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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,586 --> 00:00:02,562 - Previously, on "Rise"... - I had a great time. 2 00:00:02,587 --> 00:00:04,507 I just don't think I want more than that right now. 3 00:00:04,532 --> 00:00:06,248 It's not my job to take care of you! 4 00:00:06,273 --> 00:00:07,427 I am not your girlfriend! 5 00:00:07,452 --> 00:00:08,372 I need a break from you and 6 00:00:08,397 --> 00:00:10,128 - a break from this crap town. - What do you mean a break from me? 7 00:00:10,153 --> 00:00:11,567 Where are you going? 8 00:00:11,630 --> 00:00:12,762 Maashous, your mom's 9 00:00:12,764 --> 00:00:14,664 just about ready to take you back. 10 00:00:14,666 --> 00:00:15,699 You're gonna be moving back home. 11 00:00:15,701 --> 00:00:16,700 The stupid PTA is trying 12 00:00:16,702 --> 00:00:18,001 to shut down our show, 13 00:00:18,003 --> 00:00:19,312 and you signed this lame petition. 14 00:00:19,337 --> 00:00:20,837 We don't have a marriage, Robert. 15 00:00:20,839 --> 00:00:23,039 There's no intimacy. There is no tenderness. 16 00:00:23,041 --> 00:00:26,343 Is that why you are afraid of him playing a gay boy? 17 00:00:26,345 --> 00:00:28,044 You need to take the reins. 18 00:00:28,046 --> 00:00:29,579 Dig me out of this hole. 19 00:00:29,581 --> 00:00:32,882 You do that for me, the program's yours. 20 00:00:38,957 --> 00:00:40,490 What are you doing? 21 00:00:40,492 --> 00:00:42,292 Yoga. 22 00:00:42,294 --> 00:00:44,227 Mr. Kranepool told him about it. 23 00:00:44,229 --> 00:00:45,662 Opening night approaching. 24 00:00:45,664 --> 00:00:48,198 60 papers to grade. Helps relieve the stress. 25 00:00:48,200 --> 00:00:50,467 I don't think that's yoga, but sure. 26 00:00:50,469 --> 00:00:52,669 It's close enough. 27 00:00:52,671 --> 00:00:54,270 So, my rehab counselor 28 00:00:54,272 --> 00:00:56,673 told me I need to do some kind of community service 29 00:00:56,675 --> 00:00:58,208 for my recovery program or whatever 30 00:00:58,210 --> 00:00:59,943 and I had to talk to you guys about it. 31 00:00:59,945 --> 00:01:02,145 I could talk to the people at the food bank. 32 00:01:02,147 --> 00:01:04,681 I'm sure they'd love to have your help. 33 00:01:04,683 --> 00:01:07,150 Actually... 34 00:01:07,152 --> 00:01:08,485 I was thinking maybe I could 35 00:01:08,487 --> 00:01:10,020 help Dad out at the theater. 36 00:01:10,022 --> 00:01:12,155 I know opening night's Friday, so... 37 00:01:12,157 --> 00:01:14,024 Well, that... that would be great. 38 00:01:14,026 --> 00:01:15,625 My God, my God, my God... 39 00:01:15,627 --> 00:01:16,726 What? 40 00:01:16,728 --> 00:01:18,461 Sadie, what's wrong? 41 00:01:18,463 --> 00:01:20,497 Maashous is moving away forever. 42 00:01:20,499 --> 00:01:23,299 Sadie, God, you're such a drama queen. 43 00:01:23,301 --> 00:01:26,703 You're leaving? 44 00:01:26,705 --> 00:01:28,371 I'm moving in with my mom. 45 00:01:30,575 --> 00:01:32,709 Sorry, I didn't mean to upset everyone. 46 00:01:32,711 --> 00:01:33,910 It's okay. 47 00:01:33,912 --> 00:01:35,679 Of course it's okay. 48 00:01:35,681 --> 00:01:36,946 It's great news, Maashous. 49 00:01:36,948 --> 00:01:39,282 No, it's not. 50 00:01:42,988 --> 00:01:45,088 Emma, look for a period 51 00:01:45,090 --> 00:01:47,223 where there should be a question mark. 52 00:01:47,225 --> 00:01:49,659 Just tell me where, Dad. 53 00:01:49,661 --> 00:01:51,294 You've got to find it yourself. 54 00:01:51,296 --> 00:01:54,264 Hey, son. 55 00:01:54,266 --> 00:01:55,699 Hey. 56 00:01:55,701 --> 00:01:58,968 French toast this morning. 57 00:01:58,970 --> 00:02:00,270 Great. 58 00:02:00,272 --> 00:02:01,571 So what comes after a question? 59 00:02:01,573 --> 00:02:03,206 - You have to write it. - Dad... 60 00:02:03,208 --> 00:02:07,010 What comes after a question? 61 00:02:10,982 --> 00:02:13,750 Hi, Mom. Are you okay? 62 00:02:13,752 --> 00:02:16,586 Can you at least call me back? 63 00:02:16,588 --> 00:02:18,421 - Call me when you get this. - Lilette. 64 00:02:18,423 --> 00:02:20,323 - Sal, hi. - Hey. Where's your mom? 65 00:02:20,325 --> 00:02:21,858 Out. I'll tell her that you came by, okay? 66 00:02:21,860 --> 00:02:23,526 Not okay. I called three times 67 00:02:23,528 --> 00:02:24,894 about the rent. I told your mom 68 00:02:24,896 --> 00:02:26,563 - this can't happen again. - She's out of town. 69 00:02:26,565 --> 00:02:27,697 I'm sure she'll get it to you 70 00:02:27,699 --> 00:02:29,065 as soon as she's back, I swear. 71 00:02:29,067 --> 00:02:30,600 Tell your mother I need the damn rent. 72 00:02:30,602 --> 00:02:31,801 - I don't... - Um, excuse me? 73 00:02:31,803 --> 00:02:33,203 - Robbie. - You don't talk to her 74 00:02:33,205 --> 00:02:34,738 - like that. - I get it, you're a big man. 75 00:02:34,740 --> 00:02:36,372 - Come on. - Listen, if I don't hear from 76 00:02:36,374 --> 00:02:39,809 your mom by the end of the day, we're gonna have a big problem. 77 00:02:39,811 --> 00:02:41,444 He can't threaten you like that. 78 00:02:41,446 --> 00:02:44,547 Robbie, let's just get to school. Please. 79 00:02:46,752 --> 00:02:48,485 Have you thought about what we discussed? 80 00:02:48,487 --> 00:02:51,187 Yes, I've thought about it. 81 00:02:51,189 --> 00:02:53,423 A director doesn't take over another director's show, 82 00:02:53,425 --> 00:02:56,359 so I won't do this without Lou, 83 00:02:56,361 --> 00:02:58,161 but I understand the situation you're in 84 00:02:58,163 --> 00:03:00,663 and I can help make the adjustments you want, 85 00:03:00,665 --> 00:03:02,265 but I will do it with Lou. 86 00:03:02,267 --> 00:03:04,734 You went over the list? 87 00:03:04,736 --> 00:03:06,302 Yeah. 88 00:03:06,304 --> 00:03:07,303 Yeah, we're good. 89 00:03:07,305 --> 00:03:12,275 Lou is not seeing very clearly right now. 90 00:03:12,277 --> 00:03:13,409 Yeah, well... 91 00:03:13,411 --> 00:03:15,178 I'll handle Lou. 92 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:23,586 What you talked about the other day, 93 00:03:23,588 --> 00:03:27,390 about me taking over the program... 94 00:03:27,392 --> 00:03:29,192 let's get through this, and... 95 00:03:29,194 --> 00:03:32,595 we can discuss all of that when the show's over. 96 00:03:38,370 --> 00:03:41,504 ♪ Mama who bore me ♪ 97 00:03:41,506 --> 00:03:45,408 ♪ Mama who gave me ♪ 98 00:03:45,410 --> 00:03:49,145 ♪ No way to handle things ♪ 99 00:03:49,147 --> 00:03:52,715 ♪ Who made me so sad ♪ 100 00:03:52,717 --> 00:03:56,252 ♪ Mama the weeping ♪ 101 00:03:56,254 --> 00:03:59,055 ♪ Mama the angels ♪ 102 00:03:59,057 --> 00:04:00,557 This is really working, huh? 103 00:04:00,559 --> 00:04:03,092 - ♪ No sleep in heaven ♪ - We need to talk, Lou. 104 00:04:03,094 --> 00:04:04,561 Uh, yeah, after rehearsal. 105 00:04:04,563 --> 00:04:06,329 I think this is actually gonna work. 106 00:04:06,331 --> 00:04:07,497 We need to talk now. 107 00:04:07,499 --> 00:04:09,265 ♪ Some pray that one day ♪ 108 00:04:09,267 --> 00:04:10,967 Uh, take five, everyone. 109 00:04:13,438 --> 00:04:14,838 What's up? 110 00:04:14,840 --> 00:04:16,806 They want to make some changes to the show. 111 00:04:16,808 --> 00:04:18,174 Cuts. Edits. 112 00:04:18,176 --> 00:04:20,076 - What? Who? - It's gonna be okay, 113 00:04:20,078 --> 00:04:21,244 but we don't have a lot of time, 114 00:04:21,246 --> 00:04:22,979 so we have to jump on this together. 115 00:04:22,981 --> 00:04:24,180 What are you talking about? 116 00:04:24,182 --> 00:04:26,482 The petition, the PTA... 117 00:04:26,484 --> 00:04:27,584 it's blowing up. 118 00:04:27,586 --> 00:04:29,485 Who told you this? 119 00:04:29,487 --> 00:04:30,887 Ward. 120 00:04:30,889 --> 00:04:32,422 Ward talked to you, not me? 121 00:04:32,424 --> 00:04:33,923 Well, who cares who he talked to? 122 00:04:35,527 --> 00:04:38,561 What specifically did they ask to change? 123 00:04:38,563 --> 00:04:40,964 There's a list. 124 00:04:40,966 --> 00:04:42,732 May I see it? The list. 125 00:04:49,174 --> 00:04:52,542 It's not as bad as it looks, okay? 126 00:05:02,220 --> 00:05:03,686 Keep rehearsal going. 127 00:05:03,688 --> 00:05:06,222 - Where are you going? - Keep rehearsal going! 128 00:05:11,696 --> 00:05:14,530 - May I talk for a sec? - What's up, Lou? 129 00:05:14,532 --> 00:05:17,033 These kids have been working on the show for three months. 130 00:05:17,035 --> 00:05:18,501 They got family coming in from out of town. 131 00:05:18,503 --> 00:05:20,069 I'm not gonna just change everything 132 00:05:20,071 --> 00:05:21,204 right before opening night. 133 00:05:21,206 --> 00:05:22,538 These tweaks are intended 134 00:05:22,540 --> 00:05:24,007 - to stem the tide... - These aren't tweaks. 135 00:05:24,009 --> 00:05:25,008 This is the heart of the entire show. 136 00:05:25,010 --> 00:05:26,342 There's nothing left. 137 00:05:26,344 --> 00:05:27,977 Lou, this isn't just about the petition. 138 00:05:27,979 --> 00:05:29,379 This is the district. 139 00:05:29,381 --> 00:05:30,513 This is over your head. 140 00:05:30,515 --> 00:05:31,814 This is over my head. 141 00:05:31,816 --> 00:05:33,283 Your job is on the line, 142 00:05:33,285 --> 00:05:35,418 and if I don't get this thing under control, 143 00:05:35,420 --> 00:05:38,388 so is mine. 144 00:05:38,390 --> 00:05:40,123 Okay. 145 00:05:40,125 --> 00:05:41,457 Okay, okay, I can do this. 146 00:05:41,459 --> 00:05:42,926 I'll make adjustments, edits, 147 00:05:42,928 --> 00:05:44,861 but without cutting out scenes wholesale. 148 00:05:44,863 --> 00:05:47,964 I... I'll take out the parts that will upset people, 149 00:05:47,966 --> 00:05:50,066 but I c... I can't just chop it up into bits. 150 00:05:50,068 --> 00:05:53,336 Please, Evan, 151 00:05:53,338 --> 00:05:55,371 these kids have worked their asses off. 152 00:06:01,846 --> 00:06:04,080 Let's be very clear. 153 00:06:04,082 --> 00:06:05,481 No F word. 154 00:06:05,483 --> 00:06:06,149 No S word. 155 00:06:06,151 --> 00:06:08,751 No masturbation, no sadism, 156 00:06:08,753 --> 00:06:10,954 no implications of sexual acts 157 00:06:10,956 --> 00:06:12,722 transpiring onstage. 158 00:06:12,724 --> 00:06:14,257 No boys kissing other boys, 159 00:06:14,259 --> 00:06:16,826 no fathers raping their daughters. 160 00:06:16,828 --> 00:06:18,294 Are you saying you can accomplish that 161 00:06:18,296 --> 00:06:21,130 without taking out any songs and any scenes? 162 00:06:23,268 --> 00:06:25,168 Yes. 163 00:06:25,170 --> 00:06:27,270 Then I'm going to need to see it. 164 00:06:27,272 --> 00:06:29,405 - See it? - The entire play, 165 00:06:29,407 --> 00:06:31,607 front to back, before opening night. 166 00:06:31,609 --> 00:06:32,842 But Tracey didn't say that. 167 00:06:32,844 --> 00:06:34,811 Well, you're making me nervous. 168 00:06:34,813 --> 00:06:37,547 Thursday night, I want to see a run-through. 169 00:06:37,549 --> 00:06:42,185 I'll need to sign off, or there won't be a show. 170 00:06:42,187 --> 00:06:44,220 I'll see you Thursday. 171 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:50,927 You know, in the future, 172 00:06:50,929 --> 00:06:53,463 you can come directly to me. 173 00:06:53,465 --> 00:06:54,597 Noted. 174 00:07:32,604 --> 00:07:34,771 Hey, Mama. 175 00:07:34,773 --> 00:07:37,473 Hi. 176 00:07:37,475 --> 00:07:39,208 How you doing? 177 00:07:39,210 --> 00:07:40,843 Eh... 178 00:07:40,845 --> 00:07:42,779 I'm better now that you're here. 179 00:07:45,250 --> 00:07:48,284 So, opening night's coming up. 180 00:07:48,286 --> 00:07:49,419 It's this Friday. 181 00:07:49,421 --> 00:07:51,421 I know. 182 00:07:51,423 --> 00:07:54,424 So excited for you. 183 00:07:54,426 --> 00:07:56,993 You'll tell me all about it? 184 00:07:56,995 --> 00:07:59,095 Yeah. 185 00:07:59,097 --> 00:08:00,463 I just... 186 00:08:02,033 --> 00:08:04,100 I know we talked about you sitting this one out, 187 00:08:04,102 --> 00:08:07,136 but watching my games on an iPad is one thing, but... 188 00:08:07,138 --> 00:08:10,206 Well, your dad'll be there, 189 00:08:10,208 --> 00:08:12,075 and your stepmom, 190 00:08:12,077 --> 00:08:16,612 and... your Aunt Jess 191 00:08:16,614 --> 00:08:18,915 is coming all the way from Allentown. 192 00:08:18,917 --> 00:08:21,284 Yeah. 193 00:08:21,286 --> 00:08:23,953 It's just a lot right now. 194 00:08:26,424 --> 00:08:28,157 I'll... I'll come when... 195 00:08:28,159 --> 00:08:31,761 Yeah, yeah, yeah, when you're feeling better. 196 00:08:31,763 --> 00:08:33,729 Yeah. 197 00:08:50,448 --> 00:08:51,914 First of all, I wanted to 198 00:08:51,916 --> 00:08:54,083 officially welcome our newest company member, 199 00:08:54,085 --> 00:08:55,451 Gordy Mazzuchelli, 200 00:08:55,453 --> 00:08:57,153 who will be helping us out with, uh, tech 201 00:08:57,155 --> 00:08:58,921 during our run. 202 00:09:05,597 --> 00:09:08,030 Uh, okay. Uh... 203 00:09:08,032 --> 00:09:09,298 I know you're all excited 204 00:09:09,300 --> 00:09:10,933 about our first full run-through. 205 00:09:10,935 --> 00:09:13,202 Yeah! Whoo! 206 00:09:13,204 --> 00:09:14,804 Actually... actually, there's been 207 00:09:14,806 --> 00:09:16,472 a slight change of plans, 208 00:09:16,474 --> 00:09:18,307 uh, some changes, 209 00:09:18,309 --> 00:09:21,777 uh, we need to make to the show. 210 00:09:21,779 --> 00:09:24,614 Right, so, we all know that there's 211 00:09:24,616 --> 00:09:26,182 been a petition going around. 212 00:09:26,184 --> 00:09:28,351 - Oh, my God. - Honey, it's not your fault, 213 00:09:28,353 --> 00:09:30,052 okay, or anyone else's. 214 00:09:30,054 --> 00:09:31,754 Ms. Wolfe and I have gone through the show 215 00:09:31,756 --> 00:09:34,023 and we are going to do everything possible 216 00:09:34,025 --> 00:09:36,626 not to cut a single scene or a single song. 217 00:09:36,628 --> 00:09:38,261 But the reality might be 218 00:09:38,263 --> 00:09:40,229 that we will have to lose a few. 219 00:09:40,231 --> 00:09:41,397 Can you be more specific? 220 00:09:41,399 --> 00:09:42,765 Like what... what kind of changes? 221 00:09:42,767 --> 00:09:44,600 Well, for instance, in "Totally F'ed," 222 00:09:44,602 --> 00:09:46,502 you know, I know we had talked about 223 00:09:46,504 --> 00:09:49,505 just going for it, maybe saying the F-word. 224 00:09:49,507 --> 00:09:51,240 We're going to have to find something to replace it. 225 00:09:51,242 --> 00:09:52,608 Totally "frigged"? 226 00:09:52,610 --> 00:09:55,411 Yeah, we will come up with the best substitute. 227 00:09:55,413 --> 00:09:56,846 - Now, there will be other... - Censorship? 228 00:09:56,848 --> 00:09:58,814 Tweaks. 229 00:09:58,816 --> 00:10:01,083 Instead of doing the run-through today, 230 00:10:01,085 --> 00:10:02,418 we're going to spend the next few days 231 00:10:02,420 --> 00:10:03,686 making the changes, then we're going to 232 00:10:03,688 --> 00:10:04,987 run through the entire show 233 00:10:04,989 --> 00:10:07,823 on Thursday for myself and Ms. Wolfe 234 00:10:07,825 --> 00:10:10,526 and, uh, Principal Ward. 235 00:10:10,528 --> 00:10:12,094 What? 236 00:10:12,096 --> 00:10:13,696 Since when? 237 00:10:13,698 --> 00:10:14,997 We're not going to cut "The Dark I Know Well" 238 00:10:14,999 --> 00:10:16,899 'cause it's about sexual abuse, are we? 239 00:10:16,901 --> 00:10:20,636 Not to be selfish, but it's my only solo. 240 00:10:20,638 --> 00:10:22,004 What we're gonna do is we're gonna 241 00:10:22,006 --> 00:10:23,906 take it one step at a time, 242 00:10:23,908 --> 00:10:27,677 work through it as a troupe. 243 00:10:27,679 --> 00:10:29,412 I promise you, 244 00:10:29,414 --> 00:10:31,347 the show will still be great. 245 00:10:36,821 --> 00:10:40,323 ♪ Mama who bore me ♪ 246 00:10:40,325 --> 00:10:44,327 ♪ Mama who gave me ♪ 247 00:10:44,329 --> 00:10:47,163 ♪ No way to handle things ♪ 248 00:10:47,165 --> 00:10:49,765 ♪ Who made me so sad ♪ 249 00:10:49,767 --> 00:10:51,534 Gonna have to adjust that dress. 250 00:10:51,536 --> 00:10:53,636 ♪ Mama the weeping ♪ 251 00:10:53,638 --> 00:10:56,105 Lilette! The caressing... 252 00:10:56,107 --> 00:10:57,373 Yes, Ms. Wolfe? 253 00:10:57,375 --> 00:10:58,541 A little less, please. 254 00:10:58,543 --> 00:10:59,642 Sure. 255 00:11:03,881 --> 00:11:05,281 Gonna take it from the top. 256 00:11:07,385 --> 00:11:10,319 Well, when I don't do as he likes... 257 00:11:10,321 --> 00:11:13,189 - What? - Some nights, 258 00:11:13,191 --> 00:11:15,024 Papa yanks out his belt. 259 00:11:15,026 --> 00:11:16,459 No! 260 00:11:16,461 --> 00:11:19,128 This is not gonna fly. 261 00:11:19,130 --> 00:11:21,330 Okay, listen, um, yeah, maybe we'll just make 262 00:11:21,332 --> 00:11:22,865 a slight adjustment to the text. 263 00:11:22,867 --> 00:11:24,267 I... I think the point that the 264 00:11:24,269 --> 00:11:26,168 the playwright is trying to make here is that 265 00:11:26,170 --> 00:11:28,337 there are problems between Martha and her father, 266 00:11:28,339 --> 00:11:31,215 so maybe it's not that he... beats you. 267 00:11:31,386 --> 00:11:33,441 Maybe it's more that he yells. 268 00:11:33,487 --> 00:11:35,855 Right? He... he gets angry. Pissed. 269 00:11:36,513 --> 00:11:38,561 I think we can still keep the powerful emotion 270 00:11:38,631 --> 00:11:40,332 and just not make it so literal. 271 00:11:40,410 --> 00:11:42,832 So you're saying we're going to change the words? 272 00:11:42,878 --> 00:11:44,355 I thought you said the text was sacred, 273 00:11:44,398 --> 00:11:45,767 that we have to utter every syllable 274 00:11:45,792 --> 00:11:47,568 the playwright writes. 275 00:11:48,597 --> 00:11:50,513 Yeah, I did say that. 276 00:11:51,215 --> 00:11:52,622 Did you write this note? 277 00:11:55,616 --> 00:11:58,120 ♪ There's a moment you know ♪ 278 00:11:59,437 --> 00:12:01,237 ♪ You're fricked ♪ 279 00:12:03,107 --> 00:12:05,408 ♪ There's a moment you know ♪ 280 00:12:05,410 --> 00:12:07,510 ♪ You're confused ♪ 281 00:12:07,512 --> 00:12:09,445 ♪ You're blue ♪ 282 00:12:09,447 --> 00:12:11,080 ♪ Yeah, you're messed up all right ♪ 283 00:12:11,082 --> 00:12:12,715 ♪ And all for spite ♪ 284 00:12:12,717 --> 00:12:17,186 ♪ You can kiss your sorry butt good-bye ♪ 285 00:12:17,188 --> 00:12:18,487 ♪ Totally messed up ♪ 286 00:12:18,489 --> 00:12:20,423 ♪ Will they mess you up ♪ 287 00:12:20,425 --> 00:12:24,327 ♪ Well, you know they're gonna try ♪ 288 00:12:24,329 --> 00:12:26,262 ♪ Totally messed up ♪ 289 00:12:34,305 --> 00:12:36,672 Good, good. 290 00:12:38,176 --> 00:12:39,709 Good. 291 00:12:48,920 --> 00:12:51,687 Do you want to tell me what you're doing here? 292 00:12:51,689 --> 00:12:53,255 Volunteering. 293 00:12:53,257 --> 00:12:55,157 No, I get that, but why? 294 00:12:56,728 --> 00:12:58,594 I just love theater. 295 00:13:06,270 --> 00:13:08,471 Hey, I just want to check and see if your mom's okay. 296 00:13:08,473 --> 00:13:09,772 Yeah, she is. 297 00:13:09,774 --> 00:13:11,440 Do you know when she's coming home? 298 00:13:11,442 --> 00:13:13,909 Not exactly, no, but soon. 299 00:13:13,911 --> 00:13:15,878 Well, maybe you could stay with someone for... 300 00:13:15,880 --> 00:13:17,980 you know, until she comes back. 301 00:13:17,982 --> 00:13:20,616 One of the girls, or I could talk to my dad and... 302 00:13:20,618 --> 00:13:22,385 see if you could stay with us for a few days. 303 00:13:22,387 --> 00:13:24,153 Like he doesn't already hate me enough? 304 00:13:24,155 --> 00:13:25,621 He doesn't hate you. 305 00:13:25,623 --> 00:13:27,289 He literally said I'm not good enough for you. 306 00:13:27,291 --> 00:13:28,758 He didn't literally say... 307 00:13:28,760 --> 00:13:31,060 Forget it. Bad idea anyways. 308 00:13:31,062 --> 00:13:32,461 Look, just let me... 309 00:13:32,463 --> 00:13:33,929 just let me lend you money for rent. 310 00:13:33,931 --> 00:13:36,399 Robbie, I appreciate it, but you need to let this go. 311 00:13:36,401 --> 00:13:37,800 I have savings in my bank. 312 00:13:37,802 --> 00:13:39,168 You can pay me back whenever you want. 313 00:13:39,170 --> 00:13:40,569 - How much do you... - Robbie, no. 314 00:13:40,571 --> 00:13:42,104 Look, I don't want you there by yourself 315 00:13:42,106 --> 00:13:43,472 with some creepy guy 316 00:13:43,474 --> 00:13:44,607 hassling you about rent all the time. 317 00:13:44,609 --> 00:13:47,476 I don't want your money! 318 00:13:47,478 --> 00:13:48,878 I'm a big girl. 319 00:13:48,880 --> 00:13:50,946 I can handle myself, okay? 320 00:13:50,948 --> 00:13:54,150 I've been doing it my whole life. 321 00:14:11,567 --> 00:14:15,887 Is Mom and Dad are getting divorced? 322 00:14:15,981 --> 00:14:17,748 Whoa, whoa, why are you saying that? 323 00:14:17,750 --> 00:14:19,450 They argue. 324 00:14:19,452 --> 00:14:21,618 They don't love each other. 325 00:14:21,620 --> 00:14:23,253 Whoa, Emma, come here. Come here. 326 00:14:23,255 --> 00:14:24,988 Hey. 327 00:14:24,990 --> 00:14:27,291 It'll never happen, all right? 328 00:14:27,293 --> 00:14:28,826 It... it's not possible. 329 00:14:28,828 --> 00:14:31,528 - They might be. - No, no, no, 330 00:14:31,530 --> 00:14:33,130 and even if it does, 331 00:14:33,132 --> 00:14:35,165 you can always come live with me, all right? 332 00:14:35,167 --> 00:14:37,101 Hey, hey, hey. Come here. 333 00:14:41,707 --> 00:14:43,340 It'll be okay. 334 00:14:43,342 --> 00:14:44,475 You'll be all right, all right? 335 00:14:44,477 --> 00:14:45,843 I'll take care of you. 336 00:14:48,381 --> 00:14:51,115 All right. Okay. 337 00:14:54,420 --> 00:14:56,153 Apparently, 338 00:14:56,155 --> 00:14:58,155 your dress is too provocative, 339 00:14:58,157 --> 00:15:00,290 so I have to let out the hem a bit, 340 00:15:00,292 --> 00:15:02,526 even though it's ruining the proportion. 341 00:15:05,331 --> 00:15:08,132 Mrs. Strickland? 342 00:15:08,134 --> 00:15:11,602 I'm sorry about what my mom did. 343 00:15:13,005 --> 00:15:16,106 Honey... 344 00:15:16,108 --> 00:15:18,709 you are not your mom. 345 00:15:18,711 --> 00:15:20,310 Okay? 346 00:15:20,312 --> 00:15:22,646 And don't worry about me. 347 00:15:22,648 --> 00:15:25,916 Sometimes you need a little wake-up call. 348 00:15:25,918 --> 00:15:28,118 You go through hell, but... 349 00:15:28,120 --> 00:15:31,088 you end up in a better place. 350 00:15:31,090 --> 00:15:33,490 And the important thing is that 351 00:15:33,492 --> 00:15:35,692 you and Gwen get through this. 352 00:15:35,694 --> 00:15:38,061 This whole thing is... 353 00:15:38,063 --> 00:15:41,198 it's really unfair to both of you. 354 00:15:42,067 --> 00:15:45,436 How are you doing? 355 00:15:45,438 --> 00:15:48,038 I'm fine. 356 00:15:50,209 --> 00:15:52,843 Okay, I want to say something to you. 357 00:15:52,845 --> 00:15:55,679 No matter what crap 358 00:15:55,681 --> 00:15:57,347 you have to go through... 359 00:15:59,051 --> 00:16:00,651 You have a light. 360 00:16:02,588 --> 00:16:03,954 You shine. 361 00:16:03,956 --> 00:16:06,490 When you're on that stage, people can see you. 362 00:16:06,492 --> 00:16:10,127 They can see right... into your soul. 363 00:16:10,129 --> 00:16:12,396 You have a gift. 364 00:16:13,299 --> 00:16:17,067 Own it. Own who you are. 365 00:16:21,207 --> 00:16:23,607 Okay, let's take a look. 366 00:16:26,212 --> 00:16:28,512 Frickin' PTA. 367 00:16:30,583 --> 00:16:34,918 ♪ You say time for bed now child ♪ 368 00:16:36,188 --> 00:16:40,157 ♪ Mom just smiles that smile ♪ 369 00:16:40,159 --> 00:16:44,061 ♪ Just like she never saw me ♪ 370 00:16:44,063 --> 00:16:47,231 ♪ Just like she never saw me ♪ 371 00:16:47,233 --> 00:16:49,366 ♪ I don't scream ♪ 372 00:16:49,368 --> 00:16:52,536 ♪ Though I know it's wrong ♪ 373 00:16:52,538 --> 00:16:56,406 ♪ I just play along ♪ 374 00:16:56,408 --> 00:17:00,511 ♪ I lie there and breathe ♪ 375 00:17:00,513 --> 00:17:03,480 ♪ I lie there and breathe ♪ 376 00:17:03,482 --> 00:17:07,384 ♪ You say all you want is just a kiss good night ♪ 377 00:17:07,386 --> 00:17:09,520 We're wasting time. 378 00:17:09,522 --> 00:17:12,956 You know we can't do this song. It's about child abuse. 379 00:17:12,958 --> 00:17:14,424 I know. 380 00:17:14,426 --> 00:17:15,859 Should I cut it? Let's cut it. 381 00:17:15,861 --> 00:17:17,694 Not yet. 382 00:17:17,696 --> 00:17:19,830 When? 383 00:17:19,832 --> 00:17:21,832 I don't know. 384 00:17:21,834 --> 00:17:23,901 ♪ Ain't it good tonight ♪ 385 00:17:23,903 --> 00:17:25,702 ♪ You ain't seen nothing yet ♪ 386 00:17:25,704 --> 00:17:27,905 ♪ Gonna teach you right ♪ 387 00:17:27,907 --> 00:17:30,207 ♪ It's just you and me ♪ 388 00:17:30,209 --> 00:17:32,509 I'm sorry I got upset with you the other day. 389 00:17:33,913 --> 00:17:35,812 I don't understand why you won't let me help you. 390 00:17:35,814 --> 00:17:38,315 I'm not sure you'll understand this, 391 00:17:38,317 --> 00:17:40,517 but I've seen my mom 392 00:17:40,519 --> 00:17:42,252 with a lot of guys over the years, 393 00:17:42,254 --> 00:17:45,255 flashing money, saying they want to take care of her, 394 00:17:45,257 --> 00:17:46,823 take care of us, 395 00:17:46,825 --> 00:17:49,259 and she gets all dependent, and it never works out. 396 00:17:49,261 --> 00:17:52,095 - I'm not one of those guys. - I know you're not. 397 00:17:52,097 --> 00:17:53,897 It's not about who you are. 398 00:17:53,899 --> 00:17:56,366 It's about who I am. 399 00:17:56,368 --> 00:17:58,902 I want to want you. 400 00:17:58,904 --> 00:18:00,904 I don't want to need you. 401 00:18:00,906 --> 00:18:02,839 Okay? 402 00:18:02,841 --> 00:18:05,442 Yeah, okay. 403 00:18:05,444 --> 00:18:07,044 Okay. 404 00:18:08,747 --> 00:18:10,180 Martha... she said that... 405 00:18:10,182 --> 00:18:12,482 Wendla, you cannot envy someone being beaten. 406 00:18:12,484 --> 00:18:15,285 But I've never been beaten, not in my entire life. 407 00:18:15,287 --> 00:18:16,253 I've never felt... 408 00:18:16,255 --> 00:18:18,355 What? 409 00:18:18,357 --> 00:18:20,657 Anything. 410 00:18:20,659 --> 00:18:22,626 Please, Melchior. 411 00:18:34,306 --> 00:18:36,840 I can't feel that. 412 00:18:36,842 --> 00:18:38,375 - Ah! - Okay, all right, all right. 413 00:18:38,377 --> 00:18:40,043 Hold on. Stop, stop, stop. 414 00:18:40,045 --> 00:18:41,878 We can't do this version. 415 00:18:41,880 --> 00:18:44,481 We talked about this. We... we can't do this. 416 00:18:44,483 --> 00:18:46,350 I pulled way back on the intensity. 417 00:18:46,352 --> 00:18:48,986 W... without this scene, the entire show breaks down. 418 00:18:48,988 --> 00:18:51,088 I j... I don't see what's so bad about it. 419 00:18:51,090 --> 00:18:52,656 You have a 16-year-old boy 420 00:18:52,658 --> 00:18:54,758 beating on a 15-year-old girl 421 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:56,093 with a stick. 422 00:18:56,095 --> 00:18:57,227 That's what's so bad about it. 423 00:18:57,229 --> 00:18:58,695 When did you become Ward's puppet? 424 00:18:58,697 --> 00:19:00,330 Ward is not my concern, okay? 425 00:19:00,332 --> 00:19:03,336 And if you would've trusted me just once, 426 00:19:03,361 --> 00:19:05,268 we wouldn't be doing the whole damn run-through for him. 427 00:19:05,270 --> 00:19:06,803 What about supporting the director's vision? 428 00:19:06,805 --> 00:19:08,105 I am so sick and tired of 429 00:19:08,107 --> 00:19:09,773 hearing you talk about your damn vision. 430 00:19:09,775 --> 00:19:11,508 This is not vision time. This is show time. 431 00:19:11,510 --> 00:19:13,510 In 72 hours, we go to curtain, 432 00:19:13,512 --> 00:19:14,778 and we still have changes to make, 433 00:19:14,780 --> 00:19:16,046 and you're acting like a complete diva. 434 00:19:16,048 --> 00:19:18,215 I am making changes. Tons of changes. 435 00:19:18,217 --> 00:19:19,182 You're in denial. 436 00:19:19,184 --> 00:19:20,517 You're making tiny changes... 437 00:19:20,519 --> 00:19:23,220 tiny, tiny, tiny changes at a snail's pace 438 00:19:23,222 --> 00:19:24,721 and you are torturing everyone. 439 00:19:24,723 --> 00:19:27,057 You won't even cut the reference to child abuse. 440 00:19:27,059 --> 00:19:28,625 You're being completely ridiculous. 441 00:19:28,627 --> 00:19:31,061 No, what is ridiculous is that our entire show 442 00:19:31,063 --> 00:19:33,096 is being ruined by the stuck-up, overzealous 443 00:19:33,098 --> 00:19:36,333 PTA morality police! 444 00:19:42,374 --> 00:19:43,373 Sorry. Uh... 445 00:19:43,375 --> 00:19:45,008 Let's pick it up from 446 00:19:45,010 --> 00:19:47,310 "I've tried hitting myself to find out how it feels." 447 00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:48,612 So what do I do? 448 00:19:48,614 --> 00:19:50,814 Do I beat her or do I not beat her? 449 00:19:53,252 --> 00:19:54,418 You can beat her. 450 00:19:54,420 --> 00:19:56,319 Just... 451 00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:58,121 like it less. 452 00:20:06,918 --> 00:20:08,541 So does that mean he's going to have to transfer 453 00:20:08,566 --> 00:20:09,832 to a different school? 454 00:20:10,823 --> 00:20:12,423 We don't know yet. 455 00:20:12,448 --> 00:20:13,947 He can't leave Stanton. 456 00:20:13,949 --> 00:20:16,623 He loves the theater, and I was thinking next year 457 00:20:16,648 --> 00:20:18,185 he would do lights when I'm in the play. 458 00:20:18,187 --> 00:20:20,454 I mean, if I'm in the play. 459 00:20:20,456 --> 00:20:23,194 Hopefully, he'll be able to stay at Stanton. 460 00:20:24,249 --> 00:20:26,952 Why was his mom in prison? What did she do? 461 00:20:26,977 --> 00:20:28,544 - We don't know. - Drugs? 462 00:20:28,631 --> 00:20:32,044 She made mistakes. That's all we know. 463 00:20:32,069 --> 00:20:33,735 How do we know she's not going to do that again, 464 00:20:33,760 --> 00:20:36,503 that she'll be a good mom to him now? 465 00:20:36,505 --> 00:20:39,406 Well, sometimes, you just have to have faith in people. 466 00:20:39,408 --> 00:20:40,484 I hate her. 467 00:20:40,509 --> 00:20:42,747 I don't know her, but I hate her. 468 00:20:43,279 --> 00:20:45,078 He was eight years old. What was she thinking, 469 00:20:45,080 --> 00:20:48,122 messing around with... with drugs or whatever she did? 470 00:20:48,150 --> 00:20:50,684 And how do we know she won't slip up? 471 00:20:50,686 --> 00:20:53,553 - Leave him again? - Honey, 472 00:20:53,555 --> 00:20:55,122 I don't know her, 473 00:20:55,124 --> 00:20:56,490 but I know Maashous. 474 00:20:56,492 --> 00:20:59,593 He's smart and capable and strong. 475 00:20:59,595 --> 00:21:02,329 He's a survivor. He'll be okay. 476 00:21:06,635 --> 00:21:08,435 I'm gonna miss him so much. 477 00:21:14,818 --> 00:21:17,419 Give her time. She'll be fine. 478 00:21:17,421 --> 00:21:18,720 Mm. 479 00:21:21,425 --> 00:21:23,325 I think I'm... 480 00:21:23,327 --> 00:21:26,295 feeling just as upset as she is about this... 481 00:21:26,297 --> 00:21:27,896 minus the crush. 482 00:21:27,898 --> 00:21:30,232 Yeah. 483 00:21:30,234 --> 00:21:32,301 Speaking of crushes... 484 00:21:32,303 --> 00:21:36,038 Gordy and Gwen Strickland. 485 00:21:36,040 --> 00:21:37,673 What? 486 00:21:37,675 --> 00:21:40,075 I don't want Gordy to get his heart broken. 487 00:21:40,077 --> 00:21:41,276 Why do you just assume 488 00:21:41,278 --> 00:21:42,277 he's gonna get his heart broken? 489 00:21:42,279 --> 00:21:44,313 It's Gwen Strickland. 490 00:21:44,315 --> 00:21:46,114 What, she's so out of his league? 491 00:21:46,116 --> 00:21:47,249 No, I just... 492 00:21:47,251 --> 00:21:48,250 If you'll recall, 493 00:21:48,252 --> 00:21:49,718 I was out of your league. 494 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:51,987 That's true. 495 00:21:51,989 --> 00:21:53,922 Way out. 496 00:21:53,924 --> 00:21:55,390 Double A. 497 00:21:55,392 --> 00:21:57,426 - Majors. - Okay, just... 498 00:21:57,428 --> 00:21:59,661 calm down. 499 00:22:03,601 --> 00:22:04,866 Forgive me, O Lord, 500 00:22:04,868 --> 00:22:06,001 and graciously protect me this night. 501 00:22:08,105 --> 00:22:09,805 Simon. 502 00:22:09,807 --> 00:22:11,640 It's okay. Come in. 503 00:22:11,642 --> 00:22:13,375 Close the door. 504 00:22:16,146 --> 00:22:19,081 Everything okay? 505 00:22:19,083 --> 00:22:20,983 Yeah, um, 506 00:22:20,985 --> 00:22:24,186 Emma and I heard you and Mom arguing the other day. 507 00:22:25,823 --> 00:22:27,522 I see. 508 00:22:27,524 --> 00:22:31,026 Emma's upset. 509 00:22:31,028 --> 00:22:33,695 I'll talk to her. 510 00:22:33,697 --> 00:22:36,064 What about you? 511 00:22:36,066 --> 00:22:38,700 You upset? 512 00:22:40,104 --> 00:22:41,770 Of course I am. 513 00:22:41,772 --> 00:22:45,240 I-I mean... w-what you and Mom said... 514 00:22:45,242 --> 00:22:47,042 Are you guys getting a divorce? 515 00:22:47,044 --> 00:22:50,612 Never. 516 00:22:50,614 --> 00:22:52,748 Why? 517 00:22:52,750 --> 00:22:54,483 I-I mean, 518 00:22:54,485 --> 00:22:55,951 if what Mom said is true, 519 00:22:55,953 --> 00:22:58,186 that... that you guys don't... 520 00:22:58,188 --> 00:23:01,123 that your marriage isn't real, 521 00:23:01,125 --> 00:23:02,924 how could you possibly stay together? 522 00:23:02,926 --> 00:23:04,926 You know, how can we all just go on 523 00:23:04,928 --> 00:23:07,796 and eat breakfast and play cards 524 00:23:07,798 --> 00:23:09,531 and pretend to be this real family 525 00:23:09,533 --> 00:23:10,832 when it's all based on a lie? 526 00:23:10,834 --> 00:23:13,235 Simon, 527 00:23:13,237 --> 00:23:15,537 sit down. 528 00:23:20,711 --> 00:23:24,112 Now, real life... 529 00:23:24,114 --> 00:23:25,781 is not like the movies 530 00:23:25,783 --> 00:23:27,849 or one of your plays. 531 00:23:27,851 --> 00:23:30,018 That's not real. 532 00:23:30,020 --> 00:23:32,421 What's real is us. 533 00:23:32,423 --> 00:23:34,923 Our family. 534 00:23:34,925 --> 00:23:38,226 I've made... 535 00:23:38,228 --> 00:23:39,528 compromises 536 00:23:39,530 --> 00:23:40,929 for our family. 537 00:23:40,931 --> 00:23:42,964 This family is more important to me 538 00:23:42,966 --> 00:23:46,001 than anything else in my life. 539 00:23:46,003 --> 00:23:51,073 Someday, you may find yourself in a... 540 00:23:51,075 --> 00:23:53,508 similar situation. 541 00:23:56,413 --> 00:23:57,612 Pray with me, son. 542 00:24:02,686 --> 00:24:05,253 ♪ It's the bitch of living ♪ 543 00:24:05,255 --> 00:24:07,022 ♪ Bitch just a bitch ♪ 544 00:24:07,024 --> 00:24:09,191 ♪ With nothing but your hand ♪ 545 00:24:09,193 --> 00:24:10,425 ♪ Just a bitch, yeah ♪ 546 00:24:10,427 --> 00:24:13,095 ♪ Just a bitch of living ♪ 547 00:24:13,097 --> 00:24:15,230 ♪ As someone you can't stand ♪ 548 00:24:15,232 --> 00:24:16,732 ♪ See each night it's light fantastic ♪ 549 00:24:16,734 --> 00:24:18,467 ♪ Tossing, turning without rest ♪ 550 00:24:18,469 --> 00:24:20,902 ♪ 'Cause my days at the piano ♪ 551 00:24:20,904 --> 00:24:22,404 ♪ With my teacher and her breasts ♪ 552 00:24:22,406 --> 00:24:24,506 ♪ And the music's like the one thing ♪ 553 00:24:24,508 --> 00:24:27,376 ♪ I can even get at all and those breasts ♪ 554 00:24:27,378 --> 00:24:29,945 ♪ I mean, God please just let those apples fall ♪ 555 00:24:29,947 --> 00:24:32,280 ♪ It's the bitch of living ♪ 556 00:24:32,282 --> 00:24:34,716 ♪ It's the bitch of living ♪ 557 00:24:34,718 --> 00:24:36,184 Okay, good, good, good. 558 00:24:36,186 --> 00:24:37,319 Uh, looking good. 559 00:24:37,321 --> 00:24:38,587 Just a... 560 00:24:38,589 --> 00:24:40,422 just a couple tweaks on this one. 561 00:24:40,424 --> 00:24:41,590 Um, 562 00:24:41,592 --> 00:24:43,759 let's replace "sensing God is dead" 563 00:24:43,761 --> 00:24:46,361 with, uh, "sensing this is bad." 564 00:24:46,363 --> 00:24:48,463 "Sensing this is bad"? Really? 565 00:24:48,465 --> 00:24:49,998 Yep, that's the new line. 566 00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:50,966 Uh, and just one other thing. 567 00:24:50,968 --> 00:24:52,334 Uh, Francis, 568 00:24:52,336 --> 00:24:53,802 we're gonna have to cut your verse 569 00:24:53,804 --> 00:24:56,071 about, uh, you and your piano teacher. 570 00:24:56,073 --> 00:24:57,906 And we're so sorry about this, Francis. 571 00:24:57,908 --> 00:24:59,775 Sure, it's cool. 572 00:25:00,911 --> 00:25:02,310 That's not fair. 573 00:25:02,312 --> 00:25:03,945 Francis is great in that moment. 574 00:25:03,947 --> 00:25:06,882 - Simon, it's okay. - No, it's not okay. 575 00:25:06,884 --> 00:25:09,017 Francis has been working his ass off 576 00:25:09,019 --> 00:25:10,285 for three months. 577 00:25:10,287 --> 00:25:11,953 It-it's one of his biggest moments 578 00:25:11,955 --> 00:25:13,522 in the whole show. You can't just take it away. 579 00:25:13,524 --> 00:25:16,825 Simon, we're dealing with a really tough situation here. 580 00:25:16,827 --> 00:25:19,127 Look, we understand that this is frustrating. 581 00:25:19,129 --> 00:25:21,229 Sometimes in life, we have to make... 582 00:25:21,231 --> 00:25:22,364 Make compromises? 583 00:25:22,366 --> 00:25:25,167 Huh? Yeah, I know. 584 00:25:27,104 --> 00:25:30,038 We believed in what you were trying to do. 585 00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:31,807 We showed up, stayed late. 586 00:25:31,809 --> 00:25:34,843 We gave it our all. We trusted you. 587 00:25:34,845 --> 00:25:36,812 I trusted you. 588 00:25:36,814 --> 00:25:39,381 And my family is falling apart right now 589 00:25:39,383 --> 00:25:40,949 because of this show, because of my part. 590 00:25:40,951 --> 00:25:44,419 But I did it because I thought it meant something. 591 00:25:44,421 --> 00:25:46,988 I thought it was important. 592 00:25:46,990 --> 00:25:48,757 But now you're like, "Nah, 593 00:25:48,759 --> 00:25:50,392 never mind, let's not do it." 594 00:25:50,394 --> 00:25:52,727 And it's like, why do the scene if we can't do the scene? 595 00:25:52,729 --> 00:25:53,995 - Just cut it. - Simon... 596 00:25:53,997 --> 00:25:55,130 Just cut the whole stupid thing! 597 00:25:55,132 --> 00:25:56,531 Hey! 598 00:26:07,678 --> 00:26:09,344 Set up for scene five. 599 00:26:12,249 --> 00:26:14,340 Scene five! 600 00:26:26,091 --> 00:26:28,492 What exactly are we doing here? 601 00:26:28,684 --> 00:26:30,403 Mom made dinner. 602 00:26:30,596 --> 00:26:32,325 A little stress eating? 603 00:26:33,015 --> 00:26:34,648 After a rehearsal like that, 604 00:26:34,683 --> 00:26:36,616 vegetable lasagna wasn't gonna cut it. 605 00:26:36,618 --> 00:26:38,573 I needed a burger. 606 00:26:39,788 --> 00:26:41,454 What was that Simon kid's deal? 607 00:26:41,456 --> 00:26:43,189 If I ever yelled at Coach like that... 608 00:26:43,191 --> 00:26:45,563 Mm, he's absolutely right, 609 00:26:45,894 --> 00:26:47,781 everything he said, 610 00:26:48,125 --> 00:26:50,524 but there's nothing to do about it. 611 00:26:53,011 --> 00:26:55,864 You're just trying to make the best out of a crap situation. 612 00:26:56,710 --> 00:26:58,243 Yeah. 613 00:26:58,315 --> 00:26:59,547 Thanks. 614 00:27:03,578 --> 00:27:05,345 Oh... 615 00:27:07,816 --> 00:27:10,250 Why are you looking at me like that? 616 00:27:11,686 --> 00:27:14,283 Your mom was out of my league. 617 00:27:14,356 --> 00:27:15,655 Huh? 618 00:27:15,720 --> 00:27:18,095 When we met at Penn. 619 00:27:18,159 --> 00:27:21,822 And she was so beautiful, confident... 620 00:27:21,863 --> 00:27:24,714 She was a student, but she was... 621 00:27:24,799 --> 00:27:27,847 doing these piano recitals. You know, playing big rooms. 622 00:27:27,936 --> 00:27:30,027 She was so accomplished, like an adult already, 623 00:27:30,071 --> 00:27:32,675 and me back then... 624 00:27:32,741 --> 00:27:35,775 well, let's just say I was not nearly 625 00:27:35,777 --> 00:27:37,777 as cool as I am today. 626 00:27:40,348 --> 00:27:42,882 But, you know, I just had this gut feeling 627 00:27:42,884 --> 00:27:46,119 every time I looked in her eyes that we were meant to connect. 628 00:27:46,121 --> 00:27:48,554 I pushed so hard, she eventually had to 629 00:27:48,556 --> 00:27:51,124 give me a speech. 630 00:27:51,126 --> 00:27:53,259 "I value our friendship so much. 631 00:27:53,261 --> 00:27:55,762 I don't want to do anything to hurt that." 632 00:27:55,764 --> 00:27:58,131 Even her rejection was amazing. 633 00:27:58,133 --> 00:28:00,199 Made me want her so much more. 634 00:28:00,201 --> 00:28:01,501 I kept at it, 635 00:28:01,503 --> 00:28:03,236 discovered little things we both liked... 636 00:28:03,238 --> 00:28:05,271 banana peppers, Shawn Colvin, 637 00:28:05,273 --> 00:28:08,941 why the Pirates were righteous and the Phillies were evil. 638 00:28:10,211 --> 00:28:12,245 And I just 639 00:28:12,247 --> 00:28:14,547 eventually stupidly opened up to her 640 00:28:14,549 --> 00:28:18,451 about myself, my problems at home, 641 00:28:18,453 --> 00:28:22,555 my fears, my dreams. 642 00:28:22,557 --> 00:28:25,124 Finally, she just... 643 00:28:27,762 --> 00:28:30,330 Caved? 644 00:28:31,833 --> 00:28:34,701 Saw what I saw. 645 00:28:34,703 --> 00:28:36,369 Hmm. 646 00:28:43,878 --> 00:28:47,613 Eat up. And don't tell your mom. 647 00:28:47,615 --> 00:28:51,250 ALS is a tough disease. 648 00:28:51,252 --> 00:28:52,452 One of the toughest. 649 00:28:52,454 --> 00:28:53,853 Unfortunately, 650 00:28:53,855 --> 00:28:55,722 your mother has been severely impacted 651 00:28:55,724 --> 00:28:57,757 over these past few months. 652 00:28:57,759 --> 00:28:59,726 I know she tries to put on a brave face for you, 653 00:28:59,728 --> 00:29:03,096 but it's... getting tougher for her. 654 00:29:03,098 --> 00:29:06,065 Her ability to move air in and out of her lungs is... 655 00:29:06,067 --> 00:29:08,468 it's become compromised. 656 00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:10,470 I think soon, it's gonna be time 657 00:29:10,472 --> 00:29:13,039 to talk about palliative care. 658 00:29:15,977 --> 00:29:17,343 What does that mean? 659 00:29:17,345 --> 00:29:22,014 Making her as comfortable as possible. 660 00:29:27,422 --> 00:29:30,189 Can I show you something? 661 00:29:31,793 --> 00:29:33,926 I have a... secret thing that I do 662 00:29:33,928 --> 00:29:35,928 whenever I leave a place. 663 00:29:35,930 --> 00:29:38,097 No one else knows about it in the world. 664 00:29:45,440 --> 00:29:47,774 When are you leaving? 665 00:29:49,611 --> 00:29:51,244 Soon. 666 00:29:52,747 --> 00:29:54,380 We should have a party or something. 667 00:29:54,382 --> 00:29:56,315 And that's not just because 668 00:29:56,317 --> 00:29:58,151 I'll look for any excuse to have cake. 669 00:30:02,857 --> 00:30:05,625 I sort of like to leave quietly. 670 00:30:19,808 --> 00:30:22,542 - Mama... - Mm. 671 00:30:26,548 --> 00:30:29,582 I want you to come to opening night. 672 00:30:31,152 --> 00:30:33,119 I want you to see me. 673 00:30:33,121 --> 00:30:36,756 This part of me is... new. 674 00:30:38,893 --> 00:30:41,060 I want you to see it. 675 00:30:41,062 --> 00:30:42,595 Please. 676 00:30:42,597 --> 00:30:47,667 I wouldn't miss it for the world. 677 00:30:47,669 --> 00:30:50,269 Would you sing to me? 678 00:30:54,676 --> 00:31:00,613 ♪ Amazing grace ♪ 679 00:31:00,615 --> 00:31:02,949 ♪ How sweet ♪ 680 00:31:02,951 --> 00:31:06,152 ♪ The sound ♪ 681 00:31:06,154 --> 00:31:08,287 ♪ That saved ♪ 682 00:31:08,289 --> 00:31:10,990 ♪ A wretch ♪ 683 00:31:10,992 --> 00:31:14,460 ♪ Like me ♪ 684 00:31:14,462 --> 00:31:17,029 ♪ I once ♪ 685 00:31:17,031 --> 00:31:20,066 ♪ Was lost ♪ 686 00:31:20,068 --> 00:31:23,903 ♪ But now I'm found ♪ 687 00:31:23,905 --> 00:31:26,105 ♪ Was blind ♪ 688 00:31:26,107 --> 00:31:27,640 ♪ But now... ♪ 689 00:31:27,642 --> 00:31:30,776 Mom, I need more than just these two-word texts. 690 00:31:30,778 --> 00:31:32,211 I need to hear your voice. 691 00:31:32,213 --> 00:31:34,013 I need to know that... 692 00:31:34,015 --> 00:31:36,015 you're okay. 693 00:31:36,017 --> 00:31:38,317 - ♪ My heart ♪ - Where are you? 694 00:31:38,319 --> 00:31:41,220 - Just... - ♪ To fear ♪ 695 00:31:41,222 --> 00:31:43,856 - ♪ And grace... ♪ - Call me. 696 00:31:43,858 --> 00:31:46,158 Please. 697 00:31:46,160 --> 00:31:49,495 And my show opens in two days, if you even care. 698 00:31:49,497 --> 00:31:52,999 ♪ How precious did ♪ 699 00:31:53,001 --> 00:31:57,203 ♪ That grace appear ♪ 700 00:31:57,205 --> 00:32:00,172 ♪ The hour I first ♪ 701 00:32:02,377 --> 00:32:04,243 ♪ Believed ♪ 702 00:32:06,114 --> 00:32:08,347 Robbie, what's wrong? 703 00:32:09,551 --> 00:32:12,775 I know you said you didn't want to need me... 704 00:32:13,388 --> 00:32:15,821 but I need you. 705 00:32:17,258 --> 00:32:19,358 Yeah, yeah, okay. 706 00:32:28,269 --> 00:32:30,436 What is that? 707 00:32:31,839 --> 00:32:33,806 It's a chain lock for your door. 708 00:32:33,808 --> 00:32:36,208 Please let me install it. 709 00:32:37,078 --> 00:32:39,045 Yeah, yeah, okay. 710 00:32:47,759 --> 00:32:49,829 Come in. 711 00:33:23,388 --> 00:33:25,012 Hi. 712 00:33:25,267 --> 00:33:26,867 Hi. 713 00:33:28,628 --> 00:33:31,630 I've never felt so close to someone. 714 00:33:32,630 --> 00:33:34,957 Me neither. 715 00:33:36,198 --> 00:33:38,365 So it's okay that we didn't... 716 00:33:38,437 --> 00:33:40,003 Yeah. 717 00:33:40,291 --> 00:33:41,924 Okay. 718 00:33:58,075 --> 00:34:00,009 Just, uh... just reading this again. 719 00:34:00,011 --> 00:34:01,887 So beautiful. 720 00:34:02,647 --> 00:34:05,247 You okay? I mean, you got so upset 721 00:34:05,249 --> 00:34:07,643 - at rehearsal. - Yeah, yeah, I'm fine. 722 00:34:08,619 --> 00:34:12,121 What you said about your family falling apart... 723 00:34:12,123 --> 00:34:13,656 - What did you... - Yeah, that was, uh... 724 00:34:13,658 --> 00:34:15,292 that was... 725 00:34:15,326 --> 00:34:18,050 Sure, you don't have to talk about it. 726 00:34:23,100 --> 00:34:27,203 Look, my... my family is, uh... 727 00:34:27,205 --> 00:34:28,737 very... 728 00:34:30,107 --> 00:34:32,441 Catholic. 729 00:34:32,443 --> 00:34:35,344 And th-they don't like me playing Hanschen. 730 00:34:35,346 --> 00:34:38,781 You know, that they don't approve of, uh, 731 00:34:38,783 --> 00:34:42,084 you know, homosexuality. Th-they don't approve of 732 00:34:42,086 --> 00:34:44,887 a lot of this, actually. 733 00:34:48,859 --> 00:34:50,226 I-I feel like 734 00:34:50,228 --> 00:34:53,128 there's this bomb inside me. 735 00:34:54,765 --> 00:34:57,733 You know, ever since we started the show, 736 00:34:57,735 --> 00:35:00,769 I have these feelings and... 737 00:35:00,771 --> 00:35:04,273 I feel like if I ever opened up to them... 738 00:35:05,643 --> 00:35:07,743 It'd just... it'd just blow up my family. 739 00:35:10,648 --> 00:35:12,982 And they're my family. 740 00:35:12,984 --> 00:35:15,017 You know? 741 00:35:16,487 --> 00:35:18,187 I love them. 742 00:35:31,736 --> 00:35:33,535 Hey. 743 00:35:38,042 --> 00:35:39,241 Oh, it's a good metaphor. 744 00:35:39,243 --> 00:35:41,010 You're literally hovering over me. 745 00:35:41,012 --> 00:35:43,946 Uh, I'm not getting the metaphor. 746 00:35:46,083 --> 00:35:47,850 I know we had a... a great night, 747 00:35:47,852 --> 00:35:49,118 but I just thought we agreed to, 748 00:35:49,120 --> 00:35:50,953 - Oh... - Part ways. 749 00:35:50,955 --> 00:35:52,187 Do you think this is 'cause I'm... 750 00:35:52,189 --> 00:35:54,857 No, it's... it's fine. It's whatever. 751 00:36:02,199 --> 00:36:05,000 I'm not stalking you. 752 00:36:07,705 --> 00:36:10,172 I'm here because I'm in a recovery program, 753 00:36:10,174 --> 00:36:12,941 and this is my community service. 754 00:36:12,943 --> 00:36:14,910 A recovery program for what? 755 00:36:14,912 --> 00:36:17,846 Drinking. 756 00:36:17,848 --> 00:36:19,281 I'm sorry. I didn't know. 757 00:36:19,283 --> 00:36:20,516 I get it. 758 00:36:20,518 --> 00:36:22,951 I was your dark night of the soul. 759 00:36:22,953 --> 00:36:24,620 You met me on your way down. 760 00:36:24,622 --> 00:36:26,188 Don't worry. It was... 761 00:36:26,190 --> 00:36:30,292 It was still great for me. I loved it, 762 00:36:30,294 --> 00:36:33,762 But I'm sorry if it scared you. 763 00:36:33,764 --> 00:36:36,031 I'm here because I'm... I'm... 764 00:36:36,033 --> 00:36:39,068 I'm trying to really change things up, 765 00:36:39,070 --> 00:36:42,705 not because I'm stalking you. 766 00:36:42,707 --> 00:36:45,140 Although, I would stalk you. 767 00:36:45,142 --> 00:36:47,409 Pretty stalk-able. 768 00:36:52,450 --> 00:36:54,850 Three and four and... 769 00:36:55,886 --> 00:36:58,554 And reach for the E... That's okay. 770 00:36:58,556 --> 00:37:00,189 It's coming around again in no time. 771 00:37:02,360 --> 00:37:05,127 Three and four and... 772 00:37:05,129 --> 00:37:06,862 Keep those wrists up. Yep, there you go. 773 00:37:23,914 --> 00:37:27,357 ♪ Mama who bore me ♪ 774 00:37:27,418 --> 00:37:31,086 ♪ Mama who gave me ♪ 775 00:37:31,146 --> 00:37:34,890 ♪ No way to handle things ♪ 776 00:37:34,892 --> 00:37:38,327 ♪ Who made me so sad ♪ 777 00:37:38,329 --> 00:37:42,231 ♪ Mama the weeping ♪ 778 00:37:42,233 --> 00:37:45,801 ♪ Mama the angels ♪ 779 00:37:45,803 --> 00:37:48,937 Well, when I don't clean my room, 780 00:37:48,939 --> 00:37:50,172 or do my homework... 781 00:37:50,174 --> 00:37:51,573 What? 782 00:37:51,575 --> 00:37:53,442 Some nights... 783 00:37:53,444 --> 00:37:56,879 Papa yells at me, really loud. 784 00:37:56,881 --> 00:37:59,648 No! 785 00:37:59,650 --> 00:38:01,316 How's that? 786 00:38:01,318 --> 00:38:03,018 Nothing. 787 00:38:04,488 --> 00:38:06,321 What about that? 788 00:38:06,323 --> 00:38:07,656 Nothing. 789 00:38:10,327 --> 00:38:11,860 And that? 790 00:38:11,862 --> 00:38:14,229 I feel nothing. 791 00:38:14,231 --> 00:38:16,331 ♪ Yeah you're hosed all right ♪ 792 00:38:16,333 --> 00:38:17,900 ♪ And all for spite ♪ 793 00:38:17,902 --> 00:38:22,037 ♪ You can kiss your sorry butt good-bye ♪ 794 00:38:22,039 --> 00:38:24,973 ♪ Totally hosed, will they mess you up ♪ 795 00:38:24,975 --> 00:38:29,278 ♪ Well, you know they're gonna try ♪ 796 00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:31,213 ♪ Totally hosed ♪ 797 00:38:37,188 --> 00:38:38,954 Thank you. Thank you, everyone. 798 00:38:38,956 --> 00:38:40,789 Very impressive. 799 00:38:40,791 --> 00:38:43,792 Thanks for coming by. I'll talk to you soon, okay? 800 00:38:43,794 --> 00:38:44,927 Thank you. 801 00:38:44,929 --> 00:38:47,663 Totally hosed. 802 00:38:47,665 --> 00:38:49,264 Excellent work. 803 00:38:49,266 --> 00:38:51,834 And I don't think you lost a thing, making those changes. 804 00:38:51,836 --> 00:38:53,735 We only have one more thought. 805 00:38:53,737 --> 00:38:55,537 The abortion... 806 00:38:55,539 --> 00:38:57,706 it's a hot topic issue. 807 00:38:57,708 --> 00:39:00,309 If you can take that out, we're good to go. 808 00:39:00,311 --> 00:39:03,479 Wendla could die of a broken heart. 809 00:39:03,481 --> 00:39:04,580 Perfect. 810 00:39:04,582 --> 00:39:06,448 The show is on. 811 00:39:06,450 --> 00:39:08,417 Thank you both. 812 00:39:08,419 --> 00:39:10,786 Thank you, Tracey. 813 00:39:12,745 --> 00:39:13,789 Okay, everyone. 814 00:39:13,791 --> 00:39:15,390 Good job. The show is on, 815 00:39:15,392 --> 00:39:16,992 so, um, go get changed 816 00:39:16,994 --> 00:39:18,794 and we will do final notes 817 00:39:18,796 --> 00:39:21,396 before we open tomorrow night, okay? 818 00:39:21,398 --> 00:39:22,631 Have a good night. 819 00:39:22,633 --> 00:39:23,732 Yay! 820 00:39:23,734 --> 00:39:24,867 Thank you. 821 00:39:27,371 --> 00:39:30,539 Okay, that was horrible. 822 00:39:30,541 --> 00:39:33,075 I have notes. I'm sure you have notes, too, 823 00:39:33,077 --> 00:39:35,110 but we're gonna make this the best it can be 824 00:39:35,112 --> 00:39:36,745 before curtain. 825 00:39:36,747 --> 00:39:38,514 - What was that? - What? 826 00:39:38,516 --> 00:39:40,849 That little... moment 827 00:39:40,851 --> 00:39:42,184 between you and Ward? 828 00:39:42,186 --> 00:39:43,986 That look? 829 00:39:43,988 --> 00:39:46,421 I don't know what you're talking about. 830 00:39:47,992 --> 00:39:49,224 Did you make 831 00:39:49,226 --> 00:39:52,094 some sort of deal with him? 832 00:39:52,096 --> 00:39:54,429 Look me in the eye and tell me you didn't 833 00:39:54,431 --> 00:39:56,832 make some sort of backroom deal with Ward. 834 00:39:56,834 --> 00:39:59,568 Lou, if you think that we could've gone up 835 00:39:59,570 --> 00:40:00,969 without making those changes... 836 00:40:00,971 --> 00:40:02,237 That's not what I asked. 837 00:40:02,239 --> 00:40:03,672 Okay, you know what? I've had enough. 838 00:40:03,674 --> 00:40:05,607 I don't need to be cross-examined by you. 839 00:40:05,609 --> 00:40:09,111 You keep saying it's all about the kids, 840 00:40:09,113 --> 00:40:11,213 but this whole time, you have been manipulating 841 00:40:11,215 --> 00:40:13,348 the situation to get in good with Ward. 842 00:40:13,350 --> 00:40:15,651 You know what? Screw you. 843 00:40:15,653 --> 00:40:17,819 And in case you don't remember, 844 00:40:17,821 --> 00:40:19,388 you took my job. 845 00:40:19,390 --> 00:40:21,523 - It was not your job. - And I still 846 00:40:21,525 --> 00:40:23,058 gave everything 847 00:40:23,060 --> 00:40:25,761 to this program and to you, to your vision. 848 00:40:25,763 --> 00:40:27,696 I spent this entire semester 849 00:40:27,698 --> 00:40:30,065 covering your ass to make this happen. 850 00:40:30,067 --> 00:40:33,168 This is a private conversation! 851 00:40:37,441 --> 00:40:39,007 I have tried to include you. 852 00:40:39,009 --> 00:40:40,776 I have tried to respect you. 853 00:40:40,778 --> 00:40:43,879 And I am sorry if you feel I stole the job from you. 854 00:40:43,881 --> 00:40:45,781 But the fact is, I am the director, 855 00:40:45,783 --> 00:40:47,883 you are the assistant director, and you have no damn right 856 00:40:47,885 --> 00:40:50,018 to be making deals behind my back. 857 00:40:50,020 --> 00:40:51,687 Okay. 858 00:40:51,689 --> 00:40:52,955 You want to know what happened? 859 00:40:52,957 --> 00:40:54,289 I'll tell you what happened. 860 00:40:54,291 --> 00:40:57,326 Ward asked me to take over directing the show, 861 00:40:57,328 --> 00:40:59,161 but I backed you up. 862 00:40:59,163 --> 00:41:00,796 I saved your ass. 863 00:41:00,798 --> 00:41:02,230 That's what happened. 864 00:41:02,232 --> 00:41:03,966 But you know what? From now on, 865 00:41:03,968 --> 00:41:05,567 you are on your own. 866 00:41:05,569 --> 00:41:08,003 I am done. 867 00:41:08,005 --> 00:41:09,905 Fine. 868 00:41:09,907 --> 00:41:11,840 Go. 869 00:41:16,680 --> 00:41:18,380 Good luck with your vision. 870 00:41:31,475 --> 00:41:36,475 Synced & corrected by kinglouisxx www.addic7ed.com 59227

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