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PARANOIA...

GIVES YOU AN EDGE
IN THE O.R.

WHAT I REALIZED IS THAT--
IS THAT PEDS

IS THE ONLY SPECIALTY
WHERE I COULD DO IT ALL--

YOU KNOW, CARDIO,
GENERAL, ORTHO.

IT'S LIKE THE WHOLE BODY
IS YOUR CANVAS,

AND THE FACT THAT
IT'S A SMALL CANVAS

MAKES IT
EVEN MORE CHALLENGING.

I MEAN, I HAVE NO IDEA

IF YOU HAVE SOMEONE
ON YOUR SERVICE RIGHT NOW,

BUT I WOULD REALLY LOVE
TO WITNESS YOUR ARTISTRY.
YOU GOT THIS?

MM-HMM.
YOU GOTTA LIKE KIDS.

I LOVE KIDS.
OKAY. I'LL SEE YOU
ON ROUNDS.

GREAT.

OH, HE LOST
A HUGE CHUNK OF FLESH.

I SEE DOWN TO HIS MANDIBLE.
WE'LL NEED PLASTICS

AND AN E.N.T. CONSULT, TOO.
LEFT I.V. LOOKS LIKE
IT'S CLOTTED OFF.

I NEED A NEW 16 GAUGE
IN THERE.

WHOA, WHOA. WHAT'S GOING ON?
00 IN THE MORNING.

IS EVERYONE ON CALL?
IT'S THE MERGER.
EVERYONE'S SCARED TO GO HOME.

I DON'T THINK THE CHIEF MEANT
THAT PEOPLE COULDN'T SLEEP.
WELL, IT'S HARD TO SLEEP
WHEN YOUR JOB IS ON THE LINE.

ONE OF YOU, GET AS MUCH
TYPE-SPECIFIC BLOOD

AS THEY'LL LET YOU HAVE
AND MEET US IN SURGERY.

ME! I GOT IT! I CALLED IT!
I CALLED IT! NO!
SURGEONS PLAY OUT WORST-CASE
SCENARIOS IN THEIR HEADS.

I TALKED TO CALLIE
LAST NIGHT

ABOUT THE RESIDENTS
AT MERCY WEST.

SHE SAID THEY DON'T SUCK.

I MEAN, YOU'RE SAFE
BECAUSE OF DEREK.

IZZIE'S SAFE 'CAUSE OF CANCER.
ALEX IS BAILEY'S NEW FAVORITE.

YOU KNOW, EVEN GEORGE
WOULD'VE BEEN SPARED,

'CAUSE HE'S OWEN'S GUY.

CARDIO HAS BEEN
A REVOLVING DOOR AROUND HERE,

AND NO ONE'S GOT MY BACK.
SO ARIZONA IS YOUR COVER?

SHE'S MERGER-PROOF.
SHE KEEPS LITTLE KIDS ALIVE.

NO ONE LIKES A DEAD KID.

PLUS, THEY'RE UNDER ANESTHESIA
HALF THE TIME.

HOW BAD CAN IT BE?

YOU'RE READY TO CLOSE,
YOU GOT THE BLEEDER,

YOU KNOW IT, BUT THERE'S THAT
VOICE IN YOUR HEAD ASKING...

SLOAN AND SHEPHERD ARE SCRUBBING
OUT OF SURGERY IN O.R. TWO.

GRAB 'EM BEFORE THEY LEAVE.
OKAY, AND LET ME KNOW

IF YOU HEAR ANYTHING
ABOUT THE MERGER.

NURSES ARE ALWAYS THE LAST
TO KNOW, FIRST TO GO.

WHAT IF YOU DIDN'T?

WHAT IF THE PATIENT DIES
AND YOU COULD'VE PREVENTED IT?

OH, ALEX?

WHAT DO YOU THINK?
LOOKS REAL, RIGHT?

MY MOM SENT IT TO ME.

UH, WH-WHAT ARE YOU
DOING HERE?

WORKING.

IZ, UH,
WE TALKED ABOUT THIS.

YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE
TAKING ANOTHER THREE WEEKS,

REALLY RESTING UP.
I HAVE TO COME BACK NOW,

BEFORE I DON'T HAVE A JOB
TO COME BACK TO.
IZ--

I HAVE TO SHOW PEOPLE
THAT I'M NOT GONNA DIE.

UNLESS I SIT ALONE IN THAT
TRAILER FOR ONE MORE MINUTE,

THEN I AM GONNA DIE.
I'M GONNA DIE OF BOREDOM.
LOOK, IZZIE--

SERIOUSLY,
IT LOOKS REAL, RIGHT?

I MEAN, IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW
I HAVE CANCER,

YOU WOULDN'T KNOW
I HAVE CANCER, RIGHT?

SO YOU CHECK YOUR WORK
ONE MORE TIME BEFORE YOU CLOSE.

PARANOIA IS
A SURGEON'S BEST FRIEND.

KAREV, WHAT DO YOU GOT?

16-YEAR-OLD HELMETED
DIRT BIKE VICTIM.

G.C.S. 15 REPORTED
BEFORE INTUBATION.

OKAY, ON MY COUNT.
READY?

ONE, TWO, THREE.

I'M GONNA SCRUB IN.

SO HE ANNOUNCES A MERGER,

AND THEN HE SHUTS HIMSELF
IN HIS OFFICE ALL DAY

AND REFUSES TO TALK
TO ANYBODY.
THIS MERGER WON'T AFFECT US.

IT'S JUST
A FINANCIAL RESTRUCTURING.
WHAT DO YOU THINK RESTRUCTURING
IS? CUTTING PERSONNEL.

ARE YOU PREPARED TO LOSE
ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE? I'M NOT.

HEY, TELL HUNT HE'S GOOD TO GO.
I'LL WRITE UP A CONSULT LATER.

I'M GONNA GO TALK
TO RICHARD RIGHT NOW.

YOU'RE TIRED. YOU'RE ANGRY.

YOU'RE GONNA SAY SOMETHING
YOU'LL REGRET.

GET OUTTA HERE FOR A WHILE.

GO TO THE DRIVING RANGE,
HIT A BUCKET OF BALLS.
I HAVE A SURGERY
IN AN HOUR.

SO TAKE A WALK.
GRAB MEREDITH, TAKE A WALK.
MEREDITH WON'T LEAVE
THE HOSPITAL.

COMING THROUGH!
NONE OF 'EM WILL. EVERYONE'S
AWAITING WORD FROM ON HIGH.

LOOK, DON'T TELL ME
LEXIE'S NOT WORRIED.

IS HE IN THERE?!
'CAUSE I'VE GOT THE--OH!

NO. LEXIE'S WORRIED.

and brought to you by Ford.
Drive one.

I THINK YOU MISSED
A SPOT.

OKAY, YOU CAN'T TEASE ME
ABOUT THE BLOOD THING

BECAUSE IT'S NOT FUNNY.

AND IF IT GETS BACK
TO THE CHIEF,

I MAY AS WELL
JUST PACK MY THINGS.
YOU NEED TO STOP WORRYING
ABOUT THE CHIEF.

ALL THIS IS IN YOUR HEAD.
REALLY?

2002, MILWAUKEE,

THIRD STREET HOSPITAL
MERGED WITH ST. ANN'S.

13 RESIDENTS WERE LET GO.

2004, NASHVILLE WOMEN'S
ABSORBED MEMORIAL.

NINE RESIDENTS WERE FIRED.

2006, ALBUQUERQUE.
OKAY.

19 RESIDENTS--
ALL RIGHT. WHOA. STOP.

YOU NEED TO
PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER.

YOU DESERVE TO BE HERE.

ACT LIKE IT.

OKAY.

I MEANT LATER.

YOU KNOW, AFTER YOU WENT HOME
AND GOT SOME SLEEP.

YOU KNOW, WE REALLY SHOULD
GET SOME SLEEP BEFORE ROUNDS.

SLEEP IS FOR WIMPS. SLEEP IS
FOR MERCY WEST RESIDENTS.

LET'S, UH, FIT IN
ANOTHER TRAUMA BEFORE ROUNDS.

DON'T SAY
ANYTHING ABOUT THE WIG.

I'M BACK.
YES, I AM EARLY.

BUT WHATEVER. I'M BACK.

AND BECAUSE I'VE BEEN GONE
SO LONG, THE FIRST TRAUMA

THAT COMES THROUGH THOSE DOORS,
IT'S MINE. GOT IT?

IT'S AMAZING, RIGHT?

WHAT?
WHAT'S AMAZING?
THE WIG.

YEAH. MM-HMM.
OH, IT LOOKS SO REAL,
I COULDN'T EVEN TELL.

I'VE ALWAYS WANTED
TO TRY OUT BEING A REDHEAD,

SO I JUST THOUGHT,
NOW'S THE TIME.
WELL, WHAT'S WRONG
WITH YOUR OWN HAIR?

THAT'S PEACH FUZZ CHEMO HAIR,
AND I REALLY WANTED

TO PUT MY PATIENTS AT EASE,
MAKE 'EM FEEL COMFORTABLE.
SHE LOOKS
LIKE A STEPFORD WIFE.

YOU'VE GOTTA TELL HER.
SHE CAN'T
HANDLE IT. JUST DON'T STARE.

M.V.C. WHO DO I HAVE?

HEY, I'M NOT YOUR CHIEF RESIDENT
ANYMORE. FIGURE IT OUT.

KAREV, LET'S GO.

OH!

YOU'RE BACK.

I AM.

MY MOM'S WHOLE CHURCH
PRAYED FOR YOU.
THANK YOU.

YEAH. IT LOOKS
REALLY REAL.

I KNOW, RIGHT?

WE NEED TO TALK.

LOOK, I'M BUSY RIGHT NOW.

ARE YOU MAKING CUTS?

I SAID I'M BUSY.
IF YOU'RE MAKING CUTS
IN MY DEPARTMENT,

YOU NEED TO CONSULT WITH ME.
WHEN IT'S APPROPRIATE,
I'LL CONSULT THE PEOPLE

I NEED TO CONSULT WITH.
PEOPLE? I'M NOT PEOPLE. I'M
THE GUY THAT SAVED YOUR ASS.

WHEN JENNINGS CAME TO ME,
YOU WERE DONE.

OUT OF LOYALTY TO YOU--
LOYALTY? YOU CAME TO ME SO YOU
WOULD LOOK LIKE A GOOD GUY

BEFORE YOU STOLE MY JOB.
ARE YOU MAKING WHOLE CUTS
OR NOT?

LOOK, I SAID WHEN I'M READY
TO TELL MY STAFF

ABOUT DECISIONS
I WILL BE MAKING, I WILL--

WHEN I'M READY!

SO DON'T COME BARGING IN HERE
LIKE I OWE YOU.

I DON'T OWE YOU A DAMN THING,
DEREK. YOU WORK FOR ME.

I'M STILL THE CHIEF OF SURGERY
AT THIS HOSPITAL.

THEN START ACTING LIKE IT.

JODIE CROWLEY--
60-YEAR-OLD DRIVER

WHO LOST CONSCIOUSNESS
AND HIT A PARKED CAR.

VITAL SIGNS STABLE.
COMPLAINS OF ABDOMINAL PAIN.

IT WASN'T A PARKED CAR.
IT WAS THEM. THEY HIT US.
UH, SIR, WHO ARE YOU?

WHO AM I? WHO ARE YOU?
HE'S MY SON.

WHY DON'T WE GO
IN THE WAITING ROOM?

OH, NO. HE--HE NEEDS
TO STAY WITH ME.

HE'S
A PARANOID SCHIZOPHRENIC.

OKAY.

ALL RIGHT.

LET'S PUT HER ON A GURNEY
ON MY COUNT.

ONE, TWO, THREE.

LISTEN TO ME, MOM.

THEY'RE--THEY'RE TRYING
TO GET TO ME THROUGH YOU.

YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME.
TOM, THEY'RE NOT REAL.

LOOK AT ME.
LOOK AT ME, HONEY.
DID YOU FEEL DIZZY

OR LIGHT-HEADED
BEFORE THE CRASH?
NO, I FELT FINE.

OKAY, ABDOMINAL TENDERNESS.
I FEEL A MASS.

I--I'VE HAD IT
FOR QUITE A WHILE.

MAYBE THAT'S WHAT CAUSED ME
TO BLACK OUT.
I'VE BEEN WARNING HER.

THEY'RE TRYING TO HURT HER,
BUT SHE WON'T BELIEVE ME.
TOM, LOOK AT ME.

YOU KNOW
I WOULDN'T LIE TO YOU.
NO. NO!
YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE ME.

SOMEONE HAS TO BELIEVE ME.

ALIENS HAVE IMPREGNATED
MY MOTHER.

THE CHIEF WAS SPOTTED
FIVE HOURS AGO IN THE CAFETERIA.

HE GOT AN APPLE AND A YOGURT.
AND THEN HE MET
WITH DR. SHEPHERD.

THE MEETING WAS BRIEF
AND HEATED.
THEN HE DREW THE BLINDS.
HE'S PROBABLY SLEEPING.

THAT'S SPECULATION.
WE HAVE NO PROOF OF THAT.

YOU'D MAKE A GOOD LAWYER...
IF THIS DOESN'T WORK OUT.
OUCH.

OKAY, DR. YANG.
YOU READY FOR ROUNDS?

YES. OH, UM...

CONTINUE WITH
YOURCOURSE OF TREATMENT

AND KEEP ME UPDATED
ON ANY NEW DEVELOPMENTS.

YOU KNOW,
YOU DON'T LOOK READY.

NO, I'M READY. I LOOKED OVER
YOUR PATIENT CHARTS,

AND I NOTICED YOU HAVE
A SHOCK WAVE LITHOTRIPSY

SCHEDULED FOR KIDNEY STONES
THIS MORNING,

AND I WAS--OH. I'M, UH,
I'VE NEVER DONE ONE OF THOSE,

SO I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
OKAY. NOW YOU'RE READY.

OH.
COME ON. LET'S GO.

OKAY. THANKS.

OKAY, HOW LONG
HAVE YOU HAD THE GROWTH?

CAN YOU COVER THE CLOCK?

THE NUMBER 5 BOTHERS HIM.

UH, YEAH. CAN YOU GET SOMETHING
TO COVER THE CLOCK?

ARE THOSE CAMERAS?

TOMMY, WHAT DO WE NEED
FROM THE STORE?

WHY WON'T
THEY LEAVE ME ALONE?

TOMMY, DO WE NEED FRUIT?
YEAH. WHY WON'T YOU
LEAVE ME ALONE?

WHAT KIND OF FRUIT
DO WE NEED, HONEY?

TOM, WHAT KIND OF FRUIT?

UM... APPLES,

PEARS, STRAWBERRIES.

MAKE A LIST.

COULD YOU GIVE HIM A-A PENCIL
AND SOME PAPER?
YEAH.

HE NEEDS SOMETHING TO
DISTRACT HIM FROM THE VOICES.

OKAY, UH, MA'AM,
THE GROWTH?

OH. UH, YEAH.
I'M SORRY.

I--I'VE HAD IT
FOR A WHILE.

UH, I'VE BEEN MEANING
TO GET IT CHECKED,

BUT AS YOU CAN SEE,

MY SON'S ILLNESS
IS A FULL-TIME JOB.

KAREV, I'M GONNA NEED YOU

TO GET MR. CROWLEY'S
WRIST X-RAYED

WHILE I GET HER
UP TO M.R.I.

WHY CAN'T ONE OF THESE
FETUSES BABYSIT?

IF THAT HUGE THING'S
A TRIPLE-A, I WANT IN.

I CAN DO THE WRIST.

DR. KAREV HAS MORE EXPERIENCE.
THE PATIENT IS PARANOID
AND HYPERVIGILANT,

WHICH MEANS HE'S BOUND
TO PICK UP ON THE FACT

THAT DR. KAREV
DOESN'T WANT TO BE HERE,

AND HE MAY INTERPRET THAT
AS DR. KAREV

BEING OUT TO GET HIM.

I ACED MY PSYCH CLERKSHIP.

HEY.

HEY.
HOW'D IT GO
WITH THE CHIEF?

RICHARD'S NOT TALKING
TO ME.
WHAT? WHY?

I DON'T KNOW. HE'S JUST--
HE'S NOT--HE'S NOT HIMSELF.

WELL, WHAT'S HE DOING?
HE'S HIDING OUT.

OH.
HOW ARE YOU HOLDING UP, HMM?

YOU'VE BEEN UP FOR, LIKE,
WHAT, 36 HOURS?

48. BUT I'M GOOD, ACTUALLY.

I FEEL LIKE
IT'S ALL GONNA BE OKAY,

LIKE WE'RE ALL
GONNA KEEP OUR JOBS

AND WE'RE ALL GONNA BE
AMAZING PEOPLE

AND LIVE AMAZING LIVES.

UNSTABLE CHILDHOOD.

AH, YES.
I GET CALM IN A CRISIS.

THIS IS A CRISIS, RIGHT?

I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THIS IS.

OH, LOOK WHO'S COMING.

OH, UM, DR. YANG,
HAVE YOU SEEN SAGE?

SHE'S 6, LIGHT BROWN HAIR,
GORGEOUS BLUE EYES.

SHE JUST HAD A TUMOR REMOVED
FROM HER BELLY,

SO SHE HAS A BANDAGE
ON HER TUMMY.

YOU KNOW WHAT? HEY, WHY DON'T
YOU CHECK UNDER THE BED?

MAYBE SHE'S THERE.

HER LABS ARE BETTER
THAN WE EXPECTED.
UH, SHE'S NOT
UNDER THE BED.

HUH. WHOA. I... MM.
UH, MAYBE TRY THE BATHROOM?

MAYBE SHE SLIPPED IN THERE?

HOW DID SHE DO LAST NIGHT?
DID SHE GET ANY SLEEP?

SHE DID. I DIDN'T.

UM, BATHROOM'S CLEAR.

WAIT. SHH.
SHH, SHH, SHH.

I THINK
THAT THERE'S SOMETHING

COMING FROM YOUR POCKET.

IS SAGE INSIDE YOUR POCKET?

NO, NO, UM...
SHE'S HIDING HERE.

YOU GOTTA LOOK
IN YOUR POCKET FIRST.

NO, I DON'T,
BECAUSE I FOUND YOU ALREADY.

NOW I JUST NEED TO CHECK
YOUR INCISION SITE, SO--

DON'T TOUCH IT. IT HURTS.

YOU KNOW, I BET THAT MR. BEAR
WOULD LIKE TO SEE SAGE'S SCAR.

WOULDN'T YOU, MR. BEAR?

OH, UM...

YES, I WOULD.

DR. MacDONALD,
CATH LAB.

DR. MacDONALD, CATH LAB.

DR. STEVENS. I'M SURPRISED
TO SEE YOU BACK SO SOON.

YOU LOOK GREAT.
THANK YOU. SO DO YOU.

HOW ARE YOU FEELING?
I FEEL GREAT.
HOW DO YOU FEEL?

NO, WHAT I MEANT WAS--
I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.
I FEEL FINE. I'M READY TO WORK.

HERE IS MR. TRINIDAD'S
LATEST PRE-OP LABS.

I TOLD HIM YOU'D STOP IN TO SAY
HELLO BEFORE THE SURGERY.

AND UNLESS
THERE'S ANYTHING ELSE

YOU CAN THINK OF
THAT I NEED TO KNOW,

I WAS GONNA RUN
TO GET HIS CONSENT FORM.
THAT PRETTY MUCH COVERS IT

UNLESS ANYBODY HAS
ANY QUESTIONS.
IS THERE ANYTHING YOU CAN
TELL US ABOUT THE MERGER?

BECAUSE I'M HAVING A BABY.

I MEAN MY WIFE
IS HAVING A BABY.

I MEAN RESIDENT MEGAN
IS HAVING A BABY.

I MEAN--
AM I GONNA LOSE MY JOB?
RIGHT NOW, I'M CONCERNED
ABOUT MY PATIENT.

YOU SHOULD BE, TOO.

I JUST GOT MY HAIR CUT.

OH. WELL, IT LOOKS NICE.

THE NURSE OUT THERE,
THE ONE WITH THE RED HAIR,

SHE'S LAUGHING AT ME.

YOU TELL HER I JUST GOT IT CUT,
AND THEY CUT IT TOO SHORT,

AND THAT'S WHY
MY EARS ARE STICKING OUT.

I'M SURE
SHE'S NOT LAUGHING AT YOU.

HOW'S THAT FEEL?

IT FEELS LIKE MY...
HAND'S FALLING OFF.

IT FEELS LIKE...

THEY PUT SOMETHING IN IT
TO MAKE MY HAND FALL OFF,

LIKE IT'S SNAKES
OR SOMETHING.

YOU DON'T HAVE A NAME TAG.

UM...

OH, I-I-I GUESS I DON'T.

THE OTHER DOCTOR HAD
A NAME TAG ON HER COAT.

I-I HAD TO CHANGE
MY LAB COAT,

AND THIS ONE--
YOU THINK I'M AN IDIOT?

YOU'RE WORKING FOR THEM.
YOU'VE GOT MY MOTHER,

AND NOW YOU'RE TRYING
TO GET ME.

STAY AWAY FROM US.

I KEEP TELLING YOU PEOPLE
TO STAY AWAY FROM US!

I CALLED SECURITY.
THEY'RE ON THEIR WAY.

WHERE'S PSYCH? I ASKED YOU
TO PAGE THEM AN HOUR AGO.
I PAGED THEM TWICE.

IF YOU WANT TO SEE
THE LOG BOOK--
NO, I-I WANT TO KNOW
HOW A PARANOID PATIENT

MANAGED TO
GET OUT OF THE E.R.

WHERE WERE YOU?
I HAD STEPPED AWAY FROM MY DESK
TO DEAL WITH ANOTHER PATIENT.

AND NORMALLY, BEING
A PUNCHING BAG FOR THE DOCTORS

IS JUST A PART OF THE JOB,
BUT THERE'S A MERGER,

AND WE'RE ALL BEING LOOKED AT,

AND I AM NOT ABOUT TO GO DOWN
FOR A MISTAKE THAT WASN'T MINE.

SO IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME,
I'LL PAGE PSYCH AGAIN.

OKAY, MR. TRINIDAD,

YOUR SHUNT REVISION
IS PRETTY SIMPLE.

IT SHOULDN'T TAKE
LONGER THAN AN HOUR.

BUT I DO NEED TO GO OVER

THE POSSIBLE COMPLICATIONS
WITH YOU.
DR. STEVENS,
COULD I HAVE A WORD?

UH, IF YOU COULD JUST GIVE ME
A MINUTE UNTIL I'M DONE HERE,

DR. KAREV.
I'M SORRY. THIS WILL
ONLY TAKE A MINUTE.

EXCUSE ME.

WHAT?
HOW ARE YOU HOLDING UP?

FINE.
DID YOU TAKE
YOUR MEDS THIS MORNING?

NOT YET, BUT I WILL.
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO
00.

IT'S ONLY
00.
15.

RUN DOWN TO HER LOCKER
AND GET HER MEDS.

ARE THEY IN YOUR PURSE?
YES, BUT YOU DON'T
HAVE TO GET THEM.

YES, YOU DO.
NO, YOU DON'T. ALEX.

I SWEAR TO GOD, IF YOU DON'T GO
AND GET HER PILLS RIGHT NOW,

I'M GONNA HURT YOU
AND I'M GONNA LIKE IT.

YOU CAN'T DO THIS. YOU CAN'T
TREAT ME LIKE I'M SICK.

MY PATIENTS NEED TO HAVE FAITH
IN ME. WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
YOUR WIG, IT WAS CROOKED.

OW.

LOOK, I'LL STOP HOVERING IF YOU
STOP ACTING LIKE AN IDIOT.

00.

YOU CAN'T TAKE IT
ON AN EMPTY STOMACH.

OKAY.

TYLER LEE, 9 YEARS OLD,
CAME IN WITH RENAL COLIC

THREE DAYS AGO
THAT HAS NOT RESOLVED.

WE ARE GOING TO BE PERFORMING

EXTRACORPOREAL
SHOCK WAVE THERAPY TODAY

TO BREAK UP THE STONES
IN HIS URETER SO THEY CAN PASS.
NO, WE'RE NOT.

OH, UH, YES, WE ARE.

NO, WE'RE NOT,
'CAUSE THERE WAS NO BLOOD

IN HIS URINE THIS MORNING.
UM, JUST IN CASE?

WE SHOULD DO THE PROCEDURE
JUST IN CASE?

YOU WANT TO DO A SURGICAL
PROCEDURE ON A 9-YEAR-OLD

EVEN THOUGH
IT'S NO LONGER INDICATED?

NO, OF COURSE NOT.

OKAY. SO, DR. YANG, DO YOU
WANT TO TELL THE GOOD NEWS

TO TYLER AND HIS MOM?

IT SEEMS AS THOUGH
YOUR SON'S STONES

MAY HAVE PASSED ON THEIR OWN.

HE DOESN'T NEED SURGERY?
NO. LOOKS LIKE
HE HEALED HIMSELF.

CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT, DR. YANG?
ON YOUR FIRST DAY IN PEDS.

NO, I CAN'T, ACTUALLY.
DOES THIS MEAN I CAN EAT?

YEAH, YEAH. DR. YANG
CAN GO GET YOU SOMETHING.

AN ABDOMINAL AORTIC ANEURYSM--

8.7 CENTIMETERS.

THIS THING HAS A 75% CHANCE
OF RUPTURING.

YEAH. SHE'S A TICKING TIME BOMB.
I'M SURPRISED SHE WOKE UP
THIS MORNING,

LET ALONE GOT INTO A CAR.

OKAY, CANCEL ALL MY ELECTIVE
SURGERIES THIS AFTERNOON

AND BOOK AN O.R.

WE NEED TO
GET HER IN THERE A.S.A.P.

OKAY, UH, JODIE, WE'RE DONE.

I'LL MEET YOU BACK DOWNSTAIRS
TO GO OVER THE RESULTS.

HAVE YOU SEEN TOM?
I THOUGHT HE WAS WITH YOU?

HE WAS, BUT HE LEFT. WELL, HE
ATTACKED ME, AND THEN HE LEFT.

HE... YOU TOLD ME
YOU COULD HANDLE THIS.

NO, I-I-I CA--IT'S
UNDER CONTROL. DON'T WORRY.

I'VE CALLED SECURITY.
I JUST--I JUST THOUGHT MAYBE

HIS MOM WOULD HAVE AN IDEA--
HIS MOM HAS A TRIPLE-A.
THE LAST THING SHE NEEDS TO KNOW

IS THAT HER MENTALLY ILL SON
IS LOOSE IN THE HOSPITAL.

I KNOW THIS IS BAD. I KNOW
THIS IS REALLY, REALLY BAD.

I-I KNOW--
OKAY, I'M GONNA STOP
LISTENING TO YOU

BECAUSE THE WORDS
YOU ARE SAYING ARE HURTING ME.

FIND HIM!
YES.

YOU LOOK CRAZY.
OH, THIS IS PARTLY
YOUR FAULT.

YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME TO GO
ACT LIKE I DESERVE TO BE HERE,

AND I DID, AND NOW
I LOST A SCHIZOPHRENIC.

AND I AM GONNA BE FIRED UNLESS
I FIND THE SCHIZOPHRENIC.

WELL, YOU'RE NOT GONNA
FIND HIM BACK THERE.

YOU DO NOT GET TO BE
CHARMED BY THIS

BECAUSE THIS
IS NOT CHARMING!

THIS IS ME GETTING CUT
FROM THE PROGRAM.

YOU'RE ALREADY AMAZING.
I AM JUST STARTING OUT, OKAY?

I HAVE NEVER STAPLED A BOWEL,

AND I HAVE NEVER RESECTED
AN ESOPHAGUS.

I AM NOT AMAZING YET!

ALL RIGHT.
LET'S JUST BREATHE.

AND AGAIN.

GOOD. LOOK AT ME.

SECURITY IS ON THIS.

YOU HAVE BECOME A CRAZY PERSON
I DO NOT RECOGNIZE.

I WANT LEXIE BACK.
CAN I GET LEXIE BACK?

STAY AWAY FROM ME!
YOU GET BACK! STOP! GET BACK!
OH, GOD, THAT'S HIM.

JUST--
WHERE'S MY MOTHER?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH HER?

NO!
ALL RIGHT, SIR.
JUST CALM DOWN. SIR!

MRS. CROWLEY, THERE IS EVIDENCE
THAT YOUR SON

MAY HAVE SUFFERED SOME INJURY
IN THIS FALL.

NOW WE DON'T THINK
THAT IT'S BAD,

BUT WE JUST NEED TO DO
AN ULTRASOUND TO MAKE SURE.

HE'S BEEN SEDATED,
BUT I NEED YOU TO WAIT HERE

UNTIL WE'VE COMPLETED THIS,
ALL RIGHT?
I NEVER
SHOULDA LEFT HIM ALONE.

I KNEW IT. I KNEW IT.
OKAY, UM, MRS. CROWLEY,

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU
ABOUT YOUR TEST RESULTS.

THE WALL OF YOUR AORTA
IS DANGEROUSLY THIN

AND COULD BURST AT ANY MOMENT,

AND WHEN THAT HAPPENS,
IT WILL MOST LIKELY KILL YOU.

I'M NOT MINCING MY WORDS
RIGHT NOW

BECAUSE I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND
THE SEVERITY OF THE SITUATION.

I NEED TO TAKE YOU
UP TO SURGERY RIGHT NOW.

I CAN'T. I CAN'T
HAVE SURGERY RIGHT NOW.

I CAN'T LEAVE TOM.
HE'S INJURED. HE'S UPSET.

THIS HAS BEEN
A ROUGH DAY ON HIM.

I CAN'T. NO.
IT'LL HAVE TO WAIT.

WELL, ISN'T THERE SOMEONE
THAT YOU CAN CALL?

NO.

MY EX-HUSBAND LEFT
WHEN TOM FIRST GOT SICK,

AND FRIENDS HAVE FALLEN AWAY.

IT'S ONLY ME.

WELL, WE HAVE SERVICES,
SO, UH, WE CAN ARRANGE TO--

I CAN'T JUST LEAVE HIM
WITH A STRANGER.

I NEED TIME...

TO HIRE SOMEONE
A-A-AND TRAIN THEM

TO KNOW
THAT IF HE'S WATCHING TV

AND HE'S HOLDING HIS HEAD
A CERTAIN WAY,

IT MEANS THE TELEVISION
IS TALKING TO HIM

AND HE NEEDS TO BE DISTRACTED.

HE LIKES SHOPPING,

BUT THEY CAN'T TAKE HIM
TO THE PLACE ON LEE ROAD

BECAUSE HE THINKS
THEY'RE OUT TO GET HIM.

SO THEY HAVE TO GO
TO THE PLACE ON RIVER ROAD.

BUT THEY'VE GOTTA PARK
IN THE BACK,

BECAUSE UNDERGROUND PARKING
MAKES HIM UPSET.

AND IT GOES ON AND ON AND ON.

SO, NO.

PLEASE...

I NEED TIME.

A-A WEEK.

I'VE MADE IT THIS LONG.
I CAN MAKE IT ANOTHER WEEK.

I'M NOT SURE THAT YOU HAVE
ANOTHER WEEK.

LOOK, I NEED YOU TO THINK
ABOUT YOURSELF RIGHT NOW.

I HAVE A MENTALLY ILL SON.

I DON'T GET TO THINK OF
JUST MYSELF ANYMORE.

HEY. WHOA.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

OH, I WAS JUST, UM,

UH, I JUST STOPPED BY
TO GET SOME OLD CASE FILES.

FOR WHAT?

UM, THIS JOB OPENING
IN PORTLAND.

OREGON?

YEAH. UH, THE MERGER.

I MEAN, THE CHIEF ALREADY
GOT RID OF ME ONCE, SO...

YEAH. NO, WELL, IT'S--
THAT'S SMART.

THAT'S SMART OF YOU
TO HAVE BACKUPS.

HEY, UH, YOU KNOW,
I'M WORKING WITH CRISTINA.

SHE'S INTERESTED IN PEDS.

NO, SHE ISN'T.

YEAH, SHE IS.

OKAY.

WELL, WHAT? DID SHE
SAY SOMETHING TO YOU?

SHE DIDN'T HAVE TO.
SHE'S CRISTINA.

OH, OKAY, YOU HAVE TO
HELP ME OUT HERE,

'CAUSE I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THAT MEANS.
I SHOULDN'T SAY ANYTHING.
SHE'S MY ROOMMATE.

AND YOU'RE MY GIRLFRIEND.
GIRLFRIEND TRUMPS ROOMMATE.

OKAY, FINE. SHE'S CRISTINA.
SHE'S ALL ABOUT CARDIO.

SO SHE'S PROBABLY
SUCKING UP TO YOU

TO GET THROUGH THE MERGER.

I MEAN, IS SHE GOOD
WITH THE KIDS?

OH. SHE'S SUCKING UP.

YEAH.

NICE PIN.

HIS NAME'S MR. BEAR.
HE EATS CHILDREN.

NOT HAVING FUN IN PEDS?

WELL, MY KID WANTS
CHOCOLATE PUDDING REALLY BADLY.

THIS IS THE LAST ONE.

MY TRIPLE-A GOT CANCELED.

YOU GUYS GOT ANY SURGERIES
I CAN GET IN ON?
NO, I'M ON POST-OPS.

AND SHE'S BABYSITTING.
YOU KNOW, I CAN'T
STAND IT ANY LONGER.

CAN'T YOU GO TO THE CHIEF

AND USE YOUR DEAD-MOMMY
CONNECTIONS TO GET SOME ANSWERS?

WE DON'T NEED DEAD MOMMY.
WE ARE GOING TO BE FINE.

OKAY, SO I LET
A CRAZY MAN ESCAPE,

AND HE FELL DOWN
A FLIGHT OF STAIRS.
IS IT SURGICAL?

I DON'T KNOW.
I GOT KICKED OFF THE CASE.

SO THEN I WENT
TO GO WATCH A SURGERY.

I FIGURED,
I CAN'T SCREW THAT UP.

AND THE SECOND
I GET TO THE GALLERY,

THE SHUNT WENT SOUTH
AND STARTS BLEEDING.

I LEFT BEFORE SHEPHERD
COULD BLAME ME FOR IT.
SHEPHERD'S SHUNT WENT BAD?

YEAH, THEY HAD TO CONVERT
TO AN OPEN CRANIOTOMY--

SOMETHING I'LL PROBABLY
NEVER GET A CHANCE TO DO.
SHE CAN'T HANDLE
A CRANIOTOMY.

SEE? EVEN HE SEES IT.

NO, HE'S NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU.
HE'S TALKING ABOUT IZZIE.

I REALLY ADMIRE YOU--

IN CASE I GET CUT AND DON'T GET
A CHANCE TO TELL YOU.

PLUS, YOU'RE REALLY PRETTY.

YOU CAN HAVE THE REST.

AND YOU AND I,
WE WERE GETTING SO CLOSE.

I NEED TO SPEAK
WITH DR. STEVENS, PLEASE.

ALEX, I'M IN SURGERY.
IZZIE.

ALEX, LEAVE.

DR. SHEPHERD,

COULD YOU PLEASE TELL
DR. KAREV TO LEAVE?

KAREV.
SHE GETS TIRED
WALKING TO THE MAILBOX.

SHE CAN'T HANDLE
ANOTHER 5-HOUR SURGERY.

I KNOW WHAT I CAN HANDLE.
NO ONE'S GONNA THINK
ANY LESS OF YOU

IF YOU WALK OUT OF HERE NOW.
JUST WALK OUT NOW.

STEVENS,
HAVE THIS CONVERSATION OUTSIDE.
NO, I'M NOT LEAVING. ALEX.

YOU PAGED ME.
WHAT'S GOING ON?

YOU HAVE TO TELL THE CHIEF
THAT YOU NEED ME,

THAT GEORGE WAS YOUR GUY,
BUT HE DIED.

SO YOU NEED A NEW GUY,
AND THAT'S ME.

OKAY? RIGHT NOW. LET'S GO.
GO, GO, GO.

OH, COME ON. IF ANYONE'S SAFE
IN THIS MERGER, IT'S YOU.
JUST BE CASUAL BUT FIRM.
HE LIKES YOU. GO.

CRISTINA, I C--

I PLAYED HIDE-AND-SEEK TODAY
AND DIDN'T GO TO SURGERY

BECAUSE SOME 9-YEAR-OLD
MIRACULOUSLY PEED WITHOUT BLOOD.

OKAY? I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE.
THEN DON'T.

TELL DR. ROBBINS YOU DON'T
THINK PEDS IS YOUR THING.

WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL?
THE BIG DEAL IS THAT
THE CHIEF IN THERE RIGHT NOW

MAKING A LIST...
YOU DON'T KNOW THAT.

A LIST OF WHO STAYS
AND WHO GOES,

AND I CAN'T BE ON
THAT "GOES" LIST.
IF YOU ARE,
YOU WILL DEAL WITH THAT.

"IF" I AM? OKAY,
IF I--THERE CAN BE NO IF.

I HAVE TO BE
ON THE "STAYS" LIST.

THAT LIST IS EVERYTHING.
THAT LIST IS MY FUTURE.
CALM DOWN.

IT'S MY SALVATION.
CRISTINA--

THE LIST IS LIFE.
SCHINDLER'S LIST?

YOU'RE COMPARING THIS MERGER
TO THE HOLOCAUST?

I'M JEWISH. I'M ALLOWED.

YOU'RE IRRATIONAL.

SO THIS IS A NO?
THIS IS A NO.

HMM.

AND SOMEBODY PAGE SLOAN AGAIN,
STAT.

RIGHT AWAY, DOCTOR.

OKAY, ELIZABETH,

TAKE ME THROUGH
EXACTLYWHAT HAPPENED.

I WAS DOING A CRASH C-SECTION
ON THIS 32-WEEKER.

I HAD THE INCISION DONE
IN FIVE MINUTES FLAT.

BUT I MUST HAVE CUT TOO DEEP,

BECAUSE WHEN I WENT IN
TO TAKE THE BABY,

I PULLED THE ARM A LITTLE,
AND THE--
OH, MY GOD.

GET ME
THE UMBILICAL CORD.

UMBILICAL CORD? WH--
JUST GET IT.

I GOT IT.
I GOT THE UMBILICAL CORD.

GOOD. GIVE ME
ABOUT 5 CENTIMETERS OF IT.

WHAT'S GOING ON?
ARM GOT DAMAGED
DURING A STAT "C."

I'M GONNA USE THE UMBILICAL
ARTERY IF IT'S STILL VIABLE.

IT LOOKS A LITTLE DRY.

IT LOOKS LIKE
IT'S GONNA WORK.
SHE'S STABLE.

LET'S PUT IT
IN ANTIBIOTIC SOLUTION

AND MOVE THIS PARTY
TO THE O.R.

I'M SORRY. I JUST, UH...

I WANTED TO MAKE SURE
THAT YOU'RE OKAY.

ARE YOU OKAY?

I INJURED MY SPLEEN,

AND THEY'RE JUST WAITING

TO SEE IF IT STOPS BLEEDING
ON ITS OWN.

GOOD. UM...

WELL, I'M--I'M GLAD YOU SEEM...

WELL, YOU SEEM BETTER,

AND I'M GLAD.

ANYWAY, I SHOULD, UH,
I SHOULD GO.

I'M NOT REALLY
SUPPOSED TO BE HERE, SO...

OH, IT'S ALL RIGHT. THEY--
THEY'VE GOT ME IN RESTRAINTS.

I WOULDN'T
BE ABLE TO HURT YOU

EVEN IF THE VOICES
TOLD ME TO.

IT'S A JOKE.

SCHIZOPHRENIA HUMOR.

UM...

THERE'S THIS THOUGHT
THAT I...

I'M--I'M TRYING TO GET IT OUT,
AND UM...

I KEEP THINKING
THAT THEY PLANTED A CAMERA...

UH, IN M-MY STOMACH
DURING THE ULTRASOUND.

AND I-I WAS GONNA
WAKE MY MOTHER

AND--AND HAVE HER,
YOU KNOW, TALK ME DOWN,

BUT SHE'S TIRED, AND...

HERE IS... YOUR SPLEEN.

SEE?

AND THIS, UH, THIS BRIGHT SPOT
RIGHT HERE,

THAT'S--THAT'S BLOOD.

THAT'S NOT
SUPPOSED TO BE THERE.

BUT, UM, NO CAMERA.

NO CAMERA.

MNH-MNH.

I CAN LEAVE THIS UP
IF--IF YOU WANT.

SO THAT WHEN THE THOUGHTS
COME BACK,

YOU--YOU CAN LOOK
AND YOU CAN SEE THAT--

THAT THEY'RE NOT REAL.

THEY'RE JUST SCARY THOUGHTS.

THEY'RE NOT REAL.

THANK YOU.

LITTLE MORE SUCTION.

00, IZZIE.

OH, MY GOD.

STEVENS, NO MORE FIGHTING
IN MY O.R. GO DEAL WITH THIS.

I HATE YOU.

SHUT UP.

OKAY.

OH, GOD.

THANK YOU.

SHUT UP.
GET BACK TO WORK.

HMM.

HAS MRS. CROWLEY
AGREED TO THE SURGERY?

NO. SHE'S GONNA GO HOME,
AND SHE'S GONNA DIE.

THEN WHAT'S THAT BOY
GONNA BE LEFT WITH?
HE NEEDS SURGERY.

W-WELL, DOES HE NEED
A TRANSFUSION?

IS THERE ACTIVE BLEEDING?
NO, HIS CRIT'S STABLE.

AND I KNOW WE DON'T OPERATE
UNLESS THERE'S AN ACTIVE BLEED,

BUT IT'S SO CLOSE,

AND IF WE OPERATE ON HIM, MAYBE
SHE'LL LET US OPERATE ON HER.

THAT WAY,
WE CAN KEEP THEM TOGETHER.

THROUGH THE SURGERY,
THROUGH THE RECOVERY,

THEY'LL BE TOGETHER.
AND MAYBE YOU THINK

THIS IS A BAD IDEA, THAT I'M
PROPOSING UNNECESSARY SURGERY.

AND MAYBE
YOU'LL TELL THE CHIEF,

AND THE CHIEF WILL THINK THAT
IT MAKES ME A BAD DOCTOR.

BUT I THINK IT MAKES ME
A GOOD DOCTOR, AND I THINK--
STOP TALKING.

ARE MY WORDS
HURTING YOU AGAIN?
NO, YOU'RE RIGHT.

IT'S A GOOD IDEA.

HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN?

WAS CHEN
JUST NOT PAYING ATTENTION?

SHE MADE A MISTAKE.

WRONG TIME TO MAKE
A MISTAKE, WITH THE MERGER.

OH, YOU PEOPLE
NEED TO STOP

WITH THE DOOM AND GLOOM
MERGER SCENARIOS.

I JUST READ SOMEWHERE

THAT THE HOSPITAL'S REVENUES
ACTUALLY WENT UP LAST QUARTER.

EXCEPT FOR ELECTIVE PROCEDURES,
WHICH WENT DOWN 13%.

YOU MEAN ELECTIVE PROCEDURES
LIKE PLASTIC SURGERIES?

NOW YOU'RE SAYING THAT
I'M GONNA GET FIRED?
I DON'T THINK ANYONE IS SAFE.

I'M SAFE.
HOW CAN YOU BE SURE?

HEY! WE'RE ABOUT TO REATTACH
A BABY'S ARM HERE.

SO WE NEED TO STOP THINKING
ABOUT THE MERGER

AND THINK INSTEAD
ABOUT THIS LITTLE GIRL

THROWING A BALL
AND HOLDING A SPOON

AND WAVING BYE-BYE
TO HER PARENTS.

NO, I... I'M NOT
LETTING YOU CUT ME OPEN.

YOU'RE--YOU'RE GONNA PUT
A CAMERA IN ME.

YOU'RE--
YOU ARE ONE OF THEM.

OKAY, MRS. CROWLEY--

NO. HE'S SCARED.
HE SAID NO.

TOM, YOU NEED THIS SURGERY.

AND YOU WILL FEEL BETTER
AFTER IT. AND YOUR MOM?

YOUR MOM'S SURGERY
WILL SAVE HER LIFE.

OKAY.

LOOK, TOM. LOOK AT ME.

LOOK AT ME. OKAY?
I AM NOT AN ALIEN.

I'M--I'M NOT ONE OF THEM.

MY NAME IS MIRANDA BAILEY.
I HAVE A 3-YEAR-OLD SON.

AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING
FOR HIM,

JUST LIKE YOUR MOM WOULD DO
ANYTHING FOR YOU.

NOW SHE NEEDS YOU
TO DO THIS FOR HER.

BECAUSE OTHERWISE,
SHE WILL DIE.

AND YOU WILL BE ALONE.

N--

OKAY. OKAY.

LOOK. SEE? RED.

RED BLOOD.

SEE? I'M HUMAN.

I AM A DOCTOR.

AND I WANT TO HELP YOU
AND YOUR MOM.

BUT YOU HAVE TO TRUST ME.

OKAY, I THINK
WE'RE THERE.

IF IT PINKS UP, WE'LL KNOW
WE'VE DONE OUR JOB RIGHT.

RELEASING THE BULLDOG CLAMPS.
HERE WE GO.

THAT'S HOW I KNOW MY JOB
IS SAFE, DR. YANG,

BECAUSE I REATTACH
BABIES ARMS.

YOU KNOW, IT'S NOT A GOOD IDEA
TO PISS OFF YOUR ATTENDING.

OH, I DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS UPSET.
I'LL APOLOGIZE.

I WASN'T TALKING ABOUT HIM.

SORRY?

I LIKE KIDS
AND I LIKE THEIR PARENTS,

AND I LIKE TO SEE THEM SMILE.

SO I LIKE
GOING TO GET THEM PUDDING

AND PLAYING GAMES WITH THEM,

BECAUSE IT MAKES ATTACHING
THEIR ARMS WAY MORE FUN.

I DON'T LIKE BEING USED.

I WASN'T U--

AND I LIKE BEING LIED TO
EVEN LESS.

WHAT DO WE NEED
FROM THE STORE, SWEETHEART?

UM...

TELL ME WHAT WE NEED
FROM THE STORE.

APPLES, PEARS, STRAWBERRIES.

APPLES,
PEARS, STRAWBERRIES.

APPLES, PEARS, STRAWBERRIES.

APPLES, PEARS, STRAW--

WHAT IF I DON'T MAKE IT?

NOW YOU DON'T WORRY
ABOUT THAT, OKAY?

LET ME DO THAT.

OKAY, LET'S GO.

OKAY, THE BLEEDING'S STOPPED.

OKAY, LET'S CLOSE UP.

STEVENS, SCRUB OUT.

NO, I'M FINE.
I'M YOUR RESIDENT. I GOT IT.

SOMEONE ELSE CAN CLOSE UP.

YOU'VE BEEN ON YOUR FEET
FOR FIVE HOURS.

YOU LOOK EXHAUSTED.
I'M NOT. I'M FINE.

YOU'RE DRIPPING
WITH SWEAT.

ALL RIGHT.

OKAY, YOU KNOW WHAT?
JUST TAKE MY WIG OFF.

JUST TAKE IT OFF.
TAKE IT OFF.

OKAY, JUST PAT DOWN MY HEAD.

OKAY.

ALL RIGHT. YOU CAN JUST
PUT THE CAP BACK ON.

OKAY, THANK YOU.

I'M FINE.

ISOBEL STEVENS

SPENT FIVE HOURS ON HER FEET
IN SURGERY TODAY,

NOT BECAUSE SHE WAS READY
TO GO BACK TO WORK,

BUT BECAUSE SHE WAS SCARED.
SHE'S SCARED FOR HER JOB

AND SHE WAS SCARED
TO SHOW WEAKNESS.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO TALK TO ME.
THAT'S FINE.

BUT YOU NEED TO GO OUT THERE
AND TALK TO YOUR PEOPLE.

THEY NEED TO HEAR FROM YOU.
DON'T TELL ME
ABOUT MY PEOPLE.

I'VE BEEN HERE
FOR 30 YEARS, DEREK.

I KNOW MY PEOPLE.

I HAVE SPENT EVERY HOUR
OF THE LAST THREE DAYS

TRYING TO SAVE
EVERY JOB I COULD.

BUT SOME TOUGH CHOICES
HAD TO BE MADE.

H.R.
IS SENDING OUT AN E-MAIL

TO THE FIRST ROUND OF PEOPLE
TO BE LET GO.

RICHARD--
DEREK, I'M TIRED.
I'M GOING HOME.

WHAT'S GOING ON?
YOU PAGED US.

CHECK YOUR E-MAIL.
FOR WHAT?

H.R. IF YOU GOT CUT,
YOU'LL HAVE AN E-MAIL.

I DIDN'T GET ONE,
BUT... I'VE BEEN CALM.

THROUGH THIS CRISIS,
I HAVE BEEN CALM.

BUT IF ONE OF US GETS CUT,
I WILL NOT BE CALM.

NO E-MAIL.
I'M FINE.

I'M GOOD, TOO.

GOOD. SEE? I KNEW IT.

I KNEW IT. I KNEW
NONE OF US WOULD GET CUT.

YET. THERE'S GONNA BE
ANOTHER ROUND.

OKAY, SO I'M THERE IN THE SPLEEN
REPAIR WITH DR. HUNT,

AND HE'S GOT THE CAUTERY

AND HE'S MOVING IT
BACK AND FORTH, YOU KNOW,

FIXING BLEEDERS,

AND THEN HE JUST
HANDS IT TO ME...

LIKE IT'S THE MOST NORMAL THING
IN THE WORLD TO DO,

LIKE I REPAIR SPLEENS
ALL THE TIME.

AND SO I DO IT.

I-I REPAIR THE SPLEEN
ON MY OWN.

AND I JUST--I REALIZED,
YOU KNOW,

IF WE JUST FOCUS ON OUR JOBS,

IF WE FOCUS ON OUR PATIENTS,
WE'RE GONNA BE FINE.

MEGAN GOT CUT.

I DIDN'T, BUT SHE DID.

WHAT? HOW?

THE CHIEF SENT OUT AN E-MAIL.

HE FIRED THREE-QUARTERS
OF OUR CLASS.

WE'RE HAVING A BABY.

TERRY. HEY, TERRY.

IT'S BEEN A REAL PLEASURE
WORKING WITH YOU.
THANKS.

SORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING.
OKAY.

HI. HEY.
SO WHAT DID I DO WRONG,

SO I CAN LEARN FOR NEXT TIME?

YOU DIDN'T
DO ANYTHING WRONG.

THIS IS ABOUT THE MONEY.

HI.

I'VE...

BEEN HERE SEVEN YEARS.

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE HERE.

I'LL FIND ANOTHER JOB,

BUT... IT'S SEVEN YEARS.

YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

IT...

LOOK, IF YOU NEED
A JOB RECOMMENDATION,

ANYTHING,
JUST CALL ME, OKAY?

HMM.

ROUGH DAY.
OH, I NEED SOME SLEEP.

OKAY, LET'S GO HOME.

NO, I CAN'T. I JUST GOT
KICKED OFF OF PEDS.

I'M TOTALLY SCREWED.
CRISTINA, COME ON--

NO, I CAN'T SLEEP.
I CAN'T...

I CAN'T LEAVE
IF SHE'S NOT LEAVING.

WE'RE ALL SUSCEPTIBLE TO IT...

THE DREAD AND ANXIETY
OF NOT KNOWING WHAT'S COMING.

NO WAY.

ARE YOU SERIOUS?

I'M GONNA GO
TO THE CHIEF MYSELF.

AND I'M GONNA TELL HIM

YOU'RE THE BEST
SECOND-YEAR RESIDENT

I'VE EVER SEEN.

I'M SAFE.

I DIDN'T GET CUT, MARK.

I'M S--I'M SAFE.

IT'S POINTLESS IN THE END...

I HATE, HATE,
HATE THIS MERGER

BECAUSE I HATE
LONG-DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS.

I DON'T BELIEVE IN THEM.

SO... YOU CAN'T MOVE
TO PORTLAND.

WELL, WHEN I MENTIONED IT
THIS AFTERNOON,

YOU DIDN'T SEEM TO MIND.

YOU WERE LIKE,
"MOVE TO PORTLAND."

I DIDN'T KNOW
THAT I WAS ALLOWED TO MIND.

I DIDN'T KNOW
IF WE WERE GIRLFRIENDS,

BUT THEN,
YOU SAID "GIRLFRIEND."

YOU CALLED ME YOUR GIRLFRIEND,
SO I NEED TO KNOW.

AM I YOUR GIRLFRIEND?

YEAH.

OKAY. GOOD.
MM.

SO, YEAH. NO, YOU'RE NOT
MOVING TO PORTLAND.

NO, BUT WHAT YOU ARE
GONNA DO

IS YOU'RE GONNA GO
INTO THE CHIEF'S OFFICE,

AND YOU'RE GONNA BEG--
I'M NOT GONNA GROVEL.

UH, YES, YOU ARE. SERIOUSLY,
YOU DON'T WANT TO MESS WITH ME.

BECAUSE ALL THE WORRYING...

AND ALL THE MAKING OF PLANS

FOR THINGS THAT COULD
OR COULD NOT HAPPEN...

IT ONLY MAKES THINGS WORSE.

I FORGOT HE WAS DEAD TODAY.

FOR A FEW HOURS IN SURGERY,

I FORGOT I HAD CANCER
AND I FORGOT HE WAS DEAD.

BUT GEORGE IS DEAD...

AND YOU DO HAVE CANCER.

I WANT YOU TO KEEP DOING
WHAT YOU LOVE.

YOU'RE A GREAT DOCTOR.

AND YOU HAVE
A FANTASTIC FUTURE

AHEAD OF YOU.

BUT YOU GOTTA STEP UP

AND START TAKING CARE
OF YOURSELF.

YOU GOTTA TAKE YOUR MEDS,
YOU GOTTA EAT,

YOU GOTTA PACE YOURSELF...

BECAUSE I CAN'T BE
YOUR NURSE.

I CAN'T.

SO WALK YOUR DOG...

OR TAKE A NAP.

JUST, WHATEVER YOU DO,

STOP WORRYING.
OKAY, I'M SORRY.
I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR GAMES.

I HAVE TO GET BACK
TO THE HOSPITAL.
SHE'S RIGHT.

SHE DOES HAVE TO GO BACK
TO THE HOSPITAL.

WE'RE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT
THE HOSPITAL.

WE'RE HERE TO PLAY BASEBALL.
AND DRINK BEER.
DRINK YOUR BEER.

DRINK A BEER. WHAT MORE
DO YOU WANT IN LIFE?
HOW CAN I DRINK BEER WHEN
ALL MY FRIENDS JUST GOT FIRED?

YOU KNOW, I'M SORRY.
I'M LEAVING.
WHOA, WHOA.

NO.
YOU NEED THIS.
PUT THIS ON. THAT'S RIGHT.

TRUST ME.
THERE WE GO.
LOOK AT THIS.

HERE. STAND HERE. THAT'S IT.
NO, I--NO.

NOW HIT THE BALL.
I DON'T WANT
TO HIT THE BALL.

OH, MY GOD!
HEY, BATTER, BATTER,
BATTER, BATTER, BATTER.

HERE WE GO.
HERE WE GO. STRIKE ONE!
WHAT, ARE YOU TRYING--

YOU NEED TO STOP THINKING
ABOUT WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN,

AND YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON
WHAT IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU.

NOW HIT THE BALL.

LOOK AT THAT.

OH, MY GOD!
OH, MY GOD!

OH, MY GOD. I HIT IT.

OH, MY GOD. I HIT IT, MER!
WAIT, WAIT, MY TURN.

BECAUSE THE ONLY CURE
FOR PARANOIA...

YOU DID IT.
I HIT IT!

NOW YOU LIKE BASEBALL.
UNBELIEVABLE.

ALL RIGHT, HERE WE GO,
LITTLE GREY. LET'S GO.
IS TO BE...

THAT WAS FANTASTIC.
HERE...

JUST AS YOU ARE.