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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.LT 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.LT 3 00:00:57,689 --> 00:00:59,827 Ma'am, are you hurt? 4 00:01:01,448 --> 00:01:04,862 I'm fine. 5 00:01:04,896 --> 00:01:05,896 Sky, Sky! 6 00:01:06,551 --> 00:01:08,241 Sky baby, are you okay? 7 00:01:08,275 --> 00:01:09,275 Yes, Mommy. 8 00:01:09,310 --> 00:01:11,724 My head just hurts. 9 00:01:11,758 --> 00:01:13,551 Come here and give me your hand. 10 00:01:13,586 --> 00:01:14,379 I'm here, okay? 11 00:01:14,413 --> 00:01:15,896 We're gonna be okay. 12 00:01:15,931 --> 00:01:17,206 All right, all right. 13 00:01:17,241 --> 00:01:18,881 We're gonna get you outta here, all right? 14 00:01:20,241 --> 00:01:22,413 We're gonna get you and your mother out of here. 15 00:01:24,586 --> 00:01:25,724 - Ma'am. - Sir, you can't 16 00:01:25,758 --> 00:01:27,078 - go over here. - That's my family 17 00:01:27,379 --> 00:01:28,000 - in that car. - I know, 18 00:01:28,034 --> 00:01:28,862 but you can't go over there. 19 00:01:28,896 --> 00:01:29,827 Please, can you tell me something? 20 00:01:29,862 --> 00:01:30,941 - Are they okay? - There's been an accident. 21 00:01:30,965 --> 00:01:31,413 We're trying to assess their, their condition now. 22 00:01:31,482 --> 00:01:32,896 Just give us a minute. 23 00:01:32,931 --> 00:01:34,517 Sky, baby. 24 00:01:34,551 --> 00:01:36,379 Sky, are you okay? 25 00:01:36,413 --> 00:01:37,241 - Daddy's here. - Try to calm down. 26 00:01:37,275 --> 00:01:38,000 I know you're concerned. 27 00:01:38,034 --> 00:01:39,413 Try to calm down. 28 00:01:39,448 --> 00:01:40,379 - Ma'am, tell me something. - Let us just, 29 00:01:40,413 --> 00:01:41,517 let us do our investigation 30 00:01:41,551 --> 00:01:43,034 and you can go over there shortly. 31 00:01:44,206 --> 00:01:47,241 Ma'am, were you drinking? 32 00:01:49,896 --> 00:01:51,172 Step out the car. 33 00:01:52,275 --> 00:01:53,517 Step out the vehicle. 34 00:01:53,551 --> 00:01:54,689 Why? 35 00:01:54,724 --> 00:01:55,689 I didn't even do anything, sir. 36 00:01:55,724 --> 00:01:57,655 Step outta the vehicle, ma'am. 37 00:01:57,689 --> 00:01:58,758 Stand right here, please. 38 00:02:01,172 --> 00:02:02,931 Janeen, don't tell me you were drinking 39 00:02:02,965 --> 00:02:05,137 and driving with Sky in the car. 40 00:02:08,137 --> 00:02:08,689 Stand over here. 41 00:02:08,724 --> 00:02:10,896 I cannot believe you. 42 00:02:10,931 --> 00:02:12,965 Follow my finger. 43 00:02:13,000 --> 00:02:13,965 Don't move your head. 44 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:16,137 This is unacceptable. 45 00:02:16,172 --> 00:02:18,103 You need help. 46 00:02:18,137 --> 00:02:19,655 And until you get help, 47 00:02:19,689 --> 00:02:22,586 you will not see Sky without my supervision. 48 00:02:25,620 --> 00:02:26,413 What, what does that mean? 49 00:02:26,448 --> 00:02:27,655 What are you about to do? 50 00:02:29,137 --> 00:02:31,000 - You wanna go see your dad? - What's he doing? 51 00:02:31,034 --> 00:02:32,976 That's the father of your child, correct? 52 00:02:33,000 --> 00:02:33,758 What? 53 00:02:33,793 --> 00:02:34,965 No, sorry. 54 00:02:35,000 --> 00:02:35,793 No, that's my daughter. 55 00:02:35,827 --> 00:02:37,275 Stephan, wait, no, no! 56 00:02:37,310 --> 00:02:38,172 - Sky that's my daughter too. - No, no, no. 57 00:02:38,241 --> 00:02:39,413 - Wait. - No. 58 00:02:39,448 --> 00:02:40,631 Stephan, what you doing? 59 00:02:40,655 --> 00:02:41,758 - No. - Ma'am. 60 00:02:41,793 --> 00:02:42,620 That's my daughter. 61 00:02:43,586 --> 00:02:44,896 Stay still. 62 00:02:44,931 --> 00:02:46,068 Stephan, please. 63 00:02:46,103 --> 00:02:47,448 I'm gonna pat you down. 64 00:02:47,482 --> 00:02:48,596 Do you have anything that I should know about? 65 00:02:48,620 --> 00:02:49,931 No, no. 66 00:02:50,758 --> 00:02:51,758 Please. 67 00:02:56,482 --> 00:02:59,724 Please, ma'am, please. 68 00:02:59,758 --> 00:03:01,965 Stephan, I'm just saying no. 69 00:03:18,724 --> 00:03:21,137 You know, whatever you're staring at, 70 00:03:21,172 --> 00:03:23,137 it's not gonna make your problems go away 71 00:03:25,034 --> 00:03:26,206 unless you face them head on. 72 00:03:51,689 --> 00:03:52,689 Seriously? 73 00:03:56,034 --> 00:03:58,344 Relax, just a little sip. 74 00:03:58,379 --> 00:03:59,551 Not even drunk. 75 00:04:01,448 --> 00:04:03,413 You know what I'd appreciate? 76 00:04:03,448 --> 00:04:07,103 If you're gonna come here, don't ever bring that again. 77 00:04:09,034 --> 00:04:10,275 If you're serious. 78 00:04:19,586 --> 00:04:20,586 Happy? 79 00:04:22,103 --> 00:04:24,586 You know, you don't have to let this accident 80 00:04:26,068 --> 00:04:27,862 destroy your entire life. 81 00:04:30,103 --> 00:04:31,413 I just want my daughter back. 82 00:04:33,793 --> 00:04:35,758 That's the only reason why we're doing this, 83 00:04:37,068 --> 00:04:39,068 is because of my stupid ex-husband 84 00:04:39,103 --> 00:04:40,241 why I'm even in here. 85 00:04:41,310 --> 00:04:42,310 Hmm? 86 00:04:55,137 --> 00:04:58,000 So is he the only person you're gonna refer to? 87 00:05:03,206 --> 00:05:04,241 What's referring to? 88 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:10,517 He ruined my life. 89 00:05:11,689 --> 00:05:13,344 I worked hard to get to where I'm at. 90 00:05:14,310 --> 00:05:15,965 He's trying to ruin that. 91 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:17,000 Hmm. 92 00:05:19,896 --> 00:05:22,448 This will be the first holiday without my child, 93 00:05:24,517 --> 00:05:28,655 the first holiday without my child. 94 00:05:33,655 --> 00:05:35,206 Do you know why you're here? 95 00:05:35,275 --> 00:05:37,689 Because this one stupid accident, 96 00:05:37,758 --> 00:05:39,344 he continues to punish me. 97 00:05:42,275 --> 00:05:43,344 That's the only reason. 98 00:05:48,379 --> 00:05:50,793 That's the reason why you got divorced. 99 00:05:54,931 --> 00:05:56,758 Is that the reason why you don't get 100 00:05:56,793 --> 00:05:58,413 to spend time with your daughter? 101 00:06:13,379 --> 00:06:14,379 My God. 102 00:06:21,103 --> 00:06:22,896 - Morning, Shanice. - Morning, Ms. Lawrence. 103 00:06:22,931 --> 00:06:25,275 We're a bit behind, but I have everything prepped for you. 104 00:06:25,344 --> 00:06:25,896 Is Minerva here? 105 00:06:25,931 --> 00:06:26,931 Yes. 106 00:06:28,241 --> 00:06:29,241 Did you get much sleep? 107 00:06:30,241 --> 00:06:31,241 Yes, yes. 108 00:06:31,275 --> 00:06:32,620 Uh, notes, notes, notes. 109 00:06:32,655 --> 00:06:33,896 Yes, here. 110 00:06:33,931 --> 00:06:35,827 Okay, just a quick reminder that we have 111 00:06:37,241 --> 00:06:39,586 that big special interview coming up in two weeks. 112 00:06:39,620 --> 00:06:41,044 Going to be a major boost for the networks. 113 00:06:41,068 --> 00:06:42,562 They created a huge marketing budget for this, 114 00:06:42,586 --> 00:06:44,896 so there's a lot riding on it. 115 00:06:44,931 --> 00:06:46,862 Are we done? 116 00:06:46,896 --> 00:06:48,137 Yes, I will let Taylor know 117 00:06:49,103 --> 00:06:49,862 you're ready for hair and makeup. 118 00:06:49,896 --> 00:06:50,413 Hair and makeup, gotcha, gotcha. 119 00:06:50,482 --> 00:06:52,551 Welcome to "Love After". 120 00:06:52,586 --> 00:06:53,551 - I'm Janeen. - Hey, Janeen. 121 00:06:53,586 --> 00:06:54,413 - Yeah. - Need you miced up 122 00:06:54,482 --> 00:06:55,344 - in 20 minutes. - Okay. 123 00:06:55,379 --> 00:06:57,103 Perfect, perfect, perfect. 124 00:06:57,482 --> 00:06:58,482 You okay? 125 00:06:58,827 --> 00:06:59,724 I'm fine, Morris. 126 00:06:59,758 --> 00:07:02,000 It's just one of those days. 127 00:07:02,034 --> 00:07:04,965 Remember, you're the face of this show. 128 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:06,000 Own it. 129 00:07:07,172 --> 00:07:08,172 Thanks. 130 00:07:08,206 --> 00:07:09,655 I appreciate it. 131 00:07:12,241 --> 00:07:15,000 Yes, I'm the face. 132 00:07:16,724 --> 00:07:17,769 All right, let's go, people. 133 00:07:17,793 --> 00:07:18,827 Places everyone. 134 00:07:18,862 --> 00:07:19,965 We got a show put on. 135 00:07:21,896 --> 00:07:25,344 Okay, everything's looking good back here. 136 00:07:25,379 --> 00:07:26,699 All right, let's clear the stage. 137 00:07:28,379 --> 00:07:29,655 Okay, stage is clear. 138 00:07:29,689 --> 00:07:32,344 Lacey, Lacey, let's get the talent on stage. 139 00:07:33,551 --> 00:07:35,965 - You can. - Look alive, everybody. 140 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:37,148 All right, somebody cue the music. 141 00:07:37,172 --> 00:07:40,620 And let's go in three, two, one. 142 00:07:41,965 --> 00:07:43,620 Welcome, welcome to "Love After". 143 00:07:43,655 --> 00:07:45,241 I'm your host, Janeen Lawrence, 144 00:07:45,275 --> 00:07:46,493 and I'm here to help reach, teach, 145 00:07:46,517 --> 00:07:48,448 restore, and inspire. 146 00:07:48,482 --> 00:07:49,596 This is our how you lovin' segment. 147 00:07:49,620 --> 00:07:51,241 And your love guru is here 148 00:07:51,275 --> 00:07:54,172 to help you find the solution you need to level up. 149 00:07:54,241 --> 00:07:57,310 Now, we have selected two lucky members from our audience 150 00:07:57,344 --> 00:07:58,827 for our how you lovin' segment. 151 00:07:58,862 --> 00:08:01,827 So let's get started. 152 00:08:01,862 --> 00:08:03,562 Hey, queen, state your name and where you're from. 153 00:08:03,586 --> 00:08:04,551 Hey, Janeen. 154 00:08:04,586 --> 00:08:05,379 - My name is Belinda. - Hey. 155 00:08:05,413 --> 00:08:06,413 Hey. 156 00:08:06,482 --> 00:08:07,482 And I'm from Dallas. 157 00:08:08,551 --> 00:08:09,665 So I finally started dating again 158 00:08:09,689 --> 00:08:11,586 after a big bad back breakup 159 00:08:11,620 --> 00:08:13,758 - about a, about a year ago. - Okay. 160 00:08:13,827 --> 00:08:16,034 And it's just been so nerve-wracking, 161 00:08:16,068 --> 00:08:17,862 just trying to get back out there. 162 00:08:17,896 --> 00:08:19,896 I don't wanna ask the wrong questions 163 00:08:19,965 --> 00:08:22,344 and I don't wanna say too much too soon. 164 00:08:22,379 --> 00:08:23,379 - Mm. - So it's. 165 00:08:23,413 --> 00:08:24,586 Okay, okay, 166 00:08:24,655 --> 00:08:26,241 Well, Belinda, first of all, 167 00:08:26,275 --> 00:08:29,206 it's just natural dating jitters, right? 168 00:08:29,241 --> 00:08:31,517 - Have a natural conversation. - She looks good. 169 00:08:31,551 --> 00:08:32,700 Excellent, excellent eye contact. 170 00:08:32,724 --> 00:08:34,551 And most importantly, have fun. 171 00:08:34,586 --> 00:08:35,862 Have fun, girl. 172 00:08:35,896 --> 00:08:38,172 And remember, let me hear it. 173 00:08:38,206 --> 00:08:40,034 Not every connection is a... 174 00:08:40,068 --> 00:08:42,896 Romantic connection. 175 00:08:42,931 --> 00:08:44,034 Yes, girl, have fun. 176 00:08:44,068 --> 00:08:44,896 Let your hair down. 177 00:08:44,931 --> 00:08:46,034 And you're beautiful. 178 00:08:46,068 --> 00:08:47,108 - Okay. - Thank you, queen. 179 00:08:47,724 --> 00:08:48,655 Okay, introduce yourself. 180 00:08:48,689 --> 00:08:49,724 Hi, I'm Carolyn. 181 00:08:49,758 --> 00:08:51,034 - I'm from Philly. - Hello. 182 00:08:51,068 --> 00:08:52,586 Hi. 183 00:08:52,620 --> 00:08:55,068 And I just was wondering, how are you holding up? 184 00:08:55,103 --> 00:08:57,551 I mean, with your ex-husband divorcing you 185 00:08:57,586 --> 00:09:00,068 and airing out all your dirty laundry. 186 00:09:00,103 --> 00:09:02,448 I mean, it's not really a good look, Janeen. 187 00:09:02,482 --> 00:09:03,493 What the hells going on here? 188 00:09:03,517 --> 00:09:04,275 Well, I don't know. 189 00:09:04,310 --> 00:09:05,103 What, what's she doing? 190 00:09:05,137 --> 00:09:06,620 What is she saying? 191 00:09:06,689 --> 00:09:08,103 Excuse me. 192 00:09:08,137 --> 00:09:09,137 You heard me. 193 00:09:10,137 --> 00:09:11,310 I mean, you get on television 194 00:09:11,344 --> 00:09:14,275 and you preach to all of us like your life is so perfect, 195 00:09:14,310 --> 00:09:16,551 but we all know honey, that's a front. 196 00:09:16,586 --> 00:09:18,620 You need to fix your life. 197 00:09:21,965 --> 00:09:25,103 Okay, what is your question? 198 00:09:25,137 --> 00:09:26,896 Who is your husband banging? 199 00:09:29,620 --> 00:09:30,631 Janeen, don't answer that. 200 00:09:30,655 --> 00:09:31,655 No, it's fine. 201 00:09:32,655 --> 00:09:34,135 - I'll answer. - Yeah, let her answer. 202 00:09:35,689 --> 00:09:37,758 - Carolyn. - Jean, what are you doing? 203 00:09:37,793 --> 00:09:39,827 You're absolutely correct. 204 00:09:39,862 --> 00:09:42,275 Am my broken and flawed like everybody else? 205 00:09:42,344 --> 00:09:43,413 Yes. 206 00:09:44,241 --> 00:09:44,724 Did I feel like giving up? 207 00:09:44,758 --> 00:09:46,103 Yes. 208 00:09:46,137 --> 00:09:47,457 It's hard being a mother, a wife, 209 00:09:47,482 --> 00:09:50,655 having a career and everything in between. 210 00:09:50,689 --> 00:09:52,793 So yes, that's why I'm the perfect person 211 00:09:52,827 --> 00:09:55,344 to host my show. 212 00:09:55,413 --> 00:09:57,758 You may have this audience fooled, 213 00:09:57,793 --> 00:09:59,758 but honey, you not fooling me. 214 00:09:59,793 --> 00:10:02,379 I can see right through you. 215 00:10:02,413 --> 00:10:04,000 Hot tamale. 216 00:10:04,068 --> 00:10:06,793 Hot tamale, move! 217 00:10:06,827 --> 00:10:08,631 - That was not in the script. - All right, cut. 218 00:10:08,655 --> 00:10:11,586 I mean, you can't even take care of your own daughter. 219 00:10:11,620 --> 00:10:13,448 What kind of mother are you? 220 00:10:13,482 --> 00:10:16,275 You can't even take care of your own daughter. 221 00:10:16,310 --> 00:10:19,310 What kind of mother are you? 222 00:10:19,344 --> 00:10:20,586 What kind of mother? 223 00:10:20,620 --> 00:10:21,931 Carolyn. 224 00:10:21,965 --> 00:10:22,827 Cut to commercial. 225 00:10:22,896 --> 00:10:24,275 Cut to commercial. 226 00:10:24,310 --> 00:10:25,931 - Calm down. - That is the red one. 227 00:10:25,965 --> 00:10:27,275 - Calm down. - Oh my God. 228 00:10:27,310 --> 00:10:29,103 They all turn red when you press them. 229 00:10:29,137 --> 00:10:31,275 She got me all messed up. 230 00:10:31,310 --> 00:10:32,310 Ooh. 231 00:10:33,689 --> 00:10:35,458 Who she thinks she's talking to me like that, Morris? 232 00:10:35,482 --> 00:10:36,827 She don't know nothing about me. 233 00:10:36,862 --> 00:10:39,758 I should went over there and slap the, ooh! 234 00:10:39,793 --> 00:10:42,517 Janeen, you need to come down. 235 00:10:42,586 --> 00:10:44,044 And then she got the nerve to talk about my daughter, 236 00:10:44,068 --> 00:10:46,310 my child, Morris. 237 00:10:47,482 --> 00:10:48,762 Janeen, where you at? 238 00:10:49,448 --> 00:10:50,448 Oh, here we go. 239 00:11:00,310 --> 00:11:01,310 Get out. 240 00:11:02,379 --> 00:11:04,206 What just happened out there? 241 00:11:04,275 --> 00:11:05,482 Minerva, she just. 242 00:11:05,517 --> 00:11:07,206 Save it. 243 00:11:07,241 --> 00:11:09,482 It's bad enough that you came late again. 244 00:11:09,517 --> 00:11:10,665 But then to have an audience member 245 00:11:10,689 --> 00:11:12,206 call you out on your own show. 246 00:11:13,758 --> 00:11:16,517 Look, I just, I just got a little caught up. 247 00:11:16,551 --> 00:11:18,862 Janeen, you know the rules. 248 00:11:18,896 --> 00:11:21,344 We do not engage with the audience in that matter. 249 00:11:22,206 --> 00:11:23,655 Oh, and you're gonna love this. 250 00:11:26,103 --> 00:11:28,551 This was sent in by a top blog spot. 251 00:11:30,206 --> 00:11:33,551 You, wait, wait, what is this? 252 00:11:33,586 --> 00:11:35,724 I was hoping you were able to tell me. 253 00:11:35,793 --> 00:11:39,379 It says that you're an unfit mother, an alcoholic, 254 00:11:39,413 --> 00:11:42,034 and you can't take care of your child. 255 00:11:42,068 --> 00:11:45,758 Minerva, someone is trying to ruin my reputation. 256 00:11:45,827 --> 00:11:47,838 You know, you can't believe everything from the blogs. 257 00:11:47,862 --> 00:11:50,862 Why would someone go to this extent to hurt you? 258 00:11:50,896 --> 00:11:52,379 And you're an alcoholic. 259 00:11:55,068 --> 00:11:56,000 You can't be serious. 260 00:11:56,034 --> 00:11:57,517 Very. 261 00:11:57,551 --> 00:12:00,172 People see this and they see that it's you. 262 00:12:00,206 --> 00:12:03,896 Partying, drinking, this is career suicide. 263 00:12:03,931 --> 00:12:06,586 Not to mention what it does to the brand. 264 00:12:06,620 --> 00:12:09,241 You see, you millennials the problem is, 265 00:12:09,275 --> 00:12:11,551 is that you don't understand the consequences 266 00:12:11,586 --> 00:12:13,931 and you do not take accountability. 267 00:12:16,310 --> 00:12:17,586 Minerva, I'm sorry. 268 00:12:17,620 --> 00:12:18,896 I'll get to the bottom of this. 269 00:12:18,931 --> 00:12:20,241 I promise. 270 00:12:20,275 --> 00:12:23,896 You better because if you don't bad reviews, 271 00:12:23,931 --> 00:12:28,103 bad ratings and hello unemployment. 272 00:12:28,137 --> 00:12:29,172 That's you. 273 00:12:29,620 --> 00:12:30,620 Fix it. 274 00:12:31,310 --> 00:12:32,586 Minerva. 275 00:12:55,103 --> 00:12:56,103 Hi, Mommy. 276 00:13:03,517 --> 00:13:04,689 Let's have some tea. 277 00:13:07,827 --> 00:13:09,862 Janeen, what's wrong with you? 278 00:13:09,896 --> 00:13:12,310 Mommy, why you always think something is wrong? 279 00:13:12,344 --> 00:13:14,103 Because Jane, you always vex 280 00:13:14,137 --> 00:13:15,310 and puffing up your face. 281 00:13:15,344 --> 00:13:16,827 Mommy, me all right. 282 00:13:16,862 --> 00:13:17,862 Please. 283 00:13:19,517 --> 00:13:20,793 See I make some tea for you. 284 00:13:20,827 --> 00:13:22,965 Come drink some tea with mama. 285 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:24,000 Bush tea. 286 00:13:24,689 --> 00:13:25,482 Mama bush tea. 287 00:13:25,517 --> 00:13:27,000 You don't cook no food, 288 00:13:27,034 --> 00:13:29,689 no oxtail, curry chicken, rice and peas something. 289 00:13:29,724 --> 00:13:31,517 Me come all the way from work for bush tea. 290 00:13:32,724 --> 00:13:35,896 Girl, bush tea help bust the gas. 291 00:13:35,965 --> 00:13:39,482 It help with the chest pain, the belly pain. 292 00:13:39,517 --> 00:13:42,689 Bush tea fix everything. 293 00:13:42,724 --> 00:13:45,344 Okay, Mommy, I will drink the bush tea. 294 00:13:46,724 --> 00:13:49,310 You should have put some liquor in it too. 295 00:13:49,344 --> 00:13:51,862 That's why I always try to take care of you, my child. 296 00:13:56,793 --> 00:13:58,689 There we go, all right. 297 00:14:00,034 --> 00:14:02,206 It is time. 298 00:14:02,241 --> 00:14:03,827 Hold on. 299 00:14:03,862 --> 00:14:06,517 It's time to do our affirmations. 300 00:14:06,551 --> 00:14:07,517 Are you ready? 301 00:14:07,551 --> 00:14:08,689 Yes. 302 00:14:08,724 --> 00:14:10,379 All right, I am. 303 00:14:10,413 --> 00:14:11,551 Smart. 304 00:14:11,620 --> 00:14:13,206 I am brave. 305 00:14:13,241 --> 00:14:15,206 I am fierce. 306 00:14:15,241 --> 00:14:17,137 I am loved. 307 00:14:17,586 --> 00:14:18,517 I am. 308 00:14:18,551 --> 00:14:21,344 Powerful beyond measure. 309 00:14:21,379 --> 00:14:23,689 Yes, you are baby girl. 310 00:14:23,724 --> 00:14:24,724 Come here. 311 00:14:26,172 --> 00:14:30,379 Father God, we thank you for all that you have done doing 312 00:14:30,413 --> 00:14:32,206 and about to do in our lives. 313 00:14:32,241 --> 00:14:34,206 Father God, we ask that you continue 314 00:14:34,241 --> 00:14:36,862 to watch over our family as we lay to sleep. 315 00:14:37,758 --> 00:14:39,551 We pray for your peace, your joy, 316 00:14:39,586 --> 00:14:41,482 your love, and your strength. 317 00:14:41,517 --> 00:14:43,137 We love you Lord. 318 00:14:43,172 --> 00:14:44,586 - Amen. - Amen. 319 00:14:44,655 --> 00:14:45,655 All right. 320 00:14:48,103 --> 00:14:49,103 All right, here you go. 321 00:14:52,413 --> 00:14:53,896 Are you all right, baby girl? 322 00:14:53,931 --> 00:14:54,931 What's wrong? 323 00:14:55,724 --> 00:14:58,379 Daddy, how's Mommy doing? 324 00:15:00,793 --> 00:15:03,620 She's doing much better, okay? 325 00:15:03,655 --> 00:15:06,482 And she loves you very, very much. 326 00:15:07,965 --> 00:15:09,931 And she will be by to see you soon, okay? 327 00:15:09,965 --> 00:15:11,068 Okay. 328 00:15:11,103 --> 00:15:12,000 All right, give me a hug. 329 00:15:12,068 --> 00:15:13,068 Come here. 330 00:15:20,793 --> 00:15:22,827 I hate see you like this. 331 00:15:27,965 --> 00:15:30,551 I don't want anything to happen to my only child. 332 00:15:32,448 --> 00:15:33,137 What am I supposed to do, Mama? 333 00:15:33,206 --> 00:15:34,482 I don't understand. 334 00:15:35,310 --> 00:15:36,068 Why is everything happening to me? 335 00:15:36,103 --> 00:15:37,286 I'm gonna say something to you. 336 00:15:37,310 --> 00:15:39,448 Don't be vex with me. 337 00:15:39,482 --> 00:15:40,793 What? 338 00:15:40,827 --> 00:15:44,310 I think Stephan is still in love with you. 339 00:15:47,517 --> 00:15:52,103 He is still hurt from the accident with you and Sky. 340 00:15:52,137 --> 00:15:53,620 Mom, please. 341 00:15:53,655 --> 00:15:55,275 I don't want to talk about it. 342 00:15:55,310 --> 00:15:57,241 He just want to help you. 343 00:15:58,344 --> 00:16:00,344 You never get over it. 344 00:16:01,827 --> 00:16:05,827 You can't keep numbing it like this. 345 00:16:05,862 --> 00:16:07,172 Mommy, please leave it alone. 346 00:16:07,206 --> 00:16:08,896 I don't want to talk about it. 347 00:16:08,965 --> 00:16:10,793 That's the only way you're going to heal. 348 00:16:10,827 --> 00:16:12,000 No, I have to go. 349 00:16:13,344 --> 00:16:15,517 Janeen, Janeen. 350 00:16:15,551 --> 00:16:17,344 What's wrong with this pickney? 351 00:16:17,379 --> 00:16:18,793 God, watch over her. 352 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:20,827 - Hmm. - Something coming up next 353 00:16:20,862 --> 00:16:22,010 that has to do with your health. 354 00:16:22,034 --> 00:16:23,379 Right. 355 00:16:23,413 --> 00:16:24,872 This is a very important item. 356 00:16:27,344 --> 00:16:28,655 Oh. 357 00:16:31,551 --> 00:16:33,655 - Hi, Mommy. - Hi, baby. 358 00:16:34,758 --> 00:16:36,517 I miss you. 359 00:16:36,551 --> 00:16:40,827 Are we still gonna have our special lunch date tomorrow? 360 00:16:41,068 --> 00:16:42,689 Of course. 361 00:16:42,724 --> 00:16:45,000 I wouldn't miss it for the world. 362 00:16:45,344 --> 00:16:45,758 Yay. 363 00:16:45,793 --> 00:16:47,000 I can't wait. 364 00:16:47,034 --> 00:16:50,517 I can wear my special outfit. 365 00:16:50,551 --> 00:16:52,655 You know I have mine picked out. 366 00:16:52,689 --> 00:16:56,172 You're gonna be cute. 367 00:16:56,206 --> 00:16:58,620 You gonna look so cute, Mommy. 368 00:16:58,655 --> 00:17:00,241 I love you, Mommy. 369 00:17:02,310 --> 00:17:03,310 I love you too, baby. 370 00:17:04,793 --> 00:17:06,206 See you soon. 371 00:17:06,241 --> 00:17:07,241 Bye. 372 00:17:09,448 --> 00:17:10,448 Bye. 373 00:17:23,758 --> 00:17:25,551 I know she lost her daughter so. 374 00:17:25,586 --> 00:17:26,620 She did, she did. 375 00:17:26,655 --> 00:17:27,907 Hopefully she'll talk about it. 376 00:17:27,931 --> 00:17:30,241 And just keep it calm, empathetic. 377 00:17:30,275 --> 00:17:31,241 - You know kind issue. - Hey ladies. 378 00:17:31,275 --> 00:17:32,551 Ms. Ainsworth has just gotten 379 00:17:32,586 --> 00:17:33,965 out hair and makeup. 380 00:17:35,517 --> 00:17:36,907 So we have about two minutes until we get started, okay? 381 00:17:36,931 --> 00:17:38,793 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 382 00:17:42,241 --> 00:17:44,448 So wait, what? 383 00:17:44,517 --> 00:17:45,724 - Nothing. - What? 384 00:17:47,275 --> 00:17:48,724 I see the way you look at him. 385 00:17:48,758 --> 00:17:50,068 You like him, don't you? 386 00:17:50,103 --> 00:17:52,758 Okay, that is none of your business, nosy. 387 00:17:52,793 --> 00:17:54,413 We need to pay attention to your job. 388 00:17:54,448 --> 00:17:56,586 Well, I say you should go for it. 389 00:17:56,620 --> 00:17:58,103 You never know what could happen. 390 00:17:59,448 --> 00:18:01,758 You apparently have a lot to say, Miss Nosy. 391 00:18:05,517 --> 00:18:06,827 But did see him looking at me? 392 00:18:08,655 --> 00:18:10,172 Yes, all the time. 393 00:18:10,206 --> 00:18:12,862 And I'm not nosy, I just pay attention. 394 00:18:12,931 --> 00:18:15,172 Honestly, you give me hope. 395 00:18:16,517 --> 00:18:17,517 30 seconds. 396 00:18:23,034 --> 00:18:25,103 Hello, my beautiful kings and queens, 397 00:18:25,137 --> 00:18:28,000 and welcome to "Love After". 398 00:18:28,034 --> 00:18:29,862 Today we have a special guest for you guys. 399 00:18:29,896 --> 00:18:32,137 She is the author of the New York number one 400 00:18:32,172 --> 00:18:34,310 bestselling award-winning novel. 401 00:18:34,344 --> 00:18:36,724 "How to Discover Your Inner Star". 402 00:18:36,793 --> 00:18:40,965 Please help me welcome the one and only Janice Ainsworth. 403 00:18:42,862 --> 00:18:43,965 - Woo. - Hey. 404 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:45,000 You look good, girl. 405 00:18:45,206 --> 00:18:45,620 Oh, thank you. 406 00:18:45,655 --> 00:18:46,241 You look good too. 407 00:18:46,275 --> 00:18:47,275 Thank you for having me. 408 00:18:47,310 --> 00:18:48,827 I love your show. 409 00:18:48,896 --> 00:18:49,758 I do, I do. 410 00:18:49,793 --> 00:18:50,827 It's so insightful. 411 00:18:50,862 --> 00:18:51,931 I enjoy it. 412 00:18:51,965 --> 00:18:53,310 Oh my goodness. 413 00:18:53,344 --> 00:18:54,424 First I have to start off by saying, 414 00:18:54,448 --> 00:18:58,896 you are such an amazing author, so inspirational. 415 00:18:58,965 --> 00:19:03,241 Like you tour so many countries to empower the masses 416 00:19:03,275 --> 00:19:05,413 with three books under your belt. 417 00:19:05,482 --> 00:19:07,068 Wow, that's amazing. 418 00:19:07,103 --> 00:19:08,586 Thank you. 419 00:19:08,620 --> 00:19:10,551 But if I'm honest, I didn't believe any 420 00:19:10,586 --> 00:19:12,413 of this was possible for somebody like me. 421 00:19:12,482 --> 00:19:15,896 - Really? - No, because I doubted myself 422 00:19:15,931 --> 00:19:17,586 and my worth. 423 00:19:17,620 --> 00:19:20,103 I was so afraid to live in my truth 424 00:19:20,172 --> 00:19:23,896 and share my story until I shifted my mindset. 425 00:19:23,931 --> 00:19:25,724 Until I made that shift, 426 00:19:26,586 --> 00:19:29,413 I started to live in my purpose, 427 00:19:29,482 --> 00:19:31,413 but through my pain. 428 00:19:31,448 --> 00:19:34,517 Live in my purpose through the pain. 429 00:19:34,551 --> 00:19:37,586 Okay, I love that. 430 00:19:37,620 --> 00:19:40,379 Look, you are so empowering girl to so many women, 431 00:19:41,034 --> 00:19:42,379 including myself. 432 00:19:42,413 --> 00:19:44,068 Well, thank you, thank you. 433 00:19:44,103 --> 00:19:46,551 Look, I am here to serve 434 00:19:46,586 --> 00:19:49,551 and to pay it forward, to help others to heal. 435 00:19:49,586 --> 00:19:51,551 I've had to overcome my own grief, 436 00:19:51,586 --> 00:19:54,034 especially during the holiday season. 437 00:19:54,068 --> 00:19:57,379 Wow, now so many people are grieving, 438 00:19:57,413 --> 00:19:59,862 and during the holiday is hard. 439 00:19:59,896 --> 00:20:01,551 - Mm-hmm. - Now I know that time 440 00:20:01,586 --> 00:20:03,758 of year is personal for you. 441 00:20:03,827 --> 00:20:06,275 Do you mind, for those who don't know your story, 442 00:20:06,344 --> 00:20:07,464 do you mind sharing briefly? 443 00:20:08,379 --> 00:20:10,000 I don't. 444 00:20:10,034 --> 00:20:13,034 I lost my daughter to brain cancer 445 00:20:13,068 --> 00:20:15,241 three years ago on Christmas. 446 00:20:16,172 --> 00:20:17,896 And it was difficult for us. 447 00:20:17,931 --> 00:20:21,241 We tried everything from chemotherapy treatments 448 00:20:22,551 --> 00:20:23,907 to various medicines, to meeting with some 449 00:20:23,931 --> 00:20:26,758 of the best doctors and it wasn't enough. 450 00:20:26,827 --> 00:20:28,206 It wasn't. 451 00:20:28,241 --> 00:20:32,379 And eventually the doctors told us 452 00:20:32,413 --> 00:20:34,655 that the cancer had started to spread rapidly. 453 00:20:37,413 --> 00:20:41,724 Ooh, um, so a few days later, 454 00:20:41,758 --> 00:20:46,586 she passed away and it hit us hard. 455 00:20:47,413 --> 00:20:48,413 Hard. 456 00:20:49,517 --> 00:20:51,275 I felt lifeless. 457 00:20:54,137 --> 00:20:59,137 I had to figure out how move forward without Candace. 458 00:20:59,206 --> 00:21:01,655 My daughter meant everything to me. 459 00:21:05,000 --> 00:21:06,310 Thank you. 460 00:21:06,344 --> 00:21:08,793 Thank you so much for sharing that. 461 00:21:08,827 --> 00:21:11,655 And I'm a mother, so I don't know 462 00:21:11,689 --> 00:21:13,827 what I would do if I lost my daughter Sky. 463 00:21:13,862 --> 00:21:15,172 Okay, listen to me. 464 00:21:16,344 --> 00:21:19,172 Hold on to every precious moment 465 00:21:20,517 --> 00:21:23,517 and spend quality time with her 466 00:21:23,551 --> 00:21:25,517 because tomorrow is not promised. 467 00:21:27,482 --> 00:21:30,000 Yes, that's true. 468 00:21:30,068 --> 00:21:31,310 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 469 00:21:31,379 --> 00:21:32,620 Thank you. 470 00:21:34,034 --> 00:21:37,517 Girl, look, you have our full support here 471 00:21:38,517 --> 00:21:41,310 and we would love to, you know, 472 00:21:41,344 --> 00:21:43,137 offer our help, contribution. 473 00:21:43,172 --> 00:21:44,862 Please let us know 474 00:21:44,896 --> 00:21:46,182 how can we contribute to your foundation. 475 00:21:46,206 --> 00:21:48,655 Absolutely. 476 00:21:48,689 --> 00:21:51,310 The Candace Foundation raises awareness 477 00:21:51,344 --> 00:21:55,000 and offers necessary resources for cancer treatment. 478 00:21:55,034 --> 00:21:56,862 So if you would like to make a donation, 479 00:21:58,000 --> 00:21:59,965 you can visit candacefoundation.org. 480 00:22:00,000 --> 00:22:02,551 Thank you, thank you so much again for coming. 481 00:22:02,586 --> 00:22:04,379 - Love you too. - And to our studio audience, 482 00:22:04,413 --> 00:22:07,551 you all are going to be getting a free copy 483 00:22:07,586 --> 00:22:09,724 of Janice's newly released book. 484 00:22:09,758 --> 00:22:11,320 Please be sure to grab a copy on your way out. 485 00:22:11,344 --> 00:22:12,896 And give it up one more time 486 00:22:12,931 --> 00:22:15,344 for the one and only Janice Ainsworth. 487 00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:19,517 Thank you so much, Janice. 488 00:22:19,551 --> 00:22:22,068 - You gotta come back. - Absolutely. 489 00:22:28,931 --> 00:22:32,241 You have got to be the busiest woman on earth. 490 00:22:33,344 --> 00:22:34,551 Why don't you take a break 491 00:22:34,586 --> 00:22:36,206 and let's go get something to eat. 492 00:22:36,241 --> 00:22:37,862 Oh, Morris, I wish I could. 493 00:22:37,896 --> 00:22:40,241 I have a date with my daughter so. 494 00:22:40,275 --> 00:22:41,862 Okay, okay. 495 00:22:41,896 --> 00:22:43,355 You got your cute mommy and daughter date. 496 00:22:43,379 --> 00:22:44,793 I love that, I love that. 497 00:22:44,862 --> 00:22:47,724 Well, y'all have fun and we'll catch up tomorrow. 498 00:22:47,758 --> 00:22:48,758 - Thank you. - Okay. 499 00:22:58,758 --> 00:23:00,034 Ah. 500 00:23:00,068 --> 00:23:01,137 Ooh. 501 00:23:04,586 --> 00:23:06,482 Cheers. 502 00:23:07,827 --> 00:23:11,620 Ah. 503 00:23:11,655 --> 00:23:13,793 Gotta teach you my language Patois. 504 00:23:13,827 --> 00:23:15,758 Say. 505 00:23:17,344 --> 00:23:18,931 Did I say it right? 506 00:23:18,965 --> 00:23:22,482 That was good, mama. 507 00:23:22,517 --> 00:23:25,103 So Christmas is coming up. 508 00:23:25,137 --> 00:23:27,137 What do you want for Christmas? 509 00:23:27,172 --> 00:23:28,655 Mm. 510 00:23:28,689 --> 00:23:31,793 Mommy, I don't want anything too fancy. 511 00:23:31,827 --> 00:23:33,172 What? 512 00:23:33,206 --> 00:23:37,275 No, no cars, no dresses, no doll, no nothing. 513 00:23:37,310 --> 00:23:38,310 No, Mommy. 514 00:23:39,620 --> 00:23:43,344 All I want for Christmas is you to come back home 515 00:23:44,517 --> 00:23:46,517 and feel better. 516 00:23:52,793 --> 00:23:53,827 Okay, baby. 517 00:23:58,517 --> 00:24:01,241 Yeah. 518 00:24:02,758 --> 00:24:04,206 Here. 519 00:24:04,241 --> 00:24:05,344 Say thank you. 520 00:24:05,379 --> 00:24:07,896 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 521 00:24:07,931 --> 00:24:09,344 Another one. 522 00:24:09,379 --> 00:24:10,379 Hello. 523 00:24:11,241 --> 00:24:12,241 Thank you. 524 00:24:16,551 --> 00:24:18,689 Good job, good job. 525 00:24:20,275 --> 00:24:21,275 Big one, oh. 526 00:24:22,413 --> 00:24:23,827 Ooh, here we go. 527 00:24:26,068 --> 00:24:27,068 Thank you. 528 00:24:29,724 --> 00:24:30,896 Oh my God, it's really you. 529 00:24:30,931 --> 00:24:31,827 - Hi. - It's Janeen 530 00:24:31,862 --> 00:24:33,689 from the "Love After Show". 531 00:24:33,724 --> 00:24:35,448 I'm such a huge fan. 532 00:24:35,517 --> 00:24:37,724 Aw, thank you, thank you. 533 00:24:37,758 --> 00:24:39,965 God, it's amazing to see a woman of color on TV. 534 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,172 I wanna be just like you. 535 00:24:41,206 --> 00:24:42,241 Thank you guys. 536 00:24:42,896 --> 00:24:43,655 Aw, thank you. 537 00:24:43,689 --> 00:24:44,889 - Take a picture? - Absolutely. 538 00:24:50,413 --> 00:24:52,379 - Ah. - Thank you. 539 00:24:52,413 --> 00:24:53,379 You guys are absolutely beautiful. 540 00:24:53,413 --> 00:24:55,241 Thank you so much. 541 00:24:55,275 --> 00:24:56,206 Thank you. 542 00:24:56,241 --> 00:24:57,862 - Here girl. - Thank you. 543 00:24:57,896 --> 00:24:58,758 You're such a beautiful soul. 544 00:24:58,827 --> 00:24:59,862 - Thank you. - Good job. 545 00:24:59,896 --> 00:25:01,241 Say next in line. 546 00:25:01,275 --> 00:25:02,862 Next in line. 547 00:25:02,896 --> 00:25:04,176 What's up, baby girl? 548 00:25:04,655 --> 00:25:05,310 Hi, Daddy. 549 00:25:05,344 --> 00:25:07,103 Hi Samantha. 550 00:25:07,137 --> 00:25:09,344 - Hey. - Oh, Janeen, 551 00:25:09,413 --> 00:25:10,896 this is Samantha. 552 00:25:10,931 --> 00:25:15,275 Samantha, this is Janeen, Sky's mom. 553 00:25:15,310 --> 00:25:16,551 Hi, it's so nice to meet you. 554 00:25:17,413 --> 00:25:18,453 I heard so much about you. 555 00:25:20,172 --> 00:25:22,448 Also brought some stuff for the drive. 556 00:25:22,482 --> 00:25:24,275 - There you go. - Thanks. 557 00:25:24,310 --> 00:25:25,758 I, I hope it helps. 558 00:25:26,827 --> 00:25:27,941 Wow, you got a such a cute family. 559 00:25:27,965 --> 00:25:29,424 Can I take a picture of you together? 560 00:25:29,448 --> 00:25:30,758 Uh, yeah, sure. 561 00:25:33,620 --> 00:25:36,827 Can I take a picture of just Mommy and Daddy? 562 00:25:38,172 --> 00:25:39,172 Okay. 563 00:25:44,965 --> 00:25:46,113 Okay, great. 564 00:25:46,137 --> 00:25:47,068 Thank you. 565 00:25:47,103 --> 00:25:50,413 All right, baby girl, I am so proud of you. 566 00:25:50,448 --> 00:25:52,137 You keep up the good work. 567 00:25:53,137 --> 00:25:54,103 - Okay. - You're doing a lot 568 00:25:54,137 --> 00:25:55,758 of good work right now, okay? 569 00:25:55,793 --> 00:25:56,586 Stephan. 570 00:25:56,620 --> 00:25:58,034 Sky, be right back. 571 00:25:58,068 --> 00:25:59,206 Can I please have a word? 572 00:26:03,379 --> 00:26:04,896 Yeah. 573 00:26:04,965 --> 00:26:06,493 Who is this girl you have around my daughter? 574 00:26:06,517 --> 00:26:07,517 Oh, that's Samantha. 575 00:26:08,896 --> 00:26:10,493 We've seen each other for a couple months now. 576 00:26:10,517 --> 00:26:12,827 She is so good with Sky. 577 00:26:12,862 --> 00:26:14,182 You got a woman around my daughter 578 00:26:14,206 --> 00:26:15,862 without introducing her to me first? 579 00:26:17,241 --> 00:26:18,344 You tripping. 580 00:26:18,379 --> 00:26:19,379 No. 581 00:26:20,655 --> 00:26:21,735 We need to talk about this. 582 00:26:23,344 --> 00:26:24,724 Since tomorrow's Saturday, 583 00:26:24,758 --> 00:26:26,493 can Sky spend the rest of the weekend with me? 584 00:26:26,517 --> 00:26:28,344 No. 585 00:26:28,379 --> 00:26:29,931 We've already got an agreement 586 00:26:29,965 --> 00:26:31,137 and we're sticking to it. 587 00:26:31,172 --> 00:26:33,034 Stephan, that's not enough time. 588 00:26:33,068 --> 00:26:34,724 She's already with me. 589 00:26:34,758 --> 00:26:38,413 Janeen, this is not the, it's not the time nor the place. 590 00:26:38,965 --> 00:26:40,862 Plus, Samantha and I got this huge weekend 591 00:26:40,896 --> 00:26:42,965 already planned for Sky. 592 00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:44,344 You'll get her next week. 593 00:26:44,379 --> 00:26:46,000 Have a good day. 594 00:26:46,034 --> 00:26:47,517 All right, baby girl. 595 00:26:47,551 --> 00:26:49,482 Daddy loves you so much. 596 00:26:51,827 --> 00:26:53,379 Keep up the good work, okay? 597 00:26:53,448 --> 00:26:55,344 - Okay. - I love you. 598 00:26:55,413 --> 00:26:56,172 Love you. 599 00:26:56,206 --> 00:26:57,206 Bye. 600 00:27:01,448 --> 00:27:02,551 The nerve of this man. 601 00:27:03,965 --> 00:27:05,965 The ink barely dried on our divorce papers. 602 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:09,275 He already got another woman around Sky and our loved ones. 603 00:27:10,551 --> 00:27:12,724 Well, everybody moves at their own pace. 604 00:27:12,758 --> 00:27:14,620 He could have at least allowed me to meet her 605 00:27:14,655 --> 00:27:17,931 before allowing her to meet Sky, right? 606 00:27:17,965 --> 00:27:18,758 I mean, come on. 607 00:27:18,793 --> 00:27:20,273 At least show me that little respect. 608 00:27:22,655 --> 00:27:25,103 But that too is outside of your control. 609 00:27:27,448 --> 00:27:29,586 Then what am I supposed to do? 610 00:27:36,413 --> 00:27:37,700 I just don't want Sky growing up thinking 611 00:27:37,724 --> 00:27:39,413 that I'm a horrible mother 612 00:27:39,448 --> 00:27:41,758 and I don't want this woman raising my daughter neither. 613 00:27:43,103 --> 00:27:44,793 Okay, you're not a horrible mother. 614 00:27:46,448 --> 00:27:47,448 Okay. 615 00:27:50,448 --> 00:27:54,586 But today's session is about focusing on Janeen. 616 00:27:55,758 --> 00:27:57,158 What are the things that you can do 617 00:27:58,379 --> 00:28:00,517 that are gonna make you the best version of you? 618 00:28:04,517 --> 00:28:05,517 Right? 619 00:28:06,724 --> 00:28:09,000 What are those things that are gonna make you happy? 620 00:28:10,103 --> 00:28:11,344 We know you love your work. 621 00:28:12,655 --> 00:28:15,517 You love Sky, right? 622 00:28:17,344 --> 00:28:19,655 But you, what are those things you can do 623 00:28:21,517 --> 00:28:23,275 to make you the best version of you? 624 00:28:25,103 --> 00:28:27,143 What are those things that are gonna make you happy? 625 00:28:32,310 --> 00:28:33,482 I don't know. 626 00:28:37,482 --> 00:28:38,482 That's good. 627 00:28:41,551 --> 00:28:43,113 At least we have some place to go, right? 628 00:28:43,137 --> 00:28:43,827 You don't have to know everything. 629 00:28:43,862 --> 00:28:45,000 That's why you're here. 630 00:28:50,172 --> 00:28:53,137 So, let's talk about growing up. 631 00:28:55,172 --> 00:28:59,137 What was it like with your parents? 632 00:28:59,172 --> 00:29:00,724 What was your childhood like? 633 00:29:10,448 --> 00:29:12,344 I wish I had more time with my father. 634 00:29:17,896 --> 00:29:20,241 You know, when we're children 635 00:29:22,034 --> 00:29:24,413 and we don't really have a lot of control, 636 00:29:25,931 --> 00:29:28,586 and we wanna spend time with our parents, 637 00:29:28,655 --> 00:29:32,689 and we can't, when we become parents, 638 00:29:32,724 --> 00:29:35,827 then we're gonna fight for that, right? 639 00:29:35,862 --> 00:29:38,551 So everything you're doing is normal, 640 00:29:38,586 --> 00:29:43,379 fighting to be with your child, and that's the connection. 641 00:29:51,724 --> 00:29:52,827 You did good work today. 642 00:29:55,724 --> 00:29:56,724 Look at me. 643 00:29:58,896 --> 00:30:00,241 Should be proud of yourself. 644 00:30:01,586 --> 00:30:03,241 This is what we call a breakthrough. 645 00:30:33,931 --> 00:30:35,206 Hello? 646 00:30:35,241 --> 00:30:37,758 Hey, uh, you got a minute to talk? 647 00:30:39,068 --> 00:30:40,206 Sure. 648 00:30:40,241 --> 00:30:41,724 Is, is everything okay with Sky? 649 00:30:43,275 --> 00:30:44,068 Yeah, no, no worries. 650 00:30:44,103 --> 00:30:45,793 Sky's fine. 651 00:30:45,862 --> 00:30:48,862 I, I've just been thinking a lot about what you said, 652 00:30:49,965 --> 00:30:51,217 and I'm gonna let Sky stay the weekend 653 00:30:51,241 --> 00:30:53,896 with you if that's still fine. 654 00:30:53,965 --> 00:30:57,482 Uh, yes, yes I would, I would love that. 655 00:30:57,517 --> 00:30:59,551 Yeah, of course. 656 00:30:59,586 --> 00:31:02,931 So I will get all her stuff together 657 00:31:02,965 --> 00:31:05,482 and I'll bring her to you first thing in the morning. 658 00:31:05,517 --> 00:31:07,827 If you could though, drop her off 659 00:31:07,862 --> 00:31:10,034 and pick her up from school on Monday, 660 00:31:10,068 --> 00:31:12,965 that would be amazing because I'm working late. 661 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:15,586 Yes, yes, Stephan, I would, I would love that. 662 00:31:15,620 --> 00:31:17,137 Thank you. 663 00:31:17,172 --> 00:31:22,034 Look, I really need this, so thank you. 664 00:31:22,758 --> 00:31:24,137 I appreciate this. 665 00:31:24,206 --> 00:31:25,482 Of course. 666 00:31:25,517 --> 00:31:27,310 See you in the morning. 667 00:31:30,482 --> 00:31:31,482 Bye. 668 00:31:42,655 --> 00:31:46,827 Ooh. 669 00:32:01,482 --> 00:32:02,724 Ooh, attagirl. 670 00:32:22,034 --> 00:32:22,862 Go straight down. 671 00:32:22,896 --> 00:32:24,000 Yes. 672 00:32:24,034 --> 00:32:25,172 Yes, girl. 673 00:32:25,724 --> 00:32:26,724 Boom, boom. 674 00:32:27,896 --> 00:32:28,896 Come back. 675 00:32:30,379 --> 00:32:32,000 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 676 00:32:35,827 --> 00:32:37,344 Yeah, am I doing it right? 677 00:32:37,379 --> 00:32:38,034 You gotta coach me. 678 00:32:38,068 --> 00:32:39,689 What do I need to do? 679 00:32:39,724 --> 00:32:40,896 Pose, you pose. 680 00:32:44,206 --> 00:32:44,896 Pose. 681 00:32:44,965 --> 00:32:46,344 Ooh, get it girl. 682 00:32:47,551 --> 00:32:50,206 Oh, oh, yes. 683 00:32:50,241 --> 00:32:51,344 Yes, honey, yes. 684 00:32:52,206 --> 00:32:53,448 Sky. 685 00:32:56,620 --> 00:32:57,620 Oh, Sky. 686 00:33:02,965 --> 00:33:05,344 You're it. 687 00:33:05,379 --> 00:33:09,758 Ah! 688 00:33:10,793 --> 00:33:11,931 Ah, ah, uh-oh. 689 00:33:15,586 --> 00:33:17,103 Surprise! 690 00:33:18,275 --> 00:33:19,793 What is happening? 691 00:33:19,827 --> 00:33:23,793 Congratulations to our fearless leader. 692 00:33:24,793 --> 00:33:27,482 "Love After" just got renewed for season three 693 00:33:27,551 --> 00:33:30,793 and we're going prime time. 694 00:33:30,862 --> 00:33:32,586 - Yes. - Yes. 695 00:33:32,620 --> 00:33:34,241 Oh my gosh. 696 00:33:34,275 --> 00:33:35,379 We did it, y'all. 697 00:33:35,413 --> 00:33:36,241 Yes, we did. 698 00:33:36,275 --> 00:33:37,448 - Yes we did. - Yes. 699 00:33:37,482 --> 00:33:39,517 Okay, that's enough. 700 00:33:39,551 --> 00:33:40,931 Let go my bestie. 701 00:33:40,965 --> 00:33:42,862 Move over, move it over to the left now. 702 00:33:44,172 --> 00:33:47,103 Girl, you about to be on top! 703 00:33:47,137 --> 00:33:49,103 I want a Lambo real bad. 704 00:33:49,137 --> 00:33:49,931 - You know, nothing crazy. - Right. 705 00:33:49,965 --> 00:33:51,724 Just a Lambo. 706 00:33:51,758 --> 00:33:54,275 And a house right next to the beach, you know? 707 00:33:54,310 --> 00:33:55,586 - Nothing crazy. - Right. 708 00:33:55,620 --> 00:33:56,896 Okay, that's enough. 709 00:33:56,931 --> 00:34:00,413 You can move back now. 710 00:34:00,448 --> 00:34:01,344 We did it, y'all! 711 00:34:01,379 --> 00:34:02,482 Yes you did! 712 00:34:02,517 --> 00:34:03,965 Oh, my God! 713 00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,000 I just want to say that I'm very proud of you. 714 00:34:06,034 --> 00:34:07,594 We believed in you and you got it done. 715 00:34:07,620 --> 00:34:08,931 Yes. 716 00:34:10,482 --> 00:34:10,758 All right, well let's raise a glass to Ms. Lawrence! 717 00:34:10,793 --> 00:34:11,827 ♪ Yeah 718 00:34:11,862 --> 00:34:13,310 Hey, let's go! 719 00:34:13,344 --> 00:34:15,344 - You got that beat. - Yeah. 720 00:34:15,379 --> 00:34:16,793 - Let's dance. - Yeah. 721 00:34:16,827 --> 00:34:17,517 Do it. 722 00:34:17,586 --> 00:34:18,482 Go Janeen. 723 00:34:18,517 --> 00:34:19,862 Season three. 724 00:34:19,931 --> 00:34:21,000 Go Janeen. 725 00:34:21,034 --> 00:34:22,689 - Season three. - Hey. 726 00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:27,862 ♪ Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh ♪ 727 00:34:29,172 --> 00:34:30,172 Funny. 728 00:34:31,206 --> 00:34:32,310 Get off me. 729 00:34:32,344 --> 00:34:34,172 We got a season three coming up. 730 00:34:34,206 --> 00:34:35,482 Look at this. 731 00:34:35,517 --> 00:34:36,793 Look at this. 732 00:34:39,137 --> 00:34:40,482 ♪ Wow 733 00:34:40,517 --> 00:34:41,275 You're doing. 734 00:34:42,172 --> 00:34:43,965 ♪ Yeah 735 00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:46,655 ♪ Check it, mm 736 00:34:46,689 --> 00:34:47,896 Ah! 737 00:34:47,965 --> 00:34:49,344 She's always so hands on. 738 00:34:49,379 --> 00:34:50,689 I can't take her. 739 00:34:50,724 --> 00:34:51,655 - Ow. - Go. 740 00:34:51,689 --> 00:34:53,689 Congratulations season three. 741 00:34:53,724 --> 00:34:55,517 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah 742 00:34:55,551 --> 00:34:57,862 Oh, my god. 743 00:35:00,862 --> 00:35:02,896 Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 744 00:35:02,931 --> 00:35:04,620 - Oh, you wanna go again. - Yeah. 745 00:35:05,241 --> 00:35:06,241 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 746 00:35:08,827 --> 00:35:12,620 ♪ Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh ♪ 747 00:35:22,448 --> 00:35:23,551 Hey, Ms. Lawrence. 748 00:35:25,275 --> 00:35:26,103 Ms. Lawrence. 749 00:35:28,620 --> 00:35:31,068 Hey, your phone is blowing up. 750 00:35:31,103 --> 00:35:33,793 I think you might need to take this. 751 00:35:36,379 --> 00:35:37,862 Oh, wait, wait. 752 00:35:37,896 --> 00:35:40,413 I'm sorry, gimme, gimme a minute. 753 00:35:44,862 --> 00:35:46,275 - Hello? - Hi. 754 00:35:46,310 --> 00:35:47,793 Hi, Ms. Dalton. 755 00:35:47,862 --> 00:35:49,251 I'm so sorry I got caught up at work. 756 00:35:49,275 --> 00:35:51,241 I'm on my way, okay? 757 00:35:51,275 --> 00:35:53,286 - You know Ms. - Lawrence, Sky is still here 758 00:35:53,310 --> 00:35:55,206 and she's been crying. 759 00:35:55,241 --> 00:35:57,251 I know I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, but I'm on my way. 760 00:35:57,275 --> 00:35:58,424 Hey, how are you? 761 00:35:58,448 --> 00:35:59,596 Yeah, I'll be right with you. 762 00:35:59,620 --> 00:36:01,010 Actually, you know what? Nevermind. 763 00:36:01,034 --> 00:36:02,827 Ms. Lawrence, her guardian just arrived. 764 00:36:02,862 --> 00:36:04,827 Oh, her dad. 765 00:36:04,862 --> 00:36:06,172 Perfect. 766 00:36:06,206 --> 00:36:07,310 Stephan. 767 00:36:07,344 --> 00:36:09,103 Yeah, thank you, thank you. 768 00:36:10,689 --> 00:36:12,458 No, a young woman is here to pick her up. 769 00:36:12,482 --> 00:36:14,344 Whoa, whoa, young woman? 770 00:36:14,379 --> 00:36:16,862 Who's picking up my daughter without my permission? 771 00:36:16,896 --> 00:36:18,148 The young woman's name is Samantha. 772 00:36:18,172 --> 00:36:20,586 She is listed as an emergency contact. 773 00:36:20,620 --> 00:36:21,620 What? 774 00:36:27,000 --> 00:36:29,000 Babe, look who's here. 775 00:36:31,689 --> 00:36:34,241 Why you got your little girlfriend picking up my daughter? 776 00:36:34,275 --> 00:36:35,517 Excuse me. 777 00:36:36,689 --> 00:36:38,344 Janeen, where were you? 778 00:36:39,620 --> 00:36:42,310 Stephan, I was only five minutes late. 779 00:36:42,344 --> 00:36:43,827 - I wasn't- - What excuse are you 780 00:36:43,896 --> 00:36:46,620 gonna give me for not picking up Sky? 781 00:36:47,206 --> 00:36:50,482 I was at work, I got a little wrapped up. 782 00:36:50,517 --> 00:36:51,700 But I'm saying I was only five. 783 00:36:51,724 --> 00:36:53,862 It's always the same excuse with you. 784 00:36:55,137 --> 00:36:57,620 You just don't have time. 785 00:36:57,655 --> 00:36:59,517 If you let me explain. 786 00:37:00,862 --> 00:37:01,689 No, Janeen, I was in the middle of working 787 00:37:01,724 --> 00:37:04,206 with a client when I got the call 788 00:37:04,241 --> 00:37:07,413 that Samantha had picked up Sky from school. 789 00:37:07,448 --> 00:37:09,241 What if they couldn't get ahold of her? 790 00:37:11,034 --> 00:37:13,758 I should have known better than to let her stay with you. 791 00:37:13,793 --> 00:37:16,241 But here I am giving you the benefit of the doubt. 792 00:37:17,793 --> 00:37:20,551 Stephan, you know how much my daughter means to me. 793 00:37:20,586 --> 00:37:22,000 I love Sky. 794 00:37:22,034 --> 00:37:24,137 How could you even say something like that? 795 00:37:24,172 --> 00:37:26,931 What kind of mother abandons her daughter at school, 796 00:37:28,000 --> 00:37:29,413 let alone miss her recital. 797 00:37:30,931 --> 00:37:32,413 I'm sorry, baby. 798 00:37:32,448 --> 00:37:33,586 I don't mean to overstep. 799 00:37:34,827 --> 00:37:38,241 But you needs to prioritize and show Stephan some appreciation 800 00:37:38,275 --> 00:37:39,586 because he does a lot. 801 00:37:40,931 --> 00:37:42,758 Excuse you. 802 00:37:42,827 --> 00:37:43,867 You heard me. 803 00:37:45,275 --> 00:37:48,034 It is time you put your daughter first for a change. 804 00:37:49,172 --> 00:37:50,413 - What? - No. 805 00:37:50,448 --> 00:37:51,068 You better get outta my face. 806 00:37:51,103 --> 00:37:51,931 Get your girl. 807 00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:53,044 Get, no, she out of pocket. 808 00:37:53,068 --> 00:37:53,758 I'm out of pocket. 809 00:37:53,827 --> 00:37:55,034 You in our house. 810 00:37:55,068 --> 00:37:56,548 - Your girl. - You better control her. 811 00:37:57,068 --> 00:37:57,724 - She's- - Outta pocket. 812 00:37:57,758 --> 00:37:59,724 - Please, I got this. - Okay. 813 00:37:59,758 --> 00:38:01,103 I got this. 814 00:38:01,137 --> 00:38:02,137 Who you talking to? 815 00:38:02,827 --> 00:38:03,896 Really? 816 00:38:03,931 --> 00:38:05,482 You are something else. 817 00:38:08,586 --> 00:38:09,586 Janeen. 818 00:38:10,896 --> 00:38:13,275 You know what, Stephan? 819 00:38:13,310 --> 00:38:14,379 Where's Sky? 820 00:38:14,413 --> 00:38:15,000 They said she was crying. 821 00:38:15,344 --> 00:38:15,827 Where's Sky? 822 00:38:15,896 --> 00:38:17,310 I need to see her. 823 00:38:17,344 --> 00:38:20,482 Janeen, Sky's asleep. 824 00:38:21,517 --> 00:38:24,137 You need to leave now. 825 00:38:33,896 --> 00:38:35,551 Matching pajamas. 826 00:38:35,586 --> 00:38:39,206 Mama bear, papa. 827 00:38:39,241 --> 00:38:40,241 Oh. 828 00:38:46,137 --> 00:38:50,034 No, Mommy, he was really pissed. 829 00:38:50,068 --> 00:38:53,586 Like I messed up big time. 830 00:38:53,620 --> 00:38:57,620 I had one job, one job to get Sky from school on time, 831 00:38:57,655 --> 00:38:59,931 and I couldn't even get that right. 832 00:38:59,965 --> 00:39:01,896 And now girlfriend thinks 833 00:39:01,931 --> 00:39:04,689 that she can say whatever she want anytime 834 00:39:04,724 --> 00:39:06,827 because she's around my daughter more than me. 835 00:39:08,034 --> 00:39:10,655 Jan, everything will be okay. 836 00:39:10,689 --> 00:39:13,379 Give yourself some grace. 837 00:39:13,655 --> 00:39:15,379 Mommy, I wish it was that simple. 838 00:39:16,379 --> 00:39:18,724 Surrender everything to God. 839 00:39:19,931 --> 00:39:22,379 Allow him to fight your battle for you. 840 00:39:23,793 --> 00:39:25,379 Just trust in him. 841 00:39:28,344 --> 00:39:29,344 I know. 842 00:39:31,034 --> 00:39:33,862 Oh, I just need to let it go. 843 00:39:33,896 --> 00:39:35,551 Let it go, let it go. 844 00:39:38,862 --> 00:39:40,689 You're right, I'll figure it out. 845 00:39:40,724 --> 00:39:43,448 You're stronger than you think. 846 00:39:43,482 --> 00:39:45,551 You are so strong. 847 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:48,640 Just leave everything in the hands of God. 848 00:39:50,379 --> 00:39:51,896 Allow him to fight it for you. 849 00:39:53,379 --> 00:39:55,724 Relax, drink some tea. 850 00:40:09,793 --> 00:40:11,137 Hi, how may I help you? 851 00:40:11,172 --> 00:40:12,493 Hi, are you Janeen Lawrence? 852 00:40:12,517 --> 00:40:13,827 Yes. 853 00:40:13,862 --> 00:40:15,172 These are for you. 854 00:40:16,379 --> 00:40:17,379 You've been served. 855 00:40:19,068 --> 00:40:20,172 Been served? 856 00:40:42,551 --> 00:40:44,034 - Hi. - Get out my way. 857 00:40:44,068 --> 00:40:45,689 Where's Stephan? 858 00:40:45,724 --> 00:40:46,655 Hi, Janeen, is everything all right? 859 00:40:46,689 --> 00:40:48,344 Don't talk to me. 860 00:40:49,379 --> 00:40:51,689 Janeen, why are you screaming? 861 00:40:51,724 --> 00:40:52,896 Get down here right now! 862 00:40:58,724 --> 00:41:00,172 Yeah, come downstairs. 863 00:41:00,206 --> 00:41:01,758 What do you want? 864 00:41:03,448 --> 00:41:04,620 How dare you? 865 00:41:07,758 --> 00:41:09,931 I see you got these early, huh? 866 00:41:09,965 --> 00:41:11,379 That's it. 867 00:41:11,413 --> 00:41:13,241 That's all you gotta say. 868 00:41:13,275 --> 00:41:15,758 You can't even be man enough to handle this between us. 869 00:41:15,793 --> 00:41:17,517 You had to drag the courts in too. 870 00:41:21,379 --> 00:41:22,793 I see what this is. 871 00:41:25,620 --> 00:41:28,310 You two are trying to erase me. 872 00:41:28,379 --> 00:41:30,459 You're trying to erase me so you can get full custody 873 00:41:30,517 --> 00:41:32,344 for child support. 874 00:41:32,379 --> 00:41:33,620 Child support? 875 00:41:36,275 --> 00:41:37,275 I don't need your money. 876 00:41:38,896 --> 00:41:40,620 Janeen, you tied my hands. 877 00:41:43,310 --> 00:41:47,206 So now I have to do what's best for Sky 878 00:41:47,241 --> 00:41:49,620 because she's my priority. 879 00:41:49,655 --> 00:41:54,206 Stephan, you had many options and you chose this. 880 00:41:57,275 --> 00:42:00,034 You know you got some nerve. 881 00:42:00,068 --> 00:42:02,793 You gonna stand here and act all clueless. 882 00:42:02,827 --> 00:42:03,793 What are you talking about? 883 00:42:03,827 --> 00:42:05,000 - What am I talking? - Yeah. 884 00:42:05,034 --> 00:42:06,517 After what you did, 885 00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:10,758 do you really think you deserve custody of Sky? 886 00:42:13,172 --> 00:42:15,000 I mean, you can't even take care 887 00:42:15,034 --> 00:42:16,068 of yourself right now. 888 00:42:17,896 --> 00:42:20,551 And I have given you chance after chance, 889 00:42:20,620 --> 00:42:24,000 after chance to make things right. 890 00:42:26,034 --> 00:42:28,310 You just can't get your shit together. 891 00:42:28,344 --> 00:42:30,827 Stephan, okay, she's my daughter too. 892 00:42:30,862 --> 00:42:31,965 Please. 893 00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:32,931 But were you thinking about that 894 00:42:32,965 --> 00:42:34,931 when you were driving drunk 895 00:42:34,965 --> 00:42:36,517 with our daughter in the backseat? 896 00:42:40,137 --> 00:42:41,620 Huh? 897 00:42:41,655 --> 00:42:42,413 You gonna keep bringing that. 898 00:42:42,448 --> 00:42:43,896 Mommy, Mommy. 899 00:42:43,931 --> 00:42:45,482 - Baby. - Mommy. 900 00:42:45,517 --> 00:42:48,482 - Hi. - Hi, Mommy. 901 00:42:48,517 --> 00:42:52,000 Am I going home with you today? 902 00:42:52,034 --> 00:42:52,827 No, baby girl. 903 00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:54,448 I'm sorry, not today. 904 00:42:54,482 --> 00:42:57,275 But you promised. 905 00:42:57,310 --> 00:42:58,620 I know. 906 00:42:58,655 --> 00:43:01,000 Next week though, okay? 907 00:43:01,724 --> 00:43:05,862 Samantha, you think you can take Sky upstairs, please? 908 00:43:05,896 --> 00:43:06,896 Okay. 909 00:43:11,551 --> 00:43:12,931 - Bye. - Love you. 910 00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:14,896 Love you, Mommy. 911 00:43:14,931 --> 00:43:16,655 - I love you. - I love you. 912 00:43:16,689 --> 00:43:18,068 Hey baby girl. 913 00:43:18,103 --> 00:43:20,206 How about we go upstairs and play your favorite game? 914 00:43:20,241 --> 00:43:21,103 - Okay. - Yeah. 915 00:43:21,172 --> 00:43:22,655 Come on, let's go. 916 00:43:22,689 --> 00:43:23,862 - Love you. - Bye baby. 917 00:43:23,896 --> 00:43:25,103 Bye, Mommy. 918 00:43:25,172 --> 00:43:27,241 - Love you. - I love you too, Sky. 919 00:43:37,448 --> 00:43:42,068 Stephan, please, please don't do this. 920 00:43:45,000 --> 00:43:48,517 Janeen, you need to get your life in order. 921 00:43:50,896 --> 00:43:52,862 I cannot keep exposing Sky to things 922 00:43:52,896 --> 00:43:54,482 that are gonna traumatize her. 923 00:43:56,241 --> 00:43:59,586 Exposing to things like her mother. 924 00:44:01,793 --> 00:44:04,758 Stephan, you will not do this, 925 00:44:04,793 --> 00:44:06,448 and you will hear from my lawyer. 926 00:44:07,689 --> 00:44:08,689 All right. 927 00:44:09,827 --> 00:44:12,758 With your record, see you in court. 928 00:44:20,310 --> 00:44:21,310 Mm. 929 00:44:24,862 --> 00:44:26,310 Mm. 930 00:44:26,344 --> 00:44:28,620 Janeen, you're not driving home tonight, are you? 931 00:44:30,517 --> 00:44:32,448 Greg, leave me alone. 932 00:44:32,517 --> 00:44:34,103 Give, gimme another. 933 00:44:34,137 --> 00:44:35,827 Why do we always go through this? 934 00:44:37,103 --> 00:44:38,493 I tell you what, I'm just go grab your Uber. 935 00:44:38,517 --> 00:44:39,517 Keep 'em coming, Greg. 936 00:44:39,551 --> 00:44:40,551 Gimme another one. 937 00:44:43,000 --> 00:44:45,068 Ah. 938 00:44:45,103 --> 00:44:46,143 Are you Janeen? 939 00:44:46,172 --> 00:44:47,310 Janeen Lawrence? 940 00:44:48,413 --> 00:44:50,931 - Who's asking? - I'm a big fan. 941 00:44:50,965 --> 00:44:53,275 I watch you on TV all the time. 942 00:44:53,310 --> 00:44:54,827 You're better than this. 943 00:44:54,896 --> 00:44:56,275 Don't drink your life away. 944 00:44:57,137 --> 00:45:01,000 Ma'am, that's all real deep. 945 00:45:01,034 --> 00:45:03,172 Mind your business. 946 00:45:03,206 --> 00:45:04,034 Mind your business. 947 00:45:04,068 --> 00:45:05,379 Back business. 948 00:45:14,862 --> 00:45:16,344 Give me another one. 949 00:45:50,827 --> 00:45:51,827 Hello? 950 00:45:54,344 --> 00:45:56,310 Morris, what, what, what? 951 00:46:02,275 --> 00:46:03,758 The interview! 952 00:46:03,793 --> 00:46:05,758 Morris, Morris, Morris, look, I'm on my way. 953 00:46:05,793 --> 00:46:08,034 Morris, Morris, look. 954 00:46:08,068 --> 00:46:09,068 Hello. 955 00:46:13,551 --> 00:46:14,724 Morris, look, I'm on my way. 956 00:46:14,758 --> 00:46:16,275 Tell her I'm ready. 957 00:46:19,275 --> 00:46:20,931 What do you mean she handled it? 958 00:46:23,896 --> 00:46:24,896 Hello? 959 00:46:25,724 --> 00:46:26,724 Hello? 960 00:46:27,896 --> 00:46:29,413 No he didn't. 961 00:46:34,068 --> 00:46:35,068 Ah. 962 00:46:40,793 --> 00:46:42,758 Welcome to "The Love After Show". 963 00:46:42,793 --> 00:46:44,793 Today is gonna be a very special show, 964 00:46:44,862 --> 00:46:47,000 so we're gonna switch things up a bit. 965 00:46:47,068 --> 00:46:50,586 Unfortunately, Janeen will not be joining us tonight. 966 00:46:50,620 --> 00:46:52,724 But no need to worry because we have the one 967 00:46:54,310 --> 00:46:57,241 and only Kimberly Washington, one of the top celebrity hosts 968 00:46:57,275 --> 00:47:00,793 with the number one show "Tea Time with Kim". 969 00:47:00,827 --> 00:47:03,793 Thank you so much, Minerva, for having me. 970 00:47:03,827 --> 00:47:05,379 Well today, guys, 971 00:47:05,448 --> 00:47:09,172 we have a special holiday segment in store for you. 972 00:47:10,034 --> 00:47:11,034 Uh, uh-uh. 973 00:47:13,827 --> 00:47:14,827 Whoa. 974 00:47:15,655 --> 00:47:18,000 Janeen, what are you doing? 975 00:47:18,034 --> 00:47:19,275 We're on a live taping. 976 00:47:19,310 --> 00:47:20,655 So? 977 00:47:20,724 --> 00:47:21,724 I'm here. 978 00:47:22,206 --> 00:47:22,965 So I don't need makeup. 979 00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:23,793 It's raw, it's real. 980 00:47:23,827 --> 00:47:24,793 I don't need filters. 981 00:47:24,827 --> 00:47:26,517 Matter of fact, I showed up. 982 00:47:26,551 --> 00:47:27,413 - Janeen. - Taylor. 983 00:47:27,448 --> 00:47:28,655 Where's Taylor? 984 00:47:28,689 --> 00:47:29,275 She can put my makeup on real quick. 985 00:47:29,310 --> 00:47:30,482 I'm here. 986 00:47:30,517 --> 00:47:31,000 - Minerva- - No, I'm going. 987 00:47:31,068 --> 00:47:33,517 What is going on here? 988 00:47:33,551 --> 00:47:35,517 I'm not used to working like this. 989 00:47:35,551 --> 00:47:38,172 You either sort this out or I'm walking. 990 00:47:38,206 --> 00:47:39,355 - No, Kimberly. - This is crazy. 991 00:47:39,379 --> 00:47:40,172 We need you. 992 00:47:40,206 --> 00:47:41,620 Stay. 993 00:47:41,655 --> 00:47:42,976 - The show must go on you. - Need you? 994 00:47:43,000 --> 00:47:44,355 You just gonna have me walk out here like that. 995 00:47:45,689 --> 00:47:48,172 You gonna choose Kimberly over me. 996 00:47:49,724 --> 00:47:52,896 I sacrificed everything to make the show a success. 997 00:47:52,965 --> 00:47:56,172 I sacrificed my family, my marriage, my life. 998 00:47:56,206 --> 00:47:57,206 And for what? 999 00:47:58,655 --> 00:48:00,827 Janeen, you need to leave. 1000 00:48:01,689 --> 00:48:03,517 You need to leave. 1001 00:48:03,551 --> 00:48:04,586 Security. 1002 00:48:04,655 --> 00:48:05,827 Get her outta here. 1003 00:48:05,862 --> 00:48:06,551 No. 1004 00:48:06,586 --> 00:48:07,413 Minerva, really? 1005 00:48:07,448 --> 00:48:08,896 That's what we doing. 1006 00:48:08,931 --> 00:48:10,044 - Janeen. - Get your hands off of me! 1007 00:48:10,068 --> 00:48:11,310 Janeen. 1008 00:48:11,344 --> 00:48:13,068 Well, guys, we are live. 1009 00:48:13,103 --> 00:48:15,000 And you never know what's gonna happen. 1010 00:48:15,034 --> 00:48:17,413 If you know someone struggling with alcoholism, 1011 00:48:17,482 --> 00:48:20,448 please make sure that they call the prevention line 1012 00:48:20,517 --> 00:48:22,172 on the bottom of the screen. 1013 00:48:22,206 --> 00:48:24,586 We'll be back right after this commercial break. 1014 00:48:26,241 --> 00:48:27,241 What the? 1015 00:48:28,275 --> 00:48:29,655 I don't know. 1016 00:48:29,689 --> 00:48:31,000 This is absurd. 1017 00:48:31,034 --> 00:48:32,034 This is absurd. 1018 00:48:32,655 --> 00:48:33,172 No, Kimberly, we need you. 1019 00:48:33,206 --> 00:48:33,896 I need you to stay. 1020 00:48:33,931 --> 00:48:34,689 Come, Kimberly. 1021 00:48:46,793 --> 00:48:48,724 This is what I get. 1022 00:48:56,620 --> 00:48:57,931 Where were you? 1023 00:49:02,655 --> 00:49:05,137 You supposed to have my back. 1024 00:49:10,793 --> 00:49:13,862 I lost everything. 1025 00:49:15,655 --> 00:49:20,793 I am the face, I am the face. 1026 00:49:20,827 --> 00:49:26,206 Welcome to "Love After". 1027 00:49:26,275 --> 00:49:28,344 Janeen Lawrence, Lawrence. 1028 00:49:31,517 --> 00:49:34,931 Please. 1029 00:49:36,310 --> 00:49:38,827 Why? 1030 00:49:40,862 --> 00:49:42,310 Why? 1031 00:49:42,344 --> 00:49:43,344 Why? 1032 00:49:44,448 --> 00:49:45,827 This is not fair. 1033 00:49:54,034 --> 00:49:56,620 I'm the face. 1034 00:49:56,655 --> 00:49:57,655 Welcome. 1035 00:50:24,827 --> 00:50:28,310 Lost him, just Sky. 1036 00:50:28,344 --> 00:50:29,344 I'm coming. 1037 00:50:30,482 --> 00:50:31,793 I'll be right there. 1038 00:50:31,827 --> 00:50:33,965 Mommy, mommy's tired. 1039 00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:35,000 Mm-hmm. 1040 00:50:39,827 --> 00:50:43,275 I lost everything. 1041 00:50:43,310 --> 00:50:45,344 I lost everything! 1042 00:51:13,931 --> 00:51:14,931 Oh my. 1043 00:51:21,379 --> 00:51:23,068 Just what? 1044 00:51:23,103 --> 00:51:24,000 How did I get? 1045 00:51:24,034 --> 00:51:25,551 What? 1046 00:51:25,620 --> 00:51:28,068 Oh, my, oh. 1047 00:51:30,344 --> 00:51:32,655 Gotta stop drinking. 1048 00:51:32,689 --> 00:51:33,689 How did? 1049 00:51:46,137 --> 00:51:48,379 - Hi, Mommy. - Janeen. 1050 00:51:48,413 --> 00:51:50,344 Why are the neighbor calling me, 1051 00:51:50,379 --> 00:51:52,551 telling me you're sleeping in the bushes? 1052 00:51:52,586 --> 00:51:54,206 What's going on with you? 1053 00:51:56,068 --> 00:51:57,379 Mommy, I'm sorry. 1054 00:51:57,413 --> 00:51:58,896 I just, I need help. 1055 00:51:58,931 --> 00:52:01,896 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 1056 00:52:01,931 --> 00:52:03,068 Please, baby. 1057 00:52:03,103 --> 00:52:05,724 I can't bear to lose you. 1058 00:52:06,517 --> 00:52:08,448 Losing you will kill me. 1059 00:52:08,482 --> 00:52:12,275 Mommy, I just, I know, I know I need help. 1060 00:52:12,310 --> 00:52:13,827 I just don't know what to do. 1061 00:52:14,413 --> 00:52:15,068 Where do I? 1062 00:52:15,103 --> 00:52:16,620 I don't know, I don't know. 1063 00:52:16,655 --> 00:52:19,344 Janeen, I know a woman 1064 00:52:19,413 --> 00:52:21,241 by the name of Dr. Baker. 1065 00:52:21,931 --> 00:52:23,620 She can help you. 1066 00:52:23,655 --> 00:52:26,275 Please, if you don't do it for me, 1067 00:52:26,310 --> 00:52:27,965 can you please do it for Sky? 1068 00:52:33,655 --> 00:52:35,965 Okay. 1069 00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:37,241 Yeah, I'll do whatever. 1070 00:52:37,275 --> 00:52:38,793 Yeah. 1071 00:52:38,827 --> 00:52:40,931 I will set up the appointment for you. 1072 00:52:40,965 --> 00:52:43,758 Baby, just remember, Mommy loves you. 1073 00:52:45,137 --> 00:52:46,413 I love you too, Mom. 1074 00:53:24,379 --> 00:53:26,655 Welcome to our inpatient treatment program. 1075 00:53:26,689 --> 00:53:28,379 We're also glad that you decided 1076 00:53:28,448 --> 00:53:31,172 to take the first step in your recovery journey. 1077 00:53:31,206 --> 00:53:32,551 Now, I'm Dr. Baker, 1078 00:53:32,620 --> 00:53:35,310 and I'll be your therapist during your stay here. 1079 00:53:35,344 --> 00:53:39,172 Now, I had an opportunity review your medical history. 1080 00:53:39,206 --> 00:53:41,862 And it appears that you were recently in a car accident, 1081 00:53:41,896 --> 00:53:43,655 which led you to voluntarily seek 1082 00:53:43,689 --> 00:53:44,872 treatment for alcohol addiction. 1083 00:53:44,896 --> 00:53:45,896 Is that correct? 1084 00:53:48,379 --> 00:53:49,379 Yeah, yeah. 1085 00:53:51,310 --> 00:53:54,379 Well, over 75% of our patients have been able 1086 00:53:54,413 --> 00:53:58,034 to maintain their sobriety while after leaving our facility. 1087 00:53:58,068 --> 00:53:59,827 Our goal here is not just 1088 00:53:59,862 --> 00:54:02,103 to help you overcome your addiction, 1089 00:54:02,137 --> 00:54:03,931 but it's also to teach you skills 1090 00:54:03,965 --> 00:54:07,137 and strategies so that you can maintain your sobriety 1091 00:54:07,206 --> 00:54:09,896 well after you leave our program. 1092 00:54:09,931 --> 00:54:11,793 Now, I know that this experience 1093 00:54:11,827 --> 00:54:14,758 can be very difficult and challenging, 1094 00:54:14,793 --> 00:54:17,103 but I want you to know that you're not alone. 1095 00:54:17,137 --> 00:54:18,241 Me and my team are here 1096 00:54:18,275 --> 00:54:21,413 to support you every step of the way. 1097 00:54:21,448 --> 00:54:23,896 So how does everything that I said sound? 1098 00:54:23,931 --> 00:54:25,586 Are you ready to start on Wednesday? 1099 00:54:27,068 --> 00:54:28,896 Mm, yeah, yeah. 1100 00:54:28,931 --> 00:54:31,103 I'm as ready as I'm gonna be. 1101 00:54:31,137 --> 00:54:32,241 Okay good. 1102 00:54:39,206 --> 00:54:44,379 ♪ Yeah ♪ 1103 00:54:47,896 --> 00:54:51,448 ♪ This is the love after 1104 00:54:51,482 --> 00:54:56,275 ♪ I fell in love with you, with you ♪ 1105 00:54:56,310 --> 00:54:59,758 ♪ Can't nobody make my heart beat, my heart beat ♪ 1106 00:54:59,827 --> 00:55:03,793 ♪ The way you do, do ♪ 1107 00:55:03,827 --> 00:55:06,344 ♪ This is the love after the hurt ♪ 1108 00:55:06,379 --> 00:55:08,827 ♪ The rain, heartache 1109 00:55:08,862 --> 00:55:12,689 ♪ The pain, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 1110 00:55:12,724 --> 00:55:14,862 ♪ This is the love after the peace ♪ 1111 00:55:14,931 --> 00:55:17,655 ♪ That came and you're to blame ♪ 1112 00:55:17,689 --> 00:55:21,827 ♪ Yeah, yeah 1113 00:55:21,896 --> 00:55:24,000 ♪ Tell me how to love again ♪ 1114 00:55:24,034 --> 00:55:26,310 ♪ When you can need your love yourself ♪ 1115 00:55:26,344 --> 00:55:28,172 ♪ Never would I let you in 1116 00:55:28,206 --> 00:55:31,172 ♪ That's why I show love to myself ♪ 1117 00:55:31,206 --> 00:55:35,137 ♪ You couldn't even love me when I gave you everything ♪ 1118 00:55:35,172 --> 00:55:38,620 ♪ So how can you love me now while I got everything ♪ 1119 00:55:38,655 --> 00:55:41,620 ♪ Oh, this is the love after 1120 00:55:41,655 --> 00:55:43,137 Welcome everyone. 1121 00:55:43,172 --> 00:55:44,793 My name is Dr. Danielle Baker, 1122 00:55:44,827 --> 00:55:46,862 and welcome to Baker's Retreat Center. 1123 00:55:48,620 --> 00:55:51,689 Now I'll be assisting you on your journey to sobriety. 1124 00:55:51,758 --> 00:55:53,793 My mission in starting this facility was 1125 00:55:53,827 --> 00:55:56,965 because of my relationship with alcohol. 1126 00:55:57,000 --> 00:56:01,034 I lost my job, my family, my house, 1127 00:56:01,068 --> 00:56:04,206 all because I was more connected to the bottle 1128 00:56:04,241 --> 00:56:06,517 and it ruined my entire life. 1129 00:56:06,551 --> 00:56:07,689 And I hit rock bottom. 1130 00:56:09,034 --> 00:56:10,758 And I remember asking, God, 1131 00:56:10,827 --> 00:56:12,896 if you can please pull me out of this, 1132 00:56:12,931 --> 00:56:16,379 I promise to dedicate my life to assisting others 1133 00:56:17,517 --> 00:56:19,077 who are also struggling with addiction. 1134 00:56:19,965 --> 00:56:23,827 Now, I know many of you here have gone through stages 1135 00:56:23,862 --> 00:56:27,931 of trauma, hurt, betrayal, 1136 00:56:29,034 --> 00:56:31,862 and some of you have even suffered with depression 1137 00:56:31,896 --> 00:56:34,379 that you feel like you can't pull yourself from out of. 1138 00:56:35,758 --> 00:56:38,896 But I'm here to let you know at this facility, 1139 00:56:38,931 --> 00:56:42,206 this is where we peel back the layers of hopelessness, 1140 00:56:42,241 --> 00:56:45,655 of fear, of anxiety and depression. 1141 00:56:47,206 --> 00:56:48,965 And I want you to know you're not gonna go 1142 00:56:49,034 --> 00:56:52,413 through this alone because we're all in this together. 1143 00:56:53,379 --> 00:56:54,379 Okay? 1144 00:56:55,758 --> 00:56:58,827 All right, well, let's welcome our first guest. 1145 00:56:58,862 --> 00:57:00,379 Please introduce yourself. 1146 00:57:03,172 --> 00:57:06,896 Uh, hello everyone. 1147 00:57:06,931 --> 00:57:09,448 My name is Janeen Lawrence 1148 00:57:09,482 --> 00:57:13,827 and I'm an alcoholic. 1149 00:57:15,310 --> 00:57:17,034 Hi, Janeen. 1150 00:57:18,655 --> 00:57:23,241 And I allowed alcohol to control my life. 1151 00:57:23,275 --> 00:57:27,310 It alienated me. 1152 00:57:27,344 --> 00:57:33,310 And like you, Dr. Baker, I lost my marriage, 1153 00:57:33,344 --> 00:57:37,103 my career, and now I'm on the verge of losing my daughter. 1154 00:57:41,965 --> 00:57:43,724 I don't get to see her like I used to. 1155 00:57:46,827 --> 00:57:49,655 And I'm not gonna lie, it's been very hard. 1156 00:57:51,103 --> 00:57:55,655 I just wanna, I just want my baby girl back. 1157 00:57:59,310 --> 00:58:05,724 But I had to realize that I had to find me first. 1158 00:58:09,758 --> 00:58:13,517 And it took my baby girl reminded me that I needed 1159 00:58:13,551 --> 00:58:17,689 to surrender everything to God in order to heal. 1160 00:58:18,827 --> 00:58:22,620 Yes. 1161 00:58:22,655 --> 00:58:26,689 And now I'm finally ready. 1162 00:58:28,517 --> 00:58:29,517 Yeah. 1163 00:58:31,103 --> 00:58:32,793 Thank you so much for sharing, Janeen. 1164 00:58:36,724 --> 00:58:37,689 So how did you like it? 1165 00:58:37,724 --> 00:58:39,034 Like the yoga? 1166 00:58:39,103 --> 00:58:40,000 - I liked it. - Yeah. 1167 00:58:40,034 --> 00:58:41,000 How about yourself? 1168 00:58:41,034 --> 00:58:42,034 I like it too. 1169 00:58:42,724 --> 00:58:43,655 This is my first time doing it 1170 00:58:43,689 --> 00:58:45,249 so I was like feeling a little awkward, 1171 00:58:46,068 --> 00:58:46,758 but I was like, oh, okay, this is fun. 1172 00:58:46,793 --> 00:58:48,655 - Yeah. - It's your first time. 1173 00:58:48,689 --> 00:58:49,517 Yeah, it was a good experience. 1174 00:58:49,551 --> 00:58:50,482 Yeah, it was my first time. 1175 00:58:50,517 --> 00:58:51,344 Wow. 1176 00:58:51,379 --> 00:58:52,379 You did good though. 1177 00:58:52,448 --> 00:58:53,206 - Yeah. - Wait. 1178 00:58:53,241 --> 00:58:54,241 Hold one second. 1179 00:58:57,034 --> 00:58:59,379 - Talk to you later. - Okay. 1180 00:58:59,448 --> 00:59:00,586 Hi, baby. 1181 00:59:00,620 --> 00:59:01,620 Hi, Mommy. 1182 00:59:02,758 --> 00:59:05,068 - I miss you. - I miss you too. 1183 00:59:05,103 --> 00:59:06,586 How you like it there? 1184 00:59:06,620 --> 00:59:07,551 Good. 1185 00:59:07,586 --> 00:59:08,758 Guess what? 1186 00:59:09,413 --> 00:59:10,620 I let my fears go 1187 00:59:10,655 --> 00:59:15,172 and I told my story to everyone and I opened up to everyone 1188 00:59:16,275 --> 00:59:18,068 and told my story and it felt good. 1189 00:59:18,103 --> 00:59:19,896 It felt really good. 1190 00:59:19,931 --> 00:59:23,068 I'm so happy for you, Mommy. 1191 00:59:23,103 --> 00:59:25,413 I wish I was spending Christmas with you. 1192 00:59:26,793 --> 00:59:28,517 I know, baby. 1193 00:59:28,551 --> 00:59:31,413 But you'll be with your dad this holiday 1194 00:59:31,448 --> 00:59:33,793 and I'll get next holiday since we're rotating. 1195 00:59:33,827 --> 00:59:36,862 But I get to spend New Year's with you. 1196 00:59:36,896 --> 00:59:37,793 Yay. 1197 00:59:37,862 --> 00:59:40,689 I can't wait, Mommy. 1198 00:59:40,724 --> 00:59:41,724 Me too. 1199 00:59:43,413 --> 00:59:44,931 I love you. 1200 00:59:44,965 --> 00:59:46,517 I love you too, Mommy. 1201 00:59:49,689 --> 00:59:52,586 I know many of you have come in here broken, 1202 00:59:52,620 --> 00:59:53,758 but before you leave, 1203 00:59:55,034 --> 00:59:56,714 we're gonna put those pieces back together. 1204 00:59:57,172 --> 00:59:59,068 We're gonna heal those inner childs. 1205 00:59:59,103 --> 01:00:01,620 We're gonna heal those wounds 1206 01:00:01,655 --> 01:00:05,068 because each and every one of you are a queen. 1207 01:00:05,620 --> 01:00:06,931 Repeat after me. 1208 01:00:06,965 --> 01:00:08,275 I am a queen. 1209 01:00:08,310 --> 01:00:09,724 I am a queen. 1210 01:00:09,758 --> 01:00:11,448 I am powerful. 1211 01:00:11,482 --> 01:00:13,103 I am powerful. 1212 01:00:13,137 --> 01:00:14,586 God loves me. 1213 01:00:14,620 --> 01:00:16,068 God loves me. 1214 01:00:16,103 --> 01:00:16,896 Amen. 1215 01:00:16,931 --> 01:00:17,931 Amen. 1216 01:00:22,965 --> 01:00:23,965 Goddess pose. 1217 01:00:24,931 --> 01:00:29,758 One, two, three, four, five. 1218 01:00:29,793 --> 01:00:30,896 Switch, deep. 1219 01:00:32,448 --> 01:00:35,103 One more time, and warrior two. 1220 01:00:36,586 --> 01:00:38,551 Feel that exact position. 1221 01:00:38,586 --> 01:00:40,413 Reverse. 1222 01:00:44,103 --> 01:00:45,206 And forward. 1223 01:00:46,448 --> 01:00:49,000 And lean and back to mountain pose. 1224 01:00:53,931 --> 01:00:54,931 Reach. 1225 01:01:04,517 --> 01:01:05,448 Well, Janeen, here we are. 1226 01:01:05,482 --> 01:01:09,000 You made it to the last day of the program. 1227 01:01:09,034 --> 01:01:12,000 I just wanted to let you know how proud I am of you. 1228 01:01:13,655 --> 01:01:16,827 You came in here in pieces, but you're leaving whole. 1229 01:01:17,689 --> 01:01:19,551 And you did the work. 1230 01:01:19,620 --> 01:01:23,000 And I have no doubt that you're gonna leave here 1231 01:01:23,034 --> 01:01:25,758 and do some amazing things in your life. 1232 01:01:25,793 --> 01:01:26,793 How do you feel? 1233 01:01:28,000 --> 01:01:29,275 I feel great. 1234 01:01:29,310 --> 01:01:31,275 I feel real good. 1235 01:01:31,310 --> 01:01:36,103 You know, I came in, broken, broke. 1236 01:01:36,137 --> 01:01:40,482 Was ready to just throw in the towel, ready to give up 1237 01:01:40,517 --> 01:01:44,137 but you, Dr. Baker, gave me hope. 1238 01:01:45,172 --> 01:01:47,482 And I can't thank you enough. 1239 01:01:47,517 --> 01:01:50,103 And it feels good to know that, 1240 01:01:50,137 --> 01:01:53,793 I'm leaving out of this place a new Janeen, 1241 01:01:53,827 --> 01:01:59,793 a new woman, just restored, evolved, 1242 01:01:59,827 --> 01:02:02,655 and just ready to keep rising, 1243 01:02:02,689 --> 01:02:05,172 shift to my new identity. 1244 01:02:05,206 --> 01:02:06,724 And I thank you. 1245 01:02:06,758 --> 01:02:10,655 Yes, well, congratulations on a job well done. 1246 01:02:12,206 --> 01:02:15,206 And because of that, I have something special 1247 01:02:15,241 --> 01:02:16,551 that I want to share with you. 1248 01:02:18,241 --> 01:02:19,241 What? 1249 01:02:21,068 --> 01:02:24,896 You see, this, that I wear, this bindi. 1250 01:02:24,931 --> 01:02:26,896 It's symbolic. 1251 01:02:26,931 --> 01:02:32,551 And it's to keep you centered, to keep you whole 1252 01:02:32,586 --> 01:02:34,724 and for you to remember who you are. 1253 01:02:36,310 --> 01:02:37,896 And I have one for you. 1254 01:02:37,931 --> 01:02:40,241 I would love to present you with one. 1255 01:02:40,275 --> 01:02:41,517 Would that be okay? 1256 01:02:41,551 --> 01:02:43,068 - Yes. - Okay. 1257 01:02:43,103 --> 01:02:44,103 All right. 1258 01:02:59,517 --> 01:03:00,275 Close your eyes. 1259 01:03:00,310 --> 01:03:01,482 I have surprise for you. 1260 01:03:02,655 --> 01:03:04,586 - Close your eyes. - All right. 1261 01:03:04,620 --> 01:03:05,620 Close your eyes. 1262 01:03:06,689 --> 01:03:07,827 - Watch your step. - Okay. 1263 01:03:10,275 --> 01:03:11,586 Now? 1264 01:03:11,620 --> 01:03:12,620 Okay. 1265 01:03:13,482 --> 01:03:14,827 Stand right there. 1266 01:03:14,862 --> 01:03:16,137 - Okay. - And close your eyes. 1267 01:03:16,172 --> 01:03:17,172 Okay. 1268 01:03:20,965 --> 01:03:22,310 Open your eyes. 1269 01:03:22,344 --> 01:03:23,827 Surprise! 1270 01:03:25,517 --> 01:03:28,275 - Girl, we got you. - Oh, you guys. 1271 01:03:29,034 --> 01:03:30,137 I did not expect this. 1272 01:03:30,172 --> 01:03:31,689 Wow, wow, wow, wow. 1273 01:03:32,379 --> 01:03:34,655 We love you and there is more. 1274 01:03:34,689 --> 01:03:35,620 - Okay. - More surprise for you. 1275 01:03:35,655 --> 01:03:36,895 Close my eyes again? 1276 01:03:37,172 --> 01:03:38,172 - Close your eyes. - Okay. 1277 01:03:38,206 --> 01:03:39,275 Come on in. 1278 01:03:39,310 --> 01:03:40,655 - Uh-oh. - No peeking. 1279 01:03:40,689 --> 01:03:42,310 No peeking. 1280 01:03:42,344 --> 01:03:44,689 Open your eyes and turn around. 1281 01:03:44,758 --> 01:03:46,862 Okay. 1282 01:03:49,620 --> 01:03:50,620 Daddy. 1283 01:03:52,034 --> 01:03:53,068 Hello Jan Jan. 1284 01:03:54,517 --> 01:03:55,827 It's been a long time. 1285 01:03:56,965 --> 01:04:01,931 Daddy. 1286 01:04:02,344 --> 01:04:04,034 Mother called. 1287 01:04:04,068 --> 01:04:05,689 She told me what had happened. 1288 01:04:07,241 --> 01:04:08,896 I caught the first flight here. 1289 01:04:13,482 --> 01:04:14,862 You guys. 1290 01:04:14,896 --> 01:04:15,896 Thank you. 1291 01:04:16,655 --> 01:04:18,551 Daddy, oh my God. 1292 01:04:18,586 --> 01:04:21,827 I was not, I was not expecting this. 1293 01:04:21,862 --> 01:04:23,034 I was not expecting this. 1294 01:04:23,068 --> 01:04:24,068 Thank you. 1295 01:04:24,103 --> 01:04:26,379 You came a long way. 1296 01:04:26,413 --> 01:04:26,896 - Yeah. - Mm-hmm. 1297 01:04:26,965 --> 01:04:28,724 I'm so proud of you. 1298 01:04:28,758 --> 01:04:30,034 - Thank you. - Yes. 1299 01:04:30,068 --> 01:04:31,068 Thank you. 1300 01:04:33,068 --> 01:04:35,137 I was not expecting this at all. 1301 01:04:36,172 --> 01:04:38,241 You guys I'm so grateful. 1302 01:04:39,689 --> 01:04:43,896 I'm humbled, I'm honored that I have loved ones 1303 01:04:45,000 --> 01:04:46,896 who truly cares about me. 1304 01:04:46,931 --> 01:04:50,482 And you guys have been there through the ups, the downs, 1305 01:04:50,517 --> 01:04:52,586 the good, the bad, the struggles. 1306 01:04:54,172 --> 01:04:58,689 It has been very hard but I'm here. 1307 01:04:58,724 --> 01:05:01,310 I'm doing it and I'm grateful. 1308 01:05:02,241 --> 01:05:02,827 - Thank you. - We're here. 1309 01:05:02,896 --> 01:05:04,344 - You did it. - Mm-hmm. 1310 01:05:04,413 --> 01:05:05,551 We're all here for you. 1311 01:05:05,586 --> 01:05:09,379 Love you, girl! 1312 01:05:11,344 --> 01:05:13,931 What your mother did for you was nice. 1313 01:05:13,965 --> 01:05:15,931 Mommy is the best. 1314 01:05:15,965 --> 01:05:18,310 She's something else. 1315 01:05:18,379 --> 01:05:23,482 Listen, Jan, I know I'm not father of the year 1316 01:05:23,551 --> 01:05:26,827 and I don't deserve to be in your life. 1317 01:05:26,896 --> 01:05:30,103 But I feel responsible for what has happened to you 1318 01:05:30,137 --> 01:05:32,655 and your attitude towards love. 1319 01:05:34,965 --> 01:05:38,758 Jan, the first time 1320 01:05:39,896 --> 01:05:44,241 a woman knows love is her father's. 1321 01:05:45,758 --> 01:05:47,551 And I have failed at that. 1322 01:05:49,827 --> 01:05:54,310 But there is nothing in this world I wouldn't do to make up 1323 01:05:54,344 --> 01:05:55,965 for those times. 1324 01:05:58,137 --> 01:06:00,344 It's okay, it's okay, Daddy. 1325 01:06:02,724 --> 01:06:04,034 I forgive you. 1326 01:06:05,379 --> 01:06:06,551 I forgive you. 1327 01:06:07,827 --> 01:06:11,206 New beginning, fresh start, right? 1328 01:06:11,689 --> 01:06:16,137 The most beautiful princess I've ever seen. 1329 01:06:17,172 --> 01:06:19,965 The one, the only. 1330 01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:22,172 Princess Janeen. 1331 01:06:22,206 --> 01:06:23,206 You remember that? 1332 01:06:23,344 --> 01:06:24,344 Yes. 1333 01:06:25,379 --> 01:06:27,103 I love you, baby. 1334 01:06:39,896 --> 01:06:41,034 Thank you. 1335 01:06:42,344 --> 01:06:43,551 Thank you, Dad. 1336 01:06:51,862 --> 01:06:53,206 Drink up to mom's tea. 1337 01:06:58,206 --> 01:07:00,172 Well, she hasn't lost her touch. 1338 01:07:00,206 --> 01:07:02,344 But don't tell her I said that. 1339 01:07:02,379 --> 01:07:03,275 I, I won't. 1340 01:07:09,793 --> 01:07:10,896 Hmm? 1341 01:07:10,931 --> 01:07:12,172 Everything all right? 1342 01:07:13,793 --> 01:07:17,689 Yeah, I think the night just got even more special. 1343 01:07:21,482 --> 01:07:24,068 So tell me now with the Jamaica, what part, 1344 01:07:24,103 --> 01:07:25,965 what part you said did you move to? 1345 01:07:26,655 --> 01:07:28,275 Listen, when are you coming? 1346 01:07:28,310 --> 01:07:29,586 You have to come home. 1347 01:07:29,620 --> 01:07:30,413 Yes, I wanna go home. 1348 01:07:30,448 --> 01:07:31,551 - Right. - Yes. 1349 01:07:31,586 --> 01:07:33,172 Right, and bring the little one. 1350 01:07:33,206 --> 01:07:35,896 Yes, yes, oh, she would love it. 1351 01:07:50,103 --> 01:07:51,103 Sky, Sky. 1352 01:07:51,793 --> 01:07:52,758 Mommy. 1353 01:07:52,793 --> 01:07:53,793 Oh my baby. 1354 01:07:55,620 --> 01:07:57,241 Sky, I miss you. 1355 01:07:57,275 --> 01:07:59,241 I miss you too, Mommy. 1356 01:07:59,275 --> 01:08:02,000 These are for you. 1357 01:08:02,034 --> 01:08:03,482 These are beautiful. 1358 01:08:03,517 --> 01:08:05,172 Follow me. 1359 01:08:05,206 --> 01:08:06,413 Follow you. 1360 01:08:06,448 --> 01:08:07,448 Okay. 1361 01:08:08,206 --> 01:08:09,206 Oh. 1362 01:08:13,344 --> 01:08:15,000 Stephan. 1363 01:08:15,068 --> 01:08:16,068 Janeen. 1364 01:08:17,172 --> 01:08:18,172 Surprise. 1365 01:08:24,206 --> 01:08:26,275 This is for you. 1366 01:08:26,310 --> 01:08:27,310 Merry Christmas. 1367 01:08:28,206 --> 01:08:29,206 What's it? 1368 01:08:30,689 --> 01:08:32,793 Listen, open it later. 1369 01:08:32,827 --> 01:08:34,310 - Okay. - Okay. 1370 01:08:34,344 --> 01:08:36,931 But I wanted to tell you that I spoke 1371 01:08:36,965 --> 01:08:40,068 to your mom and I heard about all the progress 1372 01:08:41,172 --> 01:08:42,612 that you're making with getting help 1373 01:08:43,827 --> 01:08:46,965 and wow, I'm proud of you, okay? 1374 01:08:48,482 --> 01:08:52,310 And no more custody. 1375 01:08:53,862 --> 01:08:56,482 We can deal with this just between me and you. 1376 01:08:56,517 --> 01:08:58,931 We don't, we don't have to bring the courts into this, okay? 1377 01:08:59,827 --> 01:09:00,872 I just wanted to tell you that. 1378 01:09:00,896 --> 01:09:01,689 Yes. 1379 01:09:01,724 --> 01:09:02,724 Okay? 1380 01:09:04,137 --> 01:09:06,413 - Thank you. - Merry Christmas. 1381 01:09:13,241 --> 01:09:18,206 I am so, so sorry for everything. 1382 01:09:19,758 --> 01:09:22,068 I know, I know, you said I needed help a long time ago 1383 01:09:22,103 --> 01:09:23,103 and I'm sorry. 1384 01:09:26,896 --> 01:09:29,068 I'm sorry for all the hurt 1385 01:09:29,103 --> 01:09:30,551 and the pain that I've caused you 1386 01:09:31,689 --> 01:09:33,758 as a wife and as a mother. 1387 01:09:39,896 --> 01:09:40,896 I'm sorry. 1388 01:09:41,724 --> 01:09:42,724 I'm sorry. 1389 01:09:44,275 --> 01:09:46,206 But listen, let's move forward, okay? 1390 01:09:47,482 --> 01:09:50,068 The most important thing is you're healthy 1391 01:09:51,068 --> 01:09:52,379 and you're focused. 1392 01:09:52,413 --> 01:09:54,413 So just keep working the steps. 1393 01:09:54,448 --> 01:09:56,551 Thank you. 1394 01:09:56,586 --> 01:09:58,448 Huh? 1395 01:09:58,517 --> 01:09:59,734 I didn't know I was gonna see you for the holidays. 1396 01:09:59,758 --> 01:10:00,862 This is crazy. 1397 01:10:01,413 --> 01:10:02,586 Wow. 1398 01:10:02,655 --> 01:10:04,206 - Huh, we got her. - Oh. 1399 01:10:04,241 --> 01:10:05,551 We wanted it to be a surprise. 1400 01:10:05,620 --> 01:10:07,413 - Yes. - You know? 1401 01:10:07,448 --> 01:10:12,034 And what better present than your daughter, you know? 1402 01:10:12,068 --> 01:10:16,344 And there's been some talk of, 1403 01:10:16,379 --> 01:10:19,241 you know, me and Samantha going away for the holidays. 1404 01:10:19,275 --> 01:10:22,724 So, I mean, if you want Sky for the week. 1405 01:10:23,862 --> 01:10:26,379 For the week, like the whole week. 1406 01:10:26,448 --> 01:10:27,448 Yay! 1407 01:10:28,517 --> 01:10:30,034 Oh, thank you, thank you. 1408 01:10:30,068 --> 01:10:31,068 Yeah. 1409 01:10:34,068 --> 01:10:35,758 - I'm so sorry. - It's okay. 1410 01:10:35,827 --> 01:10:37,379 Wow, I'm so sorry. 1411 01:10:37,413 --> 01:10:38,172 It's okay. 1412 01:10:38,206 --> 01:10:39,206 It's all right. 1413 01:10:39,241 --> 01:10:40,862 - Okay. - All right. 1414 01:10:40,896 --> 01:10:41,862 Mm-hmm. 1415 01:10:41,896 --> 01:10:42,896 Don't worry about it. 1416 01:10:42,931 --> 01:10:43,689 - Okay. - All right. 1417 01:10:43,724 --> 01:10:45,000 Uh, just let me say, 1418 01:10:46,206 --> 01:10:47,241 let me say goodbye to my. 1419 01:10:47,275 --> 01:10:48,551 - Okay. - To my little princess. 1420 01:10:48,586 --> 01:10:50,275 Yes. 1421 01:10:50,344 --> 01:10:52,517 Baby girl, I want you to take really good care 1422 01:10:53,241 --> 01:10:53,724 of your mommy, okay? 1423 01:10:53,758 --> 01:10:55,206 Okay. 1424 01:10:55,241 --> 01:10:56,601 And I'm gonna miss you. 1425 01:10:57,137 --> 01:10:59,034 I miss you too, Daddy. 1426 01:10:59,068 --> 01:11:01,137 Come, give me big hugs. 1427 01:11:01,206 --> 01:11:02,206 All right. 1428 01:11:03,482 --> 01:11:07,758 Mm, okay, I'm gonna get outta here, okay? 1429 01:11:07,793 --> 01:11:09,482 Okay. 1430 01:11:09,517 --> 01:11:12,000 All right, all right, I gotta take off. 1431 01:11:12,344 --> 01:11:13,137 Uh. 1432 01:11:13,172 --> 01:11:14,206 I'm sorry again, okay? 1433 01:11:15,482 --> 01:11:16,482 Merry Christmas, okay? 1434 01:11:16,551 --> 01:11:18,137 - Merry Christmas. - All right. 1435 01:11:19,103 --> 01:11:20,206 - Stephan. - All right. 1436 01:11:23,000 --> 01:11:24,965 - Thank you. - Okay. 1437 01:11:25,000 --> 01:11:27,137 All right, okay. 1438 01:11:32,827 --> 01:11:36,448 Oh, just me and you. 1439 01:11:36,482 --> 01:11:38,275 Oh baby, I love you. 1440 01:11:39,172 --> 01:11:41,103 I love you too, Mommy. 1441 01:11:41,137 --> 01:11:42,827 And I missed you. 1442 01:11:42,896 --> 01:11:45,103 I missed you too. 1443 01:11:45,137 --> 01:11:46,793 What are we having for dinner? 1444 01:11:46,827 --> 01:11:48,241 I didn't cook. 1445 01:11:48,275 --> 01:11:49,724 You didn't cook? 1446 01:11:50,137 --> 01:11:51,068 Why not? 1447 01:11:51,103 --> 01:11:52,620 I don't know how to cook. 1448 01:11:52,655 --> 01:11:54,310 You don't know how to cook. 1449 01:11:54,344 --> 01:11:55,793 Daddy didn't teach you? 1450 01:11:55,827 --> 01:11:57,103 Give me a hug. 1451 01:12:02,034 --> 01:12:05,000 You look like you are glowing. 1452 01:12:05,896 --> 01:12:07,517 It's the holiday season. 1453 01:12:07,551 --> 01:12:09,206 Let me take your coat. 1454 01:12:09,241 --> 01:12:10,379 Thank you. 1455 01:12:14,379 --> 01:12:15,206 Merry Christmas. 1456 01:12:15,241 --> 01:12:16,482 - No, no, you. - Hmm. 1457 01:12:16,517 --> 01:12:17,724 I don't need a gift. 1458 01:12:17,793 --> 01:12:19,034 It's the least I could do. 1459 01:12:19,068 --> 01:12:20,827 For what I do. 1460 01:12:20,862 --> 01:12:22,000 Please. 1461 01:12:22,034 --> 01:12:23,034 Thank you. 1462 01:12:24,068 --> 01:12:25,482 Thank you. 1463 01:12:25,517 --> 01:12:28,000 - Merry Christmas. - Merry Christmas. 1464 01:12:28,034 --> 01:12:30,000 Just I'm, I'm in a great space. 1465 01:12:30,034 --> 01:12:33,413 You know, just things are looking up 1466 01:12:33,482 --> 01:12:36,517 and I've been attending my weekly AA meetings 1467 01:12:36,551 --> 01:12:40,172 to maintain my recovery so I feel great. 1468 01:12:40,206 --> 01:12:41,689 - Proud of you. - Thank you. 1469 01:12:41,724 --> 01:12:43,482 That's, that's big. 1470 01:12:43,517 --> 01:12:45,517 You know, it's one step at a time, right? 1471 01:12:45,551 --> 01:12:48,034 Yeah, yeah. 1472 01:12:48,103 --> 01:12:49,689 - Just- - Baby steps. 1473 01:12:49,724 --> 01:12:52,689 Yes, journey of thousand miles begins with one step. 1474 01:12:52,724 --> 01:12:53,941 - Yeah. - That's a great first step. 1475 01:12:53,965 --> 01:12:55,517 Thank you. 1476 01:12:55,551 --> 01:12:59,103 I needed to just face my problems head on. 1477 01:13:00,586 --> 01:13:04,275 Just stop running and just do the work. 1478 01:13:04,310 --> 01:13:05,862 Do the work. 1479 01:13:05,896 --> 01:13:07,862 I proud of you. 1480 01:13:07,896 --> 01:13:09,862 And great news. 1481 01:13:11,482 --> 01:13:13,172 I got to spend Christmas with Sky 1482 01:13:14,448 --> 01:13:17,758 and my father came from Jamaica. 1483 01:13:17,793 --> 01:13:18,931 All, wow. 1484 01:13:19,000 --> 01:13:20,120 - All the way. - All the way. 1485 01:13:20,965 --> 01:13:22,103 - In the cold. - In the cold. 1486 01:13:22,137 --> 01:13:25,758 Wow, that, that deserves, that deserves a celebration. 1487 01:13:25,793 --> 01:13:27,965 - Yeah. - Maybe some egg nog. 1488 01:13:29,034 --> 01:13:29,517 - I like that. - What do Jamaicans 1489 01:13:29,551 --> 01:13:30,206 drink for Christmas? 1490 01:13:30,241 --> 01:13:30,758 - What is that? - Egg nog. 1491 01:13:30,793 --> 01:13:31,448 Egg nog, no alcohol. 1492 01:13:31,517 --> 01:13:33,068 - Alcohol free. - Alcohol free. 1493 01:13:33,103 --> 01:13:33,896 - Alcohol free. - Of course. 1494 01:13:33,931 --> 01:13:36,931 ♪ I feel overstand that 1495 01:13:36,965 --> 01:13:41,862 ♪ Nothin' can keep you down 1496 01:13:43,275 --> 01:13:45,275 ♪ You're powerful and the way bound ♪ 1497 01:13:45,344 --> 01:13:50,241 ♪ Me say nothin' can keep you down ♪ 1498 01:13:51,172 --> 01:13:54,620 ♪ You I feel overstand that ♪ 1499 01:13:54,655 --> 01:13:58,758 ♪ Nothin' can keep you down 1500 01:13:58,827 --> 01:14:03,172 ♪ Nothin' can keep you down ♪ 1501 01:14:03,206 --> 01:14:07,827 ♪ You are for rise up, yeah 1502 01:14:07,862 --> 01:14:12,000 ♪ There is love after the hurt 1503 01:14:13,034 --> 01:14:16,000 ♪ You are for rise up, yeah 1504 01:14:16,068 --> 01:14:20,517 ♪ There is love after the pain ♪ 1505 01:14:20,586 --> 01:14:24,482 ♪ You are for rise up, yeah ♪ 1506 01:14:24,517 --> 01:14:29,172 ♪ There is love after the migraine ♪ 1507 01:14:29,241 --> 01:14:34,137 ♪ You are for rise up, yeah ♪ 1508 01:14:35,068 --> 01:14:37,827 ♪ And take your rightful place ♪ 1509 01:14:37,896 --> 01:14:42,000 ♪ You are for rise up ♪ 1510 01:14:42,862 --> 01:14:46,931 ♪ You are for rise up 1511 01:14:46,965 --> 01:14:50,896 ♪ Rise up 1512 01:14:50,931 --> 01:14:55,344 ♪ Yeah, yeah 1513 01:14:55,413 --> 01:14:59,137 ♪ You are for rise up, yeah ♪ 94359

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