All language subtitles for The Fall (2013) S03E03 The Gates of Light.en

Are you in pain?

Here.

We've seen fragments before.

Bits of pages
that didn't burn in the car...

enough to confirm that he kept journals.

But... nothing like this.

Nothing so extensive, nothing so detailed.

I'd put it to Spector that,

between the strangulation of Rose
and the murder of Fiona Gallagher,

that there must have been other attacks.
Though he...

said that there were no other attacks,

that Fiona Gallagher was his first murder.

During that gap in time

he suggested that he always had
a project to work on.

Are these those projects?

"A.S."

Might live in the Holylands area?

Who might be a journalist?

Who seems to wake up late every day
and skip breakfast?

Who wears a cream robe after her bath...

and sometimes doesn't completely close
her bedroom curtains?

Or... "R.W."

Who cycles to the university
most days off?

Somewhere in the Lisburn Road?

Always brings her lunch with her
and eats in the Botanic Gardens?

Who has clear, pale skin,

wears close-fitting clothes and walks
with a short stride that Spector likes?

Where on the continuum of his violence
do these journals fit?

Are they just fantasies
that sustain him...

feed his appetites?

Or are they a record...

of nine more murders?

What time of day is it?

Morning, afternoon, night?

Morning.

Where are we?

Uh, Belfast General Hospital.

Can you remember the name of your nurse?

Kiera.

Are you married?

- Or do you have a partner?
- I'm married.

Can you remember
any other family members?

Sally Ann has a father, John...

and a mother, Carol.

We call her CC.

And what about you?

- Me?
- Do you have any family?

- No.
- Why is that?

My mother died.

And what about your father?

When I was growing up
he was known as Peter Baldwin.

I thought that man was my real father...

until he left us.

My mother told me
that he wasn't my real father...

He was just a man.

When did you become Paul Spector?

Just before I met Sally Ann.

And why did you change?

Wanted a... clean start.
New life.

Why is that?

I'm not sure.

Has that new life worked for you?

The sheer volume of garments

suggests there were very many
fetish burglaries at that time.

His journals talk of...
climbing scaffolding...

finding windows open, doors unlocked,
alarms not set.

I took this photograph to be of a woman.

On closer inspection...

it's clear it's a mannequin.

And these pictures of him...

The bondage...

the auto-asphyxiation...

introduce a new element

to our understanding
of his sexual behavior.

Has any, uh, information
returned to you

over the last 12 hours voluntarily?

Don't think so.

Hold this in your hand.

Keep it safe.

Will you give it back to me
in 15 minutes' time?

Yes.

Who's the British Prime Minister?

Tony Blair.

Have you heard of Facebook?

- Yes.
- And what is it?

It's, um... It's a social networking site.

And what about Twitter?

Dunno what that is.

So you don't know what a tweet is?
Or tweeting?

Is it the sound a bird makes?

What's a hashtag?

No idea.

Presumably I'm supposed to know
what these things are?

Maybe.

The main thing is that we identify
and find these women.

Use the initials.

Look at solved or unsolved

sexually-motivated murders
or attempted murders,

particularly strangulations
occurring in homes and apartments.

Check missing persons
for suspected foul play.

We need to know if these women
are alive or dead.

I think that's all,
unless there's anything else?

We've confirmed the list
of children's homes Spector was in

following the death of his mother.

We have lists of all his fellow pupils
including those at Gortnacul.

Any news on the Benedetto girl?

Uh, uniforms called at her house
this morning, ma'am.

She didn't come home last night.
Her mother has no idea where she is.

A warrant's been issued for her arrest.

Thank you all.

What's the last
full day you remember?

It was with Olivia.

Go on.

Erm... I took her to her playgroup...

a musical playgroup.

She loves dancing.

And, uh, we'll sing songs...

"Wheels on the Bus."

She touches all the right places

when she does
"Head, Shoulders, Knees and Toes."

Then we... went for lunch in the park.

She was pedaling on her tricycle.

There's a pair of swans
on the water there...

nine or ten babies.

Ugly ducklings.

She was talking loads.

She's always getting me
to play make-believe with her.

It sounds to me like Olivia
is about two years old?

Yeah.

But she isn't, is she?

Can you describe
what the memory loss feels like to you?

Well...

Feels like it's nighttime and...

there's a thunderstorm
and I'm standing on a hillside...

and I've been asked to draw a map
of the valley below.

There's lightning flashes
that light up the land, but...

but only for a few seconds,

not long enough to draw the map.

Can you recall who you are?

In the sense of what you were like
and what you're like now?

Your trait characteristics?

Um...

I'm told I have a son.

I have no reason to think
that people are lying to me, but...

I don't feel it.

I'm told I'm in trouble with the police.

Don't know what I've done.

I think that I... I might be different...

but... I don't know why.

I feel like I'm an all right person?

It'll all come back to me, won't it?

Your anterograde memory is working well.

Anything else you've forgotten,
you can relearn.

But the ownership is gone?

- Gibson.
- Patrick Spencer.

ICU consultant, Belfast General Hospital.

Thank you for calling me back, Doctor.
I understand he's conscious?

Yes. His physiology is normalizing.

He's cardiovascularly stable,

and has made good progress,
given the massive insult

and blood loss from
the bullet wounds...

But?

But... there is an issue.

Although his short-term memory
seems to be functioning adequately...

it seems Mr. Spector has suffered
quite extensive long-term memory loss.

Okay.

I'm just gonna move your legs
to the edge of the bed here.

Okay.

Okay, here we go.

Keep going. Right, yeah.

Yeah.

Okay, that's good. Well done.

Apparently, he's docile.

Well-oriented in time and space.

And has established good relations
with his doctors and nurses.

Oh, for pity's sake.

Seems he can acquire new information
and keep track of his medical procedures,

but that he has almost no recollection
of the events

that have taken place
over the last six years or so.

Are we supposed
to be taking this seriously?

I think we have to.

Are they linking this...

this impairment directly to the shooting?

The nature of the amnesia
has not been established yet.

It... It might be organic,

an injury to the brain

because of blood loss
or resultant lack of oxygen.

Or it could be psychogenic...

A result perhaps of trauma.

But until they do an MRI scan,
they can't really say.

So perform the MRI scan.

Spector has retained metal fragments
from the bullet in his body.

If they contain iron,
the fragments can be heated up

and the magnet can drag them
through the body

and cause more organ damage.

Are they conducting
psychological tests yet?

Yes, they are.

The consultant neuropsychologist
is an Alison Walden.

But Jim's right.

He must be feigning surely?

Or at the very least
exaggerating his symptoms?

To what end?

The law does not concern itself

with the present state of mind
of the criminal defendant,

only with the state of mind
at the time the crime was committed

and Spector's was clearly conveyed
in his confession.

He clearly understood the difference
between right and wrong

at the time of the crimes,

and therefore,
he will be held accountable.

But it is founded
on memory-based evidence.

If he's saying that he can't remember
any of the crimes,

it poses all sorts of problems
for the courts.

It's almost like he's claiming
that he's innocent.

It seems there's more than usual pressure
to build the evidential case against him.

That's precisely what we're doing, sir.

What will happen to him

if the defense does ask
for a mental health assessment?

His potential dangerousness suggests

a forensic unit
rather than a hospital ward.

And where would that be?

The Foyle Clinic in East Belfast.

Who will assess him?

A Gus Larson.

He's the consultant forensic psychiatrist.

Very experienced, very used to giving
expert testimony in court.

The sooner we get him
out of the hands of the medics

and back into the justice system,
the better.

Thanks, Alison.

Kiera Sheridan,
Mr. Spector's dedicated nurse.

She provides him with one-to-one care.

She will limit your visit
if patient status warrants it.

- Thank you.
- She'll show you in.

What about the wife?

I'm worried about her.

It's obviously been
a devastating blow to her,

as it would be to anyone
who seems to have had no real suspicions.

But there's no possibility
of her repeating the offense.

She's admitted her guilt,
she's corrected the facts.

She might even end up
being a witness for the prosecution.

I think we should drop the charges.

If she'd told the truth in the first place
about Spector's whereabouts...

then we could have
investigated him more closely,

and perhaps Rose Stagg would not have been
put through the ordeal that she has.

I just feel... that pursuing her
through the courts

will likely have a very bad effect
on her mental and physical health.

Is prosecution...
really in the public interest?

As director of public prosecutions,
I have to say, I think it is.

How things will unfold
with Spector is unclear.

Prosecuting his wife
sends a clear signal.

We mean business... and no one involved
will be getting off lightly.

Sally Ann Spector miscarried
in police custody.

That's a devastating thing to happen
to any woman... but particularly her.

Her identity is wrapped up in her children
and those that she cares for.

She's perceived as an angel by the parents
of the babies she looks after in the NICU.

Now it appears
as if she's lost everything,

her marriage, her work, her unborn child.

She's paid a very high price
for her naivety.

I can't believe
that of all people,

you are suggesting that we treat
Sally Ann paternalistically.

Now I say we move ahead with the charges.

And we can use them
as leverage against Spector.

I do think we need to bear in mind
the seriousness of the offense.

We accepted instructions
on your behalf

from your wife when you were unconscious.

Today is an opportunity
for you to say if you are

happy for us to be representing you.

I believe that the nature of your injuries
has been explained to you?

Yes.

And you understand that you were
in police custody when you were shot?

Yes, but I still don't know why.

No one will tell me.

An individual called James Tyler
was responsible.

I don't know who that is.

Why did he shoot me?

I need to get more information
from the police before I can explain that.

The more pressing issue, Mr. Spector...

is that the police have charged you
with a number of very serious crimes.

I mean... the most serious crimes
on the statute book.

What crimes?

A series of murders.

Well, what sort of murders?

With your permission, let me take you
through the police charge sheet.

All the alleged crimes took place
in Belfast.

The police claim that
on the 10th day of December, 2011,

you murdered university lecturer
Fiona Gallagher, in her home,

before fleeing the scene.

Death by strangulation.

And on the 15th of March, 2012...

you murdered architect Alice Monroe,
in her home,

strangling her with a ligature.

They allege that you then washed
and dried her body,

before putting her back to bed
and posing her body.

That on the 16th of April, 2012,

you murdered solicitor Sarah Kay,
in her home,

strangling her with a ligature.

They allege that you washed
and dried Sarah's body...

washed and dried her bedclothes...

painted her fingernails red...

before posing her in her bed
and taking photographs.

Sarah Kay was pregnant
at the time of her death.

That four days later,
on the 20th of April, 2012...

you attacked and strangled
accountant Annie Brawley, in her home.

They claim that you also murdered
her brother, Joseph Brawley,

when he tried to defend his sister,

stabbing him three times
with some decorating shears.

You then fled the scene.

Annie Brawley survived the attack.

I don't recognize any of these people.

I've never seen these people before.

There's more.

They allege that on May the 3rd,

you abducted Rose Stagg from her home...

imprisoned her unlawfully,

and detained her against her will.

I know her.

- Rose what? Who did you say?
- Stagg.

Perhaps you know Mrs. Stagg
better as Rose McGill?

Yes.

But I... I haven't seen her...
in the last four years or so.

When did you last see her do you think?

Early summer.

2002.

2002 is ten years ago, not four.

Have you been listening to the charges,
Mr. Spector?

It's May 2012.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

What happened to Rose?

She's alive.

The police say you led them to her.

She was found in the boot of her own car.

The police suggest you left her trapped.

Left her to die.

Why would I do that to Rose?

The police say
they have a confession.

That you made a number of admissions.

I've, um... no memory of that.

We think it makes sense

for your first appearance in court
to be as soon as possible

because it will initiate
the evidential disclosure process.

Will you be strong enough?

Once we are in receipt of those documents,

we will look at the detail
of that confession

and take you through
every bit of evidence against you,

every witness statement,
page by page, line by line.

Is that all clear?

Yes.

Any questions?

I just need some time
for it all to sink in.

'Course.

Do you know who that is?

No.

Should I?

If any memories
relevant to the case return to you,

please contact Louise here.

We're here to help you,
Mr. Spector.

We will guide you through this.

Thank you.

Sorry, ma'am.
Rose Stagg is here to see you.

Set up an interview room, Dani.

I'd like you to sit in.

Of course.

I woke to find him in bed with me.

He took me downstairs,
his hand over my mouth,

he took me into the kitchen.

Go on.

He used my name.

He called me Rose.

I thought
perhaps I recognized the voice.

He said he didn't want to hurt me
or my lovely family...

but that he would if I cried out.

And then he released me.

And when I turned around,
I recognized him.

What did you think
in that moment?

Just for a moment...

I thought that maybe
it would be all right.

That maybe it was a joke... a game.

What did you say?

I just said, "Peter?"

He... he made me dress from clothes
that were hanging in the utility room.

And he made me write a note.
He told me what to put.

The house seemed so silent.

The sound of the pen on the paper
seemed really loud in my head.

Like a whooshing.

All I could think about was getting him
out of there, away from Nancy.

Did you resist him at all?

Uh, I was numb.

I didn't really struggle

until he was walking me
towards that awful building.

I thought, "If he takes me in there...

I'm gonna die.

I'm gonna be the next victim."

That's when I tried to run.

But he was too strong.

He made tapes of you.

We found edited versions
of those tapes on his phone.

You've seen them?

He tied me to a chair.

It was fixed to the ground.

Then he sat behind the camera,
so that when I looked at him,

I was looking directly into the lens.

He hardly spoke, he...

he just stared at me.

I tried everything I could
to get through to him.

I begged him, I flattered him,
I insulted him.

I tried to provoke him, even.

He didn't respond.

His eyes were open,
but it was like he was in a trance.

Did he sexually assault you?

No.

I don't think so.

Did he perform sex acts on himself?

Did he masturbate in front of you?

No. Just the filming.

Are those healing all right?

I'm told I did it to myself.

I've no memory of that.

We found a broken lens

from a pair of sunglasses
in the boot of your car.

Your blood was on them.
There were no other fingerprints.

I can't work out if it's just marks...

or if it's a message.

When I first saw it...

it looked like an attempt to write...
"I love you."

Breathe.

I always thought that I wanted...

love and security.

Now I just...

feel like I'm floating free...

in a void.

Oh...

You have such a strong sense of purpose.

I feel like...

there's nothing beneath my feet
right now, like...

nothing steadying them.

It's as if I'm slightly drunk.

Rose. Rose.

Remember...

you survived.

You got through it.

It's in the past.

Paul Spector,
a 32-year-old bereavement counselor

from South Belfast,
charged with four counts of murder,

is due to make his first appearance
in court today.

The four female victims,
all young professional women in their 30s,

were attacked in their homes at night.

Three of those women
died of manual or ligature strangulation.

Spector, a married man and father of two,

is also charged with the attempted murder
of accountant Annie Brawley,

and the abduction
and unlawful imprisonment

of Belfast radiologist Rose Stagg...

Your head.

I worry this is all too soon for you.

I'll be fine.

Detective Superintendent Gibson,

the man you have in custody,
will he be appearing in court today?

He's been shot
by one of your own officers?

Chief Superintendent,
is Spector appearing in person today?

Hello, how are you doing?
Are you ready for this?

I guess...

Yeah, yeah. Shall we head up, then?

Stand there.

Look straight into the camera.

You'll be able to see
the judge and the legal teams.

Answer any questions clearly.

The, uh, prosecution has suggested

we read the shortened version
of the charge.

Are you happy enough with that?

Yeah, that's fine.

All rise.

Thank you. Please sit.

Are you ready to proceed, ma'am?

I am.

Mr. Spector, can you see
and hear the proceedings?

Yes.

The charges against the accused
are stated as four counts of murder.

One of attempted murder,

and one of abduction
and unlawful imprisonment.

Can you confirm for the court
that you are Peter Paul Spector?

Yes.

That your date of birth
is the 25th of May, 1979?

That's correct.

And that you live at 64 Tiberias Drive,
Belfast, BT6 7KM?

So I've been told.

Why is he answering in that manner?

Ma'am, if I may.

My client has to answer in that manner

because he has suffered
significant memory loss.

As you no doubt know, Mr. Spector was shot
while in police custody.

He lost his spleen as a result
and was in a coma for some time.

The reason he is appearing from hospital

is that he is still being held there
in intensive care.

I've written reports from
the ICU consultant, Dr. Spencer,

and from the consultant neuropsychologist,
Dr. Alison Walden,

that explain the nature and degree
of my client's disability.

Dr. Walden is approved under Part II
of the Mental Health Order 1986.

There's information there
about the, uh, treatment

Mr. Spector's undergone and an account
of his behavior in hospital.

The memory loss, you will see, covers
a period of approximately six years,

up to and including the recent shooting.

One of the primary foundations
of criminal law

is that all defendants
are capable of actively participating

in their defense.

Mr. Spector's amnesia
prevents him from so doing.

Whilst Mr. Spector understands
that he is in court

and charged with a number
of criminal offenses

and understands the nature and object

and the possible consequences
of the proceedings,

he cannot enter a plea,
he cannot consult with

or assist his lawyer, he cannot
give evidence in his own defense.

On that basis, I feel I need to raise
the issue of competence,

as to whether Mr. Spector is...
is fit to stand trial.

Mr. Healy, let me stop you there.

Now, the concerns you have raised
are noted,

but you know as well as I do that

it's not a matter on which
this court can adjudicate.

Mr. Spector,

do you understand that
your case must be sent to Crown Court?

Yes.

Then you will be held
on remand in hospital

until arrangements can be made to transfer
you to a secure psychiatric clinic,

where more tests can be done to determine
the nature of your mental disability.

A life for a life!

That's the guy
who's defending the murderer!

Mr. Healy, how does it feel
to be defending the Belfast Strangler?

The alleged Belfast Strangler.

Dressed in a blue
sweatshirt and tracksuit bottoms,

Mr. Spector spoke only to confirm
his name and date of birth

during the ten-minute hearing.

At that point, proceedings took
a bizarre twist, as it became apparent

that the alleged serial killer
is suffering from significant memory loss.

Mr. Spector was remanded in custody

to undergo further
medical and psychiatric assessment.

Following the hearing,
the public prosecution service

confirmed that Sally Ann Spector
will appear in the Crown Court

on Monday the 2nd of July,

to face charges of perverting
the course of justice.

The prosecution claims
that Mr. Spector's wife

provided her husband with false alibis.

Gibson.

Superintendent Gibson?

Yes.

I'm August Larson.

I'm the consultant psychiatrist who has
been asked to assess Paul Spector.

It's an odd time to be calling, Doctor.

Are you still working?

Yes.

Well, there you are.

Before he's moved here,
I need to determine the risk of violence

towards himself and others...
and plan his management.

Have you seen the list of crimes
he's been charged with?

Uh, I received that information
from the court, yes.

In my experience,
a history of previous violence

is the best predictor
for future violence for someone,

whether they are
mentally disordered or not.

And Paul Spector...
is a violent sexual sadist.

Why are you so kind to me?

If I've done the things that...

the police say I've done,
then I'm a monster.

It's my job.

What?

It says in your notes
that there were tears in your eyes

during your surgery.

That you were crying.

Was I?

Does that mean anything to you?

Perhaps.

I just...

can't believe the memory loss is real.

He's just the sort of person
who would feign...

amnesia if he felt that there was
something to be gained from it.

Even for the sheer delight
of duping people...

particularly experts.

Someone like me, for example?

I'm just saying that
from my conversations with him,

it seems to me that he exhibits,
if anything, a...

superior memory for his violence.

It's clear to me that he rehearsed
the crimes in his mind over and over.

They were heavily scripted.

And so the crimes themselves
were memorable,

both in the way that they match the script
and in the way that they differ.

So in... in my view, it's...

extremely unlikely that he has...

forgotten anything.

Faced with memory loss, there is only
one way a clinician can go...

and that is to investigate.

If we take him here,
then that is what I intend to do.

If you have the time,
I'd really appreciate

getting a pre-morbid appraisal
of Mr. Spector from you.

As someone who has had
extensive dealings with him.

Anything at all you can tell me about him
would be extremely useful.

I'll help in any way I can.

Thank you.

Good night.

Good night.

Everything went dark.

And did time seem to speed up
or slow down?

It sped up.

I was rushing through a tunnel.

And did you see or feel surrounded
by a... a brilliant light?

- There was a light.
- Can you describe it?

Um... incredibly bright.

- Blinding.
- And hot?

No, not hot.

Did you come to a border
or a point of no return?

There was a point. Um...

I felt I could have gone on.

But there were... voices calling me back.

What voices?

My daughter.

Olivia.

And was there
anyone else there known to you...

living or dead?

Yes.

Who?

I think my mother.

And what happened?

How did you feel in her presence?

Afraid.

Did she speak to you?

She was calling me.

I think she wanted me to... come to her.

Towards the light.

But there's other voices.

My daughter, calling me back.

Did you want to come back to your body?

Come back to life?

No.

But I couldn't just abandon her.

Is that when you cried?

Hey.

Drink it all up.

Good girl.

You came close to dying.

What do you now understand death to be?

What does death mean to you now?

I know that life...
is our only true possession.

And death?

I've found a murder
that looks promising.

Really? The right initials?

That's not the connection.

A law student. Susan Harper.

Do you think she looks right?

Yes, absolutely. Just a bit younger.

Twenty-one.

The only problem is
there is someone doing time for it.

It's an individual called David Alvarez.

I... I remembered
I saw his name yesterday

on the list of children who were
in Gortnacul at the same time as Spector.

So I've done some digging.

And they are one and the same.

The David Alvarez
who's doing time for the murder

is the same David Alvarez who was
a fellow pupil of Spector's at the home.

Why was Alvarez convicted?

His DNA on her body.

A subsequent confession.

That's pretty conclusive.

What year is this?

August 2002.

In London.

Now, there's a gap
in Spector's timeline there.

We don't know where he was...

or what he was doing.

No, we don't.

I'll see you in the morning.
Try and get some sleep.

I'll pray for you.