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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:12,976 --> 00:00:14,585 - What? - Hi. 2 00:00:14,609 --> 00:00:15,610 What's the craic? 3 00:00:15,635 --> 00:00:16,635 No craic. 4 00:00:17,907 --> 00:00:19,156 What were you doing? 5 00:00:19,662 --> 00:00:20,662 Nothing. 6 00:00:21,254 --> 00:00:23,214 - Reading a book? - No. 7 00:00:24,028 --> 00:00:25,948 Come on, my mam wants to see you. 8 00:00:25,980 --> 00:00:27,060 All right. 9 00:01:08,366 --> 00:01:13,687 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 10 00:01:22,420 --> 00:01:24,850 You wrote dog, but I've written dogs. 11 00:01:24,875 --> 00:01:28,593 - Two is your windpipe or your... - Why is this wrong? 12 00:01:31,093 --> 00:01:33,046 - Is that... - It sounds like a dinosaur. 13 00:01:33,890 --> 00:01:35,650 Or the oesophagus. 14 00:01:35,675 --> 00:01:36,675 It's in your neck. 15 00:01:36,700 --> 00:01:38,662 - Hello, there, love. - Yeah. 16 00:01:38,687 --> 00:01:41,100 - You look gorgeous. - Thanks very much. 17 00:01:42,358 --> 00:01:43,740 Right, let's get going. 18 00:01:44,217 --> 00:01:46,397 Doesn't this look professional? 19 00:01:47,397 --> 00:01:49,477 Almost a little too professional. 20 00:01:50,059 --> 00:01:53,538 What would happen if one scratched at the surface, I wonder? 21 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:55,297 - Where did you get that voice from? - I'm not going to come back to it. 22 00:01:55,321 --> 00:01:58,544 Oh, no, this is my, this is my suspicious Aloysius voice. 23 00:01:58,569 --> 00:02:00,343 Yeah, yeah, I recognise it. 24 00:02:00,850 --> 00:02:03,607 I don't know if I can be arsed, love. I want to put my jammies on. 25 00:02:03,632 --> 00:02:06,060 - And... Come on. Look at that. - Honestly, I'm very throaty... 26 00:02:06,060 --> 00:02:08,653 If we stay, we're going to ruin this lovely scenario. 27 00:02:08,678 --> 00:02:11,076 I'm not too sure if that's not such a bad thing. 28 00:02:11,101 --> 00:02:12,184 All right. 29 00:02:12,209 --> 00:02:13,920 Looks like it's all in hand to me. 30 00:02:14,092 --> 00:02:15,624 Baby, go on, now, I'll get them to bed and everything. 31 00:02:15,648 --> 00:02:16,873 - Yeah. - Yeah, come on, 32 00:02:16,898 --> 00:02:19,882 just, you know, give us a chance to make it up for you. 33 00:02:21,301 --> 00:02:23,021 It hasn't been the best of starts, has it? 34 00:02:23,046 --> 00:02:24,552 Yesterday was a little bit ridiculous, 35 00:02:24,576 --> 00:02:26,395 - so just give me a little chance. - Yeah. 36 00:02:26,420 --> 00:02:27,580 Yeah, listen to your brother. 37 00:02:28,004 --> 00:02:29,653 I'll keep an eye on him. 38 00:02:29,802 --> 00:02:32,175 You'll keep an eye on Angie and Dan for me, Zach? 39 00:02:32,200 --> 00:02:33,932 - * Romeo and Juliet... * - Liz and Richard... 40 00:02:33,956 --> 00:02:35,617 - The Twits... - The Twits? 41 00:02:35,642 --> 00:02:37,324 Oh, you smartarse. Come on, get back to this. 42 00:02:37,348 --> 00:02:40,600 Right, listen, face, hands, and teeth, go to bed when you're told, 43 00:02:40,625 --> 00:02:43,593 don't stay up too late. Be good, be good, be good. 44 00:02:43,618 --> 00:02:45,040 - All right. - Be good. 45 00:02:45,588 --> 00:02:47,727 All right, come on, let's go. 46 00:02:48,039 --> 00:02:49,898 - Hey, Zachie. - See you later, guys. Come on. 47 00:02:50,390 --> 00:02:51,588 Eyes on you. 48 00:02:51,924 --> 00:02:54,099 All right, see yous later. Be good! 49 00:02:54,247 --> 00:02:56,599 - Good night! - Orange and apple... 50 00:02:57,731 --> 00:03:00,698 A kiwi, pear and pineapple... 51 00:03:00,723 --> 00:03:03,325 - All right, smartarse, let me see. - Smartarse? 52 00:03:07,169 --> 00:03:08,536 Where did you learn to cook? 53 00:03:11,044 --> 00:03:12,164 At my auntie's. 54 00:03:14,653 --> 00:03:18,575 Is that the woman who you lived with when you... 55 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:21,677 - ... went over to Liverpool? - Yeah. 56 00:03:23,614 --> 00:03:25,099 Yeah, she was a great cook. 57 00:03:26,286 --> 00:03:29,411 Shepherd's pies, cottage pies... 58 00:03:30,692 --> 00:03:31,802 pea soup. 59 00:03:32,036 --> 00:03:33,833 - All the home cooking. - Yeah. 60 00:03:35,192 --> 00:03:36,835 Scouse, she makes a great pie scouse. 61 00:03:36,860 --> 00:03:38,100 What is scouse? 62 00:03:39,638 --> 00:03:41,356 It's kind of like Irish stew. 63 00:03:42,169 --> 00:03:44,068 - Okay. - Potatoes. 64 00:03:44,725 --> 00:03:48,357 Yeah, Anna attempted to make a stew one time. 65 00:03:48,779 --> 00:03:50,396 - Yeah? - Yeah, we all had the shits 66 00:03:50,421 --> 00:03:51,554 for about a week. 67 00:03:52,169 --> 00:03:53,574 What? From a stew? 68 00:03:53,599 --> 00:03:56,859 You know the way you leave a stew to sit overnight 69 00:03:56,859 --> 00:03:57,966 to, you know, let it soak? 70 00:03:57,991 --> 00:03:59,928 She left it for about a fucking week, to be honest. 71 00:03:59,952 --> 00:04:01,404 It's always better the day after. 72 00:04:01,429 --> 00:04:02,922 No, yeah, well, she thought 73 00:04:02,947 --> 00:04:05,187 it was going to enhance the flavour by leaving it a week. 74 00:04:05,943 --> 00:04:08,191 - Mmm. - It'll go mouldy, won't it? 75 00:04:08,216 --> 00:04:10,646 That is really good. Yeah! 76 00:04:12,699 --> 00:04:14,615 - Is that your phone? - Mm. 77 00:04:14,966 --> 00:04:17,259 I'm going to bet you five euro that is going to be Anna 78 00:04:17,259 --> 00:04:19,139 checking to see if I'm fucking fingering you. 79 00:04:19,809 --> 00:04:23,060 - I'm telling you. - You... 80 00:04:24,049 --> 00:04:25,049 Am I right? 81 00:04:25,074 --> 00:04:26,076 No, it's Shea. 82 00:04:26,101 --> 00:04:27,662 It's my lad, my little lad. 83 00:04:27,849 --> 00:04:29,850 I'm just going to take it out here, is that all right? 84 00:04:29,874 --> 00:04:32,334 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm going to tuck into this. 85 00:04:34,114 --> 00:04:35,114 Hello, champ. 86 00:04:36,290 --> 00:04:37,584 Are you okay? 87 00:04:39,881 --> 00:04:45,641 Yeah, no, no, I tried, I tried to Skype you the other day. 88 00:04:47,511 --> 00:04:49,109 Oh, you're just getting it connected? 89 00:04:50,153 --> 00:04:51,882 The tinterweb's being put in. 90 00:04:52,472 --> 00:04:53,512 Okay. 91 00:04:54,476 --> 00:04:55,516 Yeah. 92 00:04:58,844 --> 00:05:00,234 Two bedrooms? 93 00:05:01,402 --> 00:05:02,875 That's great, really great. 94 00:05:04,476 --> 00:05:05,536 Swimming pool? 95 00:05:05,561 --> 00:05:06,601 Oh, wow! 96 00:05:07,603 --> 00:05:09,125 Wow, that's amazing! 97 00:05:09,603 --> 00:05:11,179 You've got your own swimming pool. 98 00:05:14,629 --> 00:05:15,909 Oh, nice one. 99 00:05:16,307 --> 00:05:17,627 What's his name? 100 00:05:18,710 --> 00:05:19,750 Thomas? 101 00:05:20,413 --> 00:05:22,546 Yeah, that's lovely, isn't it? 102 00:05:24,336 --> 00:05:27,992 No, I'm, um... I'm in Ireland. 103 00:05:28,017 --> 00:05:29,577 Um, yeah, I'm with Bridge. 104 00:05:30,225 --> 00:05:31,669 We're painting a big house. 105 00:05:33,039 --> 00:05:35,519 Yeah, yeah, maybe another week, I think. 106 00:05:36,930 --> 00:05:38,290 Yeah, it shouldn't be too long. 107 00:05:38,392 --> 00:05:40,335 Okay, well, I will, I promise. Yeah. 108 00:05:40,926 --> 00:05:42,806 Yeah. Well, as soon as you've... 109 00:05:43,770 --> 00:05:46,834 Yeah, as soon as it's all connected and that, we... we'll do the, 110 00:05:46,859 --> 00:05:48,828 we'll do the, we'll do the Skype, yeah? 111 00:05:50,860 --> 00:05:52,700 Okay, yeah. Okay. 112 00:05:55,384 --> 00:05:56,984 I love you too, son. 113 00:05:58,552 --> 00:06:00,203 Yeah, to the moon and back. 114 00:06:02,677 --> 00:06:03,677 Forever. 115 00:06:06,124 --> 00:06:11,084 Yeah, ta-ra, ta-ra, ta-ra, ta-ra, bye-bye, bye-bye. 116 00:06:35,435 --> 00:06:36,786 Sorry, but, um... 117 00:06:36,811 --> 00:06:39,638 ... do you want me to cover up your dinner for you, 118 00:06:39,663 --> 00:06:41,383 just to keep it warm or something? 119 00:06:41,408 --> 00:06:43,688 No, you're all right. I'm not hungry now. 120 00:06:43,713 --> 00:06:45,162 Neither am I. 121 00:06:45,779 --> 00:06:48,052 It was lovely, but I'm just not hungry any more. 122 00:06:48,318 --> 00:06:52,941 I didn't mean to, um... overhear your conversation there. 123 00:06:52,966 --> 00:06:54,498 A-Are you all right? 124 00:06:55,248 --> 00:06:56,287 Yeah, I'm fine, yeah. 125 00:06:56,312 --> 00:06:57,432 Yeah? How's your lad? 126 00:06:59,633 --> 00:07:01,313 Yeah, he's got a swimming pool. 127 00:07:07,084 --> 00:07:08,140 - Oh, fucking hell. - No, you're all right, mate. 128 00:07:08,164 --> 00:07:09,280 - It's okay, no worries. - Yeah. 129 00:07:09,304 --> 00:07:10,824 It's over. You don't need to... 130 00:07:12,812 --> 00:07:14,474 - I'm okay. - It's all right. 131 00:07:14,499 --> 00:07:16,514 You don't need to pretend in front of me. 132 00:07:18,012 --> 00:07:19,292 No, I know, yeah. 133 00:07:21,119 --> 00:07:22,759 It's just hard. You know what I mean? 134 00:07:22,784 --> 00:07:24,224 Yeah. 135 00:07:25,449 --> 00:07:26,701 I just really miss him. 136 00:07:27,345 --> 00:07:31,155 No, I get it, I honestly do, I know how... how hard it is. 137 00:07:32,132 --> 00:07:35,372 I don't mean to be funny, you know, you just... You know what I mean? 138 00:07:38,410 --> 00:07:39,872 It's my son, isn't it? 139 00:07:40,426 --> 00:07:42,373 No, I get it. Honestly I do, I know. 140 00:07:42,398 --> 00:07:43,638 No, you... you don't get it. 141 00:07:43,663 --> 00:07:44,881 No, I do, actually, 142 00:07:44,906 --> 00:07:47,647 I know, I do get it because I can't see my son either. 143 00:07:50,342 --> 00:07:51,342 Eh? 144 00:07:51,367 --> 00:07:54,592 No... it's not your fault, you didn't know. 145 00:07:54,617 --> 00:07:56,337 We don't talk about it in this family. 146 00:07:57,194 --> 00:07:58,959 It's a hard one to bring up, you know? 147 00:07:58,984 --> 00:08:00,704 "Joe, this is my sister Dinah. 148 00:08:00,884 --> 00:08:03,754 "She got knocked up when she was 15 and we thought it would be a great 149 00:08:03,779 --> 00:08:07,061 "idea to give her kid to someone who could, you know, look after it. 150 00:08:07,194 --> 00:08:09,233 "Fuck knows what she wants to do, but..." 151 00:08:09,467 --> 00:08:11,452 I don't know if you know, but abortion is kind of illegal 152 00:08:11,476 --> 00:08:14,483 in this country so it was... you know, it wasn't an option. 153 00:08:14,681 --> 00:08:15,681 Fucking hell. 154 00:08:15,706 --> 00:08:18,530 My Bible-bashing mother wasn't going to let that fucking thing happen 155 00:08:18,754 --> 00:08:20,584 and piss off the hierarchy above. 156 00:08:20,609 --> 00:08:23,834 - I'm sorry, but I feel like a tit. - No, don't be. It's not your fault, 157 00:08:23,859 --> 00:08:25,859 but just don't judge me on not knowing what it is 158 00:08:25,859 --> 00:08:27,718 that you're going through, it's just I've been going through it 159 00:08:27,742 --> 00:08:30,022 for the past ten years, you know, so... 160 00:08:33,952 --> 00:08:35,434 Oh, I'm really sorry about it. 161 00:08:35,459 --> 00:08:36,481 Don't be sorry. 162 00:08:36,970 --> 00:08:39,116 There's me going off like a prick saying you don't know 163 00:08:39,140 --> 00:08:40,780 what I'm talking about, of course you do. 164 00:08:43,975 --> 00:08:45,375 No, it's... it's all right. 165 00:08:46,542 --> 00:08:47,748 Is it a boy or a girl? 166 00:08:47,773 --> 00:08:49,053 A little boy. 167 00:08:49,629 --> 00:08:50,629 Finn. 168 00:08:52,325 --> 00:08:54,122 - Finn. - Do you get to see him? 169 00:08:54,147 --> 00:08:56,561 No, I don't. I haven't seen him since he was born. 170 00:08:59,163 --> 00:09:00,483 I got to name him, though. 171 00:09:00,984 --> 00:09:04,084 It's means... warrior. 172 00:09:04,813 --> 00:09:08,225 It's a Celtic little warrior, little fighter. 173 00:09:09,602 --> 00:09:11,522 Does Michael, and Anna, and everyone know? 174 00:09:11,547 --> 00:09:15,983 Yeah, they actually tried really hard to, uh, to take him in. 175 00:09:17,269 --> 00:09:18,475 But, uh... 176 00:09:19,494 --> 00:09:21,574 ... my mum wasn't going to let that happen. 177 00:09:24,754 --> 00:09:25,779 So that's why 178 00:09:25,779 --> 00:09:27,990 you know, they put up with all my shit 179 00:09:28,015 --> 00:09:31,530 cos instead of taking him in, they took me. 180 00:09:33,858 --> 00:09:35,709 So I try not to piss them off so much. 181 00:09:35,734 --> 00:09:37,780 - Oh, Dinah, I'm so sorry. - No, don't be sorry. 182 00:09:37,805 --> 00:09:38,811 Please stop saying that. 183 00:09:38,836 --> 00:09:40,716 I'm not sorry, I'm not feeling sorry for myself. 184 00:09:40,755 --> 00:09:42,035 I had no idea. 185 00:09:51,478 --> 00:09:53,078 You know you're amazing, aren't you? 186 00:09:55,817 --> 00:09:56,817 No. 187 00:09:57,589 --> 00:09:58,803 No, I'm a fuck-up. 188 00:10:21,186 --> 00:10:23,006 Oh, fucking hell. What are we doing? 189 00:10:23,031 --> 00:10:25,071 - No, we shouldn't do that. - No, we can't do it. 190 00:10:25,674 --> 00:10:26,674 No. 191 00:10:26,698 --> 00:10:27,707 We promised them, didn't we, that 192 00:10:27,731 --> 00:10:28,931 - we wouldn't do nothing. - No. 193 00:10:29,213 --> 00:10:31,768 The fucking minute they go, we're... Fucking... 194 00:10:31,793 --> 00:10:34,338 No, we shouldn't... we shouldn't do it. You know what I mean? 195 00:10:34,363 --> 00:10:35,589 It's just... it's just too much. 196 00:10:35,613 --> 00:10:38,041 Well, definitely not in that, you know, apron. 197 00:10:42,629 --> 00:10:44,541 It just wouldn't work. It's just... 198 00:10:45,147 --> 00:10:47,518 ... it's just, it's not, it's just not the right time. 199 00:10:52,895 --> 00:10:54,335 Do you want me to go or...? 200 00:10:57,795 --> 00:11:00,515 Yeah. Yeah, maybe, no... 201 00:11:00,647 --> 00:11:02,284 We should clean up and that, shouldn't we? 202 00:11:02,308 --> 00:11:03,388 Do the dishes and stuff. 203 00:11:03,413 --> 00:11:05,973 What, you can't clean up too much, otherwise we'll look like, um, 204 00:11:07,022 --> 00:11:09,799 fucking angels, here, in the house, 205 00:11:09,824 --> 00:11:11,584 cooking dinner and all that. 206 00:11:22,151 --> 00:11:23,191 Sorry. 207 00:11:23,926 --> 00:11:25,299 But I really want to. 208 00:11:28,057 --> 00:11:30,057 I haven't been with anyone for ages. 209 00:11:30,082 --> 00:11:31,442 How long is ages? 210 00:11:35,576 --> 00:11:37,119 About two and a half years. 211 00:11:37,424 --> 00:11:38,878 It's all right, we don't have to do anything. 212 00:11:38,902 --> 00:11:41,982 We could just... you know, just sit here. 213 00:11:44,126 --> 00:11:45,646 I hope just to hold you. 214 00:11:47,373 --> 00:11:48,373 Yeah? 215 00:11:48,932 --> 00:11:50,805 - Yeah, if that's okay? - Yeah. 216 00:11:51,991 --> 00:11:53,000 Ah, er, uh... 217 00:11:53,025 --> 00:11:54,103 - Can you take that off? - Yeah. 218 00:11:54,127 --> 00:11:57,207 I feel like I'm about to hold someone from The Stepford Wives. 219 00:12:00,521 --> 00:12:01,781 No, like, don't get me wrong, 220 00:12:01,806 --> 00:12:05,148 it's a really nice colour on you, you know, but, it's just... 221 00:13:08,009 --> 00:13:09,578 No, no, I do, yeah. 222 00:13:14,053 --> 00:13:16,693 - Are you okay? - Yeah, yeah, I think so, yeah. 223 00:13:28,227 --> 00:13:29,233 Do you not want to...? 224 00:13:29,258 --> 00:13:31,617 Yeah, yeah, I'm just... I'm just a bit nervous. 225 00:13:31,642 --> 00:13:32,984 It's okay. 226 00:13:33,554 --> 00:13:34,554 You're all right. 227 00:13:50,210 --> 00:13:51,271 All right, Joe? 228 00:13:51,296 --> 00:13:53,165 - All right, Joe? - What's up with you, old pal? 229 00:13:53,189 --> 00:13:54,202 All right, Craig? 230 00:13:54,227 --> 00:13:55,547 You little queer. 231 00:14:01,734 --> 00:14:03,094 I'm sorry, did I...? 232 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:05,243 Is it something that I'm doing? I'm sorry. 233 00:14:05,267 --> 00:14:06,754 No, no, it's not. 234 00:14:06,951 --> 00:14:07,951 Good, Joe. 235 00:14:09,606 --> 00:14:12,231 - Are you okay? Now, are you okay, Joe? - Yeah. 236 00:14:12,256 --> 00:14:14,456 I'm going to sit over here, okay? Just... 237 00:14:15,100 --> 00:14:16,100 Are you all right? 238 00:14:16,541 --> 00:14:17,763 You can cry, mate. 239 00:14:19,163 --> 00:14:20,643 Are you all right, Joe? Are you okay? 240 00:14:21,292 --> 00:14:22,292 No, you're okay. 241 00:14:23,528 --> 00:14:24,619 You're okay. 242 00:14:26,467 --> 00:14:28,349 Right, you're really scaring me, Joe. 243 00:14:28,374 --> 00:14:29,588 Can you stop it, please? 244 00:14:33,244 --> 00:14:34,969 - We're just going to... - Stop it! 245 00:14:35,325 --> 00:14:37,314 - Joe, I'm just going to ring someone. - Stop it! 246 00:14:37,339 --> 00:14:39,739 Just don't... Just sit there, please and you'll be all right. 247 00:14:40,035 --> 00:14:42,566 Charlotte and... have been around the premises. 248 00:14:42,591 --> 00:14:44,426 Ah! I did it! 249 00:14:44,638 --> 00:14:46,398 Get it out! 250 00:14:50,660 --> 00:14:52,848 - Help me, please! - Yeah, I need an ambulance, please. 251 00:14:55,805 --> 00:14:57,659 Joe, breathe. Breathe, okay? 252 00:14:57,659 --> 00:14:59,977 Get the fuck off me! Get the fuck off! Fuck off! 253 00:15:00,140 --> 00:15:01,485 Fuck off! 254 00:15:02,556 --> 00:15:04,138 Stop it! Stop...! 255 00:15:04,163 --> 00:15:05,173 Stop it! 256 00:15:05,198 --> 00:15:07,774 I'm not doing anything, Joe! Just stop, you're scaring me. 257 00:15:10,830 --> 00:15:12,876 Stop it! No! 258 00:15:22,103 --> 00:15:23,903 I'm not going to touch you, okay? 259 00:15:25,939 --> 00:15:28,339 I'm not going to touch you, okay, I'm just going to sit here. 260 00:15:35,840 --> 00:15:37,040 Joe... 261 00:15:43,344 --> 00:15:45,059 You're okay now. 262 00:15:47,540 --> 00:15:48,699 I'm sorry. 263 00:15:51,168 --> 00:15:52,328 That's it. 264 00:15:54,205 --> 00:15:55,485 I'm sorry. 265 00:15:55,510 --> 00:15:56,710 No, you're okay. 266 00:15:56,735 --> 00:15:58,015 Oh, I'm sorry. 267 00:15:59,840 --> 00:16:01,016 You're okay. 268 00:16:09,590 --> 00:16:12,173 We went out to this place, you know, 269 00:16:12,632 --> 00:16:16,852 full of beers, smokes, chocolate, 270 00:16:18,261 --> 00:16:19,563 sweets. 271 00:16:19,631 --> 00:16:21,579 Everything you name it, it has it. 272 00:16:23,107 --> 00:16:26,368 Craig, Craig, tell him how much of a privilege it is to be in there. 273 00:16:26,393 --> 00:16:28,923 - Tell him, tell him, Craig. - Great, great honour. 274 00:16:29,252 --> 00:16:31,931 Craig went the last time, he won't be going again. 275 00:16:31,956 --> 00:16:32,970 Do you want to come? 276 00:16:32,995 --> 00:16:35,759 Cos, like, if you said louder, I would've been, like, 277 00:16:35,784 --> 00:16:38,065 - I would've been... - It would've been very disrespectful. 278 00:16:38,089 --> 00:16:40,096 Tell him how disrespectful it would have been. 279 00:16:40,730 --> 00:16:42,119 Very disrespectful. 280 00:16:42,531 --> 00:16:44,159 You wouldn't be living in here. 281 00:16:45,697 --> 00:16:46,979 So do you want to go? 282 00:16:47,004 --> 00:16:48,004 Yeah. 283 00:16:48,380 --> 00:16:49,994 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 284 00:16:50,019 --> 00:16:52,020 Cos there's no turning back when you leave them doors. 285 00:16:52,044 --> 00:16:53,244 Are you sure you want to go? 286 00:16:53,269 --> 00:16:55,300 - Yeah. - Go, run yourself. 287 00:16:57,377 --> 00:16:58,972 - Come on. - No run. 288 00:16:59,303 --> 00:17:00,612 Let's go, Joe. 289 00:17:08,163 --> 00:17:09,315 Come on, Joe... 290 00:17:10,016 --> 00:17:11,612 You say a word, I'll kill you. 291 00:17:11,637 --> 00:17:14,269 I'll take your teeth out and your legs off. Do you hear me? 292 00:17:14,294 --> 00:17:16,581 - Yeah. - There you are, look. 293 00:17:26,890 --> 00:17:28,511 Can I take him out today? 294 00:17:28,659 --> 00:17:30,859 We're just going to monitor him for a few more hours. 295 00:17:30,859 --> 00:17:33,219 - Right, and then I can take home? - You'll have him home this evening. 296 00:17:33,219 --> 00:17:35,139 We really appreciate everything you've done for him. 297 00:17:35,139 --> 00:17:36,879 - That's what I'm here for. - Much appreciated. 298 00:17:36,903 --> 00:17:38,162 - Cheers. - All the best. 299 00:17:38,187 --> 00:17:39,694 - Thanks, doctor. - Not a problem. 300 00:17:47,889 --> 00:17:49,576 Jesus Christ. 301 00:17:51,755 --> 00:17:52,755 Fuck's sake, 302 00:17:52,780 --> 00:17:55,500 are you trying are you trying to give me a fucking heart attack, too? 303 00:17:57,959 --> 00:17:59,326 You okay? 304 00:18:00,569 --> 00:18:01,584 Yeah. 305 00:18:03,639 --> 00:18:05,359 You frightened the shit out of me. 306 00:18:08,700 --> 00:18:10,981 I've been here all fucking night, they wouldn't let me in. 307 00:18:11,654 --> 00:18:13,404 Arseholes. 308 00:18:22,455 --> 00:18:24,171 Well, they said that's not what you've had, anyway, 309 00:18:24,195 --> 00:18:26,482 it's not a fucking heart attack or anything. 310 00:18:29,591 --> 00:18:32,585 Do you want me to grab you a coffee or tea or... 311 00:18:32,610 --> 00:18:33,693 ... grapes or something? 312 00:18:33,718 --> 00:18:35,256 Yeah, get us a coffee, will you? 313 00:18:35,421 --> 00:18:36,675 Yeah, sure. 314 00:18:36,700 --> 00:18:37,920 Can I have a coffee, please? 315 00:18:44,915 --> 00:18:45,955 Are you okay? 316 00:18:46,924 --> 00:18:47,964 Yeah. 317 00:18:49,210 --> 00:18:50,756 What the fuck happened? 318 00:18:56,924 --> 00:18:58,099 Did you have a drink? 319 00:18:58,374 --> 00:18:59,374 No. 320 00:19:00,177 --> 00:19:01,177 No? 321 00:19:01,914 --> 00:19:03,568 No, I promise you, no. 322 00:19:05,269 --> 00:19:06,607 No, I didn't have a drink. 323 00:19:06,943 --> 00:19:08,297 So what the fuck? 324 00:19:09,214 --> 00:19:11,326 Have you had panic attacks before? 325 00:19:12,969 --> 00:19:13,969 No. 326 00:19:25,899 --> 00:19:27,154 Er... 327 00:19:35,497 --> 00:19:37,457 I went to the Towers the other day. 328 00:19:41,302 --> 00:19:42,302 Okay. 329 00:19:42,646 --> 00:19:44,092 Just to have a look. 330 00:19:48,532 --> 00:19:50,292 Well, I went to Mum and Dad's grave... 331 00:19:53,827 --> 00:19:55,803 ... and then I went up to the Towers. 332 00:19:57,441 --> 00:19:58,961 What did you go up there for? 333 00:20:02,443 --> 00:20:03,843 I don't know. 334 00:20:24,722 --> 00:20:26,904 All this stuff started coming back. 335 00:20:31,971 --> 00:20:33,264 About being in there? 336 00:20:33,422 --> 00:20:34,422 Yeah. 337 00:20:39,438 --> 00:20:40,478 Yeah... 338 00:20:42,668 --> 00:20:44,498 ... it all started to make sense. 339 00:21:06,826 --> 00:21:08,266 I was raped. 340 00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:18,248 When I was there, I was raped. 341 00:21:18,901 --> 00:21:20,685 Oh, Joe... 342 00:21:27,456 --> 00:21:28,456 It's okay. 343 00:21:29,629 --> 00:21:30,629 It's okay. 344 00:21:30,983 --> 00:21:32,771 Oh, fuck! 345 00:21:35,957 --> 00:21:37,232 You were raped? 346 00:21:40,018 --> 00:21:41,018 Yeah. 347 00:21:41,043 --> 00:21:42,553 At nine? 348 00:21:49,469 --> 00:21:51,076 Hey, come on... 349 00:21:51,393 --> 00:21:52,833 Oh, fuck. 350 00:21:58,411 --> 00:21:59,748 Just stop, now, come on... 351 00:22:02,459 --> 00:22:03,859 Oh... 352 00:22:07,229 --> 00:22:10,076 I know I heard about those fuckers who used to work in there, 353 00:22:10,659 --> 00:22:12,599 and the things they used to do to kids, 354 00:22:13,213 --> 00:22:15,670 and they're in fucking prison now, half of them. 355 00:22:15,983 --> 00:22:17,435 It wasn't the workers. 356 00:22:19,361 --> 00:22:20,951 It wasn't the workers that done it. 357 00:22:22,435 --> 00:22:24,006 Who was it, then? 358 00:22:26,132 --> 00:22:27,834 It was some kids that were there. 359 00:22:28,222 --> 00:22:29,349 Kids? 360 00:22:30,158 --> 00:22:32,123 No, not kids, no, they were... 361 00:22:32,606 --> 00:22:34,264 ... 15, 16. 362 00:22:36,875 --> 00:22:37,875 There was two of them. 363 00:22:40,487 --> 00:22:42,170 Two brothers, I think they were. 364 00:22:44,839 --> 00:22:46,759 One of them held me down... 365 00:22:51,085 --> 00:22:52,805 ... and then the other one... 366 00:22:57,316 --> 00:22:58,685 ... he was the one who... 367 00:23:00,324 --> 00:23:01,896 ... the one who made me do things. 368 00:23:01,937 --> 00:23:03,271 Oh, Joe... 369 00:23:05,590 --> 00:23:06,590 Yeah. 370 00:23:10,279 --> 00:23:11,326 How did I... 371 00:23:11,351 --> 00:23:13,310 How did I forget something like that, 372 00:23:13,335 --> 00:23:14,815 - do you know what I mean? - Oh, fuck. 373 00:23:16,219 --> 00:23:17,748 How do you forget that? 374 00:23:18,281 --> 00:23:20,099 You fucking didn't forget, you buried it. 375 00:23:20,124 --> 00:23:21,951 It's been going through my head all night. 376 00:23:22,227 --> 00:23:24,045 - Oh, God... - All night. 377 00:23:26,341 --> 00:23:28,420 I'm so fucking sorry I left you in there. 378 00:23:28,445 --> 00:23:29,951 Hey, it's not your fault. 379 00:23:29,976 --> 00:23:31,904 Oh, Christ... 380 00:23:32,488 --> 00:23:35,045 I used to think it was your fault, why I left, 381 00:23:35,070 --> 00:23:37,146 but I get it now. 382 00:23:39,781 --> 00:23:41,139 Do you know who it was? 383 00:23:42,576 --> 00:23:43,576 No. 384 00:23:45,438 --> 00:23:47,365 No, they were two brothers. 385 00:23:48,561 --> 00:23:49,881 I know that. 386 00:23:57,856 --> 00:23:58,856 It's okay. 387 00:23:59,550 --> 00:24:02,209 Hey, hey, hey, come on. 388 00:24:02,329 --> 00:24:04,369 - Oh, I'm sorry! - It's okay. 389 00:24:04,394 --> 00:24:06,990 - Oh, I'm so sorry, Joe. - It's okay. 390 00:24:08,566 --> 00:24:09,566 Fuck. 391 00:24:11,169 --> 00:24:12,969 - I'm so sorry. - Hey... 392 00:24:20,923 --> 00:24:22,553 I should never have left you. 393 00:24:25,624 --> 00:24:27,954 What the fuck is Craig doing? 394 00:24:27,979 --> 00:24:30,270 Yeah, out straight, Craig, you want to lay off them... 395 00:24:30,295 --> 00:24:32,415 - Here, Bob, show us your bum. - Your teeth are brown. 396 00:24:34,402 --> 00:24:36,842 Actually, Bob show us your arse. 397 00:24:36,867 --> 00:24:38,107 Or a kiss. 398 00:24:38,371 --> 00:24:42,080 Craigy and Bob, found together, kissing in the office! 399 00:24:47,303 --> 00:24:48,948 - Good old Craig. - Craig. 400 00:24:50,145 --> 00:24:51,465 Do you know what? 401 00:24:51,490 --> 00:24:52,730 What? 402 00:24:52,799 --> 00:24:54,784 You need to stop looking at me like that, 403 00:24:55,131 --> 00:24:56,885 or we'll kick the shit out of you. 404 00:24:57,820 --> 00:24:59,420 Do you hear me? 405 00:26:02,276 --> 00:26:06,041 It's that one there, with the yellow on the bottom. 406 00:26:06,066 --> 00:26:07,260 Okay. 407 00:26:07,591 --> 00:26:08,966 I can wait out here for you, if you want. 408 00:26:08,990 --> 00:26:09,994 - No. - It's no hassle. 409 00:26:10,019 --> 00:26:12,099 No, you're all right, you go home and get some sleep. 410 00:26:12,512 --> 00:26:13,785 You've been up all night. 411 00:26:14,301 --> 00:26:17,254 I could do with a fucking wash, I can smell myself. 412 00:26:20,606 --> 00:26:22,895 I'll give you a bell when I'm on my way home. 413 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:25,144 - All right. I'll see you later. - Okay. 414 00:26:25,169 --> 00:26:26,369 CAR DOOR SLAMS 415 00:27:30,753 --> 00:27:33,160 - All right, mate? - All right, Joe. 416 00:27:33,367 --> 00:27:35,246 - You okay? - Yeah. 417 00:27:35,996 --> 00:27:37,499 I was bang out of order, Craig, 418 00:27:37,499 --> 00:27:39,299 I shouldn't have spoke to you like that, mate. 419 00:27:39,730 --> 00:27:41,010 I'm really sorry. 420 00:27:43,975 --> 00:27:44,975 Thanks. 421 00:27:47,810 --> 00:27:49,872 Well, I was just wondering if what you said the other day, 422 00:27:49,896 --> 00:27:50,896 you know, if... 423 00:27:52,444 --> 00:27:53,444 What? 424 00:27:54,856 --> 00:27:57,456 Well, you said, if I ever needed anyone to talk to... 425 00:28:00,081 --> 00:28:01,909 - Erm... - My head's fucked, Craigy. 426 00:28:01,934 --> 00:28:04,674 - Yeah. - It is, my head, it's fucked. 427 00:28:06,279 --> 00:28:08,159 And you're the only one that was there. 428 00:28:10,089 --> 00:28:12,190 You know, you're the only one that understands me. 429 00:28:16,096 --> 00:28:18,401 So, if the offer still stands, mate... 430 00:28:20,199 --> 00:28:22,229 ... I could really do with someone to talk to. 431 00:28:22,254 --> 00:28:23,474 Yeah, come on in. 432 00:28:24,323 --> 00:28:26,260 - Yeah? - Yeah. 433 00:28:27,465 --> 00:28:28,905 Thanks, mate. 434 00:28:29,702 --> 00:28:31,541 The place is a bit of a fucking mess. 435 00:28:31,566 --> 00:28:33,006 Oh, it's all right. 436 00:28:37,003 --> 00:28:39,979 Dinah, I... I looked through the files, and... 437 00:28:40,004 --> 00:28:42,049 Just before you say anything... 438 00:28:44,404 --> 00:28:45,791 ... can I just thank you... 439 00:28:46,918 --> 00:28:48,440 - for... - For what? 440 00:28:50,009 --> 00:28:52,158 Just for everything that you did. 441 00:28:56,612 --> 00:28:58,338 You were on my side and she wasn't. 442 00:28:58,363 --> 00:29:00,104 So, I want to thank you for that. 443 00:29:00,481 --> 00:29:02,075 And I also want to say that... 444 00:29:02,100 --> 00:29:03,700 - She? - My mum. 445 00:29:04,233 --> 00:29:08,325 But, I also want to say that, most importantly, I want... 446 00:29:08,983 --> 00:29:11,348 Finn to know that I never... 447 00:29:12,025 --> 00:29:13,512 regretted having him. 448 00:29:14,872 --> 00:29:19,051 And... the only regret I have is that I didn't fight to keep him. 449 00:29:19,806 --> 00:29:21,406 And that's why... 450 00:29:23,021 --> 00:29:24,426 ... I have these. 451 00:29:25,069 --> 00:29:27,419 And... it's going to explain everything to him 452 00:29:27,756 --> 00:29:29,996 about what happened. 453 00:29:30,254 --> 00:29:32,817 But most importantly, that he wasn't a mistake 454 00:29:32,842 --> 00:29:34,562 cos I know what it's like to be a mistake 455 00:29:34,587 --> 00:29:36,239 and I don't want him to know that. 456 00:29:36,564 --> 00:29:37,604 And... 457 00:29:39,896 --> 00:29:42,336 ... he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. 458 00:29:52,792 --> 00:29:54,372 First of all... 459 00:29:57,189 --> 00:29:59,184 ... he's not called Finn any more. 460 00:29:59,753 --> 00:30:01,411 - Okay. - His parents... 461 00:30:02,645 --> 00:30:04,192 named him Eoin. 462 00:30:06,068 --> 00:30:07,068 Okay. 463 00:30:07,306 --> 00:30:08,903 I can change that on this. 464 00:30:13,181 --> 00:30:14,614 How you spell Eoin? 465 00:30:16,301 --> 00:30:17,781 E-O-I-N. 466 00:30:25,746 --> 00:30:26,942 Dinah, it's... 467 00:30:28,374 --> 00:30:33,004 it's not, it's not great news today because... 468 00:30:34,510 --> 00:30:37,575 ... I called Eoin's parents and... 469 00:30:39,791 --> 00:30:41,731 ..they feel at the moment that 470 00:30:42,108 --> 00:30:46,268 meeting you would not be right. 471 00:30:46,939 --> 00:30:47,939 Um... 472 00:30:49,798 --> 00:30:51,801 I know I only sprung this on you yesterday so, 473 00:30:51,826 --> 00:30:54,840 maybe there's another... 474 00:30:59,077 --> 00:31:00,158 - Look, his... - Another day, or... 475 00:31:00,182 --> 00:31:02,161 something that they could maybe come meet me? 476 00:31:06,324 --> 00:31:07,677 - I just want to give him this. - The thing is, 477 00:31:07,701 --> 00:31:10,206 he's doing really, really well now. 478 00:31:10,691 --> 00:31:13,487 You know, he's really come into his own 479 00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:16,511 and he's a great little fella, you know. 480 00:31:16,536 --> 00:31:21,128 He plays football, he's really doing well at school... 481 00:31:22,245 --> 00:31:23,425 great at art. 482 00:31:23,450 --> 00:31:24,769 Like his mum. 483 00:31:25,216 --> 00:31:27,206 Yeah, like his mum. 484 00:31:28,105 --> 00:31:31,277 And they just don't want that to be 485 00:31:32,475 --> 00:31:33,831 upended, you know? 486 00:31:34,673 --> 00:31:36,839 It's taken quite a while. 487 00:31:37,884 --> 00:31:40,191 - I know, I know it's a bit of... - And... 488 00:31:40,216 --> 00:31:43,253 ... I know, I've come in, I've... 489 00:31:43,542 --> 00:31:45,547 It's been a long time, but... 490 00:31:45,814 --> 00:31:47,728 I don't understand why you can't just give him this. 491 00:31:47,752 --> 00:31:49,814 - I know I can't meet him straight away. - It's just the... 492 00:31:49,838 --> 00:31:52,719 ... what happened before... 493 00:31:53,350 --> 00:31:55,086 really had an impact, you know? 494 00:31:55,111 --> 00:31:56,150 - What happened? - If we... 495 00:31:56,174 --> 00:31:58,508 Sorry, what do you mean, like when I gave him away? 496 00:32:01,535 --> 00:32:03,282 No, I mean... 497 00:32:05,494 --> 00:32:07,134 ... when he... 498 00:32:09,426 --> 00:32:10,696 ... when we sent the letters, 499 00:32:10,721 --> 00:32:12,161 you know, when he... 500 00:32:15,158 --> 00:32:16,188 To you? 501 00:32:16,213 --> 00:32:19,266 No, the letters he sent to you. 502 00:32:20,021 --> 00:32:21,633 I didn't get any letters. 503 00:32:24,637 --> 00:32:26,344 Back in 2011... 504 00:32:28,032 --> 00:32:29,469 he did all those drawings, 505 00:32:29,494 --> 00:32:31,360 those copies of your drawings, 506 00:32:31,491 --> 00:32:35,078 that he wanted you to have, and... we sent them. 507 00:32:36,185 --> 00:32:38,713 Over six months, we sent six letters... 508 00:32:38,846 --> 00:32:41,120 and because there was no response... 509 00:32:41,628 --> 00:32:43,148 Where did you send them? 510 00:32:43,173 --> 00:32:44,713 Well, we sent them to your house. 511 00:32:44,738 --> 00:32:48,120 I didn't live at that address in 2011. 512 00:32:48,145 --> 00:32:51,901 I rang your mum, I rang your mum and she told me that you... 513 00:32:53,503 --> 00:32:56,343 ... you didn't want to have contact. 514 00:32:56,368 --> 00:32:58,112 And you didn't want to be reminded of him. 515 00:32:58,137 --> 00:33:01,617 And that's when I told Eoin's parents that the best thing 516 00:33:01,642 --> 00:33:03,979 was for us to stop sending those letters... 517 00:33:05,477 --> 00:33:08,057 ... sending any more drawings and that was... 518 00:33:09,672 --> 00:33:11,471 That was pretty tough. 519 00:33:11,496 --> 00:33:13,896 I didn't get any letters and I didn't... 520 00:33:14,077 --> 00:33:16,206 No messages were ever sent on to me. 521 00:33:16,562 --> 00:33:18,573 Well, why would your mother lie to me? 522 00:33:18,598 --> 00:33:21,182 You know, she was very clear. 523 00:33:25,970 --> 00:33:26,970 She... 524 00:33:27,472 --> 00:33:30,323 She said you really, really didn't want to hear... 525 00:33:30,855 --> 00:33:32,370 anything about Eoin. 526 00:33:32,395 --> 00:33:33,870 That you didn't want... 527 00:33:35,252 --> 00:33:36,971 any letters and she... 528 00:33:39,860 --> 00:33:42,493 ... she told me that you burned those letters. So I... 529 00:33:42,518 --> 00:33:45,102 Because she's a fucking lying cunt is what she is! 530 00:33:45,127 --> 00:33:48,141 I didn't get those drawings, I didn't know about any of this. 531 00:33:48,166 --> 00:33:49,978 And does he know? Is that, is that what he thinks? 532 00:33:50,002 --> 00:33:51,844 Does he think that I didn't want to reply 533 00:33:51,869 --> 00:33:53,993 to any of those things that he sent me? 534 00:33:54,018 --> 00:33:55,594 We didn't give him the whole story 535 00:33:55,619 --> 00:33:59,844 but he knew you weren't replying to his letters 536 00:34:00,224 --> 00:34:03,235 and it was very traumatic for him at the time. 537 00:34:03,897 --> 00:34:07,032 It was very traumatic for the whole family. 538 00:34:07,711 --> 00:34:11,633 So, you can see why right now, the idea of... 539 00:34:12,731 --> 00:34:16,790 ... starting up a relationship with you just seems wrong. 540 00:34:17,766 --> 00:34:20,515 And there's no way you can ring them now 541 00:34:20,549 --> 00:34:22,579 and just tell them that I was...? 542 00:34:24,677 --> 00:34:27,277 Dinah, I wish I could, but I can't. 543 00:34:28,323 --> 00:34:31,735 You want what's best for him, they want what's best for him. 544 00:34:33,517 --> 00:34:36,383 And right now what's best for him is to just feel like 545 00:34:36,408 --> 00:34:39,024 he's got a nice, normal, ordinary life. 546 00:34:40,434 --> 00:34:42,114 That he wouldn't have had with me? 547 00:34:46,088 --> 00:34:48,448 That he can't ever have with me, is that what you're saying? 548 00:34:57,240 --> 00:34:58,640 I'm so sorry. 549 00:35:19,542 --> 00:35:21,742 I don't know what you want me to tell you, Joe. 550 00:35:24,910 --> 00:35:26,844 I just want you to tell me the truth. 551 00:35:32,669 --> 00:35:34,883 You know when you said it leaves a mark on you? 552 00:35:35,318 --> 00:35:36,318 Yeah. 553 00:35:37,036 --> 00:35:38,602 What did you mean? 554 00:35:47,778 --> 00:35:49,938 I know what happened to you, Joe. 555 00:35:52,549 --> 00:35:53,989 You know what happened to me? 556 00:35:55,902 --> 00:35:57,282 Because, uh... 557 00:35:58,485 --> 00:36:01,766 because what happened to you, Joe, happened to me as well, you know. 558 00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:08,160 And... 559 00:36:12,614 --> 00:36:14,534 ... when you came in, you know... 560 00:36:19,391 --> 00:36:21,385 ... they left me alone, you know. 561 00:36:22,548 --> 00:36:23,548 And... 562 00:36:25,886 --> 00:36:28,432 when they was lining you up, like... 563 00:36:34,065 --> 00:36:36,096 ... I knew what they was going to do to you. 564 00:36:38,107 --> 00:36:40,448 I'm so sorry, like, I'm so sorry and... 565 00:36:42,565 --> 00:36:45,034 and I thought you was dead. 566 00:36:50,071 --> 00:36:52,299 - I'm so sorry, Joe. - It's all right, Craig. 567 00:36:53,287 --> 00:36:55,627 - Oh, God. - It's all right, it wasn't your fault. 568 00:36:56,920 --> 00:36:58,682 I should have tried to help you. 569 00:37:00,295 --> 00:37:01,987 But I just wanted to be left alone. 570 00:37:02,012 --> 00:37:04,284 You know, I wanted them to stop being that mean. 571 00:37:06,775 --> 00:37:08,615 You were only a kid yourself. 572 00:37:18,573 --> 00:37:20,573 But you know who it was though, don't you? 573 00:37:22,196 --> 00:37:23,196 Yeah. 574 00:37:24,048 --> 00:37:25,620 Yeah, you know who it was, don't you? 575 00:37:25,645 --> 00:37:26,645 Yeah. 576 00:37:29,437 --> 00:37:30,477 Who was it, mate? 577 00:37:34,406 --> 00:37:36,752 It was a couple of the older boys, you know. 578 00:37:36,885 --> 00:37:37,925 Two of them? 579 00:37:37,950 --> 00:37:38,950 Yeah. 580 00:37:40,424 --> 00:37:42,042 It was two brothers, you know. 581 00:37:46,218 --> 00:37:48,299 And the younger one, David, he's dead now, 582 00:37:48,324 --> 00:37:50,221 he was killed in a car accident. 583 00:37:53,331 --> 00:37:54,893 About five years ago. 584 00:37:58,890 --> 00:38:03,229 The lad in charge was... was his older brother. 585 00:38:03,553 --> 00:38:04,673 Damon, you know. 586 00:38:07,214 --> 00:38:08,774 - Damon? - Yeah. 587 00:38:11,082 --> 00:38:13,815 Damon, I don't remember Damon. 588 00:38:14,346 --> 00:38:17,586 I remember a bit, but Damon, it wasn't Damon. 589 00:38:17,611 --> 00:38:19,451 We used to call him Nomad. 590 00:38:20,879 --> 00:38:23,120 Because it's Damon backwards, you know. 591 00:38:23,802 --> 00:38:24,802 Yeah. 592 00:38:28,110 --> 00:38:29,270 Yeah, Nomad? 593 00:38:30,861 --> 00:38:33,010 He was a bad cunt, Joe. 594 00:38:34,652 --> 00:38:36,565 Is he still around here? 595 00:38:36,590 --> 00:38:37,630 No. 596 00:38:39,328 --> 00:38:42,182 When he got out, he moved to a town not so far away. 597 00:38:42,792 --> 00:38:43,817 He moved away? 598 00:38:43,842 --> 00:38:44,842 Yeah. 599 00:38:47,531 --> 00:38:48,811 When did you last see him? 600 00:38:53,969 --> 00:38:55,901 About six years ago, I don't know. 601 00:38:57,222 --> 00:38:59,417 Did you stay mates with him? 602 00:39:00,807 --> 00:39:02,604 I used to go over there, you know. 603 00:39:05,214 --> 00:39:07,448 I don't know why because he was a sick fuck, 604 00:39:07,473 --> 00:39:09,713 but I just used to go over there and... 605 00:39:13,034 --> 00:39:14,128 ... I wanted to... 606 00:39:15,368 --> 00:39:16,854 ... I wanted him... 607 00:39:18,427 --> 00:39:21,987 ... I don't know, I wanted him to fix me or something. 608 00:39:27,607 --> 00:39:29,014 It's okay, mate. 609 00:39:31,870 --> 00:39:33,252 It's okay, Craig. 610 00:39:36,362 --> 00:39:38,174 - I'm sorry, Joe. - It's okay. 611 00:39:39,564 --> 00:39:40,870 It's okay, mate. 612 00:39:44,623 --> 00:39:46,383 But you know where he lives, yeah? 613 00:39:49,788 --> 00:39:50,788 Why? 614 00:39:51,256 --> 00:39:52,616 Do you know where he lives? 615 00:40:00,402 --> 00:40:02,064 Hey, hey, fella, fella! 616 00:40:02,089 --> 00:40:03,307 What the fuck is this? 617 00:40:03,332 --> 00:40:04,402 What do you mean, what the fuck is this? 618 00:40:04,426 --> 00:40:05,426 Pea gravel? 619 00:40:05,451 --> 00:40:07,504 - Yeah, it's pea gravel. - I didn't fucking order pea gravel. 620 00:40:07,528 --> 00:40:10,128 - Well, you did, cos it's written there. - Give me that fucking... 621 00:40:10,307 --> 00:40:12,277 - Fucking pea gravel. - I ordered two fucking tonnes 622 00:40:12,301 --> 00:40:13,339 of limestone dust. 623 00:40:13,364 --> 00:40:15,724 - If you did, it'd be written there... - Hold on, hold on... 624 00:40:17,903 --> 00:40:19,103 Fuck off. 625 00:40:19,454 --> 00:40:21,495 Hello, this is Michael at Byrne Construction. 626 00:40:21,520 --> 00:40:23,004 Sorry, I can't take your call at the moment, 627 00:40:23,028 --> 00:40:25,504 But if you leave a message, I'll get back to you as soon as possible. 628 00:40:25,528 --> 00:40:27,065 Michael, please answer your phone. 629 00:40:30,156 --> 00:40:32,073 Fucking hell, talk to them in the fucking depot, 630 00:40:32,098 --> 00:40:33,956 maybe someday you'll get a fucking order right. 631 00:40:33,981 --> 00:40:35,511 Yeah, well, of course it's my fault, as usual. 632 00:40:35,535 --> 00:40:37,199 - Just fucking get it right... - Pain in the arse! 633 00:40:37,223 --> 00:40:38,269 ... and tell them to send it this afternoon. 634 00:40:38,293 --> 00:40:39,293 Fuck yourself, yeah? 635 00:40:42,955 --> 00:40:44,589 Fuck off, Dinah! 636 00:40:47,598 --> 00:40:50,221 If you leave a message, I'll get back to you as soon as possible. 637 00:40:50,246 --> 00:40:51,246 Cheers. 638 00:40:51,271 --> 00:40:52,933 Michael, I know you've turned your phone off, 639 00:40:52,957 --> 00:40:54,690 but I really need you to turn it back on, 640 00:40:54,935 --> 00:40:57,018 now, because I need to talk to you. 641 00:40:59,469 --> 00:41:00,469 It's about Finn. 642 00:41:04,484 --> 00:41:06,440 I think you really need to call me back now. 643 00:41:06,966 --> 00:41:09,726 So just take your fucking phone off silent, please. 644 00:41:37,551 --> 00:41:38,551 Hello? 645 00:41:40,083 --> 00:41:41,635 I'm so sorry... 646 00:41:44,426 --> 00:41:45,426 Who is this? 647 00:41:46,806 --> 00:41:50,299 Anna, it's Craigy. 648 00:41:50,724 --> 00:41:51,724 Craigy? 649 00:41:52,463 --> 00:41:53,948 What's wrong, Craigy? 650 00:41:55,044 --> 00:41:56,917 I'm so sorry... 651 00:41:57,193 --> 00:41:59,233 Sorry for what? What the fuck? 652 00:41:59,258 --> 00:42:02,292 Just stop crying for a second and tell me what are you talking about. 653 00:42:02,693 --> 00:42:04,393 Is Joseph down there? 654 00:42:04,558 --> 00:42:05,558 No. 655 00:42:07,598 --> 00:42:09,635 I think I done something really bad. 656 00:43:31,657 --> 00:43:32,706 What the fuck's going on? 657 00:43:34,378 --> 00:43:35,538 Erm... 658 00:43:38,218 --> 00:43:39,338 Where's Joe? 659 00:43:39,363 --> 00:43:41,003 He's not... He's not here. 660 00:43:41,095 --> 00:43:43,135 - I can fucking see that. - Yeah. 661 00:43:43,753 --> 00:43:45,104 What's going on, Craigy? 662 00:43:45,129 --> 00:43:46,289 Erm... 663 00:43:50,668 --> 00:43:51,987 What's going on, Craigy? 664 00:43:52,012 --> 00:43:53,012 Erm... 665 00:43:55,287 --> 00:43:58,510 Honest to fucking God, this on the phone, and now here, 666 00:43:58,535 --> 00:43:59,981 will you just fucking speak to me and 667 00:44:00,005 --> 00:44:01,675 - tell me what is it that's going on? - I'm trying! 668 00:44:01,699 --> 00:44:02,970 Okay, I'm trying. 669 00:44:02,995 --> 00:44:06,603 Oh, look, I'm sorry, just fucking tell me what it is. 670 00:44:07,228 --> 00:44:08,439 I, er... 671 00:44:09,233 --> 00:44:12,353 He... He made me. I gave him a name, you know? 672 00:44:12,419 --> 00:44:14,095 He made you what? You gave him... 673 00:44:14,120 --> 00:44:17,103 What are you talking about? What are you talking about? 674 00:44:17,696 --> 00:44:20,306 I gave him the name of the guy... 675 00:44:21,283 --> 00:44:23,016 from the Towers who, er... 676 00:44:23,415 --> 00:44:24,963 The person who abused him? 677 00:44:25,260 --> 00:44:26,260 Yeah. 678 00:44:28,796 --> 00:44:30,064 And then what happened? 679 00:44:33,369 --> 00:44:34,939 And then when happened? 680 00:44:34,964 --> 00:44:36,604 I gave him an address. 681 00:44:38,556 --> 00:44:40,103 You gave him an address? 682 00:44:40,128 --> 00:44:41,174 Yeah. 683 00:44:42,850 --> 00:44:45,189 Of where this person fucking still lives? 684 00:44:45,214 --> 00:44:46,974 Is it... Does he live around here? 685 00:44:46,999 --> 00:44:48,541 He lives in Clonlea. 686 00:44:49,485 --> 00:44:52,685 He, erm, he wouldn't take no for an answer. 687 00:44:52,990 --> 00:44:54,424 He wouldn't take no for an answer? 688 00:44:54,449 --> 00:44:55,849 Could you not have fucking lied? 689 00:44:55,874 --> 00:44:57,103 He made me do it. 690 00:44:57,711 --> 00:45:00,471 He told me he'd forgive me if I told him. 691 00:45:00,496 --> 00:45:02,197 Forgive you for fucking what? 692 00:45:02,539 --> 00:45:04,564 Do you know that that is the fucking man 693 00:45:04,838 --> 00:45:07,070 - who fucking raped my brother? - Yeah. 694 00:45:07,095 --> 00:45:09,477 Who held him down and fucking raped him? 695 00:45:09,502 --> 00:45:11,274 - Yeah. - And you sent him over there? 696 00:45:11,299 --> 00:45:13,385 I didn't send him over there, I asked... He asked me... 697 00:45:13,409 --> 00:45:15,626 You gave him the fucking address, you may as well have, 698 00:45:15,651 --> 00:45:17,541 you may as well have fucking driven him over there, 699 00:45:17,565 --> 00:45:19,516 and fucking ushered him in the fucking door. 700 00:45:19,541 --> 00:45:20,541 Yeah. 701 00:45:20,725 --> 00:45:22,899 How the fuck do you know where he lives, anyway? 702 00:45:23,713 --> 00:45:25,266 Are you fucking involved in this? 703 00:45:25,291 --> 00:45:27,760 - Is this all some fucking sick ring? - No, I'm not fucking involved in this. 704 00:45:27,784 --> 00:45:29,321 Oh, my God! 705 00:45:30,075 --> 00:45:31,795 What have you fucking done? 706 00:45:32,264 --> 00:45:35,188 Give me the fucking... Give me the address. Tell me where it is. 707 00:45:35,213 --> 00:45:37,954 He's in 59 Davis Drive in the new estate. 708 00:45:37,979 --> 00:45:39,779 59 Davis Drive? Okay. 709 00:45:39,977 --> 00:45:42,071 I'll tell you what, Craigy, I'm going over there now, 710 00:45:42,096 --> 00:45:45,477 and if anyone has put a fucking hand on my brother's head, 711 00:45:45,502 --> 00:45:48,751 a finger... I'll come back for you and I'll fucking kill you. 712 00:45:48,776 --> 00:45:50,323 - This is your fault! - I'll be waiting... 713 00:45:50,347 --> 00:45:51,807 - You fucking sent him to the slaughter, - Yeah. 714 00:45:51,831 --> 00:45:52,884 - you did it! - Yeah, yeah. 715 00:45:52,909 --> 00:45:55,283 - You fucking gobshite! - Yeah. 716 00:46:02,399 --> 00:46:03,469 Hello this is Michael at 717 00:46:03,494 --> 00:46:04,501 - Byrne Construction. - Oh, fuck. 718 00:46:04,525 --> 00:46:06,998 - Sorry I can't take your call... - Answer your fucking phone, Mike. 719 00:46:07,022 --> 00:46:09,102 ... and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Cheers. 720 00:46:09,126 --> 00:46:11,648 Mike, this is Anna. Pick up your fucking phone. 721 00:46:11,673 --> 00:46:12,774 I'm after ringing you loads. 722 00:46:12,798 --> 00:46:14,429 I'm in a fucking shit storm here, 723 00:46:14,454 --> 00:46:16,242 I really, fucking, really need your help, 724 00:46:16,267 --> 00:46:17,929 so pick up your fucking phone! 725 00:46:33,729 --> 00:46:35,461 - There you go. - Cheers, mate. 726 00:47:50,007 --> 00:47:52,008 Hello, this is Michael at Byrne Construction. 727 00:47:52,033 --> 00:47:53,587 Sorry, I can't take your call at the moment, 728 00:47:53,611 --> 00:47:54,618 but if you leave a message, 729 00:47:54,642 --> 00:47:56,242 I'll get back to you as soon as possible. 730 00:47:56,267 --> 00:47:57,281 Cheers. 731 00:49:50,328 --> 00:49:52,351 Seamus, can you go and get Michael for me, please? 732 00:49:52,376 --> 00:49:53,456 He's not here. 733 00:49:53,481 --> 00:49:54,774 What do you mean he's not fucking here?! 734 00:49:54,798 --> 00:49:55,985 He's just stepped out for a bit. 735 00:49:56,009 --> 00:49:58,289 The second he gets back here, tell him to call me. 736 00:49:58,614 --> 00:50:00,045 - Fuck's sake! - All right! 737 00:50:33,322 --> 00:50:34,398 Who the fuck are you? 738 00:50:39,881 --> 00:50:41,241 Where's Lisa? 739 00:50:43,786 --> 00:50:45,146 Where's my fucking dinner? 740 00:50:53,242 --> 00:50:54,242 Are you Damon? 741 00:51:14,851 --> 00:51:16,211 Oh, here we are. 742 00:51:36,968 --> 00:51:38,808 Yes, a drop, please. Thank you. 743 00:51:47,048 --> 00:51:48,168 Take a biscuit. 744 00:51:50,013 --> 00:51:51,281 They're new cups? 745 00:51:52,183 --> 00:51:54,250 Yes, that's my good set. 746 00:51:56,025 --> 00:51:57,500 For special occasions. 747 00:51:57,734 --> 00:52:00,414 You don't have them out for me too often. 748 00:52:00,439 --> 00:52:04,414 No, but this feels like a special moment. 749 00:52:05,569 --> 00:52:07,038 I can't lie, Dinah... 750 00:52:08,371 --> 00:52:12,011 ... I'd just about given up all hope of you ever seeing sense. 751 00:52:12,480 --> 00:52:13,821 Well, that's why I came here, Mum, 752 00:52:13,845 --> 00:52:15,285 because I want to apologise. 753 00:52:17,188 --> 00:52:18,748 God, I was a right terror. 754 00:52:20,859 --> 00:52:22,922 And I know how hard that must have been on you. 755 00:52:24,872 --> 00:52:26,929 - Well, I can't say it was easy. - No. 756 00:52:28,474 --> 00:52:32,133 But... I, for one, would be glad 757 00:52:32,165 --> 00:52:34,765 if we can put all that business behind us, and... 758 00:52:34,790 --> 00:52:36,234 Yeah. But just... 759 00:52:36,259 --> 00:52:38,059 ... get back to how things were. 760 00:52:38,084 --> 00:52:39,484 Just know that I... 761 00:52:40,572 --> 00:52:42,547 ... I respect the commitment you have. 762 00:52:44,061 --> 00:52:47,061 You know, to everything that you do. 763 00:52:47,405 --> 00:52:48,687 You know, you see it through. 764 00:52:50,002 --> 00:52:51,336 Well, I try my best. 765 00:52:51,361 --> 00:52:52,401 You do. 766 00:52:53,556 --> 00:52:55,036 With God's help, yes. 767 00:53:05,068 --> 00:53:06,336 I'm Joseph. 768 00:53:08,723 --> 00:53:09,963 Joseph McCarthy. 769 00:53:10,331 --> 00:53:11,664 Pleased to meet you, Joseph. 770 00:53:13,298 --> 00:53:14,738 What the fuck do you want? 771 00:53:16,883 --> 00:53:18,124 From Ballybraigh. 772 00:53:23,887 --> 00:53:25,167 From The Towers. 773 00:53:29,322 --> 00:53:30,922 Sorry, mate, I don't know you. 774 00:53:33,496 --> 00:53:34,945 I've never been to Liverpool... 775 00:53:35,895 --> 00:53:37,758 ... and there was no Scousers in The Towers. 776 00:53:39,746 --> 00:53:41,346 No, I'm from round here. 777 00:53:43,721 --> 00:53:44,881 I ran away. 778 00:53:47,940 --> 00:53:49,380 When I was nine. 779 00:54:00,055 --> 00:54:01,415 Do you remember me now? 780 00:54:03,114 --> 00:54:04,114 Nomad? 781 00:54:12,183 --> 00:54:13,823 You remember me now, don't you? 782 00:54:16,225 --> 00:54:17,385 Hey? 783 00:54:20,135 --> 00:54:21,655 So, you went to Liverpool? 784 00:54:23,725 --> 00:54:25,085 I thought you were dead. 785 00:54:26,514 --> 00:54:28,154 We all thought you were dead. 786 00:54:33,356 --> 00:54:34,556 What's wrong with you? 787 00:54:37,948 --> 00:54:39,228 What isn't wrong with me? 788 00:54:59,274 --> 00:55:00,515 Can I sit down? 789 00:55:01,474 --> 00:55:02,812 Help yourself. 790 00:55:27,901 --> 00:55:29,221 Not what I expected. 791 00:55:31,110 --> 00:55:32,187 Hm. 792 00:55:38,416 --> 00:55:39,961 Have I disappointed you? 793 00:55:42,709 --> 00:55:44,867 Hello, this is Michael at Byrne Construction. 794 00:55:44,892 --> 00:55:47,516 Sorry I can't take your call at the moment, but if you leave a message, 795 00:55:47,540 --> 00:55:49,773 I'll get back to you as soon as possible. Cheers. 796 00:55:49,954 --> 00:55:53,015 Michael, is there any fucking chance that you can pick up 797 00:55:53,040 --> 00:55:54,047 your bastard phone? 798 00:55:54,072 --> 00:55:56,695 I'm after fucking calling you about five times, 799 00:55:56,720 --> 00:55:59,492 I really fucking need you, I need you to look up a fucking address. 800 00:55:59,517 --> 00:56:02,237 My stupid fucking cunt sat nav isn't working, 801 00:56:02,262 --> 00:56:03,554 I'm having... I, I... 802 00:56:03,579 --> 00:56:04,891 Answer your fucking phone! 803 00:56:04,916 --> 00:56:06,556 What the fuck are you doing, anyway? 804 00:56:16,081 --> 00:56:20,023 So, do you have plans? 805 00:56:21,009 --> 00:56:23,609 Like getting back to college, Dinah? 806 00:56:24,124 --> 00:56:26,164 You know, it's never too late to start again. 807 00:56:28,304 --> 00:56:31,094 I planned to, I just... 808 00:56:33,185 --> 00:56:36,305 Over the last couple of months, I've been thinking a lot. 809 00:56:38,093 --> 00:56:42,226 And, I want to go back to school, I do. 810 00:56:43,175 --> 00:56:44,215 Good. 811 00:56:44,240 --> 00:56:45,440 I want to change things. 812 00:56:46,970 --> 00:56:50,358 I'm glad to hear it, Dinah, really, I am. 813 00:56:52,255 --> 00:56:54,855 There's just something that I needed to... to sort out first. 814 00:56:55,292 --> 00:56:56,609 If you wouldn't mind just... 815 00:56:57,291 --> 00:56:59,331 ... just listening for a bit. 816 00:56:59,425 --> 00:57:02,953 Right, is it an application for a job? 817 00:57:02,978 --> 00:57:04,515 Yeah, something like that. 818 00:57:05,295 --> 00:57:07,047 Or an application to go back to college? 819 00:57:11,360 --> 00:57:12,600 Just listen. 820 00:57:13,591 --> 00:57:15,336 I will. I'm all ears. 821 00:57:25,426 --> 00:57:27,039 Sorry, I'm just nervous. 822 00:57:27,349 --> 00:57:29,633 That's all right, take your time. 823 00:57:45,041 --> 00:57:46,761 So you do remember me, then? 824 00:57:54,212 --> 00:57:55,212 Yeah. 825 00:58:00,406 --> 00:58:02,006 Do you remember what you've done? 826 00:58:05,089 --> 00:58:06,569 Everything I've done? 827 00:58:11,655 --> 00:58:13,415 Do you remember everything you've done? 828 00:58:15,929 --> 00:58:17,369 Everyone you've done? 829 00:58:21,091 --> 00:58:22,931 I remember what you've done to me. 830 00:58:30,468 --> 00:58:31,948 I remember you ran away. 831 00:58:34,590 --> 00:58:36,297 You broke my heart. 832 00:58:36,698 --> 00:58:38,437 And do you remember why I ran away? 833 00:58:49,117 --> 00:58:50,857 Why did you do that to me? 834 00:58:53,497 --> 00:58:54,737 Why not you? 835 00:58:56,657 --> 00:58:58,657 What makes you fucking special? 836 00:59:01,010 --> 00:59:02,050 Huh? 837 00:59:06,985 --> 00:59:08,367 You're alive, aren't you? 838 00:59:10,326 --> 00:59:11,984 Didn't do you any harm, did it? 839 00:59:12,525 --> 00:59:14,925 I was only fucking nine years of age. 840 00:59:17,335 --> 00:59:22,203 What kind of human being fucking does that to a child? 841 00:59:25,047 --> 00:59:26,087 Hey? 842 00:59:27,126 --> 00:59:29,031 You fucking scarred me. 843 00:59:31,097 --> 00:59:32,617 You look all right from here. 844 00:59:34,139 --> 00:59:36,594 Do you not feel one fucking ounce of remorse? 845 00:59:39,256 --> 00:59:41,469 Do you not lie there in that fucking bed 846 00:59:41,494 --> 00:59:43,398 thinking about them young kids 847 00:59:43,527 --> 00:59:44,887 that you raped? 848 00:59:46,355 --> 00:59:48,226 That you fucking violated? 849 00:59:49,687 --> 00:59:51,281 What gives you the fucking right 850 00:59:51,306 --> 00:59:53,234 to come in here and question me, huh? 851 00:59:54,166 --> 00:59:55,617 I have that fucking right. 852 00:59:55,642 --> 00:59:57,179 What do you know about me? 853 00:59:57,736 --> 00:59:59,375 Other than I fucked you. 854 01:00:00,954 --> 01:00:02,594 Maybe I did you a favour. 855 01:00:03,886 --> 01:00:05,953 Maybe if I hadn't, you wouldn't have run away 856 01:00:05,978 --> 01:00:07,498 and you would have been stuck there... 857 01:00:07,931 --> 01:00:10,463 and you would have been fucked by more than me. 858 01:00:11,183 --> 01:00:13,182 Maybe you should be fucking thanking me, 859 01:00:13,207 --> 01:00:14,416 have you ever thought of that? 860 01:00:20,855 --> 01:00:24,055 Who gave all the people who fucked me the right to fuck me? 861 01:00:25,816 --> 01:00:26,816 Hm? 862 01:00:27,494 --> 01:00:29,574 Where do you think I fucking learned it? 863 01:00:34,351 --> 01:00:37,627 "On the 20th of December, 2006... 864 01:00:39,236 --> 01:00:40,643 "... I was pregnant with you. 865 01:00:42,777 --> 01:00:44,977 "I was 15 and I was terrified. 866 01:00:46,532 --> 01:00:48,830 "But I was promised by the people around me 867 01:00:49,215 --> 01:00:51,260 "that I was making the right choice. 868 01:00:53,009 --> 01:00:55,849 "What I've learned now 869 01:00:55,874 --> 01:00:57,394 "is that I was lied to. 870 01:01:00,229 --> 01:01:02,049 "She made the choice for me. 871 01:01:03,253 --> 01:01:05,963 "This was so she wouldn't live with the shame 872 01:01:05,988 --> 01:01:07,737 "of having a slut for a daughter." 873 01:01:12,215 --> 01:01:13,955 Christ Almighty! 874 01:01:15,098 --> 01:01:16,618 I was going to give it to him, Mum. 875 01:01:18,564 --> 01:01:19,604 That letter. 876 01:01:21,931 --> 01:01:24,213 You're not sorry at all, are you? 877 01:01:25,129 --> 01:01:29,010 I went and visited Janine today, do you remember her? 878 01:01:31,108 --> 01:01:32,188 She remembers you. 879 01:01:35,394 --> 01:01:37,112 So that's what you came back for. 880 01:01:38,099 --> 01:01:42,307 To drag all of this business up again? 881 01:01:44,109 --> 01:01:48,455 Jesus, Dinah, where did I fail with you? 882 01:01:49,325 --> 01:01:50,605 Day one. 883 01:01:59,843 --> 01:02:01,203 Is that what you do with them? 884 01:02:02,764 --> 01:02:03,884 With what? 885 01:02:05,547 --> 01:02:07,187 The letters that he wrote me. 886 01:02:09,631 --> 01:02:10,955 She told me that, um... 887 01:02:12,208 --> 01:02:15,888 he sent some letters here and a drawing that he copied of mine. 888 01:02:18,028 --> 01:02:19,119 To his... 889 01:02:19,625 --> 01:02:22,369 to his mum, hoping that she might read them. 890 01:02:26,230 --> 01:02:28,350 But, uh, she told me that... 891 01:02:32,300 --> 01:02:33,580 ... that I burned them. 892 01:02:39,300 --> 01:02:41,020 I don't remember doing that, Mum. 893 01:02:48,673 --> 01:02:51,033 Scribbled little bits of paper. 894 01:02:53,961 --> 01:02:55,948 School photograph. 895 01:02:57,181 --> 01:02:58,901 A little crayon drawing, 896 01:02:58,926 --> 01:03:00,416 silly little drawings. 897 01:03:01,351 --> 01:03:02,682 I burnt them. 898 01:03:04,177 --> 01:03:05,577 For your good. 899 01:03:12,708 --> 01:03:15,143 So why would you do that to someone else? 900 01:03:17,236 --> 01:03:18,236 To me? 901 01:03:19,351 --> 01:03:20,854 If you know how it feels? 902 01:03:23,172 --> 01:03:25,018 Because you get immune, don't you? 903 01:03:27,117 --> 01:03:30,119 That doesn't give you the right to fucking destroy other people. 904 01:03:31,640 --> 01:03:33,127 Why would you do that? 905 01:03:33,900 --> 01:03:35,740 Remember the first time it happened to you? 906 01:03:37,587 --> 01:03:39,307 - Do you? - No. 907 01:03:40,205 --> 01:03:41,533 And do you know why? 908 01:03:43,436 --> 01:03:46,440 Because as long back as I can remember, it was being done to me. 909 01:03:47,283 --> 01:03:48,877 So why would you do it to me? 910 01:03:48,902 --> 01:03:50,572 Because I didn't know anything else. 911 01:03:50,597 --> 01:03:51,808 Why would you do it to other people? 912 01:03:51,832 --> 01:03:53,672 I don't have your fucking answers. 913 01:03:55,177 --> 01:03:56,857 You've come to the wrong place. 914 01:03:58,455 --> 01:04:00,229 What was it going to lead to? 915 01:04:01,164 --> 01:04:03,416 Drag it all out into the open again. 916 01:04:03,441 --> 01:04:04,841 What did he look like, Mum? 917 01:04:08,164 --> 01:04:10,164 Was it somebody he looked like in the photos? 918 01:04:12,251 --> 01:04:14,323 It's in the past, Dinah. 919 01:04:15,009 --> 01:04:16,752 And what have you got to offer him? 920 01:04:17,091 --> 01:04:18,091 Nothing. 921 01:04:19,092 --> 01:04:21,893 You haven't succeeded at anything, Dinah. 922 01:04:22,964 --> 01:04:24,909 No, not really, no. No. 923 01:04:24,934 --> 01:04:28,088 You don't finish your education, you didn't go to college, 924 01:04:28,113 --> 01:04:29,549 you never had a job. 925 01:04:29,574 --> 01:04:31,080 Yeah, I fucked that up, too, yeah. 926 01:04:32,643 --> 01:04:33,893 The drugs... 927 01:04:33,918 --> 01:04:35,057 What else? 928 01:04:35,082 --> 01:04:36,916 Things I don't know about, probably. 929 01:04:36,941 --> 01:04:38,494 You know I tried to top myself? 930 01:04:39,463 --> 01:04:40,525 I fucked that up as well, 931 01:04:40,550 --> 01:04:41,863 I took some of Dad's old painkillers 932 01:04:41,887 --> 01:04:43,518 and washed it down with a bottle vodka. 933 01:04:44,170 --> 01:04:45,362 Didn't work. 934 01:04:45,904 --> 01:04:47,784 Fucked that up, rightly. 935 01:04:50,265 --> 01:04:52,305 You were such a mistake. 936 01:04:54,073 --> 01:04:56,221 You think I didn't know that, Mum? 937 01:04:57,371 --> 01:04:58,698 You think I didn't know that? 938 01:04:58,994 --> 01:05:00,554 What was I, huh? 939 01:05:01,765 --> 01:05:04,073 A silver anniversary gift from Dad? 940 01:05:05,201 --> 01:05:06,762 What, you're going to let him fuck you? 941 01:05:07,188 --> 01:05:08,638 How dare you! 942 01:05:08,663 --> 01:05:12,005 When you neglect him for about 20 years in physical connection, huh? 943 01:05:12,030 --> 01:05:13,654 Don't speak to me like that! 944 01:05:13,679 --> 01:05:15,399 What did he do? Did he force himself on you? 945 01:05:18,564 --> 01:05:20,123 Do you believe in God? 946 01:05:27,451 --> 01:05:29,091 I've been thinking a lot about him. 947 01:05:33,677 --> 01:05:36,496 If he's real, he's an evil fucking bastard, isn't he? 948 01:05:40,006 --> 01:05:42,607 Maybe you should be asking him the questions. 949 01:05:44,021 --> 01:05:45,935 I've got a few for him, myself. 950 01:05:46,539 --> 01:05:48,505 If he fucking exists. 951 01:05:52,980 --> 01:05:54,900 I came here to kill you. 952 01:05:56,665 --> 01:05:58,545 You came for revenge, did you? 953 01:05:59,947 --> 01:06:02,365 And now you can't even have revenge. 954 01:06:02,390 --> 01:06:04,060 I don't need revenge. 955 01:06:04,618 --> 01:06:06,378 You came to kill me. 956 01:06:07,497 --> 01:06:11,154 And I'm going to leave here, walk out in that fucking sunshine, 957 01:06:11,548 --> 01:06:13,138 I've got a life. 958 01:06:13,590 --> 01:06:14,959 A sad fucking life. 959 01:06:14,984 --> 01:06:16,888 It's not. I've got a little boy. 960 01:06:16,913 --> 01:06:18,685 You've had a sad fucking life. 961 01:06:18,710 --> 01:06:19,984 I've had a sad life? I've got a little boy. 962 01:06:20,008 --> 01:06:21,248 Yeah? 963 01:06:21,457 --> 01:06:24,904 Yeah, I've got a beautiful little boy, yeah. 964 01:06:24,929 --> 01:06:26,225 Why didn't you bring him with you? 965 01:06:26,249 --> 01:06:28,209 Little Shea. He's my little lad. 966 01:06:28,234 --> 01:06:29,490 - Yeah? - Yeah. 967 01:06:30,207 --> 01:06:31,207 Yeah. 968 01:06:31,815 --> 01:06:33,135 And I've got a life. 969 01:06:33,927 --> 01:06:35,487 I've got a life. 970 01:06:35,785 --> 01:06:37,225 You've got fuck-all. 971 01:06:37,317 --> 01:06:39,877 Look at you in this sad fucking shithole. 972 01:06:40,292 --> 01:06:42,771 Just wallowing in your own fucking self-pity, 973 01:06:42,796 --> 01:06:45,154 you evil, horrible bastard. 974 01:06:47,821 --> 01:06:49,873 It's not about power any more. 975 01:06:51,140 --> 01:06:53,220 It's just about dying, now, Joe. 976 01:06:54,321 --> 01:06:55,481 And you're dying. 977 01:06:55,506 --> 01:06:56,866 And I'm ready for it. 978 01:06:56,936 --> 01:06:57,936 Good. 979 01:06:59,294 --> 01:07:00,873 So, there you go. 980 01:07:00,898 --> 01:07:02,302 I'd like you to leave my house. 981 01:07:02,327 --> 01:07:04,912 No, I'm really enjoying this cup of tea we're having here, Mum. 982 01:07:05,672 --> 01:07:06,763 Well, that's just too bad. 983 01:07:06,788 --> 01:07:08,615 Catching up on everything. Whose was I? 984 01:07:08,640 --> 01:07:10,443 - You're not welcome here any more. - No? 985 01:07:10,961 --> 01:07:12,350 Oh, that's a pity. 986 01:07:13,675 --> 01:07:15,116 I like staying here. 987 01:07:15,630 --> 01:07:19,069 I like listening to all your stories, they're fun. 988 01:07:19,324 --> 01:07:20,475 Honestly, they are. 989 01:07:22,245 --> 01:07:23,975 - Are you on drugs? - No. 990 01:07:24,415 --> 01:07:25,803 I fucking wish I was. 991 01:07:27,537 --> 01:07:30,045 You should be, you miserable cunt. 992 01:07:30,826 --> 01:07:33,405 Cos all you're filled with is anger and hate and... 993 01:07:35,192 --> 01:07:36,428 ... emptiness. 994 01:07:37,198 --> 01:07:39,014 You're fucking exhausted, aren't you? 995 01:07:39,039 --> 01:07:40,858 - Get out, Dinah. - Exhausted... 996 01:07:40,883 --> 01:07:45,264 from all that guilt you're carrying around, hm? 997 01:07:45,880 --> 01:07:46,983 Just go. 998 01:07:47,008 --> 01:07:49,584 No, I'm enjoying it here. 999 01:07:49,609 --> 01:07:51,209 Oh, this lovely plastic... 1000 01:07:51,234 --> 01:07:53,038 Ouch, Mum. Come on. 1001 01:07:58,505 --> 01:07:59,785 Do you want a tinnie? 1002 01:08:02,298 --> 01:08:03,458 I don't need it. 1003 01:08:04,592 --> 01:08:05,881 Okay, then. 1004 01:08:06,946 --> 01:08:08,386 So fuck off. 1005 01:08:37,373 --> 01:08:38,613 Look at me. 1006 01:08:39,840 --> 01:08:42,371 - Just fucking do it. - I need you to get out of my house, 1007 01:08:42,396 --> 01:08:43,957 and I want you to get out of my life, 1008 01:08:44,348 --> 01:08:46,566 because you've caused nothing but trouble! 1009 01:08:47,720 --> 01:08:49,675 You're just a little slut! 1010 01:08:51,612 --> 01:08:52,612 Get out! 1011 01:08:53,657 --> 01:08:54,937 Yeah, okay. 1012 01:09:04,566 --> 01:09:07,019 Come on, where the fuck are you? 1013 01:09:35,075 --> 01:09:38,199 Fucking hate you! You fucking slut! 1014 01:09:42,660 --> 01:09:45,285 Don't fucking move, because I will kill you. 1015 01:09:45,310 --> 01:09:47,324 - Don't fucking move. - Do me a favour. 1016 01:09:47,349 --> 01:09:50,144 - Shh, shh. - Do me a fucking favour. 1017 01:10:30,327 --> 01:10:31,527 I've forgiven you. 1018 01:10:34,037 --> 01:10:35,339 I forgive you. 1019 01:10:59,565 --> 01:11:01,205 Go on, fuck off! 1020 01:11:08,762 --> 01:11:10,504 Fuck off, I said! 1021 01:12:22,190 --> 01:12:26,239 _ 1022 01:12:26,264 --> 01:12:29,830 Synced & corrected by QueenMaddie www.addic7ed.com 72841

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