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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,906 --> 00:00:02,974 WOMAN: Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 2 00:00:04,366 --> 00:00:05,765 ETHAN: Hey, I'm Ethan. 3 00:00:05,766 --> 00:00:06,902 I'm Kat. 4 00:00:12,461 --> 00:00:13,628 You look different. 5 00:00:14,930 --> 00:00:16,221 I changed. 6 00:00:17,543 --> 00:00:18,790 'Sup, Cass. 7 00:00:18,791 --> 00:00:20,083 You wanna ride the carousel? 8 00:00:21,399 --> 00:00:22,917 That's the guy from the motel. 9 00:00:24,068 --> 00:00:26,646 - CAL: You're beautiful. - Thank you. 10 00:00:26,647 --> 00:00:29,215 - That's Nate's dad?! - Yes. That's Nate's dad. 11 00:00:30,088 --> 00:00:31,693 Hey. Tyler? 12 00:00:32,116 --> 00:00:34,303 NATE: God, are you broken inside. 13 00:00:34,908 --> 00:00:37,978 I went through Nate's phone, and it was weird. 14 00:00:38,526 --> 00:00:41,035 I need you to promise me that you're not gonna tell a soul. 15 00:00:43,012 --> 00:00:45,518 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 16 00:00:52,227 --> 00:00:54,990 RUE: Maddy knew who she was from a very early age. 17 00:00:54,991 --> 00:00:57,991 ♪ ♪ 18 00:01:03,302 --> 00:01:06,802 RUE: For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her. 19 00:01:06,803 --> 00:01:10,343 ♪ You must be my lucky star ♪ 20 00:01:10,344 --> 00:01:14,593 ♪ 'Cause you shine on me wherever you are ♪ 21 00:01:14,594 --> 00:01:17,093 RUE: She never knew exactly what it was. 22 00:01:17,094 --> 00:01:19,885 She just knew that she had something special, 23 00:01:19,886 --> 00:01:21,426 something intangible, 24 00:01:21,427 --> 00:01:23,510 something immeasurable. 25 00:01:23,511 --> 00:01:27,426 ♪ Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight ♪ 26 00:01:27,427 --> 00:01:29,338 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 27 00:01:29,339 --> 00:01:31,412 RUE: And it gave her confidence. 28 00:01:31,413 --> 00:01:33,932 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 29 00:01:33,933 --> 00:01:36,613 (CROWD APPLAUDING) 30 00:01:36,614 --> 00:01:38,593 RUE: That's why she loved pageantry, 31 00:01:38,594 --> 00:01:41,718 because you didn't have to be the prettiest or the tallest 32 00:01:41,719 --> 00:01:44,468 or the blondest or the whitest. 33 00:01:44,469 --> 00:01:47,167 You just had to have fucking confidence. 34 00:01:48,385 --> 00:01:51,968 And she probably would have gone on to win Miss Universe, 35 00:01:51,969 --> 00:01:54,817 - if it weren't for... this guy. - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 36 00:01:54,818 --> 00:01:56,227 NEWSMAN (ON TV): A beauty pageant coach, 37 00:01:56,228 --> 00:01:59,593 Marcus Cutler was arrested today on 18 counts of child molestation. 38 00:01:59,594 --> 00:02:03,134 That's it. You're done. No more pageants. This is sick. 39 00:02:03,135 --> 00:02:05,259 RUE: Her dreams were dashed by some random, 40 00:02:05,260 --> 00:02:07,384 50-year-old creep who didn't molest her, 41 00:02:07,385 --> 00:02:09,468 let alone even meet her. 42 00:02:09,469 --> 00:02:12,385 She refused to eat for a week out of protest. 43 00:02:13,677 --> 00:02:15,343 JENNI (ON TV): Drama! 44 00:02:15,344 --> 00:02:18,857 RUE: But then she realized how much she liked not doing anything. 45 00:02:19,985 --> 00:02:21,760 Maddy would never say it out loud, 46 00:02:21,761 --> 00:02:24,468 especially not today, because everybody's so political, 47 00:02:24,469 --> 00:02:30,318 but she never really had any desire to have a career... or job. 48 00:02:31,044 --> 00:02:33,676 She was just interested in doing what she did, 49 00:02:33,677 --> 00:02:36,051 just, without school and the other bullshit. 50 00:02:36,052 --> 00:02:37,676 (SIGHS) 51 00:02:37,677 --> 00:02:39,551 Her mother was an esthetician. 52 00:02:39,552 --> 00:02:43,343 Which is a fancy way of saying she gave pedicures to rich people. 53 00:02:43,344 --> 00:02:44,968 And her dad was a drunk, 54 00:02:44,969 --> 00:02:48,119 who was always pretending to hold jobs longer than he did. 55 00:02:48,120 --> 00:02:51,343 She quickly realized that there are two kinds of people in the world: 56 00:02:51,344 --> 00:02:55,051 people who sit in the chairs with their feet in the footbath, 57 00:02:55,052 --> 00:02:58,386 and the people who kneel in front of the footbath. 58 00:03:01,011 --> 00:03:04,343 She used to sit and study the women who came in. 59 00:03:04,344 --> 00:03:06,551 She'd pay attention to what they wore, 60 00:03:06,552 --> 00:03:08,259 what they'd talk about, 61 00:03:08,260 --> 00:03:11,802 and what she realized was that none of them actually did anything. 62 00:03:11,803 --> 00:03:14,718 I mean, they may have, like, children to raise 63 00:03:14,719 --> 00:03:17,551 or homes to decorate, but at the end of the day, 64 00:03:17,552 --> 00:03:19,802 they literally did nothing. 65 00:03:19,803 --> 00:03:22,885 They literally did... 66 00:03:22,886 --> 00:03:24,301 nothing. 67 00:03:24,302 --> 00:03:28,218 And strangely, none of them had confidence. 68 00:03:29,302 --> 00:03:31,468 She had had a thing for Nate for a while, 69 00:03:31,469 --> 00:03:33,760 before he finally asked her out. 70 00:03:33,761 --> 00:03:35,551 And at first, he was a gentleman, 71 00:03:35,552 --> 00:03:37,968 like, flowers every day kind of gentleman. 72 00:03:37,969 --> 00:03:40,718 - And he was smarter than most guys. - NATE: Maddy. 73 00:03:40,719 --> 00:03:43,593 - Plus, Nate, like, really loved her. - You're so sweet. 74 00:03:43,594 --> 00:03:45,426 I love you. 75 00:03:45,427 --> 00:03:47,635 I love you, too. 76 00:03:47,636 --> 00:03:49,134 RUE: And she did love Nate. 77 00:03:49,135 --> 00:03:51,093 She loved her relationship with Nate. 78 00:03:51,094 --> 00:03:53,760 She was also a really good girlfriend. 79 00:03:53,761 --> 00:03:56,093 Granted, she didn't always tell the truth. 80 00:03:56,094 --> 00:03:57,468 You're a virgin? 81 00:03:57,469 --> 00:04:00,301 RUE: Because the truth-truth is that when she was 14, 82 00:04:00,302 --> 00:04:02,760 on vacation in Panama City Beach, 83 00:04:02,761 --> 00:04:05,093 she met a guy who was, like, 40. 84 00:04:05,094 --> 00:04:07,218 Hey. You from around here? 85 00:04:07,219 --> 00:04:10,093 RUE: Which in retrospect seems kind of rape-y and weird, 86 00:04:10,094 --> 00:04:12,384 but honestly, she was the one in control. 87 00:04:12,385 --> 00:04:13,187 Yeah. 88 00:04:13,188 --> 00:04:15,510 RUE: She could tell by looking in Nate's eyes 89 00:04:15,511 --> 00:04:17,676 - how much it meant to him. - Like fully? 90 00:04:17,677 --> 00:04:18,927 MADDY: Yeah. 91 00:04:18,928 --> 00:04:20,968 RUE: That she was a hundred percent his. 92 00:04:20,969 --> 00:04:24,343 NATE: What about, like, have you ever been fingered? 93 00:04:26,218 --> 00:04:27,843 Only my own. 94 00:04:27,844 --> 00:04:30,802 RUE: Plus, it's not like anyone can feel the fucking difference. 95 00:04:30,803 --> 00:04:32,468 (GRUNTING) 96 00:04:32,469 --> 00:04:36,051 RUE: But that's the thing with guys like Nate. 97 00:04:36,052 --> 00:04:38,718 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 98 00:04:38,719 --> 00:04:40,968 RUE: They don't actually want a person. 99 00:04:40,969 --> 00:04:43,425 They want something they can own 100 00:04:43,426 --> 00:04:45,343 and possess. 101 00:04:46,177 --> 00:04:48,547 Like Sharon Stone in Casino. 102 00:04:49,121 --> 00:04:51,927 But the cool thing about Sharon Stone in Casino 103 00:04:51,928 --> 00:04:54,218 is that she ran the fuck over De Niro. 104 00:04:54,219 --> 00:04:56,051 I would fucking kill for that coat. 105 00:04:56,052 --> 00:04:57,802 RUE: And she did the same to Nate. 106 00:04:57,803 --> 00:04:59,551 How much do you think it costs? 107 00:04:59,552 --> 00:05:02,051 RUE: Seriously, Sharon Stone in Casino was, like, 108 00:05:02,052 --> 00:05:04,093 Maddy's spirit animal. 109 00:05:04,094 --> 00:05:06,301 She also watched a lot of porn. 110 00:05:06,302 --> 00:05:09,927 Not because it turned her on or anything, it didn't. 111 00:05:09,928 --> 00:05:11,968 But if you analyzed it really closely, 112 00:05:11,969 --> 00:05:14,343 there were a ton of really good secrets. 113 00:05:14,344 --> 00:05:17,593 (MOANING, GROANING) 114 00:05:17,594 --> 00:05:19,510 (PANTING) 115 00:05:19,511 --> 00:05:20,968 RUE: Sometimes, during sex, 116 00:05:20,969 --> 00:05:23,010 she would imagine she was a ventriloquist 117 00:05:23,011 --> 00:05:24,635 controlling her body... 118 00:05:24,636 --> 00:05:28,259 Moving her hips and arching her back in just the right way. 119 00:05:28,260 --> 00:05:31,676 She wanted Nate to feel good about the way he fucked. 120 00:05:31,677 --> 00:05:35,802 Because if you make a guy feel confident and powerful, 121 00:05:35,803 --> 00:05:37,885 well, they'll do anything. 122 00:05:37,886 --> 00:05:40,093 - That one. - I got you a present. 123 00:05:40,094 --> 00:05:41,176 Really? 124 00:05:41,177 --> 00:05:43,093 After dinner. It's in the car. 125 00:05:43,094 --> 00:05:45,426 (WATER SLOSHING) 126 00:05:45,427 --> 00:05:47,802 ♪ ♪ 127 00:05:47,803 --> 00:05:49,843 (BREATHING HEAVILY) 128 00:05:49,844 --> 00:05:52,343 Oh, my God, it's perfect! 129 00:05:52,344 --> 00:05:54,719 - I fucking love you. - I fucking love you, too. 130 00:05:58,302 --> 00:06:02,384 RUE: She did worry about the whole monogamy thing, though. 131 00:06:02,385 --> 00:06:05,343 It's not like she ever cheated-cheated. 132 00:06:05,344 --> 00:06:09,010 But every now and then, she'd find herself in, like, a gray area. 133 00:06:09,011 --> 00:06:10,802 I'll do anything to fuck you. 134 00:06:10,803 --> 00:06:13,134 You're so sweet... but no. 135 00:06:13,135 --> 00:06:15,927 RUE: Except for that DJ who said he opened for Calvin Harris. 136 00:06:15,928 --> 00:06:18,760 And the stockbroker guy with the family who lived on Oak Street. 137 00:06:18,761 --> 00:06:21,468 - And hot dude who ran the roller rink. - (PANTING) 138 00:06:21,469 --> 00:06:25,635 - (WHIRRING) - (MADDY PANTING) 139 00:06:25,636 --> 00:06:28,134 RUE: But honestly, those were all times 140 00:06:28,135 --> 00:06:29,843 when Nate and her were on a break. 141 00:06:29,844 --> 00:06:33,426 Plus, Nate could be a real asshole. 142 00:06:33,427 --> 00:06:37,343 And sometimes, Maddy fantasized about punching Nate. 143 00:06:37,344 --> 00:06:39,635 But because of who he was as a person, 144 00:06:39,636 --> 00:06:41,593 she was afraid he'd hit her back. 145 00:06:41,594 --> 00:06:44,593 Especially because he was coming to terms with his sexuality. 146 00:06:44,594 --> 00:06:46,093 You're fucking dead to me. 147 00:06:46,094 --> 00:06:48,796 RUE: It's, like, the root of a lot of violence. 148 00:06:50,761 --> 00:06:52,259 And when she got home that night, 149 00:06:52,260 --> 00:06:53,982 she felt sick to her stomach... 150 00:06:55,677 --> 00:06:57,644 like enough to throw up. 151 00:07:00,385 --> 00:07:03,259 It wasn't the violence that scared her. 152 00:07:03,260 --> 00:07:05,985 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 153 00:07:06,761 --> 00:07:08,388 she'd still love him. 154 00:07:09,284 --> 00:07:25,650 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 155 00:07:26,790 --> 00:07:29,927 RUE: Nothing in the world comes close to opiates. 156 00:07:29,928 --> 00:07:32,968 A good ES 7.5 Vicodin? Fuck. 157 00:07:32,969 --> 00:07:37,093 But honestly, the best thing I've ever had 158 00:07:37,094 --> 00:07:38,885 is fentanyl. 159 00:07:38,886 --> 00:07:43,218 And there is not a thing on the planet Earth that compares to fentanyl. 160 00:07:44,052 --> 00:07:45,886 Except Jules. 161 00:07:46,719 --> 00:07:48,510 Jules is a close second. 162 00:07:48,511 --> 00:07:51,551 Jules, Jules, Jules. 163 00:07:51,552 --> 00:07:54,593 And then you know what would be better? Jules and fentanyl. 164 00:07:54,594 --> 00:07:57,343 But I can't do both, 'cause Jules won't have me. 165 00:07:57,344 --> 00:08:00,259 So for now, I'll choose Jules. 166 00:08:00,260 --> 00:08:02,385 ♪ ♪ 167 00:08:03,052 --> 00:08:04,843 - (KNOCKING) - (DOOR OPENS) 168 00:08:04,844 --> 00:08:08,486 - Rue, dinner's ready. - Okay. 169 00:08:09,219 --> 00:08:11,510 - Are you coming? - Yeah. No. 170 00:08:11,511 --> 00:08:14,218 Yeah. For... aah... For dinner. 171 00:08:14,219 --> 00:08:17,218 - Just, uh, give me a second. - Okay. 172 00:08:18,886 --> 00:08:20,468 (DOOR CLOSES) 173 00:08:20,469 --> 00:08:21,802 (SIGHS) 174 00:08:21,803 --> 00:08:24,218 You two have a good time at the carnival? 175 00:08:25,719 --> 00:08:28,676 - Yeah, it was cool. - It was all right. 176 00:08:28,677 --> 00:08:30,515 Rue said you got sick on the Gravitron. 177 00:08:30,516 --> 00:08:31,968 I don't want to talk about it. 178 00:08:31,969 --> 00:08:34,052 (LAUGHS) 179 00:08:36,510 --> 00:08:37,928 So... 180 00:08:38,636 --> 00:08:40,581 Jules slept over last night? 181 00:08:43,639 --> 00:08:44,910 Yeah. So? 182 00:08:48,005 --> 00:08:49,945 LESLIE: Are you two in a relationship? 183 00:08:50,627 --> 00:08:52,925 I mean, yeah, kinda. 184 00:08:54,886 --> 00:08:57,555 It may not matter what I think, but... 185 00:08:58,094 --> 00:08:59,457 I really like her. 186 00:09:02,177 --> 00:09:03,670 Yeah, me, too. 187 00:09:10,969 --> 00:09:13,384 Baby, just take your time. 188 00:09:13,385 --> 00:09:15,427 You've come a long way. 189 00:09:17,177 --> 00:09:18,396 You're delicate. 190 00:09:19,164 --> 00:09:23,413 - I'm not delicate. - Yes, you are. 191 00:09:25,552 --> 00:09:27,927 It's fine, Mom. We, um... 192 00:09:29,135 --> 00:09:32,510 We had a really long conversation about everything, and... 193 00:09:32,511 --> 00:09:35,302 we're just gonna take things really, really slow. 194 00:09:37,260 --> 00:09:39,259 ♪ Okay, I'm Rambo, I ramshack ♪ 195 00:09:39,260 --> 00:09:40,927 ♪ I'm next to that cheese like rattraps ♪ 196 00:09:40,928 --> 00:09:42,635 ♪ On top of that green like grass ass ♪ 197 00:09:42,636 --> 00:09:43,968 ♪ That's over y'all head... ♪ 198 00:09:43,969 --> 00:09:45,844 (GROANS) 199 00:09:47,302 --> 00:09:49,426 Yo. Looks good. 200 00:09:49,427 --> 00:09:50,927 You ready? 201 00:09:52,093 --> 00:09:53,760 Um... 202 00:09:53,761 --> 00:09:55,913 How bad does it hurt? 203 00:09:55,914 --> 00:09:57,847 (MUMBLING): It didn't hurt, like, at all. 204 00:09:58,467 --> 00:10:00,398 It's all good. I've been doing this for years. 205 00:10:00,399 --> 00:10:02,343 I love you, Rue, 206 00:10:02,344 --> 00:10:04,134 but there's no fucking way I'm doing that. 207 00:10:04,135 --> 00:10:06,676 - (TATTOO GUN BUZZING) - (JULES WHIMPERS) 208 00:10:06,677 --> 00:10:10,134 RUE: I didn't know what happened the night Jules met Tyler. 209 00:10:10,135 --> 00:10:13,218 I knew it wasn't good, but I was afraid to pry. 210 00:10:13,219 --> 00:10:16,802 And selfishly, things had been going really well. 211 00:10:16,803 --> 00:10:19,718 Show me exactly where the holdup is. 212 00:10:19,719 --> 00:10:21,301 RUE: Granted, after the carnival, 213 00:10:21,302 --> 00:10:23,384 - things got really fucking weird. - (PHONE RINGING) 214 00:10:23,385 --> 00:10:24,968 Hey, I gotta call you back. 215 00:10:24,969 --> 00:10:26,435 Slow down. 216 00:10:27,802 --> 00:10:30,968 Slow down. What's happened? 217 00:10:30,969 --> 00:10:35,635 (MARSHA CHATTERING FRANTICALLY ON PHONE) 218 00:10:35,636 --> 00:10:37,708 I'll meet you out front. 219 00:10:42,927 --> 00:10:45,052 ♪ ♪ 220 00:10:59,719 --> 00:11:01,727 OFFICER WILSON: Thank you for coming down, Mr. Jacobs. 221 00:11:01,728 --> 00:11:03,360 CAL: Do you want to tell me what's going on? 222 00:11:03,361 --> 00:11:04,999 OFFICER WILSON: Let's talk when we get inside. 223 00:11:10,093 --> 00:11:12,218 ♪ ♪ 224 00:11:29,343 --> 00:11:32,886 - MARSHA: Cal, you okay? - Yeah. Need a second. 225 00:11:38,218 --> 00:11:39,718 (RETCHES, COUGHS) 226 00:11:39,719 --> 00:11:42,051 RUE: Now, what had happened was... 227 00:11:42,052 --> 00:11:44,594 that morning, Maddy went to school. 228 00:11:45,802 --> 00:11:48,593 (CHUCKLES) What are you, the Unabomber? 229 00:11:48,594 --> 00:11:50,603 What are you, a dominatrix? 230 00:11:51,177 --> 00:11:54,551 - No. - I didn't mean for real, bitch. 231 00:11:54,552 --> 00:11:56,135 Obviously. 232 00:11:56,927 --> 00:11:58,927 But seriously, are you okay? 233 00:11:58,928 --> 00:12:01,510 Yeah. I'm just on my period. 234 00:12:01,511 --> 00:12:03,551 - Okay. Bye. - Bye. 235 00:12:03,552 --> 00:12:07,551 RUE: And Maddy's first class was Intro to Calc in room 202, 236 00:12:07,552 --> 00:12:10,802 which unfortunately was in the upper left wing of the school. 237 00:12:10,803 --> 00:12:13,176 Is the air conditioner, like, not working? 238 00:12:13,177 --> 00:12:16,176 MS. DONOVAN: It's broken. You could always take off your hoodie. 239 00:12:16,177 --> 00:12:17,635 RUE: Now, if it was a normal day, 240 00:12:17,636 --> 00:12:19,718 Maddy would have just taken off her hoodie. 241 00:12:19,719 --> 00:12:22,301 But since Nate choked her, 242 00:12:22,302 --> 00:12:24,301 Maddy woke up three hours early, 243 00:12:24,302 --> 00:12:26,259 applied more concealer than a burn victim, 244 00:12:26,260 --> 00:12:28,093 and tried her best to cover up. 245 00:12:28,094 --> 00:12:30,843 (BELL RINGING) 246 00:12:30,844 --> 00:12:32,593 To compound the problem, 247 00:12:32,594 --> 00:12:34,551 she also suffered from a drop in serotonin 248 00:12:34,552 --> 00:12:37,301 from the Molly she took at the carnival, got depressed, 249 00:12:37,302 --> 00:12:40,843 and therefore hadn't had anything to eat or drink the entire weekend. 250 00:12:40,844 --> 00:12:43,635 Plus, she actually was on her period. 251 00:12:43,636 --> 00:12:45,427 Maddy? 252 00:12:46,135 --> 00:12:47,552 Maddy? 253 00:12:48,802 --> 00:12:50,468 (STRETCHER CLATTERING) 254 00:12:50,469 --> 00:12:52,677 She's in here. 255 00:12:53,343 --> 00:12:57,051 I'm fine. Why is everyone, like, so dramatic? 256 00:12:57,052 --> 00:13:00,384 PRINCIPAL HAYES: Obviously, you've been through a lot this weekend. 257 00:13:00,385 --> 00:13:03,468 But my real concern is the bruising on your neck. 258 00:13:03,469 --> 00:13:05,510 There is no bruising on my neck. 259 00:13:05,511 --> 00:13:08,806 - Mm. Paramedics saw it. - Yeah, well, they're lying. 260 00:13:10,169 --> 00:13:12,043 Madeleine, look. 261 00:13:12,803 --> 00:13:17,256 I understand that you may be afraid to talk about how you got hurt. 262 00:13:18,216 --> 00:13:20,635 But I want you to know that it is not your fault. 263 00:13:20,636 --> 00:13:23,843 I'm trying to find a really respectful way to say this. 264 00:13:23,844 --> 00:13:26,760 But, um, this doesn't concern you. 265 00:13:26,761 --> 00:13:29,510 It does concern me, Madeleine. 266 00:13:29,511 --> 00:13:31,760 You're 17 years old. 267 00:13:31,761 --> 00:13:34,176 If I suspect that you're being abused, 268 00:13:34,177 --> 00:13:36,635 I'm mandated by law to report it. 269 00:13:36,636 --> 00:13:37,886 (MUTTERS): Fuck. 270 00:13:38,844 --> 00:13:40,886 Was it someone you know? 271 00:13:42,248 --> 00:13:44,248 Was it Nate Jacobs? 272 00:13:44,677 --> 00:13:47,676 All I know is she, like, knocked over a giant pot of chili 273 00:13:47,677 --> 00:13:49,843 and, like, called his mother the "C" word. 274 00:13:49,844 --> 00:13:52,301 I mean, he did, like, grab her by the arm. 275 00:13:52,302 --> 00:13:54,676 Yo, straight up? The chick's crazy. 276 00:13:54,677 --> 00:13:57,010 Do you know why Nate and Maddy were fighting? 277 00:13:57,011 --> 00:13:59,343 Um, I don't wanna talk until I get a lawyer. 278 00:13:59,344 --> 00:14:01,218 You're not being charged with anything. 279 00:14:01,219 --> 00:14:03,718 (POPS LIPS) Look, Nate's gay. 280 00:14:03,719 --> 00:14:05,259 I'm being serious, Barbara. 281 00:14:05,260 --> 00:14:07,426 No, I'm telling you, like, Nate's actually gay. 282 00:14:07,427 --> 00:14:09,343 That's why Maddy was upset. 283 00:14:09,344 --> 00:14:10,927 I don't know about the carnival, 284 00:14:10,928 --> 00:14:14,676 but I do know she smashed some dude in the pool at McKay's. 285 00:14:14,677 --> 00:14:15,885 Smashed? 286 00:14:15,886 --> 00:14:18,426 That's why he attacked the new girl. 287 00:14:18,427 --> 00:14:19,836 What new girl? 288 00:14:19,837 --> 00:14:22,303 The one who cut herself. 289 00:14:26,052 --> 00:14:28,094 I have no idea what you're talking about. 290 00:14:30,302 --> 00:14:33,051 Mr. Jacobs, would you please come with me? 291 00:14:33,052 --> 00:14:35,469 - What? - Come with me. 292 00:14:39,478 --> 00:14:41,551 You wanna tell me what the problem is? 293 00:14:41,552 --> 00:14:42,968 Don't worry. We will. 294 00:14:44,761 --> 00:14:48,761 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON POLICE RADIO) 295 00:14:51,421 --> 00:14:53,056 What was that about? 296 00:14:53,057 --> 00:14:55,437 Probably 'cause Nate tried to kill Maddy. 297 00:14:55,438 --> 00:14:56,468 What? 298 00:14:56,469 --> 00:14:59,259 Well, 'cause she found all that gay porn on his phone. 299 00:14:59,260 --> 00:15:01,010 - Who told you that? - You did. 300 00:15:01,011 --> 00:15:02,802 - When? - At the carnival. 301 00:15:02,803 --> 00:15:04,510 Okay, Lexi, never repeat that, 302 00:15:04,511 --> 00:15:06,535 because literally none of it's true. 303 00:15:11,343 --> 00:15:13,011 (CASSIE GASPS) 304 00:15:16,508 --> 00:15:17,883 Uh... 305 00:15:18,604 --> 00:15:22,187 Daniel, I-I can't. I'm sorry. 306 00:15:23,051 --> 00:15:26,133 I just... I'm... I'm dating somebody, and... 307 00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:27,682 I really don't want to fuck it up. 308 00:15:27,683 --> 00:15:29,419 It's cool. Don't worry. 309 00:15:30,299 --> 00:15:33,635 I just like you. I kind of thought you liked me. 310 00:15:33,636 --> 00:15:35,011 I do, I just... 311 00:15:36,469 --> 00:15:38,013 I have a boyfriend. 312 00:15:40,944 --> 00:15:42,418 Please don't say anything. 313 00:15:44,579 --> 00:15:46,556 If I promise not to say anything, 314 00:15:47,429 --> 00:15:48,843 can we hang out again? 315 00:15:55,802 --> 00:15:57,320 WOMAN (OVER PROJECTOR): ...reproductive health 316 00:15:57,321 --> 00:15:59,101 and your total well being 317 00:15:59,102 --> 00:16:00,968 in all aspects of reproduction. 318 00:16:00,969 --> 00:16:03,301 For example, physical, emotional... 319 00:16:03,302 --> 00:16:06,635 (WHISPERS): Hey. Did you get my texts? 320 00:16:06,636 --> 00:16:08,864 - No. - Really? 321 00:16:09,677 --> 00:16:13,677 - Well, I sent you a bunch of texts. - Didn't get 'em. 322 00:16:14,844 --> 00:16:17,010 Well, it says, like, delivered on my phone. 323 00:16:17,011 --> 00:16:19,872 Look, I really don't want to talk about this right now. 324 00:16:21,919 --> 00:16:23,919 What, are you for real? 325 00:16:27,098 --> 00:16:28,932 Did I, like, do something? 326 00:16:30,305 --> 00:16:32,159 I don't know, Ethan. Did you? 327 00:16:34,581 --> 00:16:38,510 RUE: So the night of the carnival, while fucking Luke Kasten, 328 00:16:38,511 --> 00:16:40,343 Kat had an epiphany. 329 00:16:40,344 --> 00:16:42,510 She was fucking Luke Kasten, 330 00:16:42,511 --> 00:16:45,176 Luke motherfucking Kasten. 331 00:16:45,177 --> 00:16:46,676 (GRUNTING) 332 00:16:46,677 --> 00:16:49,719 And for those of you who didn't go to East Highland... 333 00:16:50,093 --> 00:16:53,802 (SIGHS) Luke Kasten was a fucking god. 334 00:16:53,803 --> 00:16:56,676 I mean, he graduated years ago and people still talk about him. 335 00:16:56,677 --> 00:16:58,885 He has the biggest dick I've ever seen, 336 00:16:58,886 --> 00:17:01,010 and I was looking at him while he was fucking me. 337 00:17:01,011 --> 00:17:04,384 I could see his face scrunching up when he was coming all over my stomach, 338 00:17:04,385 --> 00:17:08,468 and I had this, like, realization, you know, like, this epiphany. 339 00:17:08,469 --> 00:17:11,425 That no matter how cool, or, or sexy 340 00:17:11,426 --> 00:17:14,760 or, or smart you think a guy is, 341 00:17:14,761 --> 00:17:17,034 they're actually just fucking pathetic. 342 00:17:18,322 --> 00:17:19,968 It's true, KittenKween. 343 00:17:19,969 --> 00:17:22,218 (KAT LAUGHS) Oh. 344 00:17:23,135 --> 00:17:24,927 By the way, if you wanna come, 345 00:17:24,928 --> 00:17:27,051 I put a body harness on my Amazon wish list. 346 00:17:27,052 --> 00:17:28,644 I'm gonna need you to buy it for me. 347 00:17:28,645 --> 00:17:31,218 JOHNNY: Yes, KittenKween. 348 00:17:31,219 --> 00:17:33,760 - KAT: Can I be honest with you? - JOHNNY: Always. 349 00:17:33,761 --> 00:17:36,134 - KAT: What I realize is that, like... - Where are you going? 350 00:17:36,135 --> 00:17:38,927 KAT:... my whole life, all I've tried to do is to take up less space. 351 00:17:38,928 --> 00:17:40,301 To the mall. 352 00:17:40,302 --> 00:17:42,093 Try to hide from guys, like, who might, like, 353 00:17:42,094 --> 00:17:45,278 whisper to their friend under their breath as I walked by. 354 00:17:45,279 --> 00:17:47,086 I've spent my whole life afraid people 355 00:17:47,087 --> 00:17:48,676 were gonna find out that I was fat. 356 00:17:48,677 --> 00:17:50,718 But honestly, who gives a shit? 357 00:17:50,719 --> 00:17:53,176 JOHNNY: I'm so in awe of you, KittenKween. 358 00:17:53,177 --> 00:17:55,565 KAT: There's nothing more powerful than a fat girl 359 00:17:55,566 --> 00:17:56,885 who doesn't give a fuck. 360 00:17:56,886 --> 00:17:59,802 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 361 00:17:59,803 --> 00:18:03,051 ♪ I'm gonna run this nothing town ♪ 362 00:18:03,052 --> 00:18:07,426 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 363 00:18:07,427 --> 00:18:09,585 ♪ One by, one by ♪ 364 00:18:09,586 --> 00:18:12,014 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 365 00:18:12,015 --> 00:18:15,760 ♪ Your silence is my favorite sound ♪ 366 00:18:15,761 --> 00:18:20,552 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 367 00:18:21,093 --> 00:18:22,489 Hey. 368 00:18:24,761 --> 00:18:26,415 Thought you weren't from around here. 369 00:18:26,416 --> 00:18:27,642 I'm not. 370 00:18:30,011 --> 00:18:32,036 I get off work at seven. 371 00:18:32,037 --> 00:18:33,355 You wanna hang out? 372 00:18:33,356 --> 00:18:36,968 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 373 00:18:36,969 --> 00:18:39,560 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 374 00:18:41,927 --> 00:18:43,885 (WHISPERING): Why are you suddenly being so mean? 375 00:18:43,886 --> 00:18:46,177 (WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY OVER PROJECTOR) 376 00:18:49,469 --> 00:18:51,164 You don't understand, Mommy. He didn't do it. 377 00:18:51,165 --> 00:18:52,169 Then who did? 378 00:18:52,170 --> 00:18:53,968 - It wasn't Nate. - Maddy, stop lying. 379 00:18:53,969 --> 00:18:56,134 - I'm not lying! - I am not gonna let the son of a bitch 380 00:18:56,135 --> 00:18:58,343 attack my daughter and get away with it. 381 00:18:58,344 --> 00:18:59,802 - Right? - Absolutely. 382 00:18:59,803 --> 00:19:01,355 He needs to know that there are consequences. 383 00:19:01,356 --> 00:19:02,844 - Mom! - I would like to press charges. 384 00:19:02,845 --> 00:19:04,384 Well, you're not fucking pressing charges! 385 00:19:04,385 --> 00:19:06,176 - I am gonna press charges. - No, you're not pressing... 386 00:19:06,177 --> 00:19:08,343 - This is for your own good! - No, you're not pressing charges! 387 00:19:08,344 --> 00:19:10,510 - PRINCIPAL HAYES: O-Okay! - (MADDY SOBBING) 388 00:19:10,511 --> 00:19:12,677 I would like to press charges. 389 00:19:16,495 --> 00:19:20,078 - You okay, Mr. Jacobs? - I'm fine. 390 00:19:23,594 --> 00:19:25,093 PRINCIPAL HAYES: Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs, 391 00:19:25,094 --> 00:19:27,218 thanks for getting here so quickly. 392 00:19:28,552 --> 00:19:31,218 OFFICER WILSON: So, it appears that your son and Miss Perez 393 00:19:31,219 --> 00:19:33,968 had a physical altercation on Saturday night, 394 00:19:33,969 --> 00:19:35,843 in which he allegedly strangled her. 395 00:19:35,844 --> 00:19:36,636 MARSHA: What? 396 00:19:36,637 --> 00:19:38,927 OFFICER WILSON: There are multiple eyewitnesses. 397 00:19:38,928 --> 00:19:41,593 Miss Perez has extensive bruising, 398 00:19:41,594 --> 00:19:43,718 and the family will be pressing charges. 399 00:19:43,719 --> 00:19:45,301 (GASPS) 400 00:19:45,302 --> 00:19:47,968 There must be some misunderstanding. 401 00:19:47,969 --> 00:19:50,718 This doesn't sound like something my son would do. 402 00:19:50,719 --> 00:19:53,176 I would like to talk to the Perez family. 403 00:19:53,177 --> 00:19:54,885 OFFICER WILSON: Actually, Mr. Jacobs, 404 00:19:54,886 --> 00:19:57,051 I think it'd be best to speak to your son 405 00:19:57,052 --> 00:19:59,384 before we take him to the station. 406 00:19:59,385 --> 00:20:01,469 He's just this way. 407 00:20:07,844 --> 00:20:09,927 ♪ ♪ 408 00:20:26,552 --> 00:20:28,761 (EXHALES) 409 00:20:32,802 --> 00:20:34,302 (SIGHS) 410 00:20:35,481 --> 00:20:37,148 Did you do it? 411 00:20:40,596 --> 00:20:42,134 (SOFTLY): Not really. 412 00:20:43,893 --> 00:20:45,660 Did you admit to it? 413 00:20:48,015 --> 00:20:49,182 No. 414 00:20:52,582 --> 00:20:54,541 Did you do it? 415 00:21:04,296 --> 00:21:05,337 No. 416 00:21:07,739 --> 00:21:10,530 (SIGHS) Well, that's good to hear. 417 00:21:14,524 --> 00:21:16,733 Her family's gonna press charges. 418 00:21:19,296 --> 00:21:21,212 - (WHISPERS): Fuck. - Hey. 419 00:21:24,334 --> 00:21:25,551 Listen to me. 420 00:21:26,923 --> 00:21:28,774 You need to stay composed. 421 00:21:29,599 --> 00:21:31,306 Don't get angry, don't make a scene. 422 00:21:31,307 --> 00:21:33,892 You walk out of the school with your head held high. 423 00:21:36,402 --> 00:21:39,778 Look at me. Hey, look at me. 424 00:21:43,072 --> 00:21:45,531 What's about to happen to you... 425 00:21:46,343 --> 00:21:47,811 to me, to our family... 426 00:21:48,677 --> 00:21:50,671 is not gonna be easy. 427 00:21:53,258 --> 00:21:54,790 You walk out first. 428 00:21:55,283 --> 00:21:56,801 I'm right behind you. 429 00:21:58,401 --> 00:21:59,473 Go on. 430 00:22:09,469 --> 00:22:11,343 (DOOR CLOSES) 431 00:22:15,218 --> 00:22:17,170 (WHISPERS): I love you. 432 00:22:18,302 --> 00:22:21,824 (BELL RINGING) 433 00:22:24,802 --> 00:22:28,176 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 434 00:22:28,177 --> 00:22:31,676 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 435 00:22:31,677 --> 00:22:34,885 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 436 00:22:34,886 --> 00:22:37,218 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 437 00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:41,052 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 438 00:22:41,774 --> 00:22:43,940 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 439 00:22:45,046 --> 00:22:47,380 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 440 00:22:48,553 --> 00:22:50,469 ♪ Hee, hee ♪ 441 00:22:54,969 --> 00:22:56,719 (DOOR OPENS) 442 00:22:57,427 --> 00:22:59,218 Okay, one: what was that about? 443 00:22:59,219 --> 00:23:02,802 Two: can we talk about the fact that you fucked Nate's dad? 444 00:23:02,803 --> 00:23:07,010 Rue, swear to God, like, on your life that you will never tell anyone. 445 00:23:07,011 --> 00:23:09,885 - That you fucked Nate's dad. - I'm serious! 446 00:23:09,886 --> 00:23:11,760 This is like, like, 447 00:23:11,761 --> 00:23:14,010 even if you decide you hate me one day, 448 00:23:14,011 --> 00:23:15,635 like, you can never tell anyone. 449 00:23:16,317 --> 00:23:17,849 How would I ever hate you? 450 00:23:18,828 --> 00:23:21,155 That's not the point. Like... 451 00:23:21,908 --> 00:23:24,689 Seriously, this is some go-to-your-grave shit. 452 00:23:25,269 --> 00:23:26,622 I promise. 453 00:23:28,969 --> 00:23:30,469 (MUTTERS): Okay. 454 00:23:32,093 --> 00:23:33,430 Do you think Nate knows? 455 00:23:34,198 --> 00:23:36,183 No. Why would Nate know? 456 00:23:37,184 --> 00:23:39,510 I don't know. You went up to the chili booth at the carnival. 457 00:23:39,511 --> 00:23:41,897 Did... he look like he knew? 458 00:23:44,020 --> 00:23:47,104 No, like, literally, I didn't even notice. 459 00:23:51,469 --> 00:23:52,969 Nate's scary. 460 00:23:55,011 --> 00:23:57,177 The whole fucking family is scary. 461 00:23:59,771 --> 00:24:03,395 I don't want to have this conversation. 462 00:24:06,011 --> 00:24:09,218 You know what would be amazing? If they paid you off 463 00:24:09,219 --> 00:24:11,688 with a bunch of money and we do a bunch of really cool shit. 464 00:24:15,192 --> 00:24:17,265 Rue, this isn't a joke. 465 00:24:21,802 --> 00:24:23,886 ♪ ♪ 466 00:24:29,552 --> 00:24:31,551 RUE: I don't know why Jules didn't trust me 467 00:24:31,552 --> 00:24:34,093 or why she'd think I'd ever hate her. 468 00:24:34,094 --> 00:24:35,843 There's literally nothing in the world 469 00:24:35,844 --> 00:24:39,593 that Jules could do to make me upset. I even told her that. 470 00:24:39,594 --> 00:24:42,719 - JULES: Yeah, right. - No, for real. It's true. 471 00:24:46,260 --> 00:24:49,886 So, like, do you have a lot of one-night stands? 472 00:24:51,510 --> 00:24:55,385 Um, define a lot. 473 00:24:56,552 --> 00:24:58,384 Um, like... 474 00:24:58,385 --> 00:25:01,006 - More than five. - (CHUCKLES) Yeah. 475 00:25:01,787 --> 00:25:03,579 More than ten. 476 00:25:04,172 --> 00:25:05,793 I don't know. 477 00:25:06,552 --> 00:25:08,047 More than 20. 478 00:25:08,927 --> 00:25:12,176 - Rue, why does it matter? - It's just a question. 479 00:25:12,177 --> 00:25:14,052 Who cares? 480 00:25:15,552 --> 00:25:17,593 Is the sex, like, good? 481 00:25:17,594 --> 00:25:21,093 I don't know. It's, like, it's not even the point, you know? 482 00:25:21,761 --> 00:25:25,551 It's more about, like, everything that leads up to it. 483 00:25:25,552 --> 00:25:27,927 That's the good part. 484 00:25:29,093 --> 00:25:32,466 I mean, you've had one-night stands, right? 485 00:25:33,196 --> 00:25:34,529 No. 486 00:25:34,530 --> 00:25:36,842 But you've, like, hooked up with people 487 00:25:36,843 --> 00:25:40,176 - that you've just met, right? - Uh, not... Not like that. No. No. 488 00:25:40,177 --> 00:25:43,552 Wait. How many people have you slept with? 489 00:25:44,385 --> 00:25:45,676 Not many. 490 00:25:45,677 --> 00:25:48,551 No, like, what's your number? 491 00:25:48,552 --> 00:25:51,010 RUE: Ugh, this is so embarrassing. 492 00:25:51,011 --> 00:25:53,135 ♪ ♪ 493 00:25:55,802 --> 00:25:58,218 I had my first kiss at the age of 12 494 00:25:58,219 --> 00:26:00,218 with a boy I didn't really like, but... 495 00:26:00,219 --> 00:26:03,426 I just wanted to get it over with. 496 00:26:03,427 --> 00:26:05,968 I gave four hand jobs in eighth grade, 497 00:26:05,969 --> 00:26:07,301 two blow jobs in ninth, 498 00:26:07,302 --> 00:26:10,176 one of which I was emotionally coerced into. 499 00:26:10,177 --> 00:26:12,468 I'm literally gonna tell the entire school that you sucked my dick, 500 00:26:12,469 --> 00:26:13,999 so you might as well just suck my dick. 501 00:26:15,094 --> 00:26:18,093 Then there was that time that Lexi got asked to the freshman formal 502 00:26:18,094 --> 00:26:21,594 by Tucker Blake and I tried to teach her how to French kiss. 503 00:26:24,011 --> 00:26:27,390 Is this, like, really weird and uncomfortable for you? 504 00:26:28,260 --> 00:26:30,093 Mm, no. Not really. 505 00:26:30,094 --> 00:26:32,969 Okay. Um, I'm gonna get ready. 506 00:26:38,135 --> 00:26:40,093 RUE: Also, at 15, 507 00:26:40,094 --> 00:26:45,134 I ate two Xannie bars, drank a beer, which is super dangerous, 508 00:26:45,135 --> 00:26:46,760 and lost my virginity. 509 00:26:46,761 --> 00:26:48,384 (MOANS) 510 00:26:48,385 --> 00:26:51,886 - (EXHALES) Did you come? - Yeah. 511 00:26:53,177 --> 00:26:54,677 Word. 512 00:26:57,218 --> 00:27:00,301 You look like you came hard. 513 00:27:00,302 --> 00:27:05,510 RUE: All I know is, life is not a Nicholas Sparks novel. 514 00:27:06,343 --> 00:27:09,469 - That's it? - Yep. That's... That's it. 515 00:27:11,594 --> 00:27:15,635 Wait, so, like... have you ever been in love? 516 00:27:22,552 --> 00:27:24,343 - (SPLATTERS) - Fucking pigs! 517 00:27:24,344 --> 00:27:26,176 Fuck you! 518 00:27:26,177 --> 00:27:27,718 (DOOR BUZZES) 519 00:27:27,719 --> 00:27:30,510 Hi, Maddy. I'm Detective Riley. I understand this is traumatic, 520 00:27:30,511 --> 00:27:32,343 but you're gonna have to cooperate. 521 00:27:32,344 --> 00:27:34,436 If you literally step any closer, I will fight you! 522 00:27:34,437 --> 00:27:38,093 Miss, this is procedure. I need you to remove your sweater now, 523 00:27:38,094 --> 00:27:40,510 and if you don't, we will remove it for you. 524 00:27:40,511 --> 00:27:43,011 Really, bitch? How? 525 00:27:43,510 --> 00:27:45,843 - MADDY: You're fucking crazy! - OFFICER WILSON: Calm down. 526 00:27:45,844 --> 00:27:47,635 Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath. 527 00:27:47,636 --> 00:27:49,718 Come on, Maddy. We don't want to hurt you. 528 00:27:49,719 --> 00:27:51,093 Get off of me! 529 00:27:51,094 --> 00:27:53,404 - OFFICER WILSON: Maddy, please. - DETECTIVE RILEY: Relax. 530 00:27:53,405 --> 00:27:54,607 OFFICER: There we go. 531 00:27:54,608 --> 00:27:56,552 DETECTIVE RILEY: Thanks, guys. I got this. 532 00:27:57,719 --> 00:28:00,176 (SNIPPING) 533 00:28:00,177 --> 00:28:03,677 (SOBBING) 534 00:28:11,969 --> 00:28:13,761 (MADDY GASPS) 535 00:28:20,260 --> 00:28:22,468 DETECTIVE RILEY: I know you're really upset right now, 536 00:28:22,469 --> 00:28:24,218 - and you don't want to hear this. - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 537 00:28:24,219 --> 00:28:27,761 But trust me, when I tell you that the person that did this... 538 00:28:28,594 --> 00:28:31,135 - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) - ...doesn't love you. 539 00:28:34,302 --> 00:28:37,260 (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING) 540 00:28:38,427 --> 00:28:40,551 (INDISTINCT CHATTER ON POLICE RADIO) 541 00:28:40,552 --> 00:28:41,927 NATE: Mm-hmm. 542 00:28:42,761 --> 00:28:44,384 So you grabbed her. 543 00:28:44,385 --> 00:28:48,075 I grabbed her by the arm to drag her away. I didn't choke her. 544 00:28:50,969 --> 00:28:53,426 I asked her why she was acting that way. 545 00:28:53,427 --> 00:28:55,460 Like, I asked her what she was doing. 546 00:28:59,469 --> 00:29:01,258 I don't want to get her in any trouble, 547 00:29:01,259 --> 00:29:03,136 but she'd taken a lot of drugs. 548 00:29:03,816 --> 00:29:05,101 What drugs? 549 00:29:06,260 --> 00:29:08,594 I don't want to get her in trouble. 550 00:29:09,385 --> 00:29:11,594 She's not gonna get in any trouble. 551 00:29:13,635 --> 00:29:15,093 Molly. 552 00:29:15,968 --> 00:29:18,092 As in MDMA? 553 00:29:18,093 --> 00:29:19,469 Yeah. 554 00:29:20,284 --> 00:29:22,409 But I don't know if it was pure. 555 00:29:22,410 --> 00:29:25,035 Like, I don't... I don't do drugs, so I don't know. 556 00:29:29,260 --> 00:29:31,718 And after that conversation, was that the last time 557 00:29:31,719 --> 00:29:33,912 you spoke to Miss Perez that evening? 558 00:29:34,771 --> 00:29:35,896 Yeah. 559 00:29:46,156 --> 00:29:49,477 Her and I don't have the healthiest relationship. 560 00:29:50,802 --> 00:29:52,021 I know that. 561 00:29:53,177 --> 00:29:57,063 My dad's always telling me that she's a distraction, and he's right. 562 00:30:01,218 --> 00:30:02,510 I love her. 563 00:30:03,177 --> 00:30:05,093 You know, I really love her. No matter... 564 00:30:05,094 --> 00:30:08,510 how crazy she acts, no matter what she does, I love her. 565 00:30:15,451 --> 00:30:18,543 It's kind of embarrassing to admit, but, um... 566 00:30:21,510 --> 00:30:23,843 on the times when we've broken up, 567 00:30:23,844 --> 00:30:26,844 I know for a fact that she's been with other guys. 568 00:30:29,594 --> 00:30:32,008 I don't know, I mean, it's possible that that night... 569 00:30:38,083 --> 00:30:39,667 Aah, it doesn't matter. 570 00:30:41,243 --> 00:30:44,285 - DETECTIVE: What were you gonna say? - It doesn't matter. 571 00:30:46,298 --> 00:30:47,738 I love Maddy. 572 00:30:48,302 --> 00:30:50,350 I'd never do anything to hurt her. 573 00:30:51,135 --> 00:30:53,724 RUE: The fallout from Nate's assault was swift... 574 00:30:53,725 --> 00:30:54,943 PRINCIPAL HAYES (ON PHONE): I'm suspending your son 575 00:30:54,944 --> 00:30:56,177 until the investigation is completed. 576 00:30:56,178 --> 00:30:58,176 CAL: Look, that could take months. 577 00:30:58,177 --> 00:30:59,676 RUE: ...and harsh. 578 00:30:59,677 --> 00:31:03,218 East Highland football team has a zero tolerance policy. 579 00:31:03,219 --> 00:31:05,552 I'm a survivor of abuse. 580 00:31:06,802 --> 00:31:10,134 It took me ten years to admit that. 581 00:31:10,135 --> 00:31:12,551 Because the most insidious symptom of abuse 582 00:31:12,552 --> 00:31:16,802 is the inability to admit that what you're enduring 583 00:31:16,803 --> 00:31:19,176 is not normal, 584 00:31:19,177 --> 00:31:22,761 not okay, and not love. 585 00:31:24,385 --> 00:31:27,176 Those are the moments that keep me up at night... 586 00:31:27,177 --> 00:31:30,010 Thinking about all the times that I ignored that, 587 00:31:30,011 --> 00:31:33,093 that voice in my head. 588 00:31:33,094 --> 00:31:36,177 You know, that told me, "What are you doing?" 589 00:31:37,677 --> 00:31:41,259 ALI: And what happens in a month? Six months? A year? 590 00:31:41,260 --> 00:31:44,343 When she moves away and goes to college? 591 00:31:44,344 --> 00:31:48,093 When she tells you, she just wants to be friends? 592 00:31:49,469 --> 00:31:52,844 - You mean "if." - No, Rue. I mean "when." 593 00:31:54,260 --> 00:31:56,760 I mean, I don't know. We talked about living together. 594 00:31:56,761 --> 00:31:59,593 Like, if she goes to New York, I'll just go with her. 595 00:31:59,594 --> 00:32:01,048 I'll go anywhere she goes. 596 00:32:01,049 --> 00:32:02,636 I think you're missing my point, Rue. 597 00:32:03,886 --> 00:32:07,302 Nothing in high school lasts forever. 598 00:32:11,969 --> 00:32:14,177 You should meet her. 599 00:32:18,093 --> 00:32:20,593 WOMAN: Go ahead, Rue. 600 00:32:20,594 --> 00:32:23,343 ♪ What the fuck are we talking for? ♪ 601 00:32:23,344 --> 00:32:24,886 Uh... 602 00:32:25,427 --> 00:32:28,843 Hey, everyone. I'm... I'm Rue and I'm an addict. 603 00:32:28,844 --> 00:32:31,011 ALL: Hi, Rue. 604 00:32:32,040 --> 00:32:33,457 Uh... 605 00:32:35,886 --> 00:32:39,726 I guess I just wanted to, uh, make amends with everyone. 606 00:32:40,886 --> 00:32:44,843 Because most every time I've shared, 607 00:32:44,844 --> 00:32:46,107 I... I was lying. 608 00:32:47,343 --> 00:32:50,718 (SIGHS) Yeah, every time I collected a chip, 609 00:32:50,719 --> 00:32:53,968 whether it be 30 days or 60 days or 90 days, 610 00:32:53,969 --> 00:32:55,748 I was lying. (CHUCKLES) 611 00:32:56,459 --> 00:32:57,793 Um... 612 00:33:00,279 --> 00:33:02,279 (RUE SIGHS) 613 00:33:03,077 --> 00:33:06,336 But... I met someone. 614 00:33:09,140 --> 00:33:10,507 And she's helped. 615 00:33:12,135 --> 00:33:14,913 And now I want to stay clean. 616 00:33:15,802 --> 00:33:19,718 And, shit, maybe that's... Maybe that's me being selfish, 617 00:33:19,719 --> 00:33:23,259 you know, and Ali just scared the shit out of me. 618 00:33:23,260 --> 00:33:26,480 'Cause he told me that it wasn't gonna last. (LAUGHS) 619 00:33:26,481 --> 00:33:29,000 And, fuck, you know what? 620 00:33:30,678 --> 00:33:32,112 Maybe you're right. 621 00:33:34,177 --> 00:33:36,936 But I really, really, really hope you're wrong. 622 00:33:40,302 --> 00:33:44,514 'Cause, uh, I've been clean for 13 days. 623 00:33:47,421 --> 00:33:48,704 It's been okay. 624 00:33:49,219 --> 00:33:51,484 Um, I've actually been really happy. 625 00:33:54,499 --> 00:33:56,123 So, um... 626 00:33:56,124 --> 00:33:59,372 Yeah, I don't know. I guess that's why I wanted to come here, and... 627 00:34:00,666 --> 00:34:02,541 tell you guys the truth. 628 00:34:06,649 --> 00:34:08,083 Uh, thank you. 629 00:34:10,242 --> 00:34:11,740 - (APPLAUSE) - Thank you. 630 00:34:11,741 --> 00:34:14,491 - MAN 1: Welcome back. - MAN 2: Thank you, Rue. 631 00:34:16,677 --> 00:34:20,618 DAVID: So, is this like a friend thing with Rue or is it, like... 632 00:34:21,635 --> 00:34:23,705 I don't want to talk about it. 633 00:34:25,011 --> 00:34:26,441 I was just wondering... 634 00:34:27,260 --> 00:34:31,177 are you two, like, a thing? 635 00:34:33,927 --> 00:34:37,593 No, we're not a thing. I don't know what a thing is. 636 00:34:37,594 --> 00:34:40,156 'Cause I've been thinking, you know, if it was, 637 00:34:40,157 --> 00:34:42,297 if you two were a thing... 638 00:34:43,094 --> 00:34:46,010 We could all just do, like, a family thing together. 639 00:34:46,011 --> 00:34:47,760 Maybe go out to dinner or something. 640 00:34:47,761 --> 00:34:50,010 I don't want to go to dinner with you and Rue. 641 00:34:50,011 --> 00:34:51,357 I'm sorry. 642 00:34:51,358 --> 00:34:54,151 Why? Because you're embarrassed of me? 643 00:34:55,022 --> 00:34:57,397 Or is it because you're a thing? 644 00:35:00,052 --> 00:35:03,268 - You're hilarious. - Yeah, I know. 645 00:35:05,036 --> 00:35:06,911 Is she still going to meetings? 646 00:35:08,711 --> 00:35:10,085 That's great. 647 00:35:11,737 --> 00:35:13,334 You're a good influence. 648 00:35:20,017 --> 00:35:23,892 ♪ ♪ 649 00:35:46,002 --> 00:35:49,657 _ 650 00:35:52,719 --> 00:35:56,347 _ 651 00:35:56,822 --> 00:36:01,244 _ 652 00:36:13,302 --> 00:36:14,968 (GRUNTING) 653 00:36:14,969 --> 00:36:17,718 RUE: McKay had heard the news about Nate. 654 00:36:17,719 --> 00:36:20,343 Had a bunch of dick pics on his phone. 655 00:36:21,385 --> 00:36:23,927 And was, like, what, sending them to other girls? 656 00:36:23,928 --> 00:36:27,286 No, McKay, it wasn't his dick. It was other guys' dicks. 657 00:36:27,996 --> 00:36:29,676 I'm confused. Who told you this? 658 00:36:29,677 --> 00:36:31,510 What dick pics? 659 00:36:31,511 --> 00:36:33,885 The ones you told me about, on his phone. 660 00:36:33,886 --> 00:36:35,885 I don't know if your brain is all scrambled 661 00:36:35,886 --> 00:36:39,384 from, like, all the Molly you take, but I never said that. 662 00:36:39,385 --> 00:36:43,276 If you spread a lie like that, I will fucking come for you. 663 00:36:43,277 --> 00:36:44,510 We good? 664 00:36:44,511 --> 00:36:46,718 - Yeah. - (LOCKER SLAMS) 665 00:36:46,719 --> 00:36:48,596 MCKAY: Anyway, look, Cassie, 666 00:36:48,597 --> 00:36:51,189 I'm really sorry about what happened the other night at the carnival. 667 00:36:53,510 --> 00:36:55,093 It's okay. 668 00:36:56,385 --> 00:36:58,416 No, I should have said something to Nate. 669 00:37:01,814 --> 00:37:04,599 It just really hurt my feelings. 670 00:37:05,352 --> 00:37:08,619 It made me feel like you weren't proud to be my boyfriend. 671 00:37:14,052 --> 00:37:15,343 Cass. 672 00:37:17,886 --> 00:37:19,498 Give me a kiss. 673 00:37:22,635 --> 00:37:25,635 I'm proud to be your boyfriend, trust me. 674 00:37:29,256 --> 00:37:30,850 I'm sorry, too. 675 00:37:31,921 --> 00:37:33,769 What do you got to be sorry about? 676 00:37:39,510 --> 00:37:40,836 TREVOR: I love making music. 677 00:37:40,837 --> 00:37:43,426 Yeah, I mean, but to be honest... (CLEARS THROAT) 678 00:37:43,427 --> 00:37:47,010 I don't think I'm, like, good enough yet to just do music. 679 00:37:47,011 --> 00:37:50,011 But that's, like, my dream, you know or whatever. 680 00:37:54,001 --> 00:37:57,418 - What about you? - What about me? 681 00:37:58,343 --> 00:38:00,968 You look like you're creative or something. 682 00:38:00,969 --> 00:38:02,468 Uh, you know? 683 00:38:02,469 --> 00:38:05,301 - Creative. (LAUGHS) - Yeah. 684 00:38:05,302 --> 00:38:08,719 I don't know. Just, like, the way you dress and stuff. 685 00:38:09,385 --> 00:38:11,416 I just thought you might be an artist or something. 686 00:38:14,706 --> 00:38:18,396 Look, if you wanna hook up, we can hook up. 687 00:38:20,677 --> 00:38:25,218 Um... (CHUCKLES) I wasn't expecting that. 688 00:38:25,219 --> 00:38:26,506 Really? 689 00:38:27,312 --> 00:38:29,166 Yeah, I was just making conversation. 690 00:38:30,218 --> 00:38:33,719 I mean, that's my point, you don't really have to. 691 00:38:35,052 --> 00:38:38,010 ♪ Doll, Eskimo, aye! ♪ 692 00:38:38,011 --> 00:38:40,885 - ♪ BankRollGotit ♪ - ♪ I'm so icy... ♪ 693 00:38:40,886 --> 00:38:43,426 RUE: Maddy wasn't doing well. 694 00:38:43,427 --> 00:38:45,384 Over the course of the last five days, 695 00:38:45,385 --> 00:38:50,343 Maddy has sent Nate a total of 273 text messages, 696 00:38:50,344 --> 00:38:53,450 none of which he answered. 697 00:38:53,451 --> 00:38:55,760 Plus, everyone in her life was against her. 698 00:38:55,761 --> 00:38:58,134 _ 699 00:38:58,135 --> 00:39:00,635 - Who the fuck are you to judge? - _ 700 00:39:00,636 --> 00:39:05,010 Seriously, Mom, Dad has slept on the couch since I was ten years old. 701 00:39:05,011 --> 00:39:06,676 _ 702 00:39:06,677 --> 00:39:08,218 I'm not. 703 00:39:08,219 --> 00:39:10,218 I'm just saying love is a million things. 704 00:39:10,219 --> 00:39:13,384 Sometimes it feels good, sometimes it doesn't. 705 00:39:13,385 --> 00:39:16,218 The one thing I know is that Nate loves me no matter what. 706 00:39:16,219 --> 00:39:19,384 He'd fucking kill for me and I'd kill for him. 707 00:39:19,385 --> 00:39:21,642 It feels good to know that there's one person 708 00:39:21,643 --> 00:39:23,802 in this whole fucked-up world 709 00:39:23,803 --> 00:39:25,510 who has my back. 710 00:39:25,511 --> 00:39:27,301 You think I want this? 711 00:39:27,302 --> 00:39:28,617 You live in the same house 712 00:39:28,618 --> 00:39:31,718 and you don't even say one word to each other. 713 00:39:31,719 --> 00:39:34,388 That's the difference between me and you. 714 00:39:34,389 --> 00:39:35,442 _ 715 00:39:35,443 --> 00:39:38,468 _ 716 00:39:38,469 --> 00:39:40,032 _ 717 00:39:40,033 --> 00:39:41,438 _ 718 00:39:42,427 --> 00:39:46,218 Kat, I need to come over, like, right now. 719 00:39:46,219 --> 00:39:49,384 - KAT (ON PHONE): I'm not home. - What? Where are you? 720 00:39:49,385 --> 00:39:52,635 - KAT (ON PHONE): With a... friend. - Who? 721 00:39:52,636 --> 00:39:54,802 KAT (ON PHONE): It doesn't really matter. I'm just, like, 722 00:39:54,803 --> 00:39:56,927 in the middle of something. Can I call you back later? 723 00:39:56,928 --> 00:40:01,426 Well, can you blow them off, please? I really need you right now. 724 00:40:01,427 --> 00:40:03,927 KAT (ON PHONE): I... I can't. I gotta go. 725 00:40:06,469 --> 00:40:10,011 - Sorry about that. - All good. 726 00:40:12,177 --> 00:40:13,510 Um... 727 00:40:14,594 --> 00:40:16,135 So, like... 728 00:40:20,011 --> 00:40:21,343 (SNIFFS) 729 00:40:23,343 --> 00:40:25,551 (BELT UNBUCKLES) 730 00:40:25,552 --> 00:40:27,844 (UNZIPPING) 731 00:40:34,594 --> 00:40:36,218 (MOANS) 732 00:40:36,844 --> 00:40:38,969 (GRUNTS) Oh! 733 00:40:39,969 --> 00:40:41,677 (GROANS) 734 00:40:44,886 --> 00:40:46,677 (GRUNTS) Shit. 735 00:40:47,218 --> 00:40:48,927 Mmm! 736 00:40:48,928 --> 00:40:51,301 (GRUNTING) 737 00:40:51,302 --> 00:40:54,426 (GROANS) Fuck! 738 00:40:54,427 --> 00:40:56,635 (SHUDDERS): Shit. 739 00:40:57,135 --> 00:40:59,011 Fuck. 740 00:40:59,343 --> 00:41:01,385 It was just... 741 00:41:01,844 --> 00:41:03,760 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 742 00:41:03,761 --> 00:41:05,719 That was really good. 743 00:41:07,093 --> 00:41:08,635 (EXHALES, CHUCKLES) 744 00:41:08,636 --> 00:41:10,593 (BREATHES HEAVILY) 745 00:41:10,594 --> 00:41:12,455 Seriously, that was like... 746 00:41:13,236 --> 00:41:15,985 one of the best blow jobs I've ever had. 747 00:41:21,552 --> 00:41:23,761 (ENGINE STARTS) 748 00:41:28,052 --> 00:41:30,177 ♪ ♪ 749 00:41:38,552 --> 00:41:41,427 ♪ ♪ 750 00:41:43,177 --> 00:41:47,510 - (LAUGHING) - (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 751 00:41:49,011 --> 00:41:52,676 ♪ Hour past time and I didn't want to wake up ♪ 752 00:41:52,677 --> 00:41:54,635 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 753 00:41:54,636 --> 00:41:57,259 ♪ All that's fine, are we headin' back home? ♪ 754 00:41:57,260 --> 00:41:59,843 ♪ Headin' back home, headin' back home ♪ 755 00:41:59,844 --> 00:42:03,218 ♪ Cross that line and the second we make it ♪ 756 00:42:03,219 --> 00:42:05,134 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 757 00:42:05,135 --> 00:42:07,843 ♪ All come round, now they sayin' don't go ♪ 758 00:42:07,844 --> 00:42:10,635 ♪ Sayin' don't go, sayin' don't go ♪ 759 00:42:10,636 --> 00:42:12,927 ♪ I'm tired, still we rockin' all days ♪ 760 00:42:12,928 --> 00:42:15,843 ♪ Racin' 'gainst time, think we're neck to neck ♪ 761 00:42:15,844 --> 00:42:18,176 ♪ Got people talking that talk ♪ 762 00:42:18,177 --> 00:42:21,134 ♪ Copy the rhyme but ain't in their walk ♪ 763 00:42:21,135 --> 00:42:23,426 ♪ From outside looks like a circle ♪ 764 00:42:23,427 --> 00:42:26,384 ♪ From on this side it seems like a wall ♪ 765 00:42:26,385 --> 00:42:28,468 ♪ Rough ride, get me through it some way ♪ 766 00:42:28,469 --> 00:42:30,551 ♪ Another long flight, make me earn the pay ♪ 767 00:42:30,552 --> 00:42:32,927 One more time, okay? One more time! 768 00:42:33,635 --> 00:42:35,593 Rue seems really good. 769 00:42:35,594 --> 00:42:38,427 Yeah. She does. 770 00:42:39,507 --> 00:42:41,377 It's 'cause of you, you know. 771 00:42:49,253 --> 00:42:51,117 Um, I'm gonna go to the bathroom. 772 00:42:51,118 --> 00:42:52,754 Okay. 773 00:43:03,510 --> 00:43:05,635 ♪ ♪ 774 00:43:16,302 --> 00:43:18,010 I'm so sorry I'm late. 775 00:43:18,011 --> 00:43:22,635 My landlord is such a fucking cocksucker. Ugh. 776 00:43:22,636 --> 00:43:26,134 You know that type of person that, like, just tries to get under your skin 777 00:43:26,135 --> 00:43:28,635 for, like, no reason? 778 00:43:28,636 --> 00:43:32,177 Whatever. You don't care. I can breathe. 779 00:43:33,552 --> 00:43:37,384 Oh, my God. You're actually hot? 780 00:43:37,385 --> 00:43:41,093 Can I, uh... Would you like a glass of champagne? 781 00:43:41,094 --> 00:43:43,552 Honey, no. I don't do alcohol. 782 00:43:50,944 --> 00:43:52,673 You from around here? 783 00:43:53,594 --> 00:43:56,510 I'm from planet Venus, baby. 784 00:43:59,635 --> 00:44:01,258 I'm Minako. 785 00:44:01,927 --> 00:44:03,703 But the boys call me Mina. 786 00:44:04,552 --> 00:44:07,719 ("FABRIC" BY CUPCAKKE PLAYS ON PHONE) 787 00:44:10,052 --> 00:44:11,635 ♪ Bitch, you don't know me so shut the fuck up ♪ 788 00:44:11,636 --> 00:44:13,426 ♪ Can't walk like Naomi 'cause I got it tucked ♪ 789 00:44:13,427 --> 00:44:15,176 ♪ It's right on my waist and it's heavy as fuck ♪ 790 00:44:15,177 --> 00:44:17,010 ♪ Leave a bitch under like Harriet Tub' ♪ 791 00:44:17,011 --> 00:44:18,718 ♪ I caught a whole body now the block hot ♪ 792 00:44:18,719 --> 00:44:20,301 ♪ You caught a half a body like a crop top ♪ 793 00:44:20,302 --> 00:44:21,968 ♪ If it's in my hair then it's top notch ♪ 794 00:44:21,969 --> 00:44:24,093 ♪ Niggas wanna cock-block Niggas straight squares like hopscotch ♪ 795 00:44:24,094 --> 00:44:26,343 ♪ Yeah, it's too late I'm pulling up straight to the gate ♪ 796 00:44:26,344 --> 00:44:27,802 ♪ This what you call on fate ♪ 797 00:44:27,803 --> 00:44:29,343 ♪ It's only one way to deal with the hate ♪ 798 00:44:29,344 --> 00:44:31,010 ♪ Make a nigga disappear like the period late... ♪ 799 00:44:31,011 --> 00:44:34,093 I'm, um... I just... 800 00:44:34,552 --> 00:44:37,719 - Will you please stop the music? - Jeez. 801 00:44:38,552 --> 00:44:40,927 What is up with you? 802 00:44:40,928 --> 00:44:43,010 (MUSIC STOPS) 803 00:44:43,011 --> 00:44:45,093 (SIGHS) 804 00:44:47,577 --> 00:44:50,202 - You want a popper? - No. 805 00:44:51,895 --> 00:44:53,395 (SCOFFS) 806 00:44:54,024 --> 00:44:56,274 Well, then, what do you want? 807 00:44:59,169 --> 00:45:01,322 I just want to talk for a little bit. 808 00:45:02,594 --> 00:45:04,294 What do you want to talk about? 809 00:45:05,642 --> 00:45:08,726 I've just had a really long week. 810 00:45:09,383 --> 00:45:11,675 - Wife? - No. 811 00:45:13,064 --> 00:45:15,939 - Kids? - Yeah. 812 00:45:18,049 --> 00:45:19,632 Mm. 813 00:45:23,485 --> 00:45:26,401 - Boys or girls? - Boys. 814 00:45:26,402 --> 00:45:28,236 Mm. 815 00:45:33,635 --> 00:45:35,890 CAL: Do you think this stuff affects them? 816 00:45:37,483 --> 00:45:39,567 Even if they don't know it? 817 00:45:41,381 --> 00:45:43,214 MINAKO: I don't know. 818 00:45:45,260 --> 00:45:48,249 Do you think hiding it creates the same thing in them? 819 00:45:49,041 --> 00:45:50,489 MINAKO: Honey, I don't know. 820 00:45:51,609 --> 00:45:53,316 Everyone knows who I am. 821 00:46:00,218 --> 00:46:03,093 (SIGHS) 822 00:46:03,094 --> 00:46:04,471 You know... 823 00:46:07,058 --> 00:46:11,182 I spent my whole life trying to keep this part of me separate. 824 00:46:13,677 --> 00:46:16,281 But I feel like it's poisoned everything. 825 00:46:18,510 --> 00:46:20,718 I thought that 826 00:46:20,719 --> 00:46:24,552 I was doing what was best for everybody. 827 00:46:25,469 --> 00:46:28,206 And then, I look at my boys, and... 828 00:46:28,787 --> 00:46:31,265 they have so much anger. 829 00:46:33,385 --> 00:46:35,011 Not just anger... 830 00:46:36,609 --> 00:46:38,484 but rage. 831 00:46:39,568 --> 00:46:41,496 And it scares me. 832 00:46:41,497 --> 00:46:44,093 (INHALES) 833 00:46:44,094 --> 00:46:47,718 CAL: Because... it's too late. 834 00:46:47,719 --> 00:46:49,676 (MINAKO MOANS) 835 00:46:49,677 --> 00:46:52,052 It's always gonna be inside them. 836 00:46:54,135 --> 00:46:56,886 All those problems you have, baby... 837 00:46:58,177 --> 00:47:00,124 I'm here to fix it. 838 00:47:01,878 --> 00:47:04,007 All that bad energy... 839 00:47:05,532 --> 00:47:07,147 you can give it to me. 840 00:47:08,283 --> 00:47:09,946 I can handle it. 841 00:47:12,302 --> 00:47:13,761 (SIGHS) 842 00:47:15,802 --> 00:47:18,218 ♪ ♪ 843 00:47:32,594 --> 00:47:35,051 ♪ You're still ♪ 844 00:47:35,052 --> 00:47:40,635 ♪ The same girl ♪ 845 00:47:41,761 --> 00:47:47,969 ♪ You always were ♪ 846 00:47:51,427 --> 00:47:53,802 ♪ You're still ♪ 847 00:47:53,803 --> 00:47:59,761 ♪ The same girl ♪ 848 00:48:00,594 --> 00:48:06,635 ♪ You always were ♪ 849 00:48:11,260 --> 00:48:13,885 ♪ A few more nights ♪ 850 00:48:13,886 --> 00:48:16,969 You know, it seems like we never do this anymore. 851 00:48:18,011 --> 00:48:19,594 Yeah. 852 00:48:20,302 --> 00:48:23,426 ♪ A few more holes ♪ 853 00:48:23,427 --> 00:48:26,135 ♪ In your arm ♪ 854 00:48:28,719 --> 00:48:32,885 - You gonna spend the night? - Uh, I should probably go home. 855 00:48:32,886 --> 00:48:36,469 Okay. Uh, well, is it cool if I just go with you? 856 00:48:38,677 --> 00:48:41,093 Uh, yeah. Sure. 857 00:48:41,927 --> 00:48:47,593 ♪ Still the same girl ♪ 858 00:48:47,594 --> 00:48:49,677 (PHONE BUZZING) 859 00:48:50,927 --> 00:48:54,134 - ♪ Same sweet smile ♪ - My God. 860 00:48:54,135 --> 00:48:57,218 ♪ That you always had ♪ 861 00:48:57,219 --> 00:48:58,746 What's up, bro? 862 00:49:00,787 --> 00:49:03,246 Yeah, I'm with her right now. What's up? 863 00:49:05,320 --> 00:49:07,671 He says can you tell Maddy to download Signal? 864 00:49:10,135 --> 00:49:12,718 - ♪ Same clear voice ♪ - (PHONE BLOOPS) 865 00:49:13,594 --> 00:49:16,635 - (TIRES SKIDDING) - (HONKING) 866 00:49:16,636 --> 00:49:18,259 (LOUD HONKING) 867 00:49:18,260 --> 00:49:20,269 WOMAN (IN CAR): Get off the road, you fucking cunt! 868 00:49:20,270 --> 00:49:21,335 Fuck you! 869 00:49:23,260 --> 00:49:29,205 ♪ The same girl ♪ 870 00:49:31,093 --> 00:49:34,343 ♪ That I ♪ 871 00:49:34,344 --> 00:49:36,508 _ 872 00:49:36,509 --> 00:49:38,719 ♪ Love ♪ 873 00:49:45,260 --> 00:49:47,385 (ENGINE REVS) 874 00:49:49,302 --> 00:49:51,385 ♪ ♪ 875 00:49:55,677 --> 00:49:58,593 - (CAR ALARM CHIRPS) - ♪ You're still ♪ 876 00:49:58,594 --> 00:50:03,426 ♪ The same girl ♪ 877 00:50:03,427 --> 00:50:05,384 (ENGINE STARTS) 878 00:50:05,385 --> 00:50:11,886 ♪ You always were ♪ 879 00:50:14,886 --> 00:50:17,551 ♪ Still ♪ 880 00:50:17,552 --> 00:50:22,886 ♪ The same girl ♪ 881 00:50:24,343 --> 00:50:30,427 ♪ You always were ♪ 882 00:50:34,635 --> 00:50:37,761 ♪ With the same sweet smile ♪ 883 00:50:38,552 --> 00:50:42,302 ♪ That you always had ♪ 884 00:50:43,594 --> 00:50:46,427 ♪ And the same blue eyes ♪ 885 00:50:47,385 --> 00:50:49,635 ♪ Like the sun ♪ 886 00:50:53,719 --> 00:50:56,754 - ♪ And the same clear voice ♪ - Hey, handsome. 887 00:50:57,385 --> 00:51:00,802 ♪ That I always ♪ 888 00:51:01,469 --> 00:51:04,093 (KNOCKS ON DOOR) 889 00:51:04,094 --> 00:51:06,843 ♪ Still ♪ 890 00:51:06,844 --> 00:51:13,426 ♪ The same girl ♪ 891 00:51:13,427 --> 00:51:14,760 (SNIFFLES) 892 00:51:14,761 --> 00:51:20,051 ♪ That I ♪ 893 00:51:20,052 --> 00:51:22,802 ♪ Love ♪ 894 00:51:30,011 --> 00:51:32,135 ♪ ♪ 895 00:51:38,062 --> 00:51:45,768 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 896 00:51:45,769 --> 00:51:47,802 ♪ ♪ 897 00:51:47,803 --> 00:51:49,885 (WIND WHISTLING) 898 00:51:49,886 --> 00:51:52,011 ♪ ♪ 899 00:52:00,761 --> 00:52:03,301 (WIND WHISTLING) 900 00:52:03,302 --> 00:52:08,176 ♪ It was just before the moon hung ♪ 901 00:52:08,177 --> 00:52:12,676 ♪ Her weary, heavy head in ♪ 902 00:52:12,677 --> 00:52:17,301 ♪ The gallows and the graves of ♪ 903 00:52:17,302 --> 00:52:21,718 ♪ The milky, milky cradle ♪ 904 00:52:21,719 --> 00:52:26,301 ♪ His tears have turned to poppies ♪ 905 00:52:26,302 --> 00:52:30,676 ♪ A shimmer in the midnight ♪ 906 00:52:30,677 --> 00:52:35,010 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 907 00:52:35,011 --> 00:52:38,927 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 908 00:52:38,928 --> 00:52:42,885 ♪ And our screaming ♪ 909 00:52:42,886 --> 00:52:48,010 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 910 00:52:48,011 --> 00:52:51,760 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 911 00:52:51,761 --> 00:52:55,218 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 912 00:52:57,635 --> 00:53:00,718 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 913 00:53:00,719 --> 00:53:05,593 ♪ In the willow tree ♪ 914 00:53:05,594 --> 00:53:07,761 (WIND WHISTLING) 915 00:53:44,816 --> 00:53:47,435 RUE: Christopher McKay's father demanded excellence. 916 00:53:47,436 --> 00:53:48,625 (WHISTLE BLOWS) 917 00:53:48,626 --> 00:53:51,300 Then he got to college and he realized... 918 00:53:51,301 --> 00:53:53,343 he didn't stand a chance of going pro. 919 00:53:53,344 --> 00:53:54,260 (WHISTLE BLOWS) 920 00:53:54,261 --> 00:53:56,046 CHRIS: If we go to this party and you dress like that, 921 00:53:56,047 --> 00:53:57,447 I ain't gon' ever hear the end of it. 922 00:53:57,448 --> 00:54:00,135 MAN: The whole point of Halloween is to look attractive. 923 00:54:01,343 --> 00:54:02,385 (LAUGHTER) 924 00:54:03,135 --> 00:54:04,760 MAN 2: The situation with your son, 925 00:54:04,761 --> 00:54:06,135 a lot of people are talking. 926 00:54:06,136 --> 00:54:07,632 You need a plan. 927 00:54:07,633 --> 00:54:09,469 (PRINTER WHIRRING) 928 00:54:10,469 --> 00:54:13,260 RUE: Every time I feel good, I think it'll last forever. 929 00:54:13,939 --> 00:54:15,022 But it doesn't. 930 00:54:19,657 --> 00:54:22,241 ♪ (TRIP-HOP MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 931 00:54:26,677 --> 00:54:29,384 I was drawn to Maddy as a character because I knew 932 00:54:29,385 --> 00:54:31,385 she would pull me out of my comfort zone. 933 00:54:31,844 --> 00:54:34,259 I think Maddy's always been confident. 934 00:54:34,260 --> 00:54:35,468 Like when she was a little girl, 935 00:54:35,469 --> 00:54:38,885 she was winning pageant after pageant. 936 00:54:38,886 --> 00:54:42,427 So, I think her confidence is something that she's always had. 937 00:54:43,177 --> 00:54:45,886 Like I think Maddy definitely runs Nate. 938 00:54:46,260 --> 00:54:47,968 She definitely gets what she wants out of him, 939 00:54:47,969 --> 00:54:52,010 but in those moments where he gets angry and violent 940 00:54:52,011 --> 00:54:53,301 and dark, she just... 941 00:54:53,302 --> 00:54:56,301 she's so weak, and I think she's in pain. 942 00:54:56,302 --> 00:54:59,135 She's in a toxic, abusive relationship. 943 00:54:59,969 --> 00:55:02,011 RUE BENNETT: It wasn't the violence that scared her. 944 00:55:02,469 --> 00:55:05,135 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 945 00:55:05,510 --> 00:55:06,886 she'd still love him. 946 00:55:07,510 --> 00:55:09,760 She thinks that what Nate provides for her 947 00:55:09,761 --> 00:55:12,426 and does for her is 100 times better 948 00:55:12,427 --> 00:55:14,385 than what she's seen her dad do. 949 00:55:14,761 --> 00:55:16,719 Growing up in a dysfunctional home, 950 00:55:17,218 --> 00:55:19,093 you can end up in those relationships 951 00:55:19,094 --> 00:55:21,176 because they either seem normal to you, 952 00:55:21,177 --> 00:55:23,989 or they seem better than what you've seen at home. 953 00:55:23,990 --> 00:55:26,134 Maddy will do anything in her power 954 00:55:26,135 --> 00:55:28,010 not to end up like her parents. 955 00:55:28,011 --> 00:55:31,635 She doesn't want that life, so she's... she's trying to find 956 00:55:31,636 --> 00:55:34,218 a way out in any way she can and I think... 957 00:55:34,552 --> 00:55:36,927 that's where the relationship with Nate comes in. 958 00:55:36,928 --> 00:55:39,447 I think she likes the idea of it. 959 00:55:39,448 --> 00:55:41,218 So even though he's hurting her, she just... 960 00:55:41,552 --> 00:55:44,427 She thinks it's better than what she's grown up watching. 961 00:55:45,719 --> 00:55:47,676 Just saying love is a million things! 962 00:55:47,677 --> 00:55:50,551 Sometimes, it feels good. Sometimes, it doesn't. 963 00:55:50,552 --> 00:55:53,552 MOTHER: Trust me when I tell you that the person that did this 964 00:55:53,886 --> 00:55:54,927 doesn't love you. 965 00:55:55,761 --> 00:55:58,415 I think Maddy feels like everyone's against her, 966 00:55:58,416 --> 00:56:00,176 and no one understands them. 967 00:56:00,177 --> 00:56:03,426 It feels like the lowest point of her life, 968 00:56:03,427 --> 00:56:08,510 and even then, she's... She's still rooting for Nate. 969 00:56:08,511 --> 00:56:10,510 She wants him to figure out a plan. 970 00:56:10,511 --> 00:56:12,011 She wants him to be okay. 971 00:56:12,469 --> 00:56:16,551 She really feels like they have this special bond, 972 00:56:16,552 --> 00:56:20,093 but it's... you know, it's a dysfunctional young love. 973 00:56:20,594 --> 00:56:23,594 ♪ (SOMBER ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 974 00:56:25,302 --> 00:56:27,551 Working with Jacob was incredible. 975 00:56:27,552 --> 00:56:30,781 I couldn't have asked for a better scene partner. 976 00:56:30,782 --> 00:56:35,051 Those scenes are really intense, and you know, it is... 977 00:56:35,052 --> 00:56:38,468 It's acting, but it's physical and you know, 978 00:56:38,469 --> 00:56:41,510 you're pouring all of your emotion into this. 979 00:56:42,302 --> 00:56:44,218 I think Maddy's searching for 980 00:56:44,219 --> 00:56:46,593 any bit of love, any bit of hope. 981 00:56:46,594 --> 00:56:50,343 I think we want love sometimes so bad, 982 00:56:50,344 --> 00:56:52,176 we stay in these relationships 983 00:56:52,177 --> 00:56:54,218 even when we know they aren't right. 984 00:56:54,219 --> 00:56:57,030 But she doesn't want to admit that to herself. 985 00:56:57,031 --> 00:56:58,843 She just wants everybody to leave her alone, 986 00:56:58,844 --> 00:57:00,635 and she wants it to just be her and Nate. 987 00:57:00,636 --> 00:57:02,580 ♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪ 72438

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