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Okay.
Juice and coffee all ready.
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Should I take the banana
bread out? [timer ringing]
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Yes, please.
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She left her hotel
22 minutes ago.
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She should be here any minute.
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Don't give me that look.
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You're the one who
insisted on showering together.
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I thought it would save time.
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When are you
going to learn, Shaunie?
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I'm irresistible.
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That is very true.
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[knock on door]
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She's here.
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Hi!
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Hello, Claire.
It is very good to see you.
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[theme music playing]
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Would you like coffee or
freshly squeezed orange juice?
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Coffee, please.
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Oh, my God.
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He is the cutest.
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- Look at the little cheeks.
- I know.
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How are things at
Centro de Salud?
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Great.
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I've managed to make
a ton of improvements
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- since you were there.
- Did you get a new CT machine?
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Yeah, and an MRI.
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Also, we opened
a prenatal clinic,
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and I've instituted
a bunch of protocols
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to decrease Hospital
Acquired Infections.
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And on the personal front?
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Uh... that is
a work in progress.
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But good.
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I told Lea about
the lump in your breast.
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It was before I convinced you
to have your surgery here.
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Not a HIPAA violation.
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I hope you also told her
that the biopsy was negative.
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It's not cancer, so there's
nothing to worry about.
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He did. I reserve
the right to worry.
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But let's save
the medicine for later
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and focus on more important
stuff like Latin lovers.
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Oh. Oh, is that
banana bread?
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That smells amazing.
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Resistance is futile.
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- We have ways of making you talk.
- [laughs]
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That was a nice start
to the day.
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A fantastic start.
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What are you gonna wear?
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I know it's just City Hall,
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but it feels like we should
at least wear something special.
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We can't get married
at City Hall.
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- Alex, we've been over this.
- I know.
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And you say you don't care
where we get married.
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I don't. But you want to wear
something special,
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because you want our
wedding to be special like I do.
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I don't want to delay
our adoption.
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You won't have to.
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I'm gonna give you
the wedding you deserve.
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Something beautiful
and impressive like you.
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In four days?
As impressive as me?
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Impossible.
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Challenge accepted.
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This is a Thomas Keller recipe.
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I found it online.
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Wow. Smells delicious.
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And...
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your morning dose.
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Also delicious.
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When I was little, I used to
dream about being a chef
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at a really nice restaurant,
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and now I'm gonna
make it a reality.
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I know I'll have to
start at the bottom,
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but I can work my way up.
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Hmm. I'm glad you're
feeling better,
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but, you know,
you have to focus on today.
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I know.
I'm gonna get clean.
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- You're gonna get
professional treatment... - No.
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It's the only way.
And it's the only way forward.
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No, it's not.
I don't want methadone.
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I hate meetings
and sharing with strangers.
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So we'll find you
a program that works for you,
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but getting sober is the point.
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It's the only point.
You can't make this a solo act.
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I'm not alone.
I have you.
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I'm not an addiction specialist.
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No, but you are a neurosurgeon.
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- That's better.
- Hannah...
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You are controlling my doses.
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We'll taper off
a little each day.
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It's not that simple.
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Even if you stop using,
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it's a Band-Aid.
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Eventually, you're gonna relapse
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unless you get treatment,
and I think you know that.
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If I break the rules again,
you can kick my ass out.
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I don't want to kick you out.
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I-I...
Nobody's kicking you out.
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I want to help.
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Well, then we can
do this together.
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Please, just give me a chance.
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33-year-old male,
struck by lightning.
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Second degree burns
and a possible fractured spine.
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- A spinal fracture from lightning?
- From falling off a roof.
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He was working construction
when he got hit.
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- Can't feel my legs.
- Push IV fluids.
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Let's get trauma labs
and an EKG.
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Can you tell me your name?
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- Clint.
- Nice to meet you, Clint.
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I'm Dr. Allen. I'm gonna
take good care of you.
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Take the trauma shears,
cut his clothes off.
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[grunts]
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Oh.
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- Hi.
- Hey.
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Oh, it's so great to see you.
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You, too. I wish it was
under better circumstances.
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Oh, I'll be fine.
It's just a tiny benign lump.
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Hi, Dr. Brown.
I'm Charlie Lukaitis.
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It's very nice to meet you,
Charlie.
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Shaun speaks
really highly of you.
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- Really?
- I have been fair,
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but not overly complimentary.
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Shaun, I was being nice.
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You could try harder
to do the same.
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- Thank you, Dr. Brown.
- Oh, call me Claire.
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Okay, I'm sure the new MRI
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you acquired is excellent,
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but we should do
a stereotactic biopsy
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and breast MRI.
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Instead of a mammogram?
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New research shows
that breast MRI
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are more accurate
for younger women
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with denser breast tissue.
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I was about to say that.
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Sorry, I'm working on controlling
my impulsive speech.
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It just seems you're eager
to demonstrate your knowledge
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as med students
are supposed to do.
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Thank you, Dr. Brown.
I mean, Claire.
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Now you are being too nice.
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Those are punctate burns
at the entry and exit points
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connected by second degree
linear flash burn.
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What are all these red lines?
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- I'm not s...
- Lichtenberg figures.
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The electric shock causes extravasation
of red blood cells
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from the capillaries.
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It'll heal with
minimal scarring.
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Hi. I'm Dr. Lim.
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I thought Dr. Park
was on today.
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He's taking a personal day...
wedding planning.
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Can you wiggle your toes?
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Alright, nice.
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The loss of sensation
in your legs
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is a temporary keraunoparalysis.
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It'll disappear
over the next few hours.
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Get spinal CTs
and trauma pan scan to confirm,
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then we'll debride the burns.
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[smoke alarm beeping] Are you ready
to take Mama to work?
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Yeah?
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[beeping continues]
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Hello?
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Glassy, you home?
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[Hannah]
Oh, my God.
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[gasps] I am so sorry.
That's my fault.
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I was seasoning the skillet,
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and I left for like a second
to take out the trash.
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I'm Lea, Aaron's neighbor.
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It's nice to meet you.
I'm Hannah.
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I'm Aaron's niece.
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I'm just visiting
for a couple weeks.
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I'm so sorry
if I woke you guys up.
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Oh, it's alright. I w...
I was just heading to work.
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I should, um, open a window.
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[beeping continues]
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So, you'll have to lie facedown
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- with your breast centered
in the frame. - Okay.
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Is it harder or easier
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this time being a second-year?
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Um... bit of both.
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Yeah.
What about you, Chief?
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How are you liking
the big chair?
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I like it.
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Fewer resources than here,
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but also fewer restrictions
and more control.
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Mm.
Sounds like a good fit.
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Hmm. Oh, speaking of.
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Shaun showed me your
Lamborghini in the parking lot.
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I know. I know.
I'm an idiot.
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No, I was gonna say
good for you.
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I thought you hated sports cars.
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Oh, I mean, I still do,
but I know that you loved them.
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And you just didn't
want to seem ostentatious.
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Mm.
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No, I'm happy you've
stopped worrying so much
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about what other people think.
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Whatever you left
here searching for,
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it's clear you found it.
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Maybe we both did.
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We're looking for
white-speculated
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enhancing masses like...
there.
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1.72 centimeters.
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A 3-centimeter incision
should...
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Did you and Claire used to date?
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[chuckles]
W-We were just good friends.
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With benefits.
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I knew it.
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Does Jordan know
that she's here?
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Uh, I don't know.
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Also, that hardly matters
since I'm not dating Jordan.
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Oh? I thought
you wanted to.
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- [cellphone chimes, vibrates]
- I did.
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But we decided
to just be good friends.
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Her and Perez, her ex-boyfriend,
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text every day since Asher died.
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It was wrong.
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No, it's not wrong.
It's just a choice.
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The biopsy from Guatemala
was negative,
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but our biopsy from earlier
came back positive.
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Claire has breast cancer.
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[sighs]
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- Sorry I didn't come by earlier.
- Hi!
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Park is out,
and I had to help Glassman
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get some stuff off his plate.
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- It's still not an excuse.
- It's fine.
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I'm here now to assure you
you are going to be fine.
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Shaun briefed me on your biopsy,
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and we went over
your MRI together.
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You are in the perfect hands.
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Ooh. Tell me about being
co-president with Glassman.
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Mm.
It's been interesting.
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Collaborative.
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By collaborative,
you mean you get stuff done,
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and then he tells you how
you should have gotten it done?
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Oh, you have one of those
in Guatemala?
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- Just one? I wish.
- [both laugh]
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- Oh, I miss the old days.
- Mm.
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You mean when you were
a Ducati-riding badass?
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Hey, I do not need
a Ducati to be a badass.
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- Mm.
- I just need...
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- More sleep?
- I was thinking more sex,
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but sleep is good.
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- Tell me about it. Sometimes
I wonder if I... - [cellphone chimes]
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Hold that thought.
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[sighs]
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- To be continued.
- I'll be here.
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Hey, we need to talk.
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Hello, I need to get Claire
prepped for her surgery.
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There's a girl living
in Glassman's apartment.
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She says her name is Hannah
and claims she's his niece.
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He does not have a niece
named Hannah.
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I know, but she had a key
and her clothes were there.
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He had a patient
last week named Hannah.
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She was a homeless drug addict
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who needed
cervicomedullary surgery.
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Why would he let a homeless
drug addict live with him?
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I...
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don't know.
255
00:10:02,908 --> 00:10:04,955
- [elevator bell dings]
- I have to go.
256
00:10:08,827 --> 00:10:10,917
The MRI confirmed the mass
is under 2 centimeters.
257
00:10:12,265 --> 00:10:13,875
That's only Stage 1A.
258
00:10:13,876 --> 00:10:16,095
With your hormone profile,
you should be responsive
259
00:10:16,096 --> 00:10:17,879
to hormone therapy
after the surgery.
260
00:10:17,880 --> 00:10:19,533
You probably won't need chemo.
261
00:10:20,274 --> 00:10:21,361
[sighs]
262
00:10:23,451 --> 00:10:24,974
Do you disagree?
263
00:10:24,975 --> 00:10:26,149
No.
264
00:10:26,149 --> 00:10:27,236
Tell me if you do.
265
00:10:27,238 --> 00:10:28,586
I'd rather get the bad news now.
266
00:10:28,586 --> 00:10:30,631
I agree completely.
267
00:10:30,633 --> 00:10:32,504
I was just thinking
about someone else.
268
00:10:34,811 --> 00:10:38,423
But I will be focused in the OR.
269
00:10:42,034 --> 00:10:43,121
[groans]
270
00:10:43,123 --> 00:10:45,168
Another 10 milligrams morphine.
271
00:10:45,168 --> 00:10:46,298
[Lim] Sorry.
272
00:10:46,299 --> 00:10:47,431
I just need to remove
273
00:10:47,432 --> 00:10:49,128
the necrotic skin and tissue
274
00:10:49,129 --> 00:10:50,476
to avoid infection.
275
00:10:50,477 --> 00:10:51,870
That's okay.
276
00:10:51,870 --> 00:10:53,784
It hurts 'cause I'm alive.
277
00:10:53,786 --> 00:10:55,657
Never taking that
for granted again.
278
00:10:55,658 --> 00:10:57,222
Good for you.
279
00:10:57,224 --> 00:10:59,051
I never should have even
started working construction.
280
00:10:59,052 --> 00:11:00,618
[grunts]
281
00:11:00,619 --> 00:11:02,403
[Lim] Take a couple
deep breaths.
282
00:11:03,666 --> 00:11:05,797
Maybe just not outside
during a thunderstorm.
283
00:11:05,798 --> 00:11:07,277
[chuckles]
284
00:11:07,278 --> 00:11:08,931
I used to have a band.
285
00:11:08,932 --> 00:11:10,628
Even put out a couple EPs,
286
00:11:10,629 --> 00:11:13,240
but we just couldn't break out.
287
00:11:14,240 --> 00:11:17,200
I got a day job, turned 30.
288
00:11:17,201 --> 00:11:19,245
Next thing I know,
289
00:11:19,245 --> 00:11:22,596
I'm a foreman
for a roofing company.
290
00:11:22,596 --> 00:11:26,208
Sometimes, big decisions are
just a bunch of small ones
291
00:11:26,210 --> 00:11:27,907
you don't even realize you made.
292
00:11:29,212 --> 00:11:30,952
I just feel
like I should recommit.
293
00:11:30,953 --> 00:11:32,128
You know, I could
eke out a living
294
00:11:32,129 --> 00:11:34,783
playing clubs and bars.
295
00:11:34,783 --> 00:11:38,090
I'd rather look in the mirror
and know...
296
00:11:38,091 --> 00:11:39,701
I'm the person I want to be.
297
00:11:44,619 --> 00:11:46,010
[Shaun]
A curvilinear incision
298
00:11:46,011 --> 00:11:47,970
along the natural crease line
of the breast
299
00:11:47,971 --> 00:11:50,537
gives the best cosmetic result.
300
00:11:50,538 --> 00:11:52,713
Who were you thinking about?
301
00:11:52,715 --> 00:11:55,106
You told Claire you were
thinking about someone else.
302
00:11:55,107 --> 00:11:57,761
I shouldn't talk about it.
303
00:11:57,763 --> 00:12:02,375
Raising the flap with
a wide margin around the mass.
304
00:12:02,375 --> 00:12:03,985
Did I say something
inappropriate?
305
00:12:03,986 --> 00:12:06,989
I wasn't thinking about you.
306
00:12:06,990 --> 00:12:08,424
- Was it...
- Charlie.
307
00:12:08,426 --> 00:12:10,025
He said he doesn't want
to talk about it.
308
00:12:14,475 --> 00:12:16,346
Send this to pathology.
309
00:12:16,346 --> 00:12:19,392
The tissue orientation
is marked with ink at 12:00.
310
00:12:19,393 --> 00:12:22,961
Dr. Kalu, your suture spacing
is quite excellent.
311
00:12:22,961 --> 00:12:24,179
You can close.
312
00:12:24,181 --> 00:12:26,139
Suture with vicryls
and monocryl, please.
313
00:12:37,802 --> 00:12:39,282
Is the Hannah
who's living with you
314
00:12:39,283 --> 00:12:42,110
the same Hannah
you treated for Chiari Zero?
315
00:12:42,111 --> 00:12:43,200
Yes.
316
00:12:45,375 --> 00:12:47,812
Seven ball, corner pocket.
317
00:12:47,812 --> 00:12:50,249
Sh-She is a drug addict.
318
00:12:50,250 --> 00:12:52,076
Who I am helping.
319
00:12:52,077 --> 00:12:53,338
Helping her detox?
320
00:12:53,340 --> 00:12:55,080
She's a patient
under my care, Shaun.
321
00:12:55,081 --> 00:12:56,298
That's all you need to know.
322
00:12:56,299 --> 00:12:58,692
If she's a patient,
323
00:12:58,692 --> 00:13:01,433
that means you are
continuing to treat her
324
00:13:01,434 --> 00:13:03,000
while she is living with you.
325
00:13:03,001 --> 00:13:04,394
- How?
- Shaun...
326
00:13:04,394 --> 00:13:06,091
Are you prescribing her opiates?
327
00:13:06,091 --> 00:13:08,311
I'm helping her get sober.
328
00:13:08,312 --> 00:13:11,139
I can't have her go out
on the street and buy drugs.
329
00:13:11,140 --> 00:13:14,883
Prescribing her oxycodone
in this situation is unethical.
330
00:13:14,884 --> 00:13:16,710
- I'm aware.
- And possibly illegal.
331
00:13:16,711 --> 00:13:18,842
- I'm aware.
- You could lose your medical license.
332
00:13:18,844 --> 00:13:20,323
You need to make her leave.
333
00:13:27,070 --> 00:13:29,985
I'm not giving up on her.
But thank you for your concern.
334
00:13:33,076 --> 00:13:34,816
[alarm blaring]
335
00:13:34,817 --> 00:13:35,947
How long has he been seizing?
336
00:13:35,947 --> 00:13:37,427
Over four minutes.
337
00:13:37,427 --> 00:13:39,471
- Then give four milligrams lorazepam.
- Already did.
338
00:13:39,472 --> 00:13:41,605
Then give four more
and one gram levetiracetam.
339
00:13:41,605 --> 00:13:43,346
[blaring continues]
340
00:13:46,616 --> 00:13:48,748
He's got a mass
in his frontal lobe.
341
00:13:48,749 --> 00:13:51,010
- Could it be from the lightning strike?
- No.
342
00:13:51,011 --> 00:13:54,144
In fact, the lightning probably
saved his life, putting him in the hospital.
343
00:13:54,145 --> 00:13:57,888
He has that seizure anywhere
else, he'd probably be dead.
344
00:13:57,889 --> 00:13:59,802
A supramaximal resection
might get at all.
345
00:13:59,803 --> 00:14:02,326
- If we're lucky.
- And if we're not?
346
00:14:02,327 --> 00:14:05,113
It'll likely progress
to a glioblastoma and kill him.
347
00:14:07,812 --> 00:14:09,899
[Park] We had our first
official date here.
348
00:14:09,900 --> 00:14:11,205
She jumped on stage
349
00:14:11,206 --> 00:14:12,859
and tried to join Cory Henry's
backup singers.
350
00:14:12,860 --> 00:14:14,033
She loves music,
351
00:14:14,034 --> 00:14:15,774
and this would be
the perfect place.
352
00:14:15,775 --> 00:14:17,559
Yeah, I'd love to help you,
353
00:14:17,561 --> 00:14:19,256
but I got bands booked
every night.
354
00:14:19,258 --> 00:14:21,389
Couldn't you reschedule one?
355
00:14:21,389 --> 00:14:23,390
I-I'll pay their fee, cover whatever the difference
ends up being in your gate.
356
00:14:23,392 --> 00:14:25,001
I mean, name your price.
357
00:14:25,003 --> 00:14:26,568
Sorry.
358
00:14:26,570 --> 00:14:27,744
But I think you're gonna
have to choose
359
00:14:27,745 --> 00:14:30,661
between immediate
and meaningful.
360
00:14:33,880 --> 00:14:36,578
The glioma is
in your posterior frontal lobe
361
00:14:36,580 --> 00:14:37,710
near the motor strip.
362
00:14:37,711 --> 00:14:39,320
We have to be very aggressive.
363
00:14:39,321 --> 00:14:41,148
If we leave any tumor behind,
364
00:14:41,149 --> 00:14:42,889
it could grow back
as a glioblastoma,
365
00:14:42,889 --> 00:14:45,674
which could be terminal.
366
00:14:45,676 --> 00:14:46,937
Okay.
367
00:14:46,937 --> 00:14:48,764
Because of the placement
of the tumor,
368
00:14:48,765 --> 00:14:51,201
we may need to cut
into your eloquent cortex,
369
00:14:51,202 --> 00:14:53,857
the area of your brain
which controls motor function.
370
00:14:55,380 --> 00:14:57,181
Are you saying
I won't be able to play guitar?
371
00:14:57,774 --> 00:14:59,211
It's possible.
372
00:15:03,780 --> 00:15:05,696
Alive is alive.
373
00:15:06,740 --> 00:15:07,784
I'll take it.
374
00:15:10,744 --> 00:15:12,571
I am going to tell
Dr. Lim
375
00:15:12,572 --> 00:15:14,659
about Dr. Glassman
and Hannah.
376
00:15:14,660 --> 00:15:16,793
I don't think
that's a good idea.
377
00:15:16,793 --> 00:15:19,230
He'd probably consider it
an even worse betrayal
378
00:15:19,230 --> 00:15:20,797
than when you ended
his surgical career.
379
00:15:20,798 --> 00:15:23,015
I was right about that,
380
00:15:23,017 --> 00:15:25,149
and I am right about this, too.
381
00:15:25,149 --> 00:15:28,630
He could lose his medical license.
I am saving him.
382
00:15:28,631 --> 00:15:31,677
Shaun, I don't think it's just
about helping a former patient.
383
00:15:32,461 --> 00:15:34,679
What else is it about?
384
00:15:34,681 --> 00:15:36,595
You know why he helped
you back in Wyoming?
385
00:15:36,596 --> 00:15:38,336
Because he knew I needed help.
386
00:15:38,336 --> 00:15:40,554
Of course.
387
00:15:40,556 --> 00:15:45,038
Also...
his daughter had just died.
388
00:15:45,038 --> 00:15:46,865
He was grieving.
389
00:15:46,866 --> 00:15:49,303
Maybe he did for you
what he couldn't do for her.
390
00:15:50,610 --> 00:15:53,046
What does that
have to do with Hannah?
391
00:15:53,047 --> 00:15:55,961
Hannah's a drug addict,
just like Maddie was.
392
00:15:55,962 --> 00:15:58,182
I think some of this is
Glassman dealing with his sense
393
00:15:58,182 --> 00:16:00,184
that he failed his daughter.
394
00:16:01,447 --> 00:16:03,317
After everything
he's done to support you,
395
00:16:03,317 --> 00:16:06,017
don't you think you should
let him help Hannah?
396
00:16:09,410 --> 00:16:14,720
Dr. Glassman... is only putting
himself at risk,
397
00:16:14,721 --> 00:16:16,418
which I guess is okay.
398
00:16:19,029 --> 00:16:21,466
I won't tell Dr. Lim.
399
00:16:22,206 --> 00:16:23,207
Okay.
400
00:16:27,125 --> 00:16:29,039
[sighs]
401
00:16:36,134 --> 00:16:37,874
I'm thinking an awake craniotomy
402
00:16:37,875 --> 00:16:40,092
with intraoperative
motor brain mapping.
403
00:16:40,094 --> 00:16:43,530
Respiratory failure leads
to brain edema and herniation,
404
00:16:43,532 --> 00:16:45,924
air embolism, intraop seizures,
405
00:16:45,926 --> 00:16:48,580
just to name a few of the risks.
406
00:16:48,581 --> 00:16:53,323
He was struck by lightning
and remembered who he was.
407
00:16:53,325 --> 00:16:54,759
A guitarist.
408
00:16:54,760 --> 00:16:56,674
I don't want to take
that away from him.
409
00:16:56,676 --> 00:16:58,677
Big swing.
410
00:16:58,677 --> 00:17:00,113
I think I'm gonna do it.
411
00:17:00,114 --> 00:17:01,768
You seem amped up about this.
412
00:17:02,899 --> 00:17:04,465
It suits you.
413
00:17:06,468 --> 00:17:09,078
You need to keep him playing
guitar during the surgery.
414
00:17:09,079 --> 00:17:12,038
If his playing gets worse
during motor mapping,
415
00:17:12,038 --> 00:17:13,778
then you can't cut
into that area.
416
00:17:13,779 --> 00:17:15,660
If he keeps playing well,
then it's safe to cut.
417
00:17:19,394 --> 00:17:23,701
Digale a Dr. Maldonado
que cubra esos turnos...
418
00:17:23,702 --> 00:17:27,096
Esperemos la semana que viene.
419
00:17:27,097 --> 00:17:29,534
Me tengo que ir.
420
00:17:29,535 --> 00:17:31,276
Gracias, Imelda.
421
00:17:33,669 --> 00:17:36,279
Your pathology just came back.
422
00:17:36,280 --> 00:17:37,586
We didn't get clean margins.
423
00:17:39,893 --> 00:17:41,720
Now, you're already on the board
for this afternoon.
424
00:17:41,721 --> 00:17:44,027
We'll perform a re-excision,
removing a wider margin
425
00:17:44,028 --> 00:17:45,419
of the breast tissue,
426
00:17:45,420 --> 00:17:47,029
followed by a sentinel
lymph node biopsy
427
00:17:47,030 --> 00:17:48,683
to see if it's spread.
428
00:17:50,250 --> 00:17:51,730
But...
429
00:17:51,730 --> 00:17:54,253
[sighs]
430
00:17:54,255 --> 00:17:55,734
...if it has...
431
00:17:57,040 --> 00:17:59,217
...well, then, who better
to take this on?
432
00:18:01,219 --> 00:18:02,740
You grew up in a trailer park.
433
00:18:02,741 --> 00:18:05,003
You were raised
by a bipolar mother.
434
00:18:05,005 --> 00:18:06,919
Went to a top med school
on scholarship.
435
00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:09,226
Then you were recruited to be
chief of surgery in a country
436
00:18:09,227 --> 00:18:11,705
where you didn't even know
the language.
437
00:18:11,707 --> 00:18:13,883
Now, two years later, you, uh...
438
00:18:13,884 --> 00:18:16,451
you speak perfect Spanish and you've
overhauled the hospital.
439
00:18:19,105 --> 00:18:21,847
You are an unstoppable force,
Claire Browne.
440
00:18:22,674 --> 00:18:24,675
And on top of all of that,
441
00:18:24,676 --> 00:18:27,374
you are kind, compassionate,
442
00:18:27,375 --> 00:18:30,596
and [chuckles] heart-stoppingly
beautiful.
443
00:18:34,861 --> 00:18:38,733
Cancer doesn't stand
a chance against you.
444
00:18:43,913 --> 00:18:46,436
Forgot how great
your bedside manner is.
445
00:18:46,438 --> 00:18:48,527
[chuckles]
446
00:18:50,181 --> 00:18:52,400
And my Spanish
is far from perfect.
447
00:18:57,580 --> 00:18:59,712
Play guitar during surgery?
448
00:18:59,713 --> 00:19:01,758
The risk of complications
is higher,
449
00:19:01,759 --> 00:19:03,891
but an awake surgery
is the only way
450
00:19:03,892 --> 00:19:07,460
to ensure full post-op function
of your fine motor skills.
451
00:19:07,461 --> 00:19:09,461
We test each resection area
452
00:19:09,462 --> 00:19:13,465
and get immediate feedback
before removing any tissue.
453
00:19:13,467 --> 00:19:15,119
And won't it hurt?
454
00:19:15,121 --> 00:19:16,949
You won't even feel it.
455
00:19:21,083 --> 00:19:22,911
Any song requests?
456
00:19:24,781 --> 00:19:26,958
Thank you for coming.
457
00:19:26,959 --> 00:19:28,828
So, what does she want?
458
00:19:28,829 --> 00:19:31,048
She doesn't want anything.
She doesn't know I'm here.
459
00:19:31,049 --> 00:19:35,530
I want your help. I'd like to stage
an intervention for Hannah.
460
00:19:35,531 --> 00:19:38,577
You think we haven't
tried that... multiple times?
461
00:19:38,578 --> 00:19:40,623
Well, let's try again.
462
00:19:40,624 --> 00:19:41,798
Your daughter needs your help.
463
00:19:41,798 --> 00:19:43,159
What do you know
about my daughter?
464
00:19:44,846 --> 00:19:47,281
She came to me with Chiari Zero.
465
00:19:47,282 --> 00:19:49,327
That is a malformation
of the brain
466
00:19:49,328 --> 00:19:53,201
which causes persistent and sometimes
very intense pain.
467
00:19:53,201 --> 00:19:55,987
That's why she started
on the oxycodone.
468
00:19:55,988 --> 00:19:57,509
Can that be treated?
469
00:19:57,510 --> 00:19:59,337
My colleague already
performed surgery.
470
00:19:59,338 --> 00:20:00,905
It was a complete success.
471
00:20:01,993 --> 00:20:04,038
She had brain surgery?
472
00:20:05,126 --> 00:20:06,519
Is she still in the hospital?
473
00:20:08,521 --> 00:20:11,219
She's staying on my couch.
474
00:20:11,220 --> 00:20:13,005
It was there or the streets.
475
00:20:14,222 --> 00:20:16,050
So she's using in your home?
476
00:20:19,924 --> 00:20:21,925
Yes, under my supervision.
477
00:20:21,926 --> 00:20:23,971
I wrote her a prescription
for oxycodone,
478
00:20:23,971 --> 00:20:26,017
which I'm administering
on a schedule.
479
00:20:26,018 --> 00:20:27,800
You're her new drug dealer.
480
00:20:27,801 --> 00:20:30,759
Her first night in my apartment,
she OD'd on fentanyl...
481
00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:32,371
fentanyl that she bought
on the street.
482
00:20:32,372 --> 00:20:35,287
Street drugs right now
are Russian roulette.
483
00:20:35,288 --> 00:20:37,070
What I'm doing is much safer.
484
00:20:37,072 --> 00:20:40,030
I could call the cops on you.
Do you know that?
485
00:20:40,031 --> 00:20:42,381
Tell me something...
is it just the drugs?
486
00:20:42,382 --> 00:20:43,817
Are you also sleeping with her?
487
00:20:43,817 --> 00:20:45,688
If I were doing that,
would I be calling you?
488
00:20:45,689 --> 00:20:48,734
Can we please stop
with the nonsense now?
489
00:20:48,736 --> 00:20:50,214
I'm trying to save her life.
490
00:20:50,215 --> 00:20:51,606
The only way
she turns this around
491
00:20:51,607 --> 00:20:53,392
is if she hits rock bottom.
492
00:20:53,393 --> 00:20:55,480
- Rock bottom.
- Mm-hmm.
493
00:20:55,481 --> 00:20:57,048
[chuckles]
494
00:20:57,048 --> 00:21:00,486
I kicked my daughter
out of my house.
495
00:21:00,487 --> 00:21:02,314
And I told her,
"Do not come back
496
00:21:02,315 --> 00:21:05,185
until you're clean
and sober."
497
00:21:05,186 --> 00:21:08,669
The next time I saw her was
on the coroner's table.
498
00:21:11,366 --> 00:21:13,326
Well, I'm very sorry.
499
00:21:15,588 --> 00:21:19,417
But Hannah is not your daughter.
500
00:21:19,419 --> 00:21:23,290
And the only person
that can save Hannah is Hannah.
501
00:21:23,291 --> 00:21:26,119
But she has to want the help.
502
00:21:26,121 --> 00:21:27,948
And that's never gonna happen
503
00:21:27,949 --> 00:21:29,558
as long as you keep
enabling her.
504
00:21:39,613 --> 00:21:42,310
[door opens, closes]
505
00:21:46,097 --> 00:21:47,923
I heard your second surgery
was boring...
506
00:21:47,924 --> 00:21:49,186
just the way we like them.
507
00:21:49,188 --> 00:21:50,926
[sighs]
I'm still a little sore.
508
00:21:50,927 --> 00:21:52,406
That's why I brought this.
509
00:21:52,407 --> 00:21:54,148
Oh, thank you.
510
00:21:55,715 --> 00:21:57,630
Oh, yeah, that is much better.
511
00:21:57,631 --> 00:21:59,500
Bless you.
512
00:21:59,501 --> 00:22:01,765
Now, show me that baby.
513
00:22:05,290 --> 00:22:08,249
Oh, she is gorgeous.
514
00:22:08,250 --> 00:22:10,121
The spitting image
of Winston Churchill.
515
00:22:10,122 --> 00:22:12,471
- [laughs] - She, too, will one day
rule an empire.
516
00:22:12,471 --> 00:22:15,517
Park looks so happy
to be her dad. Doesn't he?
517
00:22:15,518 --> 00:22:16,910
And as soon as we get married,
518
00:22:16,911 --> 00:22:18,693
we can finalize the adoption
and make it official.
519
00:22:18,694 --> 00:22:20,566
Way to bury the lede!
Congrats.
520
00:22:20,567 --> 00:22:21,871
When's the big day?
521
00:22:21,872 --> 00:22:23,438
Sometime this week, actually.
522
00:22:23,439 --> 00:22:26,049
- Do you want to come?
- Absolutely.
523
00:22:26,050 --> 00:22:28,313
Oh, I'm just glad
that Park is making
524
00:22:28,314 --> 00:22:29,575
an honest woman out of you.
525
00:22:29,576 --> 00:22:31,142
Me, too.
526
00:22:31,143 --> 00:22:33,383
I can't believe how close I came
to letting him get away.
527
00:22:38,846 --> 00:22:40,934
- [Hannah] Hi.
- Hi.
528
00:22:42,632 --> 00:22:45,460
I'm making Coq au vin.
529
00:22:45,461 --> 00:22:48,420
I found a bottle of Burgundy
in the cabinet.
530
00:22:48,421 --> 00:22:50,335
I hope you don't mind.
531
00:22:50,336 --> 00:22:51,770
We're celebrating.
532
00:22:51,771 --> 00:22:53,382
Celebrating?
533
00:22:54,122 --> 00:22:55,297
What are we celebrating?
534
00:22:56,342 --> 00:22:57,691
I got a job...
535
00:22:58,822 --> 00:23:01,388
at L'Amour, as a hostess,
536
00:23:01,390 --> 00:23:03,869
but it's one of the best
restaurants in the city,
537
00:23:03,871 --> 00:23:06,220
and I can work my way up.
538
00:23:06,221 --> 00:23:09,222
Wow.
That is amazing.
539
00:23:09,223 --> 00:23:11,835
I am very, very proud of you.
540
00:23:12,662 --> 00:23:13,836
Thank you.
541
00:23:13,836 --> 00:23:15,750
I'm proud of me, too.
542
00:23:15,751 --> 00:23:17,536
- Mmm.
- [alarm beeps]
543
00:23:17,537 --> 00:23:20,494
Oh.
Time for your pill.
544
00:23:20,496 --> 00:23:22,714
Um, after my shower.
545
00:23:22,715 --> 00:23:26,546
This has to simmer
for 30 minutes, anyway.
546
00:23:31,550 --> 00:23:33,378
[door slides closed]
547
00:24:17,076 --> 00:24:19,903
- Those aren't mine.
- Please don't lie to me.
548
00:24:19,904 --> 00:24:21,557
I found them in your jeans.
549
00:24:21,558 --> 00:24:23,211
Why were you going through
my stuff?
550
00:24:23,212 --> 00:24:25,606
Well, obviously,
I can't trust you, can I?
551
00:24:27,042 --> 00:24:29,175
I want to get clean.
I do. I just...
552
00:24:30,046 --> 00:24:31,960
You're making me go too fast.
553
00:24:31,961 --> 00:24:33,221
We're gonna get you treatment.
554
00:24:33,222 --> 00:24:35,049
I'm gonna take you,
and we're gonna go, and...
555
00:24:35,050 --> 00:24:37,095
No, I told you,
I'm not going to rehab.
556
00:24:37,096 --> 00:24:38,575
It doesn't work!
557
00:24:38,576 --> 00:24:41,143
- It's the only thing that does work!
- I'm outta here.
558
00:24:41,144 --> 00:24:43,144
- I'm gonna flush it right down the toilet.
- Stop. What are you doing?
559
00:24:43,145 --> 00:24:44,364
That's mine. Stop it.
560
00:24:44,365 --> 00:24:46,365
- I paid for those. Stop it.
- Too bad.
561
00:24:46,366 --> 00:24:47,801
- There you go.
- [toilet flushes]
562
00:24:47,802 --> 00:24:48,978
Okay?
563
00:24:54,288 --> 00:24:56,114
This is your fault!
564
00:24:56,115 --> 00:24:58,508
How could you think
giving me more pills
565
00:24:58,509 --> 00:25:00,030
was gonna help me get clean?!
566
00:25:00,031 --> 00:25:01,250
How is it my fault?
567
00:25:01,250 --> 00:25:02,643
I'm giving you too many drugs
568
00:25:02,644 --> 00:25:04,384
or I'm making you
kick too fast...
569
00:25:04,384 --> 00:25:05,819
Which is it?
It can't be both.
570
00:25:05,820 --> 00:25:07,256
I hate you!
571
00:25:07,257 --> 00:25:08,910
- No, you don't.
- Yes, I do!
572
00:25:08,911 --> 00:25:11,304
I hate you.
I got to go.
573
00:25:11,305 --> 00:25:13,914
You can't leave.
Like hell, I can't.
574
00:25:13,915 --> 00:25:16,526
If you leave, you're g...
you're gonna end up dead.
575
00:25:16,527 --> 00:25:17,701
Is that what you want?
576
00:25:18,747 --> 00:25:20,182
This isn't working.
577
00:25:22,271 --> 00:25:24,796
- I have to go.
- Okay. Alright. Alright. Alright, alright.
578
00:25:44,511 --> 00:25:45,817
[door closes]
579
00:25:49,167 --> 00:25:52,387
Your pathology report
hasn't come back yet.
580
00:25:52,388 --> 00:25:55,479
Oh, that wasn't why I, um...
why I texted.
581
00:25:57,438 --> 00:25:59,527
What's been on your mind?
582
00:26:02,660 --> 00:26:05,054
You're not very good
at keeping secrets, Shaun.
583
00:26:06,055 --> 00:26:09,928
I... can't tell you.
584
00:26:11,233 --> 00:26:13,584
Do you want to?
Yes, I think you could help.
585
00:26:15,412 --> 00:26:17,632
I've never betrayed your trust.
586
00:26:19,589 --> 00:26:21,503
Dr. Glassman
is prescribing oxycodone
587
00:26:21,505 --> 00:26:23,723
to a teenage drug addict
who is living with him.
588
00:26:23,724 --> 00:26:25,769
He says he isn't concerned about
losing his medical license
589
00:26:25,769 --> 00:26:27,728
or going to jail,
but he should be.
590
00:26:27,729 --> 00:26:29,295
If I don't understand
his decisions,
591
00:26:29,296 --> 00:26:31,645
how can I stop him
from making bad ones?
592
00:26:32,429 --> 00:26:34,736
Oh.
[exhales sharply]
593
00:26:38,260 --> 00:26:41,088
When I was a kid, I...
594
00:26:41,089 --> 00:26:44,309
I didn't even ask
why my mom used.
595
00:26:44,310 --> 00:26:46,398
I was too busy
trying to survive.
596
00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:52,578
But now, I think
what my mom needed most
597
00:26:52,579 --> 00:26:57,323
was one thing in her life
without an "if" attached.
598
00:26:57,324 --> 00:26:59,846
With addicts,
everything becomes conditional.
599
00:26:59,847 --> 00:27:02,849
A home, a job, even love.
600
00:27:02,851 --> 00:27:07,028
They only get them
if they get clean.
601
00:27:07,028 --> 00:27:11,031
Dr. Glassman told Maddie
she could only come home
602
00:27:11,032 --> 00:27:12,424
if she got sober.
603
00:27:12,425 --> 00:27:14,730
Then she died.
604
00:27:14,731 --> 00:27:15,732
The "if" killed her.
605
00:27:17,734 --> 00:27:19,387
The drugs killed her.
606
00:27:19,388 --> 00:27:23,219
And a car accident killed
my mom, but...
607
00:27:26,134 --> 00:27:29,571
...sometimes I can't help
but feel
608
00:27:29,573 --> 00:27:32,402
if I'd told her
I loved her unconditionally...
609
00:27:33,534 --> 00:27:34,883
she would still be alive.
610
00:27:38,712 --> 00:27:44,934
So, Dr. Glassman
needs to keep giving Hannah
611
00:27:44,935 --> 00:27:48,677
unconditional love,
even if it risks his career?
612
00:27:48,679 --> 00:27:50,332
I think so.
613
00:27:50,333 --> 00:27:53,029
And if I want to help
Dr. Glassman,
614
00:27:53,030 --> 00:27:55,119
I need to help Hannah.
615
00:27:58,993 --> 00:28:00,820
How?
616
00:28:00,821 --> 00:28:02,866
I-I'm sorry, Shaun.
I don't know.
617
00:28:04,868 --> 00:28:09,655
But if someone told me
the day we met outside,
618
00:28:09,656 --> 00:28:11,396
when you were soaking wet,
619
00:28:11,397 --> 00:28:13,747
barely able to communicate,
620
00:28:13,748 --> 00:28:15,749
that you would become
a top attending,
621
00:28:15,750 --> 00:28:18,272
a wonderful husband and father,
622
00:28:18,273 --> 00:28:19,971
I wouldn't have believed them.
623
00:28:21,190 --> 00:28:23,060
But you have grown so much.
624
00:28:24,888 --> 00:28:28,022
You're really, really good
at helping people, Shaun.
625
00:28:30,547 --> 00:28:32,069
You're gonna figure out
how to help.
626
00:28:35,943 --> 00:28:37,292
I've missed this.
627
00:28:39,686 --> 00:28:40,991
Me, too.
628
00:28:45,126 --> 00:28:46,866
Ojemann stimulator.
629
00:28:46,867 --> 00:28:49,521
[guitar playing]
630
00:28:49,522 --> 00:28:50,740
Beginning motor mapping.
631
00:28:56,703 --> 00:28:58,313
No motor arrest.
632
00:28:58,314 --> 00:29:00,750
Mark area one
safe for resection.
633
00:29:07,932 --> 00:29:09,933
[playing stops]
634
00:29:11,632 --> 00:29:13,634
Area two not safe for resection.
635
00:29:18,421 --> 00:29:19,900
Are you okay, Clint?
636
00:29:19,901 --> 00:29:21,075
I think so.
637
00:29:21,076 --> 00:29:22,903
Can you keep playing?
638
00:29:22,903 --> 00:29:25,428
[guitar playing]
639
00:29:28,736 --> 00:29:30,259
Continuing motor mapping.
640
00:29:31,652 --> 00:29:33,826
Totally clean margins,
lymph node negative,
641
00:29:33,827 --> 00:29:35,045
no more surgeries.
642
00:29:35,046 --> 00:29:37,134
You are good to go.
643
00:29:37,134 --> 00:29:40,224
Oh, that is fantastic.
[chuckles]
644
00:29:40,922 --> 00:29:42,401
Oh, thank you.
645
00:29:43,619 --> 00:29:45,622
[sighs]
646
00:29:47,667 --> 00:29:49,712
I'm so glad
I got to see you again.
647
00:29:50,845 --> 00:29:52,148
Me, too.
648
00:29:52,150 --> 00:29:54,500
Seems like you're back
where you belong.
649
00:30:01,246 --> 00:30:03,638
I wasn't gonna come back.
650
00:30:03,640 --> 00:30:05,815
I, um...
651
00:30:05,816 --> 00:30:07,076
I-I told Shaun
652
00:30:07,077 --> 00:30:09,210
that I'd just get
the lumpectomy in Guatemala,
653
00:30:09,211 --> 00:30:12,779
and then he told me
that you would be here.
654
00:30:19,526 --> 00:30:20,916
You know, since being back,
655
00:30:20,917 --> 00:30:25,661
I, um, think about you
all the time.
656
00:30:25,662 --> 00:30:27,707
Not like I didn't before, but...
657
00:30:27,708 --> 00:30:29,347
I don't know why
I couldn't commit to you.
658
00:30:30,362 --> 00:30:34,671
I think I was just young, stubborn.
659
00:30:35,279 --> 00:30:36,280
It's okay.
660
00:30:43,723 --> 00:30:45,115
We got all of it.
661
00:30:45,115 --> 00:30:47,074
You'll need to do
some radiotherapy,
662
00:30:47,075 --> 00:30:50,424
but it shouldn't interfere
with your music career.
663
00:30:50,425 --> 00:30:53,036
Well, I'm not sure
any crowd will compare
664
00:30:53,037 --> 00:30:55,518
to playing
with my brain exposed.
665
00:30:56,300 --> 00:30:58,302
Thank you so much.
666
00:31:08,704 --> 00:31:12,795
You look upset,
like you have been crying.
667
00:31:12,796 --> 00:31:14,276
Are you okay?
668
00:31:15,669 --> 00:31:16,973
No.
669
00:31:18,932 --> 00:31:20,891
Hannah bought pills
on the street.
670
00:31:24,154 --> 00:31:25,592
I don't know what to do.
671
00:31:50,355 --> 00:31:52,182
I can't help her.
I tried.
672
00:31:56,491 --> 00:31:59,667
[sighs]
I-I don't want to...
673
00:31:59,669 --> 00:32:01,713
[sobs]
674
00:32:01,714 --> 00:32:04,455
I don't want to fight anymore.
675
00:32:16,468 --> 00:32:18,992
Do you want me to stay with you?
676
00:32:26,130 --> 00:32:27,827
No.
677
00:32:37,054 --> 00:32:38,968
[sighs] I'm gonna go for a walk.
678
00:32:38,969 --> 00:32:40,884
Thank you.
Thank you.
679
00:32:55,986 --> 00:32:58,422
Who are you?
680
00:32:58,423 --> 00:33:01,122
I am Dr. Shaun Murphy.
681
00:33:02,252 --> 00:33:05,733
Dr. Glassman's... son.
682
00:33:05,734 --> 00:33:07,388
Not biologically.
683
00:33:09,869 --> 00:33:13,220
Dr. Glassman helped me
like he's helping you.
684
00:33:13,221 --> 00:33:17,136
So, basically,
we're both broken toys
685
00:33:17,137 --> 00:33:20,140
that are supposed to replace
the daughter he couldn't fix?
686
00:33:20,141 --> 00:33:23,971
Dr. Glassman
didn't fix me.
687
00:33:25,885 --> 00:33:27,321
He loved me.
688
00:33:32,544 --> 00:33:34,894
I'm not like other people.
689
00:33:37,767 --> 00:33:40,377
Other kids called me weird.
690
00:33:41,815 --> 00:33:43,903
My parents didn't want me.
691
00:33:45,339 --> 00:33:48,733
So, that was how I saw myself.
692
00:33:48,734 --> 00:33:52,432
But Dr. Glassman saw
that I could be more.
693
00:33:52,433 --> 00:33:55,218
And now I see myself
as so much more
694
00:33:55,219 --> 00:33:57,787
because Dr. Glassman
loved me...
695
00:33:59,483 --> 00:34:00,963
...unconditionally.
696
00:34:03,444 --> 00:34:05,402
I am still different.
697
00:34:05,403 --> 00:34:09,710
I will...
always have autism,
698
00:34:09,711 --> 00:34:11,713
but now I'm proud of that.
699
00:34:13,715 --> 00:34:15,282
You will always be an addict,
700
00:34:15,282 --> 00:34:16,980
even if you stop using drugs.
701
00:34:19,025 --> 00:34:22,550
But Dr. Glassman sees
you can be more.
702
00:34:25,467 --> 00:34:26,728
Why can't you?
703
00:34:36,846 --> 00:34:39,021
Mm.
It's after midnight.
704
00:34:39,021 --> 00:34:40,369
I know.
705
00:34:40,371 --> 00:34:42,240
Joelle's on her way to babysit.
706
00:34:42,242 --> 00:34:43,721
Why?
707
00:34:43,722 --> 00:34:45,766
I borrowed your favorite dress,
708
00:34:45,768 --> 00:34:48,420
gave it to the dressmaker,
so she'd have the right size.
709
00:34:48,422 --> 00:34:49,987
I haven't looked.
710
00:34:49,989 --> 00:34:53,034
I'm not supposed
to see it until later.
711
00:34:53,036 --> 00:34:55,820
We're getting married now?
712
00:34:55,820 --> 00:34:58,780
2:00 a.m. was the only time
the perfect venue was available.
713
00:34:58,780 --> 00:35:00,650
Idle Time Jazz Bar, where we...
714
00:35:00,652 --> 00:35:02,393
Had our first official date.
715
00:35:03,349 --> 00:35:04,829
You're amazing.
716
00:35:20,063 --> 00:35:21,541
I'm glad you're here.
717
00:35:23,543 --> 00:35:27,112
I know I'll always be an addict.
718
00:35:30,115 --> 00:35:32,074
But I'd like to be more.
719
00:35:35,121 --> 00:35:36,818
I know I need rehab.
720
00:35:38,429 --> 00:35:40,559
I'd really like it...
721
00:35:40,561 --> 00:35:42,780
if you could still
be here for me...
722
00:35:44,347 --> 00:35:45,784
...after rehab.
723
00:35:48,699 --> 00:35:50,876
Like you were
for Dr. Murphy.
724
00:36:04,934 --> 00:36:08,851
As long as I'm here,
I'll be here for you.
725
00:36:11,505 --> 00:36:13,681
We have to find you
the right program.
726
00:36:13,681 --> 00:36:15,726
I am a president of a hospital,
727
00:36:15,726 --> 00:36:18,599
so I should be able to pull
some strings.
728
00:36:20,384 --> 00:36:22,297
Mr. Big Shot.
729
00:36:22,298 --> 00:36:23,692
You better believe it.
730
00:36:28,565 --> 00:36:31,655
To always support
your boundless ambitions.
731
00:36:31,655 --> 00:36:33,788
To never complain,
732
00:36:33,789 --> 00:36:35,398
no matter how many times
you make me listen
733
00:36:35,398 --> 00:36:37,530
to the same show tunes.
734
00:36:37,530 --> 00:36:39,708
And most of all, I...
735
00:36:41,231 --> 00:36:44,275
I vow to be the man
and the father
736
00:36:44,277 --> 00:36:47,452
and the best friend
you and Eden need.
737
00:36:47,454 --> 00:36:49,108
Always.
738
00:36:54,766 --> 00:36:57,898
Well, I think I was
the last person
739
00:36:57,900 --> 00:36:59,596
that knew we were
getting married tonight,
740
00:36:59,597 --> 00:37:01,902
so I didn't write any vows.
741
00:37:01,903 --> 00:37:06,733
But the truth is
that I will never be
742
00:37:06,735 --> 00:37:10,389
as romantic or as sweet
as you are.
743
00:37:11,521 --> 00:37:14,653
But I will never stop
loving you.
744
00:37:14,655 --> 00:37:16,873
Or stop teasing you
because I know it turns you on.
745
00:37:16,875 --> 00:37:19,659
[all chuckle]
746
00:37:19,659 --> 00:37:21,750
[clears throat]
Shaun and Lea, the rings.
747
00:37:28,016 --> 00:37:29,322
With this ring...
748
00:37:31,541 --> 00:37:32,717
...I thee wed.
749
00:37:37,635 --> 00:37:40,028
With this ring, I thee wed.
750
00:37:42,161 --> 00:37:43,641
Alright, you two.
Now, smooch.
751
00:37:45,034 --> 00:37:47,036
[cheers and applause]
752
00:37:51,300 --> 00:37:53,563
[rapping] ♪ Yeah, raise your glass
to the ceiling ♪
753
00:37:53,563 --> 00:37:57,045
♪ There's true love, there's true love
in the building ♪
754
00:37:57,045 --> 00:37:59,525
- What is happening?!
- ♪ Hope y'all catching the feeling ♪
755
00:37:59,525 --> 00:38:01,876
♪ I know you
catching the feeling ♪
756
00:38:01,876 --> 00:38:03,572
- ♪ Something borrowed ♪
- ♪ Something borrowed ♪
757
00:38:03,574 --> 00:38:05,096
- ♪ Something new ♪
- ♪ Something new ♪
758
00:38:05,097 --> 00:38:06,576
- ♪ Something old ♪
- ♪ Something old ♪
759
00:38:06,577 --> 00:38:08,795
- ♪ Something blue ♪
- ♪ Something blue ♪
760
00:38:08,797 --> 00:38:11,536
♪ Ooh ♪
761
00:38:11,538 --> 00:38:14,452
♪ You're just too good
to be true ♪
762
00:38:14,454 --> 00:38:16,804
♪ Can't take my eyes
off of you ♪
763
00:38:16,804 --> 00:38:19,849
♪ You'd be like heaven
to touch ♪
764
00:38:19,851 --> 00:38:22,679
♪ I want to hold you
so much ♪
765
00:38:22,679 --> 00:38:25,202
♪ At long last,
love has arrived ♪
766
00:38:25,204 --> 00:38:27,858
♪ And I thank God
I'm alive ♪
767
00:38:27,858 --> 00:38:30,773
♪ You're just too good
to be true ♪
768
00:38:30,775 --> 00:38:34,735
♪ Can't take my eyes
off of you ♪
769
00:38:37,476 --> 00:38:41,045
♪ I need you, baby ♪
770
00:38:41,045 --> 00:38:43,568
♪ And if
it's quite alright ♪
771
00:38:43,570 --> 00:38:45,266
♪ I need you, baby ♪
772
00:38:45,268 --> 00:38:46,702
♪ Unh, you know I need you,
baby ♪
773
00:38:46,704 --> 00:38:48,009
♪ To warm
the lonely nights ♪
774
00:38:48,010 --> 00:38:49,139
♪ Unh, to warm
the lonely nights ♪
775
00:38:49,141 --> 00:38:52,577
♪ I love you, baby ♪
776
00:38:52,579 --> 00:38:54,710
This is perfect.
777
00:38:54,711 --> 00:38:55,844
I know.
778
00:38:59,021 --> 00:39:03,197
♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪
779
00:39:03,199 --> 00:39:05,199
♪ Don't let me down,
I pray ♪
780
00:39:05,201 --> 00:39:07,985
♪ Oh, pretty baby ♪
781
00:39:07,985 --> 00:39:10,552
♪ Now that I found you,
stay ♪
782
00:39:10,554 --> 00:39:13,425
♪ And let me love you ♪
783
00:39:13,425 --> 00:39:18,690
♪ Oh, baby, let me love you,
okay ♪
784
00:39:18,692 --> 00:39:21,956
♪ There's no reason
to even talk about last night ♪
785
00:39:21,956 --> 00:39:24,480
♪ I'm trying to love you and
turn you on like a flashlight ♪
786
00:39:24,481 --> 00:39:27,483
♪ And I ain't never gon worry
bout what yo past life ♪
787
00:39:27,483 --> 00:39:30,224
♪ We gotta kid, we gon raise
her up like the gas price ♪
788
00:39:30,226 --> 00:39:32,835
♪ When we locked eyes, the feelings was
originally lopsided ♪
789
00:39:32,836 --> 00:39:35,708
I'm glad I came back.
Me, too.
790
00:39:35,708 --> 00:39:38,494
♪ You covered up your heart
so I had to go find it ♪
791
00:39:38,494 --> 00:39:41,192
♪ You can't find love mixed
with all that pride in ♪
792
00:39:41,193 --> 00:39:43,628
♪ Yet you think you'll be the
one that I could confide in ♪
793
00:39:43,630 --> 00:39:44,675
♪ You mine, then ♪
794
00:39:48,244 --> 00:39:49,375
Scotch, please.
795
00:39:52,335 --> 00:39:54,380
Tequila, stat.
796
00:39:57,818 --> 00:39:58,949
Cheers.
797
00:40:04,608 --> 00:40:07,436
Hannah told me about your talk.
798
00:40:07,436 --> 00:40:10,873
Her parents are taking her
to rehab tomorrow.
799
00:40:10,875 --> 00:40:12,398
Thank you.
800
00:40:14,313 --> 00:40:15,793
You're welcome.
801
00:40:16,967 --> 00:40:20,318
You have grown...
a lot.
802
00:40:21,668 --> 00:40:24,496
As a doctor, as a father,
as a man.
803
00:40:26,150 --> 00:40:28,588
Thank you.
I have.
804
00:40:40,425 --> 00:40:42,340
My cancer is back.
805
00:40:44,561 --> 00:40:47,650
It's progressed
to a glioblastoma.
806
00:40:51,306 --> 00:40:54,177
There are...
new experimental...
807
00:40:54,179 --> 00:40:56,007
No, no, no, no, no, no.
808
00:40:57,704 --> 00:40:59,402
It's terminal.
809
00:41:03,972 --> 00:41:05,668
I'm dying.
810
00:41:21,380 --> 00:41:23,338
[cellphone vibrates]
811
00:41:23,338 --> 00:41:25,384
[both chuckle]
812
00:41:27,733 --> 00:41:29,083
Amir will be here in a minute
813
00:41:29,083 --> 00:41:31,476
to take you to your hotel.
814
00:41:31,476 --> 00:41:34,478
Or we could go back
to your place.
815
00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:36,393
I can't.
816
00:41:36,394 --> 00:41:38,222
Not if it's gonna be
a one-night stand.
817
00:41:39,572 --> 00:41:41,226
It's not gonna be
a one-night stand.
818
00:41:46,275 --> 00:41:48,231
Oh.
819
00:41:48,233 --> 00:41:50,320
You okay?
820
00:41:50,322 --> 00:41:52,583
Oh, yeah.
I just feel a little bit sick.
821
00:41:52,585 --> 00:41:53,715
Yeah, you feel warm.
822
00:41:53,717 --> 00:41:55,197
You didn't drink anything,
did you?
823
00:41:56,284 --> 00:41:58,547
No, because of the medication.
824
00:41:58,547 --> 00:42:00,202
Claire?
825
00:42:01,115 --> 00:42:02,378
Claire? Clai...
826
00:42:05,945 --> 00:42:07,208
[Amir]
Hi. Are you Jared?
827
00:42:12,605 --> 00:42:14,519
St. Bonaventure,
as fast as you can drive.
59792
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