervous.

But I remember Bill coming in and
standing in front of the television and

telling us. One of the ER docs turned to
me and said, you know, they found a

body in Scrubs out of Keystone Park.

Dead silence fell over, a heaviness like
I've never felt.

And eventually almost everyone was
congregated there just waiting for more

Rhonda got the call, and she said to me,
they need you in Mr. Clark's office

right now. And I remember my heart
pounding. Going up damn near a sprint, I

opened the door, and I remember seeing
three Pennsylvania State police troopers

in uniforms sitting in the room. And I
said, you're here to tell me about

Bagby, aren't you? They asked for us all
to gather in the conference room, and

they closed the door. He cleared his
throat. He just walked right up to the

podium, and he said, Andrew Bagby is
dead.

And I said, well, you don't have to look
for her.

They're like, what do you mean? Is this
involving Andrew at all?

Yeah, I'm afraid it is. This woman was
in town.

She was here. I have to tell you that
Andrew is dead.

Are you sure?

Yes, ma 'am, I am. I'm absolutely sure.

I said, find her and I think you'll find
who did this.

Fuck her.

They don't even know, do they?

A summary of the evidence against
Shirley Turner.

He was found on the morning of Tuesday,
November 6th, laying behind his car in a

parking lot at Keystone State Park in
Derry Township, Pennsylvania.

A man walking through Keystone Park at 6
.10 p .m. the previous evening,

November 5th, had seen his black Toyota
Corolla parked next to an SUV.

This was 10 minutes after he told Clark
he was going to meet Shirley.

Shirley drove a Toyota RAV4 SUV.

He was shot five times in the face, the
chest.

twice in the buttocks and in the back of
the head. He also received a blunt

trauma to the back of the head. That
didn't sound random. That sounded like

and vengeance.

The ammunition used was CCI .22 caliber
bullets.

There were six front casings and one
live round on the ground beside him.

Shirley owned a Phoenix Arms .22 caliber
handgun. I'm not going to kid you,

doctor. I know.

I'm interested in the gun. And you just
bought the gun, right? Not too long ago?

Yeah. Well, I have it for protection.
Yeah, I can understand that. And I

to know for safety.

that instruction was a good thing. I
agree.

She had three lessons with a firearms
instructor who said that at her last

lesson, she was using CCI .22 caliber
ammunition, and her gun malfunctioned

would sometimes eject live rounds onto
the ground.

Would you be willing to turn the gun
into your local police department so

could get it off and let us look at it?

Yes. And she said, no, I can't find it.
It's either in my closet or my bedroom,

or it's in the car.

And she said...

I gave the gun to Andrew. She claimed
she was home sick all day on Monday,

November 5th. I mean, even though I was
home sick at 7 o 'clock. When did you

leave cocktail?

Um, I think it was Sunday.

And I'm not going to lie to you, I
mean... The cell phone records show

The phone call was made here, here,
here, and here. While she claims to be

in bed, she's making cell phone calls
from Chicago, Illinois at 7 .08 and 7

p .m. on Sunday, November 4th. Then
another from South Bend, Indiana at 10

.m. that night. Then another from
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania at 8 .07 a .m.

next morning, November 5th, the day he
was killed.

She logged on to eBay that morning from
his computer at his house.

And back again. At 11 .26 p .m. that
night, she makes another call from

Cleveland, Ohio, clearly on her way home
this time. Then another call from

Stewart, Iowa at 9 .48 a .m. the next
morning.

When she realized that she couldn't
possibly be sick in bed when she'd been

caught making cell phone calls from
Pennsylvania and back, she changed her

again.

As I can remember, even now, I guess I'm
ragging my brain.

Why was I here and there? Because I
didn't expect I had to come up with all

this. And that clearly shows.

If she did this, she planned it. She is
a manipulative, deceitful planner of a

murder. And I'm not going to lie to you.
In order to prove her whereabouts when

she made these phone calls, each
individual cell tower along her 16 -hour

had to be manually checked, which was a
process that took almost two weeks.

While the police were uncovering this
crucial piece of evidence, Shirley left

the United States for her home in St.
John's, Newfoundland.

We were absolutely helpless for the
whole time we were in Latrobe after this

initial nightmare.

The other residents and Andrews, they're
Andrews' friends now, came in, sat with

us, brought us meals.

They had a sign -up sheet at the
hospital to bring us a dinner and sit

with us.

Listen to us and cry for more great
people. I mean, the whole hospital

It was profound.

Just picture the masses that just came
out for that. From memorials in

Newfoundland to California to England to
Latrobe. I'm so proud to say that I

love you.

You know, I'd be happy if I had one
-tenth of people who cares one -half

me as much as they do Andrew.

Well, I know at the point that we had
the memorial service, she was back in

Canada, actually. She was there at the
memorial service that we had. She broke

down crying during the service and
sobbing really loud.

You know, I wondered if it was all just
for a show. And then fear at that point

for, you know, Heather's safety
because... She came up and sort of

my friends out beside me and said some
awful things.

Obviously, I cared a lot more about him
than he ever cared about me, and I

definitely wasn't important in his life.
An email from Shirley.

A horrible, scathing email.

It was all basically I was nothing and
she was everything.

How wonderful their love was and how
that'll never die now.

To try to lure her back to the United
States, Shirley was invited to the

memorial service in California, but she
didn't take the bait.

So finally, she was charged.

She was arrested in St. John's,
Newfoundland on December 12, 2001.

and was let go on bail the very same
day.

Then his flight risk, it seemed to me
common sense that if she isn't in the

jurisdiction where they want her, she's
fled.

Crown prosecutor Mike Madden did not
even argue against her release on bail

instead entered the courtroom with an
agreement already in place for her

release. Pending the next hearing in the
extradition process to the United

States, all justice David Russell
required Shirley to do was...

Post $75 ,000 in sureties.

$65 ,000 of this was posted by her
personal psychiatrist, but I'll come

him. Turn in her passport, sign in once
a week at the local police station,

promise not to leave Newfoundland, and
avoid contact with these people.

And with that, the government of Canada
let a probable premeditated first

-degree murderer walk the street.

I thought it was crazy.

It should never be. It should never have
been. I thought it was insane.

Who the hell is the system protecting?

I could not believe this was happening.

But the most unbelievable part.

was when we found out about you.

Kurt, this is Matt Odinger.

I just got a call from Mrs. Bagby. The
abbreviated version is, what's your

bucket, that bitch?

Held a press conference and announced
that she's four months pregnant with

Andrew's baby.

They can't prove it until the child's
born.

If it is true that Bagby's are gonna sue
for custody... My movie now took

on a whole new meaning.

It was no longer just my search for what
was left of your dad.

It might be the only way you could one
day go back in time, see, and get to

him. This is a time machine.

Yes, a time machine.

And I vowed to collect every memory for
you before they were gone.

So finally, I set off.

First, I would go to England to
interview your grandma's side of the

you. Then I'd return to the U .S. to do
an epic road trip across North America.

I'd start on the west coast of
California in Motor East, stopping to

all of your dad's friends and family
along the way. And I would keep driving

until the land ran out in St. John's,
Newfoundland, the easternmost point in

of North America, where the last living
piece of Andrew, you, would be waiting

for me. I grabbed a digital video
camera, a 16mm wind -up movie camera,

old Nikon. I have a good idea.

I'll go back in time and stop you from
dying.

And set off on a quest.

to bring your dad back to life.

And while I raced to rescue your
history, your grandma and grandpa quit

jobs, dug into their savings and gave up
everything to move to Newfoundland to

fight for your future.

I met Kate and David in the spring of
2002.

I'll never forget it. They needed a
lawyer to assist them in making sure

their rights and the baby's rights were
protected, I guess.

I instantly...

I thought that it was so important that
they have a relationship with that

child. Our lawyer, Jackie, went to see
Betty Day, an administrator somewhere in

the hierarchy of Child Protective
Services, and told her that we, the

are concerned about the safety of the
baby because the mother is accused of a

premeditated murder.

To me, I thought they were very
emotionally intelligent in how they

When your grandma and grandpa first
arrived in Canada, they were told the

slow.

And they weren't kidding. February 15th,
prosecutor Mike Madden acknowledged

that the extradition request had been
received. They adjourned until March

when they decided they'd reconvene to
select a date for the extradition

on March 25th, where they decided to set
the date for the extradition hearing

for May 27th, where they got caught up
debating the French versus English

translations of Section 32 of the
Extradition Act and decided to adjourn

specific translation until June 11th, a
hearing which lasted five minutes, at

which Judge Derek Green said he wasn't
in a position to rule on the

and they would adjourn again until July
30th.

And while they waited for justice and
for you to arrive, your grandma and

grandpa made a new home and new friends.
They made friends all over St.

John's, people in the legal community,
the medical community.

But here at St. Michael's, yeah, they
got right in there and got right

It seems like they've always been here.

Basically, they have more friends in
Newfoundland now than we do. Well, it's

very small province. You know, the
landmass is as big as, well, mainly not

as big as California, but not far off.

and yet we only have 530 ,000
populations scattered over that

can't go anywhere in St. John's without
running into somebody you know.

I mean, it's the oldest city in North
America. It's a very safe place, I

The big drawback against living here is
getting out of here. The weather here is

terrible. The weather is awful. We have
eight months of winter and four months

of bad weather. And the other very
consistent thing that I hear is that the

people are so friendly. How would you
describe them to someone who's never met

them before?

Do you have an hour? I was hoping you
would ask me about Kate and David, who

very... Young at heart.

Childish. That's not the right word.
He's an engineer in the truest sense of

word. The guy likes pintos, okay?

Logical. Does things in steps.

Logical steps.

Comparing Andrew as a teenager and David
as a teenager, they're almost twins.

He's an older model.

Wonderful. Wonderful. He always calls
you mate.

His father does. Mate.

And Kate calls you love.

Oh, I thought she was feisty. Like a
little ball of fire.

She's so tiny and then big things come
out of her. It's great that she's on

side because she'll always stand up for
what she believes in and those that she

loves. They're a rare pair.

They were from the start.

In itself, it's quite a story, their
marriage, you know.

I was going to come here for the two
years, and I was going on to Australia

two years, work my way around the world,
and then I was going back to Devon. I

wasn't going to get married because that
was not on my list of things to do at

all. I was in the Navy, stationed on an
aircraft carrier, the Hornet, in Long

Beach, California.

A guy came into the shop one day, the E2
electronic shop, and said he had two

English nurses who wanted to go to
Disneyland. We were too cheap to pay the

fare, yeah? Yeah, two cheap English
nurses. And I took the little one and

him with the tall one.

They didn't work out so well, but we
did. We went out 13 times in the first

weeks. And he could quote Shakespeare,
by the way, so I knew it was all right.

Five months later, I'm married.

So we moved down to San Diego and
started working on a baby, but nothing

happened.

You know, we tried to get pregnant for a
year, two years, with no result. At

some point, they mentioned that they
might adopt.

And then, I mean, it was, you know, it
was like a miracle.

Coming to St. Louis and sleeping in.

My mother's bedroom seemed to make
people pregnant.

And then, of course, Andrew didn't come.

He was two weeks late. Things people
should know about Andrew, he was never

late.

On July 18, 2002, you were born.

Shirley named you Zachary Andrew Turner.

Your grandma and grandpa came to the
hospital to see you, but Shirley

let them in the door.

They stood five feet away from you on
the other side of a wall.

They left a gift for you.

Well,

your dad was an amazing person.

You're going to get such a broad range
of different perspectives of this guy.

You're going to know what his character
is like and you're going to know what

fun he was to be with.

and you're going to know that you can be
proud of him. I flew to England to

collect the memories of your grandma's
side of the family for you and arrived

just in time for a very special
occasion.

Well, we're on the eve of my wedding for
a start, but it's been a bit hectic.

We're just trying to fit this interview
in between all of the preparations.

Your dad crossed the Atlantic to come
here almost every summer, but instead of

heading to the tourist attractions in
London like everyone else, he'd head to

the outskirts to spend time with his
grandparents, aunts, uncles, and

And in particular...

with his cousin John. The main thing, I
guess, about being an only child is that

I get to choose my brothers.

Others of you don't.

Sorry, John, my brother, and Andrew were
born within months of each other. In

fact, I think it was about 30 seconds
of, like, the normal child, who are you,

who are you, and then suddenly, snap,
that was it. We often said that at least

they would have each other through life.

John would always have Andrew, and
Andrew would always have John.

Me kind of blur into this kind of haze
of me and Andrew running around castles,

country homes, gardens, living in these
fantastic, you know, historical places.

And to us, they were places to play hide
-and -seek.

Why would people shoot each other and
then get told off and thrown out? The

interesting thing always was just like
the cultural differences between someone

coming from the U .S.

and someone in the U .K. You know, that
used to really bug me. The fact that I

knew he was going to get Star Wars, you
know, kind of six months before me, that

was a killer.

Because, you know, it'd be like, you
know, don't you dare tell anything about

this man.

It was almost kind of as well my kind of
chaperone inter.

discovered in the U .S., really. You
hear people discriminate against the

country just in one fell swoop. You
know, but I was fortunate enough to know

very differently to that.

I really cherish that because it is my
brother that got married here

tonight.

Bizarrely enough, one of the things is I
always wanted Andrew to be my best man

at my wedding.

As I would soon find out, he was in good
company. I'd always wanted him to be my

best man. I'd asked him to be my best
man. It just made sense to have him as

best man. I can only assume that you
would have asked him to be your best

Everybody grab your glass. We're going
to turn over the best man, Andrew. Best

man's a little bit of a poor title for
these things. I mean, the best man's

really the crew.

I've got to try and sum up 20 some odd
years in like two minutes or so because,

you know, then people will start looking
at the champagne and thinking, Bagby,

shut up or die.

I miss him a lot.

I wish he was here at the wedding

with us.

I'd just like to just sit him down and
talk to him again.

Just have him there with us.

I really believe your dad wasn't there
that day.

And if we could have heard him give his
toast, it might have sounded something

like this. Why am I standing up here?

I guess part of it I've already said.

We're brothers, and I love you, and I
know you love me, and... Yeah,

I kind of need to move on from that,
because like I said, I'm a bagby male.

don't gush very much.

It made me realize that it doesn't
matter where you come from.

You can meet someone and literally
within minutes, you can be closer than

someone you've known for 20 years and
someone who might just end up being as a

friend for the rest of your life.

And last question, is there anything
you'd like to say to Zachary?

Zachary?

Right.

Yeah,

I hope to see you soon, Zachary, anyway.

Jackie had been down earlier in the day
to file the papers that we wanted

custody of the baby.

We finally went to court because we...
You mean family court? Yes, family

You know, they negotiated with her. I
think you know that already, and what

access they got with Shirley, they
negotiated.

We were coming up with agreements with
this accused murderer, and then Shirley

turned and came up with something else
just at the moment when it was all

looking good.

She always did that so that it would
extend. It was like, I don't have to pay

for my lawyer, you have to pay for
yours, so the longer I can make it, it's

better, you know, you run out of money.
But then she finally agreed to give us

one hour a week in Unified Family Court.

Shirley delayed your grandma and grandpa
from meeting you for almost a month and

had them treated like common criminals
in order to see you. She required that

during their one -hour visit they be
fully searched and monitored by a

supervisor while she waited in the next
room.

When did you first meet him? Meet him
personally or meet him by seeing the

in Kate and David's eyes?

I mean, we were searched and everything.
I couldn't wait for him to search. I

would have sipped off all my clothes as
long as I could get into that baby. We

went around the corner and there was
this overpowering thing.

We did not do complete tug -of -war,
though.

No? I just gave him the cake.

No, no, no, we shared it.

The next visit he was really... The next
time he was dirty, so I changed his

diaper, and that's when he opened his
eyes and started to look at me, and

when I said to David, oh, my God, he's
Andrew.

I had seen lots of pictures of Andrew at
this point, and even the pictures of

him as a child, and I thought, holy
crow, you know, there's no doubt.

We wanted more time, so we went back.

And this time she accused us of keeping
him beyond the time so that he was

distraught when he went back to her.
She'd try a lot of manipulations without

thinking them through.

And this one was, you know, a no
-bringer, really.

If she accuses us of doing anything
wrong to the baby, where she's

indirectly accusing Maureen of being a
slouch.

The supervisor.

The supervisor. You know, Maureen's not
going to take that.

So she just didn't think it through.

While your grandparents and Jackie
battled Shirley for more time with you

family court, the law on the extradition
proceedings was still slow. September

19th, the extradition hearing finally
began and evidence was finally

But just as everything was moving along
smoothly, Shirley's lawyer, Randy

Piercy, threw a wrench into the works.
Because the authority to proceed with

these hearings provided by the Minister
of Justice early that year had failed to

specify subsections one or two of
section 229A of the criminal code, the

authority to proceed was invalid, the 90
-day limit to amend it was now passed,

and therefore... all extradition
proceedings against Shirley should be

so she could get on with her life.

Judge Derek Green now had to rule on
whether or not to throw out the entire

case, which would take place on October
18th, which was delayed four days until

October 22nd, where Judge Green told
Piercy to forget about it and said they

would continue with the extradition
hearing on November 14th.

Meanwhile, I came back to California,
pointed the van east toward

and set off across the continent on my
way to see you, stopping all over the

to collect the memories of the whole
spectrum of people your dad touched.

But it was when I pulled into St. Louis
to see your grandpa's family... Are you

the oldest?

Yeah, I'm the oldest.

Bob was the middleman. He's one year
younger than me. ...that I discovered a

very special place where your dad had
left his heart.

Andrew and Bob were very, very close.

To see them around each other, you'd
think that Andrew had grown up his

life around Bob.

You wouldn't know that it was a once -a
-summer relationship.

Bob used to take Andrew out and let him
drive the truck before he was old

enough. They played pool. My dad was
very good at pool, but then Mac came

who was even probably better at pool.

I would say he was excellent, but he
wasn't as good as me. He probably stole

around $30 ,000.

Hey, Mac is my daughter Rhonda's.

First cousins.

I don't know. They just clicked. I mean,
they just clicked. I can't explain why

or anything.

Automatically my little brother.

That's why I looked at it.

We just come for in.

This is our clubhouse that me and Bob
had.

And he used to love to come down here.

As soon as he'd hit town, we'd come down
here and we'd just stay for days. Dave

and Katie and them would come out,
always have a big barbecue or fish fry.

Get the John boat and head up the river.
He was captain.

Me and Bob got to the point where we
didn't even think about who was going to

drive the boat.

At nighttime, they'd stack up logs and
build a bonfire and we'd buy fireworks.

It'd be beautiful because it was real
dark out. It was stupid of me checking

see if you're hurt. When you're going to
be a damn doctor, you ought to know

yourself. I said, if you're smart, you'd
be a guy in college.

The doctor came into the room and said
he had bad news.

He said that the cancer had spread to
his bones and to his liver.

Mom looked at him and said, I want the
truth.

He said in three to six months.

I mean, I can come down here any time I
want. I just don't have time anymore,

really. I lost.

Well, I lost total interest in a lot of
things when Bob died for some reason.

I know it was hard on Andrew, too.

But he wrote me a little note, letter.

Bob was very proud of him.

Imagine him and Andrew laughing at me
right now.

Those assholes.

Yeah, I'm supposed to say that.

I'll be okay.

Here, come give me a hug. Is there
anything you'd like to say to Zachary

that? He was great.

Is there anything I can do? I'll be
there. Oh, we hope to see him.

And we can show him pictures and
everything.

Yeah, we'd love to be a part of that as
well, to share our lives with him. Oh,

how I wish I could be there and pinch
those little cheeks.

Zachary, you'll never know what you bit.

On November 14, 2002, Judge Derek Green
declared that a properly instructed jury

could likely find Shirley guilty and
ordered her incarcerated in the

Correctional Center for Women, awaiting
a decision for the Minister of Justice

to surrender her to the United States.

She always seemed to know exactly when
to turn nice. And it was a pretty

time to turn nice. Suddenly, Shirley
turned around and gave your grandma and

grandpa custody of you for as long as
she was in prison.

We could stop in and see him whenever we
liked.

And we did.

They were so excited. It was Christmas
Eve. And, you know, it had started to

snow a little bit. And the doorbell was
ringing. And someone showed up with a

present. And then I think Alan Goodrich,
he was a professor, one of our

professors. He showed up with a...

I don't know what.

And then, you know, finally, I said, why
do you got like the Magi showing up at

your house? We went to church with them
on Christmas Eve. If Zachary got fussy,

you know, they would pick him up and
they would feed him and they'd walk to

back of the church. If there's people in
this church that don't know the five of

us, it looks like these are the
grandparents, we're the parents, and

our child. I said, we look like terrible
parents. He would be saddened with

them. The child was, you know, no one
could comfort him, only Kate.

They were so happy.

But it wasn't all sweetness and light.
You came with strings attached.

The reason we reached consent and the
reason she reached consent is if you

consent, you have some control.

We accept a phone call a day from jail
to talk about Zachary. Which the phone

call home would have done anyway. This
is Alliance Telecom. You have a collect

call from Shirley.

You may press one now to accept the
charge.

Thank you. Hello?

Hi. Yeah, hi. Are you babysitting?

Just got up. He's a little teary -eyed,
but here you go, boss.

Hi, sweetheart.

Zachary, how is our baby today?

Oh, hi.

Are you having a good day with Grandma
and Granddad?

Zachary, I love you, baby.

Mommy loves you.

Mommy misses you.

Christmas is coming, and you're getting
all ready for Christmas.

I hate every time I call you, I have to
ask you guys a favor, but you're not

supposed to know this is a surprise, a
surprise for you from Zachary. I don't

know what to give Zachary. Some of those
frames even at the dollar stores will

say, there'll be little sayings on them,
like if you want to say Mommy and Daddy

on a frame and put a picture of me and
Andrew in it, I don't know, or, you

Mommy with Baby.

What about the one of me and Andrew? Did
you have anywhere to put that?

Not yet. Not yet.

Do you feel all right about putting that
off? Not quite yet. Yes, okay. Now, I

want to ask you how it keeps doing. I
thought about her all night. I wrote her

long letter last night to try and make
her feel better.

I think, I've got to say it again, the
details are too touchy

for us to do like this. I think our
lawyers should hammer them out. It's

amazing to me how well you guys are
taking care of them.

The way I would be taking care of him,
even Randy Pearson, he was like,

are you sure you can trust these people?
And I said, yes, I am. He said, do you

really believe they love the child? I
said, yes, as much as I do. We'd bring

up to the prison for a weekly visit.

That you would have from 2 to 4.

Yes. And then again from 5 to 7.

That was astounding.

Imposition. Each week they would drive
two hours to the jail where Shirley was

so that she would be able to see her son
and to follow the visitation rights

because just as Kate and David wanted
visitation rights, they had to honor

Shirley's visitation rights. And in the
winter. But the weather, needless to

say, in Newfoundland. The weather here
is terrible.

I mean, that journey was awful.

Only Kate and David would have done it,
really, I think.

Nobody else would have done it. The one
guard, the one day, said to Kate and

David, speaking to Zachary, Zachary, I
hope someday you will realize how brave

and courageous your grandparents are.

Like, I think if I could be a quarter of
the grandma that Kate is, I'd be such a

success.

You know, seeing them with Zachary, just
see the looks on their faces, Kurt,

when they'd have them, you know. You
know, to see them so happy.

And then, you know, that ended, didn't
it?

Now crossing the east coast of the U
.S., I was almost to you. I pulled off

main road for one last stop, a small
town utopia where your dad had spent the

last four months of his life.

It was here that I would find the only
people who knew what he was like as a

doctor, just days before they would
graduate and scatter to the winds. Oh,

Trobe is famous for...

Mr. Rogers.

Of children's TV fame. Rolling Rock
beer.

The birthplace of professional football,
though some would argue that. It's

Strickler's Pharmacy. I'm told that the
banana split was invented here in

Latrobe. And Arnold Palmer. Mr. Palmer
is a very...

important figure in this community this
is a community where people don't even

lock their doors your dad's door was
directly across the street from the

hospital giving him a 30 second commute
to work and i said can i call you andy

and he goes actually i don't like andy
you could call me andrew you call me

bagby you can call me bags i never did
10 minutes after i arrived dr bill di

cuccio picked me up to show me around
town was there anyone that seemed like

was particularly close with his class it
was bill di cuccio and after hanging

with bill for a short while i completely
understood why this is yours to take

with you in your travels remember the
chief resident's office they were like

mutton jeff they were tweedledee and
tweedledum bill was just devastated as

all were but especially so i think bill
had spent more time with him and i i

know there's a third year resident clark
was quite close with him he was

A surgical resident from Syracuse. Being
a former surgical intern, that's a big

deal. They're all about cutting and what
we do is a little bit different. It's

more about people.

I would say to them, now you go out
there and you go and you listen to the

and you talk to those people because,
you know, like people talk. They're not

just unconscious all the time. Your dad
also had an office visit every Monday

afternoon at the last place he was ever
seen alive.

A clinic in the small town of Salzburg,
a beautiful 30 -minute drive away

through the country, passed a lovely
spot called Keystone State Park.

He was already, just within a couple of
months, already getting patients to call

and specifically ask for him. People
trusted him when he walked into a room.

medicine's a little like being a
detective.

Has anyone else in your family
experienced this? When you think of

have passed, you can't help but paint a
rosy glow around them. More than half of

it. Being able to get a story out of
somebody.

It's not what's happening in this case.

I'll always be grateful to him because
he diagnosed my nephew's cancer. And he

diagnosed it early enough that he was
able to get complete treatment.

He was really pretty outstanding at this
stuff. He was told he may never have

children, so he just has a newborn baby.
He always told me that he wanted to

practice in a town behind the wardrobe
and be like the doc of the town, know

everybody, know everybody's family.

And we really thought he found heaven.

But we packed our bags, went to bed,
because we knew we were going to be

the next morning.

And we stayed in the upstairs spare
bedroom of Andrew's house. Next morning,

saw him off at 6 .30.

And as I said, that's when I noticed he
was blinking for the first time.

And he did that when he was a little
boy, when he was nervous or worried

something. Just blink, blink, blink.

And I wanted to say to him, oh, Andrew,
what's the matter? He stood up.

And I remember he looked at us for such
a long time, but he came over and he

kissed me and kissed his dad. And then
he got halfway into that room and he

back and kissed us again and we went
with him and he kissed us again at the

door. And then he got across the
hospital there, down that alley, and

went... And he was gone.

That was the last time until... ..we saw
him dead.

And I can remember Andrew saying, if I
die tomorrow, all I want you to do is

sit and toast a beer to me. Do you
remember that? When his parents had

cleaning out his apartment, they gave me
his last beer. We have one bottle

remaining. We're going to crack Andrew's
last Fuller's ESB right now, and Kurt

and I are going to sip it together.

A little toast to our friend.

To Andrew, my good friend, I can't wait
to see you again.

The unthinkable happened again, they let
her out of jail again, and then we had

to give him back on January 10th, 2003.

Curley was out of money and out of a
lawyer, so she wrote directly to Judge

Derek Green, who responded through his
secretary with instructions on how to

write her own appeal of his decision to
incarcerate her while awaiting an order

from the Minister of Justice to
surrender her to the state. I have a few

who are judges, and there's no way they
would ever have responded.

in the way that judge responded to
Shirley. She did and was let back onto

streets by Judge Gail Welsh.

Judge Gail Welsh. Welsh refused to even
consider prosecutor Mike Madden's

argument that Shirley's appeal was
frivolous, even though multiple legal

commission attorneys had reviewed her
appeal and refused to waste their time

representing her. And if you could have
seen, I knew that we were going to be

seeing Shirley Turner walk free. The
minute that woman walked into the room,

Judge Welsh, she was almost fawning with
Shirley Turner as I saw it. Oh, Dr.

Turner, she said. I recognize that
you're not represented, but also know

a doctor, you're quite capable. So I'm
going to run Dr. Turner. I'm not trying

to exclude. However, the argument would
work to your benefit. That's why I'm

particularly interested in Mr. Madden's
response.

I'd taken Zachary to prison. I'd sat in
that same little room with her. And here

I am having to listen to this and the
judge fawn on this woman. And Welsh

actually asked an accused murderer to
promise she'd behave herself.

If I make an order giving you judicial
interim release, it would be on the

that you would not attempt to plea or
hide or avoid subsequent judicial

proceedings related to this matter?

Yes. Is that completely understood by
you? Yes, I completely understand.

And here David and I as if we don't
even...

exist and we don't exist they don't care
about us they don't even care about the

victim she concluded that and this is
from her written decision dr turner's

detention is not necessary in the public
interest while the offense with which

he is charged is a violent and serious
one it was not directed at the public at

large there is no indication of a
psychological disorder that would give

about potential harm to the public
generally as her crime while violence

specific in nature she is saying in
effect if i understand that that

even if she did it

She's not a danger to the community
because she's already killed the only

she wanted to kill. He's the one she was
mad at.

He's dead.

So she's not likely to kill again.

And I find that logic absolutely
atrocious. Most of us do not kill people

anger us. We go kick a door, scream and
shout. Some of us throw a punch. We

don't set them up and kill them. You
have here a human being who thinks they

have the right to kill other people who
anger them.

And you still let them out in the
general populace. I find that appalling.

was again let go on $75 ,000 in
sureties, not one penny of which had to

And with that, the government of Canada
let a probable premeditated first

-degree murderer walk the street again.

And they gave you back to her.

And after that, things got really weird.
I don't think it's a good idea for us

to meet.

Okay. We went and wrote another consent
order, and we agreed to a schedule of

visits with like three or four hours,
three times a week, and an overnight

two weeks. We got them to let us have
more contact with Shirley

in order to pass him back and forth,
otherwise we never could have done it.

Hello? Hello, Shirley. Hi. David. Yeah.
How's Zachary? He's good.

I'd like to confirm tomorrow morning's 9
o 'clock visit. Because we've always

had to arrange for a third party, and
then that third party would be not

available, and we saw that we'd never
get visits with the baby because she

always find a reason that there was
nobody there, you know? I'll be there at

to pick him up. Okay. We switched it to
Tuesday.

We're trying to do it that way, you know
what I mean? Instead of having two days

in a row.

So this evolved into us.

Actually spending a great deal of time
with Shirley Turner.

In order to be around Zachary.

Go to the mall.

She came here, bold as brass.

Coming to be in our face kind of thing.
It's just lucky we're all the same

religion. I mean, that's just the way it
turned out, really.

I had enormous fears for them. I had
fear that Shirley would go for them.

Basically, I just want your word that
I'm going to know where he's at, like

babysitter, you know. And they didn't
seem to be worried for themselves. In

fact, they said they weren't. You know,
if you're going to take them anywhere to

stay, surely we're going to...

running through this, is it okay?

Because at this point they didn't care.
I know you wouldn't be worried if we

disappeared for a couple of days or
whatever, right?

I know he's there, right?

I'm joking.

Disgusting. Oh, disgusting.

There has been, I guess, a lot of
uncomfortable feelings on both our

would really like for you and Kate to
reconsider getting some help with that.

But going up to the door, I mean... I
was really upset when you took him today

because I feel like I did today. You saw
him at Unified Family Court.

Having to be with her. I don't know if
he's okay with you.

I know you're not going to hurt him, but
I don't know what you're saying to him.

It's just nauseating. Look.

I know you don't want to, you don't tend
to, but if we don't get help, we don't

know if we're doing what's best. We
religiously did not talk about the case.

don't like this answer, but I'm kidding.

I thought it was like being at war.

Nobody wants to do it, but you've got to
do it.

Facing this bitch.

The price we had to pay to make sure we
had a good connection with Zachary.

He knew us, we knew him.

So that when she finally went to prison,
he'd have a smooth transition into our

life.

I just feel awe about that. I can't... I
don't know how they did it, Kurt.

I don't know how they did it, but I know
why they did it.

And finally, after thousands of miles
and memories, on a rainy Sunday

we met.

Hello, bud.

Hello. This is your Uncle Kurt.

Aww.

Here we go.

You know your daddy from when he was a
little boy.

Yeah.

Is there anything you would like to say
to Zachary?

Oh, wow.

Without tearing up here.

First of all, I saw your pictures.

And you are a very cute kid. And you
look exactly like Andrew. Definitely the

cheeky Andrew face. Definitely.

Zachary, you're like a little boy.

And you're an unfortunate little boy.

Your father, who you'll never know, was
such an amazing.

God. And he touched so many people in
such a short period of time. It's not

a bunch of stories. He was a real
person. Quite frankly, don't let anybody

to you. Wouldn't eat anything green
until he went away to college.

Zachary is asleep in the other room.

He's spending the night.

And you're an unfortunate little boy
because you're more than likely to grow

without your biological father or your
biological mother.

But with a little bit of luck.

You'll get to grow up with Andrew's
parents.

And let me tell you this.

They did the most amazing job.

You couldn't ask for two better people.

And so from that perspective, you're the
luckiest little boy in the world. They

love you more than life itself.

And if you ever need anything, I'm not
far away.

And know that we'll be there for you in
every way that he can't be. Zach, when

you're old enough and you watch this, if
you ever want to talk with me

personally or you want to come and see
me, you have an open invitation and you

should know that.

And you're loved, and I love you, and I
care about the person you're going to

become. We love him, and we do simple
things like send him books. Happy

birthday. Can't wait to meet him. I hope
to get the chance to meet you. Oh, I

hope. I'm Uncle Ken DeZachery. If you're
anything like Andrew, it's going to be

good. I think you'll turn out just
great. If this student appears, are you

student? Who knows? Maybe someday you'll
be applying here to the Faculty of

Medicine.

We're going to do an interview. Even
though things started tragically.

You know, he's the blessing Andrew left
behind.

I parked the van two blocks away because
it was the only vehicle for miles with

California plates and would give away to
Shirley that I was in town.

Sort of a stealth van.

Exactly. If she knew, I was afraid she
would find excuses to withhold you so

that I couldn't see you.

Every time the doorbell rang, I hid in
the back bedroom as it could have been

her just dropping by unannounced. Hi,
David. Hi, Kate. This is Shirley. On the

days we didn't have you, I discovered
your dad's medical school world, met his

classmates, found more footage of him
for you.

And finally, I found myself face to face
with the thing that had set me on this

journey in the first place. One of the
major things that Andrew and I did

together, though, or that we had in
common was photography.

Sometimes we'd bring the camera out and
go around the lake or the pond and take

some pictures around there. I told
Andrew, I said, listen, you're going to

to, like, show me a few tricks or
whatever and show me some of your

And I'd still love to see some of the
pictures that he took through medical

school. I've never seen any of them.

Him and his dad had done quite a bit of
photography together.

Right after this happened, I fired out
an email saying we should try to think

some sort of memorial award.

And I felt like that would be something
also that his dad would really feel

honored by. And then have a wall in the
medical school to be able to say, you

know, year after year, you know, these
are the winners. And people could sit

there and look and be like, wow, you
know, look at this. I think I have a

meeting tomorrow morning to participate
in the judging tomorrow.

I find it interesting that you say that
you hadn't heard that. I wonder if part

of it was eventually maybe having Dad
independently say, oh, who took this

picture? It's a really nice picture, and
have him say, oh, me.

I don't know.

But it's something he did.

On July 18, 2003...

You turned one. I do have a complaint,
finally. Oh. He is too happy, Kathleen.

Okay. Shirley decided to hold a birthday
party for you at McDonald's. She

started to open presents. Well, he
wasn't interested in presents. He wanted

get down.

So when he got down, he made for me.

Shirley was very, very angry. So she...

He said he loved you more than he wanted
to take him. Sometimes you don't

realize what you're saying. I think it
was one time we were on the phone or

something. Yeah, the baby cried. Yeah,
all my babies. Yeah, I mean, I can watch

that for sure.

You weren't trying to take my place.

Zachary always, from the time he could
choose, would choose Kate over her.

That was obvious, and other people
talked about it. Kate is a warm and

mother. She was a phony mother. I love
you.

Mommy loves you.

Yes, I do.

She knew the motions, but there's no
warmth in it. Zachary, I love you, baby.

Mommy loves you.

Mommy loves you. She said that she had
kids and that she wasn't interested in

living with them either. Interested, she
kind of went off to medical school and

left them. And she said that they lived
with their fathers, and she said that

children were more trouble than they
were worth. I believe she's using her

children now to manipulate the system
and to make Kate and David suffer, even

she goes to jail.

Fortunately, there are enough people
here who are in the...

In the system, the justice system, the
child protection system, that I know

personally who have told me that that
will not happen.

The next hearing in the extradition
process was set for September 25th, your

dad's 30th birthday, where she would
likely be reincarcerated and at last

returned to the U .S. for trial.

But for now, it was time for me to go
home. I have to say bye -bye now.

Can I say bye -bye? Bye -bye to Uncle
Kurt.

Can I give him a hug?

Can I give him a hug?

Grab him and take it.

Is that funny? Is that funny?

Bye -bye, sweetie.

Bye -bye, sweetie.

I'll see you later, buddy.

Oh, you'll be a little bigger next time
I see you. He had just completed the

child health check that they do.

He's ahead of his time. He's doing
great. He's up to par on everything.

But he doesn't like to wave goodbye.

Bye -bye.

Bye -bye.

Bye -bye. One of them said, that's fine,
because, you know, he's got lots of

time to learn that. Is there anything
you'd like to say to Zachary?

I'm hoping that I'm going to have all
the opportunity to say those things to

Zachary.

We had been out, we came back here,
there was a little card in the door from

Constable Walsh saying that would we
contact him. I was here.

Mark and I were here. I was at my house.
I was home watching the 6 o 'clock MTV

news and the next thing I saw a picture
of Shirley and Zachary and saying that

they were missing and I was...

I was screaming at the top of my lungs.
And I immediately fell to the floor. I

immediately went over to her apartment.
We came here. We just left and got in

her and went over there.

I'll never forget that moment. They're
going to find them. They're going to be

okay. You're overreacting. You're going
to think the worst. You know, she'd

probably gone for a night. My first
thought was that she had left. She had

him and run. She couldn't do that. She
couldn't possibly do that. That was

two or three hours of uncertainty.

Emotion was overwhelming.

I know you wouldn't be worried. We
disappeared for a couple of days or

right? They called us and told us that
they were dead. doing a search of the

beach out in Conception Bay South. I
thought they were doing that for a

I had received a call. They were having
a press conference on the Turner case. I

went to Father Chris. I just whispered
to him, I think you better stay because

think I'm going to be coming back here
with some really bad news.

He told me that they had found a baby.

Along with an adult. I knew then that
there was two bodies. They're working to

identify the bodies.

We came to the door, and it was Jackie
and Councilman Walsh. And I think, oh my

gosh, somebody's...

Whit then now tried to tell me. He went
in and I told him.

And what I saw after that I will never
forget in my life.

Ray. Absolutely vicious, Ray. Someone
has done that to someone you love. If

person who did this had been here, I'd
kill him. I was trying to do this as a

surprise for you and David and... Fury,
no quest to kill him. Strangle that

fucking bitch right here, right now.
Fury, no quest to kill him.

And then we went to have to identify
him, and we couldn't touch him because

said he was forensic.

He hadn't been through the autopsy yet.

There's this table and sort of white
sheets up all around him. A white sheet

over a body. You could see over the
sheets. Clearly it was his. It was him.

really him.

And then Kate's legs quit.

She just went straight to the floor.

David was...

lying on top of Kate on the floor. We
managed to get him out. I don't know how

we did it, Kurt.

I don't know how I got out myself.

That poor little baby.

A summary of the evidence against
Shirley Turner.

Part 2. In July of 2003, Shirley met a
man at a bar in downtown St. John's.

went out twice until his friends showed
him articles on the web saying she was

accused of killing her last boyfriend.

He told her he didn't want to see her
anymore.

She then called and left over 200
messages on his phone, including one

that she was pregnant and that he needed
to step up to the plate and be a

fucking man.

He wasn't, as her autopsy showed.

The night she killed you, she made a
phony phone call from her apartment to a

friend's answering machine, claiming to
be at this man's house with you.

She took your brother TJ's car at about
11 .38 that night and drove to the man's

house. She got lost along the way and
asked a woman for directions along this

road around 12 .45 a .m. She parked
behind his house, left a used tampon and

photos of the two of you on his
property, completing her attempt to

man for what she was about to do, then
took you down to the ocean behind his

home. A night watchman in the area
thought he heard a baby crying in the

distance around 2 .30 a .m. Shirley took
her prescription for Ativan, prescribed

for her by psychiatrist John Doucette,
mixed it into your formula, then took

some herself.

The only good thing we know about this
is that you were not conscious and you

did not suffer.

She then walked to the edge of a pier,
and with you strapped to her stomach

a sweater, she jumped into the Atlantic
Ocean.

Mommy loves you.

Yes, I do.

Mommy loves you.

Did you have a nice nap?

What did you dream about? Mummy loves
you.

Mummy misses you.

He was found face upwards with his eyes
wide open and the policeman who found

him said that he had wrapped him in a
blanket rather than a plastic bag and he

and another officer carried him gently
back.

And he made very sure that he kept the
body very far away from the wicked woman

who had murdered him.

When we came here, David and I realized
what Shirley Turner

was. She was the devil.

But people think that you're some kind
of basic religious nut if you believe in

the devil. I haven't prayed since
Zachary died. I have some issues I have

deal with.

My faith has been tested by this.

Beautiful service.

A real tribute to the little boy.

Oh, I don't know how many people were
here. Probably 300 or 400 people, maybe

more. I don't recall.

I've never seen a coffin so small
before.

He shouldn't have them that size.

He was in his little suit that he had
the pictures taken in, I think.

What went in it? What went in it? His
little ball and...

I don't remember if she put a truck in.

Lots of kisses and hugs and tears went
in it.

Lots of hopes and dreams.

Your grandma and grandpa went back to
England and spread your ashes with your

dad's. They went back to St. Louis and
spread your ashes with your dad's. I

didn't go with him.

Andrew wanted to be cremated. Oh, yes.

Yes. What bothers Kate is that she did
not go with him to the crematorium and

stay with him right to the end. He went
from the funeral home to the crematorium

all alone.

In plastic bags.

With only his head sticking out.

Come on, Kate.

That's why we went right up to the oven
doors with Zachary.

This is what that fucking bitch didn't
know.

Or maybe she did know. This is what
she's leaving.

Maybe she did know.

If she thought about it at all, she
didn't give a good goddamn.

And this is what I hate her for.

I hate her for a lot of things.

Stealing the rest of Andrew's life and
virtually all of Zachary's life and then

it.

Leaving us like this.

A couple of times when I ain't in there
in bed at night, I consider fixing the

problem myself.

Pick a night when Kate took a sleeping
pill so she wouldn't know I was up.

Get up in the middle of the night, dream
up a pretext, go kill Shirley and come

back and go back to bed so Kate would
not know.

That way, number one, she could not harm
Zachary.

And number two, even if they did catch
me at it, I'm the first one they come

looking for, of course. But Kate could
truthfully say she didn't know that I

doing it, so she might still get to
bring up Zachary.

get him started even if i go to go to
prison again we've worked through

possibilities of nauseam suppose we grab
zachary and run number one we got to

get off the island into the land the big
uh drawback against living here is

getting out of here there's only three
ways to do that ferry boat airplane the

airplane and the ferry would be covered
as soon as zachary smith we have to Hire

a boat somehow, which means you've taken
a third party to the crime of

kidnapping. We can't go home. We cannot
ever identify ourselves as ourselves.

We have cash only stashed all around the
country. Zachary would never be allowed

to know his family, our friends.

So that path, big, big, big, big risk
with a horrible life. So that's out.

approaches we might have taken. Invent
something.

File affidavits saying, you know, surely
he slipped one night.

And we were around and fed a threat of
some kind that might get her

incarcerated. But that would just be our
word against hers. The best shot we had

at keeping Zachary alive was I killed
her myself.

Other than doing that, I can think of no
other way to save Zachary from that

bitch.

There's a logic in it.

But I didn't do it because I trusted
government to do its job. Government is

supposed to stop that, so I don't have
to do it personally. In this case, they

didn't even get her off the street, and
they even gave her a baby to look after.

My understanding is that proper
protocols were followed. I have asked my

officials to, did ask them some time
ago, to follow up with the board to see,

fact, that everything, all the proper
protocols I'd been adhered to. They were

gambling. zachary's life they were
gambling the lives of anyone in the

population that shirley came in contact
with we the the vast majority of good

people who don't kill people are stuck
we got nowhere to go we figured we'd

a press conference and try to push for
changes in law so the morning that we

scheduled the press conference i was in
the shower and they came in with the

phone it's jackie he says we can't hold
the press conference technically there's

still a press

ban in place and said, fuck them, fuck
them. If they're going to lock me up for

talking while the murderers walk around
free.

We believe that Charlie Turner bears 100
% of the responsibility for the murder

of our son, Andrew.

We believe that the legal system helped
her to kill our grandson, Zachary. When

Shirley Turner was formally charged and
escaped to Canada, we naively thought

she would be sent back to Pennsylvania
within a few weeks at the most. When we

learned that she was out on bail under
an order from Justice David Russell, we

were numb.

Good afternoon, Judge Russell's office.
I'm a documentary filmmaker. I'm doing a

documentary about the Zachary Turner
case. I think all he might have done one

time was probably a bail review. Is that
what you're calling it? Yeah, it was

December 12, 2001, actually. Okay.

Judge Russell is sorry, but he won't be
able to be interviewed in connection

with that matter. Crown Prosecutor Mike
Madden didn't even argue against her

release on bail that day and instead
entered the courtroom with an agreement

already in place for her release.

Mike Madden speaking. I'm a documentary
filmmaker. I was a friend of Andrew

Bagby. Yes. Wondering if you would be
interested in possibly being interviewed

for... No, I don't think so. Not one
penny of her bail sureties had to be

by anyone who signed, nor did they have
to show proof of ability to pay.

No money's put up. No money at all. It's
useless. Yeah, they could have put 20

cents or 20 million...

Our lawyer, Jackie, went to see Betty
Day.

An administrator is somewhere in the
hierarchy of child protective services

told her that we are concerned about the
safety of the baby because the mother

is accused of a premeditated murder.

And nothing happened.

Hello, Department of Health and
Community Services.

Hi, I'm trying to reach Elizabeth Day.
Elizabeth Day is not available at the

tone. Please record your message.

My call was not returned.

If you were in the family health
services, wouldn't you want to know who

accused murderer was arranging for her
baby to stay with? Nobody ever came to

see us. And before we left Sunnyvale, we
got a police report saying that we were

good people. Our friends and my
employer, et cetera, write letters that

upright members of the community.

Nobody asked us for that. We could have
been convicted of child molesters in

California.

I didn't care. Nobody would have known.
She wrote directly to Judge Derek Green,

who responded through his secretary with
instructions on how to write her own

appeal of his decision to incarcerate
her. Mr. Kenney? Yes? Yeah, this is

Justice Green.

What I did is, on the record, speak for
itself.

Okay, okay. Under an order from Justice
Gail Welsh, Shirley Turner was released

on bail again, and we went numb again.

and we had to give Zachary right back
into the hands of Andrew's killer. There

is no indication of a psychological
disorder that would give concern about

potential harm to the public generally.
Shirley's last boyfriend before Andrew

told Pennsylvania police that Shirley
attempted suicide on his front doorstep

after he broke up with her and had
threatened to kill him. There is no

indication of a psychological disorder
that would give concern about potential

harm to the public generally. Eight
people had restraining orders against

There is no indication of a
psychological disorder that would give

potential harm to the public generally.
If anyone had bothered to check the jail

records during her two -month... stay
the prison psychiatrist put her on

watch every 15 minutes she was
incredibly disruptive and even

another inmate with a fork there is no
indication of a psychological disorder

that would give concern about potential
harm to the public generally as her

crime while violent was specific in
nature the man she was terrorizing

the police and reported surely but
because he didn't leave his name no one

any action as her crime while violent
was specific in nature andrew rejected

and building zachary rejected her

Her crime, while violent, was specific
in nature. Of course the crime was

specific. She didn't shoot into a crowd
of people. We could not conceive how

they could let a probable premeditated
murderer.

Probable premeditated murderer.

Walk the street. Dr. Turner's detention
is not necessary in the public interest.

Who the hell is the system protecting?
Dr. Turner's detention is not necessary

in the public interest. We waited and we
waited and we waited for the

authorities to do their job and lock her
up. We've got a dead body with five

holes in it.

It means nothing. Under an order from
Justice Gail Welsh.

Good afternoon, Court of Appeal. I must
speak to Judge Welsh, please.

Is she expecting your call? Uh, probably
not, no. And now we've got a second

dead body that couldn't breathe through
water. I just spoke with Judge Welsh and

he said no. He said no, so I just want
to let you know. Dr. Turner's detention

is not necessary in the public interest.

Oh!

She had to be stopped. The people who
were supposed to stop her didn't.

And she got to kill again.

And I'm going to do my damnedest to see
if I can make them change the way they

deal with killers.

And with that, your grandma and grandpa
became activists.

We want,

number one, the whole true public about
why Zachary died. They've developed a

program, a support group for people who
have had...

Death true, you know violent death In

this last year, I've just taken training
to become a

child advocate in the dependency court
John Doucette the psychiatrist who

$65 ,000 bail for Miss Turner was found
guilty of professional misconduct. It

was David Bagby and his wife who
launched the complaint against Doucette.

three -person panel ordered Doucette to
undergo psychiatric counseling.

There was a lot of sympathy for David
and Kate. I think it got them at least a

result that they were hoping to
accomplish.

Mr. Wicks, child and youth advocate for
Newfoundland and Labrador, is doing a

child death review, which is a formal
investigation, and the output of it is a

report saying, here's why that baby
died, and recommendations for changes.

to cut the chance of that happening in
the future, obviously.

Once that's done, then we would like to
see that go to whatever legislative

bodies, either provincial or federal,
can write laws to make these

recommendations real.

And a report into the death of Zachary
Turner will be released in Newfoundland.

He was drowned by his mother. Your
grandma was temporarily injured in a

couldn't make the trip.

So your grandpa and I came alone.

Dr. Marcus Stein conducted an exhaustive
investigation over a 15 -month period.

He reached two key conclusions.

One, Zachary Turner's death was
preventable. And two, Zachary was in his

mother's care when he should not have
been. The government has received a

scathing report that concluded the child
protection system... failed Zachary

Turner. A serious lack of judgment at
the senior management level substandard

child protection practices contributed
to the outcome. There are 58

recommendations in the report. I am
announcing our action plan. We will

policy specific to children whose
parents are charged with a violent

part I was most interested in, as I
said, is bail.

Why was Dr.

Shirley Turner granted judicial interim
release, commonly known as bail?

This is the one question that Dr. Marcus
Stein did not and could not answer. So

that's still an open wound, if you
would. May I? He did say that had Dr.

Turner not been released on bail on 12
December 2001...

or on 10 January 2003, my review would
have been unnecessary.

Zachary would be alive today.

I would like to see Parliament pass a
law denying bail to the people accused

murder. Put them on the fast track to
get to trial and get on with it, get to

the truth. And the only way I can see it
changing is for every citizen who cares

about this to tell his MP that this law
is stupid, change it. And of course,

such a selfish thing to do. She not only
killed Andrew, but she left three other

children without a mother, which is
very... sad for them. And what kind of

regret does that give you?

Well, if things were different, I guess
it's possible he'd still be alive. And

rather than memories of just one year,
it'd be a lot of years there now. Tough

losing a little brother. Yeah,
definitely.

Zachary should be right here with me.

He should be off going to school now and
getting ready to go to school. I'm

going to continue to scream long and
loud about bail for someone accused of.

what Shirley did to my son.

I traveled the world for years looking
for what was left of your dad.

I'd made dozens of new friends.

But there was still one question I
couldn't answer.

How would I know when I was done?

And what was I really looking for? Both
as spirituality and as grief.

The relocation of the other person is
essential.

It's interesting you should ask that. My
first response was, that's not a

person. That is simply a mass of tissue
and protein and fat and water. Something

leaves the body when death occurs.

What was I trying to find?

To resolve our grief, we have to be able
to...

accept the reality of that loss who's
interviewing you kurt get our questions

answered to the extent that they can be
and to basically surrender to the things

that we can't have answered and how
would i know what i'd found it i

you doing this part because i know he
talked about you a lot you talk about

well then you're not a good movie maker

Because that's what he always told me. I
know he loved you. And then to be able

to continue to live remembering the
person, to be able to remember their

not only their death.

I know. I can feel it. It's not far off.

It's too late.

I didn't want to stop making this movie.

That would mean I'd learned everything
there was to know and finish my one last

movie with him. Earl Grohlman again
says, grief is love's unwillingness to

go. He doesn't like to wave goodbye.

One more time. And action. It is my
brother that got married here tonight.

One more time. And action. One more
time. And action.

When a person says life will never be
the same again, will it?

They now know where they are and what's
involved in moving forward.

There were so many stories I wanted to
tell you.

And somewhere I hope you're watching.

I almost gave up making this film when
you were killed.

I couldn't see the point anymore.

But something kept me going.

And then one day I realized what it was.

This film was no longer a letter to you.

It was now a letter to someone else. We
thought we'd go get Andrew and get

everything organized, whatever, and then
kill ourselves.

No point going on. Everybody always
says, well, what would be the difference

one person weren't alive?

You've still got a hell of a lot to live
for, and you've still got a lot of

friends and a lot of family who love you
very, very much. You are the most

amazing and the strongest people I've
ever known.

I love you guys. I love them very much.
I love them very much. I love them very

much. And how am I going to do this
without?

I admire you and respect you so much for
two things. One, for such a wonderful

young man that you raised. It doesn't
matter what happened. They raised a

wonderful man.

Thanks for bringing such a wonderful
person into the world. You know, Andrew

contributed a lot to me as far as who I
am today. We won't forget this one. And

for having the strength to make it
through something like this. With what

been through, to still be carrying on,
still to hold your heads up and keep

going and pushing forward is...

Amazing. They've done it in such a way
that it makes you proud to know them and

to be related to them. I think God put
some people down on earth just to be

examples for the rest of us. You are two
very, very special people.

There's few things in my life that have
had an effect on me like those two

people. I don't know how else. I love
them. We love you. Oh, we love them.

And I think about them daily. My
thoughts are never far from either of

love them and pray for them. God's
blessings.

On the boat. Oh, they know. I love them.
I feel very blessed, as I say, to be

among their friends. Well, I just thank
them for being my friends for 30 -odd

years. We're very lucky to have them as
our neighbors and our true friends. God

bless you guys and call me.

And one of Andrew's very good friends
told us very soon after he was murdered,

we still had children.

Kurt, Matt, Chris.

on down the list i feel like i got lucky
in life because they're another set of

parents kate and david were a big reason
why i am the person that i am today

we're all their kids i'll always be
there for you guys and i love you both

dearly we all love you guys so much
there's really nothing that i wouldn't

for them i know

that no matter what You're going to

find ways to continue to help people
because that's the type of people you

It's how good you are. I just hope that
Dave and Kate realize how much he loved

them because just in the short period of
time that I knew him, that was the one

truth that I knew to be absolute.

I'm glad I wasn't a rebellious youth
because it would have been completely

utterly fucking wasted on David and Kate
Bagby. I mean, totally. I had my ear

pierced for two weeks.

They never noticed. I'm finally sitting
at the dinner table and I was like, and

I actually said to them, I'm like, you
know, mom, dad, it's a good thing I'm

looking for attention because hello.

And they try to have a look at it.
They're like, oh, that's nice.

And I love you.

And I know you love me.

And yeah,

I kind of need to move on from that.

I'm a bagby male. We don't, we don't
gush very much.