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People see the hijab and think they already know who I am, but there's a lot

about me that they don't know.

For example, they have no idea that I'm incredibly sexual

and that I have to wait for my husband to leave Ottawa with many business trips

so I can find any objects I have to leave with.

With our community being very strong in its values, I just had to keep this

inside of me very deep.

So, I decided to write a bucket list.

Not a wild sponsor travel dream, but a moment.

Choices.

Tiny rebellions that helped me reclaim me.

Maybe when I come through the walls, I'll stop being just a woman in a hijab

people's eyes.

And finally start being seen as a full, sexual, powerful person I really

am.

But before I started, I needed to make sure I was ready for the challenge.

And because I couldn't turn to any member of my community for help, I

call someone a little unusual.

And I gave him permission to simply walk into my house and go straight towards

the kitchen so he could find me.

Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm such an idiot.

I'm really sorry.

The door was just open. I just really, I don't want to lose my job. No, it's

okay. I'm really, really embarrassed. I mean, I have this list of

all this interesting, of these sexual fantasies,

desires I've been wanting to cross off my list.

I'm so ashamed.

Wow, give a blowjob?

Post lingerie pictures online?

Hearing this out loud is so much more embarrassing.

Make out with a stranger?

I was really not expecting this from someone like you.

Someone like me?

Well, you know, because of the... Because of the shop.

Yeah. See, that's the problem with people.

They don't see me as just a woman. I mean, these American women, they can be

sexually free, and that's just all I want.

Well, I mean, I wish there was someone I could help you.

I mean, there is one really specific thing on that list I've been wanting to

do.

Sure, yeah, what is it? I've always wanted to take lingerie photos, but I

know. That's just kind of unnerving.

Yeah, why not? I'd be happy to help.

Okay.

Here.

Right now?

I'm going to overthink it, and I'll probably end up trashing the photos. I

don't...

You should probably get undressed first, right?

You were okay with it earlier.

I mean, I don't know if I can.

It's just too intimate.

I don't know, like here in America, we like stuff like that. I mean, you have a

dildo. That's super hot.

Well, I mean, it is on the lips.

I'm very uncomfortable.

Don't worry, I'm just trying to help.

That's forbidden.

Let me help you.

I feel like this is still a little too much. We need somewhere less intimate.

You won't stop feeling ashamed until you break some rules.

I wasn't expecting that.

I got the perfect solution for that.

Yeah?

This is going a little too fast.

Come on, you can just look at it.

You don't have to touch it.

All right, just get down on your knees. Let's take some pictures.

Okay.

What should we do?

Show off your tits.

Pull them out.

How are you turning out?

I look super sexy.

You know, maybe you could touch my dick.

Am I doing a good job?

Why don't you stand

up so we can take some more pictures?

Do you want to feel it?

Oh, I can't.

Wait, this is the right.

It's so long.

Oh, come on. You liked it, though, didn't you?

It was like God pressed up against your pussy.

This is just moving too fast.

The day of the photo shoot was so intense that I was about to give up.

But then I realized that I was actually making progress on my list.

I had successfully made out with a stranger and had photos of me in

which were a hit online, by the way.

I simply couldn't stop yet. I knew I had to call in again.

I look even better with it off.

You

really

think

I look nice?

You look so sexy.

I... I'm just still... Nervous.

Come on, don't you remember how good it felt when my dick pressed up against

your pussy?

It's gonna feel like that again.

It just sounds too long.

Over in America, in here, we take care of our needs.

I feel like I'm still not ready.

It just feels wrong.

Come on, I mean, you had a dildo, and you're not selling, is it?

It's funny that you say that, because when I came to this country, I felt like

if I got a dildo that wasn't realistic, I wouldn't feel as guilty.

But I mean, me actually craving an actual penis, it just still feels

Well, you're in America, and here, we take care of our needs.

And remember, you had Blowjob on your list.

We may as well just knock that out of the way now.

I... want to do this.

I don't know if I can do this.

Could you help me?

Yeah, just take your time.

Just like that, you look so good.

You can kiss it a little.

Does that feel good?

like that.

You look so sexy when you're so caught.

You're so naughty.

I struck it while I suck it. Oh, yeah, that's good. See?

Now you know what to do.

I'm doing a good job.

How would you get the rest of the way to Jess?

Yeah?

Oh my gosh.

Oh my goodness.

It feels bad to say, but it is.

There's one more thing I want to add to my bucket list.

Oh yeah, what's that?

I want to feel you inside of me.

For real?

Oh my God.

I'm definitely getting a couple things off my list.

You look so sexy. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

You're going to make me come.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

You take it so fucking good.

You're meant to be a slut.

What are you doing?

never been with.

Feels.

I'm just feeling even harder and harder.

You're definitely teaching me a thing or two.

Thank you.

You need to go for me.

Six.

And you take every inch of your time.

You're going to cross that off my list.

Give me every drop of your color.

Your hijab all covered in comb.

I feel so free.

This is the American dream everyone talks about.

Oh, fuck yeah.